186098's blog: "Blah"

Sometimes things are not easy for her. At this rate I don't even know how she can get threw the days I know IF I were in her situation I would have gone nuts by now.

I am always amazed by her and watching her struggle as much as she does day in and day out but even then she doesn't and hasn't given up! Eventho sometimes I can tell she wants to just throw in the towel and say the hec with it all.

She's the strongest person I've ever had the privilege and honor of meeting ! I hope to one day have the strength she has and at least a shred of the wisdom she shares as well.

I've had the honor of having the MOST wonderful MAN that has stood by me threw EVERYTHING!!

Rob my constant anchor that keeps me from going insane! He has been my partner IN everything since Feb 14th 2001. I love him more with each day that passes us by! It hasn't always been easy we've had our Ups and our Downs but threw it all we have managed to deal with what is thrown to us together....No Relationship is ever perfect but I'm lucky to know that I have the best man as my partner in life and I know threw it all He is also my best friend. I could never ask for more I already have the best!

My fiancé Rob is the Other Hero In my life...He is an amazing man that has stood by me when things were so bad we didn't think we were going to make it. He has stood by me threw the darkest times and threw the best times. Threw it all he has been my partner, my mentor, my inspiration, my best friend and the love of my life.

Sometimes you don't know what you have till its gone....I hope to never find that out. He is the one for me always has been and I hope to one day be worthy of all he has done for me.

There has been many things that have gotten in the way of our relationship, some were our OWN fault and some were just things that we had NO control over. I am very thankful and grateful that even threw it ALL we are still facing each challenge that is thrown our way together!

I could not ask for a better friend, partner, lover...husband even though we are not married and the papers signed....we have been together for almost 8 years...and Nothing and No one can ever come between that.

Hands off ladies He's mine altho I do see why you'd like to have him :)

Family is very important to me that is why I try my best at taking care of my mom. She now needs me and I am happy that I get to be there for her when she needs me.

My brother and his wife are pretty cool too. I don't get to spend as much time with them as I would Like. With taking care of my mom all the time and they working all the time it makes it very difficult. But I still have hope that We can hang out a little bit more at least that's what I told Rob I wished for this new year =)

My brother and I didn't have the best childhood with our dad MIA but we got threw it together. He always tried to take care of me and tried to look out for me when and how he could. I've always been very proud of my brother and the strength he possess he knows what he wants and he goes after it, I admire that in him and wish I could be a little like that myself

Even tho he has made some mistakes, like most of us have, I have never lost respect for him. I've always tried to understand and be there for him when he allowed me to. I still to this day look at him like my big brother that can do no wrong and I still look up to him to this day. I am very proud of him and what he's accomplished threw all the difficult times.

I am also very thankful for my Sister In Law. Eventho like I said we don't get much time to hang out or talk She has been there for me when I have needed her. A lot of times it doesn't happen that way In families.

I've been very lucky that she and I have connected in a lott of aspects. I'd like to think that we are friends. Sometimes people that are family are just family and in some cases don't even like eachother lol.

I've very grateful for her being there. When I needed a friend the most she didn't even think twice and was just there and that meant the world to me. I'm glad that I have her as part of my family. I just wish there was more time to chill and what not.

I have the MOST amazing niece ! She is the smartest little girl! I am soo very very proud of her! She is an amazing little person. She LOVES to go to school and she does Very well. She loves basketball now I'm hoping one day that she and her uncle Rob can go one on one haha lets see her win against the old man hehehe.

Some people might think that we spoil her too much but she is the only baby in the family! Well Ok she's not a baby any more she's on her way to turning 5 years old!! How time flies gawed!

My Uncle and My Aunt have always been there for me. My uncle stepped in when my dad wasn't around. He became my father figure. He never had to do that for us when we were growing up but he along with my aunt tried to never make us feel like we didn't belong. They never made us feel like we were outcasts. I am very grateful for them both. I know I can always count on them if I Ever need anything or anyone to talk to.
My Cousin's Mark and Alonzo are more like my brothers than cousins. That is just how we were raised! I'm very glad that we were raised that way. I know I can always count on them no matter what. Threw all the hard times I've always been able to pick up the phone when I need them and I don't even get a chance to finish talking before they are at my door most the times.

I am constantly amazed by there constant strength and courage that they both have. They both in there own rights have done some very amazing things. I am very proud of them both!

Well this is the OTHER part of my family....This is my family threw marriage *well almost we are not married yet*

These are our Girls all of them. Robs Mom, Sister Tammy, Nieces Brittany and Maddy.

Mom is a pretty amazing person She has been threw so much in her life and shes a survivor and a fighter! She never ever settles for less I admire that about her She is a very strong woman!

Tammy, Rob's Sister is pretty cool I wish we could spend more time together but the distance between here and dallas is a lot and its hard to hang out when ever we want to. But she's doing great taking care of her kids and doing great things!

Brittany is pretty amazing! I'm very proud of her. She is not only a great kid but she's very smart, athletic she's got a great head on her shoulders and she wants to do great things with her life and that is great to see in young kids today!

Maddy is pretty cute! She's growing up fast. She loves hanna montana OMG lol and High school musical Shes a pretty sweet kid when she's not trying to get all the attention! =)