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SweetAngel200100's blog: "Why"

created on 07/06/2009  |  http://fubar.com/why/b302647

Better Bond

the marine that was and will always be in my heart, has gone to

      a place no other can go.

The father, the friend, the love of my life, I cry for your touch, kisses

       and hugs, but I know you left for a better place.

Please pain and hurt go away and let me move on to a bigger and

        better bond.

Opened my heart up to a good man just to have him torn away from

         me so fast.

I know it was because he fought for this country, but I will always miss

          him and always my heart will be there by his side.

Pain No More

To everyone that knows me, my bond has been broken, and my heart

      torn apart once again.

I loved my marine soldier, or was it just the thought of being with him

       that made me happiest.

I love him now and I love him always even though hes not walking this

        earth no more.

Life never knows its twists and turns but my heart knows what it feels.

 

Pain

The shadows of darkess over takes my soul, as the goodness

       tries to over power the evil.

The shadows are closing in on everything I know.

The hatred and killing are all I will ever know.

My childhood still rings in my ears as I try to get away from the pain.

I stand in the way of all evil and will let no good pass through.

The angels tell me to obey, but its hard to believe what they say.

Everyday I listen to the good and bad, I try to choose what path I take.

Standing outside my body looking in at myself, and wondering

           why Iam the way I am.

My Angel

You came in my life so fast to turn my head in happiness.

You left so fast I couldnt fall fast enough to catch you.

Your angel face, and the eyes so big and beautiful, you

        brought love and happiness, but you left so fast.

To think you was always and angel, and never my little girl.

You put a smile on my face and laughter in my heart, but then

          you was torn away from me just as fast as you came to me.

The joy you brought to my life, I will always remember that lifes

           lessons comes from small things.

I will always love you.

I will always remember the 9 months it took me to get you.

It took God to bring you in my life but seconds for God to make

            you the perfect angel.

Lost Forever

Do you need me when I want you?

Why is it so hard to move on?

I want you back, but I get no answer.

I lay in the dark and cry myself to sleep, just to dream of your touch.

I hate being away from you.

i thought I could move on to a bigger bond, but that bond is

            forever gone.

I still ask God why it happened that way.

I will always miss you and love you.

My life may never be complete again.

Then again maybe I'm destined to be alone forever.

I cry when I cant be there where you are.

But then again I'm no angel.

Please stay safe and look in on me from time to time.

Maybe one day our spirits will meet up again.

candy Kisses

your candy kisses that trace down my body.

Your soft touches to forbidden places.

The heat, the passion that arouses out of you.

The swet, the thrust the feel of your skin on mine.

Wanting ou more than anything in the world.

making you moan and scream out for more till you

          cant handle it no more.

The feel of your skin as you make love to me.

The whispers of I love you, and them soft candy kisses

            that trace all down my body.

It makes me want to go back and stay in that day.

Under the stars, outside in the dark so romantic, took me

             out of this world.

Begging

Begging you to stay.

Begging you for your love.

begging you for what I want the most.

The days and the nights dont seem to seperate when I'm

       begging and longing for your love.

Your touch, your soft gentle kisses, your passion that you have

       when we are together.

Search deep, search hard cause I'm begging for your love

        and your touches again.

I want and I need you more than anything in this world,

        but what do you want?

Stay or go, but please dont break my heart anymore.

I tell you I love you, but it falls on deaf ears when you say I dont.

Can you even love anymore?

Can you get over her and move on?

How do you really feel?

I'm begging for you to stay.

Do You need Me?

Do you need me, when you want me?

Do you want me, when you need me?

Do you love me or are you going through the motions?

Please make the pain stop and tell me the truth.

Make it stop I'm begging you.

My love for you grows everytime I touch, kiss, and hold you.

Why cant you see that?

Your kisses are soft, but firm and sweet to the touch

      and the taste, your touch of the hand on my body in forbidden

      places makes me quiver and want you more.

can you give me more?

Can you love me, or are you just going through the motions?

Please make the pain stop.

Make it stop and go away.

make me feel your love again.

THE HATE

The Hate

the Crips, Blood, and the KKK all hate each other
why and were do and when do we point the hate towards terrorists
instead of our own kind.
The Army, Marines, Navy, and the Air Force hear our
cries everytime a fallen has gone down.  We say we love our
soldiers but we dont say it enough.
I said were and what and when and what will it take to make
everyone stop the paing in our country?
Everyone look to our soldiers and see what they are doing.
The Marines may not like the Army but they fight side
by side.  The Navy and Air Force well they are two
Forces in themselves.  Noone can start to understand
losing someone that u loved unless  lived that life.
My Fiance will never walk through my door again.
He died over in Iraq and yeah I cried but u know God gives bigger
and better bonds I am still growing and oneday someone will
sweep me off my feet again like my Marine sgt did when
he grabbed me up.
I say again when, where, and what will it take
for everyone to turn there heads on the terrorists.
Everyone look in themselves and ask urself why
are you put on this earth.  Some gave all and all gave some
The Fallen and the injured arent complaining they are fighting.
I will always love my fallen Marine but I feel my bigger bond is
coming as I wait to reenlist and fight beside my soldiers
my friends, family, and yes the forces of all branches.
So everyone drop what ur doing and give it ur all and
dont let this country down stop the killing on our streets and face the hate
towards those that hate the United States the other
countries would rather see us dead than walking in our FREE
COUNTRY.

Why God

Everyday I ask myself, why God took you away from me.
I ask him does this really have to be?
I bow my head down and cry.
Only if it was easier to love once again.
Now its time for me to move on.
I need to find a bigger bond.
Loving you I will always do.
Even though theres no more bond
From now on each step I take,
Upon my face and in my heart a smile for you there will always be.
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