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I can't wait to see Craig in a few months, he's a freaking hottie too: And on top of that myself and Ms. Ruby get to see little bro Jason: AND FOR THE RECORD, I'M NOT JUDGING CRAIG ON HIS OUTSIDE I ACTUALLY HAPPEN TO KNOW HIM. :D

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Hello All, Just dropping a line to all my Fubar friends to tell you soon i will be with my darling fiance and you know what i cannot wait for it all this time has been so hard on both of us and now we can finally be together and i can not wait for it this satureday we will be together and i will tell you this it has been a long wait for both of us we are both happy and can not wait well that is all i have to say Thank You ~Lost In The Dark~

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I had an awesome time guys, thanks for coming, i'm not sure who all was there, but Master, Rev, Broke, Pie, thanks guys... and thanks everyone else that made it.. i had a great time, and i hope you did too! for those of you that missed it, read the HOT SEX post in this blog for information about the shows so you'll be ready for next time. Date and times will be posted ahead of time IF i plan them ahead of time, otherwise keep an eye on my status for "on cam" Love you all Sin

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OMG OMG OMG >..< LOL I AM SO EXCITEDED....HEHE I AM LEAVING FOR MESA AZ LIKE THE 25TH OF THIS MONTH...WOW EXCITEDED HEHE SO YEAH IM LOOKING FOR FRIENDS A PEOPLE WHO WANNA HANG OUT SO YEAH LET ME KNOW WHO U R HEHE OMG IM SO FREAKIN EXCITEDED LOL I ALSO HAVE MYSPACE.,.SO IF U HAVE MYSPACE HIT ME UP SOMETIME.... www.myspace.com/rainbow13dreams .... yay okie anywho and i have yahoo luckiehaslove13bad add me their if u wan too...okie anywho g'ngith all im go dream bout AZ yay!!!!!!!!!

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I got my new (old) car yesterday! Now to get on top of all the junk that comes with...title, tags...etc..blah blah blah. I miss my other car..but..someone stupid fucked it all up and I had to get a car that was 5 years older! I won't complain though. It's mine and its paid for and it has some awesome perks. Here she is....

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Shane Well, it seems he's stayed on track for a month so they are going to let him come home for 12 hours on sunday :) !!!!!!! YAY!!!! So if I'm not around much, it's because I'm spending time with my family... something very important to me. I wish everyone a safe and happy weekend, and I'll be back i'm sure off and on. My work schedule is strange, somedays I'll have 2-3 hours off in the middle of the day, or be done by 2-3 pm, others i work till 9pm and later doing paperwork and making sure people have gotten home. I'm trying to find a good used car for a reasonable price, renting 1 for my trips to michigan is just getting way to expensive.

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My brother actually called me this morning. That meant more than the world to me to hear from him! I'm still a little sick but today will still be a happy day what with the fabulous Ruby Cairo coming to see me! That means worlds to me too. Love ya, rockstar! Alright enough with the mushy lol. Have a great day everyone!

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well I had a really goooood weekend, I got back with an old boyfriend, and OMG, it was awesome:D I really needed it, yall just don't know!!!! Well with all that said, I'm just happy I have a man now:D!!! We will see what happens, he does call me everyday, I'm supposed to call him back in a minute, I dont know, I'm just giddy or whatever LMAOOOOO.......anyways just want yall to know, if I'm not on as much as usual, its because I will be with him:P I still love yall, especially my girl Ashley, but you know what it is, Love Ya chick!!!!! Anyways, just bored and bloggin...as always thanks for readin my crap ~Lexi

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today has been a really good day dallas cowboys won their game (woOt), i talked to my husband today twice, and i found out i get financial aid for college i am so happy right now. cant really think of anything to complain about at least for the moment

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After about 7 weeks off work I finally found another job. I forgot how much it sucks waking up in the morning to go to work...lol. I miss my girls even more now that I'm away from them longer. The job is boring and but atleast it pays well. No internet, so I will only be on at night or weekends if I have the time. I hope you all are doing well. Nigelle

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so im turning 19 friday...19 is such a lame age...i cant do anything new (well i can buy ciggaretes now but i dont even smoke) last year my bday was effin awesome. this year i dont think ill be doing anything. which is probaly karma cause in sept. i helped ruin someone elses birthday. wutever i cant take it back even tho id like to. so me and my friend are looking for a new apartment. i mite say fuck it and go on my own in my own place. that would be cool. and i should be getting my car soon. yay convertible (even tho i wont be able to put the top down till the summer grr) meh what else? umm oh yea friday i will be performing on stage yay for rocky horror...i havent performed since febuary so that should be interesting. anyways thats about it its 7 in the morning and cartoons should be on :-) yes im a dork

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after a long while now i can make mumms, they said i was barred to do such mumms for a couple of weeks and it went more than a couple of month. Mumms is the reason why am staying here, i like to jive and express my opinions as well as to hear others side... thanks fubar anyways

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i just found out that it's quite possible that my new grandbaby is a girl !! according to my dil's OB the heartrate is 164 which is common when the fetus is female.. HOTDAMN !! i'm so excited i can hardly stand it !! it's going to be a treat to see my grandson as a big brother.. *purrr*

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well basically this is to any REAL friends i have on here.... ummm some people would know that i had been trying to get pregnant again for some time now.... umm over a yr to be exact...and well yea wasnt happenin. so finally doc put me on fertility drugs and yay im pregnant :D only going on 6 weeks so still to early to get overly excited...but im excited anyways :D

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just a few more days and i get to drive to the city...lol the big city...and spend time with my best friend :) its been a few months since we last saw each other...sometimes i am so lonely for her it makes me weep...life lesson learned here...never move cross country without your best friend!! LOL so anyways I am all excited its almost here..and i will brave the drive to get to the airport...once thats done she can help me navigate!! i just wanted to let you know this...thanks for reading my silly blog. i love you cara!!!!!

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Finally my business got the mineral makeup supply in and I am so excited. December is so busy for me this year with moving and bookings and training others. I love it though I would not trade it for the world because I get to stay home with my babies and be a good mommy :) I am nervous about the move though because I won't know anyone yet at the same time it is more of a push for me to meet new people.

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Today makes my one year on Fubar!! I have made a lot of friends in that year and memories I will never forget! I look forward to meeting more people and making many more memories here on Fubar! -Hugs and Kisses- ♥ Kiffy ♥ Nykon`s Fubar Wife ♥@ fubar

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its christmas time....time to surround yourself with family and loved ones time to reflect on this year comming to an end and a new one starting time to wish upon the star on the christmas tree to watch our loved ones open gifts to everyone on fubar merry christmas and happy new year

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SOOO, Adam called me again!!! Yay!! OMG I'm sooo hung up on this guy. It's.. insane. It's awesome... but, insane. I look forward to getting to talk to him... and I smile the entire time I'm talking to him. And, i can't wait until i get to hang out with him again.... god, this is terrible lol

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The judge signed the final decree papers this morning! Bryson's (my son)last name is now officially and legally the same as mine!! It's going to be a Christmas surprise!! I can't wait until he finds out!! He'll be sooooo excited!!!! YAY!!!

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As you can probably see - They gave me back my thigh !!!! They still think my bum is not safe for work though.... My bum has been safely going to work since I was 13 ! Not to meantion swimming in a CONVENT pool with a simialar thong [my godmother is a nun...] and they didn't have any issues with my ass ! Oh Well.... Guess we need some nuns running the place.

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Im super excited cause im buyin my BFF's old laptop....omg i cant wait.....and my BFF is gettin a tattoo with some of the money im giving her..so im going with her this wednesday. Its gonna be so much fun. kinda makes me want to get another tattoo..but its gonna be fun to watch her get one. So thats my exciting news. Finally i can use a regular instant messanger and respond to shoutouts. woohoo!!! Its a miracle!!!! :D

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I am SO EXCITED! Mr. Dave and I found an apartment and we're going to start moving our stuff there soon. YAY! I'm seriously so damn happy about this. I feel great about it too, no feelings that I shouldn't do this. This is such a relief for the both of us. I'm so happy.

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OMFG! I'm so excited! My ex girly who I haven't spoken to in sooo long (almost 2 years) just called me up hysterically happy to hear that I'm moving back to Florida! Yay! It was so random too! I missed her soooo much! And what rocks is that I'll be down there for her 21st birthday! Woot! Seems like all my true good friends are all either in / moving to Florida or in California, where my dad lives! So yay! I'm uber happy!

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My computer is fixed! I've had it on all day and I haven't even heard the fan much less had it shut down on me because of over heating. When it started doing that multiple times in a day I knew I had to get something fixed on it. No more pulling the AC plug to see if that helps it cool down and I managed to play AdventureQuest today without it getting choppy or the computer dying on me. And all of this goodness is just in time for the teaser trailer for this summer's The Incredible Hulk. My hopes are rising. Ed Norton plays an excellent split personality. Oooo yeah. And my favorite Norton film? If you haven't seen it then you should. Costumed kids show characters. Mafia. Nazis. Addicts. And little people.

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I can now eat the pancakes of victory, instead of the pancakes of shame! Edit: I had been up for over 20 hours doing something for work that wasnt going well, and I was about to give up and make breakfast, when it started to work

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OMG!! I just got my grade back on my paper for "Organizational Analysis: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention" AND I ACED IT!!!! YAY!!!!! That was such a hard paper to write!! And get this! I actually taught the professor something about the CDC! No shit, right? HA!! Check it! Comments: Chelle, this really was an excellent paper. I really learned a lot about the CDC, and the impact that the organization has on the communities and people that it serves. Fantastic job! Hellz YEAH! Had to share!!

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So today is my 1 yr fu-anniversary.. one whole year of knowing a bunch of you cats and kittens. Im thankful for the friends I made over this past year and blah blah blah blah. Most of all im thankful for meetin Chris and all the people that were supportin us from the start. So hugs and smooches for some... kicks in the ass for most:D later days.

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YAY!! i gots all my stuff done for my trip :D plane tickets are done rental car reserved (woohoo convertibles) hotel reserved (score! room with hot tub) yay yay yay :D anyone near pismo beach/san luis obispo/avila beach area that wants to meet for drinks let me know!

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I'm off to bed for the evening everyone. Thank you Katman for the VIP. I love being able to upload new pictures again. Yesterday Autumn had a shit load of appointments with doctors. I believe we saw around 10 doctors total. Nothing out of the ordinary for her. There was one odd thing though. She developed a rash because of her new medicine, and it turns out to be a medical anomaly. Unlike any doctor at the main children's hospital in this state has seen. Good job Autumn. You never fail to baffle anyone. She has been seizure free so far which is great, but they're taking her off one of her meds and starting a new one. Well see how that goes. Her feeding tube has given her a little problems since shes put on weight. The pressure from it caused some granulated tissue that had t to be burnt off. Nasty, but it doesn't hurt to have it done. Now if it comes back, I have the medicine to light it up and remove it. Good deal. Also as I've posted, I've got me a boyfriend that isn't a dead beat. I

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My finals for my classes are next week, and I have not done the first thing to even prepare for them. I hate these classes and will be glad when I am done with them! I'm training these new guys at work, and it seems to be going well, except the one is majorly annoying and the other one is majorly hot! So I either leave work with a headache, or I sit all day trying not to molest my co-workers...lol I need help, can you tell?

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Only 11 Days till my bestie, SillyCuteChrissy and her son come to visit for two weeks!! :D Just wanted to share my excitement. I haven't seen her since March, and our little boys haven't seen each other in a year!! *note* Yes I keep counting down the days in this blog too lol.

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Okay, I was feeling curious so I weighed myself again...worried that I was gonna gain back those pounds but nope....still lost them and didn't gain...YAY!!!!! I did something stupid though....I guess I wasn't fully awake yet so I accidentally filled my contacts with my cleaning crap again...this stuff isn't suppose to be touched after six hours so when I put them in my eyes, they fuckin' burned like hell!!!! I remember my eye doctor telling me to be careful or my eyes will turn red like the bottle...yeah it did.....sniffles Owy....it still stings a bit but not as much. Damn, I gotta be more alert on what I do..... Sweet..just one more day of work!! YAY!!! I forgot I have a doctors appointment tomorrorow...rats, thought I could sleep in....oh well...I can take a nap..... Now I'm off to work.

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Well the boys left last night after about 24 hours here at my house. 24 hours may not be much but it's enough when you don't get to see your kids very often. I had my poi talking to me which made the happy from having my boys even better! And after they left she called me and made the sad from them leaving go away. We played a lot of guitar hero. Multiplayer versus type. I got beaten a couple of times by the boys and a couple of times by the ex but for the most part I did all the beating. Nobody even came close to beating me on Raining Blood! We all had a lot of fun and fortunately there wasn't any real awkwardness with them being in the house they used to live in. That had me a little worried. I was thinking that being in the old house would bake it weird on everyone and nobody would want to leave. As much as I love my ex, we're better friends than we ever were lovers. She's even talking about doing the same thing for christmas so I'm really excited! Ok, I'm done wi

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Hayden Maie is finally HOME!!! She turned 1 month old today! She is doing good. Wiggle worm at that! Just had to express my excitement!!!! To all of you that let me vent about my frustration of her being in the hospital so long, thank you tons. I am so very happy that my niece is home *hugs*

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Yay! The weekend is over! Funny thing to be saying, yes? Well.. I work all weekend (Thursday-Sunday) So the weekend is hard on me.. But then come Monday I get to go to classes, Tuesday's are my days off, I get to do stuff that I want. This week I start running at the lake, and I have to ship my iPod in for repairs, Mail out my application for Phi Theta Kappa. Then I have to go through all the boxes in my room, and figure out what to keep in my room, and what to store.. Probably most of my "Childish" stuff like my Kids books(I got those for "When I have kids.. Lets not talk about that) and Beanie Babies. Anyhow that's it from me.. Eep.. I think I have a history test tomorrow that I didn't study for...

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Today Is never going to end... Today Isn't just around the bend, My life is stuck... Please god change my luck, The fights and tears... Have gone on for years. The endless nights, I spend lying awake.... Just for our sweet childrens sake, The things I think of..... Trying to be JUST above. The kitchens not clean... Now he's going to scream, The laundry's not done... Now he's really won, The bed is not made.... The feelings are going to fade. Every day and at night... You think you see the light, But then morning is near.... And you are still here. How can I end this fight... How can I make it right, How can you see me for me... And not how you want me to be. Just look into my eyes... Maybe this time you'll see the prize, That awaits within me... For the world to see. So let me out of this box.... With my hair all in locks, Ill get out there tonight... And put up the best fight. So to end this sweet day.... I'll send the asshole away

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Hope to see everyone out in September to see this amazing play.Some facts about Rabbit Hole:-Winner of the 2007 Pulitzer Prize for Drama-It is being made into a movie in 2010 staring Nicole Kidman-the playwright, David Lindsay-Abaire, has also signed on to write Spider Man 4 (girls thats how you rope your guys into coming)-In its first time on stage, Cynthia Nixon, from Sex in the City played Becca.Director: Seamus McCannProducer: Mike CrosmazStage Manager: Shannon MooreAsst. Stage Manager: Pam BrohmAuditions were held May 28th and 29th 7-9 pm @ the LLT Studio, 55 George St. Lindsay Ontario.Thanks for All who came out to auditions, the following people were casted:Becca: Miranda WarrenHowie: Jason McGuganIzzy: Erin SwiechNat: Beth HarringtonJason: TBAShow Dates September 11,12,18, and 19 2009 And I get a copy to give any insight on it! :D

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Alright cool!!! I made it threw those six weeks of training and three weeks of OJT!!! I'm now going to be going threw my 3rd cycle as a correctional officer. It's a different world in there but it's actually kinda cool. I know that your suppost to be somewhat scared of the place when the gates close behind you but it doesn't bother me, I'm more at ease when they close for some odd reason. But anyways, I'm a CO II and in a few more months I'll be a CO III Damn, it's strange. But anyways heres mostly whats been going on with me, well besides the divorce haha!!! Talk to you later!!

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I'm quite possibly the happiest girl around. 1. My boyfriend is wonderful 2. I'm kid free for the evening 3. Boondock Saints [all saints day] was actually released in a theater about 30 minutes from me!!!! I could probably have an orgasm right now.

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Great thing today.. So ill be brief.. Just found out that by 2012.. Ill be graduating from college.. and its exciting for me. I will be the first in my immediate family to graduate, so to me its a exciting thing indeed.. I hope I can perform well enough for it.. Just gotta push on through... Wish me luck!!

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So the pimp handing Wild Bill ended up on a rampage, and slapped many of us with it 10 times or better. I dont get it, i never saw this guy, payed any attention to him before Jeniwren asked me to post the mumm for Sparkly. I guess Sparkly is right about this douche breathed faggot! So of course I go and look at his pics and find it really sad that a 60 something year old man would act like this, on an online website. I feel for his kids, and how they must have been raised, I feel pity for him in the least gaf way possible..I thought when i got pimp slapped 5 times i was dealing with some 20, maybe 30 year old someone who had nothing to do with his life and see its a drunken grandfather... sooo sad

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My step kids are coming home today! The guardian ad lidam decided that their mom was fabricating everything and also found out that their mom has been living with the pedo who sexually assaulted my step daughter when she was 6 and has been making the kids lie about staying with him. I'm glad they are coming home...but all I want to do is beat the shit out of that cunt right now. How in the world can you make your daughter live with the person who stole her innocence? Seriously...who does this?!!? It's just unreal. I don't know how my husband is even keeping his cool about it right now.

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WELLLLL its time for another yay well im sitting here at 12:35 am.... sorry 12:36am!!! on a friday in Kelowna BC SLIGHTLY and i mean only alot slightly annoyed... i hear crying... not the crying where you consul the person... the kinda crying where you wanna bash someones head in by either lady's secret weapon...(if you don't know what it is too bad) and a lovely yet satisfying CURB stomp... yes i have anger issues sue me... anyways its a DRUNKEN STUPOR Cry where the person crys for some fucking reason and no matter what is said to consul them.... it ends up doing the exact opposite....and to make matters worse im running out of smokes while trying to quit and low on cash to the point i don't even have enough... and this shits been going on for 5 days now... its bad cause i just started a new job and even they're noticing my fuse is shorter then natural.... on a brighter note im apparently married to a jamican woman and the wedding was the day i was hired and i was soo

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YUS MY MELBOURNE STORM JUST MADE THE GRAND FINAL!!! OMG I SO CANNOT WAIT UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY!! ITS GONNA BE A MEAN AS GAME AGAINST BRISBANE!! YUS GO COOPER CRONK U R SO EFFIN SEXY!!! WICKED LOL LOVING MY TEAM!! MINOR PREMS!! HERE COMES THE MAJOR PREMS!!!

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karen and I got to talk to jon last night if you can call that talking...he didn't really say too much, but it was still nice none the less I haven't cleaned my room or told caroline that david's coming.... but w/e and I almost missed class this morning.

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It was dark, and eerie night. The wind was blowing in heavy gusts. In the distance you could hear thunder rolling over the hills. The moon had a blue haze over it, but the sky was black, and looked like it was getting ready to open and pour rain every where. She has been driving a long time, and she was getting tried, hungry, and in need of a bath. For the last hour the car has been acting funny, and now the last few miles the car started spitting, and sputtering. She looked out the window, hoping to see a house with lights on. Just as she thought she spotted one in the distance the car dead. She let it roll till it stop. She pushed open the door, and step out. The wind was whipping her hair into her face, as she pushed it out of her face, and looked around. She saw a dim light threw the trees. Thinking there must be a driveway up the road a little bit. Grabbing her overnight bag, and purse she set off down the road to find it. It was hard walking in this, and she could have

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Who really cares, what the world think about me? If I die right now, is you coming with me? When I'm broke, who the hell got money for me? Can't even trust half the team running with me I only know three people that'd kill for me Break the sixth commandment, make blood spill for me Life and death - the only thing that's real for me Cuz I was born into the world with a guilty plea Now shit hit the fan, are you ridin' with me? When the whole world watching, all eyes on me Swear on a stack of Bibles, testify for me Look the judge dead in the face and lie for me If I go to prison, who's gonna do my time for me? Start the revolution, get the chair, fry with me Go out in a blaze of glory, guns to the sky with me I'm all alone in this world, all I got is me

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So you can guess i'm sorta happy right now :D Just got back from my holiday and yes, good things did happen ;) Had so much fun and met lots of dudey people like my darlin NicMonsteR, and a few of his friends, i even got to go to band practice with him to see them record their first song (shall be used in future when they get famous as a claim to fame like me seeing that woman from csi miami in the airport :P) I'm so loved up right now its not even funny, Nic is GORGEOUS, be jealous, be very jealous :P

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Well just got off the phone with Chris he is on his way to El Paso Texas to get a load to LA,Ca and then he said he will be back up here!!!!!! I can not wait to see him and kiss and hug hima nd hold him in my arms it has been way to long I know I am new to this and I need to get used to it fast. Hopefully I can go back with him on the road just depends on if we get a place befor he takes off agean of what if he does then I well stay here and take care of home and work to help pay bills and my carpayment! He is such a sweet heart I ask my self every night I did I end up being so lucky to find the man of my dreams and my Parents dreams. He is every thing thay waint me to be with!!!! In time my parents well see that its hard for them right now becouse of the past 2 shirty guys I have been with and the fact thay havent gotten to meet him yet eather just from what I say and pics and all. Soon thay well get to meet him and see thay man I see. Well this is all for now I well be keeping a blog

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Pocket check: one pen, an almost empty lighter, and 36 cents Fridge check: Half a pack of bologna, a loaf of bread, mustard, ketchup, thousand island, jelly, butter, 4 eggs, gallon and a half of water Cupboard check: 4 packs of ramen, can of peas, can of carrots, half a box instant pancake mix, syrup, peanut butter Wow, I'm seriously a broke college student. I need money someway, but no place is willing to hire me because of the lack of vehicle. The person I've been talking to is too flaky for my liking and well I'm going to give up on her. I rarely have the urge to try and do anything that requires a lot of effort (big reason I'm single still after about 2 years). Found out my ex is still crazy for me and wishes she had stayed with me. Just the news I really wanted to hear (long story with that one). Majority of the people out here are very fair weather friends, and only after one thing, never trying to just be a friend. Fuck I need something to do I'm writing this just ou

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Yaya! I just got a shout from Short&Sweet....she is back! Well kinda:P She only has dialup right now so she's not able to much, and not very quickly! But go show her some love! She'll get it eventually:D shortandsweet*fu-bombers family*(recruiter)@ fubar Yaya! Misty

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I went to the doctor this morning and I have been officially diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Woohoo for me, on top of that my heart has been racing, the doctor was worried about my pulse rate being so high so I have to wear a heart monitor for 24 hours. Talk about sexy ;) Then Thursday I have an echocardiogram to make sure everything looks all right. I should be around since its not like I'm in the mood to get out and do anything, but please be patient. My mood is a little up and down with all that's been going on. I'm really tired and at work with this stupid monitor on. Love you guys and I'll keep you posted!! p.s. I added a folder of pics while I'm sick and bored, there's one with me attached to the stupid monitor, and for my breast fans, I'm only in a bra :)

Yay.. Another Pimpout!
Ok mah friends.. I'm asking for your help once again.. please help my fu-hubby(yes I'm fu-married so bite me) level.. he's got less than 21K to go! I know you all rawk! *hugzNgropezNstuffz* ~Master Riggs~ Fu Hubby 2 ~FunkyMunky~ Proud Owner of sub ladywolf.@ fubar

Yay A Vacation
So if some of you saw my mumm I was wondering if i should go on a boat for a few months to get away from it all. I've decided not to, mainly cause I would be alone and after talking to mom's boyfriend there's a chance that in sept or oct I could do it again but this time bring a friend or two. So instead of that I'm going to spend my one year anniversary with my g/f in a cabin basically in the middle of nowhere not far from the ocean in WA. I'm so excited cause I need this get away and this stress free time. So I'm leaving tomorrow and won't be back til around june 24th or so, I just wish I was leaving today lol. So don't forget about me people

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I want to be a fu-hoar.... lmao! I havent leveled since September and I think its time I get on the ball and do it... so if you see me stalking your pics and shit thats what I am doing... and I like rates and stuff too :D

Yay Baltimore!
The safest and most dangerous US cities. Top 25 OVERALL: (371 cities) SAFEST 25: 1 Brick Township, NJ 2 Amherst, NY 3 Mission Viejo, CA 4 Newton, MA 5 Troy, MI 6 Colonie, NY 7 Irvine, CA 8 Cary, NC 9 Greece, NY 10 Coral Springs, FL 11 Thousand Oaks, CA 12 Orem, UT 13 Round Rock, TX 14 Dover, NJ 15 Lake Forest, CA 16 Sterling Heights, MI 17 Simi Valley, CA 18 Roswell, GA 19 Lee's Summit, MO 20 Broken Arrow, OK 21 Chino Hills, CA 22 Gilbert, AZ 23 Edison Township, NJ 24 Cranston, RI 25 Port St. Lucie, FL MOST DANGEROUS 25: 1 St. Louis, MO 2 Detroit, MI 3 Flint, MI 4 Compton, CA 5 Camden, NJ 6 Birmingham, AL 7 Cleveland, OH 8 Oakland, CA 9 Youngstown, OH 10 Gary, IN 11 Richmond, CA 12

Yay Baby!
OMG!!! I'm so proud of my baby!!! He got a Bronze Star for everything he's done since he's been in Iraq! He got screwed out of his Medal of Valor for recovering a downed Kiowa during his first deployment. So I'm really hoping that doesn't happen this time around. But the number of medals he has will never change how proud of him that I am! YAY, well I'm going to go continue talking to him!

Yay!!! Bunker!!!
So I have to go to a wedding at the weekend. It's on Sunday, and we have to travel, so we've taken Monday off work to get home. My girl has said that if I am a good boy at the wedding, then on the way home we can visit The Kelvedon Hatch, a decomissioned nuclear bunker. I am well excited.

Yay College Application Essays...
By January, I have to write: A descriptive statement A transfer student descriptive statement A personal essay A paragraph about why I want to study art, which major I want to be, and what my career aspirations are An annoted worklist of my portfolio A statement of intent Those last two are for Oswego. All the rest are for SU. Damn it, why is OCC still 4 years away from it's four year accredidation? It'd be so much easier if I could just stay there instead of transferring.

!yay!congrats!yay!
HEY ALL!! I have the AWESOME friend she is like a sister to me and one of the best friends that i have had in a long time.. This awesome friends name is Terin although i havent met her in person yet.. she and i have alot in common she's 20 lives in MD she's funny nice caring sweet a great friend and i can tell her anything.. we act so much alike and talk so much alike it's like we're sisters.. So i joke and say shes my unofficial adopted sister..and she agrees lol Well we tell eachother everything and talk almost every day! She is just an overal AWESOMELY GREAT person. she is so fun to talk to.. (Terin and Me: a Pixi and an Angel) Recently(very) Her boyfriend Bobby asked her to marry him.. I'm so happy for them! Of course i will make it no matter what to her wedding(when that will be in the future)and i hope me and her stay friends for a very long time! I know shes super excited about the engagement and her family and friends(me included) think they are great for each

Yay! Curtains
Last year for graduation my boo purchased a super sweet tricked out Singer in my honor knowing my deep weird craft-y desire to sew. (That's admittedly not the weirdest desire I've ever embraced, but I digress ;P) It was taken lovingly from it's box, and placed atop the fridge- where it's nested for 10 monthes. My best intentions were to get just the right book, and teach myself, but alas this lass is diagram deficient. I get agida tring to puzzle 2 dimensional sketches and huff about amid a pile of varied level starter books. I'm not simple, but an admitted hands on learner... (yeah, baby!) Julie from work who I lunch with is uber sweet super crafty momma deluxe. I trekked to her house on Saturday and only got a lil' lost (I always get lost, just sometimes much more than others). She bought a 12 pack of my favorite soda, and we began- She started from the super basics, giving level common sense explanation- she showed me how to set up, problem solve and repair. (She teaches sewing ov

Yay Cookouts!
I'm excited, because we're cooking out tomorrow with friends. I like to cook out a variety of things, but as something new, I think I'm getting tuna steaks and grilling them. I've never done this, but our friend's bf only eats fish and veggies, so the challenge is on. I will probably be scouring the internwet for some interesting recipes, but am thinking tuna steaks, some veggie kabobs, pork chops, and a few steaks for variety. Also some corn on the cob, and maybe some potatoes on the grill. I love corn on the cob, so thats a definite yes. So if anyone has some spices that bring out the flavor of fish on the grill, could you give me a hollar? I have some ideas, but any help would be bueno. If I remember, I'll take pics to show you how it turned out. Happy Weekend everyone!

Yay Day
ok so i wake up w/ something i can never have stuck in my head. so i downlaod it and listen to it & suprisingly didnt cry! some mornings i do that.but not today! ^_^ i feel free after telling a certain someone to get outa my arse! but now he wont stop texting me and calling me and hes all like im ready to get married now. i dont wasnt him to marry me outa guilt...HELL im not even to sure i still wanna be with him!!! >_< for one i fell out love & that wasnt my fault..absence made this heart grow forgetful not fonder.he wanted too m uch free time. always out at the bar drinking. but now hes kissing my ass. idk what to do about him. im going bonkerz!!! restraing orders are pretty harsh. grrr! any volunteers for an ass beating? get some sense knocked into his head! he keeps telling our friends hes scared hes gunna lose me...TOO LATE! he should have thought about me when i was wanting attention. i wasted 8 years on this guy all b/c he said we\'d be together forever. dunno if ill ever be

Yay!! 3 Days!!
As of 3:30 pm it had been three day's since Kylie had a seizure! And I just got off the phone with my sister and she still hasn't had one! This weekend and next week will be the test though to see if she really is getting better because they're going to try to get her more active and start weaning off those strong ass meds they put her on three days ago to give her a break. So we'll see how she does. Keep those prayers going strong please! Sarah still isn't doing well so keep praying for her too please I'm not really sure what is wrong this time.

Yay :d
I just got the annual report today of a little girl I know in Iraq. Her name is Mariam and she's 11 years old. She got ALL A's and had an attendance rate of 90%. This is fantastic considering she has to walk over a mile to school in a war zone. I'm so proud of her. :D Its a good day.

Yay Doctor.../sarcasm
so for those of you who don't know (which is probably all of you), I had my left kidney removed in november of last year, something called "uteropelvic junction obstruction" and APPARENTLY it usually happens in little kids...surprise surprise someone's doctor wrote off her high blood pressure as hereditary when she was TWELVE fucking years old... i digress i'm heading to my dr. for a check up on my progress and a few other things so wish me luck and hopefully i don't have to have another kidney removed...which would be a transplant...which i would not enjoy... anywho, send me loving thoughts

Yay 4 Evidence
so apparently I'm a big rumor spreading, bad mom who also is fake. I don't care that a certain person on here is gathering up all his friends on CT to gang up on me I"m not going to stoop to his level. Instead I'm going to use what they and him throw at me. I believe in karma and they will get theirs so whatever you guys read on my page don't let it get to you either. I"m not going to stoop to that level of retardness. All I'm going to say is this: thank you for the prove of how you can be towards me and thank you for spreading lies and shit about me. Karma will get you and it will get you soon.

Yay For Babyjesus
I've been waiting for this feature for a long time! You rule mike! Everyone reading this be sure to come visit the flownet lounge http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=39 And listen to your favorite DJs.. I'm broadcasting right now 9-13 until 9pm eastern... You can catch my regular shows Twisted Tuesday 9pm to whenever I get off the air! Friday Freak Fest 9pm to whenever I get off the air! Blazing Underground 9pm-midnight Saturday - Sunday All times Eastern! Go check us out at www.flownet-radio.org and load up the DJs playlist where you can request & dedications from over 4000+ songs!

Yay For Me!!!
Okay. It's official. On September 25th, I'm starting my graduate classes to get my Master's of Science in Information Systems. So, wish me luck... Full time job, full time school, and takin care of the kidlets. Gonna be busy, busy, busy...

Yay, Finally
I got my new cell phone today, so anyone that has my number, it's still the same. So you can call/text me again. This is about the 20th cell phone I've had in four years, lmao. I have horrible luck with electronics. This time, my Mother dropped it into a sink of dirty dishwater. Gorgeous.

Yay For Genx
We gonna drop this next bomb for a money makin' playa that ain't with us no mo. Yeah, Notorious B.I.G. Hell no, we gonna do this for a gangbanging thug that never seen it comin'. Yeah, Tupac Shakur. Nah bitch, I'm talkin' â€˜bout motherfuckin' Falco and shit. What? Falco? Rock me Amadeus Rock me Amadeus Rock me Amadeus Rock me Amadeus Tried to O.D. on the Cold-Eeze "Golden Girls" got me "Sweatin' To The Oldies" Hanging out like Double Ds sip Long Island Iced Teas Wrote to Mayor McCheese "Send a Shamrock Shake please!" Three O' Clock on the dot time to cruise for Eighth graders Rather tape the Weather Channel so that I can watch it later Reruns of Rerun so "What's Happening?" Dee's knocked up and Rog on crack again Deep throat a whole Nutty Buddy Make whoopie to a batch of Silly Putty Make a Spam and Colgate sandwich and ate it Go through "National Geographic" and draw panties on the natives So I like to dance naked in front of my pets But my cat was inatten

Yay For Newbs! =d
Yeah, I'm new here! :o Figured I'd post around and see what this place is all about. One of my friends told me to join cause it was better than MySpace....Well, it's more fun, that's for sure! =D I'd have to give the place a few more times around before saying it's better (but then again, I suppose anything is better than MySpace XD). Well, I guess I'll leave other sayings for later blogs. Laterz! =D

Yay First Entry...yay.
so yeah...people need to stop being dicks and throwing their anger or frustration on others. i'm really thinking about taking a stocking job or something so i don't have to deal with assholes and get treated like shit...yeah the money is good but it barely gets me by anyways. ftr i'm a waiter...a damn good one at that. i train most of the new people they hire yet they put me in the worst shifts. now the only reason i don't bitch an moan like everyone else is because i'm "supposed to set an example" but even by busting my ass on every shift i work doesn't stop some managers from telling me i need to do more work as i'm DOING SOMETHING. yet they don't say a word to the 4 other people sitting around talking...bah. the only reason i haven't quit is cause right now i need the money to pay for rent and allt he other stuff coming up soon...also cause i can't find a job somewhere else where i'll be able to make as much... they've also said that once i'm 21 i can bartend and/or beco

Yay Free Stuff!
"Free" is one of my favorite words! It's even better when it's followed by "software"! I came across this set of sites recently which give away both an application and a game each day. Just make sure to use the activation before the giveaway day is over or it won't be usable. Jim found that out the hard way.

Yay For Me!!!
My son said his first word today!!!!!!!!!! He said MAMA!!!! *does happy dance* I'm so happy. :) I was playing with him this morning and he looked me dead in the face and goes "Ma...ma." It was so cute! Then he giggled and went back to smacking the window, lol.

Yay For The Good Days.
Funny, I didn't do anything that resembled sleep last night, but I had a damned good day. :) I was tired as hell, and my head is all buzzy because I thought half a pill a night would work (uh, no). However, I still really enjoyed myself. I spent the first part of the day talking with my equally tired sister. It's nice to actually get along with her. I stumbled about, eating and showering and fixing the toilet because I'm so damned capable. Then Shannon and I went to raid his work. He works at Copperfield's now (bookstore) and has 40% everything (drool). He treated me to a gemstone book that I can easily carry around, a book about the history of Witchcraft, and a little dream interpretation book. He got a Gaiman novel, a book about macro photography, and a yo yo! I am SO happy he has a yo yo again... though he almost clocked a woman in the head with it at the post office. We also went to Aroma's for coffee and carrot cake where we ran into one person he knew, one perso

Yay For Snow
It's snowing! IN APRIL! Damn weather. I went to bed around 11:30. Watched a few episodes of house and slept a lil better than usual. Kids are on springbreak this week and tuesday is the 1 year anniversary of my grammas death. Not much else to report that anyone will care to hear. "There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you."

Yay For New Everything
Well to my friends who wondered where the hell I was. I moved in to my own house that I own. And it took like two weeks or so for the phone and internet to get fixed here. And that and I'm working full time and don't get many days off. I get one if I'm lucky. So welcome me back suckas. Love you

Yay For Underwear Pj's Lol
LOL How'd they know I love to rock my cami's and boyshorts to bed??!?!?! The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Yay For Me. Good News :)
Becoming an Occupational Therapist has always been a dream of mine. :) I have a year left of school to become a COTA/L (Certified and licensed occupational therapy assitant). Its my dream to one day get my masters degree and become an Occupational Therapist. Due to my divorce I took a year off of school. I am so ready now to go back.. Classes start again in September and until recently I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. It feels good to have remembered what my goals are and how hard I worked. My divorce kinda put a halt to all of that. .but now I feel as if my life is getting back on track. Recently I called about getting back into school.. Well guess what? I have an appointment on August 1sth to talk to my program chair at Cincinnati State to get me transitioned back into my program. She mentioned that she may want me to just sit in on classes so I can get caught up and remember whats what for my state examination. So thats my great news for now :)

Yay For Me!!!!!!!!
I am so happy right now, I finally got someone that actually cares about me and wants me for me! I know things are not going to always go exactly the way that is planned, but at least I know he cares about me for ME!

Yay Fuck This
I make a joke mumm about me being crazy or not and boom it gets deleted, yea fuck that shit. It was legit, and a proper mumm, fuck this shit i'm not going to go to scrapper to beg for my mumms back because it's bullshit that mumm got pulled to begin with, so in short fuck the mumms

Yay For Retards!
A person commented my blog, rated it a 1, then rated me a 1. This person was on my friends list sadly. I thanked him for his rate in my general nice manner, then returned the favor. He decided to take it a step further and write me some mail. He did a bad job doing it. fu971582@fubar.com bITCH u ARE NOTHING BUT A WHORE (Yes, cause god knows I'm not dying to get laid right now. *wink wink* Patrick.) I responded ever so kindly with, "And you're nothing but a slack jaw redneck retard, now do the world a favor and kill yourself. God forbid you reproduce. I'd have to shoot the fat whore you slept with and your children for population control." Hold on. It gets worse. fu971582@fubar.com Re: Re: bITCH WELL GO SHOOT YOU MAMA CAUSE I SLEPTED WITH HER This is the gracious response I gave back. Christ. I didn't think it was possible, but you just got even more retarded then you look. And yes, thats after factoring your fucked up ears and grill. Did you ask you

Yay For "bouncer Security Checks"
Most programming and policies that make it a bit harder for auto-scripts get my cheer and are worth inconvenience; don't throw Benjamin Franklin quotes about exchanging liberty for security at me either, unless you're prepared to remember that the adjective essential accompanied that word "liberty" in the original...

Yay For Me!!!
So I got fu-married today!! YAY!! I think my sister is going to be bummed, because this would probably have been her only chance to be at ANY kind of wedding where I was the bride (she was working)...Anyway, A BIG THANKS TO LEXI!!!! Our fu-justice of discord for performing the ceremony!! And for being our DJ... A BIG THANKS TO ALL THAT WERE THERE...Yeah..even you SMEE!! A BIG THANKS TO MATT...for being my maid of dishonor!!! LAST BUT NOT LEAST... A BIG THANKS TO MY NEW FU-HUBBY DAIN!! For not standing me up at the fu-alter!!!

Yay For Me!!! :)
Just figured I would write a lil update. Things have been going extremely well for me lately. I have found a new roomate who seems to be pretty cool all around. My job is going okay for the moment. I did just recently join a gym. I got tired of being lazy and doing absolutely nothing with my spare time. Now, I can spend it in the gym working off all the extra weight I have. I am really excited about this, because it is finally something that I am doing for myself and I am truely looking forward to what the hard work produces. Yay!!!! Hopefully, if all goes well I will also try to quit smoking some time in January, whenever I can afford the Chantix pill. So wish me luck with everything. :) I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Yay Finally Over Him
IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE A BLOG ABOUT MY EX AND MYSELF... I HAVE FINALLY MOVED ON I AM TOTALLY OVER HIM. YAY LOL... WHEN WE HAD A MISCARRIAGE IN AUG IT DESTROYED ME.. BUT IT WAS PROBABLY WAS FOR THE BEST BECAUSE BOTH OF US DIDN'T HAVE THE FINANCIAL NEEDS TO PAY FOR OUR BABY... AND WHEN I TOLD HIM HE ACTED SO LOVING, BUT IN HIS EYES HE SEEMED RELEIVED.. OH WELL AFTER I TOLD HIM I WENT INTO MY CAR AND COULDN'T MOVE I STARTED TO CRY IN PAIN MIKE PLEASE HELP PLEASE.. HE HAD HIS SON SLAM THE DOOR SO HE COULDN'T HEAR ME CRY... SO I DID A LOT OF THINKING AFTER THAT NO GUY IS WORTH THAT MUCH TIME AND PAIN TO BE INVOLVED WITH... AFTER THAT WE KEPT IN TOUCH WITH EACHOTHER WHEN WE FELT THE NEED TOO U KNOW LOL.... THE LAST TIME WAS IN OCT I THINK HIS B-DAY.... BUT EVER SINCE WE HAVEN'T GOT TOGETHER AND I THINK IT'S THE BEST NOW I WOULDN'T GET BACK WITH HIM FOR NOTHING YES I DID LOVE HIM BUT NOW I WONDER IF IT WAS EVER LOVE BECAUSE I THINK I JUST WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE JUST TO SAY I WAS I

Yay For Luvy!
she's getting two awards today for a photograph she took that was picked out of TWO counties here. Not only that her picture is hanging in a museum for a month. hopefully i can get out of here early enough to go to the ceremony. :)

Yay First Time Here!
So this is not my first time to this site but it's my first time posting on this site. I am totally excited about it! I constantly hear good things and I'm anxious to try it out and see how it works out!

Yay For Summer!
Hey yall!! Most of ya know im not around that much anymore and now with summer here its not gonna get much better. The kids are outta school now well my son will be after today and the weather has been so nice! I will still keep in touch with everyone but it might take me a lil longer now to respond to messages cause im not sure how often ill get logged on. I do get on myspace everyday I have alot of family I keep in touch with on there so if ya wanna add me on there ya can its www.myspace.com/cottonblossom2007 Other then that I hope everyone is doin great and I hope yall enjoy ur summer and the nice weather! xoxo -cotton

Yay For Arguing
a "friend" and i constantly fight.. i am talking it is a constant thing... can't go a week without fighting it seems he is pissed off that i decided we are better off NOT friends after this last fight and i removed him.. saying i was fake and blahblahblah now.. why on earth would i stay friends with someone who has made me cry MORE THAN ONCE.. or who gets pissed off when i don't take his advice and picks a fight with me that lasts over an hour? i like abuse.. but not that much of it ffs... apparently i am crazy, a bitch, selfish, shady... a few other things as well ok :D sure dear!

Yay For Penis!
Sometimes I look at my pic comments, and I see some guy "say" : wow, your husband is a lucky man" Its amazing that someone would consider someone to be lucky being with someone just based on the merit of attractiveness... So many times at my hotel I see guys with their hot-at-some-point gold digging wife in tow, with a facial expression of a concentration camp victim. Then I see the cunt totally boss them around, and they submit to it like loyal dogs with their balls cut off. Just because that bitch was a nice lookin piece of ass at some point. So I feel bad for those morons when they come up to whine about their life to me at 3am? Nah...cause they brought it on upon themselves. I hear guys say "yeah, thats my wife; how could you not marry someone like THIS?". Another thing that baffles me is men that enjoy women who treat them like shit, then marry them, and complain AFTER that. So you didnt see it when she threw tantrums over nothing, spent all your $$ on her high maintena

Yay For Sexy Time
How are you this day?your profile make me turn on when i view it, do you want to chat with me?can I get your email? all do catch me at this email heidiwatson61 at yeah who.....cumplease do response my message babe. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Yay Fakers!
One of the fun things I like to do here is go to fake profiles and leave status comments full of love. :) I followed Cammy to this gem's profile (I'll link you in the comments) and IT shouted me. Suga Lips™: yes..I look 12. great comeback how big is your dick? Sassy_Ass_...: ugh,u seriously need a bag over that face of yours. What are you like 12? Tiume to go back to school,winter break is up. Suga Lips™: it may be ugly, but it's mine I didn't have to steal someone's pics to get bling from people Sassy_Ass_...: Who would wanna cum on that ugly lookin face of yours.. rofll

Yay For Judgmental People!
johnny: hi how are you are you close to pascagoula 6:48pm Suga Lips: no idea. I'm not from here. 6:51pm johnny: so whats your name 6:51pm Suga Lips: its on my profile 6:52pm johnny: so were you from i'm new here also 6:52pm Suga Lips: NY 6:53pm johnny: i'm from san diego 6:53pm johnny: how you like it here 6:53pm Suga Lips: it's cool 6:54pm johnny: u from upstate or city 6:54pm Suga Lips: upstate 6:54pm johnny: so you country girl 6:54pm Suga Lips: not really 6:55pm johnny: never been upstate 6:55pm johnny: just heard its pretty country 6:55pm Suga Lips: it is

Yay For Happy Stuffs N Things!!!
happiness number ONE only one more week and I have MY house back again happiness number TWO I get to go to a killer expo and take some classes next week, one class is being taught by my MENTOR!! happiness number THREE I just booked my bus ticket to the geo caves happiness number FOUR I will be in the hills and will be taking photos of the old mines n stuffs happiness number FIVE...HIKING FTW!!! *spins* Life is good, no matter how "poor" we are we can still experience it, if we have our health... Life is good

Yay 4 Godmother! Xoxo 2 All!
Thank You ALL so very much! I am going to spend tomorrow returning love, rates, gifts and comments. I am super sleepy and my pillow is calling my name. My Auction is open and I will update it first thing in the morning! Go bid and have fun! XOXO PebblesinAZ

Yay!! Hug Gifts!!
I couldnt believe it! I went to send a gift the other day and saw **HUGS** on there... I had sent a message to marketman a few weeks ago asking for a **HUG** gift... and voila!! there it is!! Im so happy.... and I dont care if 10000 other people suggested it... I will keep thinking he did it for me!! :o)~~~

Yay How Good Do I Feel
Read mumm and vote first before you read this or you wont get what Im about!!!!!!!!!!!!! It looks like another reunion is on the cards, Im so excited I could crush a grape - only need to make contact with about three other cousins and my family will be complete DO you know what - BEING SINGLE NOW is nothing to what I have been told today LOVE YA ALL YA ROCK MY WORLD xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Yay, Hugh Laurie!
I don't usually watch award shows because they are boring. I was briefly glancing at the results for the Screen Actors Guild awards and saw this: Outstanding Performance by a Male Actor in a Drama Series Michael C. Hall, "Dexter" Jon Hamm, "Mad Men" Hugh Laurie, "House M.D." (Winner) William Shatner, "Boston Legal" James Spader, "Boston Legal" Yay, Hugh Laurie! House is my favorite show, I have a huge crush on Hugh Laurie. It just made me happy.

Yay I Got Tagged...thanks Alot!!
I was tagged by Mronceler..thanks soooo much :) Here's the rules, list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details. 1. I am insanely competitive!! I am not a sore loser, but I get super pissed at myself if I don't win. Even at something as silly as UNO, and I will make you play with me until I win at least once. 2. I am OCD about the shower curtain being closed. It makes me incredibly sick at my stomach if its left open. All I can think about is the mold and nastiness that may be growing in the folds. 3. I absolutely will not put my hand in cold dish water. My roommate does the dishes a lot and sometimes she has to soak things. I can't stand the thought of them sitting there in that water and I will wake her up out of a dead sleep to make her take the plug out. 4. You know that scene in Breakfast Club where she holds the lipstick in her cleavage and puts it o

Yay I Am Home!
Ok So just wanted to let every one know I am back from Jamaica, had an awsume trip, drank way to much rum. Hey is there such a thing as to much? LOL! Just wanted to say thanx to every one that poped in while I was out. I will be buisy doin my best to get back to you all krap there were alot of ya, oh and who ever it wwas that poped in and drank all my ROOT BEER I will find you and when I do I am gunna block ya, lol. Well hope you all had a great week while I wasw gone. hope to here from ya soon and hey leave the key under the mat I may just pop by later to say hi. till then LUV YA ALL S~E~X~Y! P.s I have an idea for a contest I just have to tweak it a bit then I will be announcing it so keep an eye out you won't want to miss it. {:)

Yay! Im Purple...hmm..all Of A Sudden Im Addicted To These Stupid Tests! Lol
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Purple61%Blue56%Pink56%White50%Black45%Green39%Red33%Yellow33%Orange28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Yay Its Friday !!
so i was gana stay in tonight but .... my mate rachael just asked me to come out for a few with her and our friend emma .... so i could nt really say no could i... !! would be rude hahahaha !! then tomorow night i m out with him in doors !! we have his friends party to go to then may head into town ... depending if he can keep up with the pace.. lol... he's a bit slack is my hubby !! sunday i will be recovering and then i have to go to my mums house for her birthday ...... a hung over celebratiion ... oh no !! sure ill be fine !! then its monday again .. wow the weeks just fly !! mondays shopping day which will be good good ... hope everyone has a good weekend and if i havent sent ya this msg allready loves ya ..xxxx

Yay, I'm So Exited....and So Close....(to All Lc Users)
I just upped my level last night to level 8 and now i'm 2,654 Cherry Points away from level 9! I'm normally not so active on sites and I havent even been on lost cherry a full month!!! but this is exiting!! yay!! im up to 30-something referrals now and hoping to get more. I know its not THAT exiting because there are so many people who have WAY higher levels than I do but still..I'm happy!!! :-D I love evryone on here. All the LC friends, fans, and everyone else have been SO nice to me. So this is for you:

Yay I Can't
sleep cause i slept all damn day! Had a hang over all damn day and I miss someone... poop.. a little funny movie and hot tea seemed to help out a little. But I am stir carzy now... cleaning and doing laundry... think a few more bong rips are in order... yay for tomorrow however... my sleave is going to get its first color session! YAy ya YYYY yay! K THATS all for now

Yay, It's The Weekend.
Do I sound excited? Yeah, right! Oops, almost forgot to add that I'm working today until about 2 p.m. I'll be back online after that! We've got another Mercury Retrograde on the horizon - starts late February 13 and goes until March 7. I really have a problem with these things!! For those wanting more information, try http://web.nightlightnews.com. Every Thursday she does a pretty comprehensive reading for the next week. The big deal with Retros is not to start anything new - it's all about redoing, reviewing, reorganizing, etc. It's all about the past. Giving a Valentine's gift? Purchase it before the 13th, if you know what's good for you! Mercury rules Communication, so expect communication, verbal and otherwise, to be screwed! Be careful what you say! Yeah, this is a problem for me. I'm a Gemini, ruled by Mercury. Those that know me know that I talk alot, lol!! I will try very hard to keep my mouth shut. I may also wait until after the Retrograde to start the Taoist/Tantra

Yay... It Is Friday!!!!!!!
I am going home... been a long day at work this week and I have 3 days off for the weekend. Lots of writing yet to do. I have put chapter four on hold for I am so busy at work but I hope surely to get to it again over the weekend so I can get it done and then on to chapter five. The writing really gets me charged up and aroused at the same time I see the movie in my mind playing of the story I am telling. And so far it seems that the people who have seen the stories so far do like them. So, I must be doing something right. I will spending the weekend reading other erotic stories online to see how other authors of erotica express their characters and plots to keep the reader involved and engaged. Ahhhh... the weekend.

Yay Im So Excited :)
Im so happy. Today I got to talk to my wonderful hubby!! Made my day so much better just to hear his voice. I had forgotten about all the drama that has gone on in the past week. Well, I have found out his leave date. He will be on his way here from Iraq on the 06th of April. Im so excited!!! He will be in my arms again for 18 days by the 08th. I so cant wait!!! Just made my day. So for those of you who talk to me every day, Im sorry, but I will not be on here for the time of his R&R. You can leave me Luvin's and etc. on here though if you wish. But, yeah, 16 DAYS!!! hehe... and he leaves from the sand box!!!

Yay! I Did It,lol
Bucky is having a weekly contest where if you deck your myspace out to promote his new cd and show your support, he will put you in his top friends. Today was the fisrt top friends change and my profile was selected. :) Bucky's MySpace CJ Here's my profile in his top friends.... Here's the comment on my profile....

Yay I Can Relax!!
i am sooo glad to have power back...has been out since sunday night. we have a generator for the necessities but no hot water...i am going to soak in a nice hot bath...and i can craft again..i really missed my sewing machine..but i did get some knitting done:) so i guess it wasn't a total loss...

Yay! I Didn't Puke!
That was pretty much the highlight of that interview. I didn't throw up on my hopefully soon to be boss. So you can imagine that the rest of it went pretty well. I got a tour of the place and all was well, took the train back home... ...and got piss drunk. Well...not piss...more like stumbly. My boyfriend and I decided to hit up Open Bar with a bunch of our friends. Think Martini Lounge with a large group of 21 year olds drinking like crazy for 2 hours. I ended up dancing with some random chick to Bobby Brown of all things, and some random mix of 80's music. All in all a good night. Until my Drunky McDrunk boyfriend became McPuckface instead. But that's alright. He's Irish.

Yay! Its Me
* . . About You . . * Eye Color:: Brown Hair Color:: Black Height:: 5'11" Favorite Color:: Black Screen Name:: Scrawny Pale Guy Favorite Band:: Queen Favorite Movie:: The Notebook Favorite Show:: Mythbusters Your Car:: N/A Your Hometown:: Billings,Montana Your Present Town:: Reno,Nevada Your Crushes First Name:: Monica Your Grade:: graduated from High School Your Style:: sweats and a tshirt * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: Yes Kissed someone in the rain?: yes Danced in a public place?: yes Smiled for no reason?: yes Laughed so hard you cried?: yes Peed your pants after age 8?: Nope Written a song?: yes Sang to someone for no reason?: yes Performed on a stage?: a few times Talked to someone you don't know?: yes Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes Made out in a theatre?: no Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: nope Been in love?: yes * . . Who was the last person to . . * Say HI to you?: my neighbor Tell you, I love you?: my

Yay! I Am Gettin' There!
I have had a very interesting past 6 months. Things have been up, down and sideways for me. I finally started getting my life on track and it seems that it will pay off in the long run. I am headed in the right direction, and it is about time. For almost a year I let things control me that should not have had the chance. Now I have dealt with my demons, faced some fears and put a plan into action to live the life I want to live. And now I know that no matter what life throws at me, I am strong enough to face it, even if I have to do it alone. That took the longest to accept. But now I won't be facing anything alone. Ben & I are back together and I couldn't be happier about that! He helped me see what I was missing in life. I'm grateful to have had the opportunity to do some soul searching and find out who I am. I'm happy with who I am and where I am at this point in time. I still have some growing to do, but I think that is a never ending situation.

Yay I'm Now Employed
Just wanted to let you all know .... I GOT THE JOB I WANTED. I have orientation on Tuesday. Thanks for all of you that crossed anything and everything you had and said a prayer for me...IT WORKED. I'm so excited. BIG HUGS to you all!

Yay! It's Cold Out!
Weather.com says it's only 61 degrees out! Finally! I'm so sick of summer...at least the summer heat. This town is insane in the summer, it's just way to hot for me. My upper end of heat tolerance is in the high 50s, so after the past four months today is downright comfortable for me. I can't wait for it to get even colder! Finally! I can leave the windows open at night and actually sleep!

Yay Im Excited Lollllllll
hey everyone just thought i would update this thing WELL IM TAKENNNNNNNNN NOW WHOOOHOOO melanie + cris for long time :) EH babe me luv ya long time :P anywayz i met this amazing guy his name is Cris hes so sweet and he makes me blush when he talks sweet to me and he makes me smile we just CLICK ya heard me lol anywayz yeah hes really great me makes me laugh and giggle and hes so sweet :) hes my superman :) i think this is gonna work and i cant wait to get to know him even better i want him to by my best friend my baby my everything :)

Yay Idiots
THE MUMM doobie or not doobie? created @ 2007-10-09 13:55:27 -- expires in: 23 hr should i roll it or bowl it? 84 votes 443 views 58 comments twist that shit! ** OR ** pack a bowl! MY COMMENT repeat of last weed mumm comment i think you should keep admitting that your a pothead and have drugs in your home online in a public area with your face and city and state showing... btw.. my older brother got busted that way.. was enough for a warrent HIS COMMENT miss V is full of shit, theres no justificaion for a warrent and i dont have my name or face on here so nice try k thnx bye AT WHICH POINT HE BLOCKED ME... SO I SENT HIM A MESSAGE THROUGH MAIL :D On 10/9/2007, missv@fubar.com wrote: Since your a pussy and blocked me from commenting back.. Like i said in the first comment it was a copy of what i posted in another mumm... and, if its not good enough for a warrent then why did they get my brother for it? hmm? yeah good question eh noob pussy On 10/9/

Yay~i Have My Friend Back
well, as you can read I do have my friend back. Some things have happened and he left me for a while but he is back and he brought his wifey with him. I am glad things are getting back to normal for me on here. I have missed you Jay~! thank you Ladybug for being friends with me... I do feel better today. I did wake up with a sore throat and no voice but as the day has gone by my voice is coming and going. My hubby says I sound like Marg Simpson...haha~! I hope all is well for each of you and I look forward to chatting with you soon~! ~~smooches~~

Yay!! I Made The Dc Profile Of The Week :)
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: **SexyTiger** {Demon Crew Member & Shadow Leveler}@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ۞ ÐJ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Manager @ Club Karizma † §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter@ fubar

Yay It's 3/26/08
So it is... I'm here...with multiple tabs (not those kind kids) open in I.E. The never ending search for full time employment is a job all unto it's self. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it anymore (anything...). One day I shall find out the answer. Anyways, I'm listening to a lot of my old synthpop. Especially Joy Electric. G0d, I forgot how much I love listening to Ronnie and those analog synths. I'm usually in a crappy mood but I have to admit his music puts a smile on my face and makes my feet a tappin. Haven't heard J.E.? Goto my Stickcam player and listen. I recommend : 1. Melody Book. 2. Monosynth 3. sweet sweet charity It's funny (or not).I never subcribed to the idea of music having much of a impact in one's life. I don't really put too much stock in music. Yes, I love listening to it and want to make some but for me, it's usually backround noise. Not the end all and be all. But sometimes I find a song that, just floors me. J.E. does that

Yay Im Home!!!!! :d
Hey yall :P well Ive been gone for a month, I was in Alabama all of July (yikes) Me and my daughter went and stayed with my brother and fiance (they both work together out of town). Let me tell you, those people are SOOOO different, I was in southern Alabama, almost at the Florida line and let me tell ya, it was like a different country!!!! This one guy asked me where I was from and I told him Atlanta, and he said, "I like your accent" LMFAO!!!! But I just wanted to let you all know that I have missed ya bunches, so if you were wondering where the hell I have been, now ya know! I hope everyone is having a great weekend and has a good week!! Take care, ~Alexis

Yay I Got It!!!
I got the spotlight, so I will be watching everyone's page all day:) To my friends: Thank you all so much for putting up with me and all my point whoring for the last couple of months...thank you all for helping me Godmother and then helping me get spotlight:) I ♥ you all:) That sounded like a lame award speech, didn't it? Anyway, screenshots if you will please....I will be here on and off all day...I have to finish my finals today, so won't be far from the computer at all:)

Yay! I Have A Date!
Sort of lol. I called my sister at her job to tell her I've got dibs on her the day the Legend of Zelda movie comes out. I just HAVE to watch that movie with a gamer.... Maybe I should call my brother too! :D *runs for phone*

Yay It's That Time Of The Year...
so it's offically my bday... won't be online though. going to Austin with my art club from school. which i'm the vice president of. going to go see art and have fun...so don't miss me to much. ..lol dina, officially 27yrs old.

Yay Imma Good Friend Apparently.
So my friend calls me up to go to the shops with her. We had to walk there because she had kinda crashed her car. So where we live there's a shorter path towards the shops...but it's kinda massively scary with tall trees everywhere and it's always deserted. So I had to kinda walk for 5 minutes in that on my own first to where I meet her. And the whole time I hear rustling in the tree's behind me. *Shudder* So I meet up with her and we both brave the scary woods and chit-chat on the way. We get to the shops and she goes to buy cigarettes and then we leave and then she asks me 'Oh didn't you need anything'. So I tell her no, I just went to go with her...I obviously wasn't going to let her walk through the scary woods on her own! And she was all like 'Awwwh' and surprised. Wow this is a boring story. But hey loookey here I made it back through the woods in one piece!

Yay I Can Blog
I havcent been here that long and am getting used to how everything workss. Gotta say I'm sorry if I havent answered a regular message or a chat message as Im still getting used to stuff. Anyone care to share what the 11's is all about? I'm lost and have no clue and any tips on how you get points and stuff. Anyway I'm sure some of you saw in my status a website called mygirlfund.com/mystique Well if I can get the most people to sign up for the week I win a cash prize and if I can get the most people to sign up for the month then I also win a cash prize. My birthday is coming up on Friday so I think it would be awesome if I could win for the week but even better for the month cause that would be more money I win and have to spoil myself for my birthday. Oh and if you sign up and send me a message there saying that your from The Bar then I'll send you some pics that are NSFW!!! So remember mygirlfund.com/mystique and yes I am a real person and no I'm not trying to spam, just wouldn

Yay! Im Learning!
Breaking up and having your heart break is a disaster, you feel as if your not worth anything and you think that no one else will luv u again, but chances are: there is someone out there in the world waiting for you to enter into their lives and before you know it, you’ll know that the one who broke your heart is not worth thinking of anymore…..that is why they say in life….luv never fails….if you find that special someone…..jus’ have patients, someday your dreams will come true…..a lil’ advise to all the heartbreakers out there, who are depressed because there boyfriends are playing games with you, don’t ever think of clinging to the past, it’s not worth crying and hoping that everything will be o.k…..don’t regret being with him, jus’ let folks go and move on with your life, because someday he’ll regret and he will come back to you and know that he turned his back on some

Yay Just Yay....horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For September 16,2007 Listen to your heart and follow its dictates. You might be surprised to learn that you don't have all that far to go in order to get back in line with your soul's desire, but be ready for just about anything. Like I said, YAY!!! But I dont trust my heart so......

Yay Layers.
Yeah, I'm a big dork. More Randomness and Things YOu didn't need to know. LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Brandy Birth date: 09-14-1982 Current Location: in front of my computer, one would suppose Eye Color: green, blue, brown, whatever the fuck color they feel like being, but usually green. Hair Color: Blonde, but my brown roots are showing (oops) Righty or Lefty: I use both Zodiac Sign: Virgo LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: German, Czech, English. WHITE GIRL. Your fears: snakes, spiders, heights, commitment, clowns, needles Your weakness: sexy street tuners, sexy younger boys, Candies (the cologn) for men (yummers), technology Your perfect pizza: pepperoni, xtra, xtra, xtra, and xtra cheese, jalapano Goal you'd like to achieve:figuring out what I want to do when I grow up, get my pharmacy technician certification and lose some poundage. LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your thoughts when first waking up: Fuck I have to pee, and damn I don't want

Yay! Luck Shines Upon Me.
I seriously had a really good day. First this customer from my old work came in.. Luis.. and I wasn't sure if I should say hi or not but I always was fond of the guy, or maybe just saying his name but.. He finally caught my eye and I waved and told him hello. I figured he wouldn't try to talk to me a whole lot (which I hate) since he didn't speak much english... but he gave me this coupan for two free burritos at his work. (Chipolte) I was nervous about bringing it in cause I always feel bad getting stuff for free but.. I did. Turned out it DID expire last month but the guy still gave me the stuff. So I got two burrito's, homemade chips and guac and 2 rootbeers.. for free! AND my friend Alanna at work invited me out this friday for her friends birthday.. I rarely go out anymore. Oh AND Matt and I are going to fly kites. Ah... I love coming out of a dark phase. It's great. ^^

Yay Leos
L • E • O: wild in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at a lot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost

Yay Level Ten
Thank you all who helped me. I didnt know there are other ways of getting points. Now I am gonna be needing help to build my lounge. Talk about alot of work. Well I need a refresher course in CSS style sheets. been years since I built my webpage and I used style sheets on that but it is different here. So my Lounge is named : RETRO FIT THE theme is basically Classic Rock and other retro music. Any suggestion or CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM much appreciated. yoshi out

Yay Me
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

Yay Me!
I got out of Colorado just in time! When I got home to ca, I seen on the news that there was another blizzard. I am so glad I got my window of opportunity and got the funk up out of there. Well thats all I had to say so later people

Yay!!!!!! Music Is Now Feat. On
HEY HEY HEY JUST GOT WORD ..MUSIC IS NOW FEAT. ON TAGWORLD.COM JUST SEARCH YBE OR HOODFELLAS LISTEN TO MY MUSIC AT THE FOLLOWING SITES WWW.MYSPACE.COM/YBEDOORDIE WWW.IMEEM.COM SEARCH FOR Y.B.E OR HOODFELLAS WWW.TAGWORLD.COM SEARCH FOR YBE HOODFELLAS OR DOUGH STAKCS

Yay Me!!
My son was just here.. I got to spend an hour with him.. His dad was actually cool with me.. But then again he also had something to show me.. Like it really mattered.. He got his dick pierced.. SO Yea he wanted to show it to me. HA HA like I really needed to know right.. But anyways My son got his ear pierced and He really likes it.. Im so Excited i got to see him.. :D I missed him soo much.. He has a cocky mouth on him though that sucks.. But Imma go now.. Tiff

Yay Me
So here it is my first blog.... blah blah blah... Im bored and just thought I would write.. I have a tendency to just ramble on in these things.. So whatever.. probably boring to most of you ... Why is it sometimes so hard for someone to just be honest and sincere.. my gawd i mean what is it with people and having to lie ??? Is it just a thing that they are so use to doing that they think they have to do it over and over to someone?? DOnt they know that it hurts the person even more when they lie.. just be fucking honest for once in your life..... Anyways thats all I have to say ...

Yay Mississippi
Well Im now Living in Mississippi again i moved back home a few days ago I hadnt really missed it but now that im back I have seen i missed alot of people and missed out on alot of things I already have a job and actually going to get a second one trying to stay busy Now that my husband isnt around to tell me i cant work I want to be like i use to be and do nothing but work drink and have fun with friends Tonight My friends and i went to the casino we lost our ass lol but we had fun and in the day ive been home ive ran into alot of old frieds and they cant believe i my husband has done what he did and told me to go back to being the Laura they use to know so thats my plan i just want to have my friends and my job and just have fun in life well anyways im going to wrap this up ill write more later

Yay! My Kitty Came Home.
Four days ago our cat Star Rocky Marshmellow ran outside. We thought he was gone for good but last night he came home! I am soo happy. He is the kitty in the picture sleeping with me and I would get depressed whenever I saw it. I wa about to delete it it was so bad but then he turned up! And just in time for Minxy to not be in heat anymore! So everything worked out for the best! :D That's about it. I just wanted to share that Rocco came home.

Yay Me!!!! Wooohooo
So How bout Thursday 6-7-07 i somehow managed to get my asshole sons father to let me have him over night :D i cant wait. Im so happy not only do i get to see him and spend time with him but i get to sleep next to him once again.. Last time i did that was in Decemeber

Yay More College Prep Stuff
Haveta leave my apartment in about 10 minutes or so, catching a bus @ round 7:10am so I can get to my college prep class/thing by 9am, yay 2 hours on busses and waiting at terminals......... on a lighter note, some dumbass parents are going to sue their daughters school cos she didn't make it onto the cheerleading squad........ and what I thought was the BEST THING EVER, was a mom and her little kid got kicked off of a plane cos the kid would not shut up YOU GO MS. FLIGHT ATTENDANT.

Yay Me
You currently have 286 of 290 uploaded. I DID IT!! From over 1900 photos... down to my non VIP photo level limit. So to congratulate me.. why dont ya go make sure you rated and commented them all :D My personal family pics are locked ... mail me if you want to rate them. I really wanna GodMother. xo

Yay Me!
So I'm sitting here contemplating the last 24 years of my life. Have I lived each day to the best of my ability? No, of course not. I have had ups, downs and in betweens as well. But for the most part I can say that on a daily basis I have done what I can to make the most of each day. Many things have occurred in my time here on earth that have molded me into the woman I am today. There have been friendships that have come and gone, love that has blossomed and since fallen to the ground. Every aspect of my current self has been tested to the full extent of the word. I have been married and widowed before I could even get a discount on car insurance. I have 2 wonderful, amazing sons from that marriage that have the ability to keep me going on through life no matter what it throws at me. I have some of the best friends a girl could ask for. I have a family that most of the time isn't worth 2 cents, but each of them still are important to me and who I am. My BEST friend, the lo

Yay 4 Me!!
LOL..Ok..its not my birthday today, but it will be someday, and I was just hoping someone would give me a birthday present, you know like a salute, a blast, or a Happy hour even!...(wicked grin) Yes my shameless plug for attention..I can never get enough...:) Hope you all have a great evening this fine Sunday Hugs and Kisses

Yay Me!!
If everyone wonders why I'm not on the next few days.. its because i wentback home to visit friends and family. Also, I might meet up with my first fubar friend! YAY :P Anyways, Hopefully I will have new pictures to post when I get back home! Don't miss me to much!! :P Love Mysti

Yay Me Yay Me!!
LETS SEE WHERE TO START FOR THE ONES THAT KNOWS HOW TO READ BLOGS I ANIT GOING BE ON AFTER 5 DAYS CAUSE I AM HEADIN TO MN TO BE WITH SOMEONE VERY SPECAIL TO ME BUT SOON AS WE GET THE NET BACK WE BOTH WILL BE ON ALL THE TIME JUST DONT FORGET ABOUT US WHEN WE ANIT ON !! AND IF YOU ARE WONDERIN WHO HAS MY HEART LEARN TO READ PROFILES AND YOU WILL SEE =D I WILL BE LEAVING TUESDAY THE 13 THEN FLYIN TO PHILLY THEN TO DALLAS THEN INTO MINNEAPOLIS YAY ME :O=D

Yay Me.. (i Think)
Okay.. So corporate america finally got to me... I've got a new job.. an ACTUAL 9-5, m-f .. full benefits after 30 days.. paid vacation, paid holidays, personal days... after ... COUNTLESS years of retail... i get to say .. NO MORE WEEKENDS BITCHES!!!! heh... anyhow.. wanted to finally post a POSITIVE blog... so here it is :D

Yay My First Ob App
Well today I go for my first real OB appointment. I am so excited!!! I just cant wait to hear my baby's heart beat if they get to do it!! I think then it will sure settle in then that I am pregnant! Anwywas wish me luck! I am on my way to a friends house for the good part of the day. Call me if you have my number!!! Love Maranda Love My Sissy!!!

Yay More Issues In My Life
yes once again i have issues. At least I can admit that I have a lot of issues. Last I checked my mom is still ill and I can't do shit about it. well Duh if I could I would of already. Not to mention I have been dealing with other different issues well more personal issues. And the people that I thought would be here are well not. I seem to give and give and give and only if it benefits whoever will they help me when I need it. Oh well though right fuck it all. I guess in the end I will be the one that is here on my own. Just like always! I am the one that ends up on my own, all by myself with nothing. Shit I have been used, abused, ect.. by so many people that it isn't funny and the one thing I don't want is someone to feel sorry for me I dislike it when people feel bad for me cuz deep down you really don't you are just trying to cheer me up and instead of cheering me up you just piss me off even more. I am more then just a little frustrated and it seems that no one understands then w

Yay Me!!!
I entered Chuckiiboo's Bling Pack give away. That means I need help getting 5000 comments in just one week....starting now. Soooo, if ya don't mind, will ya stop by and leave a few comments on my pic from the Bahamas? Thanks...and be sure to let me know if you leave comments. Mary

Yay Me!!!
its so great i get a 3day weekend for my birthday every year at the begining of summer!!! Im single and gonna be 28 on the 28th of 2008 so gotta do sumptin right? So summer beach party friday n maybe saterday night! well fishin n beer drinkin and fire n stuff down at san luis pass west end of galveston so stop by if ur down there runnin around at the beach! summer!!!

Yay Me
Where was the last place you went out to eat? Taco bell though it sucked that time What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? wish i remembed Which do you prefer - eyes or lips? eyes Is your bedroom window open? no. thats creepy Who was the last band you saw live? hank williams jr lmao How many songs are on your iTunes? over 500 yeah im slacking Where is the last place you drove to? i didnt tony did Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? ummmm....ye..ah Have you ever been offered a job? yeah they wanted me back Have you ever stolen anything off of a road? no why would i want something off the road? If you could tell your last ex something what would you say? fuck you eat shit and die you little faggot bitch.. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? dr.pepper lmao Can you do push ups? no im a wimp Is your bathroom clean? i hope so i clean it every day Still have a birthmark? yeah on my leg looks like a tiny bab

Yay, Meeeeee!!!!!!
I was just given an Oscar for being an asshole....LMMFAOOooOOooOOoo!!!!!! Read what the ignorant cunt wrote: "for being the biggest asshole for no reason ... lmao what is your problem? why are u all the sudden acting like this with me in mums ur never rude to me... are u not sure who i am cause i changed pic? i understand u friend died im very sorry but stop taking it out on me i did nothing wrong at all" While someone I knew slightly from the MuMMs died tragically and recently, it has nothing to do with my dislike for Kristen Victoria. What I can't stand is how these illiterate, ugly pre-op trannies think that because they have two legs to spread, that they can dole out their inbred advice for all to benefit from. You should read some of the shit that this insipid, uneducated twat spills out in the MuMMs, like she's able to share everybody's life experiences with them, and can empathize. Maybe if she could at least spell half-assed instead of not at all, I wouldn't get

Yay, Myspace Survey! Stole It From Someone
What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was engaged? He is actually married, and I'm extremely happy for him Do you wear a name tag at work? Yup. Do you have any tattoos? Nope What are you excited for? Eating food soon Are you happy right now? Yup, and content Do you have any friends you have known for more than 10 years? yes Who was the last person you hugged? Dougster How did you feel when you woke up today? Confuzzled Ever kissed someone who smokes? yes Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? This dude I used to talk to almost 10 yrs ago Do you worry about you current bf/gf's ex messing with your relationship? Nope. Are you intimidated? Never Who was the last person you rode in a car with? Myself When was the last time you laughed until you cried? Yesterday What about the last time you just cried really, really hard? coupla weeks ago Who's your bf/gf's/husband's best friend? me Who took yo

Yay My Girls Happy Hour
=== '.:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS' wrote the following at '2008-12-09 08:54:26'.. Look Whos Got A Happy Hour Coming up @ 6 P.M. EST Time!! Show Her Lots Of Love.. She Loves New Friends Fans and Crushes!! .:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS (repost of original by 'ஐღÇÅRRIÊღஐ♥FÜ-ØWÑÊÐ B¥ Gèð ♥ஐFöùNd€r.DånGê®øuS CürVèS' on '2008-12-09 08:52:34')

Yay! Me So Hornay!
Apparently my hotel hosted an inbreeding convention, since all its members were loitering in the lobby this morning with their husband/cousins. One of the finer specimens asked me to tell housekeeping not to clean his room because he has a dog in there...in a closet. Because it mutes the barking noise. I was tempted to ask him if its the same closet he came out of, but I figured I would spare those moments of him replying while spitting his fried eggs in my face. His wife/gf swam up to the FD like a cruise ship, and asked "wheres the mall at, somethin not far". I wanted to mention that they don't allow animals in there, and I dont mean the dog, but got worried that she would try to eat me as an appetizer. All in all, there were about 40 barely humans sitting around, waiting for breakfast. The irony was that it was Darwin's bday. They might have been the recipients of Darwin's awards somewhere in the area.

Yay Me!!
Yay Me!! In less than 12 hrs I will be on a plane for Oklahoma.. OK to Dallas first then Oklahoma, lol as if there could ever be a direct flight that didn't cost an arm and a leg. Anyway, to go see my Son who's been gone since Feb. 8th for those of you who know for Basic Training. He graduates on Thursday! Sooo, my Mother's day is on Wednes day. He gets a "Family Day", where I get to check him out for the day and won't have to return till around 8pm that evening and then he graduates on Thursday. The only disappointing thing is is that we found out AFTER I had already purchased my tickets that he will be able to get a weekend pass once he gets in to his AIT school. See, his AIT is in the same base, just different part and of course different command and I guess they do not communicate well. I wish they would have, becaue I have my flight set to return this Friday. I would have gladly stayed till Sunday. The change costs more than the original ticket.. ugh. Oh, but .. I also get to s

Yay Me!
If you have read about my silly prank, make up my mind Should I go and look at those idiots in a parking lot? or Do I just arrange a meeting some other time tomorrow, on my nite off? and make sure to put ito the info that I want them to get a room and wait for me there. And watch my hotel get sold out ;p

Yay Me
I got the results of my stomach biopsies back yesterday the cells are benign this made me happy now as long as the ones on my lymph nodes come back benign too...I am only as broken as ever and do not have anything new to add to my list of ailments PS I still think about Drill when I pee I am having the docs look into that

Yay New Laptop
I'm gonna sell my other one I paid too much for it, anyway, and it gives me grief! This thing ROCKS! I'm so lovin. No net connection yet though.. Sooo LMAO I'm sittin up at my new fav bar the nu way where they have AMAZING food and make a kick ass cosmo & can use their connection for free. GODDESS bless America!! Ha also talked to rev in scotland on the phone the other night! Pretty sweet! Heh plus I bought a mic. lmao & An IPOD! Had to breakdown and do it. So a webcam is next! *muas luvlies* Next topic...men...oiy vey what do I create.

Yay! Not Shingles!
I had an allergic reaction to something I took after my wisdom tooth came out. The doctor gave me some Prednisone and Allegra and sent me home. I should stop itching sometime tonight. YAY! I was ecstatic when he told me he could fix it so I stopped itching. Now I'll know to tell doctors/dentists what not to give me, because it was pretty miserable for a bit. I'll be all better soon.

Yay News On My First Baby
So i found out i was pregnant yesterday.. i am very happy went to the Health dep. today to find out if the test were right and it was... i am 5 weeks and i am due Jan 10 thats my dur date for now until i go to the dr. EEEEEEEEEEhhh i just so happy..

Yay! New Reptiles!
I have new reptiles. Yay! so the list goes as follows: 1 Tokay Gecko 1 House Gecko 2 Bahama Anoles 2 Green Anoles 2 Fire Bellied Toads 1 Australian Golden Tree FRog 1 Australian Beaked Tree Frog 2 Silver Mantella Dart Frogs 1 South African Banana Waxy Tree Frog 1 Australian Dumpy Tree Frog 1 Green Tree Frog 1 Mountain Horned Lizard 1 Neon Tree Dragon 1 White Lipped Tree Frog 1 Forida Kingsnake

Yay Or Nay?
i have been seeing my bullitin being reposted so i guess all i can ask is yay or nay on the role playing game lounge if yay give me a week and it will be ready for opening if nay i will not bother to make it up and i will trash the idea Thank You ~ Lost In The Dark~

Yay Old Guy!!!
Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right Right on, Andy Rooney ! Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things ! like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think th

Yay Power!
We finally got our power back after 36 hours. Mommy still does not have hers. It was especially poor timing because we had a special outing planned to see the Nutcracker last night with me, mommy, my sister, my sister-in-law and her daughter. And none of us had a chance to have a proper shower or do our hair or any of that. But owell. The show was beautiful and my niece, who is seven, actually cried when it was over because she didn't want to leave. It was the sweetest thing. Made mommy very happy because she bought the tickets especially with the idea of wanting to give her the experience. We all had fun watching her face during the performance. Her tapping her feet to the music, cringing at the rat king and the wide eyes of dreaming at the sugar plum fairy. So much fun! And I must also say -- Yay for tight asses in spandex! *giggle*

Yay Punkin
so my absolute favorite cousin passed away 5 years ago. not such a good year for me, right. but he had 2 daughters one i see fro time to time and one whos mother had given up for adoption years and years ago. well monday i got to meet her. it was bittersweet. brought so much back to mind. but she reminds me so much of him shes an absolute doll. im so glad i finaly got to meet her

Yay Pics Up! Lol
Posted my birthday at the bar pics lol... some are me, some are random people that were there, lol i also went last night so i'll probably have more pics up when leepus puts them on here so i can steal them from him :p new pics are in the album creatively titled... Birthday ... lol ok so it's not creative ;) check them out though lol ;) Love you guys, Sin

Yay Pain
I am not writing this for attention but just so others understand. I have pain through out my whole body 24/7 so at times I get grumpy other times I cannot even get online. So if I seem grumpy or you don't see me around for a while please understand its do to my pain.

Yay 40 Question Survey :)
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? noppers..lol u know just in case...dont wanna miss a call :) haha 2. do you like more than one person right now? um no..actually i just like one right now..hehe :) and i want him... ;) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? ummm the man sitting in the living room with me..ugh..stupid ass roomate..seriously..yea...if u only knew... 4. who was your last text from? jason 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? hehe glasses..i wear them now.. :) 7. have you ever been in love? um yes...unfortunatly..haha 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? hehe..well i go through these phases..and right now im stuck on some stupid song..that shall remain nameless *if u read my other blog post- u will know* lol 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? mr. brooks..it was really really good 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? yes i do..it is sad :/ 12. what is the last

Yay Religion...
Beliefnet's Belief-O-Matic Quiz 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (93%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (86%) 4. Liberal Quakers (84%) 5. Reform Judaism (80%) 6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (72%) 7. Mahayana Buddhism (70%) 8. New Thought (66%) 9. Theravada Buddhism (61%) 10. Bahá'í Faith (61%) 11. Sikhism (60%) 12. Scientology (59%) 13. Jainism (57%) 14. Secular Humanism (55%) 15. Hinduism (52%) 16. Taoism (50%) 17. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (44%) 18. Orthodox Judaism (41%) 19. Orthodox Quaker (39%) 20. Islam (35%) 21. Nontheist (26%) 22. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (24%) 23. Seventh Day Adventist (19%) 24. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (19%) 25. Eastern Orthodox (18%) 26. Roman Catholic (18%) 27. Jehovah's Witness (12%) I wonder...if I start religion shopping again, now that I've identified that I dive he

Yay *rolls Eyes*
So, I've been up for 37 hours right now. Step Dad, in the hospital again, the cat got poisoned and died, been taking care of my mother, and I have had two panic attacks the past couple days (more then normal I usually have one once a blue moon). My mom is getting on my last nerve, I can't wait to move out on Friday.

Yay - Renea
I am soo proud of Renea. She rode her bike all the way around the block. It has training wheels, but it is a big step from her being terrified of it. She is doing so well. She is also excited about the baby. She talks to him/her a lot. Things are going pretty well. Hopefully it stays that way. Christmas is soon, my FAVORITE holiday. I love the spirit and the music and everything about it. Seeing the look on Renea's face when she opens her gifts from "santa". We are going to make a countdown to christmas chain out of construction paper.... That should be a fun project for her and I to do together. There are soo many toys I want to get her, but toys are soo damn expensive. I worked it out with my mom, and I am going to get the small things, and my mom will get the big things. I saw this cute sleepover tent for $15 at walmart.. I think i am going to get it for her. Its the Princess' of course.. We shall see. Have a merry Christmas all. Love you. xoox

Yay Stuff About Me! :d
1.) What curse word do you use the most? fuck 2.) Do you own an iPod? nope 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? dianna, jenny, matthew, csoma, jen, teresa... 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? it's not LoL 5.) What color is your room? like, a coffee color :/ 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? skate shoes 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? eh a bit of both i like taking pictures :D plus i'm not very photogenic! :D 8.) What was the last movie you watched? bloodrayne 9.) Do any of your friends have children? yes 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy? haha i call myself lazy 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? when i have a migraine :x 12.) What CD is currently in your CD player? iunno :/ 13.) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate... or strawberry, yea, strawberry milk is good :3 14.) Has anyone told you a secret this week? yep 15.) Have you ever gi

Yay Stuff
When was the last time you ran? yesterday Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? no What are you dreading right now? not sure Do you celebrate 4/20? no Favorite country singer? Garth Brooks When was your last doctor's visit? january something. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? roughly? umm about 20 minutes for everything. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? Nope, I'm happy with who I have, and i wouldn't trade her for anyone, not even an ex. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you be wearing? pj's Do you own a pair of Converse? no Do you eat the cookie dough? yes Have you ever kicked a vending machine? yes Don't you hate when the radio ruins good songs? yeah Would you rather them play the whole video or just a clip of it on TRL? Whole video, i fucking hate TRL because they only play 30 seconds of the song Do you watch Trading Spaces? no How do you e

Yay Spring/military Update
I'm soo happy that spring is finally here. Now the only down side to the spring/summer seasons is my allergies flaring up but I guess nothing says spring like a stuffy nose lol so I'll just take it like a man and deal with it. But on an even happier note I have found out that my two guy friends who are over in Iraq will be coming back home in two weeks I'm very excited about it and have decided to just have a very simple bbq with their families and our closest friends to welcome them back nothing too big this has honestly been the longest two years of my life without them well I'm starting to babble so I'm gonna just end this and go to bed. Good Night All.

Yay She"s Dead!!!!
not really.. It took 2 years and some odd months, the ending of our friendship the almost destruction of his family and him completely withdrawing from everyoe and everything he knew... untill he finally got tired of the gameplaying.... I knew they had broken up...again. i assumed she dumped him.... Welp.... Um YAY.. hopefully it is perminant this time.. I hate that fucking bitch and i hope to see her on the street

Yay Saturday
Road House Greatness vs. Dirty Dancing Greatness 1)Road House-Mulletude Dirty Dancing- Johnny Castle's slick pompadour 2) Road House-Sewing up his own wound in a bar bathroom Dirty Dancing- Johnny Castle would never attempt self-surgery. He knows its retarded. He lets Doc Hausmann--the expert, the professional--sew up Penny's post-abortive cooch hole. 3) Road House-"Pain Don't Hurt" Dirty Dancing- "You just put your pickle on everybody's plate, college boy, and leave the hard stuff to me." 4) Road House-Degree in Philosophy from NYU Dirty Dancing- Degree in sexy pelvis movement. 5) Road House-Sex with Kelly Lynch Dirty Dancing- Bangs every bungalow bunny at Kellerman's. Kelly Lynch is hot, no lie, but she's also about four cup sizes smaller than MILFalicious Mrs. Pressman. 6) Road House-Lives in a barn loft Dirty Dancing- Lives in a cabin full of soul music in a magical forest that drips sex rain. 7) Road House-Does tai chi outside his barn loft Dirty Danc

Yay Today Is The Day
yay today is the day of my concert... i can't wait to go.. knowing its raining outside doesn't help but hey i get to meet some bands i haven't met yet and meet a band i already met twice... me and 2 of my friends are going we are meeting some other people there.. i gotta start getting ready about 10 30am or so.. so we can leave here about 12 meet my other friend at her place then leave there about 1pm... my ears feel a little better but still hurt but i'll make it... i would never miss a concert nope nope..

Yay, The Weekend Is Here!!
Like that means much, lol! I will be off to work in awhile. Just need to treat one client and then I'll be home again! Not too bad at all! It is very quiet around here now that Damian and Tim have moved out! Funny, I can't remember the last time it was this quiet. Ah, well. They still have to move a couple of things - and we need to retrieve a couple of things they shouldn't have taken, lmao!! Too much like their Mom, I think, lol! Dakota's dreads are starting to settle down and get that dreadlock look to them. He looks so cute with his hair like that!! I will try to take pics this weekend and post them. Well, my Mom found out about the new piercing, lol!! She was quizzing me down and I finally had to tell her!! I go the usual question of WHY? Hard to explain to someone who doesn't really understand rites of passage and that sort of thing. To her, I'm just the crazy one, lmao!? I don't mind! Someone has to be the crazy one, might as well be me. And to all who have asked,

Yay Third!
Currently 3rd place!!! Let's move me on up! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month

Yay! That Was Fun!!
I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE A SONG IN MY HEAD I CAN'T GET OUT LOL. IT'S A MICHAEL JACKSON SONG (YEAH I KNOW SHUP AND DON'T JUDGE LOL) BE THE FIRST TO GUESS WHICH SONG IT IS BY COMMENT ON MY PAGE AND WIN A TICKER! EASY! BUT! PLEASE, YOU MUST HAVE ALSO RATED AND FANNED ME ALSO AND OF COURSE I DO THE SAME BACK. IT'S JUST ALL IN FUN.

Yay! This Is Good News! Hehe
Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time! Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him! How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

Yay!!!! Woo-hoo!!
I should have been on more. Bad fairy gave me a gift. Kinda felt left out when i first started this cause everyone had all these gifts and I wantedone. but I had some really, really, sweet and cool people that gave me some and made me feel all loved. Big thanks to you guys!!!! I know not many will read this cause it averages about 16 reads a post, you know? but I'm done complaining. I don't care, this site kicks serious ass!!!!! Oh and happy halloween everyone! I dont know what I'm gonna do for halloween, probably take my little brothers and sister trick-or-treating and do the whole haunted house thing like I did last year. I'm so bored.......anyway, laterz!!!!!

Yay Who Wants To Get Tramatised?
Fire in the Sky is on SciFi right now! I think I'll watch it and have nightmares for another 12 years! I remember when my mom's friend took me to see this in the theater! God. They totally made it seem like no big deal. It is the most horrifying movie I've ever seen. damn aliens.

Yay Xanax
Well this probly wont make any sense, but I had a kinda crappy day, so I take my xanax and, woohoo, I feel good!!!!!Just though tId share this tidbit with yall!!!!! Miracle drug Im tellin yall!!! Sooo, I still got a lil sense so Im gonna stop lol!!! nite yall.........BTW if yall wanna know who was talkin crap to me and callin me fat and all that mean stuff the other night, I came across him in the mumms today his link is http://fubar.com/user/1074980.... he is really one to talk about folks, anyways! love yall!!!

Yayyyy!!!
well its 1201 and i am officially old! its my birthday and i feel every second of it. I am sittining here tonight drinking by myself and wondering why i am so damn stubborn that i will not let anyone in???? I guess i am just a fricking dumbass! well happy birthday to me.

Yayyy Me
WooHooo I've now completed my Cherry Tap cleaning for the week. My entire page has been redone. And my friend's list has once again shrunk. I've gotten rid of the dust collectors once again. Woohoo.....now I have more room for more TRUE friends!!!

Yayyyyyy I Did It!
Yayyyyy I did it! I feel stupid but Im not... it took me a while to figure out how to delete a video on my page and add a new one, I just got tired of the song that was playing over and over! but Im glad i figured out how to do it.

Yayyy I Made It Home!!
So I've made it home from the Bahamas. The cruise itself was awesome. There was some serious partying going on around the clock and I tried to get in as much of it as I possibly could. Damn the alcohol on those ships is high as hell!!!! A bucket of beer, which consist of 4 16oz. bottles, was $17.50. Shots of Jack (my drink of choice) were $5.50. They do serve this one drink called "Kiss on the Lips", which is what I drank wayyyyyyyy too much of, that is like $7.00 for a 16oz. glass. Oh well. I only o on a cruise once a year, so I guess it's ok to splurge. My opinion of the Bahamas has changed drastically. I hated it. I will be perfectly happy if I never go back. I am glad that I went, just so I could see it, but I wasn't impressed. I enjoyed Mexico much better when I went there. I just wanted to let ya'll that care know that I am home. ~~Hugs~~ Mary

Yayyyyy I Am Going To Orlando
YAYYYYYYY! Me and Steph are going to Orlando!! Not this weekend but the next weekend and again the weekend right after, ROAD TRIP Whoop Whoop lol. My car is going to be fixed tomorrow FINALLY me and steph have been so bored its been 2 months being stuck in the house. I swear this past weekend chino picked me up so me and steph could be bored together lol and WE WERE CURLED UP IN THE FETAL POSITION SUCKING OUR THUMBS CAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! Freedom is heading our way and yes I did go out with my other friends during the 2 months but I have the best time with Stephanie LOVE YA GIRL and plus I hate being not being in the drivers seat so there :P So yeah were going to start off visiting Jason probably get drunk knowing him and the crazy thing is I drive perfect when I am drunk I heard people tell me that before and I was like yeah whatever but its true I have witnesses!!!! Then go to Stephs sisters house and party more!!! Then the weekend right after is going to be the best caus

Yayyy!!!
I GOT MY COMPUTER IS BACK!! YAYYY!!!! hehe Just letting everybody know who didnt see my bulletin, thanks and hi to everybody who already said hello!!! Its not completely fixed and I got some stuff t do to it, but Ill atleast be around again!! Ive missed ya all...and I hope to talk to ya all soon..... Say hi anytime!!! Luv ya guyz!! ~Cindy

Yay Yay Yay
Well, some of you know I had surgery last week...for those that don't...I had my gall bladder removed...ra....ra ra ra...quack quack! Anyways, in order to undergo surgery, I had to remove all the metal that I wear...hmmm...which really isn't alot...but so... I had to take out my earrings...whatever.... I had to take off my toe ring...kind of a big deal....I got it in August '95 and I've never taken it off since it.... And, I had to take out my eyebrow ring...which...the damn thing has been pierced three times all ready and I just didn't wanna deal with it again...apparently, I have eyebrow issues...who knew they even existed? Kind of like license plate lights...until I got pulled over for mine being out...I never knew they existed either... So, I took off the earrings & I removed the toe ring...much to my dismay...but I refused to take the eyebrow ring out. So, they taped it. And everything went well... but...the purpose of this YaY YaY YaY message is to tell you that

Yayyy Presents !!!
Well I went to my Po box and found well someone else's mail ...but within all that mail I found I had a notice about having a Parcel .. Yayyy Presents !!! .. and holy heck .. what a BOX .. was pretty good sized .. Humm What could be in there .. Well My Friend Rich ( whom many of you know) Sent me a Very cool keyboard .. ..( Ill post a pic at the bottom) .. Itsneat . its fully Clear . .and the Cap locks Num lock and scroll lock liteup Bright blue .. Thanks Rich .. was very sweet of you to send that to me Xoxoxoxox And here it is .. Isnt it Cool ??

Yayyy For The Idiots Entertaining Themselves
SO I POP ON AND LOOK GEE I VIEWED MYSELF AND I EVEN RATED MYSELF A 1 I GUES PIG SEXYMAMA THE FUCKING PRE OP TRANNY AND DUMB ASS RACIST SKIN HEAD LIVING OFF MOMMY AND ANGEL BABY WHITE RIDER GOT BORED YET AGAIN THE BROADS ON WELFARE AND HES IN HIS MOTHERS BASEMENT FOR CHRISTS SAKES ONE DAY IF THEY GOT OFF THEIR LAZY ASSES MAYBE THEY COULD BE PRODUCTIVE BUT I DOUBT IT ONCE WHITE TRASH ALWAYS WHITE TRASH NEXT TIME TRY THE AGE AND BDAY CORRECT YOU STUPID FUCKING DUMB ASS SKIN HEAD AND YOU WELFARE LIVING TWAT BUT HEY HAVE A GREAT DAY SO SINCE WIL BURDICK HAS TO KEEP SAYING MY REAL NAME WELL ITS UP THERE SO NO ONE WONDERS AND HIS WHORE MEGAN BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY LMFAO ILL NEVER FEEL BAD HAVING 2 FIRST NAMES AFTER THESE 2 MORONS DICK AND BUTTRAM (THE PRE OP TRANNY)I GUESS ITS OK I PUT THERES IN HERE SO WIL GET BACK TO MOMMYS BASEMENT AND BE MORE CREATIVE AND MEGAN GET BACK ON THAT GOVT CHEESE LINE AND HAVE A CHERRY FUCKIN DAY ps megan buttram (YA PRE OP TRANNY)since u saw it fit to cha

Yayyyyyyyyy
OK, best news have had again! Steph called today, and as long as things go as planned, she arrives home THURSDAY!!!!!!! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy Yes, I am feeling better just knowing she is coming home. It helps the stress level tremendously :) One more thing finally coming together :)

:) Yayyyyy Punkys First Blog
Punky was sad,,,punky no had blog,,, :)So PuNkYs happy now wooohoooooo doin da snoopy dance :) But like all good tings they must come to an end :( its really a sad sad day in da punkys neighborhood :( Punkys next door neighbor lady :( real nice lil lady prob 55-60 is having her leg amputated today below da knee :( Dats jus not good ting:( all from smoking :(..... She was havin pain several months back,,could barely walk,,her to fing vessels er like shot,,and when smoke makes 100x worse,,constricts them more...so they said need stop smoking... after awhile she ended up having surgery to try open vessels up more,,,but never healed,,,so like couple weeks ago was when came to point best option was to jus remove leg :( Sooo fer the past couple weeks this poor lil ole lady has had to sit home and jus dweel on losin her leg and make all da arrangements to do it,,,,,im sorry,,DAT BE ROUGH,,,,ida been like fukkkk dat,,u mofos cuttin dat damn thing off now,,i aint sitttin around 2 weeks dwelli

Yayy 4 Me!
Had to end up going to the hospital today because my temperature shot up to 103. Leg would not stop swelling and my head was about to explode. Anywho, I just assumed this was all an allergic reaction to the cortisone shots from last week. Mind you, the whole ordeal with my leg started because I got a tattoo and was allergic to the INK! Well, the doctors told me 4 years ago not to ever get any kind of ink on me, because I am highly allergic to it. Blah..blah..blah.. So when I go to get the shots, they have to give me a mild sedative because of a *small* mishap the other week. LOL I am also restrained to the table so nothing gets thrown. LOL So when they are working on my leg, other than feeling the shots, I'm not really sure what they might be doing to it. Anywhooooo, when the doctors at the hospital (which happened to be one of my first leg surgeons) cut my cast off today, I heard him start cussing. Then he asked me who in the hell had made marks on my scar with a marker. I'm l

Yayyyy I Am Godfather
THANKS ...TO ALL OF YOU..WHO ..helped me ..level..YOU...are all...GREAT!!!!!!! AND.... a hugeeeeee THANKS to ...HARLEY, for buying me my auto 11s and for ALL the LOVE and help to get me leveled....YOU ALL ARE ....G R E A T ....!!!! THANKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...many....HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS..your friend....rose

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy
my PTO (paid time off) request was accepted! I have the 5th-13th off of work and get paid for my days i normally work out of that time!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY granted.. its finals week so its gonna suck on THAT front.. but hell finals are over by the half point of that time.. i will have like 4 or 5 days with NOTHING to do!!

Yayyyyy, My First*_*happy Hour*_*level On Me & Help Me Make It A Success
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Yaz Received A Surgery In Boston
Yastrzemski, who turns 69 on Friday, had the operation at Massachusetts General Hospital, where he underwent tests after experiencing chest pains in the morning, said his spokesman, Dick Gordon. Yastrzemski’s family said the triple bypass was “a complete success” in a statement released Tuesday night by the Red Sox. The popular Yaz was an 18-time All-Star and spent his entire career with the Boston Red Sox, taking over left field for Ted Williams in 1961 and playing through 1983. In 1967, Yastrzemski helped revitalize the flagging franchise during the “Impossible Dream” season when the Red Sox went from ninth place in the 10-team AL in 1966 to the World Series, where they lost to the St. Louis Cardinals. And all over New England that summer, kids tried to imitate his unique lefty batting stance, with the bat held high over his head. With calls of “Yaz” echoing around Fenway Park, he won the Triple Crown that year, hitting .326 with 44 home runs and 121 RBIs. Behind the AL MVP, the

" Ybysaia "
Brief History of the International Association of Turtles ... Some American Fighter Pilots were relaxing in an English Pub during World War II when they, somehow, got onto the subject of "Turtles". They described a person who was clean minded, usually minded their own business, but when the need arose, would stick their neck out for themselves and other people in need had the attributes of a turtle. That's how the International Association of Turtles began. Sounds crazy unless you have been around drinking pilots. These pilots became the fist members of the International Association of Turtles. Knowing the way of the military they would all be split up soon and they would all actively recruit new members. So they came up with a way for Turtles to identify each other. When anyone would ask a Turtle, "Are you a Turtle?" the proper response would be... I am a second generation "Turtle" and am a member of the 'Turtle Air Force'

Y Cant Men Know How To Read
y cant men on here just learn how to read tha profile it really makes me pissed i love it when thay rate and show love on comments but thats it. so y dont thay listen and thay wonder y sum gurls r tried of dick (men) boys whaevea u call em. im married and very damn happy and guys still want u to cheat. dont ever let no chick or a dude cum between u and that special someone u love... i love all woman u show respect to me and others and specialty their selves. love u gurls.

Y Chocolate Is Better Than Sex Lol
1. You can GET chocolate. 2. "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6. You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12. You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13. With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15. You can have chocolate at anytime of the month. 16. Good chocolate is easy to find. 17. You can have as many kinds of chocolate as yo

Y Couldnt He Tell Me
IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks

Y____dear Father
Y____Dear Father Current mood: sad Y is it tha narrow minded ppl judge by wat they see, y don't u take a min to try to get to kno me. I've tired to hard to be my best, not smokin, bangin, or puttin souls to rest. But yet u try to knoc me down. I sit here like tha cry lata clown. So If I die bury me a "G" I don't want no one to shed a tear for me. For I did not fall into lyfes trap. As I lay in bed with a 9 strapped. I work real hard for tha things I achieve, but yet u sit there and criticize me. Dear Father, King of all kings Release my soul from these earthly things. Im tired of fiten, bring me to tha light. Plz don't forsake me I tried to do rite... Judge by tha ones who raised me, disowed by tha one who gave me. Im tired Lord; u kno im dun, bring me to a place I wont be judged for fun.... So now I lay me down to sleep I pray tha Lord my soul to keep if u take me for day break plz for

Y Defensively Again How We Played. Weve Been Showing Some Good Consistency At The Defensive End, And Still Trying T
NEIVA, Colombia -- What Canada thought would be a tune-up turned into a rout at the FIBA Americas Championship. Kalisha Keane scored 15 points as Canadas womens basketball team crushed Paraguay 77-26 on Monday. Keane, from Ajax, Ont., went 3-for-3 from three-point range as the No. 12 Canadians improved to 2-1 at the Olympic qualifying tournament. Lizanne Murphy of Beaconsfield, Ont., had 11 points, Kim Smith of Mission, B.C., scored 10 and Tamara Tatham of Brampton, Ont., chipped in with eight points along with a team-leading eight rebounds for Canada. "We knew Paraguay was probably the weakest team in our pool," said Canadian head coach Allison McNeill. "So it wasnt so much a victory but I think we had a good team effort and I was really happy defensively again how we played. Weve been showing some good consistency at the defensive end, and still trying to get in better synch offensively." Canadas defence was effective against unranked Paraguay (0-2), keeping all shooters under double

Y Delivering Italy To An Unexpected Spot In The European Championship Final. Having Been Severely Criticized For Failing To
WARSAW, Poland -- Mario Balotelli flexed his muscles in more ways than one. The 21-year-old Italy striker quieted his multitude of critics by delivering Italy to an unexpected spot in the European Championship final. Having been severely criticized for failing to take advantage of his opportunities earlier in the tournament, Balotelli scored twice in the first half Thursday to give Italy a 2-1 win over Germany. After his second goal, Balotelli stripped off his jersey and flexed his muscles in a defiant pose -- even if that meant an automatic yellow card. For someone whose behaviour often treads on the verge of craziness, it was an emblematic moment. "This is the greatest night of my life, but I hope Sunday is going to be even better," Balotelli said, looking ahead to the final against defending champion Spain. "In the opening matches I had a lot of chances, and I wasnt able to finish them. But In football you also need luck." In the 20th minute, Balotelli had no trouble get

Y Designation Thursday, A One-time Provision Allowing A Team To Let A Player Go Without His Remaining Contract Counting
HOUSTON -- Troy Perkins made six saves for Portland as the Timbers and Houston Dynamo played a 0-0 draw Tuesday night at BBVA Compass Stadium. Antonio Brown Black Jersey . Tally Hall finished with two saves for Houston (3-3-3, 12 points) at its new stadium. Houston had chances to score late, but Perkins stopped Colin Clark from outside the penalty area in the 78th minute, and stopped a short breakaway from Calen Carr in the 87th minute with a sliding save on Carrs shot from 15 yards. Portland (2-5-3, 9 points) saw its winless streak extended to three games. The Timbers Lovel Palmers shot from outside the box in the 12th minute was saved by Hall. Portlands next best chance came in the 71st when Eric Alexanders shot was blocked by Hall. Portlands Jack Jewsbury left at halftime with a possible hip injury. Charlie Batch Jersey . Milicic received the amnesty designation Thursday, a one-time provision allowing a team to let a player go without his remaining contract counting against the leag

Y Does Love Hurt
y does love hurt? huh? does any body really no y love hurts us like it does? does any no what would could really be going through that person head at this very moment in time? no i don't think anybody would no exactly how im feeling about my x girl friend! i loved her with all of my heart! we had been dating 8 months! 8 freaking months! and she dumps my ass the day before valentines day after giving me a dozen red roses!!!!! people its fucked up how a girl like her and a girl like me even meet or even date. i wasn't a lesbian! i was straight!!! i wasn't what a lesbian would even consider dating! they would say that i was straighter then straight line! well guess what im not that lil girl any more! i love my pussy!!!! i do! i love women! yea i want to get married and have kids some day but i aint giving up dating girls just because im married. but when the kids come then she and i will tell the kids that she is a friend of mommy's. but the older they are going to get the smarter they ar

Y Doesnt He Love Me?
well I went to work.. came home kinda early.. made sure HE had something to eat for supper when he got home... and he got home ina bad mood cuz he was on a machine at work instead of working on one today... He went upstairs and told me not to come up them.. I did anyways.. fuck u dont see someone for 12 hours ... ya think they might miss you? nope.. I told him that I missed him... He said he loved me... and said it mean... it sounded fucked up.. so I said yeah ya do dont ya? and then he said no I really dont.. who says that to some one? especially someone the are suppose to love... You dont say shit like that unless you MEAN it.. and it made my heart drop.. what the fuck> I do everything EVERYTHING for this boi.. I cook... I clean... I work... I do his laundry.. I make sure he always has a meal cooked.. I always make sure he has a plate fixed.. I get him something to drink.. fuck what more could you ask for? I was married to someone like this... only he treated me l

Y Does Every Man I Open Myself Up To Leav Me Like This?
Telling me to go, But hands beg me to stay. Your lips say that you love, Your eyes say that you hate. There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. What you build you lay to waste. There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. All I've got's what you didn't take. So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets. Don't lie. You promised me the sky, Then tossed me like a stone. You wrap me in your arms, [In Pieces lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And chill me to the bone. There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. All I've got's what you didn't take. So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets. Don't lie. [Guitar solo] So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets.

Y Does Everyone Hate Me Or Baned Me
Today try to go friend page and found out was blocked never did anything to her. Then I went to auction see if won anyone and come to fine out i was back door. The host told this person to bid same as me and let her win her instead of me. Then top off i went to this guy page never knew or did anything to expct bid and got ban from there. what am doing worng? does any care or even want me on the site anymore i will leave if that what yaw want

Y Do Girls Hate On Each Other
Ok let me give u the background before i get to the point aight? I use to be friends with this Bitch a few months ago.I mean we were cool we were togethere everyday did everthing together hell she was even there when i had my baby tellin me to push...LOL She was for real)Then all of a sudden my husband come back from Iraq for 2weeks R&R and she starts hatin.I mean big time like me and my honey went and got a room for a weekend jus to get away and party in another city,This bitch called my room nonstop.WTF?Ok ok so my honey left back to Iraq after his 2 weeks were up and i hear she had been sayin all type of shit about me like i thought i was tha shit and i made my husband spend all his money on me and none for himself (like thats her fuckin business from jump ya know?)And all type of crazy shit!My point is y was it cool when the husbands away to kick it but when the focus wasent all on her she backstabbed and hated on me ?Now eveyrtime i c her she breakin her damn neck tryna c what im

Y Do Grls Fall In Love With Guys?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour late

Y Do I Love Him
Y CANT I GET OVER THE FACT THAT WE R OVER HE CANT MEAN ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE. WE TRYED FOR TO LONG AND FOR TO HARD FOR IT TO WORK. WE TRYED FOR 3 YARS AND NOTHING CAME OUT OF IT JUST MY TEARS EVER NIGHT BECAUE OF HE. HE PROMISED ME FOR EVER AND THEN HE TOOK IT ALL AWAY THE DAY HE CHEATED ONE ME AND NOW HE WONT CALL OR TALK

Y Do I Even Try??
ok, well tuesday was bill's birthday and all week he was bugging me asking me what i was getting him and if we were doing anything ..well i arranged a surprise party for him and told him that i had something special planned for us for wednesday ...he said "ok babe, i'll be there" ...so i baked a cake and my bestfriend baked a cake cause we didn't know which kind he'd like ...tine decorated the cakes while i hung up ballons and shit .....3:00 comes and he calls and was like "babe, ahh i'll be late my doctor just called and said that he needed to see me in person, so i'll be there by 5:30" ...that was fine with me cause i was worried about him and was just glad he finally got some news from his doc....well 5:30 came and went then 6:00 came ..and i called him ...he said "i'm running late, i'll be there as soon as i can" ..i was like fine but by that time i was getting anxious and annoyed ...well 7:00 comes and goes...i call his phone..rang twice ..voicemail ...7:30 comes ..still no sign a

Y Do I Do This
Y is it that i do what i do to that girl??? I try and ask myself this all the time. And i think i know why now. Things always changes sometimes for good and then sometimes for bad. And in my case i think it was bad. She had moved farther away from me and i don't know she changed when she moved. And i said well maybe we need a break. Then thats when it really hit how much she changed. What am i to do? Oh god what am i to do!!! I feel so empty inside without her love. I really do. Its a void in my life that haunts me. Am i to be single all my life?? Thats what i always had thought until i met her. My whole life changed. But then it didn't help i lived at home. I had so much shit goin on it was terrible. Now well now i live away from home. I'm clearing my head now. My next biggest quistion should i go and she her this summer? Would it be a mistake? Or would it be the thing to do. And maybe things will work out. What am i to do??? I realize that i'm away from home. I have no one tellin

Y Do I Always Have To Put A Title?? The Song Speaks For Itself!
Takin' my time Choosin' my lines Try'n' to decide what to do Looks like my stop Don't wanna get off Got myself hung up on you Seems to me You don't wanna talk about it Seems to me You just turn your pretty head and walk away Places I've known Things that I'm growin' Don't taste the same without you I got myself in The worst mess I've been And I find myself starvin' without you Seems to me Talk all night, here comes the mornin' Seems to me You just forget what we said And greet the day Seems to me You don't wanna talk about it Seems to me You just turn your pretty head and walk away I've got to cool myself down Stompin' around Thinkin' some words I can't name ya Meet you halfway Got nothin' to say Still I don't s'ppose I can blame ya Seems to me You don't wanna talk about it Seems to me You just turn your pretty head and walk away Yeah, walk away Walk away Walk away.

Y Do I
y do i care if someone cares for me... y do i want someone to care for me it feels like its all lies it feel like m use here for playing with y does everything hurt so much oh well maybe i should just not try and figure it out

Y Do I Care
y do i care if the one person that should care if im upset dont y do i care if i cry myself to sleep alot y do i care that it feels like none gives a shit about my feelings y do i care that most guys just want sex or cybersex from woman y do i care cause the one person i though i could trust has given up on me and my trust of him ... cause im a nothing to everyone that means anything to me.. im just here to be used and tossed away all cause I FUCKEN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y Do I Hurt So Much?
right now im sittin here crying coz i dont know what i need to do to make my relationship ok.. =[[ i mean right now im pretty much dead coz it doesnt feel like he loves me nemore and i cant take this nemore. im tryin to be everything he wants.. and it just seems like he just wants "her" and im not her.. never have been her.. and i dont even feel good enough to be called her.. i just wish i knew what to do :((

Y Do I Write Nobody Views Anyway
here i am again nothing to have to think about school over finish done for this year nothing to think about but my own just my own troubles i have now others problems seems tiny as to compare to mine own my bff is getting better she has no more problems to be concerned about soon she be running off finding a place to be dancing my problems become top thing its just too much for me to think i want things the way it was i want my nanay here she was my only friend only one to accept me the way i am i miss that from her

Y Do Men Hit On Me
it pisses me off everytime a guy wants to talk to me on here they want to get laid. i want only friends if they are male or female i am sry to b so harsh and i know this is known to have people to hook up with but u can rate me and stuff but i won't tolerate men wantin to cyber or fuck me

Y Do Nice Guys Finsh Last
y do nice guy get the shit end of the stick all the time i am so fed up with being dumped on never getting the girl and having my hart broke over and over girl tell me i am to low for there standers what do u want in a man and how is it when some girl find it they run like a bat out of hell waht women would not want a guy to be layed back and cool jsut want to spend time with time and jsut please his women

Y Do Ppl Judge?
y do ppl label ppl judge them? im bipolar and as soon as ppl find out they dont want to talk to me.. y? im the same person they were talking too... People also judge ppl based on looks so what im not a raving beauty get over it ive been told i have a kick ass personality im just different unique i guess ppl woiuld say well if ppl r going to judge me by looks or mental problems than stuff it... I get tired of it if u dont like it to friggin bad Im not going 2 change the way i am for anybody either u get to know me than decide if u want to be my friend or dont even bother with me... its no skin off my back and never will be. Im not going to live my life by societies rules i dont hurt anybody and i never will... I just want to be able to be myself. but if anybody knows y ppl r like this tell me please... thank you

Y Do People Drink And Drive
i don't understand y some people chose 2 drank than get behind the wheel. most of the bars here n my town will pay 4 u a cab 2 get home yet people still drank and drive all the time. next time u think it would b a good idea think about this. u make that chose but what if doing so u hit a family and u kill them. beter yet what if someone hit ur family and killed them because they desided 2 drink and drive and all they could tell u is i'm sorry. i was put in a wheel chair because my friends decided 2 pull over and let the drunk guy drive. the really sad part is not that i'll never be able 2 teach my kids 2 swimm or play ball but that my drunk friend died. he never got 2 be married or have kids. all because he use 2 drank and drive so much his friend thought it would b ok. if u get a dwi and lose ur liseans consider ur self lucky because the next time u my not be or someone else may not be. could u live with ur self the rest of ur life knowing u killed someone or some ones little kid

Y Do Ppl Tease Big Grls
Hi my name is Vickie and I am a bigger girl but i dont understand y ppl make fun of bigger girls i mean every one says that they are insucure bout themselves but you know it really hurts ppl and its just freakin retarded plz comment thx

Y Do People Feel The Need 2 Lie
IT'S 2 MUCH WORK AND I DON'T KNOW THE REASON Y, PEOPLE ALWAYS FEEL THEY HAVE 2 LIE-LIE-LIE. I DON'T HAVE TIME 4 SILLY GAMES AND CERTAIN TIMES I LIKE TO PLAY TRICK OR TREAT, BUT THAT'S WHEN I MEET THAT CERTAIN GIRL DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING. KEEP IT REAL, KEEP IT HONEST AND SURE ENOUGH ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE, THAT ONE DAY SOON MAYBE IN JUNE WE MIGHT FIND OUR ONE TRUE SWEET.

Yea!!!!
i do love writing blogs, i can put my frustration out there and have other people see the shit i deal with! gives me a place to write my dirty stories and poems...i love expressing myself..u might learn alot about me if u decide to read what i write....im in the process of takin some new pics..sorry no more naked ones...i have to give my man some respect..so anyways, love to you all!!!

Yea
My husband cheats. I look the other way. For the children, of course. I myself am worthless, Stupid. Humiliation suits me. Each day I steel myself for words each day more vicious. But you are like a rainbow in my sky. I look at you and know life can be good. You call me gorgeous, I don't wonder why. And happiness shines through me, as it should. You, too, bear a cross: Your friend has cancer, And you will not desert her. I agree. Our love must be a question, not an answer, A distant light on hills we cannot see. Perhaps we are both fools to sacrifice, Yet in such love is where true beauty lies.

Yea!!!!!!
For those of you that are parents, and experienced the joy when ur child (ren) went potty in the toilet, I know you'll understandy why I'm blogging about this.......For the the people who aren't parents, you'll understand when you have children how great these events are when ur child is a willing partisipant. Trinity, after taking a shower with me, got her potty seat, put it on the toilet, and went poop all by herself!!!! Note: I've been trying to potty train her for sometime now, and to have her (as a 2 y/o) do this on her own is a BIG deal!!! I'm so proud of my little girl!!! I love her so much Ok, that was the good news I had to share with everyone!!!

Yea!!!
I know a lot of you pro'ly won't give a shit, but it's something for me to brag about. I lost 8 pounds in 2 weeks, all thanks to my antidepressant!!! It's made clear that it decreases your appitite, but I was skeptical about it. But I did. I need to lose 32 more lbs to reach my goal weight!! I'm happy about that, and I hope I can reach my goal weight by the summer. For my height I was told that my weight that I'm at now is considered obease, and very unhealthy for 5'0. But the reason why I weigh so much is because I had 2 children and have been struggling with alternate ways to lose the mama weight gain. HAHA, my bf said it's because I'm on top during sex so I'm getting a work out, hehe *blushes*.......Maybe he's right. Anyways, I thought I'd share the news with everyone

Yea
I swear sometimes I hate being off my medicine. I get al shakey and start crying for no reason at all and I cant take it. Everytime something from the past that comes up, I end up crying about it because I know how much I messed up back then. I just wish I could change everything about my past but I cant. I just wish people wouldn't judge me on how I look or how I act or the way I dress. Looks are not everything, personality comes first in my books. I just wish I would of got treated alot better in my past than what I was. I wish things can be different. But I guess that's just how life is and how it's gunna be for the rest of my life. I wish it was all different and people can see the better side of me. But I guess they will never know.

Yea!!!!!
Im so happy right now! We just heard from the lady who we were hoping to rent from and I am getting the apartment that I was hoping to get. It is going to be perfect for me and Heaven. I might have to borrow a lil bit of money but thats all good. So yeah my mood just perked up a lil bit more.

Yea!!!
Today I got a phone call from a place that I applied for, and I got hired. I have been calling them and bugging them about the job, and Monday I was informed that they weren't hiring at the time, but Stacy called me and said that some people were quiting the day shift hours, and Doug was looking at my application to hire me. So I go in this comming Monday and finish fillining out the major paper work, and I start working at Harbor Freight Tools. I am so excited to finally have a paying job, because $ 420.00 from the state isn't enough to live off of for a month, especially with rent, bills and my daughter. Second good news is, I called my new employment councler from Department of Workforce Services, and she said that because I'm a new client, I wasn't going to be put on phase 2 (that's when they take another $ 100.00 off my cash aid check) so instead of $ 220.00 for this month, I was blessed to get the full amount of $ 420.00. So now I can pay my utilities, and what I owe to

Yea...
I will be taking a break from CT .. I will check my email n such but im tired of all the fucken Bullshit. I came here to get away from my real drama and I came to find more crap here than in real life. I will miss those of you who i have built good friendships with, jus know you are amazing and I love the fuck oughtta you..you have my cell # and IM to contact me... lixx Chita

Yea
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

Yea
well ispent the whole weekend w jewell n he told me that he loves me n that he misses me i didnt think i was that easy to get over! lol but i miss him so much he says that he wants to start all over from datin again! thats ok w me we need a fresh start! i love him so much! i just hope it isnt some kinda game

Yea
So i took the glasses off just to see what i could see so i took the mirror down not happy with that image of me Who cares what has been done so far but ill be damned if ill go on knowing im just another toilet seat that keeps getting pissed on So many times i have thrown up my hands and let them have there way just hopeing that eventually i might just get my day Im tired of screaming quietly while others scream aloud when will i get my turn to speak where is my waiting crowd I cut myself to pieces so that every one could share not knowing they'd take all of me and leave nothing to spare I think it's time i just let go and except that im off track letting everyone walk all over me thinking they have my back So i guess i should just shut my mouth let my hurting slowly die i guess words are meaningless cause they always become lies

Yea!!!!!!!!!
OK NO NEW IDEA HERE JUST WANTED TO SAY CONGRATS TO JESS FOR HER WIN AND TO THANK ALL THE FAM WHO HELPED WITH THIS MANY OF YOU WHO STAYED UP ALL NIGHT LONG. WE PULLED THIS TOGETHER AND DID IT AS A FAM. GOOD JOB EVERYONE AND HAVE A GOOD DAY. CONGRATS JESS WE LUVEYS YOU!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~TAINTED~~~