This blog is not about any one man but all men. There isn't a man on this earth that wont let you down. Who won't break your heart and not even realize they are doing it. The words were all in my heard in the car and i'm here now and they evade me. This blog is about dying and about escape. Shoot me with an aarow cut me with a knife. Your all trying to kill me with one little slice. My heart was precious my intentions were true. I would walked a million miles for you just to show you I would. I loved you beyond your anger, I loved you beyond your faults. Your friends all loved me, some of your family did too. I am just the rebound girl of your dreams, just somone to kill some time with. I am everything she is not, but still not good enough because I'm me. It best be time for me to stop fooling myself, and decided where I needin to be drawing the line. Do I live alone with the world passing by me or do I pass the world by and go on to the next. I have to be nice to those around me, I must love and be loved. I have nothing to offer anyone that someone else can not give them. They never fight for me, they only walk away and hide. What did I do to anger karma? Will you be bitten with Karam's ugly sting. Will you upon your death bed realize what you have done. I release you from all this evil you have shared with me. How do I release myself. Oh foolish little girl you loved and you gave and they took your hopes for everything good away. Now you are nothing ...you don't even want to sail the seas.Time to throw your hands up on the air.maybe if the lack of nutriens doesn't get you the weather will.
