evil's blog: "Fading"

As all my past gets longer

And all these years go by

I cannot imagine my future

Im making the best of things before I die

Looking for my very own way

Sometimes I feel I'm losing my mind

Wasting moments every day

Searching for answers I am not meant to find

This life is slipping away

Ths life is not the life I ever dreamed it would be

Its like a time and place that was never really meant for me

So many good intentions

Leads to hell down every road

Following my own directions

A misguided conception in every story ever told

Another day going by

Without a word to say

Time is still passing by

Trying to make every choice count before I go away

This life is fading away

This life has been the dream that I could never see

It has become the the time and place that I will always be

In my darkest hour

In my demons sight

So they can devour

Will I be strong enough to win another last fight

My soul now awakened

Another life is born

Time has reflected

There is no escaping the torment from this life we are all born

This life is wasting away

This life was my very own nightmarish fantasy

It is the only time and place that was made just for me to see

This life was made just for me

-Evil-