Though the nightmares they are seldom
But when they are, they're fierce
I can hear the bones when they shatter
A sound that's sure to pierce
The blood that covers my hands
I know that it's from you
This carnage is never ending
But it's something I must do
I tried my hardest to forget
The suffering I tried to take away
But despite my very best efforts
Those memories are here to stay
I hope that someday you could
Forgive the way that I did fail
Maybe find a way to move on
Our story an untold tale
Until that great day does come
When we both can move along
I hope you know I'm sorry
That your life could not go on.
I am so sorry I failed, S.A.B....R.I.P. bro, I miss you and I wish I could have done something to save you. Fuck I am a mess over this. Know that you will always be in my heart, and my mind, brother. Please forgive me.