Kodie's blog: "TO THE ONE I HOLD IN MY HEART DEARLY"

As the ones you love give you the DAGERS of Pain, Hate, Darkness, and Fear you wonder why they want you to die. Then it hits you. You are not wanted "just die" they say to you as your life drains out of your body and you lie motionless on the foor. As they wach you die............ IS THAT LOVE?!? I DONT KNOW!!!!

THE WORDS COME LIKE WATER BUT THEY MEAN MORE THEN WHAT IT SOUNDS *I LOVE YOU* I SAY THEM AND I FEEL BUTTERFIELS IN MY STOMACH I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND NEVER LET GO *AND DEEP BREATH* I AM HERE WANTING YOU TO BE HAPPY I FEEL HOPELESS I SEE THE TEARS IN YOUR EYES THE PAIN YOU’RE GOIN THROUGH “I WIPE THE TEARS AWAY” I KISS YOUR LIPS SOFLY I SAY IT’S GOING TO BE OKAY IM HERE FOR YOU *I LOVE YOU* I WILL ALWAYZ BE HERE NOTHING WILL CHANGE THAT “HOLDS YOU TIGHT” IM NEVER GOING TO LET YOU GO I WILL TRY TO MAKE SURE I DON’T HURT YOU I WILL TRY TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOUR DAY GOES BAD AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY HEART EVEN AFTER WE FALL APART BUT THE THING IS WE WONT FALL APART YOU ARE MY QUEEN YOU ARE MY PRINSSES AND IM GOING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT BABY GURL I WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU