What's wrong with me?
Why can't I free myself from this trance?
MY life is breakign down every moment I am awake
I feel so utterly depressed
Like nothing will every make me happy again
Why do I do this to myself?
Why put myself through this torture?
Do I really deserve to be miserable every waking moment of my life?
Why should I have to always take into account everyone else's feelings?
What about mine?
When will it matter how I feel, what I think about my life?
It is always about someone else.
How will it affect you?
How will it change your life?
What will happen to you?
For once who fucking cares!
How will it make me feel?
How will it change my life?
What will happen to me?
But who fuckign cares right. As long as I consider how you will be affected first.
