My thoughts set dreary eyes upon rest, with dreams of an absent heart, a love lost with the sands of time, only he who seeks her will find her true beauty as I once did. Love never felt so bold in a heart that was cold from sorrow and agony, it sought to seek the happiness it prolonged for, so many years later it rejoiced itself in her loving embrace. A embrace one couldn't break apart, only she can loosen the embrace, as one never thought love would do, but spoken words of cruelty loosened her hand that had once held love and happiness. love felt unbearable to be ever felt again from another touch and kindly spoken words, only self grief brought upon thought of loneliness, agony, and despair. Never thought ones hand once so fragile with touch would become a rock so hard and harsh with thorns of pain, happiness disappeared within a night under many moons where it came from, only eyes have seen the damage it has caused, a soul so white it shined, turned to darkness so black, darker then night, a black soul remains tainted with sorrow pain and heart ache, anger so strong the spirits fear his wrath. All because a love lost with so much despair within the words it left with, never again love will appear with the walls built around my absent heart.