ImTheRealTruth's blog: "random poetry and wirtings i do :P"

To my dearest love,

i would never ask for you to reciprocate what i feel, becausing falling in love with you was never planned. We have been through a lo together, but we have weathered all th rouh terrain our relationship has put us through. I couldnt ask for more then to have your love with an for me.  I know i am not that easy to love, but you have stuck ith me and helped me change. I will always love you for you, never will i ever tell you otherwise, for you are you, and what i see in your eyes are endless possibilities of paths we will walk together. is our love meant to be? or has it been altered to fall apart as our previous ones?

Questions cross my mind about our love, but then the thoughts of how strong it is overrides the uestions and i then realize we are stronger then anything we have ever felt, our love was meant to be, and it may never break or fall apart, as what we have is as strong as bamboo. It is unbreakable, untoughed by anything that will stand in our way. WE have made our futue together gro with absence of physical love, but the emotions we have are more then anything we have ever felt, we have love, honesty, ttust, loyalty, and respect. Nothing will ever break that, nothing and no one.

Will you promise that you wont turn out like the rest of my previous relationships? My heart is still tender, and cannoot take anymore pain, enough pain has made it weak, and its tolerable to more pain as it rises. I never want to argue, our fights are stupid and uncalled for, i know i start most of them, and i know that i want to feel our love through hppiness andnot nger, i know my anger takes a toll on you, but i know with the more our love grows, i will become who you want and need me to be for our family, and to be your man.

What would you say if i tild you i m nothing without you? It is true, i dont think i can ever live without you in my life, as my lover, my bestfriend and my angel. your my new drug, i can stop taking, i was meant to be yours, you were mean tot be mine, the creator has made our lives connect in a way unimaginable.once we fell in love, our souls collided with such force that they wont be the ame without eachother.

I wish you knew how beautiful you really are to me, your eyes are like as bright as the august sun, your soul shine brighter then th havens, and our smile brings such joy to my world. you ar so unmistakenably bautiful to this world, but most importantly me, i hope you read this and smile, as what i say is true nd what i feel is real, it must never be tken lightly nor miintreperred because i know what i feel, and i know that these feelings, these emotions, this happines, and the joy you bring me are so much more then what i have ever prolonged for.

Yours truly,

Lyndon