Drunken Master DeeVaa's blog: "Why Blog???"

BJ is a really smart guy...! The Auto-11 bling is the coolest idea yet! I went from needing 165K to Fubarlord...to leveling in record time! My fubux have increased too....so according to the economy...I'm in the Fu middle class! LOLOLOL! I'm so glad my fubux are FuDIC insured! If you wanna level fast..enlist the help from your fellow Fubarians that have the Auto-11 fubling on. Start with your friends, they'll appreciate it!

My sistah girl and I are competing to see who can level faster! Why?? Well, I invited her to Fubar...and what did she do? She leveled before me....! Now I've told her that means a challenge...and since she's a competitor she has gracefully accepted. Even among sistahs there are rules...so no boobie shots! Feel free to come by and rate and fan and add! And...if the economy hasn't taken all of your money...feel free to bling me! All love will be returned!

I was raised in the church. For some that means only going on your worship day, and raising hell all week. For me it meant I was in church at least 5 times a week, for any number of reasons. My Mom was an Evangelist and my stepdad was a Trustee, so at any given moment we would be at the church doing something. I went to Bible camps during the summer, even did coorespondence with the Billy Graham Crusade when I was just a kid. I say this to make a point: I gotta go to church on Sunday. It's been coded into my DNA. I absolutely hate being late for church.....so when I was late today, I had a snitfit and almost didn't go. I felt I was too mad and upset to go with a right spirit, so I almost stayed home. I'm glad Hubby talked me out of it, because once I got there...I remembered why I go...to give thanks for all that I have been blessed with. I go to get my "Spirit" recharged and prepared for the trials of the coming week. I go to ask forgiveness for the areas in which I screw up, and promise my Creator anew to do better. I also go to pray for my world, THE world...and the list goes on and on. A huge weight is lifted from me when I go and worship. Am I perfect? Noooooo, but I try to get better with each passing day, taking nothing and no one for granted. Is church for everyone?...nooo.....not everyone...but for me...I just want to talk with who I believe is my Creator, and be able to get His idea on what I should be doing with the time I got on this crazy Blue Ball.

Ok, so I woke up too early this morning. I normally don't get up before 7, but I guess I was trying to beat ATT. See, I learned that if you catch them early on a day they say they will cut you off, then you can make payment arrangements before they can send the local guys to chop ya. So I got that done...but now I'm woke with no one to talk to. Hubby and kids are still asleep, and I don't want to wake them by turning on the TV. I think I wanna enjoy the silence...no one yelling....no one up trying to raid the fridge, or playing in the bathroom....just the hum of my A/C..... I woke up early yesterday, and by noon I had the house tidied up, kids dressed, and washed everyone's hair...except mine...lol. But that's par for the course, I find myself denying myself to make sure everyone else is taken care of. I'm not complaining though, because I know I'm so very blessed to have my family, and would do anything for them. LOLOOLOL....hubby must be dreaming something..because he's talking.....LOLOLOL.... As a kid I would talk to my sister while she was half asleep and give her a suggestion that she should give me 20 bucks, or take me shopping...and sure enough when she woke up, she would say "Hey Breena, wanna go to the mall?" lolololol! I did that to her for months until I got too eager...and I didn't wait until she was in a deep sleep, and she caught me trying to convince her to buy me concert tickets to see DeBarge. lololol! It doesn't work on Hubby though, I think I tried it with him early in our relationship, and he doesn't take to post hypnotic suggestions. Dang!! I want to go back to sleep, but if I do my son the Tasmanian Devil will get up and raid the fridge, thinking he can cook Mommy's Special Pancakes! So..I think to pass the time I'll try to attack Hubby while he's sleep....lolol....and better yet..the c*ckblockers are still sleep! LOLOLOLOLOLOL!

I guess if I'm going to do this I might as well do this right. Blogging isn't what I normally do to express my feelings, I just say what's on my mind...and try to do it in a way that is encouraging instead of discouraging. I've learned to use discretion and tact as a tool for being able to effectively communicate my ideas or opinions to another without making a scene or a difficult situation. I've learned that timing is everything. So.... I don't think I really need a blog, but I guess if I started this thing I might as well entertain myself with the weird musings that cross my gray matter from time to time, and give you the reader confirmation that you are not as messed up in the head as you might think!