Are you blind? how can you not see the pain
and sadness cut deep into me,
can you not see these tears that come from
missing you ?do i cover it so well, that
you you can't even tell that every time you
talk to me my heart soars?i thought you of
all people would see me the deep,true me the
one that longs for companionship. am i just
another person?another check mark on a list
another girl that you can torment with just
a glance from your eyes?i wish to run from
from you, to get away from the pleasure
torture i endure, do you ever see the effect
you have on me? or do you know and take
pleasure from the Chocolate barbs you throw
at me your hands brown and glossy from the
sweet stuff that melts to your hands your
arm throwing you eyes telling lies .finally
i collapse into tears on hand and knees and
wait for the next pleasure-torture, the next chocolate barb.
