GA Peach Marie STAFF DUKES LOUNGE's blog: "WHY"

 

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Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us Open up as lonely as the space between the stars I wish that I could find a way To smash my fist right through these walls Of ugliness and emptiness And gently touch your face But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away As you lie silently beside me choking back your tears I wonder if you recognize That silence now defines us Desperately I try to fight this overwhelming sense That I may never find The strength to change How hopeless we've become We need to find a way to break this silence We need to find a way to break this silence that's between us So I scream your name But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away And every time that you reach out You feel me pull away And every time that I touch you, I touch you, I touch you You feel so far away

So much of me died with you An ocean I've cried for you There is nothing I wouldn't give just to say my last goodbye to you I laid it all on the table Now it's all on the floor It's worth nothing It's worth nothing to you Anymore I would beg I would plead I would crawl On my hands and my knees To try to restore her faith in me I would crawl On my hands and my knees I would crawl Just to be with you Just to be with you I'd give up an eternity if I could only to come home to you But your garden is empty All your flowers are dead I tried to keep it growing But there's no light there I would beg I would plead I would crawl On my hands and my knees To try to restore Your faith in me I would crawl On my hands and my knees You know I would beg You know I would plead I would crawl through hell on my knees Just to be with you Just to be with you

All my memories Of a life forgotten The pictures and letters that we wrote Are hidden in the dark Locked away forever Buried in a shoebox labeled burn Let it burn Burn away the memories Let it burn Burn away the pain Let it burn Til there's nothing left but ashes Let it burn away Some nights when it rains I dig out your old pictures And dance with memories sour now with age I wish I could let go And just walk out of this prison The shrine I have built around my pain I can not be free Til nothing's left but ashes Of a shoebox labeled burn

I've waited my whole life to find you I dream like the desert dreams of rain But when the heavens opened up And you descended Like the raindrops through my fingers You slipped away Afraid you'd fly away I was afraid you'd fly away And no cage on earth could ever make you stay Afraid you'd fly away I was afraid you'd fly away No chains can hold you Fly away I tried to be everything that you wanted But failed to be anything at all I was afraid you'd fly away once you discovered I'm just an ordinary human after all Afraid you'd fly away I was afraid you'd fly away And no cage on earth could ever make you stay Afraid you'd fly away I was afraid you'd fly away No chains can hold you Fly away These wings are broken These wings won't fly I'm trapped here on the ground While you reach for the sky Afraid you'd fly away I was afraid you'd fly away And no cage on earth could ever make you stay Afraid you'd fly away Afraid you'd fly away Now the cage is open The chains are broken Fly away

Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us Open up as lonely as the space between the stars I wish that I could find a way To smash my fist right through these walls Of ugliness and emptiness And gently touch your face But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away As you lie silently beside me choking back your tears I wonder if you recognize That silence now defines us Desperately I try to fight this overwhelming sense That I may never find The strength to change How hopeless we've become We need to find a way to break this silence We need to find a way to break this silence that's between us So I scream your name But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away And every time that you reach out You feel me pull away And every time that I touch you, I touch you, I touch you You feel so far away

People will come and go, but there is always this one person who will stand out, this one person who will remain a constant thought.. Know that, understand it .. and don't give up.. if you do, your life is already over..

Those faded thoughts, locked in my head. I still remember, words that you said. A million dreams, That won't come true. A million dreams, all filled with you. Another tear, falls to the floor. I longed to hear, those words once more. Looking through, the stains of time. I wanted to feel, just one last time.

You can't appreciate true love without knowing true pain, in the end the love you gain is worth the heart ache it took to acquire because truly, there is nothing in the world better than looking into the eyes of someone who you know truly loves you.. Everything else fades away and for once in your life you feel complete. There will only be one person in your life who will be able to calm your fears with the sound of their voice, or that will be willing to stand by you through all troubles life brings.. Only one person will ever open their heart to you and forgive you for everything before you do it simply because your very existence is precious to them.

The things I remember wish I could close the door try so hard to forget when everything mattered more a wall I slowly built an illusion that I am strong try to keep them all away and simply play along some have seemed to care but I just run away no one ever follows and life stays cold and gray one big hollow shell that's all I'll ever be eaten from the inside till there's nothing left of me