relliK's blog: "Why"

You'll probably be surprised, but I'm not actually mad or sad about your actions as of late. Mentally, I'm in a better place because I'm no longer surrounded by your negative energy and the constant annoyed faces you make when being bothered while you're playing your xbox. Since you chose to be a child about what you decisively chose to do while I was in another room sleeping, rest assured that it didn't truly bother me as I knew it was planned for awhile. But I do thank you for the text you left me, however...I will always think of you as a liar considering you were never 'unhappy'...but rather bored because of the surroundings you were in...no malls, no friends except for a handful that you played games with...you had everything where you were...a daughter who constantly nagged at you..you had milo, chapo (R.I.P), abigail, cleo, socks, tigger, 2 un-named kittens, an xbox, dvds, dvd player, countless hours of paranormal shows on tv, and a son that was supposed to visit...so...unhappy how? Anyways...now that you're gone, it has somewhat liberated me to the point where I'm free and whole again because you were never there for me when I needed you anyways which is harsh considering I was always there for you...even bailed you out of a possible physical altercation on more than one occasion...yet...when it came to me, you just didn't care enough to see us make it and to silence any doubters that spoke up. 

I really hope wherever you are or wherever you go, that you find that 'happiness' you claimed to have not had and maybe grow up a little so that others will not think of you as who you were when around me. Since your text ended with 'take care'...I will in kind reply with a simple 'Hello...and Goodbye'.

It's a good question I always seem to ask myself when a situation turns cold or sour. Here's the situation...I meet a girl, treat her nice, cook her food, clean all dishes used, kind and humble to her friends..only to have that girl tell some other guy over the phone how she loves, cares, and would do ANYTHING for HIM while I'm next to her. Like seriously..what's up with that? Now I know most of you ladies have ALOT more sense than the ones who are utterly waterheaded (like some women on here I know), but what bothers me the most about this situation, is she (or they for that matter) would do this everytime I am near or if I get close to them as if I was never there to hear it. Now ladies, IF what you're looking for is a one-night stand or just a 'sport/revenge f**k', then by ALL means..tell me in advance so I can avoid you at all costs. I went out of my way to see this girl one day after talking to her for MONTHS and it was like we instantly clicked when I showed up..then LITERALLY 24 hours after being with her..she tossed me to the curb like I was a piece of sh*t and instantly bragged about being stalked by a random dude who gave her flowers once a week..Ladies if you want flowers THAT BAD..date a damn florist. ANYWAYS, they talked on the phone for hours leaving me to find out the hard way that I was just there to be used to get to this 'other guy'. Ladies, I love ALL of you no matter what you look like, what race you are, your age, how tall/short you are..I mean c'mon, nobody is perfect..hell I'm no 'superstud'..just an average guy with everything to lose and almost nothing to gain, but if you were EVER mistreated in your life by an ex..PLEASE do not take it out on me as if it was my fault that you're so f**ked up. Now I admit, I do not have any 'game', I lack 'dress to impress' skills, I flirt (sometimes too much for my own good), but that does not justify you to treat me like sh*t and ditch me for a guy who more than likely would kick your ass or cheat on you in a heartbeat if you don't sexually service him right. If for some reason you only like/want me as a friend, then I got no time for you whatsoever because I'm in WAY TOO MANY friendzones as it is and DO NOT wish to be a member of yours.