Well here it is on September 15 I was sent Arizona to help raise my other daughter and maybe restart a relationship back with her mother and go on with life.
What I left In Oklahoma was a wife of 25 years and a 18 year old my wife said it was time to raise my other kiddo We divorced on great terms she is and always will be my best friend so i flew to Arizona and started a new life and in November of 07 Terrie was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer and then and on December 3rd they took her left breast and 21 lipnoids and 14 were infected with cancer and then we started chemo and it was under control in June it was under 6 for the cancer count in great shape and then in September she had a problem with her Gaul balder and found it was not working and they said that if it wasn't working it might be the cancer in her liver and it could be flaring back up. Which we knew this would happen and then she went into severe pain so i put her back in the hospital and then the next day the doctor said he would give her 6-8 weeks if she made it to Christmas he would be surprised so i brought her home on Wednesday and she was never herself again Saturday she was totally out of it and she passed away Sunday OCT 26 AT 7PM while I and our daughter were here she did kiss me a little bit before she died and I cant get that out of my mind . I know nobody here so it gets pretty lonely oh don't misunderstand my kiddo is great but i need some adult talk and laughs .
Sorry if u think this wrong but i have to tell someone else and talk about it I Loved her so much and I didn't get to spend anytime with her.
I thought I made the right decision 15 years ago to raise my first kid due to a disease that she and her mother share I wish I could go back and stay with Terrie I MISS HER SO MUCH this life without her suck's now that she is gone.
But me and the kiddo are two against the world.
Hi :] I'm String's daughter.. :]AND he is here for me to make it through this time of sadness!!!
