ShadowMike4d4's blog: "Why do I bother..."

Been a while since I was on Fubar, haven't been on since I found out about the change of name from cherrytap. anyways, well i'm on again now...for how long, I have no idea. If I disappear, I guess I lost interest, but I hope the ladies haven't lost interest in me.

I don't get...why any girl I talk to eventually just pushes me away...I try my best to be nice...to be respectful...but they lie and cheat me...i'm just not worth talking to I guess...or maybe i'm a freak and just don't know it...w/e...I guess it shouldn't matter...but it does...