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Eh.. just having one of them night... CT has been extremely boring lately.. unless it's just MY page that's boring! LOL.. Just wondered if anyone actually reads these things or are they just kinda lingering around in the space that is the internet.... Stop by.. say hi if anyone is alive.. seriously.. hella hell bored! I'm gonna go watch a movie

Hmmmmm Ok
ALL I EVER WANTED TO DO WAS LOVE YOU WHAT WAS SO HARD ABOUT THAT... I CANT LIVE THE LIFESTYLE U DO.. IF U ONLY KNEW HOW BAD IM HURT... I WISH U COULD TAKE AWAY MY PAIN .. I JUST WANTED U TO BE HAPPY AND LOVE ME THE SAME ...HOW CAN WE CHANGE THIS SO WE CAN LIVE A BETTER LIFESTYLE AND BE SAFE...I WANT TO BE WITH U ..BUT AFTER THE THINGS U BEEN THROUGH IM NOT SO SURE ITS SAFE FOR THE KIDS.. JUST THINK ABOUT IT OK .. I WILL ALWAY LOVE U .. UR IN MY HEART ....

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Ya know, i have never figured men out sometimes, probably never will, but im a female and cant even figure some of them out...but what i really dont understand, why does a female want to stay or keep being involved with a guy who has lied to them, and cheated on them, and the proof is right there in their face? I really dont understand, ya know, i have been hurt, several times now, but i sure in the hell am not stupid enough to keep being involved and believin the man who hurt me, once u hurt me, im done, ok lesson learned, but i sure am not gonna go back for more, and i really dont understand how a female can keep going back, not once but twice with a guy who has not been honest with her from the beginning, and then she wants everyone to feel sorry for her when he does it again....Ya know, probably most of u reading this r men, so u really only have a mans opinion about this, im not looking for comments jus wanted to write something in a blog and figured this would b something good

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LIFE ISNT ALWAYS WHAT IT SEEMS.. NO MATTER WHAT ..IT IS A WORLD MADE UP OF DREAMS.. DREAMS ARE NOT MENT TO COME TRUE YOU MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT IS DELT TO YOU.. EVEN WHEN YOU GET THAT GREAT HAND EXPECT THE WORST. CAUSE LIFE ISNT MENT TO BE THE BEST ITS ONLY KNOW AS THE WORSE. EXCEPT,EXPECT. AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, CAUSE WHEN YOU GET TO THE END WHAT HAVE YOU HONESTLY HABVE TO LOSE , BUT WHAT WAS CHOSEN FOR YOU , NOT LIKE YOU REALY CHOSE YOUR FATE, LOL FATE IS FATE LOL

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You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Biting75%Whips67%Blood58%Chains/Handcuffs58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

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You moved a few more feet to get a clear view of my cabin. A smile crossed your face and you let out a sigh as you saw movement beyond the glass of the cabin. Some twenty feet ahead you found the gravel driveway that provided access to the cabin. You stopped at the edge of the driveway and looked down at the two story cabin. As you started walking down you wondered if a two wheel drive could make it out if there had been snow. You slipped and nearly fell twice in the loose gravels, but managed to keep your feet. The driveway stopped at the right side of the cabin near the main door. The cabin hung over a large drop off that one could easily consider it a cliff. You imagined that it must be an incredible view in the daylight. You climbed the steps that led to the porch and walked towards the door. There were two large windows on each side of the door, and as you approached the first you saw that the blinds were open. You didn’t plan on looking in but the movement caught your eye. As y

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Ok well since certain ppl wanna block me on ct and yahoo without an explanation at all i will try to explain it i don't care if it's to my self or not im gonna vent a bit....yes i broke it off with deth yes i am staying with my husband i love him and might be pregnant but no one will pm me and ask for an explanation they just assume the worse....i never intended on hurting anyone and feel so shitty and am sad about it everyday i hurt 2 ppl and i never ment to but it's just life i guess and that my life story....BUT!!!! i would like to make it clear i AM NOT!!!! in any lounge i hang in alot of lounges i am not a dj in any lounge right now so for the ones that think i am in club inferno you ARE!!! wrong and i am not in twisted radio either i have thought about going back and helping but no djing but i am not yet....i WILL NOT!!! dj for quite awhile now after all that has happend. and i will not go in vampires haven after everything that has happend i feel to uncomfortable and if no one c

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NAUGHTY " Application just between you and me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Hmmm I Dont Think So
What type of beauty are you?You are Cute!You have a natural look, you don't even have to try, and people are attracted to you. Maybe it's just your personality, or it could be your style. Either way people like what they see.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

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Von Humboldt says, No matter how good or great a man may be there is yet a better and greater man within... Few of us ever have risen equal to our best vision. The place at the top is only won by the brave; and the average persons courage leaks out before he reaches the top... What makes a person great? .What are the stepping stones to greatness? Some people stumble upon greatness for a cause they believe in..like I'll give you an example Malcolm Little, was just a run of the mill thief who couldnt read at all....he went to prison for 10 years..discovered the religious belief of the Nation of Islam and become a self taught man. Malcolm Little became Malcolm X. It took something like prison to change a man, that wasn't going any further in life other then the graveyard ....cause thats where he was headed. Do we become great after we have lived life and pasted on? Or are we great in our own right, like with friends and family?.... doing things like stepping up to the plate when all hopes

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Ok so I HATE the bullshit I have to deal with in my current position every day. Monday's and Tuesday's the guys I work with sleep. Wednesday's, Thursday's and Friday's I work with a 60+ year old man who needs to retire, but feels the need to tell me how and when to do my job. Mind you, I've been in my current position for 6 years. There is potentially an opening in another department that I am very much interested in pursuing, but not sure on so many levels. I check my e-mail today, and I have my horoscope sent daily. I don't really buy into all of that, but I like to see what they have to say. Today shocked me. I think I may just go after the position like many here are prompting me to do. Although you can be so intently focused on the minute details of your immediate environment, the astrological month of Taurus opens your vistas of thought and imagination. Today, however, with the Moon in your 10th House of Career, it's crucial for you to make an effort to push beyond your own

Hmmm...i Never Even Thought To Put Up A Blog Here
That's, apparently, because I'm a bloody idiot. So, I finished tonight's show (if you've no idea what I'm talking about, go to: The Dark Side. That's my talk radio show. ) Anyway, I finished tonight's show about an hour and a half ago. Tough show to do, since I try to keep things a bit light, regardless of how pissed off I get over the state of things. It's kind of difficult to keep things light when you're talking about the cold-blooded murder of 32 people. So, if you're not familiar with The Dark Side, check it out. Hope you like it.

Hmmm..someone Likes This..wonder Who
Taylor Swift – Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Ge

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You scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

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So yeah a friend told me about this place...and I figured what the hell I already spend every single minute of my life online...So when I first joined not really knowing what I was joining I was hearing all kinds of shit and I was like great what have I gotten myself into.... Now....I'm in love....hahahah

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Well tomorrow begins another quarter at school. Finally I have made it to my last one. Yes I will be graduating soon. July 12th will be my final day of school and I couldn't be happier. This has been a long 2 years for me. Lots of very stressful and restless nights. Many times stressing out over research papers that I actually came out doing very well on. This one I know will be my hardest. I will be taking Forensics this qtr. so stress is more an understatment. Yes I will be so excited to finally walk out of those doors and know that it will be my last and final day.I know that the actual ceremony won't be held until October but its well worth the wait. Then I move on to bigger things.

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If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT "I DONT KNOW", U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER. PLEASE! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be lo

Hmmmmm Me A Player,i Think Not
Recently it was brought to my attention by someone who was on my friends and family list that I am a player,I was called all kinds of names for going to meet this person, and lots of mean things were said, to those who think the same im sorry, i never meant to hurt anyone just be friendly and make a few new friends, Im not here to date anyone just to have a good time like anyone else.....

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hmm what to say apart from sorry to all friends, family and fans for not being around much the last few days. On a really slow connection isnt helping things, also not been feeling too well, couple of anniversaries of some bad events in my life are also pulling spirits down. Hugs to all my friends, do love you all.

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During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 litre of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 6 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 litre of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY!

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well, the decision is in the process of being made...im so tired of sending a shout to my friends..yeah im talking about the ones i actually talk(ed) to...and them not responding, all im doing is saying hi not asking them to get married....i know plenty of others feel the same way...don't know that i will leave forever, but i am SERIOUSLY considering leaving for a bit...those who are real friends have my phone numbers or my yahoo ID. if i have overlooked anyone and you would like it, please send a private message to me...thanks to all of you who actually have given a shit....love you guys & gals dava

Hmmmmm Wow I Really Dont Know Wat To Say Here
well here we go again.another day in tha life of me. yeah i think thats tha way this shit here should start out..well my week was iight i guess.nuttin to great ya know.goin to nc soon in like a week i think.spend time wit tha family that i havent seen in seems like forever.was goin to see someone else but yea i dont know bout that shit now.but just wanted to let u guys know wats up wit me.... and ps they will know who this is to i never really thought that it would hurt like this.

Hmmm..ya Wanna Know???
well i just wanted to let everyone know why i really havent been on too much lately... cause i love ct and dont wanna be one of those that is just another name and number .... anyways, i had laproscopic gallbladder sugury.... i have 5 incisions and some staples on each one... hopefully i get them out today.... we will see.. but that is what i have been up to.... i will take pics when the bandages come off... heee hee heee

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Well, the kids and I spent the whole day (friday) together and that was good since I have'nt gotten to see much of them all week...this week I worked a lot of overtime and well, jacob started to get a bad whiff of it on Wednsday when he started to cry when I left him and sammy at the sitters. He had never done that before, so I think I had better cool it on the overtime work for a change. I would actually call at the sitters from work to see if jacob would talk to me or sammy but with jacob it is "no" yet, with sammy, she will talk to anyone at times. It seems quite different for the kids when their daddy calls, however. Jacob tells me that he doesnt like his daddy and wont talk to him, sammy on the other hand will talk on the phone with him, and I think that at least lifts up my ex's heart at times. Oh, but I believe that it is because jacob just doesnt want to talk on the phone is the reasons....But I can understand why jacob does not love his father and it is because he does not

Hmmmmmm My Horoscope For Today May-6-07
Stop kicking yourself over something you had no control over. Just sit down and deal with the ramifications. Once you do, you'll realize that there's no point in assigning blame. You've learned your lesson. Now move on.

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You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You're the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You're my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You're the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I've wanted, You are all I need. You are all I've dreamed of, You are all of this to me. ------------------------------------------------------ JUST A LIL SOMETHING I FOUND.... THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE... THIS ONE I DIDN'T WRITE AND I CUT OUT A PARAGRAPH, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T APPLY TO ME YET... *SIGH* ONE DAY IT WILL... TODAY I SAT DOWN AT THE WATER FRONT... DOING SOME THINKING, ABOUT LIFE. (YES, AS USUAL) I WAS PONDERING LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN. I KNOW THERE'S A WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES O

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JUST GOTTA SAY TO ALL U CT'S OUT THERE ...HOPE EVERYONE HAS A AMAZING WEEK....AND THX TO EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO RATED ..FAN...ADDED ...ME.....AND FOR THOSE OF U WHO HAVE BEEN REAL.....THX FOR KEEPIN IT THAT WAY....LIKE THEY SAY....AINT NUTHIN LIKE THE REAL THANG BABEEEEEEEEEEEEE........::)) LUV...::)) T ... FEEL FREE TA LEAVE ME A COMMENT...OR 2...LOL

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why is it when a guy tells you that he loves you but then after he tells you that you dont hear from them for a while??? when a guy does that i dont feel like when he does that i feel like he dont even want me so why even try anymore. i think i might just give up on everything.

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White Woman's Opinion of Black Women White women's opinion of black women & a brother's response Please take a moment and read this.Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.. Enjoy. It seems that an article was Written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I'm so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!! Dear Jamie: I'm sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just don't understand a lot of Black female's attitudes about our relationship. My man decided he wanted me Because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialistic or carrying too much excess baggage. Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantly approached by Black m

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ok i have no idea what i am doing,,just moved over from myspace, someone told me this is a cool site,,might take me longer then I think getting to know how to arrange things,,saying hello to everyone,,have a great weekend :)

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Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

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WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON

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Hmmmm do you think my Jilly maybe altered this a little? he he he he According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are ver

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A sly someone could talk you into something that's really not to your benefit -- or your checkbook. No matter how persuasive this person is, don't buy what they're selling. It's time to protect your best interests. kinda scares me being that i just bought a trailer!!!!

Hmmmm Lmao
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM68%A Romantic65%Sex God63%Virgin48%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

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when you live only for your dreams everyday is just a nightmare every day is just a cycle it seems a cycle of pain agony and despair when blood runs cold when thoughts of suicide plague your mind when pain is all you feel when you no longer believe in a god when you question your reason for life everything will be ok the dark skies shall turn to light the barren ground shall sprout with new life just look ahead and not behind and the pain will be out of sight and out of mind

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Unnecessary distraction or totally necessary diversion? It's your call. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break in order to get back on the horse. Other times you need to keep plugging on. Which is it this time? My horoscope today...u tell me?

Hmmmmm K
What's the point in getting mad just because your plans have met with a little hitch? Think of this delay as the universe's ripening process. After all, everything needs just the right amount of time to come to fruition

Hmmmm... 2nd Date
Hmmm... I'm still wearing a smile on my face. :) You all can't imagine how much fun I had. Not just with the movie... but because I got to spend time with someone that I care about. Someone that is a true friend... We went and watched GrindHouse... very cool. very gory movie. Right up my alley... full of action and all!!!! Stevie's seen it before but that didn't stop him from coming back to see it again. He knew I wanted to watch it so we did. He'd make little catty comments... lol... had me about rolling in the floor sometimes. He stayed the night. And we did something that couples usually don't do in bed... We actually went to sleep. I know, I know... it's amazing... right, you don't believe me... But we did. We wrestled around, tickled, talked... but none of our clothes were off. promise. We slept cuddled up next to each other. He didn't try anything... although he knew he could probably get me if he wanted to. It's not that either of us hasn't had thoughts ab

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OK I am going to ramble a little so bear with me. First I want to ask you a question. you can actually write it down if you want but it's not necessary. Why are there so many bad things around us. I wont mention any of them because I dont give that kind of thing my time and certainly not my words. Now I ask that for a reason but let me take you down another road for a second. I promise we'll get back to the original point of "bad things" around us. Negative people Do you know any? Are any of them your friends. I need you to be honest about this, if you can't be you should go to another page now. No disrespect but I need intellegent people on this one. Ok now that the rifraf is gone we can talk. So the negative people around you. How does it make you feel inside when you hear them speak about the things they usually complain about. Does it make you just want to make them shut up. You know you just dont want to hear it? Or is it more? Do you ever think that the nega

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Well lets see what is new with me. I am now working part time and have my kis full time. I am still working on getting custody of them even though I have them all the time. My current child support has finally been stopped but now my ex is bitching because she isnt getting money. She is telling people that the only reason she gave me the kids is to party more. I dont care at least Im a good father and the kids love me. Its bad when the kids dont want to talk to their own mom. thats enough for now

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Thursday, 31 May, 2007 Cancer (21 Jun - 22 Jul) You can feel the Full Moon in everything you do today as the waters of your emotions overflow their old containers. Your dreams are so big now that they can spill into your waking life. Listen carefully to what's being said between the words that are spoken. Let your imagination come alive, but don't neglect your chores; get ready to make the most of the changing landscape by finishing your work as quickly as possible.

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Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 1,2007 You thought you wanted one thing, but now something surprising has happened and it turns out you want something else entirely. Well, who'd have predicted that? Accept that your destiny has surprising twists and turns. lol Any guesses as to what exactly this surprising thing is? ...or what I want now? lol.

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Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 1,2007 Oh, 'Give you a home, where the antelope roam ....' In other words, the stars are telling you to head for greener pastures and wide-open fields. It's all about exploration, expansion and manifesting your destiny. you know... day after day i read these... usually i don't put too much thought into them... but lately... they have been right on the money as to how my life has been going. some think these things are just more BS to clutter pages and take up mailbox space... but in my opinion there's more to these readings than really meets the eye. lately i've been thinking i need to start new... get out and get my life straightened out... whether that be here in medina or somewhere else... but i've been scared about doing so as well... i've lived in medina my entire life... i dont know anything else. but everywhere i turn i see signs telling me that it's the right thing for me to do. so we'll see... i'm not going to plan on doing anythi

Hmmm Updates........
Lately things have been going like hell but its all good I guess. On monday if I dont have a home for my german shepard I'm outta my place YAY I LIVE IN MY CAR THEN. Eh lets see what else. I took 3 pg test an they all come out to be positvie so who knows i might be pg ONCE again but not with screwed up jakes kid. It would be my recent ex bf kid. YAY.... NOT. Ya jakes been a PRICK lately an really dont give 2 shits no more cause he on ignore on everything, the dude really needs to get a real life shit maybe a job would help him out hey. YAY jake im talking about u. I may have been pg with his babies but i think it was well worth it that i didnt have them. Eh drinking is soo going to be fun tonight. Ya if Im pg oh well lifes a bitch an we all die. Ya one of my girls are jelous cause of me cause her boobs size went from a c to a b an mine went from a c to d. Well time to get going here ITS BEER TIME yaaaaaaaaaaaay... oh shit thats right according to JAKE im an alchy. Sweet, sorry dear but

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A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, un

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You scored as Nice, Your nice. Please rate my quiz!Nice88% Shy75% Immature44% Outgoing31% Fun25% Dramatic13% mean13% what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

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well.. well.. here it is just another day in my life, the thoughts of me moving are still in my head.. I will be flying to see my parents in about a week.. AND im about to turn 22.. wow that's bad... but good i think. Sometimes I just siting back nd think about were my life has gone, I don't feel as I should be 22.. nor do I feel that I Should have kids.. but then I sit back and think maybe were I am is perfect.. right?? or wrong?? but oh well.. So wow.. as I sit here and think about it I will be 22 in only a few days? wow IM getting old.. and not younger..I guess what my mom told me when i was younger is cathcing up with you.. But my friend keeps reinforcing that you are only as young as you act... so i got to keep that on my mind.. thanks

Hmmmmmm
you know the problem with learning to live alone? the loneliness. i have been told that i am an easy person to live with. i am generally a clean person, and somewhat organized. living with myself is not the problem. i can do that. it's the companionship that i miss. i have always had someone to replace the last one. this time, however, i am determined to find in myself that which i have been looking for in my partners. but the loneliness..............

Hmmm...
WHY IS WE GO THROUGH LIFE HURTING EACH OTHER.. WHY IS WHEN LIFE LOOKS YOU IN THE FACE AND GIVES YOU CHOICES... I END UP MAKING THE WRONG ONES... WHY IS THAT I CAN'T GET OVER THIS PAIN? WHY IS THAT I CAN'T STOP HURTING THE ONES AROUND ME... I'VE HAD A LOT OF ISSUES WITH THIS... I END UP HURTING THE ONES I CARE ABOUT THE MOST. THERE ISN'T ANYTHING I CAN SAY. SORRY DOESN'T CUT IT... WISH I HAD THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK.. BUT MAYBE... JUST MAYBE THIS IS WHY I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE, BECAUSE WHEN IT'S TIME FOR ME TO HAVE ME TIME, I END UP HURTING PEOPLE AROUND ME. AND BECAUSE OF THIS, I WILL BE FOREVER WALKING THIS ROAD ON MY OWN... I'M SORRY THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO TO MAKE ANY OF THIS BETTER. I'M SORRY I HURT YOU. I'M SORRY THIS ALL HAPPENED NOW... THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO TO CHANGE THIS... WISH THERE WAS A WAY I COULD WORK THIS OUT... BUT EVERYWHERE I LOOK, IT'S A DEAD END... AND FOR THIS... I'LL BE TAKING A BREAK FROM THIS PLACE, BECAUSE I'M GOING CRAZY...I'M APPARENTLY DOING NOTHING BUT H

Hmmmm
I am still trying to figure things out on this site. It may take me a while. I am so used to the snail paced Demon of Myspace.... I need to get used to the fast times, and high life of Cherry Tap. It seems cool though. People are good for the most part. I'm having fun learning. Anyone want to teach me anything?? LOL.

Hmmm F**k'ers
Like fuck do all men think that they can treat a woman like shit or something. I have a gf here crying cause she got ditched by a man that she liked alot, and thats not so cool. So Men when you make plans don't break them to go chill with buddy's if something has come up then call to tell her, don't ditch her cause she isnt worth the time, cause she is. No matter what. For the players becareful on what you do, it will sneak up on ya!

Hmmmm????
AS I PULLED UP TO THE SHOP, I WAS ONLY ANTICIAPTING THE OBVIOUS....I WALKED IN WITH MY CHEERING SECTION. I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT BUT WAS EAGER TO GET IT OVER WITH. AS I SAT IN WAITING, I WAS GETTING MORE NERVOUS. HE CALLED MY NAME AND I FELT MY HEART SINK INTO MY STOMACH. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF "THIS IS IT" I WALKED OVER AND SAT IN THE CHAIR.....AS I WATCHED HIM GET THINGS READY I WAS GROWING MORE ANIXOUS. I HEARD HIM SAY "STICK YOUR TOUNGE OUT" HUH. WHAT. DID I HEAR HIM RIGHT? LOL AS I STUCK MY TOUNGE OUT HE THEN PUT A PURPLE DOT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY TOUNGE, HE THEN PLACED A CLAMP ON IT AND HELD MY TOUNGE HALF WAY OUT OF MY MOUTH. I HEARD HIM THEN SAY "TAKE A DEEP BREATHE........................." I FELT A QUICK POP AND IT WAS OVER! I WAS DONE! AS MY MOUTH HAD SO MUCH SENSATION IN IT AT THAT TIME I THOUGHT I WAS GUNNA LOOSE IT. BUT I DIDNT AND I HEARD MY STEP SON SAY......"UR F-ING AWESOME TRACII" ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS HOW I COULD FEEL MY TOUNGE GETING FATTER AND FATTER! TH

Hmmmm...
To live this life Running from feelings That was before This is now I regret running And not showing Complete emotions I was embarassed to Have emotion for anyhting Cause of constant torment If i knew then What i know now I just might be happy Or just satisfied for The life i lived And dieing today just might Are the regret and anger Deep...deep inside of me

Hmmm.....moving Along Slowly.
She shook the memory from her and spat in the dirt, as if it left a bad taste in her mouth. Tom looked at her, but said nothing. They stood outside the diner for a moment, silence crowding them. She bummed a smoke from a man passing by, and held it between her lips, sucking on the filter for a moment before lighting it. Flame seemed to appear from thin air, and graced the active end of the Marlboro. He watched her with great interest, not wanting to interrupt the moment of her quiet grace. It was she who spoke first. "God, it's been ages since I've had one of these. He never liked me to smoke. Said it was unbecoming of a woman." She took a long drag, holding in the smoky wisps of air for as long as she could stand. "Who are you talking about?" he ventured slowly. "The one I was traveling with before you picked me up. Long story." She looked away, concentrating on the smoke so she wouldn't have to answer any more questions. She learned how to be evasive from him.

Hmmmmm
WELL ARENT WE ALL JUST ONE BIG FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE. I got alot of things going on these days so I havent been on much, just wanted to let you all know I am still kicking ass and taking names later. haha thought you would like that. The weekend is coming up and I plan to get wasted away again in margaritaville so feel free to have one with me. Ok thats all i have to mumble about at the moment i got things to do and sitting here typing isnt getting shit accomplished. SO all have a good one, taking me arse on to better things

Hmmmm
I have been in a strange mood for the past few days. I am not 100% sure why to be honest, but just feeling generally low. I started this month quite up beat, but that seems to have lulled right now. Everything just seems so depressing. I find that I am wanting to spend more time alone, and am talking to myself (if one person says it's the firs sign of madness!....grrr) I am feeling the need to hide myself away, so for those of you that are bothered, I wont be on for a few days. I just need to get my head together. I have never been one for opening up on here, and am normally quite a private person, but for some reason I had the urge to blog. Feeling a bit useless right now.

Hmmm
i was thinking one day about how time seems to fly by and how short life really is. and how when we get cought up in our own stuff we miss the important things. I just found out a good friend of mine ended his life in feb this year and my heart brakes. I have learned that people come into our lives for a special reason and saome only for small amounts of time, but those of us who have been beaten, batered, cheated on, and used put up a wall and push people out of our lifes, and thats when we loose those that are real , that a true friends because were to focused on the whats if and the past we don't see whats in frount of us tell its too late. I am trying to live each day as if it were my lAST, tell those dear to me how much i care just in case im not hear tomorrow. or in case they are called home , and i didnt have anything left unsaid.

Hmmm Could This Really Be Why
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at . .. Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99 Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99 Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson , Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee , California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon , California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech, Virginia 4/16/07 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare c

Hmmmmmmmmmm Wonder What This Could Mean?
Are you ready to bask in some glory? Don't be modest -- you deserve these kudos. The stars say your efforts will pay off in a big way, especially if you don't try and rush the results. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

Hmmmmm
Im not sure where to go, what to do or even what to say anymore...Why do I deal with the things I deal with? My heart is telling me because its love, but my head is telling me that love isnt supposed to be like this..I am not supposed to feel this hurt an pain all the time...Would I be feeling like this if when I had the chance to change things I stood up an spoke my mind to that someone....Would things be different if I didnt keep all my feelings bottled up inside an not share them? What would happen if I did open up an share how i felt with someone? Would my life be different? Would I have the things in life I dream about all the time or would I still feel the pain? These are questions I ask myself daily an can never seem to come to an answer for any of them..All I want in my life is to be happy an not feel the way I have for so long now..I want to live life, laugh an feel happy with out all this pain....Is that really too much to ask for?

Hmmmmmm.......
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers? " HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she' d want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, those are always good

(hmmmmmm......)
(Hmmmmmm......) If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the le

Hmmm...so This Is Cherrytap
Yeah, this is a lot better then some other profile sites i know! Right now I'm just chilling at my place n stayin up alllllll night so i can go see my gf in the morning cause she's headin out of town. I dunno, I was at my friends reception and stuff so that was sweet. Anyways, I think I'll be more active here!

Hmmm??
How do I say I love you There aren’t enough words to express The love inside I feel for you Or the tenderness you caress How do I say I need you With words? There aren’t enough That you’re the one I turn to When the darkness seems too tough How do I say I want you With everything that I hold That you’re the one that took my heart And makes me lose control How do I touch your soul In the ways that you’ve touched mine There are not enough Words in the world And surely not enough time

Hmmmmm
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, My horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of robes; There's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep; they are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos." "They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scratching up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil." So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone and says, Hello---hold on a minute." When he retur

Hmmm, Can't They Be The Same?
Today's Horoscope **It's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.** I had gotten to a point in my life that I believed the way i wanted things would never be a reality for me. But now, as I take a chance with my heart, and learn to open up again, I wonder can't reality be the way I want things to be. When you find your dream, and feel the connection, then it makes your heart and mind reach for the stars. I know that the things I desire in my life can be a reality. It may never look exactly the way the "picture" in my mind thought it should, but like it says the reality not so bad. For me it's all about finding a connection that is real. The reality of that is sooooooo much better than anything I could have hoped for. There are pieces that could make it better, distance being one. But it's all about the h

Hmmm
I've been kinda worried about what im gonna do now uni is over for a while now, and these little horoscopes are so nice because they're almost always reassuring. It almost makes me want to believe them lol :D "Secretly you want to know what's at the end of the road before you take the first step. The stars say it's not important to know the exact details about the future -- just trust that it will be there. Now start walking!"

Hmmm New Tattoo... What To Do... What To Do...
Ok so tomorrow night or Saturday night (still unsure which) a friend of mine that does tattoos is going to be here to do my new one. I have one on my left ankle. I wan this one on my back but I have to decide top or bottom. And exactly what I want. I want to incorporate dolphins and the confederate flag. Yes I know I am weird but it is what I want. I am giving myself a headache trying to come up with ideas. Anyone got any?? HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Hmmm
Well after speaking to my mom, I can stay out there. Thats not a problem. The only thing is, her internet connection is dial up so that will blow for me. I wont be able to work where I am currently, but can possibly find another job. My boyfriend, as wonderful as he is told me that I do not deserve to be treated like my sister is treating me, and if it came down to it he would pay my complete way back to Germany. I didnt want that at all, but once again just goes to show that I have an angel!

Hmmmmmmmmm
why must my ex boyfriend continue to let me know what's going on in his life?? (we spilt up in march) i'm the one who dumped him and to tell ya the truth i don't give a f*** what he does! he calls all the time or he emails me everyday...he tells me he's getting married! i say good for you now leave me alone!! this is the only place i can blog about it without him reading it!! *Update* I've blocked him from sending me emails from him sending instant messages, I've blocked him on yahoo 360 and myspace...the only problem i am having now is the phone calls....I called the cell service provider like someone told me to do, they told me there is no way to block his #....I'm glad he doesn't know where i live or have my home #

Hmmmmmm Update!
*Update* I've blocked him from sending me emails from him sending instant messages, I've blocked him on yahoo 360 and myspace...the only problem i am having now is the phone calls....I called the cell service provider like someone told me to do, they told me there is no way to block his #....I'm glad he doesn't know where i live or have my home #

Hmmmm So Many Unanswered Questions!!
Do you eva feel like theres something missing in your life? You know its something you need to feel complete but you cant see what it is you need?I have felt like this for so long now .. I have so muchshit bottled up inside me..shit that i dont even really understand myself..all i do know is that its eating away at me like a black hole in the every pit of my stomache!! I want to get all these feelings out but i dont know where to start!! Where do you turn when life seems to much?Who can you trust with all of your most darkest feelings ?Even when you are surrounded by people can you still feel alone?Do you ever feel like you are unworthy of love and kindness?Do we ever find happiness within ourselves?All these questions i feel and think!! and i still cant find the answers to any of them...Some days i think you know what fuck it and everything but something inside me makes me fight for another day!!I want to know who i am and what my purpose in this world is? I am 26 and i dont know if i

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She feels herself slipping away to a dark lonely place to where only she can find it................

Hmmmmm.......
So....you break up with someone that is supposed to be the end right?? Why does someone that cheated on u and lied to you have the right to ask you to be their friend?? Things that make you go hmmmmmm..... So you get called judgemental because you think the new gf is ugly.....It's not being catty..Its called being honest...NOT jealousy ....Why should I be jealous that the ugly man found an ugly woman..The only thing that gets me jealous is that everyone is getting some and I am not!! LOL...I don't get jealous of people thats not my nature... There is always someone better...prettier...hotter...younger...etc... So whats the point of being jealous?? I rarely keep ex's as friends.. There is no point to it... Although the heart doesn't let go for a while the mind makes you realize what a loser he was.... So.. He screwed his way through the sioux falls, sd phone book... he is venturing outside to the burbs...lol...Just one of many victims.. I think he gives us a sense he is a nice

Hmmmm
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Hmmm....tangible Proof That This Democracy Thing Works
Today my offer of friendship to someone was soundly rebuked. The opening line was "I hate military," which is I have to add very poor english. Silly person, you forgot the definate article. Perhaps more free schooling, in a nation that is defended by the very thing that you hate, is required? I understand her resentment indeed. I mean the military is often a symbol and reflection of more oppressive times. However, to set some things straight, I would like to make it known for the record that our military is far less conservative or oppressive than many militaries in the world! Maybe she was more concerned about war and hates what we are doing? Well, no shit! I keep forgetting how much I like being worried about death at any given moment...if anyone should hate the military it is soldiers; yet, we are a pretty happy lot. Oh, oh....maybe she hates the uniforms? Or maybe the god-damn freedom offered to those that hate us so much...hmmmm...hate the police, too? Now, I

Hmmmmmmmmmm Mumms
JUST A STORY! NOT NECESSARILY PROUD OF MYSELF IN THIS STORY EITHER. THIS HAPPENED HERE ON CT~~IN THE MUMMS. ANYWAYS TO CUT IT SHORT SOME WOMAN WAS SAYING "I WANT ICE CREAM" THEN SHE SAID "I WANT (SOMETHING ELSE)" S DURING THE COURSE OF THIS MUMM COMMENTS I SAID, "I WANT(THIS PERSONS NAME)" JUST FLIRTING AND GOING WITH THE FLOW. I THOUGHT SO SHE JUST IGNORED MY COMMENT WHICH WAS FINE BUT I FIGURED I WOULD 1/2 MAKE FUN OF MYSELF AND 1/2 LET HER KNOW IT WAS NOT NICE TO IGNORE ANYONE. NO BIG DEAL! I THOUGHT BUT THEN SHE SAYS "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY ETC ETC ETC ETC" KIND OF SNOTTY SO MY BAD IRISH SIDE CAME OUT ~~ I AM LIKE WHO ARE YOU ?? SHE THOUGHT HER SHIT DON'T STINK" SO I WENT TO HER SHOUT BOX AND JUST TOLD HER WHAT I THOUGHT. ANYWAY AFTER A FEW EXCHANGES SHE INFORMED MESHE IS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~YES 500 TIMES A DAY~~ TRUST ME FELLA'S I AM ASHAMED OF YOU. IF SHE GETS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY, WHAT HAPPENS TO HARD TOO HANDLE,

Hmmmmmmmmm
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter"

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
You Are An Invisible Ex You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!What Type of Ex Are You?

Hmmm......
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living Room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and Fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's such a bitch......

Hmmm
well the kids break up for their summer holidays on friday , and what with the shitty weather im thinking its gonna be major boring for all of us , im prayin to god it gets warmer then they wont have to be stuck in the house all day long for weeks on end , so heres hoping we have lots of sun so we can at last use the pool lol xx

Hmmmmmm......................
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to

Hmmmmmmmm
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? [Bridge] So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be [Chorus] So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you [Verse 2] It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can yo

Hmmmmm....(capricorns Only)
Could it be that you're misreading the signals that are coming your way? Dealing with emotions is a lot like being a radio tower -- you have to make sure you're free of interference to avoid static. (horoscope for today)

Hmmmmmmmmmm........
Let's see if I understand how the world works lately. If a man cuts his finger off while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, You blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old, wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates

Hmmmmm
Regrets, strong and precise, turning what was once joy into a piercing pain. Dumbfounded by the way things have changed,as if over night, driving me in insane. What I can control and what I can't, such a difference it makes in how you feel. Why I won't turn my back on those I care for, I can't belive this is real. Mistakes are a part of the grand scheme of things, we all make them at one time or another. Yet I must pay for things that others do, I feel like I am about to smother. Silence is the solace that I do now seek. The accusations in your voice are making you reek. I can't see the other side, the place where I was not to long ago. The bullshit of things that do not affect me are now the only things you seem to want to know. I will not play this game for you, I will not play it for me. There is no excuse in pig headed determination, you see only what you want to see. I am not the person that can give comfort when that is not what I feel in my heart. I am not willing to let petty d

Hmmm. Various Thoughts I Forgot To Include Last Time
So, What's first? I go to write about stuff, and then I forget what I'm gong to write about. Oh, status changes. I'm going to be asking questions and making fun of people. That's just what I do. Hopefully you aren't bothered by it. Do people really feel it's that important to let the world know just what they are doing all the time? People uste to type in their name are that they were going to bed, and goodnight, or that they were working, or whatever. Now they have the nifty status updates. It announces to everyone on your friendlist when your status changes. Oh yay! Great for all the stalkers? lol. Some of the statuses people put in are kinda cute. I tried to put in something like " Fuck status updates " as my status. It didn't work. I'm not sure what the fuck I did wrong. I'm not really one to talk though. I write blogs all the time, that's kinda letting everyone know just how I am incase they give a fuck. I do it for me. It's one of those release sort of things. " Therup

Hmmmm
i'm home sick because the stupids decided to paint the walls and change the carpet last night in the new office... and of course today the smell was horrible i'm still with headache, my eyes itching and my stomach sick... yes, i'm allergic to that glue they use for the carpet UGH i'll be around

Hmmmmm
Heartstrings Are Played Upon It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Hmmm.....
I feel like crap today...I feel like puking my guts out...maybe it will make me feel better lol..anyways I hate when i get sick because all i do is sleep and then all I wanna do is cuddle with someone...be held in someones arms and be kissed...how sappy right?? lol yeah maybe but thats just how im feeling. I kind of miss my ex aaron, it ended kind of bad but i do miss talking to him and cuddling with him. I think I miss the talking more...go figure lol. I just wanna have a decent conversation with a decent guy you know...psshh im hating this "i feel sorry for myself" feeling..it fucking sucks....Im a proud ass female and I dont need a guy to make me happy but damn having one in my life would be kinda great right now....*sigh* oh well......

Hmmm
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11) 3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13) 5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU! 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6) 12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10) 14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3) 15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9) now you must send this to people you love!!!!and especially the one who sent it to ya......so have FUN!!!

Hmmmmmmm
just about the start of a new day!!! i am bored out of my mind lol so i am going to post a poem off another page that was a bulletin. hope you all enjoy it but it is very very sad in the end :( Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you

Hmmmm... Life....
It's funny how life works huh? You sit in a situation that gets worse and worse, hoping that it will all just become wonderful once you endure the shit, and it ends up the opposite way, just snowballing into one huge "Go fuck yourself, I hope you die and burn in hell!" So then the finger is pointed at you in all situations, as if everything wrong was because of your inadequacies, and you're told you'll never be happy again, noone will love you for who you are, and so on and so forth. But the thing is... life needs to teach you lessons, you have to endure the shit to have karma give you a sweet portion of life. I guess you could say this is exactly what just happened to me! I'd been sitting there, turning down every great oppotunity that had shown itself to me, because I will never double-cross another person. Now that I've said "fuck it" to my unhappy situation, I'm being approached by great ones. Men are a mystery to me, always will be, but because of that reason, I'm not

Hmmm...some Truth??
"We are not accorded the luxury of choosing the women we fall in love with. Do you think Sirella is anything like the woman I thought that I'd marry? She is a prideful, arrogant, mercurial woman who shares my bed far too infrequently for my taste. And yet... I love her deeply. We Klingons often tout our prowess in battle, our desire for glory and honor above all else... but how hollow is the sound of victory without someone to share it with? Honor gives little comfort to a man alone in his home... and in his heart." - Martok, to Worf discussing marriage

Hmmm
You scored as Sex God, You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God90% A Slave To BDSM80% A Romantic50% Virgin28% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Hmmmmmmm
I feel like being nosey.. and since you too are feeling a lil nosey! Before you get all defensive, all I'm saying is you were curious enough to open this blog, right? Well, why not answer a question while you're here, what are you most addicted to? Think about it.. cause I said MOST, meaning one thing, so what would that be? Mine would be my own happiness.. I need it, I crave it, I must have it ALL the time!! I never have a bad day cause I'm always in a good mood and I'm always in a good mood cause I choose to be happy!

Hmmm Life
I just wish I can have the fairy tale life. Everything being brought to me and I don't have to do a damn thing in the cleaning department of life. I wish I could have it easy like other people do. I know that never is going to happen. I have many dreams and wishes that have not come to true yet. I just wish it would already. Many of my friends would understand exactly what I am talking about but, if you don't well then just ask.

Hmmmm
want to write a note, but don't know what to say. I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way. I try my best not to stare or stutter when you come around. I'm afraid that if I talk to you, you're gonna put me down. I admire everything about you, from your eyes to your smile. I guess that I'll sit back and just wait for a while. Your caramel skin, your luscious lips, your muscle filled arms. If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm. I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush. Now every time I see you, my body turns to mush.

Hmmmmm
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from your headache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is! Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You will be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, and he's not going to treat you any differently! Always have

Hmmm
Rainfall The rain beats against the windowpane like drums echoing a rhythm of sorrow and regret. She stands by the window; hands clenched so tightly that it causes her delicate knuckles to grow white with the strain. Staring out of the rain beaded window with eyes glazed over with grief and anger her words echo in her head. She had only been alone for an hour or two but it felt like decades. Would he come back? Where was he going? Those two thoughts were at the top of her list of nagging questions second only to her growing concern over his reckless driving on the rain soaked streets. Her level of frustration was so strong she felt nauseous. Guilt was borrowing its claws into her and the feeling of hopelessness was almost overwhelming. Only when her anger kicked in did she feel the strength needed to survive this inner turmoil. It was his fault after all wasn’t it? All she wanted was a phone call. A simple “hey hello honey, I’m going to be late”. Is that too much to ask damn

Hmmm
She ate my heart like candy The only way to describe her was.. dangerous. Her smile held hidden hazards and her curves were downright treacherous. Her beauty was dark and cruel and mocked my insignificance. She had eyes that were cold yet inviting, that left me feeling defenseless. She was as deadly as a poisonous flower. Try as I might to fight her I was helplessly in her power. It was over for me once she knew my secret, the source if my sexual fire. At the core of my heart, is love it's what fuels my passion and my desire. She caught me; I was trapped like a fly in her web. She bound me with her endless lust and restrained me to the confines of her bed. The taste of my passion was good to her, it sustained and maintained her. She fed off my love until the outside world was nothing more than a memory and a blur. Just one look is all it took to make me her passionate slave. I'd be hers in this life and lust f

Hmmm
well lately i been thinking about a few of my ex's and all the times i had w/ them and shit, but sumhow all my best times w/ them were when i fucked them, and all the kinky shit we'd do....is that normal at all? all it does is just get me horny as fuck again.....thats kinda y im single and able 2 go flirt w/ girls and shit idk but at the same time i miss bein w/ sum 1

Hmmmmm
Wow... so I thought that I actually had a mind of my own. I am told that I am not happy because I don't want to be happy... really??? You think I honestly can control the situation that I am in right now? I was told that I push people away... yes I admit I do! I do not want to let people in to only get hurt even more than I have been in my life. Nobody but myself knows what I have been through in my life... not everything...nor will anyone EVER know what all I have been through. I am sorry if I close myself off to people! It is easier for me to do that rather than allow myself to get hurt again. And I don't care who you are... everyone will eventually hurt someone... if it is intentional or not it will happen. I am sick and tired of being hurt and taken advantage of! IT STOPS NOW! I am living my life to please myself... so if I hurt you in the process I am sorry... but this is my life and there is NOBODY who is going to tell me how to live, feel, or act!

Hmmm....
You're in a good place to try something a little different, thanks to the positive results of your most recent efforts. Use that license wisely, and you might end up in a much more interesting position! This is true, but I just wonder what position I will end up in?!?!?!?!?!

Hmmm...
I am going to be starting a waitress job soon and I have no experience as a waitress so I am kind of nervous yet excited at the same time cuz I havent worked for so long since my husband was in Iraq I just wanted to be with my kids. I cant wait to start and I am just waiting on them to let me know what day I will be starting. I am hoping also to start taking some online classes for college and start getting life on track a little more. I know it may take some time but hey not everything can happen at once right?

Hmmmmm.......
40 Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what. 1. Who was your last text from? Kari 2. Where was your default picture taken? It's a pic I got from a friend. 3. What's your middle name? Andre' 4. Your current relationship status? Single 5.Does your crush like you back? I'm sure someone does.... 6. What is your current mood? Exausted.....just got home from a trip 7.What's your mom's maiden name? Cook 8. What color shirt are you wearing? Black 9. Who's your crush? Hmmmmm....... 10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? Prob not....cause if I did I wouldn't be where I am now with the knowledge and experience that I now have 11. What color underwear are you wearing? Dunno lemme check..........Black 12. Ever had a near death experience? Yes 13. Something you do a lot? Go for drives Hey where is question #14? I ate it.....lmao 15. Who can you tell anything to? There's a few people out there but I don't

Hmmmmmmmmmmm?
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Hmmm..
Yanno, its really sad when some people have nothing better to do than flag non-NSFW pics as such. As some of you may or may not have noticed I had recently uploaded a new primary pic that was a short animated pic comprised of three seperate photos, all of which had a "bondage" theme. But there was no nudity in any of the three pics. The thing was animated at such a fast speed that you really couldnt even tell what it was unless you sat and stared at it through atleast three cycles. I suppose some would find electrical tape over the mouth and/or tied hands as offensive but uhm, last time I checked this was an adult site and I think adults should be able to choose whether or not they want to stare at my lil animated pic for a few seconds to figure it out, on their own. In my personal oppion, everyone should be entitled to use thier own expressions of creativity. If you happen to not like something you see on my profile..use that lil thing in your right hand called a mouse,and sc

Hmmm? First Time...
This is my first one. Kinda rough. Getting a feel for it. I've read a lot of them lately and decided to try and give it a try. Let me know honestly what you think. Especially on how I can improve. Thanks. My legs wrap tightly around your body. Just hours before we fought about whatever we could. Now we reconnect with our bodies and our hearts and this is my proof to you how I love you so. I trace my hands along your face, gently tracing your lips I lean up to kiss them. I feel you pull out of me and I unwrap my legs from your waist. You watch intently as I position myself on all fours, lowering my arms onto my elbows, leaving my backside exposed to you. I feel your hands cup my breasts and squeeze my nipples. Your hands move from the top of my back to the bottom. You bring them to my butt and squeeze gently. My juices start to flow. You've always known how to drive me wild. Your hands move to my pussy lips and I can feel you start to spread them, the cold air delivering chills thr

Hmmm
Well, it has been awhile since I have been on. Been outta my mind (yeah, ok so whatz new) preparing for school. Finally have the job issue taken care of, or so I can tell. Bought my first lap top. Just waiting for it to get here know. Crap, lost my train of thought.... Oh yeah, I went Kyaking for the first time. This was after some massive convincing. It has got to be the best stress relief I have found. Ok there is only one better, and the ones who get to participate know who they are. Love ya JazzyKitty & Crimson!! So, uh yeah not a clue what else to ramble on at the moment lol. Bye for know!!

Hmmm... Read It You Wont Be Sorry Lmao!
Just wait until u read this one .. lmao you all better be prepared for what your about to read.. I am not responsible for any thing that is spit out ur mouth while reading this.. so be forewarned.... ha! READ ON .... THE RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BEHI

Hmmm...
a guy who is interested in who i am regaurdless of my faults. someone who is absolutly crazy about me, and who thinks i am the most beautiful girl ever. someone that when they kiss me can steal my breath away. someone that can understand that i have alot of pride but i need help all the tome.. someone that realizes that i am competitive even if its "just for fun." someone that can understand that i am dorky but can still laugh at me in good fun. someone that doesnt make me feel stupid. and realizes that pizza and chocolate really are food groups to me. someone that is willing to play the gituar for me because they know that i love to sing. a guy that can deal with all the drama that comes with my family. and can push me in the right direction when i start to fall. someone that can help me suceed when i think that i am failing. someone that can look me in the eyes and tell me what is on their mind. and can accept the fact that i cry all the time, not every tear is a bad one.. a guy that

Hmmmmm
Just wanted to let all know that my blogs are still arround they're just marked nsfw!! I found out the they dont put the urls on your main page to the nsfw blogs , And my are way to naughty to be on the page so I created a few blogs so that u will be able to find them easier!!! I am feeling under the weather today got a bad cold ! I will be making more blogs as well very soon !!!! Any suggestions would be great !!! I will be doing some more pictures out door theme! Getting some new toys as well LOL , Stay naughty all!!! Thanks for all the luvin for u all!! Redqueenbbw

Hmmmmm...
I am being ever so well behaved on here and yet keep finding myself getting booted of this site! Obviously having 'pooter' problems. Unfortunately I am not really blessed with any real skills when it comes to this sort of technology. My thanks to the messages that are coming in, all are read! I am just having trouble returning my own. Please don't think you are being ignored :) OK, I know that my choice of pictures hints at a sexy lady being behind the profile, which is true! I have to stress it's sensuality that does it for me, not out there blunt in your face forwardness. So please, no porno pictures or videos. It's not my thing. Flirty is fine, heck we all do it but anything to lewd is just rude TSK! My thanks and smiles to you! ;)

Hmmm
Why is it that when you finally meet the guy you feel you can trust with anything and you just know he wont hurt you, He hurts you worse then any ass whole that has ever came in to your life?? What is it guys? Some of you, very few have this I'm the good guy the one all the girls over look. They don't like guys like me, they like my boys cause there all dicks. A girl like you is just going to play us for what you can get. Well you know what I am the girl who gave one of the NICE guys a chance.... and guess what he was no better then anyone else I have ever dated. just like the rest he never calls he only does when he wants some thing, Yeah he took me to meet all his friends I ended up being the dd so he could get drunk and hit on girl's in fount of me, and get this the whole time this is going on his friends are telling me how much of a great person he is and that I better not hurt him!! Who the hell teaches guys and girls to be this way?? I just don't get it I was raised that things l

Hmmmm
Facts of Life 1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6.You mean the world to someone. 7. Without you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique, in your own way. 9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13. Always remember compleme

Hmmm No One Wants This Blast..im Shocked!
HOT TUNES & FUN PEOPLE ,COME JOIN THE PARTY ,WE'D LOVE TO SEE YA :) Where The Party Never Stops THE 1000TH MEMBER WILL RECIEVE A 1 DAY BLAST COMPLIMENTS OF CLUB FANTASIA! ARE YOU UP FOR THE CHALLENGE? GIVE IT A SHOT ITS AN EASY BLAST!! GOOD LUCK FROM STAFF AND CURRENT MEMBERS OF CLUB FANTASIA

Hmmm Idk Fing Know
these ppl r in my contest come by and show em some love .. i dont know what else i can do to help em out .. i have told one of them many times over how to get help and i just dunno ... so if u got time stop by and bomb ur favorite pic and ty

Hmmmnstuff
I guess I've basically severed my ties with my ex. It seems weird. It was something that was probably going to happen eventually. The stupid grieving thing is going to mildly affect me. Just because it's a change, and a loss. Even though I decieded it on my own. Too bad we can't just tell the natural cycles of things not to affect us when we made our own decision about it. It's weird to think about the beginning of the end. I think the end really began near the beginning. It all just slowly erroded from there over time. Somtimes 4 steps forward, 5 steps backwards. A long slow procces. Major events were her asking about something she didn't want to hear about, and leaving a comment on my page. I got pissed off, ( maybe overly pissed ) and it was like ok, fuck you... It's one of those things that's good in ways, and not so good in other ways. Like most things, there's always the up and down. Well, I guess not the up and down anymore, but the good and bad..lol But whatever.

Hmmmm
G: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO E: AWESOME IN BED N: YOU LIKE TO DRINK E: AWESOME IN BED AND C: YOU ARE REALLY SILLY H: You have very good personality and good looks. E: Awesome in bed R: Easy to fall in love with. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. L: Everyone loves you. Delete the other person's name and repost this within 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen..... A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You like to drink E : Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : Fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal

Hmmmmm
Well, it's coming down to almost no time. I fly out tomorrow afternoon. I don't know how I am going to handle it, but I know I will be successful. I guess I'm just thinking it's going to be a very lonely time. I hate feeling lonely. I know I'm not the first person to go, and not going to the be last. Just it's a first for me. I was told last night that it feels like I am withdrawing. I don't know if it is true, but I feel like it is. I know that it is common for two things to happen when someone is leaving, they open up more or they withdraw, almost resembling signs of suicidal thoughts. (Dang, and I haven't even had my suidicde awareness training this year.) It's not that I am scared, it's the unknown. I know change can be good, and it is inevitable, but there is so much that is not known. When I moved to Japan, there was at least family going with me. When moving to Maryland, family. Now, it's just me. No one else. Nobody from my unit is going with me. I know

Hmmm
Made it back to Tennessee fine. Met some interesting people on my journey. But also made a few friends too. Didnt dye my hair black or get my nose pierced. Mom says she will kick me out if I do either one( rolls eyes). Stupid bus people lost me bag. Went today to get it, grrrrr. Going job hunting on Monday. Hopefully to hang out with some people over the weekend. Well if your bored give me a ring....

Hmmm
A Gray A.M. You Will Never Get To See And when your golden curls have turned to red, when your eyes have lost all their light find strength in my life. Enough white to kindle a massacre of poems. At least tremble enough that I may flame in your green array, all these years, the battle of each grievous day. Perhaps then those beautiful tears will overcome... I almost wrecked this morning in about the same place my mother called me the day she found out, I hydroplaned going about 42 miles per hour. I wasn't scared or anything it was very strange. I had a moment in time and space, all to myself to think. To die then would mean to be with my sister, but if I had then I would have missed out on this dream I've had for so long. It just goes to show what a girl like Erin with an enormous heart and a talent to make the world smile could have done if she was still alive. It sounds strange, but Erin couldn't have lived out her dreams on Earth, so now I must make it a point,

Hmmmmm....
i have been extremely irritated lately. i am not sure if it is becuase i am unhappy where i am at, the ex huby getting on my nerves, school, parenthood or all of the above. but in the past few weeks i have made almost everyone that i come into contact iwth cry. in the past when this has happened (yes it has happened before), i usually go and get a tattoo and i seem to be all good after that. but this time i have this strange feeling/vibe that i just can't shake!! i am not trying to hurt anyones feelings, but i don't have a very high tolerance these days for bullshit!! i have tried pretty much eerything to get me to relax but everytime i start to relax i hear this one question repeating in my head, "why have i been put here...to suffer, to be miserable and in pain, to struggle or have i been put here so that everyone has someone to crap on?" i am not trying to feel sorry for myself, not by any means. i guess i am just trying to figure out is this the way my life is going to be or

Hmmm...coincidence? 2001....6 Mos. Before 9/11...
Hmmm...coincidence? Body: March 4, 2001....6 mos. before 9/11... The Lone Gunmen series aired on FOX TV. The pilot episode of this X-Files spinoff was about a commercial airliner having its navigation system hijacked and being flown into the World Trade Center via remote control by a covert group within the US government in order to create an alleged terrorist attack on the US. This pilot episode was filmed between March 20 - April 7, 2000, 19 months before 9/11. oPeN yOuR eYeS

Hmmmm
Her skin, Id love to touch, Id love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. Id love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, Id love to touch

Hmmm What Do You Think??? Die??? Die Die?? Die Die Die??? Or Diiiieeeeee??????
br />"Who killed your children?" the officer asked."I killed my children." Her eyes were blank."Why did you kill your children?""Because I'm a bad mother."For about seventeen minutes, they pressed her for details of exactly how she had proceeded that morning. She had gotten out of bed around 8:10 and had waited for her husband, Rusty, to leave for work at nine. The children were all awake and eating cereal. Andrea had some, too. Once Rusty was gone, Andrea went into the bathroom to turn on the water and fill the tub. The water came within three inches from the top.Then one by one, she drowned three of her sons, Luke, age 2; Paul, age 3; and John, age 5. She put them in facedown and held them as they struggled. As each one died, she then placed him face up on a bed, still wet, and then covered all three with a sheet. Each had struggled just a few minutes. Next was six-month-old Mary, the youngest, who had been in the bathroom all this time, sitting on the floor in her bassinet and cryin

Hmmm A Few Thoughts...cuz I Need To
I was laying here wondering whats up with alot of my friends and decided that I just was getting myself all upset for no reason. I have had alot going on in my head in the last few days...and as some of you have seen my status has read either sad or down...something to those words for awhile now. I just don't know why people can't take others at their word? why does it seem that there is really no one out there that a person can rely on? Why is it that every time I turn around someone else has issues and I can't just lay down my own problems at thier feet instead of them laying thier's down at my damn feet?? Talk about feeling alone alot of the time... AND still no one out there for me to bitch to, cry to, or any damn thing. It's sad that I have to get hugs online and there is no one around me to just want to hug me because they can... I guess I just don't get it. I lost alot of friendships over the years because I moved away and forward in life.....and yet some of these fr

Hmmm...i Know This One To Well...been There To Many Times.
Artist: Enrique Iglesias Album: Seven Title: Addicted Have I told you how good it feels to be me, when I'm in you? I can only stay clean when you are around. Don't let me fall. If I close my eyes forever, would it ease the pain? Could I breathe again? Chorus: Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. I am wasted away, I made a million mistakes. Am I too late? There is a storm in my head; it rains on my bed when you are not here. I'm not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of losing you. Chorus: Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control, but you're the drug that keeps me from dying. Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying. When you're lying next to me love is going through to me. Oh it's beautiful. Everything is clear to me 'till I hit reality and I lose it all... I lose it all... I

Hmmmm
So I just needed to write and wonder...Wonder about life and the people that touch your life..I hate fake ppl and that seems to go around alot.I am a very versitile person and I love to have fun but I do not want ot be stereo typed by what society says is ok...I dont know I guess I am just wonder why it is the way it is....

Hmmm Don't Get It
Well 1st off sorry I haven't been around in a few days, I haven't had any internet so I hope it is fixed and stays fixed. Had enough computer probs to last me a lifetime Hmm then I got to my mail and find this.. You are leaving NSFW user comments of yourself on peoples profiles. We do not allow any posting of NSFW profile comments on this site. If you notice...where you post your html code for a user comment, directly under the box you will see this..."NOTE: If you post offensive and/or inappropriate content your commenting privileges will be revoked and your account may be deleted." Please take this into consideration the next time you post. Regards I don't have any nsfw pics of me.. so why would I send nsfw pics of myself in user comments.. that so does not make any sense to me. Anyways thanks to everyone all my friends and family who have shown me love since I have been away. I appreicate it soooo much and I am working on returning that love hehe :)

Hmmm
ok i have alot on my mind right now and been sick going on 2 weeks so if im not real talkive thats a good start of why i have heard from a good friend i havent seen or spoken to in months and we r playin msg tag and it driving me insane and worring me ..praying nuffin is wrong with her baby also im so not sure who my real friends are any more .. i know a few that are like my sisters , boss,billie,jessie, retta,marie,jeff,rob,jack and anthony and last but not least papi i love u guys so much and u guys mean alot to me

Hmmmm:|
i wanted to thank everyone that help my sister and showed her love even tho she withdrew from the contest ... i will be helping my two friends get thier hh and then im takin a break from any bombing so dont ask and yeah i love my sisters ♥

Hmmmmmm....
Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why is the show called unsolved mysteries? if they were solved they wouldn't be mysteries. Why is it said that an alarm clock is going off when really its coming on? Why did Sally sell seashells on the seashore when you can just pick them up anyway? In libraries, do they put the bible in the fiction or non-fiction section? Why are both of Spongebob's parents round like sea sponges while he is square like a kitchen sponge? Does a two-humped camel store more water than a one-humped camel? If they have angel food cake on earth, do they have people food cake in heaven? Why do you put two cents in when its only a penny for your thoughts? You know the signs on restaurant doors? No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service? what if someone goes in with No Pants? Would the restaurant still have to serve them? If an African elephant comes to America, is it an African-American elephant? If a doctor suddenly died while doing s

Hmmmm....
Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why are the adjectives 'fast as' and 'slow as' often used in conjunction with hell, is hell slow or fast? If a hermaphrodite got sent to a certain gender prison, which one would it get sent to? How's come people tell you to stay a kid for as long as you can. Yet the moment you do anything childish or immature they tell you to grow up. Why does the Easter bunny carry eggs? Rabbits don't lay eggs. When Atheists go to Court, they can't swear on the bible, can they? Could someone be addicted to counseling? If so, how would you treat them? If ketchup is good on french fries, how come it isn't good on mashed potatoes? Why when people ask you "what three th

Hmmm.
Well, here it is the end of September, and my favorite time of year is coming up-Autumn. Overcast skies, falling leaves, COOL weather instead of feeling like you're in a broiler when you walk outside. That neverending explosion up there cooks my pasty-white Manx/Irish skin but good! Aside from fubar, I've been watching season premiers on tv, building models and doing some artwork. Something odd has happened, tho. I found a spent shell casing from a firearm on my walk the other day. Not sure what to do about it. Anyone have any ideas please feel free to comment. Later!

Hmmm....
Okay so I was at a red light...the light turned green and I was giving a homeless man some money...trying to hurry b/c there was a car behind me. Well, the car starts flickering it's high lights at me so I handed the man the money and turned. The car so happened to be turning to. So I see the guy cut in front of me really fast than kinda hit his brakes I guess to 'retaliate' for taking to long at the green light...than I move beside him and he turns and looks at me than yells..."Oh my bad...hey baby can I get ur number!!?" Weird!! You just tried to make me rear end u and u just cut me off!!! Not to mention blind me w/ ur lights. Well, he follows me to my street and to my house I am out of the car and he is yelling still for my number...I just lied and told him I liked woman and walked in the house...Ugh!! How weird!

Hmmmmmm
sometimes i feel like the world is going to all hell, sometimes i just want to say fuck it and just end it all, make it all go away. then on those days i look at my son and husband, the world seems to a small ray of sunshine again and my life has meaning again.

Hmmm
You know, I sit and read some of the blasts. Over half of the ones I have seen are for people on their birthday from a friend. I guess that people just don't really give blasts to their friends at other times much. I wonder why. I have given out several to my friends just because. Oh well. Such is life!

Hmmm Its Tgif
Hey all my sexy friends out there.. its FRIDAY... Will i be here parting with my neighbors and other things with my sexy hubby... hint hint.. lol.. just to let u all know i need more point.. try to vote for the pics that are not NSFW...please.. the ones that are NSFW I dont get point for.. just the ones that i have clothes on.. please keep that in mind and help me move up.. soon will have new pics up

Hmmm...
I have this itch. I swear I don't try to be a bitch. It happens, just like we say so does 'shit'. We walk around with smugs on our faces, not paying attention to these people or places. We walk through walls, and neglect to call, Sayin we care, but not showin it clear, Then we wonder what happened, when they don't call us back. How funny this planet turns, Circles daily, but heads spinning Everyone gets hurt. Timeless forget me nots, Moments lost in time, Some Days I'd like to fade away, Nobodies fault but my own, I'm an emotional person, Can you blame me even now? Writing here I'm not sure where I'm going Just putting things in front of me, Sorting through my feelings, Passing through my thoughts, Most likely somewhere you've passed through them, But I have yet to tell you personally. I'm not afraid of who I am, I'm afraid of who you will see me as. Today I'm better, then yesterday But something will brea

Hmmm Who Knows....
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]

Hmmmmm
IrishToad is trying to become a Lord!!! Not just any Lord.... A FUBARLORD!! Ya'll know the drill: ADD FAN RATE all ya can!! Not to mention he's got some AWESOME stash!! (Must see for Ghost Hunters!!) ‡Irishtoad©DSG&D☆Sanguine♥Gothique Temptations Fu-Hubby@ fubar All Love will be returned!!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) VideoSweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) lyrics - Marilyn Manson lyrics Marilyn Manson Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Hmmmmmmm
What to do anymore I've opened up and shown you who I really am and what I am about. Always afraid that you'd never want what you see or what you heard. Guess I was right that bein' open and honest isn't always the right thing to do or how to be. I thought you wanted someone to be sweet and nice and not an ass! I opened up and shared with you my feelings and to have them slapped back in my face. I guess you didn't want someone to be nice and sweet. You made me realize that, bein' nice and sweet gets you nothin' but pain... WHAT TO DO NOW!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm
I can be such a "spaz" for a matter of fact my nickname is "Mrs. Spaz!"(lol) Anyways i need to spill my guts,,,,i have been crushing on this 1 particular guy for awhile now...and i am not quite sure of what to make of it...he is a "good" boy at least i think. We visited each other like 2x's but have been talking since june. He seems to like me back...but i am not quite sure of what to make of it.. I am not ready for a relationship yet....but when i am he is the one i would like to be with...and i am not sure if i should tell him or not ...leaving me struggling.... Boy this sounds like a mumm.... if any of my friends and family read this let me know what your thoughts are...thanxs love everyone of you! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Hmmm Got This In A Message On Collar Me...
Dream of the night You pleasant as the twilight Together in with passion We will make a rite Celebration of your perfection And the power of your beauty Long wet kiss On your thirsty lips Caressing your shoulders Along your arms Going down To the pleasant touch of your nails Long polished Symbol of perfection and seduction You caress my lips While I kiss you Sliding along your body Desirefull and pleasant Your perfect forms Open gate to ecstasies You altar to celebrate The passion and pleasure Kissing you all over You bent kindly your legs Wrap around my shoulders While I drink the juice Of your desires Wonderful view Of the dance of your pelvis Moved by the pleasant dance Of my intimate kiss Laying on the silky linen I follow the perfect line of your curves Wonderful enhanced by your taste Of decoration and wear Let you turn aside Open pray to the bliss Holding your legs I look for your gate Entering soft I feel your strength Moving ins

Hmmm
Ya hmm I am not so good at blogs I never know what to write or type....So I probably won't write to many of these.So what do other people write about? Just anything.Well that is it for now.I may write some other time when I can think of something good.

Hmmmm Where Oh Were
hmmm ... i wonder where oh where is my friend i havent seen him in a few day i hope things are ok i knwo things havent been easy for him i know that he has been have troubles but i still wonder is he ok is he safe is he hurt or has he desided that his frineds that are on here not really care i hope he knows he has me i hope he know that i care i hope he know that he mean soemthing to me.. a best friend you may even say when push comes to shove. i hope my friend comes back i hope my friend lest me know i hope he is ok please know my friend.. i care, and i luve ya.. as only a friend can

Hmmmm
Interesting.. i just checked my mail and had a letter sized envelope with a paper exerpt from Spokane, about the GOVT giving away 449 Billion Dollars, and the envelope is stamped from Santa Ana Ca.. with my name n address typed from an old computer..... with no return addy.... so I tell my friend and Wifey.. arnt they helpful.. Contessa: wanna know something weird Contessa: i just checked my mail and i had a letter sized envelope with a paper exerpt from Spokane, about the GOVT giving away 449Billion Dolalrs, and the envelope is stamped from Santa Ana Ca.. with my name n address typed from an old computer..... with no return addy Wifey: its antrax.. omg you're gonna die Wifey: i wonder what the fuck Contessa:*cries* Wife:*hugs* Wifey: *grabs the paper so i can die with you* Contessa: Awwwwwwwww Contessa: *dies with you on the floor and pisses herself* Wifey: LOL Lol what would I do without her? She's gonna die with me!! Yay! Then friend.. Contessa: Dude! Contes

Hmmmmmmmmm
Finally saw a rating on a new friends page so I tried, but this was the response I got: ratings are disabled for maintenance. Earlier I got this message in my bar tab: · ...capone... rated you a '10'! saw someone add their stash, but not able to rate it yet. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Enjoy the music and graphics if you like~

Hmmmmmm
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 19,2007 Your social energy is just about perfect right now -- and for you, that means quite a lot! It's a great time to reconcile with those who've wronged you, or maybe to forge newer and stronger connections.

Hmmm So What About This
so i been thru alot these days a lil hell and i am trying to be me again and its hard sometimes .. really hard i dont know i i just feel scard when iam along these days ... its like i feel a lil lost in everthing i know i can do things but i dont always let my self i glad the world is always wiling to bed for me i staring out he window of my pent house really wondering how i neded up here its my dads so what i am here he wasnmt ther when i was a younger at all never helped my mom its kinda like being in a differnt world realy i goneform a lil beach town to this cit y and i never really good how it fetl to stare out he window and just watch the whole world walking driving screaming by i see the ppl across the way having sexs that or killing each otherer o see so few of them with tehre lights on lol i kinda wonder who sees me ... not that that matters i just relized in being here theres so much more that i neverfelt like there was and that i could do mor

Hmmmm
So, I am tired, working way to much I know. Time seems to be dragging not passing quicker. Days go by slow. People getting weirder. Work was tough the last few days. 2 domestic assaults, gang fights, todays, we found out after the police got there, they had automatic weapons in their truck. An assault on a juvenile child, simply over a gang initiation. Auto burglaries, 3 in two days. So, makes me wonder how tomorrow is going to be. I have a feeling its just beginning, and thats not good :( But yet I keep going. I keep thinking how much my girls need me to keep going. Makes it all worth it, doesnt it?

Hmmmmm Read It U Tell Me
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth .Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. .A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never felt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within..

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Do you ever just have so much in your head that you don't know where to start or what to say. Yup im there lol Soooooooo i think ill just say FUCK and be done with my blog lol But really some people's stupidity is never ending and they should be slapped with a barbed wire stick, or at least that would make me feel better. I dunno god im violent lol Like you all didn't already know my waters run deep and there's sharks in there shhhhh lol Ok this blog is weird and random enough to make people wonder....Hugs people

Hmmm Bop To This :-)
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Hmmmm.. Venting Here
sorry to vent but sometimes it has to be done stupid phone calls late at night make me angry.. sorry but i think i said something like this but as i have said if you dont want my honest opinion then dont ask me.. i know that everyone has a bad day.. and there are just times when you feel down..depressed whatever you want to call it.... so what do you do when those periods get really bad and you are a ghost of who you used to be? when it is actually painful to breathe? and when you wake up in the morning and just wonder why????? and when you tell someone and you just want them to make it all better for you, you know what they cant... and the best that i can come up with to say is there are positives you just have to find them and try to focus on that.. it is what you are going to make of it.. any ass can find the time to wallow in self pity, it takes a stronger person to wake up and try to make the changes for the better.. to want that for themselves.... i cant make the world in t

Hmmm...
OK SO I'M A NOSEY PERSON..I ADMIT IT...IF I'M CURIOUS ABOUT SOMETHING I SO0O CHECK IT OUT, ONLY THIS TIME MY NOSEYNESS JUST HIT ME IN THE FACE AND WELL..IT HURT LIKE HELL!! NOT GONNA GO INTO DETAILS BUT I AM SO0O CONFUSED AND HURT RIGHT NOW!!! I GUESS IT'S MY OWN FAULT THO.. I JUST WANTED TO VENT FOR A SEC!!! SMOOCHEZZZ!!!!

Hmmmm....interesting...
I just thought this to be a VERY interesting choice of lyrics for a certain someone to post on his blog, especially when describing the song as a good mood song... "I'm a pitiful sight And I ain't all that bright I'm definitly not chisled from stone I'm a cheat and a liar No women's desire I'll probably die cold and alone" Very interesting...I wonder if he even realizes...

Hmmmm
Well I guess some one is a little PISSY today. I thought I was a GOOD bomber but guess not i just wasted my time today learning how to power bomb on Dees laptop. Since I do believe I told Peggy Sue and little doggy Karl this that my pc is fried need new mother board and only have 1 now. So because I had a bad week last week and pc probs this week. I got booted. Sorry to all but this is my BITCH session My step dad had a heart attach Thursday Had appts. Wednesday as being Halloween with kids. Friday at hospital with my mom making sure all is in order Weekend with birthday And Sunday with whole family for dinner and dealing with sick person, finding out Sunday my pc died. Monday helping out my mom again. then my appts, Tues day plus not sure on how to use Dees laptop with the wireless and all but know I do. But I guess some people dont take if you have a life on here or not. You cant fricken dedicate your life 24/7 to this. But I do and so dont the ppl reading this. Im done for now

Hmmmmmm Ok
ok lets see.... i think that i may have my head on again... how ever i never really know.. i feel like i lost a friend in a issue that went far to strange and got weird before either of use knew what happen... and for that to my friend I AM SORRY. I never ment for things to get out of hand... maybe it was just a strange mind set due to this and that and never really anything at all.. I will not take full blame for it though... and i dont think i should.. thing got said that prob should never have on both sides... so for my part i was wrong and i will take blame for that too now that my head is straight i realise that i may have jumped to soon on what i said about losen a friend... im here but it prob wont be the same for some time... and for that im not sure what can be done but time... but as a friend i still love you and i wish you the best.... so for the person taht understand this part... laters.. AMIS....

Hmmm ...changed The Locks
Sighs so i dont know what to say the world spins wild and i find my self on the out side of my home i can handle this i have amazing ppl in my life who love me who will help me i am in rock hard place with school for i am unwilling ot be a show pony and jump thru hoops i am given no respect nor compassion nor love i should have know better i really should have my father is incapable of thinking of anyone but him self his needs his wants his guilt his diser his way well i dont want it i not a child anymore he missed that part stoned out of his fucking mind its un just in a wolrd where a man can put a miillion $$$ up his nose in coke but cant handle responitliy of helping one year unless u do what ever he says when he says it its like dose he not maybe think had he been a father form 1-18 i would have always done his way but fuck he should have helped then anyways i didnt ask to be born y should i be punished for it ????? he harassess the admi

Hmmm, Where All The Real Men?
Damn...Where in the hell are the REAL MEN at? Aint none left now a days or what? I had my share of fake ass nigga's tryna be somethin they aint, Fake ass mofo's...WTF...Where all the GROWN MEN at?...Come and holla atcha girl!!

Hmmm Should I?
I was just wondering if you would read this. Yes, now I am positng a blog about you. Still can't find the book tho. Did you take it with you? lol I promise that if I find it I will show you "The List". lol I don't even know why I am writing this. I am just board and a little sleepy. I can't believe that I spent last night at McDonalds hanging out with Beth while she worked and trying to pick up this chick. Oh well maybe next time. Sorry this one sucked so much, I don't really have anything to write about.

Hmmm Thinkin
Okay some of you guys know that im a writter but some of you dont....I like to write poems and songs but soon my poems are going to be on here once I find my damn note book I've been writting in for 9 years now....I know that I have over 300 poems and songs I have written....Some of em are sorta mushy and some of em are about life and death....So if you like to read my poems, please feel free to e mail me.....Right now im sorta in a thinking mode on what else to write....I need to stop thinkin so hard LOL....Talk to you guys later....Peace out =)

Hmmmm
the mumms suck, the profiles take forever to load, there are sloppy women all over showing too much skin, and compliments that i get seem more transparent than a freshly cleaned window. also tewdope's nose is still a big free range honker. its good to be home. here's tits;

Hmmm...
-----------------From: Rachel.Date: Nov 12, 2007 4:08 AMsmall> Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Preps""Geeks"

Hmm... Me, Myself And I... A Little (haha) Survey About Yours Truely.
Basics First Name: Lindsay Middle Name: Ann Nickname: Lyn or Lindz Birthday: October 10th, 1987 Eyes: Blue, green or grey depending Hair: Blonde Height: 5'5 or 5'6 Day/Night: Night Marital Status: Single Your Car: 2006 Honda Civic Your Hometown: Port Huron Your Present Town: Port Huron Left/Right handed: Right Tattoos: None yet Body Piercings: Yes, my ears Best Physical Trait: Eyes I guess Favorites Color: Blue Number: 13 Animal: PONY! Drinks: Water Food: Pasta Soda: Vault Book: Countdown Flower: Lily or Forget-Me-Nots Band: Linkin Park Movie: Fight Club Show: Veronica Mars or Jericho Friends and Life Do you ever wish you had another name? I guess not Do you like anyone? Possibly Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Debbie or Suzanne Who's the loudest? Debbie Who have you known the longest of your friends? Hmm... used to be someone, but we aren't friends anymore Who's the shyest: Um... none that I can think of Are you close

Hmmm
You need to make sure that your ego isn't influencing your decisions today. That might be hard, especially with one issue that's close to your heart, but you can do it -- and you'll be glad you did! this sure is making me wonder...

Hmmm
Ok i've been in here a few days now and am finally starting to figure some of it out. (FYI) Dial-up sucks in here. I really need to upgrade. Maybe after the holidays I will get around to that. I've found a few of my myspace friends/chat buddies in here and thank you all for adding me. Ok off to figure more of this out. You all have a good day!

Hmmmmmmmmmm
it seems i am too much of a flirt to be on this site any more so i am thinking of taking it off and deleting my account those of you who i will remain in contact i have most of you on my msgrs one way or another ,,,, just cant decide yet if i want to shut my acct down over ME RUNNING INTO MEN WHO LIKE TO SEE JUST HOW FAR A WOMAN WILL GO AND THEN DROPPING THEM ..... some of u know what im talkin about some of u dont but anyways letting u know i may not be on much longer i have a family to think about and i have to keep them my first priority over anything wether i do at times or not i hate fucking pricks who talk to u and get u so wrapped up in them that u sorta lose the light of what you are really supposed to be doing , wether u do it or not

Hmm Music Says It All
Westlife Videos | Nashville Real Estate | Columbus Lofts Day after day Time pass away And I just can´t get you off my mind Nobody knows ... I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can´t find The courage to show ... To letting you know ... I´ve never felt so much love before And once again I´m thinking about Taking the easy way out ... CHORUS: But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me How will I know? If I let you go ... Night after night I hear myself sayin´ Why can´t this feeling just fade away? There´s no one like you ... You speak to my heart... It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ... I´m too shuy to ask ... I´m too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose And once again I´m thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ... CHORUS Once again I´m thinking about .... Taking the easy way out ....

Hmmm...
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. I believe - . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - .. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - . . . That heroes are the people who do

Hmmmm?
.....Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay

Hmmmmmmm
HMMMMMM By ERIc Ethan I’m at my desk with the pen in my hand Think of a sweet sexy poem to write today I have so much feeling of sexy things to write today To make that heart feel butterflies of feeling sexy inside. Once upon a time is only in fairy tales I turn on some Barry white to hear that deep voice to get in the mood I dream of you with those sexy eyes you want to touch my heart to make it shine inside When our hearts touch it brighten to make one shinny star one bright moment in time to last forever and ever. I drink coffee and ready to write the passion inside me to make that heart spin and say wow,wow, and wOW. Make you feel the passion and dream of taking my hand and lead In the bed room or a favorite place where you always wanted to feel the passion inside. My heart is red and feels the passion inside to write the perfect sexy poem today Let me kiss you on the neck with my warm breath on yo

Hmmmmmmmmm
U know sometimes it feels good for people to tell ya what u want to hear...BUt when people continue to bother you and single you out in name calling it begins to be too much..So just consider who U talk to.....I love to STALK...((LUST)))LETS CLEAR THAT up...BUt never would I make them feel uncomfortable.....Lick me...HA ha....And I thank you to my RAWKIN ASS FRIENDS WHO know what IM talking about and to others who dont....I will just end it with this (((STALK ME WITH CAUTION))))I will bite back.......... Have a merry christmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS.. SORRY I am not being myself, Love, Memory

Hmmmm.... Is It True?????
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong an

Hmmmm.....
I'm lookin at you lookin at me souls intertwined lost as can be no one else around there is no sound but two hearts beat as one you take a deep breath mine is gone warmth of our bodies together your strength my soft touch never wanna let go no words spoken yet so much is said Fantasy fills our minds is it yours or is it mine pleasure all over and throughout kisses are delicious passion is no doubt my body is trembling with every touch pulsating muscles wrapped around you nibbling my bottom lip no way are we through grabbing the sheets posting against the wall can't get enough i want it all close my eyes when your deep inside arching my back tightening my thighs bodies glistening with sweat you got me all warm & wet with one arm you pull me up i wrap my legs around and you grab my hips for a good pump nails in your back my hand thru your hair a kiss on the neck

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Daily Horoscope: Taurus For November 30,2007 Your romantic life is getting more interesting and you can make it even sweeter by keeping the momentum alive. Whether you're just getting to know someone or have an anniversary coming up, you can tell what you want.

Hmmm... Are All The Calendars Wrong?
Recently as I was staring at the monthly calendar and planning my monthly budget, I happened on this thought. Most of us have heard the story of creation from the Bible and learned that God created the Earth in six days and on the seventh day he rested. That would mean that the Sabbath (Sunday) would be the seventh day. So why is Sunday always shown as the first day of the week on calendars rather than the seventh day? Hmmm

Hmmmmmmmmm
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For December 2,2007 Your way with words is quite powerful now and you may find it much simpler to communicate your feelings and ideas, especially if you take a bit of time to focus your thoughts before proceeding.

Hmmmmmm...rating Pics
SEEMS I HAV TO RERATE PICS...IN ONE HAND...I GET LOOK AT ALL UR BEAUTIFUL PICS AGAIN....IN THE SECOND HAND...AVERAGE PERSON HAS AT LEAST 100 PICS...WOW!!....SO BARE WIT ME...IM SURE I CAN GET TO MOST OF OF U BEFORE THEY RESET THINGS AGAIN....LOL

Hmmm....
Okay, this is weird, but I'm getting a bit worried! One of my best friends hasn't been returning my texts or my messages! I hope that he is okay. I worry about him, even though I haven't actually met him! Baby, if you read this, I hope that you know that I care and I'm here for you! I miss you Baby!

Hmmmm
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?"turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me.Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with mens balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of cand

Hmmm...
Well I think it's kinda funny in order to get a job I need a local address, In order to get a local place you need to have an employer. what a circle I end up stuck in. Anyway looked at a place last night left a check and currently awaiting weither or not I will be homeless again, the hotel is getting kinda expensive lol and my car isn't calling my name just yet. another funny thing... everyone says that i am sooo employable and have amazing skills but almost 5 days and no job yet ..... i don't know...

Hmmm...
a new place hiding, but looking i entered a place new to me a place of interest and frustration i explored and learned discovered exciting and strange places spent many hours looking...seeming unseen naive to things around me, watching me i found a piece of my heart that still felt and was broken learn explore, search i have come and gone and returned again and again to this place keeps me in touch with those from my past, and those of my present... maybe to those of my future with a click of a button i was in a new place

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- Both Lincoln and Kennedy were concerned with Civil Rights - Lincoln was elected to U.S. House of Representatives in 1864 and Kennedy in 1964 - Lincoln was elected president in 1860; Kennedy in 1960 - Both were shot on a Friday - Both were shot in the presence of their wives - Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theater, Kennedy was shot while driving in a Ford. - They were both succeeded by southern democrats named Johnson. - Both Johnson's had been members of the Senate - Andrew Johnson was born in 1808: Lyndon B. in 1908 - John Wilkes Booth was born in 1839: L.H. Oswald in 1939 - Booth and Oswald were both southerners favoring unpopular ideas - Both Presidents lost children to death while in the White House - President Lincoln's secretery, with the last name of Kennedy advised him not to go to the theater. Kennedy's secretery, with the last name of Lincoln (Evelyn) advised him not to make the trip to Dallas - John Wilkes Booth shot Lincoln in a theater and ran to a warehouse.

Hmmm...
self reflection clears the air yet im alive in this foggy grave..../ why is life more fun when it still only teaches u to misbehave.../ and ultimately ends with a toe tag and a grave.../ i cant take money or jewels with me so why should i save???/ how is it possible to concieve these misconceptions and ideals that aren't ideal???/ how can one have such low self esteem and be sooo cocky and arrogant????/ christians who dont follow the book and clepto's that dont steal.../ but a lifetime in prison, mental or physical, begins ur change that's heaven sent..../ and if im so complex why should i act so simple???/ maybe its a ninja syndrome, as i beg for annonymity..../ im poor yet i go to school even though either way there is no class in me.../

Hmm Maybe I'm Picky
the person I'd like to love, is not so hard to find, she must have a good personality, and a good state of mind. I don't wish to be worshiped, I don't want nobody obsessed, I don't want someone pissed off, I don't want someone depressed. maybe my expectations are bit too high, maybe there is no answer, maybe it's based on lies. made in my standards are from back in the days, maybe I'm crazy in an old fashioned way. why is it hard? what happened to love? why so much drama? Why do I feel like giving up. they say 'give it time, I'm sure she'll come' when days turn to months... I feel the loneliness of one. much to my knowledge I was not like this, I might have regretted, I might just have missed. my moment to shine, the girl of my dreams, I'm a little bit skeptical, If I know what that means. I will sit here patiently, to see you arrive, I made it this far, I'm sure I'll survive. the way I look at it now, I'm sure you'll know, that when I

Hmmmm
Human dreams... such fertile ground for the seeds of torment. You're so ripe, Joey. And it's harvest time. Save your tears. We'll reap your soul slowly We have centuries to discover the things that make you whimper. You think your nighttime world is closed to me? Your mind is so naked. A book that yearns to be read. A door that begs to be opened

Hmmmm Changes
Been away for a week and see that either there has been a change or there is a bug. What is with seeing what your friends are doing? I don't really care to see what they are doing. I know there is probably an option somewhere to turn that off and I will do it when i find it LOL. It might make some happy seeing what their friends are doing, but I'd sooner stay in the dark and leave that up to them.

Hmmmmmmmm
December 17, 2007 @ 2:32 am YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me We'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10

Hmmmmm It Was Interesting!
Hmmmm it was interesting! I decided not to post a review of my year yesterday because I wanted to sleep late today. After last year's posting, I was woke up by telephone calls saying some wack job had sent a friend request to a profile that was downing me. Oh well, she was so sadly mistaken to find that it didn't rattle me as bad as she thought. All I can say is 2007 found me back on my feet, literally! Both of my vehicles are still broke down in my drive way. In a way it has been good because it's forcing me to ask for help. A quite humbling experience and a great way for me to focus on necessities. Needs vs wants or filling a void in buying things that I really don't need. I used to be really good about saving money when I was younger. When I was 19 my parents had decided that they could no longer afford for me to go to college in another city so, I was forced to come home. I'm sure you guessed that I had loads of resentments over that. After a semester of be

Hmmm?...perfect?
where one stand with one self make the difference in how one see the world that they live in. in my perfect world i could make the rules the way i would make up to make my life perfect. but there in my perfect world would the perfect way make life worth living? if i could make the things the way i would like, would i be fullfilled. or do we need the hard times in our life to make life worth living? it makes me wonder, if by that thought, do we make life hard so we could live more to what we think is the limit of our existance. or we lose ourself in the hope of fullfillment. i think that true fullfillment comes when we can stop and look at our lives and see our place in this world and except where what we are and what we we are given. i think as people, when we try to take more then our share is when the loss of fullfillment begans. and there, the endless chasing of emptyness begins. i want to stand in life and know where i belong. i want to stand in peace with what has given or taken a

Hmmmmm
Do I look like a snob or act like one? Cause it seems like most of the time I have to beg for someone to talk to me I love hearing from my friends and I know most of the fracken time It says im online and I'm not even by my computer so i miss your messages sometimes Just want to come on here and have tons of friendly conversations.. not just come on to rate and all that. I come on here for my friends without you guys I wouldn't want to be here

Hmmmmmmm
Tracing the curves of my body, simply with your lips. Holding me close to you. Your hands upon my hips. Telling me you want me, as you look into my eyes.. Showing me you need me, your hands upon my thighs. Gently you lay me down, your body touching mine. feeling so many emotions.... losing all sense of time. Getting lost in eachother in this love that we share. Hearts beating faster, hands roaming everywhere. Passion burning between us.. Fires igniting with in. To simply say I love you is where this can begin!

Hmmmmmmmm
make ya wonder if ppl on here really have a life....ppl can post any mumm or blog about anything and believe me ive seen alot of nsfw crap on here....i had a mumm removed because apparently someone thought my mumm was nsfw....do ppl just go looking for this or what.....i swear so much drama on this sight is for the birds....

Hmmmmmm Something To Ponder
I can't decide..help me out here..unfortunately this mumm is brought to you by a seriously bored Doc If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? A: It is a stand off or B: Take your fuking Meds

Hmmmmm -
So, in watching the FUBAR members scroll by, I've noticed a lot of (ahem) Females flaunting things...maybe cuz I'm a girl myself (incase you were wondering, the rumors are true!), I happen to look past the cavernous cleavage, etc...and actually look at the rest of the picture. DANG! Now, I know I personally am no raving beauty...but I DO take a daily shower and I get my hair cut once in awhile! Some of these so-called girls really need a lesson in personal hygiene. A shower, haircut and a touch of makeup would do wonders! Oh, and maybe a visit to the dentist! YIKES! There are some scary, desperate people out there. Wow.

Hmmm
Well it is 9:14 am, and I can say that it has been an interesting morning. After I posted my last blog yesterday, I talked with my Man. He sounded all excited to be talking to me, whih was good. I just let it ride you know. He told me He was going to come and see me this morning. Well, He did not come and see me, but He did call me to tell me, before the time that He was going to be here ( let me add that is a HUGE STEP for Him, He never calls to tell me He is not showing). I was really cool with Him about it, He told me He had overslept, we ended up talking the whole time He was driving to work. Talked about a lot of things actually. Told Him about the mumms i was keeping up with last nite, and how i really hoped to see Him today. I know I bitch about Him sometimes, it is just it sucks when I want to see Him and cant. He told me I was mistaken if i thought He did not want to see me, which I was thinking that He didnt. I mean if He wanted to see me, then He would come see me

Hmmmmm????
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Hmmmm Will U Be Him????
Be My Valentine Application. " Everyone knows that Valentines day is about a month away so get an early start also everyone knows there's at least one person on here that you wants to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I: I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to ma

Hmmm Wax?
I was on the phone then all the sudden I smell something. Could it be wax? I don't know so I went over to my candles nothing smelled like it. But it smelled like those wax lips in the air very strong. I keep smelling around and freaking out cause I don't know where the smell is coming from. So I start smelling my hair. No that's not it what can it be? Hmm starting to get stronger as I walk around where is it? Nowhere to be found yet. I walk outside with the scent in my nose I still smell it. I smell my fingers, for some reason it's there for a split second. Then it goes away I walk back inside there's the smell again I look around and finally spot it. Guess what it is... You'll never guess I bet ya! It was IcyHot. I know that's just weird but when you grow up with smelling wax lips from the candy truck you'll notice more.

Hmmm
what's up all!!!! this is just another day in the life of a an artist...just got a cool t-shirt onto collsrfree.com. pretty hyped about all of that...all you fubar folks out there check it out. make sure you order a couple or something.

Hmmm
posted blogs.. posted bulletins.. but nobody left even 1 comment on that pic. Just wondering.. if I mentioned that it was a naked picture of me.. would you go leave comments then? (talking about the contest i am running in) Well I do have a couple I can thank! You 3 are awesome..and myself. lol.

Hmmm
im sure im not the only one having problems with fubar and all the shit happening at once lol. esp during happy hour when you have the online now bar scrolling faster + the god damn ticker + the blasts changing. my sb is running slow, im not getting my messages, and i still dont need to know everytime someone decides they are going to pee in the bar tab :P just venting! sorry if i havent respondedto any of ya in the sb, i prob didnt get your message ;)

Hmmm
I have all the people as friend,family and fans. I thought this is where those people help others to like level and stuff!! i try to help as many ppl as i can but i dont seem to get it in return!! Why is that? Kinda makes me sad some times!! :(

Hmmm
Well, I leave all my family members profile comments everyday and there's only a few of you who leave me 1 back, Why? I leave my friends profile comments and get a very few back, Why?? WTF is your problem?...It only takes a minute to return the luv, DAMN!!

Hmmmmm...
Few people come into our lives and make everything shine, but you're one of those rare and splendid jewels who makes the whole world bright. When I was sad, you made me smile. When I was alone and blue, you were there for me, and you made me feel strong enough to accomplish anything. Because I appreciate the many things you do, more than words could say, I'm sending you the Candle of Love, and hoping you receive many blessings from above.

Hmmmm
Wow as I sit here rather bored and tired not quite ready to go to bed.....I'm just going round the internet and surfing the various subjects that kinda interest me. I know lame blog but I just had to write about how I feel right now.....loved, bored, tired, sick still and in need of a couple pain killers....lol

Hmmmm
I have something I need to get off my chest, Im not getting why people continuly treat me like a floor mat. I reach out to them and they shit all over me.Do I have door mat, please wipe feet on K on my forehead? Im done trying to be nice to thoses who keep putting their ass in my face, because they had a bad day. This is what I have to say to u.IF U CAN'T BE NICE AND APPRECIATE A GOOD FRIEND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm(poem)
canabalistic impulses suicide on the brain the smell of gun powder in the air makes my pecker hard cannon fire across the way flesh ripped apart even the fray the flag covered in blood and dirt ten men try to take it and no-one has victory cookin a man just for the meat hungry stomach i have now all the murder all the chaos makes me a hungry hungry hippo tearin at the flesh with my teeth and evil grin comes over me im filled with power an essance char broil the maggots cut up the captains all is good for the stew

Hmmm
Here I am. On the brink. The brink of success. The brink of failure. I have to be careful. I have to be considerate. I am responsible to more than myself. My choice. I won't define my cause. I don't know if I can. As difficult as I may make it, I still seek love and happiness though they not be my goal. I work to prepare myself for the day. The day After.

Hmmm
I was told by scrapper my account was being terminated.. All over me paying 50.00 for a 30 day blast for perky and her not getting it.. Then fubar claims they didnt get the money... I bought this blast for her on the 16th I know the money should of been there by now.. I am not allowed to post bulletins nor am a I allowed to post comments.. So I am trying a bully if not guess he terminated my account after I said sorry for being a bitch but he would be the same way if it happened to him...

Hmmm
1) Are you my friend? 2) Am I your friend? 3) Do you miss me...ever? 4) Would you miss me if I moved far away? 5) Would you mourn me if I died? 6) Would you be there for me if I really needed a friend? 7) Have you ever lied to me? 8) What do you really think about me as a person? 9) Am I a loser? 10) Why are we friends? 11) Why are you answering these questions?

Hmmm,, I Wonder
Is there anyone on my friends list who can (and cares to) cheer me up today? I have a really bad day for different reasons and I am just going round in circles in my mind again and again. Can't go out for health reasons this weekend, so I need another way to get through that. Any help is aprecciated.

Hmmm...
Hey all, i'm trying to find a song to put on the player i have on here, and to have it for somewhere else. But the one i have i searched it and it doesn't have the mp3 link, if you can help me out in finding this song i will give you fubucks. A side of being very happy! the song is called "Good Morning Baby" and i think it's by "Bic Runga", i can find it on youtube video and stuff. But not in the http://blahblahblah.mp3 form. So send me a shoutout or leave me a message if you have any idea ty.

Hmmmmm
Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety-one? If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one out of five enjoys it? Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with? If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a racecar is not called a racist? If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, then doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, Musicians denoted, cowboys deranged, models deposed, tree surgeons debarked, and dry cleaners depressed? If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? ? Do Lipton Tea employees take "coffee breaks?" What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men? I thoug

Hmmmmm.
whats the difference between life and death? isnt life and death just two different adventures? dont get me wrong... i do not wish to commit suicide... far from it... im just thinking... isnt life a very long and trying adventure? your given your necisities and if you want something then you have to work for it... wouldnt it be safe to assume that death is the same way... you get your necesities but you work for what you want... your not handed everything you want... unless you work hard for it. And even then you have to still fight tooth and nail for it.

Hmmmm...if Men Wrote Advice Columns
If men wrote advice columns Q: My husband wants to have a threesome with me and my best friend. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you, he can only settle for the next best thing -your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day; then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights o

Hmmmm.
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, thepassion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, Ijust want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for meto satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for whoI am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time withher. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big,

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convincing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Hmmmm
Well, the countdown continues. Instead of days, I am now counting hours and minutes. According to my watch, I have less than 24 hours until I board that bus to two days of hell, and then 14 days of leave. To say that I am excited, well it would be a complete understatement. I am excited, nervous, anxious, and well. READY! Sort of. I still need to finish packing, but first I have to finish laundry, and anyone who knows me, knows that I hate doing laundry. I also need to clean my room, just because I want to come back to a clean room. Of all the stuff I have, I am taking 2 bags, a suitcase and my backpack for a book, MP3 player, and my personal entertainment system, aka, the laptop. From what I understand, I will get to that favorite of Military past times tomorrow, Hurry Up and Wait. Sit around, get a couple of briefings, then finally board the plane. Make 1 stop somewhere else, and then wind up in Atlanta for my connection. Too bad they don't fly R and R directly

Hmmm
You can be far Or you can be near But when I think of you Ill shed a tear My love for you grows Stronger with each day And it gets herder to find The right words to say Im lost in speech When I look at you Id die that day If I ever lost you tears have fell and words exchanged that made our feelings never the same I don’t know why But somethings not right But ill push through it With all my might Tear and pain No matter what It may be Forever and always You and me

Hmmm
hmm so theres a god right? wrong? well who knows really? see if it was simple as to yes and prove it then just prove it so how do we really know if there is one or isnt one? so doesnt that just get you really curious and make you want to just kill yourself to find out? see if youdo that then u can just "claim" the devil took you over and pushed you to the edge so then your going ot be punished in hell forever...okay easy enough and if u go an intentionally are a risk taker and you accidently get killed then you sumhow wind up in heaven then i guess you know the truth BUT what happens to you your thoughts ur internal being that tells you whats right and wrong once your dead? what is dead? just the not being able to move anything, being cold, no circulation. if thats death then how do u know a person isnt still really in there? if you have a 2 legs and you have to get one amputated then you'll only have one leg left. so if u just have one leg then why do you still have feeling for the ot

Hmmm!! Maybe?maybe Not? Can You? Or Can't You?
Here are a few things that I have going.. 1st off is a new auction with a different kinda twist.. Instead of me offering anything I am offering to be your slave for 1 full month.. That means what ever you ask of me within limits that is I will do.. I will not do anything sexual so dont even bother asking... 2nd is a giveaway for a 1 month vip and 7 day blast I have to reach 10k to receive these items could use just a little help... 3rd is another giveaway but for fu bucks.. My goal is 3k to receive the fu bucks I am set out for.. Any and all help is greatful... Thank You to everyone that helps me... XOXOXO

Hmmmmmmm
Dont you just hate those that choose to be alone for the holidays and then have a pity party when they get what they want. They use their friends affections for them to feel sorry for them. When all they have to do is pick up the phone and make a call??? I mean come on if a person wants to get out of their house and be around friends and family all they have to do is click on the red and x on their page. and step away from the computer. Its really sad when ppl use others via the internet for their own pity party

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...
Describe me in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this original message to all your friends and see how many strange and interesting things they say about you. This is really fun!! Here's how: 1 Hit the reply key and send me my one word. 2. Then return to this message, and forward it to your friends (including me) and see what people say about you when limited to one word.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
Ok here's the situation. My sister has Mesothelioma and it is in her lung going into her spine. She came across this while haveing arm trouble. She couldnt use it. Well here is the weird part I had trouble with my right arm yrs ago. And where she has the cancer is where I had a epidoral to kill the nerves in my spine cause i couldnt take the pain. Do you think that its just dumb luck that we both had simmular problems and even in the same area of the spine ???? I am kind of afraid to be checked. But cancer does run in my family !

Hmmm
I am sick of peoples lies here and what jealousy does to you. I am very greatful to the people i have met. If i have said anything bad to you it wasnt me. It was someone else! I have too much love in my heart that I wouldnt hurt anyone but I guess thats not enough huh? Well im sorry to the people who thought i said somethin gbad to them when i havent. I love you all who actually believe me too. It means alot. I don't know what i'm going to do about it but ill just let it go and let things take the trail.

Hmmmmm
DONKEY LIFE'S LESSON One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his

Hmmm
I know it's a stupid subject heading. I just can't think of anything to put in there. I just need a place where, I can just arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I think things in my life is going ok, but in other areas it needs some life. I have found myself not having that smile that sparkle that everyone see's in me. I wish I can gain it back. And get that glowing sparkle.

Hmmmm
I have another first date today, but I'm getting sick of dating, and surf season is coming pretty soon, and I feel like the date is just making me miss my kung fu class, and its a waste of time because I've been on several first dates. I don't even know what to wear, gotta buy something because I'm pretty rugged. also my arms are black and blue from kung fu, I guess I'll tell her I love violence.

Hmmmm..
love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

Hmmm Lol This Says Alot!
Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Nine of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in remarkable gratitude. I am not a victim. There are no lost causes. "I've been there, done that, and know suffering -- but it's all good." I'm still standing. "Can't touch this." Self-pity is an excuse to do nothing. To appeal to sympathy for pity's sake is to seek affirmation of the choice to do nothing. I am empowered by the spirit and support of meaningful experience and I transform with silent resilience.

Hmmmmmm
A thousand angels primp for a camera drink a little courage pose a certain way for a thousand potential lovers theyll never meet they'll never touch they'll never kiss A thousand mortals search the heavens for a godess that will never come for an angel for a devil for a little of both longing for her touch thirsting for her kiss and........ I dont want to laugh I dont know how to cry I dont want the games I dont have time for lies Just touch me once let me know your real Just kiss my lips and let me feel alive

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From the Fred McMurray News service, East Pelahatchie MS. Released 2 Jun 2007. Intrepid journalist Jimmy Changa, usually reserved for reviews of Mexican restaurants, is this months' contributor to our on-going column. 1. The first bomb dropped on Berlin in WWII killed an elephant in the Berlin zoo. What was the REAL target? The monkey house? 2. Due to lack of refinery capacity, the US now imports 11% of it's GASOLINE. Not crude oil, gas. These overseas refineries are not accustomed to the boutique blends demanded by US locales, and charge outrageous prices for the service. Want cheaper gas? Build some new refineries, a thing not done since the 70's. 3. Ever seen the tiny bulbs in your dash board, the idiot lights that tell you that you have some sort of problem, ever seen them burn out? I drive a 1992 Volvo, which has steadfastly told me it needs service since the day I first drove it. This light comes on because only a Volvo technician can make it go off, and I don't want

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Seems I ain't posted a new one of these in a long time.. So lets just give a quick update.. I am going to be getting remarried in June.. I know Dragon said he wouldn't except he found the exception to the damn rules... Also have gotten a new place to live and my little girl is happy with both her soon to be step mom and her new room.. Now if I can only get the situation with my parents taken care of I'd be in seventh heaven.. Well I guess I write more later.. Peave out folks.

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i have a date or a hang out with this girl today. a local state park, 1.5 mile walk to the beach with huge sand cliffs, collect fossils from the dinosaur age, and skip stones on water, and bullshit, and talk about how awesome i am. should i pack lunch, or take her to eat after all that////////

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Is the last person you kissed physically attractive? hell Yes Do you currently have a hickey? nope and not since I was around 16 Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? A very good friend , still on phone. You get bored of your girlfriend/boyfriend easily? thats hard to answer, im not sure if i have a boyfriend/girlfriend/ but the ones i care about (you know who u are ) NO What was the last thing someone said to you in person? Are you still awake What was your worst subject in school? science What's your favorite Hannah Montana song? lol, i dont know What is the best eye color on a member of the opposite sex? doesnt matter Are you good at your job? umm what job Who is the fifth text in your inbox from? What does it say? lol im not telling What's your favorite number? 13 What was the last movie you watched? I am Legand Do you have a Facebook? yes , but dont go there anymore What are your in

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Well of course what I have been wanting but yet to have asked for or even said anything is about to happen. Last night after many nights of no sleep(as usual),and continous arguments. Well I'm getting what I wanted. Yea so my so called significant other finally told me that he knows what I want and he is willing to pay for our divorce. Well I know in a way I should be upset,maybe cry a little,or whatever. But I feel nothing at all. I care but not enough I guess to hurt. Theres just been way too much that I just don't even care what happens. I just care about getting away from the chaos and stress finally.....YEAAAAA

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Some men dream of way too many women in ONE night lol No thanks.I have too much respect for myself to be a part of a harem. So easy to be who you want on here behind the screen.Glad I am always "me" no matter where I am.Even if I do come with certain faults,I am always honest! Love and Blessings xx

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Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names): (AT THIS VERY SECOND) 1. I just wish you would back the fuck off and let me raise my own son!!! 2. You are so smart and so perfect and you will be a much better person then I ever was. 3. Just remember you fucked up not me. I would have never done that to you and now your paying for it. 4. I'm glad to see your life getting better and that you have found someone but I do miss chillin with ya. 5. I bet your sad now that you missed all those years and now that I am a man who got here all by myself from the gutter i have risen and I did it without your help. 6. I beilve we share alot more together then you let on, but don't worry I'm Not That Guy. Loyal till the end! 7. You need to wake the fuck up and stay away from him before something really bad happens maybe not to you but to your son!!! 8. I don't know how many times I just wish i could make it all right and make everything possible I wi

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OK I GOTTA DO THIS AND LIKE USUAL I APOLOGIZE IF THIS HITS HOME CUZ IF YOU GOTTA ASK IS HE TALKING ABOUT ME I PROBABLY AM! OK FIRST MY PROFILE PAGE IS NOT FOR LEAVING COMMENTS ABOUT HELPING YOU IN CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS!WANNA FUMAIL OR SHOUT ME THATS FINE I MIGHT EVEN DO A BLOG FOR YOU. DO I GO TO ANYONES PAGES AND LEAVE THEM?NO! IM LUCKY TO HAVE THE TIME TO GET ANYTHING DONE ON HERE AS IT IS. ALOT OF YOU KNOW I VERY SELDOM EVEN LEAVE PROFILE COMMENTS PERIOD. DOES THAT MEAN I DONT LOVE YOU? NO THAT MEANS IM LAZY PERIOD,,SEE I CAN ADMIT IT CAN YOU? SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE THEM ALL ITS GONNA DO IS MAKE ME SET MY PAGE UP FOR APPROVAL TO POST AND I DONT WANNA DO THAT. OK NOW FOR THE LAST IF YOUR GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE THEN DELETE IT AND DONT COME BACK AFTER YOU DID AND HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND THEN SAY FUBAR DID IT! IM SURE THAT FUBAR HAS MORE TO DO THEN JUST SAY HMMM IM GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE TODAY. IF YOUR DOING SOMETHING WRONG THEN MORE POWER TO THEM IF THEY DID. BUT IF YOU

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40 secrets.. except they arent secretsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey. Be honest no matter what. 1. Who was your last text from? ummm chevyman 2. Where was your default picture taken? my bathroom 3. Whats your middle name? Marie 4. Whats on your mind? somene special 5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? Idk 6. What is your current mood? Happy 7. What is your moms name? Mae 8. What color shirt are you wearing? Green with flowers 9. Are you close with your dad? Yes 10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? Yes i would 11. Have a crazy side? All people do 12. Ever had a near death experience? Yeap 13. Something you do a lot? talk to wicked lol and woody 14. Angry at anyone? Yeap 15. Favorite Month? May 16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Idk 17. When was the last time you cried? 3 weeks ago 18. If you could have one super power what would it be? hmmm hard to say 19. Whats the first thing you notice about the oppos

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ok Ill say it!! I hate being single I get so lonely sometimes, wondering will I meet that special man. but all I seem to run into Online, are Players I cringe when I get a Instant message saying are you big busted well hell guys I am a BBW what do you think! I swear some of the questions are so stupid I just want to tell the men use your head on your shoulders and not the one between your legs

Hmm. Much To Ponder!
*opening your world....because you are eternally curious* how true. i am eternally curious. and for the past nearly two decades i have smothered that curiosity as well as that spark that made me an individual. i thought moving to Savannah would help me rediscover myself - i was right. with the help of someone who fate dragged me to, and frustration and irritation almost kept me from (i really need to move from 'da hood guys) i am seeing things in a way i have not seen them before. value, rights, serving my own needs as well as someone else's. the basis of what i hope will be something amazing. he watches with eyes that miss no detail yet i do not feel exposed he sees everything no secret,hidden from him exists yet i do not feel analyzed he teaches with a curious smile on his handsome face yet although led i do not feel smothered he touches with words and deeds yet i do not feel chided instead i yield with uncommon joy.

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its hard for me a mother of 4 single not even 30 yet to go out into the world and try to find Mr. Right. My time is limited. And when i try to go out i end up finding Mr. OH HELL NO! Dont get me wrong i do go out its just im tired of looking in bars and clubs and come out with drunks, self involved assholes.~ Then when i think i fond one that might be good, it seems im wrong.

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I know I really shouldn't be asking you, ESPECIALLY in front of all these people, I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can benefit me. You must think I have a lot of nerve saying this to you, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until theres no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but.....................can I have a piece of gum??? Thanks

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Your Birthdate: September 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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I am sitting here listening to the wonderful sounds of snorring. Wondering if I sound like that when I pass out or if I am a talker or better yet one whom acts out my dreams. Curiosity is a forte' ofmine but listening to the on-going rummble of the snore has me contemplating setting up a vid cam just to know what I do in my sleep! LOL NOT REALLY!!! I can't even stand my own picture being taken! Yet, it is something to ponder!

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IT IS NOW SUMMER.. OF 2008. THE BEGINIIN OF FUN OUT IN THE SUN AND HAVIN A GREAT TIME. IM SETTING HERE OUT AT THE LAKE ENJOYIN THE FIRST WEEKEND OF THE SUMMER WITH FAMILY AND FRINEDS... SO I HOME U ALL ARE VERY SAFE THIS WEEKEND. BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FRIENDS ALIVE AND WELL

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Well... Just wanted to see actually how many people would actually look to see what I had to say. Check it out and see who my real friends are. Love this song by the way... If you like it, let me know... Don't be afraid to post a comment. Hell, I don't bite! Citizen Soldiers - Three Doors Down

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well here it is just around the corner from fathers day and my stupid ass ex is finally gonna let me see my daughter again after almost 2 months. I hate when she stops letting me see my daughter for long periods of time because my daughter always acts different around me when i get to see her again i feel like a dead beat dad even though i love my daughter to death i would stop whatever i am doing for my daughter whenever she needed it or me. my daughter is my pride and joy she brings s mile to my face every time i see her or even hear her voice she is the light of my world and every time i go to court i get screwed in the ass the fucking judge has let my ex get away with murder damn near and i just get to sit back and watch her walk all over the judge and my ex lawyer something fucked up about that shit i hate when the judges favor the female when the guy truly deserves the rights to his kid i dont know what ot do sometimes i am just running th emouth right now gettign some shit off

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Wondering why they dont let you pay for vip and blast using paypal ... i need a credit card :( ...there are lots of sexy ppl out there that should be gettin rated 11's sorry to all you sexy ppl that icant rate 11 :( you deserve much more ... keep up with the sexyness ;)

Hmmm Did I Just See That?
Hmmm Did I just see that? By Caty the Ghost © 2008 I was out for a walk after being stood up yet again by my girl friend. Damn some days it does not pay to have one! She gave me some lame excuse as usual personally I believe she has found her self another girl. Yes im a girl im in my second year here at State University. Im a bit of a nerd girl im just five foot three with dirty blonde hair and blue eyes my names Amy Jones. Nothing flashy with me even if my family has tons of money we never flash it. Hell I could personally out buy half the Delta Sigma girls and they flaunt there wealth. I saw her trying to hide in the bushes hmm what that’s Missy Everet head cheerleader and very straight with my slut of a so called girlfriend? Yep that’s Carol alright I recognize that giggle any place. I just wandered on over and stood over them looking at them till they noticed I was there. They both let out a gasp and she began pleading with me that she was hm not sucking on Missy’s cunt. Rig

Hmmmm... A New Year, A New Start
When I first made this Yahoo account I had the intentions of blogging about how Jaime came to be a part of my life ... it doesn't seem like I stuck to that very well in '05. Well, it's 2006 now and I have decided that with the way things are going I really should try and remember all I can from the earliest days of my dressing. When I was born my father was serving in Vietnam, so I spent the first year or so of my life without his presence. I was raised mostly by my mother, grandmother, aunt and (female) cousin for that first year. Upon my father's return home he took one look at me and decided that I could never be the son that he had always wanted because I had been "ruined" for him by the women. Growing up was a different time for me, I had a father that was physically there, but he wasn't emotionally available to me so my upbringing pretty much continued on the same path as my birth until I decided to leave home. I used to love to lay across my mother's and grandmother's laps and h

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I thought i was through with DJing but i am still craving to do it, so i was thinking either i'd find a new place to dj and ask them if i could put their player in my lounge or , find somewhere to get free codes(no point in spending money on internet broadcasting ) right?

Hmmmm...the Sounds Were Wonderful...heard This In The Ocean Breeze.
Chorus We could walk barefoot through the warm wet sand Take a second look at what we had I been thinkin' a lot since I been here Past the neon lights and the L.A. Haze I'm a different man these days So come on out, The Coast is Clear

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I finally got a job. At first I was excited, I'm finally gonna make my own money and get out of the house. Right now I just feel...empty, like there's something missing and I can't figure out what it is. Maybe I just feel wiped out, I don't really know, I am kinda tired but in a way I'm wide awake. I don't wanna go back into depression, I've fought my way through it so many times and I hate it. And because I'm young people think I have no idea what I'm talking about, like I'm an idiot and have no idea what life is really about. So what, I'm young, that doesn't mean that I don't know anything about life, I had a rough childhood, not that I had the worst, but it was bad enough to set my ass straight and make me mature when I was 12. I really need to get away somewhere, I'm dealing with too much shit and all at once and it's really eating me. I just wish I could scream at the top of my lungs. Oh well, I'll figure it out, I always do.

Hmmmmm Some People
It has come to my attention that there are some ppl on fubar who just cant seem to grow up, they seem to think that its ok for them to comment on things and rate things the way that they seem to want to. But its not ok for you to, then they seem to want to hate on your status and call ya names and such, or they send u gifts annonmsly and say rude things in it......... A persons page is theirs to do with as they like, and that includes their status, If someone were to get to know me, They would find out that most the thigs I say in my status are a joke, Im a very funny and loving person, im honest, and im fair, just because im not a model or a "Hot" girl doesnt make me a bad person. Ya never can tell you might be missing out................ So if u feel u hve to write a blog about me, you could at least be adult enough to let me read it, not block me and send ur friends to my page to see who I am and what I look like so they can poke fun to........in other words "GROW UP,

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OK, so I have been writin' dese blogs, tryin' 2 make ppl c what kind of woman Mysticfairy really is & I have all kinds of ppl comin' 2 me tellin' me I hurt her. I guess da truth does hurt some ppl, but she is weak neway. Dis woman is pregnant w twins, by a man who don' want her or da babies & she is hurt cause I said some words? Wow, get priorities straight woman. U should b more worried bout findin' some1 2 raise ur bastard children 4 u. So, Guy tells me on messenger last night dat she ready 2 leave now, cause of me. I say do it. Don't blame me, cause ur not wanted. Blame urself. Always playin' da pity me card, but never really lookin' out 4 otha ppl. U need 2 get da hell up off Guy's nut sack & move da fuck on. He don' want ur nasty skank ass. U fat, u ugly & u claim dat dere r plenty of ppl who find u sexi. My ass!! Dey only sayin' dat cause U ez bitch. U pregnant now, so dey ain' gotta worry bout dat w u. U kno, like I said n my last blog, u really do need 2 just go

Hmmm I'm Here Again?
apparently so... mainly just here to say hi to old friends, perhaps make one or two more... i won't be fighting for ranks/levels, i will not be the picture slut that i was last time. when i first joined fubar, godfather was the highest rank and i wanted godfather and a spotlight. on kinkstar i got both of those before i ended up locked out. there's nothing left that i truly WANT to accomplish here other than waste a little time. love you all, sin

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He runs his tongue along my throat As if he could slice it at any moment Soft and gentle, hard as steel I ponder his intentions. He weaves his fingers through my hair My locks attempting to tie him down Pulled in ever closer My skin melts into his. Where his mind is I cannot see While mine is on his heart The goal to attain grand approval Yet he piques my curiosity. The solidity of his frame Envelopes my soft curves Like a heart-shaped box Lined with a rare satin. Does he know his own power The presence he has over me? Or oblivious he remains, And my attempts are useless. Nothing feels more perfect Yet something seems wrong In his eyes, something I can't see Will he give in, or am I lost in his existence?

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Flowers are to a garden Like bees are to honey Feathers are to a pillow like clouds are to the sky Angels are to Heaven As people are our Angels People are to relationships as are relationships to commitment Rings are to Marriage as paper is to Divorce Facts are to the wisdom as lies are to deceet so if truth is never told do we live with lies that are UNTOLD

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Why is it we can cure cancer but we cant figure out the human brain and why is it so hard to get help for someone if they cant see what is wrong? Mental illness really sucks.. and the system even sucks more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Slowly you remove my clothes and throw them to the floor; slowly I do the same my body aching for more. We stand here face to face out bodies for each to see, nothing but fresh air standing between you and me. Your eyes look deep in mine your hands touch my face, my breathing becomes heavy, as my heart begins to race. My fingernails touch your manly throbbing chest I move a little closer as my lips do the rest. A wetness starts to touch your neck my tongue follows behind; I ease along at a slow pace without hesitation leaving nothing to waste. Slowly my fingernails slide my way down they slowly rub against your nipples then circle round and round. You start to follow my body like an artist stretching a drawing, your hands start to fondle my breasts and the urge surges through me. I feel your fingers circle me and the tingle soon begins slowly your tongue follows and push you closer in. Your tongue begins to flick my nipple and the arousal starts to expire, the fire starts burning li

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Well...things have changed yet again... The ex and I are working on fixing things and getting back together. One unfortunate problem has resulted of his marriage to his wife...she is now pregnant and he is trying to find a way to back out of the marriage without chance of loosing contact with his child. Four months into his marriage he realized that he wasn't in love with her and never was...he had only done what he did out of spite for an argument that we had gotten into where I stated that I would never marry his sorry ass...LOL...he's not blaming me, blaming himself because he was so stupid. I'm giving him chance again because in my heart, no matter how hard I tried to stop loving him and move on with my life...I finally realized that I still loved him after he started asking if there was a chance of us getting back together. We talked for weeks about it before I finally realized it, because I was very hesitant at first. We are soul-mates, I know him better than anyone else

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Was thinking........Since all of you lovely ladies were kind enough to make hat salutes for lil ol me..........i was thinking of starting a new Album...........Corset salutes.......What do you ladies think........Feedback is appreciated...........

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MIGHT MUSLIMS BE GOOD AMERICANS? This is very interesting and we all need to read it from start to Finish and send it on to anyone who will read it. Maybe this is why our American Muslims are so quiet and not speaking out about any atrocities. Can a good Muslim be a good American? This question was forwarded to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years. The following is his reply: Theologically - no. . . . Because his (Muslim) allegiance is to Allah, The moon God of Arabia . Religiously - no. . . Because no other religion is accepted by His Allah except Islam (Quran, 2:256)(Koran) Scripturally - no. . . Because his allegiance is to the five Pillars of Islam and the Quran. Geographically - no . Because his allegiance is to Mecca , to which he turns in prayer five times a day. Socially - no. . . Because his allegiance to Islam forbids him to make friends with Christians or Jews . Politically - no. . . Because he must submit to the mullahs (spirit