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I Got My Disability Appeal Hearing Date!
I have been phoned by my Social Security Disability Lawyer this afternoon and he told me that my appeal date has been set finally. It is set for Sept. 3, 2010 at 8 am not far from my home in Benton Harbor. The lawyer told me that this judge is fair and rarely turns down the appeal when there is such preponderance of valid evidence for said disability. His words not mine.

I Got Your Blog, Right Here!
This blog, rate this blog, rate it hard! Yes, I do have a family only blog, and I usually am talking about you and how much I hate you in there. Pfft, it's not like I do noodz, I gotta have some perks for my family members, and the blog is about it...

I Got It ... Yay !
It's a day early, but not unwelcome. I go the bloodstone wand / point pendant , in the mail today. After changing the loop that attached to it, out for another my chain fits. The size description was off though , its clearly and 1 1/2 inches . I guess its a little larger then I wanted, but its ok. Its a very nice piece of bloodstone, no white in it at all . All dark green with some red spots. Just the stone I would look for. To bad I can't find any bloodstone pieces in my area, after all this one came all the way from San Diego calf. Yup cross country trip in 3 days. Best shipping I've ever dealt with. ~ Satisfied , for now

I Got A Booboo
I went fishing today with my family...I caught A LOT of fish :D I fell on the way back up the hill and scratched my tattoo...it's a pretty big scratch...so cross your fingers that it doesn't scar. I gotta say, this has been a great weekend, and I feel really awesome (very very sore, but awesome)

I Got Your Back
I am a small and precious child,my dad's been sent to fight.The only place I'll see his face,is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many daysfor my young mind to keep track.I may be sad, but I am proud.My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother.My son has gone to war.My mind is filled with worriesthat I have never known before.Everyday I try to keepmy thoughts from turning black.I may be scared, but I am proud.My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife,with a husband soon to go.There are times I'm terrifiedin a way most never know.I bite my lip, and force a smileas I watch my husband pack.My heart may break,but I am proud.My husband has got your back.

I Got A Blister On My Baby Toe :(
Friday was an all about me day.. Saw the chiropractor, then I went to the salon... Hair cut and color, pedicure (bright red with sparkles) then I decided to get nails (went with pink and white...men that looks like a french manicure) Then yesterday was all about everyone else Did a 5k, took over a minute off my time, didn't finish last (GO ME!!!) then it was family time. We (all the adults in my family and some of our friends) are in a bowling league :/ I CAN bowl, I just don't usually give a shit. My brother AND brother in law are the type to always be up your ass about how to correct this and that I told them from the get go when I realized I was on their team that if they bothered me I would quit. Last night my brother couldn't take anymore. I throw the ball way too hard (always have) so rather than being a douche about it like in the past he showed me how to slow the ball down and I did do a lot better. Then my brother in law let me buy a new ball at cost (he runs the pro shop

I Got Blocked Today Lol
So...I got blocked today by the fu-wifey of a long-time friend out here lol. My only crime? I made the mistake of rating her an 11 and pushing her LIKE button lol. I have done this a few times....out of courtesy....that's all. Her face comes up alot. Unavoidable lol. I have noticed she snubs me...never rates back...so what do you make of this? maybe she's jealous...a hater....or has something to hide on her precious page... oh...and she's a so-called "legend"...lol....whatever...she's not the stuff that Legends are made of...I'd like to tell her that she's not all that really, there are far better women out here....she has no reason to be conceited...the most beautiful woman out here, Legend #1, is also one of the kindest. So WTF...and while she's at it...she should take off the ugly dark glasses that she thinks makes her look sexy (THEY DON'T).......there is too much fubar favoritism (topic for a future blog lol)... so much hating...i've had other women demand that their fuhub

I Got Green Eyes / Hazel Eyes /brown Eyes ( They Change Color...lmao
GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,

I Gotta Be Honest.....
I have to be honest here...I don't have a good feeling (I hope, beg, pray to whatever powers there are, that I am wrong) about the upcoming MRI for my RL Quasi husband (look quasi up if you do not know what it means). I am fucking terrified but I can't show it. I'm supposed to be a cast iron bitch...strong...impenetrable.... I'm not. My mind is consumed with worry...stress...jesus fucking christ, not another illness... I can't endure it, once again...or can I??? I DON'T KNOW. I don't fucking know. Hurry up and wait....I FUCKING hate that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We shall see what happens.

I Got Blocked Today Part Deux
This one hurts way too much friends...blocked by a close friend because of a woman who was so insecure that she insults his friends...he claimed to adore me...made me part of his family...I'm not the one she needs worry about...I was a friend to them both...I respected them...fuck fubar

I Got Hurt
Yesterday and today too my son hurt me. He may not consciencly do it but his elbows and chin really hurt. I have bruises on my arms and legs from my son. I tried to raise him right. I haven't heard yet that he is treating girls wrong. However, I did find a note from his first girlfriend. It said that she couldn't go out with him any longer because her parent didn't want her in an active relationship. He is 12 years old and if I find out that he is active already he is in bad trouble. It is just that simple. I once had a thought that it was like yeah I can do this, no problem. Now I am not so sure. My daughter is more than 50lbs heavier than me and my son beats me up. My daughter has only slapped me once. It did hurt. It added to my fear of her. She keeps on threating to leave home and live on the streets. I guess I am not as perfectly stable has I hoped to be. I already guessed that most of Fubar could of already figured it out. But besides bully camp I don't know how to change my ki

I Got To Film Some Videos Quickly With Cars And Girls Who Like To Speed Help Me Make These Videos I'll Find Cool Cars For You To Test
I have a serious project I am working on its easy could be $$$$ I need immediately a lady who like driving cars and will be ok with me filming her on video while she is driving it fast and test it out to see what it can do pedal to the metal even. Its fun and it goes on youtube and all the other girls are going to be jealous of you because I can film these videos really good. Also it dont matter what you look like just do it if you are the type who has a heavy gas pedal foot then this is going to be fantastic. To make the video really awesome I got some cool ideas on how you can . I want the one who can drive with the high heels on and a really sexy outfit but not to sexy. They want bigger girls as well BBW they say but any no matter what you look like just make sure you can drive car and floor the gas to see 0 to 60 speed Eye catching outfit painted finger nails and toe nails just call me (813) 666-5241 but you know head turner eye catching., I already have a couple cars lined

I Graduated Today
For those of you that don't know today is a huge day in my life. It was my last day of class and I am now a graduate. I have a degree in Electrical Science, a national certification as an Electrician and very soon to have my state License. Just wanted to share my big day!!!

Igreja Anglicana De Santos Realiza Bazar De Natal
A Igreja Anglicana de Santos, no litoral de São Paulo, realiza um bazar beneficente de Natal no próximo sábado (1º) a partir das 14h. São diversas opções de presentes com preços acessíveis. O público vai encontrar no bazar artesanatos-artesanatos de natal, bijuterias, quadros, brinquedos, utensílios domésticos, artigos de decoração, roupas, calçados e acessórios seminovos. Evento termina às 17h. Bazar será realizado no salão da Paróquia, que fica na Praça Washington, 92 e 93, bairro José Menino.

I Grow Pennies!
thats how much ass i kick... MWAHAHAHAHA my body...as stupid and ugly as it iz GROWS PENNIES!! oh yeah, sorry mr jefferson, and one nickel. thank you i been up for a fewe now bummmmmmmmmin around kickin it what have you i take a shower and BAM! like 4 pennies fell off me! i musta growed em during the night! oh yeah, sorry mr jefferson, and one nickel fell too. MWAHAHAHHAHAHAA im gonna be rich i tells ya! RICH!!! *does a jig* *then shakes fist....just to annoy someone*

I, Guardian
Story of a Guardian Angel A deathly grip, strong as a ship With sixteen sails unfurled Lies on my heart, I'm torn apart And around my mind is curled An angel's bind, cruel and unkind That reveals a tragic plot A romance act, stopped by the fact That you are real and I am not I cannot win, for my presence is thin Like the face of a playing card I cannot see, how can it be? How can I love the soul I guard? I cannot walk, or even talk Like those of flesh and bone But I can cry, for soon you will die And I will be alone

I Guarantee If We Had More Jails Like This There Would Certainly Be A Lot Less Crime In Our Country…
I guarantee if we had more jails like this there would certainly be a lot less crime in our country… Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied,

I Guarantee You My Day Has Been Worse Than Yours!
Let me tally things up for you. Woke up on three hours of sleep due to a fight outside with dumbass neighbors Received my first speeding ticket in 10 years An item that was shipped to me from overseas was returned to sender because my mail man is a complete asstard Received one flat tire and had to wait over an hour on the side of the Interstate 55 for AAA to get there While waiting for AAA, the STL police decided to harass me and told me if AAA doesn't get here soon, they would impound my vehicle Also while waiting, some random guy came up to give me some "advice" that amounted to him saying I'm fucked, and don't get hit by a car and die I have an electrical short in the steering column of my car, ergo, I have no blinkers Because of the aformentioned speeding ticked and lack of blinkers, I am hesitant to drive my car to the tire store to get a real tire instead of this goofy ass donut...

I Guarantee You Will Be Changed By Doing This Show
So Nina Machlin Dayton, the director of the archives for the musical HAIR, tells each cast before rehearsals begin. I can’t say how much I agree with that from reading the account given in Eric Grode’s “HAIR: The Story of The Show That Defined A Generation” (ISBN 9780762441280). Besides my not being a musical-enjoying person – call it a flaw if you want, but it won’t keep me out of heaven – a show touting itself as “The American Tribal Love-Rock Musical” seems, and evidently it’s admitted in the book by the performers and creators of the show (it debuted in 1967) that there is no cohesive, final version of HAIR. Different performances add different songs or take others out, lines get changed – apparently a formalized written script didn’t exist until 1970 – and the meaning of the “radical hippie counterculture that was synonymous with New York’s East Village” (from the back cover) is some

I Guess I Didn't Make Myself Clear........
at the bottom of my last blog (boyfriends), i plainly stated....."MOST MEN". i believe i also said "NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THAT". now, is there some reason why no one saw that except for Nebulosis? i know she saw it because she commented on the part where i said only the guys that are attracted to me are like that. i'm sorry....there was one other person who saw that part but, at the moment, his name escapes me. anyway....i just thought i would clear that up before anyone else got their dander up over what i said. i might have been wrong about who was going to start the family uprising but, damn it, i was right about being accused of male bashing, wasn't i? y'all have a nice day and always remember....... I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEN. I THINK EVERY WOMAN SHOULD OWN ONE! :)

I Guess I Am Not Hot
You Are More Mild Than Wild You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive. Are You Hot?

I Guess I'll Know
I don't know why I'm writing this. I guess my head figures someone might care. See there is this girl that lives far away, a place a know all to well. I moved from there cause nothing good was happening and love just seem to die. I was left with nothing, and I tryed to move on but it didn't work, everywhere I looked I just her. After I moved I met this girl, living back home. We talk all the time, and we're friends, I hope. I just wish I had the nerve to tell her that I wish it was more. I'm coming back home is December, to see a few friends, and I'm hoping to met her in person. I'm scared of what she'll think of me. I know she's not like anyone else but still I look totally different then I act. I'm trying to be myself and treat her the way I taught to treat ladies, but it just seems like I'm failing all over again. I guess if I could tell her what I'm thinking it would be this, "I miss you everyday! Even though I hardly know you, it seems like I've known you forever. I value our fri

I Guess That Is A Match
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot75%Shy56%Violent50%Soft50%Exciting44%Sweet44%Wet44%Awkward38%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

I Guess I Will Start Again...
This has seem to be therapy for me anyway. So hubby is still in Japan. The kids have gone wild. I am only one person damnit. Stuck here with four kids. God help me. Somebody please rescue me. Ok enough of that. My sister is coming over this weekend to stay with me. That is going to be nice to have someone here. I think in order to have a good weekend I will need a shit load of duck tape. Well kudos for now. I will write more later when I get back from the store. PS...I am just kidding about the duct tape...I swear!

I Guess She Told Him
One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his wife and pinched her on her butt and said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of your girdle." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she thought to herself and replied with silence. The next morning the man woke his wife with a pinch on the breast and said, "You know if you firmed these up we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silence response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by the penis. With a death grip in place she said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of the postman, the gardener, the pool man and your brother.

I Guess Im Mrs Pinhead To Mr Darklord Lol
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead90%Leatherface75%Freddy Krueger75%Jigsaw65%Hannibal Lecter60%Michael Myers55%Candyman50%Captain Spaulding40%Buffalo Bill40%Jason Voorhees15%Which Horror Killer are You?

I Guess I Really Am A Nice Guy
What kind of Friend are You? LIFETIME FriendYou are to find...possibly one in a lifetime... You're there for the good the bad and the ugly, no matter what happens...You are there ready to help. Take this test

I Guess It'd Be A Poem Or Something.
I felt like putting something to paper tonight I am really close to putting down my first chapter preview but meh...here's something a bit different from me. Don't Don't fear death fear those you leave behind. Don't be afraid to let go...sometimes we have to. Don't be afraid to smile I'll gladly share your joy. Don't be afraid to talk to me I'll always hear your voice. Don't be afraid when I come to help you shoulder your weight...I'll never ask you to do the same. Don't forget our memeories good or bad so long as we remain friends. Don't forget that when I do pass on you'll no need to cry I will always be with you..

I Guess It's Really Over
I guess it's really over. I just can't believe that he won't tell me what I did. How can he intentionally hurt me like this? He has to know that he is hurting me by not talking to me. OMG... I just don't know what to do... How am I supposed to handle this? Why did I ever make him so important to me?

I Guess Im Just An Add....
oh well f@#k u n e way. gonna give it like a week and everyone i dont talk to is gettin tha big ol boot.so....fuk ya if ya dont feel me. no point wastin my time!!!!! and for those of you that do...... wlcome to my world.

I Guess Slander Is Allowed Here
I have done my best to see if anything can be done about someone slandering my name in bulletins and comments on my page/blog but to no avail...pretty sad that people can violate the TOS and still be allowed to stay. well I guess I will just have to keep on keeping on....I am not daunted and they arent worth me getting upset about so I am just gonna keep doing what I have been because I know that Karma is a motherf***er and what goes around comes around. I knw what I am doing is right and helping other people and thats all that matters. thanks to my friends that still support me despite all the BS being said about me and thanks for stopping by to all those families out there that need this support...you are not alone.

I Guess I Am A Gold Digger
You are 81% Gold Digger You're the biggest gold digger. You love the thrill and excitement of seducing someone to get what you want – MONEY. You will go to any lengths to get what you want. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Guess I Made An Enemy Lol
Well it seems i've made a lovely enemy today all because i made one slip of the toungue and said something i shouldnt of. Funny thing is its not even with the person i got in the fight with! Its with a 35 year old retired marine or whatever he is. Telling me i am a fake and that i should be ashamed of myself because i am the worst kinda scum. News flash loser, Just because i am young dont mean shit. My best friend is a Lt and he's only 25! thats all of 3 years older then me asshole! Does that make him a liar too? I wonder how many out there who have lived the kinda life i have reached a higher then normal rank. I am more then sure i am not the only one! But for those of you who don't know about my life allow me put it all out there for everyone. I myself am a duel citizon between Canada and the United States. I was born that way and enjoy that part of my life as i have family on both sides of the boarder. I started my life fairly young as far as the military has c

I Guess I'm Not Wanted...
Is it wrong to be scared? I think not. So in the same case.. is it wrong to get scared and act a bit rash? I think not. So... heres what happened... my dad just.. al the sudden bursts in my room to check something.. and he scared me..alot. So as calmly as i could in my slightly shaken state i said 'can't you knock?' And he took offense to it. He then left in a huff.... and told mom. The all knowing, all feared mother from hell. She comes rushing in my room going 'can't you be more respectful?' and starts yelling at me.. and then slams my door shut. I tried to apologize.. really i did. but all i get is.. 'you get on my nerves, i don't want to talk to you.' Is it wrong... to be scared? Should i get scared when someone burst in my room without warning? Yeah, its natural... now if i knew before hand that he'd be coming, i wouldn't have said a thing...but to just get.. you get on my nerves, i don't want to talk to you.... it was a tad overwhelming.. It was horrid to

I Guess I Didn't Make My Self Clear
There are still alot of u writing me wanting to be bombed with comments and ratingsI did that at first but when I ask to return thr favor I got very few and I will return the favor once again but only to those people.I ask u to check out clubhouse cherry tap once agaoin very few of u did

I Guess....
1. Have you had sex in the last week? i like think i could have....jeez. 2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 months? damn this is embrassing. 3. Who's the last person you kissed? this grrl. a WHILE ago. 5. What is the last thing that you drank? 2% milk. i know i know. lame. 15. Do you listen to music every day? i do. or mother would go crazy. that and the silence is TOO LOUD. 16. Are you friends with the person you like? i like to think so. 17. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? vitamin D whole milk. even though ive been drinking 2% which makes me feel like a pussy. or a coke slurpee. 18. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? when i was looking at this grrls picture and WHAM. right into the wall. and 2 weeks ago when i slipped on the ice and WHAM flat on my back and melon. 19. Do you eat meat? i do. steaks are greatness. and i eat pussy, which could be construde as a meat, a low carb meat. 20. Do you know what tofu is

I Guess The Bribe Didnt Work!!
Well some of you know i tried to bribe to open my private pics for more comments in the contest, but im still behind :( So I guess it didnt work, but thanks to everybody who did help!! You can still try, its going till thursday night! So Come by and comment for me please!!! CLick and Comment!! I will still open em if i win!! LUV YA HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY!! ILL SEE U ALL SOOON!! ~Cindy

I Guess I Am Back :)
Told ya I wouldn't be gone long. Just needed a few days to think.. to spend away from CT.. to regain some sort of sanity, or maybe to lose more of my sanity. :) Honestly it did me a lot of good. Even with it being just a few days, I rid myself of some negative feelings. Sometimes you lose yourself to things around you and let them dominate your time and thoughts. I've always said one of the worst things I do is think too much. I spent the weekend playing wih my son. Played some HALO2.. lots of Runescape, and watched some movies. Not all 11 year olds want their dads to play games with them and their friends..lol. And Runescape.. ughhhhh!!!!! I am sure it is fun for kids.. but I need more action. :) BUT... I would play it anytime as long as its with my son. That is all that matters. Oh yeah, he had me training Pokemon on his DS too..lol. Grandpa Dick has been in the hospital since Friday.. or was it Thursday? Days are all runing together. He has another infection in

I Guess?
You Are a Mermaid You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.What Mythological Creature Are You?

I Gues I'm Not Homophbic
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You Are 27% Homophobic You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not. You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken. Are You Homophobic?

I Guess I'm A Hero.
I don't even know how to begin this. Latley, I've been feeling really down thinking about my life and how it has little or no positive direction. Yes, I can admit I've been feeling depressed thinking about my life and what my future may hold if any. Well, that's beside the point. Today at work, one of the Special Ed kids started yelling, cussing, and kicking a dog next door which has neen labeled as "the Haunted House" ever since I was a student there. Well, one of the Pit-Bulls next door didn't take too kindly to this kid. I'll call him "Marty". The Dog bit Marty's foot and yanked his leg through the bottom of the fence. As he dog was Gnawing on his foot and pulling him in, the bottom of the chain linked fence was cutting into "Marty's leg. Soon after, there was a "call 911" over the radio. My job, as the school's campus aide required me me investigate what was going on, since everything that was called over the radio was not clear due to the yelling, screaming, crying a

I Guess Im Country
some time ago some one put a bulletin up about being country . well no were on it did i see the werd out house . when i was little we had to shoval our way to the out house in the winter we didnt have running water . you had an old hand pump in the sink .you had to boil the water to take a bath , no tubsit was a wash bassen .you heated your home by fire wood , i meen i know i lived out in the hills of havlock but noon of this was in ther description of country . does that meen im a hill billy .lol.

I Guess This Is My First Blog
I am sick today... I have a sinus infection.. I feel like shit... I have to work tomorrow.. After Thursday I am laid off... I am trying to find a new job... I am working on it though... I hope that I find something soon.. other than that... aint shit happening

I Guess He's A Cat Lover.. . .
Man Sentenced Over Cat Rescue Shooting Apr 17, 5:09 PM (ET) KINGMAN, Ariz. (AP) - A man who shot at firefighters after they refused to get his cat out of a tree has been sentenced to five months in jail. Jeffrey Francis Cullen, 59, of Kingman, was also ordered to be on intensive probation for five years as part of his sentence, handed down Friday by Mohave County Superior Court Judge Robert R. Moon. The relatively light sentence did not sit well with the prosecutor. "The state's position is that if it's the first time or the 20th time, prison is appropriate," prosecutor Lee Jantzen said. Cullen called the Hualapai Valley Fire Department on Aug. 17 and reported a tree fire, but once the three-person crew arrived, Cullen told them he wanted his cat rescued from the tree. Fire Department spokeswoman Sandy Edwards said a battalion chief told Cullen to call animal control or to wait for the cat to get hungry and come down. The response apparently incensed Cullen, who

I Guess It's Time
OK many of you know about my relationship with Play. And i want you all to know I am a big girl. I know what you all see or think you know, but it is still my choice on who I love. I am sorry some of you seem to be having issues with us. The thing is I love him and noone else can change that but me. So if you are truly a friend you will remain one and deal with it. I can't help how things happen. I can't change the past. I can only work on the right now and the future. I love you DJ. And I love my friends...just chill on the drama.

I Guess Quickies Are Ok...
Over the course of the last year, I've grown to have a very fine appreciation for the kind of lover who really wants to take his time with me. I admit it, I like to be nurtured and nourished by my lover, even if our play time turns a bit to the aggressive... aggressive moments can still be just as loving as the gentle ones. It's just a matter of how the emotions behind the actions are transmitted. So... all things considered... yeah, I guess a quickie is OK as an act of total desperation in sexual frustration. But in truth, it's really not all that satisfying and in a worst case scenario can even leave me feeling hungrier than I was before. Thankfully... this particular lover is very adept at his skills in nurturing and nourishing. So... even though our time together was cut quite short. It was still good... just not fully satisfying for him. But I got just enough out of it to survive until I can be with someone who can truly take his time with me again.

I Guess Its A Poem?
I try to close my eyes to the things around me. The ignorant cannot see the travesties and pain that seep into all our lives unwanted, Seeping, writhing and oozing its slimy way into our paths. Even if it does not touch us physically it's there. Waiting to impede at exactly the wrong moment. Wives taking a beating over and over by the men who "Love " them. Women exploiting thier bodies cause its a power high with a paycheck. Yes at first they are embarrassed and degraded but it is embraced cause so many encourage by clicking, So many approve of by watching. Addicting it is until its devored and you see nothing wrong with it at all. Just like the beatings. They say women are the weaker of the two, Yet they also say our pain tolerance on average is 10 percent higher. We are the ones that endure our husbands addictions as they endure our erratic emotions. I say that makes us even, makes us balanced in this war against the evil. Most everything humans fear is inflicted by hu

I Guess There Really Is A Real Man Out There!!
Well For Once I Think I Have Found The Man That I Have Always Wanted In My Life...Thanks To Cherrytap For That One!! He Is Just Soo Sweet,Loving And Caring....Gotta Love Him To Death...But Dont Wanna Scare Him Away By Telling Him Those Words Just Yet....I Have Never Had Feelings For A Man In My Life Like I Do For Him!! He Is My One And Only True Love And Maybe SumthinGood Will Come Out Of This And Maybe We Will Be Together And Be One Happy Family (Just Maybe)... Well Gotta Go For Now!! *Peace*

I Guess....
When someone says they Care, they don't.. When someone says they love, they don't.. If you find that person who actually does Love & Care for you, make sure you keep them close to you and don't let go... It is Very Rare to Find the True Happiness, Love & Caring that this life has to Offer.. Trust me I really do know... Going through nothing but hurting Going through nothing but Pain && yet still positive that there is True Happiness waiting for me && that there is a Special Someone who truely Care and Loves me for the Caring, Loving, Passionate Person I am!! At least I am trying to have Faith!!

I Guess I Am So Bored Right Now That I Am Still Thinking.....
Sleep? Not a chance. Ok, yes it could be possible. Just waiting until at least 1 am now to go to sleep. I have said before that I can avoid sleep for obvious reasons. 1. Sleep won't last long if you have nightmares, 2. you wake up coughing (as I would do when I get bronchitis but right now I have been coughing and it's nothing like that right now) 3. my friend Bill is away at Drill (he's in National Guard) and when I need to hear his voice I know he's not around to calm me down. What I think is funny, is that my friend Bill and I get along so well. Sure, I confide in him since he doesn't treat me like a complete idiot (as my husband tends to do without even realizing he does it) and he understands more than the typical male would. He knows that I have trouble expressing my feelings which is something he knows about me. He can figure out the whole thing I am trying to say, and yet he doesn't say I am stupid or ugly. (Note, Steve (Husband) doesn't either) but there have been guys in my

I Guess...
I am fired now. I watched this little boy for a friend of my mom's because she was having trouble so now she fired me cause she said she was gonna pay me on Friday and she never did. I wouldn't make a big deal if I didnt need the money but I do. Which makes me sad that I am now jobless. She owes me over a 100 dollars. Grrr..... Why do I always get played and fucked over??

I Guess
I guess we never knew that forever Would really be something short of never. I guess the love in your heart wasnt so true Though the love in my heart was true, for you. I guess you were pusing me to find someone new But as the pushing continued my love for you grew. I guess what was left of my heart was shattered to pieces Yet as I piece it back together the pain never ceases. I guess now I sit here remembering your single vow And Im still wondering wondering 'how?'

I Guess Im A Mommy.......
well i come home about 6-ish after work today.. will was sitting at my bar and i was relaxing with him, happy to be on the other side of the bar (finally)... i make my way home... listening to the dresden dolls on my busted ipod... walk in .. take off my alcahol smelling clothes and get ready to relax..... feed the dogs and come over to see snake. i take the lid off and pick up the water bowl so i can get him some fresh water... i look at the bottom of the bowl as i pick it up.. theres something stringey stuck to it.. figure its some of the dog hair (from lupin) that may have floated in ... i reach over to knock it off.. IT MOVED there were baby snakes in the cage... 12 of them to be exact.. i run into the bedroom... "ummm hunny?" i say to vamp.. "i need to get to a pet store ASAP..." he looked at me akwardly... "snake apparently is a female and had babies" i call will as im getting dressed and ask him to run me over ... i head back to my bar and we are on o

I Guess We've Decided To Sit?
We have a member that is in a contest and needs our help. This is who we should be hitting! MP CT WIFE TO CDNCYBORG W&C SOCIETY OF'S SB DMK'S #1 KILLA(W.C.M THE PURDY FAMILY) MS The Fallouts dont expect you to use all your comments but we do expect you to go and and bomb it some. We are less than 1000 behind now and I find that totally unacceptable as we have been posting about this contest from the begining. It's time we stood up and showed everyone that the Official Fallouts are here to slam contest.

I Guess I Will Never Get Men In General
If someone you thought was great and they started what you thought was something and they posted a blog that was advertising for a "special someone" how exactly should you take that ..... is it me or is that confusing.?

I Guess Me At Times
My BFF April called me today and said this song reminds her of me that I should look it up and listen ...she said it made her cry thinking of me needless to say I was speechless when I heard and a bit misty eyed...hopefully some girl out there will here it and realize she is more than she thought

I Guess It's Sad
Alright we have a couple of people who enter the mumms and say something stupid just to get kicks and act like the people of the mumms are nothing but show animals when they are spending every last dollar they have to gain points. they act like we lack intelligence yet have the worst spelling and grammar i've seen in ages, and then all they have to do is use the same old "dummies" book with a little photoshop. they claim that we are not intelligent yet i see more thought put into a lot of the comments then using a generic picture. eh i guess they give free exposure to those in the mumms, but they are usually too much of a coward to even talk face to face with anyone in the mumms.

I Guess I Look Asian !!!
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I Guess Im Not Meant To Be A Mommy
For someone named Lucky I am fucking unlucky. I had complications with my pregnancy this last week or so and now I am not pregnant anymore.Shit fucking sucks. I think I officially have decided that I will never fucking get to be a mom and that I need to accept it. BUt I dont want to

I Guess I'm Just Different
Because I thought it was too soon for the McDonalds to re-open not ever 24 hours after the shooting. I'm not saying keep it closed for a week but at least 2 days. That's not long at all. So many people say "business is business", it may be, but God damn have respect for the deceased. The freaking plastic is still over the window with the bullet hole in it and the memorial they made is GONE! What is that?! OH, and his body is still at the corner's office. I know people have to make a living and all but its 2 days...an EMPLOYEE DIED in the freakin LOBBY. This is so flippin disgusting no matter what people say.

I Guess This Makes Me A Punk
There are sometimes that someone in particular will say something to me...something that will either hurt my feelings/upset me/anger me. But I cant make myself say "Hey, that hurt my feelings..." or whatever. Why? Because, to me, that seems juvinile. But lately its more constant...so dont be suprised if I just cuss this person out one day. It wont be pretty.

I Guess It Perpetual
I guess it perpetual I suppose you can say I've always been a strong willed person. When a bridge is burned with me... it is very slowly repaired or not at all. I don't understand myself when it comes to this one guy. Just this one. He's got me fucked up in the head. Most people can't hurt me the way he does. I try to forget him, but just can't. Last night I nearly stratched a hole into my skin in agony. I begged God to let me get over this guy. This worthless guy keeps fucking me over, and he knows I'll be back for more. I've always been in control of any sort of relationship. (I wear the pants? No...) But the second I met this punk I have been a complete nut for him. He doesn't have a clue. And no, the day I tell him wont be soon either. I can't hate myself more than I do right now for being such an idiot and loving this guys who will probably... scratch that.... who I know will NEVER love me back.

I Guess This Is Goodbye
I guess this is goodbye my friend. Never got the chance to meet you. You served your country well. I will never forget you, or the last smile on your face. i will miss you and I will always love you my friend. I guess this is goodbye I know you are watching from some where up above. The flag is still flying high in memory of you my dear friend. My tears are falling and i can never forget the love you were always sending my way. I will truely miss you. You gave us our freedom so that we could go on. I guess this is goodbye. Goodbye my dear friend. In my heart you will remain forever. i guess this is goodbye.

I Guess Better Now Then Later...
subject: Im Confused Now > Why Is a friend Of a Guy friend Checking me Out? post date: 2007-09-01 05:53:26 views: 5 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Leaving Inundeos ,about things , and hoping they set doubt in , ? Why ? Or are they inuendoes ?Are they words, should I listen too> Cause Im a trusting person and dont doubt things between a guy or a lady .> I do belive this guy and have no doubts whats going on here between him and me. .This isnt games I play. What are you doing , trying to save me a heartache ,or make trouble or just informing me he isnt trust worthy ,? This is strange or is this just Drama people talk of in here . I want none of it so Ill pray to my God he,ll help me to know what to do or belive or anything else > Hugs hugs..diana Comment on this post.. Recent readers: jojo member is Online ~Kapalua~ member is Online Comments on this posting: jojo member is Online 2007-09-01 07:58:04 I dont want to cause u grief Diana, i wrote to u hoping u would an

I Guess We're Even Now
I Guess We're Even Was it the right thing, When I tore your heart, Or was it just a mistake, When you threw me in the dark, Your eyes are now painful, You quiet and dying, Something I caused for you, But you shouldn't have been lying, We loath eachother now, So now your finally dead, I know it was my doing, But what's there to dread, You acted like I was nothing, But you said "I'll love you till the end" I thought I could once trust you, I guess it all was pretend, But now your gone for good, But yet your blood does leave a stain, I guess we could call it even, For all the conflicts and pain.

I Guess It's Safe To Say I'm Here
Ok, I know, I have been neglecting my friends on here butthis has been about the best reason, and the weirdest thing to have to deal with for once... Now, most of my friends on here know that when I get sick, its normally a touch and go sort of thing. Well, I am saying that my sinuses are going to be on strike, and don't want to come back. I have been in so much pain from the pressure and drainage of my sinuses, that I finally convinced my family doctor on Monday SOMETHING'S WRONG....he saw that from the x-rays he did, and so needless to say I am now on round 2 of antibiotics and not one but two nasal sprays. I almost had to argue about the fact I was NOT taking flonase again, until he agreed wtih me. So now I am still on two nasal sprays and antibiotics (for 21 days on antibiotics) to see if we can get the pressure/pain to stop. If not, then we are looking at having the sinuses cat scanned then not sure what to think next. SO, I am not ignoring my friends on here, I have just liter

I Guess Thats Why The Call It The Blues
I guess thats why the call it the blues I sit here, Trembling hands huddled over the keyboard, Trying to take the words out of my head, And let them run free right here on this page. My stomach is in knots, I'm dizzy with nerves and fear. Why am I here, Oh why am I here? A colored fog in the distance, Shading the light I see, It blinds me Causing me to stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I'm searching for the answers, Trying to find the truth, Hoping for a some kind of guide To lead me to it. I stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I've heard that love will supply the answers, To most of life's questions, But all I've seemed to find Is just more questions. Why does it hurt, When the phone doesn't ring? Why is the pain so intense, When I can't hear you say my name? Why is the darkness, Never this dark when you are near? Why do I always pray That you were here? Why can't I find a medium ground, On which to stand, When all that is below me,

I Guess This Is Where The Hormones Kick In..
I'm happy, excited, worried, frustrated, annoyed, mad, and sad all at once. I know its normal and I know its probably not going to change for a while... I just hate being an open book with my emotions. Right now I hate being tired all the time. Thank god I had yesterday and today off so I could sleep a lot and relax. I'm not feeling as sick either. I'm worried about tomorrow... it's going to be a long day. We start at 1 pm at Bass Pro.. last year I was there for 12 hours. I am NOT doing that shit this year. I asked if I could come in for the later start and Cindy said she'd look into it, but she never called me. So I'm going in at 1 and I'll work as long as I can. On the one hand it's nice that they think so much of me and how well I do my work that they won't want to lose me, but I dunno. My brother's best friend Megan left me a comment on Myspace that made me smile... :) she's such a sweetheart. She's worried about me but said she's happy for me too. My whole family is so gr

I Guess ?
I guess I am wrong with what I have decided I want out of life ? I have decided after all these years of me taking care & supporting other people that I want to be taken care & supported for once in my life. If it doesn't happen it doesn't happen I will stay alone & for once take care of myself. No one night stands & being used ...... I am not perfect but I am not a toy either. I have taken care & supported of alot of people in my LIFE & if I can't have the life I want then I will stay alone. I have said alot here on FUBAR about me so alot of you know what I have been through the last few months. I'm tired of broken promise's & the bullsh!t... You either want me as a friend & like me for me or you don't !! Don't tell me alot of promise's you don't plan on keeping. I am not a cheater never have been I take care of my man & my home so I have no need to cheat nor would I. But as you know my Fiance passed away this April & I am tired of the game's people play ....I just want t

I Guess Somethings Never Change.....
I think it's funny that guys (not all) on this site think your hot until you reject them and call them out. How sad your life must be if your hitting on girls you assume are internet whores, only to be rejected and later cover your ass and get defensive and it's even better when they block you because they know your right and have no grounds to base an argument. And people wonder why I don't spend alot of time on here anymore.....it's always nice when everytime you log in you see this crap in your shout box.....

I Guess I Condone Rape!
**************************************** Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "No means no asshole" Guys, if this story pisses you off, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl" Well the way I see it if you open and read this and DON"T REPOST this you must be for rape??? ****************************************** Ok...I know most of you have seen shit like this before...I'd be willing to bet you've ALL seen this shit. Seriously. Just because I don't repost a WHOLE FUCKING STORY does not mean I condone rape. Who the fuck wants to even read this shit? I have CNN for news like this, and I have Lifetime Television for Women for stories like this. Keep the shit out of fubar. I'm sure by posting this blog my 5th cousin's 4th grade teacher who was murdered for failure to forward a chain letter to 7 people in 7 days back in the year 1987 will come to me in my sleep and shove a baseball bat up my cooch before beating me senseless with it

I Guess...of Course Its Unfinished...as Always..lol
i guess... sooooooo...im sittin here....im bored...im moody...and this is all i have for u..... apparantly i read too deep into shit quite often... i've heard that shit before, but the blow doesn't soften... like what am i supposed to do, just skim through life and breathe easy??? i guess i could do that shit, but it really wouldnt beeeeee me... that would be some preconcieved notion, or misconception rather... what u wish i was, if i was going through the motions, or fake as pleather... but then what would be the purpose??? just living a lie.... if u cant live honestly with urself then i wish u'd die!!!! cuz ur just contributing to greenhouse for no damn reason... u aren't even a person so why do i care what the fuck do u believe in??? u might as well only speak in other people's quotes... or paraphrase some shit of what some other dude wrote... ur plagerizing with every breath that u take... i'd rather lose my soul and be dis

I Guess We Are Saying Goodbye To Firefighters Hall -(
I HAVE NOT TALKED TO JOHN IN A FEW DAYS BUT GOING BY HIS NAME HE'S GIVING UP FUBAR WHICH MEANS THERE WILL BE NO MORE FF HALL.I WANT TO THANK THE ONES THAT SUPPORTED US SINCE THE BEGINNING AND THE ONES THAT MADE IT FUN. I HAVE TO SAY IM A LITTLE UPSET TO SEE ALL THE HARD WORK JUST GO JUST LIKE THAT BUT IT'S REALLY NOT WORTH KEEPING THE HALL GOING IF PPL DONT COME IN I WILL KEEP MY FUBAR BUT PROBLY NOT ON AS MUCH AS I AM NOW NOT THAT THAT'S VERY MUCH RIGHT NOW WITH WORKING AND SPENDING ALL MY FREE TIME WITH FIREMAN185 I HOPE YOU ALL HAD AS MUCH FUN AS JOHN AND I DID IT WAS GREAT MEETING THE GREAT PPL WE MET THANKS-MERCI

I Guess It's My Fault Anyway, But..
A friend invited me to fubar, and I've met quite a few nice people, but honestly is SEX the only thing that matters??? When I open up my page there are all these fly by pics of "women" and I do use the term loosely, in provocative and downright sluttly poses. It's absolutely revolting (sorry guys you may enjoy this crap, but for someone just looking to make friends these are not the pics. I'd put up). How about saving some of the intrigue for your other on-line pics. that the world doesn't see? Are you that desperate for attention that you have to have your tongue hanging out, your cleavage taking up most of the pic, half naked in your bra and undies, or the best I've seen - pole dancing!! There are plenty of pics out there that can get you the attention you are craving for, indeed I'm no saint - but I'm sure that if you were to post a "decent" pic of yourself and put a line in about your wilder side photos, you'd get the same amount of "action" without disgusting at least half th

I Guess I Can Not Trust Some At All No More
ITS SAD I INTRUST SOME TO BE MODERATORS IN " MY LOUNGE " AND AS OF YESTERDAY SOMETHING CHANGED , WILL GUESS WHAT SO THE FUCK HAVE I . : some one the page changing something some one delete the player link to ur streaming site it does not even try to load......bet link is gone fo player WELL , THEIR ARE LESS MODERATORS NOW , SINCE SOME ONE WANTS TO BE ASSHOLE , GUESS WHAT IM NOW A TOTAL BITCH " BITE MY LOVING SWEET CHEROKEE ASSSET. " FYI IM NOW JOINED WITH SILVER DOLLAR SALOON OWNED BY TOMMY TY SO MUCH HUN AND BIGDAWG69 "

I Guess I'm A Political Activist Who Doesn't Represent The Electorate, Huh?
February 11, 2008 Clinton dismisses weekend losses Posted: 03:14 PM ET Clinton downplayed her weekend losses Monday. Clinton downplayed her weekend losses Monday. WHITE MARSH, Maryland (CNN) — Hillary Clinton on Monday explained away Barack Obama's clean sweep of the weekend's caucuses and primaries as a product of a caucus system that favors "activists" and, in the case of the Louisiana primary, an energized African-American community. She told reporters who had gathered to watch her tour a General Motors plant here that "everybody knew, you all knew, what the likely outcome of these recent contests were." "These are caucus states by and large, or in the case of Louisiana, you know, a very strong and very proud African-American electorate, which I totally respect and understand." Clinton has publicly dismissed the caucus voting system since before Super Tuesday, seeking to lower expectations heading into a series of contests that played to Obama's advantage. His campai

I Guess Im Speechless For Once.........lol
Hey everyone, I guess Im a bit reflective today. So much has happened in the last year of my life. Ive had my heartaches but Ive had my fair share of blessings too. Im at home, for lunch, just thinking of how truly blessed I am. My husband Ray, what can I say, he is the sunshine of my cloudy day. He is EVERYTHING and more than Ive ever wanted in my man/lover/husband. Its all the little things that mean the most to me and he provides that for me + some. Being his wife is the most rewarding thing Ive ever done, with the exception of being a mother/momma/mom (mattering what they want/need lol). For once in my life I dont have ANY doubt, I know where Im going, What Im doing and what is planned for our future. We have amazing kids, beautiful grandkids (9), family and friends. Its amazing how God brings people in and out of your life and how he can turn things around in your life when you think 'all is lost' and 'things couldnt get worse'. I HATED THAT FEELING!!!!!!!! I t

I Guess You Just Don't Know How Much It Hurts.
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

I Guess I Should Have Ment It Then
I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im

I Guess So
Just hung up the phone with mom. While we were talking I actually mentioned how much I missed her for being so far away ,I don't say "miss" this word that often because i'm considered as a cold blooded person,but this time I did ,and that's because I realized something and started to question the meaning of life ,thinking about if it's worth it to give up the right to live with your beloved people and enviroment,if in here it's the worthy life to put up with,sometimes I really contemplate and doubt about those things.But I guess it doesn't matter how bad you have been treated in life or how much of desperate you are,as long as you are still hoping to keep going,physically and mentally, you gotta fight for it,fight off negative mentality and think positively.After all life is promising for everyone who prays for it and being negative just doesn't help in any way. I guess so ,so I'll give it a period of time and see how it goes.But life doesn't have that much time for experiment.Hurry up

I Guess This Is A Little About Me
I guess since this is a social web site I'd try and be social.I guess first off I sould say that I am very married and also love my wife very much. She can be a bitch sometime but i am an ass hole some too ,so it works itself out. I can be a perv some time ok most of the time. Its fubar most here are pervs to some extent thats why we all flock together oh well if i ever offend ya hit that little block button , I dont really give a shit. I come her for more than one reason I love rating pics even the nsfw pics even though you get no points i want you to know i was there. I have met a lot of interesting people and enjoy meeting new people and this seems to be a pretty decent outlet for meet and greet.I like the game aspect dont know why i just know i cant wait to level and the next level will never be enough I'll need just one more then I can take a break. Maybe I need to step away from the FUBAR pipe na i can quit anytime want I just dont want to right now. The most important reason is

I Guess I Pissed People Off
I guess I pissed people off with my MUMM Americans stick together"MY ASS"... It wasnt written to piss people off. It was written to make people think. I was out earlier today and heard several people complianing about one thing or another about the government gasprices , and whatever else i didnt catch. All I could think was well what can we do right. I though about it what do I do? well I dont drive unless I have too. I write to my congress men often. I try to stick with my fellow man, but everyones right there is nothing we can do nothing alone, We all need each other, and I dont think its all about Money though it is a big part. Smoke screen gas prices, most likely, but if we as Americans start asking the big questions and looking into things then what? Do I know the answers Hell No !! Does any one? So i didnt mean to come off as a know it all bitch cause I dont know anything more than the next person, but I really do care

I Guess I Should Do This Shit
OK so I think it's time to do this shit. I guess I could start doing this on the norm so my peeps can know whats going on inside my head from day to day. It does seem easier to wright shit out then to not talk about it at all? I find it hard to talk about my self sometimes and my feelings on shit. I guess it's a guy thing I don't know. I have a good friend of mine that is always trying to poke around inside my head and I know she means well but for you that know me you know I don't have much going on inside there. But for some reason she seems to think so. But then again I've never met anyone like her so maybe she knows more then I think. To be honest with ya I do have allot going on but getting from thought to words is hard for me. I was brought up thinking that talking about your feelings is just not something guys do. Someone told me and I found this to be true is if you wright down your thoughts and feelings it makes for a gooder state of mind. I'm not one for

I Guess You Don't Know
I Guess You Don't Know I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

I Guess Ill Give It Another Shot At This
im so bored with life and cant seem to be happy with anything i dont know if its me or the lifestyle im trying to figure out who i am and be happy but i have to admit lookin ahead i do know what i want and how i want to live but the thing is that it would mean givin up all i know as normal but do i derserve to be happy or does my kids thats the ? i know if i move on they wont be happy at all

I Guess I Did It Now
I was trying too comment on a persons bully that im in there family and I couldnt so i asked why and they didnt know. Then I tried commenting on a friends blog Im not allowed too do that. SO im not sure what else im not allowed too do I guess they got mad after 24 hours of seeing everyone posting my bulletin and agreeing that I am correct. Just an updateI was wondering around too see what i can dont do. Now I cant post or repost bullys, comment on bulletins or pictures. The only thing I can do is post Blogs that I cant comment in. I can still rate pictures and buy gifts To play this safe im posting it as a nsfw blog. Im not sure how long im on punishment!!!

I Guess I Screwed Up..
So my friend that I expressed my feelings for claims he didnt lie to me, though his words were contradicting, fine, whatever. But what do you do when youre told you blew it cause you got a boyfriend? I felt beneath him and that he desereved better then me, so I didnt say anything. I got a boyfriend, that didnt last long. Now Im told its too late, I just dont know what to think. He said some pretty mean things to me. Its quite obvious he doesnt know me well. Hell he couldnt even spell my name right. He has no idea how my mind works and claim I act like the world owes me something. When I asked how, he didnt answer. So the only thing I wonder about, is should I try to wait to see if he changes his mind or just walk away for good? I didnt want to lose him as a friend, but Im pretty sure I did.

I Guess What Comes Around Goes Around
So, I finally got sick. Wow what a way to start a blog right? Okay so around Thanksgiving my office got all flu-y and I didnt get it. Then this past week round 2 was going around at work. And as I said the first time, I'm not gonna get sick. Well this time I was actually delirous when I said that cuz not 2 days later, here I am sick as a dog. It started with Ky actually, someone ended up getting him sick. On Sunday he was having a stuffy nose, runny nose and then a slight fever, which just got worse yesterday of all days. Well yesterday I started to get a sore throat, but I sang at 11p service thanks to Tom's contriband ( halls menthol cough drops - we arent supposed to have those, apparently they are bad for the throat. ). Anywho I sang and things were just fine, just a little sore throat that wouldnt go away and a slight stuffy nose. Well needless to say, I was up all night. I have a stopped up nose, a insanely bad sore throat, and my left ear is plugged and I can barely h

I Guess It Is Time To Show Fubar Something
I pay for this site the same as many of you ! We are being told that we are to do as only they would have ... Now we are to rate real slow ... our auto 11 has been turned into something useless. the whole purpose was to gain points and now fubar has made a big mistake ... I think all of us should choose not to renew our vip ... not to purchase bling packs ... not to buy happy hours... this will send the message that needs to be heard . We are the customer ! We are their paycheck ! We are dissatisfied !

I Guess I Will Never Understand Dudes...
So... apparently if you are nice enough to talk to a guy online who just happens to live within 200 miles of you... you are automatically agreeing to have sex with him. I didn't know this was the case, but I have found out recently over the last year or so that this applies to EVERY SINGLE DUDE. The most pathetic thing is when a guy just invites himself to come in your area and 'meet up'... yeah, um, thanx for inviting yourself to my house, now go fuck yourself. Why in God's name are guys like that? Then you're a bitch or prude if you're like "whoa whoa, wait, just because I'm talking to you about whatever does not mean I'm agreeing to fuck you"... And if guys want to say that girls are the same way let me point out a very very pliable fact. A vibrator can get a girl off every time, guys can't. So the main reason a girl tries to come after a guy is because the bank or resources is running low and they want to hook someone as a 'just in case'. I'm not like that, I'm also not someone

I Guess I Have To Go To Prison For My Health Care
'If you were injured in Iraq or Afghanistan and you have not paid your co-pay, please press 1. If you were injured during military training and you have not yet reached your deductible, please press 2. If your family has reached its maximum insurance benefit, please call back after you have purchased additional coverage. Thank you for your service." Before the leaders of other veteran's groups and I met with President Barack Obama at the White House on Monday, I believed a phone call like the one described above unimaginable. Now it seems all too possible. President Obama made clear during our discussion that he intends to force private insurance companies to pay for the treatment of military veterans with service-connected disabilities. He is trying to unfairly generate $540 million on the backs of veterans. The proposed requirement for private companies to reimburse the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) would not only be unfair, but would have an adverse impact on service-

I Guess He Is Bein Honest??
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I Guess I Should've Been More Like Her
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad Guess I should've been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And some how you made me smile when I was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart Then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her Forgiving you, she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth You love her and she loves you with all she has I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her She's beautiful in her simple, little way

I Guess He'll Never Know...
I guess he'll never know...how much I love him so.As days pass my love for him grows,yet his love for me never existed at all.I guess he'll never know...how happy I am when he is around.How his presence warms my heart,and he doesn't even notice I'm around.I guess he'll never know...how much he means to me.How much it hurts when he loves someone else.How my heart tears when I see him look into her eyes when I wish they were mine.I guess he'll never see...the tears I cry in my room.Wishing he could just see me,the way I see him.I guess I'll never have him in my life...to see his smile and glistening eyes.His one of those fantasies that never come to life,He will just be that guy that I can never be with.I guess I'll never know...What it would be like to have the guy of my dreams in my arms.

I Guess I'll Check This More Often.
So I never get on this thing and check it. I just sit around and do other things online. Ive noticed a lot of people on fubar are quite...um...eccentric. LOL. I dont understand why this is so popular really. I cant find the chatrooms. I guess they took those off? Hope everyone who is left on my list, is doing fine. I booted so many people, because i did not know a single one of em. Blah.

I Guess This Is Growing Up.
Your best friends become your worst enemy, lollipops turn into ciggarettes, the innocent ones turn into sluts, homework goes in the bin, mobile phones get used in class, detention becomes suspension, squash becomes vodka, kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the swings? When protection meant wearing a helmet, the worst thing that you could get from boys were cooties, mom was your hero and dad was who you wanna marry, the worst enemy you had were siblings , race issues were who ran the fastest, and war was just a card game, the only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearing a skirt didn't mean you were a slut, the only thing you smoked was the tire on a bike, the only thing that could hurt was skinned knees & the only thing that can get broken were toys, goodbyes meant only until tomorrow. We couldn't wait to grow up. Huh?

I Guess I Wanted To Post Something I Wrote When I Was Young... Tho Im Not Sure It Makes Sence Anymore *ponders
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs feat...to bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i

I Guess I Need A Babysitter
What a night! I finally got to sleeping. More than 3 hours! A victory! And I feel refreshed and ready. Well - Ive been up for hours already drinking my coffee and listening to music. Sun is glowing outside , bringing beams of hope for the days to come. Yesterday was not my best day as you who read already know. I have to send a special thank you to Vera! What a friend YOU are! Thank you for your kind words and the teddy. He is soaked! For those I talk to on *the other side* - thank you as well. Support on good and bad days are welcome. I hold you close to my heart and hope I can and do support you. I sure try my best. As I fell asleep I had a babysitter - and I might need another...or I know I do. Make sure I relax and *fade* away into the land of dreams. I dreamt of summer - mountains and the sea. I was standing on top of *my* mountain - looking down to the green and deep forrest. Smiling - enjoying - feeling SO damn free. No pain no gain :) Today is a

I Guess...........
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same.

I Guess Philly Cops Won't Respond To Female Callers Anymore.
Monday, Philadelphia Police officers will no longer be responding to minor fender benders.Motorists will have to fend for themselves and call the nearest police district on their own.Philadelphia Police officials said they respond to nearly 70,000 auto accidents each year, adding about 10,000 do not require a police officer."We can save police response time and have officers available for more important, pressing issues," Lt. Frank Vanore explained.Beginning Monday, accidents that involve vehicles that can be safely driven away and no injuries to report can now exchange information and file a police report on the phone."If there's an issue that you don't feel can be resolved without the officer there, the dispatcher will evaluate that on the phone when you call 911 and then he/she will have an officer respond," Lt. Vanore said.Several other cities, including Chicago, are already utilizing the policy.

I Guess He Cannot Handle Debate...
Interesting status banter... http://fubar.com/2189839 faustulusEvil 39 secs --BOYCOTT BP odie aka assholish smartass said: just wondering how u plan to do that... faustulus said: simple..... don't buy their products...... other compaies make the same things they make odie aka assholish smartass said: BP sells directly to other suppliers who then make products...how are you going to boycott them... faustulus said: bug someone else then he deleted his status comment...

I Guess Everyone Has A Bucket List
I have no idea what to write. My mind is so screwed up these days. I long for quiet days in the sun alone near an ocean. Free from lifes day to days. I wonder if anything will ever change for me? I sit here day after day and dream about what if? I guess untill I decide what if, I will only think and not do. I am so sad and alone inside myself. I feel trapped. I feel so disconnected at times that its as if my ears shut down and I only feel. I attempt to listen yet I hear nothing. I drive to work, home my grams by auot pilot. I eat dinner and take a shower. Its as if my life is stuck in ground hog motion. Same shit everyday. I need something to happen in my life to make me feel alive again. Its as if some part of me died. I can't seem to figure out why it is I never seem to find what I am loooking for? I feel like I forever seek yet never find it. Maybe just maybe? I am truly lost to the wind? I am off to bed to start another round in this thing I call life. I am tired, alone and sad. I

I Guess That's It Then....
I talked to Taylor this morning. I asked him if he regrets what happened between us New Year's Eve. He said yes. Ouch. He said yes because I have a girlfriend. I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry. What I'm trying to figure out is if he's so happy, why did he cheat on his girlfriend with me? If you're truly happy with someone, you have no reason to cheat on them. My heart just aches right now. I now know I'll never have a chance with him. I just need to move on. I might as well just stick with Andy. But then there's Tom. I plan on going to see him at the end of the month. I like him too. I was hoping things would be different with Taylor. I want someone who lives closer. Guess not cuz that door just got slammed in my face. Fuck my life.

I Guess Its A Compliment?
9:59am reply single: ok..you dont know me and i dont know you... but how would you like to be in a porn mag? 10:00am more To single: you assume becouse im transgendered i would do porn? 10:00am reply single: yes mam.. 10:00am more To single: wow, 10:01am reply single: ok well im just trying to make money...sorry i bothered.. 10:02am more To single: why would you think i do porn? 10:04am reply single: i ment to ask if you would like to be in a sex clip....you would bring lots of attintion 10:06am more To single: no thanks. 10:06am reply single: ok

I Guess That I Am Single Again .......
Well I am going through the big "D" and I don't mean Dallas. It really is amazing, you think that you know someone very well, then after 9 years you find out that you really do not know them at all. I never thought that a person could hurt and betray the ones that she claimed to love so dearly without the slightest bit of remorse. Then you have the so called great friend that I have known since 19...77, I called him my brother, and he called my parents Mom and Dad, he lived on their property. He not only betrayed our trust but helped destroy a marraige. I am not perfect, I know that I did my share of screw ups, but I never would do this. Good luck to both of you. My son caught them together on 4 June 12, and they both blamed him for saying something. Well it is for the best, she has been cheating and stealing from me for a long time now. I never saw it coming. I guess we live and learn, but after 10 yrs, it is my sons that are the ones that will feel this over the long run. The

I Guess This Is How It Goes....
I'm guessing its doing pretty well but still..... I am not muscle built has I use to be. Monday I went to cash two checks, Tuesday I cleaned, Today I went to got my new laptop. Tomorrow I need to pick up my son's school supplies and Friday I am suppose to go to a Viking's football game. I missed my relaxation today. I am not too old yet but a short nap feels just great. This time of year is so nice to wake up late in the afternoon and be re-energized for the rest of the night. Its not that bad, this new lap top. It did not come with an instruction manuel. I already have done most of what I needed to do. But now I am tired. So I will continue tomorrow after I get home, in explaining something I am wondering about. So until then just try an be nice to eachother cuz you might just be safer not making alot of enemies on Fubar. I have made my share but I didn't do it meaning to do so. Theres some people you just can't seem to rub the right way.....please don't take that the wrong way. Da

I Guess I`am Old Fashion ""
i guess i`m old fashion, but back when i was young it was the guy who made sure he showed he cared, like making sure he was right there when you needed him or something, like when i first met my husband, he made sure he was the one there, by being there with me, and what ever i needed he was there to help, he did`t give another guy time to slip in there """ because he was there.

I Guess This Should Be Considered A Step In The Right Direction...
Hi, this is the wierdest thing that's happened to me. I realize that I have conflicting thoughts about THIS whole thing, and the fact that Oracle invited me, just makes me all the more wierded out. but times have changed, and I should give him at least a chance to prove me wrong before automatically assuming this is just one big set up. But... that's the thing, right? forgiveness. It's way too fucking easy to get riled up about the past, but way too hard to just let it all go justl ike a snap of thefingers. Why this sudden invite? why should I let myself see this as a sign that things are a changin for the better? for those that are lsot, I won't bore you with the details, because there aren't very many. Oracle, for the most part, is a friggin genius. Crazy as hell at times, AT TIMES, but a genius. now... I'm not sure where to go from here. I've got a troll problem on another site I'm dealing with, dudes got a ten year troll on for AMD and MD, essentially just the same sites with sl

I Guess I Just Want To Rant
Why do people get tribal tattoos? What fucking tribe are you in that a swooshy fat black line symbolizes anything or looks cool? I mean if you are doing it to look tough.. Its not working. nautical stars as well or any kind of star for that matter. Do you have a star for every dick you've taken? idk that might be a lil extreme. But its one of the first things that cross through my head when a girl tells me she has 73 stars tattooed on her.I guess the nautical star hate stems from so many people having them that have absolutely nothing to do with anything nautical ever in their life shits played outin future rants I will take on... praying hands, graveyards, jesus, and zodiak signs

I Hacked My Sony!!!
How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT! On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY! The Why: So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

Ihac (the I Hate Azriel Club)
Welcome Fu Ladies and Fu Gents. We have an Azzhole on fubar, he's threatened to murder women and children on fubar(yes thats right he has gone over board in his psychoticness. to join this club, you must add me as a friend, and in this blog, tell everyone why you hate Azzhole i mean Azriel, and add IHAC to your id (so small and simple ) Salutes are welcome but not a requirement, and if you do make your IHAC salute, make sure it says how much you hate him :) this is a serious club, NOT A JOKE. got a problem with in, then get out

I Had - 06/24/01
I had this dream once, you were there. I remember because you took my hand. Why? I don't know, I wasn't scared but you did anyway... Holding my hand it was then that you showed me a secret about you. Knowing that, has changed my view of you to such a different aspect. It was something you must have kept hidden for so long cause you were scared to even tell me. It was then that I realized you took my hand for your fear, for I had none. It was your secret that frightened you in a way, I didn't know you could be so scared. You always seemed so level headed when it came down to it. But there you were terrified, to scared to do anything. It was then you said to me, I remember, your lips quivering as you leaned closer to me, your breath hanging in the night air... you said... ..... "I had this dream once, you were there..."

I Had To Post This As It Made Me Chuckle
When I asked Stu to introduce himself to the animators this is what he wrote, it will give you some insight to how crazy he is and how much I love working with him. Luke, Michelle, Terry,Kerry, Stu (no, wait, I\'m Stu) Hi, howdy, shalom, greetings. Not really sure what to do in this situation, should I curtsey, kiss, big wave, firm handshake? What about my special \'meeting-new-people-fake-cardiac-arrest-gag\'? it always breaks the ice at parties, how we and the ambulance crew all laugh at my amusing japes. Well, I\'m just the bloke in Cleethorpes England that sits in my home studio painting daft images for a living. I was exploring the base of a derelict starship once and found a mass of three-foot eggs in some sort of incubation bay, on examination, one of the eggs opened like a starflower and when I peered inside Kerry Santo exploded out and shoved something down my throat. Ever since I\'ve been compelled to work for her like some sort of alien drone. Never look at he

I Had To Keep This One ...
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I appreciate you"

I Had To Blog This Cuz It's So True Thank You Narco.
Why A Woman Cries A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without com

I Had To Post This
I HAD TO POST THIS MY BEST FRIEND KYLE MIGHT BE GOIN BACK TO IRAQ I HAVE NO CLUE HOW I AM GOIN TO DEAL WITH IT AGAIN. CANT THIS WAR JUST END. ITS GOIN TO KILL ALL OF THEM THEN WHAT IS THE PRESIDENT GOIN TO THINK THEN. JUST BOMB THE PLACE OR SOMETHING. NOTHIN IS GETTIN SOLVED. SORRY I AM SO PISSED I DONT WANT KYLE TO GO BACK. HE WAS THERE BEFORE AND HE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE.

I Had A Weird Dream =(
That i was being chased by a serial killer. Then he started to kill all my friends and tried to kill my family and then out of no where the killer took off their mask and it was me. so i guess im a serial killer. what the..i was about to burst out in tears i was sad,i feel like a weirdo..haha well i hate this.its just a dream. well im gonna go get better and im gonna go eat my soup and take my medicine bye bye,tina

I Had A Good Day
I got pleanty of rest after being sick so now im feeling a whole lot better. got to talk to friends on here and made new ones(made sure to show some luv) made some mums, added new stuff to my stash and landed 3rd in prettiest eyes contest (if i didnt win its okay i only cared that I had fun with it) I might upload new pics tonight but we'll see. again, thanks everyone, for the comments, messages, ratings, and all the love you showed me. I REALLY appreciated it. Mwuah! that pic is strange but i like!

I Had To Fall, To Lose It All
It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don't know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you

I Had To Repost This
Steve@ CherryTAP Gee I wonder who that is? Amelias referreal must be JT since his name is Steve. This was left on my comments. You can see it here I am now deleting a bunch of you. I see how you are and I am done. One thing I am not is a fucking whore and I sure as hell I have never touched Drugs. Grow the fuck UP!

I Had Nothng Else To Do
1. Have you had sex in the last 24 hours?: I violated myself just few hours ago . . . but if you mean with another human being . . . stop fucking reminding me that I have nothing to "get on top of" lately 2. Are you single? I have many imaginary compainions that accompany me with vibrations galore 3. Do you have hairy legs? I really find shaving them to be a public service of which one day someone will exclaim "thank you for shaving your legs" 4. Do you like monkeys? I like monkeys accompanied by midgets and shaved dogs, oh and a video camera is always a plus as well . . . but monkeys on their own are a little much for me wih the throwing poo and all 5. How many fillings do you have? Not near enough . . . 6. Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake? I would rather swin in a pool filled with jello preferably grape jello 7. Have you ever licked one of those square batteries? I have been known to just go around licking things at random 8. Have you eve

I Had No Idea
Beyond any recollection, surpassing the moments of truth and despair. Around in a designated circle there is a burning desire to create a travel plan that I have never ventured into before. A place I will go which will become the farthest place I have ever been from home. There is no help if I find myself crossing the path of danger.....But I dont see the trouble in it. Surely it couldnt be any worse then any other violent place I have been. Twisting around in my thoughts and emotions is a yearning that has never been so strong....I have never wanted anything so bad and willing to do whatever it takes to get it......But there is much truth in the phrase of "We cant rush it wont bring it any closer".....Taken aback and flattened, I realized that the nobleman was completely right and honest. Moving quickly into the next stages of my life I step in with a small brain and little capacity to hold in my anxiety. A young puppy jumping at the leash ready to go as the world being my owner tugg

I Had Such A Laugh Today...so Funny
Allright... Im standing in line at the Starbucks and waiting for mine...when I see this guy out of the corner of my eye.. staring.. If I said I was used to guys looking at me that wouldnt be a lie...it might sound conceited but it isnt a lie ;) But he is LOOOKING... checking me out from head to toe..I almost felt like he was measuring me with his eyes.. and that FELT wierd kwim? He was tall and dark and pretty well dressed...I wasnt afraid just curious. As I turned around to leave the place, I BUMPED into him!!! *GOD* I said "Excuse me" and he said "I think you dropped this" it was a 5 dollar bill..but it wasnt mine so I said so.. THEN he said...I couldnt help but notice you over there and Id like to ask you something.. *Im waiting for him to ask me for my number* He wanted to know if I would be interested in a JOB!! *WAIT it gets better* Oh really...yes well I have a job, I said.. and then he says...does it pay 500 a NIGHT?? I burst out la

I Had A Hater, I Feel Famous.
LOL. I had this stalker for a lil while in the past three weeks, in which he turned into a hater since I turned his sexual advances down that he kept sending me in e-mails on here, IM's, and shouts.. I blocked him & that's when he went really nuts; he was sending every one of my friends fake e-mail messages about me. Because he obviously had no life, LOL but anyway thanks to sonny for taking care of it. friend me / rate / fan me Y

I Had A Dream
Last night I had a dream. I remember it as clear as if it had happened in real life...I just wish it had. Angela came back to me. She came and found at some place. I think I was camping or something. Alli was with her. She came into my tent and we talked. We were both recalling past events from when we were dating. She came back because she knew that I still loved her more than life itself and she had realized that she loved me too... College had changed her though. She was different. Darker. She was wearing black lipstick... It was weird, but she was with me so I didn't care. I wonder if she had a similar dream last night...?

I Had Motivation Once!
Once, someone brought it outta me. A quickie, lacks the lil stuff. We'd probably be sitting on a couch. I'd climb on top of you, you'd run your hands up from my thighs, to my hips, you stop there because I'd be kissing you and you'd just be holding on to my hips for a minute. I'd lean back from kissing you and pull my T off (I wear white t's all the time). Underneath, simply a white bra, nothing spectacular, but still sexy as hell. You'd move your hands up from my hips on to my skin, gliding slowly over my softness (I like lotion, I'm soft). You'd bring your hands around to my back, up into my hair and grab hold, pulling me into you, to kiss me. You'd run your hands back down my back, around the front where you would be unbuttoning my Dickies (thas how I roll). Unzipping them, slidding your hand inside my pants, just to get a touch! All awhile, I am leaning back, enjoying it. Your eyes are on me, my eyes, making sure I am enjoying myself. I climb off of you, get down on my knee

I Had A Great Weekend!
OK, so I had my first visit to a strip club. I've been to male strip clubs before. This was oh so much better, lol. My husband took me to 3 different clubs around town and we had a blast. I got my first lap dance. It was awesome. I am looking forward to going again. A gf of mine is coming here next month and we are so there, lol!! Damn, I had no idea what I was missing!!!

I Had To Post This Just Because
Everyone wants to help Britney Spears. You could feel the pain of every former and current fan of the pop princess when she shaved her head this past weekend. Since splitting from her husband Kevin Federline, the former superstar has gone through more media scrutiny than when she was with him. The stress of the divorce and having children had seemed to got the best of her. Spears checked into rehab this past weekend to escape the constant paparazzi and buzz that follows her on a constant basis. Now someone else is offering Spears another option. A hockey team of the American Hockey League wants to help Britney Spears. The Syracuse Crunch have offered Spears a quiet weekend getaway in upper New York. Front office members of the Crunch would like to extend the troubled pop singer and all expenses paid trip to the snowy city of Syracuse. It would provide Spears the opportunity to escape the constant heckling of the Hollywood paparazzi and offer her a great weekend away, highlighted wit

I Had To Let You Know
I Had to Let You Know You can judge me by what I’m wearing I’ll be your girl The one you can have a pride In holding my hand Walking side by side Knowing I’m yours You can smile knowing that I smile for you I gaze into your eyes I see my life with you You have a plan For OUR WE and US That’s all I ever wanted Happily ever after It’s what I asked for Fairytale it’s not Life it is Happy is in us You and I The look forward To have you in my life Me in yours A smile to my face Knowing I’m yours The giggle is my girly The snicker is my happy The hug shows you who I am One girl Looking for love In you Finding my smile Seeing my heart beat For you OUR US WE Have is my Happy In you

I Had A Wreck...
I made a stupid mistake today. The pavement was wet, after a long dry spell, so it is exponentially slicker than normal. I came around a curve, slowed down more since it was wet, then accelerated out, and my back tires spun, the back end flew around really fast and hit an electrical pole and road sign. i fancy myself a better driver than most, since i learned to drive from a state trooper. what a fucking lie. when my back end flew around, i froze up, didnt try to brake, turn the wheel nothing, i didnt do fucking anything. So now, the possession of mine i cherished most, my truck, is fucked. 2 days after i got it back from the shop after my battery shorted out, frying the computer and fucking up the alternator. damn it i wish my parents would get a fucking break. first 867 dollars for the other truck repairs, god knows how much this is gonna cost, gotta get root canals, new contacts, i fucking hate being a broke ass fuck. if i had a job right now id be the first to offer every

I Had A Dream...
I could not sleep and so I went into the kitchen and fiddled through the fridge until I found something to ease my craving. finding some beautiful strawberries I cut them into halves, careful to take off the leafy green part. Placing the now cut berries onto a plate I sprinkle sugar across. just lightly to sweeten the taste. grabbing a fork and then picking up the tray in one hand and a bottle of whipped cream in the other, I make my way back to my room. after I crawl into bed I turn over and nuzzle your nose with my fingertip, teasing you to wake and smile at me. " hi sleepyhead.." I whisper as you rumple around in your sheets. "I have a treat for you.." I smile as you sit up and look at me with unfocused eyes and yawn with a slight stretch, " but you have to close your eyes" Smiling and doing as your told I take a sliver of berry onto the fork and watch as your body tenses to the sound of the whipped cream can. a smile across your face, lets me know you are anxious and read

I Had A Blast!!!!
I haven't been online the past few days is because I have been in Orlando since Thursday. My mother-in-law won tickets to the Ellen Show and to Universal Studios Theme Park. We had a very good time. It was a blast. We stayed in one of the Resorts that is on the grounds of the Theme park. I got to see J LO perform. By the way, she will be on the Ellen show this coming Tuesday. So tune in may be you can see me in the crowd of massive people. It has been a wonderful birthday this year. Have a good night!!!!!

I Had This Urge
Today i had this urge The urge to call someone When i awoke from this urge I realized There was on one to call No one to express my love to There was no one to talk to No one i could share my heart with So i sink into myself once again This place i am used to The quiet inside Love so pure And the innocent fear the world A place of solace Away from the coldness No humans there Not to see With eyes closed I enter myself

I Had To Do It!
So I saw a commercial for that movie Vacancy that’s coming out and if you pay attention at the very end of it they flash a phone number to call. So I called it. It’s a free call and it’s fucking cool as hell! 1-888-9-VACANCY Check it out. =)

I Had To Find Out Now
This really sucks, I've been working my tail off on these 3 projects for my 1 class, I finish them (or so I thought) only to find out today that Ive done the all wrong! These things were a headache to begin with, because they can only be done in black ink, white out cannot be used, and there is a very specific way that mistakes must be corrected. These projects are about 8 pages a piece. They are due Tuesday, on the same day as my 1 final. My final grade that I need to get to the next class I need for my degree is riding on this project, and the final. Worst of it all this teacher isn't my #1 fan like a lot of the other teachers in school

I Had Something To Say.
In the next world or in this one, mAybe i can find soMe magnificent way to Say it dO you think i want you to disbelieve me? RemembeR the first daY I CAlled you? i thiNk eveN then i knew i wanted yOu for myself. in an always sorT of way. So, does tHat sOund like a good idea Would there be anY Objections to me abdUcting you? wHO Would object to soMething that romantic, that Unimaginabely CHarmIng. not me, not you. those are the onLy twO people's opinion that mattered. i would like to haVE YOU miss. in a forever kinda way.

I Had To Throw Away My Jeans How Bad Is That!
Ok people you may well look at me in a different way after you have read this story. But i dont care lol. I can laugh now but, at the time it was very disturbing im sure you will agree. See if this makes you cringe and has anything like this ever happened to you?? I want to now what makes You cringe, whats the most embarassed you have ever been for yourself or even for someone else??? Im sure all my CT friends and fans have a story to tell... Ok ill start you off!!!! One of my very embarrassing moments, and believe me I could write a book. It was a night out with a mate I hadn’t seen for a long time. We were both young free and single and getting lots of wanted attention from guys all night. The night was coming to an end and we had, had lots of fun. I noticed a cute guy watching me that caught my eye earlier in the night, I smiled and he came towards me to and started talking to me. While I was talking away I started getting stomach cramps and feeling light headed.

I Had Been There Before
I Had Been Here Before. (Our Day In The Park) For Patty I had been here before, so it was fascinating to me that everything felt like it was something brand new. All the sights and smells were more vivid to me. It never felt this way before. The smell of the grass through the open windows and smell of the electric motors of the streetcar were like nothing that I had ever experienced before. I held your hand and couldn’t help but smile like a teenager in love. I was smiling for so many reasons. I was here in my favorite city in the world, taking in the sights and sounds with the woman that I loved like no other before. Watching her experience New Orleans in all its’ beauty. Everything seemed to hold a fascination for you almost as if you were looking through the eyes of a child. It seemed that the city was easing its’ way into your soul as it does to all the people who love it. Like it had done to me years before. As our streetcar rumbled its’ way down St. Charl

I Had A Dream...
I think it was a nightmare... When I was in highschool my bus was the first in a long line of busses that would drive home in different directions. My locker was on the complete opposite end of the school. I was in rollerskates and I couldn't skate! I was trying hard to get to where my bus was; I couldn't make it! I finally got to the side door and as I opened it... my bus was pulling out of the circle drive towards my town! I wasn't on it! What do you think this means? Tell me what you think!

I Had Enough
so im told i have nothing to prove myself and ever since i heard those words it has been driving me nuts. honestly though why should i have to prove myself to anyone. if i have to prove anything to anyone it should be to myself. i know what i need to do and i will accomplish it all one day. but for you to sit there and say i need to prove myself is bull. why should anyone have to prove anything to anyone. if you "love" me as you once said then i shouldnt have to prove myself for your "love". you should "love" me for the person i am and not the person you want me to be. i put up with a lot of the things you told me and have done in the past but for you to say i have to prove to you that i am doing something with my life is fked up. for someone who just got back in school and started a decent job has no right to tell me i need to prove something. i take off one semester and stay at my job for years and i am all of a sudden lazy. im sorry i rather stay at home and watch movies inste

I Had A Really Good Friend Killed This Week.
HEY, I WILL BE OFF THE NET FOR AWHILE FOR HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND KILLED THIS WEEK IN THE SANDBOX. HE WAS A CONTRACTOR, HE AND I HAD SERVED IN THE ARMY TOGETHER. SO I WILL BE GOING TO CALLY FOR THE FUNERAL. ( QUICK SIDE NOTE JUST NOTED WHILE TYPING THE WORD FUN-eral the word FUN IS IN IT....NOT SO COOL). JUST REMEMBER. " ONLY THE DEAD HAVE SEEN THE END OF WAR " IT TIMES LIKE THIS THAT MAKE YOU REAL WHAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AND WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND, FOR LIFE IS TO SHORT TO SPEND IT UNDER A ROCK OR IN YOUR LITTLE CUBICAL, OR NEVER FEELLIBNG THE GRASS UNDER YOUR FEET.. SORRY I AM JUST VENTING..SO BEAR WITH ME. THIS MAKES NUMBER 5 OF GUYS, WOULD HAVE TRUSTED WITH MY LIFE FOR A POLICE ACTION, OR AN ILLEGAL WAR. FOR THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW MY EMAIL WHILE I AM GONE. PROB BE GOING FOR AT LEAST A WEEK MAYBE MORE.

I Had Gone...
I had gone I had gone that I would come back, I had stolen your heart that I could return it to you, I had lied for you that you would know what is true, I had cried while after storm always-clear, I had left you that I would give back you again, I had gone....

I Had To Post This
This pissed me off when someone posted it, and I will post it here. I think my gender needs to learn a woman should be respected. It maybe their mothers, wives, daughter, sisters. But a woman SHALL be RESPECTED under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES -------------- Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Gir

I Had The Craziest Dream Last Night.
So in this dream My mother was getting married(I don't know to who it never actually came up) Anyway we went to my grandparents house for the wedding. At some point this pizza guy shows up and he's totally gorgeous. He introduces himself as Peter Pan(. . .my subconsious isn't even trying to be cryptic these days) and decides to hang out with us. Just then this guy that I have a total crush on who has no place at my mothers wedding shows up and pizza guy gets all jealous and demands to know who he is. I tell him "its just loren" Then Loren wanders off and comes back carrying one of my best friends Ty who'd had to much to drink(oddly my whole family is uber morman and there is no way there'd be alcohol at my moms wedding I even remember thinking that in the dream) Also Ty's alot bigger than Loren so I don't think Loren could actually carry him. But Moving right along. . . . The dream changed as dreams often do but its still the wedding only now I'm wandering about my grandparents house(

I Had A Pretty Good Night Last Night.
Hey guys! My blogs up till late haven't been that interesting to say the least. I am doing really well again. The notion of sleep has reentered my brain, so, for the first time in a long time I am well rested. YAY!!! Well, anyways, last night I went to my first Roller Derby. MAN, that shit was AWESOME. If you ever get the chance to go...GO!!! I know that here, locally, there are the Dallas Derby Devils and they are GREAT!!! I got invited to try out for the team next year, but damn, some of those women are not so small. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying they are fat...but I am a skinny ass. It would probably be good for all of my pinned up aggression. Plus, somebody told me they thought I couldn't do it. Eat Pooh! I'll do it just to prove you wrong!! All I have to say about work is thank God last night was my Friday night. Whew! LONG WEEK!! Well, I hope everyone is having a great weekend. And remember, be good, and if you can't....Jenn is a really good name.

I Had A Blast In Maui!
Aloha Everyone!! As many of you know I took off to Maui on a mini vacation.... but believe me! I made the MOST of it!! I went parasailing (4 times!), went on a sunset cruise, went to Lanai in a boat. Saw a big school of about 200 dolphins some of which were close enough to touch! I did so many things I still cannot believe I was only there 5 days!! I did NOT want to come home...! But now it's back to work and the same ol' routine! I've uploaded some pics of my trip. Please stop in and rate them. Also, if you haven't signed my guest book, please stop in and do so! Mahalo and have a beautiful weekend!! Aloha, Makahalei

I Had To Have One Of My Horses Put Down This Morning
What a terrible morning. A muddy section of the pasture and the playful aggressiveness of my horse Thumper caused my 25 year old saddlebred gelding, Majestic, to fracture his right-rear cannon bone. It was a compound fracture that forced the bone through the skin. He was standing there with relative calm while I comforted him and tried to figure out what to do. I called my neighbors (who are cattle farmers and fellow horse-people) and then I called the veterinarian. The vet told me to keep the horse on his feet and try to brace the broken leg. I did that (more efficiently than I thought that I could) and waited the 45 minutes it would take for the vet to get there. While my friend Joy stayed with me to wait with Stick, her husband Mark drove to another neighbor’s house to see if he would be willing to dig a horse grave on my pasture with his 92HP grader. 45 agonizing minutes of comforting and petting the horse and then the vet arrived. There’s not really anything tha

I Had To Save This Horoscope, So Very True Sometimes :d
Longing for the past? Those 'might have beens' are so seductive, but you have to get past the illusion and deal with the reality of where you are now. Leave memories where they belong and pay attention to the present. Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

I Had Enough
why dose life haft to be so hard the more you try too do whats right it seems to be the wrong way i am tired of living for everyone else so from now on im living for me ,i try so hard to please others and i cant seem too find the time to please me in societys eyes im a bad mother and a bad person,but you think about it who sets the rules on how you think and how you should feel.who says you have to think like society dose,who says you cant climb that moutain or who to love,or who is crazy and who isnt,there is a hero in every one of us what is wrong for one person dosent mean its wrong for me this is whats wrong with the world today,no one takes risk we are all afraid of change and all afraid of getting hurt with love,what one person does doesnt mean everyone does the same thing ,like i was afraid to love a man because i got hurt twice but you know not all men are like that and i guess i am going to have to face it dont get me wrong i like waking up to some one holding me and telli

I Had Surgery
Hey ya'll, I'm sure many of you have been wondering where I've disappeared too these last few days. Monday while I was at work I got really sick all of a sudden and the girls I worked with made me go to ER. Seems I had a gallbladder attack, so they did an emergency operation to remove it. They found a gallstone inside of it that measure 2.5 cm wide. No wonder I was hurting so dang bad. Good news though, I am home now and starting to recuperate from the 4 holes I had cut into my abdomen to remove it. I'll try to get on here as much as I can to let everyone know how I'm doing. Love to all my friends (you know who you are).

I Had To Share This With Everyone!!
A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it was Time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing One of his directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together. He said, "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I Have decided to choose one of you. "The young executives were shocked, but The boss continued.” I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one Very special SEED. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back Here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have Given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I Choose will be the next CEO". One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, Received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She Helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed

I Had An Awesome Night Tonight!
Eric picked me up and went to go get Justin to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. For some reason Justin wanted to take everyone out and even PAY for it. Wow, that was nice of him. I only met him once, this was the second time but he's very nice. He's a little odd...he yells in German a lot. But I had a fun night. We ate, laughed, prank called people and then met up with Erics girlfriend at Wal-Mart. I played with Barbies and stole some undies. hehehehehhehehehehe. pretty ones too. It was nice to be out with the guys. I kept grabbing bras and thongs, telling Eric he should try them out. Being with guys is so much fun...girls are all lame. Guys are flipppin sweet. But yeah it was cool. I invited them to my dorm aka the awesome apartment for a housewarming party. Tee Hee. I'll miss Eric and I will defintely keep in touch with Justin. He likes industrial like I do and loves all the bands I do. Sweet deal. Anywho, I'm gonna dance in my new undies. -BiancaVagina

I Had To Change My Name On Fubar
I had to change my name on fubar because "Orgasmic" is no longer allowed in a name and my name was showing up as just my ID of "385108" My name on fubar is now just "O Aimee~~NSFW~~" Kinda sucks, but oh well. Hope everyone has an awesome weekend! Please rate my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee

I Had To Do It!
So I couldn't help myself. I went out to the post office and was smoking so I could calm myself down. Then my coworker wanted to get a coffee so I walked with her to the next building. And lo and behold, what do I see? The truck containing that rancid bitch that was yelling at me. So i put my shit down and went to fight her. Miraculously enough everyone was so sweet and calm once I was outside. Effin loser. It pisses me off. Today is supposed to be a happy day! I get to see Ryan today and now this bitch fucked up my good mood.

I Had A Nightmare...
...The ground shook, the building rumbled, and it didn't stop for an eternity (more like 30 seconds). The Earth heaved and signed, and outside the door of the building I was in, a plume of ash and then fire burst to life. I waited only until the Earth stopped it's violent motions before I grabbed Lily from her bed beside me, grabbed shoes, and ran quickly to Merlin's room to yank him from his bed and command him to put on his own shoes before I ran to Ivy's room... and then my alarm rang waking me up. My body still feeling the heat from the fire. Be warned. It may have been a dream induced by the cat shaking the bed and heat from my electric blanket, but I don't generally dream of quakes...

I Had To Run Away High So I Wouln't Come Home Low
yeah that is in the first lines of "Home Sweet Home" by the greatest band that ever rocked this planet... to what do we have to measure success in life? fame? fortune? is there really such a thing as success? or are we merely in existence to forge a place for the next species? what are we anyway? and why so many questions? the answer is 42. sometimes i think success is measured by love and family...what are you if you are not loved? methinks nothing....not every member of your family may be one you get along with or even like but still there is family....and then the best thing is friends....that is how i measure success...1000 years from now i may not be remembered or anything but i won't care....after my passing it will never matter what i did or didn't do....so to what extent is fame and fortune? so in closing this blog i will say, in the words of Weird Al Yankovic, "I'll be mellow when i'm dead"

"i Had The Balls To Take This, Do You?"
Most surveys are pointless and childish (made up by high school kids)...so, let's see what kinda balls ya got!!!Oh and notice - NO numbers are missing!1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?12. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done?none3. Ever been cheated on?Yes4. Ever paid for sex?No5. Ever been married?Yes6. Ever been divorced?yep7. If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position?doggy style8. Do you own any guns?Yes9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?No10. Ever been in rehab?No11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex?Nope12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on fubar?no13. Truthfully… size matters?It shouldn't14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?Nope15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with?never really thought about it16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?No17. How many states have you lived in?318. How many countr

I Had Time To Think About It..
Read my last blog, this is a continuation. Entitled My Reputation has been hurt. Recently, my reputation was scarred. I was lead to believe that several people (employed in both lounges) have complained about me for doing or not doing things. Then I had time to step back, breath, and really look at the situation. There were only 2 people employed at both lounges, myself and someone I trust with all my heart and soul, and had nothing to do with it. So no one lied ABOUT me, just lied to me... and made me doubt my friendship with innocent people. I am truly offended and hurt by this. I take my friendships very seriously. I don’t let just anyone in my heart, I don’t trust people easily. And when someone outright lies to me, about why something happened, and covers it up with another lie just to look like the innocent party. I DO NOT TOLERATE LIES! I feel like someone I adored, trusted and confided in, backstabbed me in the worst possible way one friend can do to another.

I Had To Keep This One! Lol
You may have a brush with fame -- or be mistaken for a celebrity yourself. Something about you is attracting the attention of the universe, in any case -- and it can only make things better! edit: and I suppose that "universe" will all show up with their hand out too huh?

I Had To Post One More Stupid Sb Convo Before I Leave
Matt: nice talking to u ->Suga Lips: well it won't happen Matt: and i wanna be ONE of them ->Suga Lips: the people that need to see them, see them Matt: oh thats bad ->Suga Lips: I dont show them Matt: lol y ? ->Suga Lips: nope Matt: oh yeah, will u show me in future ? ->Suga Lips: uh I guess Matt: bang, ur married... what a turn on watching someone's wife and her boobs ->Suga Lips: my husband wouldn't like that Matt: mmm ok, but u should take few ->Suga Lips: nope Matt: u have NSFW ? Matt: mmmm ok ->Suga Lips: I'm not going to be on much today--have to finish packing & then packing up the computer Matt: oh no, can i have ur yahoo id ->Suga Lips: my computer is getting packed up & put into storage ->Suga Lips: um no Matt: U and ur boobs ->Suga Lips: see 'them'? Matt: can i see them on webcam ? ->Suga Lips: thanks Matt: u have nice curves ->Suga Lips: I did Matt: check my comments ->Suga Lips: hi Matt: hi =]..I might just mi

I Had To Laugh...flash!
TO THE GIRL THAT FLASHED ME WHILE DRIVING.....You were on the sidewalk with a gaggle of your friends and you were all rushing toward the curb. I hit my brakes, afraid that you were going to run into the street, but you flashed me instead. Never before have I believed in love at first sight. They were shapely and round and oh-so-generously proportioned, with smooth creamy skin, and they were proudly standing up with the resilience of youth. I immediately began thinking of all the things I could do with your breasts -- we could go for long walks together on misty mornings, have dinner in romantic restaurants, go for bike rides around the lake. I began to imagine a lifetime of waking up with your breasts in my face, continuing to love them as age and gravity inevitably take their toll. I could write poems for your pom-poms, ditties for your titties. Eat your heart out Keats -- who needs a Grecian urn when I've got a pair of ice cream sundaes with cherries on top? I'm almost ce

I Had A Moment Of Grrness In The Midst Of My Thought.
Okay. I have officially decided that I wish to attend a USMC ball. I know, I'm terrible, but think about it! A ball... I'm a girl. I'm allowed to wish to attend a ball. In fact, it's almost expected. Marines look all kinds of charming in their dress uniforms. Of course, attending a ball would require an actual gown. I know I dress nicely now, but it's difficult not to feel overdressed when most girls in the area abhor dresses/skirts. I'm not sure what this kick is about not dressing as a lady, but too many females are on it. I cannot fathom why girls don't like to dress in feminine clothing. When I went over the road with my older brother, I cannot tell you how many times fellows stared at me as if I was something truly rare. It was even worse when my hair was unbound. I just don't know. I'm too old-fashioned or something. I enjoy my femininity. I enjoy knowing that people simply cannot confuse my gender. But back to my original thought. I want to attend a

I Had The Balls To Take This, Do You?
1) Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done? 2) Ever been cheated on? 3) Ever paid for sex? 4) Ever been married? 5) Ever been divorced? 6) If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position? 7) Do you own any guns? 8) Ever been in rehab? 9) Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? 10) Ever have sex with anyone that you met on fubar? 11) TruthfullyÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ does size matter (boobs/dicks)??? 12) Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? 13) What celebrity would you want to have sex with? 14) Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? 15) How many states have you lived in? 16) How many countries have you lived in? 17) Do you keep a weapon under or next to your bed at night? 18) What celebrity would you want to beat up if you had the chance? 19) Ever rolled into the harsh ghetto to buy d

I Had The Balls To Take This Do You
1) Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done? 2) Ever been cheated on? 3) Ever paid for sex? 4) Ever been married? 5) Ever been divorced? 6) If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position? 7) Do you own any guns? 8) Ever been in rehab? 9) Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? 10) Ever have sex with anyone that you met on fubar? 11) TruthfullyÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ does size matter (boobs/dicks)??? 12) Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? 13) What celebrity would you want to have sex with? 14) Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? 15) How many states have you lived in? 16) How many countries have you lived in? 17) Do you keep a weapon under or next to your bed at night? 18) What celebrity would you want to beat up if you had the chance? 19) Ever rolled into the harsh ghetto to buy d

I Had Sex With A Football Player Cause I Was Drunk
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN JANUARY----------I ***** SLAPPED FEBRUARY---------I RAPED MARCH-------------I SPIT ON APRIL---------------I SLEPT WITH MAY-----------------I PUNCHED JUNE----------------I DREAMED ABOUT JULY-----------------I HAD SEX WITH A AUGUST------------ I LICKED SEPTEMBER--------I KISSED OCTOBER-----------I KILLED NOVEMBER---------I MADE OUT WITH DECEMBER---------I KICKED - DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON 1--------MY NEIGHBOR 2--------A HOBO 3--------A SPOON 4--------YOU 5--------A LAWN GNOME 6--------A HOT DUDE 7------- A GANGSTER 8--------P.DIDDY 9--------THE MIRROR 10-------A NOODLE 11-------MY EX 12-------A FAT *** 13-------MY BABY 14--------A MOP 15-------MY GIRLFRIEND 16-------A WHITE GIRL 17-------MY BEST FRIEND 18------DORA 19-------A FOOTBALL PLAYER 20-------A SEXY HOE 21-------A BANANA 22------- YOUR BOY/GIRLFRIEND 23-------1000 PEOPLE 24-------A TREE 25-------A HOMO 26-------MY TRUE LOVE 27-------A GOTH 28-------MY HOMI

I Had No Idea Kfc Was This Bad.. Boycott Kfc!!!
KFC suppliers cram birds into huge waste-filled factories, breed and drug them to grow so large that they can’t even walk, and often break their wings and legs. At slaughter, the birds’ throats are slit and they are dropped into tanks of scalding-hot water—often while they are still conscious. It would be illegal for KFC to abuse dogs, cats, pigs, or cows in these ways. KFC’s own animal welfare advisors have asked the company to take steps to eliminate these abuses, but KFC refuses to do so. Many advisors have now resigned in frustration. Please join Pamela Anderson, Sir Paul McCartney, His Holiness the Dalai Lama, The Rev. Al Sharpton, and countless other kind people worldwide by not eating at KFC. Watch more videos at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com. Make your own KFC sign at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com REPOST THIS SO EVERYONE CAN KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT KFC!!! This has been brought too you by : £ô©oClause™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ f

I Had It! This Is It !
All CASH related bids will trump fubucks bids.I HAVE ONE GOLDEN TICKET FOR YOU ONE TIME A DAY FOR TWO WEEKS THATS 14 TICKETS FOR 2WEEKS THATS VALUE AT 14,000 FUBUCKS IF THE PRICE IS RIGHT I WILL THROW SOME MORE IN GOT TO GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKETS!!

I Had To Walk Away
I had to walk away, I couldnt stay. I tried to win the race, but it was all a waist. For just alittle while, i thought i could smile. I thought i could keep from crying but you just kept on lying. I had to say goodbye and I had to walk away, I just couldnt stay. What i would give for just one more glance, for just one more chance, to say I love you my son. You caused the pain, and now i cant break the chains, as it begins to rain. This war inside my head, keeps getting bigger. I had to walk away, I just couldn't stay I cant erase this place that we shared, the place that we use to care. A knife rips at my heart, cause you tore me all apart. I had to walk away, hope you understand. I had to say goodbye, even though it made you cry. I will always wonder why, you thought you had to lie, and make mommy cry. I had to walk away, but still I love you my son.

I Had A Dream
Last night I had a dream I really did I swear. I held you close and kissed your lips as I ran my fingers through your hair. I know it was just a dream but god it felt so right just like when I was with you How we'd hold each other tight. I caress your skin it was all so soft. It was magical in every way. I think about all those times every second you're away. I know we can't be together and this isn't easy for me you're my world my everything you mean so much to me so right now all I have is all our memories so let me go so I close my eyes in my dreams you wait for me you're my dream come true and I miss you dearly. Written by: Phillip Gasca

I Had To Copy This Hope It Work's....some Thing To Think About
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side no matter what the situations. Today before you co

I Had A Robbery While I Was Out ( A Poem Of My Fellings On It)
They broke a window and pried open the chest They took all my jewelry and escaped People say I'm lucky they didn't kill me People say I'm lucky they didn't vandalize but somehow it doesn't make me feel better So I say to myself it was only things it was only stones But it was my father's watch and my grandmothers earrings and the gold heart I was saving for when I had a granddaughter one day Things are not only objects they are symbols of a past reminders of events memories of people Things are a part of ourselves And so I mourn my loss with fantasies of finding it all with wishes for revenge while blaming myself for being careless none of which helps I was robbed by unknown people who not only took my things but also took my peace of mind My house does not feel safe anymore I startle at the smallest noises and feel vulnerable - afraid it might happen again

I Had To Copy This One...
This is too funny... Don't forget to post your "new" name below in a comment. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesy e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dinky z = zippy 2. Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name: a = dippin b = feather c = batty d = burger e = chicken f = barffy g = lizard h = waffle i = farkle j = monkey k = flippin l = fricken m = bubble n = rhino o = potty p = hamster q = buckle r = gizzard s = lickin t = snickle u = chuckle v = pickle w = hubble x = dingle y = gorilla z = girdle 3. Use the third letter of your last name to determine the second half of your new last name: a = butt

I Had My Baby!
Well I have to say that either eggplant parmesan really works or it was a super super freaky coincidence. Friday night (February 29th, her due date) we went to an italian place around the corner and I had eggplant parmesan. That was around 8:30. I woke up halfway around 2:30 or 3 thinking that I was feeling some lower abdomen pains but didn't think it was contractions since they are typically suppose to start at the top of your belly. Finally at 4 am I decided that they were probably contractions since they were beginning to get stronger and a little more painful. At 5am I told my hubby that we needed to start packing things up because I was pretty sure I needed to get to the hospital. We gathered everything up and packed the things and our 5 year old in the car and headed to the hospital. I checked into a room at 6:15 and at 6:30 when they checked me I was 4cm. At that point they broke my water and my contractions went from slightly painful to unbearable. LOL I told them to get me d

I Had An Easter Bunny Poem
I Had an Easter Bunny I had an Easter bunny, One day she ran away. I looked for her by moonlight, I looked for her by day. I found her in the meadow With her babies 1, 2, 3. So now I have four rabbit pets To run and jump with me.

I Had To Save This One, It Made Me Cry
This is one of those good stories that keeps getting to you when you hear it. I just had to share it with you all again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately

I Had Delete Alot Of People Here So Pay Attention To This!!!!
Yesturday at night i start to delete people out of my friends list for teh fac i don wanna make numbers here I wanna have real friends and have a lots of frind the do not even talk to me is fuck up! I had a lil over 800 people and i try to keep up with them but guess what thats not posible I don't care to be on ranks if I'm thats fine i just wanna meet pople here... I got a few good friends here not beacuse tehy buy a blast or a Happy Hour or ticker packs or anything mewans tehre friends friends are the ones who talk to me who at leats say one every otehr day because I know the they have thing to do other than the fubar world..... I really don't care how u look where u life or anything cuz i had real good friends in here like LuAngel Lucy Hawk Flanman Trell Pinky Dragon The Bad Wolfy (my man by the way) and other the don't come to my mind right now!!! I love my friends and i wanna make new ones but if u are here for nunbers and stuff like that get the fuck

I Had A Dream
I Had a Dream I had a dream the other night, ‘twas a dream that felt just right. For a vision was walking alongside of me, with her every movement so light and free and her hand in mine held warm and tight. She walked on a rainbow of golden light, straight on through my dreaming night to share with me her every fantasy. ____________________I had a dream... My dream sailed on ‘til morning’s light sending my soul on a gentle flight. And I held her body close to me knowing that ne’er again I’ll be lonely, for now through my dreams she walks each night. ____________________I had a dream…

I Had Some Fantastic Help
Ok, let me see if I can say this properly. I was at about 35k or so to this evening and by rating Bill till I started driving him crazy and he sent me to Joanna, whom returned the rates too. She posted a bully asking for some help leveling me. She is a shadow leveler. Yeah, pretty cool,huh? Guess what? It worked. I had people rating and blinging me! Not in any order:momofsteve, ChAoTiC LuViN, ~BABS~, Addictive~ all came to rate my page! Addictive wasn't on my list but is now! Passionman71 bought me an Elmo bling. *Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê* bought me an Official Fubar bling. the barracuda bought me a bling late yesterday and has rated my page the past two days. I have received some bling in the past couple of weeks too. One being a jet bling from Phoenix! Keep reading to the End! "Bill"(I Wonder just how long they will let me drag my name out)hmmmmmm Im surprised sneaky, coy@ fubar JoAnna"- Proud Member of the {{{Shadow Levelers}}}" & "Club Far"@ fubar Passionman71~ S

I Had More Fun...
going out with my boys, they are such better dates! They love it when I'm goofy and it's ok with them when I'm clumsy. I don't have to dress up and they love getting ice cream and driving around looking at big houses. They don't complain and they give great kisses! They walk arm and arm when we cross the street, perfect gentlemen...if only other men could be more like them, lol. It made me start thinking maybe I need to take some time, get to know myself. I was married for nearly seven years and I feel like I kinda lost myself somewhere along the way. I think I'd like to start doing all those things I said I always would. I'm starting to think being single isn't so bad. I ordered applebees for my birthday and for once I didn't have to share the buffalo wings! I rented movies, the movies I wanted and I enjoyed the hell out of it. Maybe it wasn't what most people would do for their birthday but it was what I wanted. Then I started realising I wanted to do more things I wanted to do witho

I Had A Dream, It Was The Color Of........
Green was My color, a blanket of green sprung from the rich fragrant earth, smelling of old glories, blood and the promises of an unforseen future. Rising tall and sharp with blades of teeth, strong bending but not break to strike back. Rolling hills of green. I'm running with love in my hands. Running young and free viscus love pouring from my flesh and now my color is Gold. Golden waves of rustling wind blow warm and gentle as a forgotten lovers whisper against my skin. Lost in time and clarity never to be remembered again. Golden. Melting to passion and heat. Too hot. The color of.... Grey. Sky. Heavy. Grey. Stone. Sky. Now I am still. Very still and the world turns grey. The world turns. Flame ROARS from the above Pressing down with anger and endings. Red like blood. Red like inside. Fire licks at weak flesh consuming thought and giving birth to terror, soul destroying terror is the color of the world now, Red. It flows in my eyes like blind scre

I Had My Fourth Mumm Deleted!
I just had my mumm deleted for the "Violation of terms of service" reason. It was: "I Got A Big Laugh Out of This. Is it funny or not? (or words to that effect) While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old Texas rancher whose hand was caught in a gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up a conversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Sarah Palin and her bid to be a heartbeat away from being President. The old rancher said "Well, ya know, Palin is a post turtle." Not being familiar with the term, the doctor asked him what a post turtle is. The old rancher said, "When your driving down a country road and you come across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a post turtle." The old rancher saw a puzzled look on the doctors face, so he continued to explain..."You know she didn't get up there by herself, she doesn't belong up there, she doesn't know what to do while she is up there, and you just wonder what kind of dumb a

I Had My World Rocked Last Night!!
WARNING....this bulletin will be long, so make yourself comfy before reading on! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! As many of you know, I hosted a Happy Hour last night (9/30). When it began I had over 1 million to go before reaching Disciple. Amazingly, before the end of the hour, I had been leveled. THANK YOU to those who visited my page for the first time last night. THANK YOU to those that visited my page during my happy hour and didn't leave til hours later! THANK YOU to those that leave me daily comments. THANK YOU to those that were on my page pretty much every day rating my pics and stash. THANK YOU to those I have "FU Owned". THANK YOU to those who have "FU Owned" me. THANK YOU to those that have joined my trains I have put together. THANK YOU to those that have rated a folder of pics to receive a personalized tag (and yes Cowboy...I WILL be making tags til I am 90!! lmao). THANK YOU to those that have rated a folder of pics to receive a

I Had No Idea So Many Of You Could Be So Easily Offended...
So many people blew up after my post election comments... I had no idea so many of you were even reading my blogs... Seriously.... I know it was offensive... Just as offensive as having my daily life barraged with political advertisements... Just as offensive as watching CNN support one person while MSNBC and FOX supported the other... Just as offensive as knowing millions of dollars were spent to promote each person who ran... Just as offensive as the people who actually argued that the facts of how things are done were somehow untrue... Soooooooo, if you think YOU were offended by my one little blog -- Well, I guess you can see how offensive other things involving the whole mess might be to me... Now back to my normal drivel about online dorks, my life as a professional mistress and/or whatever bullshit enters my brain on that day... But ANYHOW thanks for reading...and commenting...It made coming back after being so sick and medicated very interesting..

I Had To Save This Somewhere
I had some fun with this and I wanted to save this somewhere soooooooo why not here for the rest of you to enjoy. See how I take care of you ppl ♥ ->judyhot28: put the phone on vibrate and slide it inside of you and I will be texting in just a minute and I wanna make sure its worth your while judyhot28: text me now.. judyhot28: nah i can't here baby..if u wanna see some my be i can show u tru my mobile... ->judyhot28: yea but what about the pictures lady cuz I got a hankerin for some celery that tastes like twat ya know. cmon now don't get me all worked up and not deliver. I want those pics ya know. Hell make it a video...yea video! judyhot28: ok text me and let's do ur fantasies...text my name JUDY and send to 35338... ->judyhot28: your fantasies?? Look lady I wanna see your hot lil bot ass playin with that twat and shovin veggies up there....is this happenin or what cuz frankly I am more concerned about my fantasies not yours. judyhot28: me and my bed is miss

I Had To Post Again Because Its Just The Way It Has Always Been For Me!
Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the ho

I Had A Moment When
Everything seemed so clear. The sky was grey and white with the snowfall but I could so much clearer today. I knew I would have this moment, I knew I was capable of solace. Why today? Did you know I would be strong enough today? All the times I cried out your name wondering if you even cared. Did you hear me? Or did I start to fade out of sight? No....You would never let that happen. I know I needed those days to cry. I know I needed those days to put that fake smile on my face. Thanks for letting me find the strength that I knew was always there. Thanks for that moment...when everything seemed so clear. Thank you. Chris

I Had A Conversation Today...
Let me just say... I'm NOT stupid. I'm hip to things you may not realize. I'm EXTREMELY perceptive. My peripherals, visually and mentally, are outta control. I notice everything. The ability to read body language, tone of voice, decipher sentence structure... it's SCARY what I can figure out. 8 times out of 10 I'M RIGHT I just think it's funny when people think they can get shit by me, or lie to me. Just cuz I don't say anything doesn't mean I'm not aware. I just know when to pick my battles. That or I just don't give a fuck. All this shit stems from game playing. Just be straight up. I'm not good at the game playing. In fact, I SUCK at it. I'm good at telling it like it is. But I've noticed people don't like the truth. Ya know what, get the fuck over it :D Like I always say: "Put your big girl panties on and deal with it" Right, Jae?? HAHAHA There, you were mentioned. Gimme my money, bish.:D -REL

I Had To Put This Here Too.
Haha, so for no good reason this lady at http://fubar.com/user/2246438 flips a bitch at me, leaves funny comments and low rates, and rants in my shoutbox and then blocks me before I can ask her what's wrong.In her last shout, it says something about I down rated her and was either too drunk or mad bc I'm not cute enough (and apparently she is? I'm not so sure), to explain to her why I would ever do such a thing. HAHA! Geez, people are too damn worked up about a number on a website. I don't remember rating her, and if I downrated her, it's probably due to how sometimes when the pages are loading, if I click the 10, it's just as the rest of the page pops in, and it moves the numbers a little bit to the left. So maybe she got an 8 instead of a 10. Transcript of shoutbox. Lol. so funny. »-(¯`♥´¯)-...: and bc you rate me down then cannot talk or expain....like are you drunk or mad bc sry your not cute...i guess i just didnt see a reason why to do that to sumone else...like no

I Had An Ephiphany
I watched an ant climb a blade of grass this morning. When he reached the top, his weight bent the blade down to the ground. Then, twisting his thorax with insectile precision, he grabbed hold of the next blade. In this manner, he traveled across the lawn, covering as much distance vertically as he did horizontally, which amused and delighted me.And then, all at once, I had what is sometimes called an "epiphany", a moment of heightened awareness in which everything becomes clear. Yes, hunched over that ant on my hands and knees, I suddenly knew what I had to do...Quit drinking before noon.

I Had To.........
What would you be willing to do if everyone in your life you love was going to turn on you? How far would you go to keep your own family from hating you? well.... i know how far.... i'm sorry to the ones i hurt..... but i had to!

I Had A Dream!!!
ok now let me get this straight cuz i just woke up after that god damn seizure... i was dreaming.. i had a dream that my neighbors behind my house were shooting at me with a shotgun. and for some reason none of the blasts hit me. point blank too. i was confused and freaked out though. so i pulled out a .357 and started shooting blindly out to the backyard. buck shot kept shooting back at me. i could see the fcukers shooting but i couldnt hit em back. they werent touching me either. i was telling people in the house we were being shot at and i got looked at like i was nuts. as shotgun fire kept zipping past me. blasting out windows and almost hitting my dog. i was determined to end these lunatics but for some reason i couldnt get to em. it seemed like hours but i did sleep for about last 6 hours so maybe this dream did last that long. eventually i stopped shooting back and stayed confined to my room. watching their next move. i figured if bullets wouldnt hit em...i'll t

I Had A Little Bit Of A Scare Wednesday Night :o:o
Well ,i was sitting here Wednesday night and i started having a little bit of chest pain (i have a heart condition for those of you who don't already know that ).I ended up driving myself to the emergency room to get checked out and they ended up keeping me .They did a few EKG's and an echogram and i had a stress test done this morning and everything checked out (they said everything looks good ) .My wife seems to think that it might have been due to the extreme heat we are having right now .I am sorry for blogging this (not trying to be a drama queen i assure all of you ,just wanted everyone to know ) :D Also ,i am done with dismissing chest pain as me "just not feeling well".I did that when i had my precursor to my heart attack and then wound up in the hospital almost 3 weeks later .

I Had A Scare Once....
About 5 years ago, I was in the shower doing my regular breast exam, and I found a lump in my left breast. It was rather large and tender to the touch. Needless to say, it freaked me the fuck out!! I stressed over it for 5 days until I finally went to a clinic that offers free mamograms and had one done. The results of the mamogram were that the lump was just a cyst, not cancer. The doctor told me the fact that it hurt to the touch, was a good sign. He said that a cancer tumor would not hurt to the touch. I'm not a VIP anymore, so I can't make my name pink, and I can't say that I'm a survivor or anything, but I do support Breast Cancer Awareness month. PLEASE, go get a mamogram done, no matter what your age. It might just save your life.

I Had A Dream
I had a dream How beautiful life can be As long as you are My love, my life, my all And whenever you call to me Your arms open wide I’m the happiest woman In this world to be. How can this story be told Only through the love we hold. Because we care for one another The sun will shine on us forever. The stars will never glitter Their way across the midnight sky Never if I’m not with you my love. How I long for you Forever and ever May we part never. Take my hand, my love And my heart And walk through Eternity with me

I Had A Dream Where I Was Still Awake
I had a dream where I was still awake, I was walking through a field of rotting animals, When I found myself on the deck of a house I'd never known, Through the window I peered and saw myself at a table, The me inside this window was eating a bowl of ashes, Spoonful after spoonful he lifted to his lips, Then stopped and noticed a hair on his shirt, Long, it belonged to one beloved by us both, As he stared at this hair it began to change, It became a snake with eyes of death and deceit, And with a tongue of pure silver she peddled her goods, She was selling stories that I couldn't help but buy, I had no choice but to listen and obey, This me in the window he picked up a knife, This me in the window he put it in his chest, This me he cut out his heart and stared, And then as I shuddered the boards beneath me collapsed, I fell into a river that flowed up instead of down, It washed me to an isolated island completely alone, Where a hangnail moon hung a handbreadth away, In my loneli

I Had To Run
I had to run I couldn’t see the sun. I had to hide, Thought you were on my side. It has been a tough ride. I built a wall, Thought I heard you call. Thought I was strong, But I was so wrong. Like every rose I watched you grow. I want to cry, Don’t want to say goodbye.

I Had A Romantic Fiance Once, This Is What He Wrote To Me, I've Translate It To English
My baby has a heart of snowso brittle and sharp that willand it melts as easily as the ice in the drink she left at the barThe winter is hard on the lakeand the light lasts only a few hoursI look out over the white snowwhere the moon and the stars glistenHer green eyes makes me dullShe says: "Never take anything for granted"and we're talking about where we are going tonightbut I guess we mean the entire lifeMy baby has a heart of snowas fresh snow dizzy when the wind blowsas a quilt as a father and tearand pulls and turning me into neurosisIn springtime she talks about autumnShe sees the clouds that are waiting behind the forestand then she speaks with another voiceto always be faithful to the artOh tonight she wants to fall freelywe take another round, and I invitemy baby has a heart of snowas far as the purest, softest powderand now she wants to fall freelyMy baby has a heart of snowas far as the purest, softest powderand now she wants to fall freely

I Had That Smile Once Before:( A Smile That Would Always Be There :( But Is Lost And Gone :(
Paint a perfect smile Straight onto my face Wash it off good Don’t leave any trace Of our happy times The days we shared Hours of togetherness Back when we cared But we lost touch My hand slipped from yours We went our ways And closed open doors Then times got tough I needed you My heart was empty My sadness grew I silently wept As you left me there Lost and alone I just can’t bare Another lost heart Or even more crying I can’t handle much Of anyone’s lying I need someone here To do what you never would Paint a permanent smile The way you never could♥ *Screams Why* Maybe It Just Wasn't Meant To Be:(

[i Had A Moment For A Side Thought]
As I paw at my eyes, and I contemplate successful people ... I'm wondering if I'll reach a point in my life where I won't mind that other people have worked for what they have achieved what they wanted and made an impact. I'm not thinking it was easy for them, I'd just like to have the time and the opportunity to do the same. This thought is cut short by sleep deprivation. And a lounging English Mastiff. I just find it hard to believe? No. I resent that to become a bestseller you have to die of cancer get on Oprah Blog about someone else's book for a year. I loathe Oprah... and unless I was cracking Freud and... actually blogging about it (who in gods name would read that?) I just can't see myself winning the reality show that is this post-post-modernist world. Also Fuck Post-Modernism. ... It had been a while since I had said that. We've needed a new movement, a new art, a new rhetoric, a new critique for many years... For as long as I could argue. I'm hoping to

[i Had This Dream For A Whole Year]
Going down the rabbit hole. Brb. KI just watched all the marble hornets videos.And totheark's responses.You know those...things...those things that you know aren't real but... every fucking culture has a corresponding meme to it?I had a recurring nightmare.And nothose aren't just literary devicesof a man standing in the middle of a dark roadhe had powerover the spaceover the lightsand those footstepsthoseslowtrodding footsteps.He was the rag man.I didn't even know what the rag man was until I was fucking twenty.But that was him.And every night I woke upsputtering,gaspingsweatingfor over a year.Closer to 3 off and on.This wasn't just the excited imagination of an eight year old.I was an adolescent.And I remembered every squeeze, every scrape, every choke.Every night.Cultures that had no exposure to each other all have their respective rag man legends.He takes children in the night or... particularly nosey adultsThey never reappear.Some never reexist.I find that... fascinating?Terri

I Had A Dream... Hehehe
I had a dream the other night... its been hanging with me for a couple days... i keep thinking about it, it was so hot wet steamy and just mmmmmm..... u were there, so i want to share it with you.... maybe u will know why im so stressed when u hear about it, i hope i do it justice im not sure i have the vocabulary to actually paint the picture for you.... but i will try....i was dreaming and asleep alone in bed.... i was just taking an afternoon nap... needed a little rest... i started feeling a warm hand on my leg... slowly making its way up.... waking up my senses on the way toward my knee... then a second hand joined in on my other leg.. slowly just gliding up my legs....stopping on my theighs for some light massage... and gently pressing them open....then i felt a warm breath on my inner theigh followed by a warm wet kiss.. gently working upward.. gliding by my pussy to the other theigh to give a warm wet kiss there too, then slowly working up to my pussy lips where a tongue darte

I Had A Good Day
it's kinda rare so i thought i'd share... first we went for pizza at an all you can eat pizza buffet i ate a full pizza before they even showed up(they being my brother his wife and their kids) then we went to go usa fun park.... i paid for the gocart rides... even my fat brother's... i rode with my nephew justin because he was too small to ride it alone... :( we lost... maybe cause most everyone else was riding single... dammit... but i'll be damned if we didn't hit a few people lol(no bumping cars sir... blah blah blah right?) then we managed to spend like $35 on some really retarded games... think i spent like 5 or 6 dollars on this batman wack a mole game trying to get the high score lol and everyone played that little game where you roll the balls down and try and make it in the little holes... and a couple shooter games... and... ummm the kids played some other weird random stuff then they had to count their tickets up for prizes... they got a little candy... some gun with an

I Had To Create A Religion And This Is The One I Came Up With
The Religion of the Imaginists The religion of the Imaginists relies on deprogramming the human mind from believing that any one religion is the “only true” religion. Imaginists are taught to study religion as if it was a science class. They are given an full education on all other forms of religion spending one four month cycle every other year traveling to and studying with monks, priests, clergy and other secular faiths. They are shown the rituals of these other organized religions as well as their beliefs. After learning about other religions Imaginists are then given instruction and guidance in their lives. They are taught that everyone is part of a pattern or cycle in this life. They are raised to believe that they must fend for themselves and that all their desires in life are formed from our conscience desires. Imaginists must truly work for what they want nothing is given or comes without effort. Imaginists are taught that they were created and have

I Had You For 3 Days
I had you for 3 days was the best days of my life you hold me dear to your heart say the right things make me feel like I was the one I had you for 3 days was the bast days of my life you hold me dear to your heart I could of fall in Love with you I hold my words back not knowing what to say I hold the moment as long as I can so I won't lose the time I have with you now you are gone like the wind blowing in the sky go bye my love was nice knowing you my true love

I Had To Walk Away
It came to me my feelings coming over me nights are long , Days seem so sad. Only the lonely will know how I feel ,You just don't know him I am lost in his heart from the beginning my thoughts are not my own I had to walk away. Tears of pain kiss of love moves me when I am with him I had to walk away. He will never know my love for him I had to walk away. Kiss of love bY Christine

I Had A King - Joni Mitchell
I had a king in a tenement castleLately he's taken to painting the pastel walls brownHe's taken the curtains downHe's swept with the broom of contemptAnd the rooms have an empty ring He's cleaned with the tears Of an actor who fears for the laughter's sting I can't go back there anymore You know my keys won't fit the door You know my thoughts don't fit the man They never can they never canI had a king dressed in drip-dry and paisley Lately he's taken to saying I'm crazy and blind He lives in another time Ladies in gingham still blush While he sings them of wars and wine But I in my leather and lace I can never become that kind I can't go back there anymore You know my keys won't fit the door You know my thoughts don't fit the man They never can they never canI had a king in a salt-rusted carriage Who carried me off to his country for marriage too soonBeware of the power of moonsThere's no one to blameNo there's no one to name as a traitor here The king's on the roadAnd the queen's in t

I Had No Time To Hate - Emily Dickinson
I had no time to hate, becauseThe grave would hinder me,And life was not so ample ICould finish enmity. Nor had I time to love; but sinceSome industry must be,The little toil of love, I thought,Was large enough for me.

I Haft To Get This Off My Chest.
I was told we will just be friends. I said I was ok that's not a problem. But every day that goes by I think of you. I try not 2 but I can't help myself. I wonder how things are going. Wondering if you doing ok. We don't talk any more. It's driving me nutz. I miss your voice. I miss your smile, I have a few pic's It's just not the same. I told you I loved you the momment I seen you. I didn't lie I ain't saying it just to say it I do I love you more than anything. My ex's say's she wishes she was you. But she's not she's a great person and has a great heart. But in the end she isn't you we may have a great child. Yet she isn't you I don't know if I can handle this any more. Every time you say you love me and things are going good. Poof your gone saying Im being 2 pushy or ur not ready. Then you come back around. I'm on a coaster ride from hell. And aslong as it's you I will be on it for life. For I love you dearly and no matter what I'll be here by your side. I

I Hait Wen Pepole Call The Cops On Me Fore Nothing
this is to the one that say she is familiy but she loves running her mouth and cant do shit and the funny this is she called the pigs on me and have them comeing to my mom's house is that low and she say that she can fight but she cant her name is im the gurl ur mom warned u about meaning that she like to call the pigs what a loser and i wont even call them whatever.......kiss my mouther fucking ass bitch......u can runn ur mouth dawn cas u now what its comeing ten fold on ur ass and am not taching ur dum ass

I Handcuffed Him To The Bed!
THAT's RIGHT... I left him there and went to get in line. I rported for duty and forgot his agressive, non=conclusive keesterlayi there.He was looking fr a roll in the hay (so to speak)... an I had told him I wasn't interested. I was worried about my husband... reported dead, but still on my mind. When he... Sgt Kuhn, would not honor my insistence that SEX not be a part of the orders he received from miitay commanders in our Unit, I took things in my own hands and used his handcuffs to ock him down in the leased BILLETTING ROOM on GEORGE Street at Selfridege air National Guard Base. Go see if he's still there. I DID say "NO". I refused to ride with him too, when he neerly careened off the roadway at the ANN ARBOR exit on the return trip from training at SELFRIDGE one weekend in 1991. His RV actually tipped up on the two driver's side wheels as he came off the ramp too fast... it was asifhe was drunk or high on something. i would not ride with him again; it was too much like the acciden

I Hang My Head To Cry
I Hang My Head To Cry by S.R.E. Have you ever known a gloom so long When everything seems to go wrong That's where I find myself this day Lost in a sea of hopeless dismay. And as I sit alone watching life go by I hang my head to cry. Listen to the leaves in the autumn breath Their mournful whines of their death Sometimes I see myself as a falling leaf Drifting aimlessly in a gust of grief And as I watch the gray cover up the sky I hang my head to cry. Have you ever seen an eagle's gloom After its mate had fell to its doom Thats how my life looks to me Fallen into pain and misery And as I wonder why I dont desire to try I hang my head and cry. Have you seen a stars light grow cold While others burn so bright and bold Sometimes I think I've nothing to give Except for this lonely life I live And now I've lost my last tear to cry I hang my head to die. Copyright 2005 All Rights Reserved

I Happen To Think Myself Witty
i can't wait ! Make custom Glitter Graphicsthis year for the holidays it's going to be nothing but peaceful quiet and solitude. i am so looking forward to spending some thoughtful meditation. this really is a blessing... ...because lately i have been ...let's just say... Music Playlist at MixPod.com get it? hehehe it's sarcasm. like a funny, ok?

I Happen To Have A Lot More On My Mind Again.....
Well I have been thinking again. And this time I think that I have more on my mind that what I had before. I am not sure....but any more it seems to be all jumbled up in my brain into one. I makes my head hurt sometimes. Well Tomorrow marks the anniversary that we put my grandma (Dad's mom) in the grave. It don't really bother me any more, but it still kind of hurts, even though it's been 6 years. And that took me a good while to get over death. I was doing good, until my Dad passed away, 2 years, next month on the 23rd... I mean the pain isn't as bad as what it used to be, but it's still there... Growing up I was a big daddy's girl....and I guess that I always will be even though my Dad isn't here any more. 2 years.....some times it don't seem like it.... Ever get the feeling that you're needed somewhere, but you don't know exactly where and with whom? I get that feeling every day. But I know that my one and only is somewhere out there....but where, it's a big world....but I got a fee

I Harbor
i harbor no desire to tell of my childhood not because it represented me as a victim of everlasting humiliation or presented pain but because i am no longer actively part of it..... i have this massive conviction of mind that some great event has taken place to forever change the coarse of my life and it stands clearly altered before me..... with the result that everything that has happened is now unimportant to awaken tomorrow to cross a huge bridge built at great height to lead me where life does..... not because i choose to live there but because my life has transpired there without consent, without me having previous knowledge, lead by forces not for me to judge..... what does it matter what transpired already, fate asks? yesterday was but a day that is forever lost, a time of no matter for me great things are yet to have become.....

I Has Been Tagged, Thanks Papa,j,urby,mo And Daisy:d:|
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I collect transformers,video game figures, and comic book toys:D 2)I put ice cubes in my milk. 3)I could stick my head out the window of my kitchen for like 10 mins at a time, just cus the air smells good. 4)my oldest son can kick my ASS in def jam:| 5)I hate hate HATE being called Natasha, but dont mind being called Tasha. 6)I wear black eyeliner.. only cus if I dont..people claim that I look high or just havent slept in 2 weeks :| 7)I laugh uncontrolably at the thought of Chris freakin out if he has to put a wooden spoon in his mouth..I snort even at the though lmao. 8)Im scared shitless of clowns and f

I Has A Favor For Those Who Read This...
If anyone here....can get me a 1 day blast by midnite tonite 03/14/08, next week I will get you a 3 day blast on my next pay day! I am so needy for one...I would do it myself but this week I have become poor...imagine that! LOL. A 1 day blast is $7.50 but a 3 day which is what I will get you after Thursday is $12.00. I think its a fair trade do you think? If you can help me out please get with me by midnite tonite EST so we can set this up. TY!

I Has A Hh
I is a whore and as a result this amzing chick got me a HH. TODAY~8PM fu-time. Miss it & die (except Mac). Make sure you show Confidence lots of love, she has a HH after me. ps...I has 5 more to use. You will get tired of me :P pps...Feel free to get me more HHs.

I Has An Idea!
Ok, so I figured that since I work at Blockbuster and I get to bring home movies before they are released on DVD I would let people know what I think about them after I watch them. I just got done watching Hancock and was telling my poi that she had to go and rent it tonight because it's such an awesome movie but I realized she couldn't rent it until Tuesday. So coming up in a few minutes will be my review for Hancock. Followed later by Space Chimps and Fred Claus. Enjoy everyone and make informed decisions when you go to your local video store this week :P

I Has Stoled This From Ninjastars.
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF Angels and Girlfriends - Five For Fighting WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Redneck Woman - Gretchen Wilson [LOL] HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? A Day To Be Alone - One Less Reason WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Crossroads - Bone Thugs n' Harmony IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 10 Years Today - Bullet For My Valentine WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Take Me Home Please - Reggie and the Full Effect WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Now or Never - Three Days Grace WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? The Unwinding Cable Car - Anberlin WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT? Wild One - Billy Idol WHAT IS 2 + 2? It Was A Good Day - Ice Cube WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? This Time - From the August Rush Soundtrack WHAT IS YOUR LI

I Has A Rant.
If I have a certain mentality regarding whatever topic you're presenting, chances are that, while I'll generally respect your perspective, whatever you have to say won't make me all of a sudden change my mind about how I currently see things. Taking the subject further tends to just piss me off. Not even because you're pushing the matter, but because I'm still stuck in the conversation trying to somehow make you understand and field the rebuttals made to each of my replies. I could just walk away. I could be a total bitch. I just don't want to be. There are reasons for why I feel about things the way that I do, and even though I may not explain them to you - I don't owe you that - there are reasons just the same. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings in the process. If I don't side with you 100% and toes were stepped on when I wanted to look from a different window, I apologize. Agree to disagree. Move on. I may be a realist, but I'm still me. You're still you. While I'm respectin

I Has The Sadz
My son is even more allergic to everything ( 33 out of 34 things tested for) than the last time he got tested. Including dogs, :( we have been searching for a pup & the Doctor highly advised against it. My Dad told me on Easter Day, he has decided to sell the beach house, which was where him & my mom lived since 2001. He says he is just barely making it, so moving off shore will make things easier for him. This is a good thing, but I will surely miss the house and all the memories we shared with my mom and him and all the family. Time to make new memories I guess. We will still get to the beach often, but now I won't be able to walk back to the house to refill my mudslides. :( . It will be good for him so I guess it's for the best! Things are super slow at work cause of this fucking economy. So when you get out & do buy something, even if it's just a candy bar.. GET YOUR RECEIPT so I keep my job. Please & Thanks! It's almost 90 degrees & I am bumming tha

I Hate Being Sick!
okay here's the deal.. i have a really bad cold and it is kicking my ass right now.. I don't get sick that often , but when I do .. watch out.. just thought i would post a blog cuz we can n ow, and i thought I would test it out, but could not think of anhything else to write about..lol

I Hate These .. But What The Hell
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

I Hate Being At Work With A Hangover
So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

I Hate People Who Don't Want To Listen...
Especially those who I have to work with. All I need is ONE person to do ONE small job, then the rest is done. But noooooooooo... This woman's gotta butt in, telling me who I have to talk to and whatnot, after I've already told her five FUCKING times that I've done that before calling HER! I think I'll go slam my head into the nearest wall now.

I Hate You, I Hate You All
So earlier this year I was fired from Leaf. Why? because I managed to sleep through my alarm clock for work. In a vague attempt NOT to do that this time, and not having a working alarm clock at the moment I asked the only ppl I knew who would be up at 8 am, oddly enough THIS IS THE FUCKING RESPONSE: "ehhhh...hmmmm, I dunno. Maybe if I remember, ehhhhh. Uhhhhh" FUCK What the HELL is that???? Mind you I only asked people who cared if I worked and that would understand that if I didnt make it to work on time that I would be fired... and I got "ehhh" WHATEVER. FUCK YOU THEN! I've had 4 hours of sleep and I wish to have more before I have to go on my shift. You all SUCK ASS!!!!!!!!!! ~Satan

I Hate Harry Potter! (movies, Books Are Good)
The lack of internet has been a disturbing blow, in that I didn’t realise how much I actually use the internet until I’m not able to use it any more (Yeah, so you’ve probably gathered that I’m not actually writing this straight onto a blog at the moment). Unfortunately, I’ve been decreased to actually watching Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire. Generally, I only watch a Harry Potter film once (just so that I’ve seen it) and then never watch it again because so far I’ve hated all four after watching them. So, this being the only Harry Potter film that I’ve watched for a second time, I’m gonna just slag it off the whole way through as I watch it. Because I hate Daniel Radcliffe. First of all, when I was in the cinema watching this piece of shit, I damn near pissed myself laughing when the Weasley patriarch, Cedric and Amos Diggory sort of fluttered down from the portkey; what a crock of shit. Goddamn, I just wouldn’t have been the least bit surprised if they had actually broke in

I Hate Shots!!
Well, went today for my 2nd round of my nerve block injections in my back... and if that wasn't bad enough.. the frickin nurse (male of course)couldn't get the iv in my hand.... now a have a nice bruise on my left hand, then he went to my right hand... of course, he had to dig there... couldn't get that one either.....so he then asked another nurse to do it... she tried on my right hand and couldn't get it either so she put it in my elbow ~ 4th time was a charm.. LMAO..... After that, I felt no pain... lol... I don't remember much after that....at least time time I remembered bits and pieces, but not this time.... I just remember going home and going to bed.....lol

I Hate You
I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry How no one wants you to be their wife As a matter of fact,no one wants you in their life Just do me a a favor and pick up the knife

I Hate Ex Boyfriends!!
Have you ever gave all you had too your boyfriend or Gurlfriend? Well i did and he fucking broke my heart not only one time but twice!! I don't understand i though he was the right one..But i guess he proved me wrong!!So why do i even try we i get in a relationshi?WHy? i guess cause im a sweet person and guys take over and wanna break a sweet person's heart like mine..IM out

I Hate Everything About You...why Do I Love You?
Music Video:(I HATE) EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU (by Three Days Grace)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU WHY DO I LOVE YOU? YOU HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT ME WHY DO YOU LOVE ME?!?! the normal angst of inner screaming, in front of you i'm never breaking. the voices they tear me down, and u hear my cryin' sound. see a scar on my wrist, see the blood "i did this." the normal rage that fills me, leaves a void... i'm so sorry. that was my teenage angsty poem of the day ^_^

I Hate The Name Blog...
What the hell is a blog really? I've never made a blog? Sounds kinda gross... maybe I don't want to make a blog. Will I get in trouble if I do? Is it one of those naughty things you don't do in public? OMG I THINK I JUST BLOGGED!!!

I Hate This
The End // Fuck This Current mood: aggravated I sit here for hours staring at this screen not even realizing that I'm doing it. It seems the colder it gets the more it reminds me that hes gone. Its been almost a year. Almost a whole fucking year, I can't believe it. It seems like it was just yesturday. I keep burrying my thoughts deeper and deeper. Trying to forget the pain that has consumed my entire body for the past 10 months or so. Trying to remember what I felt like before he died. Remember how happy we were but that only seems to make the pain worse. Nothing has seesed to make it better. He's gone and it's my fault. Everyone says the understand but I honestly think they dont. How could they understand. They aren't going through what I am going through. I just want it to be over. I want it all to be gone. I dont want to forget Kyle just the pain that he has caused. I dont think its possiblebut I pray everyday it is. I loved him with everything I have to love, and I ruined i

I Hate Moving
Well, moving is a bitch! LOL Especially moving from a 3 bedroom house to a 1 bedroom apartment...that's where it comes in handy to have parents with a HUGE basement that live close by...ha! I'm just glad that after this weekend it will be done! Now, I have to just get my apartment in order and I'll be all set. Easier said than done! :) I'm liking it so far, though so that is good. My cats are even adjusting fairly well...but I'll be glad to have all the boxes out b/c they think its new shit for them to explore...grrr! :) Anyway, hope everyone is having a good night!!!

I Hate Phonies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me be clear my dear as to what im sayin!; About hatin phonies i'm not playin!!!; I hate liars, cheaters, scam artists,manipulating sociopaths, and psychopaths too i hate them all through and, through!!!!!!!!; They have no redeeming qualities and, they all deserve to die!!!!! About the only thing they are good for is using their bones to scry!!!; Now, when ripping em out of their bodies i wouldn't cry!!!!!! People who do this type of shit deserve to suffer miserablely, screaming in torturous soul shattering, body wrenching, spirit snapping, psyche cracking, fire extinguishing pain; The torture should never end or, stop it should never stop not even when your break them away from the point of going insane; Its just then u should increase the pain a 1000 fold and, never stop until they are allmost cold; Then when they are bring em back to life and, then start all over again and, intensify the pressure to force them to to do themself in.

I Hate This (warning!!!! This Is A Rant!!!!)
Riddle me this what is the point of someone going to all the trouble of getting a job if they are not going to show up??? What is the point of being management if you dont want to do your job??? When we get a job we are basically making a comment to that place that we will show up when we are on the schedule...and if an emergency happens to occur we are to handle it...either by finding someone to take our place or by coming in ourselves....I have several health problems wrong with me (seizures,mental health etc...)and there are times when I dont feel like working but, I come in anyways and try to do the best that I can...its what is expected of me if I want to keep my job, correct? So, why is the last several people that the company I am working for...do not want to do their job??? I know bad judgement call by management right??? That would be great if management actually did their damn job and found someone to replace he/she but, they dont they say well you find someone to replace the

I Hate Waiting
the weekend was pretty busy and now I am sitting and waiting to see if I get the apt in wichita...why does it seem that when u are waiting time always goes by so slowly? I mean I am wanting to start my life over in a new place without the hassles of having buttmunch's family constantly driving by slowly checking out the house...geez do they think I have a man here or what? I thought about having a car sit in the drive way just so they have something to talk about LOL arent I a stinker :P I feel that my new life is going to be alot better and happier in a place where I can get some of the foods that I grew up with (yippy oriental stores) and there is alot more to do there. Lisa (my daughter who is 16 and a junior) seems to be kind of excited about starting over also...she's so excited about having a decent libraries and "real" book stores...oh yeah and I cant forget the pet stores and MALLS!!!! OH BOY...she better get a job cuz mommy is poor *cries* LOL our new lives are going t

I Hate Being Single
Everclear and i broke up a few days ago and i am just coming to terms with it. i am glad that we are still best friends and can still have fun together. i hope we get back together later like we had talked about possibly doing. it's really messed up when u miss someone who is right next to u. well that is all i have for now.

I Hate Dentists!!
UGH, don't ya just love goin' to the Dentist?? Not me, spent the first part of my day at one... By the end of October I'll hate them even more :( Have two more appointments this month and even with insurance it's gonna run right at $500.00, fun fun. Just laying here right now in pain, not sharp but a throbbing pain hopefully the meds will kick in soon... Speaking of meds that's another place I hate "the pharmacy"... If I hadn't of gotten Drew to go with me I would have been sitting for most likely one and a half to two hours, they were PACKED... But since Drew went they let us go into the active duty line... Not to much else goin' on around here. Drew's change of Command and promotion are on 01 NOV. After all of that I have to get over to one of the hangers here on Hood for a USO event, stuffing care packages for troops deployling from Hood. Jack Daniels is putting the event on and after it's over they're giving us a BBQ and concert with Craig Morgan. That will be ONE bus

I Hate My Life
you awake to a child scream at you at 6am in the morning, Where my hairbrush--Where the hell you left it last, Then its where is my blue shirt I answer with --which one --The one I had on yesturday--I say I the dirty clothes--She ask me why I did wash it last night I have all the time in the world BULLSHIT Then as I run her out the door to get to the busstop on time she wants to know ( And What are you doing today) I said NOTHING going to sit in front of the TV eat chips and drink all of you drinks Might take 2 naps today then Watch some more MTV or BET mybe, I think I will talk on your cell phone allday till I run your mins out hahahaThen to top it all off I am going to wait on you to come home from school and your doing a MOM job!!! Homework-Clean-Cook Dinner-Clean somemore-More Homework-Fix a lunch for the husband to take to work tonight-Wash up dinner dishes and give 3 bathes and that means hair washed and add soap to the cloth as you wash them fry the hair and brush teeth- ( Oh b

I Hate The Fat That Ppl Have To Be Dicks On Here!!! Help My Friend Out Please
I HAVE A FRIEND ON HERE THAT HAS BEEN GETTING PHOTO'S RIPPED FROM HIM BY SOME CRACKA.. LOL.. BUT HE HAS APPROACHED BOUNCERS TO GET THEM DELETED.. BUT GEEZE WOULD YA KNOW THAT NOT ONE IS WILLING TO HELP HIM.. GOD DAMN I THOUGHT THATS WHY THEY WERE THERE.. I DONT CARE IF ME SAYING THIS GETS ME BOOTED FROM LOST CHERY.. I ADORE ALL MY FRIENDS.. BUT I HONESTLY THOUGHT THAT A BOUNCERS ROLE WAS TO HELP WITH CERTAIN ISSUES AMONG US HERE IN THE WORLD OF cherry.. BUT I DONT MIND.. I HOPE THIS GETS REPOSTED AND FOR THE RECORD HERE IS THE LINK TO THE GUY THAT THEY NEED TO BE HELPING.. HE IS A GOD DAMN LEVEL 18 AND I THINK THATS PRETTY FUCKIN GOOD IF YOU ASK ME.. SO IF US LITTLE NO BODIES MEAN ANYTHING TO THE WORLD OF lost cherry.. HE MIGHT GET SOME HELP.. SORRY FOR BEING SO BLUNT BUT GAWD THATS REDICULOUS.. A LEVEL18 CANT GET HELP FROM A BOUNCER.. I WANT TO STAY AS I AM.. IT SEEMS THE HIGHER UR LEVEL THE LESS PULL YOU HAVE.. GOD DAMNIT.. HELP crazysane OUT LIKE HE SHOULD BE VALUED YOU ASS'ES..LOL.

I Hate Tuesdays!!!!
Why when there is no rain, sleet, snow, fog, nothing can people not fucking drive..I commute and it normally takes 45 minutes,,it took 2 damn hours this morning..FUCK ME GENTLY!!!Does every fucking window licking, mitt wearing sit at the back of the bus freak get a driver's licence these days!!!!!!!!!

I Hate Stupid People
You Annoy Me 2006-10-17 11:42:09 um ok you low life piece of shit. You do not k now angie and you have no right saying she is doing this for points. Until you have lost a child keep your fucking mouth shut! I hope one day something happens to a child of yours so you suffer the way she is now. Better yet why dont you just put a gun in your mouth and end it all, cause from the looks of it you are never going to amount to anything. You are going to be the same creep looking for girls to cyber with on the internet when you are 50. delete comment THIS IS WHAT I SAID TO POIUVTRA, I DID NOT SAY I HOPED HIS BABY DIED, I SAID I HOPE SOMETHING HAPPENS TO IT. SOMETHING MEANING BLINDNESS, BIRTH DEFECT OF ANY SORT. BUT HE CAN THINK THAT IF HE REALLY WANTS TO.

I Hate It All
Fuck it all I hate it anyway I hate the way you make me feel I hate that what I have is real You dont show the same in return Leaving my mind in a mental burn You take advantage of getting your way To you I`m just your rag doll here for play You get bored and throw me around Not even realizing I broke when I hit the ground Follow your whores into your grave Pathetically I`ll always be there blocking your way What can I do but try to hate you It doesnt matter it never works The fact is I`ll always hurt You`ll do as you wish and have your way I`m just the one who doesn`t want to play When will it end when is it over I`m not some whore I`m your childs mother So play with the bitches who would save there own asses I`ll be watching over you through staind glasses When all of them fall and everyones gone I`ll be the last one standing Congratulat

I Hate Small Town Bullshit
Okay, get this shit... i got fired from the police department on tuesday for checking my email. i tried to do anything but get on the damn computer but reading makes me sleepy and television turns my brain to mush. it's mostly cause last saturday i spent alot of time online but my officer (read the ONLY one on duty) was sitting next to me watching the goddamn sooner's game. i mean it's not like there was anything going on and i wasn't looking at porn. god i can't wait to get out of this town... so because of that shit i'll be moving to newport news, va alot sooner than i originally planned. my mother is seething mad and keeps lecturing me on how immature and selfish i'm being by leaving. she's really only angry cause i'm taking her grandbaby away, she even said that if it was just me she wouldn't care if i left. well fuck her, i can't live here. and i can't get a decent job here either. I HATE SMALL FUCKING TOWNS!!!!

I Hate Drama
I hate drama so much my friend melannie is in a lot of shit and now i got dragged into it i love her to death she is lyk a sister to me and i cant let them bitches and hoes hurt or i will never forgive myself and i have no idea what to do to save her from getting hurt even with what is going on in her life and i mean she can be annoying at times but i still lover her ass to death so what can i do

I Hate Collection Agencies
I have a debt from my ex wife to our local telephone company and i tried to talk to the telus people that i am in disablility and can only pay $xx.xx amount of moneies per month and they referred me to the collection agency that has my account from long ago and i tried calling them and they werent open i though t there was a statute of limitaions on debts but i cannot find them on the web or get a page that does not havie anything to do with them the company is Alliance1 ( or one )not sure of typing if anyone has info on them please let me know Ross

I Hate Thursdays
I don't know why I hate Thursdays so much. Just know that it's my last day off and I can't stay up late like I normally do. Fridays, which are my Mondays, don't bother me. Yeah, I hate having to wake up at 4am, but I dunno.. I'm only working three days this weekend, which is nice. I'm just hoping that it goes by fast. Finally got my car towed over to our new place. My poor baby, it hasn't been drivin' in the longest time. After I get it fixed up, whenever that happens, I'm still debating on selling it or not. I just don't see the point of paying carpayments and car insurance when it's just sitting there. There's nothing too serious wrong with it, just haven't got the time and money to work on Reeper. His name is Grim Reeper, Reeper for short. A charcoal colored 1987 Nissan 300 SZ. I have some kick ass seat covers in it with skulls and blue flames....and a beer tab as the stick shift... Damn I have to go to bed in a while...which sucks... maybe I'll get some better sleep tonight.

I Hate The Way Things Are Now :((
lol I been busy posting poems and have forgotten to update people with what has been going on...the past few weeks have been very stressful and I have to admit that if not for some of my closer friends on here...my wonderful sis... My dear little sis...there are times when I would call and be in tears and you helped me to see the light and realize things arent so bad as they seem...I love you and ty for being you... Today buttmunch is going to court for protection order violations...I am sitting here wondering what is going on and if he is going to get jail time or what...I do know that they are going to make him pay for all the deposits that I had to pay due to him shutting off the utilities when the court ordered him that he could not do that...I know that he doesnt have the money to pay all the deposits...shoot he only works about 28 hours a week cuz he is so darn lazy to find a decent job...he would rather stay at home and download porn until all hours in the morning and nap

I Hate It
I hate the way u look at me with your brown eyes. I hate the way u smile at me. I hate the sexy dance u do. I hate the way your lips look so good to kiss agian. I hate the sexy talks we have. I hate the way the nights we had together keep playing in my mind. I hate it that I want u still and I know I shouldn't fell this way. I hate it that you make me fell good about myself. I hate everything about you because I want you.

I Hate{his Point Of View}
Hate The Fact She's On My Mind I Hate The Way She Is So Blind I Hate The Fact She Is Not Mine I Hate The Way She Is Divine I Hate The Way I Cant Forget I Hate The Fact That We Met I Hate The Way I Love Her So I Hate The Fact She'll Never Know I Hate The Fact The I Cant See I Hate The Way We'll Never Be

I Hate Cats Though....
My score on The Which Movie Character Are You Test: Dr. Evil(You scored 73% outgoingness, 47% intelligence, and 30% goodness!)Even though you are not the niciest of folk, people still like you. Maybe it is because of your humor; maybe it is because you are the "bad guy" of your group of friends. Link: The Which Movie Character Are You Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

I Hate To Say Goodbye
i cry everytime i leave your house because i know seeing you wasn't enough i love it when i'm in your arms i feel so safe and warm you make me smile and you make me laugh but when i leave you I can't help but cry because i know our time together is limited i don't want it to be but it is i cry and and i can't help it i cry and i can't stand it i want more time to be with you i know our circumstances and i will wait patiently i love you to death but i hate to say good bye even for a little while

I Hat Noone
just becouse im in the south dose not make me racist...yes i live in the south and loving every minet....we do thang here a little diffrent.and at a slower pace.im notone how hates people id rather have fun with aneybody no matter what race... if u are having fun and cutting up i love being in the middle of it cutting up with u...no matter who u are if u are gay no problem we all need to have fun but no tuching..im just looking for new friends no matter the collor of your skin

I Hate Spiders
I was picking up my clothes from the bathroom so I can wash them. And guess what I found... Poor me. I had no bug spary in the house. I use Jim's old spice spary. So now the house smells like that. I HATE SPIDERS!!! POOR POOR ME

I Hate When....
Im super duper horny but have a dr appointment and cant get all cuntnasty. bleh. 2 hours..I can wait...I knoooowww I cannnn. so today is my *dr is going to look at my cervix with a microscope* day. Im kinda scared...but I kinda dont care. My sister had *things* and they just burnt them off. Is it just me, or should the words BURNT and CERVIX never ever been in the same sentence? Hope everyones having a good week!

I Hate Late Nights..
Keeva's being a lil shit. She keeps on crawling on me. If she falls I can't catch her.. She wont get the point to stop it either. I'm so annoyed right now. She wont sleep and I have to get up at 5 am.. which means.. I get up in... 2 n 1/2 hours. I want to go with Craig when he gets his surgery done.. but.. I doubt that's gunna happen now b/c of Miss Rayne not sleeping! Hopefully tomorrow I can get my pilaties dvd that I found for $10. I wanna start working out to get to a size 12. Bleh.. I'm so tired. I hate it when Keeva decides to have late nights when I have to get up. It's like she knows and purposely does it. Gah.. I need to just sleep for a damn night again. She's been such a brat lately. Rattling Damion's cage, climbing up on the chair and playing with the computer, not sleeping right, and whinning all the time over stupid things. It's very frustrating. I really wanna just have a night to get drunk and do nothing. I don't think that'll happen though. Either way

I Hate My Job
So, how many of you are stuck in lame jobs like me? Are you doing anything about it? I am... I so hope I can get more jobs in the porn industry so I can quit. Anyone need pictures or video shot? Need video editing done? Graphic design work? Just drop me a line...

I Hate Mocking Asses . . .
This is something that happened to me at my Delivery Driver job . . . ~~~ I am a vampire. As I have stated previously. It's also pretty known that I am, after appearing in the documentary special "The Secret Life of Vampires". A few people where I work, well . . . worked (lol), know what I am. one of the cooks, however, is a complete asshole about it. Mr. Dan, one of the cooks I liked . . . we toss banter back and forth. he gives me shit about being a vamp, and I throw shit back. It goes on like this all night, and it's all in good fun. He's just being a smart-ass. The OTHER cook, however, thinks he's being funny by mocking me and shit. And I finally snapped at him the night before I left my job. (And, in case you're wondering, NO that's not the reason I got fired. lol) This is the jist of the conversation we had: ME to Mr. DAN: Damn, I REALLY need to feed. Or find a good substitute. My stomach's been hurting all day. Been having cramps. Mr.DAN: Does that happen a lot whe

I Hate The Emergency Room.
I really do. I hate the hospital too. But everyone made me go. So i went. Cause my fever was uber high and shit. They took a buncha blood. Gave me some fluids. Told me i need to sleep. The doctors gonna call me in the morning with all the blood results. I got bruises now. I hate needles. They hurt like woahness. I got an icky cough. Which bites badly. The doctor thinks i was just having a reaction to something. So we'll find out. I feel like crap. Which is why i havent been on here much today. Yesterday was a better day. I wanta go back to yesterday. Blah. Im going to reply to my messages. Then go ni ni < 3 ♥

I Hate Stupid People
So I added someone on here and sent a shoutbox hello and that I liked what I read and saw. Then talk about an attitude, I have to admit, I did reduce her rating down to a 1.. She was over a 10 but her attitude drove it down to a 1, which is unfortunate that you cant go into negative numbers. I hate shallow people who put labels on people. Sometimes some folks just need to grow up.

I Hate Subjects!
I didnt mean to hurt him and he didnt mean to hurt me. I'm so lost. He hurt me. He compares me to others he has had before me. He called me a cunt...a whore...a slut...a bitch...how do I know he really mean it? I look at his picture and I cry. I cry...I don't sleep...I haven't ate very much. Him hitting me should be a wake up call but it makes me think more and more. I just am so confuse and lost.

(i Hate) Everything About You
Three Day's Grace "(I Hate) Everything About You" Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate My Life Knowing He Wont Be Here
I just wanna fall to the ground and never get up, that way I dont have to worry about my dad not being there to hold my child or not being there to walk me to the alter or there to help me pick out my first car, and maybe people would relize that i am more then just sex and good blowjobs, and more then Just some person you pass on the street and defenatly alot more then my mom ever was/ will be, I miss my dad more then anything in the world

I Hate Comcast!
Reason I'm not here to offen of late is because it's raining. See, when it rains, my access does into the toilet. No, really. I can't connect anywhere. I've been asking Comcast to fix this for MONTHS. No dice. I may have to dump them. Anyway, I have yet another AC article approved, I'll post the link soon as it appears.

I Hate It
My life is a waist I hate it If you could get one taste You'd hate it I wish my life was over I hate it I wish i were in my grave I hate it Everyday i wish i could die I hate it Everyday I wish i could say goodbye I hate it

I Hate You..but I Love You
I hate you. But I love you.... I’m tearing in two And I’m not sure what to do My heart is screaming I love you My mind saying I hate you What do I do? I love you, but I hate you I love everything about you I love how you smile I love how you can make me smile I love how no matter what is going on... In my heart I love you.. But In my mind I hate you. DedeLicious ™

I Hate
I hate fat people who say they love everyone... they dont "spread hate" of course not... you need frineds... you know whats wrong with people now days every one is too /politically correct... if you hate someone or something... dont be afraid to say it! stop hiding and crying people stand up and speak out... the great thing about america is that we can do that... people die in war so you can SPEAK YOUR FUCKING MIND!!! START SPEAKING!!!

I Hate Cheaters.
If you know me well enough, you would know it takes a lot to get me upset. Well this past Friday my boyfriend called me, and told me that he got high on a Monday night and hooked up with some random chick. Then he tries to break up without giving me a chance to say anything. Yeah, I was sad, angry, and for some reason I still love him. How the hell does that work anyway? I never used to be able to forgive something like this, but loving him changed that. He promised me to stop, now I just hope he does so my heart won't break worse then it did last time. -A

I Hate Poem
hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes me ryhme I hate the way you're always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

I Hate My Ex!!!
So my ex...who is the father of my son....is now wanting to fight for him...i have had him since he was born...which was three years ago last month....but now he decides i am "a unfit mother"...what the fuck....i am the best mother in the world...my son has everything he needs and wants....what other three year old do you know that has been to europe twice and has 4 four wheelers and his own pool house....and has a king size bed...now his father has done almost nuthin for him...i get a $800 check once a month....i have raise my son pretty much by myself....but now his father decides he want to have him in his life more...but i let him see landon whenever he wants...i asked him why...and he said he feels i am a bad mother because i am a go go dancer...but my son doesnt know that....i leave for work when he is asleep and are back before he wakes up....but he had no problem with me work there before when i was payign for him to go to law school...but now that he is a lawyer and has a "goo

I Hate Being Stressed
:[ Everything seems to be falling down on me. The one person I want to care, doesn't care. My friggin mail isn't getting to my address so I have to keep going in and picking it up. I have no money, the job I'm at hasn't given me any shifts since SEPTEMBER. My cell phone broke, and I can';t even buy a new one. :[ Life sucks right now. &I bet my birthday NEXT tuesday is going to suck ass even more.

I Hate Catty Bitches
1. catty Usually used to refer to those of the female gender, describing the typical "high-maintenance&qu ot; girl. Synonym for (or may be used in conjunction with): petty, bitchy, conceited, malicious. Alyssa, the particularly catty girl down the hall, loved to spread rumors to instigate fights amongst the other girls. THAT is all! Thank you!:)

I Hate You
I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love that failed i hate you for being you i hate you for not seeing me i was here all in your face you never seen me at all could not feel the breaths i take, where were you when i needed you most... when i cried did you even see the tears fall?? I think you walked away felling nothing at all..where you even here did you hear my call where you even here at all..was i something to fill the void?? Was i a game that you watched fall....do you even see me standing here waiting for you and the love you promised?? Did you really love me was it all a lie???? I gave you everything even my life if you asked...my last breath was for you i called out your name you laughed in my face like it is a childhood game, and now there is nothing left the tears have dried, i hate you,i hate you i hate you so...as the time goes by my hate only grows... i am under a spell so stupid in love..i gave my last breath as you stood and watch

I Hate Ninjas
I hate Ninjas because they are sneaky bastards. The real problem is that there are no more Samurais. When there were still a lot of Samurais around, Ninjas were well employed. Now that they do not have their nemesis around they are bored and need to find ways to keep themselves trained and entertained. And of course since they are well hidden, no one knows how to hire them Shame on you Ninjas. You could have made your services available and taken out Saddam. We could have hired a bunch of Ninjas to find Osama bin Laden. Think of the American lives we could have saved. But instead of working toward the common good, Ninjas spend their time hiding keys and creating mischief. Now I know that sneaking into my home, hiding my keys, and getting back out without getting shot in the ass is quite a feat, but is not the best use of their skills. I understand that it is like the Native American tradition of counting coup. But come on. Yes I will post this because I am not afraid of Nin

I Hate Liars....
Liars I've been out on this cliff before with men who swore they could teach me how to fly So I jumped off...... While they peeked over and watched me hit bottom from way up high thanks its a lesson well taught, and an action played out!

I Hate Being Confused
The male of the species continues to confuse me...I hate having to play a guessing game to figure out what guys are thinking about. I am nice enough to be blunt with them, why can't they be curteous right back? Bleh...this was a good week and now I'm all confused...this sucks.

I Hate
STUPID PEOPLE. Seriously get a fucking clue dipshits. Then you get people saying oh you blocked me, if i blocked you genious how the fuck can you contact me? Or see shit i write? You couldnt dummy. I hate people. Exspecially people who just dont have a clue. Get one, if not ill buy you one. Im pretty sure they sell them at walmart. And if they dont, they SHOULD. Grow up. Morons. ♥ Have a great day.

I Hate Men!!
What the hell is wrong with me? My husband from about 6 months into our relationship has been doing online sex chats and stuff, Fine, ok, that dont bother me, what BOTHERS ME is that he is sending this women money, buying them shit! We have 4, thats FOUR, children we need to care for! He is in Iraq and STILL DOING IT! I can't take this shit anymore! I don't know what to do

I Hate You..
I hate you for every ounce of pain you have caused me, even if you didn't do it on purpose. I hate you for not loving me the way that i fucking love you. I hate you for not being there when I needed you. I hate you for not needing me like I needed you. I hate you.. I hate you.. I hate you. But the sad part is I really love you. And that kills me. loving someone doesn't always make them love you I hope you find happiness no matter where you end up.

I Hate Writing, And Not Being Able To Think Of A Title
Rob scum of their death, torture the brutalizers Until they respect the hate that they’ve bred Repay the ever growing debt Monsters under the bed Guilt in the head I wanna hear you beg, I want you to wish this would just end This is the price of hate laced ignorance Bled until nothing’s left Use you up until you collapse, awakened with a bitter slap Your empty eyes are lying “WAKE THE FUCK UP I KNOW YOU’RE STILL ALIVE!” No where to run Definitely no place to hide Your ass is mine Blood smeared and stained across your cheek You look silly, the way the holes in your cheek and lip are filled with your teeth Your twisted face still grimacing Your listless body no longer defending The mockingly deceased, thief of my flat-line destiny What am I? What I am, I can see the future in the blood on my hands Fulfill the prophecy of the escape plan Show me truth in your rapidly vacating eyes The fleeting moments of sureality in the moments of demise

I Hate...
wrote this tonight... its not about anyone really... i hate how i care about you i hate the way you make me feel i hate knowing im not good enough i hate the fact ill never be yours i hate knowing i can never call you mine i hate how songs make me think about you i hate how you can make me smile by saying hi i hate how you make me laugh i hate how you make my heart skip beats i hate how you know what i feel i hate the fact your so far away i hate knowing ill probably never hug you i hate how you make me jealous i hate how i daydream about you i hate knowing i dont have your heart i hate how i can tell you how i feel and it doesnt phase you i hate how you dont feel the same but most of all i hate how we will only be best friends...

I Hate Mondays!
Got up at 8 had to go into town, got 5 miles down the road and my water hose blows on my damn truck, ok so I barely made it back home. Had to call a ride. I get to my destination and my daughters vehicle runs outta gas, lol ok so we got gas done more running and my friends house got broken into so she calls me. Man it was just one of those days when I shouldv'e just stayed in bed and watch some good movies. So tommorrow that's exactly what I'm gonna do, lol To hell with even messing with anything tommorrow. Uggghhh I hate Mondays!

I Hate My Job
When you have a "I hate my job" (or my life) day try this: On your way > > home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section. > > > > You will need to purchase a rectal thermometer made by "Johnson and > > Johnson." Be very sure you get this brand. > > > > When you get home, open the package and remove thethermometer. Carefully > > place it on a table so that it will not become chipped or broken. > > > > Take out the written material that comes with the thermometer and read it. > > You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every rectal > > thermometer made by Johnson and Johnson is personally tested" > > > > Now close your eyes and repeat out loud five times: "I am so glad I do not > > work for quality control at the Johnson and Johnson Company." > > > > Have a nice day folks and remember, there is always someone with a worse > > job than yours.

I Hate You.
I know that I'm fat okay? YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME. You're supposed to LOVE me and tell me I look beautiful. You are such a fucking asshole sometimes.. I don't even know what I'm doing with you. I feel like dirt compared to the girls you drool over on tv. I know they're hot okay? You don't have to point that out to me every time a blonde with no waist and a huge ass comes on tv. You're a fucking prick, thank-you for making me feel like the biggest, ugliest FATTEST piece of shit on the earth. I hope you rot.

I Hate You!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU. I HATE HOW YOU LOOK. I HATE HOW YOU TALK. I HATE HOW YOU SMILE. I HATE HOW YOU WALK. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE THE WORST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I DESPISE YOU. YOU MAKE ME SICK. I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT IS ALL I THINK ABOUT. HATRED. I HATE HOW THAT WHEN ANYTHING GOOD HAPPENS TO ME, YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO SCREW IT UP. I HATE HOW WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, YOU JUST FALL DOWN. YOU ARE WEAK. YOU ARE A DISGRACE. AS BAD AS IT SOUNDS, I WISH YOU WERE DEAD. WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE?!? But the mirror never answers me.

I Hate The 3rd Id
You know I hate the 3rd ID, but it left a unique impression on my life... So I'm thankful for the people that I came across there... To them I leave this dispicable song... I Wouldn't Give A Bean To Be A Fancy Pants Marine I'd Rather Be A Dog Face Soldier Like I Am I Wouldn't Trade My Old OD's For All The Navy's Dungarees For I'm The Walking Pride Of Uncle Sam On Army Posters That I Read It Says "Be All That You Can" So They're Tearing Me Down To Build Me Over Again I'm Just A Dog Face Soldier With A Rifle On My Shoulder And I Eat Raw Meat For Breakfast E'V'RY Day So Feed Me Ammunition Keep Me In Third Division Your Dog Face Soldier's A-Okay

I Hate It So Much...
What the hell is this shit??? My friends love it and I hate it. This white stuff falling from the sky. Every time it snows I have to go out in it. I wish this shit would just stop falling from the sky. Please make it stop. Yes it does snow in the desert...why???

I Hate Societies Hypocrysies
Where do I fit in The anger slowly builds within I am becoming more discontented Isn't it time you finally relented?? Give me what I want, need And from my veins you may feed. It's not about just lust or fun Deep in my heart I love more than one Why can't I share with both of you??? To my own self I must be true One feeds my light The other is my night The darkness grows deep inside My heart I must forever hide

"i Hate Long Goodbyes... So I'll See You Around Kiddo."
Look at you Avert my eyes My heart screams It bleeds it dies Every night I spend alone I dream of you And our last time Rememering the way you sounded on the phone Your voice cracked I held back the tears Can't stand goodbye You made me laugh Just one last time Before I cried And died once more inside I'll see you around kiddo Is the saddest thing I have ever heard And yet so beautiful the sound Of your words Reverberating in my skull As I deperately search for sleep

I Hate This Time Of Year
i'm so sick of people wish me a good x-mes i hate x-mes all i can think of from thanksgiving intell ater new years is how alone i am i hate this time of year i have no tree i have no light ya sere i got poeple gifts and some poeple got me some but i stil feel alone in the world so please stop wish me a good x-mes or asking what i'm doing 4 x-mes because what i'm doing is stay at home not turning on the tv and trying not to think about it.

I Hate People
people are dumb. period. if you dont get it...why are you even bothering commenting?! okey okey...id better clarify or someone will bitch here too probably. i posted a mumm saying marky ramone is either a douche or a bitch. every single stupid mother fucker that responded was like "im lost" "who?" "what?"......why the piss are you even responding then?? some wanker even says "i never heard them before" and posts his own music playing device thing...asshole. one person bitched that "shouldnt this be posted as a blog?" FUCK YOU. ill post how ever i wanna post. people are stupid.

I Hate Today
i wish today would have never came,,, my father a lying cheating son of a bitch,, for years i did not know,, he would never come around ,,, then today i fount out that he is a child molester,, when he dies i will be the first to piss on his grave,, if he reads this: I FUCKING HATE YOU ,, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE,, OH WAIT YOU ARE ALREADY OUT MY LIFE,, I AM YOUR ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER,, BESIDES MY STEP SISTER,, AND YOU SHOULDNT BE A PARENT CUZ YOU STILL PLAY ,, YOU AINT NO MAN,,,YOU WILL BECOME A MAN WHEN YOU ARE A FATHER TO YOUR KIDS,,

I Hate You For What You Have Done
My eyes are blind to love as is love blind to my eyes I'm still lonely sitting here today, just as i was when i was with you your body here, your mind not thinking of our other lover, the one you truly love, even though everyday you would Say u loved me you faked your love with me, and i so clueless, i believed, even started to feel like i loved you you stabbed my heart a billion times over tell no blood or love was left inside me only pain then after a while the anger over what you done swamped inside i hate you you for what you've done i so dearly want to show you I'm over you but I'm so scared, that the next man will see the scars and pain you gave me and rip them open all over again you are my weakness the. you are my weakness now forever you shall be

I Hate To Sound Negative And All
but to me christmas is just another day, has been for years now, im not gonna be a bitch about it or anything, and ill definantly say merry christmas to everyone, but it really doesnt mean anything to me

I Hate
I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you stare. I hate the way you see right through me, I hate the way you glare. I hate the way you’re someone you’re not, I hate the way you seem to have forgot. I hate the way you look down on me, I hate the way you judge. I hate the way you won’t let me be, I hate the way you h old a grudge. I hate the way your feelings you flee, I hate the way you ignore me. I hate the way I care for you still.

I Hate What Ive Become
I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees

I Hate Tiredness....
so....my christmas wasn't that great really.....i spent my entire christmas eve, well 15 hours of it doing videos for people...i had plans to go do stuff and i didn't do any of it....cause people were getting mad cause i had not done the song i requested...and it is starting to bother me...doing all the videos like that are starting to get in the way of my video blogs and my personal life..so i will have to cut down on them some..and do like maybe 5 to 10 a week...that is all i can do..sorry.... iw as so tired christmas eve, that when i tried to do a blog, i feel asleep while i was doing it...and it came out all jibberish, and i accidentally posted it as a diary entry....but i changed it.... i slept in on christmas, cuase i was up so late on christmas eve...and i was too tired to go see that black christmas movie...i have went to see a movie on porlly every christmas since i can remember kinda...but all we did was play some poker and some monopoly....i enjoyed spending time with

I Hate Feeling Like I Can't Trust People On My Friends List
If you don't like me or find me offensive then WHY add me? If you judge...you are ASSUMING. If you're offended, that does not mean what you are offended by is offensive. Offensive is a relative term and it's definition changes with EACH person. If you are offended by body hair and nudity, you really should be ashamed of yourself and think for a second how fucked up the concept of NATURAL ever being offensive actually is...to see nature in the human form or any other and find any aspect of it offensive is ridiculous...to find it disgusting is SAD... WE ARE ANIMALS and just because we have the ability to make clothes does not mean we should lose our earth born rights and be forced to wear them. This does not mean I go out naked, that is "illegal"...but the point is we should be able to...sexuality is something our culture has automatically assigned to nudity...this perspective is obviously not shared by all cultures...it is our skin...like other animals have skin, and fur or hair..

I Hate
k sorry but my first blog is going to be a vent. i don't know why people think that i am soo freaking stupid. all i ask of my friends and people that i meet is to pls be honest with me. yeah the truth might hurt, but lieing to me is going to hurt soo much more. i know i shouldn't let this get to me, but i just don't understand i guess. why is it that people would much rather hurt me with a lie, then to just tell me the truth? i swear i'm not going to be pissy if u lie to me. and i mean they aren't even lies that the truth would bother me. i have been lied to soo many times and i don't understand why. and yes i'm repeating myself, but it's cause i'm soo upset right now. i honestly now believe that nice people finish last. you can't be a good person that cares, cause if u do you'll get stepped all over like a damn rug. maybe i just need to grow a back bone and tell people what i think. but then again i always worry about hurting peoples feelings. but then people don't worry about my

"i Hate You"
i hate the way you treat her i hate the way you look at her i hate who you are i hate everything about you you said you loved us then put us throw so much pain you say your sorry and that you'll change i always knew you were a lier i always knew you would stay the same you took me from the only place i called home and made me into what i am today and i hate you for it i belive in nothing i feel nothing and its your fault are you proud now daddy are you happy now that you have made me into someone that can never love anyone that i can never trust anyone without the fear of getting hurt again i tryed to love you daddy but i just can't i tryed to belive that you would be there when i need you but i know you wont be

I Hate This Time Of The Year
Ok everyone i know my last blog show me to be happy but that is about what is going on with that but at the same time i am still a little depressed cause for the most part i hate this time of year do to one fact that it gets hard for me cause i miss my babys and for those of yall that know the storie then that is cool other then that i ain't going into it cause it hurts to much but all i am going to say is To Kimberly, James, And Danyelle Daddy Loves You All And i miss you very much and i hope to see you all again someday

I Hate The Job Market.
WTF? Why can't we go back to simple times where an employer would just tell you right away if you got the job or not? I hate the waiting game it SUCKS Oh well two interviews in one week something is bound to come of this I HOPE!!! =( wooot i need MONEY!!!!!!!! lol.

I Hate This "life" Thing....
I hate the world in which I drudge through this... mockery of a beautiful thing we so fleetingly call life. What's wrong with me this time? I work as technical support for Cox Communications. If you know what that is and are one of the dumbasses who call inwhen something as simple as you can't control your tv through our remote but you have one for your tv right in front of you, may you lay in front of a steamroller as you lay on a bed of razors. Anyway, I'm tech support and I'd have to say that the group of people I help have to be the most ignorant, irreconcilably naive, shouldn't have ever touched a remote or been given money, let alone an existance, people I've ever had the misfortune to hear the stomach churning voices of. There are very few who even so much as say good job, and heaven forbid they should let the word thank you cross their lazy lips. Mercy, nooo. It would probably kill them to even offer such a notion of gratitude. I wish to ring each of their

I Hate Public Speaking
Blah, I have to finish writing my stupid speech for tomorrow. It isn't really a speech, it's a case study that I have to read to the class. I absolutely hate public speaking. It has to be at least 5 minutes long too which is going to be hard for me because my first instinct is to talk as fast as I can out of nerves and to get it over with. My face is going to get all red and I'll probably shake a lil bit like always, and then I will be aware of the fact that my face is all red which will embarrass me even more so it may not go away the whole time LoL. I do not see the point in public speaking anyway unless you are majoring in politics or something of that sort. Plus I have a mock interview tomorrow too where I am supposed to dress up and bring my portfolio but fuck that. I'm wearing khakis and a white t-shirt and MAYBE I will put my portfolio together tonight if I can find it. I'm not worried about the grade cause I have a 100% in the class I have to do it for so a few points off won't

I Hate Murphy's Law...
There are just some days that you just know cannot get any better.... I went to bed last night believing that i did not have to bartend this morning... i was working this evening... fine and dandy. I reset my alarm to go off around 1:30pm to give me some time to clean up around the apartment... (sounds good to me lol). I was estatic... get some nice sleep for once .... about 9:45am i am rudely awoken from my nice warm bed to discover one of my best friends (and coworkers) rapidly banging on my front door... "wilum what are you doing?" I asked... to which i was told... "You're suppossed to be at work right now." "No im working at 5:00pm... " "No YOU"RE working NOW" I jumped up and called my bar. The bartender even checked the schedule while i was on the phone... i was SUPPOSSED to be at work... Dumbass i am was suppossed to work 9-5 today when i thought i was working 5-1.... Shit... I got dressed and ran to the bar... By this time i was an hour late... Th

I Hate This Time Of Year!!!!
I posted this on myspace also...but I wanted to post it on here too ;) Yeah so I went to Walmart today and I was kinda shocked to see that they have all their Valentine's Day candy and cards and shit out already! Just another slap in the face for all of us single people.... I actually felt like those teddy bears and boxes of chocolate were staring and laughing at me...as If they knew everything about me...I got so depressed...I turned around and didn't even purchase what I went there for in the first place. I've been kinda bummed about it ever since. I know this year won't be any different...I will most likely be alone this year too, just like all the years in the past. I miss getting those silly candy grams in high school - even if they were just from my best friends, at least someone remembered me. I feel like I am a good person and that I have some good qualities to offer. Sure I've made some mistakes in my past, but that's life. You learn from your mistakes and you mov

I Hate The Da's Office
Lord forbid that I had to go back to the DA's office ever again. I had to go to court last year and deal with for a POM, which by the way was drop in Willco. Thank GOD! But I got a call a few days ago about a case from seven years ago, that I thought was droped. WRONG! I check my voice mail and the guy on the other line says "Hey this is C&*#!. I am with the DA's office I need you to call me back as soon as you get a chance." I'm starting to think. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW. SHIT. I called him, just to be told I need you to come to the office, we need to talk in person about this case. Shit I dont want to do this. Well I went. We talked. I left. Just so I fucking come back a week later. I tell you what even when I'm not in trouble, that place still scares the crap out of me. Don't get me wrong i like our goverment for the most part. But when you got a bunch of politcal assholes walking around with guns and you cant bring one in with you it gets kinda scary.

I Hate This
Music Video:WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE (by My Chemical Romance)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i'm tired of being told that i'm loved and then turn around and find out that there are other girls. i'm tired of being led to think one thing and digging up something else. i'm tired of being lied to, i'm tired of my fucked up emotions. i'm tired of thinkin there's a future with someone and then havin it shoved bak into my face. i'm tired of being the one guys go to for sex but cant have REAL feelings for...i'm just tired of everything. i'm tired of pretending to be happy when all i wanna do is die. i dont want emotions anymore, i dont want to be the "other woman" you have to hide, i dont wanna build up a future with you by my side and then realize it would never happen...i dont want to hurt anymore, i dont wanna feel anything. i dont wanna be told that i'm pathetic or sad or stupid or a whore cuz i already know that and i've already had it all thrown in my face be

" I Hate You" Part 2
I have been in the Darkness my whole life not understanding why I wasn't happy as a child everyday my heart hurts more then the day before because I now know your secret and it hurts me to know you would do this to us you said you loved her since the day you met her but saying it dnd doing it are not the same you day you love her then turn around and put your hands on her right in front of me and you don't expect me to hate you for it you're the reason why my heart aches you're the cause of my unhappiness and you're the reason why I hate you

I Hate My Life
I feel so unwanted by anyone outside my family. Men don't want me and my hu sband bearly does. I just need to get out of this marraige but I have no means to do it. He wont file for divorce becasue he doesn't think I should. WHen he and I haven't been together and he knows i want it he looks at my email to see who I have talked to. Accordign to him I am not suppoe to talk ot anyoen but him. What if HE is part of the problem? I felt like dying today. I lost my will to live. I am stuck here and I am the casue of kids getting the short end of the stick. WE have no money. He spends it beofre i even have a chance to pay bills. What can I do. Please can ANYONE help me? My kids and I are MISERABLE? My mom worrys to much about us and about me in that i am not liek I used to be. I snap at little things now. I need out and there is no way I see. Please show me the way.

I Hate You
I hate you You have torn my world apart I hate you You stole from me what wasn’t yours to take I hate you You laugh as I fell into the darkness of hell I hate you Your silence betrayed me in the hardest of ways I hate you You hold my heart in your hand I hate you You hide from me and cast me out I hate you You poured salt in the open wound I hate you You left me and loneliness filled my world I hate you But most of all I hate you because I love you

I Hate Moving
hey all whats up. i hate moving. i dont like to pack things up and travel to the new place. its even harder when its not just my stuff im moving. i have to pack up my kids stuff too. its really hitting hard that im moving bc my rooms are empty and they echo. im glad that im moving bc of the situation but its still hard and it sucks.

I Hate To Admit When I Like Country
Ok so I am really not a big fan of country music. Seriously. Like right now I am listening to Three Days Grace.. so far from country! Well, theres this song that they play on the local top 40 station. ( cant listen to much around the kids at work so top 40 usually makes everyone happy) So, there is this song that I have been hearing on that station. I was rather miffed at first because it sounded sooooo country and I was not into it. Today it came on so I gave it the benefit of the doubt. YUCK... I LIKE IT! I like it because it's a lot of the things I have been trying to say to a certain someone, or things I have said. The song kind of spoke to me and well... *sigh* what can I say? It's on my profile for now. When the thriss is gone, I am sure I will find something. I am putting the lyrics to the song here so I'll have em somewhere. Yes.. I actually like more than one country song now. Alert the media and smack Cat upside her head! Hurry!! You're not sure that you love me But you'r

I Hate You
I Hate You I hate you, I hate how you complain, I hate how you moan, I hate how you groan, I hate how you bitch, I hate how you criticize, I hate how you fuss, I hate how you cuss, I hate how you get angry, I hate how you get mad, I hate how you get up-tight, I hate how you get pissed-off, I hate how you get aggravated, I hate how you get built up, But most of all, I HATE YOU. I THINK MOST OF YOU ALL WILL THINK OF ONLY ONE THING WHEN YOU READ THIS LMFAO! FEEL FREE TO TAKE ANY OF THESE POEMS FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL USE LOL SORRY FOR THE POOR BASTARDS WHO RECIEVE THE HATE MESSAGES LOL.

I Hate Him I Hate Him Not....
(this is not mine nor is it about anybody i know) i hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair i hate the way you drive my car i hate it when you stare i hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind i hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme i hate it I hate the way your always right i hate it when you lie, when you make me laugh even worse when you make me cry i hate it that your not around and the fact that you didnt call But mostly i hate the way i dont hate you Not even close not even a little bit not even at all

I Hate It.....seriously I Do.
Can i not be in this over sized Dawsons Creek Re-Run now? I am really very done with it. For those of you who dont have the privilage of knowing I am the Pacey of the story. the total screw up everyone loves to pick on and beat down on 3 quarters of the time. And that last quarter it's just jokes and non-stop lines out of a book from a story that never ends. With the woman who has been my Joey for god knows how long and will always remain my Joey and i love her so very much. The girl who was of to be Jenn has been also in and out of my life tho now more i hate her for how she's distroyed my life. Dawson Played by my best friend Scott who has always been the better of us two. Always just alittle luckier in life then me but yet we have competed in life for almost everything. Now he is the one married and he is the one with the family he has started and i'm sitting here still playing in this part that life has drafted me in, and for only the gods know why kept me in. I d

I Hate This
Too stinking quiet. I hate when I take my son back to his Mom. Didn't do too much this weekend..played games, watched TV.. church.. lunch with the family. He got up at 4:30 in the morning yesterday to play. So now I am sitting herejust looking at his xbox controller laying on the floor where he left it and wishing he was still here. I wish he was here every day. I wish I had filed charges against her for the abuse...... I wish I had fought harder for more time. Sometimes I wish I had be strong enough to stay and put up with the abuse. But is that really being stronger? At least I could be there and be a better Dad.

I Hate It Thoughts
I hate it when perfect strangers ask to be my family. I hate it when I don't get commented by people who look at my pictures everyday. I hate it when Im called cute. I hate it when Im unsatisfied. I hate it when people always assume Im not living my own life and EXPECT me to answer the phone. I hate it when insecure boys can't take me making out with my friends. I hate it when I'm out..and its no longer 420. I hate it when I have to stop kissing. I hate it when my gas tank is empty. I hate it when I have to let go of a great smelling man giving me a hug. I hate it when I come home and Im not alone. I hate it when my dad asks me every 2 seconds if I like a song from All That Jazz or 2001 A Space Odessy. I hate it when Im watching tv.. and a fucking CLOWN comes out of nowhere! They should have a warning label or something! I hate it when I look in my drawer full of broken toys. I hate it that I really have to go to bed right now. I hate it that I smoke cigarettes so much. I

I Hate Being Sick
OK so I'm sitting here with a sinus infection from hell trying to figure out all this cherry tap shit. It's a bit more complex than myspace, but then again, myspace was designed with the moron in mind. Thanks to Matt and Alex for inviting me to CT. It's fun, and I get to harrass my friends, so that makes me happy. I'm going back to the couch now.

I Hate Snow!!!
OMG my boyfriend was supposed to drive from Ionia to Muskegon to pick me up today so we could see each other for the weekend...but now half the highway is closed down and theres a bunch of accidents so he cant come and get me cuz its too dangerous..and hes been working for the past week to get his car fixed and as soon as he got it fixed the weather is way to fucked up to drive over here..i guess muskegon is supposed to have a blizzard warning..now im gonna have to wait til next weekend to go anywhere it fucking sux!!!