Okay sometimes we all do stupid things. Well I did something I thought was a harmless act of omission and bending the truth but turned out to be a major fuck up. I had a friend who I wanted desperately to play with. Yes that means cyber fuck. Well even though he kept telling me he wanted to play with me, he never seemed to find the time. He always had some lame excuse. The other evening I was playing as a new nickname on my favorite chat server and he started talking to me not realizing it was me. I was honest about everything except 3 things that were dead giveaways as to who I was, my age, weight, the city I live in. We talked and talked for hours. I just really wanted to see what he was like to play with but we never had cyber sex. He was sweet, kind and sexy but a gentleman the whole time. We were having such a good time, neither of us wanted to leave the other but forced ourselves at 4 am. Then tonight he came back and we were both like excited high school kids. We started talking again. When he told me that he felt like he knew me, I couldn't lie to him any longer and confessed who I was. Now he won't even speak to me and I am a mess because it is my own fault. I have not only lost an online playmate but a friend that I truly care about. What can I do to repair this?
