Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Thoughts
Motionless If time could stand still, I;d freeze it here So you'd always hold me , close and near. In your arms, where I am meant to be. Filled with the perfect love you've given me. A bond so strong a hold so tight. To know you're the one my Mrs. RIGHT. A blessing sent from up above, In you I've found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we've just begun. Where you and I will find no less. Than eternal love and happiness. This is what I hope will some day come true to me and that special woman.

My Thoughts
These are a collection of my thoughts about fubar and I could really careless who I affend!! Cause they are my thoughts. ---------------------------------------------------- Well I am just going to have to say it "I think theres to many women who have gotten the impression that somewhere along the line someone actually thought their nude pics where interesting". If this offends anyone then sorry. But theres to many women on here showing their stuff and its not even remotely sexy. Matter of fact its pretty darn disgusting. Please do everyone a favor mark it private we honestly just dont want to see it. Especially if it looks like a warn out baseball mit soaked in vegetable oil. We also dont want to see pictures marked as squirting and its someone pissing. Thats just retarded, if i wanted to watch a woman piss id go hide out in womens bathrooms. Also I dont want to see 2 400 lb women wrestling naked and doing things that werent supposed to be done by over weight women, yack. But tha

My Thoughts Exactly
The End and the Beginning After every war someone has to clean up. Things won't straighten themselves up, after all. Someone has to push the rubble to the sides of the road, so the corpse-laden wagons can pass. Someone has to get mired in scum and ashes, sofa springs, splintered glass, and bloody rags. Someone must drag in a girder to prop up a wall, Someone must glaze a window, rehang a door. Photogenic it's not, and takes years. All the cameras have left for another war. Again we'll need bridges and new railway stations. Sleeves will go ragged from rolling them up. Someone, broom in hand, still recalls how it was. Someone listens and nods with unsevered head. Yet others milling about already find it dull. From behind the bush sometimes someone still unearths rust-eaten arguments and carries them to the garbage pile. Those who knew what was going on here must give way to those who know little. And less tha

My Thoughts On The Passing Of My Family Member Sean Taylor, Redskin Legend
-- Erik Murray I did not know Sean personally but his death brings great sadness to my heart. Sean and I are from the same community in South Miami called Richmond Heights. He is a double hometown hero to me because he also played for the Redskins and for those of you who know me you know I was raised in Gaithersburg, Md. I left Miami when I was two for Maryland and returned to Florida 10 years ago. His death shows me that sad state of the world that we live in filled with all manners of evil and that to is why my heart is grieved. My brothers and sisters we must love one another for everyone that loves is born of God and knows God. In this terrible time of sadness, one thing does give me consolation. I believe Sean knew God, he was raised by a good Christian father who is the police chief of Florida City, which is a suburb of Miami and also where my mother grew up. I will see Sean again some day for my hope is built on the shed blood of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who promised

The Myth Of Cerridwen
It was in the beginning of Arthur's time there lived in Penllyn a man named Tegid Voeland his wife Cerridwen. There was born to him of his wife a son named Morvran ab Tegid, a daughter named Creirwy, and they had a brother, the most ill-favored man in the world, Avagddu. Cerridwen, his mother, thought that he was not likely to be admitted among men of noble birth by reason of his ugliness, unless he had some exalted merits or knowledge. So she resolved according to the arts of the books of the Fferyllt, to boil a cauldron of Inspiration and Science for her son, that his reception might be honorable because of his knowledge of the mysteries of the future state of the world. Then she began to boil the cauldron, which might not cease to boil for a year and a day, until three blessed drops were obtained of the grace of Inspiration. And she put Gwion Bach the son of Gwreang of Llanfair in Caereinion, to stir the cauldron, and a blind man named Morda to kindle the fire beneath it. She charge

My Threesome Dream
It's a nice cool night on the white beaches of Hawaii. Were sitting in the sand watching the waves crest on the shoreline. With your arm arround me holding me close. Telling me all the things what have been happening that are making you smile from ear to ear. I look into your eyes and tell you that the time we are spending together really means alot to me and I'm glad that I decided to give this a chance. I let you know that the trip here was just more then i could ask for. With getting all misty eyed i place my hand on your chin and gently pull your head close to mine so i can give you a soft kiss slidding my studded tongue in your mouth and massaging your studded tongue with mine. you place both your arms arround my upper torso holding me closer and filling this soft kiss with the passion you feel for me. I have my arms arround you back holding you so tight to where I let you know i don't wanna let you go. I pull you to lay on top of me on the sand. LOoking into your eyes kissing y

My Thoughts As Of Late
Maybe the only truth is that it's all a lie, I wouldn't be suprised, so then wouldn't it be something, if it were all for nothing? So gone, but I'm sure you don't care if I ever came back, let's re-arrange those facts, you leave I stay I cry but you'd never see that, I'm so far gone that doctors already announcing the time of death, wouldn't you care that we never made up before this last breath, yes these words struggle within me trying to come out, but you only see frustration stummering stammering a dj scratch and me shout, I'm so gone that no I don't want to come back, even if the whole block felt me had love for me like I was crack, should this be my undeniable fate, sometimes I wish that I could exchange plates, empty it out or not even eat to begin with, I wish they never thought of me to begin with, I wish I could say what I really feel, but you know like I know a magician never keeps it real, there's too much at stake, my mind is about to break, right at the seams, I don't re

My Thoughts
Hey All!!! You know I'm new to this, but I'm not new to the world lol I was under the understanding that people were free to have an opinion. I'm guessing that doesn't apply here. I was a memeber of this lounge and no I won't mention it. Anyways, we were all chatting and having a good time and all of a sudden I happen to say that Canada was better and I did lol after it, but the owner said I was being rude actually he used some colourful language with it and basically said "you people". Ok...ya you know that's not being rude to be proud of where you are from. Everyone does it. I mean good lord Amerians do it all the time. I was going to unsubscribe to that lounge and found out that I was banned from it. Well, ya know it's no great loss for me. I mean if that owner doesn't feel that anyone should have an opinion besides him then that's his choice. I just find that people on here can be very closed minded sometimes and they tend to ban people from lounges for the stupidest reasons an

My Thoughts
It just seems to me that most people are here to feed their gluttonous egos. Okay, I'm a little guilty too. But I rather actually meet a few cool people and not see them practically naked at first glance. I mean, COME ON!!! Where did the artfulness go? The mystery? The decency? Self-respect much? I guess I'm being too judgmental; I am on this weblog too. It just really grinds my gears... (Anybody catch the ref?) Anyways...Freedom of speech. I can't have it both ways. Have I just contradicted myself? Yup. I think so. I suppose it's one of those predicaments that just won't ever get solved...like abortion or the death penalty. I support the right to choose, btw. I've totally gotten off track. I do have a point---PUT ON SOME CLOTHES AND RESPECT YOURSELF! Yes, men are visual creatures, but you don’t have to be so blatantly desperate. Yeah, I’ve been there, done that…it only works for a second. It really is high time that women start giving more credit to men. It takes more than flesh (or l

My Thoughts
Ever wonder what your ideal mate would be like? How do you picture them? what do you see the two of you doing together in life. Seeing her smile, when she looks at you and knows you are the man who is making her feel all warm and loving. The way she brushes her hair when she is getting ready to start her day, or after a nice long shower after a days work.. I picture her with beautiful eyes, and shiney hair. Her smile is like a dream, that you know will come true. It lights a room just by it mere presence. Her loving way is tender, very affectionate in her touch and thoughts. We would share a lifetime of raising our kids, teaching them to be honest and respectful adults. Go on family vacations together, concerts together, and even just relax in each others arms while watching a good movie and holding one another close. She is thoughtful to tell you each day in how she cares for you and loves you, nutures your relationship. She also takes care of you when you are sick or one

My Thoughts Today...........
All of us on here have been through relationships that have touched our lives in so many ways...Some endly badly and some are always in our thoughts of how it used to be....There are alot of divorced people on Fubar and we all have been through so much....But I am here to tell you that whatever we go through in life, just makes us stronger...Life is so short to hold grudges and have negative feelings.......I have also learned that everything happens for a reason.....Everything happens when the time is right for both people involved....So if you are alone and are waiting for that one person to enter your life, don't ever give up, it will happen, and it always happens when you least expect it...Also remember it starts with a wonderful friendship and then if its right it will grow into something so wonderful that will last .......One more note....this is a time of giving, not of materials things, but of ourselves, there are so many people that want and need our love and friendship, remem

Myths And Facts !!
Did you know? 72% of Americans agree Marijuana should be a choice, not a crime Each year $12 Billion of your tax money is spent to keep marijuana illegal. Over $40 Billion is spent each year by the government on the war on drugs. Over 10 million Americans have been arrested on marijuana charges since 1972. Marijuana offenders regularly serve longer sentences than those convicted of violent offenses. Left: Professional-looking and modern (for the time) 1970 government brochure telling drug users why they suck and parents what they should do. Below: An advertisement distributed by the Federal Bureau of Narcotics in 1935. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Highlights from the book Marijuana Myths, Marijuana Facts: A Review of the Scientific Evidence. By Drs. Lynn Zimmer and John Morgan. New York: The Lindesmith Center, 1997. Fact and Myth Myth: Marijuana's Harms Have Been Proved Scien

My Thoughts And Prayers Go Out To The Family R.i.p Baby London :(
These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF ANYONE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE YOU KEEP THEM WITH YOU THE WHOLE TIME DON'T GIVE THEM TO ANYONE ONE THAT U DON'T TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GOING TO PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUT OF JAIL HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WHAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNOW LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BIRTHDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED

My Thoughts On God!
A higher power greater then ourself's (humans) exist. This higher power comes in two forms, Holy & Evil! Yin-Yang, they co-exist. GOD represents the Holy, Satan represents the Evil. But what is, who is GOD & Satan? The image of GOD has never been revealed only glimpses of the mind & spirit of GOD have been revealed, thru the Holy inspired writings of the Bible. GOD is NOT a super natural being. GOD is everywhere & in everything. The energy that exist in everything that we know & don't know to be of molecules, atoms, ions, protons, electrons, neutrons, photons, & neutrons! Science has proven that all things are made of these. The energy that makes these things, "things" is GOD. And in everything there is Positive energy & Negitive energy, Yin-Yang. This makes life. You can NOT have Positive without the Negative. One may from time to time out balance the other but will always recoup in one form or another. Energy never dies, it's constently transforming & evo

My Thoughts
This is just some of my current thoughts...if you don't really care about reading complete randomness then go somewhere else. If you don't like cuss words and think that things should be marked NSFW because of them this is for you," GO FUCK YOURSELF!" This is an adult website lets act like it your fucking pussies. If you don't like it go to myspace or somewhere else but here. Sorry to any woman I might have offended right then. My thoughts are random deal with it. Do I use proper punctuation most of the time no. I just keep one continuous paragraph with many thought in it. There might be spelling errors on this oh well, I don't spell words that well. Some might say why do you make this public and not private it is because I don't really care what others think about me because I speak what is on my mind. If you have ever talked to me on here you know that I don't sugar coat anything and that I hate that. I am so confused right now as far as what to do about everything that it going on

Myth-quoted Quotes
With all due respect to Robert Lynn Asprin (MythAdventures Series) "Careful planning is the key to safe and swift travel." -- Ulysses "In times of crisis, it is of utmost importance no to lose one's head." -- M. Antoinette "Just a little off the top." -- A. Boleyn "To function efficiently any group of people or employees must have faith in their leader." -- Capt. Bligh "Chain of command is the backbone of military structure and must be strictly obeyed." -- F. Christian "Man shall never reach his full capacity while chained to earth. We must take wing and conquer the heavens." -- Icarus "One of the joys of travel is visiting new towns and meeting new people." -- G. Kahn "By persevering over all obstacles and distractions, one may unfailingly arrive at his chosen goal or destination." -- C. Columbus "Reliable information is a must for successful planning." -- C. Columbus "With the proper consideration in choice of allies, victory may be guaranteed

My Thoughts And A Quote Or Two
I know I can't pull the blankets up over my head and stay in bed.I am rather impatient at this time.I had a good friend whom I was able to share so much with and now I think the friendship is ending.I have unanswered questions.Too many thoughts running through my mind.Just when you feel euphoric then it changes and you become perplexed.Is it ever really worth it?I believe it would be, but alas I may never know.Take a chance even if it stretches your comfort zone a bit.Believe in God, not just angels.Let your loved ones know how you truly feel.Flirt a lil' with a cute stranger.Kiss your parents no matter how old you are!Party like there is no tomorrow.Watch cartoons with the kids and play on the jungle gym.Listen to the story of a lonely widow, she might be very wise.Dance with your eyes closed singing all the words to the song.If someone hurts your feelings tell them.Smile proudly as you walk behind your lil' girl and see just how cute it is to see her walking and trying to keep up wit

My Thoughts Of You
There isn't a moment That my mind don't wander to you. There isn't a night That I don't fall asleep thinking of you. In my dreams You will always love me. I long to hear your voice For it always made me feel good. I long for your touch And the tenderness in it. I want to feel your gentle kiss And the love behind it. My heart wonders if you love me Or have I hurt you too much. Will I ever feel the touch I long for? Only time will tell if I will Ever be in your Loving arms again.

My Thoughts On 2007
IN THE LAST YEAR I HAVE GONE THREW SO MUCH AND I HAVE REALIZED THAT DRUGS AND ALCOHOL JUST ARNT WORTH IT WHEN YOU HAVE CHILDREN, AROUND THIS TIME OF LAST YEAR I WAS A HEAVY POT SMOKER AND A WHISKY PUKING ALCHY , WITCH EVENTUALLY ENDED UP WITH THE DHS COMING TO TAKE MY 2 BEAUTFULL LITTLE GIRLS FROM ME, ANANYA WHO WAS ONLY 4 AT THE TIME AND KENDLE WHO WAS ONLY 3 MONTHS OLD, I HAVE DONE ALOT TO MAKE SHURE THAT I GET THEM BACK, I HAVE GONE TO A.A AND I HAVE GONE TO DRUG TREATMENT AND IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL I SHOULD HAVE THE ORDER TO GET THEM BACK AT THE END OF THIS MONTH WITCH IM VERY EXCITED ABOUT. BUT I WISH NONE OF IT WOULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED KENDLE WHO IS NOW A YEAR OLD HAS GROWN UP SO SO SO MUCH AND IVE MIST ALOT IN HER LIFE, HER LEARNING TO CRAWL HER FIRST WORD HER FIRST STEP ALOT OF THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE BENE THER FOR. ANANYA WHO IS NOW 5 ALWAYS ASK ME WHY SHE CANT COME HOME AND STAY WITH MOMMY AND THERE ISNT AN ANSWER I FEAL I CAN GIVE HER IM SO SORRY I LET MY CHILDREN DOWN

My Thoughts
So i haven't posted a blog in a long time. So i am updating everyone. I'm sitting at home trying not to cry, things are so hard and it really freakin sucks. I moved back to Ohio around the 2nd week of October from Florida damn that was stupid of me.. Anyways, i get here and i talk to you guys and get to know them what i think is pretty well only to be shot down because i am not the barbie doll type of girl. I am not skinny and i'm not huge either as of right now i need to lose 20 pounds but i'm am going to lose 30 maybe even more. I joined a gym about a month ago so i have been working out 4 days a week. I wanna get to the perfect body size that all guys seem to wanna have.I get to talking to awesome guys and then when i meet them i'm not good enough. I am a good person and i treat everyone with respect. All that i ask for is trust, loyalty, honesty, and a friend maybe more from there. All that i want out of a guy is to be loved nothing more or less and i feel that right now that's lik

My Thoughts On Heath Ledgers Death
My thoughts on Heath Ledgers death ok so for starters didnt even know he died till i got home from work....everyone seems to be soo sad about it but (ok going to sound like a real asshole here) the guy was 28..what else could he of died from except drugs? if he really did OD on drugs or even medication i dont feel sorry for him at all, the guy should of known better to either not OD on medication or drugs! i mean come on its common since! so i heard a story no clue if its true he had insomnia and was taking sleeping pills and ODed on those cuz they where not working...once agian if this is the case i do not feel sorry for him one bit! as you all know most likely i have suffered from Insomnia for YEARS...and on the rare occasion i take something to get sleep im smart enough to know not to take a ton more then the recogmended amount...once again common since people lets use our brain here. and even if that certain thing im useing for insomnia isnt working i dont take any more of it il

My Thoughts
I have not been able to update for a while. I am so anxious for Andrew James to be born. I have only eight more days Jan 31st). I have everything ready for him.. I feel prepared for it.. I also have lots of support on my side. I am so glad that I am around people that care so much about me and that is willing to help me out with a brand new baby around and taking care of Darien at the same time...Oh boy, what did I get myself into... it's a good thing that I am young and have lots of energy. Darien is getting exicted about something everyday that the due date get's closer he must know something is about to happen.. I feel that he will be a very good big brother I mean this kid is already trying to play with Andrew with a toy while in my belly... that is my understanding of Darien being ready. Darien will be my big helper. I also want to say that my hubby Jason has been such a good partner and helping me out anyway that he can. I am so proud to have found someone that cares a whole lot

My Thoughts On The Death Of Heath Ledger
I'm honestly at a loss of words right now. I can't believe another young actor is dead. at only 28 heath ledger was found dead at his home of what police are saying a possible drug overdose. {accidental so far}. But, still I haven't felt this down since hearing the death of brandon lee, anohter favorite actor of mine. I have posted some pictures of ledger in what will be his final screen performance, portraying the villianous joker in 2008's Batman The Dark Knight. fill free to check them out as well as the trailer for the film at www.rottentomatoes.com thanks for everyone that read this. -cheers

Mythbusters Picked My Idea !
Sp yeah...Im kinda geeked out by this. But anyone who nows me knows that I love airplanes. So I ran across this thing on youtube where people were discussing wether or not a plane could take off from a conveyer belt. Yeah...I know..very geekey. Cuz you could never have one thatbig to fully test it. So I thought hmmm..maybe I cod send that idea to Mythbusters and see if they could at least do a test with an R/C plane. So Im watching Tv last night, and there was a commercial for next weeks new Mythbusters show and THEY FUCKING ARE DOING IT!!!!! Exactly the way I wrote out how to test it!! He he he he!!! I was freaking out. No I dont get any money and no they probably wont say my name on the air ( but IM gonna tape it anyways) but still...it was weird, just weird. I mean Ive been on TV before and done commercials and stuff, but this was kinda a random geeky thing. OK Im done gushing...so yeah..Wednesday 9pm, Discovery Channel!!!! The airplane myth was my suggestion...patting myself o

My Thoughts For 1/31/08
1. Seize the day! 2. If you love someone, tell them! 3. Don't be afraid to express yourself 4. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you...because when you decide the time is right...it might be too late! 5. Never have regrets 6. And most importantly, stay close to your loved ones for they have helped make you the person that you are today! ~Michelle

My Thoughts On Hilary Clinton :d
Well to be quite honest, she never really had a chance with me. I never really paid attention to her, and when I started, which was right around when the Bush gave his surprisingly pretty good (compared to his other speeches) state of the union address (it was good, though i didn't agree with what he had to say). after the speech, i ended up watching some of the post-speech commentary shows, and whenever someone would ask her a question, she never answered it- she's developed this talent of dancing around the question, all she had to say about his speech was that he looked nice- seriously, thats what she said. So anyway, that was her as a senator, and now that I'm seeing her as a presidential candidate, I like her even less. I personally think she's manipulative, and I might go as far as saying a but of a hypocrite. For one 1. She has Bill do her dirty work. Has anyone else noticed how whenever Bill is interviewed, he bashes Barack Obama, and yet when Hilary is asked about him, she

My Thoughts!!! So Dont Fuckin Ask
I woke this morning and had this addressed to me in my shout box.. hello... you are a good slavegirl material?? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day Link: http://fubar.com/user/1369265 Blogs:http://fubar.com/allblogposts.php?blogid=171799 What kinda of bullshit is this?? How could any woman degrade and disrespect them selfs as to be called a SLAVEGIRL? Its beyond me..And pretty well fucked up.. I will never lower myself to call a man "SIR" This is not who I am, I have high morals and great respect for myself and I do exspect my man to treat me in such away.To get respect you give respect right?? Now with love that you share with a man or a woman, Its a secret th

Myth Of The Full Body Orgasm
Why is everybody hyped up on this "full body orgasm" crap? I'm serious, you see it everywhere, all the magazines in the checkout line at grocery stores "Find ALL his pleasure spots" or "Stay in bed all day and enjoy it!" I do, it's called sleep. Might not start till 4 o'clock in the morning, but I can garauntee it'll last till 2 or 3 pm. But honestly, it's not hard to have a full body orgasm. Not hard... and not fun. Because the full body orgasm does not originate in the genital region. I'm sorry ladies, it's just not there. No, the full body orgasm is when you get that spasm... don't look at me like that. Every single person reading this knows exactly what I'm talking about. It's that spasm where you burp, sneeze, hiccup, cough, fart, laugh and crap your pants all that same time. It's like "HIccUrpchooGAahchUAgppfftTThaHAHaoops...uhoh" Now all of a sudden you're rolling on the ground, foaming at the mouth because a warhead just went off in your chest cavity. It's like

My 10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. HEEHEEHEEHEE My 10 things 1. I've been called 'Lady with the DEVILISH EYES', *whatever that means*!! I don't have devilish eyes:D 2. I'm a down-to-earth person/low key person. 3. Have an odd sense of humor, sometimes DRY!!. 4. Scared to death of bugs, especially caterpillars, want to see a grown woman strip in the middle of the street, let a caterpillar get on me. 5. Ever heard of someone with 'skunk gray patch'? I have it in the front of my head. 6. I'm not a good drinker, once my hubby & I went to a birthday party and ordered 'Miami Ice Tea', *pretty tasty*, if I may say so!!! But little did I know h

My 10 Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I can't really drink at all! I used to be a total lush in my younger years (too young to drink yeaars)! My favorite right now is Mojito! 2.) My house catching fire is like my biggest nightmare, I always fear its me who is left in the house to burn! 3.) Would love to go back to school to get a degree in communications, I would love to be a radio personality! 4.) I want to stop smoking, I did over the summer I stopped for about 4 months but fell off when times got hard in life! 5.) Believe it or not I'm very shy! LOL 6.) I've only been in one car accident yes it was drunk driving NO I wasn't the

My Thoughts
The thoughts that run in my head are making me yell! Feel like crying then inside feel like I am dieing. To some I matter most in their life. To others I am passing by in their flight in life. To most I am just this moody person that is here to make thier lifes just a little harder. But to others I am a kind compashionate person that is here to for them to have someone that will listen to them. Or give them a helping hand when needed. To the random person or the guy just walking by I am either the not so pretty person that is either a person to make fun of or a person to see how far they can get with. With all that said in the end to a person, a simple person goes through life meeting people and making fun of others and making friends, having relationships. But who really actually takes the time to truley get to know someone. How they feel, think, who they think they love and have loved. I sit and wounder what if some day one of my friends just up and disapeared. Sure I

A Mythical And Ghostly Creature...
LONDON (Reuters) - A mythical and ghostly creature has appeared in the wilds of the Scottish Highlands -- and has been caught on camera. The rare white stag, from the red deer species, is believed to be among just a tiny handful living in Britain, according to a conservation group. The John Muir Trust is now keeping the stag's location secret for fear of poachers. "To see him amongst the other stags was truly thrilling because he does look like a ghost: you do a double-take," Trust Partnership Manager Fran Lockhart, who filmed the stag, told Reuters. White stags are seen as a magical and powerful force in many mythologies. The animal's ghostly glow comes from a recessive gene which causes leucism, a condition which reduces the normal brown coloring in hair and skin. They are not albinos, which have red eyes due to lack of pigment. In Celtic traditions, white stags represent messengers from the afterlife. Arthurian legend has it that the creature can never be caught

My Thank Yous!
These wonderful people helped me earn my happy hour! Go show them some love! And be sure and level those people up TOMORROW NIGHT @ 11pm Fubar Time (that's 1am Saturday, Central) I am pretty sure I have everyone on here, but if for some reason I don't please let me know and I'll add you! First off, my lovely slave. Often stickied my bully and bombed me more then I bombed myself. Hopeless Romantic @ fubar This lovely lady not only stickied many bulletins, she VIP'd me so I stuck out more! ~Mz Attitude~ @ fubar This wonderful daddy helped me stay sticky! CaTDaddy@ fubar Shadow Levelers and Demon Crew ☺Katie☺@ fubar $ç()øTéR™@ fubar ♪LilBamaGirl♪@ fubar Heretic Goddess@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar

My Thanks To You
She told me when we meet she was very needy, and no honey I am not trying to be greedy. Had me deeply set with those big blue eyes, maybe even a devil,in an angel`s disguise. I told her "Baby , I cant be your superman", but I will do whatever it is that I can. No, my dear I am not trying to make a scene, just want you be treated like a queen. A big,broad beautiful smile lightens up her face, and for a moment we are suspended in time and space. We draw closer and she smells of vanilla and cream, I am wondering am I stuck inside a wonderful dream. As if she is about to read my mind, shes states " we are two of a kind". I ask her "Darling whatever do you mean "? For I have never really been so keen. Of releasing something that I hold so dear, and I want to make myself perfectly clear. The years have seemed like they have taken a toll, but I freely give you my heart and soul. Take also my love as maybe a small token, for many times this old heart has been

My Thoughts Right Now
So I was thinking today, I am ten years from being 30 years old. What have I done in the whole time I have been on Earth? Nothing at all, I have done nothing worth talking about, I have done One thing I am proud of I graduated High School. But other then that what? Nothing, maybe its time to try something more exciting. Every day is a new day, another chance to do something to worth while. After the age of 16 the days are over in Minutes, not hours anymore. You get up and then seems 2 hours later its time to sleep again. Maybe this whole good girl thing is getting old. I`ve never even been to a party, I`ve been drunk like 4 times in my life, Thats about it. Maybe I have wasted my life, Never having fun always being the one to watch out for my friends, and making sure nothing bad happens, Never getting in trouble. I feel like I am missing out on something. Even if its just doing stupid shit, I have never really experienced doing shit just because I can. I have been the one to watch my

My Thoughts.
Lost lost within the darkness lost beneath the light lost without your love lost in plain sight lost without a hope lost no way to cope lost A Love For All Time Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time. - Dawn Choike -

My Thoughts On Life!!
Tell me what you think!!! Why is life so fucked up at moments? Why do we hate each other so much? Why do we love? Why is there pain? This world is full of pain, hate, love, saddness, depression, suicide, homicide, drugs, and no ones know why. No one knows the meaning of life. And no one ever will. Why where we put here on earth? To make fools of our selfs infront of our friends? To hate and kill each other? Why are we ammused by the most stupidest things? Why is there war? Why cant we make peace? What is peace? I cant even answer these questions. As a great man once said: "I had a dream this afternoon..." End the violence and the hatred of our fathers now! Become peaceful neighbors on all sides and we may see sovereig Patestine and Unified Ierland. This can only happen if tolerance, neighborly peace and freedom is on the foundation of their existance. Violence, hate, terrorism and murder will not achieve anything but history repeating itself. Educate yourself. If you die DEFENDIN

My Thoughts, My Emotions, My Dreams, They Turn To You
I could tell you a thousand times, How much I love you, It still would not do justice on how much I love you. I leave you without a sound except the beating of my warm heart, Overflowing with love for you, True love is like an eternal flame... It will continue to burn for all eternity. If a tear fell from my eyes, Each time I wished you were with me, I would have an ocean shore outside my door. When the wind blows, I hear your voice, When I look up in the clouds, I see your face. If you truly love someone, then distance does not matter to the mind or the heart. When I saw you, I knew you were my true love... When I held I talked to you, I knew you were the one… I immediately fell in love with you, When you tell a person that you love them, It is coming from your heart, Spirit and soul; the place that made you love them from the beginning. Once you learned to love that special someone, it takes over you and it will never leave you. True love is

My Thoughts
Here is a thought I have been having. And it's just not today. But this thought has been on my mind for sometime now. A man can treat a woman badly even beat her. And some will worship the ground that idiot walks on. And I can throw stones because I have treated someone badly. But I never beat her. And yes that is in the past. But today after being alone for awhile I realized my errors. I am responsible enough to hold a job with shitty hours. Getting paid well enough. Ambious enough that god forbid I would be called a work-a-holic. To move up with the company I work for. And at the same time raise a 16 year old daughter. Who is the brightest part of my life. And always will and will always come first. So what is it about the nice guy. That will do anything, I just do not understand. And these are just my thoughts.

My Thoughts On A Friend
I have a very good friend of mine that i hold dear to my heart. His girlfriend is a total wench and dont let him live his life. I want to do something for him but i can't do much for the position im in and him as well. Sometimes i just want to hold him in my arms and tell him that everything will be ok and all his pain will go away. I want to help him but theres only so much i can do.

A Mytho-poetic Dream
A Mytho-Poetic Dream a pantum The mythopoetic dream of a dying god Came to me one night when my soul was astir Filled with the unease of such dreadful beauty As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Came to me one night when my soul was astir Visions of a King failing fast in his glory As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Visions of a King failing fast in his glory Barren, desolate images in cold, cold stone Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Deluding me with dreams of immortality Barren, desolate images in cold,cold stone Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Deluding me with dreams of immortality Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Into the living flesh of transient stone Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages This monument to legends no longer alive Into the living flesh of transient stone Impressions of wander

My Thoughts
I want for my life to be mine. Soon I'm hoping it will be again. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. I'm a hopefull romantic. I believe in soul mates. Knowing that what I have right now is far from that. I don't want to be treated like I'm a child anymore. I do not act like it. I deserve respect and being cherished. I want to be able to enjoy life out side of these four walls he calls his castle. For me it is more of a prison. I want to find the part of me that has been hiding for so long. I think about how my life could and should be and then I wake up and realize that I'm living in a miserable marriage and having a hard time finding a way out. I have plans but then there is doubt instilled in me that makes me think that maybe I won't be able to do it. However, I have a life to look forward to on the out side. And I will get outta here soon. I have friends that mean the world to me. I have people I've been kept away from for far to long. I've lost a lot just to remain in this so c

Myths And Lore Of Trees
Since time began the tree has been recognized as a symbol of life and regeneration and to some of sacred knowledge. To primitive man the tree and its by-products were a source used in all aspects of life. It offered Shelter from the elements, Food from its fruit, Heat from a fire, Clothing from its bark and Tools as well as Weapons from its wood. Little wonder then that the tree evolved as one of the earliest symbols of reverence to worship. Of old the Oak tree was thought to have been the primary symbol of worship and then other trees were given prevalence. Trees in general were believed to have been the God incarnate. Kings, Queens, Emissaries, Priests and Priestesses all carried branches of Oak (or those of the other sacred trees) as symbols of their authority. The Staff (also made from rowan, walnut, birch and beech) became a symbol that the bearer was an emissary of the gods. Tree symbolism was common throughout continental Europe and the British Isles and appears in t

My Thoughts
Well here i am again in this stupid little hole of mine. I never know when i am going to be out of it. I should be happy i got a job in no time flat. So did my frined marty and possibly my friends bf ryan, but you know i have this itching feeling that once things start to go smoothly that something bad will happen as i am trying to climb out of this dumb hole. I am in school finaly doing what i want and yet that isnt good enough cuz i am failing my classes, and also i go full time to work and school could it be that i just have not found the right path or what? I am so confused. I love my boyfriend with all my heart but you know it feels as if there is something missing and i just don'g know what it is. I think it could be that he and i don't have a place of our own and i am stuck living between my moms and a friends place. But you know my friends are worse off then i am cuz they are about to have a kid real quick any day now and they are in the process of getting efficted from their

My Thoughts
When you least expect it Is when you definately get it Stop searching and then you will find it Pretend to be blind And it will pop up in your face Be unaware and you will get to that place Open the door but Go through the window Don't pace yourself Just let go and ride with the flow Expand your mind And watch your soul grow Say nothing and everyone will hear Open your mouth and your voice Will fall upon deaf ears Don't hesitate or be consumed by fears Learn to cry without shedding any tears Come inside but don't lock yourself in When you are angry be sure to grin Don't think about losing Just assume that you will win Deceive noone but yourself You will be in Heaven Even though you can see the flames of Hell Act crazy they will say you are normal Be normal and you will go insane Because you are one in a zillion Never meant to be plain Learn to derive pleasure from pain And you will see beauty in the ugliest of stains Don't distinguish between what is real

Myths - Are They Real?
The JERSEY DEVIL The Jersey Devil, the supposed mythical creature of the New Jersey Pinelands, has haunted New Jersey and the surrounding areas for the past 260 years. This entity has been seen by over 2,000 witnesses over this period. It has terrorized towns and caused factories and schools to close down, yet many people believe that the Jersey Devil is a legend, a mythical beast, that originated from the folklore of the New Jersey Pine Barrens. Others disagree with this point of view. The following text will show there is evidence to support the existence of an animal or supernatural bring known as the Jersey Devil. The evidence consists of the stories of the Jersey Devil's origin, the sightings of it, and finally, the theories on it. There are many different versions of the birth of the Jersey Devil. One of the most popular legends says a Mrs. Shrouds of Leeds Point, NJ made a wish that if she ever had another child, she want it to be a devil. Her next child was born misshape

My Thank You
My First HAPPY HOUR was last night and so many people showed up and showed A LOT of love. All of you that came THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart and if I have missed you I AM SO SORRY. I would like to especially thank my bro and sis ROXY and BOBBY for making it happen. Helping me upload my stash and giving me the HAPPY HOUR. You two are extra special in my life and here on fubar with all the help you have given people. Love you guys 2 death. DSC~*~ Î ß ÎÇ ~*~ßaÞa ßïñg~*~ R/L Fiancé to ßobbÿ@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645~!~◊~!~PROUD DIRTY SOUTH CREW◊-HÈHßÈR õҒ T.M.Ä.Ғ@ fubar bigjimmy Fu-hubby to Liberated Spice**** CLUB F.A.R.****LOL family greeter****DSC****BAD GIRLZ & BOY@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar ღ~*Miss'B *~ღ - Member of Ð.§.C & Club F.A.R - FuOwned by 'Mikey The Pіtt@

My Thoughts
I'm tired of all this political correctness BULL SHIT!!! If you look hard enough someone will be offended by something. And i'm sorry to say but life is offensive. there is humor in everything if you just let yourself laugh life is too short to be doom and gloom. There are many happy things in life you just have to find them. But on the same hand don't be one of those barney asswipes and stick your head in the sand, and pretend it doesn't exist. so "say what you mean and mean what you say!" now the other part freedom of speach one of our country's greatest treasures. but it swings both ways not only can you not control what people say but they can't control what you say. but here is the biggest kicker of speach doesn't mean guaranty you listenership. so if i don't like what you have to say or you don't like what i have to say. THEN DON'T GOD DAMB FUCKING LISTEN!!! Now for the second part of this What the Fuck is up with this african american or mexican american or anything else / a

My Thanks To All
It has been a very rough week for my and my family and even though my dad has been sick for sometime and I have prepared myself it is still hard loosing someone. I cant believe all of the care and concern I have received from so many of you. Some I have never met and never will but your heart felt concern has been helping me get through this. I may be 39 but since I am the only girl I will always be my daddy's little girl. You will never know where you will find a friend and just because you may never meet that person, they can still be friends. Thank you all. Love Kathleen

My Thoughts
I'm doing this blog just to get some things off my chest. Last night I was setting here at the computer and on the ticker it went by that wrestling kills. So I went to check this article out, and when I did it pi$$ed me off. Here again people are throwing the blame of a death of a wrestler on the business that I love. They saying that wrestling drives these guys to kill theirselves. I have been wrestling since Aug 4 2001, three to four times a week. The pain is huge that ya put your body through dont get me wrong but not once in almost seven years have I took a handful of pills to get me over what I put my body into. Its my decision to do it and i'm strong enough to handle the pain with out the pain killers. Apparently the guys that are dyeing from these things are not strong enough to make it with out those things. For once cant some wrestler pass away and the blame be put on them and not wrestling being blamed, seeing as its what the guys were doing to there bodies besides wrestling

My Thoughts And Direction
Do not confuse my generosity or acts of kindness with me being weak. If I go out of my way for you, its because I would appreciate the same consideration from you one day. Put effort where your words are, talk it cheap, and I am not buying. If I am quiet, its not that I have nothing to say. I am waiting for you to stop talking. Just because I gave you a compliment does not mean I want to sleep with you (ok, not always, lol) If you run, thinking I will follow you may soon find yourself alone. There is a difference between want and need, I may “want” you but I certainly don’t “need” you. Its never too late to start over. You will not get a second chance to make a first impression. Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get. You can’t get ahead while trying to get even. I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. Successful people are always looking for opportunities to help others.

My Thing For Guys With Shaved Heads
So, Im in my manic phase again, as you can see from the blog prior to this one. For those of you who are like "What the hell is a manic phase" kttn? Well..... the kttn is psycho, and by Psycho as I have mentioned previously-- I am bipolar, level 2 I believe (its been a while). So being bipolar I have some extreme Highs and Lows. Well the HIGHS, which are all that we care about class (lol) are my MANIC Phase. For some people, being manic means, shopping sprees and doing things to excess. For me, my sexdrive goes thru the f*cking roof. Now, I have been doing some observation about this to get a better idea of whats going on with me during these different phases because I dont medicate. I have to admit, I dont medicate PURELY for how great the Manic phase is. Well with that said, one of my gorgeous bald friend's requested that I listen to a song..... and we all know how hooked on lyrics I can be considering it seems every other week a new song has moved into the arena I call "theme songs"

My 10,000th Friend Kmp!!
Hey everyone, I got my 10,000th add this week from none other than KMP! Check her out, show her much love and fan, add and rate her!! Check out the slideshow of her too. You'll see what I mean... HOT! K~M~P~@ fubar

My Thank You Too All Of Fubar
WOW............ Thank you just doesnt seem too be enough too say too all of you. I want too thank everyone for all the love you you poured on me for the last few days. Im simply still in awe. Fubar you Rock.. There is no way too individually put you all in here because I had too sleep and there was rates going straight through the night and all day. Yesterday I watched for over 14 hours straight I had someone or many people rating me all at once. I will do my best in the next days too come too show love too all but this is going too take a long time too return all the love that was showed. Thank you for every bulletin reposted, Rates, bling, picture comments, profile comments, and too all of you that maxed on rates and was bombing my pictures thank you from the bottom of my heart. If I can ever help any of you pleas feel free too ask and I will do my best too return the favor back too all of you.. Have a great weekend... Much love and respect to

My Thoughts
people these days are so self absorbed its not even funny no one gives a damn about anyone anymore I think that the government is a crock of shit that figures out how to control us Networking Sites Like Myspace disgust me i mean some of it is alright i suppose but most of it is having a shit load of friends i just don't see the point I appreciate anyone who takes time to read my blog cuz it lets me know that im not just another person to you

My Thoughts
HE SAYS IM THE BEST HE HAD LOVES ME LIKE NO OTHER TAKES ME TO EROTIC PLACES RUNS HIS FINGERS OVER MY CURVES LOVES MY FULL BODY MILKY SKIN LAYS BY MY SIDE PUTS HIS FACE IN MY NECK BREATHS IN MY SCENT CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF ME CAN ONLY LOVE MAKE 2 PEOPLE FEEL THIS WAY? IM SURE OF IT HOLD HIM CLOSE HEAD ON MY BREASTS FEEL MY EVERY BREATH HEARS THE BEAT OF MY HEART IS IN SYNC WITH HIS THE PLEASURE OF TWO BECOMING ONE

My Thoughts Of You
I hear a pleasant sound, It's your voice I hear. I smelled a sensuous scent, And I knew you were near. I saw a stunning sight When I found you there. I played our special song, It's the music we share. I had a luscious dream, My night was shared with you. I cherish my memory, For my thoughts are of you.

My Thoughts Of You
as i walk thru this life shadowed in darkness and hopelessness i cant help but to wonder is she out there , is she real ? i have loved many times,, but never understanding what it means to be loved or for that matter what love meant , until the one night i sat poundering what my life meant. was it worth living ? i spent my time asking god why he had allowed me to choose this path and why he had put the gun in my hand yes i was on the door step of life beyond with out ever knowing , you spoke so sure and soft, it was as if an angel had come down and sat next to me . i didnt want to hear you i turned away from you many times hoping you would see i was no good hoping you would say no no your not worth it like somemany others had done in my time here . but you didnt you stood firm you stood strong , and by doing so i opened an eye in my heart and for the first time i wanted to hear what you had to say . i heard every word, but not one word was spoken . your love was felt from

My Thoughts On The American Political Process
Another Xanga member wrote an excellent blog regarding the current presidential election process going on & the various candidates as well as referring to Jesus - how He truly cared for people, didn't abuse His power for His own Glory but used His abilities for the greater good of mankind... and related that to how each of us can make a difference in our part of the world and while taking part in the political process. Her blog got me to doing some heart felt analyzing of what is going on in many different aspects of American society - In my humble opinion, it is not about who is our president throughout the years that we need to address - it is the very deep rooted American philosophies, mores, etc that are inherently changing for the worse in many ways because of a very frightening growing divisiveness in our country.. We, as Americans, used to concentrate on what *brought us together* what we had in common.. what we could do *together* no matter *what* our differences r

A Mythopoetic Dream
A Mythopoetic Dream The mythopoetic dream of a dying god Came to me one winter’s night when my soul was astir Filled with the unease of such dreadful beauty As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Came to me one winter’s night when my soul was astir Visions of a king failing fast in his glory As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Visions of a king failing fast in his glory Barren, desolate images in cold, cold stone Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies Deluding me with dreams of immortality Barren desolate images in cold, cold stone Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Deluding me with dreams of immortality Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye Into the living flesh of transient stone Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages This monument to legends no longer alive Into the living flesh of transient stone Impressions

Mythic Truth
Mythic Truth A love of mythic proportions unbeknownst to most men like the golden hues of nature a song carried by the wind most people only dream about love without an end we live and breathe in the arms of faith that is where we begin For we are the myth, the fantasy living, breathing proof the ancients seemed to have blessed us we are each others truth 1/14/08 3:00am

My Thoughts
So, I'm here having this conversation with someone who within 5 minutes of me adding as a friend, has read my page and appreciates the fact that I am one of the few that don't have to put naked pics up to get a good decent convo. I have talked to many on here that have said that they have met women from here and other sites whom, after looking at their pictures and conversating with them, decided to meet in person...and guess what...the woman was not who she said she was...the pics they had up were from 10 yrs ago when she was 50 pounds lighter and younger. Just for GP, my profile pic I have up now, I took today. I am still wearing the same clothes. I am real...so why is it that men still refuse to conversate with me or "get to know the real me" because I don't have ass, tits and just skin showing in all my pictures...isn't that what porn is for? I mean I am a freaky woman as well with the right person but why must I show everyone in cyber world that? I am not needy with low self estee

12 Myths About Cheating
Myth No. 1: People cheat because they're unhappy at home. In one study, 56% of cheating men surveyed said their marriages were very happy. Only 34% of unfaithful women agreed.' Myth No. 2: Men cheat much more than women do? This used to be the case, but now the infidelity scales are balancing out. Why? Women cheat for the same reasons as men: It's someone new. It's naughty (and therefore nice). However, there are other reasons women cite: The affair was a "reward" for being an unappreciated wife and mother or for putting up with a partner who wasn't affectionate, didn't listen or ignored them. It was an "ego boost." (Gone are the days when we'd treat ourselves to a new lipstick or haircut to cheer ourselves up.) We're still not as blase about affairs as men -- women are more likely to feel guilty -- but given that studies show we're much better at lying, we're also more likely to get away with it. Myth No. 3: Affairs are mostly about sex? Some affairs are about sex and most ce

My Thoughts, My Release
just some thoughts that twist through my mind wanting to find some outlet, a place to release themselves. I may have more to put down depending on my moods seems they like swinging to and fro as of late, so much so i cant keep up , never knowing if im supposed to be smiling or crying, quite confusing actually.But hey im used to it that is who i am a confusing muddled individual or am I? Am I just a train wreck like my father says or am I really just normal? Is it normal to be in so much pain you have become a master at hiding it? People only see my smiles , hear my laughs , enjoy my dingy comments. But can they see the real me? My father cannot and i doubt he ever will. Funny how complete strangers accept me, embrace me ,listen to me , and even when they know what has happened in my life the bad choices i have made they still care.I finally found people who accept me as I am faults and all but I still am not truly happy,I just want my real family but once again they do not want me.Ma

My Thoughts
I have alot of great friends who have helped me out through alot of problems. I think that it wasn't for certain friends that I have made online. I have a great fiance. He and I have been through so much in the past year and 5 months that we have been together. First miscarrying our first child in Oct 2007. Than having to move out of our apt in November 2007. Moving into a shared living situation(something out of the real world), living there for two months. Than finding our current apt which we have been in for about 5 months.

My Thoughts On Music
I feel like blogging.. and I also feel like talking about music so that's what I'm going to do. Don't care what I have to say? stop reading here. =] As some of you know, music is a really important part of my life. Listening to some really powerful, meaningful lyrics from artists I admire have helped me through some really rough times in my life. Lyrics can have a different meaning to different people. It's all in the interpretation. You can think they mean something but whoever wrote them was talking about something completely different. I realize not everyone analyzes things as much as I do. My friend once told me that there are two different kinds of people. There are lyric people and music people. Lyric people tend to be analytical. They're all about the meaning of the song. Music people couldn't care less about the lyrics.. as long as there's a good beat. I'm definitely a lyric person. If I listen to/read lyrics that inspire me.. or if it's something I can relate t

Myths And Facts About Hcv
Hepatitis C Myths and Facts Fact Hepatitis C is a virus that infects the liver and circulates at very high levels as much as millions of little viral particles in a droplet of an infected person's blood. The virus is transmitted by blood-to-blood contact such as occurs with a blood transfusion, receiving a tattoo from a dirty needle, during intranasal cocaine snorting when sharing razor blades, or when sharing intravenous needles. The virus can have a prolonged asymptomatic period for many months to years and can come to attention through routine screening, at the time of blood donation, or when a person infected with the virus develops symptoms of the disease. The symptoms, which are fairly nonspecific, include fatigue and joint aches. Occasionally, the disease is not diagnosed until its end stages at which time liver failure has ensued. There are many myths about hepatitis C that are perceived as truths. This article will debunk some of these myths and provide the facts about th

My Thoughts
ASSURANCE Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, ‘Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.’ The little girl said, ‘No, Dad. You hold my hand.’ ‘What’s the difference?’ Asked the puzzled father. ‘There’s a big difference,’ replied the little girl. ‘If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.’ In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours… This message is too short……but carries a lot of Feelings. ......

My Thank You
In the midst of all the turmoil life can throw at you God can send people into your life to hold you up and give you peace. these people dont even know that hes speaking thru them and giving words of comfort and love and letting you know "this is God and I got you and everything you need has already been worked out in your favor" When my tears were falling and I couldnt even see the road there were friends steady talking , steady encouraging, steady holding me up when my own legs refused to and I thank God for those voices, those texts, that love and laughter because when you lose all hope your very best friends will be your hope, they will be your strength and they will be Gods voice with every encouragement so listen to those friends when storms come.....and cherish them while you can cause life is too short...my shout out today to those friends stand in no paticular order ~Rico~ because even during our angry moments you still protect me and give me love and even when your not aware

10 Myths- And 10 Truths- About Atheism
*These are posts from Sam Harris's fan page blogs on Myspace. You can find them on his page: Sam Harris fan page. I am simply reposting them here, as I find these things interesting* SEVERAL POLLS indicate that the term "atheism" has acquired such an extraordinary stigma in the United States that being an atheist is now a perfect impediment to a career in politics (in a way that being black, Muslim or homosexual is not). According to a recent Newsweek poll, only 37% of Americans would vote for an otherwise qualified atheist for president. Atheists are often imagined to be intolerant, immoral, depressed, blind to the beauty of nature and dogmatically closed to evidence of the supernatural. Even John Locke, one of the great patriarchs of the Enlightenment, believed that atheism was "not at all to be tolerated" because, he said, "promises, covenants and oaths, which are the bonds of human societies, can have no hold upon an atheist." That was more than 300 years ago. But in

My 5th Happy Hour
He can't STOP and won't STOP! Look who's having a Happy Hour!?! None other then Twaune The Godfather is hosting a Happy Hour Sunday, 4:00 p.m. FU-TIME (7 p.m. EST) and he needs all the luvin' he can get! Stop by his page and RATE RATE RATE! Fan, Add and Bling him, he needs it ALL! Twaune The Godfather@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!! Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®' on '2008-06-04 18:04:14')

My Thoughts
as i walk in the dark i cant help but to wonder is she out, there does she know who i am? i cant see what lies ahead for me in this thing we call life , then i feel that touch, that one touch . it warms me so i lose my breath as my heart pounds beat after beat is this her did she find me ? we imbrace for that monent and kiss with such sweet care and yurning that we become as one. and long for that piece of mind knowing she has been ther the while watching me loving me knowing im the one she has longed for . we found each other in the dark how could love not be true

My Thoughts.....
the thing i fear cannot be touched or held. it cannot be tasted, it cannot be heard. my fear is not a person, nor a place, not even an object. it can, however, steal families, lovers, friends. my fear is death, and it haunts me like the plague. i know everyone dies, but mine will be the death of a soldier at the hands of some one who does not respect the fact that we fight for the good in the world, we fight to bring prosperity to all. yes i might get medals, i might get respect, my name on a memorial. but i will not be home. it will be foreign lands, away from the very thing every one desires, everyone holds dear:some to hold at night, to wake with in the morning, some one to love.

My Thoughts Of You
My Thoughts of You by LateNiteFantasy© Silly as a playful child As sexy as a romance novel As intelligent as a college professor You retain my interest You capture my heart You keep me on my toes Worldly as a geography map As cultured as if a religion all your own As musically inclined as Mozart You make me laugh You make me smile You always make it so You mean the world to me Just thought you should know...

My Thoughts
MY THOUGHTS SOMETIMES IN LIFE WHEN THERE IS DEATH SURROUNDING YOU..YOU CAN SOMETIMES IF LOOK WITHIN FIND THE WILL TO LIVE. BUT DEATH WHAT IS IT..IS IT THE END OR IS IT TRULY THE TRANSFERENCE OF ONE ENERGY INTO ANOTHER..OR IS IT THAT WE ARE JUST THOUGHT FORMS AND WHEN WE PASS ON TO THE NEXT IS IT TRULY JKUST A TRANSFERENCE OF THOUGHT FORMS. IF THIS IS SO THEN REALITY IS JUST AS WE PERCIEVE IT..AND IF WE JUST PERCIEVE REALITY AS WE WANT THEN TECHNICALLY THINKING OUR LIMITATIONS ARE JUST OUR OWN ADN THEN IF THT IS TRUE THEN WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO JUST ABOIT ANYTHING.. SO IF WE DREAM IT THEN WE CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN.. THEN SHOULD WE BE LIMITED BY OUR OWN LIMITATIONS OR SHOULD WE LET GO OF ALL OF THE DOUBT AND FEARS AND DARE TO DREAM..,DARE TO BELIEVE ...THEN WHAT ABOUT DISAPPOINTMENT IF WE DON'T ACHIEVE THE DREAMS..HOW DO WE AS COGNIZANT PEOPLE DEAL WITH THAT... WELL IF WE DARE TO DDREAM AND DARE TO BELIVE THEN WE HAVE TO LIVE WITH THE POSSIBLITY OF DISAPPOINTMENT, THE ONE THING T

My Thought Of The Day
When you have control over your thoughts, you have control over your life. Happy thoughts attract happy people into your life. Happy thoughts fill your life with happiness. When you change your habitual thoughts, it is like changing the direction of a train. Affirm the positive, visualize the positive and expect the positive, and your life will change accordingly. When there are difficulties and you feel down, this is the time to visualize, think and expect the positive. Do not let circumstances influence your thoughts and moods. By rising over them mentally, you will eventually rise over them materially. Fill your mind with light, happiness, hope, feelings of security and strength, and soon your life will reflect these qualities. " If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think a negative thought" JESYKA

My 20th Bday Yay
SHOW THIS B-DAY GIRL SOME MAD LOVE!! RATE HER ADD HER FAN HER, BUY HER A BLAST,HH,BLING OR A TICKER SHE DESERVES IT! AND JUST PLAIN LOVE HER SHE ALWAYS SHOWS LOVE BACK! MAKE HER FINGERS HURT FROM RETURNING ALL THE LOVE! **WIKID LETTE **I LOVE THURSTON!!!**FU-OWNED BY LOST SOUL**AUCTIONS OPEN TIL IM BID ON 2@ fubar THIS B-DAY PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ۞¢¾Sultry¢â Girl Next Door¢¾۞ ¢¾Fu Angels¢¾OWNED BY JAK@ fubar Happy Birthday Remix - rOckafeLLa

My Thought
My Thought My thought drifts as I gaze at the clouds, an image of you shifts into my sight, my mind fades and I stare with hopeless delight. My thought wanders from amorous moments etched in me to sadness of not having you close in a perfect sketched embrace as the the winds wisk turns my attention. My thought flickers in dashes pumping my blood fiercely through my every vein, I see you walk like an angel swaying your hips in a sensual tempest, driving me insane. My thought quivers as I see your image portrayed in pure bliss, giving me shivers as your enticing landscape encompasses every desire. My thought betrays me as I see only you within my heart, my only wish is to have you as a majestic part of the last piece of the puzzle, you, a precious lost art to be treasured always. My thought cries for you, yearns in palpitating propelling passion towards your enchanting vista, as I gaze I grow in anticipation for an abling grasp of your momentary touch to me. My thought hungers f

My 4th Of July...
After cooking the traditional dinner of hamburgers and hot dogs, the Fam Dam and I took the free shuttle downtown to watch the firework show off the Nugget Hotel&Casino. My overweight, self important, arrogant, passive aggressive M.I.L was in attendance also...I tried to keep my eye rolling to the minimum..but honestly, I'm not a patient person! It was a first time experience for us on the fourth of July in downtown Sparks, NV. and we were not disappointed! I'm so glad we were able to go this year because, last year it was 108 degrees and we missed the entire show! It was just too hot to go anywhere! So... The best part was watching the two year old little boy, standing next to us, rock out playing air guitar while the music was playing "Lenny Kravitz American Woman"! Someone should've put that kid on stage...he was awesome! LOL :) and... The only thing that irritated me to no end was the indecisiveness of my husband. It never fails, his inability to grow a pair wheneve

My Thoughts
He gives me a strength Courage unbridled as I soar Far beyond where I’ve ever gone To a place I’ve only dreamed of before He offers his heart, and I my love We walk hand-in-hand towards forever At journey’s end…will he truly know He was my greatest discovery, my sweetest endeavor.

My Thoughts As A Soldier
First let me start off by sayiing that a soldiers point of view.I believe in everything that we stand for and try to help other countries.With that said,I do believe that the loss of American lives could be avoided alltogether. When the Towers in New york were attacked, We should have , without hesitation,Sent our entire fleet of B-52s over there and start bombing with sure fury and retalitation that the terrorist would second think any action.Just tell all the warm and fuzzy tree hugging assholes out there to deal with it and bomb them into history.Drop everything we have in our arsenal from conventional to nucular.Start with Iraq and finish when we got into Pakastan.Remove that region from the face of the earth.They do nothing but cause continued human sufferage and think they are superior to any othe nation. If any other country,(FRANCE)had any problem with our solution.Tell them they can go to hell as well.I don't care what other countries think about us and would rather ke

My 100th Dive (cozumel Trip)
My 100th Dive 7/25-7/28 2008 Back in North Carolina, I booked my 96th Dive. SingleDivers.com was having the re-do of the Cozumel/Cenotes/Holbox trip, I was able to find some inexpensive airfare, so I came down for the weekend to do the Cozumel portion. We stayed at Casa Del Mar. I arrived on Friday, checked in at the dive shop (DelMarAquatics) and did a shore dive that afternoon with two of the women on the trip. The dive was suprisingly good. First we went and blew bubbles at the glass bottom boat. Then we followed the fish over to the snorkelers watching a couple get very territorial with each other. After the snorkelers left, we then hear this loud noise and in comes the Atlantis submarine. This is my third shore dive in the last couple of years and the marine life seems to be getting better each time. We ate at La Chorzo that night to celebrate the birthday of one of our divemasters, Fernando. I had a great fish filet, and they put a candle in the flan for Fernando's b'day

My Thought For The Day!
She leans into him.. wraps her arms around his neck , bruhes her lips on his, nibbles, runs her tongue along his top lip...inhales his essence.. wonders what he tastes like.. She closes her eyes when she hears a gasp escape that sexy mouth of his. Does she pursue the need to put her tongue in his mouth? The desire to use it to let him know what he does to her? Just looking at him, his smile, hearing his laugh , listening to his voice?Or does she pull away, smile slyly, and lean in , dip her tongue in his ear , and whisper what she will do to him when he's ready to hear the gasp escape her lips... his eyes closed... intoxicating himself with her essence ,her taste, his need.

My Thoughts Of People
I miss the innocence and simplicity of childhood for a variety of different reasons. It seems that the more wisdom and intelligence I gain in life, the more annoying everything becomes. I miss being ignorant but genuinely happy. Some days I rather be a perky idiot than an observant pessimist. I meet and encounter individuals everyday. I listen to them intently. Rarely do I ever meet someone who is actually interesting and has something worthy to say. However, I listen. Most times I am being sincere, but slowly that trait is fading. Small talk is stupid. The need to fill in dead air with worthless babble is annoying. I walk around most of the time with a well trained warm smile, bubbly personality, and overly interested expressions. Frankly, from day to day I witness so much negativity and immorality. From the professional to the casual setting with acquaintances, I realize how awful people are. I wonder why I surround myself with such individuals, but then question if I should judge

My Thoughts On Life Today
my thoughts Current mood: calm Category: Life As the days go by and new pages turn, some things never change. You may feel that you have gotten past something, but then one day that feeling arises again. You may feel that you are ready to change, but then want to find that "old you" again. You may feel that you are ready to move on, and then wish that you could never leave the moment you are or were in. You may feel you are ready to grow up, then wish you were a child. What do you do in these instances? Do you stay or do you go, do you change, or stay the same, do you put up with the stuff you hate, or do you move on, do you turn the page, or stay stuck....... I sit back and watch people that I care about all the time saying how misserable they are and how they want a new life, but do nothing to change the one they are in, and if for some reason they decide to, they still end up with the same situation either in a different place, or with a different person. Why do

Myths, Legends, And Lore
Through the ages, the wolf has been depicted as everything from worshipped benefactor and spirit totem to hated devil and enemy of man.... Wolves once had the greatest natural range of any living mammal except man. Due to unregulated hunting, commercial exploitation and habitat destruction, they became extinct over much of their former range. This page and its contents are dedicated to the men and women who work so tirelessly to preserve the integrity, the spirit and the ever diminishing homelands of the wolf. Walk through history as these stories, poems and art from around the world bring you the myths, legends, and lore of the Spirit of the Wolf. Romulus and Remus: One of the earliest and best known legends involving wolves is the story of Romulus and Remus, twin sons of a Vestal Virgin who were banished to the wilderness and, before their rescue, were raised by wolves. The most popular version was written in A.D. 70 by Plutarch. The story however, originated around the fou

My 38th Birthday
My 38th birthday was spent almost entirely on Fubar Midnight Sat Aug. 16th, 2008, to Midnight Sun Aug. 17th, 2008 with a few hours of sleep and an hour or 2 away from the computer and I don't regret it one single bit. I got over 100 birthday wishes, around 40 profiles comments and 6 singing voice comments from my Fubar friends. This has been the best birthday I've had in a long time and I didn't get much materially but I got a lot of love from my Fubar friends and even some from quite a few people I didn't even know. I don't know how to thank all of you except to say: "My Fubar friends old and new, It was a wonderful day, thanks to you." Thank You all for thinking of me and having me in your thoughts on my birthday and I hope that I can be as good of a friend to you all as you have been to me. Again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart and soul for the love you've shown me on this special day. I won't ever forget it because of you. THANKS AGAIN: CareBear

My 37th
My 37th Birthday is coming up and I have been thinking about my life. I never thought I would be alone, this far down the line. I thought I would still be with my first wife, rasining our son together, I would have a good paying job. Boy how wrong I was. Life throw me a curve ball or two, and I chocked. I have never in my life felt like I do now, I feel so unwanted it is unreal. I have given up on love altogether, its just that no one wants me, and if they do they most likely are just wanting for someone else to come along. My own family don't want me, not allowed to see my kids, I wont go into the ways and such right now. Just never thought it would be like this......"If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same?"........

My Thoughts For The Day
Life Fucking Sux.. no matter how much u try and get ahead it never happens. theres always somthing that knocks ya back down. I am jus in a fucking sucky ass mood... life is jus all bullshit. Im tired of being treated like an outcast. or a freak. I am tired of ppl thinking jus cause i am big i must be a WHORE!!!!!!!!! yall are wrong so if u are messing me to get ur rocks off go the fuck away.. yes i know this is an adult site but still... im here for friends.. maybe more but never jus a fuck buddie.......... SIMPLE AS THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok im over it now *Dueces*

My Thoughts On Parenting.....
This is how I parent. Is it perfect? Of course not. Does it work for us? Certainly. Respect your kids as much as you want them to respect you. Before you raise your voice to condemn them, take a second to reverse the role and realize how you would feel if someone was talking to you that way. Support their failures. Explain to them how they can do better without telling them how YOU would do it. Ask them for their input on how they think they could do it better. Celebrate their victories. Teach them that winning is a great thing. But in general, life is not a series of winning. Explain to them that even if their winning and their failures balance out at 50% each, that the failures remain in your mind much longer than the victories. Teach them that it is OK to lose, and that they can't be good at everything. Show them good sportsmanship on the court, on the field, and in life. Losing with grace is much more important than winning with pride. Teach them early that life is n

My Thoughts
I am just writing this to get things off of my mind. My kids have only seen their dad once since June, and he only had them for one night. My oldests daughters birthday was August 1st he did call her but hasn't seen her, nor sent her even a card. This has hurt her feelings really bad, and i completely understand. I'm having a tough time trying to make excuses for him, which i have done for the past 3 years. I don't want them to think bad of their dad but he really is doing it to himself. So here's the reason, first of all I'm trying the best I can to raise my girls with morals. He is dating his dads, girlfriends, daughter. Well i feel this is Jerry Springer b.s and don't want my kids around it. I told him from the very beginning that it would be a bad idea and he told me they were just friends. Well time goes on and now their dating, well I told him when she's around my kids won't be. He of course doesn't agree with that. When he got them in June for one night,

My Thoughts On Mccain
My thoughts on John McCain and his speech First, I will just say this, because I know some of what I say will be misunderstood and may offend some people. My opinions are of John McCain and John McCain alone. That being said let me get started. Earlier in the decade, during the previous campaigns, I remember thinking how much of an honorable man John McCain was. My parents agreed. We are all lifelong democrats. My mom and I agreed that he may be the only republican we would even consider voting for. We say that, not because we hate republicans, we say that because there are fundamental differences in our beliefs vs. the Republican Party. The respect I had for McCain for what he went through as a POW for four years was immense. What the Bush campaign did to him in the last election, trashing him and his legacy was disgraceful. That being said, the John McCain of last night and of recent weeks, months, bears little resemblance to the man I had so much respect for. Prior to last night

My Thoughts On What Killed Wcw
OK, so I am a uber huge wrestling fan, and here are just a few of my thoughts on what killed WCW, warning this is a lengthy read. • Benoit left the company as WCW champion. He offered to lose the title to whoever they wanted but was told instead to just leave. Those backstage who questioned the move were told that Benoit was a vanilla midget who would never draw. Guerrero, Malenko and Saturn were all granted unconditional releases aswell. Despite being midcarders most of their WCW careers, their RAW debut drew a 6.59 rating to Nitro's 2.79. The peak of Raw's ratings was during the main event, featuring - you guessed it - Benoit, Malenko, Guerrero and Saturn, AKA The "Vanilla Midgets". Their match drew a rating of 8.1 • WCW claimed that Three Count's album (which didn't exist btw) had gone Platinum. Evan Karagious also claimed their second album would be even bigger and would go Gold. (For those who are not aware, Platinum CDs > Gold CDs). • Sid had a winning streak which conta

My Theme Song.
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

My Throat Is An Open Grave
bleed me dry and bury me where i fall my throat is an open grave like an open book everything is exposed for the whole world to see as my life is drained away i make a toast to the dead i'm crossing that river tonight where did it all go wrong? when did it all go straight to hell? when did we all turn around and let them slide the blade in? we listened to the serpents they sent to poison our minds that turned us all into mindless slaves so cold so cold....we damned ourselves to our fate

My Thoughts... (real Blog)
1:31pm Not that any of my posts aren't normally real, I just decided I'd take some time to type it all out. I've had a pretty ok year. It was a bit better than others, but the difference is I'm single. Oh, and another thing, I have a crush on one of my friends, but he lives super far away. I've been talking to him for over a year now. Or maybe it's barely been a year? I'm not too sure. It's been a long time, that's for sure. Anywho, I truly have a crush on him. He knows it too. It's a mutual feeling. Anyway, I've been at my job with a law firm for about 5 months now. Time surely flew by. Oh well... I still feel out of place at the job, but hey I'm thankful to have one even with the drained economy. I've had a lot of time to think, and I spent some time trying to re-evaluate my thoughts and my feelings about things in my life. I decided that I was going to change many things, which I have changed. Little by little, everyone will. Everyone meaning all the good

My Thoughts
Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry FOR WHAT LIES BENEATH THE PETALS OF THE DARKEST ROSE IS BUT THE MOST PERFECT RED FLOWER WAITING TO BLOOM WITH LOVE FROM THE HEART. IT IS UNTOUCHABLE, UNEXPLAINABLE, UNPREDITABLE. IT IS NOT PERFECT, IT IS UNSPOKEN, AND THE MOST GRACIOUS OF GIFTS BUT FOR AN INSTANT IT IS WILD, KIND, AND UNKNOWING OF ALL THAT LAY BEFORE IT. FOR IT IS THE BEATING OF A HEART , THE EMOTION OF A THOUGHT, THE SLIGHT MOVEMENT OF THE FLESH. IT IS IN ONES LOVE MAKING, KISS, AND PASSIONATE PLEA TO BE TOUCHED IN ALL THAT SURROUNDS IT. IT THE DARKEST OF FLOWER, IT IS MY HEART YEARNING TO REACH OUT AND BE LOVE, TOUCHED, AND YEARNING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL THAT MAKES ME WHOLE. FOR MY HEART IS THE DARKEST OF ROSES, LONGING TO FEEL THE TOUCH OF TRUE LOVE TO BRING IT OUT OF THE DARKNESS, AND INTO THE LIGHT OF IT'S TRUE BEAUTY.

Myth Of The Goddess
Now _(G) had never loved, but she would solve all the mysteries, even the mystery of death; and so she journeyed to the netherlands. The guardian of the portals challenged her, strip off thy garment, lay aside thy jewels, for naught may ye bring with ye unto this our land. So she laid down her garments and her jewels and was bound as are all who enter the realm of Death the mighty one. Suc h was her beauty that Death himself knelt and kissed her feet, saying "Blessed be thy feet that have brought thee in these ways, abide with me let me place my cold hands on thy heart". She replied "I love thee not; why dost thou, cause all things that I love, and take delight in to fade and die?" "Lady" replied Death "It is age and fate, against which I am helpless. Age causes all things to wither but when men die at the end of time; I give them rest and peace, and strength so that they may, return. "But thou, art lovely return not; Abide with me." But she answered,"I love thee not." Then said D

My 29th Birthday
Free Graphics at commentbaby.com ATTENTION: Friends my 29th birthday is tommorow October 11th. Come to my page, and show me some me lots of fu spankings. I know I have a long way to go but I am trying to reach GODFATHER on my birthday so I am asking for your help PLZ Level me.

My Thoughts On My Life As It Stands Right Now...
PEOPLE SAY THAT UNTIL U CAN TRULY BE WITH THE PERSON U LOVE MORE THEN ANYTHING EVERYDAY, IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH U LOVE THEM BECAUSE ITS NOT REAL UNTIL THEY CAN SEE UR FACE AND LOOK INTO UR EYES EVERYDAY. MAYBE THATS TRUE MAYBE NOT. IM FINDING IT HARD TO BELIEVE IN LOVE THESE DAYS. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT IN THE SO CALLED LOVE DEPARTMENT AND WAITING FOR THE RIGHT PERSON TO CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT IT. I MAY HAVE ALREADY MET THIS PERSON, I MAY NOT.. ONLY TIME WILL TELL RIGHT? A PART OF ME WANTS TO BE SINGLE AND PARTY FOREVER BUT I MISS HAVING THAT LABEL THE GIRLFRIEND OR THATS MY NIKKI I LOVE HER SO MUCH. THEN AGAIN I AM ONLY 23, I HAVE MY WHOLE LIFE TO BE TIED DOWN. I WANT TO PARTY ALL WEEKEND LONG AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT OMG DID I REALLY DO THAT?? WHAT ABOUT HIM???ALL I CAN SAY IS I DONT KNOW OVER AND OVER AGAIN. I NEED A REASON TO HAVE FAITH IN SO CALLED LOVE AND IF WHAT IM FEELING IS MUTUAL OR JUST MY IMAGINATION...........A PART OF ME IS CURIOUS AS TO WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE WI

My Thoughts And A Little About Me
I am from georgia but raised in texas. I have traveled quite a bit and seen alot of places, but Texas will always be my home. I am a romantic(still pull out chairs for the ladies and open doors for them). Now alittle about me. I am 37 and I have 3 really good kids. I work hard but still find time to be a dad. I love football, baseball, boxing, soccar. I love to play pool, go fishing, camping, boating, well just about anything you can do outside. I have traveled around and met alot of new people. Seen some beautiful country. had a good time. but now i have done my thing and resting up. I love to ride. Give me a bike and i am one happy camper. Also love the fast cars, trucks, hell anything that moves. You're My friend, through good times and bad. my friend, my buddy, through happy and sad, beside me you stand, beside me you walk, you're there to listen, you're there to talk, with happiness, with smiles, with pain and tears, I know you'll be there, through

My Thoughts....
I was thinking it has been a long time since my last blog entry and decided to post one. But the one thing on my mind is a guy. I know kinda lame and cheesy, but its the truth. I cant stop thinking about him. Is it pathetic that i feel this way? I know my family will not approve of him, so why bother even going after him. My parents may understand that color means nothing when he is a good person. Its the rest of my family that i worry about. I honestly do not understand what the problem is if i start dating a black man. What difference does it make? He makes me laugh, and feel good on the inside. He treats my son well and makes him feel loved. To my family i would be doing wrong, but when i look into his eyes it doesnt feel wrong. How can it be wrong when i get happy and excited to hear from him or see him. It feels right to be have his arms wrapped around me in a hug or to crack jokes when each other is sad. There is a part of me that just doesnt want to care what my f

My Thoughts On Weed
Marijuana seems to have always been a part of my life and you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. I remember standing in the lunch line in middle school with my best friend Brett. He was weaving tales of a friends older brother that brough weed to a party. We just were made to watch the classic 'Drugs are BAD' films so I was dying to try it. He sold me a bag of homegrown and I rolled a big notebook paper joint and blazed away in the basement under the steps. The notebook paper burned the fuck out of my throat but I smoked the whole thing and.......NOTHING HAPPENED! I didnt get high the first time. I wasn't deterred for long and the next time it hit me like a sack of quarters and I've never been the same since! I think it should be legal and no I'm not one of those who use the 'hemp can make rope and clothes' and all that shit or the medicinal shit. It should be legal to get fucking high. To self medicate. Know yourself, know your drug of choice, and fuck anyone who disagrees w

My Thirst For Knowledge
Porn has to be the best genere of movie ever made. Plots, to the point or however you want it to be. I could sit back and watch porn all day everyday. They can pretty much match up with all the generes of regular movies... i.e. action, comedy, horror, sci-fi and down right wrong freaky shit :) One of the best parts about watching porn isnt that it gets me really wet or anything its all the new and different things you can learn. I have more porn than most cronic masurbaters.. and its fucking awesome! Pleasure is the best and main part in life. Everything comes down to pleasure and I love learning how subdue my lover(s) in mind blowing pleasure and make sure I feel it too. Waves of warm tingling slippery pleasure............

My Thoughts
So every guy claims to want a hot chick who cooks, cleans and is interesting. They rag on thier friends for that ugly chick they dated back in the day or laugh at him for turning into a pussy once he gets into a relationship. I've always thought the guys that were hoping for the epitome of the Jimmy Soul song 'Never make a pretty woman your wife' were rare, I mean how many plain, insecure, stupid women could there possibly be out there. I mean we've all seen guys check out the hot chick that walks by him and thought that was the type of girl that they all want, the really hot one that everyone else will be jealous of but I've really started wondering just how accurate that perception really is. I've alway been proud of my appearance, thinking that being a cute brunette chick was an advantage and that my independance, fiery spirit and fun loving demeanor were things that guys appreciated however, after a few recent experiences I've started to reconsider. I'm the type of chick who la

My Thoughts On Mandatory Skydiving.
I fell. In the most literal sense. Clouds sky gravity the whole shabang. Flying without a net. If you could call this flying. When will I hit? When I'm too old to care? Too bald to be pretty? I could always invest in skull wax... What am I saying!? This is the least of my problems. Why wasn't there a safety meeting for this? We had stranger danger. That's not candy. We even covered "uncle bad touch" stop drop and roll buckle up Where the hell was the parachute talk? Least the way down is pretty.

My Thoughts On The Male Race!!
Okay so i have been thinking and all men will never change! And we as women will never understand them. Men are cocky, stuck up, jerks, and throw bigger fits then females do when they don't get there way. Besides MOST males are addicted to sex, give it to them once, and thats all they want. Now some of you guys will say, yeah what ever or shut up its not true while reading this but honestly.. THINK ABOUT IT! Us as women ten to be ignore when it come to what WE want or what WE like! especially if it interferes with "GUY TIME". And you all know what I'm talking about, its when a guy gets into his thing, like sports or a job or some stupid hobby... Examples: FIRE FIGHTERS! No matter how important any female is to any man we get the back seat to this passion. AND honestly IM SICK OF IT!! We as women deserve better then all of this. We deserve better then to have things said like "I can't talk to you right now, I'm with the boys," OR "The boys come first babe." SCREW THAT! We are stro

My 4th And Definately Final Tag!!!!
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I NOW HAVE 2 DOGS AS WELL AS 2 CATS 2. I HAVE AN EVIL TWIN WHO TAKES OVER WHEN I HAVE ONE TOO MANY DRINKS :P 3. I LOVE BEING RANDOM 4. IT STILL AMAZES ME THAT PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW SHOUT ME WITH SOME CHEESY LINE AND EXPECT ME TO GIVE THEM MY MSN OR YAHOO 5. I FIND I'M HAPPIEST WHEN EVERYONE I KNOW IS HAPPY, IRRESPECTIVE OF WHAT I MAY BE GOING THROUGH 6. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT MY FRIENDS 7. I AM CURRENTLY WEARING AN ANKLE BRACE AS I FELL OVER WHILST WALKING MY DOGS - LUCKILY IT WAS DARK SO NO ONE SAW - OUCH IT HURT BUT OMG IT WAS FUNNY 8. I WANT TO LIVE IN SEATTLE 9. I ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE A WEE AS

My Thoughts One Day
As i look out in hte rain..can almost feel the pain..that i'm numbed from its touch cuz i've felt way too much. Its like a searing white pain..that pierces straight and blasts out thru my brain.. and yet........... When i look out into the bright sunlight...can almost feel the exuberating joy i knew then.....now....nothing but ..numbness..from every thing..total isolation...am all consuming paralisis..evading to the core. Dont know which is best..to feel too extremely... the good and the bad..or to not feel the damage...that i know is rotting me to the core. rebekah s east 04-06-08

My Thoughts
Sometimes I really wish everything was merely a dream. On the outside it all seems to look ok, yet on the inside I am screaming but noone can hear me. Im hurt, Im tired of the heartbreaks day in and day out. No matter what I do its not good enough. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt and I try to forgive, and typically believe what they say and hope it is sincere. When in fact its merely lies to get what they want. It always seems I am never good enough. Im never pretty enough, never thin enough, its always something. And I am reminded everyday of the situation, I assure I dont need to be reminded, I live it every fkn day. Nothing in life is easy, we all know that but damn.

Myth
The Myth of the Old Guard by Jack Rinella, author of The Master's Manual A recent question on one of the newslists had to do with smoking cigarettes at dungeon parties. The writer began her question with a reference to the Old Guard/New Guard dilemma. Things have changed in fifty years, that's for sure, but I'm not sure that things have changed as much as most "young" Leatherfolk think. I'll start off by saying that there's a good chance that most of you think that I am "Old Guard." My age and my salt and pepper hair make me look that way and the proliferation of my writing (thank the gods) makes it seem that way. The truth is that I am a relative late-comer to Leather, having had my first "rough" sex about twenty years ago. Even at that, I'm not sure that I met that many Old Guarders in the early eighties. After all, no one ever walked up to me and said "Hi, I'm a member of the Old Guard." I know several people now who may be thought of as in the Old Guard, but I b

My 8th Life
many years ago my life was different and was as others ..then a tragedy struck and my 8th life had come to an end and with but 1 life left i sit here tonight......i once touched the soul of an angel and the angel touched mine.....a life was formed.........end of storie....when i joined this site i saw a lot of rock and roll but country is where my heart lies ...i picked out a few cm lounges .....one with to many rules and 1 with to many rules and least one more with too many rules .......on that day i saw something i knew nothing of but a common ground was benieth ..........anouther night i saw an angel glistening in the clouds........in the dark she touched my soul leaveing a calm feeling with me .......i long for the day to touch another angels soul........your reach is beyond the stars

My Theory On Broken Hearts
When a heart is broke is there any real way of healing it? As much as we try the pain is always there. Making us skitish and paranoid to love another. After having your heart broke you never love the same again. Can never give as much trust. We say we are over the hurt but deep down in I dont think we ever really are. We hold on to it so that we dont make the mistake again. As a constant reminder of what can happen if we totally surrender to love. I truely believe that once your heart has been broken you never fully love again.

My Thoughts On Some Chit.....
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k

My Thoughts
What seems to be isn't really at all infact it's some thing entirely different. And further more what was originally thought to be true is now so entirely fucked up there's no way possible it could have ever been true. Thou thinking back on it now. I'm not quite sure why I had thought such rediculessness was in any way signs of one affections. I am fully aware now of the true nature of said intentions. Admirable they may might not be but all very well. For in my heart I have learned to forgive the follies and vises of others against me. I fear how ever that which will be my last of letting such emotions get the better of me. No I've come to a decision that I really feel will suit me best. Thou you could hardly expect me to go in to such great detail as to explain such a plan, no i dare say this I shall keep to myself. But it is a mighty fine plan indeed. One that will make certain above all else that myself will be happy and at peace with the world around me. So do

My Thoughts
Ok alot is going on now. The shopping season is finally over for me at work. Now comes the cut hours and little bonus money. I really like this guy i am friends with I would love to be more than friends, but i know he does or have time for a girlfriend now. On the other hand I have at least five guys who just want to play but I dont want to with them. I have met alot of friends on here and some who are just interested in sex. I am now 38 and I am ready to finally settle down in life to concentrate on my family. But still like to enjoy the good life once in awhile with someone. I have worked un retail for over 20 years and it has be a crazy experience in my life but I have enjoyed it alot. Cant wait to see what next in my life!!!!!!

My Theme Song.. Ppl Have Lied To Me And This Is Song Is For Them
Kevin Rudolph ft. Lil Wayne (Let it Rock) :D (Verse 1 : Kevin Rudolph) I see your dirty face High behind your collar What is done in vain Truth is hard to swallow So you pray to God To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie And you take your time And you do your crime Well you made your bed I'm in mine (Chorus) Because when I arrive I bring the fire Make you come alive I can take you higher What is this, forgot? I must now remind you Let It Rock Let It Rock Let It Rock (Verse 2: Kevin Rudolph) Now the son's discrased He, who knew his father When he cursed his name Turned, and chased the dollar But it broke his heart So he stuck his middle finger To the world To the world To the world And you take your time And you stand in line Well you'll get what's yours I got mine Chorus: Because when I arrive I bring the fire Make you come alive I can take you higher What is this, forgot? I must now remind you Let It Rock Let It

My Thoughts On Life
You can't expect to meet the challenges of today with yesterday's tools and expect to be in business tomorrow. Now that I am older, I see why the idea of elder wisdom has passed from currency. Not to know me argues yourselves unknown. Farmers are respectable and interesting to me in proportion as they are poor. Retail is detail. The errors of faith are better than the best thoughts of unbelief. Care is a state in which something does matter it is the source of human tenderness. You -- poor and obscure, and small and plain as you are -- I entreat to accept me as a friend of the heart. There is something terribly wrong with a culture inebriated by noise and gregariousness. Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. Truth is far from the ones who seek it, but is never more than one can handle. To fail to love is not to exist at all, but to live life in an instance. Thus much for thy assuranc

My Thoughts Of You Half In Dream And Half In Hope
My Thoughts of You half in Dream And Half in Hope Here I lye, alone in my bedroom within this strange city a bed, a chair, a desk are all that sourounds The silence whales and time slowly passess So I tightly shut my brisk blue eyes ~Everything Disappears~ the room, the light, and all sound... Everything except the thought of you Your eyes, your lips, your silent prayer ~Dreaming~ We kiss tenderly, gently, and you do not resist... embraced we do not move we just hold on... I feel you heart beating in tune with my own, no tears, no time... one day its raining- anouther day its sunny- So cold and hot all at the same time and we began to dance I danced you outside to the trees, the blue sky, the ocen ~the clouds~

My 25 Things List
heres my list. i didnt put in stuff about liking coffee and brunettes.... its probably too serious so ill have to do one about what my fav foods are a idle crap like that.... :D 1. I stand alone in my life, and am the strongest person i know 2. I havent talked to my mother more than 5 times in 20 years 3.I havent talked to my father in 7 years 4. i have supported myself since i was 16 and had to figure out shit on my own 5. Im a good father and my kids come before me 6. my eyes are always open when people get close to me 7. Im the guy who helps you move and buys the beer 8. im lazy because when i do something i refuse to do it half assed 9. im an introvert in social situations until ive assessed who im around 10. my opinion is that people are selfish and motivated by self worth 11. I hate going to the dentist 12. im the quiet guy that doest brag 13. when i like someone its out of instinct 14. Im more comfortable in a small group than in a crow

My Thought
Beyond what we know,things we do not see There exist little destineys that are yet to be. Through the eyes of a child we may see who we are Our hopes and our dreams so close but yet so far. In distant thoughts,in the back of our mind We still search for those answers we cannot find. And might we live our lives in ignorence and do nothing more We ignore imagination and curiosity locking the door. And should all that we know cease to exist and darkness should fall A new beginning would start and we must relearn all. Taking our chances with survival on earth We live as we learn preparing for each new birth.

My Three Wishes
My Three Wishes If I happened upon a lamp With a Genie hidden away inside As soon as the Genie was released I would speak my wishes for the Genie to abide My First wish would be for My Heart For I long for her touch once again To have her blood course though me Two become one heart and begin My Second Wish would be for My Angel That I could be her wings in flight As we fly in the Warm sun by day And land gently in each others arm at night My Third Wish would be for My Love That we would be always hand in hand That I would be her smile always That side by side we would stand Yes all three wishes are for one woman She is My Heart My Angel My Love She is the smile on my lips She is the woman I am always dreaming of I know some men would wish For fortune or fame or to rule as a King To live forever or have some kind of power Wasted wishes on material things I would rather have My One Special Gift The One who truly owns my heart She is most important and preciou

My Threesome
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Nathan 2. Nate 3. meanie Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. banker 2. teller 3. Loan associate Three Places I have lived 1. chicago 2. Las vegas 3. california Three TV Shows that I watch 1. WWE 2. Drake and Josh 3. Espn Three places I have been 1. Airzona 2. Texas 3. Boston Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Sherri 2. Jojo 3. my son Three of my favorite foods 1. Snickers 2. Chicken Parm 3. Pizza Three things I would like to do 1. Start a new life 2. Find a job that is me 3. Learn my inner peace Three friends I think will respond 1. Respond 2. To 3. What? Things I am looking forward to 1. Going on Vacation 2. buying a car

My Theme Song
Hinder - Use Me Lyrics to Use Me by Hinder She wouldn't spit on me if I was on fire. She says she loves me, but I know she's a liar. The sex is good, but God she's got no desire. That's alright. She's takin' me home tonight. She's kind of cold, but yet she's hot on the outside. Last night got nasty and I'm still kind of tongue tied. I hate to say it, but she brings out my sick side. That's alright. She's takin' me home tonight. She's got whole lot of love (Any way you want it) But it's never enough (Finish what you started) Take me to heaven above (And leave me brokenhearted) But I won't be a fool and fight it. She's gonna use me but I like it. Yeah, yeah. I bet she's wonderin' if I'm worth her while. She's judge and jury and she's got me on trial. But I ain't sweatin' cause I'm first on the speed dial. Yeah, that's right, she's takin' me home tonight. She always leaves and makes me feel kind of sleazy. It's kind of cool because she already plea

My Threesomes
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Joel/George (depends on where you know me from) 2. Joelseph 3. Jorge Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. construction 2. Lumber associate at Lowes 3. houseman at a country club Three Places I have lived 1. Export 2. New Kensington 3. Lower Burrell (all in pa near pittsburgh) Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Lost 2. Heroes 3. Sarah Connor Chronicles Three places I have been 1. Iraq 2. Kuwait 3. Germany (I can thank the army for all of them) Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Mom 2. Neighbor 3. Grandparents Three of my favorite foods 1. Seafood 2. Mexican 3. Italian (not in order Vicki trust me lol) Three things I would like to do 1. Survive Iraq

My Threesomes
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Johnelle 2. Nelle 3. NellaBella Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Fast Food (Taco Bell, McD, Pizza Hut 2. Cashier Lead/ Cash Office (Busy Beaver) 3. Cooking and Running a kitchen in steel mill Three Places I have lived 1. Oakland / South Hills (with boyfriends for wkends) 2. New Kensington 3. New Kensington (with my aunt and grandmother) Three TV Shows that I watch 1. ex-treme dating 2. hit list 3. brothers and sisters Three places I have been 1. canada 2. carribbean 3. down south Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. mom and dad 2. jimmie 3. all my tagged and myspace friends Three of my favorite foods 1. seafood 2. mexican 3. all american Thre

My Thoughts
im sitting here w/ zach wondering if my life has been a total crazy mess or if this is the "hell before the calm" (if that makes since) last week was so hard for me, Damien turned 6. i cant believe its been 6 yrs since he passed away. 6 yrs of wondering how he wouldve looked, how he would act, how he would smell, how he would feel in my arms..... it kills me. i miss him so fucking much!! noone understands the pain i go thru everyday.... noone understands how hard it is to see other children and wonder if you baby couldve been that way.... i will never know!! my "closest" friends tell me the are there for me... then they leave me and dont talk to me for weeks. WTF?? do you even care that im dying inside? do you even care that my heart is broken and cannot be mended?? do you care that i dont sleep? do you?? you might think i am over doing it.. but how do you get over it?? how do you ever say goodbye?? how do you ever go a day w/ out thinking of that sweet angel?? i cant... i

My Threesomes....stolen From Joel
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Jami 2. Mommy 3. Baby Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Bartender 2. Corrections Officer 3. Fraud Three Places I have lived 1. Westampton 2. Marlton 3. Port Penn Three TV Shows that I watch 1. 24....Jack Bauer is the shit 2. Law and Order SVU 3. Idol Three places I have been 1. Africa 2. Germany 3. Austria Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Mom 2. Work 3. Jamie Three of my favorite foods 1. Seafood 2. Mexican 3. Italian Three things I would like to do 1. Get married 2. Move 3. Have another baby Three friends I think will respond 1. None 2. " 3. " Things I am looking forward to 1. Getting married 2. 2 hrs of 24 tonight 3. Hav

My Thoughts On Life
Life is filled with good-byes and it hurts every time Sometime i feels like i lost so much that, I feel I have to find new things to loose All I know is there must be some divine point to it all Then when we die it will all come clear and we'll say so that was the point and sometimes I think that theres no point at all and thats the point All i know most peoples lives are a great disappointment to them and no one leaves this earth without feeling terrible pain and if theres no divine explanation to it all well thats sad

My 27th Year In Review... You Don't Have To Read This...
Each day I wake up renewed, almost finding promise in what the day may bring me. This is really only a recent occurrence within my life. Perhaps it’s because I finally Find myself truly understanding love and it’s meaning, maybe it’s because I actually Like the job that I have. Either way I find myself reflecting on everything that has Happened in the past year. Being as my birthday is Wednesday I guess I am Considering this my time to reflect. Let us start shall we? I'm sorry this is a long one... March 2008- The non-exsistant birthday… My best friend had surgery on my birthday & to everyone else it was just another day with the exception of my children and my parents (had they forgotten I’d have disowned them) I don’t believe I heard Happy Birthday from anyone except Chrissie whose birthday is the same as mine… At this point I had fallen so far into a depression after the loss of Steven that it was almost as if I could no longer Find myself within the person I had

My Thoughts On Somethings
i am new to fu-bar and trying to get the hang of it. i am looking for friends... i am not ready to just jump in to a relationship with someone... i like to keep things casual for now and see where things take me. i have had plans in the works for a while and i am working on them. if you like me talk to me... you can find me at wolfpack radio most of the them. i love to flirt and it is very easy to do on-line. i dont get hung up on shallow things like looks or money or toys... i do like good hearted people and people that know how to be kind and respectful. i am very honest and if i like you please dont take that as i want a relationship with you it just means i like to talk and play with you... if over time we develop something then we can talk about it... as for the friends i have made on here... i like all of them or they would not be my friends... each is different and fun in there own way... as for my friends that i flirt with that have a hubby and fu-hubbie i am not

My Thighs Quiver In Anticipation
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciousness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sens

My 45th Trip Around The Sun
I kept very quiet this week. My 45th trip around the sun Most of the men in my family dont live past their 45th trip around the sun. This is a time of many thoughts. I kept to myself wondering what I should do Then I thought I have not regretted anything that I have done up to this point in my life and if I would go today I would go happy. So I am not going to change a thing. This is the winter of my life and now I can be at peace in knowing the other 3 seasons were great.

My Thrid Week As A Dj
WOW!!! What an exciting ride this has turned out to be!! Ya'll have been so great!!! I am having a blast meeting new peeps and hearing what tunes ya'll want to listen to.. I can't wait till my next week begins!! so ya'll come and join me in The Cowboys and Cowgirls from Hell lounge weds thru sat. 4:00 pm to 9:00 pm est...Or just pop on in anytime as we have the best DJs' around and we play music 24/7....Take care!! DJ Monkey!!!

My Thoughts April 10, 2009
Been living out of a box for way to long. I can't wait to get all my stuff in the same space again. Once all set up ..time to save for my car. I hope to have it on the road by the end of May or sooner. It is going to be crazy trying to fit all my stuff in a 3 bedroom. I'm thinking maybe doing a yard sale. I'm looking forward to setting up the tattoo room and craft room. Will be fun to do some work again. Need to finish some of my ink . I have 2 tattoo's i want to do.One for my dad RIP . & one for my Son. Going to be hard to put all of my dad in one tattoo. He was my hero and i miss him so much. My birthday is coming up and i really have no plans on doing anything yet. If you have an idea send me it.

My Thoughts
I have very few close friends to me right now, because i have either pushed them away or have just plain out stop talking to them. it has taken me plenty of time to figure out what I want in life and what makes me happy. I know what i want in life, but I don'tknow whats going to make me happy all the time. At one point in my life I was very Happy. I had a man named Eric, he was the love of my life He made me so happy, but then he left me to go to Iraq. We would have been together for three years this past November and would have been married in May 2009. Yes i did say would have. Unfortunatley we lost contact a few short months and gained contact back. Just in time to hear him say that he loved me with all his heart and that he always will and then the phone went dead.My heart stopped. I didnt think anything was going to be that painful. The love of my life was no lponger in my life. he was gone.I still think about him often and I still miss him terrible. Sometimes i wonder what my lif

My Thoughts
just wondering why i bother. i am beggining to realize that i wasnt meant to have a good man in my life. i thought i found him, but he turned out to be a liar. every promise he made he didnt do everything he told me about himself was a lie. why do men lie i mean arent you grown cant you be real? speak the truth. i do. just tired of tryin gonna give up the hope and accept ill be alone for the rest of my life

My Thoughts Of Us
My Thoughts of Us Who am I in you? Am I the heart that pounds keeping your blood flowing? What is my name in your spirit? Do you desire the touch my love is showing? Where is the heart I crave? Are the gaps in your heart solely mine to fulfill? Do you see me in your dreams? Am I the one to warm the frigid winters chill? I am the echo you ignore The whisper throu

My Theory
ok, i am new here, so let's get the name calling out of the way. virgin. newbee, rookie, blah, blah, blah. i have been hump'n the internet for over 10 years so i am not antimidated by words via cyberspace. i will say that i did recently get hoodooed by those diet pill adds, damn it! t his place is over whelming to say the least. it pushes the limits in social networking which is the attraction but i will stick to street drugs and decline before paying any of my hard earned dollars for company and if you understand that then we maybe should talk. the internet is cool and very entertaining but i still prefer life in the real world. i enjoy the senses and although you can enhance sight and sound via the net they have yet to master scent, AKA smell. so, with that i will play along but know i am always thinking, " here in the real world. i am 47, the down hill run, so i have no time for bull ****. good luck and god speed, Kel

My Thoughts
You have stolen my heart. Everything I do you are there. In my dreams, in my thoughts, in my everyday. I want you to know that I love you so much and you have my heart and my soul. I want you, I need you, I love you. Words really can't describe how I feel about you. I get speechless when I talk to you, My heart starts pounding at the sound of your voice. My mind wounders in all differnt directions at the thought of you. I can't sleep because all I do is think of you.

My Thoughts Today
Some days I feel invincible others I feel as if I am cloaked with the darkest heaviest material made. Today I feel shadowed by things I have no control over. I am female and with that comes...yes... emotional,, very. Passion runs in my veins with no release. It builds and builds until I break down over and over nothing piecing me back together but hope for many things. My soul aches for so much like many the pain is numbed by other things. I appreciate all my friends for being there for me in these hard times and love goes to the ones that give me a source to vent when I need to. I open my soul for those who care. This is a tough day for me I had to vent somewhere now I need a friggin hug....love to all my friends kisssssssssss

The Myth Of The Apple Of Discord
"You will find that the State is the kind of ORGANIZATION which, though it does big things badly, does small things badly too." John Kenneth Galbraith THE MYTH OF THE APPLE OF DISCORD It seems that Zeus was preparing a wedding banquet for Peleus and Thetis and did not want to invite Eris because of Her reputation as a trouble maker. This made Eris angry, and so She fashioned an apple of pure gold and inscribed upon it KALLISTI ("To The Prettiest One") and on the day of the fete She rolled it into the banquet hall and then left to be alone and joyously partake of a hot dog Now, three of the invited goddesses, Athena, Hera, and Aphrodite, each immediately claimed it to belong to herself because of the inscription. And they started fighting, and they started throwing punch all over the place and everything. Finally Zeus calmed things down and declared that an arbitra

My Thoughts On Barack Obama And The People Who Bash Him
A lot of you are bashing on Barack Obama because he has not brought "change" to America like he had promised in his campaign. What you all need to understand is this.....George W. Bush made a lot of mistakes and bad decisions that really messed up the United States during his 8 years in office. Obama has only been in office for 5 months and you expect all of that to be undone right away? How delusional are you? Nothing happens overnight, not even "overnight" mail. So many of you are calling him the worst president ever when he really has not even done that much yet. Not trying to start any arguments, though I am very sure that a few will start up, but I truly believe in my heart that most of you only bash on him because he is African-American and you hate the idea of having an African-American president. Now I am not calling any of you racist, I am just sharing my thoughts on the situation. If John Kerry had been elected and his first 5 months were the same as Obama's, would you be bas

Mythical Creatures
Okay so I just finished the movie Water Horse. It was awesome I must add that. It got me to thinking that there very well might be such creatures out there. Their are so many unexplained events and happenings. Over the years there have been numourus reports of sightings of such creature's such has Mermaids(Sirens),Water horse (Loch Ness Monster),Jersey Devil (The 13th Child),woman of the side (Banshee), I'm sure you've think I've lost my mind by now but I do think that theres more in the world than just humans and animals. So many people have reported seeing a woman come to them and tell them the time of there demise. This is where the story behind the banshee comes in. The Banshee was considered a messenger from the Otherworld who announced a coming death. Water horse (Loch Ness Monster) sightings date back to around the 6th century, but the legend of the Loch Ness Monster, nicknamed Nessie;got a boost in the early 1930s with several reported sightings and alleged photographic eviden

My Thought Process On A Lesson To Be Read,acknowledged,and Remembered
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

My Thoughts
I first joined this site back when it was Cherry Tap, it was a place to come and just talk to people. Not now....it has turned into free for all for jackasses that harass women. It seems just because I'm male that i automatically want to hook up or see you naked, that is not the case with all men (and don't roll your eyes) ....I know the concept is hard to fathom but it's true. Why can't I simply say "good morning" and get one in return. On to what I refer to "Fubar Ho's".....everyone knows who they are...."can I get a bling?"..."can I get a blast"....vip, auto's, happy hour, ticker....geeesh buy it yourself....all for what?...to show some desperate individuals naked pictures of yourself, that says so much for your morals and self respect. Who's to say the pics are even of you.....most likely not. I could careless if I get any comments on this......atleast you have my opinion. To my true friends....love y'all :) Roger

My Thoughts
there are times in my life that fill me with such overwhelming thoughts that i cannot find the words to speak but my lip trembles tears do slide down my face sometimes i wonder why is it i cannot speak its as if my mouth goes dry my voice has left me am i encapable of such thoughts to possess the words to describe them as they slam into me i can feel each thought on my skin in my pores sinking deep within me but yet to speak one word at those times i cannot do so instead i let it ride me with a fierceness that leaves me breathless pleading for more i tried once to write during that time but i couldnt fathom how to hold a pen i find myself alot of those times laying upon my bed as my body rocks to an unheard music are my thoughts so foreign to me are they even my thoughts to begin with they feel like hands touching me everywhere but never leaving me as if the very thought of those hands leaving me is unheard of as i lay here curled up sweat covered

My Thoughts On Love
I'm so sick of hearing the word love being used in such a common way and without meaning. There are people who think that just because they say the words "I love you" that should be enough. What they fail to understand is that words are just words, ACTIONS are what are needed to verify the true meaning. Telling someone you love them and treating them like shit, is not love. Telling someone you love them and selfishly only giving in to YOUR wants and needs, is not love. Telling someone you love them while hitting on another, cheating and sneaking behind someone's back , is not love. Breaking a person's heart and then expecting the person to forgive you and be happy just because you make love to them, is not love. Giving your attention, affection and having sexual desire for someone ELSE, is not love. Only making love to someone when you have a fight or when you are trying to make up for being caught making sexual advances to another, is not love. Love is wanting to make the other pers

Myth
AS i lay here night after night,missing you here laying by my side. thinking to the day that i met you was such a slap in the face i was never especting, i didnt want anyone, didnt want love. But when i met you you turned my world upside down, maybe hyporcrytical so to speak sayin i have been in love before, but nothing like this. I have loved in my past, and thouht i have been in love, but with you you bring my world in a whole new perspective./ You make me see what i havent seen before and surpirsingly keeping at bay my worst side yet. In so many ways im scared to show you my true side,its my worst who can ever tell, if i can show you I can be very overconfident, protective, jealous, insecure, many things, more than the normal. But that whats makes me who I am, I can be so complicated but yet so simple its so ironic. I can contradict my self in so many ways but yet to speak so much simple truth if you look deep enough. I more than just words can explane but yet so simple to

My 4th Was Better Than Yours.
My 4th was better than yours because I spent it with mummer chicks. I went over to GBT's and hung out with her and Broken Angel. GBT and her man made staeaks and omg delicous cheesy potatoes. i totally helped by turning on the dining room lights. I drank an entire bottle of cheap wine and I think everyone else had some strange cool aid rum brandy drink. Mummer's revenge I think it was. After dinner we went down to the pool and scared the shit out of the locals. BA has some kick ass pics she is going to load up later. We played keep awya and dodge the mosquitoes which i totally lost. I left a little early beacuse i missed you all so very much. and also because of all the blood loss to the mosquitoes.

My Thoughts For This Long Weekend
well everyone on friday we lost our 121st CDN soldier in afghanistan. why do we make a big deal of it up here everytime we lose someone is because we can and its because we care. when a soldier comes to CFB Trenton they travel along the stretch of the 401 which has been renamed the Highway of Heroes to the coronors building in Toronto. and along that stretch ordinary people line the bridges and roadway to pay their respect to the dead. and it is illegal to pass the convoy due to a heavy police escort along the whole route. right now there is a new memorial being painted by the past president of the kinsmen club of preston. the paintings are of every single soldier that has been killed in afghanistan and he will be doing the painting until they all come home in 2011. then after that a permanent memorial will be built to house the painting. that will be the biggest tribute that anyone has done ever. so to all the troops over in afghanistan you are in our hearts every day and you are maki

My Thought
I HAVE FOUND SO MANY FRIENDS ON HERE ON FUBAR AND SOME HAS COME AND SOME HAVE LEFT BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART WHO IS A TRUE FRIEND AND WHO IS NOT B/C TRUE FRIENDS WOULD NEVER LEAVE THEM NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN BETWEEN THEM. ALSO WITH LOVES BETWEEN A MAN AND WOMEN ITS COMES AND GO AS WELL BUT IF U REALLY LOVE THAT PERSON TRY TO SHOW THEM THE LOVE AND COMPASION AND EVEN WITH FRIENDS DO THE SAME AS WELL SHOW THEM THE LOVE AND COMPASION .

My Theme Song
So sick of the hobos always begging for change I don't like how I gotta work and And they just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars. Bitch you better get outta the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash. I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose. How could she have another headache There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job, my boss is a dick "I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of his shit" I hate my job, all of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end. Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight I hate my life! Yeah! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the face So if

My Thoughts On Changing Yourself (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 3)
Should We Forget About The Past Since It Modes Who We Become? Today People Say Is The Start Of New Lives And The End Of Old Ones. Well I Say Why Change The Good Things About You? Why Not Just The Bad? It's Strange That You Would Want To Change The Things About You That Makes You A Good Person. Yes, There Are Bad People Out There But Have You Stopped To Think That Maybe They Are Bad People Because At One Point In Their Lives They May Have Changed Something That Made Them Good Or Maybe Someone Did Somthing To Them That Made Them Change. Everyone Is Born Good But It's The Path That Is Followed That Defines Who A Person Will Become. Good, Bad, Or In Between. It's All Decided On How We Are Rasied And How We Live Once We Are On Our Own. Nobody Is Perfect. Not By A Long Shot But Even Though No One Is Perfect There Are Still Good People In The World. But There Has To Be Balence I Guess For The World To Work. For One Day It Must All Come To A End And There Has To Be Two Sides To Everything. Qu

My Thoughts
why is it when you think you have someone to love you find out that they are with another.to have my soulmate would be nice it would mean someone to hold and love and be held right back.The one i thought loved lives with another and in another state.he was with someone when i was in love with him now instend of that preson he is with someone else and it is hurting me so bad. but one day i will find someone to hold and be held by and to love and be loved back. well thanks for listening to what i had to say. By Kim McMindes

My Thought On A Website!!
Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'm so much wiser and

My Thoughts For This Thursday
this week the police finally found the dead body of 8yr old tori stafford. she was kidnapped back in april and her killers sitting in jail right now awaiting trial. no an amber alert had been issued after she had been missing for over two days. now the amber alert was not isssued right after a child had been missing because according to the police she did not fit the criteria. now give me a break. how could a child still missing after 24hrs not fit the criteria for an amber alert. some people need their heads checked. the case was even shown on americas most wanted. the one good thing that came out of this is the amber alert system in ontario is being revised and 8yr old tori can now rest in peace. but what about her killers should they be put in general population and not in their own private cells i think they should. child killer paul bernado gets his own cell his own tv and has every thing he wanted cause he is afraid of getting killed in general population. no offense but he dese

My Thoughts Today ...
I'm sitting here wanting to help a man I love dearly, he won't give me a clue as what to do. I don't want to dree him away from me. I'm sure he doesn't realize how much I hurt not being able to do anything. I feel helpless. Rght now I'm so so lost. What do I do??? I'm even a lil pissed off I have the kind of heart I do.. if I didn't care so much or love others I wouldn't be hurting. *sigh* ... life goes on.

The Myths Of The 'missive
"So who wants to be dominated?" Many supposed Dom/mes find themselves a bit suprised when opening lines like this somehow fail to be met with hordes of subbies moist with anticipation.Those who continue on this path soon find that not only are the subs not keen on this premise, but are actually quite vocal about their feelings on the matter. If not flat-out hostile. Sometimes, the stunned Dom/me will make some remark to the pack about how the subs "need to be taught their place". Well, as it turns out, most subs DO know their place, learned it long ago. And it ain't with their faces buried in the crotch of any Dommy-Come-Lately who swaggers into the room. Sadly, this poor soul has fallen prey to... the STEREOTYPE! The stereotypes should be familiar to A/all. The submissive female... a docile, opinionles

My Thoughts
this was from 2005...didnt think i'd write about any one else like this till now...some one else has sparked it in me again....... My thoughts run freely about anything and everything. When I think of my lover my body betrays me in so many ways. My eyes voluntarily close. A soft deep throated moan escapes through my lips as I picture him naked before me. Sitting there with his legs spread inviting me to play. My nipples harden at the thought of his voice. Strong and masculine calling to me to taste his muscles. To taste him in every way. My mouth begins to water at the thought of his thick manhood inside of it. My tongue tingles with the remembered thoughts of how his manhood feels like velvet. My lower region grows warm and thickens at the thought of him entering me. The slow thrusts. The deep strokes that would make my juices flow feverishly. My thoughts race at the thought of his arms around me or the feeling of his big strong hands caressing me. My thoughts rampage within me. M

My Thoughts
When people walk in and out of your life it's harder to let them in than it is to let them go, Because every fairy tale has an ending!When life get's uncontrollable It's easier to sit back and watch life pass you buy than it is to stand there and fight!When people say horrible and judgmental thing's to you it's easier to beat there ass than it is to tell them how you really feel.When you are forced to do something you have never done before it's hard to accept the fact that you can't change people's way of thought than it is to move on and deal with it.When you think that anything good is never gonna happen to you it's easier to let it pass you buy than it is to fight for what you believe in even if it means that you stand alone.It's harder to believe sweet and honest word's when all you have heard is lie's! It seems to be easier to follow others foot print's than it is to make your own and be your own person and create your life on your own.It's hard not to cry when all you feel is pa

My Thoughts
why is it that when ppl find out ur religion and its not theres they automaticlly label u a devil worshiper?well im pagan/wiccan,and it is a very peaceful religion,loving the earth,and changing all the negitivity todays world gives u and turning it into positive energy.and helping ppl that needs help if u can.where do u get devil worshiper from that? i just dont get the world these days,and sumtimes i wonder how the human race has lasted this long,maybe its luck,maybe not,who knows.

My Thanksgiving Horoscope
:D Thanksgiving Horoscope for Cancer You're the sign most likely to both dread and look forward to Thanksgiving. Your signature dish: Mashed potatoes Your signature dessert: Pecan pie This holiday: Don't let crazy family members get you down. Maintain your tough outer shell! What's Your Thanksgiving Horoscope? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

My Thanks
My imagination runs deep,Deeper than I know.Will I ever reach the end,This I may never know. You can journey with me,Stay with me if you feel.And help me turn my dreams,Into something so real. Without my friends I would be lost,A shadow of myself I would be.Without my friends to grow with,I would never truely be me. So I truely wish you all,So much more than you give me.And in the years to come,I'll keep thankin you for making me,me

5 Myths About Men
Men with big feet also have big... It is true that the development of penises and toes (as well as clitorises and fingers) are influenced by the same gene. But the length of one does not predict the length of the other. In a study of more than 3,000 men, no correlation was found between the self-reported size of feet and that of the crown jewels. Skeptical of a man's ability to size himself up, some researchers have, well, taken things into their own hands. For example, a 2002 study, headed by Jyoti Shah at St. Mary's Hospital in London, compared foot size to carefully measured privates (all 104 penises were stretched to their longest length for consistency.) No correlation was found. If you shave your beard or head, the hair comes back faster, thicker, and coarser. "If that were true, we'd have a cure for male pattern baldness," said Dr. Aaron Carroll of Indiana University and co-author of "Don't Swallow your Gum: Myths, Half-truths and Outright Lies About Your Body and Health

My Thoughts And Changes For The New Year
What im gonna do this year of many things is definally lose at least 75 lbs, to make myself healthy. To quit smoking and make myself happy. To help my friends more than i did last year and to try harder. To get back into school, smile more often because for all i know, i could die tomarrow. My biggest one is to keep the man in my life right now, to make him smile, and everything. What do you guys think?

My Theme Song
My red pucker Theme song! My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la la If you want me, then you better show me, yes you better show me. I have lips for your desire My pucker brings all the boys to the yard, I kiss you and make you beg for more! I can kiss you and make you beg for more. la la la la you know that I'm always in charge my pucker is so sweet and creamy

My Thought Today
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard

The Mythological Gods!
Your result for The Mythological God Test... Cernunnos Indeed, you are 38% erudite, 67% sensual, 63% martial, and 75% saturnine. Cernunnos was one of the most important of all the Celtic Gods. He was the horned God of fertility, sexual love, the wilderness and wild animals. He was known as the stag deity and as such was portrayed with an impressive set of antlers sprouting from his head. Since he was so popular, the Catholic Church discovered that the Celts were extremely resistant to abandoning his worship for the sake of a new religion called Christianity. So the Church decided that instead of ignoring Cernunnos altogether, they would simply incorporate his horned image with the Catholic notion of "Satan." Abracadabra! With a wave of the hand one Celtic Nature God becomes a Christian devil. This is why Western culture often depicts Satan with horns. Apparently the tactic worked since to this day horns are, more often than not, linked symbolically with diabolical matters. This

My Theme Song 187 By Senses Fail
It's so nice sitting very still,in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day,I'm not ok.Sunlight shining through my window,let's me know that I'm still aliveWhy did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.Paint my face in shades of bloodand grey and take a seat right next to meBut I should have known that you were a killer.But now I'm dead.A gaping hole, shot through my heartA lost connection from your poison dartShot from your tounge to end my life. You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.You'll never know.The hardest thing about dying is,knowing you'll never see the light of day.A gaping hole...(shot through my heart)A lost connection from your poison dart.My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.The hardest thing about dying isknowing you'll never see the light of day(x2)You ripped my heart out,you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna payI'll stab you one time.I'll eat your heart out so you

My Theme Song?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhnVw98ZBZM&feature=related My Girlfriend's a dick magnet, My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonight! She likes to shake her ass, she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down, she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonight. I say, No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonight. She li

My Thoughts
U know its sad when u can take a 11yr old with u for a walk through a spencers store and she doenst once question the amount of dildos on the wall or the shirts that talk bout anal or pussy but yet u come to a internet site thats SUPPOSED to be for adults and people cant stand to see the word fuck on a pic or some cartoon chicks nipples? seriously wtf is wrong with our society? in the middle ages they accepted sex and have nude art and statues but now we suddenly have to be cover those? seriously arent we supposed to move forward and not backwards. we need to teach out chicldren there is nothing wrong with sex or nudity.. maybe if we did kids wouldnt have such a complextion bout their bodies. Im not sayin go shovin porn on ur kids or run around naked or havin sex in front of them but dont act like its the most embarrasing things in the world either and avoid the issue and hope the school takes care of it when ur child asks.

My 10 Things!!!!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.HEEHEEHEEHEEMy 10 things1. I've been called 'Lady with the DEVILISH EYES',*whatever that means*!!I don't have devilish eyes:D2. I'm a down-to-earth person/low key person.3. Have an odd sense of humor, sometimes DRY!!.4. Scared to death of bugs, especially caterpillars,want to see a grown woman strip in the middle of the street,let a caterpillar get on me.5. Ever heard of someone with 'skunk gray patch'?I have it in the front of my head.6. I'm not a good drinker, once my hubby & I went to a birthdayparty and ordered 'Miami Ice Tea', *pretty tasty*, if I may say so!!! But little did I know how sneaky they are.....Now, i'm drunker than a

My Thanks
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, CREATOR, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, My Wise One, that I can see. Many are blind.Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you, My Wise One, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are shot, my children are so loud. Thank you, My Wise One, for my family. There are many who are lonely.Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced. Thank you, My Wise One, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Thank you, My Wise One, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to

My Thoughts Of You
My thoughts of you could fill the grand canyon.I see you in everything that I do.And I can hear your whispers on the wind. And even though I'm not there with you now, doesn't mean that I'm not there in your heart. I love you always and with you I will always stay.

My Thoughts
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

My Thoughts
friendshipis not all abouthow much money you haveits not about if your popularits not about your genderits not about your sexual orientationits not about who your friends areits not about if you have transportation its not all about age in general its about finding someone you have things in common with and who can accept you for you why be something your not to plz other people if they cant handle who you are then they was never really your friends to begin with same with lovesure its easy to say i love you to someone its another thing to show it thu actionalot of people seem to toss friendship and love around like its nothing more then just a word but its not its a powerful word don't tell people that you are if you aren't really that's not only wasting your time but there as willalso there seem to be alot of people who are bitching that there single and cant seem to find the right guy or girlmaybe if people stop thinking that there shit dont stink your be able to find

My Thoughts For Today.....
I have decided that there are an extreme amount of obviously phenominally beautifull people, men and women the same... who are so shallow, and hollow on the inside.. that I am afraid one blow, might shatter their entire existance.. some substance might do some people good...

My Thoughts Of Today...
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Myth-conceptions
Common knowledge is frequently wrong. Here are a few examples of things that people believe...but that just aren't true. Myth:: The captain of a ship at sea can perform weddings. Fact:: U.S. Navy regulations -- and those of the navies of many other nations -- actually prohibit ships' commanders from joining couples in marriage. Myth:: Your hair and nails continue to grow after you die. Fact:: They don't. Your tissue recedes from your hair and nails, making them appear longer. Myth:: Bananas spoil faster when you put them in a refrigerator. Fact:: This belief comes from an old ad jingle. The purpose of the jingle was to tell people to keep bananas out of the refrigerator...but only until they had ripened. Once ripened, bananas will last longer in the refrigerator. Myth:: You should never wake a sleepwalker. Fact:: There's no reason not to wake a sleepwalker. This superstition comes from the old belief that a sleepwalker's spirit leaves the body and might not make it

My Theories On Old Cartoons
Snorks: Well, snorks, are underwater space smurfs with ingrown dildos on their heads. Not really much to be said about that. Smurfs: That whole colony was communist. Papa Smurf is the leader, thats why he wore red. Theres two possiblities with Lady Smurf: one: that was Papa Smurf's sex slave two: Papa Smurf ordered the others to run a train on Lady Smurf, while he was off jerkin his smurf gerkin, probably in some sick, smurf bukkake sorta way Scooby Doo: Obviously, a drug addict's haven. Especially, because Shaggy, a stoner, and his obviously acid addict talking dog, Scooby, were high 99.99999% of the time. Thus, the constant consumption of stockpile munchies. Fred and Daphne, obviously, a hush couple, always made Thelma, Shaggy and Scooby go thier own way, so they could go off and he could hide his griddy ax in her ham wallet the entire episode. Next thing you see, Thelma's actually off by herself, twiddling her twat with whatever "artifacts" she found while wandering around fu

9-11, My Thoughts
September 11, 2001, where were you? What does it mean to you? That day is the day that war was declared on the US. We were attacked for the first time in over a hundred years. That was the day when we as a whole stopped, held our breath, and united in a cause. That cause was the defence of all we hold dear. Why were we attacked? It was the belief of one man, Osama Bin Laden, that our nation represented all that was evil in this world. He shook the foundations of this nations from the top down. We now take this date as a rememberance point. We honor our men and women and think back to what happened that day. I say we should honor the service members everyday, not just on holidays. I ask again where were you? What were you doing? I was on board the USS Pennsylvania SSBN 735, that morning we were running a routine evolution that turned into anything but routine. We stayed there for a LONG time and got to wondering what was going on, then our CO informed us that the US (our l

My Thoughts
i wonder why the ones u love the most are the hardest to love. wonder why the ones that mean the most are always so far away. wonder why ppl who say they are honest are the ones whos lies hurt the most. wonder why my heart feels so heavy. wonder why i lay here thinkin of her but cant touch her. i wonder why i have so much love and no one to share it with!

My Thoughts On This Site
This is just my thoughts on this site. I am not looking for no comments or argument's. Just my opinion on what I am thinking about this site right now. I am hardly ever home anymore or even on a computer. But I have time off from a very busy and sometimes hectic schedule and decided to see what sites where out there in the Internet world. And somehow I stumbled onto this one. At first I thought it was a cool site and now thinking otherwise. I mean I met some nice people on here and there are people on here I would not even want as a neighbor let alone a friend. Also seeing this site has some odd rules to prove who we are like posting something called a salute. Which to me is pointless for someone who won't be on much and not looking to meet no one in person from here or any site in that matter. I say just get to know a person and see for yourself who they are. If you like that person and want to get to know them more that's fine and if not you just move on. Because 1 person does not wa

My Thanksgiving Poem
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My Thoughts On Gun Control
Carolyn McCarthy introduced legislation that I applaud: if passed into law, it will ban magazines with a capacity of more than 10 rounds. Handguns and hunting rifles, no more than 10-rounds/ea. or less; what more do people need, really? Pointing to a rifle designed to slaughter large numbers of people, or to 30-round magazines for a handgun, claiming "gun" equals "reasonable" does not work for me; nor does its self-hating ignorant opposite on the spectrum "gun" equals "bad." While reading about the McCarthy bill, I came across discussions/debates re: federal legislation to ban anyone with a mental health diagnosis from owning a firearm. Such restrictions are already in place in many states to varying degrees. It occurs to me that a huge number of Americans have been prescribed an anti-depressant. Will we as a country declare that to be an acceptable reason to restrict them of their natural right to defend themselves? The McCarthy bill is good, common-sense legislation, b

My Thoughts
if your gonna to take the time to look at a pic, y can't you at least rate it sorry i don't have the looks for you, sorry for taking up your time by just tryin to talk to you but then agian, most girls on are here for themselves they want points, but cant return you gotta have the looks for them to just be your friend, and if u say anything to them your hitting on them you don't have to change ur status when i talk to you, to in a relationship just say you don't want to be my friend its not hard well thats all i have for now. tune in have more later

My Thoughts & Beliefs!
I follow the beliefs of the American Indian, which is spiritual, respecting the land, water, people and elders *and also the ones that have passed to the other side*. *I don't believe in something that MAN has written, then passed the wordings down from generation to generation, then contradict themselves in the process*. My ancient ancestors knew nothing of these written words *but as it turned out, it was something that was pressed/pushed upon them *do or die*, it's something I can't or will not walk a path with. So much division with religion, so many books stating their beliefs are correct...Bible, Koran, etc.,* mine is better than yours* mentality. *Hinduism, Judaism, Zoroastrianism, Buddhism, Shinto, Confucianism, Jainism, Taoism, Christianity, Islam, the list is long and far reaching*. I don't knock someone for what they believe in, to each their own.

My Thoughts & Beliefs!
I follow the beliefs of the Native American Indian, which is spiritual, respecting the land, water, people and elders *and also the ones that have passed to the other side*. *I don't believe in something that MAN has written, then passed the wordings down from generation to generation, then contradict themselves in the process*. My ancient ancestors knew nothing of these written words *but as it turned out, it was something that was pressed/pushed upon them *do (as I say) or die (if you won't, cause you're my property or slave)*, it's something I can't or will not walk a path with. So much division with religion, so many books stating their beliefs are correct...Bible, Koran, etc.,* mine is better than yours* mentality. *Hinduism, Judaism, Zoroastrianism, Buddhism, Shinto, Confucianism, Jainism, Taoism, Christianity, Islam, the list is long and far reaching*. I don't knock someone for what they believe in, to each their own.

My Thoughts
So im not sure why but all the sudden i feel serious... i dont know exactly what i want to get off my chest but i gotta say... something... well i dont know what to do for mothers day... i was trying to make a song for her and perform it in church sunday, but my perfectionist side kicked in and i cant fuckin get it right enough! my bill are too big, and checks are too small, my truck is thunder fucked. huh... im not sure what im gonna do but i have to admit... this is all too familure. hell, my whole life has been spent struggling to make ends meet. All i've ever wanted to do is sing my songs on a stage and finally get out of that bottomless whole... the worst part is, i have not a damn thing to offer... sure im in shape, funny, kinda smart, i work hard, sing, play the guitar, and i've been accused of giving one hell of a massage, but pairing with me is like climbing abord a sinking ship. i cant do anything but bring someone down with me... so i counter measure by chearing up

My Thoughts On Nsfw Pic Folders....
Ok some thought on NSFW pics and folders....I have an NSFW pic folder, it's accessible to family only, no big deal, I am not going to badger anyone to look at the pics, it's entirely your choice. I do not want 6 bizillion credits or a blast or happy hour in trade for access, plain and simple. I posted those pics basically because someone told me I didn't have the guts to do so. If I look at someone's profile, it means I find them interesting, and if there are NSFW pics that are accessible, yes I will look. If I add you as a friend and I grant you access to look at mine, I will never come out and tell you, and it is no scam attempt to try to see your NSFW folder if it is private. If I have added you as family it is because I think you are interesting, and I have viewed your NSFW, so it's fair, I think....I see yours, you can see mine in return if you should choose. Also, I will complement anyone who has tasteful pictures, none of the farm animals or stuffing veggies into crevices p

Mythbusters
on today edition of mythbusters we'll tackle the urban myths involving prison you ever have a friend who walks around all tough because he's just got out of prison? well this is the show you don't wanna miss *queue music intro* okay so i know you've all heard the saying in order to survive in prison you've got to go up and beat the hell out of the biggest guy in the place on your first day there and everyone will respect you and leave you alone well turns this is a myth... it only gets you shanked or gangbanged in the shower by six of his friends... if your friend had done this... he'd now be referred to as your 'late' friend as it turns out the best way to survive prison life is on your knees sucking cock like a vietnamese prostitute that's right fellas as sure as the mall santa is a pedophile your friend has had his mouth wrapped around some guys hairy scroddle sack so in conclusion next time you see your buddy playing the tough card... go ahead and remind him

My Thoughts
What is it that I want from you?Is it to be with you or is it not?There are pros and cons of how you run your lifeBut that doesn’t matterDoes it?You make me happy one momentAnd then the next sadIs this what love feels like?When your not there I make sense of lifeOf what suppose to be and what’s notBecause I know you’re not the man I wantBut when your there I lose sight of what suppose to beAnd know that you’re the one and onlyWhere somewhere in me I know we can’t have a futureBut as funny as it is we’re not together and I’m going crazyYou flirt and chase but won’t make a moveYou don’t mention anything of your past or dreamsAnd I wonder do we have anything in common?And, why, would you pick me as yours?Of all the girls you could have would you pick me as yours?And still I ask "Do you even like me?"Or is it just for the moment?Am I so insecure of my looks and feelings?That I don’t show my feelings for you enough?I want to win yo

My Thoguhts
This is my first blog on here.. I was just sitting here trying think what i can do to get My Turn based mafia game going... its called http://jokers-mafia.com Its a fun Mafia style game but with not haveing money its hard for me to figure out how to get the game going and makeing some income.

My Thoughts
Hiya:} As most of you that know me know I'm not big on blogs but had some thoughts i needed to get out of my head Most of you know me ,,,some better than others i joined fubar in sept of 2008 When top level was 30 ( and those people were few and far between btw) and new referrals were needed to get there I was a friends ref. Before most if any ability bling had been born,,,where (you old schools the few left} will recall we leveled doing something called rating,,Never a day went by that i didnt have a sore mouse finger from doing so Your fubar family back then took time to build as we all know the process of rotating friends occurs daily,,,it included people you actually like and cared about because family was everything ,,,helping family to level or whatever was needed was one of the main things The invention of ability bling changed fubars world forever i'm not gonna whine about it I simply am stating facts the invention of the auto which came 1st ,,it was hard to compete if yo

My Thanksgiving Prayer
My Thanksgiving Prayer Dear God, It's the day before Thanksgiving and I sat back and thought of the past year: Thank you for my failing health. Thank you for the stress in my workplace because that did not help my failing health and mental stress. Thank you for taking away the only woman in my life.. and leaving a hole the size of the Grand Canyon in my heart. Thank you for the sleepless nights I sat awake and cried. Thank you for yet another year of disappointment. Thank you for depression.. The loneliness, the living hell I endure daily. God, each year I set my goals lower and lower. My only expectation is for this all to end, I am struggling to believe in you, I look at the Television, watch the news.. she the horror you allow all over the world. I am loving father to 3 children, and I would never let my children go through what you let your children go through. And I am not all powerful and all knowing, I am a man with flaws. But

My Thoughts On Love...
I never really understood why love hurt so much when it's supposed to be such a wonderful feeling. Then again I'm young and maybe don't understand what love is really about. I always thought love was something shared between two people who cared deeply about each other, no matter what obstacles were thrown in their way. The love that they had for each other never faltered because they were committed to one another. They shared their joys and sorrows with one another. If something came along they didn't agree upon they worked it out. Even when things were at their worse, their love surpassed all else. Love isn't easy, it's something to be worked on through communication and honesty. It's the same with trust it doesn't happen overnight. An when you lose trust in someone or something it's not easy to gain it back. You wonder where do you begin? How do you even gain it back? What sort of things need to be done? Nobody ever said love was easy, if anything it's the most complexed and confu

My Thought
laying on the ice cold ground as the numbness takes over,loosing the grisp on reality and the bottle in my grasp,as the darkness starts to sit. fighting to keep my eyes open a little longer, as take my final breath in this world.a world i gain little in and disappointed many in as well.I see now the true path of my life retains in the darkness of my heart,one would welcome it with open arms and hunger to learn , others fear the place I am about to accend into.the depths of ever ending darkness .one way in and no way out.My eyes close to the light as i slip into ever ending sleep.I feel no more pain and my thoughts are empty and gone.as I slip into a peaceful slumber, I see now my life was worth fighting for.A test I failed with no effort at all. Now I wish I could take it all back.Why didnt I see it before now the end of my days so close its not funny.my heart stops beating as the last breath escapes my lips and lungs.the ground covered in my blood , the pain gone forever.no more thoug

The Myth And The Majesty Of Trucking In America
The Myth and the Majesty of Trucking in America The minds of people in America have been so washed with dirty media water that no one is talking about the truth regarding trucking in America. Name one thing that we have in our daily lives that was not brought to us by a tractor trailer truck? If you can think of one write me and let me know. The majesty of trucking in America has been clouded by old myths and popular old media that has been taken to be true. Remember Smokey and the Bandit starring Burt Reynolds? No? Look it up: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Smokey_and_the_Bandit the story puts “Smokey” better known as the highway patrol, against the truckers who are given an offer to make an illegal delivery. The “Bandit” Burt Reynolds accepts the offer and recruits help from other truckers to accomplish his task. This movie has put into the minds of most of America what truckers are like and what trucking is all about. Not this movie alone that has done

~~~my Thoughts And Feelings~~~~~
Well its been a very long Year for me and i still have alot yet to accomplish before the end of the year is over, It has been a very rough one for me alot has happened in my life and not all good i am now faced with alot of serious decisions i need to make , and some of those are going to be very hard for me to make for it is going to affect alot of people.and not in very good ways i might add , I am at a crossroads in my life asking myself where do i wish to be and what do i wish to do if i had it my way i would be out on the open road in a Large RV traveling with my animals and enjoying my life for once , instead of living my life for other people and caring what they think or feel i have made alot of mistakes in my life over the past few years some i wish to god i could go back and redo and some are not so bad but i do wish i could definately redo some of them for i would not of made the mistakes i did . Over my whole Life i wish i had of listened to my mother more and not been so q

My Thoughts Incomplete However Sharing Anyways
Nothing. Fyne. And Nowhere. Doesn’t explain why someone seems to be ignoring you now. They used to respond, now they don’t…you wonder to yourself if you have possibly done something wrong, and if that person might be mad at you…and if that person is mad at you, by all rights you should Know what you have done to make them mad… Communication – its only fair. TMI- Too much information-Used quite frequently now-a-days…when does it really apply? When the information provided is more than you wanted to know in all actuality or is more graphic in content than you cared to hear. I personally abhor being avoided, ignored or presumed to be a moron…such as seeing someone sobbing uncontrollably any concerned individual asks…What is wrong? The answer “Nothing” is a blatant lie, in my opinion, and evidentiary of the fact I must be mistaken for a complete idiot and on a more personal note not worthy of being di

My Thoughts And Opinions On One Of The Things Most Taken For Granted.
Let me start by saying this....these are MY thoughts and MY opinions. And you may disagree with them. That's fine. Feel free to be critical and tell me why you disagree and what your thoughts are. Who knows...you may just change my opinion. However....name calling, cursing, bashing and profile wrecking WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. That being said....here we go.... I love you....three words. Easy to type. Easy to say. Right? But what is love really? It's not words typed on a keyboard, or even spoken words for one to hear. It is an emotion, and a very powerful one. When you tell someone, I love you...and your throat tightens, or tears come to your eyes. Your heart races and you are flooded by the warmth of comfort and safety. That IS love. Love can be as small as a tiny seed. But when planted, it will grow if it has what it needs. Trust, caring, respect, honor, friendship. Among other things, and not always in that order. It will grow in to a beautiful thing that can last forever if it i

My Thoughts
I have both heard and read a lot of democrats and liberals say that the election is behind us and its time to work together. I could believe that if they had tried to work with either of the President Bush's and liberals hadn't spent so much time accussing GW of being dumb and not really the president. What they are really saying is that the republican party should give in to this President on eveything and anything he asks for, that would mean giving away the rights of the people they were elected to represent. I am also weary of everyone saying how great a general Patreus was and that means he wouldn't lie about Benghazi, read your history people. The French Marshall Petain was the greatest hero of France in the first world war, he was also the man that surrendered to the Nazi's as soon as he became premier and ruled Vichy France as a fascist state and cooperated with Hitler without qualms. This current president is convinced that he and he alone knows what is best for this coun

My Thoughts Written
Moderation is the mantra of a man that wants to live forever. Sometimes to do it right you have to go hard..If you don't go hard you will reach a point where you look back on your life with regret! Life is a big whore so fuck it. Don't be its friend, don't think its fair, don't believe in the fairytales the movies tell you. Life is harsh, cruel, and unfair. All we have is the will to strive and move forward, adversity is around every corner. In a world ruled by greed and envy all we can do is push. pretending everything will be ok is shit. Only you can change your life,we are sheep living in a world run by a few men who have their hands in all the cookie jars. All you can do is take care of you and yours. Life is a whore. Don't try to change her, don't try to save her. Fuck it. enjoy the little things, time passes so fast before you know it is all over. There is no room for mistakes or regrets so make every move count. stay true never change and listen to Judas Priest mor

My Thoughts Tonight
Okay so heres the story so far. First off I am with Mr Viking in RL and He's totally amazing. I love Him beyond all logical comprehesion. He's the father of my Daughter and the Father of My 2 Step kids. I am epic happy with Him and I can't see Me being with anyone else in real life apart from Pirate. I was with an awesome dude called Pirate a while ago and then a whole shitstorm happened. We got Fudivorced. Messy situation all around with that one after having My name dragged through the mud and my rep kinda tainted. I'm working on repairing that all by myself. Then I met a Guy called Mr NY. Mr NY got with Miss RI in RL and yeah I wasn't bothered by it at all. Miss RI is a TRUE Friend and I class Her as a Sister. Yeah there was EPIC Jealousy involved. She could be with what I wanted and I FuMarried Mr NY. But We became close after all of this. Dude WTF was I thinking getting with someone that angry and sexually frustrated all the time. He hurt Me and broke Me beyond most human repair.

My Thoughts
I sit down and look at everything around me , and online and on here , and I have to say its shocking to see it happen , people jump right into one relationship and then when that goes down , jump into another one or something else ... I find starting out as friends / dating is good idea to get to know each other before taking the next step but that's never true it's all about jumping right into it and in the end get hurt ... Soul-mate / relationship and so on , that's biggest laugh in this world cause about 80% in 2013 alot of relationship is not lasting long , it's mostly people living together , I do see that happen and that will be very popular for 2013 big time living together ...

My Theory Is About Moments
My theory is about moments, moments of impact. My theory is that these moments of impact, these flashes of high intensity that completely turn our lives upside down actually end up defining who we are. The thing is, each one of us is the sum total of every moment that we’ve ever experienced, with all the people we’ve ever known, and it’s these moments that become our history. Like our own personal greatest hits of memories that play and replay in our minds over and over again. A moment of impact. A moment of impact whose potential for change has ripple effects far beyond what we can predict. Sending some particles crashing together, making them closer than before. While sending others, spinning off into great ventures, landing where you never thought you’d find them. You see, that’s the thing about moments like these, you can’t, no matter how hard you try, control how they’re going to affect you. You’ve just got to let the colliding parti

My Thoughts
If you try your going to fail so just do then cause then you wont fail! If you fall in love you open yourself to pain so then is it not just easier to not love so you wont feel pain? Why do people say I love you then turn around and treat those they love like their insignificant? Whats the use of making someone feel special if they are going to turn around the 8 days later and make them feel unwanted? If you have a reason to hold onto someone stick to it cause if they walk away you'll regret losing them. If I was meant to be here for a purpose what is it is it to suffer or is it to be happy? These are things that constantly run through my head in the past few days I have been doing some critical thinking cause of problems that have been arising in my real life after i brought someone to fubar.. I mean this site has ways of corrupting people it seems one minute your really close with eachother then the next you mean next to nothing to them its a vicious reality that im starting to notic

My Thoughtsrights Now(poem)
mikip In time things do pass, Roses wilt leaves fall. Only one thing stands against time, Inner beauty will always stand tall. A true heart will reign, A pure soul will fly. As the pedals of beauty drop, How will you say goodbye. Let the inner shine pure and true, Look through your outer mirror. Let all see you for who you are, Make the path to you clearer. Give true love when needed, To someone who needs give a hand. Show compassion to the world, Then in all hearts high you will stand.

My 4th
I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A NICE HOLIDAY THIS WEEKEND. MINE WAS NOT SO GOOD. BEING ALONE AND DYING NO ONE LOCALLY GAVE ME A CALL. NO MEMBERS OF THESE FOUR CHURCHES THAT I AM STILL A MEMBER OF GAVE ME A CALL OR CAME OVER OR INVITED ME FOR LUNCH OR A COOKOUT. IN FACT THESE SO-CALLED GOOD CHRISTIANS DIDN'T INVITE ME OVER OR CALLED ME UP DURING THE HOLIDAYS WHEN I WAS GOING TO THESE DIFFERENT CHURCHES FULL TIME. THE ONLY THING I WAS GOOD FOR WAS PITY, AND THE THOUGHT OF "HAVING A DISEASE SO BAD THAT HE IS AN INSPIRATION TO OTHERS WHO ARE MORE FORTUNATE THAN HIMSELF". THAT IS THE ONLY REASON I EXIST SO THAT I WILL BE A LIGHT TO OTHERS AND THAT I MUST KEEP A POSITIVE ATTITUDE AND NOT COMPLAIN THUS IT WILL DIM SUCH LIGHT FOR OTHERS? YOU CANNOT HOLD A RESPONSIBILITY ON THAT TO ME MY SO-CALLED CHRISTIAN BROTHERS AND SISTERS. PRAYER HELPS BUT PRAYER FOR THOSE THAT DO THE PRAYING FOR THEIR SAKE CANNOT HELP. WHEN YOU PRAY FOR ME OR ANY PERSON BACK UP THAT PRAYER BY CONTACT, OR INVITATION, OR L

9/11 - My Thoughts.
---Was writing this up but it didn't POST yesterday--- so making up for it today.::in memory of the victims of 9/11:: :::BEEN seeing a lot of single two-cent remarks about showing respect and making jokes about 9/11 out of Respect to America. I am per say not 'upset'. This is not a day to be angry or to fight... and certainly not to be wasted being argumentative or confrontational about it. So, I will use my words in the POST I wrote speaking out to it:::ALL Life is precious.. doesn't matter if your American, Russian, European, South American, African, Native American, Chinese, Japanese, Swedish, Australian, Peruvian, Hawaiian, or Syrian.Doesn't matter if you speak... Arabic, Spanish, Mexican, English, Gaelic, Chechen, Taiwanese, Italian, French, or Indian.And a big problem with the world over, for all our bravado; is it does not show due respect for when it should be... and that is in regards to anything from People, to Music, Literature, Faith, Nations, Politics, Trends, or yes;

Mythology
Mythology Mighty Zeus is floating among the cloudswhile childish Echo mimics sounds.Zephyrus strolling across his steadis casually putting Boreas to bed.Send a letter to Hades, if you pleasesend back to Demeter, Persephone.The nymphs, the fairies, and the spritesdance around Flora with much delight.Fauna, with her children, were the next to show,carrying on with merriment and Artemis’ bow.The huntress stood anxious as she was awaiting someone.Next came Helios with Apollo, then out went the sun.In that moment, Nyx crept from out of the shadows followed by her sons Hypnos and Thanatos.Then Bacchus stood up or was it Dionysus?Clamors of violence came from the Thiasus.An apple, from Discord, so shiny, was thrown"To the Wisest and Greatest", were the words shown.Hermes was as shrewd as Aphrodite was vainand with a fell swoop, the apple he claimed.Athena, not to be outdone, came up with a planShe promised Vulcan, God of Fire, her hand.She asked for an arrow that could kill their ow

The Myth Of Second Hand Smoke
If you’re afraid of second-hand smoke, you should also avoid cars, restaurants…and don’t even think of barbecuing. here are just some of the chemicals present in tobacco smoke and what else contains them: Arsenic, Benzine, Formaldehyde. Arsenic- 8 glasses of water = 200 cigarettes worth of arsenic Benzine- Grilling of one burger = 250 cigarettes Formaldehyde – cooking a vegetarian meal = 100 cigarettes When you drink your 8 glasses of tap water (64 ounces) a day, you're safely drinking up to 18,000 ng of arsenic by government safety standards of 10 nanograms/gram (10 ng/gm = 18,000ng/64oz) for daily consumption. Am I "poisoning" you with the arsenic from my cigarette smoke? Actually, with the average cigarette putting out 32 ng of arsenic into the air which is then diluted by normal room ventilation for an individual exposure of .032 ng/hour, you would have to hang out in a smoky bar for literally 660,000 hours every day (yeah, a bit hard, right?) to get

My Time Of The Year....
You Belong in Fall Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?

My Time
I feel myself sinking.. sinking to the place that is so low,so unimaginable for most,uncomprehendable for all outside this crazy mind of mine. It drags me further down with each passing moment, moments of horror,inexplicable pain.... As I fall I stretch out my arms, try to reach the top...but my grasp is weak...i slip down..scratching and clawing...the bottom is near..

My Tits Lost Again!!
So I'm in a best rack contest..I previously said that naked tits would do much better than clothed. Since my clothed breasts lost miserably in another contest. In this contest voters could vote as many times as they wanted. I lost by 1000+ votes...so sad. I'm aware that essentially it means nothing but is it so wrong that I wanted to win?? Some of you left me lots of love. I appreciate each and every one of you that voted!! Thanks for always supporting me. I'm starting to think my breast are not quite as hot as I think they are!

My Time Of Day
You Are Midnight You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You?

My Time!!!!!!!
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free...................................................

My Time Away
My time away My time away changed me inside. I developed a different outlook on my life. I seen things from a different perspective. My eyes began to focus. They seen what could be felt. Lonesome. Blame. Shame. When I was away, I didnt know myself. I was lost, a complete stranger to my own eyes. I wandered into nothingness and for the first time in my life, I knew what it meant to be alone. Without. Empty. Scared. A world inside of a world is where this began. This change that turned out to make a man. I became determined to never let this happen again. This stillness in time that was upon me. The breakdown of pride that bound me for so long. I seen clearly and thought clearly. I knew then that this was not for me. It wasnt my time to give up and let go of me. Myself. My all. My life. So I stood and made a stand and achieved that beautiful place in life that we call freedom. At last.

My Tired Blog Is Not For The Many Of You....
IT IS A WRITING OF WHAT IVE HAD TO ENDURE IN MY OWN "BACKYARD", HERE IN MY HOME, SO DONT TAKE IT AS AN OFFENSE TOWARDS YOURSELVES, IT IS MERELY A "VENTING" OF MY TRUE FEELING AND AWARENESS OF WHAT HAS GONE ON AROUND ME HERE....LOVE YOU ALL, SWEET SACRIFICE.

My 'tired_of_the_drama_bullshit...just Delete Me' Bulletin
Tired_Of_The_Drama_BullshitI see that two people that I consider friends were for some reason or another going at it, I am talking about the beef between my great friends GothiqueTemptation and Lestat of L.D.C.F, well from what I get he did something in his past, she found out and was thinking of telling people what is already public information if a person knew where to look..Also.. I want to stretch this fact as much as I possibly can...they are both fucking adults.. so what ever was done in his past ..and what ever she was planning on doing with that information the whole second and third parties hosting their opinions was unnecessary and unwanted...what the fuck is this second grade..the kid bullshit "you say something about my friend and we jump on you" I must have been sadly mistaken when i thought that this was a site for people 18 and up..If you are one of the people who continuously repost the bulletins which just draws this bullshit out longer please click the link below and

My Time Is Now By John Cena F/ Tha Trademarc
Like Real American, this is more than just an Entrance Theme [Chorus: John Cena] Your time is up, my time is now You can't see me, my time is now It's the franchise, boy I'm shinin' now You can't see me, my time is now! [John Cena] In case you forgot or fell off I'm still hot - knock your shell off My money stack fat plus I can't turn the swell off The franchise, doin' big bid'ness, I live this It's automatic I win this - oh you hear those horns, you finished! A soldier, and I stay under you fightin' Plus I'm stormin' on you chumps like I'm thunder and lightning Ain't no way you breakin' me kid, I'm harder than nails Plus I keep it on lock, like I'm part of the jail I'm slaughterin' stale, competition, I got the whole block wishin' they could run with my division but they gone fishin - - with no bait, kid your boy hold weight I got my soul straight, I brush your mouth like Colgate In any weather I'm never better your boy's so hot you'll never catch me in the nex

My Tires Got Effing Slashed!!!
Well I went to a party in my home town. Well my friend had beef with a guy. Her best friends ex-boyfriend, This was her birthday bash and he ruined it...he also slashed my tires. Well THEN he started a fire trying to trap everyone at the rave. Well I had to scramble and find a ride! We packed 10 people in a tiny Honda. Well as we were leaving the fire was right at the edge of the road. Another 20 minutes and we would have been trapped. Well now my car is 45 minutes away with two flat tires. I cant tell my parents cause they will be angry :P I have like a 100 bucks and thats it! I need to buy three tires total because I popped a tire on my way to the party. So I was riding on a donut. So now I am gonna be struck in Lancaster till I can find three tires that will fit my car. Then get out there and replace my tires :( All before my family calls me asking me to come home!!! Life sucks... =-Rocky-=

My Time
When everything is going the way i want i am back on friday in Amsterdam,after all dark days i leave behind and still got some in front off me i will survive again,I want be much on CT anny more and in time i will be gone for good,i will concentrade myself on my work,i got good note's in one designer book last may,so that was a light for me,maybe one day my name will sta in books all over the world,lets hope,then my life and my work was not all for nothing.

My Time In Florida
WELL TODAY IS FRIDAY 6-8-07 AND I LEAVE FLORIDA TOMORROW NIGHT. I'VE HAD A GOOD TIME WHILE I WAS HERE. HUBBY AND I HAVE BEEN TALKING THE LAST COUPLE OF DAY'S ABOUT MOVING TO FLORIDA FOR GOOD. WHEN I GET MY SETTELMENT FOR MY BACK INJURY I AM GOING TO GET A GOOD LAWYER AND GET FULL CUSTODY OF MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SO I CAN MOVE WITH NO PROBLEM. GIVE OR TAKE 2-4 YEARS AND I WILL BE IN FLORIDA. I ENJOYED SPENDING TIME WITH MY FRIEND AS WELL CONCIDERING THE FACT THAT I HAVEN'T SEEN HER IN 18 YEARS. SHE STILL LOOKS THE SAME TO ME AND I STILL LOOK THE SAME TO HER. SHE IS A VERY BUSY PRODUCER WITH GARNET PRODUCTIONS SO WHAT EVER TIME I HAVE HAD WITH HER IT HAS BEEN GREAT HANGING WITH HER. MIAMI INK IS AWESOME BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IF WE WERE ABLE TO MEET AMI AND THEM. WHILE AT SOUTH BEACH MIAMI I GOT BURNT BAD BUT I ALSO USED SUNBLOCK WHICH IS EVEN WORSE. I LOOK LIKE A DAM LOBSTER. IT'S KINDA FUNNY BUT IT HURTS LIKE A BITCH. ALL IN ALL I HAD A KICK ASS FUCKING TIME HERE AND I WANT TO MOVE

My Time Has Come
For God has chosen My time to come My work on earth Must now be done My spirit is with you Please don't forget With my Lord and Savior I'm now at rest God said he'd come If only I believed My pain is now over For this I'm relieved Don't stand by my grave For I'm not there I've found my mansion And there's no compare His love for me Has seen me through And now I stand waiting At the gates for you If you should need me Just look up above And you will see My un-dying love I can't be with you That is plain to see God has called me home He has set me free

My Time Is Valuble
if you sit in a chat romm for 20 hours a day it would be nice if people were not losers i dont trust any of them and some of the girls are hot i am in chat for a long time and deservre respect and not losers

My Time In Nh So Far....
It's my third day in New Hampshire. I am having alright time. the Halloween party was great... lotta people dressed up (like Gene Simmons, Sexy woman cop, Bret Michaels, few pirates, devils, etc.). I had a little wine later on at home to help me sleep cuz I couldn't sleep at all (rested my eyes, but still...). Yesterday, I did a little grocery shopping. I got stuff to make these guys taco salad. I am going to make it tomorrow cuz Kari is not feeling well today. Then I had the place to myself for a couple hours while they went to do the family-get-together they do every Sunday. I was a bit bored so I cleaned their apartment. lol Then I watched some tv. I am more well-rested today than I was yesterday and when I first got here. Trish and I went out... she wanted to go to get a new pair of shoes cuz she has a job interview tomorrow. We went to a few stores and one was Big Lots. I got a more comfy pillow and some vibrating massager thingy. I have to find a pic of it to show you all sometim

My Time Off!
Before you take the time to read this let me tell you...if you have a weak heart and a shallow mind then you probably better exit now. Just giving you fair warning because I can get pretty deep into my blogs. Recently I took 1 month off from work to take time for myself. In this month I expeirenced feelings for other people that I never have felt before in my life. Before I moved down to Marionville I lived in Carrollton Missouri. I was living with my parents and I had the internet there. I started chatting with a guy on the internet about 6 years ago when I was living there and we became very good friends. Over the years we lost touch and moved on. Recently I got my Internet back when I moved down here to be with Eric. I got back in touch with this friend whom I wont mention names to protect these people, and we caught up on old times. He told me he was with a girl and had been with her for 5 years now, which I was happy for him. After chatting for a few weeks he and his girlfrien

My Time
I've got nothing for ya baby quit wasting my time got everything i need and im doin fine you'll regret it if you cross that line ive got nothing for ya quit wasting my time im like a old cat stealing your breath make you bleed with my claws ill be a witness to your death cuz its you and me til the end of time one touch from your soul drink from your wine spread your love around it makes me twitch come to you in the night scratch what you can't itch cuz I've got nothing for ya baby except a good time ive got everything I need and I think ill cross your line

My Time Is Near
well i guess this means my time is near and im just about done dealing with the bs that comes along. i have enjoyed my friends, but due to a few, i dont feel i need to be on this site any more, i am thinkin about leaving this site and deleting all in about 2 weeks. god bless all that reads this

My Time (old Poem)
I have done my time! I have been broken for awhile, But I can't be broken again! It's been awhile since I could hold my head high. It's been awhile since I could say that I love you It's been awhile since I had time to enjoy life. I've had my doubts in the beginning, And I have had my time to think..... Now I know.....I love you.

My Time Here On Fubar (a Commentary)
Well I am back again with another blog entry here on Fubar. I noticed only two people took the time and viewed it. That is what I am gonna blog about today, I have been on Fubar since July and I think at this time I can properly say whether I like the site or not. Now I do like the site don't get me wrong but of course being an “Online Bar” it is similar to a real bar in that only the popular people really truly enjoy logging on here and hanging out. And if you read my first post which you probably did if you are reading this because I only had two viewers, then you know that I am not popular....I am a geek, an unpopular geek and I am proud of that I never liked popularity. I just really been going through the motions on here and of course most of you would say that I would have to make an effort to enjoy myself. I try to I go to lounges and try to talk but I don't like talking around a bunch of people because usually I like to go after one person and that is it. Also I really do

My Time
My Time The time i have is mine and mine only But if i had a special someone to share my time i would slit it equal between me and that special someone This special some one would be my lover,my bestfriend,my wife,and my rock which would be till we both breath are last breath on this place we call mother-earth Which is alway in constent change with the advances in siences,media,and etc History and spoken words are always updating the textbooks This is an ever changing times,and seasons Why must the world always change like it has for century's and eons before it and this world will see many more changes for years to come and it will change long after this human race is gone from the earth Mother-earth will once again rebuild itself many more time over until mother-earth say im done i cant do it anymore his world will go cold and be void of life ~Scorpio 2005~

My Time
My Time So here i am at the end of all times awaiting for the sign now I'm alone no place to hide Not even inside, me or you But theres no fear Though I'm blind feeling the wind passing by Flying Winds have made their call Silence Before the Storm I've got to fight against the one who says he is the real me i hear its voice Ive found the light it is my spirit over my mind

My Time
this year is starting out great.. its all about me so far! LOL . Usually hubby is the one buying stuff for himself. Like a mower..a motorcycle. Well so far.. I got my new vehicle..and yesterday I got a new refrigerator and washer. The washer I had to have.. mine finally died after us having it for 12 yrs and previous owner haveing it for 4. I got to play with it lastnight..its awesome. As for the refrigerator.. we just wanted somthing nice. Our refrig was a used one to..and small. So he got me a side by side...with a icemaker. I just finished putting the stuff into it. The boys had to wake up first thing and use the icemaker. I got a feeling it will end up broke from them thinking its a toy. I am just happy for the extra room. I am on cloud 9 right now!

My Ticked List
A short list of things that piss me off People who tailgate me on the highway when I'm in the middle lane and the lane on either side is empty People who tailgate me in traffic as if riding my bumper is going to make the 16 cars in front of me go any faster Christians who keep saying how sorry they am for me and how much pity they have for me for not having Jebus in my life People who come to a complete stop at Yield signs every time regardless of traffic People who stop short of a red light by about 100 yards, then slowly creep up to the light until it turns green People who stop on green lights People who get in the right turn lane to go straight, then try to cut me off when I go straight and honk at me for using my right of way That damn "you got questions, we got answers" slogan at Radioshack, WHEN I used to work there, people would come in with the stupedist questions, like why do I still have to plug in the power cord on my laptop now that it has a Wireles

My Time To Shine Auctioned + July 4th Is My B-day!!
"1 month" 100 11's, no 10's up to 700 a week. all stash rated. added as #1 top Friend. added to Family as #1. added to yahoo + sfw cam shows Owner gets Crushed for that month Pimp-out on home page and in Blog Click to see what might be urs!!

My Tiny Friend
you came to us one bright sunny morning , hopping around as if you owned the place and sitting so tall and strong ,you brought love and joy to us for the short time you were here . we let you go but kept you near, god has you now and up there you'll be fine once in a while look down on us and smile for you will always be here me

My Time
This is suppose to be my time to do what I need too do or as I wish,, I drop off my g/son who is 5 yrs old at the bus stop, then I drive too school wait for him,, I stood in back ground too see what he do, I seen him look out the bus window looking for me, he got off I made it too where he see's me he had a big grin,, I walk him too his line, I said I'm going now, he gave me kiss said bye g/ma,, I went too office ask too see my 6 yr old he had surgery last week, today was his first day at school, he was in lunch great time, I was there too make sure he ate well, I ask him if he wanted me too stay he said yes,, I was pleased, watching fist graders eat and chat,, I called my Husband told him and he told he I need too let go, lol,,, I doubt it,, will see what happen tomorrow, (8-29-08) I also have a 9 yr old g/daughter, who I adore as well, she woke papa up this morning it was 6 30 am he alarm was going off, he got up and left he old me Kizzy woke him up, Sometimes I think what and whe

My Time Of Need
All afternoon, the desire had been welling up deep within Me. My eyes had been practically glued to anything which would give My the time: the bottom-right corner of My laptop, the watch on My left wrist, the old analog clock on the wall of the break room, My cell phone... I left the office ten minutes early, but it had been preplanned so that I could drop by the independent shipping store I frequented to mail My sister's birthday present. Yet even with the distractions of navigating rush-hour traffic and handling a transaction with Stacey at the store, I could still feel it: ...a dark, primal urge, a desire which bordered on being instinctive, a need which consumed Me as it occasionally did. I knew what I needed, and I knew who would give it to Me. Sitting at a traffic light, I unclipped My cell phone from My belt and scanned through the phone book until I had located her entry: natasha. "Good evening, Master," she answered politely and respectfully. "How may this on

My Time.........
Well this weekend I will have some freedom to roam...meaning bf will be at bike event "EasyRiders show" this weekend and you know I feel like enjoying myself to the fullest but not sure what I wanna explore....Well I know what I want to explore but I need that HOT FIREMAN in just his turn outs and helmet....mmmm yummy. I know of one but he needs not to be working though. Ugggghhh! Well I know I will get freaky or frisky whichever one comes first.........

My Tires Make A Lot Of Noise
Am I sleeping? from Chris Joseph on Vimeo. You see, your eyes are constantly focusing on what you think you're supposed to be seeing. Sometimes not on what they're actually seeing. This right here, my friend. This controls everything. Aperture, shutter-speed, focus. Focus! (transcribed because it's hard to hear what I'm saying)

My Time Is Now
My time is now I have never come this far I've never been able to look back I have never come this far And I'll never turn back Hello to you, Been a while Have you ever seen my smile? I'm living on, past the end with a crippled life to mend Something I won’t pretend ---------------------------------------------------- 'Cause my time is now Taking control and it never felt better 'Cause my time is now My heart is whole I'm dreaming my dreams But living what was meant to be After a frozen war ---------------------------------------------------- Perfection is mystification But a shimmer can burn bright You can't control A lowly soul But such a thing does not exist So I've been through a thousand cries And if that makes one laugh Then I can drop my guise And deem the pain worthwhile And I may not know what lies ahead such uncertain fate fear could spread and still mean nothing against strong tides -------------------------

Mytical Creature?
You Scored as DemonDemon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon. Demon 100% Faerie 75%

My Time With Rsd
I was diagnosed with RSD/CRPS in 2004. I had been having a lot of trouble with my right knee and no one could seem to pinpoint an exact cause. While at work one day, the leg became very cold and was hurting so bad I couldn't stand on it anymore. I went to the doctor and spent 3 1/2 hours in ultrasound. They were looking for a blod clot that wasn't there. My records were sent to the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN. A vascular surgeon diagnosed the RSD. The disease spread from my right leg to my left shoulder. From there it finally traveled to my right leg. At that point walking was not an option. A motorized wheelchair was ordered and the pounds started packing on fast! We moved to Washington in 2006 looking for better care. The specialists here were better able to manage the pain, but no further treatment options were given. Then in 2007 I went into remission. Within 3 weeks I was walking and back to work!! WooHoo! As a former firefighter and emt I knew there was a possibilit

My Time Here
I felt like letting you all know that I am loving my time here in Wa. with Becky. She is such a delight and such a pleasure for me. I tell you all now, my girl brings so much joy to my life... We fit very well together...she is just an absolute gem.Everything I wanted...everything I need(ed)...everything I didn't know that I needed. I just wanted to let all of you know this. I hope you are all having good days...I know I am.

My Tits Got Felt
A great title I know but it’s not erotic. I forgot to tell you all this when I was in London. I was pondering a new bra at a shop in Kensington that caters for women with breasts the size of small inflatable dinghies, and I spotted a good bra. I picked it up and went into try it on. Just as I got my baps out and attempted to get the big babies under control a wee women threw the curtain back and said “Right, so let’s see if this will be a good fit” I wasn’t that worried, I have had an Australian doctor pull a whole baby out of my vagina with two big salad tongs or forceps, I am over shame and shyness, but this woman had wiry steel wool hair and was wearing K Skips shoes and jeans with an elasticated waist and that was what scared me. I am not suggesting she was a lesbian, or a sexual deviant, that wouldn’t bother me either I once spent a night in a prison cell with a girl who was gay and whacked men’s cocks with a spatula I know th

My Tinker (essie)
the day I gained my smile back was the day I met my Tinker of all the places a chat room at the moment my life was a mess so many lies so much damage an enchanting pixie came in all bubbly full of life a Dutch blonde named Essie so enchanting with her ways I found myself smiling laughing at things we shared tickled by her favorite pixie I began to grow so fond of her that I gave her the name Tinker each day I would find myself happy to be pleased at knowing this amazing woman even when she was down she had time to hold me close when I needed it allowing me to hold her as well we grew to be the silly ones the ones with spunk a zest for life I will miss my beautiful friend she will forever be that lil pixie named Tinker branded forever in my heart I love you alwys my beautiful Tinker Tamithalynn

My Tigress
My Tigress A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time. Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night. All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold. Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower.

My Tits Are Better Than My Face
BLACK OPS: can i fuck you 2:38pm Suga Lips: Duuude...what the fuck? 2:38pm BLACK OPS: fuck me now 2:39pm Suga Lips: Are you on drugs? 2:39pm BLACK OPS: is that your tits with the tato 2:40pm Suga Lips: No. 2:40pm BLACK OPS: look so beuteflll 2:41pm BLACK OPS: whos the girl with the tato on her boobs 2:41pm Suga Lips: I don't know. 2:41pm BLACK OPS: its on your pics 2:42pm BLACK OPS: look on miscellaneous babe 2:42pm Suga Lips: Yes, I know. I uploaded it. Someone found it somewhere. IDK who she is. 2:43pm BLACK OPS: wots IDK mean 2:44pm Suga Lips: I don't know. 2:45pm BLACK OPS: k you shud get your tits donn like that

My Time
This blog is not really a goodbye, but perhaps a new begining. You see, my time on fu has been a whirlwind. I have been here almost 6 long years and have seen more than my share of unbelievble things. (Yes, 6 years, for you that don't know, I am GreenEyez1103) I have been built up, tore down, loved, hated and forgotten. In the same respect, I have done all those things as well. I have forgotten this is a game, let it get in the way of my real life. But it is just that, a game. Now I am not saying I have not met wonderful people on here, because that is not the case. I have few that have been with me from the begining and have stuck by me through my toughest times. And to those people I want to say Thank you. I also have had people who have walked on me and used me for whatever reason and that is noones fault but my own, but I have not forgotten them either. I guess the reason behind my rambling is to let everyone know that my time on fu has been a experience I could never forget.

My Time On Fu/being Red
First and foremost, I want to thank all my fam and friends. I have met some really good people on FU and some not so good people lol. FU represents different things for different people. I first got on FU when I was still married. I wasnt doing well in RL with my marriage and FU was a nice getaway. Nice break from the stresses of RL (all you unhappily married people know what I am talking about). Little by little I got hooked on FU. It was easy to get hooked. It gave me something to do (levels, ...) and I would talk to people all day. I even got addicted to sending out blings, it was so easy to do. During work, I would just jump on between my patients and at night, as soon as my kids went to bed. About 9 months ago, when the planets were lined up perfectly, I threw in the towel and filed for divorce (yes, I tried working it out but she was not intereted). Took 3.5 months for the judge to sign the papers from when I served her with the papers. The divorce was as amicable as

My T&l Family Rocks!!
My T&L family is so awesome I love them all, this proves how wonderful they are and how special they will always be to me and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being so kind to me.This bulletin was posted this morning after I found out that my Papa at 90 years old has died. ... Some times real life creeps in to affect us all. Some times good sometimes not so good. One of our members Dawnie lost her Papa this morning. My deepest sympathies and well wishes go out to her and her Family during this sad time. Please visit Dawnie's page and show a little Family love & support as she deal's with this loss! ¢¾Dawnie¢¾Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers¢¾@ fubar Thanks All!! Chuck Tracy Cin

"(my) Tongue & (your) Clit
(My) Tongue & (your) clit by WriterDom © no foreplay no warning no sexual energy exchanged when I unzip your jeans push them down toss panties aside lay you on the side of the bed spread your pink lips exposing your clit slowly circling with my tongue smelling your excitement licking just the clit up and down two strokes a second steady rhythm feeling it grow throbbing hard sliding down to enter tasting you fully sucking your engorged lips back to clit strong relentless tongue flicking against you three male fingers enter so tight and wet licking, licking, licking a finger probes your anus slowly till halfway feeling your contractions wanting to cum needing to cum pleading to cum begging to cum hips like a carnival ride wanting, needing, pleading, begging fighting back and losing surrendering to the wicked tongue moaning, groaning, screaming waves of pleasure tingling of toes and fingertips nipples ice hard pussy pushing my fingers out w

My Total Weight Loss As Of Right Now
hey everyone! just thought i would update all of my friends on here about my weight loss! as of right now, i have lost over 125 lbs. thanks for the support from all of you! i love you all soo much! hugs!

My Toughts On The Day!
So Its 1:28 am And i just got done Writing another Poem I am talking To Allie Shes Keeping me in line lol I really dont understand Guys now days I really dont My Birthday is 6 days from Now & My Parents are Throwing Me a Party I will be Hanging out with My Homies And Having a Good time I really need that right now I cant wait to be 20 people say being 20 is just feeling another yr old but i think Changing Ages is cool You Cant stay The same age forever but i wish i could be 21 and stay that age lol But thats just wishful thinking I Have to Pick up My brother at wally world at 7:30 am Which is a few hours from now I just Got over my Cold I think Staceys Magic worked on me lmao But i feel Much Better I have Been Busy all day Because i am writing a Book About My life.and I want it to be good Plus im working on my music because im starting a Band I Know i should be thinking about College and what i wanna do in life But Music is my life and thats what i wanna do i have been writing P

My Tooth
My poor little fractured tooth is no more. And ya know what, besides the swelling that now needs to go down(and it already is), I actually have very little pain. I can even chew some things now, which is good because I was sick and tired of the "baby food" diet. Now maybe tomorrow I can get back to my normal life.

My Tongue!
OMG! I did it! I was soooooo scared!! I had a good dinner, went and got my best friend, and headed up the road. By the time we got there I was a wreak, she looked at me at said "I have NEVER seen you scared of anything before!" I enjoyed the night air for a few minutes while she smoked her cigarette and we went in. Sitting there with my tongue stuck out he clamped on the tongs. I closed my eyes and it was over with. I barely even felt it! Now it feels like I have a tic tac in my mouth but every time I go to find it I can't. LOL, I am so proud of myself! Whats next?

My Top 10 Songs Of All Time
my top ten songs of all time. man this one was hard to come up wit 1. "juicy" by Biggie 2. "children's story" by Slick Rick 3. "life's a bitch" by Nas 4. "d rugs" by Cam'ron 5. "can't knock the hustle" by Jay-Z feat Mary J 6. "express yourself" by N.W.A. 7. "ain't no half steppin" by Big Daddy Kane 8. "fight the power" by Public Enemy 9. "can't stop the prophet" by Jeru tha damaja 10. "my block" by Scarface

My Top 5 Dates From Hell
Okay, It’s Saturday Night and I am Home! What better time than now to tell you about my top 5 WORST dates. See, it might just be safer to stay HOME. 1: “Where is the F---ing waiter Chick." Yes, at a $150.00 a plate dinner my date exclaimed this at the top of her lungs. She then continued chewing the food still left in her mouth after spitting some on her evening gown. Lesson, ladies please ask your gentleman to get the waiter. Do so only after you have chewed and swallowed your food. Also, floss would be a nice touch for the teeth after dinner. 2: “Maxi Pad Mishap Chick" Yes, this one comes in at number two. This woman did not keep track of her cycle. She Started, the movie seat blotted it. I know, disgusting, yet I gave her my $200.00 Wool Sport (alot of cash for a jacket in 1996) coat to cover herself and protect my car’s seats. This taught me that not all women know their bodies or they can't feel a period coming on. Out of sympathy to her, I never called on her agai

My Top 25 Fav Rappers Of All Time
1. Biggie 2. Rakim 3. Big L 4. Krs-One 5. Canibus 6. Big Pun 7. Nas 8. Chino Xl 9. Scarface 10. Ras Kass 11. Big Daddy Kane 12. Ill Bill 13. Jeru tha Damaja 14. Ghostface Killah 15. Talib kweli 16. Common 17. Vinnie Paz (jedi mind tricks) 18. Slug (of atmosphere) 19. Planet Asia 20. Killah Priest 21. Slick Rick 22. Juice 23. Kool G Rap 24. Cormega 25. Immortal Technique

My Top 10 List Of What Is Important To Me
#1 family-my son and gf #2friends-true ones #3sense of humor- life is to short to take serious #4THE CHICAGO CUBS- child hood team turned into diehard fan (deal with it) #5 FUN TIMES- with the right people can make a differnce #6 Computers- things just are more fun if ur good at it #7 HELPING OTHERS_ ranging talking about life or just being a smartass LOL #8 music- cause it soaths me to listen to # 9-10 KNOWING I AM CARED ABOUT BY TRUE FRIENDS WHO I CONSIDER FAMILY cause the right friend will always stand up for u

My Top 10 Predictions For '2007'
#10 straight legs make a come back. # 9 prince changes his name again. # 8 so does p diddy, diddy, p. etc. # 7 billary in nov.?? # 6 we will make contact. # 5 Arnold will get breast implants. # 4 so will Kenny Rogers # 3 what happens in vegas won't stay in vegas. # 2 David Letterman will plagerize this list. And my number one prediction for '2007' is DA' BEARS IN THE SUPER BOWL!!! oh yea baby!!!

My Top Ten Bands:the Video List
In a tradition I'm bringing over from my MySpace,IMVU,DarkStarlings,and Vampire Freaks pages,I'm proud to present my Top Ten favorite bands,in video form.One note;this is Version 2.0(the original version,YouTube yanked some of the videos I used to illustrate.)But this is concordant with all my other pages,and almost every band(except Demons and Wizards) got a different video than in Version 1.0.Enjoy!

My Top 8 Morons Of 2006
(as emailed to me) 1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland, CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, wherein the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka, Kansas Kwik Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the store clerk and worked th

My Top 10 Songs Of All Time . . .
Anyone who knows me personally knows that I used to be a DJ (WAAAYYY BACK IN MY 20'S!) and I have a tremendous, even consuming love of pretty much all music. My music collection is seldom rivaled and about a year ago, I had a request from readers of my website to list my top 200 favorite songs of all time. Amazingly, it only took me about one day to compile that list and a lot of people were quite shocked at my Top 10. About a 1/4th of the people in my life know me as the "Headbanger"; Another 1/4th, the techno and Dance Queen; While the remaining half know that my tastes vary about as often as I take a shower (which is minimum twice a day). Only those closet to me knew what my favorite song of all time had been since the early 80's, and it will take a mighty powerful tune to knock it from it's throne. I think if you look at my Stash Trackz, you will see what I mean. And to those who know me as the "Rocker" chick, I still am . . . However, I do appreciate a variety . .

My Tortured Soul
My heart is like a swirling tidal wave crashing on a deslolate shore. The days past by in agony that seems never ending. Life keeps throwing obsticales in my path that make me wish for death all the more. It seems like the more I pass the more that do come, making it like a staircase winding. So to this life I will take your tests, and pass them with out fail. Still the heart that beats inside feels cold and unbeating. Maybe some day you will let me out of this invisible jail. Or maybe that is just a dream so fleeting.

My Top 20 Songs!
1 Behind Blue Eyes - The Who 2 Yellow - Coldplay 3 Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers 4 Kashmir - Led Zeppelin 5 Blackbird - The Beatles 6 Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd 7 Under Preassure - Queen and David Bowie 8 Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana 9 Santeria - Sublime 10 Basket Case - Greenday 11 White Wedding - Billy Idol 12 Hotel California - The Eagles 13 Loose Yourself - Eminem 14 Dont Stop Believing - Journey 15 Crazy Train - Ozzy Osbourne 16 When Doves Cry - Prince 17 Pain - Three Days Grace 18 My Girl - The Temptations 19 Creep - Radiohead 20 Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

My Top Ten
Okay so this is something that I found interesting on a friends blog, and thought I would post mine.....basically you just take 10 people who are you 10 people in life. and you write something about them. But don't say who's who.....make them guess which one they are.....good luck!!! 1. You are the one person who I can tell anything to. You understand me in more ways then anyone else has ever been able to. You push me to succeed in everything that I do, and Thank you for all of your encouragement over the years. Thank you for not giving up on me even when life seemed to be going down hill for me many of times. Thank you for all of my days spent with you, all the days still left to come, and all the days even after we are no longer together ....You inspire me to be who I am and I love you so much! 2. You are the one person who will have my heart for the rest of my life and even when I die. Although I may love others in this lifetime, you are my first and one true love of a li

My Touch
Strip away the divine within me flay the flesh quickly pain was my gift from cuthulu given to me when i was born severed and no longer tethered to my mortal mother i strive for the strength in spirit within my mind is my blade my pain is my armor my eyes my shield from lies i see past the first layer so superficial i strip away the second layer withmy nails ahhh so close i smell your core the essance that makes you live through the ether i wrap my coils around you thick black tendrils of my own energy constricting binding chocking GASP for air to late....I have you you are MINE!!!!!! inside you i force my will against your own power you fight as i absorb your heart your light your love and your energy I consume you i taste you i revel in the taste of your soul at the second before death o stop removing my tendrils from your core throbbing pain replaces wherei was again you are empty once again i am full

My Totem
Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You? Your soul is bound to the Second Totem, Luna: The Wolf.Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves. She embodies empathy, nurturing, insight, and warmth. She is associated with the color coral, the season of spring, and the element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Top 10 Movies Of All Time
This list does not place any rank on my choices in movies. I'm just listing the 10 movies I like the most. 1. Raise The Titanic 2. Star Trek II: The Wrath Of Kahn 3. Titanic 4. Best Seller 5. Pirates Of The Caribbean: Curse Of The Black Pearl 6. Beetle Juice 7. The Hunt For Red October 8. For Your Eyes Only 9. Mel Brooks- History Of The World: Part 1 10. Dracula (1979)

My Top 10 Thoughts Of You
So, I have these random thoughts, not sure really what to do with them, so I thought a top 10 list of my daily thoughts would be fun for you...so...here you go my love... 1. I dream of you here with me with nothing on but our imaginations. 2. I can almost feel you here... caressing me... touching me... 3. You are the fire burning inside of me; you are my passion for life. 4. In the deep of the night I dream of your touch. 5. I am dying to feel your touch all over my body. 6. I want to evoke such a passion within you that leaves us both breathless. 7. You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul. 8. Loving you makes me desire you even more. 9. When you can count all the stars in the sky; that's when I'll stop wanting you. 10. You are my forever lover. I want to make love to you every minute of every day. and the bonus one... Did you dream of me touching you last night? mmmmm cause I tried baby...to tap into that dream of yours...I hope y

My Toxic Application
OK so this is my cult app for X_Toxic_Dolls_X you can probably figure out a lil more aboot me LOL..... ~Basic~ Name: Ashley/ Vyra Location: Phoenix, Az, USA Status: Single ~Do You~ Have a job: No. A Piercing: Yes, 1 bridge and 1 lip A Tattoo: Not yet, but I want a lot. I want my first tatto to be my mom's, brother's and my zodiac sign in some intricate design that all three are interlaced to show we're connected. Even if I could only have one tattoo, that's the one I would get. Have a good self esteem: Only when I'm trying to look pretty, but I'd much rather be cute. My self esteem is really high when I have little to no make-up on. But I'm an eyeliner overdoser so if my eyeliner looks ok then I'm good to go. And as far as personality self esteem, that's probably through the roof because so far I'm comfortable with who I've become. Overall i'd give myself a 7 out of 10 because there's still room for growth. ~Your Favorite~ Band: Flybanger, Jimmy E

My Tournament
well guys i just got back from the tournament and we only had 2 games cause people had to leave. we lost our first game 21-1 cause onyl 3 of us had ever practiced together and the second one we lost 16-5 we held them til the 4th inning but what do you expect this was our first real game

My Tops
hows it goin fellas..ladys. Ima be startin up my top fav ct dick pics...hell yeall k now you got em, i just think all the girls need to be seein em! So hit me up, let me know whats good and if you gonna let me use your dick pics. If theres already some on your pro then ill just rip it into my pro, if yuo dont have one..get one lol make sure its a good one...holla savannah

My Tormented Words
dark desires fulfill me as i sit before the screen and wonder tender fire flowing across my skin as i seek answers to end my pain that entraps my heart for so long i find no escape just eternal damnation my failings my shrowd if only i could touch my light once more to know its soothing touch but alas i have no mercy and must continue to suffer locked in isolation no ending near FLY BACK TO ME MY ANGEL

My Top 5 Ct Friends
It was late in the afternoon on April 2007 when my daughter left my desk after playing Barbie online games, then a black huge background appeard on my poor 15 inch monitor.My eyes were focused on the screen.It scared me-Oh! my God,I was thinking it was a porno site because my daughter was browsing at websites for two hours,but,of course,i have restricted sites,i have spywares and i strongly avoided pop-ups but this looked like one."Where the hell did you get this?"I asked my precocious and lovely daughter.Well,it was not as bad as i thought it was, and with a single click I became one of the members of the worlds most popular site with millions of members joining everyday. I was unreluctantly uploading photos and photos were displaying in less than 3 minutes (nah...that is if you have a good connection but mine is a bad one.)I received comments on my photos and i have had multiple viewers in a day.Don't you think its amazing?I was looking at profiles of America's men and women

My Tooesssss
so today i had to run upstairs to a room and spray a deodorizer cuz there were ppl w/ kids goin up there and i walked by the bed but this metal piece like jammed inbetween my pinky toe and the other one and scraped both of them! ouchy bleedin and skin peeled off.. thats gross but good thing the blood stayed under the skin peel hahahaha but yeah that really hurt and now my two toes are bandaided up! :( oh welllll shit happends might as well go play in traffic w/ linus lol!

My Top Blog1
this internet speed is amazing 20meg pages load every second its amazinggot three browers open on fubar next blog is words to my favorite song dancing in the dark love making friends all 1million 28thousand five hundred and one people on site all should be friends just imagine the size of internet friends that would be a record in its self everyone rating others on site all no one could stop us taking over the internet god would be pleased we have so many friends and bless us all remember 4th july i had my own independents day i beleive in everyone should be friends there would be no one a low point score and at the top i have only been signed up to this site since 17th july check my points level am hyperactive hardly sleep talk to everyone. can we start anew and love each story now we will shine aray of light upon our hearts and bring long lost glory of who it used to be baby you and me guess we were each others destiny my heart crys out you must forgive me i have been dancin

My Torture Device
My mind is a tortue device. I trap myself with my own thoughts and fears. They keep me prisoner here in the dark . I do not share my feelings easily, they have been suppressed too long . I want to help others but I cannot help myself . Thoughts of wanting to die, waiting for it, plannning for it over and over. Wanting it's release. I don't want to feel anymore. I want to be released of love, hate, anger, fear, anxiety, guilt . They have a hold on me , my true self . Will I ever find someone who will dig deep, beyond all that and find who I really am ? I want to have the eyes of a child for just one more day, to see things with hope again . To be loved unconditionally, to have someone love me because of my faults, not in spite of them . Do not pity me, I am speaking my truth for nobody to hear.

My Toys
Tonight the asswhole wanted to have sex i told him that if he wanted it he would have to forcably take it, as per Master. So her started out by ramming his cock into my mouth shoving it far down into my throat, until he got hard. Then he pinned me to the bed holding me down with his hands ramming his little cock into my pussy, pounding away while he was spanking my ass, pinching and biteing my titties. He also pulled my hair,then when he was spanking me at one point the same old thing happened he went soft. He then continued to slap my titts, pussy and ass pinched my pussy bitt me so hard on my titts thigh and pussy. he asked if i came and i said no so he got the toy. Not the big toy I first ordered because it wouldnt fit , but the toy my girlfried and i went out and bought, which he noted was much bigger than he was. He used that on me now ramming it in very hard slapping my ass, until i came. Then he was done, tired he could go no more. But of course since he couldnt come later when

My Toy
She sighs as the leather bites her skin, Bound too tight for her to enjoy. She would cry save for the gag Which keeps her screams to a whimper. She knows she enjoys these nocturnal games Played on sheets of satin and silk. So smooth and soft a stage of passion For rituals of sexual torture. Waves of passion ride her spine, And she sweats out of ecstasy. This is where her fantasies lie As she lies alone in bed. And still she struggles against the bonds Given by her captor. The pain is to much for her to bear. If only diluted with pleasure. The chains entwined about her body Twist and pinch at her skin, And hold her aloft the ground, Helpless, Weightless, made to endure. A pleasure toy filled with perversion For one only as perverse as herself. Careless, Unmoving, Morbidly turned on By the tears rolling away from her eyes.

My Top Favorites
"All warfare is based on deception. Hence, when able to attack, we must seem unable; when using our forces, we must seem inactive; when we are near, we must make the enemy believe we are far away; when far away, we must make him believe we are near. Hold out baits to entice the enemy. Feign disorder, and crush him." "The real measure of our wealth is how much we'd be worth if we lost all our money." "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." "He who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remains a fool forever." "Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever." "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who matter don't mind, and those that mind, don't matter." "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." "Life's Tragedy is that we get old to soon and wise too late." "Any society that will give up a little liberty to gain a little security w

My Torment !
9:20 PM 10/17/2007 It is the quite of the night when the world makes ready to sleep . I am here....in the dim light of my dwelling , Restless and unable to allow my mind to rest . The pentence i pay is for my secrets and my hidden desires. Living by the rules of my heart is not always a peaceful emotion . I struggle with decisions yet act on a whim . I am constantly in dis agreement with what i am allowed to have and what i truly want . How is it to be ...to tame the heart when it is suspose to soar ? Well into my torment i know less of the why and more of the why not . Standing in the middle of the bridge ..... about to collaspe.... what direction shall i run ...what side is saftey . I wish i could tell ....whats makes me so weak . I must hush to survive yet i want to scream with delight .

My Top Ten.....
My top ten????...... 1.Weston 2. Eric 3.Stephanie 4.T Town 5.Travis 6.Double A Ron 7.Brandon 8.KKKKRAZY 9.Jesse 10.Mitch DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THE TOP!! 1. How did you meet 3? She twas my boss.........n we kick it.....when she remembers to charge her freakin phone 2. What would you do if 2 and 6 were going out? eewwwwwhhhhhh.....so gross...they're aren't gay...that i know of 3. How long have you known number 8? Couple decades 4. How do u know 7? partied then went to work hung the fuck over like every day, woot woot 5. What would you do if 4 confessed they loved you? ha ha ha we homies 6. A fact about 9. I used to live with him 7. Who is 2 goin out with? ANGELica 8. What does 5 do for a living? no idea....moves around a lot 9. Would you live with 8? Fuck ya 10. A memory u had with 7? Drinking leads to smoking leads to bowling allies, n late nights 11. What do you like about number 1? Meh.....EVERYTHING 12. W

My Top 97 Cd Available Trax Of All-time
Are any of these in yours?? Dave Brubeck Take Five John Coltrane Part 1: Acknowledgement Ella Fitzgerald Azure Stan Getz The Girl From Ipanema Ronny Jordan The Jackal Gil Scott-Heron The Revolution Will Not Be Televised Bryan Adams Heaven The Allman Brothers Band Ramblin' Man The Beatles Here, There And Everywhere Texas Prison Camp Work Gang Go Down Old Hannah Boogie Down Productions Jimmy Bread If BusBoys K. K. K. L.A. Mass Choir/Rev. Calvin Bernard Rhone Cross That River The Disposable Heroes Of Hiphoprisy Television, The Drug Of The Nation Eagles Hotel California Roberta Flack Killing Me Softly With His Song Isaac Hayes I Stand Accused Chris Isaak Wicked Game Jodeci U & I Elton John Goodbye Yellow Brick Road Denis Leary Asshole

My Top 55 Favorite Cd Available Albums/eps
Most listenable in perfection... Hanna-Barbera Pic-A-Nic Basket Of... Jimi Hendrix Band Of Gypsys The Isley Brothers Live! The Jackson 5 The Ultimate Collection Jodeci Forever My Lady Denis Leary No Cure For Cancer Teena Marie I Need Your Lovin': The Best Of Teena Marie Maxwell Maxwell's Urban Hang Suite Monty Python's Flying Circus Monty Python & The Holy Grail Paul Mooney Race Chante Moore A Love Supreme Eddie Murphy Eddie Murphy: Comedian Greatest Comedy Hits N.W.A. Greatest Hits New Edition Lost In Love: The Best Of Slow Jams Studio Grease Cast Grease: The Original Soundtrack From The Motion Picture Original Motion Picture Soundtrack O Brother, Where Art Thou? Television's Greatest Hits, Vol. 1 Television's Greatest Hits, Vol. 2

My Top Tips
DON'T waste money on expensive iPods. Simply think of your favourite tune and hum it. If you want to "switch tracks", simply think of another song you like and hum that instead. CINEMA goers. Please have consideration for pirate DVD viewers by having a p*ss before the film starts. RAPPERS. Avoid having to say 'know what I'm sayin' all the time by actually speaking clearly in the first place. DON'T waste money on expensive paper shredders to avoid having your identity stolen. Simply place a few dog turds in the bin bags along with your old bank statements. WORRIED that your teeth will be stained after a heavy night drinking red wine? Simply drink a bottle of white wine before going to bed to remove the stains. MURDERERS Need to dispose of a body? Simply parcel it up and post it to yourself via DHL. You will never see it again. BURGLARS. When fleeing from the police, run with your right arm sticking out at 90 degrees, wrapped in a baby mattress in case they set one

My Tounge App!!
Name: DOB: Is your Pussy Shaved? Is your Pussy Trimmed? Is your Pussy All Hair? Do you squirt? Do you love to have a Big O from being eaten out? You like to Suck Cock after you get your Pussy ate: What is your Fav Position? Is my Tongue Pic the only Reason you added me to you Buddy list: When are you open for an Oral interview?

My Tower And Me
just something i built and am curently using is a Pentium(R) D CPU 2.66 GHZ 448 MB Of RAM I'm adding a GIG in a few weeks 160 GIG HD Space...Phillips DVD/CDR/CDR-RW 52X and DVDR+-RW 16X Makes good DVDs... There alittle bit of me in there too at the end...ENJOY!!!

My Toughts
I'm really thinking some sick thoughts Remenising the shit I lost Feeling lost, and all alone I'm scaring myself Truth be told I can't get you off my mind Constantly think of ways to die The pills I have, calling my name Promising me NO PAIN! I'm stuck in my thoughts they won'y let me be torturing visions i don't wanna see what are you doing? I know you're alright all by yourself while I sit and fight I can;t think straight I fell for you Nothing that I can do Feeling so lost Longing for you Knowing you're not missing me Probably wanting me to let you be! So tell me what's up Like you give a fuck!I don't understand what you did Why'd you say the things you said??? You said you ain't run no game... Then why am I sitting here full of pain? You said forever You'd never hurt me So why you there? Why desert me??? Was what I said so hard to believe? Living a life free of grief Baby, I just wanna ease your pain... let you know there is a beter

My Tormented Soul
Childhood...what childhood?! Someone stole my innocence! Ripped away from me...like a piece of fabric torn only in time. To survive the pain this child must walk thru the tear and become an adult way to early. Mentors?!? They are to far, few and inbetween, to busy in their own worlds to care about mine. Look at her...Alone. Dealing with demons that confront her everyday. "Who has the answers?!" She screams on deaf ears of people who just don't understand or believe. Some say "We have done all we can!" Leaving the responsiblity once again for this child to pick up the pieces and start over again. Now lost, alone and very much afraid this tormented soul looks for love, attention, warmth, compassion, understanding, honesty... Where is it? Who has it? How do I get it? LETS DO WHAT THE IN CROWD DOES!! No, that is just acceptance, you see that now. Well then why didn't someone tell me that! Or was I not listening?! Oh great! Now it is all my fault... Am I really to blame

My Top Ten Friends List
I joined Fubar (back when it was Lost Cherry) over a year ago, and since then I have met some wonderful people. I've seen alot of changes on here some good and some bad. One of the newest ones is the Top Friends feature, and I wanted to share with everyone my top ten friends. These are some of the best people on Fubar, so please check them out show em love. My Boo LATINMFFDVR@ fubar My real life BFF dragonchild@ fubar One of the funniest guys on here he's the best!! ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar She's soo sweet DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Wifey~@ fubar The only "clown" that doesn't scare me lol ~~CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~~ FU-sis to greeneyedgermangirl@ fubar She's smart, funny, an all around good friend Chelan QOTD: Fresh@ fubar She's great!!!! jaimegirl@ fubar Please show her mad love her account got deleted and she doesn't know why. She's wonderful!!! inaj@ fubar One of the sweetest guys you'll ever meet

My Tombstone
I have studied many times. The marble which was chiseled for me. A sun at high noonstanding over me. Within it's hot rays of light. It told my history, my life. Dreams are only dreams. Unless you pursue them. For what I wanted, I always succeeded. I sometimes stumbled, but never was defeated. All I wanted was to get the most out of life. So left with my ambition, for wanting a good life Because I have risen. I soon must fall. To live without ambition and self-confidence. It isn't living but it's dying. And living isn't living without a little fun. For my day is over but anothers' has just begun. Tyler Montgomery jan 2001

My Toast To You....:)
New Year’s Toast Here’s to the new year... May it bring more joy and success And less grief and regret. To our dreams... May we never stop believing in them And taking the actions that will make them a reality. To our friends, loved ones, associates (or colleagues)... May we take the time to let them know How much it means to us To have them in our lives. Let us encourage more and criticize less, Give more and need less. And whenever we can, Let us create harmony and peace. To new beginnings... Let us start fresh, right now, To make this the very best year ever. A very Happy New Year to all of us!

My Top Friends
Ok after way to many complaints from people about where they are in my top friends list... I have desided only my real life friends get those spots. I was using it to keep track of those i liked to talk to, but since noone seems happy with where they are on that list i have removed them all.. I am sorry if i do not contact you as often now do to this change, but feel free to contact me. I am here to have fun, make some friends, and if it means that much to you at being my top friend i am sorry. As of now only my Best friend and his wife are marked as top friends.

My Today..
I am munching on crackers with jack cheese on top. I love the crunchy and the creamy together. Today I helped my bestfriend Dawn move. As I walked around her house my shoes clip cliped on her wooden floors. Each room that I enter brings me memories.I smile and shove my hands deeper into the pockets of my hoodie. We have laughed here so much. We have lounged here and partied here. We have come to important revelations on this couch. In this house. "I don't love my husband." "I don't love mine either." We have planned the steps to escape our husbands...in this house. I thought I would cry as I drove away, my blue minivan packed full of her things...but I didn't. I looked in my review mirror tho..and tucked my earphones into my ears. I smiled as regina spektor hummed. When I got home. I sighed such a sigh...a huge one. I fixed my kids a quick dinner and sliced jack cheese for myself. My phone rings. I nod my head and smile at the ringer. It is Melanie.

My Tomb
As I sit here in my room, despair, loneliness and pain create my tomb happiness and joy are no more, and my heart is now just sore. People give me such nice wishes, but nothing can replace his missed kisses, I know they mean well, but I am not ready to leave my private hell. Love is lost and gone away, just another sad depressing day Even nature must feel my pain, 'cause I look outside and see the rain. Tears of joy are replaced, now by tears of sorrow, oh, how salty they now taste, as my lips for their new home, they borrow. Eyes all puffy from so many tears, from all that builds up from fears, time is now not my friend, it is just a tick to another hours end. Even the sand in the hourglass, has decided to stop flowing, I pray to God to help with this task, this must be right, for he is all knowing. Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow, is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid, but something that makes your heart hallow, leaves you feeling lo

My Touch Is Yours
As I sit here alone in my room Your voice echoes in my head The warmth of your words The caring in your tone The love that leaves your lips My eyes closed and imaging you here with me Without realizing my actions My hands wander across my soft skin The touch is not my own Your fingertips caress my soul Reaching my supple breasts Nipples erect in anticipation of your touch A slight pinch and twist sends a soft moan from my lips Hands continuing wander Reaching the soft bald mound between my legs Gently touching and slowly spreading the lips Exposing the moisture built up Glistening in the light from the lamp on my table Fingers excitedly reach my clit and firmly roll it between them Hips slightly rise Moans and desire fill the air I long to feel your touch Smell your scent Be held safely in your arms I see you with me Fingers feverishly working me into frenzy Without warning one finger slides between my throbbing swollen lips The wetness invit

~ My Tomb ~
Alone again in the darkness of my room, in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go, I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know. I gave you a rose one day, and you held it to your heart, and promised to all that is holy in life, that we would never part. But here i sit alone again, and the walls are closing in, you have the nerve to wear my ring but not to tell me where youve been. The pain i feel within my heart is caused by only you, i know your in the arms of another, while i sit here with nothing to do. Alone again in the darkness of my room, it wont be long now before it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longer while you continue to play with my soul its inevitable, that death will come, for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming, when i sensed you didnt care, but i held on hoping, and praying, now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now, too d

My Toast...
So yeah, I'm the maid of honor in a wedding Saturday...I wrote my lil toast and just want some feedback... I have know Tami for nearly 14 years, and in those 14 years I have heard her talk of her wedding day nearly 10,000 times. Now, thanks to Charlie I'll never have to see that wedding binder again. Tami and Charlie are 2 of my most favorite people. Every time I'm with them I have a great time. Charlie makes me laugh, and I can laugh at Tami. Couldn't think of a better couple I'd have warn this dress for. Congrats you 2. May you always remember why you fell in love in the first place, make you always stand by each others sides, and may your lives be full of happiness. So....?

My Tower
I will hide from sight By returning to Tower walls And due to cruel spears Remove my Light. It will always remain To those that have entered there My hearts wonders of joy and love Seen by just a few now, due to attacking Pains. Place myself out there for the world "Drama" I will no longer be accused Though at this time I will bear that cross I start nothing but will end it And tearfully accept your lashes, I protect your Karma. The Lady returns to Ascholate An Amaranth Lily never to fade High above a frozen lake The ones in her heart never forgot.

My Tormented Heart
I thought I knew you (knew you well) But out of the Blue Came a story to tell. You loved me-- very much you said; You even had hopes that Thee I would wed. Unfortunately (back in the past), you did a thing that caused us not to last for much more than a fling. My heart was broken (snapped in two). Words could never be spoken to repair it-not even by you. Was she pretty? Was she nice? Hmm. What a pity-- You weren't even attracted twice. Now all has been cast aside, All has been lost-- Your dreams, your efforts, and pride; Because you failed to calculate the cost. I'm still here for you, though, I'll always be there. It happened before we occurred--a long time ago... There's no need to live in despair! Well, that's what I thought then. But I was a million miles away. (Or was it ten?) From my travels, I couldn't really comfort you from day to day. We called. We wrote. We made plans. We had a dream that no matter what we'd

My Tormentor
My Tormentor My demise has been slow O’ these many years The agonizing pains the suffering the fears My tormentor has offered me up for pain He has controlled my soul for selfish gain He tears at my flesh and my bones my very soul To place me in this pit of despair his goal I am a slave to him My Tormentors toy Whips and claws to kill and destroy Can you see the cracks in my skin? It my dark soul exploding from within My eyes are now welded shut tight My eternity is now before my sight His razor sharp teeth cut me once again From his bloody thirsty lust I cannot defend My blood is dry my bones are broken He slashes my flesh with the words he’s spoken See my soul now slowly seeping through My tormentor wants it to last nothing I can do I being to fear though that my new prison will be worse As my tormentor laughs I write each verse To my horror his voice laughs once more He makes me die slowly like a pain whore Now in the end I discover my grim reality My Torme

My Touch
My head in his hands. He loves this so much. The joy it brings him, My simple touch. Some gals don’t like it, But it’s something I love. To kneel before him, Giving my touch. The noises he makes. As his blood does rush. Makes me keep going, Hardening my touch. I look up at him, His face is flushed. All because of My simple touch. I take him completely, He starts to thrust. I just remain calm, Giving my touch. He’s almost there. It seems too much. I just keep going Hardening my touch. I look at his face, As he unloads his stuff, Swallowing it all Easing my touch. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

♦my♦tongue♦trick♦
im gonna start kissin and lickin on your neck, then start slowly movin my tongue down your neck, down to your chest then im gonna circle your nipples with my tongue. spray a lil whipped cream on your nipples and slowly lick them off, then start suckin on them. im gonna move my head down to your belly then pour chocolate syrup in your belly and slowly lick it all up. im gonna slowly move my tongue down past your navel, and down to your clit. then im gonna slowly rub my tongue over your clit, then keep goin down to your lips. im gonna keep goin, spreadin your lips with my tongue, and im gonna start, eatin yo pussy nice and slow. then im gonna open your legs a lil bit wider and use my hands to spread your lips while i go deeper in you, movin a lil bit faster. im gonna take my right hand and start fingerin you with one finger, while im lickin you sweet, wet, throbbin pussy. then im gonna take my left hand and start rubbin your clit, while im still fingerin you, and eatin you, all at the sa

My Toy
I wanted to invent,the pefect sex toy one that would give me pleasure,and much joy I want it to fit in me,nice and snug I want it to slide in,with just a little tug it can't run on batteries,must be ready any time to start giving me pleasure,at the drop of a dime it must be able, to squeeze my nipples and send up my spine,chills and ripples what could I do,that could bring such pleasure I keep trying to think,but nothing seems to measure with the real life man,and his big hard dick what I like to call,a walking pleasure stick guess the best invention,has already been done all I have to do is enjoy,and have lots of fun.

My Top 10 Albums Of 2008
ok well heres a list of my top 10 albums of 2008 since the years almost over.. 1.Toxic Holocaust: An Overdose of Death 2. Ceremonial Castings: Salem 1692 3. Amon Amarth: Twilight of the Thunder God 4. Judas Priest: Nostradamas 5. Alice Cooper: Along came a spider 6. Agalloch: The Demonstration Arcive 7. AC/DC: Black Ice 8. Krisun: Southern Storm 9. Watain: Sworen To The Dark 10.Thyrfing: Helsvite Note: i admit the new Metallica isnt bad, accully its pritty good i think, but just didnt make my top list. Best Show of 2008: Gwar and Toxic Holocaust

My Top 5 Picks Of The Most Beautiful Ladies.
Friends, Family, and everyone else: This has been been a 2 year search, and I have narrowed it to the final 5 ladies that I think are just the most beautiful out there. I would hope that you would agree and show them much love! I know any of these 5 ladies I would be proud to call mine! So here they are, and ladies thank you for putting a smile on my face daily! ~♥Sweetamyinny♥~ Greeter @ Club Legacy@ fubar ♥ Blue ♥@ fubar ~Redqueenbbw~@ fubar ~Simply Laura@ fubar Miss ♥ Ashley ♥FUMARRIED TO MATT AKA H♥Owner @ Southern Charm..C/O of the Techno@ fubar Ladies, thank you! Doc

My Tortured Soul
My Tortured Soul All that is left is a hole Smoke, mirrors and lies Every thing I touch dies Once it was all great Now it's to late All coming together like a puzzle Shut my mouth with the muzzle Should I set u free? Maybe it's just me? Nothing will be the same bound to play your game You say that you care But your lies are unfair Are u leaving it for me to discover? That you have found another lover For better or for worse My heart rode away in a hearse You broke our trust Devastate and crush Threw it all away The new whore today Soon I'll be gone forever I hope he was better I gave you every thing I saved for a year to buy that ring Looking back it was kind of funny Your parents always said you wanted my money I gave until I have nothing left but regret Now I don't even have self respect I didn't know when you became my wife That you would steal my life I sacrificed all my personal needs While you continued your sick de

~my Tomb~
~ MY TOMB ~ Alone again in the darkness of my room,in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go,I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know. I gave you a rose one day,and you held it to your heart,and promised to all that is holy in life,that we would never part. But here i sit alone again,and the walls are closing in,you have the nerve to wear my ringbut not to tell me where youve been. The pain i feel within my heartis caused by only you,i know your in the arms of another,while i sit here with nothing to do.Alone again in the darkness of my room,it wont be long nowbefore it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longerwhile you continue to play with my soulits inevitable, that death will come,for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming,when i sensed you didnt care,but i held on hoping, and praying,now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now,too difficult to eat or sleep,for days on end i do nothingbut lie

My Touch
I await you're touch although I know it shall not come, but I dream of it I seek it all the same, No other can touch me the way you do, the way you did and my heart and soul is lost and still within your very control.... You are still here with me although you lie beneath the earth so cold and I wonder will I still be loving you once I am gray and old? Life for us was not suppose to end this way, but kids and the American dream should have been out fate..but I cannot question God and the soul he takes. You're scent is still within my bed as your shirt I still wear and I am consumed by the very though of you and my heart, soul and body explodes with rapture divine and oh how I wish you were still here with me and mine

My Top Fumafia Bounties
You have collected a bounty of $50,000,000,000 for killing URDADDY {S&M} You have collected a bounty of $37,303,862,100 for killing VODKAGURL You have collected a bounty of $23,884,959,200 for killing Nuclear Nuts You have collected a bounty of $15,788,098,800 for killing Yankees are DOOMED

My To Do List...are You On It?
To DO: NYE in NYC Mardi Gras in New Orleans Carnival in Brazil Pride in San Francisco Bastille Day in France St. Patrick’s Day in Ireland The Parthenon in Greece The Vatican in Italy I could go on and on…but, everyone’s favorite is next… YOU if you are VERY fortunate… *lol* I’m shocked at how oversexed I am mentally and undersexed physically. Not that I haven’t had great sex, I’ve just always been in a relationship and always had a deep connection with the people I sleep with. So yeah, I have a LOW number….making that last one the best one. ;) I’ll add more later, because I know there are so many more. THINGS that is…

(my) Tongue & (your) Clit
no foreplay no warning no sexual energy exchanged when I unzip your jeans push them down toss panties aside lay you on the side of the bed spread your pink lips exposing your clit slowly circling with my tongue smelling your excitement licking just the clit up and down two strokes a second steady rhythm feeling it grow throbbing hard sliding down to enter tasting you fully sucking your engorged lips back to clit strong relentless tongue flicking against you three male fingers enter so tight and wet licking, licking, licking a finger probes your anus slowly till halfway feeling your contractions wanting to cum needing to cum pleading to cum begging to cum hips like a carnival ride wanting, needing, pleading, begging fighting back and losing surrendering to the wicked tongue moaning, groaning, screaming waves of pleasure tingling of toes and fingertips nipples ice hard pussy pushing my fingers out wetting the bed with cum turning your over for a well deserved spanking a butt warming spa

My Tomb
Tears fall, from my face. As I struggle to find, my happy place. My daughter asks, Mom are you okay? I reply, yes sweetie, always. Then I walk, into my room. Locking myself, inside my tomb. My dungeon, where I suffer alone. Dying for the chance, to pick up the phone. And call someone, anyone would be nice. Instead it's just me, it gets old sometimes. Because I want more, but too afraid to try. It's easier turning to my pillow, to cry.

My Tortured Eyes W.a.s.p.
ooray for the last of the madness Hooray for no more misery Cause I'm in the middle of darkness Ya see no hope's a dangerous thing Come on and kill me I know that's what you want Kill me, I know that's what you want Kill me, I know that's all you want Kill me, I know that's all you, all that you want One way takes away all the sadness One way take away all of me You pushed me to a suicide darkness Gimme some death mama, my name's misery Come on and kill me I know that's what you want Kill me, I wanna die in your arms forever Kill me, I know that's what you want Kill me, so my tortured eyes Never see you again There's hate on face, the last that I'll ever see As I stare into the eyes of my misery And I'll leave you with the memory of me My sweetest revenge lies here in your misery Hooray for the horror of darkness Horray for the horror is me I'm inside on the dark ride of madness Gimme some death daddy, my name's misery C

My Town...my Demons..my Fucking Life!!!
I wrote a piece on my home town a few years ago titled...Lacoochee My Plague Filled Town…and when asked by another client of mine to post it to his site...it became the highest read piece on that site in a month’s time…but that is not why I wrote it…I wrote it for the very same reason I write pretty much everything else…a release…it’s cheap and very effective therapy…anywho…that same piece also landed me a new client…I was asked to write a short story based on my life and experiences living in my home town…and as I was researching….I became confused…for, if you do not research my lovely little town correctly…you may just get this pretty little image of what TRULY lies within the depths of this DISPICABLE place…I, having lived there for so long...know the names…know what has went on there and what continues to go on there to this day…I am going to show you some of the hea

My Top 10 Drummers
Well I'm heavilly into the metal scene and here's my top 10 !!! #1 Mike Portnoy - Dream Theater, Adrenaline Mob, Liquid Tension Experiment and Avenged Sevenfold #2 Vinnie Paul - Pantera, Hellyeah and Damage Plan #3 Joey Jordison - Slipknot #4 Igor Cavalera - Sepultura #5 Chris Adler - Lamb of God #6 David Silveria - Korn #7 Nick Menza - Megadeth #8 Gene Hoglan - Death, Strapping Young Lad DETHKLOK and ZIMMERS HOLE! #9 Dave McClain - Machine Head #10 Dirk Verbeuren / Ryan Van Poederooyen - The Devin Townsend Band/Project - Deconstruction Album

My Tortured Soul - Third Realm
look into my eyes, see the soul inside me there will be no lies, just silent hope to break free where were you my love, years before the pain within? I was deprived of, the healing light of your dark sinI wish something inside could help me find the trutha wasted life, no chance to fight, it all is ruined as darkness consumes everything I try to do I'll take the blame for everything cause I love youI can't block out these thoughts, they want to see me go insane

My Toes Poke Through My Shoes...
F death rings an eerie silencethe sound i wish draw nearthe death rattlelife has never made senseand my ears refuse to hearwhat other people scattermy soul marches onmy body is stuck in rainmy feet travel onlong swollen by the painthere is no golden trumpetno sweetened sound of blissmy feet often stumblemy soul oft to quitthe world around me crumblesand i'm still chomping at the biti just want to giveand forsake the mystery and silencei just want to liveinside of something that makes sense

My Tragic Song
Leave me to my late night session, Falling deeper and deeper into depression. Invading my mind are hidden fears, Leaving me to helpless tears. Mistakes caused you to stare, Proving none of you cared. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. I thought I found my way, But the cure could not stay. All of you must see, You are better off without me. There’s nothing left to teach, Help is way beyond my reach. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. So here’s my tragic song, I’ve held my feelings for far too long. I will rid myself of sorrow And be alive again tomorrow. In your life I’ve left a mark, Now I must be greeted by the dark.

My Travels
I was sitting here thinking about my travels and where I've been. Important and not so important.The most moving places I've been to was NYC after 911 shanksville after 911 seeing where the trade towers once stood . seeing a huge hole in the ground looking at the surrounding buildings with glass broken out.you could feel the difference in the city a erie calm.Sitting in a restaurant in little Italy the day of John Gotti's funeral looking around wondering about being there on 911. Then shanksville in a field where a plane crashed on 911 seeing all the memorials and things people left.I realize how precious life is and don't sweat the small stuff. I've gone to lots of places and these two are at the top of my list. The place that i went to and felt bad was Baja Mexico I was really humbled to realize how good we have it.Children being made to beg for pesos.They follow you down the street just for pesos. Canada is beautiful Toronto and Niagara falls very nice. Aust

My Trip
looks like i'll be taking my car on my trip afterall. better gas mileage than my truck, my saturn gets 32mpg compared to my ford ranger 4x4 15-18 mpg. will be able to go 370 miles before fillin up. havin a good day so far, no troubles and kickin it online today so yes i am bored, lol

My Trip To Alabama For A Firebird
My Trip To Alabama for My Firebird Well I thought I'd shar with yall in my first blog a Memory of mine from 2005, I had been wanting a Trans Am with T-tops for a while so I started lookin all over for one Ebay, auto trader and thirdgen.org, I finally got a Message from a guy in Alabama sayin he had an 89 Firebird with T-tops, only bad thing was it was a V6. I immediatly began calling him and questioning him of the car and its condition, he too wanted a Knight Rider conversion, but had bought a V8 car to do it with so this one was just sitting, Well I had decided to fly there and drive the car back because he said it was in very drivable shape, Well I bought my plane ticket and left out at 8 am after I had gotten my income tax check in, the flight was fun as hell. I had to swap planes in New Orleans so I got to meet some interesting people there, and it seemed to go on forever. When I finally got to Montgomery, AL he was waiting for me at the gate, we immediatly departed for his h

My True Feelings
When boys meant "yuck" and friends were new; dreams were unshattered and worries few. When recess was too short and life too long; decisions came easy without the need to belong. When storks delivered babies and passions weren't so strong; friendships were unbroken right was right, and wrong was wrong. When bad things did't happen. When only skinned knees brought tears. And the night light in it's socket, quieted all our fears. When farewell meant just for summer, and real friends didn't part. The fun went on forever, and never left a broken heart. By: Lisa Flores Jan. 1997

My True Soul Mate
My True Soul Mate When I First Met You On A Lonely Blue Morning On A Hot Summer Day. You Told Me My Words Soothed And Comforted You Through Warming Rays Of The Sun Of A Hot Summer Day. You Felt My Thoughts Of Love As I Comforted You Like The Oceans Calling Of Mystical Rhythms. As You Told Me My Kindness Refreshed Your Heart Like A Stormy Sunday Afternoon In Your Arms Where I Belonged. You Spoke Of My Gentleness As It Calmed You And Made All Your Fears And Pains All Fade Away. You Told Me My Sweetness Engulfed You Like Passionate Wildflowers In June. As You Told Me My Selflessness Enriched You Like A New Promise Of A New Day Rizing In A Beautiful Magical Sunrise. As My Hopes And Dreams Surround You In A Lonely World We Live In. It’s Our Love That We Share Together As One That Envelopes Us On This Magical And Passionate Journey Of Love That We Feel Strongly For Each Other. And For This Soulmatic Magical Passion We Share. I Thank You So Very Much For Being In Life

My True Love Is ....
Your True Love Is a Libra Why you'll love a Libra: Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting. Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in. Why a Libra will love you: You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you. An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature. What Sign Is Your True Love?

My True Love Is.....
Your True Love Is a Gemini Why you'll love a Gemini: Witty and sharp, a Gemini can keep up with your fast (and ever changing) mind. You're both fun loving and free spirits. You and a Gemini can enjoy each other without expectations. Why a Gemini will love you: Not only can you keep up with a Gemini's sharp tongue, you can introduce a challenge or two... You're appetite for fun and novelty will keep a Gemini interested - at least for a bit longer than usual! What Sign Is Your True Love?

My True
'Tis said it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. How wronged can a broken heart feel? How lonely can an empty soul be? Once its love is rejected and washed out in a sea of tears. To think of never loving you it makes my soul cry. To have never heard your voice my heart would have never known tenderness. To me each day of loving you was a blessing. To have never had you in my life I would have never known your warmth and compassion. I would have never known my real love, my only love, my light.

My True Best Friend
MY TRUE BEST FRIEND © 1996, Amanda Joyner My best friend and I Always seem to fight, But he's there when I need him, He talks to me at night. He's the greatest person Anyone could ever imagine, He's kind and funny, He sends love out like magic. He always knows Whenever I'm sad, Whenever I need to cry He's there. Sometimes he's been The only one who understood, My best friend's The only one who would. Next year he'll be So very far away, But next to me Is how he'll always stay. 'Cause you see that my best friend, Just happens to be my brother, And Bubba, no matter what I'll always love ya.

My Treasure - For Mom
My Treasure - For Mom by Kit McCallum I look back on these years To see how far I've come and grown, I take a trip down memory lane, And what I see has shown ... That every step I've taken, You have been there by my side ... From infancy to adulthood, We've stood the test of time. You cradled me and nurtured me, Through all these many years; You held me and did comfort me, Through happiness and tears. You'd pick me up when I would fall, You'd dust me off and then, Encourage me to get back on That horse and ride again. Your constant care and loving, And your warm inviting heart, Has always been a treasure that I knew would n'er depart. If I could be "just half" the person You have been to me ... Then you have taught me well dear mom, For in my heart I see ... A woman whose most gentle soul, Embraces me each day ... A woman whom I dearly love, Much more than words can say.

My 9/11 Tribute
in case any of you missed what I wrote just after 9/ 11 here it is again. This just flowed from me so take it as you will. HAIL THE HEROES BOLD AND BRAVE! THEY WHO GAVE THERE LIVES TO SAVE THERE COUNTRY MEN IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL AT ODINS AND LADY FREYAS SIDE THEY SIT! HAIL THE HEROES! NO MATTER IF THEY DIED IN THE AIR OR ON THE GROUND IN ASGARDS HALLS THEY DWELL WITH THE HEROES OF THE PAST SO RAISE A HORN TO THEM ONE AND ALL! HAIL THE HEROES! NOW TO THE COWARDS ONE AND ALL THAT PLANNED THIS COWARDLY ACT SHOCK AND SURPRISE WHEN THEY FIND THEMSELVES IN LADY HELLAS REALM HER SWEET REWARDS NOT WHAT THEY SOUGHT! AND TO COMRADES NOT YET CAUGHT TYRS SWORD IS SHARP AND SWIFT! HAIL THE HEROES! ONE AND ALL! I wrote this just after the towers fell Caty

My Transcendence
Communication manifests itself in a variety of forms. I believe it to be dangerous to attempt to qualify these forms as more or less real, or as more or less meaningful. My recent correspondance with a beautiful young lady has sparked a personal renaissance in my life that cannot be devalued in my own estimation. She dispells my insecurities with her kindness and unlimited selflessness. Sometimes sports journalists write of exceptional athletes that have an unnatural ability to perform above and beyond what we believe to be capable of a human being. However, the athletes that transcend their sports are the ones who act as a catalyst for the potential around them. This woman that I write of is my transcendent muse. She elicits a creativity in me that sometimes I forget that I possess. We bounce off each other like ten cent super bouncy balls. When I'm on the phone with her I feel electric and exceptional. The effect she has on me has not been nurtured by her hand brushing my skin or the

My True Friends!!
LC Queen Contest I have almost 900 friends….. I don’t even have 25 votes for me… this is sad!! I will find out who my true friends are….. I’m pretty sure I already know – they are the ones that comment and talk to me often and not just to get a look at my pics…. Well, the “remove from friend/family link” is gonna get worn out.. LMAO Thanks to all of you who have supported me!! I won't forget ya!!! *muah*

My Trip To N.y To See My Best Friend Jackie!
My Trip To New York To See Jackie! I have so much to say about the whole trip its not even funny. Well for starters, I packed my bag on Thursday night and went to pick up Aunt Chris. We diddly daddled around there for about 45 minutes and then we finally hit the road to go to Aunt Moes house. We left around 8:00 and probably got there around 10:20. Before we got to her house though we stopped at this sheets to use the restroom, well I noticed these two guys were staring at me. It kinda freaked me out a little cause they weren't that cute. lol..well to say the least, we left there and we seen that they had been waiting in their truck. Well as I was walking to my car they were yelling something but I couldn't understand it and then my Aunt Chris looks at me and she was like ooh wouldn't it be funny if they came back around lol and I told her no...and then I looked up and here they were turning around and coming back. I was like damn you Aunt Chris! (Jokingly of course!) Well they

My True Love???
Your True Love Is a Capricorn Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

My Truth
I aspire not to an enlightened afterlife, Or to ascend to be one with God, Nor to live in Paradise with Allah. No. I wish to live life contented, At one with the earth and kin to the animals, To impart my knowledge and experience to younger minds, And to walk my path in peace and with fulfillment, Then to die: My body, the earth; My mind, the earth. My spirit, the earth; Let my remnants nourish it, to nourish others, So they may live and die so others may live... ... and the Wheel turns evermore... Yep! Here is my truth. Why am I on this Earth? No big reason, no huge purpose... just my truth!

My True Love
Your True Love Is an Aquarius Why you'll love an Aquarius: Independent yet devoted, you'll appreciate the unique approach to love Aquarius takes. You both see love as a bit of a game, and Aquarius will challenge you until you're completely hooked. Why an Aquarius will love you: You're secure enough to give Aquarius tons of space - even if it means separate interests and friends. You have the brains to keep Aquarius engaged and curious. And the passion to change the world together! What Sign Is Your True Love?

My Transformation
The darkness of night is to arrive I will not think to deprive such a thing because of the feeling that you will get when are dealing with the pain and all the power some can stand it others cower you may think I am a freak but to me I am unique a child of darkness is what I'll be even though many cannot see what is inside that turns it's a sensation that burns at the end the joy has started as my soul is departed. and as a vampire I shall be to let you all see what power you can receive Jessi Rene Wetley Copyright ©2006 Jessica Rene Wetley

My True Love
it wast love at first site whhen i first spoke to you. When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I can recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

My Treasure - For Mom
This poem was a gentle thank you to my kind and loving mother, who's warmth and love guides me daily. I look back on these years To see how far I've come and grown I take a trip down memory lane And what I see has shown That every step I've taken You have been there by my side From infancy to adulthood We've stood the test of time You cradled me and nurtured me Through all these many years You held me and did comfort me Through happiness and tears You'd pick me up when I would fall You'd dust me off and then Encourage me to get back on That horse and ride again Your constant care and loving And your warm inviting heart Has always been a treasure that I knew would n'er depart If I could be "just half" the person You have been to me Then you have taught me well dear mom For in my heart I see A woman whose most gentle soul Embraces me each day A woman whom I dearly love Much more than words can say

My True Love
So I've met Chris and he is my true love! He makes me feel like a princess, he makes me feel beautiful and sexy when I know I'm not. He even told me he can see us married, and he wants me to have his childern. I went through somehard things not so long ago, and he was there holding me as I cried. He is my prince I don't care what anyone else says.

My Trip To California
California Sun has sunk, behind the Anaheim Hills here comes the night. I was High on Junk and the warm winds of Santa Anna feel all right. I spend my day in blindness, at night i get my vision. I'm Dodgy 'cause there are no one indecision, because its wild when its wild!

My Trip Tp Halloween Horror Nights
This is a blog that I posted on my MSN Site and still trying to figure out how to add the pictures. If you want to see this train wreak of a blog and others go to my MSN Site www.teddybastard.spaces.live.com Dam it's been awhile! Where did I leave off? Oh Yes being plastered the night before HHN. We got to Islands of Adventures bout 4pm and hit The Hulk roller coaster and the Spiderman ride....Pretty cool. Note to self! - Dont Ride Roller coasters while nursing a massive hangover! Then bout 5:45 we went to the area where they would let us into Universal Studios for Horror Nights. That is where the fun began, I did something I haven't done before but I must admit it gave me a good feeling for the rest of the night. Friend gave me a little pill and says drink it with water and continue to drink water for the rest of the night. Let the Rolling begin OK enuff of my tripping on X We hit the 1st house called All Night Die In 2. Ok house, t

My True Love
I used to think that love would bethis perfect dream-come-true,Then I found something betterI found real love with you...Love complete with romancethat can take my breath away,Love that's filled with friendshipthat grows warmer every day...Love that's made us stronger,love that's made us grow.Love that's made us wiserand that is why I know...That I'm better as a personand we"re closer as a pair,Because together we have foundour own true love to share.

My Trinity
It'll never work they say how can one person love two? for them i feel sorry that their hearts are so small love is not bound by a body nor is it bound by a number my heart can accept all no matter their choices in life i love two one male, one female the three of us love each other and live in harmony our children will grow and learn to be open our life will be lived rather than be be told we will have no regrets for we lived we did what made us happy and will never say "i wish i'd done it my way"