Huh its about 4:15pm. Man I need to get up earlier.Something here makes me so ultra tired.Maybe its the warmth of my bed or carbon monoxide poisoning..who knows. Anyways I just want to get this out of the way...I dont have much to say about today other than last night was kind of demanding. I got all these friends that want me to come hang out with them, and since I'm trying to forget a few things I go to them to keep my mind off of it.But what they dont realize is that while theyre begging me to come over, theres like 2 or 3 other people wanting me to come hang and its like, they got me at their house and I dont feel like letting my other friends down.So maybe Ill just see the rest of them today if theyre around.Dont wanna stop being friends just cause I couldnt stop over for an hour on Friday night.Well then I probably couldnt consider them friends if they got pissed because of that. Just checking out the Cherry Tap. Seems pretty cool, Alot of people Ill never know. I cant rate anyones stuff yet cus Im still freshmeat or whatever. So Until yall hook me up I wont be casting any votes.Boohoo huh. I seen this dickhead I know from myspace here, actually I dont know him, he just tries to hook up with my girlfriend when I'm dating her.I aint digging it either cus he thinks I dont see his little messages he wrote her and shit. ITs all good.ITs all up to her anyways, but hey a guy can be a little serious when it comes to someone hes in love with I suppose. Im still thinking about her, wether I should give all of it up and totally trust her or if I should continue to watch her, or If indeed I must break it off. It kind of sucks to have to psyche yourself up to break it off with someone.Actually a friend of mines in the same boat...well sort of..his girlfriend, or w/e she is, actually lets him talk to the guy thats fucking her when hes not there, probably because he lives in california and she lives here in Ohio.Yeah that shits hardto do, especially when you can never trust whats going on miles and miles away.But to sit there and take it while her live in fuck buddys telling you to give it up and shes telling you she loves you behind his back, I dunno I wouldnt have it.That bitch woulda been broke off the second I heard it. Girls get all "confused" or something,which has got to be the stupidest cornball fucking excuse Ive ever heard.Especially from adult women who cant make up their mind as to who they wanna get it on with.
HE said hes making her do the same thing that Im doing with mine, making her prove her ass.So i kind of feel sympathy for him, but at the same time I feel whipped because I even gave her another chance. Hmm I dont have much else to say and I'd rather go do something else.
JANUARY 27, 2007
