fcs4500's blog: "Time is coming."

well i have decided that this year my familly will be getting a familly gift from me for christmas. I am going home it will the first time in five years that I am home for any holidays. I plan on knocking on my sisters door while dinner is being served i can not wait to see their faces when they see me this will be my best christmas in years.

I just wanted to let you all know that I am leaving on wensday morninng to back to NY for a week on my mini vacation i will be attending a party and also the baseball all star game i will be on here some and on messnger if you dont have my messnger it is fcs4500@yahoo.com talk to you all soon Frank

Thank you to all of my friends for making me realize that i need to let my ex go. after listitng to what all of you have told me and my heart and her familly this is what i need to do this time when she comes back begging me to take her back it will be her lost cause it is not goong to happen Thanks

I have finally done something that I needed to do for a long time. I have finally realized that i can not have a relationship with my ex girlfriend living by her rules of freindship and not taking my feelings into account it kind of hurst but oh well i will get over it in the long run this is the best thing for my mental health.

Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my father . He passed away fighting to last days.. I have also broke up with my girlfriend. So as you can see this is going to be a tough time for me but i know that i will get through it with the help of my friends.