SweetAngel200100's blog: "Why"

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path GOD laid for me. I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks undone must stay that way. I found that peace at close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss ah, yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with time of sorrow I wish you sunshine of tomorrow. My lifes been full, I've savored much, good friends, good times a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me GOD wanted me now; He set me free.

Everyday I waken just to see you, frozen speechless unknowing

           what to do.

My heart went to you in fear, just to let my soul tear.

I pray that I find in you is found in me, the very special thing that

             can set you free.

just hug, and kiss you forever makes me want to cuddle in the arms

              of love and happiness.

The beauty in those eyes, stir up feelings from deep inside.

mind racing pacing neverslowing, my feelings for him run like a

                 river ever so flowing.

The kindness in the voice so hypnotized, is it for real what he says?

The fire in your touch, the passion in your kiss, fuels the passion from within.

From the shadows such beauty he appears, the angel from above,

        I have lost all doubt and fears.

Never shall it falter or fail, my one true love is pure you know this well.

How do you angel have power over me?

Is it for real all that you say?

his words so soft such a levely sound, so pure and true this love

         I have found.

You are forever my angel that holds my soul, its a love that rages

          out of control.

Thought you might want to know.

Thought you might want to hear it all from me.

I ahve no feelings for you no more.

I cant tell you how much it hurts to move on.

Trying to escape from you with out any luck.

My minds madness runs a muck.

Just one touch sends such chaos into a bliss.

The love I felt just wasnt strong enough, from my binds of madness

       I am set free.

The love I had did not hold, am I so strong and bold to move on.

You had my heart from hello.

Now its time to say goodbye, now its time to go.

Through the thick and thin, and the lonly nights.

I will remain by your side as I sleep and dream of you tonight.

My love grows everyday and has no hidden side.

It rises constantly as the oceans tides.

My feelings run deep inside.

To explain my love for you, one cant begin to try.

To dreams of this love, can only be sought out from high above.

A love that is felt from only my soul, hands grasping to feel it more.

just being away from my one true love will only take its toll.

A bond that nothing on this earth can tear us apart.

Thats when you know you truly have my heart.

As I close my eyes, I can feel you there by my side.

Wanting you more than anything in this world, begging to feel your

           head upon mine.

Knowing that you care, and dream of me.

Its a feeling I do not want to lose.

Your candy kisses trace down my body to forbidden places.

I will give it all just for you, so I can feel your soft touches, and see

              the passion in your eyes.

To see you smile, hand in hand our smiles and heart beats will

               always be there.

The warrior within.

The warrior that will alays be.

The warrior that fights to stay alive.

The warror that cant break away.

The warrior that wants to be free.

The warrior that will fight for eternity.

The warrior that fights for peace, honor, and dignity.

The warrior that is within me cant escape, but pleads and begs for help.

The warriors creed that will never die.

 

You came in my life so fast, to turn my head in happiness.

From the sound of your voice, to the warmth in your heart.

You put a smile on my face and laughter in my heart.

It was the feeling in your touch, that tore my heart apart.

I miss the look in your eyes, every moment you said hi.

When I said my last goodbye, I didnt want to go it hurt so bad deep

          down inside.

I would give it all to feel that way again, to feel your heart with mine

            each stepping beat of life.

Yet the chance I had is like tryig to catch the wind on your body.

So from now on each step and breath I take upon my face

             and in my heart a smile for you there will always be.

your lips are sweet as sugar, and your kiss sweet as honey.

your skin smells of a scent from a rose that leaves me wanting to

        kiss you more.

Your eyes are like two bright stars in the evening sky that leaves me

         gazing into them in a daze.

Your hair reminds me of the morning sunshine that brings me back

          for more.

The love in your eyes that aroused me to the heighten levels

           of ecstacy.

The warm kisses that traced down my body to forbidden places.

The feel of your fingers that traced down my neck to my breasts

             kept me in a daze begging to stay in that day so sweet

             as honey.

As I travel through this life

Wondering what lies ahead

I try to find that special one

Who will help me rest my head.

Then i see you standing there

shining like a diamond in the sky,

come to me restless warrior, victory tonight.

So dont turn me away

oh baby dont turn me away

I need your love and guiding light

to get me through this night.

Being without you fuels the lonliness that keeps

          growing in my heart.

Your guiding light that keeps me fighting on

but this restless and werry warrior continues to fight

            but dont know how much longer I can hold

            the lonliness before it consumes me.

Please come and sace me before its to late.

So dont turn me away

oh baby dont turn me away

I need your love and guiding light

to get me through this night.