mystrangebrew's blog: "poetry"

because it rains when we wish it wouldn't

because men people often do what they shouldn't

because crops fail, and plans go wrong-

some of us grumble the whole day long.

but somehow,in spite of the care and doubt,

it seems at last things work out.

because we lose where we hope to gain,

because we suffer a little pain,

because we must work when we'd like to play.

some of us whimper along life's way.

but somehow, as day will follow night,

most of our troubles work out all right.

because we cannot forever smile,

because we must trudge in the dust awhile,

because we think that the way is long,some complain that life's all wrong.

but somehow we live, and our skies grow bright,

everything seems to work out all right.

 so bend to your trouble, and meet your care,

for the clouds must brake, and the sky grow fair,

let the rain come down as it must and will,

but keep on working, and hoping still,

for in spite of the grumblers who stand about,

Somehow, it seems all things work out.

the woman is such a wonderious sight

a flower in the morning

or a freak at night

Such,beauty, style,mystery, and grace

Sunday sweats, or heels, all in one place

with the power to make you feel great

or cast you down and seal your fate

sing a song with a wink of an eye

ride me so good I feel i could fly

life's too short, don't forget

live every monent to NEVER regret

DARKNESS EVERYWHERE

WITHOUT CHOICE

NO ONE HEARS

THESE WICKED CHEERS

FIGHT THE HATE

MAKE NO WIEGHT

WITHOUT END

WITHOUT FROWN

PICK YOURSELF UP

AND MOVE ON DOWN

within my eyes you'll see much hurt, and joy, life and such I live from my heart, it sounds ideal for the wickedness of people turns my wheel how many times will I get hurt before I turn to stone, and shut all out I can't believe I try so hard get slapped in my face and never see the wild card why is it wickedness that rules the day gets all the goods, and breaks today I show the world a little kindness and good in the end I should just be hood maybe then I will get my dues doubt it though, cuz I allways lose my spirit is not broken, but maybe close without my heart, I can't live my babies I miss, can't stand her choice's take them away... without reason or voice's a gapping hole where my heart once was filled with nothing, for nothing can replace the love of a child, and the innocence in thier face

Its been fifteen years, so the calander says Seems like such a long time, and its been so unkind Even though I can't hear your voice I swear at times I could feel you there Guilding me from that which is wrong Helping me to sing my song I still don't believe it been so long Half my life without you now In retrospect all I can say is WOW I barely remember your beautiful face Will I keep this pain, is that the case I saw you suffer ......for so long what terrible thing you had to endure I can't imagine the pain and fear Knowing your fate, draws ever near When the phone rang with THAT call I knew without a word, I wanted to fall I knew you where gone, left this world, and it hurt me so with a touch of relief, for your pain and deseise could no longer grow ...but still I hated ...that I was left alone.. many years I lived in sarrow...then children of my own made me think... how hard it must have been, saying goodbye..to your own I miss you much but it gives me resolve To know the strength you had within was givin to me, when you made my skin Its interesting that I only knew you as mom... not the person you where inside that I ended up with your heart of gold no matter what happens....it never grows cold THANK YOU.... ONE MORE THING.... CANCER FUCKING SUCKS!

people use such words as babe, shugga, sweetie, hottie, dollface, cupcake, sexy, beautiful many words that mean the same worthless if they are said in vain be true, real from the start say what you mean, and from your heart cruel intentions only lead to pain I'm just not down for all dat game I say what I feel, and I feel alot very deeply, there is no plot If I say that I love, believe its true I have taken you into my heart, and I won't turn away from you. That doesn't mean that I want to be with you forever. only that I want to be friends for ever and ever now people say I'm such a catch, a wonderful man, with no regrets... I am flattered to hear such a thing in the end I'm still me its not a front, or something fake I love life, and will till my wake

twisted thoughts,bittersweet dreems, life is nothing as it seems tides turn on, wicked calm, places, people with no face’s hard to see, but easy to spot, fakeness has no place I ignore all the foolish bore, I want the same in my core life’s what you make, with a little fate, and a touch of destiny thrust yourself, guided hand in desicion land this is life, if you wish, some people have to be misse think not sad, for in your choice’s guilded hand, much excitment, love, and life can be had. take a trip in my soul.. from witch, my eyes can see, hurt and grow cold feel all the joy, wonder, and beauty in me, for everyone to see life will balance, some how, some way, usually from a decision made so choose carefully, as you may see, the KARMA your paid,maybe paid by me. live by the truth, your guilding light, every day, or the middle of the night for IT will allways be there, without or without the fear, in the middle of the night rather be hated for whom I choose to be...then love for a fake from morning sun..to my dying wake...

it started as a little crack then ran deep, and never looked back you pay the price for the karma you make Sometimes it seems more then I can even take live right or die trying I choose to spread the good, untill I'm dying now in this world, and what it is this gets me used, like no ones biz now it should make me cold,as many go but it doesn't thouch my love, that only grows So say I'm a fool, thats your choice But nothing will ever silence this voice if you look, and see you may everything thats wrong with this world could change one day Not by itself, or just by chance Its going to take drive, determination, and a little romance

07 is gone, right to the past it crept on, yet moved too fast no more pain its done without pain nothing won a new year is here leave the old behind without a tear you can't rewind Though so much was taken and I feel And I feel I could break my minds been shaken its allmost too much to take but in the end ... I feel myself awaken Look for tommarrow Each beautiful day cast out the sarrow and believe you may the future untold a mystery as such allways be bold you can never live too much Don't grow cold look for that touch that steals your soul break the mold that feelingis grand life is waiting in your heart mind, and hand.

wrods spoken outloud and true I felt touched I saw it in you Something different unuasual, and strange not like another no chance, no way Such is interesting I yurn for more Thoughts and experiences outside these doors ideas of life, of princeple, and will it touched me deep, right to the core So this question arises ahead how to proceed let her in my heart? or turn away the need? Keep it locked away or wait for the day?my heart is grand and I feel so deep the choice is in my hand whats sowed is reeped amaizing and powerful I can feel a shiver unlock the animal and make her quiver its not a demon whithout a care its good intentions a gentle sweet Teddy Bare