Kuroko's blog: "My Poetry and ranting and whatever"

For those of you who don't know, i have severe clingyness and needyness issues. It is what it is. It is not a choice.  I have TRIED to be more secure and act like it doesnt matter that im alone and lonely as f***. It is not that simple. I just dont do well when i have no one around to hug and hang with. Touch to me is sacred. It really is. Am i the only one who adores being cuddled and hugged and held in bed feeling like someone really loves me?

No. But I am the one who screams the loudest about how america and the whole damn world is starving for love.

So tonight, my friend Kirk took me to a lake today in northern RI.  I dont know where.  after, i went to uno grill with him and played trivia. i had chicken parmasean and a oreo brownie bowl. it was very nice. so for anight, i was not miserable.