I don' know what you expect of me
Every time I turn around
I am still here giving and giving
And when I am fresh out of what you
want and need...
You are out!
Tired of the giving
Never once looked upon
Always the giver
Til all was gone
Nothing left to offer
Yet you ask for me
Need more.
I'm sucked dry for caring
It doesn't exsist
Maybe only in your mind.
The abyss is calling me
I'd rather just go
Feel the feeling
That you have caused me...
The abyss of nothingness
A place that is swallowing me
Will anyone ever notice I'm gone
A little boy asked his mother "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman", she told him.
"I don't understand", he said.
His mum just hugged him and said, "And you never will"
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason", was all his dad could say
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God; and when God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said:
"When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort"
"I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children"
"I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining "
"I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly"
"I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart"
"I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly"
"And finally, I gave her a tear to shed
This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see:
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."
"The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
I'm yours
I promise to be me
When it comes to being with you
I promise to love you ultimately
Without a pause
Without letting the world know
I'm in love with you
And only you.
I see forever with you
Wanting it with all of me
Needing you to understand
What lies within my heart
Just for you!
You hold my heart
In you hand
I hope you protect it
Love it and want it
Never allowing injury
Nor pain
I love you Mister
With all I have to love with
Take me as I am
But make me better
In ever way there is!
Oh the things you did to me this morning......You taught me the correct way to open my mouth despite the pain or awkwardness. I never knew I could do so much with my mouth, my lips, or my teeth...WOW!!! When you inserted your thing in my mouth, I was in shock with how well you moved it around without making me gag. You knew just where to put it! Just when the right time to let your fluid over-take my mouth... Everyone would be very jealous of your suction, it is intense and very satisfying. Left me very content and thanking God you were the one taking care of me the way you were. When you were finished inserting, injecting, sucking, I thought it was very gentlemenly that you did not have a problem when I wanted to spit. OH the things you did to me....You left me numb and anticipating our next encounter..... >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>> NOT BAD FOR A DENTIST APPOINTMENT, HUH?!!!
I close my eyes
Dreams seem like reality
You are there waiting for me
Wanting to take me for yourself
You say all the right thing
Make me feel all the right ways
Stealing my heart
Stashing it away so no one can ever take it away
I sit here and think of you
My eyes wide open
Looking for where you are
Not understanding where you're at
Just beginning to believe,
People don't stay who they are
And offer lip service to you
Just to keep you where are
I'm your not arm candy
I'm a woman
With needs that only a real man can give to a woman like me
I won't stay around, but I will stand my ground
You were a dream
One that took me to my knees
But this is far from over
I won't stay down long
You should have been a true dream
You should have kept me feeling alive next to you
Not as if I'm there when you have time
And I am worth being treated like one's princess!