What happened to real romance , that crazy love that won't listen to anything or anyone??!
That mad mad love that will make you be on the phone at 3 o'clock at night and laugh even though you're dead tired.
That insanity that makes you giggle about nothing and think of him/her anytime of the day.
I'm starting to even wonder if it only exists for me and nobody else cares,sigh.
One thing I do know for sure,I so much wish I had it, but who knows that it'll ever come back in my life.
Who knows if I'll love someone to the point of wanting to just be with him at all times like it was with my ex-husband ( the one who now hangs up on me if I need infos but does know how to call when he needs something!!!!).
I miss being cared for by a person I also care about,the guys I like are occupied so I give up
the ones who like me,I don't like ...it all sucks... .
Friends telling me to date them anyway,how stupid,I'm not gonna waist my time AND theirs,neither do I like deceiving ppl!
Not to mention the ones who try to get my attention and they're quite a bit older than me ( sorry to say,I'm very much into same or close aged guys )
oh well...maybe one day I'll find my dream man and have a bunch of tiny cute, babies who will be just as adorable as he will be.For now I'll just keep on dreming and being depressed.
night everyone.
