hey all i am back and better than ever. ty all for commenting and wishing me a happy birthday while my internet was down. it is so great to be back and to be alive and well. i am the happiest i have been in a very long time and it has alot to do with the greatest man in my life SHAUN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. WE JUST MOVED INTO A HOUSE TOGETHER. and we are buying a car also. ty all for keeping me in your thoughts while i was going thru all that crazy stuff in my life. cant wait to hear from all and see how everyone is doing. big hugs