i dont understand why people feel the need to hurt others... people i know are always trying to hurt me its like they dont want me to be happy... all they do is talk trash and think its ok... some people know how i feel about them and trust me you know who you are when i say this... just god damn stop if you want to be in my life then just knock it the fuck off cause im dont playing this game with you.... either your going to be there for me or your not dont sit here and tell me oh yeah i care when all your trying to do is hurt me all the time by stirring up trouble.... i am tired of this shit just cause i keep you out of things means that i dont want you trying to fuck it up... if you really knew me then you would know this but no one really does anymore and its cause i am trying to keep myself sane but it seems you dont want that so as of now im done trying to hear what you have to say unless it is important... just stop and leave me the hell alone i am doing what i can to keep myself out of the crazy places my own mother keeps having to go into and if you can not help with that then i will not waist my time on you... the only people who know what is really going on are the people i trust and i can not trust a lot of people anymore.... you are making things worse for me and my kids and you dont even see it but one day you will and when that day comes i will be sorry for you cause it will bite you in the ass and you will have no one but yourself to blame......
