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hotrodcowgurl's blog: "Niki"

created on 11/29/2016  |  http://fubar.com/niki/b368723  |  1 followers

Just the same

Everyday I think of you. Everyday it's jus the same. I love the way you say my name. Just can't stop thinking of you. It's hard to think sometimes, you're not here with me but always there. You're with me night and day. Just you and me just the same. You know what I'm feeling late at night, when I'm out of sight.  If anything happens ... everything goes. You are the one for me no one just you. Just you and me, we belong together every night  every day

Poem ; Question

If the question is, do I love you?.......... The answer is always and forever. If the question is When am I leaving?.. the answer is Never...  If the question is Will I hurt you?.. the answer is that is never my intentions.  If the question is What will I do for you? ... the answer is Everything I'm capable of and more... If the question is .. How do I truly fee?l ... the answer is My love will never end.  If the question is ...ais it ok to trust?... the answer is just belive in us.  If the question is where do we go from here?... The answer is.. Lets follow our hearts.. I'm telling you if you're ready ...that's where forever starts......

Ask Me Poem

You ask me how I can love you...... the answer is simple and true.  I love you for all that you do. You are wonderfully amazing too. Your heart is full of love and light. This is why I love you.

Before my heart was blue.. now its happily filled with you. All my dreams are coming to bloom. My soul has wings with which to fly and I never have to cry. This is thanks to you. My Spirit has filled with peace and light. All I am has taken flight. Because of your love for me.

This is Why I Love You

a Poem.... Gates Of Love

When you find a love which s always hard to hold... How do you know? You know because love is : finding someone you can't imagine their life not being part of yours, cannot imagine living without them. When there are no doubts. It's when you stand beside them, believe in them in all things.  When you want to help them achieve their dreams and goals with all your heart and they help you with yours. It's when you live and work as one, a team with no leader, equal in all things.  Through good and bad you work it out and get through it, making the bond stronger and unbreakable. Stand and shout your love. You're never ashamed and always share the blame.  You compromise even when it's hard.  Love is NOT being selfish, it is a lifelong lesson because love is nevver ending and always changing, always teaching.  Love lifts blinders and shows your flaws but you love anyways.. It shows where you fall short of selflessness. Love is not always bliss, but once you have it, will miss if you let slip.  Love is always growing without ever knowing.  It shows in your everyday actions, it takes time and work. You will make mistakes, but soon you will burst through the gates of LOVE

Never done one of these before but I'm bored so what they hey........ I'm Niki, single mom of 4, 1 living at home on a permanant basis older 3 off an on as the mood strikes them and or is home on leave from the military. I work 6 days a week 12 hour days on nights so that's 5pm-5am its murder for the dating scene. Murder as in non-exsitent for me. Do I like it hell no. but a gils gotta do what a girls gotta do. There isn't exactly a line of men waiting to sweep me off my feet that's for damn sure. Beside that what's a girl gotta do to be datable and worthy of ones time....... example: I have been talkin to a guy on here for about 3 months texted him everyday and half the time get no reply, but when he did oh the things he would say ..be still my heart. But all to no avail I've tried at different times to meet even offered to drive the 4 hours between us only to hear excuse after excuse he's working' he's sick' his mom is sick ' his son' is sick so on and so forth. Then I log in stop by his page to show some love and find that another posted on his wall about how "she can't wait to be in his arms"..... Well alrighty then go for it. All I want to know is why play these twisted mind games and fuck with somebody's emotions like that. Am I mad? YES I'm mad as hell. Am I hurt? If I'm being honest which of course is the only way to be YES I AM. I am 39 years old not 16 the time for games is over, I want to find a man that is loyal, honest, funny, and spontanious someone that loves animals ( cause if I find a stray most likely I'm bringing it home till I find its owner or find it a new one js) Someone who's ok with the fact I cant have more kids ( for medical reasons had to have a full hysterectomy) Someone that's understanding. My life thus far hasnt been the greatest, but I'm still here living on my 2 feet and making the best of it the only way I know how. The grammar in this is probably atrocious but I never was a English major and I'm by far perfect but I'm perfect at being me 

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