Fubar Blog Posts 2

I Have A Question
please don't answer here you can e-mail and tell me if you come see this I am wondering if I gave a girl a chance to get a happy hour from me what would you do for me for it. ( not saying your getting it but I may suprise you so give this a try wink wink)

I Have Changed I Say This To Cudagirl33
i have changed and i need you to relize that and i truly do love you remember when we meet there you were standing in pennys in your mr.clean pjs you were so cute i can not tell you enough that i really have changed michelle if we get back together i will get a second job to help i will do all the house work and littally kiss your ass just drop you drawers and bend over and i will pucker up and gladly do it i will rub you feet draw your baths and paint you nails you can even mess with my hair like you ust to with the mouse and hair bands god i miss that.i miss us so much i am so lonely and depressed.i miss us as a family and with the recent events thathave developed you need to think about that and how we really need to be united right now for izzy well being.

I Have Realized
I have realized people can change unexpected.Sad part is they change and they dont even give a shit who they hurt. Some people just blow it off as no big deal. But to me it is a big deal. I know I'll eventually I will move on because, i always do. They pain will still be there but, I learned never to stare at the passed. Just look at it and learn from it.

I Have............
taken the step to close all artwork and most blogs until I can sort them out fully when I get back......and to be honest....most are never looked at or rated anyway.... I have one blog about missing my son's...and no one botherd to read it....and that kinda hurts just alil and really tells me something!! I will open up when I have sorted but until then they stay shut.....sorry

I Have To Have Surgery
I know I haven't updated lately on my health situation. There hasn't been much to update on. I have been feelin the same, still bleedin and in pain. So I figured I would just let you all not worry about me, but I know some of you still worry. But, they finally found what it is that is makin me bleed and be in pain. I have a Polyp on my Endometrios Cavity, which is where the baby sits when you first get pregnant, so they also figured out why I can't get pregnant. And for those of you who don't know what a Polyp is, I will give you a description at the end. My surgery is scheduled for this Friday at 5:30am. I will be in the hospital for about 6 hours. It is a same day surgery, so if no complications happen, I will be able to come home the same day. I am kinda freaked out about the whole thing because my mom nor Rusty can be there. They both have to work, and I would hate to ask either of them to take off work to be there. I wish one of them could be though. But anyways. Hopefully after t

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

I Have Two Husbands: A Polygamist’s Diary
I have two husbands: A polygamist’s diary A polygamist on her ‘non-traditional’ lifestyle — and why ‘Big Love’ is silly By Kathleen Lewis updated 1:32 p.m. PT, Tues., Feb. 17, 2009 "Non-traditional" is a popular catchall phrase that seems, in common usage, to mean anything that differs from the mainstream. It also describes a large portion of my life. My upbringing was entirely unremarkable, and certainly included nothing of this sort. I was first introduced to such alternative relationships in college when a female friend of mine and I knowingly decided to share the same boyfriend. No, not a threesome, just going out with the same guy. It was partially a matter of convenience, and partially the fact that we were close friends. We both liked him very much, didn't want to fight over him, and he wasn't anxious to choose between us. As this was my first intimate relationship and it became polyamorous, it is hardly surprising that I ended up in a polygamist marriage. My first h

I Have A Uncle I Never Knew I Had
Ok so yesterday i was one of myspace profiles and i had a friends request so i accepted it. When i was looking at this person profile he had the same last name as my maiden name. I was always told if I came across with someone as the same last name ad i had i was related to him. So i sent him a message and come to find out he is my uncle on my dad side of the family. So now i have a uncle and 2 cousins that i have never meet let alone knew that they was here. So we exchanged numbers and address and now its jus a waiting game i guess. I will keep ya posted as to what happens.

I Have Been Gone
I have been gone cause my old computer finally decided that life was not worth the fuss anymore. She slowly went into heaven and I was upset but happy cause my mom and dad bought me a new computer. So I am back like an asthma attack!!!

I Have A Friend
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone... And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. 'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him.' But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, 'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today..' And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend... Remember to always say what you mean...If you love someone, tell them. Because when you decide that it is the right timeit might be too late. Seize the day. Nev

I Have A Plan [i Know. It Scares Me Too!]
Okay, so evaluating the past few years for the good and bad of what's worked, what was fun, and what pays the bills in a way that brings me happiness brought me to this path: I want to write the books. Okay how does one go about establishing themself as an "authority" on a topic? Well, experience is a big one and with my topics I think I am pretty qualified. Authors need readers. I have spent the past year spreading my blogs across the Net on various social networking sites. I already have thousands of readers from all over the world. I've branded myself pretty well too. I also want to do retreats when I get moved to the farm. Video and live net shows will support me if I set this all up right while also give my 'fanbase' a constant product to select from between sessions and retreats. If I do now while I have the small start up money then it can become a full time gig for me right now. For this to be the most profitable and effortless for me as possible, I need certain things:

I Have Made A Decision
So I have decided that I shall start going to nursing school in the summer I'm going to take advantage of my newfound freedom and be a drain on society for a little while and try and better myself Wish me luck!

I Have Giving Up Looking For Love
i have giving up looking for love every time i look for someone he not the right person for me so I'm let love come looking for me if it meant for me to have someone in my life he find me i have giving up looking for love i am tired getting someone that drink alot i am tired getting someone that smoke alot someone that is verbal abuses someone that is physical abuse someone that don't know what he want in life so i have giving up looking for love

I Have No Clue
So my weekend away kind of sucked. I was bored most of the time and my only excitement was going to a new Wal-Mart. I wrote a blog before I left on Friday saying people could text me..but I didn't really have service. If I was outside or in my friends camper I had one bar..other than that..NOTHING. So if I pissed anyone off for not answering them, sorry. Not really my fault. I think I only had 2 people that sent me a text that I could answer. When I got home I got bombed with "you have a new text message". I think by the time my phone stopped..I had about 10 new messages. Now why I was able to get a few texts from some people and not everyone else..I have no clue. My phone is possessed I tell ya. Anyway, I didn't answer anyone back when I got home because, well, they were all from people that are on here, lol. Figured I'd just write this and then they'd know. I finally get in a car to come home. It's my stepdad..he's not too happy that he has to pick me up and lets me know by spinn

I Have A Question For All Of You Who Voted For Obama Based On The Economy.
You threw a fit like a two year old over George Bush's spending because he spent 1 trillion in 8 years fighting two wars and freeing 60 million people from dictatorship. How do you feel about your golden boy Obama spending 3 trillion in 2 months? Please explain to me how Funding Abortions over seas is going to Stimulate the Economy? Please explain to me how 3 billion dollars to fund Acorn is going to stimulate the Economy? That is not stimulation that is a pay off for the mass voter fraud they committed on behalf of Obama. Voter Fraud that they are now pleading Guilty to in different states across the country. Acorn is a non profit organization. They do not pay people they have volunteers. They do not create jobs which pay, they do not make money as an organization. That is what Non Profit means. How is it mathematically possible for this money to stimulate the economy? Doesn't anyone think it is funny that they keep saying we need the money to help people, they have spent 3 trillion d

I Have A Proposition For All My Friends.....
Hi everyone! So here's the thing: I'm about 150k from leveling to disciple. I'll be gone tonight and won't be back until Sunday. So this is where I need all your help. I'll be activating my auto 11 TODAY [Friday] at 4 p.m. eastern. Please stop my page and rate some stuff, even if it's just a couple of pics, anything is greatly appreciated. This next part is really important: please get your friends to visit my page! I won't be here to do that myself. Also, if you could get bombers to come to my page, I would really love that. Anyway, that's the favor I'm asking from my friends. If you don't want to do it, fine. But I would really appreciate it. I'll see you all again on Sunday! :-D

I Have No Clue Y
Its not something you can buy its not something you can ask why its not a person place or thing its not something you bring or make its not even something you take you cant grasp it you cant even handle it its not something you can control but you know its out of this world your emotions are always in a bind and you cant even speak your mind heck in all out of rhymes but i will always make time for that special someone to shine on that special day when all the little problems go away the day when i say i do when two become one and not just for fun or because you said that i was just there but yet you know the who what and where so when you ask yourself what is love its not sent from above its the moments that you and i have the moments we share together. written 03/23/09

I Have Bad And Good Days/it Isn't You
My Bad Days and Good Days I decided to write some words for my Friends who put up with my bad and good days. I call you sisters brothers, sweet companions. When some friendships for now are expressed only in writing, so much is left out of the other ways we communicate. Some days I have to rest. I work in bursts of energy before they burn out. When the burned out time comes, if I can't get to the keyboard I cannot reach you. How I wish we were telepathic, like these words I would put as much into my thoughts as I could so you would know why and most importantly my silence isn't you. In response to my silence how would you know other than to assume I don't want to speak. That is how most of the world operates and we know all too well where we are not wanted. But I am in the world, not of it. I've felt a silent anger of those who fear they are forgotten And I cry angry tears at me too I fight the rest that would restore, working with an uncooperative body.

I Have No Port
I have no port, No safe haven. The tides wash me, In a sea of unrest. What storms may come,there is no harbor for anchor. Though many a time I have wandered; drifted. Only the endless sea, not of tranquility. No fishes do I have, To prove my worth. A fisherman I am not, Only unto my own peril. I have no port, I have no home. The Author...Dan

I Have 2 Announcements To Make
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! R.I.P. DAD 3-19-09 (Online) Bennington, VT remove friend subject: I HAVE A COUPLE ANNOUNCEMENTS TO MAKE date: 2009-03-30 20:52:34 I KNOW IVE BEEN MIA FOR A WHILE NOW AND I APPOLOGIZE BUT IVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF MY FATHER WHO I AM SAD TO ANNOUNCE PASSED AWAY FROM LUNG CANCER ON MARCH 19TH,2009 AT 3PM. WE HAD HIS FUNERAL SERVICES LAST WEEK AND NOW BEFORE I HEAD TO BED IM FINALLY GETTING BACK ON MY FEET KINDA. MY 2ND ANNOUNCEMENT IS THAT ON FEBRUARY 18TH,2009 I FOUND OUT FROM PLANNED PARENTHOOD THAT I AM PREGNANT AGAIN I AM DUE TOWARDS THE END OF OCTOBER AND I HAVE HAD NUMEROUS ULTRASOUNDS FOR VARIOUS REASONS I GO FOR ANOTHER ULTRASOUND TOMORROW SO I WONT KNOW HOW WE ARE DOING TILL TOMORROW NIGHT. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. -JENN B

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by loveI have seen joy and yet there is painI have breathed and yet i am breathlessIn your presenceConsumed by your beauty the essence of loveI have walked a thousand miles in my shoesOn a road which never endsThrough the driving rains many tears have fallenSwept up in the passage of timeMy heart will linger in the moonlightAs i breathe the ocean breeze tonightFor on the horizon there is a new dayA story still left untoldFor the dreamer dreams of hopeAnd a lover feels with their heartSo why is it human natureFor us to tear ourselves apart??

I Have A Digi Cam
I have a digi cam back in the house again. So, once again I can take some good quality photos and remove some of the older ones and post them up once taken. Or i could get the points needed to move up to the next level. Its up to friends and fans. However...what I want to know is what kind of photos would you like taken and posted? Let the responses on here or email me the responses. What would you like to see done and posted? This is YOUR CHANCE to SEE WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE! If there is no interest I will just not bother taking any new photos! So I will be waiting to hear from everyone! I would especially love to hear from females!

I Have No Idea What This Is Supposed To Be About...
but it's a great song. 1-2-8 by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones They played somethingThey made somethingBrand new a baby bluemachineBrass tacks, duct tapeFor the great escapePacked in therelike sardinesBack and forthEast, south, west, northShred the atlasburn the mapOften lost and pathsWake me up I need a napThey didsomethingWhich meant somethingAnd that got them some attentionEyeswideA roller coaster rideGreat pride in this inventionI thinkthey're selling Snake oilAt the dog and pony showIn the gardengeeWould you pardon meAnd by the way how does it growTheexplanation's unexplainableHolding onto somethingOnce dreamtunattainableThe course was never chartedSo don't look into thebooksThe secret's not the recipeIt's got to be the cooksThey madesomethingThey played somethingBlood, sweat, and elbow greaseIf youcan't stand the heat in the kitchenGet out it will increaseLast trainto where?Hey get out of hereNothing's measured and nothing'sweighedA dash of honesty in the recipeThat's the fi

I Have This Posted On Myspace Wanted To Share It Here On Fu-bar : My Dad
I was TwelVE yeaRS olD... MY brOTHER 10... WE went TO go VisIT our Aunt And UNclE THat LIved IN desert CENTER, caLifORNIA... for THE wHOLe Summer..thE sUMMER of 1989... EVERY time WE went TO our AunT aND uNCles PLACE we HAD fun.. THERE hoUSE was ON a CAlTRANS lot.. THATS where ALL the CAlTRAns WoRKERS lived...With THIER faMILys... THERE wAS aLwaYS rOCK and DIRT moNDS to PLay ON...WE wereNT saPOSE to BUT did.. WE aLso Would TAke THE reFlECTOrs OFF sIGNS aND plAY wITH them.. THey Had This HUGE tree..IN the FRont YARD tHAT had A rOPE...we Would SwING from.. It WAS a GREAT summer...buT in THE miDDle OF aUgust thEY told US we WOULD be GOING home...BUT not TO oUR home IN L.a. BUT to A new PLace. A plACE to LIve With MY moms SisTER aND her HUsband AND our TWO cOUsINS... we THought Wow...OUR couSINS BUT a NEW plACE...a Whole NEW cITY...saN bErnARDino.... WE thought WERES thAT? and HOw IS dad Getting TO wORK...sINCE he WoRKED out IN iNGelWOOD? When WE got Off THE freewaY thERE at THat TIME was

4/14/09: I Have A Dream.....
I may not be be as profound, inspirational, or world-changing as Dr. Martin Luther King, but like him, I did have a dream today. I had a dream that I was in a reality show-style contest. I was in a competition to get to a certain destination, and the winner who got there first was given $250,000. This must have originated from the fact that I watched I Love Money 2 last night, but that's beside the point. Some of the other contestants were driving cars, but I was riding a bike. And the destination was someplace that I knew how to get to. I just had to get there first somehow. I remember (and the details of the dream are fading as I type this) that when the race started, I was using my knowledge of the area I was in (which was a weird mix between the place I live now and the place I grew up) and I was pedaling like crazy, because there were people depending on me to win that race. Winning that money would get me out of debt and help out a couple of people close to me, so I pushed mys

I Have Such Great Luck...
Yaaaaaaaaaay!!! The backlight on my laptop went out, Im at my moms right now. I just thought Id let people know cuz chances are I wont be on for a bit unless I check from a friends or go to my moms

I Have No Idea What To Call It?
I was chating with a friend and all she could do was talk about her sex life. What the hell is that. I have forgotten what that is. Can someone tell me? It has been so long I think I forgot. I wonder if it is true that you become a virgin again if you don't have sex for 7 years. Just Wondering!

I Have The Greatest Husband!
So I am sure that every married lady out there will most likely say the same thing about their husband, and I am also sure that it is true for them. Just like it is true for me. My husband cj also known as the oh so appropriate name of automatic leg spreada in the wonderful land of fubar. He had such a rough life, has been through so much and is dealing with so much currently. You would think that there would come a point in someones life where they just cant handle anymore. Not this amazing man. Yeah of course he is human and at times the stress is to much but he somehow manages to pull it together and be this strong, loving, generous, loyal man. Not one day goes by no matter what he is dealing with that he does not show in someway or another or a million little ways that he loves me. The kind of love we have is the kind that not very many are lucky enough to find. We both came into this relationship extremely hurt from our past relationships, and it was hard for us to both tru

I Have The Sickness
I hate being sick. I don't get sick very often, but when I do, it's usually pretty bad. Right now I have a mixture of a sinus infection and allergies. I cough like crazy which makes my throat extremely sore. I sneeze a lot too which makes my throat hurt. My ear tickle and feel like there's something running in their. The post nasal drip is a bitch. All the phlegm, YUCK! I blow my nose all the time and the snot just keeps coming. So yeah, I are very sexy right now! Back to the point of this.. Earlier I was going to run to the store, but I decided just to do it tomorrow since I'll already be out. So then I decided to clean. Ha. I laid down instead. I passed out for like 4 or 5 hours. I was dead to the world. Now I have an even worse headache and i won't be able to fall asleep at a decent hour tonight. Ugh! I have a big quiz in class tomorrow. I need my rest. I HATE BEING SICK.

I Have Returned
Yes, I decided to come back. But I still stand by all of the things I had said in my last blog. I still believe this place is shit. But I came back because of the friends I missed, that is all. Don't really know what else to say. Later.

I Have Been On Fu Over 1 Year
my fu lover or Fu Hubby? I don't know why men aren't interested in me, can someone tell me why no one would want me? I would love to have someone to care for me and I them. If you you are interested or can explain to me what's wrong with me please do. Is there someone out there for me?

I Have A Problem....
Here I am, in my living area....kids off playing....and here I sit watching iCarly...and I'm loving it!!! This show is so dumb, but I'm such a tard. I have a stupid crush on the big brother and Miranda Cosgrove and Jeanette McCurdy are gonna be absolutely gorgeous as they get older. *sigh* What an awesome Saturday night =)

I Have No Clue
Lost in my thoughts in search of my paradise i have no clue my time used up my prime behind me i have no clue that there will not be another that she is gone forever i have no clue i still wait, at time patient at times in anger as - i have no clue that my destiny was to be alone i have always been alone how could i have missed that clue at times a dying wish sometimes a death wish take it all away give me her but does she know does she have - a clue?

I Have The Best Mom
I got this from my MOM she's the best. HAPPY 39th !BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL VICKI! ON FRIDAY, JUNE 5TH @ 6:52 am, I GAVE BIRTH TO A BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL. AND WE NAMED YOU VICKI JEANNE. HERE IS A BEAUTIFUL STORY THAT IS VERY VERY TOUCHING. I'VE HAD IT FOR YEARS AND JUST RAN ACROSS IT AND I WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU!! TO MY GROWN-UP DAUGHTER My hands were busy through the day. I didn't have much time to play The little games you asked me to, I didn't have much time for you. I'd wash your clothes; I'd sew and cook, But when you'd bring your picture book And ask me, please, to share your fun, I'd say, "A little later, hon." I'd tuck you in all safe at night, And hear your prayers, turn out the light, Then tiptoe softly to the door, I wish I'd stayed a minute more. For life is short, and years rush past, A little girl grows up so fast, No longer

I Have Learned Through Bitter Experiance!!!!!!!!!!
I have learned through bitter experience the one supreme lesson: to conserve my anger, and as heat conserved is transmitted into energy, even so our anger controlled can be transmitted into a power...

I Have Learned.
I have learned to live the multiplicity of yesterday, today and tomorrow simultaneouslyinterconnected momentsof sweet weeks and bitter daysSip the unsurpassable benevolentmysteries which come fromthe depths of our own inner worldwalking towards the futurewithout submittingto the darkness that hopes to deceive. Poem By Tammy C.

I Have About Had It
lately there has been alot of what i call bs going on . i'm about to just shut down my fu page and not come back. if i do come back i will only add how i trust. are i might make my page were only friends can see. i hate to say this but if it keeps up i will start taking people off my page. sorry but i'm tired of it

I Have Returned.
Hello to all my Fubar friends. I don't know if all of you remember me but I'm back. I had to take a little vacation away from Fubar. In fact it's been about 2-yrs. I am so glad to be back to all my friends and love ones. I really hope to hear from all my old friends as well as make new ones. Well that's it for right now. I hope that everyone is having a great time here on Fubar. Keep up the good work Baby Jesus.

I Have Returned
After being placed on hold by support I have returned and am glad of it.... it seems a hater reported that I had a link on my profile and for that I was bannished from fubar for the past week. I think I know who it was too. She rated me a 4 and then blocked me so that I could not talk to her ... right after that I was bannished from Fubar while I was online. All over a link to a web cam site that is not mine. I hate haters. Now the link is gone. And I am back.

I Have Never Felt So Beautiful As I Did Tonight...
If there is one thing in life that is guaranteed, it is: people and life will disappoint you and everything is always changing. Summer is supposed to be fun, filled with vacations, pool-times, friends, parties, etc. My summer has been the complete opposite. It has been a very difficult one with people and situations in life. The kind of feeling where you feel like you are fighting a never ending battle, every day drags, every night is sleepless, and every breath you take hurts.But everything was kind of put in prospective tonight and changed my mind a little.For so long, I have always strived to have the perfect hair, the perfect smile, the perfect clothes, the perfect look, etc. All that mattered was being "beautiful" in the media and world's eye, because for so long I was "the ugly duckling". I go in a different gym tonight to work out. I had a horrible day. A day where everything that can go wrong, does. A day where I felt no motivation, lonely and empty. Instead of turning to binge

I Have A Slight Problem
Okay so this might take a while to write. I'm not a good typist normally and being partially blind doesn't help matters any. I just wanted to let any of you that care know what's going on with me. I went in for eye surgery to relieve the pressure in my eyes on Friday. The day before my blood sugar spiked to 390 and that afternoon I started having a strange problem with my left eye. I black spot fromed in the corner that extended to the middle of the iris. It lasted probably close to 30 minutes and afterward there was a dark shadow over my entire left eye and I'd lost my peripheral vision. After contacting my eye doc he made me an apt. with a specialist the following morning. So Friday morning off to Total Eye Care I went. I spent the biggest part of the day being poked and prodded by Dr. McLourin. He did a series of test including a visual field test. He determined that the cause of the black spot and the shadow was an optical migraine most likley caused from the blood sugar spike a

I Have No Clue
The old dry leafs are Dancing, They dance in a whirlwind The wind is dragging them and it takes them away The same way you do with my affection Trying to catch the doves The children play in the park The same way I try to reach you But you fly through my heart

I Have Come To Realize.
I have come to realize something today. No matter how much you want someone you can't change the past. No matter how much you say you love them, unless they truly believe its wasted words. People need to change for themselves. I am a strong girl who had endured many things in my life. I am still standing. Maybe just maybe, when you realize you can not change the past you can finally let it go. Until you can you will never walk into the sunlight. You will forever chase happiness but not seem to catch it. You will live in the shadows of others and never feel your worth. I have been deeply saddened today that the love of my life can't seem to walk into the sunlight and live. ITS UP TO US TO DECIDE OUR FUTURES. YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST. STEP INTO THE LIGHT, LOVE YOURSELF, LIVE, BREATH, LOVE

I Have Dreamt...
I have dreamt of the hand of god around my neck Telling me to bow in respect I have dreamt of the devil's whisper in my ear Telling me that there is no god I have dreamt of my brothers being killed By the people they look up to I have dreamt of the day of my funeral With empty seats of vacancy I have dreamt of cannabilism Running the streets of crying citizens I have dreamt of Armageddon Of red skies and smoke filled lungs I don’t dream anymore….

I Have Learned
That I have me alot of fake assholes on here and a few really cool people I hate when people drive forever ith their blinkers on on the other hand I hate people that do not use their turning signals the only thing that has changed since I got married is my last name morphine extended release gives you no high I may have to move to Germany next year I hate men who wear socks with sandals I hate women who are catty just because ya have a vagina does not mean ya gotta act like a cunt I think too much when I am bored I also hate Drill

I Have A Naughty Fetish.
Hi friends this is about a Fetish I have besides the fact that I have snakes for pets, I get alot of flack as it is about the fact that I do have snakes for pets. This is a very kinky naughty fetish I don't post nothing about it because alot of people think is gross and weird, I have been into this sence I was a kid now I pay to watch it online or to see it in person I know it would be very hard to find a woman into this it's all good to me I am fine with it. But the fetish that I have don't keep me single like the fact that I got pet snakes lol. but if anyone would like to know what the fetish realy is please feel free to contact me via my yahoo or e-mail ok. jaykoons@yahoo.com and please don't treat me bad or like im some kind of freak because of this ok or even befriend me ok. Thank you for your time.. Jay

I Have Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. And it's not the end of the world. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can'

I Have Fallen
Your lips speak sweet softness, Your touch a warm caress, I am lost in your eyes, My heart begins to race, I think about you each morning, Then dream about you every night, I think of my arms around you, Which doesnt begin to show my feelings for you, I have never fallen like this, But i am quickly on my way, Your hands hold my heart, That has never felt such love and happiness for this start.

I Haven't Been On And Won't Be For Awhile
Here's the deal, the computer i'm on sucks balls. so i'll be on fb. i know i know, we all hate fb, get the fuck over it. if you want to talk to me, that's where i will be. if you want to get in touch with me there, send me a mail here with your email you use for fb, or the link to your fb page if you made one. i know i haven't been here in months, yes i was hospitalized again during that time. no, probably not the last time. blah blah,, if you have questions, you now know how to find me. i will be checking my mail every day or two for the next week or so, and then you're shit out of luck for the next few months. ~Sin p.s. sending me your email will not necessarily get me to add you, if i don't talk to you enough to know who the fuck you are, or something of that nature, then i'm probably not going to disclose my real life information to you.

I Have A Wagon Full Of Dicks. I Invite You To Cram Them Down Your Bitch Throat.
YES, I'M FUCKING FAT, I FUCKING KNOW IT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A FUCKING COCKBITE ABOUT IT AND POINT IT OUT AND MAKE FUCKING COMMENTS ABOUT SNACK CAKES (WHICH I DON'T EVEN FUCKING EAT, MORON, YOU CARRY A FUCKING CHILD AND MAINTAINING 100 LBS. THAT SHIT ISN'T HEALTHY). SO THE NEXT FUCKING PERSON WHO DOES IT, I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND SNAP YOUR FUCKING NECK. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. Hooray. Now I'm going to develop a complex that could endanger my child. What, you want me to be bulemic? Fine. fuck you.

I Have The Best Friends..
My best friend Jason just got back from Iraq after a year. He called me to go out with him last night. He then told me he was going to ask Em to marry him. I was so excited. Em is the first girl that ever saw Jason for everything that he is. I liked her the first time I met her. I love her because she loves him the way he has always deserved to be loved. He showed me the ring when I dropped him off at home. Then we sat outside talking for a while. He then asked me how my love life was going.. he's always wanted for me to be happy as well. I reminded him of Gavin.I told him what was going on right now. He just watched the expression on my face as I talked. He said," I tell you what, if you two can get half the money together to get him here, I'll front the other half." I tried arguing about it, but I should know by now it does no good. I was so excited I was beside myself. The only problem now is, I haven't talked to Gavin since Thursday. The phone service I have doesn't work half

I Have A Business Plan!!
You know how you send out flowers for Anniversaries or Birthdays? Or maybe some meat and cheese? Maybe even fruit? Well, I've developed a business plan that will put ALL of those to shame!! Porn in a Basket! A Basket of porn. No, not candy, not candles....PORN! You get 5 to 6 RECENT releases by some of the best contract girls in the business. For an additional charge, you can substitute the contract girls for amature. Cuz I know some of you people like the amature stuff ;) Along with the movies there's a bottle of lube, some tissue, a Bullet, nipple clamps and babywipes! All in one convienent basket. A Basket 'O Porn! $59.99 plus S&H. You can even make payments! It comes delivered in a cardboard box for your privacy. Don't want grandma checkin out your basket! Your Basket 'O Porn! We even use recycled children's Easter baskets. You know, for the environment and junk. Call now!! 1-800-Dirty-Baskets -REL

I Have No Idea Y
I have no idea y i get myself in situations where i care 2 much... bc then im the1 who gets hurt in the end when ppl leave suddenly or treat me different bc of other ppl... all i ever wanted was 2 b happy ..but it seems like all that ever happens is i get torn... its like im not meant 2 b happy... this is y i think im meant 2 b single... bc all the guys i want never want me... i just wish i understood y... y im the 1 every1 picks 2 hurt ... idk anymore

I Have Looked Into The Nights Sky
I have wished on many falling star following the path in hopes she would be at the end ? I walked the roads of this Land each night laying my head down under the stars seeking the light that guides my heart to her !

I Have Had It
i am currently saving all my pics in preparation to leave this site. i cant stand the ignorance and hypocrisy anymore. i am commiting fu-cide. all my $$ will go to nova. fuck this site and its stupidity. it is a cess pool of all that is wrong with society.....except all the ppl i like of course :) find me on face book if you care too....samantha stewart

I Have Just Had It
Are people born with a selfish gene? Are they also born with a lieing one? Because I am seeing so much, even some of the people I thought cared about me, really only care about what they get and that's it. Just because you level to god knows what does not make you some king or queen. I have helped out so many people. As I lay here, with my son in a hospital, my back fractured, and now a fucking tumor...awaiting a trail for someone that tried to kill me, I see no one has really given a fuck to help me or do ANYTHING nice for me unless I do something for them. It seems as if I should be like everyone else and ask for things when I do things for people, because what hurts the most...is after I help...and show how much I care...I get stopped talking to. Look around on your list of friends. See who is mooching off you...and that you help , and thinks deserve it? Only from very few people have I got any type of email about my son...mostly by women. The rest are to busy thinking fubar is some

I Have A Rendezvous With Death
I HAVE a rendezvous with DeathAt some disputed barricade,When Spring comes back with rustling shadeAnd apple-blossoms fill the air—I have a rendezvous with DeathWhen Spring brings back blue days and fair.It may be he shall take my handAnd lead me into his dark landAnd close my eyes and quench my breath—It may be I shall pass him still. I have a rendezvous with DeathOn some scarred slope of battered hill,When Spring comes round again this yearAnd the first meadow-flowers appear.God knows 'twere better to be deep Pillowed in silk and scented down,Where love throbs out in blissful sleep,Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath,Where hushed awakenings are dear...But I've a rendezvous with Death At midnight in some flaming town,When Spring trips north again this year,And I to my pledged word am true,I shall not fail that rendezvous.

I Have The Ten Of Spades!
Last night after I’d eaten dinner Sarah, Jeffrey, Mary, and I played a game of Po-ke-no, a hybrid of poker and bingo my wife and her sisters grew up with that Mary bought when we were in Kmart Sunday. Today’s title was Sarah’s exclamation when the last card was drawn that she needed, and since I didn’t remember the name of the game myself I expected my daughter to say, “BINGO!” Both the kids are good at covering just the right cards on their big card themselves, even if their tastes in food are a little weird; Sarah and Jeffrey actually ate unbaked pieces of garlic bread last night before I got home! Sounds weird to me, but consider their parents and not expect any less than weird … [Theophane the Monk. “The Problem is Heaviness.” Tales of a Magic Monastery. Illustrated by John O’Brien. New York: Crossroad, 1981, p. 79. ISBN 0824500857] Let me tell you something that happened on the last day of my retreat. I told t

I Have Lost My Will To
argue stupid fucking things in the mumms.I cant bring myself to it.Why?I will only get the same half idiotic/half copy and pasted response.No matter the mumm.The words might not be the same,but the idea is.I no longer enjoy it.I think I am ill and should seek help.Pissing people off used to be so much fun.Now I yawn.PK is asleep and I am bored.This blows.More punk music and shitty comments I guess.

I Have Been Tagged
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I weigh more now than I ever have in my life 230lbs 2- I like butts and I cannot lie. 3- I love Indian food. 4- I am trying to stop smoking and not just stop buying cigarettes. 5- I am quite the smart asssssth. 6- I love beer. 7- I am all butt hurt that I cannot comment on mumms! 8- I have a thing for chicks with accents I think that accents are very sexy. 9- I think Doctor Doofenshmirtz is the funniest cartoon character EVER!!! 10- I want to go to the UK and Ireland someday please. Tagged- Mike Hunt, Fetishist, WHore, Seamus and Kins cuz Im feeling gay tonight so I didnt choose any ladi

I Have Been Tagged.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. So here goes, 1. I would be lost without my internet friends to talk to. 2. I am a nervous driver, if I get out of my 'comfort zone' I break out and hyperventilate. (not kidding) 3. If I ever have the freedom to do it I really (freaking out or not) want to visit a bunch of my internet friends. 4. Some of my friends consider me one of their loudest friends and I really really don't get that. 5. It really bothers me to not be acknowledged when I walk into a room. 6. I'm very un-decisive. 7. I think I'm fat, but am mostly comfortable with it. 8. I am an older sister. 9. I'm 2 inches talle

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by loveI have seen joy and yet there is painI have breathed and yet i am breathlessIn your presenceConsumed by your beauty the essence of loveI have walked a thousand miles in my shoesOn a road which never endsThrough the driving rains many tears have fallenSwept up in the passage of timeMy heart will linger in the moonlightAs i breathe the ocean breeze tonightFor on the horizon there is a new dayA story still left untoldFor the dreamer dreams of hopeAnd a lover feels with their heartSo why is it human natureFor us to tear ourselves apart??

I Have A Delemia
Was thinking of making this a mumm, but I need complete input ... Most now know, and how irritated I am about this. My status and icons don't work (grrrr) ... so the latest thing I am now being told is that Fu status isn't supported by FireFox (which is the browser that I adore using) now saying that, I am being told I need to change browers .... I refuse to use goggle, nor will I use IE .. I am thinking of opera. If someone knows of anything better I can use that would be wonderful. and PS ... I think I did misspell a few words but ... damn the spell check doesn't want work in the blogs either ...

I Have Become Patrick Bateman (sans Body Count)....
I have all the characteristics of a human being: flesh, blood, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip. Everything failed to subdue me. Soon everything seemed dull: another sunrise, the lives of heroes, falling in love, war, the discoveries people made about each other. The only thing that didn't bore me, obviously enough, was how much money Tim Price made, and yet in its obviousness it did. There wasn't a clear, identifiable emotion within me, except for greed and, possibly, total disgust. I had all the characteristics of a human being — flesh, blood, skin, hair — but my depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep, that the normal ability to feel compassion had been eradicated, the victim of a slow, purposeful erasure.

I Have Been Reading To Much Damn Ayn Dnd
I should think it suicidal, my desire for escape. Although it is not the death of my body that I long for but the death of the decisions that have lead me to the desire. I accept that suffering is as it should be, a notion that gives me strength to continue because I am constantly waging against this emotion and therefore I am more honorable by comparison. Should I have ignored this fact, and instead accomplished my own desires, where would the suffering of my soul be then? Lost I suppose, lost with the desire for suicidal escape.

I Have Had So Many People Ask Me To Send This To Them So Here It Is
'Twas the night before Christmas, Da whole house was mella Not a creature was stirrin', Cuz I had a gun unda my pilla. When up on da roof I heard somethin' pound, I sprung to da window, To scream, "YO! Keep it down!" When what to my Wonderin' eyes should appear, But da Don of all elfs, And eight friggin' reindeer! Wit' slicked back black hair, And a silk red suit, Don Santa wuz here, And he brought all da loot! Wit' a slap to dare snouts, And a yank on dare manes, He cursed and he shouted, And he called dem by name. "Yo Tony, Yo Frankie, Yo Vinny, Yo Vito, Ay Joey, Ay Paulie, Ay Pepe, Ay Guido!" As I drew out my gun And hid by da bed, He flew troo da winda And slapped me 'side da head. "What da hell you doin' Pullin' a gun on da Don? Now all you're gettin' is coal, You friggin' moron!" Den pointin' a fat finga Right unda my nose, He twisted his pinky ring, And up da chimney he rose. He sprang to his sleigh, Obscenities screamin', Away dey all flew, Before he troo de

I Have A Hot Date Tonight!!
Sooooo yeah I got a date tonight. No, there is nothing unusual about that. What is strange is that I am going on a date with my ex-husband! We have been divorced for 11 years and have always remained friends. Even through our divorce. But what is very strange for me is that when he called me yesturday to confirm our date, after I hung up, I had the EXACT same reaction as I did the very first time he called me more than 20 years ago! I'm being flooded by a whirlwind of emotions right now. Excitement, fear, wonder, anticipation, and I even have the proverbial butterflies in the stomach! CRAP!! I'm so nervous and excited I can't sit still! Sooooo yeah, thats it. Wish me luck!

I Have The Answer =]
How many of you have wondered if Mike pays for his Happy Hours or the bling he sends to people? I've wondered it for a while and I finally got the balls to ask him. Bottom up! To babyjesus: hahaha. Nice. I thought maybe you just seen a dry spell in the HHs and thought if you got one, people would get more. babyjesus: yes To babyjesus: So I'm wondering....since this is your site, do you actually pay for the HHs you get and bling? I don't really care, just wondering lol. There ya have it. He pays for his own shit =] [edit: He did put a lil smiley face after his yes, but for some reason, it's not showing up]

I Have No Title
So either I'm on here too much (which I don't really think I am) or it's because I was on here right before I went to sleep: I'm not really sure. But I had a dream last night that BabyJesus and I were texting each other. Like..a lot. I need more sleep. Good morning and crap.

I Have Discorved A Beautiful Sweet Rare Unique Charming Kind Fallen Angel
STAR LIGHT STAR BRIGHT SELENE WILL U B MY BRIGHT SHINY BLUE STAR TONITE FOR I HAVE LONE URNED TO FIND THAT PERFECT BEAUTIFUL SHAPED LUVLY PRETTY STAR AT NIGHT U SHINE LIKE NO OTHER IMPERATIVE U R YOUR SHEER TRUE PURE ALL NATURAL BEAUTY IS OF A ANGEL A TRUE ANGEL U R SELENE TO ME A TRUE ANGEL U SHALL ALWAYS B WITH ME YORU LUV SEAN &SELENE

I Have Lost 20 Pounds :)
I Have Lost 20 Pounds and I can Hardly Belive it Myself..... but I went to my doctors on thursday and I got on the scale ands WOW!! I was amazed, I know I Know, Not such a big Deal but it is to me. someone, who has struggled with her weight all her life ME! I Pretti Damn Proud of myself if I do say so Myself My clothes hang on me and I dont kid you, Im a Bigger Gal but so what??? I know Im Pretty and Im Confident about Myself. Im Happy Only Way to be isnt??????

I Havent Got A Clue
finchi My BlogAboutRecent PostsI haven't got a clue!!!!Syndicate this site (XML)Powered by Friendster BlogsAugust 10, 2005I would have finished writing a paragraph and i stillwould not know what blog stands for. Well....what the heck, i think it'sjust logging in whatever u have in mind. . What am I ??? Better yet,Who am I ? I asked myself. Most of the time I succeeded in leaving thethought behind and saving it for later. Other times I ended up feelingfrustrated and infuriated after hrs of laying in bed tossing and turningcoming up with absolutely nothing , when I should have been countingjumpin' sheeps to put myself to sleep. This vicious cycle slowly becamethe chronic and sole reason why I constantly ended up just barelystarting to sleep at 5:00 am when I had to get myself up and ready forgruelling 7-3 morning shift at a funky looney infested crazyhouse. Myprecious SLEEP had abandoned me at night, turning me into a full pledgedinsomniac trying to make it in the morning jugglin

I Have A Date Tomorrow...
With my mom... SHUP! She saw some polish buffet on one of those TV shows that highlight restaurant in the Chicago land area and wanted to go. She didnt get the address, or the name (way to go, mom) but she remembered the neighborhood its in, so I used my brain, for once, and googled it. Well, two different places popped up based on the same description of what I put in the search bar. They are a mile apart. So, once I get as far north as I need to be, should I go east to one place, or go west and go to the other? If it helps, one place is called the old warsaw inn, and the other is called the jolly inn any suggestions?

I Have Cut The Ties Of Foes And Allies.
there is no good way of explaining the backbiting lack of talent and passion that some have been using against me lately. even those who would confess to being supporters and worthy of being part of the good fight are middle weight to say the least. with an enormous box of ammunition in my mind to take down anyone who would assume a duel with me, i feel sorry for them. i feel sorry for the so called friends who are trying to make a story out of my story to enhance their "fan base" my nephew at only 2 asked for a painting..so i made one for him today. he's a true ally. hes family. hes blood! hes truth! already stronger in his mind than some who have been projecting their mental girth on me and others. the sons of a bitches who want to fire at me should take heed and realize to use the entire clip and aim well. i am still fat but agile and when it comes to mental attacks...im the blob. from the enemys to the allies..i see a great combining of the 2 lately. i am not for sale b

I Have......have You?
Have you ever sat on a doorstep late at nightwondering why nothing in you life is going right?......I HaveHave you ever went out to sit in the pouring rainletting your tears wash away your inner pain?......I HaveHave you ever experienced death, a loss so greatthat you felt nothing inside but anger and hate?......I HaveHave you ever laid a razor blade against your skinpretending to release to demons that reside within?......I HaveHave you ever drink to erase a problem in your headthinking to yourself you would be better off dead?......I HaveHave you ever lied, to those who cared about youbecause you were so lost you didn't know what to do?......I HaveHave you ever forgot what really matteredjust because one of your dreams shattered?......I HaveHave you ever stayed up all night, doing dopethinking it was the only way that you could cope?......I haveHave you ever just given up, not wanting to go onbecause all that you once loved was already gone?......I HaveHave you ever prayed to God, no

I Have A Dilemma...
Okay. I'm usually a "live and let live" kinda guy. No, really! I am! This week I got invited to a Facebook group about Fetishist (if you don't know him, don't worry about it. But you might as well stop reading here and move on.) Now, typically I would have ignored the request. I figured it wasn't so big a deal, but I was curious. I know of him here, but, well, I have no interest in his particular fondness in plastic-bags-as-sexy-clothing. So I went to look. I had to giggle. I joined. I didn't realize that he is a Facebook Friend of mine already. He noticed the group, that I had joined it, and suddenly he's in my chatbox there all the time. I resented it at first. I felt like, Dude! You're a joke! Go away! Then I started feeling kinda guilty for laughing at him, and he made me feel more guilty. I wanted to delete my FB account and start it over. But chatting with him some, I realized he just was like a lot of us - lonely and wanting attention. I won't apologize for my giggling at

I Haven't Written A Poem In Months!
I guess that means my life is becoming boring and predictable. I need a nice energetic gal to help inspire me and break up the monotony. So if you're interested let me know and we'll just see if you can replenish me.

I Have A Drug Problem....
Editor’s note: The following letter has appeared on the internet and was viewed by many readers. Many felt it would be appropriate for the readers of Avoyelles Parish, Louisiana. The other day someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, “Why didn’t we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?” I replied, “I had a drug problem when I was young.” I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was dry by my ears when I was disrespectful to adjust. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teachers, or the preacher, or if I didn’t put forth my best effort in everything that was ask

I Have Been Playing Poker For A While And Hit Some Donkey Hands
I was playing poker online and had a Queen eight and hit runner runner quad queens then I get Jack four and floped quad fours what the hell has happened to poker people are stupid and play any hand they want and yet they hit nothing when I have the best hand plus I also hate it when people put you all in cause they have an ace if you have ever played poker would you get mad if someone did that to you and cracked your pocket pair

I Haven't Heard One Thing You Have Said;
the whole time you were talking I was too busy picturing you dead. Scribble out all the false apologies And mark this down as another casual tragedy. The way I sobbed as you left me lying there Trying and stifle your laughter as I struggled to keep with up time. Pass me another dose- things are becoming clear. The cliché cuts are much deeper than they need to be. Much deeper then they would be if you ceased to breathe. We’ll call this the only thing you ever did for me. Close your eyes and remember me. As the last thing you’ll ever see.

I Have The Best Friends!
Text convo: James: Good Morning Me: Heya James: What's up Me: Nada. Debating goin out James: Ah. Going to give the girls a night out? Me: IDK. Might go hang with the boys James: I was referring to your girls....the twins Me: LOL It made me giggle!

I Have An Amazing New Concept/idea
How about...when we go poo on a person wrongly we apologize TO them and not swan around everyone else pretending to be apologetic to make one's self seem fair and divine. :) If it were me I'd rather just not apologize at all unless if it was to the right person. :) I'd rather be seen as silly/stubborn/wrong than not being able to swallow a bit of good ol' humble pie without personal gain.

[i Have No Access To Music.]
Well I do... but have you heard the speakers on a PSP? Kinda tinny. ... ah yes...thank you auto double-spacing from VISTA/IE. Thank you... thank you. God I hate this fucking laptop. Anyhow. ... and you'll notice that my overuse of spacing and paragraph breaks has taken a brief repose To my dear, loyal readers; Vegas was fun. Could've been a touch more interesting with legalized prostitution and a fully nude strip club with loose interpretations of what exactly is permissable in the "VIP room", but... hey, I had fun and I got to see my brother. Then my sister in law's grandfather died midtrip. COBRA is pretty much out of the question since I didn't get back by the thirtieth and I certainly had no opportunity to get my mail, fill out the paperwork and send it back. Yes... yes, I just immediately told you how someone else's death effected me instead of himself or the family. Well... for the most part my sister in law's family is... twatty. Ultrafundy religious nuts, and her mother,

I Have A Small Problem
I think I have an addiction.. I got scrubs for christmas... 6 printed tops and 3 solid pants.. Just tonight I bought myself a solid top, a printed top, and 4 pair of solid pants :/ someone STOP me lol

I Have A Dream
I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation. Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity. But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languished in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. And so we've come here today to dramatize a shameful condition. In

I Have To Get It Off My Chest.
Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to

I Have To Get Out Of Here!
Things are driving Me to the point of insanity around here slowly. I'm fucking sick of all the medical shit lately. Sometimes I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up again ever. I would at least stop being in pain and feeling like such a damn inconvenience to everyone. I know that they say I'm not but if I had never even survived with My disability in the first place My family may not have had to give up so many things due to My medical condition and may have had a better life. I don't even dare attempt to put out these feelings to My family. They simply say "I think you need to take your depression medicine". I'm fucking sick of pills. I'm supposed to be so damn strong. I'm supposed to be there for everyone to listen when they have problems but I again feel like such a fucking problem when I attempt to get someone to listen to Me. I guess that's part of why I like these blogs so much. I can say anything I am thinking. I'm supposed to just sit back and listen when they start to

I Have A Question Forever By Max
Is this a dream within a dream? Is that right you can never be more dead than a dead? Is there a moment feel like such alive morethan anytime in the entire life? Is it the truth?out there,or deep down there no one ever knows? Is there ever possible for us,ever a tiny little moment,ever a time,can be really one? is it wrong just sit there like a stone feeling time passing by? is there a song describe all the human race and the universe? Is that a illution trip in the smoke? Is this what you really wanna be or just something born with it? Is this a question within a question?

I Have Had This Playng In My Head Most Of The Day
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.

I Haven't Written N A While
I am me ... I can be no one else. I tend to be over bearing and a complete **well fill it in** ... but above it all, I am a good person. What you tend or want to think about me is your choice ... a choice you have been given from the day you were that twinkle in your parents eye. I make my choices and I make my decisions. No one makes them for me, even though I have days i wish someone would. I make my stand and where I do make it. deal with it ... or GTFO of my life ... 100%. My rock, my choice, my safety ... is all on me and on no one else. Just note, I will stand and be walked on and over, till the spikes come out .. when they do there is a side not one of you wants to ever see. So, yes ... I am WOMAN ... and I am going in my space where I am quiet and will remain that way till pulled or coaxed out. I may do more posting and more writting .. we will see. but for now, i am Maia .. JUST ME!!

I-have-made-available-three-regulations-for-constructing-with-ceramic-floor-tile
Finding bathroom tiles are usually aCeramic Floor Tiles daunting endeavor, but constructing with ceramic floor can be quite cost efficient, while maintaining to maintain an excellent end glance. I have made available three regulations for constructing with ceramic floor; however, these aren't the be-all structure. Seeking the help and advice of a structure professional is mandatory when come up with major shifts to your bath room. Good luck with building your garden shed and remember that will always have interesting while undergoing it. Pavers Pressed and not extruded, pavers are generally unglazed together with must be shut to be water-repellent. Available in countless sizes and colours, a common size is 4 by just 8 ", commonly identified as brick pavers. Pretty dense pavers are known as porcelain tiles. Clay Tiles These tiles are frequently earth tones but consist of other tones as well. They just do not require plugging. The floor material is refined clay surfaces fi

I Have A Problem
I am letting something that a guy said make me go backwards in my journey to a healthy me. Basically he told me I was too fat to date, which would spur most people to lose weight.. It's actually making me revert back to my poor eating habits, making excuses not to walk, or run I need someone, anyone to slap the shit outta me.

I Have A Crush On You!!!
I have the biggest crush on YOU. Had it for awhile now. I just didn't know what to say in your presence so I remained shy like. Ha thats bullshit huh. I've stuttered and literally drooled you made me feel like a nerd. Cos I couldnt find the words to say that would get you noticing me. I typed I text I called I perved Lets face it I got a CRUSH ON YOU!!!

I Have A Dream
I have a dream and it isn't what you might think, I just want everybody to be nice and you don't have to wink. If we don't start accepting those that are unacceptable to the core, then that makes us the same as the people that have been in every war. War is wrong. War didn't matter so much when you were a kid, just don't let them play with your toys if you don't like what they did. Sharing seems unreal sometimes and it shouldn't be, ever wonder why someone would give when you didn't have any. They understand that if they have more, then they could start to even the score. Its not yours and its not mine its ours and yet, its seems to have escaped the government. Why must any country be better than every other, having better toys than someones sister's brother. If we had a big party with balloons and confetti, would you like to see the death of everybody. Just because someone had a bigger wagon or rocking horse, I know I wouldn't. But thats just me of course. Yeah I kn

I Have Been Murdered!
I have been murdered.. thrown to the ground... beaten, kicked, and stabbed. Left bleeding... no remorse... nothing left... NOTHING!! Lying dead... no longer beating... what is this cold feeling? What happened I cannot explain... nothing left but a shell... no more tears... no more pain... no more fear... no more of anything... You are to blame... took what I gave... crushed what was left.. killed the very thing that I had held dear I was murdered I no longer breath.

I Have No Title For This!!!
Sitting here on my bed...thinking about what you said..my heart is breaking...you left me shaking...I am tired of the games...alone with no answer...We are just a disaster...whatever happens happens...I am to confused...it is all cuz you don't know what to do...I am here as a friend..always until the bitter end. I might be broken...I will be just fine...the life I live is now mine. I want you to find happiness The joy of being you Thank you for letting me in No my life alone Shall truly begin!

I Have Sinned - 1009
In all of my many years, without fully counting I have lost every chance in my flood of tears. I thought I knew joy and happiness, couldn't of been more wrong caught in the tangled webs of this mess. I know how to stop the pain.I feel damned, its like to be or not to be. It will hurt but don't worry any. All my sins will go with me. It doesn't always seem that way... hell I feel I deserve some. I know I have got to pay. Its plain and simple. It will come I know very well that I cared but I remembered too late. And that is just my fault but I was cradled by the hands of fate. For a short time that seemed too long, now time is short... please forgive me before the next dawn. I have sinned nothing was right, instead of learning to love I learned how to fight. I have sinned but then again, when its Thirsty Thursday I am ready to sin again!!

I Have A New Site I Just Got On Few Days Ago And Already This Has Happen There,
BeckyLeu why do guys, think women should have a cam and use it """ if most of them don`t or say they don`t "" I think it`s only fair if the guy has and uses a cam to "" !4 hours ago · View Comments (3) · CommentViewing 3 of 3 comments · HideBeckyLeu and then they get pissed off, when you won`t cam because they don`t have a cam, well that`s how i feel about most guys not having them or saying they don`t have them.4 hours agoBeckyLeu well guess that took care of the ones that wanted me to cam "" but did`t have "" or use there cam "" because no new messages the whole time i went to sleep for about 3 hrs "" so thinking over the above that tells me5 seconds agoBeckyLeu something, when i was getting a lot of messages before this, and it happens on other sites to, i think it`s only fair that the guys have and use a cam to if they want the women to cam.6 seconds ago

I Have Evolved
Fuck you ..to anyone who ever doubted that *I* would do anything but come out on top. Took me a long fucking time, but *I* am HAPPY I took my life by the reigns and I am steering it now. I quit smoking, lost 25 pounds, started really working out, and got a fuckin life. I taught myself to crochet, and am teaching myself to knit...might seem lame to some...to them I say...show me what you can make :) I have never felt this much peace...I bet I start sleeping like a human again soon\ Hell I haven't even had the surgery yet, and I am already changng my whole life. To the person who pushed me to the brink...Thank you for never doubting me.

I Have Conquered The World
I did the butt burners...I hate them. I kept my arms up the whole time. I am fuckin awesome, I have not smoked or had caffeine in two months... I have lost 28 pounds and I feel fan fucking tastic.

I Have Trouble ,sleeping
A story I have thought about previously....every guy I guess has a nurse fantasy. Ok, I have one, or two, but here is one I hope might capture your imagination, plausible or not, I don't know. Ever envisioned yourself as a nurse? I trust you will let me know... I was considering participating in a sleep study when I lived in the UK back in the mid 90's. The local university was conducting a couple years' study, and was paying people who suffered from apnea (waking during the night when breathing stopped) to be monitored. I signed up, and received a date, address, and description of the study, and my part in it. I packed the things the list said I would need in a little bag, and set off just before dinner that evening. The building was non-descript, tucked into a campus of medical clinics and buildings, with probably only a little more security and cameras around than I had seen anywhere else. I buzzed the appropriate office, identified myself, and was let in. I found my way

I Have Not Opposed Manolo Blahnik Leather Mary Jane Pumps Blac
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I Have Come To Realize
I have come to realize that a man, will not make me happy I have to find that within myself... I have come to realize that a cleaning helps me vent my anger...and then I get to enjoy it plus, its alot more legal then slashing a bitches tires! I have come to realize that I can't please everyone so whats the point in even trying. I have come to realize that there are people who will not like me even though they have never met me, but thats their own insecurities they need to work out. I have come to realize that age and experience are 2 different things. I have come to realize that Drinking is not for me. It makes me way to emotional when I already put my heart into everything I do sober...I prefer life without the added intensity... I have come to realize its ok to step back to improve yourself...Because if you never better yourself...your always going to be the same person with the same issues for the rest of your life. I have come to realize that being single and being alone ar

I Have Ideas
please answer YES DEFINATLLY, or NO NOT GOOD #1 be able to do stuff without paying in Fubucks #2 put backgrounds without doing codes #3 not be banned from lounges HAVE ANY OTHER IDEAS? PLEASE TELL AND I'LL POST THEM ON MY BLOG. I'D LUV TO HEAR UR IDEAS!

I Have A Good Excuse
After help from a friend last night into early morning I slept a peaceful sleep. Then, after turning on my tower I have been waiting and eating and also getting a nap. About 10 hours later the pc decides to boot up. Don't test me, you'll lose. I am beyond pissed. ANYHOW..... mic works. I still have to check in with a couple more sites then eat dinner. BB when I can. Ever get that feeling that your forgetting something??

I Have Been Contemplating A While If I Should Add This, But I Guess It Can`t Hurt "" !
dear GOD, JESUS, i did my best growing my son up, and before he was 12 i think, my mom was starting to get ill with severe osteoarthritis, and my husband was also diagnosed with illnesses, so i was trying to be there for 3 people, the best i could giving attention to each one as needed the best i could, and by the time my son moved out on his own, the attention of the others was already getting more needed, my dad try`d taking care of mom the best he could to, but he would tire out, and i would get done work on fridays and stay with him and mom, to give them both some help, until i went back to work on mondays, and then though the week was with my husband, after work, who was also getting sicker and weaker, so before mom passed away, i was thinking it was a toss up whom was going to live longer, but mom did pass away first, but i knew then that my husband was also very sickly, so the work to take care of him got harder right after she passed away, he had Insulin dep

I Have Dreamt
I have Dreamt I have dreamt of mysteries untoldMany wonders I’d love to beholdI have dreamt of lands far awayOf small children in a feild at playI have dreamtof beauty beyond your wildest dreamIt is amazing how truely real they often seemI have dreamt of bone chilling horrors Ican never discountoften of monsters whos effect on me as a child were paramontI have dreamt of fantasies of the heartWith these I never never wish to partI have dreamt of fast pased, heart throdding adventuresI’ve gone places that in reality I’d dare not ventureDreams are my escape from realityIt is the only time I am truly free Tasia Larie Scott

I Have No Idea What To Put Here
so its...548 in the morning...i'm dosed to the max on cold meds and feeling a little...heavy. i guess that's the word i'm looking for. writing seems to help, input always helps. here it is...its been a few days since i've talked to one of my closest friends. i have a few of you on here and if you're wondering if i'm talking about you...i'm probably not. they know who they are. sometimes we go days without talking cuz my schedule with work is funky and when i get home i tend to want to pass out. but when we finally do talk again all is well. we catch up, i'm told i'm an asshole for falling off the face of the earth, i reassure stating that i'm not going anywhere, not leaving again. text, fu, twitter, skype...whatever, you'll find me eventually. work stresses me out. i disappear a lot. need time to myself. i've never been the best at sharing my woes with the world. i'm usually the one listening to my friends bitch about their miserable lives. i tell you what, that gets pretty tiring, j

I Have A Dream
I can do this. I can do this. Practice makes perfect. Practice makes perfect. I can do this. I can do this. Practice makes perfect. Practice makes perfect. Just incase no one knew, I usually just use my left hand to do any typing. My right hand isn't totally useless just weaker and slower than my left. But here is verification that I am going to make it a little more difficult to report to you by using both hands. If waiting isn't your favorite thing to, then you best head for the hills here and now. js... I may never be someone that is lucky enough to have total usage of my body or have someone that would be there do or die. I may never win another track race or have a drivers license. I don't place anyone lower on the totem pole just because they can't do what I can. I don't hate anyone because they are different in any shape or form. Still I somewhat do hope to be here to help. I don't really know everything there is to know about Fubar, but I do know thing about needing to feel ac

I Have Everything
I Have Everything I don’t need to see you to love youI only need to know you’re there;I don’t need to feel youTo have you touch my heartI only need to know you care I don’t need to look into your eyesTo believe that this is realI only need to understandWhat you think and feel Love, it is a feelingThat can’t be seen, and though,I would love to have you here to holdJust by having you in my lifeI have everything I Love You

I Have Nothing To Say.
Problem: ioabsuPGfiupadbsfipsDUbfisoduf Vincent Faith > Hello Jason, Thank you for contacting Comcast Live Chat Support. My name is Vincent Faith. Please give me one moment to review your information. Jason > My Issue: ioabsuPGfiupadbsfipsDUbfisoduf Vincent Faith > I am here to provide you with excellent customer service today. Please be assured I will do my best to help you with your concern, Jason. Vincent Faith > Thank you for waiting. I hope you are doing fine. Vincent Faith > How may I help you? Jason > i'm pissed off vincent Vincent Faith > Oh, my! Vincent Faith > I am very sorry to hear that. Jason > MY service that I pay for DROPPED twice in less than 5 minutes,costing me a lot of time and work Vincent Faith > Please let me know how can I help you with your issue. Jason > so now i've lost 2 hours of work due to my signal dropping for NO REASON Jason > NO i cannot wait while you run whatever test you want to tell me you're running. The problem is not on my end. Jaso

I Have A Dream Speech By Martin Luther King Jr
I am happy to join with you today in what will go down in history as the greatest demonstration for freedom in the history of our nation. Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand today, signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of their captivity. But one hundred years later, the Negro still is not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize a shameful condition. In a sense

I Have A Dream
I have a dream That my daughter will be treated equally .. The she will loved not for the colour of her skin But for her kind heart and soul I have a dream that she will do something to give back to humanity .. She touch lives with her kindness.. And that she will successful enough to give back to the community in which she lives .. I have a dream , that she won't let the racism around her poison her heart , but will she everything as challenge to overcome , to make things better .. I will always have this dream , and this love for eqaulity among us all .. I pray that others will keep this kind of dream and create own dreams for thier children as well .. Let us use love , instead of hate !!! Let us use kind words to encourage rather then sad ones to hurt . avenge etc ... Lets us have courage to do the right things .. And let her Know that once i'm gone i'll live on in her heart , in her soul forever .. And may she continue to pass on the dre

I Have Wondered, Why Not??
Hi, I took and figured; guess I was right. Just a few days here or just a few weeks there, could be no one would notice. I missed a few days, don't even fully feel like I did. Sometimes its like the days run into eachother. The activity in my brain doesn't slow down. Once in a while I am very thankful, ever since people started seeing me as a mental mistake. I am not that bad. I am not a vegetable or invalid. I have taken time to realise how people see me to the point of just wanting to ignore me. I even am not so sure that I want to be alive 100% of the time. I know that its no ones fault except mine. It is in how I take things. I want to think that I am stronger. Kinda like love is a battlefield. It really is and I am not into hurting anyone. That means I am weak and the strong don't usually want the weak. Its the safest place to be for now. I want more strength but I am not ready. I am not sure how long I have to wait until I no longer walk alone and until I can trust anyone aga

I Have About Had It
I am serious too!! I have about had it with my laptop and slow assed internet connection. I will be doing less corrections, so forgive me if you can. There will be more screw ups. I am not really super at needing shit to be correct, I just like it to look nice. I may lose track sometimes, but I AM human......hahehe!! Get ready for me REAL RAW!! Yeah, I guess you could say that. I have time, sometimes.... but I am growing tired of corrections. Grrrrrrr!! I have heard there is a way to get rid of my bothersome cough. Its like not complete. Its missing the finish part, where you losen some phlem or however its spelled. I heard that I should like take a spoon of honey and let it sit in my thoat overnight. I kinda forgot last night. My mind was set on other things like feeling the softness of my pillows. I have too much patience sometimes, honestly I do. With just enough heart. I maybe an angel, but I am a caged bird too. I might bless your life or shit on you, so choose wisely...... just

I Have Returned
Hi everyone im glad to be back after a long, long absence and would like to say that this fubar website has grown so much bigger and more things to do and people to talk with. I dont see many i know on here or they have taken up different names but im sure i will have more fun and have a blast in relearning what to do.

I Have You
I don't want that much at all, except for someone to be there and try to catch me when I fall. I understand that it simply is too much, to need, often is sad guess there is not often a needed touch. When we met I had no ideal, that you were the one distant but still real. Out of every chance, I have ever had I want you for the last dance. No one else wants any part, so as I close my eyes I cross my heart. You keep me well heated, on my mind always your written word is never repeated. Others want more everday, I have you no complaints is all I have to say. I don't want to hold you too tight, as long as I have you in my heart on those cold nights.

I Have Been Set Up
CLAIM: Boston Bomber Last message on Facebook to his Father – “I have never done it , they set me up” Infowars.comApril 22, 2013 This picture is doing the rounds online. We are unable to verify its authenticity. This article was posted: Monday, April 22, 2013 at 5:41 am Tags: domestic news, terrorism Sh

I Have Been Here Before
Haven't you?? I know you have, its almost like deja-vu. Spring has sprung, you have the birds and the haters, both drop shit everywhere. I am not gonna let myself drop to their level this year. There is a brighter horizon for me. I can't say, I will just go and forget, because I won't. I even love those that hate me. I am like my nickname and this angel won't strike back. Whoever ruined their cheery day wasn't me. I haven't even tried to fuel their awfulness. It is just their chosen way. On to bigger and better things, Mother's Day is coming and my son's birthday is the day before. He will be thirteen and my daughter is twenty. Yeah, that sounds about right lucky seven years apart.** My daughter told me, for some reason, everytime she put money down on my Mother's Day gift. I am almost sure I will love it. If she didn't love dragons, I would be more sure.**My enter key decided to rest so I improvised.** I'm gonna close for now. Remember to always ask before you tak

I Have To Continue Playing And At Chelsea There’s Cech Who Has Always Been A Great Goalkeeper
Courtois to stay at Atletico Chelsea goalkeeper Thibaut Courtois has chosen to stay on loan at Atletico Madrid for the third consecutive season, according to Sky Sports.Courtois, 21, joined Chelsea from Jupiler Pro League side K.R.C. Genk in the summer of 2011, but has yet to make a first-team appearance for the Blues, with Czech Republic international Petr ?ech currently keeping him out of the side. Chelsea jerseySince replacing David de Gea, the Belgium international has been absolutely magnificent in goal for Atletico. He has helped Los Colchoneros secure three trophies over the past two seasons: the Copa del Rey (2012-13), the UEFA Europa League (2011-12) and the UEFA Super Cup (2012).After speaking with Jose Mourinho, the Belgian has decided to remain in Spain, where he will be guaranteed UEFA Champions League football next season.“I’ve chosen to stay at Atletico,” said Courtois.“I have to continue playing and at Chelsea there’s Cech who has always

I Have To Land
Dreams may come and go, I hope this one stays even if I find out it won't though. I have so much power in my pen, it allows me to feel better even if I hurt again and again. In my written word, you are next to me even when nothing is heard. Someday nothing will be the same, all of it can and will change I hope you will remember my name. I won't expect you to ever change, that wouldn't be right stay gold, as you carefully arrange. You are someone else's lucky doll, we just weren't meant to be a felt and heard eternal call. When I dream, you hold my hand, and my heart when I wake again, I have to land. we touch and your so kind, I want to dream but I have to land and hope I can rewind.

I Have Had It
BEING ON MY LAST DAYS HERE ON EARTH WITH INCREDIBLE PAIN FROM THIS CANCER, FROM MY CONTINUING MINI STROKES AND INCREASING WATER GAINS ON BOTH MY LEGS, MY RIGHT ARM, AND MY RIGHT SIDE STOMACH AND BACK......I HAVE HAD IT. I HAVE HAD ALL THE LACK OF FRIENDSHIPS THESE FOUR CHURCHES HAVE GIVEN TO ME. THE LACK OF FRIENDSHIP, OF CALLING, OF COMING OVER AND OF MEETING MY NEEDS SO THAT I WILL FEEL BETTER. ALL CHURCHES HAVE HAD A LACK OF HELP AND IT'S LIKE I DO NOT EXIST IN GOD'S KINGDOM BECAUSE I DO NOT WORSHIP THE PASTORS, OR THE CHURCH OR THE GOVERNMENT OR BARACK OBAMA. IT IS GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE THE PAIN IS SO INTENSE THAT I DON'T CARE ANY MORE. NO ONE WILL CALL, OR COME OVER OR HELP ME OUT A LITTLE SO I WILL GIVE UP. I DON'T THINK THE LORD MY HEAVENLY FATHER WILL HOLD IT AGAINST ME IF I DO THIS. I HAVE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK SEVERAL TIMES WITH DYING ONCE AND WITH A TOTAL OF 13 LIFE THREATENING DISEASES. MY FINAL JOURNEY WILL START TOMORROW.LEONARD BRUCEJULY 2013

I Have What I Need
I have the time I have been given. Sometimes it may not seem like much, but give me a moment here, because I am trying to do this thing the correct way. I know I have already screwed up big time, by not getting married soon after high school. I took sometime and decided I was going to get picky after I had my first child. Three years after I graduated, I held one gift that I will never stop loving. I cried and promised I would do my best. I told my baby that even though she didn't have a father, I would give my all to make her growing up a journey she could look back on and smile. There have been great times and times I wouldn't want to happen again. I am happy I went so long in between my breezy love affairs. I have been out with less guys since I grauated than I had been around in highschool. I was like a party favor in highschool. I had fun in school. You got to see friends everyday and I only got lonely after school. I tried and couldn't continue my education, twice in fact. I k

I Have A Thought.....
You have become my obsession. My desires have become infected with Your will to use me however You see fit. Thirstily I crave a touch from You that I have not yet felt. The thought of becoming a slave for You makes my body quiver. The pain that You will inflict on my body makes my skin crawl. You have not yet touched me, but I can imagine the firmness of Your hands. I beg for my punishment. I want to be bad for You, so that I can be seen as good in Your eyes. My body is transforming itself into Your possession. I'm feeling the addiction more each minute. The submission of my being is becoming easier to fathom. I'm ready to be trained. You have the control. You have the power to use me, and make me feel that release. Complete and total control of my body as I am not able to control myself. I await the day that I become Yours.

I Have Returned!
me and my boyfriend jerry we left on our trip a day late and was only away for a day and half mainly due to budget restrains and jerry was not feeling good emotionally. i did get pictures up of the patsy cline crash site i put a few up along with 3 of the last photos ever taken of her 3 days before she was killed. be sure to check them out feel free to comment please be sure to keep it friendly. also i did some changes to my profile one last time IT WILL MOST DEFINITELY REMAIN AS IS UNTIL EARLY DECEMBER! be sure to check it out. it will be a pretty good while before i will be going on any more serious road trips again so i will be back on here twice a week again. the rest of the time i will be on my backup page countryrose everyday in case if anybody needs to reach me for anything. the page is on my friends list. if anybody has a tough time finding it please message me let me know i will get with you as soon as i can. for now the only times i will only be off either of my pages for a l

I Have Loved And Been Hurt By Love
I have loved and been hurt by loveI have seen joy and yet there is painI have breathed and yet i am breathlessIn your presenceConsumed by your beauty the essence of loveI have walked a thousand miles in my shoesOn a road which never endsThrough the driving rains many tears have fallenSwept up in the passage of timeMy heart will linger in the moonlightAs i breathe the ocean breeze tonightFor on the horizon there is a new dayA story still left untoldFor the dreamer dreams of hopeAnd a lover feels with their heartSo why is it human natureFor us to tear ourselves apart??

I Have My Own Place Now !
Well it was a long couple of months but I finally got me a place ! yay! Im very greatfull and learned alot on the streets and hope it never happens again ! People are really judgemental ! I even made some friends and seen alot of people that love that life ! Its really sad there is not more help for the homeless and I hope to help them every chance I get ! Lots of love and thanks for not judging me you know who you are an please put the homeless in your prayers !

I Have Every Right
I have every right to protect my fubar friends and family i do not like seen them hurt and i care for them same way as they care about me . I will not let under aged fubar pervs get my family to like them so they can brodcast on cam naked i won't allow it and i going protect my family and friends from fubar pervs and haters who start there bullshit in shout box sb if u can't treat my family or friends with respeact then then will block u and will report u to fubar support. may this be your only warning u get to stay out trouble 1: do not take any my friends or family 2: stay off my profile if u are a under age fubar perv 3: do not steal any my photo's 4: do not threat me in shout box =sb or private message cause you will be blocked 5: if your blocked and i see u in lounge i won't talk to you at all 6: i have every right to defend myself and protect myself 7: if do disrespeact me or hurt me or threat me u will be blocked

I Haz A Friend??
So My R/L Best Friend Joined not to long ago! I know shes still new and doesn't have a salute yet But I promise shes real :) so Go show her some fu luv!! Shes a sweet heart and you won't regret it! Thanks everyone :D ♥ heat4686@ fubar

I Haz Been Away...
So for a few weeks now I've been basically AWOL from the FU. I got in trouble at work at was told to cease and desist immediately from going on Fubar..So because I need my job, I was a good lil registrar and stopped going on. And at home...Its just been too nice most days to play on the internet...So I've been enjoying a RL...And in doing so I've met someone amazing..and am happier than I have been in ages....So while I'm sure I haven't been terrible missed around here...Thats why I've been gone..in case you were wondering =)

I Haz Been Tagged...forgive Them Father For They Know Not What They Do...
Instructions......(I was tagged by Art) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My irrational fears are heights and camping..my completely legit, absolutely grounded in reality fears are clowns and cats. 2. i prefer rain to sunshine 3. i die a little inside wen i hear people use the terms "baby mama" and "baby daddy"..It gives me a sad. :( 4. i read a lot but my fave book is The Cat in the Hat...Dr. Seuss is deep people..you just gotta think about the morals in the stories 5. i have wicked, insane girl crushes on Stacy Dash and Gabrielle Union..RAWR, lol. 6. i have a morbid fascination with suicide and actually wrote a research paper on the method file that got

I Haz New Pussay Cats!
Stripes went missing almost 2 weeks ago. We suspect he was eaten by coyotes. My good friend , Paula, hap0pened across 2 new ones for me.... pics will be coming soon (as soon I can get my mobile pics working again lol).

I Haz Teh Ballz!!!!!
My sweet friend Sproet, commented on my page that I was the first of her friends to "have the balls" to buy herself the Auto 11 bling. That got me thinkin. I sent her the Moon over Fubar bling and decided to write this blog. I'm a little stoned, so bear with me! hehe Now why in the world would I need to have said balls to buy myself something that damn near EVERYone on here is constantly begging everyone else to buy them? I'm an independent woman and If I want something, I will get it myself. I don't need to depend on other people to get ME the things I want. So, in closing, I am a woman, and I HAZ TEH BALLZ!! WOOT!! hehe ok, you can resume your lives now.

I Haz Teh Sads
One of our cats hasn't come home. Jack went out last night and we haven't seen him since. I drove around the neighborhood and nothing...I'm hoping he is off on some kitteh orgy and not in someone's trash bin somewhere :( Damn outdoor cats!!!!

I Haz Teh Emo
Circle of Friends-Edie Brickell Me, I'm a part of your circle of friendsand we notice you don't come around Me, I think it all depends on you touching ground with us. But, I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody elseit seems. And I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway. When the streets are wet -- the color slip into the sky. But I don't know why that means you and I are- that means you and.... I quit -- I give up.Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems. But I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be.When I'm by myself nobody else can say... Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends an

I Hazth A Speech Impedament
I say some words "funny" some of them are "cute" Ive been told when I mispronounce them. I say buttons as buddons church as turch skirt as skurt, but I have no problem saying shirt four as foor i cant even say purse, so I dont bother :P does anyone else have words they say funny?

I Haz Originality :d
You Are Original You're one of a kind, baby! The jury is still out on what kind though... You are creative, zany, and totally wild. You're all over the board, and having fun doing it! People may accuse you of being totally random... you just have your own way of doing things. You may go off in many different directions at once, but you always end up where you're supposed to be. The Zebra Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

I Haz The Sad
I'm having a rough time recently...for multiple reason, but lets just focus on one for right now. My cat, Bandit, has been sick for the past week or so. I took him to the vet a couple days ago, since he wasn't eating, and it is quite apparent. They found some prety heavy amounts of plaque buildup and a bit of infections in his gums. Nothing too serious, so they gave me some meds to give him, and told me they would help a bunch. Vet said he didn't want to automatically run the gambit of tests and run a bill up for me, as everything else checked out. Fast forward about 48 hours later or so. I have only successfully given him one pill since then. Every time I have given him pills, he has turned around and vomitted shortly after. Not sure how he can get better if I can't get him to take the meds. He turns 12 this April as we got him shortly after we got married. I'm not sure what to do. :(

I Haz A Dilemma
Ive been living with my mom since my dad got sick. Ive been taking care of her since he passed away. A few weeks ago, my mom told me "You dont have to stay here if you dont want to" she didnt say it in a "get the Hell out of my house" kind of way, she told me she meant it as she didnt want to feel responsible for me putting my life on hold to take care of her. About two weeks ago, I had asked her if she would have a problem with me giving her money if I moved out. She started crying and said "So youre just gonna leave me here? Like your brothers and sister did?" Which I felt was kinda a guilt trip. She JUST told me I could move out if I wanted to. The thing is, I cant afford to move out AND support her. Ive oddly become a single child once my dad died seeing as my other siblings cant be bothered to help. My sister moved to Colorado, leaving behind a condo she hasnt been able to sell. She told me I could move in and all she would charge me would be the associtation fees. (theyr

I Heart Ma
*So Rich, So Pretty* I like a girl with caked up makeup. In the sunshine, smoking cigarettes to pass the time. Who wakes up to a bottle of wine On the nightstand, bites and scratches the blinds. But i ain't found one quite right yet. So I step with pep to the park or supermarket it. Her apartment best be messy. And Lisa don't mind when i call her Leslie. She's gotta dress with class. In Jean Paul Gautier and an Hermes bag. And 4 inch tips made of ostrich. Sharp enough to slit your wrists, her lips spread gossip. Won't say sorry when she offends. She comes over to my place in her old man's Benz. In gold and silver and jewels of all colors. And she doesn't take them off when we're tearing up the covers. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. So rich, so pretty. I like a girl who eats and brings it up. A sassy little frassy with bulimia.

I Heard You Speaking For A Heart
I heard you speaking for a heart, your heart--- wondering what was different, wondering why it felt like golden velvet folded unto itself. You did not speak of partings, but I felt it in the way you joined to my skin, listened like a fretful child for the beat of my heart. And I said I would hold you somewhere inside me, in days or months or years, and wept when you said I should not murder my seldom spoken dreams. I could not and you could not say a sort of farewell without this touching, You asked if I knew what I had given you, and yes dear one---I did. I gave you safe harbor, and a touch you hungered for, and I taught you just how much was worth loving, and I did so knowing this night would come, So my sweet love, go. Regret will not wear your name, and I will never wish That we had never happened. Doubt yourself. Doubt the world. But never doubt what you are to me, and I do fondly love you.

I ♥ You
I love calling you my wife Although its not official yet They say we're young but who does care Our love is all but regret. I love seeing you smile, And waking up to it everyday I pray to the Lord, My God, My Soul May that smile never fade away. I love holding onto you, As I did in the rain Our first night's true love kiss, Has erased all of our pain.

I ♥ You Thomas
Baby , you are my whole life..... I hope someday to be your wife. I will devote my self to you... Always faithful, always true. Because you are the one for me... My life with you is all I see. Sharing everything as one... Beneath the stars... Awakening with the sun. Happiness will be our goal... To be together and make us whole. My life with you seems so complete, I await the day we finally meet. You're all I want, your all I need... I know for certain.. we will succeed. There's never quite been a love like this.. We'll feel the magic, of our first kiss. Our hearts will beat.... they'll beat as one.. Perfect rhythm, is our drum. We'll close our eyes... Hold one another so tight..... Thanking the stars.... For that special night. And never again will we be alone.... All the wonderful hours we spent on the phone.. Getting to know your deepest thought... All along it's you I sought. Soon I'll have you in my arms.... Holding me, captivating m

I Heart Nice Guys.
For obvious reasons, some of this has been edited to protect the individual's identity, such as I know it to be. Also, I didn't like some of the words he used; thus the use of the many asterisks (*). :-p This came from niceguy@***********.**.** Anyway, this is an e-mail I received today. I could not pass up this opportunity, as it was clearly presented. Well, I could, but I didn't wish to do so. The first bit of fluff is his original e-mail. The second bit of fluff is my response to his e-mail. The original e-mail: Howard S. wrote: i have a 103 lb wife 19 & we want a gurl 2 join us for a 3 way love we searched many profiles and we like urs so you will be pleasured in many ways and i will let you to suck my d*ck if ur a good gurl would that make you happy maybe ur a bad gurl who likes to take it up the *ss were waiting 4 u My response: Wow! I'm thrilled. I cannot express just how honored I feel that you have chosen me to have a chance to be with you and

I Heard You, Malachi
I Heard You, Malachi Wednesday, November 22 2006 @ 10:56 AM PST On Friday, November 3, a man doused his body with gasoline and set himself afire to protest the war in Iraq. He died quietly in flames. His name was Malachi Ritscher. Haven't seen it in the news? Me neither, which is kind of strange if you ask me, considering that it happened right here in downtown Chicago in front of hundreds of commuters during morning rush hour. The only conventional newspaper coverage to date was a tiny paragraph that appeared in the Saturday edition of the Chicago Sun-Times. Since then...nothing. http://www.iheardyoumalachi.org/story.html#diaz Did you ever burn your hand on a stove? Do you remember the pain of it? On Friday, November 3, a man doused his body with gasoline and set himself afire to protest the war in Iraq. He died quietly in flames. His name was Malachi Ritscher. Haven't seen it in the news? Me neither, which is kind of strange if you ask me, considering that i

I Heart My Painting Teacher
8 am is very early for figure drawing. But now my class is made up. So, I asked Lee for an incomplete for Painting and explained my money issues. She offered to find me a board or canvas, so we took a field trip around the art department's storage rooms. No luck. So then she say if I have any raw canvas, I can just paint on that, I don't need to stretch it. Sweeeet. But do I have enough? We talked about it a little bit more, and came up with an AWESOME idea: Sew pieces of canvas together to make is big enough and work the seams into my painting. I'm so stoked about this idea. And I don't think I've ever used the word stoked before in my life. Ever. But it's my new favorite word because I'm wicked excited to start this! Now all I have to do it find my needle and thread... Plus, yay for child support checks! Now I don't have to miss school next week and fail French! :) People are still mad at me or not talking to me or whatever, I don't even know or care what's going on

I ♥ Earth
Your Love Element Is Metal In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?

I *heart* My Crazies
I don't care for boring people. Because they...well...they bore the piss out of me. I don't care for people who say "I have a funny story" and then continue to go on and tell a completely UN funny story. I don't care for people who are all stiff and judgy. I don't care for religious people who judge others because they do not go to church and worship every Sunday. I Believe in God. I believe in the Goddess earth too. I like to stick my bare toes into the grass, raise my face to the stars and worship like that. I think that the human body is a beautiful thing. And that it should be worshiped as well. From one lover to another. And not necessarily from only a man to a woman. I believe that you can love another persons soul. And that It doesn't matter where it resides. I do not believe that there is a thick line between sanity and Insanity. I think that if there is indeed a line there. It is blurry. And I'd rather take a step on the crazy side thankyouverymuch. I r

I Heard Her Voice For My Birthday
I dont have moments like these very often anymore. It has been 5 years since the death of my mother....One of those things I dealt with and healed from. However............ Nights like tonight I am reminded that it still hurts and I miss her more with every passing year. My grandmother (moms side)....sends me some of the oddest things for my birthday....but this year I dont think she realizes the impact of the gift she sent. It was a DVD of the BA ceremony of my mothers first step of acchievement she made in the UNviersity of Victoria. The only woman to have graduated with full Honors in the department of sociology. With a grade average of 98.9% I sit here now watching and remembering.....Her gestures....the glimmer in her eyes....and most of importantly something I had forgotten......her voice. I was unlucky.......I never had my mother around very much.....She had to to give me up when I was very young. Regardless of the lack of a parent my mom was....she was amazing...the on

I Heart These Lyricss :p
Here I'm standing in the night My crescent wand the only light Alone against my darkest fear But I sense my friends are near I'll draw from each the power I need The evil Queen we will defeat - *Give me the strength to carry on With all our love we can't go wrong Only together we face the fight Nothing can stand against our might - [Repeat *] - With all our strength the battle's won With all our love we can't go wrong We have the strength to carry on

I Hear People Wanting Something....
ME!!! ok really i need to get over that movie lol Last night I watched The Devil's Rejects...twice..god Rob Zombie's wife is a hot piece of ass ^_^ Finally fell asleep for a couple hours this morning..had some strange dreams..Garth you were there..ToTo however couldn't make it i guess. Libra:You're ready to move into a different social orbit when a new friend takes you by the hand. It seems intimidating at first, but you'll soon see that you belong right in the epicenter. Your confidence will bowl them over. I talked to an old gf of mine today that i haven't talked to in over a year. Her and I were crazy close for a while..i've known her longer than i've known Jason. Anyways we had a small falling out..well not so much a falling out as a grown apart. Anyways man has she went thru a lot of shit this past year..nothing i could have helped out with..more so ya need to do this and find your way on your own kiddo..type thing I couldn't be more proud of her. Her and her bf ju

I Heart Animals
Aw, they're so lovely and furry and snuggly and something-y. Blech! This is how much I love them.... The cow: IT tastes great on a bun with ketchup and even great grilled and served with peppercorn sauce. The fish: it is great feeling the tug of IT, WHICH is on my hook as I reel IT into my boat. And, it is also wonderful gutting, cleaning, and frying IT up. The (fill-in-the-blank): ah, fuck it... they're all good. No, I haven't lost it. I'm just poking a little fun at PETA after they sent a complaint letter, telling journalists to stop referring to animals as "it" and "which". Apparently, they would prefer to be called "he", "she", and "who" ('cause animals are just so astute, eh). PETA dispatched a letter to Norm Goldstein, editor of The Associated Press Stylebook, suggesting that it is time to revise the book’s language guidelines—which currently characterize animals as inanimate objects—and bring the references in line with 21st century attitudes. Ya, animal

I Heart Misfit Shaun
This is my misfit boy....... Misfit73@ CherryTAP I can only say that I'm happier than I've been in years and it's almost unreal. A dream purrrrhaps? Well you better not wake me the fuck up punk! Lots of love to all and especially to Shaun.... XOXOX Misfit's Sin aka deadend girl

I Heading Out!
I am leaving today for fabulous Las Vegas! I plan to cut the fuck lose! Can't wait to get out of this god forsaken hole called Ohio and go where everything is perfect in the world...VEGAS! It is my favorite spot in the whole wide world. Lots of sin, booze and everything a girl could want! what more can you ask for?!?!?

I ♥ This Song. For Life.
"Excerpts From Various Notes Strewn Around The Bedroom Of April Connolly, Feb 24, 1997" Why I should leave:no-why I'm leaving you for him..well, let's see here:well, let's see; where should I begin? Every night you get annihilated with all your friends, and every night I drink alone until you stumble home wanting some- like some fuck and run. I know you sleep around, I see it in the eyes of those girls. Those fucking girls..they smile and nod, but never offer a single word-I'm just in the way-I'm the ball and chain, you're the jailbird chirping, "how hard life is in the cage!"{ how hard it is waking up next to me. Well, you've dug this hole, come on and fill me up. When you said you loved me I knew I was getting fucked you said you'd never let go all that stopped:you used to turn me on, now we're just getting off that's why I'm leaving you. ****and the drunken erratic response from april's ex-boyfriend Trevor Post, upon finding said various notes **** you really, really think this g

I Heard Last Thursadysome Bad News
well on thursday i thought my mom went to work that morning and i thought it was a normal day til my mom came home cryin and stuff as she walked in the door i looked at her and asked her what was wrong......and she paused and told me and my b/f to go sit down in the dinning room and i said ok and then when we did i said mom what is wrong...she said i have some bad news..and before she told me i started to really cry hard and then she told me she has to go have surgery on sept 5th to have a historectomy cuz she found out she has cancer and dose not know what to do she and i and bri just busted out and cried and hugged one another and i told her i was sorry and she will make it through cuz she is trong and they probly caught it in time before it got to bad...and so these last few days we have made a will out and trin to figure out who gets what just in case she doesn't make it out of suregery cuz she also has a real bad heart and that may cause coplacations ..but i really hope not cuz i

I ♥ My Friends!
I am doing a folder in my photos with all my friends that are on Fubar. I only started it tonight, but will continue to add to it. If you're not on it and think you should e, let me know if i missed you....these are the people I talk to a lot and that I have love for.... Oh, and give me time.....I'm still adding people, I just haven't got that far... Anyway, I found out tonight that I will most likely be going to California next August or September....I have never been West of Missouri, so this should be a fun trip! Next weekend i get to meet one possibly 2 people from here....I'm excited about it, I wish I could meet all my friends from here....You all rawk to me!!!!! I ♥ you guys!!!!

I Hear You Calling..
i hear you calling you're giving me a headache you flood my mind with words i don't wish to see Why do you scream for life when you know it will only make me cry, make me feel that pain i've tried so hard to forget Must you be so insistant selfishly intruding on my thoughts not giving me a moments rest until i put you to ink Then you'll force me to watch your first breath i cannot look, for if i do i'll have to finally admit YES! this is how it is without my rose colored glasses instead, i'm putting my shades back on I'll argue with you some more plead my cause, ramble on and on not give you face not yet anyways Give me a break, not to worry i know you're there i hear you calling you're giving me a headache

I Hear Ash Wee
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I ♥ My Lindsay Pee
JUST WANTING TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO MY GIRL LINDSAY SHE HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN SO PLEASE YALL SHOW HER SOME LOVE R8/FAN/ADD Tormented Soul~Jenny's Lindsay pee~@ fubar THIS HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY HER JENNY POO JENNY~Jam Bear's Lil Sissie~Kae's Twin~My Lindsay Pee's Jenny Poo @ fubar

I Heart Chuck Norris!
Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete. 2796 8.364 Leading hand sanitizers claim they can kill 99.9 percent of germs. Chuck Norris can kill 100 percent of whatever the fuck he wants. Chuck Norris' calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands. 1905 8.343 Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. Chuck Norris can speak braille. Once, while having sex in a tractor-trailer, part of Chuck Norris' sperm escaped and got into the engine. We now know this truck as Optimus Prime. On a high school math test, Chuck Norris put down "Violence" as every one of the answers. He got an A+ on the test because Chuck Norris solves all his problems with Violence. Chuck Norris owns the greatest Poker Face of all-time. It he

I Hear You
I hear you. Is that you? Your breath mingles with mine. I whisper your name – so soft. I feel my love for you Reaching out with invisible arms, To bring you even closer to me. Your warmth fans the flames Of my complete happiness. I taste the tear that escapes Mingled with the curve of my lips. And I know, as I flow into slumber, That you have completed me. And our love created rightness, Together - all because of you.

I ♥ Boo~boo And The Shadow Levelers!!!
so, i just wanted to post this to say THANK~YOU! THANK~YOU! THANK~YOU! to boo~boo for sending all her firends my way, and the shadow levelers and everyone else that helped me level. i really appreciate it! so thank~ you, so much, to everyone on this list, if i've missed any one let me know, and i will definately put you on here! thanks again! ¢¾BooBoo¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Day Dreamer ~~*Club* F.A.R*Member*~~@ fubar Kimmy@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar *~AngL~*@ fubar Jennifer ~ Club F.A.R. Member ~ Fan~Add~Rate@ fubar ¢Ü♫¢¾¢¾Teresa¢Ü♫¢¾¢¾@ fubar Mr. Odd *Founder of Jason's FuLounge!!!!* Fan/Rate/Add/Join Lounge@ fubar Mjr. DJ Foxy Bitch GM of the Lost City Radio and Dj for K- 9 Music Produtions@ fubar One Sexy BBW Sarge's Bad Girls & Your Next Addiction@ fubar

I ♥ My Fu Friends
As most everyone SHOULD know by now, I'm in a rates only contest for the Hottest Mummer on Fubar. I've been really trying to get my friends over there to vote for me because I was so far behind due to starting the contest late. As far as an update.. I'm still really far behind! LOL But I am in the upper 50% now after my wonderful friends and family managed to TRIPLE my number of votes in the past 2 days! Thank you so much! The contest runs, I think, thru the end of the month. Remember that the rates reset each week and you can check my blog for the link and go vote again! So.. if you haven't already.. Get you butts over there and rate THIS PIC Please! And send your friends. Just give them a link right to the voting page. :) Thanks again for your help! Be sure to leave a comment so I know you helped out, and I can return the luv! CLICK HERE TO VOTE *********************************************** Also... :) Heartistic Soul is doing the Million dollar Valen

I ♥ My Friends!!
THIS IS PIMPOUT #3 FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HARDLY EVER GET PIMPED. THESE ARE SOME AWESOME PEOPLE SO PLEASE MAKE SURE TO STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.I KNOW ITS LONG BUT PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO GO ALL THE WAY THRU, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE IN IT. ·· . .JÇ. .·· . .Ð£§ Promotions Manager åñd ÐJ £ÁÐ¥ £ÚM¶§. .··Õwñê® øƒ Ð£§ Â$$håt Ë£ÏmÏñåtÏøñ Ïñ©@ fubar ~ItsUrAngel~@ fubar «§tevens³»~Fubar Bouncer/Lounge Expert@ fubar ♥Licia™ ♥@Too RaW~Flaw's babygirl@ fubar

I Heard This And Thought Of You.....
Amber Lyrics » 311 Brainstorm, take me away from the norm I got to tell you something This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song And it goes like Chorus: Whoa, amber is the color of your energy Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally You ought to know what brings me here You glide through my head blind to fear And I know why (Chorus 2x) You live too far away Your voice rings like a bell anyway Don't give up your independence Unless it feels so right Nothing good comes easily Sometimes you gotta fight (Chorus) Launched a thousand ships in my heart So easy, still it's fine from afar And you know that Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm Whoa, I got to tell you something

I Hear You
i hear you calling my name, i feel you reaching for me, i know the pain, but try as i might, i cant get to you today. someone is between us and wont let me through, and the wall is toohigh to climb over. i need you as much as you need me, and i cant tell you. i sense you near but i cant touch you. i feel confusion, panic and pain, youre wondering why im not there. but baby, i am, i just cant get to you. i have never left your side, not since one magical night. its not me staying away, but someone who wants me to stay away from you. i know you are tired, and that you hurtm and i want to share your pain, if only i could get through. do not fear, my love, for i am always here. i have not abandoned you, for my love is true and eternal.

I Heard You Calling
I heard you calling mommy, but i couldnt find you. you werent there. I heard you crying, I felt like dying. I couldnt see you. Like a child I fell to my kness, caught in the raging sea, i couldnt see. I fought really hard, but i was so scarred. I wanted to swim that mile, just so i could see you smile, one last time. I couldnt climb. It begins to rain, Feeling so much pain. cant fight the chains that hold me. I only wanted you be, the best you could be. Now I cant see. You went away. hope you are okay. dont know what else to say, My son I heard you calling, but now I am falling. I wonder where you are, i never wanted you out of sight, I can no longer see the light. I heard you calling, but you are not here. I fall to the floor as I close the door. I heard you call, but son it is time I say goodbye, i am going to walk away, nothing left to say. I love you My son, and i miss you. I heard you calling.

I Heard The Music (my Sweet Man * My Darlin)
April 15, 2008 @ 10:57 pm I hear the music - so much more than many think a depth greater than unending skies as close as a rainbow passes through falling stars speaking to hearts and souls in gentle symmetry drawing and being led to the where's of dreams and the dream's shared lives. I heard the music and its echo still sounds so softly inside all my days and all my ends so quietly cry from the beauty I touched so briefly. I don't dream of flying for I fly every day with each taken breath I reach and touch all the stars and all the dreams that ever are and learn more than I knew each moment before. I make the music that tomorrows will hear and the echoes will sound along the paths being made and through it all I became who I am... the me that looks back from both sides of the soft glass that is time.

I Heard The News Tonight..
A very dear friend of mine left me an offline message with the link to his obituary. The news of his death comes with a lot of mixed feelings. Under any circumstance death is always something you wouldn't wish upon anyone. And I do sincerely hope he has finally found his peace. The friend that told me about his death has suffered greatly through his actions yet still finds it in her generous heart wish him peace. Ryuka's blog As do I.. May you finally have found the peace you were looking for, Jody.

I Heart Internet Warrior B*tches
OK THIS SHIT IS REALLY GETTING OUT OF HAND, YOU INTERNET WARRIOR BITCHES ARE TOO FUCKING FUNNY TO ME. WHY DON'T YOU JUST DO ME A FAVOR AND SIGN THE "KEEP YA MAN AWAY FROM THE ICE PRINCESS" LIST AND MOVE THE FUCK ON. I DON'T BOTHER YOUR STUPID ASS SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. DON'T BLAME ME FOR WHAT YOUR MAN DOES. I MEAN THINK ABOUT IT IF THE ONLY TIME YOU HAVE ANY INTEREST IN YOUR MAN OR PAY HIM ANY ATTENTION IS WHEN HE IS N THE COMPUTER THAN YOU HAVE ISSUES THAT YOU NEED TO WORK OUT. DON'T PROJECT YOUR ISSUES ON TO ME BECAUSE I AM PERFECTLY HAPPY WITH MY LIFE. I'M NOT THE ONE YOU NEED TO BE BLAMING BECAUSE MY CONVERSATIONS WITH YOUR MAN IS MORE INTERESTING AND GIVES HIM MORE PLEASURE THAN YOU BEING IN HIS PRESENCE. WHAT CAN I SAY, IF YA SPENT MORE TIME SHOWING AND GIVING YOUR MAN THE ATTENTION HE DESIRES THEN HE WOULDN'T BE ON LINE CONFESSING ALL OF HIS WANTS, DESIRES AND NEEDS TO ME. I CAN'T HELP THAT I AM A GREAT LISTENER AMONG OTHER THINGS. DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I AM COMFORTAB

I Heard This Song For The First Time In A Long Time The Other Day
Mindy McCready Guys Do It All The Time Got in this morning at 4 AM Your as mad as you can be Well I was drinking and talking And you know how that goes Time just slipped away from me By the time I knew what time it was It was to late to call home Stop carrying on and acting like a child I wasn't doing anything wrong Guys do it all the time And you expect us to understand When the shoe's on the other foot You know that's when it hits the fan Get over it honey life's a two way street Or you won't be a man of mine So I had some beers with the girls last night Guys do it all the time I know I left my clothes all over the place And I took your twenty bucks No I didn't get the front yard cut Cause I had to wash my truck Will you bring me a cold one baby Turn on the TV We'll talk about this later There's a ballgame I wanna see Guys do it all the time And you expect us to understand When the shoe's on the other foot You know that's when it hits the fan

I Heard This... Somewhere And It Stuck!
~JUST ME~ I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do Is think of me and I have peace of mind I'm tired of looking 'round rooms Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be I don't want to be anything other than me

I ♥ You Crazy People!
I just wanted to take a moment to thank you guys for helping me keep my mind off things the past few days. You have no idea what a blessing you have been. Tomorrow is when we are supposed to find out if anything can be done for my mother. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. ♥ I Found You Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you...

I Hear A Whole Lot Of Static
haven't really written much of anything lately. well truth be told not much to write about. i've been in my new place since last thursday and have just been busy since, even if i haven't really gotten much done. isn't that always the way? my mind has been all over the place and it's been hard to concentrate on anything other than the move and the now pressing quest for a new job(which as usual is going slowly, figures) so i haven't had much time for random thoughts or if i've thought of anything they were out of my head before i could write them down. i'm just a scatterbrain....well more so than usual. maybe soon when things calm down i'll be able to write something "worthwhile"....hahahahaha....yeah right.

I Hear Ya!
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" I understand. Hope that I wasn't included in that group. Know we haven't talked much but I wouldn't mind sometime. lol /MemphisRush

I Hear Ya Got Religion?
The Residents gir på 19 Mysterious Tracks forklaringen på fenomenet the Residents. Låta I Hear Ya Got Religion? ble laget i 1969. Flere år før den obskure gruppa begynte å røre på seg. Men samme året som Brian døde. Sangen ble ganske sikkert laget som en generell latterliggjøring av religion og deres egen manglende forsåelse for fenomenet. Det var ikke en melding til London. Da Stones "svarte" med live-albumet Get Your Ya-Ya's Out ble derimot noe synlig for dem. De fikk et svar som ikke kunne misforstås. England HADDE religion. De var en del av en kristen tradisjon som var i ferd med å bli spist opp av et enormt monster som ikke hadde forståelse for Jesus, men som heller ikke hadde noen mulighet til å forstå seg selv. De skjønte ikke hvem de var i forhold til resten av verden. Plata Get Your er en livesamling fra Stones invasjon av Ux i 1969 etter at Brian var borte. Men som sagt, "Ya" har en helt annen og mye mer skremmende betydning. Den er en finte fra Brian

I Heart You.
Suicidal yes a sad word but right now a light I might fall to that temptation and kill myself tonight but if i do always remember I heart you you are the one for me even if I'm not yours I will love you till the day i die I heart you always now and to the end my heart wont mend till I'm with you because that's how much I heart you

I Hear Voices In My Head
I hear voices in my head (chorus) They come to me They understand They talk to me You got your rules and your religion all designed to keep you safe. But when rules start getting broken you start questioning your faith. I have a voice that is my savior, Hates to love and Loves to hate. I have a voice that has knowledge and the power to rule your fate. I hear voices cryin I see heroes dyin I taste blood thats dryin I feel tension risin (Chorus) I hear voices in my head They come to me They understand They talk to me,They talk to me They tell me things, that I will do They show me things I'll do to you. They talk to me...

I Heart The Dollar Store!
I've always been an advocate for expensive razors. The cheap ass Bic ones always made me feel like I was shaving with tree bark, so for a while now I've only used the Venus ones which are rather expensive. Now that I'm on a rather tight budget I had to downgrade to cheaper ones...well the other day at the Dollar Tree I found some shavers that had the 4 blade on them so I decided to give them a try. I LOVE THEM!!! They felt exactly the same as the Venus razors! And they were only 3 for a dollar! Yay! Okay, yes...my life has come to this...don't hate :P

I Hear, You Tell, I Cry
I hear you screaming while I'm sleeping.I hear the noises you make, the mess you left for me.I hear the words you speak, so hateful they are.I hear everything but I fake sleep, don't want to deal with it.I keep my eyes closed, barely say anything.You tell me my animals are gone, I want you gone.You tell me how much I'm a waste.You tell me what you think I am, you are so wrong.You tell me horrible things about myself.I cry because of the words, the sounds you make.I cry because it's the same stuff every day.I cry because I know there's a better life, but I stay.I cry because you never remember what you say, what you do.

I Heart You
I do not say I love you, For want of other words, Nor because I think, It is what you wish to hear. When I say I love you, It comes from deep inside me, From a place that you have opened, A place that you have made. So now I say I love you,

I Heard Christian Louboutin High Heels Your Voice
"... Good." He is a LEADER, he ordered her cheap Christian Louboutin shoes to not be refused. "... How do you?" Their relationship as intimate as normal couple, but also a harmonious and beautiful, has never been so cold, she started as if afraid to meet with him in private. "I'm fine." Her eyes fell on a distant window, can grab a touch of the sunset. "Are you angry with me?" JACK forced to turn her head is on their own, obviously is a question, but it is a positive tone. "JACK ... ..." She intends to courage to ask themselves whether it was not salty is not short of that person, "When you recommend me in front of BOSS, against all the odds so I joined HUNTER, the reason is because the protection ICE it? " JACK surprised, then asked: "how did you ..." "I have heard, I'm sorry, the day I passed, I heard Christian Louboutin High Heels your voice, just to push the door ..." "... ..." Lin Feng brief silence so that the expectations have been told the final burst, she resumed re-st

I Hear You Knockin' - Dwight Yoakam
[Chorus:] I hear you knockin' I hear you callin' I hear you every time you say my name But it's no use, baby Your calling is all in vain No use you crying You done the lying You tried to cheat Baby, you're to blame But it's no use, baby Your crying is all in vain I packed my suitcase I bought my ticket It won't be long, and I'll be on my way 'Cause I'm a leaving, yeah, I'm a leaving, and I'm going away to stay[Chorus:] I hear you knockin' I hear you callin' I hear you every time you say my name But it's too late, baby Your calling is all in vain[Instrumental] I packed my suitcase I bought my ticket It won't be long, and I'll be on my way 'Cause I'm a leaving, yeah, I'm a leaving, and I'm going away to stay I hear you knockin' I hear you callin' I hear you every time you say my name But it's no use, baby Your calling is all in vain[Instrumental] I hear you knockin' I hear you callin' I hear you every time you say my name But it's too late, baby Your calling is all in vain I hear you kno

I Hear Our Hearts
I love dreaming of only you, gives me the best destination to openly pursue. Come join me and the circle of love we will travel, nail me to the bed after I ride and pound you like a judge's gavel. I was thinking maybe another small world after all, thank God I was wrong, Your strong and tall. We have interlocking parts, I was made to love you, I hear our hearts. Waking up to hug tight there is no reason to complain, you even dance in the rain. So simple and its hard but still there is a yet, I want and need to remember and never forget. That a spark ever existed betweem us two, that we feel drawn in to being a one person crew. The fact that I love you loving me, even if there is a chance of no chance to see. If we will have fun to every extreme, I know you know what I mean. I would like to relish you inside and out, with you I never have a doubt. I already love all that I know, I'm more than ready, lets go!!

I Heard This And It Made Me Think Of You So I Had 2 Remix Dj.nabb's Style
To let it ride...Tssh, .... girl come here Listen, listen, listen, I know, I know (Ooooh) (Love you) God damn (Need you) Hear me out though (Let's ride..) Yo (Let's ride..) Hey love, I wanna hold you and talk to you Put my arm around ya shoulder and walk witchu Be that one that assures you, my words are true I know that man don't be doin what he 'sposed to do I got much more to give than homie do And you so fine, I just wanna roll witchu You a Queen bitch, you need a king close to you You need a man like me to just flow witchu And I gotta try, cuz anything's possible And you just might see things the way I do I just wanna get next to you, friends witchu Burn hundreds, wake up in the bed witchu I love when you walk, how that body move Pardon my mouth, I'm just being honest boo I will pay for airtime just to vibe witchu Kisses and hugs until the next time i swing through [Chorus: ] So many things that I wanna do Wanna kiss, wanna touch, wanna taste, never teasin

I Hear You
i hear your words speaking to me they echo in my ears as i read,but you're not here you're over there...please say your words are not true...please tell me it's just another nightmare...yesterday i cried with your words echoing in my ears all night..i can't help the way i feel..and i want to go back to the day when things were alright...let's go buy a big old island...and build houses on the beach...we'll have everything we ever wanted...we'll have everthing we need...and everything we love will be with us...and we won't ever have to miss again...so let's go buy a big old island..we can be there together till the end...

I Heard That!
I call you into my office to discuss your grades. You come in and sit down with a bratty smirk on your face. I tell you you are failing but you don't seem to care. I ask you to do better or i will have no choice but to fail you. You mumble under your breath that you hate my class anyway so no biggie. I hear you dont realize i hear you so i play it cool. I ask you why no effort in class and you say the subject matter is boring and again you mumble something. But i hear you say the only reason you stay in class is that you lobe to watch my huge cock bouncing around under my slacks. Shocked as i am to hear it, i play it cool. You begin to be even more of a brat as our conversation continues. I begin to get really frustrated with you and out of know where i blurt out that the only way your passing my class is if you get down on your knees and suck my cock. As you hear this you begin to get offended but in your mind you are dying to do just that. But you say that will never happen so fuck o

I Held A Jewel A Poem By Emily Dickinson
I held a jewel in my fingersAnd went to sleep The day was warm, and winds were prosyI said, "Twill keep" I woke - and chide my honest fingers,The Gem was goneAnd now, an Amethyst remembranceIs all I own

I Held You Close
I held you close for alittle while. wiped the tears when you cried, picked you up when you fell, i hugged you close in my dreams, and kept the memories safe. so i would never forget the love you brought into my life. you were always there for me, and never gave up. I held you close hoping you would see how much you mean to me. I love you my friend god only knows i wished i were there. so miles lie between but you will always be close in my heart. I would walk a million miles climb a thousand mountains, swim the deepest seas if i knew you would be waiting on the other side for me. that's how much you mean to me. I would give my life if yours was fading so that you could go on. I held you close just wish you were here. someday my friend we will cross eachother's path and i will give you that hug that i have been wanting to give you. I held you close in my heart, and will hold you close forver my friend i love you. I held you close.

I Held On, Until You Could Fly
I hang on to the memories, wishing that you were still here. I held on until you were ready to fly, my son now it is time to say goodbye, I can only sigh, cant help but cry. in my heart i know that you will always be miles away, but i know that you will be okay. I cant be there, but know that i do care. sometimes the pain is so deep, I cannot break these chains. I couldnt keep you here, I couldnt cheer you on, Now my son, I have to let go, the choice was your own. now I must let go of you, my skies will never be blue, my life will never be complete. the tears you cry, I can not wipe dry. I have to sigh. with every stride, let the light guide you. I really did try, but now all I can do is cry. I held on to you until, you could fly. Now the tears fall like rain, I can feel the pain, feel I am going in sane, but was it all in vain. not much left to gain, cant break these chains. I wish upon a star, cant get rid of the scars, I wish you werent so far.

I Hereby Resign
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a 6 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to play kickball during recess and paint with watercolors in art. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summers day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. When all you knew was to be happy because you didn't know all the things that should make you worried and upset. I want to think that the world is fair. That everyone in it is honest and good. I want to believe that an

I, Hereby Michael Live By These Holy Bible Scriptures
I live by these scriptures: Psalm 139, Matthew 18, Proverbs 9 & In the last and evil days it will be more tolerable than Sodom and Gomorah and in the last and evil days two people will be working in the field one will be taken the other one will be left. In the last days people will be in pain as worse as a woman travaileth a birth of a child.

I Here Crys In The Night
Like all of the best we have been taken.Like all of the lost we have been had.Do you pray God kingdom come deliver us this day.Oh love is it all lost did they win. There is no ls no love in the concrete kingdom.And there is no lite and no life.I hear crys in the nieght.there is no love,no life,no lite.I must pull my sword. When all of the good have been taken.When all of the brave have been slain.Ravaged then raped anialation is all they left.Oh love is it lost did they win. Where have all the lost gone to.Where have the strong disapeard to.There is no one left to stand against them.Oh love is it lost did they win. I hear crys in the nieght.There is no love in the concrete kingdom.And there is no lite and no life.I hear no crys in the nieght.There is no love,no life,and no lite.I must pull my sword. I want to know why we are shrienking from the fieght.I said I want to know why we leting then poisen every ones miends. I hear crys in the nieght.I must pull my sword be fore

I H8 Fake Friends
OK ITS TIME FOR ME TO VENT ONCE AGAIN BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I BOTHER I HAVE OVER 600 SO CALLED FRIENDS AND I THINK UNDER HALF EVER SHOW ME LOVE UNLESS I DO NSFW YOU WOULD THINK WITH THAT MANY FRIENDS I WOULD BE HIGHER THEN I AM WELL NEWS FLASH NO MORE NSFW TILL I REACH AT LEAST LVL 22 I HVAE A LOUNGE ALSO AND HALF MY FRIENDS HAVE NEVER EVEN COME TO CHECK IT OUT MAYBE I SHOULD JUST HANG IT UP ON HERE ALSO TO THOSE WHO DONT KNOW THIS I GET NO POINTS FOR RATING THE NSFW SO WHY THEY MAKE IT SO YOU CAN RATE THEM BEATS ME I HAVE THEM UP THERE BY POPULAR DEMAND WELL IF YOU ALL WANT MORE THEN HELP GET ME TO 22 IF I DONT MAKE IT TO 22 IN AT LEAST A MONTH I WILL LEAVE FUBAR THIS IS BS THINK WHAT YOU WILL OF ME I TRY AND HIT ALL MY FRIENDS AND THE ONES WITH NSFW I DONT USUALLY RATE THOSE BUT ANY WAY IM DONE RANTING FOR NOW IF YOU WANT ME TO STAY ON FU THEN SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND RATE ANY PICS THAT YOU MAY HAVE MISSED AT ONE POINT OR JUST LEAVE ME A P

I H8 Goin 2 Th Dr's
I went and had a mamogram done on wed.. Well the whole thing should have taken only about 20-30 mins....It took 2 1/2 hrs...this is why... First they tell me they want to get a ultra sound because they saw somthing... Then the tech tells me that he can see a small mass that looks like a cyst that is the size of a large red grape... And the doctor said that he also saw something else in there...soooooo they wanted to get a biopsy....sure I said better 2 b safe than sorry.... Well that shit hurt so freakin bad...Now I have to wait till either fri or mon or tue to find out the results...and now my left boob has one nasty lookin bruise on it...

I H Hurt The Wittle Wanna Be Masters Feelings Boo-hoo
WELL MASTER HAD HIS WITTLE FEELINGS HURT HE SENT ME A GET WELL CARD A TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF SO IN TURN I SENT HIM COAL...LOL BOUT THE ONLY THING HES WORTH IF YOU ALL GOT MY EMAIL BLOG PLEASE DROP THIS PIGS PAGE AND LEAVE HIM SOME COMMENTS MEN LIKE THIS ARE WHAT WOMEN HATE... LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOL masterfulo...: cute rating me a 1 are u always this immature bitch? TO HIM HED BETTER ADDRESS ME AS THE MOTHER FUCKING QUEEN BITCH..LOL

I Hide(poem)
My Tears are so warm as they roll down my cheek, and why they are even there is really beside me. He wants to meet me plays in my head, over and over again with complete and total dread But why is the question that keeps going through my head why can't I show how beautiful I am, inside and out why does it scare me to let someone inside my heart. To see and feel the person I am I have mastered hiding so well so that he doesnt want me. But I want him, like I've never wanted anything before, I want his touch, his lips, I want to hear his Laughter I want his heart, I want...... But for him to want me I can feel this deep dark sickening pain in the depths of my soul so I hide.

I Hid My Love
I hid my love when I was still young Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly; I hid my love to my despite Till I could not bear to look at the light: I dare not gaze upon her face But left her memory in each place; Where're I saw a wild flower lie I kissed and bade my love good-bye. I met her in the greenest of dells, Where dewdrops pearl the wood bluebells; The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye, The bee kissed and went singing by, A sunbeam found a passage there, A gold chain round her neck so fair; As secret as the wild bee's song She lay there all the summer long. I hid my love in field and town Till e'een the breeze would knock me down; The bees seemed singing ballads o'er The fly's bass turned to a lios roar; And even silence found a tongue, To haunt me all the summer long; The riddle nature could not prove Was nothing else but secret love.

I Hid My Love
I hid my love when I was young 'til I Couldn't bear the buzzing fly, I hid my love to my despite 'til I could not bear to look at light: I dare not gaze upon his face But left his memory in each place Where ever I saw a wild flower lie I kissed and bade my love goodbye I met him in the greenest dells Where dewdrops pearl the wood bluebells The lost breeze kissed his bright blue eye The bee kissed and went up singing by A sunbeam found a passage there A gold chain round her neck so fair As secret as the wild bee's song He lay there all summer long I hit my love in field and town 'till the breeze would knock me down The bee's seemed to sing ballads over The fly's bass turned a lions roar To haunt me all summer long The riddle nature could not prove Was nothing else but secret love I loved you, even now I may confess, Some embers of my love their fire retain, But I do not let it cause you more distress I do no

I Hide
i cant hide, what i feel inside. pretending im happy, as i cry. i cant hide, the fears i feel, hoping someone will help, this heart heal, i cant hide, from my fate. praying itll end, each day. i cant hide, the pain in my eyes. tortureing my mind, dont want to try. i cant hide, as time slips on. i know im here, but do i belong? as i pretend, i still cant hide. in these shadows, my tears i cry!!!!!

I Hide To Cry!
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway.

I Hide To Cry
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway

I Hide Here With Good Reasons...thank You Gothic Angel
This Is The Best Thing I have Done Here In fubar It Isnt Famous, and it Doesnt need to be Its Just My Home and My Guests arent just Fu's They are My Family My Heart My Soul My Everything

I Hit A Dog!
I was on my way to take my son's sheets to Head Start when out of now where, there's a dog in front of my car. I couldn't miss it so wammmmm, I hit it. It scared me, this is the first dog I have ever hit, I shed a few tears and continued to shake for about 30 mins. Thank goodness that it didn't do anything to my car, no blood or anything on it, but to bad for the dog, it shouldn't have been in the road. RIP little white doggy! RIP!

I Hold Onto Life.........
I hold onto life! I hold onto life Waiting for a better tomorrow I hold on to life Despites its constant sorrows I hold onto life For I know I am free to go Once to it, I return what I borrow Life is nice when it flows Life is priceless in life itself In its hardship I strive Enjoying the pleasurables For in life, hope is always near and fresh For dust to dust is the human flesh Life never gives more or less The meaning itself is forever pointless But I still hold onto life like you!

I Hold Your Photograph But I Know It Serves Me Well
edge of the world standing at the edge of the world my back turned on reality i wait to be pushed over waiting to fall from this place leave my worries behind swim through the void before me travel this great beyond standing at the edge of the world peer into an unforgiving night will I fall til the end of time could there be an end to nothingness let me come crashing down to find it finding peace within the peices of me let the remains tell my story tale of a bold explorer, weary traveler seeking to find where it all ends here to discover....ever alone standing at the edge of the world. by john m

I Hold
I hold on to the pain inside. I have to keep the secret pain in. No one can relate to the pain I feel. This pain is causing my life to end. Thoughts of suicide keep running through my head. The cuts on my body still continue to bleed, but I just sit and keep on holding all my pain inside

I Hold A Special Place For You Both In My Life.
I hold a Special Place for You both in My Life. Thanks to You Both for Everything! "SweetPoison" "You will Always be Special to ME"! *RAVEN* "Want to see my Fangs" *Your So COOL!*

I Hold Your Body
I hold your body as if it is your life, entire, edged by layers of days. Decades. Futures dreamed. Delicate and hot as a river of stars shining from ages past, ages beyond this precious night. I hold your body as if it illuminates my own. I hold you body as if your skin and my hands are happy symbiotes, all kind and kindness, arousing more than senses and sense, more than expectations. I turn you until the fit is total. I hold your body as joy holds music on its rainbowed tongue. I hold your body like a sacrament, as if I, too, then, am holy. And I become more than myself. More myself. I become. I hold your body as if it is life. Both and all. As if you and I depend on it. This touch. I hold your body in the easiest of motions. And I wonder why every time I reach into the world surrounding why I cannot hold anything else in the same way. Why it is only you.

I Hold Myself
I hold myself when i cry myself to sleep. I hold myself when i cry. I tell myself everythings goin to be okay. I tell everyone i am loved, I have love. I feel pain in every bit of myself. I ask myself why am i not loved. I ask myself why I have to hold myself when i cry myself to sleep. I ask myslef why I have to cry. I ask myself why I have to tell myself everything is going to be okay. I ask myself why I have to feel pain. Everynite, nite after nite i never have the answers. Every day, day after day I put on a smile and forget about the nite I had to hold myself while I cried myself to sleep.

I Hold Your Heart
I dream of the day when finally I see you, The sun so bright and the sky so blue, Thinking of our first hug and passionate kiss, The world ever so perfect, nothing amiss. I hold your heart in the palms of my hands, Handling it with care as we walk through the sand, Holding it gently for the one I adore, Knowing you've never given your heart like this before I hold your heart gently in both of my palms, Protecting and caring every second of the day, Loving you deeply with nary a qualm, Knowing you've never been loved this way. I handle you heart ever so gently, Taking care not batter or bruise, Caring and loving with deep intensity, Promising never to lose or abuse. I cherish your heart from deep within me, As we walk hand and hand by the deep blue sea, Our lips touching softly and tenderly, Knowing our love will always be.

I Hold Your Love Dearly Lady Katherine
I stand here gazing at the fire place mantel A searing heat running through my veins Your hands glide over me strong yet gentle making me go insane you seem to be able to turn my feelings inside out creating a chaotic reaction , what are you about? this rush, this high how long will it last When it's over will you still be here or would you have run away fast Am I aloud to let my heart come to play? To let my emotions run free or will you leave with nothing to say disgusted or scared of me? I shiver in your arms unsure of whats to come about what new feeling will surface wondering if I should run for I know that after this act is complete my heart will be in your hands will you use it to wipe your feet? will you hurt me like so many have break my heart in two? will you leave me cold and alone? oh I wish I knew I could ask you but would you lie? should I trust you with my life? So now I ask myself Should I trust in you? long moments go by a

I Hold You Dear To My Heart
I hold you dear to my heart feel you breath as the shells of the sea I love you in my heart. Feeling will last True love falling cool wind blowing dear to my heart. You tell me every thing, you show me love, You love , You love, I act like a women I feel like a women. My heart is open night is here as I can breathe now with your kisses on my mind. I will feel this hold over me, Dear to my heart. I feel you breath as the shells of the sea say I love you in my heart of the night cool on my face of kisses your lips on mine. Sweet sex dear sweet sex hearts as love last this night do I love you yes , yes....Don't stop kissing me hold me dear to your heart my love.. As I love you always. Hold you dear true love falling cool wind blowing dear to my heart...... By Christine

I Honestly.
Hope you're happy with yourself. And when you wake up every morning you can look in the mirror and be happy with the person you've become. I hope you can smile at the thoughts of what you've done. I hope you can be happy with the outcome. Go jump off a bridge. I really hope you're happy. Asshole. < / 3 Pain < 333 Three days grace.

I Honor Them...
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things

I Honestly Hate Coming Back To This Site... But, Like Tattoine, It's Safe From Prying Eyes
Lately, I've been having some trouble keeping a sane, straight face on while dealing with an increasing amount of fucked up bullshit on a ever increasing frequency. Well, those that have read my stuff before, welcome to the new me. I live at home, so really, I have to vent somehow, and blogging seems to be myo nly avenue, an avenue, which pisses people off for some reason. At anyrate, I've been going through some crap, and normally, I'd be chill and just ride it out. but it's gotten to the point where my patience has just worn out. Seriously, I've got no support system for when the shit hits the fan, and I'm kinda sick of it. So, in stead of being passive and being a emotional jousting bag for her to rip into, I started arguing back, something which, unless I am extremely pissed, or extremely worried about something, I NEVER do. So it's just small stuff at first, like doors being open, dishes, thatk ind of stuff, but soon she just starts in on stuff that's happened in the past, like

I Hope This Isnt Like Double Triple Posted Cause Im A Tard And Tard And Dont Get This....lol
Hey everyone........So now we moved outta the farm....ok no biggie.....I went on to live with Cherds dad.....Who turned out to be a jackass....so we split..... I bounced around for awhile. The next time I can recall seeing or feeling anything that was ghostly....was when i lived with a b/f in Swedesboro for a bit. The house was a huge old Victorian. We lived in the redone basement. There was alot of anger and deception in that house. When that type of energy is around you might see or feel a so called bad spirit. No not one thats gonna come out and kill yah. He was taller then me about 6ft4 I would say and just an image of a body misty gray and black. No features......but a heavy presence of pain and agony and despair when he/she was there. He /she would come to the doorway and hover there. For a few then leave. I seen him many times while I was there. Then i moved on to a old house in Barnsboro that was known for running the slaves underground hundreds of yrs ago. T

I Hope Everyone Could Find A "you" On Line
MY DEAR FRIEND....... YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE SO UNEXPECTANTLY.. LITTLE DID I KNOW WHAT WAS TO LIE AHEAD FOR THE LONGEST TIME YOU WERE THE CLICK OF A MOUSE, WORDS ON MY SCREEN HUGS THAT WARMED MY DAYS...AND SECURED MY NIGHTS. WITHIN THE MANY HOURS OF OUR PRIVATE ROOM YOU SHOWED ME STRENGTH, WHEN I SHOWED YOU MY WEAKNESSES YOU TAUGHT ME THE IMPORTANCE OF BELIEVING IN MYSELF WHEN I THOUGHT THERE WAS NOTHING TO BELIEVE IN YOU TAUGHT ME SO MUCH, IN WAYS I NEVER KNEW YOU STOOD BEHIND ME WHEN I BEGAN TO FALL ALONG SIDE OF ME WHEN I NEEDED A FRIEND IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I NEEDED A GUIDE YOU SHOWED ME MY ABILITY TO FLY HOW TO REACH PLACES I HAD ONLY DREAMED OF YOU SAW ME WITH YOUR HEART AND NOT WITH YOUR EYES BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY YOU GAVE ME A PIECE OF YOU A GIFT WORTH FAR MORE THAN MONEY CAN BUY YOU GAVE ME A FLOOR TO DANCE ON A SONG IN MY HEART THAT I FINALLY UNDE

I Hope This Doesn't Happen To Me
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner.There,Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in GrandfatherÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s direction

I Hope I'm Not Getting Sick, But I'm Not Sure Eather
Hello, everyone...That's right I'm not sure what is wrong with my body, I have been congested for over 2 weeks it's like non-stop congesting and I need to get a flu shot ASAP!!! So I really hope I'm not coming down with something, Cause if I am coming down with something I won't be able to go to the clinic to get a flu shot + If I don't get a flu shot soon the clinic will run out. Also I don't want to get the flu, it sucks. So please keep me in your thoughts & prayers. I'll Keep U Posted. I Love Ya All Bunches

I Hope It Falls Off!
Yes isnt that the sweetest thing ever? Yes its time for another rant. Do i care if you are horny? Erm NO. I could care less about your penis and its insatiable need to be stroked. You got a problem go jerk off but dammit I dont give a shit if ur horny. OK? One more time for the slow people: I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP I am here to make friends :) I HAVE a man:) Theres plenty of women around here who show thier titties and more. I am not that girl...Look at me I am an average geeky chick..Now I think i am done. Stop treating women like sex objects. OUr one purpose in life is not to satisfy mens needs. And to all the good guys on here who dont ask to see private pics and ask to Yahoo.(Oh yea freakin YAHOO..I don't yahoo...never have never will.. Ihave MSN and only special ppl can have that ..yanno that one who dont want in my pants and treat me like a lady.) xoxox One Pissed off Princess Take this pink ribbon off my eyes I'm exposed And it's no big surprise Don't you

I Hope Several Have Done This!!!!
Before it goes any further this is not me writing this but a Sgt. who is in the active duty USMC!!! It was sent to me by a friend in an e-mail! Subject: USMC Sergeant's Response to Senator Kerry ] Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq. So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted colleagues include lawyers, teachers, mechanics, engineers, musicians and artists, just

I Hope You Feel Better, If You Read This Show Her Some Support For When She Reads This!
hey i hope you feel better it sucks being really sick in bed...high temps...drama in life not making it any better...not being able to get things done that you need to get done...face red as a ~CHERRY~ yes i said it a cherry...lol well im showin you some love and support ash for you listening to me ok.

I Hope This Work....lawd Sum Need Help!
figured that I would share this with you ladies...teach your man to use this...or let me do you...;-) Make Her Squirm, Then Make Her Squirt: Female Ejaculation When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; it’s not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the “female prostate,” or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys’ semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the cours

I Hope Everyone Is Haveing A Real Good Weekend.
Damn I know that I am so tired. LOL.. I went to the Blitz this friday and it was crazy there was no reason I should have even kept myself up for all that DRAMA.. Well I did get to chill with my homegirl.. Neicey.. Well I feel real weak today. I stayed up friday all night so I could go to the sales and then friday night decided that I was going to go with my old man to a party.. HaHa.. Damn them things.. You know all that beer and things well you shouldnt mess with.. HeHe.. Well I need to get off this damn bloging shit and get my ass in the shower, I thought maybe I would feel better.. I am so tired that I am seeing tracors. Gosh Damn dont make no sence. Between my old man and our georgious lil girl I will never get any rest.. Well I am going now I will be back later to fill you in the rest of this thing I have well I guess some people would call it a life, well that is if you think it can be called that.. Well Peace Out and Be Safe.. HaHa I need to tell my own ass that.. TaTa Mi

I Hope U Dance
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance I hope you dance I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Living might mean taking chances But they're worth taking Lovin' might be a mistake But it's worth making Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter When you come close to selling out Reconsider Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance I hope you dance (Time is a real and constant motion always) I hope you dance (Rolling us along) I hope you dance (Tell me who) I ho

I Hope We Can Remain Friends Forever Till The End Of Eternity
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

I Hope Today Is The Day
I went to a dr appt this morning and talked to him about what has been happening since taking the misoprostol. He said he wanted me to have some blood drawn to check my hemoglobin to make sure I am not anemic due to bleeding and he wants to check to see if my hormones have finally dropped below 5. He says if they have dropped below 5 then we will let nature take its course and keep dropping it. If its still above 5 then we are gonna repeat the ultrasound and see whats going on. Just wanted to keep my friends updated...thanks to those of you that have been following me through this. It means so much to me.

I Hope 2007 Will Be A Good Year For Me
hey my fans of my blogs lol i just hope 2007 for me will be a better year compared to 2006 because it was a crappy start to the year in 2006 for me i had my friendship with my best friend called Geoff who i had been friends with for 16-17 years and on 1/10/07 (1/10/07)my time will be 1 year since i have had no contact with him since the friendship ended so in a way it's a bad start to 2007 for me but new years eve was quiet but good so i just hope the rest of 2007 is a good year for me so until the next blog by me take care people from Bruce

I Hope You Dance
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin', Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin', Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin' out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. (Time is a wheel in constant motion alway

'i Hope You Dance... '
(received this from a friend today -- enjoy!!) This was written by an 83-year-old woman to her friend. *The last line says it all. * Dear Bertha, I'm reading more and dusting less. I'm sitting in the yard and admiring the view without fussing about the weeds in the garden. I'm spending more time with my family and friends and less time working. Whenever possible, life should be a pattern of experiences to savor, not to endure. I'm trying to recognize these moments now and cherish them. I'm not "saving" anything; we use our good china and crystal for every special event such as losing a pound, getting the sink unstopped, or the first Amaryllis blossom. I wear my good blazer to the market. My theory is if I look prosperous, I can shell out $28.49 for one small bag of groceries. I'm not saving my good perfume for special parties, but wearing it for clerks in the hardware store and tellers at the bank. "Someday" and "one of these days" are losing their grip on m

I Hope You Can't
i hope you read this i hope u see this i hope you breathe this i hope everything you eat taste like this i hope you feel this i hope you love this i hope u cant take this i hope u choke on this i hope u cant cope with this i hope u understand

I Hope To Hear From You Help !!!!!!!!!
I need help leveling up !!!!!!!!! I cant rate photos no longer and have a way to go ! To top it off payday isn't until Monday !!!!!!!!!!!! So help in the best way you can or at least tell me the best way to level up thanks you all this site is the best and I have the best friends family and fans around

I Hope You Are Proud (poem)
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

I Hope....
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and that each road leads you where you want to go. And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walking till you find the window. And if it's cold outside - show the world the warmth of your smile. More than anything - my wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. That your dreams stay big and your worries stay small and you never need to carry more than you can hold and when your out there getting where you're getting to I hope you know somebody loves you and wants the same things too. I hope you never look back, but you never forget all the ones who love you in the places you've left. I hope you always forgive and you never regret and you help somebody every chance you get.

I Hope I Find My Everything
i hope one day i find the love of my life ....this song seems like a good wedding somg if i where to get married oneday Music Video:ALL MY LIFE (by K-Ci & JoJo)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

I Hoped My Kid Would Make The News For A Different Reason
Teen girls involved in chase Two teenage girls had to be chased down on foot by RCMP after the alleged stolen vehicle they were fleeing in left the road early Thursday. Const. Kathe DeHeer of city RCMP said the incident started around 1:30 a.m. when officers attempted to stop the vehicle for a minor traffic offence at the intersection of Gaetz Avenue and Piper Drive. A brief pursuit followed and ended when the suspect vehicle drove off the road at 77th Street and Riverside Drive. The two suspects fled on foot but were tracked down after a brief chase, DeHeer said. Police determined the vehicle had been stolen late Wednesday night and may have been involved in other offences. DeHeer said the girls were arrested and charges were pending. No ages were released because charges hadn’t been laid.

I Hope
I hope today finds you living To the fullest of your ability... With a smile on your face, And laughter in your heart, And not a single trace, Of sadness or harm. I hope you find the time, To take a moment just for you, To relax and unwind, Doing things you like to do. Have A Wonderful night!

I Hope
I hope, I wish, I want to be near you So much keeps apart. So much we cannot see So much we cannot talk about I hope, I wish, I want you to love me But we see with our eyes and don't listen to our hearts Apart we are and apart we shall be Sight is blind and love is unheard Pain and fear separate two hearts meant to be together Two soul searching for a companion Not knowing where to look Not knowing if love will ever be found My hoping, wishing, and wanting will go on forever Until they see with their heart and listen to their souls

I Hope This Is A Good Idea!
So other than the "1"s crap...today I chatting w/ a very nice lady online about ripping her photo to an album I have. The album is of what I think are very beautiful women of CherryTap. I ripped w/ their permission of coarse. She ask me if the pic the was for my own use or for a contest. I said it was for an album for women I admire. But, I got to thinking & chatted a little more on this. So, I'm going to start a contest in the next couple of weeks after my exams are over w/. I was hoping for the input of my ct peebs to let me know what they think. Thanks for listening and advice in this would help or just your support. Ciao all! Remo

I Hope To Feel This Again One Day
Just what is love anyway? Is it the smile that comes with a rush At the mention of your name? Perhaps it is the warm feeling I have inside When I hear your voice. You can't see love. Well, perhaps you can, If you look into the eyes Of someone in love. Then you could see it. You can't touch love. Well maybe you can. To wipe a tear from the eye Of someone in love That has said goodbye To their love; Or to wipe the tears of the bride And the groom as they say their vows. That would surely be To touch love. So just what is love? You can't smell love. Or can you? The fragrance of a rose given to a lover; Would that be to smell love? Perhaps the scent of their bodies Mixing as one while lovers sleep In each others arms; That would surely be to smell love. You can't hear love. Oh yes, I think you can. The laughter of lovers Running in the rain, Or the cry of the newborn child Conceived of love; Certainly that would be to hear love. I don't th

I Hope The Starbucks Empire Burns In Hell!!!
True Story... A little about my knowledge on coffees and coffee houses...I dont drink coffee. I know nothing about the different coffees there are in this store much less in the world. With that said, I don't want one thinking I'm trying to brin down coffee...If you like it, cool, drink it and enjoy! So there I am at Starbucks waiting my turn to get up to the counter, holding just a slip of paper with a maling address on it. People passing by being cheery and so am I. I guess you could say I had a smile on my face. A little bit of time goes by and its my turn at the counter. I look at the guy and say in my usual emotionless voice (not monotone really...just emotionless) "I just wanted to know if you guys here at Starbucks would be willing to help me out. I got a few friends out in Iraq right now and was curious if you could send them a little care package to the address here on this slip of paper. I know most of them would love some goo

I Hope Its Worth A Laugh Or Two For You
Colonoscopies are no joke, but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. 'Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. 'Find Amelia Earhart yet?' 3. 'Can you hear me NOW?' 4. 'Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?' 5. 'You know, in Arkansas, we're now legally married.' 6. 'Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?' 7. 'You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out...' 8. 'Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!' 9. 'If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. 'Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.' 11. 'You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?' 12. 'God, now I know why I am not gay.' And the best one of all.. 13. 'Could you write a note for my wife saying that my head is not up there?'

I Hope You See This!
Love is wonderful, but the process of blending your life with another person's can also be a lot of work. So just go step by step. Evaluate your situation and your collective needs with lots of compassion.

I Hope These Ring True!!
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all

I Hope For Peace
glitter-graphics.com I see the world in turmoil and a tear falls. I see a rainbow in the sky and I feel a promise of hope. As I walk through my garden and stop to ponder. I reach down and gather a rose and bring it close to enjoy its beauty and touch my lips and feel the dew kissed petals. I smell the wonderful fragrance and I am reminded of a simpler time more peaceful time. We must wake up and join together so that all may know the beauty this world has to offer. by Saspanda 07252007

I Hope This Is Not You
1. ou can't remember the last time you wrote an entire paragraph using a pen and paper. 2. You consider Internet a basic utility. 3. Between your Internet and your TV, you would rather lose your TV. 4. Between your Internet and your phoneline, you would rather lose your phoneline. 5. The Internet IS your phoneline. 6. You carry a flash drive in your purse or pocket. 7. You carry a laptop with you wherever you go-or you wish you could. 8. You have a callous on your right wrist, where you rest your hand when you use your mouse. 9. Your “diary” is not protected with a lock and key, but with a username and password - and it is open to be read by anybody in the world. 10. You've joined an online forum and regularly post messages on it. 11. You are - or have been - a member of a Yahoo group. 12. You've watched 1,500 orange-clad prisoners dancing “Thriller” on YouTube. 13. You know the meaning of the word “google” - and if you don't, you simply Goog

I Hope You Enjoy Staring At My Crotch Screaming "let's Go Nuts"
Imagination runs wild, I could evolve, but then again, I could devolve... I wouldn't want to surprise you and say I enjoy my time on planet earth.. but everyday, I wake up and feel the sense of sanity that often takes over the mind of earthlings. I went to Ozzfest on August 18th, 2007. Ozzy's voice was cracklin.. Zakk played brilliant guitar as usual.. and Michael Bordin on drums, bang da bang... Free tickets, sure... but now it's 20 bucks to park, an extra 2 bucks for everything... but on the bright side, the security guard that opened my soda (they won't let you have a beverage with a cap on it) sprayed himself with cream soda, cuz the moron just twisted the cap right off... I'm beginning to think, no, I know, fubar is kickin myspace's ass... if for no other reason Nudity... god bless the freedom to put it all on the internet I'd wish upon a star, but the damn thing melts my spaceship when I get to close to it

I Hope I Get It!!!!
Well folks, I had an interview today for a new job. The position is for a Technical Support Agent, Level 2. Working for Xerox here in town. The interview was very cut and dry, but I had to do up a hand written letter telling Xerox why they should higher me. I really hope I get the job, I need it so bad, to support this large family of mine. The bills are getting bigger by the day and being on Social Assisstance sucks ass. I hate having to leech off of the government, I would rather be working for a living. So I need you all to say a little pray and send the "good vibes and luck" my way. I will let you all know if i get it or not. Jason.

I Hope They Arrest The Entire Family
Sitting at work today and I was actually in a good mood the entire day. Talked to one woman well I should say I won her over from Eckerds for good and had all her medications in stock even if I did have to work around it for a bit on her twinject but hey I did it. I went took my full 30 minute lunch shockingly not that I actually ate anything because now that im in a size 4 pants im determined to shove my fat ass into a pair of size 2 pants before Christmas. Come back from lunch and I hear the fax/printer drop something. Looked in the system so scripts were in printed status so I knew it was a fax. I was hoping that it was from that doctor on this child allergy meds that faxed me back all other meds but that. Oh no why would that be so easy in my life right? Lo and behold its an RX Alert. Let me tell you since I have worked at Walgreens I have never in my year of being there gotten an RX Alert. That right there is an OH SHIT alert for me. I read the 3 peoples names on it and actuall

I Hope It's Ok
I am going stir crazy here waiting to hear about Mary! I hope it's ok with you if I go and do some ratings. I have to get my mind occupied. The last thing I want to do is offend ANYONE, but if I don't do something, the men in the white coats will certainly come for me.

I Hope I Made
I hope i made you smile even if it was just for alittle while. I hope i made you laugh even if it only lasted just for alittle while. I hope i was a good friend to you. I hope i changed your life like you changed mine. There will never be a day that i wont think about you my friend. It has been along hard road, and i have to make some changes. I will miss you, but you will never be forgotten. I hope that i made an impression in your life. I hope i made you smile. It hurt that i couldnt be there when you had a bad day to wipe away the tears. I hope that somewhere in time we will cross eachother's path. For every mile that i have walked maybe someday it will lead to you my friend. I hope i made you laugh even it didnt last for awhile. I hope i made an impression in your heart so maybe you wont forget what i tried to do for you. I hope that when i get back you will still be here with open arms. I hope that our friendship never ends. I hope i made you

I Hope You Dance !!!!!!
I found this in a friend,s stash and i had to post it..... When I meditated on the word GUIDANCE, I was drawn to"dance" at the end of the word. I reflected upon how doing God's will is a lot like dancing. When two people try to lead, nothing feels right. The movement doesn't flow with the music, and everything is quite uncomfortable and jerky. When one person realizes this and lets the other lead, both bodies begin to flow with the music. One gives gentle cues, perhaps with a nudge to the back or by pressing lightly in one direction or another. It's as if two become one body, moving beautifully. The dance takes surrender, willingness, and attentiveness from one person and gentle guidance and skill from the other. My eyes drew back to the word GUIDANCE. When I saw "G," I thought of God, followed by "u" and "i." "God, "u" and "i" dance." ! God, you, and I dance. This statement is what guidance means to me. As I lowered my head

I Hope To Hear From You. Lets Talk If You Want?
It has been awhile since I have talked to some of you and I hope we might talk and rekindle some lost friendships. Well, here is some info about me. My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTS

I Hope I Get An Apt Thru Couleecap
I am really hoping I get an apartment thru coulee cap. i plan on having someone live with me, and thats hal. And No one except my mom is gonna know where it is. I cant trust that other people will keep their mouth shut so I just wont tell anyone. Then I can live in onalaska and only go to the sal army to eat if I absolutely need to. I am so sick of the bullshit and people talking shit about me and spreading lies. I trust hugh with my life and everything I own. SO he is the ONLY person (if any) that i will allow to live with me. If I can get on SSI I will stay in that apartment as long as I possibly can. (Provided I get approved when they have another opening.) I know Robyn got on there and she is going to school like me and she is unemployed like i am as well. So there is no reason why i shouldnt get accepted. I hope like hell i do. Luisa

I Hope The World Is Ready
1ST OF ALL TO ALL MY FU FRIEND LET ME SAY IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN THE A GOOD FRIEND BUT IN MY DEFENSE I WORK TO F*KKIN MUCH AND HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET ON HERE LIKE I LIKE BUT DONT GIVE UP ON ME YET ,NOW WHAT IT DO YA MAN JUST GOT A NEW GIG AND IS ABOUT TO BECOME A WORLD TRAVELER WITH THAT BEIN SAID WHILE IM TREKKIN THE GLOBE THAT WILL ALLOW ME TO MEET SSOME OF U AND IM REALLY LOOKIN FOWARD TO THAT I AM DEFINATLY A BETTER FRIEN IN PERSON THAN ACROSS THE NET ,SO YALL START HOLLAR N AT ME I JUST MIGHT BE IN A TOWN NEAR U SON AND THERE NUTHIN LIKE TRAVELIN TO A PLACE WHERE U KNOW SOMEBODY IT MAKE EVERY NEW PLACE FEEL LIKE HOME SO YALL GET AT ME

I Hope I Never Have To Experience Something Like This
So it happens quite a bit... and we hear about it more often than we like to... It's happened to alot of us .....Losing someone you know or love because of the War..... I myself have lost a couple friends, one that pops into my mind everytime I drink a Coke ( weird right???? but he loved Coke.. never drank alcohol). Living in a Military town isnt that easy.. you hear about it all the time, you see the Memorials on post, the funerals, the ceremonies.... But it makes it a little harder when you come across the page of a spouse who lost her husband.. I was surfing around on myspace and found the page of a woman who lost her husband the day after Christmas last year... I then proceeded to look at her husband's page that was originally his but that she had added a couple things to but had left it the way he had it. I saw how much love she has for husband and how she leaves him comments everyday... ending them with " I'll see you at dinner".... It wasnt just that that brou

I Hope You Dance
I Hope You Dance ~Lee Ann Womack I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that youll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin might mean takin chances but theyre worth takin, Lovin might be a mistake but its worth makin, Dont let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. (time is a wh

I Hope I Learned My Lesson
Well, at my age you'd think I could tell the difference between when someone is trying to scam me or really cares about me. I've had a long term relationship with a man from England who was in Nigeria. Yeah, that's what I said, Nigeria. You'd think right there when people heard the word Nigeria they'd be coming out of the woodworks screaming, "NO, NO, don't give this guy a chance! He's a Nigerian Scammer!" And most of them did come out of the woodworks, believe me! But I refused to believe that a man who talked so smoothe and was so handsome and wanted to marry me would be a Nigerian scammer verses a businessman from Canterbury who got robbed doing business in Nigeria. So, what do I do? Think, of course, like a die hard romantic, that this guy was genuine, but he wasn't. I was so blinded that, when he sent me a vase of a dozen red roses I was thrilled! Guess what came out of his mouth? Have you sold them yet to send me the money? I said, "Why would I sell such a beautiful

I Hope
A seed floating in the wind with no direction Slowly fading away, it has no protection Lands on the bank but sees no reflection A choice must be made, life's intersection Grow into a tree or fade into the past Soar like an eagle, this spring may be it's last A decision must be made before the dead of night Is it time to lie down and die, or is it time to fight It made the right choice and decided to grow But wasn't its choice to make, of this it did not know Already determined the seed would never be a tree It dreams of a better life but hope is all it will ever be

I Hope You Crash....
Tonight at work.. I told a lady that I hoped she crashed her car on the way home.. Let me elaborate on this story a little bit. She comes to me at 9:45pm and wants to know if she can make a photo cd from flash drive. I say yes. She asks when I close I tell her 10. After spilling all kinds of herbal supplement pills and random zip lock bags onto my machine she can't find her flash drive "it's in the car" she comes back AT TEN... and has about 1000 photos she wants to transfer.. kodak cds only hold 150 each. I tell her she can do one tonight and that's it due to our photo lab hours. So she says "He's sick we're leaving tomorrow" and I was like "yeah, I'm sick too and we close at 10pm" she told me WELL, I HOPE YOU GET WORSE so I freaked out on her and told her she was rude and that it was uncalled for to wish me sicker simply because my photo lab hours don't meet her needs.. and she went on and on.. suddenly she elaborates that the sick is "cancer" but by then she already wished

I Hope To God They're Not Cheating Them Of Benefits
It seems we have a new generation of shell shock. We have veterans returning from Iraq having seen things nobody should have to witness, and they're losing their minds. Some of them can't sleep unless they get drunk enough. Some of them take a gun with them to the 7-11. Some of them kill their own loved ones, some of them flip out and kill threatening strangers. It's like Vietnam all over again. My dad was part of that generation. Sometimes he still has night terrors. My husband has even noticed an undercurrent of rage in my dad, who is an incredible person, but he was damaged somehow by his experience over there. Are we going to do the same thing to Iraq and Afghanistan vets that we did to Vietnam vets? Will we deny that they are veterans because war was never officially declared? Will we avoid paying them for what they've been asked to do? Will our government try to slither out of the responsibility for their physical and mental health problems? We talk about how proud

I Hope You Die Hey!
Green Day "Platypus (I Hate You)" Your rise and fall Back up against the wall What goes around is coming back and haunting you It's time to quit Cause you ain't worth the shit Under my shoes or the piss on the ground No one loves you and you know it Don't pretend that you enjoy it or you don't care Cause now I wouldn't lie or tell you all the things you want to hear. Cause I hate you Cause I hate you Cause I hate you Cause I hate you I heard you're sick Sucked on that cancer stick A throbbing tumor and a radiation high Shit out of luck And now your time is up It brings me pleasure just to know you're going to die Dickhead, Fuckface, cock smoking, mother fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen, I hope you die HEY Red eye, code blue I'd like to strangle you And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull When you go down Head first into the ground I'll stand above you just to piss on your grave

I Hope You Notice
i hope you notice that i love you. i am here for you in whatever way i can be. i hope you will notice that my revolves around you. i hope you notice. i know it won't be easy, please lets give it a try. you and me together at last. i tell you i love you. but you do not notice. i want to be held in your arms. i want to cry on your shoulder. i want to kiss your lips. but still you do not notice. i've tryed so much. i just hope you notice.

I Hope She Realises...
I hope she realises... Your tender kiss lingers upon my lips, I remember the way you looked into my eyes that first time.The way you felt, the way you tasted. I’ll always remember that, especially now your gone, no longer mine, stolen from me by them, those hateful things called circumstance and life.....oh how I hate and despise them both. They called your name, I saw your reaction, knew you would follow. I can’t even call you for fear she’s there, but which she?? Which she should I be more worried about, your wife or your lover? My heart grows weary at the thought of never seeing you again......saddness seeps in where there once was light and laughter, but never love, no, we never did the ’love’ thing did we? Your mistress calls to me you know? Did you know? Well she does! To tell me of her woes and faults in life and I think ’well she has you, what more does she want, what more COULD she want?’ She has your eyes that stare back into hers now, your hands to touch when you

I Hope That You Aren't Mad At Me Deleting The Folder.
God, I feel like crap. Getting no sleep last night and now my shoulders and neck are aching. I am sorry for those of you that enjoyed my folder. I felt the need to delete it. It was just time. This site just seems to be kind of boring now. A lot of the people I used to talk to on here never get on anymore for what ever reason and I have kind of moved on as well. I miss these people but do know that I can talk to them on msn as well. Also I would love for you to sign up on facebook to be able to converse there. Just know that I have real life friends on there and you might need to watch what you write to me on there. About the only thing I do is write on here. I miss Kim & Steve, I miss Melissa, Padma, I miss Henry, I miss and a bunch of others. It just isn't the same. Maybe I should just take a break? I don't plan on deleting my account, just the folder for now. So ciao for now. Getting off to get some more work done. kisses and love to you all.

Ihop Is Fucked Up
so yesterday (June 29, 2008) Me, my 9 month old daughter, my boyfriend and his sister, Johnnell, all went to ihop for breakfast and we got this cracked out black waiter. My daughter was sitting in her stroller in the aisle like she always does and the waiter bring over our drinks and hand Johnnell her coffee, then the the entire tray of glasses fall out of his hand on top of my daughters head!!! so now Rylee's crying covered in Apple juice, orange juice, and glass. she got a cut on her finger from it, i got cut on my arm, but i didn't care. my only concern was my daughter. after Rylee calmed down and we got her cleaned up, i went back to the table and the waiter was there. i told him "who in their right fucking mind holds a tray full of glass over a child's head?" he then said "my bad my bad" i then told him not even to talk to me and i walked away. Her stroller is completely trashed, it has glass all in it, its so nasty, sticky with apple and orange juice, so there's a $300 stroller d

I Hope Not To Offend
I am going to try to word this where it doesn't offend anyone or cause any drama, but I need some input, and a blog was safer then a mumm. Have you ever found yourself giving all you have for others and just not getting any appreciation in return? I'm not talking about specifically being rated in return or actually GIVEN anything, but a simple thank you, a drop by a page to say hi, anything. I'm sure a lot of my feelings right now revolve around stress, but the way things have bene going right now, fubar even stresses me. I'm having some issues with the way some of my friends have been running things lately, and am actually thinking about taking some steps to remove myself from the sittuation, but there are friends that I don't want to lose. Some of you who read this are going to have an idea what I'm talking about, others won't, and that's ok. If you understand what I'm saying then please give me some ideas, cause I'm tapped out. If you don't, well even just a "hi there" works f

I Hope I Have Given You Good Wisdom Love
Love aI know this because I have been there before I have and still do own my own business all be it that very little income is coming from it but I have the faiith that it will prevail through all advertisities in every way thank you charlie

I Hope This Helps
I HAVE TO GO BACK. MY MOTHER AND STEP FATHER DROWNED WHEN I WAS 16. MY FATER..REAL FATHER, WOW, HE WAS MY WORLD. I WANTED TO MARRY HIM WHEN I GREW UP LIKE ALL LITTLE GIRLS. I BURIED MY MOTHER AND I HAD TO GO LIVE WITH MY FATHER...HERES THE KICKER...MY PARENTS WERE ALREADY MARRIED WHEN THEY GOT ME. SO I WAS THE LOVE CHILD AND THE BASTARD AT THE SAME TIME. MY MOTHER DYIN HURT ME TO THE CORE. A PART OF ME DIED WITH HER. I WANTED TO BE WITH HER SO I STOLE A BOTTLE OF MY FATHERS VALIUMS AND A BOTTLE OF SLOW GIN. DAMN, I WOKE UP. MY FATHER LOOKED ME IN THE FACE AND TOLD ME HE NEVER WANTED ME. I FELT SO ALONE AND UNLOVED AND IF U TOLD ME U LOVE ME I FELT IT WAS A LIE. I AM STILL TRYING TO GET OVER THIS. I LOST A GOOD MAN IN THE PROCESS. I PUT THIS OUT FOR THE WORLD CUZ LIKE I SAID, I AM REAL WITH MINE. I MAY NOT OPEN UP LIKE PEOPLE WANT BUT THIS IS MORE OPEN THEN I EVER HAVE. I LOVE U AND U KNOW WHO U R. U JUST HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ME. I HOPE THIS TELLS U ALOT.

I Hope You Guys Can Help Me!
Vamp Morticia needs some help! My daughter here in these pictures will be turning 13 in November and I want to have a big party for her. It's only fair since she'll be officially a teenager! Her dad doesn't agree but oh well! So I need some help with this! I'm willing to make anyone that donates $10.00 to my PayPal account (NOT FU) two NSFW salutes! I'm trying to make enough money to pay for the hall and cakes. Lets see if we can give her the birthday party that she deserves! I can't believe I'm doing this but hey! I see girls do stuff for RENT money! My VIP is gone this week and I'm willing to forget about that to just make sure her party is ok, but if anyone wants to be nice and get me one that's cool. LOVE YOU ALL! MUAH Vamp Morticia P.S. Send money on paypal to e-mail one_hot_Momma031975@yahoo.com. My name is Tammy V. THANKS SO MUCH everyone! Make sure you let me know if you do it!

I Hope Youze Guys Are Happy!!!
I carved a kick ass pumpkin this year. It had all the makings of "Pumpkin of the Year". (Actually it was just your standard every day Jack. Perhaps, i can embellish the coolness of the Jack) *personal note: delete bracketed section* I hope you are Happy You Bastard! My Jack O Lantern was the key to immortality! It could cure cancer! It could tell you where you left your keys if you lost them! It could tell you all the words to a song if you forgot them! Jack was a vast well of knowledge even though he only had seeds in his head! Jack could spit pumpkin seeds like bullets! (only when his candle was lit.) Jack could wink and make a woman climax! Jack could get away with being naked ALL the time, because he was JACK! Now he's dead. You little bastard! You have destroyed the future of the human race by killing a poor defenseless Jack in his sleep!!! He was like Frosty the snow man...but he wont' be back again someday...(le sigh) Thirteen year old lil douche...

I Hope It Touches U'r Heart Like It Has Touched Mine.....
This is a e-mail from my oldest of three sons....his name is Lance and he is 21 yrs. old.... hey mom: (AKA The Worlds Greatest Mother) I just wanted to let you know that you mean a lot to me mom. I really appreciate all the good things you have helped me accomplish in life and for always being there for me. I don't know what I would do with out you. You are a big piece of my life and the most important. Who could ask for a better mother. I know that we have gone through some hard times but you and I have always stuck by one another's side and that means a great deal to me. I know that you feel like you probably wrong or wished you could have raised us differently, but I am going to prove to you that you are a great mother and that you raised us kids perfectly. Do not ever look at how Dusty and Josh have turned out as a reflection of you, if that was true I would be like that wouldn't I? Life is about choices and you have taught me that people make good ones and bad ones. Eventually the

I Hope He Does
he lied there not much to tell he said he loved me then sentenced me to this hell he use me he tried to make me cry but it didn't work he only left me half dead inside but he does not care if he did he would be here but no he left leaving me only one hope that he will one day feel the pain that i now feel

I Hope You Understand
First off, I need to thank everyone who has been here for me the past few days, you have no idea what it has meant to me. My real friends have really come through for me. I don't have enough words to express my gratitude to you all. I love you all with all my heart. I need to take a break away from here for a little while. I have found myself sitting here the past few days waiting for a man who doesn't exsist. I need to get some things in mind straightened out. I know some of you may not understand and that is ok. But I truly loved David and am having a really hard time right now understanding why all this happened. Many of you have my number and yahoo, please feel free to contact me through that if you want to talk to me. I will log on here to check my messages from time to time..if you see me don't hesitate to speak, I will talk back. I just can't sit here for hours right now. Please remember I love you all and appreciate everything you have done for me. Especially you Rich, you

I Hope
I hope your eyes never leave mine,I hope your smile never goes away.I hope your heart will love me,For all the rest of my days. I have given you my heart,And yours is in my hands.I will treasure it,More than anything since I began. I doubt I'm worthy of you,But forever now I will try.To make your love for me,Go beyond the furthest sky.

[i Hope That's Not A Wasp]
Now... in theory my friend is coming down and fixing my AC this weekend, but I just took a cold shower, because I felt that my brain wasn't functioning at optimum capacity. I may have kept myself from suffering heat stroke.EVERYTHING sucks when its this muggy. And we had FLOOD levels of rain yesterday, so... I'm pretty much breathing an oily mist of ... ground water and hatred. On the upshotMy other besty left me a message... and I finally found an excuse to say "yeah I was waiting to say something interesting but nothing interesting happened in 6 months". I'm kinda used to not hearing from him for months at a time since... y'know desert vacations as I'll likely refer to them when his daughter is a little older told him I was datingunsucsessfully... jesus christ I cannot spell that word right now, it really is that muggy. and I was workingand I was -bored- I need a wifeor at least a cum gargler. I've gotta be stroking out because the thoughts that just entered my head were too

I Hope I Get A Good Seat At The Next Sexual Harrasment Course
User comes over today because the printer was having a problem. (A not unattractive one, I may add, the user, not the printer) She said the printer was reporting as jammed so I open her up, the printer, not the user, and take a look. I saw no jam, so I blew into it to make sure there wasn't any dust in the sensors. I put the toner back in, and boom, the printer is back up I said "Now see, that was a very technical blowing" The user says "So all it needed was to be blown?" I replied "Yes, and I feel it's pain..."

I Hope This Helps Someone
What I am typing right now will hopefully help out more than one person. It’s no exactly a lecture, what I’d rather call it is a statement of hope. In the event that something not so great happens to whoever reads this; just read on, because it might help you in the end.A lot of people in this world feel that they have entirely too many problems that they are dealing with, and regardless of everybody else, they may find themselves isolated from the rest of society, leaving them in a void of hopelessness. Some of these people may turn to different ways of handling these problems, several good, and several bad, and depending on the choices they make, there may be alternate turnouts for them.Conflicts tend to get the worst of people, and if they are desperate enough, they will be willing to do anything to get out of it, even if it means ending themselves altogether. Well, hopefully if your reading this right now I will be able to help you in some way, shape, or form. Try to th

I Hope Im Being Trolled Here....roflmao
Cowboy Up ...: and a real douchebag would ruin mumm posts for others, smfh douchebag 5:32pm more To Cowboy Up ...: 5:32pm reply Cowboy Up ...: 5:33pm more To Cowboy Up ...: how did i ruin anything? just wondering 5:34pm reply Cowboy Up ...: its not a NSFW mumm oh wait your one of the douchebags that have no common sense and would realize that NSFW means not safe for work 5:35pm more To Cowboy Up ...: do you have any insults other than "douchebag"? 5:36pm reply Cowboy Up ...: no need to insult the morons 5:36pm more To Cowboy Up ...: btw - nothings gonna happen if u say that in a mumm nsfw or not 5:36pm reply Cowboy Up ...: have a great night and ty for commenting on my mumm

I Hope - 994
All I request is for someone to realise that I tried, I am finished over and done this fucked up life hurts when I cried. Not wasting anyones time anymore I did & if you think different you are wrong, accept the fact, close the door its time to say good-bye in this song. I am not worth pain or grief, so party harder than before me not burdening will be a relief, avoid the omittable, close the door. It is news headlines, haven't you heard?? everyone but me deserves the best, you can fly, you are a free bird I wasn't even pretty or well dressed. I hope you do get what I mean I hope happy, bright days come back after I die, I am not the only Elizabeth Jean but I hope you see this as a S.M.S. cry.

I Hope That Was Not To Much....
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I Hope You Are Well Aware
I am not easily predictable. So do not think for even a moment that you know what I am going to do or say. If anyone keeps up with these blogs could you let me know. If you need to complain, then don't fucking bother. Very few things get on my nerves. I am a nature lover, but if it is in your nature to tell people to not explain themselves then I don't need to hear anything from you. Its doesn't say in your script to read even the blogs you are not interested in. My blogs are my way of sharing what I can. The eyes are windows to the soul and for me the typed word is voice of my heart. I am a poet that writes my inner thoughts and my the veiws of saught pleasures. Now if that sounds kinda good you are welcome to begin to follow me. Sometimes I think I sense a smile even without an lol. When I go outside I know I will probably never hear you call my name, but when there is that soft breeze blowing anything is possible. Take care and stay safe!!

I Hope That Changes In Due Time. Myself As A Soccer Person I Have To Do My Part To Help It Like Everyone
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I Hope You Cry
Meeting you was written in the stars effortlessly you became a friend to me falling in love with you was something not for seen after just a short while you simply broke my heart by saying those simple words tearing my entire world apart so, "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry" Don't forget about metoo soon in your daysjust keep thinking of mein so many ways Know that I am still very much in love with you and as long as I'm gone I want you to be as blue "I hope you cry every time you think of me cry when you think of how we used to be When you think of how I do truly love you I hope you cry"

I Hope You Are More Concerned About Ice Hockey
Hockey career for 30 years, Liu has something to say -I hope you are more concerned about ice hockey cheap nhl jerseysYesterday, after the men's ice hockey tournament, the organizing committee for the award ceremony. This year has been 40-year-old goalkeeper Liu Harbin elected the best goalkeeper. Vancouver Canucks jerseyAfter the game, Liu told reporters that such a gold medal for his painting career the most successful periods. While winning the game, but the process is very difficult and Qiqihar team for a long time have occupied the field of the initiative. Insiders also said that before the game, lack of reserve forces Harbin Winter Games team after this session will be difficult and Qiqihar team to compete. For this argument, Liu expressed his view that "we are indeed Talented a number of issues, but only some minor problems on the replacement of old, we are trying to solve, such as grab some key players to focus on culture, although I'm sure the next game can not pl

I Hope My Players Are Still In The First Half After Persistent Efforts And Some Opportunities
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I Hope You Understand
I hope you understsnd You were like a father,And my world was all clear,I wasn't expecting much from you at first,Then you treated me like a daughter,I expected more then,I thought you would keep your promises,And now I know.You made my life a living nightmare,Yet I still loved you like a father,I wasn't sure if forgiving you was right,But every time I did anyways,You had many chances and many opportunities,But you used your last one.I will always think of you as a father,But if that last chance wasn't blown we would be together,I hope you never think you were replaced,Because I will always remember the good,But the bad will be there too in my thoughts everyday.Your life means a lot to many different people,So please don't blow that too,Because you only get one life and I love that life,And I hope you do too.Every night I worry about what you are doing,And sometimes I cry wondering,I just wish life didn't have to be this way,Then I remember it doesn't.I looked up to you and I wa

I Hope You Know
When I pass you on the internet drive, could you just realise I am alive?? When the sun rises and when it goes down, can you remember I ain't no fricking clown. I might like to bring a smile or dry a tear, but being played with isn't why I am here. Its true I don't know you and you don't know me, that means we aren't friends, but we can be. I am no silver surfer at all, I am a mom that isn't that tall. A mere pebble on this beach, but not to far out of reach. We may not be that close on this rock, but we have the time to be happy, tick tock. If you can tip toe, you are lucker than you know. I will just watch as almost everyone runs, I hope you know they are the lucky ones. I can watch life unfold, but I won't get better or so I have been told. Don't take the simple things for granted, relish the luckiness you have been handed. May have not yet reached all your goals, just remember I hope you know some don't try to be trolls. I hope you know I do try not to upset a

I Hope It Was Worth It
I have done a lot of soul searching through the passing of the years..and yes..I am proud of my body and I take care of it...and the respectful compliments are always nice to hear...but some take it to extremes...ok ALOT take it to extremes and that's the downside...I used to be gullible and naive and buy into EVERYTHING people would say...I wanted to believe them..but hard life lessons has taught me that the majority of people...well they just suck and are out for what they can benefit by telling you everything you wanna hear...so I choose not to listen anymore...this place is a game...but the REAL people playing it are not...sometimes things take you by surprise and effect you in a way that you never dreamed they would...and that is wat happened to me...I was taken by surprise and it has affected my REAL life so I am kinda in fu's debt for that... I witness so many people's emotions and head's being messed with..all just to play the game...and I am no exception...I let my guard down

I Hosting A Never Ending Auction...
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i Host My 1st Auction...wanna Be In?
I would like to start it november 23 - 30 or once I get a handful of guys and girls to join. 25K entry fee to join the auction. If you'd like to auction "yourself" up for bids, just leave me a private message with a link to your photo you want used and what your offering and I'll get you added. I want zero drama in this auction!!!!!!!!!!!!! You may also refuse any bid just comment on your pic and private message me what bid you refused.. If you're not sure how this works... All you do is come up with whatever you'd like to put up for the bidding. A list of ideas are listed below. Then, you and I invite people to check out what you have to offer and they bid using fubucks. People can also bid money gifts such as blasts, VIPs and HHs if they REALLY want what you have!! Real money bids trump all Fu$ bids. *List of Ideas* Rate all pics Rate all stash A personal salute pic to winning bidder A NSFW salute pic to winning bidder Access to private folders

Ihr Guide To Android Smartphones
Sitzt direkt an der Spitze der begehrten "Best Smartphone OS 'title ist der Android. Android ist im Grunde die Idee von Google. Es wurde im Jahr 2007 vorgestellt. Lesen Sie auf den Artikel, um mehr über Android Smartphones kennen. Das Linux-basierte Betriebssystem für Smartphones entwickelt hat heute die mobile und Tablet-OS Branche ausgeschlossen. Warum? weil das OS ist ein Open-Source-und nicht um eine proprietäre ein. Dies ermöglicht diese Tonnen von Smartphone Software / Hardware-Entwickler und Enthusiasten auf ihr Handy nach ihren Bedürfnissen zu konfigurieren. Das erste Telefon unter der Androids Gürtel war HTC Dream. Google begann mit der Android Version 1.5 (Cupcake) und später wieder freigelassen viel Versionen mit mehr Namen der Nachtisch und die aktuelle Version ist 4.2 (Jellybean). Google hat seine Hausaufgaben gemacht, während die Freigabe der neuesten Version von OS und damit das Ergebnis ist eine glatte und ansprechende OS für Smartphones. 2010 war bemerkenswertes Jahr

Ihr Nächstes Tablet Haben Ubuntu?
Wenn Sie nicht wissen, was Ubuntu ist, ist es derzeit die beliebteste Form des Linux-Betriebssystem für Desktops. Das OS wurde gewinnt eine rasche Aktien sowohl der Linux Gemeinde Platz auf dem Schreibtisch sowie die Gewinnung Einzug in die Unternehmens-und Consumer Desktop Märkten - in der Regel durch Verdrängung Windows on Aging-Systeme oder Server-basierte Unternehmens-Terminals. (android handy) Ubuntu hat auch auf Smartphones erscheinen und sogar einige Set-Top-Boxen mit den zollrechtlich Heimfernseher um das Internet auf dem TV zugreifen spielte. Das Unternehmen hinter Ubuntu, Canonical, ist für eine "Vier-Bildschirm-Strategie", in dem ihr Betriebssystem wird nahtlos auf Desktops, Smartphones, Fernseher zielen und .. Tabletten. Sie hat gerade enthüllt ihre neue Ubuntu Tablet OS auf dem neuen Nexus Schiefer, dass soeben erschienen. Das Nexus 7 und 10 werden beide mit einem Ubuntu-Option angeboten werden und eröffnet den Entwicklern sofort. Das Betriebssystem ist äußerst robus

Ihumor Makesthe World Spin
INSPIRATION gets you going and MOTIVATION keeps you going. Funny One Liners Anything worth taking seriously is worth making fun of. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. Diplomacy is the art of saying good doggie while looking for a bigger stick. Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive. For Sale: Parachute. Only used once, never opened, small stain. Honk if you want to see my finger. I didn't say it was your fault. I said I was going to blame you. I need someone really bad. Are you really bad? I used to be indecisive. Now I'm not sure. I'm writing a book. I've got the page numbers done. Love may be blind but marriage is a real eye-opener. Multitasking means screwing up several things at once. Sex is like air; it's not important unless you aren't getting any. Wanted: Meaningful overnight relationship. Women who seek to be equal to men lack ambition. Guts vs. Balls We've all heard about people

I Humped Latex And Rubber~
So I mentioned in my last blog, the early Valentines present I bought for myself. Yes I actually bought and paid in cash not credit for pussy! I'm going to try to use my story telling abilities and gross you fuckers out, or piss your pants whichever you prefer! So, I went to the gym tonight, worked out like a man possessed! Partly, due to tremendous energy I had and the anticipation of coming home to a waiting, yet room temperature birth canal. I take shower, because even my new found pussy need not to have my sweaty ballsack interfere with all her glory. So in typical fashion I got out of the shower freshly smelling of Axe shower gel and a hard on that would make Ron Jeremy blush. Before I got down to burying Pacey Jr in Tawanda, btw I named the pussy, I reenacted the scene in The 40yr old virgin minus the Lionel Richie playing in the background. Candles lit, mood set right, I proceeded to seduce Tawanda like a nympho in a room full of virgins. I took a few minutes to attempt to

I Hunger For Your Touch
I hunger for you touch ITs like being thirsty, but only quinched by you. I can feel us making love as my body and yours becomes one. A Union of souls, hearts and bodies. Oh how I hunger for your touch. Totally surrender to you, giving you more than any man has ever before. To quiver beneath you, as I yell out your name. The shock threw my body as my body draws very near. The hunger grows more and more. Not the same,..different nothing like before. The quivers get stronger. Sending my body into an emotional bliss. I lay weak and breathless and I studder as I began to speak. Your love is an endless sea. My love is all for thee. I hunger for your touch.

I Hung On Hope That You Werent The Same As Other's.
I knew better. But wanted to trust you & give you the benefit of the doubt. Thought that maybe you were one that was different, one that stood out? Stupid me. Sorry my bad. I gave the benefit of the doubt to the wrong cad. I only write due to the thought of whom you are, & your mind? Why on earth would you had wasted so much time? Im sure there are a million bitches here online. That would of loved to had gotten you off, in the way you like. For now that puzzles me, Makes me think your sick. That you would go so far, just to play with your dick. You really had me going, made me nearly think "oh shit is this it? I loved that feeling the giddy girl you brought out in me. I should of known better then to be so easy. Next I will learn if anything at all of you. Is your really married & this is the only release there is for you. Or some wacked Jerry Springer shit! You simply made it clear,... You just didn't respect me. I knew that was the risk I was taking. You helped me

I Hunger
Dark night lights shine brightThe crowd's burning up tonightThis hour's pumped with power and screams of frightSo grab your coat and hit up the showYou'd be a fool not to goTank on up and come on downSee the dogs that wear the crownThey hit the scene banging at their cagePlaying their guitars with fists of rageThey screamed and call it rock & rollTo cheat all the "don't know anyway" groveling at their feetThey say there's only room for one of us in the showWell that's all right id one of us has got to go'Cause I hungerI ain't gonna be hungry no moreAll their little girl's fantasies in a photographToo much just ain't enoughBetter say your prayers if you're gonna lastI think I'm dreaming the devil's dreamsI don't mean to be rude, but I'm busting my seamsGotta whip the devilRoot hog or dieCall him out and spit in his eyeI ain't got no religionThough I'm sure it's fine for those who doI got my own superstition to pull me throughIt's a hungerLike I've never felt beforeHunger got me screamin

I Hurt Myself Lol
Well last night sucked a big on. I was walking down the stairs to get dinner.All of the sudden my right knee gave out and down i went. i fell all the way down to the bottem of the stairs. my son was behind me and when i landed he yelled " MOMMY! get up! dnt sit down get up!" lol thank god he was behind me when i fell. i dont even want to think of what could have happened if he had been infront of me.well when i got up i said ok walk it off and went and got dinner. it hurt so bad by the time i got back i was in tears. well i told Dave what i did and he said im sure your ok. well when he took my shoe and sock off and saw my foot he said OMG! well i fell at 10 and by midnight my foot was blue so i called my mom and told her to take me to the ER.well tuens out i riped all the tendens and muslcles in my foot and i chiped the bone. i have to stay off my feet and they gave me crushes. and tabs so if i cant seem to spell thats why lol

I Hurt My Arm
well friday was walking to the bank and tripped over something that wrapped around my foot and fell on my arm and well now my elbow is not completely broke but i am out of work til the 11th this upsets me cause i am not even sure i will have a job when i get back cause they give you points even with a doctors note .. oh well not the only job out there right?

I Hurt So Bad
OMG i hurt so bad today after a little bit of a wake up every muscle in my body hurts it feels like i got ran over by the truck instead of hit for those of you who dont know tuesday afternoon appx 4 pm i got in a serious accident that totaled my car i was rearended on the way to pic up my youngest son and a pickup hit me sending me to the hospital i had jammed my hi[ hit my head messed up both my knees and my shoulder and a bit of whip lash i am so sore and hurting i want to cry but am living through the pain with the help of pain pills of course. please pray for a quick recovery and that it didnt go permante damage to my hip dr said possible pyhiscal thearpy. ill keep you updated i should be back to my slef in a couple days i have posted pictures for you to see what happened. my poor little car she will be missed (lol) ty laters Vic

I Hurt Someones Internet Feelings...my Bad
BossBitch 2007-07-24 15:42:21 Say Lil Mama I Don't Need Ya Hatin On My mum Ya Heard ~~ ... member is Stepped away 2007-7-25 1:23:29 Well mama...nothing personal and no hating involved..I was just stating an opinion..thats what the mumms are for... Am sure you got more bashing in the mumms worse then my lil comment of "not this crap again"... So tip for you ...do not take the comments personal they are not directed at you ..but the topic of the mumm... Hope you have a Nice day...

I Hurt. . .
Sitting in the living room watching the Game Show Network this afternoon, my roomie and I have been amused by the things we have seen. One precious gem was a contestant on Card Sharks by the name of Louis. There are no words to describe this man; you just have to experience him. Something else sparked a memory from years gone by. I set out on Google to find this comedy nugget from the past, and find it I did. I began to read it out loud, and by the third paragraph I was laughing so hard I was crying. Mostly because I heard my roomie laughing which intern made me laugh harder, thus the crying. Good times. For those who want to read it, here it is. Enjoy. "Recently I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original judge called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the beer wagon when the call came. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all t

I Hurt Myself Today...
"Hurt" Lyrics by NIN "I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way" I cut today....I cut today becuz I can mostly... but also because I hurt all over and inside, a

I Hurt...
Ya know, I would love to not get another call from my boss today- but I'm not counting on it. Set schedule this week? HA. Hardly. Got a call last night around 9ish to tell me that I have to be at work at 5 am rather than 3pm. Ok, fine. Makes a bit of sense. Then while at work I find out that I actually have to be there at noon, which is really nice since other wise I'd be at work til midnight. Since that will be my schedule until the end of this run of stores (on the 28th, besides the weekend when I have to be an hour early to get things ready) I can't run the two liquor stores that I was scheduled to do on Sunday. I swear everything about this program is changing on and hourly basis. It's a brand new thing, so I expect some bugs and working things out- but dear lord people. Over all my job has gotten a lot easier with each call for the most part. Worst part about all this shit is having a 10 hour shift (9 hours on the clock) with about maybe... 3 hours of that actually working.

I Hurt.
It is feeling like an old love story to me. Why can't we just be together and none of this is suppose to be this way. Romeo and Juliet tis what this feels like to me. We both are dying, we both need each other but yet you seem to be distant from me. I have tried and tried, You are the ONLY one in this world that I want. YOU are it. I don't look at anyone else cuz if I do all I see is you. Its hurting me as much as it is hurting you. I can't believe that this is happening. Seems so unreal to me. That is this all just a dream and that I will wake up. BUT.....its not happening. I hurt myself today, to see if I still could feel. I saw the blood trickling and it was numb to me, I couldn't feel, so I placed my shaking finger on the sticky red fountain and I still didn't feel. I left it bleed more and more, and then I started to envision you standing there, a blurry vision, so I stopped it. I thought you were there, but you weren't. Maybe next time I won't stop it. I won'

I Hurt Myself Today
I tried to hurt myself today and only got caught. Things sank back to the way they were before, pop a pill and it will all get better, write it down so its not flooding your head like the million other thoughts that race and collide inside my mind. It needs to stop, one way or the other either get better or get out I can't take the way I am anymore. It hurts to much to keep it inside any longer. It has to work this time cause there probably won't be a next...........

I Hurt You
I hurt you with my lies I hurt myself wit them too I caused you pain with my distance My pain I try to deny I ask for your forgiveness in which I do not receive I am disgusted with myself for not being truthful with you Why did I have to lie? You gave me no reason not to trust you yet I doubted every move you made In the end you hated me I still hated myself more I pushed you away and in reality all I ever wanted was you Your love was everything to me and all I did was throw it away We always kill the best things in our lives You were the best in mine. I caused you pain still to scared to admit it’s all my fault for your sorrows Ashamed of the choices I made with you Once we were inseparable now the distance between us in unbelievable I can’t believe I let it go so far how I thought it would never come to your ears For you to hear the truth in which I tried so hard to hide from you for so many years Now it t makes no difference you look at me with disgust and I don’

I Hurt My Back
I HURT MY BACK ABOUT 3 WEEKS AGO. BUT IT HASNT HURT THIS BAD B4.AND YESTERDAY WHILE I WAS AT WORK MY BACK LOCKED UP... SO TODAY I WENT TO SEE THE DOCTOR AND THEY SAID THAT I HAVE A PINCHED NERVE AND A STRAIN BACK...THEY ALSO TOLD ME I CAN WORK BUT I CANT LEFT ANYTHING OVER 5LB.IM A HOUSEKEEPER SO MY BOSS TOLD ME THAT THERES NOWAY SHE COULD LET ME WORK. SO SHOULD I ASK IF I CAN DO SOMETHING LIGHT AROUND THE HOTEL? OR JUST SIT BACK AND GET BETTER. I HAVE TO WORK I HAVE BILLS TO PAY AND GET COUGHT UP ON. MY HUSBAND THINKS IM HURTING MY SELF ON PURPOSE.... Y WOULD SOMEONE HURT THEIR BACK... I WOULD HAVE TO BE CRAZY TO DO THAT. IF ANYONE HAS ANY HELPFUL COMMENT ON SOOTHING MY BACK PLEASE FEEL FREE TOO.

I Hv Auto 11's On Come Love On Me & Level Ty!
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the santa anas blew in hot from the desert, shriveling the last of the spring grass into whiskers of plae straw. only the oleanders thrived, their delicate poisonous blooms, their dagger green leaves. we could not sleep in the dry hot nights, my mother and i. i woke up at midnight to find her bed empty. i climbed to the roof and easily spotted her blonde hair like a white flame in the light of the three-quarter moon. "oleander time," she said. "lovers who kill each other now will blame it on the wind." she held up her large hand and spread the fingers, let the desert dryness lick through. my mother was not herself in the time of the santa anas. i was twelve years old and i was afraid for her. i wished things were back the way they had been, that barry was still here, that the wind would stop blowing. "you should get some sleep," i offered. "i never sleep," she said. i sat next to her, and we stared out at the city that hummed and glittered like a computer chi

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Cherubim stood tall; he never shed a tear again because he learned how to cry with a smile, A long unforgotten dream that haunted him has been embodied before him, his eyes cried out deceit! his heart no longer felt agony only sadness, although it was for a short duration of sand drops he felt alive again and attempted to stop time by blanking his eyes into the void while caressing the only flesh that solely combines with his, entwined again, dissecting departure again, his thoughts disregarded the truth which flew his feelings to the glacial forest of frozen tulips and every snow where love was immortal and timeless … where beneath that cold white carpet heat emanated ablaze from the passionate love making torch… the harmonious anarchy, Cherubim smiled again…

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II. THE PEOPLE OF BEEUEOAK'S TIME The time passed and the lives of the people changed as the climate and land became different. In some things they had, their old ways seemed never forgotten. The Second Disaster came. It was a terrible flood and all the land was covered with water. Only three families survived. They found better ways to live, yet they found some things did not need to be changed. They did find, as centuries passed, many ways to make their living easier and there were many, many more people, many more families, and lots of of villages came. One time some of the young men were off. They ran into another village and found a man who made a weapon that could kill amy kind of animal that is not too big. The young men told the other village that where tey came from they had different kind of tools they could make. Also, that had something to catch fish called "nets." It was decided that a man would come to the young men's village with his weapon. He would bring wom