LiL Devil's blog: "todays thoughts...."

grrrr. take the little things i was talking about in the last entry and added about 4 more on top of them. yeah i know you dont know what they were or how many there were but now that count is somewhere around 10. but one of these new little things is a really big thing that pisses me off regaurdless of the person doing it. thats ignoring me. i cant stand it. i really hate it when the person ignoring me started the converstation. i mean my god if you dont wanna talk to me dont say 'hi' first. and if i say 'hi' dont just say nothing, just tell me you dont feel like talking. i mean damn i wont take it personal if you tell me something before i get pissed off bc your ignoring me. after i get mad about dont try and talk to me like nothing happened or make some piss poor excuse as to why you didnt answer me. that will do nothing more than piss me off even more. grrrrr. sorry to waste your time reading my rant but hey i had to do something before i got to mad about it and mad someone else mad. id rather deal with it on my own then risk two ppl getting pissed, its easier to just accept it, write it down, and move on to the best of my abitlities. later ppl.

so today was one of those days where my agurmentitive nature is trying to get the best of me. for you see there are a some but not a lot of little things about this 'relationship of mine'. no im not going to talk about the little things, for that would make things even worse bc then id have to deal with them instead of wait for them to just go the fuck the away. why? one may ask are the little things bothering me. and well its very simple for anyone who really wants to know, and that is there are no big things or even issues in this 'relationship of mine' to argue about so my nature chose the little ones. yes they have complied on top of each other and side by side enuff for my brain to start turning and wondering about them. but whats reallying pissing me off is the fact that i dont let the little things get to me normally, i guess thats bc there's always some big thing to bitch about. the little things are nothing but minor irks but i guess when you can come up with several then they start to get to be too much and make a big thing, i dunno. oh and no today is not the only time i've been thinking about them, ive been having them running amuck in my mind for awhile now. today just seems to be the day they are starting to get me. if a certain person reads this then that person is gonna wanna know what the hell im talking about and get pissed bc i'll simplely say here and when asked I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT, I'LL DEAL WITH IT ON MY OWN AND BE OKAY SOONER OR LATER. so i just saved you the trouble of asking you already know the answer. well im gonna go i had to make a little rant to try and feel better but its not working bc my mind keeps trying to make me type up the list of little things bugging the fuck outta me tonight, and that have me wondering for days on end now.