CrazyNerdyChick's blog: "Wonderful ME!!"

Perfect, just perfect, the wave ahead of me is just perfect.  I’m lying on my board out at the point where the water breaks just so, it’s my favorite spot, and this is a perfect wave.  It rolls across the ocean as though it was sent straight from hell itself.  A personal “fuck you” from the devil just for me.  I blow hell a kiss and rise up to my knees.  I can see its fury its malice, and I resolve myself that this one I take to the sand. 

                The closer it gets the faster my heart beats, pounding at my chest as though it wants to run from whatever this wave might bring.  But I steel myself as I rise onto my feet.  Yes you big beautiful bitch come get me! My mind screams, but my hands tremble and my mouth is dry. 

                Now its close, a roaring wall of water wanting to send me back to the sea.  I lean on to my back foot as it comes along side me.  The world stops, and waits as me and this beast become one.  I ride the nose of my board running along the wave.   I’m just in front of the break, it roars as it tries to take me down.  I laugh out loud as I cut high and relish the spraying water my board sends into the air.  I cut back down again, I scream with pure euphoria as I take it in.  People on the shore stare; I don’t care, not now.   I see the sands growing in the corner of my eye; I don’t want it to end but I know it has to.

                I lean in just a bit I go to set my feet, but my board is not there.  My feet find water and next I surrounded by it, for a moment I’m still surfing, still riding the wave.  Then I see the sun above me it light filtering down through the ocean, and I’m back.  With a few kicks I’m at the surface, and gasp as the sun warms my face, I have sea water in my eyes and my soaking hair has come out of its bun.   But I watch it break on the sands, I trend water for a moment before looking for my board. 

Next time you’re all mine…

"Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy." Anne Frank, Diary of a Young Girl, 1952 German Jewish diarist (1929 - 1945) I feel beautiful today! I feel there are times when women should feel as though they themselves rival Helen of troy! Today’s been that kind of day for me. Whatever I wanted today I got, I totally pampered myself: a massage, a pedicure, shopping, the works. And plus some guys at the beach where checking me out, at least I think they were. I was walking up the beach, board under my arm and soaking wet, and a pair of guys walking out on the sand and I’m sure I’m saw them check me out! I know it’s tacky but I love people to notice me! What can I say I’m an attention whore. Anyway if you’re a women and your reading this then I hope you have a way to make yourself beautiful too! Hell, pretty boys too.

Blah! I am getting so bored with the whole ‘Bar scene’ I can’t seem to find anyone Like there was this really great looking blonde at my usual water hole last night. Two rum and cokes later I finally went over to talk with her. And what do you know; the bitch gets all in my face cause I offered to buy her a drink! Some people are soooo homophobic…. Anyway took some quizzes to see if the internet knows me better than I do (yes it's dorky but i am a nerd we covered that): From: http://quizfarm.com/ What kind of girl are you? You Scored as Athletic Tomboy Athletic Tomboy 75% Slut 69% Hippy 69% Nerdy Girl 56% Loser 38% Popular Bitch 38% Goth 38% Preppy Girl 0% What color is your heart? From: http://quizfarm.com/ You Scored as Pink Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody. How are you in bed? You Scored as A Slave To BDSM Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 63% Sex God 55% A Romantic 50% Virgin 38% Seriously? a slave to BDSM and a Sex God? damn… I had no idea. Well, not the BDSM thing I kinda figured that What kind of vampire are you? You Scored as Marius You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you? Marius 100% Dracula 92% Armand 83% Lestat 75% Deacon Frost 58% Blade 50% Akasha 33% Louis 33% Spike 33% Angel 0% AWSOME! I love Blood and Gold, it’s one of my favorite books