YOU WERE A EXCEPTION ALWAYS
I still look out the window you know,
Waiting for an answer, maybe a sign.
That you're out there somewhere
But you just got lost in time.
It's almost been three years.
Since I've seen your face.
I'm always searching for something,
To fill this empty space
We got caught in the moment of life,
It seemed as it was just you and me.
We didnt have a care in the world.
Our spirits were so free.
Now, your soul is so distant from me.
You still here with me though ,
Just so much farther away,
But you'll never let it show.
And I may dig my own grave,
Waiting for you to come back.
But it something I'm willing to do
Because acceptance is what I lack.
The cold, harsh reality of all of this is
I wake up, knowing I won't see you
I know you've moved on with life
I guess I always knew.
You always said time was on our side,
That the memories would keep us together
And I still really want to believe you...
But because of time I've lost you forever
And this is my final plea to you
Maybe one day I will get a reply
And I may just be waiting forever
I guess this is really good bye
I always said with brief happiness,
Comes prolonged pain.
But you were always an exception.
by Cristi
written 4 Fernando Guiterrez
My one and only true love that i will never forget even when im sent upabove you will be in my heart like you were from the very start even if we never meet you have truely swept me off my very two feet and i am waiting for the decient goodbye that you promised me cause you arent like anyother guy you just hung up the phone and said i'll call you back but didnt think it would bring me a heartful attack so i want you to know that when i write i write of pain and suffering cause that awful night i awaited even called your mother to ask if you where there but all i got was no not here and click i guess its the best pain i have ever felt cause now im human and its my heart that was in a melt so please understand you are willing to be apart of my life forever in my dreams i was your perfect wife i feel numb like my feelings say cause the word i am waiting to here is now a figment of my imagination so i wanted you to be apart of acomplishments i finally finished highschool and got enrolled in a college im wantin to be a poet and spread all the youthful knowledge you left me thankyou fernando guiterrez as i cry you name in my sleep its you i await for the call everyweek
