What do you do when you are tired of fighting a losing battle? When nothing is going right and no matter what you do it seems like a dead end street? Everyday life gets harder for me and no one is willing to give me a break, I know life isn't easy but for me it seems like I can never win and still I face everyday with my head held high and a smile to hide the pain, and no I am just tired of it all! I want to just up and leave and start new. I can't take the pain and stress anymore so what am I to do? I am tired of it all.