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Hmm....
10:45pmToday wasn't the best of days at work. I kind of sort of knew someone else was going to get the position, but I still kind got upset about it. I didn't let anyone notice it though. I kept myself busy throughout the whole day. Someone else got the position I wholeheartedly deserved. i'm at the point where I'm like, who's ass or who's cock did he have to kiss in order for him to become a Supervisor. It sucks. It really does. I have way more experience than he does. Oh well, at least if you see it from the positive aspect... which there is... I won't get yelled at by the attorneys at work when we're in meetings. Then again, I am the kind to work better under pressure and am a bitch to everyone when I need work to get done like yesterday lol. Ok, so no one knows, yesterday, the 17th, was my baby sister's anniversary. It's been 13yrs since her passing. RIP Isabella. I wonder at times what it would have been like to have her there in my shadow, but I'll never know. I ca

Hmm
It's amazing....I haven't had any bad dreams in months. I can't really recall when I had a bad dream. I would have a lot of bad dreams about Rich..dreams of harming myself weird dreams of worms, snake and spiders. A lot of the dreams were reacurring dreams...same type...different places...Maybe when I finally seperated from him...those dreams had stopped. Went out with Kari and Myke today. I got Kari started on liking the lotions from Victoria Secrets. So we went there and she bought a bunch of Love Spell stuff. After I got off work yesterday, I hung out with them and we went to Hot Topic...I bought myself a skirt..It's pretty cute actually...I don't really wear skirts..but some people have told me I should try wearing them...I Don't think I got the legs for them though..but I'm giving it a try...It took me forever to wear tank tops out in public. I have no plans for tomorrow..probably do some cleaning... Rich is barely home anymore...which doesn't bother me much. But he really needs

Hmm
I miss being me I kinda feel like I have MPD at the moment I think I know which bouncer has it out for me..and it isnot a good thing My husband deploys iin November...me and the kids will be alone for Xmas..shitty I had to go up on my meds...shitty again I am sick of being sick..really and truly..I just wanna feel fucking normal for a day I am getting depressed...something that I have not dealy with in some time it is seriously getting bad..and it scaresme..I dont wanna be that way again I really try not to bitch about being sick..but it is kicking my nervous system in the ass pretty badly right now..and it scares me..I dont like to feel that I amnot in control of my own body...seizures are getting worse... I will STFU now..just felt like sayin this

Hmm
Why do you still care for a girl who obviously doesn’t care for you?Accept the fact that the relationship is over, and we will not be getting back together again.Maintain No Contact, and do not check up on her, if you want to avoid pain.Why keep pining for a girl, who has already forgotten about you.You are better than that. You are going to push yourself to be the best man ever and not let this define who you are.You are young and you will experience so much more in life.The relationship is over. Accept it or keep feeling this way. She is not coming back. Listen to all your girl friends’ experiences, when a relationship is over…its over. What’s the use of looking back? What will that do for you?She doesn’t care for you anymore. She doesn’t think of you anymore. She’s not made one ounce of an effort to see how you are. You are not even in her mind…so why should you keep letting her into yours?The past is gone. You must look towards the

Hmm..
So, I realized today that I haven't posted something in here for a while. It actually seems like my last one just up and disappeared.. So thoughts now swirl as I make another attempt at placing another entry into this journal.. So here it is. Lets start from the beginning. The last time I made an entry I'll admit I was being a bit dramatic if not a bit over zealous in the entry. I was going through some hard times. Very hard times. But then again, don't we all have those periods of time? More often then not with some I must admit. Anyway, back to the topic at hand. I managed to get my finances back under control and I am no longer on the verge of pulling a McVey, if you understand what I mean. I found in this time that not only my closest friends helped pull me out of the slump I was falling into, but also the more obvious, Music. More in particuliar, Breaking Benjamin and Five Finger Death Punch. The lyrics helped me see things more clearly and made me realize that my life is not

Hmm...
10:26am I just thought about something that really gets on my nerves. Whenever a guy is trying to get my attention or acts as if he knows me, they tend to call me or any girl "baby". I don't know why I've always gotten annoyed when a guy calls me baby. I mean it's cool if I know him and he's a friend or whatever and calls me baby, but it annoys the fudge out of me when it's a random guy I've never talked to or spoken to, or just a guy who is trying to pick up on me. I mean c'mon now. Can't a guy address a girl by her name? Or can't they just say something softer like hun? Maybe it's just me. Who knows? For example, the last guy I was dating called me baby so many times I got upset and told him to stop calling me that. He asked why if it was just a nickname and word he used. I said it was fine, but it was just overused that I literally wanted to just hang up on him or just walk away or not talk to him at all. We didn't stop seeing each other because of it, we just stopped

Hmm
so you would think after someone beats your daughter for years that a mother would tell that useless fucking piece of shit that they wish he was going instead of the guy thats taking care of the loosers kids. Oh and heres the kicker we got the 50 yr old faggit from the air force mother fucking geriatric fucking duche bag that openly threatens me in front of the entire family over dinner after a funeral service. so hmmm. so heres the delima okay i bite my tounge over dinner then find out that the mother in law thinks the worthless father should be with her daughter. Then when I even show a bit of being upset and vent i get treated like the bad guy. so ive instituted new rules next threating word out the ld mans mouth hes going to need dentures and the useless bitch is going to get told the fuck off. I bust my ass to help with anything and everything, take care f the kids I concider my own and still get treated like an outsider. The only saving grace thank god is the sister Crys

Hmm
So lately alls I have been able to do is take a step back and look at myself and wonder, is there honestly something wrong with me?? I know that I am not perfect for every man, hell I might not even be perfect for a lotta men, but why cant I find that one person who I am right for?? It honestly is not that I am even looking, I got so tired of looking, and I can say that I have my share of guys after me, but why is it that so many guys still just want to get that piece of ass and than be done?? Or because of the fact that I live with my best friend and her HUSBAND, they are around and try to hit on her. My best friend and I have an amazing friendship, we are really up front, and we wont really beat around the bush with anything. We talk about a lot of things in front of men that honestly most women would die to talk about in front of men. I understand that my life is quiet a bit of a mess I mean honestly I know it! But is there really someone out there who is willing to accept that?? To

Hmm...
1:26am Guess you can call this the epic fail of nights... I thought I would have a fun Friday night game in San Diego (yes away from L.A.) especially with Carmageddon and stuff happening. So one of my closest friends, who is like a bestie, but more like a bro, invited me to watch the Giants play at Petco Park. Pitcher matchup of the night was Dustin Moseley against Tim Lincecum. I have a teensy weensy crush on Tim. Anywho, I thought it would be great to go and have fun while watching a game... No I'm not a trader to my team, they just didn't play in town. Anywho, my jaw just about dropped when I read my fb status as to who was at the game. I disregarded it. I thought, nah, nowhere close to me so I'll be fine. Nope, I was dead wrong. He was a few rows away from where my friend and I were sitting, plus it was obvious he was on a date. I was literally mortified. Here I was trying to have a good and fun time watching America's greatest pasttime (aside from football which

Hmm..
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Hmm...
It was a gloomy April 13th, 1991. I was over my cousins house. We were playing football while my Grandfather unloaded a tractor from his truck. The mail ran so I got it and just then a guy in a blue truck came around an S-Curve and struck me the force of the impact knocked me right out of my shoes, sent me flying some 300 feet I don't know if it was in the air or through the air either way I'm sure I set a long jump and high jump record. The funny thing about that day is I don't even recall being on the earth that day.All I remember is floating above the scene not knowing it was me down there. Then after I saw some kid get hit I then climbed the pearly gates and there this guy who looked like Jerry Garcia told me it's not my time yet. I'm sure Jerry's not God, he might be a Gaurdian. Now I know some of may be saying but Jerry wasn't dead then but I swear it's the honest truth. Now that I've told you about my accident how about some feedback it would be greatly appreciated.

Hmm.. Another Survey
1. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? most definitly 2. Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? never have with the lights on, so i dunno.. 3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences? no 4. If you could 'take back' your virginity from your first partner, would you? yes 5. Would you ever start a relationship with someone who was still living with an ex for financial reasons? yes, as long as they stay exes then i will trust and respect that... 6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past? no but it's nice if they talk 7. It is more worthwhile and satisfying to improve the world or appreciate the world? appreciate it 8. Do you feel you have a purpose or calling in life? i dunno 9. Do you believe that dreams can be messages from a "higher level"? not really 10. Would you rather have a great friend you could share everything with or a great lover you can't re

Hmm A Contest
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Hmm And The Asshole Of The Day Goes To....
OK kids another story...Remember read from the bottom up....Totally out of the blue this came to me.... ->wwwt: its the guys like you that think they can just say whatever to women that really pisses me off u need a life if you need a total stranger to fucken make u come get a life and maybe next time ull take the time to read someones profile before you do that again ->wwwt: Well ill give u it short and sweet...Listen to me u fucken jerk off...All u had to do was read my profile and see that i dont cyber..not a slut...and will NEVER show u or HELP you CUM out...if your looking for that then WRONG profile READ THE PROFILE NEXT TIME... wwwt: i need to come bad and your so fuckin hot ->wwwt: whys that? wwwt: i wanna see so bad really ->wwwt: rrr??? wwwt: ya can i see rrr plees ->wwwt: so u can read something that is hot wwwt: sorrry i can chat to ->wwwt: oh so u just want visual and not read? wwwt: your picx baby ->wwwt: u can see what? wwwt: lol ya so c

Hmm, Am I A Hot Chick???
You Are Definitely a Hot Chick While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. Are You A Hot Chick? Guess I'm a hot chick?? Though I can't tie a cherry stem with my tongue, I can put my fist in my mouth, does that count??? lol

Hmm..,and You People Wanna Vote For This Guy?
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/wn_report/2007/09/15/2007-09-15_black_voters_see_snub_in_gop_hopefuls_sk-2.html Black voters see snub in GOP hopefuls skipping TV debate BY CELESTE KATZ DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER Saturday, September 15th 2007, 4:00 AM Top republican presidential candidates yesterday blamed scheduling problems - not a lack of regard for black voters - for their decision to blow off a television debate this month. Rudy Giuliani, John McCain and Mitt Romney have all declined to participate in a Sept. 27 debate at Morgan State University, a historically black college in Maryland. Latecomer Fred Thompson still hasn't said yes or no to the debate, which will highlight second-tier GOP hopefuls. The snubs say the candidates don't care about making a broad appeal to minority voters, charged debate moderator Tavis Smiley, who was slated to go on "The Tonight Show With Jay Leno" to make his case. "No one should be elected President of this country in 2008 if

Hmm..apparently I'm Easy.
Men See You As: Not a Challenge When you're in love, you lay it all out on the line And while men do appreciate your honesty... Do you ever wonder if you're being a little too available? Pull back a little! He'll be wanting you even more. Do Men Find You a Challenge?

Hmm, A Thought
If you ever get 'bugged' you don't have to be mean or block And though I was bugged pervertly. My husband and I actually have a sweet cat. So what you read... Was actually said (To not get it pulled, name was removed from here) (Also, nothing more was said, thankfully) ->****: cat doesn't like strangers. ****: can i PET URS? ->****: only by my husband, we like petting our cat, spoiled as ever. ****: u like ur kitty stroked? ->****: ? ****: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hmm...a How To...
Ok...I see them all the time...And I've even asked in the Fubar help lounge...And for the life of me I can't figure it out... How does one capture a screen shot?...I've done the ctrl and the prt scr buttons...And nothing... Blonde is not always fun...Even if it is out of a box... :)

Hmm And The Whats Of Recent Times
Lets see,as of late things have been getting better,alot better then they were. No more fighting,even though there are still some people who do not know when it is time to leave someone else's husband alone. But its all good when what someone said,is just a huge lie so he tells me. So I don't know,but it is a nice thought to try to believe. We were apart for a little over 3 months,but never legally separated,just a personal break. He is since moved back home to us,his family. We are working everything out a day at a time. It is nice to have him home. Had to get used to taking care of someone other then me and our kids again. He is spoiled,weekends I wake to care for our kids,cook him breakfast in bed,keep the kids quiet so he can sleep in. Even though we wake at the same time every day of the week. I love being a house wife,and things will be changing soon. I will be going to school to drive a truck soon,and things for us will keep getting brighter. I love how things can change and com

Hmm, Brain Storm
If I sold something what would people buy? What would you all...or just people generally, buy? i really dont want to go the perverted route and sell my used panties, haha But hmm...what can i do, that i cant make money off of? Any ideas? (and no hooking, sex is to be enjoyed not to be sold, although Dan calls me a prude for that)

Hmm, Could This One Be True?try It With Your Name.
MY NAME:: J: Lives life for fun! A: likes to flirt but sometimes doesnt like you! M: Makes dating fun I: Is always there for their friends E: is an amazing kisser A: likes to flirt but sometimes doesnt like you! B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: has one of the best personalities ever E: is an amazing kisser F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H:good personality and looks I: Is always there for their friends. J: Lives life for fun! K: a big tease L: LOVED BY EVERYONE M: Makes dating fun N: Best kisser O: dead sexy. P: never ready Q: A hypocrite. R: Popular with all types of people S: Easy to fall in love with T: crazy/hyper U: Really likes to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone one could ask for! Z: Always ready.

Hmm Come See
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Hmm Can U Help Us?
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Hmm Could This Be Who I Think It Is?!
Recent Locations Location Time Lexington, KY, United States Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:36:11 -0500 South Bend, IN, United States Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:46:38 -0500 Waterloo, IA, United States Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:11:17 -0500 Denver, CO, United States Tue, 15 Apr 2008 01:53:06 -0500 Louisville, KY, United States Tue, 15 Apr 2008 00:45:45 -0500 Santa Fe, NM, United States Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:18:56 -0500 Denver, CO, United States Mon, 14 Apr 2008 22:10:28 -0500 Park Forest, IL, United States Mon, 14 Apr 2008 22:01:39 -0500 Waterloo, IA, United States Mon, 14 Apr 2008 20:41:09 -0500 Lisle, IL, United States Mon, 14 Apr 2008 13:53:50 -0500 I keep my page open so my haters can get an eye full. I know the psychos can't help it. It's a bonus I'm a cutie. LMAO

Hmm Does Heaven Have A Place For My Mom
hello everyone i just wanted to know how to deal with a family member whos got cancer u see the problem is my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2002 she went into remission after having it removed but then last week she told me she didnt have long to live maybe a year at most she has it back and its spreading this scares me becuase i dont know how to live if i dont have my mom she's everything to me and im really scared she wont be there for my wedding or birth of my second child or the rest of my accomlishments i cant image my life with out my mom and i guess i wonder everday is it gonna be me next or who cancer has taken so many of my friends and family over the years even though im only 27 i have been to hell and back and those who know me personally know that and couldnt have done it with out my mom and her strength and dont know how to do it without her i guess all i can do is pray for today and hope my mom wins again im her biggest fan muahs to all Trin,

Hmm? Do U Beileve In Spirit Guides Animal Spirit Guides Ghost Spirits Angels Fairies
Hmm? do u Beileve in Spirit Guides Animal Spirit Guides Ghost Spirits Angels Fairies and i dont mean gay Faries if i Offened any one didnt mean to hugs. My guides call me The Wind Child, i am connected to the wind the Earth Elements and the earth , Fire earth wind air water and theres some more in there My cats name was Moriah and his name is an ancient name for the wind i love the Wind Moriah is always around me i feel when the winds Near I feel Safe shes so beautiful the Wind that is My friend also said when we was talking about the wind good you have the wind to work with i can Expline if u ask, The Wind child means a friend said = The eternally silent one and a Friend said the eternally silent one means = would be creator, god if you like and in some tradiltions, elohim, counsel, those around the throne, spritual higher hierarchy of light. I dont really Notice it people do

Hmm Even More Interesting
Your EQ is 167 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)? You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American

Hmm...eroin, Who'da Thunk?
New Questions About Jim Morrison's Death AP - Wed, 11 Jul 2007 14:31:57 -0400 (EDT) By ANGELA DOLAND The official story goes like this: On the last night of Jim Morrison's life, the rocker went to a movie in Paris, listened to records, fell ill and died of heart failure in his bathtub at the age of 27. But rumors have always swirled around the death of The Doors frontman and, 36 years later, a former Paris nightclub manager is telling a different story. In a new book, Sam Bernett says that Morrison died in a toilet stall of his club after what he believes was a heroin overdose. He writes of his shock on finding Morrison's body: "The flamboyant singer of 'The Doors,' the beautiful California boy, had become an inert lump crumpled in the toilet of a nightclub." Bernett, whose French-language book is called "The End: Jim Morrison," says he believes two drug dealers brought Morrison's body back to his apartment. Bernett, who was in his early 20s when Morrison died in 1971, went

Hmm... Funny
Sup all you cherry readers.. I recently, went to visit a website that I truely like!!! add well.. It truely different... It where you can play games and make posts.. But i went there today.. and saw that my accout in no long in use.. makes me sad.. They said they would never get rid of my account.. I am sad... Just dont know what to do.. If you have a comment on this.. Please add one!! Going Nuts!! Thanks for taking the time out to read this.. Jeannie

Hmm Friends
Well I am noticing more and more that I can count on the same group of people to talk to me, show love etc ... I am constantly giving love ~ rating, commenting hell you all know the drill and some just choose to occupy space on my list ... Nope not anymore. My profile clealry states I am here for friends Not people that sit under the Title as friends and do nothing. So I am cleaning house If you are one that "peeps in on me from time to time and do nothing (as it seems) you will be deleted. Not that it matters a rats ass to most becasue they wont even read this but .. Good bye to numbers. It may take me 4 years to level here. Who really cares but a thanks or something would be nice!!! Enough is Enough. I dont poor mouth ( lie to men) for VIPS Blasts etc... I just quietly chill and chat and show love , help others when I see they need it ( per blog per bulletin) Bye Bye This is sad and I am sick and tired of being in the race with people who make this "place" contingent o

Hmm Guess What This Is Lol
Images twist and writhe in my mind, as I lay hoping for peace just once this time Shadows play tricks against my eyes, dancing on the wall as I become blind Time slips away and the dreams come again, coaxing me closer to a bittersweet end To make it stop would only bring peace, so I suffer in silence and go back to sleep

Hmm How To Start.
Well let my say that there was some point in my life when things started to begin getting real ugly. My mother always was the target of my father. He is uhm how to say it very pushy and always wanted to have his right, even when he didnt had it. On one day i didnt liked what my father did to my mum and i got in the middle. Bad choice 1: never get in the middle You know why. Suddenly you are the target and get kicked from both ends. My mum didnt kick as hard as my father, but her hand was furious and sore on the cheek or ass. Soon i had the biggest of problems with my dad and yes i was i think 11 or 12 and i dont remeber quite well, but we had an place where my dad put charcoal in. An dark place, i was there lots of times. My memory of the past is blurred and i am suffering from blocking events out of my mind. To protect myself. Now i am 38 and the blurred fragments getting an shape and form and vision. I saw my father hunt my mum with an axe. She is still alive but

Hmm Humor Me :p
I think we need to have a "biggest on CT" contest..lol At least if i cant find a steady GF to use it with, maybe I can at least get SOME credit out of it... Guys need something egotistical to brag around. I want to be able to claim the title if I can. If not..well my hats off to whoever would win :)

Hmm Huh What ????
Wanna know a lil something about me?? Guess what, Im human....I know BIG surprise right?! But its true...I am just a human with flesh, blood pumping through me...A mind that is like no other and well, those crazy ass things called emotions. But, I too, being a human....can & do make mistakes, & I am the first to just admit to them. Hey, whats it hurt right? Why not admit when you fucked up when you KNOW you did it! So thats me in a quick lil nut shell..... Now off to the topic off hand, Ive wrote about this before, but recent events made me have to re touch on the subject, Again.... So here goes....... In this blog wayyyyyyyyy back there -------> you will find a poem I wrote about internet "friends"...And how even tho we can not touch, feel, smell, hold....ect....That behind these screens are in fact....Real people. so many of us have this misconception that this "online" stuff is all just pure fake....and hey thats fine if thats how you desire to look at it, but let m

Hmm I Dont Know What To Say!!
Prescribed by the Great Physician ***************************** The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember... Noah was a drunk Abraham was too old Isaac was a daydreamer Jacob was a liar Leah was ugly Joseph was abused Moses had a stuttering problem Gideon was afraid Samson had long hair and was a womanizer Rahab was a prostitute Jeremiah and Timothy were too young David had an affair and was a murderer Elijah was suicidal Isaiah preached naked Jonah ran from God Naomi was a widow Job went bankrupt Peter denied Christ The Disciples fell asleep while praying Martha worried about everything The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once Zaccheus was too small Paul was too religious Timothy had an ulcer... AND Lazarus was dead! Now! No more excuses! God can use you to your full potential.. Besides you aren't the message, you are just the messenger.

Hmm I Wonder
I guarantee, nobody even looks at this! ah well.. TAKING APPLICATIONS GOING ONCE ANYONE WANNA GET MARRIED? ON LOST CHERRY!!! FOR FUN PURPOSES!!!!! EXTRA LOVE HERE AND THERE......WITH SOME EXCITING SURPRISES!! YEA WELL YA KNOW HOW IT WORKS PLEASE WRITE ME BACK IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN A MARRIAGE WITH ME.........MAN DO I FEEL NERVOUS? name- age- reason you want to-

Hmm I Actually Knew This One
Intelligence Intelligence is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You like to be able to talk about everything that is on your mind, and if your partner can't keep up, well, you know. You are very attracted to someone who can challenge you, and make you see things in a whole new way. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Hmm Interesting
Your Political Profile: Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal How Liberal Or Conservative Are You? You Follow Your Head You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart? You Have A Type A- Personality You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it'

Hmm Interesting
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Hmm Is This Really Me?
You scored as Fallen, Your darkness is "Fallen". You were most likely once deeply in love, but the person on the receiving end of your affections wounded you deeply.You were also once innocent, but your wounds will not allow that innocence to return.Sadness and misfortune seem to follow you. A good band for you would either be AFI or The Cure.Fallen93% Murderous/Scary Dark89% Elegant dark86% Naturally Dark86% What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmi
" I have a wonderful makeup crew. They're the same people restoring the Statue of Liberty." -Bob Hope "In the Statue of Liberty, we see the symbol that all are welcome and have a fair chance to succeed." -Dan Doctoroff "The crime problem in New York is getting serious. The other day the Statue of Liberty had both hands up" -Jay Leno "The statue of Liberty is no longer saying,"Give me your poor,your tired,your huddled masses." She's got a baseball bat and is yelling,'You want a piece of me?'" -Robin Williams "I've always had a strong feeling for the Statue of Liberty because it became the statue of my personal liberty." -David Antin

Hmm .. I Dont Get It !
ok ok . WHY IS IT PEOPLE COME TO ME ON MY YAHOO MESSAGER AND ASK TO FUCK? can anyone be honest and tell me the truth! . U can dream all you want about me if u want .. but YOU ARENT GETTING ANY !!!! ok .. I know my OWN AGE and no it doesnt get to me .. it ruins it for others who acutally are a NICE PERSON .. !!

Hmm...ignorance...its A Doooooozy!
Ok so Ive been a member of fubar for a while but just today I finally figured out how to work most of it. I am hoping to have a better outcome with fubar than I did with myspace. It is so hard to meet respectable, non-ignorant people these days and I must say that it gets rather tiring dealing with the drama that revolves around them. I am speaking of people who look at what I do for a living as a bad thing. Personally I dont find anything wrong with stripping but bellydancing is nothing like stripping. My clothes stay on.....at all times. So when I hear things or read things in the newspaper that say "I cant believe people would bring their children to see strippers" it absolutely irritates me. I believe what I do is an art. Yes, it is in some ways erotic, but it is also very classy if you are good at what you do. I guess I need to get out there more and show more people about the dance, maybe then they wont be so judgmental.

Hmm...i Am So Anti-large Wedding, So...
What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You Your Personal Style: Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize. Your Ideal Wedding: A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing Your Philosophy on Marriage: The person you marry should be your best friend. Your Perfect Marriage: Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures The Wedding Dress Test

Hmm, Interesting
I have been tryin to achieve a status of "that hated cunt" for a while, and alas! My prayers have been answered! however, I dont understand one thing: why do people waste their time pretending to be my friends, when they dislike me?? Its not like they will get laid, or have me send them any pics. I just really wonder. I cant be THAT intriguing and interesting for people to spend their precious time idlessly chatting with me and trying to get the info out of me. Esp since I post a lot of public blogs, and nothing about me is really a secret. just wondering

Hmm I Wonder...
i wonder y it is always the ppl who have the money r treated well.. while those who always helps others their whole life r treated like shit.... or y is there always ppl who r better then them like they r always and will always b second best 2 every1.... if ppl like the help .. y treat others different .. y not treat them like sum1 who has money bc u all no .. not 1 person is better then any1 else just bc they got money... so y is it different?

Hmm I Dunno
i am so convinced that you are the most beautiful death,you are erratic. erotic.sharp, uncensored. raw.i want to read you over and ever again,i want to watch distilled sound seeping out of your lips,i want to feel your words bubbling out of your mouth and dripping onto my body like hot soup.you dispose of my clothes quickly, efficiently, articulately,they roll off me like polygons and triangles and sometimes a circle.they collect on the floor.i must remember them in the morning, or you will.first i study your anatomy, a torso, a hand on my stomach, my leg, my face, my hair, a strand of hair that cuts the blue of your eye, fingerprints, toes (all 10), a neck, warm wet lips, pulsating, delectable.there are parts of you inside me now, and itmakesmefeeldelicious.cuts my mouth and my throat as I swallow. then i think about you. but only for a momentand it never lasts very long.plant within me, seeds of what would never grow between us.a good morning kiss,a static phone call, a wednesday, q

Hmm Just A Thought
how can u say u love someone when all u do is make them cry it makes no since the give u there heart and yet it still isnt good enough ..u would sacrafice everything for them and the treat u like garbage they took out this morning ..then u here oh but she is just a friend i dont love her ,,bullshit u dont tell ppl u love them that u dont mean ....there goes heart broken in a thousand pieces on floor and no one to pick it up cause u dedicated ur self and then walked away from ppl u thought u could have cared about for what not a damn thing to sit alone and wonder what is was all worth ..apparently not a damn thing

Hmm Just A Test
You TransformYou and your lover have a few differences, so in order to make your love last - you transform yourself into an irresistible being, just so you and your baby can rock-on in pure bliss! Your signature Valentine\'s day cocktail is \'The Transfusion\'- blend 2 parts Alizé Gold Passion, 1 part coconut rum, and 1 ½ parts cranberry juice together and serve over in a rocks glass. Make love...last more than just one night. Love always, AlizéTake this Quiz!

Hmm Life Is Strange
booked my vacation next weekend yaaa i need it...second thing i do after i get my passport is book a nice vacation...thought i would be going to vegas but umm i guess not lol..so some where nice and warm with a beach and an umbrella drink... anyways went looking for a truck found a durango but i need a work truck its just such a good deal hard to pass up...i may get it a little dirty...but hey its mine right?? ok got dinner reservations for my rest. i wubbb.... so hugs and kissesss to u..

Hmm Lil Let Down
i have been lettin myself down a lil i missed school this week 3 days 6 classes i am very assamed of my self ... i was sick one day slpt the other and ... looks down just not good form at all i hate when i let me down

Hmm.lord Of Spin / Lord Of Void
I am the lord of emptinessRaised to god by rats and miceThe worthless weed of humanityPraising the blind idiot godMy son, killed by mortal menCalled once the messiahMy mother is the wholy whoreWhy have I been blasphemedI am the line for the to followThe vast sea without the bottomThe horizon as far as I can seeI am the lord of the voidI am godof nothing

Hmmmm
You know i am really not the type to do a blog..But i have always sat and wondered why i am on this earth..To be honest i guess i wonder if there is a true purpose for me being here..Maybe i am just going through some kind of depression hell i don't know..But have really just can't understand my life..Most of the time i feel so alone in everything i do even though i am married and have kids..I still feel like there is nothing for me...Ok i know no one really gives a fuck about any of this..So i hope it is something that passes soon..So on that happy note...Hope vereyone is having a better life than me...xoxo

Hmmm....
There has been a big change in my life and I'm not sure if I am supposed to be happy, sad, depressed (which I am sad and depressed) and much more. Since Saturday night, things for me have been really hard. The love of my life that I have been with for almost 2 years and I have split up. Well, let's just say it's "just for now" but will it be "just for now"? No one really knows. I guess we'll see what happens I guess. It's still hard for me to really talk about it because I finally found the one true thing that I really care about in my life, and to let that person slip through my fingers like nothing is beyond belief. It's hard, it's really hard. I'm not going to be able to hug him passionally, kiss him like I want too and tell him I deeply and truely love him. It hurts a lot and I don't know what to do really. I don't know if I should fight for the one I really love, or if I just leave him alone. It's really hard to just sit and not do anything. When I wake up in the morning, he's all

Hmm, My First Blog Ever
Ok, I have never done a blog before. This can be fun. I am kinda drunk right now. lol. Had to bowl, we won. woohoo. umm, I had a bad day other than that though so if you think you can cheer me up. Id love to hear from you!

Hmmmm!
If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and you could do whatever you wanted to me, what would you do with me? Tell me by sending me a message to my inbox, because its a secret. Then repost this on your blog...You might be surprised with the responses you get. They could make you laugh or even smile... lol. If you don't repost this you are a coward

Hmmmmmm Shift Changes
I've decided since .. I don't have anyone .. Like a gf and stuff.. I'm going to 3rd shift. I might get to run a machine. (big maybe.. i'll probably just pack on it) lol But, I'll do it for more money! 5 days and I get my weekends off. And I'd get the entire day to do stuff and then come to work. ha Yeah baby.. I can go places and do things ! I'll miss ya guys when I start the new shift.. roy

Hmmm Come See..so I Camre
Well Im on here an looking to see all that i can on here and there never seems to be enough time ! Still learning thoughso I guess thats a good thing right ? No if only i could learn to post little pics like I see all over that would be sweet you know There are a lot of kool ppl on here though and I know soon I will meet ppl in my own back yard lol well one day but till then I will catch you all on here a little later ok and havea good weekend and dont hurt nobody unless your doing it the freaky way and it fees sooo damn good ok

Hmmm What To Think
well this could very well be one of the worst months ever this year... my gpa passed away an then a week later my good friend cory hung him self an another good friends dad passed away.. we got snowed outta of work, was stuck on the fire block cause of the weather had to wait till it was safe enuff to ly outta there the heli was draging the net on trees an the highway, had trees all around me candling up an the heli had to drop water like near me i was pulled away from the area i was working on so the heli could do air work lol good times lol now at home waiting im home for a few days till i go back out in the freezing cold snowy bush lol well just wanted to try this blog thing ....

Hmmm
SO tonight I'm going Salsa dancing...well, to salsa lessons at any rate...Its extra credit for Spanish, so Im going with the Twins...should be entertaining if nothing else. I'll let you guys know how that goes. So I may or may not be on later, if I go hang out with my friend John later I will not be, if I dont hang out with him, then I will be. We'll see. Other than that...I am going home for the weekend, so after Sat morning I wont be on again until Sun night, sorries, give me love anyway...besides, I need to see my cat...I miss him. And corss your fingers that I can actually shoot my set this weekend...thats the only thing I hate about my parents doing this foe...schedules schedules...and yea, it gets weird tryin to be sexy in front of my Mom...weird...of I may just do it myself, those always turn out ok unless I mess up the Lighting...again. So yea, busy busy, give me love and I'll return it as soon as I get back ~Stina

Hmmm Wow What Type Of Jeans Am I
You Are Low Rise Jeans You are both sexy and casual - the type of girl who looks hot without really trying. You tend to spark imagination, only showing a peek of your skin. What Style of Jeans Are You?

Hmmmmmm
You scored as Mouth man. You like the mouth, watching it talk, watching it move in those sexy ways. Sure it might not be the very most erotic part on a girl, but there's just something about them that really sets the mood.Mouth man100%an eyes person92%The space between the legs75%Ass man71%personality67%Breast Guy58%What are you attracted to in a girlcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hmmm My Female Celeb Equivalent?!
You scored as Ashlee Simpson. Just like hot rocker Ashlee Simpson, you want to stand out and be seen different from the rest of the world! With your hot dark hair and pretty eyes, you are HOTT!!!!I mean it too! You ROCK MY SOCKS!Ashlee Simpson83%Katie Holmes75%Mischa Barton50%Courtney Cox-Arquette25%Paris Hilton17%Jennifer Lopez17%Pamela Anderson8%Ashanti0%Lindsay Lohan0%Beyonce Knowles0%Which Hott Celebrity are you most like?( A CHOICE OF 10 Hotties!!)created with

Hmmm Bad Girls Are Fun Too Though
You scored as Personality/Nice. You either like really nice girls or you think they have to have a personality to be worth dateing or maybe even both. Either way you know theres more to a girl than just her body. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Personality/Nice75%Nymphomaniac72%Cute/Shy66%Hotties56%Tease50%What kind of girl do you love? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmm Argh!!
if i dont reply, its not cuz I dont care, its cuz Im still new to this and trying to figure all this stuff out. Im used to myspace, and this site is a bit confising for a blonde ha ha...so please bare with me :) xx

Hmmm....
So, I wonder, where are all the gay people on this site? Unlike myspace there is not a place to put your sexual preferance, so how do you know if someone is gay or not? Just my question/thought for the day!

Hmmmm
I really am enjoying this site, but if any of you happen to read this, just know that i've lost my mind, or so i've been told and I'm just kicking back just typing away because i don't have much else to do at this very moment..i do have a few questions. Why do people drive on parkways and park on driveways? Why do we ask rhetorical questions? Why is there a drive through liquor store if you can't drink and drive?? Well that's all i have for now..

Hmmmm
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Lick me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Hmmmmmmmmm...work In 1hr
sucks but yes...i fucking haTe work. its stupid. its not that im lazy or anything. i just haTe working. and right now i deliver pizzas, fascinating i know! but it is rather homosexual and i dont wanna do it anymore. although i will seriously SERIOUSLY miss the rocking out that goes down. i mean, thats purty much all ya do. drive around and rock out. this one douche thats been there for about 2 months says to me the other day "yeah, a lot of times i dont even have my radio on at all when im delivering" i just turned around and walked away from him. seriously, whatta tool. its honestly the best part. that and no one constantly on your case. whatever. it blows. and i haTe it. i need a sugar mama or actually find something i can make money at and im actually amused by it. i haTe blogging. this shit pisses me even more off cause now im gonna keep thinking and dwelling on how much i really haTe my life right now. but elvis is on. fuckin love elvis.

Hmmmmmm
Ok so i have been looking at RSS feeds, and especially the feeds at yahoo. As i mentioned in another blog elsewhere, i had trouble trying to extract the data I wanted. When i looked at the python examples, they use a xml parser, and i copied the code examples and tried it. Worked first time, so I will just adjust the code to extract the data I want. As for work well, i've been in charge since tuesday and it was a shock, because no one let us know until we started to ask. Well the person who covers days, when a supervisor is off, is on holiday next week. No one knows if the supervisor that is supposed to be on days, is going to come in. So we was asked who wanted to do and I don't really fancy it. I done one week of days before and found it boring, plus the other charge hand done 3 days last week. I thought he wouldn't mind doing it but he didn't either. So we had to draw the shortest pencil, phew i was the lucky one. I just thought he knows the staff on days, I don't, so it would be

Hmmm Interesting
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hmmmmm
Some people post these things to spill their guts etc. Some people try to address issues they see with their friends that they have online. I just see it as a way to vent. So to let you know if you read this and you think that it has to do with you, or a situation that I might be dealing with that you are involved in. Most likely I"m venting. Cause if I really had a problem with you I would just come out and tell you. Just ask some of my friends. I don't hold much back when it comes to being honest with the people I'm close to. No, I"m not venting now, I just wanted to let everyone know that up front now cause I have run into problems with my other blogs where people get angry and butt hurt over things I have said in there that I haven't told them. So I figured I'd give everyone a fair warning now. Alot of what I say alot of the time is meaningless anyway. I just ramble like now. Just to waste your time reading and to waste my time typing. It's working so far!

Hmmmm Just Some Thoughts
life throws you curve balls at the strangest times. Just when you think you have everything figured out, it changes things up on you. It makes you reevaluate yourself and what you need. Sometimes it places something you never knew you were missing right in front of you and hopes you take the hint. And when it thinks you haven't taken the hint, it smacks you upside the head with it. I wonder how many of the little hints i have let pass me by because I was too busy, or to sure of what was going on to even look and see them. Well the newest hint that life has thrown in my path has been a gentle shove so far. So I am looking at it and seeing where it will lead, so that I do not have to get smacked upside the head this time. New friendships start, old ones end. Some people can let go easily, and others have the hardest time understanding that it is time to move on. To those that have had a short brief moment in my life I say, thank you, because for one brief shining moment you brought me

Hmmm
Interesting place Lost Cherry is..a friend sent me the invite, not bad..Maybe this place will be better then gagspace *myspace* I've tried several palces with blogs havent found one i really like. Eh We'll see now wont we? To those reading this wassup? hehe

Hmmm...
When I left I said quite clearly "Hopefully this site will turn itself around, before it kills itself, and if it does then one day I might return, but as it stands I'm joining the others in the great exodus." I've been given some information today that suggests such changes are being implemented. I've been asked to say no more, and the information comes to me second hand (I'm being told what someone else was supposedly told), but if it is true then it does change things. As I said, to avoid any drama it's been requested that I say no more on the subject, so I won't be saying anything else, except to say I am "returning" for a trial period. If things are truely different, then I will stay, if they are not then next time I will be leaving for good. On a more important, and altogether happier note my neice is currently making "strong progress" which takes a lot of strain off of my sister and myself, and altogether improves my mood somewhat. There is still a childhood ful

Hmmm... Facts-n-figures.
-FACTS- The Global Islamic population is approximately 1,200,000,000, or 20% of the world population. They received the following Nobel Prizes: Literature: 1988 - Najib Mahfooz. Peace: 1978 - Mohamed Anwar El-Sadat 1994 - Yaser Arafat (A REAL PISSER of a Choice) Physics: 1990 - Elias James Corey 1999 - Ahmed Zewail Medicine: 1960 - Peter Brian Medawar 1998 - Ferid Mourad ________________________________________ The Global Jewish population is approximately 14,000,000 or 0.02% of the world population. They received the following Nobel Prizes: Literature: 1910 - Paul Heyse 1927 - Henri Bergson 1958 - Boris Pasternak 1966 - Shmuel Yosef Agnon 1966 - Nelly Sachs 1976 - Saul Bellow 1978 - Isaac Bashevis Singer 1981 - Elias Canetti 1987 - Joseph Brodsky 1991 - Nadine Gordimer World Peace: 1911 - Alfred Fried 1911 - Tobias Michael Carel Asser 1968 - Rene Cassin 1973 - Henry Kissinger 1978 - Menachem Begin 1986 - Elie Wiesel 1994 - S

Hmmm I Am Good What About You Gals ?? Try This Out
You scored as Mya. Woohu!! Youre a Mya!! You believe that happiness doesnt have to come at a cost. You always try your hardest at everything you do and you would even risk your life to make your family happy. You go girl!!Joan88%Mya88%Toni75%Lynn63%Which girlfriend are you?(from the hit tv show girlfriends)created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmm
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

Hmmmmmm
Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination! How Spicy Are You?

Hmmm Yaforo Addicts
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Hmmmmmmm Sex??? I Forget How It Feels.
it has been over a year since I have enjoyed anyones company in the flesh!! damn how time flies when you have to go without. I really don't have much of a point just reflecting on that thought.

Hmmmmmmmmm
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you Know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my butt???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."

Hmmmmm
I find tonight that as i am rating pics i can't seem to type the word love right, lol. But that is not new i usually type it lvoe, i think from now on i will leave it like that as my mark, lol. Sometimes i think is the love of your life out there, and i think i found mine, is it true? We'll see. As my very close friends now someday i will be happy, i hope that day comes soon, my very very close friends know that there is that someone special, waiting. I guess tonight I am just thinking about love and how it affects all of us. I love all my LC friends, those closest you know who you are. To you all be safe, much love and have a goodnight.~Heather

Hmmm Whats Up?
damn thats pretty fucked up i get all these nice ass comments on my pics but as soon as i put pics up of me and my man fuckin yall wana be all shy an shit cum on now it aint that serious.....whats the deal???

Hmmmm And Some Days ......
ever wake up and it turns out its one of those days where you seriusly wonder if you have the iq of a hamster if you arnt triping over the english language as a whole.Your finding your self doing the most stupidly absent minded things imaginable I woke up today and it was one of those kind of days. If i wasnt sending the wrong messages to the interaly wrong ppl on msn (lol worst part the mesage I sent to the wrong msn user was actualy ment for yahoo... talk about a blonde moment huh)lol so I wound up talking naughty to my sister of all bloody ppl ....lol and I never did get around to sending the naughty tidbit to who it was ment for. then proced to thank myself for adding me ...opps wrong damn profile lol wouldnt even have noticed if I hadnt tryed to rate my new freinds profile. so needless to say today has been a mighty long day and a damn good day to get a gigle at my own expence

Hmmm Seems Its True
noticed since i started doin these,and god knows how long i will carry on doin em ? that its the same people all the time coming over and reading this,leaving comments,why do we all have 100's of friends when its the same 20 or 30 that DO bother seeing what your upto and whats going on with ya ? just my thoughts thats all

Hmmmmmmmmm
WELL I'M OFF OF LC FOR AWHILE... KINDA SAD WHEN YOU HAVE ALOT OF FRIEND ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND STUFF AND ONLY LIKE 2 OR SO PEOPLE READ IT AND SOMETIMES IT GET REPOSTED. SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE OR NOT.. WHATEVER

Hmmmmmmm..me~!!
Your True Birth Month Is January Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses What's Your True Birth Month?

Hmmm
Well today is very interesting.....my REAL dad wants to come see me i havent seen him or talked to him in like 2 years so i donno its weird i donno if i really want anything to do with him!!! :S im confused i dont kno0o0o0o what to do with my dad.....anywayz today was borin i went to school......its fuckin coldd outside it snowed today crazynessssss......but now its calmed down and im juss talkin to my cuzin on the phone shes tellin me all her problems and i always help her cuz im the bestest cousin EVER!!!!!!!!:D anywayz imma juss stay home tonight

Hmmmm
Well a few things have been happening in my house and life that have me all flustered. First off my son dont seem to want to ever listen of course he is almost 3 and has very strong opinion and thoughts of his own. Second is the energy that has been running amuck in my house. Yes i mean ghosts and other such things but i also mean the energy itself kind of a oppressive feeling. So far i have been scratched bitten punched pinched and knocked out of my chair. Ive been talked to and ive been scared shit less by waking up with a spirit in my face and i ive felt great hate eminating from different spots in my house at me and family and freinds. Some of my family and freinds have had several experiances my freind mel was even bitten on the leg the other night we have all seen shadows and heard noises. My son is bothered more than me because he is young and does not know what to make of it all. It scares him and he can see them aswell as i can he can also speak to

Hmm Mmm...
sensual; lust-filled; cum thru; git drilled; take it rough; how bout slo; deep strokes; drop it low; let's git 2 it; anytime, anyplace; 69n; fuck each other's face; from da back, side, froggy & doggstyle; a quickie, or 4 a while; after we dun, i'll leave u wit a smile. u ready?

Hmmm
Ok i'm going to rant for a second and then im logging off! I don't know if i will come back. My private pics are now locked up and will be deleted, i do not appreciate being called names when i wont open them for just anyone. and secondly, im not going to rate anymore of the people in bulletins or blasts or who stop by my page, they never bother to return the favor and its just a waste of my time, and energy. I have rated pics and profiles for several ppl and they have never even come by to rate even my profile much less one pic. and lastly i will no longer repost bulletins unless they are not pimp outs or this guy did this because i was called several names over the last two days for doing so. To my real friends on my list, i know who you are and i love you all to death. And IF i do come back you are the ones who will receive comments and ratings for your pics from me. If any of you wish to remove me please do. I'm sick of getting blamed for things i never started andbeing called name

Hmmm
its funny how things turn out in life. you grow up thinking things are going to be a certain way. then all of a sudden you wake up one day and its nothing how you imagined. my whole life ive been told things happen for a reason ,and ive always believed that. but when do you find out what that reason is. or do you ever find out? ive never been one to question why ive always just gone along with it ,but lately i have been asking why, when, or how come. it does'nt mean i still dont believe that things happen for a reason it's just sometimes i would like to know what that reason is. i guess things always find a way to work themselves out in the end. but when is the end ,and is it not true that at the end of every ending there is a new begining.

Hmmmm
hey all whats upp? well this weekend was pretty good i was spending time with the love of my life and sum of my close boys. we blayzed n went to the movies. i love my man wit all my heart i love him,.. today i had skewl eww i hate it but w.e its all good.. well thats about it.. lol.. bye bye xoxoxo ~Desiree aka Ruby

Hmmmmmm
i was told by my boy friend that this was a good site so i thought i would come on and see for my self, only to find every one is nakie on here and it buggs me a little, i thought these sites are to talk and make friends with people so why do ya have to have your clothes off for that yeah i know what goes on, on some peoples puter i am not stupid but do they really have to have a web site for a bunch of horney people. so like i said i would give it a chance and see if i was wrong about my feeling about this site and i started to like it alittle till i saw that people dont really write to you

Hmmmmmmmm
uhhhhhhh Is this true.. That if you get that sexy girl of your dreams.. and you won't take your socks off.. Would that ruin the "kodak" moment? hmmmmmmmmmm To me.. if that girl finally says.. "yes" and shows up on a date.. early.. and holds a conversation about anything longer than 10 mins! sorry.. Those socks are declaired .."lucky!!" lmao

Hmmmmm....
I am no one's hero, I will not sacrafice my feelings for the sake of saving yours. I should only have to carry my burden, not yours. If I feel passionately about something I will not have my opinions stiffled because it'll hurt feelings...my passions are my passions. If I'm feeling weak, don't try to knock me down further or it'll awaken the whirlwind. Be a fucking friend and help me get back to as good as I was. If you don't wanna help me then step the fuck back. Yes I may not be whole at the moment but that doesn't mean I've lost my value. So I live with my brother in squander...I am a great person damnit! I am a hero to each and everyone of you! So I struggle but I do it on my own and I will not have any of you tell me I am not worth yuor time or your fucking equal. This is my stand against life, no, the fucking world! I am Taer Owikawa and I am something great!!!!

Hmmm
Hello all, I've wasted my whole weekend messing with pictures, tomorrow i'll waste my free time uploading them to my photo host. The masterbation experiment ended with 17 times.. err complete times anyway.. The C.L casual encounters experiment yeilded all bots / automated responses with re-directs... If any one has any more ideas for "stupid experiments please send me a message on L.C or my e-mail address bspow1@gmail.com . feel free to give me photographc ideas as well or anything even a "hi". Ooopse forgot , I always leave my laptop on lol even in my sleep so if i dont answer right away then im probably asleep.

Hmmmm .. These Quizzes Are Trying To Tell Me Something??
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips58%Biting58%Blind Folds50%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmm....just Some Thoughts On Relationships
i am not a woman who does not know what she wants from a man...it is just hard for me to believe what they have to say to me. i know what every man says about not comparing them to the last one, but when you have been hurt so many times what are you suppose to do? how many of you have commited to one person that was so far away from you? how many of you thought that it was gonna work but the whole time u thought about them cheating or what they were really doing when they werent talking to you or not answering their phone? i have commited to someone before. waited 6 months for them and didnt do anything wrong. then when we got together everything went down hill. it was like everything we ever talked about was a lie. i worry about that now. i guess i hold on to someone that isnt good for me in fear that if i let him go and move on that the next person wont be there for me like the last one. that everything i do for the new person wont be good enough and then where am i? i dont sleep a

Hmmm
Hmmm ive not really played much poker as of recent not had the cash to play....But hopefully when i start getting money back in i can go out and play a few tournys to see how i fair in th REAL world of poker and not just CHEATING boring all in online play...Keep tuned lol

Hmmmm
You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This all could be for nothing I wish there was a way For you to see inside of me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything Tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? And, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what loving you would do to me All I want is one more chance, so tell me... What do I have to do to make you love me? Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do?

Hmmmmm....
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide93%Disappear73%Accident67%Gunshot67%Natural Causes53%Posion40%Disease33%Eaten33%Bomb33%Stabbed20%Drowning0%

Hmmm
You scored as March. MARCH: Attractive personality. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. MoodyMarch100%April0%May0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER0%

Hmmmm Pick Up Joint
hmmmm I dont' think Last Cherry is a place to meet other who are interested in anything other thatn sex and sex and meeting people to have sex. All I am seeing is SEX SEX SEX. Not that I am against sex.. I am not I actually enjoy sex but not looking for it here or there or ANYWHERE. But I will be honest I find everytime I come on here I almost feel like I am in a porno store. I don't know if this is my venue. That is ok if it isn't. I was hoping to meet people who thought beyond t&A and I have met one.... but that is it. I was hoping to chew the fat about books and other interests you know OTHER things beside how big my boobs are and how hot I might looK. It is really hard to meet people now adays with similar interest. I really really wish that there was a writers group (doesnt have to be proffessional!! could be just people's interest in books!!) or even just personal interests in LIFE. Owell I will try it out for a bit longer. It is fun to blog, even if it isn't about my orgasms an

Hmmmm
You Could Boost Your Man Magnetism Sure you meet a few men - but what woman doesn't? You've got to break out of your shell, girl! Get a makeover, gym membership, new wardrobe Because no matter what, dating is a numbers game Are You Attractive?

Hmmmm...
How is it that you can have over 40 people look at a picture that you post in less than 2 minutes.. but have only 5 ratings on it for 2 days.. hmmm... makes you go ..wtf? Ok.. cleaning off my lists today too..

Hmmmm Who Is Truly Your Friend???
Yeah... so this is kind of like a bitching session.. I guess... but I'm just curious to know how people really can think of adding you as a friend ... if that is not your intentions??? I mean yeah its nice to get the points... by adding friends... but in my opinion... a friend on here is someone that helps you out if you need to get to the next level... reads your bulletins.... sends you comments... just because maybe they saw you on line or what not..... rates your new photos.. and blogs because they are showing interest in what you do on here...... that is a friend... not just a fukkin number... and someone... who you never even speak with....... you just add them for the points... why fukkin bother???? So needless to say... I am downsizing... I send comments everyday to ppl and there are many ppl who have never not one time..... send me a comment back... lately i have been taking extra time to find sweet comments.. even homemade comments to send to my friends...... not that i expe

Hmmm....
Ok, this new name... hmmmm where to begin. I personally dont like the new name, it's kinda lame.. doesnt really have a hook to it like the LC did. They should have put up a poll asking members for suggestions on new names or letting members vote on names they are thinking of. The Cherry Tap... for some reason when i say that it automatically brings "crap" to mind. I know it wont kill the site because the site does rock and has tonnes of very cool people on it and some of the nicest you'll find on a site like this. A poll still would have been nice to see and possible give members a chance to really affect the site and show creativity. They have the contests for getting new members to join, how about a contest to name the LC something more suiting. Just my rant.. take it or leave it, i'm blogging :P. Ren

Hmmmmmmmm
Only Odd Has it ever struck you that nobody pays attention to the "normal" anymore? Today, as I was going about my business, it occured to me that people rarely, if ever, stop to observe the "obvious." Why is it that if we come upon someone new in the coffee shop, they instantly command our attention, while we don't take the time to reevaluate the regulars? Most of the time after you've know somebody for long enough we stop observing them like we do the people we haven't known for long. Now I know that i'm not saying anything new here, far from it, but let me get to my point. I was browsing through Myspace today and looking at someone's page that i thought i knew relatively well, when i took a look at his friends list. I was surprised to find that i knew only a handful of his contacts. I have known this person for years and we have been like family for some time, yet i knew only a few of the people he had on his friends list. This made me stop momentarily to ask myself where

Hmmmm?
Be completely honest. Reply to the person who sent this.... What would you do if I? 1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I got into a fight and you weren't there? 9. I asked u to have sex? 10. i asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to do me? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32.

Hmmmm....even Better
You know..it's absolutely wonderful when a man finally tells you his true feelings...Mine did the other night and I've been on cloud 9 ever since.... I know that most of ya'll have no clue as to who I am or anything about me...but you have to realize something..I've been through so much crap that I never wanted to hear those 3 words again....and it didn't scare me to hear those words from him....BUT...he did tell me that he was going to marry me someday.. I asked him...if that was a threat or a promise...lmao..He said it would probably end up being both.....I just laughed and told him to keep dreaming..... I don't think he realized what I meant by that though...I'm just not ready for that yet..I want to get my life straight before I think about any of that...I have two beautiful children that are my life..and I want to know that I can support me and my own without having to depend on a man to do that....Is that so wrong?????? I've been independent for so long that it's become my

Hmmm
2 night ago to friends that are like brother went to a gay with couple of there friends that are lesbians.Well the two guys were there the only straight guys in the whole place went outside to smoke a cig. and just talk.Well one of them had there gf there with them two as they were talking one of fags yelled at them and told them to shout hell up.Let see we has it become wrong to talk to friends at ur car.Well the 6 fags and the 4 girls keep on yelling at my friends.Then the mean fag yelled Im undercover cop and throw first swing but missed.Well want I was my friend spear the fag to the ground and come very close to killing him.He stop him cause it was wrong to a life. Yeah Im bi woman but Im sorry men with men is wrong it makes me sick.Al my friends we doing having a good time and when has become a crime to hang out with ur friends I like to know that honestly.The fag men problem is they cant stand straight people to more respect the they well if stop putting ur dick a man's ass then

Hmmmm Who Knew
everytime when i think everything is bleak i see that times are clearly getting better. me and my true love have been together for over two years now and let me tell you we have seen some rough times and put each other through some bitter sweet times. i often ask myself what did i ever do to deserve someones love that truly unconditonally loves me for who i am. well all i can say is that if you know in your heart that love is real then i guess you better be like me and face reality. love can be tricky but in the longrun man is it worth it.

Hmmm
I seem to have to post a blog like this like every week. PLEASE, if I have not added you to my family, don't ask to see my family only pix. Theres a handful of people on that list, and that is it. Also, keep in mind you can only have 15 family members... so why am I going to kick out one of my friends so some stranger can see my family only pix? Think about that. And if you added me to see some ass and titties, you might as well delete me now. K thanks!

Hmmmmm
A- You like to Drink B- You like people. C- You're wild and crazy. E. Your a damn good kisser D- You have one of the best personalities ever. N- You are Beautiful F- People adore you. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You have a very good personality and looks I- You have a fine ass. J- Everyone loves you. K- You are really silly. L- You live to have fun. M- Success comes easily to you. N- You are Beautiful O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- Fuckin sexy. S- Easy to fall in love with. T- Your loyal to those you love. U- You really like to chill. V- You are not judgmental. W- You are very broad minded. X- You never let people tell you what to do. Y- You are the Bestsest BF My Name... is Jessica soooo it means... J- Everyone loves you E- Your a damn good kisser S- Easy to fall in love with S- Easy to fall in love with I- You have a fine ass C- You're wild and crazy

Hmmmm...i Am Mad!! Venting 1 On 1
Why is everytime you try and talk to you man.. You get the cold shoulder??... Its like you not even there... I am soooo pissed off... I am no body special to them... I think its because they are talking to more then one chick... Trying to be a playa when they know they cant hang!! I really dont give a fuck if this piss you off... I just dont care!!! I see much worst cuss words on here then Fuck.... If you are involved with someone dont try and seek off cuz you will be busted out!! Men really piss me off.. Just some not all.. I am taking the time now to vent... Something you just cant see to keep inside much anymore.. If I seem like I am a bitch.. Really, If you get the change to know there is a reason... Cus I am one of the better one... I am strong, Nice, and sweet!! I can make a differents and you will see.. Sometimes in life we all get to the point where we need to vent!! Boy do I ever said VENT!!! Thanks for reading comments are welcomed!!! Jeannie

Hmmmmmm!
People these days are mean and cruel but we must remember to stick to our rule.Who are real; who are fake; well, my friend it's just a chance we must take.We may get hurt; we may get down but dont forget your friend's are around. People come and people go; but don't let it get you low. We get sad; we get mad but in time we will be glad. Things sometimes just aren't meant to be and in time we will come to see. Don't give up; don't give in ; just keep movin on until the end...

Hmmm!!
i was adding some new pic's to my gallery, i thad a thought of people poping cherry's and i had to laugh, maybe it was me just being blonde and not thinking about it right off the bat but then i got it, lol. i guess i will have to add some more and see what person will go poping a virgin cherry. Xoxox to all of my friends

Hmmm.. Would You?
1. Would you let fuck me? 2. What positions would u let me fuck u in? 3. Would u let me fuck u slow? 4. Would u let me fuck u hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fuck u? 7. Would u let me fuck you in the shower? 8. Would u let me hancuff u or tie u up to the bed and then fuck u? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would i fuck you? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Would you give me head? 17. Would you let me give you head? 18. Are u gonna send a reply and repost to this to see if and how i want to fuck?

Hmmmmmmmm...
This site can be really funny; one day it's awesome and there are loads of friends about making you feel at home.. The next its a really lonely place to be. No responses, noone online that you know. Thats how it is right now.. Lonely! Don't get me wrong though, I love it here :) P x

Hmmmm!
Ok so if I say I hate him and I want to quit the station he will think it is because he hooked up with someone else. I tell him that I have a new bf and he will think I am lying because he has a new gf. I am thinking I am screwed either way. He drives me nuts and I think he does it on purpose, seriously. (anyone who knows me knows who I am talking about, if you dont then apparently you dont know me!) So everyone at work is pissy and sick because its like we are just sharing each others germs. I am not having fun what so ever. I did how ever entertain myself this weekend, my new guy, Ramez (fat mexican at halloween party) bought me 2 turltes as a house warming present, seeing as how I cant have pets they are great. The are so cute I named them Micho and Leo. I was going to originally name them after my 2 best friends but then I was like yeaaaa, NO! All in all it was a great weekend I spent it on the beach with Rambo (thats his nickname dumb I know I said that too) and then stayed at Rhe

Hmmmmm
My mind wondered at work.. I thought of some episodes.. 1. pilot - wolfpack - you can never talk to the girl you want cuz her friends are guarding her like a pack of wolves at a club.lol 2. defence - the club scene is like a football scramble.. you have to .. HOLD THE FREAKIN LINE! don't let the pack cross once you get the 30 secs.. to speak to her. Men can't hold the line.. if a girl distracts one guy on the line.. it falls down.. Girls hold the line.. no matter what.. lmao Sometimes its cuz they like there single friend and they don't want them to be bothered.. the other times.. they know if she's with them.. they get attention too.. 3. blinded - its all good until the lights turn on. :P

Hmmmmm
i really like cherry tap...it gives me something 2 do...(if i could figure out how 2 make my own skin it would be better).......lol......idk why i am n here writing cuz i'm havin 1 of those days where i just wanna do nothing....lol...ok n/m thats exactly what i'm gonna do nothing...sorry.......lol...bye

Hmmm
Well yesterday I got a manicure and pedicure. The manicure hurt alot because the skin around my nail is very sensitive. Other than that they came out very nice. I'm hoping to do something today cause it gets really boring at home with two 70-something year old grandparents,lol! That is all, I'll write more later. Liesl

Hmmm...
so this is my first blog on here. and I really don't know what to say. I could go on about how stressed I am with trying to find a job, and how pissed I am that my fiance cant even get off his lazy ass to help out here... but I wont :) in stead I will just say happy hump day!

Hmmm
Well, I went to check my mail today and there was an email in there from a girl that I thought was my friend and she was yelling at me about how I dont decerve my kids and that Im a bad mom and that I have no right telling her that she doesnt think about anyone but herself cuz she is taking her daughter away from her family and moving to Purta Rico and I didnt think it was right and I let her know about it. Its kinda been bothering me that she said all that stuff and being pregnant I cant really do anything plus I am trying to be the better person outta all this. What should I do? Forget about it? Talk to her about it? HELP ME!!

Hmmmmm....
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead90%Jigsaw70%Freddy Krueger65%Hannibal Lecter65%Jason Voorhees45%Michael Myers35%Buffalo Bill30%Candyman30%Captain Spaulding15%Leatherface0%Which Horror Killer are You?

Hmmmm
CAN I HAVE A TASTE I just want to lay you on your stomach You have the type of ass that most women covet Ass abundant Make any man want to plummet To the depths of your soul Learning every mole Exploring all your folds With forefingers and thumbs Tracing the alphabet with my tongue Got you ready to cum With so many ways to eat you On your back spread eagle On my knees eager to please you A feeding frenzy Sucking you till youre good and empty Satisfying a hunger Slowing it down so it last longer So the climax is that much stronger Youll think somethings wrong Cause Ive been down there so long Ill have you so gone Youll be using my ears to hold on Wanting everything I have to give The way I suck your ovaries like olives That will have you hit different octaves See, my tongue is trained To flicker like a flame That will have you calling the Lords name in vain Without any shame Losing your composure As my tongue slide back and

Hmmm
is it me or are people kinda quiet on here? and why is it that my friend joined a few days ago and she already is at lvl 7 and im still trudging through lvl 4? she has no boob pics on it and she is hardly here.... blah lol

Hmmmmmmm
Odd Facts Barbie's measurements (if she were life-size): 39-23-33 Coca-cola was originally green Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than for the US Treasury Smartest dogs: 1) border collie; 2) poodle; 3) golden retriever Dumbest dog: 1) afghan The Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters First novel ever written on a typewriter was "Tom Sawyer" There are more collect calls on Father's Day than any other day of the year Heinz Catsup leaving the bottle travels at 25 miles PER YEAR It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs Men get hiccups more often than women Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better Chances that an American lives within 50 mi of where he/she grew up: 1 in 2. Amount American Airlines saved in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first class: $440,000 City with the most Rolls Royces per capita: Hong Kong State with the highest percentage of people

Hmmmmm
So.... im sitting here thinking about all the ways life is good right now. I have an amazing job that gave me a huge raise just to keep me around. I have a cool ex whos supportive and understanding. I have an even more amazing girlfreond who couldnt get much better. Im healthy. Im happy. And i have some pretty cool freinds who dont judge me cause im different. I hope that everyone can see the highs in their lives somedays like i can today. I am so happy to be alive today and couldnt ask for much more.

Hmmm What Kinda Comments Will I Get?
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural, no shaving for me 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched other

Hmmm
all i wanna do is hide dont want to have to deal with it anymore you dont want to help but you think everything should be perfect when it doesnt go your way you run to mommy and daddy they will fix it...they always fix everything you now have a daughter but you seem to think shes a chore or maybe even a burden when asked to watch her you get mad like you have no responcibilites with her yet she is your lil girl too and she needs a father you get pissed when he's around yet at least he acts like he wants something to do with her unlike you and damn he's younger then you he shouldnt be the one taking care of her showing her the fatherly love but someone has to cuz you wont and then you wonder why i get pissed at you well step into my shoes for ten minutes and maybe you will see just what an ass you are being

Hmmm
Meaning of love?!? Well let's see when you love someone you do show them you want to be with them!!You don't just let them walk out of your life.You do everything you can to be with that person!I just had the guy that I love tell me to grow up cause he can't prove that he wants me with him.He says he wanted me there.But when it was time for me to go be with him I got scared of getting hurt again by this man.So yea he was right I did get cold feet.But I also did want to talk about the problems instead of fighting once again.But he just proved to me that I made the right choice!I'll always love him.And I hate to tell him but I am more mature than he thinks.He's still a kid at heart and that was one of the things I loved about him is he used to be able to make me laugh.I ended my relationship of 4 years not once but twice to be with this guy.And the guy I left twice never had a problem with proving to me he loves me.To this day he still tries to get me back and is always proving he loves

Hmmm...
You look really sexy in that..thing you've got on tonight. I like the way your eyes are always open when you read your E-mail. When You type, it reminds me of a concert pianist tinkling on her keys. You Really know how to push the right buttons to turn me on. If I wasn't a Computer, I'd show you what "Hard Drive" really means! But Alas, I'm only a bundle of circuits and wires, obeying Your every command. Yes, mistress! I'll balance your chequebook. Yes, Mistress! I'll run your silly little program. Don't get me wrong...I Like theMaster/Slave thing, but maybe just once in a while you could Show some compassion? Maybe instead of just ramming the diskette in, you could Slide it in slowly, maybe even blow in the slot first. And maybe instead of just using me and turning me off when you're Through, we could talk for a while afterwards? I know other computers have hurt you in the past. But I Am different! I may be a little slow, but I've got a big mouse! So come on ba

Hmmmmm!!!
Not quite sure about this site yet...Seems pretty easy till you try to do something and it won't let you...My sister dragged me into this site...I'm more into myspace and yahoo...I'm sure that once I get the hang of this I will love it...

Hmmm
well lets see my lifes going pretty good... gotta few guys to choose from but i wish i could have one inperticular but he lives oh so far away which sux.. but hmm.. im helpin my bestfriend get of her boyfriend who was an ass n broke up with her most likely cuz of his friends which is the most stupidest reason ever... idk butyea thats my life.. oh n im goin to the docs. again for my heart today.. so we'll see how that goes ttyl lyl!

Hmmmmm......
What do you do when faced with happiness you have never known?? What do you do when fear is preventing you from being the happiest you have been in 9 years?? Why do we let let fears keep us from love and happiness?? Well I have found that when this happens you question it, you push it away, you fight it, and almost lose it. Luckily if the person you are fighting against is strong and feels for you what you are afraid to feel for them then more than likely love will happen. Not only love but a friendship, a companion, and a lover unlike you have ever had or experienced. I tried to fight it, I tried to shove it away but I lost and I am so freakin happy now. I have found happiness, inner peace, and more love than I have ever known.

Hmmmm What To Do?!?!?!?
Here's my whole dilema, next year my husband is going to be 30 and I want to do domething for him that will really blow his mind but I don't know what to get him. So anyway I keep coming back to my original idea to get another girl in for a 3 some. Now do I do this as a surprise or do I ask him if it's what he wants? I know he couldn't handle seeing me with another bloke but I quite fancy the idea of a FFM. What do you guys and girls think??? Message me.

Hmmm
I Dare You...challenge me! Fill this out and send it to my INBOX. I dare you, to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Hmmmmm Part 1
Well there was a discusiion on the radion about the UK either intergrating more with europe or becoming the 51st state of the US. Well for me it would make things a bit easier if we joined as the 51st state LOL. At least then when i visit, i don't have to wait with the rest of the non US citizens for ages to get through immigration. Seriously though, this is a big question bubbling under the surface, because we are part of the EU, some want full intergration and there is a big fight against it. There are good arguments for and against it, but i think the majority, and from what people I have talked to and from the media, its a no no area. People just feel the uk will lose its identity, though how i don't know. I mean the only way that could happen is if the people allow it. I mean what would we become anyway, a mixture of french/german with a bit of spanish and dutch thrown in? Hell if I know and to be honest, it wouldn't bother me that much. Hell it may be better than some of the s

Hmmm....answer This
JUST A QUESTION ANSWER ANYHOW YOU FEEL. (HONESTLY)!!! SCENARIO: SAY YOUR SEEING SOMEONE & YOU’RE FEELING Him/Her, I MEAN REALLY FEELING Him/Her. BUT THE ATTENTION YOU’RE GETTING IS VERY LOW KEY. NOW YOU KNOW HOW MUCH ATTENTION a female LIKE. DO YOU GO OUT YOUR WAY TO MAKE THAT PERSON FEEL SPECIAL? HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH ATTENTION? and!!!!!!!!! HOW WOULD YOU TREAT A WOMAN LIKE MYSELF who deserve lots of attention?

Hmmm....bored
tired, but not really. wondering about a couple of things. very introverted at the moment. guess this isn't much of a post because I am already tired of typing it. oh well, so it is a nonpost. deal.

Hmmmmm... I Will Type Whatever I Am Thinking...
Hold on a sec I am writing a blog...yumm it burns so good! Gut laughs are good. If I play in the Boppi(do you know how to make the copyright symbol, bri?) I will get stuck. give me the lighter. I dont want to be stuck in the Boppi(c) with Elmo(TM)......................sounds good to me! Sweeet. Dont overdose on taco bell. Montrazuma's Revenge! I got the "My kids" something feirce. hahahahahahahah. I need to got to Ikea and buy Bri some replacement lamps soon.I have lightbulds a plenty at Paul's. I feel all dyslexic today... doot doot doot The End... for now!

Hmmmm???
ok here comes some ventin.....i ain't showen anyone any love lately only cause i noticed i don't get it in return......for those of u who have showed me love u know who u r...this is not directed at u.....i'm in a contest click on pic below and go tap the ass show me some god damn love and rate me how ya feel i am worth....u'll see i am one to return if ya can't then i can't and i clean my friends list AGAIN. comment as many times as ya want. CLICK ON PIC.

Hmmmmmmm Im New What I Do?>
Well i been invited to this site by my good friend Bratt.....im kinda going slow as getting used to it! feel free to say hello im approachable now im takin my meds lmao!! take care luvvies x

Hmmmm Wtf?
ok now i have been on here for a few months, maybe not as long as some people but for a few. anyways...we start this thing off and we can have adult pics...ok cool. you have the option of keeping them private and leaving only a select people see them or you can have them open for everyone to see..your choice right? ok so im not bitching cuz i could care less if i have some tit or puss shots up on here, but come on..we change it from adult to nsfw??? to me, you shouldnt be looking at smut on the net when your suppose to be working. its called work people, not lets see who we can check out and get a hard on or a wet pussy. dont get me wrong, babyjesus can do whatever he wants to this site it is his, but come on...why make it so there might not be able to be any nudies on the site? so many bulletins going around about if u have a naked pic up and no face in it then it is gonna be taken off or you might be kicked off..what changed? people getting in trouble at work? then hello!!!!! dont l

Hmmm.....
I don't know if it's wise to meet people from the internet, but hey... I think it's worth a shot. Sometimes... haha I'm getting a lil' weary b/c of the whole murder and stalking stuff... icky I don't want to play with that stuff....

Hmmmmmm
How far would you go for the one you love. Would you risk your life for that person. Would you do anthing in the world for that person. Could you risk you whole life to try and show that person how much you love them. Would they just use you for everything your worth. Do you think the other person would do the same for you. Would they risk thier life for you. Would they do anything in the world for you. Could they risk thier whole life for you. Could they love you like you love them. Or would you just take them for what they are worth. By:MoMo

Hmmmmmmmmm
sos...i wakes up this morning...cause i caint breathe. i wrote a blog or two abouts it anyways... sos im writin this other blog about this fucked up dream(s) i had (i think they were a combo of up late, sick, cold pills, etc etc etc) WELL! they were vivid as shit and i remembered them like WHOA. so i figures im gonna write em down...BAM. my screen just turns off! its been doing this...hmmmmmm...a few times yesterday, and then the one time this morning. BULLSHIT! its on my laptop, sos i close it, thinking it will shut itself down...NO. sos then i gots to restart the bastard. twice yesterday, even after the reboot, it did it again. BULLSHIT! i really dislike computers. i always thought we had a purty decent relationship. but more and more these days i think computer is cheatin on me. i jsut dont get full cooperation from it anymore. sad really.

Hmmmm.......
I've discovered some interesting things about myself since my divorce and my last shit canned relationship, especially some new insight into this whole adult children of alcoholics thing. I've tried to alter my friend base by associating with people less inclined to be as fucked up as I am as a sort of test. Turns out, I'm too fucking wierd for these people. Unless I radically change myself into someone I don't particularly care for, I'm more or less in it for the long haul. I guess I'm in a state of confusion. I'm always hearing that I need to associate with more successful people than my past friend base has been and people that won't take advantage of me and drain me emotionally and psycholigcally, but that broad stereotype seems to be the only people I like and can stand for more than ten minutes. For instance: I have recently become aquainted with an amazing woman. She's absolutely beautiful, great personality, sense of humor and we're almost exactly alike. Problem is, that lil fu

Hmmmmmmm I Wanna Know
Hey Fam, thanks for stopping by, here goes this months blog question....HOW MANY OF YOU ARE STILL GETTING IT IN WITH AN EX????? AND IF SO, IS IT JUST AS GOOD AS BEFORE, OR BETTER. Bonus question- HAVE YOU TOLD ANYONE OR ARE YOU ASHAMED????? A sista wants to know, holla at your girl :)

Hmmmmm
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Hmmm...kinky....me??????
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko40%Average30%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmmm....
Let's see, what to talk about in my first blog...I've just recently joined Cherrytap, and I like it pretty well. I'm still a little confused on it, but whatever. I'll try it out for a while and see what I think :) Hmmm, about me: favorite tv shows: family guy, heroes, scrubs, the office, 24, Sopranos, and many many more. favorite movies: comedies like Tommy Boy, Anchorman, Grandma's Boy, Princess Bride, Space Balls, and serious ones like Gladiator, Aeon Flux, Green Mile, and Tombstone. (and many more here too) favorite music: Rap, Rock, Classic Rock and Country. Just about anything within those genres. I love late night with Conan Obrien and I can't wait until he replaces Jay Leno on the tonight show. I love playing soccer, indoor soccer, basketball and volleyball. I have always been really athletic. My favorite model is Marketa Belonoha, she has a site marketa4you, but you can also just type her name into google images and see her. She's dreamy lol. I can't

Hmmmmmmmmmm Can You Help Me Make Up My Mind?
can you help me make up my mind ? I am bored so I wanna change my main pic , can you help me deside?leave me mail , comment here or on the pic ....do what you must to let me no! SPANKS ALOT HEATHER

Hmmmmm???
I have another week until my birthday but I've already gotten two gifts. The first one was an ashtray from Marlboro. The second one was a $10.00 gift certificate from Adam & Eve. LMAO Geeze.....what the hell does this say about me?

Hmmmmm?.. Lc Not Ct
This site gets boring now... hmmm.. I miss the old lostcherry.. when it was LOSTCHERRY! grr.. it frustrates me.. first off.. my first account got deleted after i was almost lvl 13... and i had a lot of friends and i guess you could say i was kinda popular and liked on here.. so there was that.. and then i made another account and then everything went all dumb.. the way you have to go about pictures.. stashes, banks, contests.. damn i miss the old days.. the original shit.. GRR idk.. just feel like mummbaling nonsense of my mind.. Love ya'll Stay my ghetto neighbor

Hmmmm
why are some people so mean...like your with someone for the past 6 months... you put everything you have to give into this person and this relationship... heart body and soul... and just one day out of now where.. this person tells you ... im never gonna love you as much as i still love my ex .. and im leaving you and going back to him... yet he beats on her and drinks and does drugs... i guess some people just need to live that kind of life..

Hmmmm This Will Be A Test.
Lets see who reads profiles, or the info part LOL. Anyway, i haven't been able to change the front fender yet, had to help my bro saturday with his kitchen. Sunday was no help as decided to watch about great inventors and then fell asleep, and when i woke up it was a bit late. As for monday well I didn't fancy doing it in the rain, but i have the rest of the week to concentrate on doing that unless it rains again. Yeah got to do a little work on my latest creation, but not much. Just wanted to have a lazy day as its been a bit of a hectic week. So it was catch up on some work around the place and watch tv. As for psp news, well Sony updated again and the devhook still work. Does that mean i'll sort mine out so I can run homebrew stuff ... not yet, still not brave enough. After the video I saw on you tube where some kid actually videos himself downgrading and then bricking his psp. You actually see the psp will not boot anything and is dead :( Still maybe when i visit the State

Hmmmmm
Can Anyone tell me what this guy was trying to tell me??!!?? *scratches head* This was a message I had in my message folder...I'm kinda confused. Help me out here people....or if the sender of this message reads this...Please explain what the hell that is supposed to mean.

Hmmmm
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Hmmm
Ok Ok I get some men need a lession on how to talk to a women. But come on do you realy think I can't see thow the bull shit and lines you give... I have to tell you all about the things guys do that makes me love them so much. lol 1. Thay come on under a friends profil that is a womens. 2. Thay tell you how sexy you pic's are. 3. When he tell you you look easy.. ( lot of class there.) 4. Tell you he saw you a a slut sit and it told them to click here to see more pic's. 5. Then tells you he doesn't want to talk to you anymore and going to get off well looking at your pic. I just love them ones.. 6. how about the ones that tell you what thay are doing well looking at your pic. I couldn't leave them out.... lol I know there is more but I will have to think a bout it.... lol these men just crack me up.. Emma

Hmmm
Well just thought I'd stop in and let those who care know whats going on in my life these days since Ive "almost fully" left CT. Well....not awhole lot lol I did meet a really nice guy who wanted a relationship so after some thought, I agreed to it. That lasted 48hrs lmao and boy do I miss his wanker.......geeeeezzzzuuuusssssssss We're supposed to "talk" later so we'll see what happens with that. Ive been exhausted both myself and my bank account with this Christmas shopping crap. AND I wanna know when Mr. Claus is gonna pay me back for all the money I've spent over the years. He's starting to remind me of my kids dead beat fathers lol. For those who dont know, I do stop in still to yap and reply but thats all. I havent forgotten any of you and miss yous all ALOT! Hope you all have a terrific holiday season!!

Hmmm
I AM A JUGGALO... I AM AN INDIVIDUAL GUIDED BY LIGHT... I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO I WANT TO BE... I RECOGNIZE THAT THE PATH TO SHANGRI-LA REQUIRES AN OPEN MIND.. I SHALL NOT JUDGE. I AM PART OF A FAMILY I SHALL LOVE MY FAMILY AS I WOULD MY BLOOD. I SHALL DO MY FAMILY NO HARM AS I KNOW WHAT IS DONE TO OTHERS SURELY WILL BE DONE TO ME I SHALL STRIVE TO HONOR MY FAMILY AND NOT DISGRACE THEIR NAME... I AM A NINJA... I HAVE NO FEAR. I DO NOT FEAR THE UNKNOWN FOR I EMBRACE THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD AROUND ME AND THE DIFFERENCES IN OTHERS I SHALL MEET ADVERSITY HEAD ON FORE I AM A SURVIVOR. NOTHING CAN STOP MY SHINE. I AM HUMAN... I RECOGNIZE MY FLAWS, I SHALL STRIVE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN CONTROL AND SEEK STRENGTH FOR THE THINGS I CANNOT. I SHALL CHERISH THE TEACHINGS OF MY ANCESTORS AND THE FAMILY WHO HAVE FALLEN BEFORE ME I HAVE LOVE... WITH LOVE THERE IS UNITY AND STRENGTH... LOVE DOES NOT HURT NOR DOES IT SEEK TO DESTROY. I TOO, SHALL NOT HURT OR SEEK TO DESTROY.

Hmmm.....
well soo i went to rich's (club) it was very interesting met some interesting people.Had some guy flick my friend off.And SOMEBODY STEPPED ON MY FUCKIN TOE.... i was like soo mad.and it was all red.and then we lost my friends friend.it was chaos. and then we got lost coming home...and theres a bunch of FREAKIN FOG ii hate fog

Hmmmmm
Looks like the contest became NSFW, so in order to vote I guess you need to be on my friends list. Tell EVERYONE to add me... I will try to keep up and accept asap. I want all of you to get as many votes as possible. Christmas Costume Contest WOW! My FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!! Here are the rules! This contest will count 1 point for ANY rating (1-10). Also EACH comment will count as 1 vote. Comment as many times as you want. Pimp it out all you want. Anyone may comment! 1st place: 2 dinners for two (One for you and one for the Cherry Tap Member of your choice). AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 2nd Place: 6 bottles or cans of the beer of your choice or = cost of shot or wine... name your poison. AND A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! 3rd Place: A FREE SKIN MADE WITH YOUR WINNING PHOTO! So click on the links below and comment bomb your favorite: Contest is from 9:30 am EST Friday, December 15, 2006 and will end Friday, December 22 9

Hmmmmm
Look at the alerts- no, look closer... and look at the rating section... that bit about anonymity is gone, and it now says "..." rated your profile a '__'! No "someone"- the name is given (retroactively, I think, for the brief while over the border as it were). It's been easy to guess (within a person or three, depending on amount of time and number of visitors, maybe) for awhile, it's true.

Hmmm...
there are consequences to every action.. so how do we choose the right one to make?? what if everything we decided to do ended up with a positive result? could we even phathom that many people out there being happy?? is it possible to care about someone but in a way look for a way out... knowing that it would be the wrong choice and thats why u stay?? there are to many what ifs that makes life uncertian... why do we judge people by what kind of car they drive... or what their house looks like... or even what the look like.... i think it should be about who someone is... there are sexy ass guys that i wouldn't touch with a 10ft pole.... AND I CAN'T SAY THIS ENOUGH..... why do guys think its a turn on for us... to ask a complete stranger if they wanna see them naked.... i think its repulsive.... you might as well be the bug heading for the pretty blue light... ZAP! OH lol... i have to say this.. if you dont like what i write.. just dont read it... its my thoughts i've

Hmmm
Well I am still pretty new to CherryTap and as such I have no idea what the hell I am doing. It seems pretty cool here though and I hope to come here more often and rank up on my Cherry Points... well see ya.

Hmmmm
The cold air begins to blow as I stand there by myself naked to the world for show, exposed to the elements and laughter. I feel my soul beg and call my innerself begins to grow beyond my dreams the colors flow I hear the cry of a lonely heart it seems so far but never fear I know its time to start I begin my travels to a land unknown a world that hopes for sanity but never unravels Its me a find myself standing there what I'm doing I'll never share For time will tell the love I've lost the soul that cried I finally fell Its you I want by my side to hold my hand and love me back

Hmmmm
from: crazyinsane date: 2006-12-19 22:14:41 subject: ... read receipt: Yes replied: No block user you know... you are such a fucken bitch, i cant even say anything just in general and you act like such a bitch. no wonder why you cant keep a boyfriend, you can never act decent around anyone. well fine then Fuck you and your "miss perfect" "it's all about me" self. you will never change, you will always be the self centered, all about you girl that you always have been. i thought i would just be nice and say something, but no, you cant handle it. well go screw yourself and whomever other guys you have already.. have a nice life "miss Selfish" LOL!!!!!! He's so funny

Hmmmm
no dudes pls Would You?? Y=YES N=NO M=MAYBE Would/will you? [_] give me your number?_______________ [_] come to my house to do nothing at but chill? [_] fight me? [_] f**k me? [_] kiss me? [_] lick me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] let me lick you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] go to prom with me? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im serious?

Hmmm...
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Hmmm....
So there talking about taking some fluid off my uncle with a needle to test it and see how to treat it....but there's a good chance of puncturing a lung or causing an infection...so my mom and my uncle's son went over to the hospital to talk to the doctors and see what the options are....he finally came to last night and freaked out because he was hooked up too all that stuff....the only good during all this is I found one person who can make me smile...you know who you are I just got off the phone with you :)....thank you for being such a good friend...Anyway I hope everyone one had a great Christmas!!

Hmmmmmmm Is He Right??
FOR THOES THAT KNOW ME AND WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME... bE HONEST. i HAD A DISCUSSION WITH A FRIEND AND HE SAYS " di yer a very lovable person i bet a lot of people love ya but there chicken to say something 1--you have this hard core outer shell u come off as a hard ass bitch but inside the people who know u know way different i know the wall is up its a defence mecanisim yer looks--yer beautiful and i know more people think soo-yer just puttin a wall up i know ya been hurt and its natrual i did it too ive had the walls up be4 you have this araua(sp) about you u have friends ALL over the world hunny every 1 loves you and i can see why.... should i go on? DO YOU THINK HES RIGHT???? pLEASE THIS IS SERIOUS........

Hmm...my Personality Results Of A Color Test...lmao
Clandestine took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!"Wants to make a favorable impression and be reward..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

Hmmm
So I was just going through rating pics from my alerts and it occurred to me that the guys with the pics of cocks (that supposedly there's) and huge don't have faces in them 99% of the time lmao so what does that tell you?? hmmm...just a though...and you guys no I don't rate those pics but every once and while someone doesn't label clearly and I stumble into it....

Hmmm....
I dont know whats wrong with me....Ever since I got home from Ohio....I feel weird....Well I have been eating alot of food cause Im always hungry....And I am always tired....I dont know why....I know of only two reasons when I do that....If I have a women problem or I could be prego but I cant be prego...I know I cant....

Hmmm...interesting.
Good grief, I just noticed that all my gifts are liquor...What are you people trying to say? I'm not an alcoholic...hahahahaha, but pretty damn close. Hahahahahaha. I have an ice cream sunday!!! YAY!

Hmmmmm
So Angel's blogs got me to thinking who is my personal Vanessa Mae & well I would have to say......two.....First & foremost the incredible Mr John Henry Bonham aka "Bonzo" It was always the hugest compliment to me when I was told by people at shows that I played just like him. Ringo Starr may have invented "Rock Drumming" & slighted John Bonham by once telling him "if I need a wall torn down I'll call you" but in my view what Ringo started Bonzo perfected. Now for a #2 that is second to none. I refer to none other than Mike Portnoy of Dream Theater. Someone I only DREAM of playing like. Lol

Hmmm I Wonder If Its True
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Diamond Eyes58%Mysterious50%Eyes full of Pain50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmm
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Labret Piercing100%Tongue Piercing90%Nipples90%Lip Piercing80%Dirty Piercings80%Cartilage Piercing60%Belly Button Piercing50%Earlobe Piercing40%Nose Piercing20%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmm Okay... :)
okay so today I going to post a little note.. one of those things that just kinda hit you here and there... shortly before sitting down to the computer to get on here my daughter woke up from her nap... so I walked to her door and moved the gate for her to come out (she likes to wander out of her room so the gate keeps her out of trouble :) ) and I just watched her stumble out of her room and walk around something on the floor still half asleep and stumbling... it was just adorable.... I have little times like that where it just brings a smile to my face and makes me say man.. I love being a mom :) the little smiles giggles hugs and kisses make everyday worth the road I took to get here :)

Hmm..mookie..dying For U :)
everyday is the same as previous one..am so bored..nothing is changig..what should i do?help me..make some suggestion pls..........mean time mookie..am dying for u..help me and rescue me:) u understood what i mean..:)

~~~hmmmmmmmm~~~
today is just one of them days, one that is where you dont want to do anything. you just feel blaaaah. wanted to tell everyone hey and say hope your day is better than mine.... lol kissezz muuuaaaahhhhzzzzz~~~~

Hmmm ..... My Sexi Boyfriend I Sleaving
into the aitrforce. i think imma go crazy when he leaves but i hope not . i know imma miss him like mad crazy. its ok though.. i hope well ill holla atcha all laterz peace out

Hmmmmm
i just don't get ppl i realy don't i make some friends and get close to ppl and they turn away i mean am i realy that bad *crys* i realy don't understand what i do that is so wrong i mean please be honest with me talk with me and tell me am i realy a bad person and a bad friend or is it cause im fat and ugly i mean please i have been hurt many times already someone being honest and telling me the truth wont hurt me anymore.

Hmmm
I've got today off work, so I'm working on this whole CT experience...wow, what a ride! so many cool people in one place! Very interesting how this online community has exploded... Anyways, got some work things to do, so I'll update later ;) Rock on everyone!

Hmmmmmmmmmmm
Love is not about money, or the clothes you wear. It’s being with that someone special, that with all your heart you care. Love is as natural as can be, as in the ocean and the sky. It’s a special bond between two people, that leaves a sparkle in your eye. Love is devotion, trust and friendship, it’s making a committment to show you care. Love is being together, even when he’s not always there. Love is being honest and faithful, keeping your feeling strong and true. Your love will last for an eternity, if you keep your memories between you. As boundless as the restless sea, as timeless as eternity. As endless as the stars above, to all who find it, this is love.

Hmmm
I do not know how "correct" this is ... but we can't all be dolls ... LOL You scored as Al Robbins. You are Doc Robbins!Al Robbins95%Greg Sanders90%Nick Stokes90%Jim Brass85%Warrick Brown80%Catherine Willows80%Gil Grissom45%Sara Sidle30%Which CSI character are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmm What To Do....
After a year of not seeing a guy that I was best friends with he finds me on myspace and wants to talk again lol I knew that site was not good for anything....he's the one who said he didn't want to have anything to do with me after he found out I was pregnant with my son.....apparently he changed his mind, he use to drink really heavy and I guess he quit that and is going to church now and is really close to graduating college...I know people can change I've watched myself go from where he was to where I am now....It's just that it honestly hurt when my best friend wasn't there for me...maybe he did it for my own good I don't know....

Hmmm
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hmmm....i Think It Lies...
TAURUS:.The Sexy one Aggressive. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as hell. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual. Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

Hmmm The Forgotten Dwarfs
I always believed There had to Be more Just 7 guys together Life would be a bore I understand Their audience And the message They implored But the ones That are missing I would have Truly adored Sleazy was a sexy babe But did not fit The program Easy was everyone’s fave Just not in the story Junky Cracky And Methy Need no explanation They left Dopey in But everyone loves A stoner You know I am Leaving some out too Like Whorey, Fatty, and Crabful But there are just Too many To mention The life behind The 7 dwarves Was not Walt’s Intention *thanks to Sweet Alana for the title:)

Hmmmmmm.....
This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT

Hmmmmm
Not really sure what to tell people. I live in CA and it is ok here...I miss the Midwest and my family. I have been here for a while now and have had some memorable times...especially visiting San Diego, went to my first legal street race and saw the Pacific Ocean for the first time...went to La Jolla Shores at 2 in the morning...saw the seals and it was breathtaking...the company was wonderful too. Thanks for giving me something special to always remember and you know who you are. I will never forget those 3 days..ever. I have made some good friends here and it is getting better.

Hmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!!
I am in one of my moods today.I am so flustrated {yea that to}having to look at someone while smileing and saying yes,I know,,,you"re right ,,,when all I want to say is Fawk-off will you you stupid idiot..Sometimes I get tired of trying to be nice,especially when the bitch is screaming to get out. So from this moment on, I am refusing to sugar coat anything ever again.Talking to a friend over this past weekend and her reminding me of how I used to be has got me thinking. Something else dawned on me, I know that I do not want to get married again anytime soon,but I do miss having a man in my life. I’ve always liked the idea of having someone who finds the same things funny that I do, who can laugh along with me at this difficult, wonderful, crazy, perplexing thing I call "life." I love love love a sense of humor in a man. What will always get me is the guy who almost seems to be trying to keep a lid on it and just can't help muttering something that he knows could get him in trouble.

Hmmmm......
What is a gluteusmaximusplasty? A gluteusmaximusplasty is a tushy tuck. You get your derriere reduced. Ulysses S. Grant was ticketed for speeding in his horse and buggy. He was fined $5.00. Coca Cola was originally marketed as an Esteemed Brain Tonic and Intellectual Beverage. There are 14 bones in your big toe. 40 Percent of McDonalds Profits come from happy meals. A bunch of bananas is also known as a hand and individual bananas are known as fingers. Pogonophobia is the fear of beards or men wearing beards. Nephophobia is the fear of clouds. Strange but true. The Coca Cola bottle and the egg are 2 perfect containers. A triolet is a poem. There are 746 watts on one horsepower. There are 838 stone monoliths on Easter Island. A Bap is a hamburger bun in England. Ms. Piggy said, "never eat more than you can lift".

Hmmmm....
What do you do when you want someone you can't have? What do you do when life is never fair? What do you do when everyone is so busy running around that they can't see the pain that surrounds you and tears you open from the inside out? Who is there to pick you up when you just can't stand in this life anymore? If it wasn't for my best friend, then I think I would have just melted away into the sea of eturnity a long, long time ago. Thank you Misha for all that you've done to keep me in this world and help me to keep breathing. May God bless you forever with his love and grace so that your life will get better. You are the sister I never had and best friend anyone could ever ask for... I Love You.....

Hmmm. Icebreakers.
so, as i sit here, eating ice breakers. the tangerine fills my mouth with madness. im thinking. "wow. i didnt do all crazy homework we had today...damn" all well. i spent the day with josie. so, i went into the bathroom stall in walnut ridge's very small wal-mart. i was just tryin to be nice. i mean, come on! the first stall was locked and no one was in it. this chick was standing there. i was like 'yeah. i dunno why its locked" ....pause.... "yeah so you want in there?" ....pause.... "ok. i will" *crawling underneath the stall door* yeah. i did that. even though my pants were dirty afterwards. damn ppl. who's nice these days? i dunno. lol

Hmmmmnnn
Tribal war paint or gangzta kolorz Eitha on ya own, or there wit othaz. Rep ya neighborhood, or throw it up. Let thy hataz zlide, or fack 'em up. Ride witcha krew, if ya really true. Tell me homito, waz really good wit'cha? Walk wit heat, make 'em vatoz ztutta. Heart zo kold, make 'em bitchez zhudda. Dig thy flow, or az thy ztory'z told. All thug'd out, frum head to toe. Hear thy whiztlez, watch 'em holla. Which one of you will take thy fall-a? Mudda-facko'z, they kall me lazy. Bitchez & hataz, done think I'm krazy. But I'm not, ztraight up be thy pzykopathik. Kome klose to me, Pero my rhymez, they kan not match it. In thy ztreetz of hell. Ya jez may katch thy zmell. Of thy ratz being dead. Or thy wormz we done fed. Zome hataz die, zome lovaz live. Iz ya life all ya got to give? Were once jez zum kidz. Now we're do'n bidz. Zome people get by. While othaz die. No matta how hard I try, I kant help myzelf. And thy wurdz that I write, are my only klaim to wealth.

Hmmm..odd..
As some of you know, I have 3 beautiful daughters. All unique in their own way, but I love them all the same. Tonight I was sitting here doin the mommy thing when I heard something outside. I went to look and found 3 adorable little puppies on my porch. I dont know where they came from or how they got there but they were cold and hungry..and did I mention, sooooooo cute?? I did what any good mommy would do, I fed them. I wanted to bring them inside but thought maybe the mom would come back and miss them, so I left them out there and they went under the porch. At 1am I decided to go check and see if they were still there, and feed them again. I broke down and brought them in. No, I dont need 3 puppies, or even 1 puppy, but I HAD to do it!! I was thinking to myself, if my 3 kids were for some reason on someones porch freezing and hungry, I would hope they'd be taken care of, so I brought them in and made them chicken lol. As I was putting them where they will sleep for the night, I n

Hmmmm
Well, this is my first CherryTap blog. I dont know what to do here, but I am getting the swing of it. I am sure in time I will get there. I just dont spend alot of time on here because I dont get online at home. Thanks to everyone that has made me feel welcome. Its great to get some new friends and hang with great people! Keep Rockin' ~B~

Hmmmmm...you Think So....
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow83%Lara Croft79%Neo, the "One"71%Batman, the Dark Knight71%James Bond, Agent 00763%El Zorro63%Maximus58%William Wallace46%The Amazing Spider-Man42%The Terminator

Hmmmm...
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger90%Jigsaw85%Pinhead70%Hannibal Lecter60%Michael Myers45%Jason Voorhees30%Captain Spaulding30%Candyman30%Buffalo Bill20%Leatherface15%

Hmmm Star Trek ??
Your results:You are Geordi LaForge Geordi LaForge 95% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 80% Chekov 75% James T. Kirk (Captain) 75% Worf 75% Will Riker 65% Mr. Scott 65% Data 65% Deanna Troi 60% Beverly Crusher 60% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 60% Uhura 55% Jean-Luc Picard 55% Spock 44% Mr. Sulu 20% You work well with others and often fix problems quickly. Your romantic relationships are often bungled. Click here to take the "Which Star Trek character am I?" quiz...

Hmmmm
What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye.

Hmmmmm
Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~ Pretty girl By;SugarcultIf you get told all the time your beautiful but you don't believe it. You can never find that one special person that you've been looking for...but your a pretty girl right? It does'nt make sense to you...if your beautiful but you always seems like theres no guys who like you...to you love is an excuse to get hurt...and don't worry your just like me. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Hmmm I Wonder?
I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol

Hmmm
hmmm I don't whats going on but start to feel loved on here by few still want more tho. I just don't understand why would you rate or add someone as friend if your not going to talk to them?? but I still like the love I'm getting don't get me wrong but I want to talk too not just add people. well hit me if you like what I'm saying.

Hmmm Is This Really Me?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM83%A Romantic65%Sex God63%Virgin38%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hmmm
So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is really like any other "chat" group I would say. People fight, they make cliques, lmao and they definetely find it hard to let a newbie in. Luckily when I came here I brought some old friends with me that I made on yahoo....smiles at my buds...Gin, Boo, Girl, Teve, Funny, and my loving Sister Mandi but her name on here is Sun Turtle. Not to mention my momma joined in on the fun. I have to say that I love to laugh and lately I haven't had much of that on this darn old puter. I dunno what it is. Oh well. Anyway if anyone reads this and you want to make me laugh I would really apprieciate it...lol...so until then I guess I am going to lurk the mumms again and see if I can try and make friends in there although that is pretty hard..wink..Peace Janis aka Summertimegal

Hmmm Crazy Shit
Crazy thoughts Creep into my mind Telling me that I have to leave Flee Go Far far away Telling me that This is not where I belong anymore That my place is not here... but where... how can i got home when i don't know where that is anymore

Hmmmm :p
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Hmmmmm
well i been sick for a couple of days now and i hate it. you know you would think that with all the medical advancements they have today that the common cold or stomach virus would be a thing of the past. yeah well i am here to say that it is a real joke in my eyes and whoeve may read this and agrees please pass the word . ty

Hmmm
Guys Come on, Im a real person on the other end of this page, please be nice. I hurt easy. I have a big mouth and Im playful most of the time, but i really dont mean anything bad or suggestive by it.What you see is what you get.Im a very sweet person, and I get my feelings hurt very easy, because I do care. So please just be nice to me. I would really would appreciate it.

Hmmm, I Had More Luck On Myspace
As much as i enjoy the people I have met here, with the exception of a few, I havent really gotten to know anyone. It seems most people just want to be friends or get rated and then ....gone! Hopefully, the people I have had a chance to get to know a little have enjoyed talking to me and will continue to be my friends. But I think I might be one here much less in the future!

Hmmmm Interesting Stuff
Found elsewhere: Valentine Application!!! would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Would you... (Check all that apply) [] Buy me cute underwear? [] Buy me a cute bra? [] Buy me flowers? [] Take me out to dinner? [] Buy me a drink? [] Buy me a thong? (For girls only...I hope) [] Get me some chocolates Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 []

Hmmmm
1. Real name-->Kathryn 2. Nickname--> Kat, Kate, Katie, Kit-Kat, Katetastic 3. Single or taken--> It's complicated 4. Zodiac sign--> Pisces 5. Male or female--> Female 6. Elementary--> Lowell / Brumfield 7. Middle--> PCMS 8. High--> PCHS 10. Hair color--> Brown 11. Tall or short--> Short 15. Are you health freak--> Negative 16. Height--> 5'2" 17. Do you have a crush on someone--> Indeed 18. Do you like yourself--> Kinda 19. Piercings--> A few 20. Tattoos--> A few too many 21. Righty or lefty--> Righty FIRSTS : 22. First surgery--> My mouth 23. First piercing--> Ears 24. First best friend--> Umm Lance? 25. First award--> I can't remember 26. First sport you joined--> Basketball 27. First pet--> Jared, the rabbit 28. First vacation--> Myrtle Beach 29. First concert--> Faith Hill and Tim McGraw 30. First real crush--> Oh gosh, I don't remember CURRENTLY : 049. Eating--> Nothing 050. Drinking--> Water 052. I'm about to--> Take a nap 055. Waiting fo

Hmmmmmmmm
The night that night was very dark. There were no stars in the sky. Just darkness everywhere. I sit in my room with candles glowing. Wondering where you are. I feel a cold chill run up and down my spine. Wanting you are there next to me but, knowing I can't have you til you are ready. I start to take a walk. Watching, listening, thinking. and wishing that you were there with me. I am so tired of being alone and wondering when I will find you. So I just keep walking and looking. I go back to my room feeling better from the walk but, knowing that when it is my time you will find me and come to me. I know what I want but, knowing and getting is two different things. So I sit here alone knowing that tomorrow will come and one you will be that tomorrow. You have to follow your heart. No matter where it takes you. Taking one day at a time guarding who and what you are. Til that time when you come to me and accept me for who I am.

Hmmmmm
hi to all...I am new at this thing...I also have a myspace page but this is also fun so give me a bit of time to get to know the ins and outs of this webpage....I have received a warm welcome here so I am already feeling the "love"...anyone from Jersey? not looking to hook up just new cool people to meet....BUT I am NOT saying the ladies are outta of the picture...I love a pretty face! more later...I have more stuff on myspace if anyone interested in seeing that page...hello to you all again!

Hmmmmmmmm
"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and "lollipop" with your right. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". (Are you doubting this?) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?) The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to "do" this one.) There are only four words in the English language which end in "dou

Hmmmm?
What man is so mind-strong and spirit shrewd He can say who drives me in my fierce strength On fate's road when I rise with vengeance, Ravage the land, with a thundering voice Rip folk-homes, plunder the hall-wood: Gray smoke rises over rooftops--on earth The rattle and death-shriek of men.I shake The forest, blooms and boles, rip trees, Wander, roofed with water, a wide road, Pressed by might. On my back I bear The water that once wrapped earth-dwellers,Flesh and spirit. Say who shrouds me And what I am called who carry these burdens. Sometimes I plunge through the press of waves To men's surprise, stalking the sea-warrior's Fathomed floor. The white waves whip, Foam-flanks flaring, the ocean rips, The whale's lake roars, rages-- Savage waves beat on the shore, cast rock, Sand, seaweed, water on the high cliffs As I thrash with the wave-power on my back And shake under blue, broad plains below. I cannot flee from the helm of water Till my lord lifts me

**hmmmm...what Do You Think??**
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Hmmm
Yes I am single is that such a bad thing... No at times I just dont' wanna deal with the drama.. To Much drama over what are you doing?? Who are you with?? Are you talking to other guys??? Just Blah Blah Blah... I just want a relationship where there is NO drama I'm free to do what I want wwith out any bullshit thats it... I have friends girls and guys and I will not choose any boyfriend over them deffently not... If I'm with you its because we trust each other we have anough faith in one another to not fuck it up.. So, I am single untill I find that guy that 1. There is a spark.. 2. Ofcourse I have to be attracted to you.. 3. NO jealousy.. 4. You Trust me and I'll trust you.. 5. If I need you, your there.. And 6. Love me for me don't try to change me cause I'll wave goodbye to you in a heartbeat.. 7. Theres no second chances you fuck up its on you not me..... Now, Seriously do you see why this beautiful white female is single.. And if you don't then you

Hmmmmm....
ok how shold i put this? is it stealing if smeone willingly gives you something? my friend jai is divorcing precious cause shs a lying bitch hes tired of all the lies and of course im getting blamed for it because i decided to befriend him... so now im a home wrecker... (now shes accusng him of stealing a car after )altrhough he just bought her a new one... so shes making him out to be a bad personm but is he? would you put up with shit from your loved one who just think of finding ways to hurt you? i wouldnt been there done that and now is putting vicious lies on here about it... Its a buch of crock she does something and funds away to make him out to be the bad guy... im tired of 2 faced ppl who try to play littler mind games and yes i hope she reads this... Jai im sorry if this makes you mad but there it is... give me your iunput my friends what do you think honestly?

Hmmm ... I Feel Slightly Smart Now ...
Echo, your Sex IQ is 130! You scored higher than 97% of other people who have taken our test. As you were taking the test, we measured how your sexual knowledge stacks up in the 8 areas that contribute to your Sex IQ. You scored highest when it comes to knowing about sexual orientaion. But it might surprise you how you scored in the other areas that make you sexually smart. Your personalized Sex IQ Report includes answers to every question on the test, as well as answers to questions that were not included because they were simply too hard for most people. Are you up for the challenge? Echo, your Sex IQ is 130 As you were taking the test, we measured how your sexual knowledge stacks up in the 8 areas that contribute to your Sex IQ: fertility, gender and sexual orientation, female sexual anatomy, male sexual anatomy, sexually transmitted diseases, safer sex practices, sex techniques, and communication. You got 35 out of 45 questions correct. Your IQ s

Hmmm....
Ya know. Its funny to me that men and women get jealous over a guy/girl who thinks they are hot, sexy, ect. I was that way and still am alittle bit but this is the conclusion I came to. Its a GOOD thing when we women and you men get hit on, and told how beautiful we are. As well as men, hey if a woman thinks your hot and so does 100 other women chances are.... your hott! Jelousy is 100 percent natural....in fact my b/f just last night was highly upset because of the fact that I have mostly men on my friendslist. To be honest I wouldnt get mad if there were girls outside of cyberland who thought my b/f was hott. Its a fucking compliment. I will be the one he climbs into bed with everynight, not them and the same way if it were switched! You men and women should stop being so possesive. We know our boundries and if you cant respect that then you need to take your crying somewhere else. I just think that too many people in relationships waiste so much time fighting about talking to

Hmmmmm
Well I haven't blogged in awhile. So I guess I should just for the hell of it. That and well I am bored but not yet tired enough to go to bed. I guess I should say that after that last blog I did end up ending things with him. I realized he and I are better off as friends. He is someone I can talk to about whatever and whenever he is a night owl like myself so I know if I need someone to talk to he is usually around somewhere. I am always here to listen to him to. That is the way things have always been and I like that. He is a great guy and any woman would be lucky to have him. Things just weren't meant for me and him I don't think at least not right now. I wish him happiness and love. I know he would tell me to take the love out of it but he deserves it. Most people do. Someday I will find the love I have always wanted. For now I give up. I am happy to a point but I miss the sex...lol Can't help it....I just do! Oh well before I got with him it had been almost 3 year

Hmmmmmmm........well
OK, well im sad to say i have been kicked out of the mortal angels family.......HOW THE HELL DO U GET KICKED OUT OF A FAMILY I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE...LEAVE IT TO ME ....EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM IN THE STICKS AND THERE NOT WITH THE TIMES IM ON DIAL UP I DONT SIT AT THE COMPUTER 24/7 I HAVE KIDS AND A HOME SO ITS HARD TO TEND TO ALL THE SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE THE ONES WHO KNOW ME ALSO EXCEPT ME FOR ME AND NO IM A SLOW ASS BUT I GET TO IT SOONER OR LATER....MEET SUM GREAT PEOPLE THOE WHILE I WAS INCLUDED .......IM BUMFUZZLED ON HOW YOU CAN WANT A FAMILY AND NOT BE PATIENT BECAUSE ONE CANT GET TO THE STUFF THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AT THE VERY MOMENT ENOUGH SAID AOUT THAT!! I WATCHED FORREST GUMP LAST NIGHT I LOVE THE SAYING "LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCLATES YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOUR GONNA GET" YES I KNOW IM EAISLY AMUSED BUT I DIDNT HAVE TO BAKE 100 FUCKIN CUPCAKES EITHER SO THATS COOL.....WHY IS THAT KIDS SIGN U UP FOR THAT SHIT NOW MY GIRL IS DOING 4-H YEAH YOU KNOW HOW WIL

Hmmm Is This A Rant Or Not
Can't decide what the purpose of Cherry Tap is. There are a few people I actually have conversations with, but most of the time its looking at pictures, giving ratings, and seeing all the contests that appear. I do have to admit having entered one, out of sheer amusement. Still thinking a D.C. get together this weekend would be cool. Doubt it's gonna happen.

Hmmmm
Well everyone on here , seems to think I tell it like it is. SO here we go, I hope your ready. WHats a friend anymore , i really would like to know. And I thought you are suppose to stick up for those that u love and have a friendship with. WHat happend to the world today! What happend is I ratted i guess u can say I knew a friend of mine was going to get hurt so before he found out the hard way i let him know. Well he knows now, and she is mad that i told. Thing is if I didnt tell him, and he found out later i knew, i would loose a friendship that i had , and i been friends with the guy for 6 yrs, but now She is telling everyone that I am sleeping with him, and that is why. so yeah i am a little hurt, ok more than a little alot. I dont know why people have to start drama, well then to make it all worse she is marrying the guy she was cheating on him with , and i seen the myspace about that today. Pretty messed up stuff. Im just done I dont know who to trust, or i guess how far a frien

Hmmmm My Thoughts
well most of the time i stay home waiting for the arrival of my child. yes im 9 months pregnant and this is my second, my first my first was a baby boy named Nevada Jared G. he was 5 lbs. he was little but the heart break about that was hes kidneys were no good he didnt make 24 hrs. but im over that i really dont mind he is in a better place.. but now im on my second and this time i was told im healty as an oxe!! this one might be a girl but not sure, well atleast im not a teen mother i would have been it my son was still here im not to sure if i could even take care of a child when i was 17.. but here is my chance to shine lol bring on them diapers lol....

Hmmm Maybe I Will Get One Of These...lmao
OMG! This is the funniest thing I have read in a while!! HAHA! LOL I guess it's so funny cause I know when I have children this will be sent to me! LOL A letter from a 3rd grade teacher sent home to pagan parents: Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight "A" student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please wait until then to do any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By th

Hmmm...
My Shoutbox IrishBull: where you from? IrishBull: know so ->IrishBull: you think so? IrishBull: you need to find the right guy ->IrishBull: yep IrishBull: really ->IrishBull: no I hate it IrishBull: yes you do, you love to fuck don't you ->IrishBull: yeah? IrishBull: you look naughty Amber Do people think they're actually going to get somewhere with this??

Hmmmmmmm
I ordered my glasses wednesday $300 for 2 pairs.I got a real sexy pair of thin black frames school teacher like,and a pair of thick,funky red frames ya know incase my mood changes Im a flower of many colors lol!I'll take pic's when they get here in 7-10 business days.I went to the dentist thursday $1,600 for 2 crowns in the front to fix my gap it's gona take 3 weeks to get my permanent crowns I cant wait.I have a temporary one at the moment.I had to have oral surgery too an epodectomy (remove a peice of my gums).I love my dentist I've known and gone faithfully since I was 6.I gave him $1,000 up front then I told him I'd give him $100 or two every two weeks till I paid it he was cool with it he loves me lol!Tomarrow I'm supposed to have "company" real pretty girl Kristina me and my hubby will have lots of fun I'm SURE.Well Till Laterz Cherry Tap XOXOXO!

Hmmmmmmmmmm
hmmmmmm just a little rant here from me and im sure the ppl that have seemed to of got under my skin today will read this im im fucking glad cause u havn't accomplished pissin me off YET it takes alot more than that to piss me off this is a fucking computer so get over your self.....i think people need to sit back and look at a screen befor they get all defensive this is a screen u can't tell if someone is pissed off or not pissed of or just joking so don't ya fucking think askin hey are u serious first would make a duffrence HELL fuck yeah it will but u know what i don't fucking care it's the fucking internet and i can click the red x, Shut my computer off and go about MY REAL WORLD omg yes i have one of those a real life with real friends and a real manso keep on trying to piss me off cause it WONT work...... You call me a bitch like it's a bad thing.... don't be pissed off cause u can't be me.... best friends are like condoms always there for u when things get hard......

Hmmmm
I have alot on my mind, and honestly I don't want to write it. The last time I bared my soul, the haters came through. I am not one to hate anyone or make fun, so when someone attacks me for no reason, I get pissed. Especially when it comes to attacking MY feelings and looking for comfort and answers from friends. Or just wanting to type it out to vent. All I can say is that I AM moody, must be, I am sooo fuckin moody. Lately I've been catching myself. Just because I know I am doesn't mean that I really SEE it. I think I've been driving others away, and I don't mean to. Just I an't stand when someone is so thoughtless or plain airheaded. I can't stand it. So I go off and then well, I feel bad. Alot of times I get mad at myself because I do but I do have feelings too. I'm not a coldhearted bitch. So I wonder if I just flipped out for something small or not. And so I apologize and then something bigger happens. So then what. Yeah, I'm a moody bitch but I am not gonna tolerate just pla

Hmmmm Yeah, I Dunno You Tell Me
Trying, trying to sleep a whole night without screaming, Hoping and wishing to finally stop dreaming. The tricks my mind play, the violence it twists images of fall short of tranquil trysts Hoping for once to make it all stop, dying inside to let it all out Dying for things to be as they once were, innocence lost to my violent world

Hmmmm
what a soul without a heart, A baby without a name The world without pain, do i dare open my eyes scared to know what i will see. Do i dare walk when i cant run alway. do i try when i know there no way i will win. how do i face people when i cant face myself. when dreams feel so real you dont know if your dreaming.the lights are on but its dark. how do i face the world when the world cant face me. do i stay here or do i try to leave . do i ask to know that noone there. am i alone or dose anyone hear me. if its dark out is it night when there is no tomorrow. am i scared or i run how can i know i just lay here waiting for it all to end do i dare say what on my mind is it so hard to know . is it so hard to be me. i try to stay happy i try to be me but can i win can i push on knowing pain waits for me what a heart with out soul . a name with something to hold a baby without a smile what if tomoorrow never comes

Hmmmm...lol
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You?

Hmmm
WELL YEA, I'M HERE IN VANCOUVER BC. LOVING IT.. WAS SUPOSE TO BE FLYIN BACK TO PRINCE RUPERT BC TODAY BUT I AM JUS STAYIN HERE TIL THE 3RD OF APRIL... GET TO SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY N STUFF.. I AM LOVING IT... YA.. CANT WAIT TO DO SOME SHOPPIN.. LOL.. WELL JUS THOUGHT ID COME N WRITE SOMETHING CAUSE I'VE NEVER WROTE IN HERE B4.. TALK TO YOU LAIDA.. BUH BYE

Hmmmm
It comes creeping, sneaking that all to familiar feeling once again. Only at night it sinks in haunting me with my regrets. One slip and it all crumbles, back to how it was, never trusting. Never hurting keep it closed, pretend its nothing and it goes away The way it was was never the way it should of been, cutting deep in my thoughts like a razor to the skin, let it out. Scream away the thoughts the pain, forget, if only you could for a moment.

Hmmmm
OK IM NOT GONNA BITCH ABOUT MY FRIENDS NOT HELPING ME OUT. IM JUST GONNA ASK AGAIN CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME BOMB MY HUBBY IN HIS CONTEST IT IS OVER SUNDAY AND I HAVE BEEN STRUGGELING TO KEEP HIM AHEAD. THANKS TO THE FEW THAT HAVE HELPED AND THOSE OF U WHO WILL. I WILL BUY ANYONE WHO HELPS A VIC GIFT.

Hmmm Any Ideas?
Its that time of year again and our annual father and son gardner snakes have emerged. The kids call em Big Poppa and lil poppa, other than providing humor when someone sees them while going in or out of the house, its a lil bit of a pain for the kids or guests. Anyone have any non kill repellant ideas? We've tried moth balls, it worked for a little while but the smell when the windows were open was very unspringlike.. im sure someone has a suggestion, anyone????

Hmmmm...is It Bullshit?
I wonder sometimes, I really do...how much can you believe or how much faith do you put into something someone says? When does life become simple? Oh, thats right...NEVER! I wonder if sometimes I have FOOL written all over my forehead! I know when someone is sincere...and I do know when my leg is being pulled. When is it appropriate to call someone on it? I really cant stand liars...and I seem to come across them...geez, when I was younger I could bullshit a bullshitter to no end. Do people really think that I cant put 2 and 2 together? Wow...I am frustrated, disappointed, angry, but most of all discouraged. I put myself out there...being honest about my feelings, and in return nothing, simply nothing! Complete and utter bullshit is what I get. Lets tell Worthy what she wants to hear...Empty promises, but most of all deception. How do you be strong? So, I guess I am just going to play the game...if anything ever happens, it happens! Just remember...I am not a fool, nor will I be playe

Hmmmm Wtf?!?
WELL OKAY..... SO I THINK IT'S FUNNY AS HELL... I SEE REPOSTS FOR CONTESTS AND LOUNGES.... BUT WHEN SOMEONE POSTS ABOUT KIDS... NO ONE LOOKS!! SO, WHAT DID I HAVE TO PUT? "HEY WANNA SEE ME NAKED"? I DON'T GET IT.... SO FAR TWO PEOPLE HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT THE SAME THING, THANK YOU BOTH..... YOU BOTH KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I THINK IT'S FRICKEN STUPID!!! WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE COME HERE TO HAVE FUN, AND GET TO KNOW PEOPLE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THE REAL WORLD BULLETINS, THEY PUSH IT ASIDE? I'VE SEEN PEOPLE READ BULLETINS ABOUT, "IF WE HAD SEX" OR, "24 HOURS ALONE WITH ME" OR SOMETHING EQUALLY LAME...... WHO CARES? I MEAN ARE YOU ACTUALLY GOING TO MEET THAT PERSON? OUT OF ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE, I CAN SAY, SURE I'D LIKE TO MEET A GOOD PORTION OF YOU, BUT WILL IT HAPPEN? UHMMM NOT LIKELY, UNLESS LOTS OF STRINGS ARE PULLED AND SACRIFICES ARE MADE. I CAN SERIOUSLY NAME A HAND FULL OF PEOPLE, I'D ACTUALLY GO OUT OF MY WAY TO MEET.... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! ANYWAYS...THIS ENDS THIS BLOG! SINCER

Hmmm. Sex On The Brain As Usual
Let's Talk About Sex Quiz ..THESE QUESTIONS ARE A REFLECTION OF YOUR HONESTY AND ARE DESIGEND TO GET HARDER AND HARDER TO ANSWER AS YOU GO....KEEP ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS AS YOU GO AND SEE IF YOU CAN HANDLE THEM TO THE FINISH....YES THEY ARE MOSTLLY SEXUALY EXPLICIT SO STOP HERE IF YOUR A WIMP AND READ NO MORE..... 1. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? 2. DOES THIS PERSON OR PERSON LIKE YOU AS WELL? 3. HAVE YOU KISSED/MADEOUT WITH ANYONE OF YOUR MYSPACE FRIENDS LIST? 4. HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED PORN WITH SOMEONE FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX? 5. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND? 6. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN A CAR? 7. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW IT IS TO JUST HAVE SEX WITH THEM ONE TIME ONLY? 8. WOULD YOU BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE IF THE SEX WAS HORRIBLE? 9. IS THERE ANY INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE OF YOU DOING SOMETHING SEXUALY LIKE PICS OR VIDS? 10. WOULD YOU CARE IF YOUR BESTFRIEND WAS SLEEPING WITH YOUR EX? 11. ARE YOU CURERNTLY CR

Hmmmm
ONE THOUSAND EMPTY BOTTLES, TEN THOUSAND WASTED THOUGHTS. A THOUSAND KNIVES, ALL STERILIZED, A THOUSAND EYES, ALL PARALYZED. A ROOM OF FACELESS PICTURES, A REALM OF MEMORIES LOST AND I CAN’T SEE YOU ANYMORE. THE LIGHT’S GONE; IT’S HARD TO SEE…FADED. YOU’RE LOCKED IN REALITY…FADED. LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I’M DEAD INSIDE. (SHOCK) LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I CAN’T FIND IT. (SHOCK)

Hmmmm....
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. - Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Hmmm...
(Originally Posted on April 17, 2006)I've been joining some low-message-volume Satanic groups here, just in case if I have questions and the like to be answered. I went through the member lists of each to see if I could find an interesting blog to read. I've come up with the following conclusions:1) About half of the Satanists in the groups are children 15 years of age or younger. Has Satanism become the popular rebellious (sp?) thing to do?2) The children referenced above seem to have private blogs/profiles. This might have something to do with safety issues. That's probably a good thing.3) The non-private blogs with a couple of exceptions are either depressing song lyrics or vapid self-hype crap. Not what I'm looking for at the moment ("moment" being defined as "in this (and probably every other) lifetime).4) There are a couple of decent-looking blogs which I did subscribe to.In addition, there was a post in one group (Satanist Society) that has a good description of why th

Hmmm... Important Date Coming Up...
(Originally Posted on May 16, 2006)I have decided that the initiation will be on Sunday, 6/4. Today, though, I realized Tuesday will be 6/6/6...I decided to stick with the original plan of the Sunday initiation (that way, I can rest up before doing it) and maybe doing something special that Tuesday. I haven't figured out what yet though. Maybe a tattoo or something...So, any Satanists reading this blog: Any plans for 6/6/6? Stanton LaVey is having a party and/or marriage. Here's the flyer for it:tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, LaVey, initiation, ceremony, ritual

Hmmm
Yeah Im having one of those nights..where ya just wanna have people pity you and cry by yourself. Seems like I have lots of those nights but not so much as I used to. I know my life is not what or how I want it to be so that depresses me. I know people get tired of reading these because it's pathetic but hey..you don't have to read ;) I wanted to just sit here and cry and just be invisible or just go to sleep and not wake up and then I realized I couldn't..a few very special "Pink" friends I guess knew something was wrong because honestly, when am I quiet? lol And apparently I needed them to notice in some way because I did feel better and I felt better after talking to someone who has been away for what seems like forever lol at least now I know he's not dead or killed by some wild canadian moose lmao So if I haven't seemed like myself then I'm sorry..I'm trying to get back to the Amy I wanna be and the Amy that I need to be...but yeah, that takes time. So if you have read this..thank

Hmmm,,we All Conform To The Template Of, "i Am Me
I Do Unusual Things So I MUST Be Looking For Attention.. Well Damn, is that what it is?... All this time, I've been looking for attention... Hell, I just thought I put the eek!, in freak... lol Conform to nonconformity... Eric Hoffer:: Nonconformists travel as a rule in bunches. You rarely find a nonconformist who goes it alone. And woe to him inside a nonconformist clique who does not conform with nonconformity. Bill Vaughan::: My thoughts must conform to the rest of my nonconformist self; if not, they refuse to conform to nonconformity, thus conforming to conformity!

Hmmmm....
I was listening to George Carlin earlier tonight, and I was wondering something.... Has anyone figured out yet that about 90% of what he says about his observations on life are right? For example.... Quote: "War is just a big prick waving dick fight... which is why all the bombs are shaped like dicks" You and I both know that it's aerodynamic... but.. have you noticed, that the shape... looks like a dick with wings? lol. "You don't need to be an expert in foreign policy to see, 'what? they have bigger dicks? bomb them!'" This year is his 50th in comedy and he turns 83ish, and he's still going... And he'll be around forever... and ever... and ever... because he doesn't believe in god... he believes in something he likes to call.. "The Big Electron... whoa...... whoa......" "It doesn't judge, it doesn't hate...." And always remember... he DID revise the list of the 10 commandments to 2... "Always be honest and faithful to the provider of thy nookie... and always try real har