Ryan Da Fox's blog: "As I lie here"

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I love this song I'm In Conniptions For The Final Act You Came Here For The One Derivative You Manage Is The One I Abhor I Need A Minute To Elaborate For Everyone The Everyday Bullshit Things That You Have Done Your Impossible Ego Fuck Is Like A Megalomaniacal Tab On My Tongue You Fuckin' Touch Me I Will Rip You Apart I'll Reach In And Take A Bite Out Of That Shit You Call A Heart I Don't Mind Being Ogled, Ridiculed Made To Feel Miniscule If You Consider The Source, It's Kinda Pitiful The Only Thing You Really Know About Me Is That's All You'll Ever Know I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I'm Turning It Around Like A Knife In The Shell I Wanna Understand Why But I'm Hurting Myself I Haven't Seen A Lotta Reasons To Stop It I Can't Just Drop It I'm Just A Bastard But At Least I Admit It At Least I Admit It I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself Kill You, Fuck You, I Will Never Be You Kill You, Fuck You, I Will Never Be You I Can't Fucking Take It Anymore A Snap Of The Synapse And Now It's Fuckin' War Kill You, Fuck You, I Will Never Be You I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Me I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Yourself I Know Why You Plague Yourself I Know Why You Blame Yourself I Know Why You Plague Yourself

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond. I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry... Before you judge me, take a look at yourself. Condescending, outlivin' in a lie.. Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through, It ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far, A backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7 You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be. Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene. I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree To be better than another human being. Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7 Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far, Can anyone, somebody tell me what the fuck is going on? Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7

I hear the footsteps going by, Watching myself slowly die. Sharp pain impaling through my heart, Slowly tearing me apart. One minute you're an angel fallen from grace, Next, the fist that I hate. Pickin' me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss, Then rips out my heart to show me how black it is! No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone! I hear the footsteps walking by, Watching myself slowly die. Sharpening pain impaling through my heart, Slowly tearing me apart. When you appear as an angel Knocking me down, looking my way, Could you ever kill the pain in my heart, Even though they say angels don't kill? No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone! No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone!!

Once again waiting for the darkness, beat up Spun and scarred. Prepare for another war. Day by day we decay. Sunlight, get out of my way. Dig up yourself from your grave. Bad to the bone, raised in the gutter, Not exactly a motherfucking role model. To you looking down on me. FUCK YOU BITCH! Ain't got time for the future or the past. Live for the moment, make it last. As long as the twilight veils The decadence we embrace More than the ones we love. We're ardent, we're burning down... Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe. Not afraid of falling down below. To the night, recklessly we fly. Already dead we'll never die. Stalling the sandman, fighting back Drinking like a madman, run away from the light to come. SHIT FALLS DOWN! Sun comes up shining bright Time to close your eyes.. Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe. Not afraid of falling down below. To the night, recklessly we fly. Already dead we'll never die. As long as the twilight veils The decadence we embrace More than the ones we love. We're ardent, well burn it down Not afraid of crying, sorrow and foe. Not afraid of falling down below. To the night, recklessly we fly. Already dead we'll never die.

The faint blaze of the candle of my life, slowly dying like a fire in a pouring rain. No sparks of hope inside, no shooting stars on my sky. On broken wings, no flying high... Another night, another demise, Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice... I`ll let the wind blow out the light cause its gets more painful every time I die. Out of strength to fight. I cannot take another night. I cannot take it no more. Lust of light slips through my fingers like blood on my arms. Black candle wax has buried me... Another night, another demise, Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice... I`ll let the wind blow out the light cause its gets more painful every time I die.

Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive. Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive I kiss the ground with love beyond forever Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die Enemy, take a one good look at me. Eradicate what you'll always be, Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold. Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore. Should I regret or ask myself Are You Dead Yet? Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth, The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes. Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far. Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me? Enemy, take a one good look at me. Eradicate what you'll always be Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold. Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore. Should I regret or ask myself are you dead yet?

Conflict, terror, hear the noise. You're on the edge of a nerve-racking force. But, oh, my god, here's the fight. Never siege, never riot, must defy. Well look at me, what do you see? Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat Close your eyes take a step with me You're gone but it's not too late Exhibiting Abnormality It's not what you call reality. But you will always forget One thing I'd like you to know I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying, I don't give a flying FUCK I'll never wait for any interference When the other people talk all over my shit But do I speak thee, yes I do So fuck hypocrisy and fuck you too INCOMING! Say one, more word, I double dare you (bring it on) It's my world, you're in it, it'll take you down in a minute You can alter your look, diversify your age. But the truth seems like a bitch slap in your face. Well look at me, what do you see? Another trophy, a living fucking dead beat Close your eyes, take a step with me You're gone but it's not not too late Exhibiting Abnormality Careful what you call reality But you will always want You want the day that you shall die. I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying fuck motherfucker I don't give a flying I don't give a flying I don't give a flying FUCK INCOMING! Say one, more word, I double dare you (bring it on) It's my world, you're in it, it'll take you down in a minute You can alter your look, diversify your age. But the truth seems like a bitch slap in your face. INCOMING!

The lies, The deciet, The false love, The heartache, The deception, It brings me nothing but pain. The cut, You gave, Runs deeper, Than the blade.

In my eyes you see the pain With each lie I take the blame With each sigh I slowly fall away You are there when I need you You sew me up when I bleed through The endless cloth of lies surrounding me Everything that I am you have given me The lessons that I've learned are bringing me home It's everything that I need It's all the truth that I believe Right where I need to be Just bring me home I hide in darkness blind to sense Chasing a dream with false pretense Help me find the fracture in this dark sky Everything that I believe is slowly overtaking me I'm just trying to find my way back home Endless days are haunting me Open eyes and I can't sleep I need this now rescue me Just bring me home You can't bring me down ‘Cause I'm going home It's everything that I need It's all the truth that I believe Right where I need to be Just bring me home Endless days are haunting me Open eyes and I can't sleep I need this now rescue me Just bring me home