Why do peeps play games, bullshit and lie??? I ask this becaue I am tired of the games and childish behaves that "adults" dish out in the days we all call "life". I mean come on.. if you like someone be honest and forward about... but if you dont hell let them know that too. Dont lie and beat around the bush with... "Oh I like you too"... and "Yeah we can meet and hang out see where it goes from there"... Please!! These lines may work for awhile but as we all know... actions speak louder then words. And well once again in this sad thing we all call "life" I have seen these bull crap lies once more. Peeps say they want honesty and truthfullness... BUT when its given to them... they simply cant handle it and shun the person away... slowly and surely.
Now for the reason I am writting this. Well see I have come to like someone VERY much and despite all my efforts to be myself and honestly blunt about things... I feel sadly enough I am being shunned away. Perhaps I maybe wrong but deep inside my gut feeling is it is telling me I am correct... but hey if I aint be man enough to step forward and tell me I am wrong not only with words but with your actions too. I am sure the one I speak of knows who he is... but names will be with held for last thing I want is to truely push him away... but I feel I needed to vent and get this off my chest. Yeah there is gonna be those who will hate and down talk me here... but you know what... I dont care. I am being me and real. Anyone who truely knows me knows this is how I am and always will be. So leave your rude comment or whatever you may. Just know that at least I had the gull to be real and speak my mind, heart and soul here.
**Note for him**
Baby I leave this note here for you to read. I like you this I have never denied. You say you like me too but yet I get pushed away... or so it seems to me. If I am wrong then please by all means show me... prove to me I am wrong. Not only with your words but with your actions. You say you want love, compassion and someone who will be true to you and to the heart. Well hey here I am all you have to do is grab a hold of me and never let go. I will leave you with this... You know who you are... You know how to reach me. All I ask is that you let me know... either good or bad. Til we speak again.. if we do... be well and safe darlin... ~leaves you hugs and kisses~
