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I Had A Dream BY: Christian Safranca I Saw A Person Who Was Me Yet Wasn't Me ! ! He Had Friendship & Trust From His Peer's & Family He Had No Fear Or Humiliation From The Girls Or Guys He Had It All ! ! Looks, Brains, Style, Skill, & Stremgth Loved & Respected By Everyone Seen as A man People Couldnt Live WITHOUT A Person who was seen as Their Older Brother And/Or Best Friend A guy Who Was Dependent And True to himself Unique as He Was He Could Turn The Most Depressed (A Person Who has No Care To Go On Living) Into The Most Happiest Person Alive A Guy Wont Be Forgotten A Person Who'll Be Remembered FOREVER Then I Woke Up Being Troubled By The People He Kept so Close To His Heart Hurt By The People He Loved Abandoned By The People Who Used HIm Hated For What He Does Fearing What Others Might Think Of Him Humiliated By His Peer's A Person Who Only Got In The Way Irritating, Stubborn, Self-Centered Seen As A Bother Those Were His Ingredients Unable To Trust People Locking Himself From The Inside A person Where Nothing Would Change Need He Hadnt Existed. Putting On a Costume So THEY Couldnt See His True-Self Not Seeing The Light Everybody Expresse's To see. I Guess What I saw of Me Was Nothing But A Dream Or is it reality in disguise....

HELP HER LEVEL SHE IS SO CLOSE TO INSIDER COME ON GUYS GO SEE HOW NICE AND NAUGHTY SHE CAN BE. SHE IS MY R/L SISTER

I am tired and want to see who reads my postings- who are my friends that care- Are you remaining in my family? Are you in my top friends? I am sweeping out the corners and lifting up the rug are you lingering in the shadows? If you are a friend you will stay there if you count me as a number wel.... I just took it down a notch. I am not mad just a real woman.

Some times in life the struggles I have endured have taken it's destruction straight to my heart. To the very core of my being.... To be me what is it worth? To feel loss and pain and a feeling so close to your heart that you find sadness lingers in your mind.... waiting to destroy the person you are inside. The strength I get from my life trials gives me the courage to yet live another day. But what is life without happiness and love? You can find love but is it true love? Is is a love out of despair? Is it love out of compassion? Is it love out of desperation? Is it love out of destruction? What gives love so much control over the heart? With out answers to the pain of having someone cut you out of their life with out answers .... Will it be a struggle in life to seek to find answers that have no answer? Yet the sun rises another day. Do I linger in the loss and find no comfort to my soul? Tasting the joys in life holding it in your hands to see the heart still beats? For a time . For a season. What is life ? Destructing my own self out of fear to see that I make my choices to live in a bubble to hold all pain close to me..... With out holding on to that pain can I grow?

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