looking back...i have no answer why we drifted apart...i guess nothing lasts forever...still i would like to thank you for the memories...memories that are beautiful yet sad...sad simply because they're beautiful...
remembering the first time we met...don't know if it's fate...karma...or destiny...
i was feeling nostalgic...just wanted to get away from it all...the band boys were getting ready for the sound check ...just happened that the fuse blown and there's no electricity...so i jumped into a cab and when the driver asked where i wanted to go...i had no idea...told him to just drive...then impulsively told him to stop when we passed through the cemetery...no reason...just told him to stop...
i love walking through cemeteries...so tranquil...so serene...then i thought i saw an angel...the fading light of dusk sieving through your long flowing hair...creating a halo...for a moment i thought i was at heaven's gate...as i moved closer...you looked up...and my heart...god...my heart skipped a beat...literally skipped a beat...and i knew...knew right there and then...i was in love...i had never believed in love at first sight...but that fateful day i was in love at first sight...i would have given anything in the world to be loved by you at that very moment...god i could never ever describe that feeling that went through my heart that day...
you smiled but i could see the sadness in your eyes...and it was etched into my mind and little would i know it'd haunt me for the rest of my life...funny thing was...i never knew why you were there that particular day...maybe you're an angel sent to me...i guess we just accepted destiny...
you gestured for me to sit opposite you and i did...like it was the most natural thing to do... we just sat there in silence...like two marble angels...and we talked without speaking...surreal...we must have sat there for hours...oblivious of the surrounding...till the hooting of an owl brought us back into reality...you stood up and asked if i would like to take a walk with you and i nodded...you took my hand and we walked in silence...and my heart melted...it was thumping so loud i thought i'd wake the dead...and somehow i knew you loved me in your own way...then it rained...you held me closer and looked into my eyes...then you kissed me...soft... sweet lips...and we made love in the rain...i was so afraid it was a dream and i was going to wake up and found you gone...but you were there...and we held eachother and just stayed under the rain...shivering yet warm with our intense passion...and that's our first night together...like a fairytale...i loved you...i really did...with all my heart...at that time...that instant...
afterthought:
everytime it rains...i still think of our first encounter...and how we used to make love in the rain ...we used to...
