here lately all i think about is past loves, and how i seemed to never really have a chance. i have only truly loved 3 women in my life. i was dumped by them all. Sarah who i almost married in 05 dumped me just before i went to iraq, tammy, who flirted with anyone on here. eventually decided to do better, and drei who gave up on me cause i got angry at her for bs. anymore i sit and think is it worth it truly to give ur heart to anyone. i know i'm not perfect i have a bunch of flaws. my biggest flaw is i'm on disability for things i can't control. next is i'm not the best looking. i know this. i will never be a buff hunk that every girl drools over. i'm average build i wear glasses and i'd rather wear a tshirt and jeans than dress up. i know i'm not perfect i will never claim i am, but what i am is sweet, kind, and thoughtful. i will always put others ahead of myself. if i ever find that certain someone that doesn't give a shit about my flaws i will cherish them. i don't want someone to take care of me.