Hurt
I wish I could understand,
I feel the pain,
the pain.
The pain
of a loss,
the pain
I felt,
a long time ago.
She knows
I Love Her
but,
now
she hides.
She is
so afraid,
so scared,
so frightened.
She sees
her life changing,
she is scared,
she is terrified.
Scared, terrified
to let anyone
know her
fear.
I see the change,
I feel the change,
I am scared by her change.
By her change,
of heart.
She knows
she loves me.
But,
She won't let me,
Love her
she won't allow me
to help.
I Love Her,
A feeling I haven't felt
in many years.
Now,
now,
I
don't
know.
Not knowing
that is harder
than loss.
I have suffered
loss,
heartache,
heartbreak,
abuse,
pain,
hate,
prejudice.
I have
been Loved
I have
been hated.
I have
been confused.
I have
been enlightened.
I have
Loved
I have
confused.
But,
I
still
wear
my heart.
I
still
open
my heart.
I
still have
holes,
wounds,
pieces missing,
foot steps,
drag mark,
and
torn edges
of
this Heart.
This Heart
is all
I have to offer
YOU.
It has
been
damaged,
BUT!
It still
LOVES.
It still
Beats,
It still,
Desires.
It is still
Yours.
Don't run,
Don't leave,
Don't push,
ME
away.
I
LOVE
YOU
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RW Fryer