Forwarded Message:
doesnt it seem like life is always twisting the oppisite way than we are, and bout the time we catch on and then catch up it starts twisting in a different way yet again.............
as You draw closer, that one draws farther
as You loop in,that one loops out
as You begin to breathe, that one begins to smother
and so on and so forth./.........i just dont get it sometimes, maybe i ts not for me to get or understand,
maybe its for me to learn from and grow, yet i dont see how it can rteally help me in that way...../....maybe the oppisite ......
LIFE SEEMS TO BE ONE BIG CIRCLE JERK...........and its wearing me thin..........
just need a quick breath of air, i guess, i'll be good to go, on battling thru this shit called LIFE, for whatever reason, i cant fathom.........
my frame of MIND, not GOOD nor SAFE,quite HAZARDOUS to MY HEALTH really, but thats ok..........
Breathe in DEEPLY.......Holdit.......Let it out SLOWLY....nope that didnt help..........oh well....here i go again.........
in this Vicious CIRCLE JERK of LIFE........