Fubar Blog Posts 2

My Wish
My wish is to closejust my eyes anddisappear fromthis pain I have.My wish is to goand lay in in themiddle of a Fieldand stare at thestars looking downat me just as tearsgo down my face.My wish is to be ableto smile like i used towhen i was little.My wish is that mybaby would just holdme and randomly toldme everything is goingto be OK...right beforehe let go.

My 3 Wishes For Fu 2 Fix/change
Alot Of Good Points. I think the stash has gone out the window .. you find a lot if good things in stash and its a new avenue of interaction that could likely expand the site day to day usage. Perhaps Something to Bring it back again. maybe a stash bomb like the cherry bomb.. rate a stash of x amount for x amoutn of points for x amount of time. People dont like rating pics anymore i think that is a big feature than needs attention again. we used to do nothing but rate pic by pic. so y not benefit from it now? perhaps a boomerang type bling for pic rates.. i rate so n so's pic an 11 i get an 11 pic rate. or double points bling so that no matter what u do for the next hr or 2 is DOUBLED.. lastly i think that there should b more abilities added to angels n demons. the same things have been around sense the theme was introduced. something like.demons: ability to "wreck bling" as in force x amount of someones bling to become dirty.. x amount selected @ random. angels: ability

My Wish
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..."

My Windows
My windows are my eyesThey let me see the worldThrough different types of glassI see different types of moods Through tempered glass I seeThe chilling realityThe bitter losses of those lessFourtunate than I Through stained glass I seeMany different colorsThat blend into harmony with easeBut sometimes they collideInto thoughtless war I see this from my windowsMy windows are my eyesThey let me see the world. Copyright © 2009

My Winning Blog That Im Talking About :)
Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did. Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an

My Wish
a wish formed on my lips it trembled there waiting for me to open my mouth so i may say it aloud giving it flight where fate may touch it offering me a chance but my fear captured my heart seizing it with a grip so tight stopping me in my tracks tears slide down my face as haunted heartaches swam in front of me all those i gave a part of me a single tear hit my wish forming a silvery glow my lips trembled my heart screamed my soul pleaded none of it mattered as i parted my lips tasting that wish giving fate once again a chance to give me flight or crash me again shattering yet another piece off me watching it soar high in the night sky to land somewhere on someones parted lips i gave my wish flight once again offering my wish to another as i part my lips once more giving fate that chance once more pleading to her to grant my wish copyright@tamithalynn

"my Wish..."
My wish for you... That your heart smiles true It is my dream... For your happiness to stream In you I believe... With my heart on my sleeve Just to see your smile again live... With all my soul I'd give Opportune happiness follows the pain... Just as sunshine follows the rain I will always be here... I will always be near... For whatever inspires your soul aglow... That is my truth; I thought you should know.

My Wife And What To Do
Hey fuland this is my first blog so sorry if it is not up to par..... i have a problem that i need help with ........ i have a girlfriend ive been with for some time and i love her alot ....ive mad my mistakes and she has forgivin me ...... i also have put her and my kids through some shit with my choices that i have made .....i just found out that she has feelings for another man and hates her life with me .....word for word .....what do i do ...please yall i dont wanna fuck this up but i want her happy ............

My Wish!
He is swept gently on a warm breeze,By the thought of a future spent,Spent close by her side, Forever,Everyday see that smile, Those beautiful eye's,In the rising sun to wake in those arm's,A gentle cradle held in a hug,Feel that heartbeat play the same rhythm,All I ever wanted, Needed, Thought about,Comets a blazing o'er head, hand in hand,A long pain free walk through the woods,By the lakes & water.no harm , no fear, Most definetly no tears, unless there happy ones

My Wishlist!
*tosses in my coin* I wish...Fubar would award members for their long term commitment to this site..maybe reajust the achievements points on the yearly anniversary achievements?1 yr = 25 points, 2 yrs =50 3 yrs = 100 4 yrs =200 and so on?ORmaybe a special, activatable bling awarded each yr for our commitment..one that CAN NEVER be bought.its starting to feel like it doesn't matter how long we have been here...just how much we can afford to spend or how much we can generate for the site!

My Wish, Love & Life!
You are my Angel, I am truly blessed, My Bird of paradise ,My lovely pet ,To see you every day ,Spread those wings ,Share that smile ,Just tickles my soul ,Lightens my life ,My Sun in the early morn. ,My Full Moon.In the falling Light,I am so blessed in life, To have you by my side,My Angelic Lady ,I wake every day ,Wanting to hold you .In such a soft warm embrace ,Share my love, my life,Watch the Sun Rise, With you cradled in my arms!

My Wish In Marriage
My Fantasy life starts with romance.....The kind of romance that has uncondition love, the love thats makes you feel so good inside that its too good to be true...True love is what I crave....Being kissed and held for a long time while being caressed...soft and gentle touch of warm lips touching mine and falling deeper and deeper in love while his warm hands gentley touch my face and work there way around to my back and starts to rub my back....Im already feeling the good feeling as Im writing this.....Its the "AHH" feeling..makes me melt into his arms like hot fudge...I love this feeling so much that I wish it was real....Thinking about it isnt enough, I really want to feel it...I want my husband to be the man of my dreams, he is in a way, but there is more to him that he doesnt show...Im trying to get him to open up more but he hides from me.....Im inlove with the man inside of my husband...My true love inside my husband doesnt come out that much.....I only wish he would come ou

My 1 Wish
How I so wish I could have been what you wanted. I wasn't born beauiful. Society judges me. I have hated myself for many years. I so wish I could go back in my life and chnge a few things. I would be born skinny and beautiful. I lie to myself and say it doesn't matter but it does. I lie to myself and say everything will be ok, but it's not. I have tried to change my ways. But thats hard to do after so many years. I havent had anyone who ever took the time to help me change. A true friend is a friend until the end. And that is what I am to anyone who needs a good friend. But I also have feelings. I let my feelings get in the way. And I knew better. But helll I cant tell my heart how to feel. I will give you a lifetime as my friend. And a friend you shall be. No more no less. No matter how my heart breaks. And all the pain I feel inside. But I will prevail. I refuse to let myself fall ever again. Pick myself up. Move on. I will look forward to our talks. When they happen. And the time we

My Wish
Am I lonely or just horny? That is the question. I love women, I do, if I could have every woman I think I would but all I really want is one "THAT ONE" that oneI want to be with all the time, talk to and share my secrets without being scarred, that someone who makes me feel comforted and content I wish I pray and hope that one day heaven will send me my angel. I see the things I want everywhere I go the supermarket, Mc Donalds, for a walk around the block and even at my favorite track or park where I go to run. People together couples side by side they have each other to be with so they do not have to be alone. They are together holding hands walking along as if the rest of the earth does not exist they kiss and hug their PDA to show the world their love. I want someone for me also I am all alone with no one for my own no one to hugs and kiss or hold hands with to have someone so I am not alone. I want to be there for somebody, I want them to be there for me, I need someone to see,

My Wish For You.....
To whom it may concern...I hope that one day while your crossing the road....You get hit by a bus or a Transfer Truck, and your body somehow becomes entangled within the tire well..so your limbs and skin is scrapped and torn off by the assphalt until their nubs..andI pray your drug atleast a good mile before your lifeless corpse is detached and thrown to the roadside..where it rolls down an enbankment where vultures can go and slowly take small pieces of your fuckin' body and are fighting over your dangling eyeballs that they rip from your football shaped skull....and then when time and heat play their part, you become infested with blowflies which lay their larve inside you...so that you may become a beautiful maggot factory and pulsate and squirm with their life. My dream for you is that by the time they find whats left of you, your nothing but pewtrid refined slim of a soup and they cant put you in a body bag..but in an empty mayonaise jar because of your worth..and I also wish the

My Wish For You...
These Are My Wishes For You May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the encounter that is more important than its form. May you not become too concerned with material matters, but instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart. Find time in each day to see

My World
Morning breaks over the city As the sun emerges from the east, And blankets the world with warm rays of light. The streets are quiet and calm, for now. However, soon, they will be filled, Like every other day, with people trying to make a living Clawing and scraping, like a bunch of cats, To get ahead in the business world. Each morning the city turns from a silent lamb Into a roaring lion, fierce and raging. Some of us, however, are fortunate enough Not to be caught up in the cruel business world. We go on through our lives, each trying to decide How we will live and love. Searching through the great sea of emotions Looking for that special someone to walk into our lives. I sit alone in this park, a happy break from the city life, Scanning the horizon, absorbing all of nature’s beauty around me. The air is crisp and cool, almost like autumn, The trees sway side to side, gracefully and peacefully, As the wind dances through them and then moves on to another forest.

My World Wanna Come In And Get Hurt Like I Have?
When i get in a realtion ship guys hurt me everytime like saying hey i cant be with you or not even saying and acting like it saying"im ashamed of you" what good does it do to me to be in that knowing that person may or may not care about me...it fucking hurts people please do me a favor and watch out who you get in a realtion ship with please for me love, Dj Cassie

My Worst Fear -rascal Flatts.
Last night you gave me a kiss You didn't know it, but I was awake when you did You were quiet, you were gonna let me sleep So I just laid there pretending to be You said some things you didn't know I could hear And the words I love you never sounded so sincere It's gonna make it hard to tell you that I'm leaving Now that I know just how much you care You finally gave me one good reason not to go But staying here is my worst fear This morning I rolled out of bed Recalling all the sweet things you said This was the day I was gonna hurt you bad Called out your name, but you didn't answer back I searched the house to find out what was wrong Like a ton of bricks, it hit me you were gone All along I knew that there was something missing And only one thing left to do I had to leave behind this life that we'd been living But the only thing that left was you It's gonna make it hard to tell you that I'm leaving Now that I know just how much

My Words To The World(an Ian Original)
In these days of turmoil and uncertainty where dost thine loyalty lie? With whom or with what? Wilst thou abandon thine moral center for a price? Wilst thou sell thy soul for a pittance?I shall not for I know that The Lord provides all that I need. But so many in times of doubt or times of trouble abandon all pretense and seek only their mortality and greed or prides salvation at the price of their souls. How then do they continue to call themselves upstanding when they serve not their God but only themselves.Blaspheming all that they claim to cherish and slurring all that they once stood for in the face of adversity or depression. What hast corrupted the worlds moral compass?Tis one thing to claim salvation and walk in the way proscribed and goodly.Tis another to claim salvation and continue to walk in sin without regard for The Lords' instruction. We are promised Love and mercy. But who are ye to claim its rewards when ye continue to degrade thyselves and metaphorically spit in Gods

My Words
We live our lives blind. Forever ignorant or just ignoring simple truths in life. Kernels of wisdom and words of hope and insight that ever escape us. In this I shall chronicle as many as I can. Though if you should choose to remain in the dark.It is your choice.

My World Is Crashing Around Me.
Well I feel like my world is crashing down all around me, between trying to keep a friend of mine from killing himself and then two of my loved ones are now in the hospital again. Wow this is so much stress for me to handle, my friend just feels like he would be better off with no life compared to having the one he has now. And then my great grandma is back in the hospital again after just having surgery a week ago. And my poor uncle is going to have surgery tomorrow, and he is way too weak to survive the surgery. So now I have to deal with the big possibility of losing my favorite uncle. So to my friends, if I am short with you or I seem distant then forgive me I have alot of stress and alot of bad things going on right now that I am dealing with. I feel like I want to curl up in a ball in the corner and just be all alone, but yet I know the best thing for me to do is surround myself with friends and their love.

My "wonderfull" Week
WHAT A FUCKIN WEEK.. LET ME TELL YOU!!! So let me start from the begging, and btw.. its 3 fuckin am.. nuthin is gunna be spelled right. MONDAY-- My uncle passed and this was the day of his memorial service...And if the day wasnt sad as hell, we get a phn call...My other uncle is dyin.. An thr not sure if hell make it to christmas. Tuesday-- Come down with a cold... Cant breath... N what the fuck is the point of eating... Food has no taste.. WEDNESDAY-- look at what i said about tuesday...Still feelin like shit Thursday--My best friend... or so called best friend gets pissed at me for no reason... but because she has a bf she dont care.. she can live with out me for the moment... well this upsets me..But hey... what can i do?? Not a damn fuckin thing FRIDAY--This was the worst day of all...The guy that i was fallin in love with had to break things with me b4 they even started...It was the worst day ever...Yea i cried for hrs on end..Cuz iv never in my life have ever m

My Woman
Woman of my dreams, her voice whispers in my ear. We long for the day to join as one. From the plains to the mountains, our love transcends all. Dousing the darkness, the sunshine we make is bright, moving aside shadows, setting the stage for a beautiful life. Her lovely, smooth body, silky hair and gorgeous curves make him weak in the knees. Voice of music singing sweetly in his ear, I dream of you nightly, my love. No one will make me as happy as you, filling my life with happiness, replacing the sadness, You are my light, my dove, my everything. Love Always,

My World
I'm not like you. My world is dark, and shadowed by rolling clouds of doubt. Everyday I struggle to rise above a false passion that forces me to bleeding knees I am offered smiles true and bright, that I turn into malicious grins and in my world, it's true I laugh and they laugh with me, never knowing beneath the surface fire rages, consuming my soul. And it's dark here in my eternal winter, where the chill eats at yearning bones, that never left an empty past. Every moment suffocated by a memory of pain and humiliating emotions, I am emptied by my own thoughts. I can see the sun beyond the ridge, never reaching her light, rejoicing early but failing to succeed. And in my world it is lonely When there are people here to console my devastated soul, yet I am always lost.

My Words
Being on Lost Cherry i have met some wonderful and fasinating people...I enjoy the site very much and can honestly say it has been one of the best for me... The support, the friends, your comments, your responses, and most of all your love has been over whelming for me...I Just like to say thanx to you all, you have made my welcome and my stay here very enjoyable and i am honored to have you on my friends list and especially in my heart...Some of my blogs you may find a drag but i have been through a lot in my life and all written by me are my feelings from my heart...hope you enjoy...Again thanx to you all... Eileen (AKA Sweet)

My World
Things falling apart before my very eyes without a warning everything is gone What once was my life is now a living hell without him I'm empty inside The hollow place where my heart was could only be filled but him, but now he is gone and the pain is left behind Time to move on into the world unknown to one day find the love I seek.....

My Wonderous Uk Fam....
I'm not quite sure how I became so blessed to have such a wonderful fam as I do in my UK fam. I do have to thank LC for being here....and for allowing me to meet my Love Serena, I have the added benefit now of her awesome kids in my life too, along with my own.... Serena's eldest child sent me a comment that brought tears to this sentimental old fart...how can I not love them. I feel unworthy, humbled and so loved.. I know there are others on the LC who have found long or short distance romance/love...I think we need to petition LC to help set a date where these true loves...can all be united....a special LC Marry Day...

My Work Bio
I’m Brianna and I am one hot fucking pussy! I get told that all the time. That no matter what I do, or try they always leave me weak in the knees!I have found I love to role play and will play almost anything. My favorite role is ‘Teacher’s Pet’. The lessons I have learned from my hot fucking teacher’s! So cum teach me!I love to be spoiled, and I take good care of those who take care of me!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Work Bio
Hello bois I am Li Ann..Yes I am half asian but I was born here in America. I am a horny house wife who loves to masturbate and flirt over the phone while my husband eats my pussy.. There is nothing that gets me off more than feeling my hubbys hot tongue brushing up against my clit while I know your cock is growing and you are running your hand up and down it and getting ready to blow your load all over the place. I promise to leave you breathless and satisfied....Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Work Bio
You ever hear that song, 'Fancy'... Well thats my life. I grew up in the trailer parks and my momma taught me just how to move up in the world. She said I had a good body and men would pay to play with it. So, now Im out of the trailer park but you will never get the trashy side out of me.Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Woman
Ilook at you, my love, and see a most unique kind of woman, Who brings out the very best in me in any way that she can. You rise with me each dawning day, fall asleep beside me each night. You fill my life with laughter and play, with joy and with delight. A most loving, caring father to all of our family continually, Taking the quality time to bother, encouraging them their best to be. You listen when I need to talk, hold me tightly while I weep, Find time together for a quiet walk, and all my secrets sacredly keep. Each of these qualities separate and alone, may seem not to play a big part But mesh them together from many to one, they become the secret to my heart.

My Worst Qualities
Everyone seems to say what's so great about him/her in their profile. Well, I am going to try something different here. I'll probably incorporate this into my biography somehow. These are traits are not good about me and need work. 1. Giving - This can be a double edged sword, it's good and bad. I tend to put everyone else's needs before mine. So, I end up never getting what I need or want. After awhile, people to pick up on this and sometimes tend to take advantage of your hospitality. 2. Shy - A big one. This is literally a problem to a crippling degree. 3. Underestimate myself - I have a bad habit of selling myself short and doubting my abilities. This is in all aspects of life. 4. Tunnel vision/oblivious - I'm a complete idiot when it comes to picking up signals from girls. Things that will be completely obvious to everyone else will go unnoticed by me. Who knows how many girls have dropped me hints and I never picked up on it.

My World
i want to be in my world forever.. it has silver grass.. and a purple sky.. and i'm the only one there.. just me and the snake.. it's orange with piercing red eyes.. it's neither male nor female.. which is nice.. makes things much easier.. it holds all the answers to lifes questions yet it doesn't give them up easily.. it hangs from the baby blue apple tree.. the tree that gives me all the food i could ever want.. and i feel content.. my world is a valley.. surrounded by grass covered mountains.. a pink stream runs down the mountains and cuts the valley in half.. it's never dark here.. or sunny.. just different shades of purple.. it's relaxing.. there's no one to judge me.. to anything me.. because me and the snake are the only ones here.. when i'm here i'm not happy or sad.. hurt or mad.. i'm just content.. it's the only emotion allowed in the valley and that's just fine.. i can sit anywhere and be comfy.. the grass surrounds me and i feel protected.. it tickles.. it embraces.. it rem

My World
To the world You are one person To one person You are the world To the world You seem like nothing But to one person You are everything It seems like you have no one But one person has your back This one special person Has the strength of the world When you need it from them They are standing right beside Even when they aren't really there All you have to do is call And they are there for you Holding your hand Holding you close A good friend A true love This special person Yup it's me To the world You are one person But to me well you're my world

My World Is Falling Apart
I feel like my world is falling apart....I'm losing the one thing I thought would love me forever!! My heart is broken and will probably never be mended.....I'm sorry things have to be like this... I can't take it anymore!!

My World
hello cherries hello my friends just i want to drop some love to all of u there we are so far from us but i feel that we really like familly here thanks for all of u about every thing u do for me there are many nice ladies in there and many gentelmens i wish the luck for all of u so please all of u sat safe and keep in touch it is like i cant live without any one from all of u with all the love on the world i say merry christmas my friends and for all the world trible_xxx-alfa-fox-99

My Work
Hi am Charlene Plz read this profile fully, before you reply. I am from, Los Angeles, California. I have been living here for four years. I was born and raised in New Zealand. I am half Maori ans half Indian. I am 5'4" tall, athletic looking, and curvy, I have semi long brown hair, and brown colored eyes. I am, 34DD-26-32. I am single, and my sexual orientation is, Bi-Sexual. For fun I like to, Go shopping, relax, go to the beach, go out with friends, party, make mischif. Check out guys and chicks. Be wild and have fun. I like guys and girls, who are fun and wild, like to party, have a good time. Can take a dare, and a risk from time to time. Can take a Joke, and are caring and honest too. Now, what do I do for work, well, I am a G.F.E. Experienced Escort, working out of L.A. My charges vary, but plz drop me a line, if you are interested. I cater, for all men and woman, of all races, and all situations. I have been doing this job for 5 years. So I am fully experienced

My World Is Melting Away
My World's Melting Away I knew those sweet, innocent words you said were never true I must have been a fool to actually fall for you I thought you were a sweet guy Now my world is melting away slowly and all I do is cry I think that's really messed up of you When the whole time you knew You didn't like me But I was blind and didn't see You just messed with my head Even though you know I've been hurt before and I hope you drop dead One day it will happen to you You'll really like someone, but she'll be playing you too All I have to say is "What goes around comes around" And it's your turn to be the clown! My world is melting away ~ All of these are by ME

My Wonderful Soul Mate
When life comes into you Heart, Don't Pause or you will miss it. You have found you soul mate in life. It is the dawning of the spiritual bond, and you may never find it again. Do not hesitate!! Your whole being becomes one .. Two become so close that it is heaven felt on earth. Your existance becomes one with this special soul. Every thought and action surrounds him. Every purpose for being is with them. Don't trade it for the silver and gold you could have.. Don't waste any precious moments. Only a few years of heavens bliss is more wonderful, than something not so special. You will know your heart will full of warmth, And you sing of joy, for every day you are together. Every day will be your first, And every moment will be special. Your adventure is knowing you are but one. In body and soul and spirit. Take the time and look in each other eyes, See the window of love that is there. Take the time to cherish these moments, And settle fo

My Work - Papi
CUM ON MA YOU CAN TELL ME WHAT IT IS YOU WANT ME TO DO,I MEAN I'M HEAR TO PLEASE AIN'T NO SHAME IN ME I'LL DROP DOWN TO MY KNEES.IT'Z OK BOO I KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVE SKILLZ WHEN IT CUMZ TO THIS,I'LL TAKE MY TIME WHILE YOU SIP WINE AND SERVE YOU LIKE YOUR FAVORITE DISH.CUM ON MA IT'S ALL GOOD DON'T BE LIKE THAT,TURN OVER ON STOMACH AND CLOSE YOUR EYES WHILE I LICK UP AND DOWN YOUR BACK.I COULD SLIDE DOWN A LITTLE LOWER AND PUT MY MOUTH IN YOUR PLACE,JUICES FLOWIN HERE AND THERE ALL OVER MY FACE BUT IT'S ALL GOOD CAUSE I LIKE THAT SHIT DAMN I LIKE HOW YOU TASTE,JUST TELL ME WHAT I GOTTA DO MAMA TO MAKE YOUR SPACE MY SPACE.

My Work
WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT DOES THIS WORD REALLY MEAN MY DEFINITION OF LOVE IS RARELY SEEN SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND NO ONE TAKES HER PLACE SHE'S SO CLOSE TO ME MY SPACE IS HER SPACE THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE WHEN SHE'S NOT AROUND IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S HER LOVE I FOUND SHE MAKES ME SMILE ON MY SADDEST DAY LOOKING IN HER EYES CHASES MY SADNESS AWAY HER SMILE IS SO BEAUTIFUL SO FULL OF TRUTH EVEN A BLIND MAN COULD SEE SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME TO TOUCH HER HAND IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PLEASURES EVER KNOWN TO KISS HER LIPS IS LIKE TOUCHING A CLOUD ALL OF OUR DAYS ON THIS EARTH SHE COULD DO NO WRONG FOR THE LOVE WE SHARE KEEPS OUR HEARTS STRONG WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH? NOW THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION AND THE ANSWER IS EVERYTHING ALL THINGS. ONE-LOVE PAPI

My Work
IT WOULDN'T TAKE MUCH FOR THE WORLD TO SEE THAT YOU ARE A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH WITH A SMILE THAT COULD BRIGHTEN THE DARKEST NIGHTS AND MELT SNOW WITH THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH. YOUR EYES COULD MAKE A STRONG MAN WEAK IF HE LOOKS DEEP ENOUGH SEEING THE REAL BEAUTY INSIDE LOOKING PAST THE ROUGH ONE MAN'S LOSS IS ANOTHER MAN'S GAIN WE SHOULD LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES I APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THE PAIN WE HAVE PUT YOU THROUGH,I PROMISE YOU WILL KNOW WILL REAL LOVE IF I'M ALLOWED TO SHOW YOU. MY DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH IS WHAT YOU ARE AND I'M SURE IN DUE TIME,THE TRUE BEAUTY FROM WITHIN WILL MAKE MEN SIN AND FOREVER CRAVE YOUR TOUCH. LOVE IZ LOVE. PAPI

My Work
CUM ON MA SIT YOUR PLACE ON MY FACE AND GRIND UNTIL I TASTE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO TASTE,GETTIN ALL EXCITED AND SHIT DAMN MAMA CAN I HIT OH WAIT NOT JUST YET I LIKE IT WHEN YOU GET'S WET REAL WET. ARE YOU WET YET OK LET ME SLIDE MY MAN INSIDE YOUR WOMAN YOU SCREAM MY NAME WHILE MY MAN HIDES INSIDE,YOU ON TOP, ME ON THE BOTTOM WHILE YOU RIDE FEELING ALL GOOD INSIDE WHOA HOLD ON BABY DON'T LOOSE STRIDE, CLOSE YOUR EYES LET ME GUIDE.UP AND DOWN,DOWN AND UP EVEN SIDE TO SIDE SLOWER,FASTER I DON'T MIND, TURN AROUND SLOW OH SHIT MA THAT'S A NICE ASS BODY SHAPED LIKE AN HOUR GLASS MAKES A G WANT TO HIT FAST BUT NAW I LIKE TO SLOW GRIND UNTIL IT'S TIME.DID YOU CUM YET NOT YET COOL BET THAT I CAN DO THIS ALL NITE, OH SHIT MA THIS WELL YOU KNOW IS TIGHT YEA THIS FEELS WAY PAST RITE OH SHIT I GOTTA GO MA CAUSE I'M GONNA MISS MY FLIGHT NAW FUCK IT THIS GEM IS NICE AND TIGHT THERE IS NO WAY I'M LEAVING HERE TONITE.UNLESS HER MAN CUMS HOME EARLY.HAD TO SLIDE THAT IN PEACE. PAPI

My Work
WHETHER SHE BE SHORT,TALL,OBESE OR SMALL A COMPLEXION OF MANY SHADES,DARK,LIGHT,BLACK OR WHITE GOD BLESSED US WITH THEM ALL.BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER SO BEHOLD THE BEAUTY WITHIN,IT CUMS IN SOME MANY DIFFERENT PACKAGES IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR OF HER SKIN.LOOK PAST THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE AND I MYSELF KNOW THAT IS HARD TO DO,LEARN TO LOVE WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE AND TRUST THAT SHE IS THERE FOR YOU.A PRECIOUS JEWEL SHE WILL FOREVER BE NO MATTER WHAT YOU OR I MAY FEEL,THE LORD BLESSED US WITH THESE PRECIOUS JEWELS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL STILL. YOU ARE APPRECIATED LADIES PLEASE BELIEVE, WE MAY NOT SHOW IT ALL THE TIME BUT IT'S TRUE RIGHT FELLAS. MUCH LOVE ... PAPI

My Work
FROM THE WEST TO THE EAST AND THEN BACK AGAIN,I'M TAKING A TRAIN RIDE TO SEE MY FRIEND,SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT I AM ENVIED BY EVERY MAN SEXY AS A MUFUKA GOT ME MAKING PLANS,PLANS TO TIE HER UP BLINDFOLDS AND ALL THAT FREAKY SHIT,CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE HER AND WORK MY TONGUE AROUND HER CLI..WELL YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN RITE LADIES DON'T WANNA GET TO OBSCENE BUT THEN AGAIN WHY NOT THIS IS ONLY A DREAM.YOU KNOW HOW SOLJAS ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THE BACK SEAT AND THINGS,ME I WANNA FREAK MAMI FROM COMPARTMENT 2 COMPARTMENT AND IN THE CORRIDORES ON A TRAIN,YEA I KNOW TO YOU THIS MAY SOUND STRANGE BUT THINK ABOUT AND TELL THE TRUTH YOU WISH I WAS YOUR MAN.MAMI KNOWS THAT PAPI IS ABOUT TO PUT IN WORK AND BELIEVE ME LADIES ON THIS TRAIN RIDE MAMI IS DEFINITELY GETTIN SERVED.CHOCOLATE SYRUP AND WHIP CREAM JUST TO GET THINGS STARTED RITE TASTING,LICKING,EATIN JUST TO CURB MY APPETITE, AND A SOLJA IS STARVING SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS RITE.WHEN THE 44 PLAY IS DONE AND IT'S TIME FOR ME TO RIDE WHOA

My Work
LIKE A CANDLE WITH A FLAME THAT NEVER DIES,THROUGH GOOD AND BAD I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE. WHENEVER YOU FALL I'LL BE THERE TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS,NO MATTER WHAT I'LL TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY. FORGET WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK BECAUSE YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL IN YOUR OWN WAY. I'LL BE THE SHADOW THAT ALWAYS FOLLOWS YOU,BE LIKE AN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TIMES. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE FELT GRIEVE AND SO HAVE I DON'T EVER GIVE UP NEVER STOP TRYING, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH AND PRAY HARD AND DEEP,BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD AND IF YOU ASK YOU WILL SEE. KEEP YOUR FAITH- TAMMY- NEVER GIVE UP EVER. MUCH LOVE..... PAPI

My Work
LIFE STRUGGLE CRAWL NEED WANT YOU MAKE THE DECISION THE CHOICE IS YOURS STRUGGLE,CRAWL,NEED,WANT DO I CHOOSE ONE OR-ALL UPS,DOWNS,THIS IS LIFE WE ALL WILL FALL,STAND UP FIGHT BACK, COWBOY UP,BE A SOLJA STAND TALL.A YO IT'S A LONG HARD ROAD THROUGH LIFE'S CORRIDORE'S FULL OF HARDSHIPS,PAIN AND POTHOLES GALLORE, BUT YOU CAN SOAR HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS,THROUGH THE WINDOW OUT THE DOOR, WITH THE LOVE OF JESUS OUR SAVIOR AND FATHER GOD ALL THINGS WE CAN ENDURE. STAY STRONG NEVER STOP TRYING AND DEFINITELY PRAY HARD IT WORKS PLEASE BELIEVE. PEACE.....PAPI

My Work
YOU ON TOP ME ON THE BOTTOM YOU SLOW GRINDING ME I'M SWALLOWING ,WANTING TO SCREAM YOUR NAME BUT I CAN'T CAUSE YOUR PLACE IS IN MY FACE BUT IT'S OK I LIKE THE TASTE OF YOUR PLACE. TAKE ME IN, MY MAN INSIDE YOUR MOUTH UP DOWN,IN OUT DON'T STOP WAIT JUST SLOW DOWN I DON'T WANT TO CUM RITE NOW STROKING MY LIFE LINE MY MAN IS LIKE OH IT'S TIME BUT ME I'M LIKE NAW WE HAVEN'T CROSSED THAT LINE FASTER PAPI FASTER NAW MAMI LET ME TAKE MY TIME WHILE MY TONGUE AND YOUR PEARL INTERTWINE AS YOU MOAN AND SLOW GRIND KEEP IN MIND THAT HER GRIND IS A SLOW GRIND, HOLD UP LADIES INHALE NOW EXHALE CLOSE YOUR EYES NOW YOU FEEL ME, OK BACK IN STRIDE, NOW MAMA AND I WE HAVE THIS CERTAIN GOAL TO ACHIEVE YOU SEE SHE WANTS ME TO SCREAM AND SAY HER IT CUMS MAMI AND ME I WANT HER TO SAY OH MY GOD YOU ARE THE BEST PAPI BUT IN A SIMULTANEOUS MANNER THAT MEANS AT THE SAME TIME AND IT'S ABOUT TO ARRIVE OOOOH SH... MAMA HERE IT CUMS DON'T STOP OOOOH DAMN PAPI I'M ABOUT TO POP,OH SH.... I SCREAM OH YES SHE SHOUTS AND

My Woman My Life
NOTHING FANCY MY LOVE IS NOTHING FANCY,NOTHING GRAND MY LOVE CAN BE HELD IN MY LOVERS HAND IN THE TIP OF A FINGER,THE CORNER OF A SMILE MY LOVE IS STRONG ENOUGH TO MAKE ME GO MILES YET GENTLE ENOUGH TO HOLD HER HEART WITH EASE MY LOVE MAKES ME BRAVE AND MAKES ME WEAK MAKES ME LAUGH WITH JOY,OR CRY WITH DEEP SORROW BUT MY LOVE NEVER LETS ME DOWN OR GIVES ME UP MY LOVE IS ALWAYS THERE AND I WILL HOLD HER FOREVER AND BEYOND MY LOVE IS A SLEEPING ANGEL AND A BEAUTIFUL,FAITHFUL,BELEIVER IN ME AND I WILL NEVER LET HER DOWN !! FOR YOU MY DESIRE MY KAT FROM YOU MEERLY MORTAL LOVER AND MAN FOREVER!!!

My Work Week Is Almost Over
Today is my last day of the work week for me. Tomorrow afternoon is the visitation for my stepgrandparents and then the funeral is on Friday. So tonight at 10:30pm starts my mini vaction. I got funeral leave which gives me three days off with pay which I don't have to use my PTO time for. Im off next monday too. Kinda sad how I got time off tho. I am looking forward to the last weekend of this month. I am going up to the dells to indoor water park with my boyfriend and his family. This really is a nice feeling. I don't think I've felt this good in awhile. Anyways, He went to court this am. His soon to be ex wife put a bullshit restraining order on him saying he's stalking her, He went to her apartment and turned the water on and left. Which is all bullshit. Because he always has people that can acount for where he is all the time. Monday-Friday he works 8am to 5pm. Then after work he goes up to neenah to go to his parents house and usually waits for me to get out of work. I pretty much

My World
Slowly Dying inside, grief and pain It will never be the same Cant catch my breath Gasping for air, anything that will come my way Knowing this could be it forever Standing on the other side of the glass watching my reflection, it all plays out I cant stop it, I cant stop you, I cant stop them But watching and waiting Maybe you will stop it, I trusted you to stop the tears But wait, There they are again Streaming down my cheeks, feeling so alone Fear and Anger Squeezing at my heart, it tightens every second im alone Fear of loosing you... Fear of loosing myself Anger and hurt, Hurt is what I feel with this blade Relief and yet again another piece Gone forever, never be the same again It keeps hurting and it keeps reminding me Everything floods back, you and her, him and you and then fear Thinking that things are better, believing you My heart, my soul, my whole life What is it ? What am I, who am I, what am I without you Tearing us apart, it never fails to rip

My Work
WHAT MAKES HER HAPPY IS IT THE WAY I RUB MY FINGERS THROUGH HER HAIR WHISPER IN HER EAR I LOVE YOU DEAR.WOULD IT MAKE YOU HAPPY IF I WERE TO TAKE YOU THERE, EMBRACING YOUR EVERY FANTASY MAKING ALL OF YOUR DREAMS CUM TRUE DOING WHAT I DO CARESSING YOU, MASSAGING YOUR BODY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LETTING YOU KNOW THAT I WON'T GO UNTIL YOU TELL ME SO.HOLDING YOU CLOSE MAKING YOU COMATOSE WANTING TO SLEEP SO DEEP FEELING NOTHING BUT RELIEF KNOWING JUST KNOWING THAT IF YOU DIED I'D DIE WITH YOU CAUSE WITHOUT YOU THERE IS NOTHING TO LIVE FOR BECAUSE IT'S YOU I ADORE.DID I MAKE YOU HAPPY I HOPE SO CAUSE WITHOUT YOU THE WORLD COULDN'T GROW YOU HOLD THE KEY TO SOCIETY WITHOUT YOU MOTHER,SISTER,WIFEY,LOVER,FRIEND THE WORLD COULD DO NOTHING BUT END........ THANK YOU TO ALL WOMEN....AND TO YOU JESUS AND FATHER GOD FOR ALLOWING US THEM........... PAPI....PEACE AND MUCH LOVE.

My Work
HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM NOT STRONG,HE MAKES IT RIGHT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.HE HOLDS ME DOWN AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL AND BECAUSE OF HIM I KNOW I AM ABLE,ABLE TO WORK LONG HOURS AND NOT NEED A BREAK,ABLE TO FEEL HIS POWERS AND KNOW HE IS GREAT.ABLE TO KNOW REAL LOVE AND THAT'S JUST THE START,ABLE TO SHOW REAL LOVE THAT'S FROM THE HEART.ABLE TO FEEL WHAT'S REAL AND NOT EMBRACE THE FAKE,ABLE TO GIVE HIM PRAISE EACH AND EVERYDAY.ABLE TO LOVE MY ENEMIES AND FOR THEM I PRAY,ABLE TO SHOW MY ENEMIES THAT THERE IS A BETTER WAY.ABLE TO END THIS AND SAY WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY AND GIVE THANKS TO GOD ALMIGHTY FOR LOVING US IN HIS OWN SPECIAL WAY... AMEN...MUCH LOVE ... PAPI.

My Work
ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE AND THAT'S OK BECAUSE I FEEL YOUR LOVE AND GRACE,I BELIEVE THAT YOU DIED FOR ME AND THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER DEBATE.THERE WHERE TIMES WHEN THINGS GOT ROUGH AND YOU WHERE THERE FOR ME AND THOSE TIMES WHEN THINGS WHERE TOUGH AND YOU'VE HELPED ME SEE WHEN THE SKY'S ARE CLOUDY AND NO LONGER BLUE,THAT NO MATTER WHAT I CAN CALL ON YOU.I DON'T ALWAYS DO GOOD THINGS AND FOR THAT I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND PRAY THAT WHEN IT'S MY TIME I MEET YOU SINLESS,BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ALL I CAN DO IS TRY, TO STAY IN YOUR GOOD GRACE UNTIL THE DAY I DIE... AMEN... PEACE....PAPI.

My Work
ALTHOUGH THERE ARE TIMES AND THINGS THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND,I KNOW IN MY HEART THIS IS NOT OF MAN.MY EYES HAVE SEEN THINGS THAT MADE NO SENSE TO ME,MY EYES HAVE SEEN THINGS AND I WONDER HOW COULD THIS BE.THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I AM FEELING THIS IS JUST TO HARD,THOSE TIMES ARE THE TIMES I AM REALLY FEELING THE LORD.HE KEEPS ME ON HIGH WHEN I AM FEELING LOW,HE SHOWS ME THE WAY WHEN I DON'T KNOW.HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK,AND CONSTANTLY REMINDS ME THAT I AM A LAMB OF MANY SHEEP... AMEN...LOVE IS.....PAPI

My Work
SHORTY IS ABOUT 5'4 ARE SO AND HAS A THING FOR CANDLES AND ROSES ASK ME HOW I KNOW CAUSE MA JUST TOLD ME SO.A THING FOR ROSES HUMMMM I WONDER HOW THAT MAKES HER FEEL IT'S A ROSE SO IT HAS AN AROMA I GUESS IT MAKES HER WANT TO CHILL LIKE TAKING A SLEEPING PILL IN A SENCE CAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE YOU CHILL I WONDER HOW DOES SHE FEEL.I MEAN IS SHE IN HER SPECIAL PLACE THAT ONLY SHE KNOWS ABOUT THAT PLACE WHERE HER DREAMS AND THOUGHTS CUM OUT,TO PLAY THAT IS CAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THERE AND HER EMOTIONS AND INNER MOST THOUGHTS SHE WON'T HAVE TO SHARE.HUMMMM I WONDER IF I ASK REAL NICE WOULD SHE TAKE ME THERE LET ME INSIDE HER MIND AND SHARE WHAT SHE WOULD NOT SHARE, HER INNER MOST THOUGHTS AND WHERE ALL HER SECRETS ARE KEPT EVEN THE LAST TIME SHE WAS KISSED AND THE LAST TIME SHE WEPTED.MAYBE I AM ASKING A LITTLE TO MUCH CAUSE IT IS HER PRIVATE PLACE AND NO ONE HAS EVER TOUCHED ARE BEEN THERE BEFORE BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE A ROSE WOULD UNLOCK THE DOOR AND THE CANDLES I WONDER WHAT THEY ARE FOR

My Work
STAND FOR NOTHING FALL FOR ANYTHING - NOW HOW MANY MEN TODAY THAT YOU KNOW WOULD HAVE OR COULD HAVE HANDLE HALF OF THE PRESSURE THAT DR.KING JR DEALT WITH FROM HIS LATE TEENS TILL SOME COWARD TOOK HIS LIFE.A MANS MAN AND NEVER THREW A PUNCH ARE EVER REALLY RAISED HIS VOICE EXCEPT TO GIVE A SPEECH,DR.KING BELIEVED IN EQUALITY NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR YOU AND YOU, IT WASN'T ABOUT JUST BECAUSE I AM BLACK I SHOULD HAVE THAT JOB IT WAS ABOUT BEING FAIR THE BETTER MAN IS THE BETTER MAN.IT WAS ABOUT BEING ABLE TO VOTE AND WALK ON THE SAME SIDE OF THE STREET AS WHITE AMERICA EAT IN THE SAME RESTAURANT AS WHITE AMERICA,I MEAN WHY NOT WE DID HELP BUILD THIS COUNTRY RIGHT.DR.KING WAS A VERY SPECIAL MAN CAUSE HONESTLY I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE PATIENCE AND WILL THAT HE HAD MY BLACK ASS WOULD HAVE DIED WAY BEFORE MY TIME CAUSE PEOPLE TRIPPIN WITH ME LIKE THAT, THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN SOME SERIOUS REPERCUSSIONS AND CONSEQUENCES FOR REAL.A SOFT SPOKEN GIANT AMONG MEN, HE LOVED EVERYONE NO MATTER RACE,CRE

My Work
SHE GAVE YOU EVERYTHING SHE COULD GIVE YOU EVEN MOST OF HER SOUL AND I GUESS THAT'S WHY YOU TREATED HER SO BADLY BECAUSE YOU KNEW YOU HAD CONTROL.YOU TREATED HIM LIKE HE WAS NOTHING EVEN THOUGH HE WOULD DIE FOR YOU, CRY FOR YOU, LIE FOR YOU, BEG, BORROW, STEAL TOO,BUT NONE OF THAT MEANT ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU KNEW THERE WAS NOTHING HE WOULDN'T DO.YOU BEAT HER HAD SEX WITH HER SISTER AND BESTFRIEND AND WHAT DID SHE DO, STAND BY YOU TO THE BITTER END,YOU SLEPT WITH HIS COUSIN,BROTHER AND EVEN THE BESTMAN, BUT WHAT DID HE DO NOTHING JUST EXCEPTED IT WITH A GRIN.YOU CONSTANTLY COMPLAIN THAT DINNER IS NEVER ON TIME, WHY DON'T YOU CLEAN UP AROUND HERE LOSE SOME WEIGHT GO ON A DIET.MY SISTERS HUSBAND JUST JOINED A GYM YOU KNOW YOU COULD STAND TO LOSE A FEW POUNDS, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA TAKE ME OUT FOR A NIGHT ON THE TOWN ( HE WORKS TWO JOBS AND SHE SITS HOME ALL DAY)YOU ARE A LOSER NOTHING BUT A CLOWN.BUT SHE STAYED WITH THIS MAN FOR ALMOST 30 YEARS THEY HAVE 7 KIDS 11 GRAND KIDS AND WHY BECAUSE S

My World
My World by Heather Sullivan All I've ever wanted sitting in my hands... the ability to care, to love, to understand. Never thought I'd come this far, from everywhere I've been... from night to day, dark to light, tragedy and sin. He's my constant reminder holding on so tight, keeping up a shield, from the cold and bitter nights. He's the secrets that I keep, hidden far behind my heart... piecing my together, each and every part. The world is at my fingertips, and he's my helping hands, the blanket that keeps me warm, the one that helps me stand. He's my neverending story, of laughter, happiness, and tears. He's that little voice inside my head, removing all my fears. He's the smile I carry with me, the music in my song... the little thought inside, that tells me right from wrong. Although he may not know, just what he means to me... it doesn't take too much, to make my everything.

My Work
WHAT MAKES YOU A REAL MAN IS IT BECAUSE YOU GOT HER PREGNANT NAW THAT'S NOT IT THAT ONLY MAKES YOU A MAN.SHIT A BOY CAN GET SOMEONE PREGNANT SO LET'S ERASE THAT MYTH,LET ME SEE HOW ABOUT I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS I SEE THEM EVERY WEEKEND,SHIT THE MAILMAN CAN DO THAT AND READ THEM BED TIME STORIES TOO. MAN MY WOMAN BETTA HAVE MY FOOD READY AND MY BATH WATER RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE ARE IT'S ON,YEA THAT'S IT THAT'S A REAL MAN HE HAS HIS WOMAN AFRAID OF HIS PUNK ASS WHEN JUST THE OTHER NITE LIL RAY RAY SMACK THE FUCK OUT OF YOU AND TREATED YOU LIKE A LIL BITCH BUT WHAT DID YOU DO GO HOME AND BEAT YOUR WOMAN'S ASS NOW THAT MAKE'S YOU A REAL MAN.BITCH THIS, BITCH THAT, THAT BITCH WENT THROUGH NINE MONTHS OF LABOR WITH THE HELP OF GOD AND I GUESS YOUR SORRY ASS TO BRING SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL INTO THIS WORLD AND YOU PROBABLY TRIED TO TAKE THE CREDIT FOR THAT.CUM ON BABY SHE AIN'T GONNA FIND OUT I KNOW SHE IS YOUR BESTFRIEND BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ME I'LL BET YOU I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN Y

My Work
MASTURBATION LET ME COUNTS THE WAYS,IF I TOUCHED YOU THERE WOULD YOU CUM FOR ME,IF I BRUSHED YOU THERE IT WOULD BE A SIGHT TO SEE.KEEPING YOU THINKING CONSTANT THOUGHTS JUICES FLOWING THE WHOLE TIME,WATCHING YOU TOUCH PLACES NOT JUST WITH YOUR HANDS BUT ALSO WITH MINE.IF I WHERE TO PLACE MY TONGUE IN PLACES ONLY YA MAN SHOULD GO,IF I WHERE TO LICK,TASTE,KISS YOU FROM YOUR HEAD TO TOE,WHAT ABOUT A SEXY MASSAGE TO GET THE JUICES FLOWING AGAIN AND AFTER THAT LET'S CREATE OUR OWN LIL SEXY SIN.I WANNA GO DOWNTOWN JUST SOUTH OF YOUR NAVEL PLACING MY MOUTH ON YOU PRIVATE PLACE WHILE YOU SCREAM MY NAME OUT LOUD.NOW I HAVE TASTED YOUR JUICES AND ONE FANTASY IS CUMPLETE,I'LL DROP DOWN BELOW YOUR KNEES AND GENTLY KISS YOUR FEET.SO YOUR PLACE IS MOIST AND YOU ARE WEEK FROM THE TEASE,I'LL SLOWLY INSERT MY MAN INTO YOUR WOMAN AND CONTINUE TO PLEASE, I BEGIN TO SLOWLY GRIND MAKING YOU MOAN IN ECSTACY, YELLIN OUT DAMN PAPI WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME.I'LL PICK UP THE PACE TURN YOU OVER ON YOUR STO

My World My Life My Love
i live my life a quarter a mile at a time for first 60 sec im free i love meeting new people but i got this amazin girl cristina and shes my world i am jus on here to chat and make friends

My World My Way
my box I am in a box, that is where you put me. Away no reminders no intrusions, things are in the way no need for distractions, no room for me. i have a bigger box but im still in the way, i feel in the way, its my box, i feel nothing, its never the box you belong in, its never the box that fits, its just that, a box. Someone elses box. I will leave both boxes and find my own, one that wants me, fits me, that does not get in the way, one that is not in the way.

My Work
YO MAMA WHAT'S GOOD YOU GONNA LET ME HIT THAT,I DON'T KNOW IF I DO YOU GONNA CALL ME TOMORROW NO DOUBT BABY YOU KNOW YOU ARE MY BOO,THAT THING BETWEEN ME AND YOUR GIRL WAS NOTHING IT WAS JUST A HIT AND RUN YOU WHERE THE ONE I WANTED THE WHOLE TIME MAMA.SO YOU FUCKED HIM AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORST YOU FUCKED HIM WITHOUT PROTECTION AND GUESS WHAT HE DIDN'T CALL OR SHOW HIS FACE AROUND THE WAY AGAIN AND TO FUCK WITH YOU A LITTLE MORE YOUR ASS IS PREGNANT JUST FOUND THAT SHIT OUT TO.NOW WHO DO YOU BLAME EVERYONE BUT YOURSELF, HE HIT YOUR GIRL BUT THAT DIDN'T MATTER TO YOU AND I'LL BET SHE TOLD YOU THAT HE WAS A PLAYA, BUT YOU HAVING THIS LOW SELF ESTEEM GOT YOU FEELING LIKE AT LEAST HE LIKES ME KNOWING THAT HE JUST WANTS TO FUCK.CUM ON MA SHOW ME YOUR ASS,LET ME SEE YOUR TITTIES OK BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE AND THERE YOU GO FLASHING YOUR SHIT AND HE DON'T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME,BUT YOU DON'T CARE CAUSE IT'S THE ATTENTION YOU WANT, NOW EVERYBODY AND THIER POPS GOT PIX OF YOU AND YOU WONDER WHY

My World With You.
A world for you and me. A world which we share with one another. This little piece of the world that is ours. Means the whole world to me. Because your are my world. A world, where when it rains. The sun shines through. Turing darkness to light in my eyes. A light which glows oh so bright. Leading me to the path that lead to you. That path, may come to a stand still. But even at a stand still. You make it worth wild. You make every day in are little world. A great day, a wonderful day. With you there is not one day I don't enjoy. As long as you keep the world going. I can't help but love the world. Your the world to me. Your so the world to me. You mean more then my world. Because your world with mine. It's what makes the world go around for me. Without you here in this world. Is a world without happiness. You bring happiness in my heart and in my smile. You make everything great. Everything with you is wonderful. Your my kind of wonderful. Your my worl

My Work
WHAT CAN I SAY SHIT SHE MAKES ME WANNA DO THE THINGS THAT ONLY HER MAN IS SUPPOSED TO DO.GOT ME ALL HOT AND BOTHERED WANTING TO TOUCH HER PRIVATE PLACES WITH MY TONGUE,CARESSING HER SEXY ASS BODY GETTIIN ME NICE AND SPRUNG YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING GOT ME PLAYIN WITH MY MAN.THE MAN THAT IS CAUSE I CAN WORK IT LIKE NO OTHER CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYIN,IN AND OUT, UP AND DOWN EVEN CIRCULAR MOTIONS ROUND AND ROUND THAT'S HOW I GET DOWN.DAMN NOW I KNOW YOU PROBABLY GOT A MAN BUT HE AIN'T IN MY PLANS SO TO HELL WITH YOUR MAN,I'LL BET IF HE WHERE ME AND I WAS HE,HIS ASS WOULD UNDERSTAND.OK ENOUGH ABOUT HIM LET'S GET ON WITH THIS 44 PLAY WHICH MEANS WE CAN DO THIS ALL DAY AND NITE IF YOU CAN STAY, ANYWAY LET'S PLAY CUM A LITTLE CLOSER LET ME HOLD YA GET YOU NICE AND WET LIKE I TOLD YA.KISS EVERY INCH OF YOUR SEXY FRAME OH SHIT DAMN LET ME SLOW DOWN I ALMOST CAM, NAW NEVER THAT I AIN'T NO TWO MIN MAN, I AM A 24 HOUR HITTER A TRUE SOULJA,A REAL GO GETTER FEEL ME, NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOIN TR

My Work
MARRIED FOR OVER 12 YEARS AND HAS STAYED AS FAITHFUL AS ANY WOMAN COULD BE,UNTIL ONE DAY OVER THE INTERNET SHE ENCOUNTERS A BRO LIKE ME.SHE'S NOT PLANNING TO HAVE AN AFFAIR OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE JUST CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TASTE THE OTHER FLAVOR.THOUGHTS OF BEING SEDUCE BY THE MANDINGO IN HER SITE, NOTHING WILL EVER GO DOWN JUST WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE.HER HEART POUNDS HEAVY LIKE THE BEAT OF DRUM,INSIDE MOIST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM MADE HER CUM, COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT'S AN ILLUSION AND THAT HE IS REALLY NOT THERE BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE HE IS THERE IN HER MIND ANYWAY AS SHE SLOWLY SWAYS.BACK AND FOURTH, FRONT AND BACK LOSING TRACK OF EXACTLY WHERE SHE'S AT CAUSE SHE FINDS HERSELF TOUCHING HERSELF EYES CLOSED MIND WIDE OPEN, TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS, HOLD ME,SQUEEZE ME, THE PLEASURE OF PAIN I WILL ENDURE SSHH SOMEONE'S AT DOOR,OH MY GOD IT'S HIM THE MANDINGO OF MY DREAMS IT WAS THE MAIL MAN.SHE WANTS TO TOUCH HIM AND DO ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT

My Words, My Life, My Love, Living In Hell Right Now
Through it all, you were there for me when others wouldn't even care. You took my hand and led me to my life, making me see what I was missing out on. You were there when I'd cry, when I would laugh and smile. You could make the rainy miserable days so full of sunshine and rainbows. I was too afraid to jump in head first, instead I only tested with my toes. I wish I could've jumped in like you did and always do, but I thought the worst. Now I feel like heaven died, paradise is lost, and all is sunken in the deepest pits of despair. All the tears I've cried, all the sleepless nights, all the dinners I can't stomach are all because I'm terrifed now. I don't know if I can handle losing you completely, maybe to another woman. I know I'm no match for half the women out there, but I do know that I am real, I know what love is, I'm faithful to you even now, when you're on the road. No one else can give you what I did or can. My tears now are bitter, staining my face and heart wi

My Work
THIS IS ABOUT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE MARRIED OR HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS.HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING THAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO FOR YOU LATELY, I MEAN A GOAL THAT YOU SET FOR YOURSELF THAT YOU HAD TO PUT ON HOLD BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CHANGED.IT'S STILL YOUR LIFE JUST BECAUSE OTHER'S HAVE ENTERED IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LIVING,OK YOU HAVE KIDS NOW OR YOU HAVE A MATE GOD DIDN'T INTEND FOR YOU TO SHUT DOWN AND NOT DO YOU.BALANCE IS THE KEY, I MEAN WE PRAY EVERYDAY BECAUSE WE BELIEVE,WE GO TO WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE TO EAT AND PAY BILLS, KIDS HAVE TO BE TAKEN CARE OF AND OUR SPOUSE'S NEED LOVE TOO RIGHT BUT WHAT ABOUT YOU.THINK ABOUT IT YOU HAVE COMMITTED YOURSELF TO YOUR RELATIONSHIP,FAMILY,JOB, WHATEVER BUT ARE YOU TRULY SATISFIED WITH YOU AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FROM LIFE.LIFE IS TOO SHORT NOT TO ENJOY IT TAKE TIME OUT FOR YOU BECAUSE WHEN IT'S OVER IT'S OVER.WRITE THAT BOOK,GO TO SCHOOL, TAKE THAT TRIP DON'T SIT BACK AND WATCH D

My World
I'm king/queen of all I do and see within my world of fantasy Here, I'm whomever I choose to be and I create my destiny I ride in space ships through the skies Sometimes, I board the Enterprise I destroy all the evil I see All monsters are afraid of me! Superman, Wonder Woman, Spider-man and I Play and fly over buildings high I love creatures that have wings like fairies, dragons, bats and things Here, everyone wants to be my friend 'cause summer vacations never end Hot dogs, hamburgers, shakes, fries! Everyone loves me! Are you surprised? Kids all cheer when they see me They love my realm of fantasy Here, I'm whomever I choose to be and I create my destiny!

My Worst Vday!!
ok so im sitting at the computer relaxin and being pissed off. Why is that Amber? My dad felt the need to go to a side job and work all day. He just called. He has to do wiring and new switches, a new box, and new outlet plugs. So I get to sit at home all night! I dont mind it its just I was supposed to go Monday and get all the food for tonight. Well that didnt happen because my mom cant manage time at all! Then I was supposed to go yesterday. Nope huge ass windstorm and snow hits. My mom refuses to drive me. Then I'm not taking my bro and sis to the store because theyr greedy and ungratful if I get them anything. plus i only have 31 bucks to buy the food. SO Im sitting here in my pjs holding back tears. I had tonight planned to a T. Then liek my anniversary. It turns to shit! I swear I'm sick of spending time and and money on shit that isnt going to work out. Then even if Sean goes and gets us dinner liek car side to go and I have leftovers they'll be gone from everyone els

My World
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, YOUR EVERYTHING I NEED, YOU ARE MY LIFE, YOU ARE THE REASON I BREATHE. YOUR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, YOU HOLD THE KEY TO MY HEART, YOUR EVERYTHING I DREAMED OF, YOU HAVE BEEN FROM THE START. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU, I DON'T THINK I COULD GO ON, I HOPE WHAT WE HAVE KEEPS GROWING STRONG. I LOVE YOU TO DEATH YOUR MY HEART, YOUR MY SOUL, YOUR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE TILL THE END OF TIME XXXXX

My Work
Well this is my first blog, lol I hope you all enjoy my artwork as much as I enjoy doing it. One thing I will leave on this earth when it's my time to go home is a piece of me will live on in the skin of the people I have touched with my artwork. If your ever in my area please look me up and you can have a piece of me as well.

My Worst Fear
I hate it when people who always shove it in ur face everytime they make an achievement or when they get hit on!! Its as if they have to make everyone feel beneath them to make them feel better about themselves. But on the other hand I sit here like a loser in my room as usual. Sometimes it seems like guys never look at me and that I'm just stupid and I'm doomed to failure.

My Word ( Some Of My Poems)
(¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨; `·.¸. Happy and glad I never felt love the way I feel it for you The night we kissed made all my dreams come true I never thought that I would be so happy till the day I found you we are meant for each other And that is so true if not we wouldn't be together Cause of all the things we have been through But that only made us even closer and stronger And baby I love you that's what's keeping me So strong I know that you know but I just like to remind you that I am so happy and glad that I have you. I love you baby Every kiss Every kiss and every touch feels just right The way you hold my hand and cuddel with my body Your words are so sweet and your voice so soft and gental I cant let you go Forever mine together growing strong Are Love is perfect no one can destroy it! Make me, Tell me Sweep me off my feet Get the key to my heart Just make sure

My Work
FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE THAT IS NOT IN MY GRASP FAR BEYOND MY REACH,LESSON'S HAVE BEEN TAUGHT AND SHE WAS WILLING TO TEACH,TEACH ME THE MEANING OF LUST,LOVE,WHAT IT MEANS TO CRAVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T HAVE.DAMN IT FEELS SO FUCKING REAL THE PAIN THAT I GET WHEN SHE SAYS I CAN'T,EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT IF I WHERE NEXT TO HER I COULD HAVE HER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE CONSTANTLY,OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN.HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE SHE IS SO SEXY MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DAMN IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT HER THE WAY THAT I DO KNOWING THAT NOTHING COULD EVER COME OF THIS. WHAT DO I DO?

My Work
KNOCK KNOCK ROOM SERVICE WAS THE LAST THING WE HEARD STOPPING WHAT WE WHERE DOING AT THIS POINT WE BE ABSURD, SO WE KEPT ON SUCKING,FUCKING,LICKING,KISSING YOU KNOW GETTIN IT ON IN EVERYWAY IMAGINABLE SHE KNOCKED AGAIN I YELLED CUM ON IN AND WE STARTED UP AGAIN.THAT'S WHEN MAMI WALKED IN AND WITH A SLIGHT GRIN SHE BEGAN,BEGAN TO SPEAK THAT IS OH MY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW AS SHE TURNED AWAY REAL SLOW I SCREAMED DON'T GO,MISS LADY REPLIED IF I CUM INSIDE I COULD LOSE MY JOB THEN I REPLIED WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW WON'T HURT.SO SHE STAYED AND WE MADE THE ROOM NEED SERVICE GET IT ROOM SERVICE MAMA STILL A LITTLE NERVOUS BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP HER FROM LETTING ME IN, ME AND MY FRIEND OH YEA I'LL BET YOU FORGOT ABOUT HER BUT NOT ME I HAD THEM BOTH ON THE FLOOR ABOUT TO EAT.SO I HEAD DOWN TOWN KISSING AND LICKING MY WAY TO ECSTACY,TRYING TO GET LOCK JAW IF YOU SEEN WHAT I SAW THERE IS NO PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE. I STEPPED BACK AND MY FRIEND GETS ON TOP A YO MAMA SAT HER PLACE ON SHORTIES FACE AND

My Work-no Sunshine
MAMI MAKES ME WANNA DO THE THINGS THAT CAN GIVE A BRO SERIOUS BACK PROBLEMS YA MEEN,FACE SOOOOOOO GORGEOUS, EYES LIKE SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM A BEAUTIFUL THING.LUSTFULLY SPEAKING DAMN MISS SEXY IS THE TRUTH GOT A SOLJA WANTING TO GET ON HIS KNEES AND PLEASE TO CERTAIN DEGREES OF ECSTACY FEEL ME.HER SOUL I CAN FEEL THE REAL DEAL MISS HOTTNESS WITH LOOKS THAT KILL MAD FUCKIN SEX APPEAL, PRETTY HANDS AND FEET I LOVE THAT SHIT THAT'S A BIG TURN ON TO ME SEXY TO ANOTHER DEGREE FEEL ME I'LL BET YOU DO G.LOVE IS IN THE AIR FUCK TRUTH OR DARE, TRUTH IS SHE IS THE ONE WITH CLOSED EYES I CAN SEE THAT SHE IS, WAIT HOLD UP A SEC LET ME SIT BACK AND CHECK IS THIS REAL OR FANTASY DOES MAMA EVEN KNOW ME.YO SHE CHECKS FOR ME ALMOST EVERYDAY IN HER ON SPECIAL WAY HOPE TO MEET HER SOMEDAY,SOMEDAY SOON CAN'T WAIT.AIN'T NO SUNSHINE TILL THAT DAY BUT IT'S ALL GOOD I CAN WAIT......PEACE &LUV.....PAPI...A COLA WOULD TASTE GOOD RIGHT ABOUT NOW....HUMMMMMMM.

My World
So much I wanted to share my life, I gave so much of me, to have you here in my world, but you don't seem to want to be, how I wish I knew you, what is the life you need, I would gladly give you my world, there is so much you just can't see, from there where your standing, on the outside looking in, if you could only open your heart, you would find that love again, there is a better life for us it's here waiteing for you, in my world right where it's always been. 3 Doors Down - My WorldMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

My Work
So.. my life's complexities seem to grow.. I haven't done too much work today.. I worked a little on a few podcasts.. I'm about to go out for a walk.. it's looking like the meeting I was expecting for tomorrow might be delayed till the weekend.. if that's the case then there's this other developer's meeting tomorrow, which I should think about going to.. the only thing is I'm also feeling like I've gone to more then enough meet ups lately.. of various sorts.. and I'm ready to just stay home for a little while, you know? Other events are pressing my need to develop are more aggressive plan for how I deal with this here market place.. Up till now I've been planning to learn a few things, and build a few more promotional materials.. before I try and go.. well postal or whatever.. in my quest for ladder climbing.. but perhaps not.. And besides all this.. there are other things to concern myself with... hopefully my walk will give me a good opertunity to think about stuff.

My Wounderful Day
so this is how my day went ~ woke up ~went to school ~at school shaffon told me i was n love with her b/c my pupls was big..long story ~then went to the computer lab ~said hi to some guy from facebook ~then went left with jen ~drove around the block to find somethign to eat ~drove to parallel n pulled in to a car kinda shop to only find out jen didnt like the rims for her car ~ we left n drove on the wrong side of the road I laughed my ass off it was so great ~still laughing we drove n to a gas station n pulled out n said im sure people knew we was not from around there ~we drove past the college n decided on KFC n MC D's ~go to order at KFC n order n then ask fora soft taco ~waited a minute for the guy to com back on laughing saying did u say a taco ~we say yes he says we dont sale tacos here ~we laugh feel dumb ~go to the windo n they laughing n the manager looks out the windo n say u guys no we dont sale tacos here ~we r like we fo

My World
I PRAY ALL THE TIME HOPING THAT YOU AND YOU ARE OK,HOPING THAT NOTHING NOT ANY TYPE OF HARM EVER COMES YOUR WAY WHY? I GUESS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NEEDING IN RETURN THAT YOU LOVE ME NOT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME.LET'S TALK ABOUT ME,I AM WHO I SAY I AM NOTHING MORE,NOTHING LESS NO NEED TO LIE ABOUT REALITY BECAUSE IT IS WHAT IT IS.MY DAYS ALWAYS BEGIN WITH PRAYER AND MY NIGHTS END THE SAME WAY,CONSTANTLY NOT TRUSTING MAN AND NEVER BELIEVEING WHAT THEY SAY YOU KNOW THE PLAY,ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU TODAY HOPE THINGS WENT YOUR WAY.OH YEA THAT'S RIGHT MY BAD WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME LET'S SEE HUMMMMMM WHEN I GROW UP WHO DO I WANNA BE,IN LOVE WITH THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS ONE DAY THAT DREAM WILL BECOME REALITY, MAYBE WELL JUST MAYBE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.NEVER BEEN INTO MYSELF ALWAYS WANTING TO PLEASE,SOMETIMES GETTING IN RETURN THE LOVE THAT I NEED BUT IT'S RARE VERY RARE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T WANNA BELIEVE, PLEASE DON'T GRIEVE FOR ME CAUSE I WILL

My Words To All The Blackmen
Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He i

My Work
MEN BUILD INSTITUTIONS..SO THAT FOUR HUNDRED YEARS LATER THEIR DESCENDANTS CAN SAY,THAT'S WHAT HE LEFT.FREDERICK DOUGLAS WARNED US MANY YEARS AGO THAT AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT THE DIRECT BENEFICIARIES OF THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOR,WE WILL REMAIN SLAVES.THERE IS SOMETHING INSIDIOUS ABOUT A CONTENTMENT WITH WORKING FOR SOMEONE THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE.SILENTLY IT SAYS YOU NEED ME,IT IS IMBEDDED IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS YOU CAN'T DO WITHOUT ME.EVENTUALLY YOU BELIEVE I'M NOT CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF,EVENTUALLY YOU STOP TRYING.THE WORLD NEEDS THE KIND OF INSTITUTIONS THAT MEN OF COLOR CAN BUILD.WHETHER IT IS A BUSINESS TO BE MANAGED,A SCHOOL TO BE STAFFED,A PUBLICATION TO BE CIRCULATED,AN ORGANIZATION TO BE ADVANCED OR A SERVICE TO BE CARRIED OUT,MEN WANT MORE FROM THE WORLD THAN A GOLD WATCH AND A FOND MEMORY....I AM BUILDING MORE THAN A NEST EGG.

My Work
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? WITH ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT,THERE IS......A DREAM FOR YOU TO FOLLOW A GOAL FOR YOU TO SET A PLAN FOR YOU TO MAKE A PROJECT FOR YOU TO BEGIN AN IDEA FOR YOU TO ACT ON A POSSIBILITY FOR YOU TO EXPLORE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO GRAB A CHOICE FOR YOU TO MAKE. IF NOT,YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT.TODAY I WILL MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO SAY LESS AND DO MORE......

My World......
my world is my world.... it can be mean sometimes.. but mostly it is very nice........peace, quietness... so quiet that you can hear the thoughts of others.... so peaceful that even the deadliest animal, reptile, and any other creature in the world can not hurt a fly........ my world is my world........ i can imagine whatever i want........ my imagination can go beyond the world itself..... the clear night sky is a whole new galaxy...... of life... the cool wind blowing in my hair replenishes my thoughts...... concentrating...... thinking......... figuriing out my life ahead......... feeling what it is that i have longed for......... but not knowing what it is....... hearing the night creatures out and about...... searching for its prey........ hearing the prey run for dear life........ sometimes they are lucky and sometimes they are unlucky... life is both cruel and nice... because that is how the world is...

My Words Are My Life Just As You Are To Me (poem)
my words are my life as you will be mine one day for my arms to hold you forever more as we will be tougher till the end of man kind come to an end Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

My Work
Hello Cherry Tap! I am a fun, wild, & Grade A-1, professional, photographer & oil painting artist. I've been looking at a lot of pictures that people put up as themselves. Some really good & some really bad. I've been known to travel all over the United States to get that proper moment captured for businesses, families, pets, children, weddings, and all sorts of other occasions. From realtors, actors, models, & rock stars to the ordinary house wife & kids. You name it ... I shot it. Even photos for web sites. My prices are very negotiable that includes my talents as an artist to use the "Photo Shop" skills needed to turn average photos into wild works of art! So ... For those that can afford me & can use me ... Let me know. The month of June is very busy for me as weddings are a part of my biz. Feel free to contact me if you are serious & need that special image that you want to show the world. Sincerely, Raider Enobrac/Carbone AKA Raider The Pirate

My Wonderful Family
I consider myself very lucky to have such a wonderful family. To me, family is one of the most precious things anyone can have. When things are rough and I need a shoulder to cry on, all I have to do is pick up the phone. My family is so close. There was once a time in my life that I felt completely alone. After a while, my family began to grow. Today, I am very proud of the family I have. Several sisters, nieces, nephews, etc..... The list goes on and on. It's people like these that make me happy to be alive. My children are my blessings. I wish everyone on earth could have a family like mine. To all the families out there that are like mine, absolutely wonderful in every way, you are all making someone's life a little better, someone's day a little sweeter and someone's future a little brighter. Stop and think about your family..tell them how great they are, and how lucky you are to have them. Someday, you might not get the chance to say everything you want to. So, pick up a phone or

My Words
EMOTIONS ALL FRESH AND NEW, EVERY THOUGHT CONSUMED BY YOU. WONDERING WHAT BETWEEN US WILL BE,WILL WHAT I HEAR BE WHAT I SEE? IS WHAT I FEEL IN MY HEART THE PATH TO TAKE,IN MY MIND I REALIZE THE RIGHT CHOICE TO MAKE. GIVING THIS A CHANCE TO MATURE AND TO GROW, LETTING MYSELF BELIEVE IN WHERE WE WILL GO. KNOWING THE WOMAN I AM, AND SEEING THE MAN YOU ARE, I SENCE IN MY SOUL THIS THING WE HAVE STARTED COULD GO FAR. WE WILL LET TIME AND PATIENTS DECIDE, IF WHAT WE VISULIZE MEETS WHAT WE FEEL INSIDE. JLG

My World
my world has changed majorly in the last few mos ive recently moved back home close to family but im moving again i just need some time to myself i had a my mid life crisses lol and i need to make some changes with that all under way i can finnaly say im happy i have my 3 awsome kids who mean the world to me and want to make them happy in life lead a great life i have my magick i pratice daily i love it i love to play magic the gathring its a really fun game thanks to all who took the time to read my first blog blessed be rate me fan me and friend me if ud like to

My Work!
A Monster Created The open mind is a dangerous playground for obscene thoughts to prey. Innocence lost to an open mind. I explore all realms of self-discovery, only to find the monster lying beneath was not predator but prey. A victim of a mind, of sorts, urged by my own self to fail, fall short, and ultimately self-destruct. Imagine being out of control and feeling completely content, on a road to nowhere; crashing hard into a concrete wall, just before falling to your demise. The pain is great. There are parts of you that you cannot save, but you salvage what is left and rebuild. In pieces, broken and strewn, you pick up whats left and carry on. Your mind is shattered. Your vision lost. Emotions run at a trickle. Lightning strikes and you are recreated: a monster, a second chance given to you as a last resort. Now, all you need to do is prove you are not the same

My Wonderful Friends
Thanks everyone . . . I appreciate the opinions you have given honestly but I am just writing to clear my mind. I do I it all the time, it helps. I don’t feel as bad after I get some of the stupid shit out of my head that just seems to lie there. The majority of the time it makes no sense to anyone but me, but I’m the one it matters to after all. I thank you for taking the time to read what I have said though, and even more for sending me all the e-mails with suggestions. The fact of the matter is I am lost in my own mind right now and am not sure I want to find my way out. I am content where I am, confused as hell, but content. I’m not happy as we all know . . . I gave up on my happily ever after years ago remember?! I gave up on finding someone who completes or at the very least compliments who I am. I decided long long ago that I was meant to be alone and honestly have no idea why I ever bothered in this past year to think otherwise. I dated a few people; had sex with a

My World
there was a time in my life where i wanted to die i felt so empty even when i was around friends and family....well one day i got a phone call and i was told that i was pregnant my heart skipped a beat i fell to the ground and started crying i was so scared i wouldnt be a good mom but the day they laid that littl boy into my arms that fear went away when i got to hold him all i did was starred into his eyes and cryed i didnt know what to do at that moment so i gentely kissed him on the forhead and told him he was mommys pride and joy... he gave me a new meaning of life that i never knew i would feel..he was so little i thought to my self how could something this great happen to me he is my hopes and my dreams i thought wouldnt ever come true he saved me in more ways then one he filled my life my heart my mind and soul with love and joy...i whisper to him everynight i love you my heart mommy loves you...the day i had him is the day my life beging..the first time he smiled i laughed and

My Wolfy
Yes, thats right...Im the happiest gurl in the whole USA...and its all because of him Garrett Chase Boyd...Chase is my new boyfriend, my Wolfy...we have been dating for the past like 2 months now...and I just want to tell you all about him...He is 6'2", kinda long curly brown haired and brown eyes, a sexy smile that makes me melt, hairy chest (yes I like hairy chests), and the sexiest body ever (atleast thats what I think)...he is amazing...and he makes me smile all day long, Im not sure my face knows how to do anything else anymore...and if I tried to make it do anything else I think it might break or hurt...lol...because I have not stopped smiling for the past two months...Im smiling now just thinking and talking about him...that and he is sitting right here beside me...I love having him close to me...I hate when he is not near me...it drives me batty..and I miss him all the damn time when he is away...thats it, Im gonna marry him...lol...he just made me something to eat (well drink)

My World
In simple times,this place was the grandest of all,but now the wars of life,have taken their toll. In this place there is still beauty,for it still beats to my heart,and my soul. In this place still resides the dreams. Still all the hopes. Still all the happiness that is. The one can restoer all the things that was and restore the order. Here resides all the thoughts that are. Here resides all the things of future sense. Here resides a place for the one. And the one will be loved here, for a long time,and be.

My World
I can believe that things are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen – I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that future rocks and I believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. I believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are be

My World
Never in a million years did I think I would find a girl that is as sweet as my Nicole and never did I think I would want to spend the rest of my life with one person but I found her and am the happiest person alive and if any one tries to get in the way I will judge them I love My little Nicole I have never felt this way about anyone and cant live with out her Nicole Petsch I love you

My Work So Far...
The works of Hubert Selby Jr. speak, in unconventional prose, for the part of society which has been ostracized by the majority. To the majority of readers who are familiar with proper English grammar, Selby’s writing style requires some effort to comprehend as he uses little punctuation: lack of quotation marks confuses the flow of conversation yet the run-on sentences, sometimes lasting for an entire length of a page, serve as fast-paced suspense-builders. Often categorized with the more modernist movement, the writing tends to follow a “stream of consciousness” which follows the thought process of the character’s inner-monologue. Born July 23 1928 in Brooklyn’s Red Hook District, Selby grew up around the same places where his books were stationed. At the young age of fifteen, he dropped out of school to work on the waterfront and in 1944 joined the merchant marine. On his first voyage about two years later, he was introduced to a theme which would play a central role through

My Worst Fear
Promises made, And promises spoken. Words were said, And hearts were broken. My worst fear, and our lives are shattered. Back again As if nothing mattered. Fights we had, All ended in tears. Together again, Before anyone hears. Never caring What anyone says. To repeat this cycle Untill we're dead. This love so true, yet so many problems. Everyday we find A different way to solve them.

My Words (6) Of Our Love
Forever in love Following the signs of true love On the ways of my life Raising the love on those ways Every part of my heart sings song Voices of those songs are so sweet to hear Embracing you and holding your hands Rainbow of my love is shown in your eyes Yours eyes attract me to live with you Openness of your heart makes me romantic Under the blanket of blue sky Real love looks like a red rose Staying with you, I am forever yours..... I LOVE U Every time i touch your face i feel like dreaming... every time i hug you i feel so secure... every time i kiss you i feel so complete... that's why every beats of my hearts saying I LOVE YOU.. A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. It's fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this were meant to l

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 1)
As you move through the days and years of your life, you DO NOT go unnoticed. You leave a trail, an impression, footprints... unquestionable PROOF that you existed... in the lives of those around you. Do you think you've not made much of a diffference in this world? You have in mine. Thank you. Do you want to be remembered by those you've touched? You can. By showing love... to one person at a time.

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 2)
Leonardo Da Vinci (1452-1519) He was the illegitimate son of a peasant woman and Florentine merchant who became one of the greatest painters and most versatile geniuses the world has ever known. He was a brilliant architect, engineer, military strategist, inventor, and scientist whose ideas and designs were centuries ahead of their time. He was the creator of such masterpieces as The Last Supper and Mona Lisa. His influence lives on to this day in his paintings, writings, and sketches. What was the secret of his greatness and genius? He keenly observed the world around him and saw... POSSIBILITIES. When he looked at marble... he saw the sculputre. When he looked at the sky... he saw flying machines. When he looked at a church wall or a piece of wood or a blank canvas... He saw The Last Supper, He saw Mona Lisa, He saw masterpieces. WHAT IS A MASTERPIECE? A masterpiece is a gift to the world from the one who conceives it, labors over it,

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 3)
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1756-1791) Check out this timeline: Age 4 ~ He shows remarkable musical talent and learns to play the piano. Age 5 ~ He begins composing music. Age 6 ~ He plays for Empress Maria Theresa of Austria. Age 14 ~ He has already composed many works for the harpsichord, piano, and violin, as well as orchestral works. Early 20s ~ He is virtually ignored by the courts of Europe. But Mozart presses on under difficult circumstances and composes his most enduring work during the later years of his life. THEN Age 35 ~ He dies in poverty from a feverish illness and is buried in a Vienna suburb with little ceremony...in an unmarked grave. Yet Mozart lives on to this day in the more than six hundred works of music he left behind. What was the secret to his greatness adn genius? He listened with his heart and heard...POSSIBILITIES. When he saw a violin... he heard concertos. When he stood in an empty concert hall... he heard a

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 4)
As a reward for an act of kindness, the mythological King Midas was granted by the Greek god Dionysus ONE WISH... Midas wished that everything he touched would turn to gold. So, he began touching... A flower...GOLD! He was rich... A stone...GOLD! He was richer... Anything and everything turned to GOLD! He was the richest person on Earth! Or was he? The food that touched his lips turned to gold... and left him hungry. The daughter he reached to hold turned to gold... and left him heartbroken. Realizing the mistake he had made, Midas begged to be free of his wish. After bathing in the River Pactolus, the cursed was lifted. He then bathed his daughter in the river...and she was restored. He had his daughter back. He was no longer hungry. He was no longer heartbroken. He was no longer alone. He was free! Free to TOUCH... Free to FEEL. Now he was truly... RICH. --------------------------------- The Road to Riches

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 5)
Down through the past two thousand years, the story of Jesus, the Son of God, has effect more change in the human race than all the laws ever passed and all the inventions of the human mind put together. HOW did Jesus Christ, in three short years, forever change the course of humanity? With a handful of ordinary followers, AND... A message of love and acceptance, of a kingdom... A compassion that draws men and women to Him from all walks of life, A sacrifice of His own life that bridged the gap between man and God. ----------------------------- The Open Arms Of Love When the children crowded around Him, He said, "Let them come unto me..." With open arms. When the blind and the lame and the hungry called His name. He healed and fed them...With open arms. When the world turned its back on Him and screamed "Crucify!" He didn't run or hide. He let them drive nails in His hands... With open arms. While He was dying on the cross and they mocked

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 6)
I would like to send out a BIG "THANK YOU" for those who are still reading this incredible series, "Words Of Wisdom" by yours truly... ME... I hope it has given you hope and has made you think of your own ways and how you can make a difference, and in many cases you ALREADY are, therefore there is nothing to threat, you are helping the future generations. Regardless if you do not think that the help of one person could possibly make that much of a difference, but you'd be pretty amazed of how JUST "ONE" person can do. Just remember of what I have already told you regarding Mozard, Jesus, Leonardo da Vinci....they were just one person and they made truly the biggest impact you could ever imagince, I am sure and have my hopes set that such a person will rise again and be remembered from our generation... THE FUTURE... They is out there somewhere. I'd say they're right. It's out there in someone's arms tonight, being rocked to sleep... It's out there holding on to a s

My Words Of Wisdom...(the End)
This series has been somewhat of a roll call of greatness... Leonardo da Vinci Amadeus Mozart King Midas Jesus This is obviously only a partial list. May more names belong on the list,and new names are being added every day. Names of everyday people who are making a difference in their world. Names like yours. You may not create the types of masterpieces Leonardo did, the types of symphonies Mozart did, amass the great fortune King Midas did, or make the impact on humanity that Jesus did...and still does. But I believe you belong in their company because of the legacy you are leaving in the lives of those around you. By painting...with the color of love By writing...with the melody of love By touching...with the gift of love By reaching...with the open arms of love By changing the future...with the promise of love. Do you think you've not made much of a difference in this world? You have because... "To know even one life has breathed easier be

My World, My Words...
.Naked. .Accept Me. .As Is. My name is Sarah Elaine. I make mistakes. I cry myself to sleep. I hurt. I love. I sing out loud. Love Conquers All. True love never dies. You can fall in love at ANY age. (5 or 500, love IS love.) I've been abandoned. I've run away. I've lied. I've stolen. I've cheated. I've sworn. I've been condemned. I LOVE the legion of disperfection. I'm NOT perfect. I'm not beautiful. I'm not anorexic. I'm emotional. I'm a woman. I'm a ROMANTIC. I love flowers. I prefer cats. I love exotic animals. I love my family. I don't tolerate hypocracy or stupidity. I'm done being a door mat. I've been loved. I've been in love. I've been BEATEN. I've been pushed. I've attempted suicide. I've run from my problems. I've aged. I've matured. I've been the pill popper. I've been the alcoholic. I've been the party girl. I've been the girl crying in the bat

My Wonderful Soom To Be Wife By Jared Warnick
My Wonderful soon To Be wife She is everything i always wanted in my life she is funny easy going and very playful. She nevers judges me on anything i use to do or am doing now witch is great. she knows everything about from past to presant and she still loves me for who i am, she doesn't see the monster in me she sees the cute cuddly bear of my personility. Granted i am not wrap tight or having mental problems and its a secret between us she is not afraid being around me and thats always puts a smile on my face. I love it how she gets me calm when i am mad and i love it how she can bring the comedy person out of me. she luaghs at my jokes and share the grief with me and my sarrow. I love it how she always planning our future and how it's going to work , i love it how she always has a wonderfu; smile on her face when she gets on cam for me. She always in a happy mood around me and thats how i want to treat my baby and i always feel great when she is happy, luaghing playing around wi

My World
Welcome to my world, It's not perfect, But it ain't rusted to much, Only here and there. I tried not to let things rot out, But as you can see, The skeletons and skulls, Of what I let died. I swear I'm not perfect, But I admit I do better then most, The only thing I seem to do best, Not to brag. I sometimes love a little to much, Or be friendly at moments, And a b___ the next, It's how I am. I sometimes listen to music, A little too loud, Or stay up all night and morning, To wake up to find it's 1 in the afternoon. I cry when I seem that I can't hold it in, Sometimes I feel like running away, I hide away when, I just want to be alone. Welcome to my world, I'd reckon if you don't like it, It's too bad, This is how I live my life and I love it!

My Worst Fuck
my worst fucking experience was when i was dating an older female back in high school. not only i had to do most work, but it didn't feel right. she was too loose and smelled bad. she wasn't ugly looking, just don't have good skills. I'm waiting for the right female to walk in my life and show me a good time

My Words
Some of you might take these words as words of encouragement, some might take them as hints to go away, some might understand that I need to get them out. The truth is I just want to be loved not smothhered and I want a chance to be happy and do what I want when I want and how I want to do it. I think i'm going to try to finish up my GED and go to Europe and study the food. Maybe i'll find happiness, maybe I won't because not everybody on this earth can be happy some just have to be miserable so that the people they really care about can be happy. I hope for all the people that I want to see happy, they find their happiness even if it's not with me, because they are so special that it would just break my heart to know they are unhappy.

My Words Of Many Things
Life Life is nothing but a dream drifting far from reality a dream so far away from truth a vision so blurred we can barely see ================================================================ SIMPLY LIFE We take the chances get bruises fall... hurt others... and are foolishly denying the pain some of us are on the other side of the tracks in this world really things are all black and white watching our future fade is an option some of us accept in this cruel world you only have yourself so many lies and deceit in peoples eyes... loving people to your best ability no one said this life would be easy but we all play the part of disguising the hurt but why??? isn\'t it OK to cry??? but there are so many unanswered questions in this world... i have not been called a genius or even a know-it all BUT ITS SIMPLY LIFE =============================================================== Who can i ( my life) So much is happening at once in my

My Worst Nightmare.
There are things people are afrade of in there life. Well I am afrade of myself. I have dont alot of stupid shit. And one day I am afrade I am going to hurt myself or some one I love. I try and hold the anger in but it is hard one every day people are pushing me. Its like thay want me to get mad. Well thay will wish thay never did when I snap.

My World
i wish to be the air you breathe love that floods your every cell revitalising you, cheering you up every second of your life i love like the rush of the Nile, Yangtze - listen, listen to this lovelorn heart, holding on, letting go, holding on with such tenacity to the hope of every lovelorn night an eclipse helps distill my love for you, seals your charms, allure from the craving prying eyes of world, precipitates that momentuous silhouette, escapade for me and you sun and moon, yin and yang to be totally absorbed in bliss, in each other love, love, love if only i could be the only star to win your fancy for that sparkling while heaven the world would become Faith HillThere You'll BeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Yes, faith can lift a mountain from its base! Yes, faith can turn a river off its course; Yes, faith can win an impossible race! Yes, faith can calm a lion as he roars! Sure, faith can do impossible a thing! Sure, faith ca

My Words Of Wisdom..
- Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. - Tell me what you need and I'll tell you how to get along without it. - Just when you think you've finally hit bottom, someone tosses you a shovel. - Sex is only dirty if you do it right. - Logic is a systematic method of coming to the wrong conclusion with confidence. - All opinions are not equal. Some are much more robust, sophisticated and well supported in logic and others are just plain dumb.

My Wolf... Rytx...
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My World
My hands are trembling with fear I'm so petrified of tomorrow And what it might bring For nothing is what it is anymore And I am not who I am. My eyes are red and raw from crying I just feel so exhausted and miserable Like I have nothing left to offer And I know nobody could understand that So I don't say a word. My head is throbbing, I can't think straight There are ghosts haunting me Screaming horrible things While laughing and pointing And they won't leave me alone. My heart feels empty I don't belong anywhere I don't enjoy anything anymore There's nothing to look forward to There's no hope. My world has fallen apart It collapsed at my feet There's nothing left So It's time to leave, get out of here And end it all right now.

My World
Feeling your tongue on my body makes me speechless I have missed the way you make me come alive The anticipation of what you will do next is so thrilling Going down to my most private region My world has been waiting for you You look up at me giving me a smile and you blow me a kiss goodbye Then it happens... Your mouth meets my world and I lose all control Sheer pleasure fills me I can feel it from my head all the way down to my toes Shaking, moaning your name over and over again Grabbing your head pushing you in deeper I can hardly breathe it feels so good You are working magic Casting me under this wonderful spell Its building I can feel it I'm almost ready to let go You know this and you know exactly how to make it happen Your tongue right there My world erupts all over An incredible rush I'm moaning releasing into your mouth You drink up every last drop Kissing me all over You come back up and hold me Letting me enjoy this great feeling

My Woman
Now here we are Together, all alone Resting in the back of my car Bodies next to one another I finally feel at home And then I look into your eyes Trace the runnels of your lips I feel the passion that resides Feel my heart begin to pound As you plant a kiss at my fingertips We move closer, as close as two can be Then begin to whisper sweet songs Words just between you and me Beyond the comprehension of others In my heart where it shall forever belong Our breaths grow deep Souls begging, yearning for more The windows tainted with our heat Feel the sensations rise As our bodies begin to explore my hands exploring everywhere as always Your sweet, sweet caress That leaves me in a daze I feel your hands run up my dress My eyes sparkle Vision now glazed Bodies moving so fast And I can’t seem to comprehend A moment in time that will forever last Swirling, touching, together, strong sensations rise Heaven’s here with you, my godsend Crashing down, down so heavy

My Wonderful Life
This is just something in my mind as im staying up all night yet again hehe... but anyway I have gone through all my life thinking why I'm less than others and it was so terrible to get picked on and mocked, for thinking you had friends when in all reality the truth was the ones you wanted as friends wouldn't give you the attention. To be brutally honest I don't want to sound like a completely arrogant individual but I have lived a very rough life, a life of chaos, envy, jealousy, deceat and so much more. As most of you prolly know the hardest thing to deal with in my life was the day I watched my uncle die at 5 years old he decided his life wasn't worth living, and shot himself right infront of me. Could you imagine the pain and guilt that would put a 5 year old through not knowing or understanding why his uncle shot himself while having his brains on your face ? But from then on my life went down hill, i was molested at 7 years old not even 2 years after my uncle killed himself. and

My Worth
My Worth ~Tony Martinez For you I'd give the shirt off my back I'd be friends with my worst foe Give up all that I have, or all that I will ever have Walk through hell Suffer all the pain Carry all the burdens Deal with all the hardships Stand by you as you slapped my face Stood my ground as you pushed away Said I love you, as you said I hate you Bury my own feelings Forget my happiness Do all the things that caused me the greatest pain All for you All for your happiness Would you do the same for me? Am I worth it? Guess not... You already left...

My World Has Been Broken
When the silent sounds are shattered and the broken room looms into view When the forgotten speak their words And the remembered fall into their tomb The capitals of the world are falling The people scream for more The capitals of the world are falling Until their silent screams are a lure When the tainted pictures crumble and the love tales have been forgotten When the arts of our craft had died and the thoughts of the future have dissembled. Where did our world go It disappeared today. Where did our world go When all the dreams have been thrown away Hate and Hope are one in the same Despair and Love are out to play Dreams and calamity have intertwined. Somehow I broke your heart, and you broke mine.

My Worst Fear....
Since becoming a mom my greatest fear has always been having to watch my child go before me. When I was pregnant with my youngest and my son's father passed away that fear only multiplied. Every time my boys get a sniffle I'm ready to rush them to the hospital. A couple of days ago I found out that a very good friend of mine's son has been diagnosed with Leukemia. A very agressive form that is difficult to treat. He is only nine years old. His big sister is my son's off and on girlfriend/best friend. There is absolutely nothing I can do for them, and it is horrible. Please pray or whatever it is that you do for Michael. He's just a baby!!!

My Words Are Falling On Deaf Eyes
I was write when I said I was ugly, I joined sites like this and adultspace to see if I can find someone who'd care for me. But I guess I was right all along, if I can't get a woman to meet in a public restaurant just to talk, how am I suppose to get laid? I don't believe in rape, even if I had the upper body strength to do the job, it's sick and wrong and something I could never do. So, I guess I'll wait for the sweet kiss of death alone, because it's the only I'll ever get. I know pity don't get girls, but with looks like mine, and no career what else do I have to offer. Life is a bowl of cherries, but someone ate the cherries and left me the pits.

My Words Meaning
My Words Meaning By: April Terry When you ask how I am, And the only word I say is “ok” It means something is wrong, And I want you to ask. When you ask if you should call, And I say “if you want” It means that’s a stupid question, Of course I want you too. When were talking, And I say “I love you” It means just that, And I’m thinking about us. When I get silent, And then say “I miss you” It means I wish you were, Holding me tight in your arms. Every word I speak, Is carefully chosen, And has a meaning much deeper, Then the words themselves. So listen close, To all I say, For every word has a clue, To how I really feel deep within.

My Words
A poem, A conjunction of passionate, emotional words Mixed together in a forthcoming, confused format, Only to the eyes of the Reader... For the Poet, it is revealing their Life. Their thoughts, Emotions, Dreams, Hardships, Experiences, and Hopes. Without Poetry, to all Poets' that are accomplished, or should be, Makes my World turn, and brings Inspiration to my Dreams. Desperately wanting to be an accomplished Poet, Desperately wanting to be a Good Daughter, and Solified Older Sister, Desperately wishing the one I Love would appreciate my Devotion to him... The Gratitude, and Respect for those who have enough Aspirations to write, whether the writing is good or just to unwind, To write their Intimate and Passionate experiences, and Hardships- Has provided me with more Insight to the World of Literacy and Appreciation, to Empower my Faith that I can write Good Poetry. To all Poets' and those who are struggling, provides my Predestined Faith to believe that

My Work Pic
So many of you have told me that you thought I would look sexy in my white nurses uniform. I have repeatedly said that nurses do not wear white dress uniforms any more... they were eliminated as the uniform for nursing. I just uploaded a pic a little while ago that my husband took earlier today when he came to visit. As you can see, I wear scrubs just like they do on TV. Not very sexy I know... it is just a uniform. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156363&i=148408245 What do you think?

My Wonderful Son
Yeah, my son was trying to compliment me the other day. He started out by telling me how shiny my hair is. Then he adds, "must be all the silver you have in there mom, its so pretty." He has a lot to learn before he gets older.

My World
Flying trees And walking mountains Rivers and lakes wonder at their passing The sun has set Beneith a painted sky The moon looks down on a watery grave The sand between my toes Is a worls in itself Seashells make love to the rocks The fish are talking The birds are swimming Tigersharks play with balls of yarn Sea Lions and dolphins Argue with the polar bears Waterfalls cascade through the desert My house is in the sky My world is underground The ocean is in my kitchen I have a forest of jellybeans in my yard

My Wonderful Friends
I want to thank each and everyone of you. I was, and still am, overwhelmed by the all the beautiful messages and comments. Leaving love, support and comfort, during this sad and traumatic period in my life This maybe just a web site, to many folks here, but I feel honoured to have met some of the most wonderful, caring and loving friends that I could ever have wished for. You have shown me what true friendship is, and everyone of you hold a special place in my heart.

My Words On Paper
I'm just writing from what I've seen, heard or felt... ((Don't get me wrong im not saying everyone feels this way, this is just what i have seen, felt, and heard from others... Nothing at all against Guys.. Just proving my point to those that feel this way Let me ask you a Question... If Someone asked a Guy: "Do you have kids?" Guy: "No" "Do you Want kids" Guy: "No, I have other plans" 9/10 times its left at that... 1/10 they ask more questions If Someone asked a Girl: "Do you have kids?" Girl: "No" "Do you Want kids" Girl: "No, I have other plans" 3/10 times its left at that... The other 7/10 the Girl gets... "Why don't you want kids?" "Don't you get goosebumps, holding a baby?" "Isn't it your maternal instinct to have kids?" "Did you have a bad childhood?" "Is there something wrong with you...?" And on and on and on. I heard it all... Why is it ok for men not to want chirdren, but not ok for woman.. Isn't that stereotyping a perso

My World
MY WORLD These tears I bleed are not seen by any eyes, but thousands of souls.The lake i've cried is like an endless pool of acid, consuming you to never be seen or heard from again. My life is normal to most, but only to those who does'nt understand me. The evil I've seen you could'nt begin to imagine, let alone try to understand. I've cut myself to try to forget, but in turn it makes me remember even more. I lay awake at night afraid to sleep for my dreams are not dreams at all, they are nightmares, memories of the past. I am afraid to shut my eyes at all, not even for the brief moment of a simple blink, because even for that split second it fells like thousands of years and all i see is the retchid evil of my past years. I sit constantly reminded of the tears I've bled, not knowing when the next tear will shed its ugly head and fall. So if you were to step into my world, could you find your way out?

My Wonderfully Amazing Boyfriend
So, yeah... I guess i'm still on this Adam trip. I probably will be for quite some time... He is so amazing. Just the things he says to me, and the way he says them. And, god... the feeling i get when he kisses me. Wow. Like, i'm convinced he's the most perfect and amazing man I've ever known. I mean, god, i know I sound SO insanely stupid at times, but I have never felt this way about a man before... in my entire life... I mean, god, I've been through more men than underwear... ok, maybe not literally... actually, not literally at all... but you get the damn point!!! And yet, still, somehow, Adam means so much more to me. I can't explain it, except to say, I know I love him... SO very much. He's the only human alive I will wake up for at 5 in the damn morning... just to sit and chat... just so i can hear his voice... I can't imagine going on morning with out hearing his voice... cept on weekends when i can sleep in and hear it when i wake up :) I've never wanted to be with someone so

My World
7-23-2002 My World You will never understand What you have done The joy you have brought The hope you have restored The life you will make greater How much you mean to me You are my world There are not words to explain The way I feel The love I have The hope and faith I have The joy I feel How much you mean to me You are my world You have brought a lot to my life You restored the things that I had lost You except things others didn't You help as you can You mean so much to me You are my world For ever time you Make me smile Make me laugh Tell me you love me Smile at me Comfort me You make my world better You are my world I will always love you And will never know how to thank you There will never be the right words There are no words to explain How much you mean to me You are my world

My Woman
The beauty of a woman Is her ability to be strong, independent, and free The way she carries herself The way she can take care of herself The way she knows she is in control The love of a woman Is her endless ways to release herself Little laughs, soft gentle kisses, and the way she moves The way her arms fit tight around my shoulders The way her lips match mine exactly The heart of a woman Is unlike any creature on the earth The way they care The way they provide The way the look after the ones they love The way I feel for my woman Is I don't want her to be controlled What drew me was her independence The way she kisses me The way she enjoys who I am No one can ever replace what we share No one can replace who she is to me No one can replace her No one could possibly love her more than I do!

My World
Your my world. The reason I open my eyes every morning. Your the sun that brightens my world. When you wrap your arms around me I am no longer cold. Your my knight that is there when ever I need you. I feel like I am surrounded by a stone wall when you hold me. Knowing that nothing can harm me. You are a part of me now and forever. Your my heart and soul.

My World
Noone ever said life was going to be so hard sometimes i wish there was a whay that you could be warnd by more then just your parents b/c all they ever tell you is not to do it they been there they know hen they tell you if you wont to do something come to us but then if you do they say no no thats not possible parents are someone that are suost to trust you, you would think that when something come up that has been said for excample you are on drugs but no insted they belive your sicottic ex-feoncia who never really gave you your own space wonted to be attached at the hip but gets mad when you wont to go see your friends then the other part of the family gets inalved because you have a dad that likes to go run and tell your grandmother everything and they belive anything that she is told y your dad and in the end you lose the one thing that is supposed to mean the most to them you lose the respect for them that they have told you, you were supposed to have for them What about the

My Woman
She is new here she goes by unicorn...she is the most excellent lady I have ever met and she is a great friend to boot. She is in my family so if you get a chance go check it out..f/r/a...you wont be sorry. I do ask the you all be nice to her,shes already getting some pretyy wicked e-mails. Anyways just wanted to tell yall about her. Thanks alot.

My Woman Auction Results...
Heres a List of the woman who enteredt my contest and who won them in a auction,.... in case the people do not remember their bid i will keep the folder open for one month, after than time i will delete the folder and then all reference to the auction will be gone for goodJESSAOWNED BYBane*The Man in the Shadows*@ fubarWINNING BID WAS30 Day blast and 100k fubucksJUST* ME* SKY*OWNED BYshockeyd69~FU-BOMBER~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKSPASSIONATEOWNED BY426 HEMI@ fubarWINNING BID WAS1 YR VIP AND 30 DAY BLASTTHE BITCH YOUR MOM WARNED YOU ABOUTOWNED BYDomking123 Fu Owned By Onesxybrat & Pita Bunny . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKS~RED WING HUNNY~OWNED BYmr.salacious ~honor the fallen~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS150,000 FUBUCKSSWEET ASS EROTIC TEMPTRESSOWNED BYßów_____ ( ßúlldðg§ Ðëñ )___FU-Bomber-Manager of Training___Prnzes' Follower!!!!!!!@ fubar

My Words Of Wisdom
Check back: I will add to this blog posting regularly. Please do not use without giving credit to the source. Adam Watts (Crazy Prophet) **** I believe in treating a woman like a lady. I also beleive she should occasionally act like one. **** Life is like comedy; timing is everything. **** Adequate application of appropriate libation ministered generously with ample distraction from harmonic displays of creative endeavor with accompanying choreographic improvisation might, if not provide a unanimous resolution, at least make us feel better about the question.

My Wonderful Girl Baby
Well here we go ladies and gents i'm starting a brag blog yes you heard me right a brag blog this will give me a chance to brag on the greatest and smallest person in my life or atleast one of them i am a grand mother of many and my newest grandbaby is now 9 months old her name is Abygalye Rose and like all 9 mo old babies she is doing alot of learning and falling the other day she was walking around the living room useing the sofa the ferret cage her toy and a rat cage well she got to my entertainment center/coffee table lost her balance and fell down and bonked her little head on the table thereby giving herself a goose egg on her poor wittle forehead well since i am out of ice i went old schoool and told her momma to get a bag of frozen veggies fr the freezer which only served to annoy her. but it did the trick now she is also at the independent stage where she want to feed her self so her momma being a good little gal gave her some food after stripping her to her diaper and let h

My Wonderful Friend/owner!!!
IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BELOW, YOU ARE TRULY MISSING OUT. DJ~YUM YUM~ WIFE TO DJ~MR.KIDD ROCK~~Owned By DJ KiddRock, Beagle&Dave@ fubar HER NAME IS YUMMY. SHE IS SUCH AN AWESOME FRIEND.. AND NOT TO MENTION MY NEW OWNER!!! SO GO SHOWER THIS WOMAN WITH LOVE! GO F/A/R HER, BUY HER A GIFT OR 2, LEAVE HER COMMENTS, RATE THE HELL OUT OF HER PICTURES, WHATEVER!!! JUST MAKE SURE YOU SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! This pimp-out brought to you by none other than: SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar Little ol' me!!!

My Works
with your guitar by:reed parker i saw a man with a guitar last night he played and sang the songs that made me sad seemed like he knew who i was he said the words that no one would i gave him money to keep playing and the song it went on and on this man he was like my father so i took him to my home and he said young man young man you are good what are you doing helping an old man like me i said sir you touched my heart with the songs that you played with your guitar i took him back to his spot after letting him tell me his stories it seemed that some how he was happy being a poor man on the street he told me without money he is free no worries no stress just an old man with a heart who loves to play his guitar and he said young man young man you are good what are you doing helping an old man like me i said sir you touched my heart with the songs that you played with your guitar i came back to that spot the next day and i saw him laying there h

My Wonderful News
Well here lately the good only gets better. Me, Jess and Lucas have our own place. We are going to put the deposit down here soon after she does the background checks. I could not ask for things to get any better. I went to a psychic the other day with Jess just for shits and giggles. OMG man she tagged two people of my past right on the ass. She told me some things about them that I had already known but she didnt, well as far as I knew. She told me that I am going to be married by the time that I am 24 and to a brown eyed brown haired man. She told me that I am going to have two babies. She also told me that a certain someone is going to try to come back in my life between now and the marriage and to not do it because he is a waste of my life. He has some emotional problems that he needs to deal with before he can ever love himself, let alone others. She actually predicted the move to. It was kick ass man. I plan on going back soon, just to see if its all the same and nothing adde

My World
commentburner.com loved so long time still you can,t be mine i,m just a ghost- deaht walking on this world what i want most just one of your word but i died so long time ago i dont want to be so if my heart could beat it would breake my chest you cant belive you never gues i dont wanna leave you dont wanna stay make a choice what i do give me chance to runaway please send me to day light so i can rest in peace i,m tired of nights please put end of this and let me sleep....

My Words
Unfortunately I'm not the "THICK" girl that everyone wants to fuck. Unfortunately, I'm not good enough to meet in person. Unfortunately, phone convo is as good of a time I get. Unfortunately, men don't talk to me in person. Unfortunately, I give my heart and fall in love too easily and then get hurt. Unfortunately, I'll be alone the rest of my life. Unfortunately, I'm just not that girl. I am a writer. The thoughts flow from my mind to my fingers. My heart aches and I put it on paper. Unfortunately, no one cares. Unfortunately, I'm not the one to listen to. Unfortunately, I'm not the person you think I am...I'm not popular like you...I'm not one that people flock to and want to be with...I'm not that person. My words are all I have.

My World
I'm not comin' back I'm not gonna react I'm not doin' shit for you. I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us. I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial 'Cause you're already dead and gone You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you. Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm not doing this again. I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on So let's see what you got, let's see what you're not And what ever else you pretend You defended my intention long ago Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world So here I am again. In the middle of the end. And the choice I wish I'd made I always

My World, Today.
"i’m talking bout things that i know...." Current mood: confident the other post was from early march, when my heart was breaking and my life seemed in shambles. you need that to understand my words today... there's a saying that when a door closes, God opens a window. i've had a lot of doors close on me this year and last, people that have turned their backs on me when i called them friend and forever. i admit i've turned my back in turn, to protect myself and to keep from being made a fool again. i have worked hard over these past years to find my happiness in me, and so easily did i let people take that away and in turn starting shutting others out, never letting friend or love get close enough to me to count. i got used to feeling alone, and preferred it. when those doors closed on me lately, i think i started changing right then. it took being broken by those i thought i could count on for me to see what my true worth is/was. i'm mad cuz i'm back to that place

My Word!
BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye. CANNIBAL: Someone who is fed up with people. CHICKENS: The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are dead. COMMITTEE: A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours. DUST: Mud with the juice squeezed out. EGOTIST: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. GOSSIP: Never tell a lie if the truth will do more damage. KLEENEX: Cold Storage. INFLATION: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. MOSQUITO: An insect that makes you like flies better. RAISIN: Grape with a sunburn. SECRET: Something you tell to one person at a time. SKELETON: A bunch of bones with the person scraped off. TOOTHACHE: The pain that drives you to extraction. TOMORROW: One of the greatest labor saving devices of today. YAWN: An honest opinion openly expressed. WRINKLES: Something other people have. You have character lines.

My Words
I often wonder how many people actually read these things. Are my words just being ignored. You sit and judge everyday that you think you know people, and you categorize us as just like everyone else, but do you really take the time to get to know us for the individual that we are? My words are me. My words are my feelings, my thoughts, the way I am. My words are my glory, my passion, my love. If you don't want to talk to me to get to know me, all you have to do is read my words. But nowadays people are so caught up in the physical that they don't give a dam about the person. They want to know what the body feels like and looks like naked. They just want to "fuck and leave" or they want a FWB but forget about the Friend part. Has the world really gotten to the point that physical is much more important than emotional or mental? If I weighed 300 lbs and was ugly I guess I wouldn't have a chance in hell huh? All because people see the physical and don't want to know the inside, the heart

My Words(poem)
why the lord made me this way i guess for the pain that feel everyday. i thank him every moring i wake up cause i could have been dead along time ago my depression get the maryjane loving me so..them pills keep the pain away..im tired of it the rain..when the sunshine come my way. my words save my life my words save some people lives my words bring life some of my words took flight do it matter any more or im finding half asz people yeah that it..im finding out you not meant for everybody and alot people not right for you. the person who really meant to be with u dont end up with. some are lucky ..it's hard to find like i all i ever ask for is one person to understand me..cause honestly even my mother cant..all i ask forget about luv it find me later

My World............. On April 29th
OK I HAVE TO SAY THAT I AM IN THIS PERFECT WORLD RIGHT KNOW I HAVE FOUR KIDS THAT I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING,WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND THAT A GIRL COULD ASK FOR. I MEAN THIS GUY HAS BROUGHT OUT THE BEST IN ME AND HAS MADE ME A BETTER PERSON THAT I DIDNT KNOW I HAD IN ME. ITS LIKE THEY SAY WHEN YOU FIND THE RIGHT PERSON THAT IS MENT FOR YOU YOU WILL TRULY KNOW.. BUT I HAVE TO SAY THIS PAST WEEK AND AHALF HAS BEEN THE WORST TIME EVER THERE ARE SOME ISSUES GOING ON AND I CANT STAND IT I KNOW ALL WE NEED TO DO IS SIT DOWN AND TALK AND IT WILL WORK ITS SELF OUT AND YEA HE HAS ASKED FOR SOME SPACE TO GET IT ALL SETTLED AND US START OVER BUT COME ON IM SO SCARED YALL IM NOT GONNA LIE.ITS LIKE NOT HEARING HIS VOICE IS BAD ENOUGH BUT NOT TO GET TO SEE IS SEXY BLUE EYES AND TO SEE HIS SMILE AND TO FEEL HIS TOUCH IMA GONNA GO INSAINE AND NOT TO MENTION THE WAY WE LAUGH AND ACT LIKE THE BIGGEST DORKS WITH EACH OTHER IM GONNA MISS IT BUT MOST OF ALL IM GONNA MISS IS BEING WITH

My World
a father that never cared a mother in her own world middle child without thought life is but an existance to her... no one to make her laugh at what life should have to give... if given but a chance to know beauty of a true heart, just once... a victim of lifes circumstance yet she lives life with all she has... such pain caused by others reaching outside herself to no one... alone in tortured silence no one to show her a chance of trust.... (written when I was around 11) ----------------------- DO NOT use as ownership and copyright belongs to me

My Wolf Friend
We've roamed the wild country My beautiful wolf friend, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet friend I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And now my world

My World (poem)
My world........... My world is so dark and gloomy You dont know what you do to me When your not around I wish i could not be found But when your here Im so giddy i cheer When i lost you the first time I lost myself It took me soo long to get myself back My world When you told me you were coming back I became bouncy like Kangaroo Jack I insist you read my Poem Called Best Friend Then maybe you will understand What you mean to me And know why My world is so dark and gloomy With out you here My world You will always be the one i love For if it were not for you I dont know where i'd be right now My World By me Sarah

My Words...my Thoughts..."the Human"
Wednesday 3/5/2008 8:43 AM "The Human" i need to dance...in the woods...under the stars...by the brook... with my senses...all in tune...with the goddess...with the Moon... i need...for just a moment in time...to be free... of...the human part of me... to breathe in...to breathe out... breathe her in...breathe it out... to taste sweet peace...to be safe... within the arms...of pure harmony... if i were to lose myself...who would find me??? who would know??? if i had one fear...this...it would be... please forgive...this human part of me... i keep my faith...wear it close to my heart... i see with open eyes...i know... my plight it pales...in the light of others... yet still i call it out to thee...set me this woman...your daughter free... untie my hands... and once again... forgive...this... the human part of me... this prayer from one simple earthbound mother... to the Blessed luminous other... to my Father in the sky...i beg thee... hear your

My Wonderful Friends !!
This is my first time doing anything like this so bare with me ppl.. I have meet some wonderful friends on here that has made me feel like someone and means so very much to me. Show them love and if they ain't ur friends u best better F/R/A them , they will return the love I guarantee that :) CINDRAGON~FounderofClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by / Owner of HisSweetObsession... ( SHES A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO HAVE, WILL HELP U ANYTIME ) PRECIOUSMOMENTS (SHE AMAZING AND WILL BE THERE WHEN U NEED HER, THANKS GIRL) SOUTHERNBABY (SHES ALSO AMAZING AND WILL MAKE U LAUGH, THANKS FOR ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND MORE TO COME) PURPLEDOLPHIN (A WONDERFUL PERSON) DANGER (AN AWESOME FRIEND THAT DOESNT CARE TO HELP WHEN NEEDED) jADEANDJAKSONMOM (AN AWESOME PERSON

My Words,. Your Voice
My words., Your Voice. Current mood: artistic Sometimes your going to feel as if the world is Falling down around you, - Don't let it crush you. Sometimes things in life are going to confuse you And overwhelm you, - Take it one step at a time Sometimes your going to feel as if Nothing in your life is right., - Wait.. The Thing that could make it feel right., could be right infront of you or right around the corner. Sometimes the air around you is going to feel heavy., - Don't suffercate, Simply breathe.. slow and deep. Life is going to be complicated,. But then again, No one ever promised it would be easy,. Just worth it,. Stop looking for easy way's out.. For there is No such thing.. You have to Fight get bruised up, Get beaten, and dragged around before your able to see life the way it was intended to be seen. Stop blaming other's for who you are, or who you have become,. people might have hurt you, or whatever... But you made the choice to let them change

My World
I'm not comin' back I'm not gonna react I'm not doin' shit for you. I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us. I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial 'Cause you're already dead and gone You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you. Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. I know that yes it burns And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm not doing this again. I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on So let's see what you got, let's see what you're not And what ever else you pretend You defended my intention long ago Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world So here I am again. Middle of the end. And the choice i wish id made I always m

My Words..."the Storm"...
8:27 AM 7/25/2008-Friday the storm...the storm..."it" rages inside of me... "it" hurts...from inside... banging hard...day...after day...into night...still there...banging harder yet at dawn... over...repeating...repeating...as the pendulum swings...it lowers...a bit...more...not yet does it touch... but "it" hurts...just...trying to cut me...it hurts... it stabs upward...again...yet again...and more...even more... quickly...harder..."it" jabs... longer...slower..."it" stabs... cutting through...from the marrow...to the bone... to the skin...though my flesh...sharding out... the pain...indescribable...no words...there are none...not enough...to heal... so i...stay silent...in the storm... that rages...within... i wont bleed...i want to bleed...but...what i want...has no say... so i stay...yet...i won't succumb... my body...will not give itself to death... life has already taken too much... i will not allow deaths greed...to devouer the last of me... what is left

~ My Wolf Soul ~
~ My Wolf Soul ~ Thru valleys, across mountains and forests of pine, Roams the wolf and his pack who's soul is mine. The howl that carries thru the moonlit night, My soul deep within him feels so right. He wisely smells for any scent in the air, As he never knows who might be there. His strength of body and mind keeps the pack from harm, The influence he carries to keep them all calm. Wolf A defender of his cubs & protector of his pack, So fearless but gentle as he leads a track. It is an honor to hold his soul of present and past, To feel his heart in my chest that beats so fast. I love the wolf who's soul I bear, Just like him I give respect and care. Always look for the brother within your heart and mind, Look into your soul and your brother you will find. Jake L. Jackson (Sumanitu Tanka Tanika Ogligle Wakan) © 2004 used with permission jacobleej@yahoo.com

My Woderful Friend....
I couldn't have asked for a better friend Than you have been to me Just when I thought I'd give up hope You made me stop and see How beautiful the flowers are How thankful I am to be alive How precious life really is With you standing by my side That everyone will have bad days And to not let them drag me down To put a smile on my face Because you will always be around I hear smiling is contagious Here's what I'm going to do I want to thank you my dear friend So I'll pass one on to you

My World.....(slave To Master)
My World (Slave to Master) Master you are the world in which I live, There is nothing for you that I would not give, Without you there is no place here for me, There is no reason in this world for me to be. This body in which I now live today, I freely give to you to do as you may, Take my sight for I do not need to see, For the image of you is engraved in the heart of me. Take this thing they call my heart, For there is no reason for it to beat when we are apart, For Master, to you I freely give my soul, For only with you am I completely whole. You can take my arms when all is told, For without you here Master, there is nothing to hold, I long to feel the touch of you on my skin, Eagerly awaiting for what you plan to begin. So here I wait, kneeling on the floor, Waiting for my Master to walk through the door, Eagerly awaiting for what he wishes to give, To once again open the world in which I truly live. DQA

My Wonderful Owner Naughty By Nature
Just wanting to send out a Pimp out Blog for my wonderful owner Naughty by Nature Come and show her some mad fubar love. Naughty by Nature~Fu-Owner of ☠Craven Moorehead ~&~ «•MUSS•»@ fubar

My World
WELCOME TO MY WORLD, IF YOU DARE TO STEP INSIDE PRETTY MUCH AN OPEN BOOK, NOTHING I HAVE TO HIDE PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE, THEY ARE EVERYWHERE YOU GO! SOME ARE WHO THEY REALLY ARE, SOME PUT ON A SHOW! I AM JUST ME BEING ME, LETTING YOU BE YOU! YOU WON'T ALWAYS AGREE WITH WHAT I SAY OR DO!

My World
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My Wonderful Family Dinner
These last few week have been difficult for me and had been affecting me. My family knew it and decided to cheer me up. They made a wonderful meal for me. First course was salad of baby field greens, apples, cranberries, walnuts with a raspberry pomegranate vinaigrette. Second course was home made split pea soup. Main course was grilled brined pork chops, grilled asparagus and cherry tomatoes and mashed butternut squash with marscapone cheese. Dessert, what else.....so'mores over an open fire pit! They table served me, pour wine for me and made it a very special evening.

My Work
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My World...
Jack-knife shadow Shed my skin Stuck forever in this dark Feel like I'm being erased Overflown and ignored I can feel everything you take from me Bash my face into a mirror so I don't see my pain I ask my questions and fight my fights Daily I lose the game I've been bleeding far too long Don't let me fade away again My world is finally healing itself Don't let me tear it apart again...

My Words For Lounge
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My World (welcome)...
Welcome to my world Broken down at every turn Denied all I've ever wanted Deprived of every thought Disillusioned in my mind Poisoned by my hate I'm trapped in this prison Longing to escape Welcome to my world...

My Words...
My Words are... Armor to keep me safe My Words are... A way for me to bleed My Words are... My soul shown to you My Words are... A weapon I use to defend My Words are... The fire that burns in me My Words are... A mask for me to hide My Words are... The wings I use to fly My Words are... The fist I use to smash through My Words are... My pleasure in my pain My Words are... The efge that keeps me sharp My Words are... The voice when I can't speak My Words are... The blade that carves my path My Words are... The beginning of the end My Words are... A way to show I care My Words are... My way to grow inside My Words are...

My Works
Healing When you see every tear that falls from your face You know then you are walking in the wrong direction Just look for some solitude, try looking for grace Take necessary steps to endure your space Your fence will surround you, your time is your stay Cry yourself to sleep my friend, there you will be ok Some dreams will be broken, some words will go unsaid Answers won't come easily, regardless of what you have You can grasp on reality, you can dream if you may Hope for a better future, wish for it today Things happen for a reason, you wonder if this is the time Just remember the strength that's within you I assure you, it will be fine So cry yourself to sleep my friend, it is there you will be ok

My World
My World Each one different A sight to behold Melting before they touch the earth Never a chance to grow old As I walk across mirrors Scattered around I see what's reflected back at me No one can understand Just what it is I see Season of love and happiness My most favorite and hated time of the year, This I must confess Love is never enough Addicted like a drug, I search for more No matter how rough Mesmorized by the cold they bring Can't help but carry on I walk through the setting sun, Far beyond Spring Sleep walking, Day dreaming of a perfect world That had never seen anyone cry A world so passionate and warm That never left the broken hearted to die

My World
Story after story, lie after lie Bit by bit, it's just another reason to cry You think you got it, you think you know me But the only truth you get, is the truth I let you see My deepest n my darkest, are hidden in my chest And I'm not tellin, n I know you'll never guess Take your opinions, n shove them up ur ass Your never gonna get with me, no you don't stand a chance You can try to own me, but you'll just get dismissed In my little world, boy you don't exist

My Worst Fear..
"My Worst Fear" Last night you gave me a kiss You didn't know it, but I was awake when you did You were quiet, you were gonna let me sleep So I just laid there pretending to be You said some things you didn't know I could hear And the words "I love you" never sounded so sincere [Chorus] It's gonna make it hard to tell you that I'm leaving Now that I know just how much you care You finally gave me one good reason not to go But staying here is my worst fear This morning I rolled out of bed Recalling all the sweet things you said This was the day I was gonna hurt you bad Called out your name, but you didn't answer back I searched the house to find out what was wrong Like a ton of bricks, it hit me you were gone [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge] All along I knew that there was something missing And only one thing left to do I had to leave behind this life that we'd been living But the only thing that left was you [Second Chorus] It's gonna make it hard to tell y

My Words 1
I ONCE HAD A WOMAN I COULD TRULY CALL MY FRIENDBUT ON THAT LONELY NIGHT HER LIFE CAME TO AN END.SHE SAID SHE LOVED ME AND THEN HER EYES BEGAN TO CLOSE.AND I WENT TO KISS HER AND BLOOD CAME FROM HER EYES AND NOSE.SHE WAS DYING IN MY ARMS AS I HELD HER CLOSE TRYING TO HELP HER SURVIVE.BUT DEATHS GRIP WAS TOO STRONG AND SHE DID NOT SURVIVE.SHE LEFT ME WITH A FEELING OF EMPTINESS THAT SEEMS TO NEVER FILL.NOW IM FIGHTING A BATTLE FOR MY SANITY THAT SEEMS TO BE UPHILL.NEVER HAD I LOST SOME ONE SO CLOSE TO ME IN SUCH A SHORT TIME.ALL I DO IS SIT ALONE IN MY ROOM AS WEEP AND CRY.LOVE ISNT SUPPOSED TO HURT BUT DEATH MAKES THAT HARD FOR HUMANITY.SO THE NEXT TIME YOUR WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE EXPRESS YOUR LOVE TO THEM SO THEY CAN CLEARLY SEE.THIS IS NOT A PLEA FOR SYMPATHY JUST AN EXPRESSION OF MY PAIN.I WISH FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO KNOW LIFE IS A VERY SHORT GAME.MY WORDS IN THIS POEM ARE TRUE SO WATCH WHAT YOU SAY WHEN U LOVE SOME ONE AND WATCH WHAT YOU DO.

My Wonderful Donations!
This is a list of all of my WONDERFUL doners for my Spotlight! Show them some love please! *anangel1976* *Danorok* *lyght* *pietaster* *Master Tough T* *DJ Ghost (Rider)* *AsianGem* *DJ Kool* *ღ Ä£WÂ¥Z §TØÑEÐ™ღ* *Angel Kitty *AKA* Devil Kitty* *lick4fun* *Phantom_Reve* *™SLDC™* *Giggity* *( o )^( o )bies Make Me Happy* *Miss Hell~Fire* *

My Worest Day!!!
well i went to work today and I went in about 11am. I had to go to the police department at Kings Island and notice my ast. team leader was there after everything that happened. Well the police accoused us for taking the money cause I was working on cash register last saturday. So after I clocked out, me and my ast. team leader had to count the money and everything. We did not take any money. Ive told the officer 5 times excatly what happened and she thought I was lying to her face. I know what happened and me and my ast. team leader was telling the trurth. After we got done, we sat outside and tell each other of what kind of question they asked us and my team leader told me that i clocked out and walked out. BULLSHIT! i had to stay after to count the money after i clocked out. So they said an ivesengator gonna invegesate everything, if they found out that we told the truth, they are gonna pay us. so my and my team leader planned that we look for another day so I cant stay at work like

My World Upside Down...... The World Of Mine Is On Fire....
It's times like these that seem to hurt the most.... For better or for worse nothing can heal a heart that is in dire need of saving....Is there anything left to salvage from this heart of mine? Or is all that matters just bleak with no hope of salvation in sight? A journey I must walk alone.... For there is no savior for me but I myself.... Is there anything left of who I am at this road I've come to in my life? Or is there nothing but a pit of emptyness and nothing more to be found insight. Am I forever lost and nothing more? Only time will tell...... for I feel I am becoming more world-weary and cynical than ever before.

My World
YOU BRING THE SUNRISE TO MY DAY THE BEAUTIFUL STARS TO MY DREAMS MY HEART NEEDS YOU LIKE I NEED TO BREATHE WITH YOU BY MY SIDE EVERYTHINGS OKAY YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING LIKE THE SUN YOU BRIGHTEN MY DAY EVEN IN THE HARSHESS STORMS YOU CALM AWAY IM FULL OF LOVE THAT ONLY UR KEY TO MY HEART CAN UNLOCK YOU MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I'M SAD YOU MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WANT TO CRY FOREVER YOURS I WILL BE HOLD NOTHING BACK BETWEEN YOU AND ME YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING FALLING FOR YOU WAS THE SAFEST THING I'VE EVER DONE WITH YOUR LOVE I FEEL I CAN DO ANYTHING YOU ARE MY LIGHT IN A WORLD OF DARK YOU ARE MY COMFORT WHEN I AM SCARED YOUR THE SHOULDER WHEN I NEED TO CRY THE EMBRACE WHEN I CANT SLEEP THE TOUCH I NEED THE KISS I WANT YOU ARE MY WORLD, MY EVERYTHING

My Wonderful Life
Outtatown Kitty rolled in this week on Thursday. We'd made plans with some of the family to all hook up at the S[pring] A[dult] F[un] munch. I spent part of the afternoon picking up a dear friend of the family who we'd decided needed to get out. Our dear RazorKitty came out and opted to come along, since we had even more friends meeting us out there. All of us have folks we really don't want to run into and had hoped SAF would be a fresh start for stepping back into the scene slowly. Doing it in numbers was mostly about supporting each other through each of our semi-anti-social moments... I have to say each of us found the experience delightful. At first it was a little overwhelming because when we walked in a bit late so many warm smiles greeted us and hugs abounded. If our entrance caused part of the seat confusion at that point, please accept our apologies. We were actually so happy to see some many loving faces. While old friendships were only a fingertip away, each of us manage

My Work
to all my friends i have decided to move all my blogs and my creations to my own website to protect them as they are copyrighted if you enjoyed my work copy and paste the link and come visite my site to enjoy my work again hope to see you all soon, have a great day. http://www.ravenscentral.com

My World
my worldmy mindmy spacepanchothis is where i edit my pagethis is where i read my emailsthis is where i comment on guest booksthis is where i comment on someone else's pagethis is where i chatthis is where i sleepthis is where i watch tvthis is my worldwelcumentercum lay wit melets make new discoveries togetherexplore wit melets find wat makes me mekiss metouch mestroke mesuc meofftill i'm dry

My World
My world is not happy, my happy place has locked me out, and all I want to do, is get away. Running and screaming and crying, as the tears from the sky drench me, with the reality of my decision. And the knowing, that things with never be the same.

My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them. Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells. It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(

My Wolves
White Wolf, Black Wolf, Black Wolf, White I wish I may, I wish I might choose the right Wolf to feed tonight One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME Black Wolf, White Wolf, White Wolf , Black let it be hands not stumps I draw back White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White one is DARK and one is LIGHT Black Wolf, White Wolf White Wolf, GREY !? feed the right Wolf turn not away White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White which to feed he Dark or The Light? One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME

My Woman (love Letter #2)
My woman woman i love you woman. Your all my everything. & the most sweetest. I ever met came across. Hearing your voice everytime we talk. So smooth lovely sounding. I'm glad proud to be your man. & with that your all that you need to have to get through. Whether it be bad good rough jagged sometimes. But whether it is. It only brings us closer to each other. I'm proud to have ya & that your always there for me. Guiding me the good way to shit lol. Love having laughs with you. & keeping a smile on your face. Everytime your around. Your so sweet my lovely hunnybun. Your so the one. I'm glad i choose & you picked me. Were everything to be. Just you & me baby. I'm loving you so much. It'll be so good to feel you when we touch.I feel you from all in. Where your open. & i have you running your feelings down on me. As well as i do for you. I'd never want to be without you hun. Love all that you do to keep us there. & so far its being good. & staying that way loving all things you say. It's

My Words ♥ ♥
you know it is quite often i find myself wondering what exactly is going through the minds others, since i was a child i strived to understand and comprehend the whys behind the actions people display , the words that leave peoples lips, perhaps if the simple action that i display which is thinking were in constant use before hand... that there could be less negativity, less confusion, and less tension in this world Karma the simple fundamental practice and idealolgy of what you do comes back to you common sense would dictate that more people would make the conscious effort to apply this in there every day off.. by all means the worse scenaro is karma does exist and even though you made life that much easier for yourself and those around you So what goes around comes around... Think before you act and before speak.....

My 100% Woman...
I hear people talk about what they want in a reletionship, it's almost like a never ending story, there are people that look for 100% of what they are looking for and there are the ones that settle for 50% and there are the Hopeless Romantics (such as myself) that try their best to appreciate the 10% to 30% which means that they must look over the wrong that person does and keep on trying to the point that they end up fading away from that 10% to 30% they thought they could deal with, I've never made it to 40% because I don't look at the outside, it's what's on the inside that counts to me. Before I got to where I am now, I tride to piece together that 100% and as long as I was willing to run across town to get what I was looking for to comfort me, it equaled me having my 100%, in other words, when I was back in St. Louis, MO. I had 5 diffrent wemen but slept with only one, there was one that I could talk to about anything = 20%, there was one that didn't mind cooking for me = 20%, the

My World
ok idiots its like this, im like a pitbull when i start i go hard!! seriously you fat chicks need to stop hating on me its like ok im not thin yet you hate on me because im not obese like you....um try a diet like i did then you can look good too :D speaking of fat chicks two today started calling me a snobby bitch and ugly and just stupid childish stuff, while i was at work none the less, its like seriously i get it your just JEALOUS because im not obese like you!! fat people piss me off even the ones who come in with their tight clothes walking around thinking they are sexy, its like ummm MY EYESSSSS!!

My Worse Most Closly Guarded Secret........................
My worse most closly guarded secret........................ Every one has secrets. Some are really bad and some are embarrassing. Some are things that we would think would scare people away if they knew about us. I have so many secrets that I hold inside myself for many reasons. I have decided to let one out to make me feel better and to see who stays and who runs from me. I worked for many years as a fire fighter and enjoyed every moment. The down side to an old smoke eater like me is the damage that all that exposure had on my body. I over came the broken bones, the burns, the torn muscles, the aches and pains and accepted them as part of the job. I knew from the start that my life would be shortened by the life I chose. Now I am done with that and facing the results of my many exploits. I have, to date, five different forms of cancer in and on my body. I have other problems but they are slower acting/progressing so they don’t count as much. On June 13, 2011 I g

My World...
I can be myself here. I can tell the truth and never have to say, "I'm fine." I can talk freely about it. About how even when some mornings and I'm content, I can still feel it tapping silently behind my heart. I know it's there, waiting for something, anything, the tiniest hiccup in my day to claw it's way out and spread like cancer through the dark bits of me. It spreads from behind my heart, to my lungs (it's almost musical), it rushes to my head and then I am gone, rendered defenseless, helpless. People don't understand it. It's not an over reaction, it's losing a battle in a long dark war. I know, ultimately, I won't win this fight, I am already so tired. I know one day it will take me. My heart will decide it is time to stop pumping it's poisons through my veins. That will be the day that people will know, once and for all that every time they asked how I was that the best I could do was spin lies, to grant them the freedom to doubt it's existence. That will be the day that it fi

My World
Through my eyes I see a world A world that no one else can see In it are people...people just like me There are clouds that are always gray Skies that are always dark Buildings, Churches and even houses All these things in a world only I can see With people...people just like me. Some are sad and some are happy Some forgive and others aren't so easy They all live in this world...a world only I can see They are people...people just like me.

My World And Yours
I was trying to introduce you to my world. You were trying to make me apart of yours. That's not how it works for me. We're all born free It's my choose to decide what I want to be, what life to live, who's world I want to be apart of. You're not the one to decide for me. I tried introducing you to my world. You tried forcing me to be apart of yours. I gave you choose and freedom. You tried telling me how its going to be. I don't think so honey. We're either in it together. Or just never. It won't be. You pulling my strings : telling me what you think I want to hear. Might-as-well be trying to make me a homo-queer. Dick not for asshole yo. Shit comes out that hole. I'm human , bitch. Not your pretend doggy walking around with just a stiffy. But that's the world you want me to be of. Hell no mommy I'm out like dove. Peace.

My Words...
I don't do the pity me thing..I don't want nor do I need anyone's pity...I have walked the streets of life alone...on my own...been in a marriage where I was still alone...but grateful...grateful to this day...if it was not for that marriage...I probably wouldn't be here at all...anything that makes a positive impact in my life I am grateful for...strong..no I'm not..I have never been so weak in my life....or felt so low...after something is pointed out to you you're entire life...it starts to sink in...and by the people you love the most..and the ones that are supposed to love you in return..that's when it hurts..when it cuts to the bone...I can't take anymore..I have reached my limit...I talk a big game..but that's all it is...talk..I am fragile..I am weak...and it does hurt..regardless of how much I lie to you or myself..saying it doesn't..the fact is...it does...very much so...I am grateful to all of you who truly get wat I am about..I cannot apologize for my body...something I can

My Work Life. Part One
I think everyone has those few select co workers that get them threw the day. Well since I work with all men and a older women as my boss work gets interesting. My job is filled with butt kissers I don't suck up, I have no reason to suck up I fin it pathetic and pointless. People are mean scum, they come in with crappy attitudes and they to ruin our day...... It's like ok I get it your life sucks don't take it out on me!! I don't want to hear your life story while I'm trying to wrap your stuff. I have been scolded, hit, spit on, and I've had things thrown at me!! I'm sorry but when your 40 years old throwing stuff at 21 year old lady who looks like the bigger douche? Just a little bit of what I put up with at work lol I might come around to telling you more *shrugs* only time will tell I guess

My Wonderful Friends
I've seen a bunch of comments lately about friends not having many fubucks. I know several people helped me out when I was gunning for spotlight, but now that I leveled when the took the requirement away it seems I'll never be allowed to bid for it. If anyone needs or wants, or know someone who deserves some, let me know about how many you'd like. I have lots.

My World
The world is falling apart around me Uncertainty is what follows me Hope gets lost in the shuffle As doubrs run deep in my veins Patience is lost While positivve slightly glimmers With each struggle Comes a dose of strength As I fight to get through Yet another day My friends are reminders Of the possibilities That have yet to come Steadfast and true Beacons of light Through the dark days My world is slowly Being put back together Adventures are what lay ahead Nothing more can be said I will take the path before me Hope and pray against all odds I find my niche in the world around me Even though it seems to fall apart

My Word
I could hold her forever enough it would never be. She could have all the love in my heart If she only would choose to see. My feelings for her open Never hidden from her at all. My word I have given her In sorrow never again to fall. I kneel before you beauty Offering to you all I ever can. To make your heart whole And our love can begin.

My World Of Fears
As I sit here, staring down at the keys. I paint you a portrait, of the visions I see. The one’s that replay themselves, inside my mind. The images that haunt me, I can’t leave behind. The demons and angels, all played their part well. Inside my living nightmare. My unwritten tale. Take the journey with me, tell me what you see. Once you’ve retraced my footsteps. Became me. There are no once upon a time’s, magical slippers or love’s first kiss. Only instinct, survival of the fittest. Take my hand. Taste my blood tears. I welcome you into, my world of fears.

My Writing
I have finally done it! I have finally put my thoughts done on paper, again! It has been a painstaking couple of years, to put it mildly. I was begining to wonder if maybe I had lost the ability all together until recently a friend fueled the underlying embers of my heart's true passion. . .writing! Now I need some more help. I need some ideas about what my latest piece should be titled. Can you help me? Here is my latest work. . .fresh from me to you. . .=) If you like this and would like to read more please feel free to read some additional pieces found in my profile under general interests. Thanks for you time! And please let me know what you think! Lost in the desolate fields of life I yearn for my soul’s dedicated companion. My heart’s tears echo through the vast chambers of heaven. Alone in my own inconsolable agony Waiting. . . Lingering. . . Hoping. . . Craving, passion’s caressing embrace Waiting. . . Lingering. . . Hoping. . . Craving, the echoes o

My Writing
Please forgive me for who I am I know I am not perfect, but I try. And every night as I lay in my bed I cry. Feeling the cold, harsh tears against my skin. Thoughts fill my head of what it would be like to be part of my kin. I hide Behind this facke smile. I try to turn the dial. But I cant seem to find the light. I feel the cold harsh tears of darkness run down my face every night. Please forgive me for who I am, I know not what i do, I try so hard to be like them. It hurts so bad like the thorns on this stem. Every time I wake, Its another breath I take. Locked in this world of hate, feeling so unloved that I can not stand. Every time your near, its just so hard I want to take your hand. Every time your gove I long to feel your touch. Pain, depression, hurt, darkness, with you there is no such. so take my hand and lets fly away because without you I just want to die. But in the back of my mind I know that can not be. It makes me wish that I could not see. All thi

My Wrestling Interview By Randy Sanchez
Hi Angel .Thanks for taking the time out to do this interview.Are you ready? Yes i am. 1) How did you get interested in the business? I HAVE ENJOYED WRESTLING SINCE I WAS A CHILD,AND ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A WRESTLER. 2)How did you start in wrestling? I STARTED WHEN MY HUSBAND STARTED IN1995. 3)What did you do when you first started? WHEN I FIRST STARTED I SOLD TICKETS AT THE DOOR AND WORKED MY WAY UP FROM THERE. 4)Who trained you? I WAS TRAINED BY A NUMBER OF PEOPLE I STRTED TRAINING WITH BRODIE RAY CHASE AND MIKKI FREE THEN I WENT AND TRAINED WITH THE DESPERADO AND SOME OF THE GUYS AT SCW AND I ALSO TRAINED SOME WITH TRACEY RICHARDS. 5)Who have you worked for? I HAVE WORKED FOR SCW, TRW AND EWC 6) When was your first match and who was it with? MY FIRST MATCH WAS IN 2002 IT WAS AGAINST MY HALF SISTER VALERIE VALENTINE AT CLINTON HIGH SCHOOL'S BOOSTER BASH. 7)How long have you been wrestling,who for and what titles have you held? I HAVE BEEN WR

My Writing On The Wall
stud love (At night) Lying on my bed My thoughts quickly turn to you Your touch Your kiss Your taste Your smell All for me to explore An image of you appears in my mind Walking towards my bed You are the epitome of beauty In your sexy red lingerie Your splendor all for me… Your lips Your eyes Your Breasts Your curves So inviting to the stud you adore You crawl on top of me Kissing me from head to toe Doing it just the way I like Putting a curl in my toe I pick you Lay you down on your back Kiss slowly down your body Your ears Your Mouth Your neck Your navel And stop where you like most Playfully, I open your legs And kiss that beautify smile Into you I slowly creep Engulfed by your rich aroma Tantalized by your pure sweet taste Leaning in closer I lick around your aroused clit Tease you with every stroke One strong The next weak One long The next short I plunge my finger in Until I hear you moa

My Writing
for those that do not know me that well i have a nack for taking others feelings and when i write it seems if they are my own. i love to write. i write alot of diff things i even belong to a poetry forum .

My Wrestling Demo's (i Made Them)
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My Writings
Step into my world, i dare you, full of Adventure, lust, and desire Let me take you to a place that’s unknown, Let me lead you to that pleasure domain You have never experienced, Let me teach you to truly feel, let your mind be captivated with your body, Don’t be afraid for this is a passion one that Everyone at one time seeks, Let me arouse all of your senses, Hear our bodies mesh together, feel the Heat being created, Smell the scent of passion, Taste a feast that will tease your appetite, Watch as your body and mind let me take over, Are you curious enough to become tempted, Are you strong enough to experience, Let all your fears and created walls be broken, release yourself to me, allow me to seduce you with all i am and all i have, This is a night that will play in your mind over and over again, Come to me and release all of your inhibitions, Let me have your soul for one night

My Writings
Day Dreams of Desires of You I lay here while my mind drifts away dreaming of you. Wanting to have you laying beside me. Desiring to feel your touch, your warmth, your passion. Wanting to feel your hands slowly carress my body. Then ever so gentle your hand brushes up against my face, you lean closer and kiss me ever so passionately. Your kiss fills me with so much more desire within. I am wanting you to fufill me completely. Oh how I am wanting you to make love to me. Very slow and very passionate. My mind still drifting of dreams and desire of all the things I want to become between us. For one day my dreams will be made into reality. Not till then will I feel the full desire of your passion for now all I have is day dreams.

My Wrist
Went to the ER in Fontana last night... half of my left wrist and all of my forearm is severely sprained, while my index finger and thumb area of my hand is fractured. So, I guess that is where I hit the hardest. Still gonna ride this weekend. I have a splint on it.

My Writings
You shall not acquire her. You shall love her, but never have her. I am a possession of life and only that. No human shall ever possess this lady's soul. Capture her heart if you will, but leave her soul run free. The thoughts crumble from my mind like stale bread for the birds. Feeding my mind for a short time. Feeling satisfaction for the time being. Soon to be off again, flying through the skies; weightless and free. Wings spread wide. A romanticism quickly rushed upon. Passion and lust both imbedded deeply while all other depths are lost amongst the pleasures of the flesh. The light falls upon the room, pulling the darkness away and uncovering all that was once hidden. The shadows push back against the light, but they fail to overtake the bright rays of brilliance. Sulking, they retreat to a far away place to plot their revengeful return. Uninspired, I danced blindly not caring to see the colors of life as they sped past me. Spinning me in circles until I was unable to

My Writing
Those that have made comments to me about my writing, Thank You. I know I am still learning and it helps to have my own personal Muse. She is my Best Friend. If you read some of what I write, you will get a glimpse into a part of me that has long been dormant. For that awakening all I can say is, Thank You Melody, you are the best friend anyone could ever have ... I Love You.

My Writings
Enamorada Estoy enamorada Con un precioso, si Estoy enamorada Con un buen chico por me. El no es mi amante, Pero si es mi amor Cuando con el, yo creo que No tengo mas dolor. No puedo decirlo Porque el tiene una novia Pero si le amo Y espero que me ama. Cuando estoy sin este chico No tengo una Corazon Porque si el quiere lo Entonces de el mi Corazon y amor son. Yo se que le amo Para toda mi vida Ser conmigo le deseo Porque el es mi vida.

My Writtings
SCREAMS OF SILENCE Begone ye screams of silence, harbingers of pain Cloaked in isolation, you mock in harsh disdain My soul is torn asunder, I curse you, God of Hell As you pierced my tortured soul, what horrors I befell. You spoke of quiet solitude, to tempt me to your lair Then lanced me in my troubled heart, to depths of dark despair Nemesis, I beg of thee, rise up in righteous ire Protect me from Tisiphone, from Hell's eternal fire With all my voice I scream to you, protect me from the night Alas, in forlorn desperation, I journey to the light Banished to mind's Coventry, I heed the demon's call Beckoned by the silent screams, I enter Dante's hall.

My Writing
the road of life is long and hard the road has many twists and turns you have to follow the road and make decisions as u go turn left turn right which way to go never knowing what lies ahead you can drive the same road everyday and everyday something along the road changes life is the same wayyou can do the same things everyday but something will always be differant you can not anticipate the changes they are just there the same goes for life things happen that you can not help everyday brings with it that decision to go left or right at this point you must make a decision on which way to go on a road if you make a wrong turn you can turn and go the other way in life that is not the case you must follow the path you have chosen and follow it to the end you deal with changes along the way when the time to make a decision comes you hope all that u can that you make the correct decision than follow it to the end hoping all along the way that the right decision was mad

My Writting ...
i stand in the shower close my eyes hear your voice see your smile as u climb in with me tears roll down my cheek as i open my eyes i stand there crying the hot water melting my pain no one will see... i say i will be fine but its a lie i can't hide you ment so much to me i'll finish later

My Writing
BEAUTIFUL DREAM It was all a beautiful dream But now its a nightmare And all i can do is scream Who was I to think That you could survive all my bullshit? So if it's over why do you keep me chomping at the bit? It's all my fault for allowing the fairytale to continue I know your just not on the menu I know its more than money It's in your voice when you call me honey I'll never be your wife or have our family I knew better to entertain the thought Now, just look at how much our togetherness has brought. How long before you decide thats enough? Don't worry for me I'll survive I'm tough They say good things never last And I'm sure I'll say the same When I think of you and our past Written 2007 Christina Tags: | Edit Tags

My Wrath
The anger rips through my soul! The darkness is finally released. Now you will taste the depths of my hatred! My vengence will never cease! You have stired the bottomless pit! Now Face what crawls out of it! You will pay the price and feel my wrath! In my world you no longer have a place! My wings of darkness spread to the moon.. I hunt you now and there is no escape! You have never known pain util now! Hide and wait, it won't take long.. I am there stalking you in the shadows.. The fire of revenge burns within me with a blue flame! You shall soon feel my claws! Then I shall be satisfied and Content.. As I feast on the remains of your life!! Welcome to my Endless pit of Anger and Hatred

My Writings....
ღ♥If you don't have a dream, how are you going to make a dream come true? If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.Hold fast to your dreams, for without them we are empty living in a shell of nothing to look forward to.~ ღLove always,Ya Dreamer Muahhhhhh ღ~ No Generic invites~Regulations for my page,,Don't judge me,, I am who I am ,and if you don't like me please leave.ღ♥ I write Erotic poems, so if that is offensive to you,,then this page isn't for you, and I'm sorry. I like to interact with my friends 100% as I hold each and every one of them close to my heart, so please if you will take a moment to leave a message when you visit.Don't express your hate in messages because I will blog your nasty messages and / or comments and post for everyone to see your true colors, and see you acting in such a childish manner .Be adult

My Writings
I write... Because I write. It's an extention of who I am. No learned style, Not flawless by far.. but it's mine. When I write it. Everyone is different. You do your way, while I do mine. I don't worry how you do.. So do me a favor, worry your own works. If I don't appeal to you, move on. Go find what does. I'm not looking for a critic, and I won't be a critic for you. I write. Because I write. It's part of me. And what I write, is what I write... regardless.

My Writing/poetry
My Hair I wanted to meet you since I was a child you see. You gave your golden hair out of love for me. Back then I felt sad and I was a little run down. Every time I touched my head I had to frown. When I started my treatments I lost all my hair. I had never known a day when it wasn't there. After three months stay they signed my release. But we didn't have any money for a new hair piece. See, the doctors required all the money we had. It's just me and mom 'cause the war took my dad. When I looked in the mirror I hated myself. Instead of a beautiful girl I saw a silly little elf. I didn't think I would ever be a happy girl again. And I started to fall into a deep depression within. One day the phone rang; my mother started crying. I heard her tell someone, "You better not be lying." That day one of my dreams suddenly came true. Because of a self-less act from a person like you!

My Writings
I am an old soul with very romantic thoughts. Sometimes my thoughts are poetic in the way of dark romatisism and gothic. I am a big fan of ann rice and many others like her so sometimes my writings are in that genre. Many other times they are not. So I hope you enjoy them for they are only written when the mood strikes. Welcome to my blog

My Wreck Thursday Night
OK, HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED. MY HUBBY PICKED ME UP FROM WORK AS USUAL, AND WE WERE GOING TO WALMART FOR SOMETHINGS. FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW PEOPLE HERE IS AUSTIN CANT DRIVE WORTH A SH1T. WELL TRAFFIC HAD JUST STARTED TO MOVE GOOD, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDENT HE CARS IN FRONT OF US STOPPED. WE WERE GOING ABOUT 60MPH, AND SLAMMED ON OUR BREAKS...WE MISSED THE CAR INFRONT OF US....THEN BAM!!! WE GOT HIT FROM BEHIND, PUSHING US INTO THE CAR INFRONT OF US, THEN BAM ANOTHER CAR HIT THE CAR BEHIND US, CAUSE US TO HIT THE CAR INFRONT OF US AGAIN...THERE WERE 5 VEHICLES INVOLVED, WE WERE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE #3. AN 07 CHEVY MALIBU HIT US, AND TOTALED THIER CAR. WE DRIVE AND 08 DODGE CHRAGER AND IT IS MESSED UP PRETTY BAD, THE EXHAUST IS PUSHED UNDER THE CAR, THERE WAS ALOT OF DAMAGE UNDER THE CAR. SOOOO ANYWAYS...I GOT TAKEN TO THE ER BY AMBULANCE, I COULDNT MOVE WITHOUT MY HEAD HURTING AND I WAS HAVING REALLY BAD CHEST PAINS...MY NECK STILL HURTS LIKE HELL, AND I AM STILL GETTING HEADACHES, BUT I

My Wreck
Its been awhile since I posted my last blog. I have come to a cross roads in my life and almost met my maker on judgement day. For those of you who do not know yet, I survived a potentially deadly wreck this past week. Most of you all know that I travel with my boyfriend on the road. Well on January 9th, 2009, we were tested. And thank God we passed that test. Let me explain. On that morning, we just left the fueling station after getting full tanks of fuel when a few miles up the road, on a bridge, another truck started to get sideways and tapped us putting us out of control. This is where things get fuzzy so Im going to rely on eye witness accounts here. We did two 360 degree turns, and jumped the railing, taking about 100 foot of railing with us. We slid semi sideways down a huge embankment and stopped 8-10 foot from a lake. He kept the thing on its wheels and we survived. How we did, we cant figure it out. The paramedics, police, tow truck company and fire marshall said we

My Wreck (the Newspaper Cliping)
http://www.amnews.com/public_html/?module=displaystory&story_id=49897&format=html Wednesday May 6, 2009 Police news: Family injured in collision in Danville A woman and two children were injured in a one vehicle collision Saturday. Police said Stephanie Cline lost control of her 1996 Saturn and struck a concrete barrier on a bridge while rounding a curve on South Third Street. Cline was transported to Ephraim McDowell Regional Medical Center with possible back and neck injuries. Police said Cline's sons were also transported to the hospital with possible injuries. Copyright:The Advocate-Messenger 2009

My Writting
For those of my friends who knows about and read any of my stories, yay! I just started on my Wrestle Zombie story. i really started durring a wrestling match between WWE superstars Edge and Jeff Hardy. i also had an idea for a vampire story, which i haven't started writting yet, but i'm planning to. im usually happy when i finish writting a story. stories are fun to write when i have more to add to them.

My Writing.....must Comment
he hates me i can hate him right back after, after what he did how could i be so dumb i thought older guys didnt play games i guess i was wrong as my mind goes into shambles you made me feel wrong you made me feel used like a piece of trash on the side of the street i lay in the shower tears and blood running down the drain you hurt me dont you see a fragile young women torn to pieces by a grown ass man your not a man!! i tried to play your game i saw it from the start i should have known better but i decided to trust trust in an older man a older man thats never going anywhere in life stuck with his surroundings stuck with his miserable life do it again, to someone else we all know you will watching my tears mix down the drain with my bright red blood shaking like i have never shaken before i cover my face to think maybe it will end faster the air starts to thicken

My Writing
Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.

My Writings
As i lay beneath the mighty walnut tree my skin warmed by the sun and kissed by the wind,i think to myself my dark lord how i wish it were ur kiss apon my warm and wanton skin. As the light of the predawn shines through the window i look to u but can only smile like a fool over the night we have spent together with much pleasure and pain tortures and raptures and exstacy i look to u and think ohhhhh my sweet dark lord the many ways that i love u. As i lay here cryin drifting in and out of my slumber i hear the words to a familar song repeating in my head and cant help but sing them quietly, I TEAR MYSELF OPEN I SEW MYSELF SHUT MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH THE SCARS REMIND US THAT THE PAST IS REAL I TEAR MY HEART OPEN JUST TO FEEL and i wonder where are u my lord my darkangel in the night???? laying in the darkness i wake to look for u and find u gone i rise from my bed to look for u as i search i find u know where , i think to myself my love where are u??? why have u gone

My Writing
Most who knew me before (back in 07 08) would know that nearly most of my writing is adult in nature. I am not found of straight out smut, nothing there really impresses me. I do however enjoy writing romantic coupling erotica. I always try to maintain a certain emotional base for the scenarios that I have written. Any creative writing imo should move someone on an emotional level first and foremost. I will start to repost my writing here in the next day or so. I hope you enjoy :)

My Xango Story
My XanGo Story: Well my XanGo story started in June of 2006. My daughter came toMichigan from her home in Ohio. It was my birthday. I couldn't have asked for a better gift, then to see my daughter on my birthday. To my surprise as we sat at the kitchen table, she said to me. "Mom let me show you what I have been up to." She pulled out a brochure and some other pages of information about Mangosteen. As she handed me the brochure she asked if I have ever heard of the mangosteen fruit. I said mango what? She said a fruit called mangosteen. She proceeded to tell me where the fruit comes from and how long it takes for the fruit to ripen. I opened the brochure and saw anti-aging. Humm I thought .. I don't know not one person who is a baby boomer who hasn't wanted to stop that clock from ticking. I continued to read more. Hypertension – helps to lower blood pressure. I thought wow I could use that. Ever since I had my surgery my blood pressure has been fluctuating between 140/80 to

My X And The Girls
Happy New Year.. What a way to start. It is funny how you can be married to someone for year and really not know them at all. I was married for 13 years and thought I knew my X. But I really didn't. When she left me I ask why. Most men have a ego and it hurts when there wife leaves. Mine left while I was at work. I came home to a empty house. Lots of things missing of course. Mainly my daughters and all of there clothes, toys and things. I can deal with the items missing. The girls were in good health. This was all back in 2001. Why doesn't things get easier? My reason is simple. My X still will not grow up. Here she is remarried to a man that has 4 kids of his own. She helped split that marriage up too. ANd she gets the girls every other week. SO I pay half a months child support. I get them half a month. Well she ask my daughters for money all the time. Our daughters have grown up a lot since 2001. Our youngest is 12 now. ANd the oldest is 19. Just our 12 and 14 year old lives with h

Máy Xay Giò Chả Và Dụng Cụ Cần Thiết để Làm Món Chả Giò
Để chuẩn bị làm chả giò, ngoài việc lụa chọn thịt sao cho ngon thì máy xay giò chả là vật không thể thiếu giúp bạn thực hiện thành công món này. Hãy tìm hiểu xem các loại máy, dụng cụ cần thiết để làm chả giò nhé. 1. Máy xay giò chả và biến tần motow: Là thiết bị chính yếu để sản xuất giò chả. Với dòng máy xay giò chả hiện nay chúng tôi có cung cấp các dòng máy 5Kg, 10Kg, 15Kg, 20 Kg, 30 Kg và các dòng máy trên 80kg trên một mẻ sản xuất. 2. Máy thái thịt tươi sống, thái mỡ: là dòng máy được nhập khẩu từ trung quốc với tính năng chính dùng để thái lát mỡ phục vụ trong quá trình làm giò. Máy có các loại kí

My X Gf
Ok some of you know this storie and some dont so here it is for you all who dont. Friday night 1/12/07 me and a friend of mine went out. We went to see my buddie from high school in his band. They are getting big and famous. So after that we went downtown and have a few drinks. Then after we got bored there we went to the plex a cool bar. After being there for a while we went to the bathroom, and when i waled out guess who i saw, my X. I was like great here comes the shit now and boy was i right. She got all up in my face yelling at me and talking shit about my friend and me and i just let it go and went past her. Went to the bar got another drink and so did my friend. She came up to me trying to kiss me and get me back. I do love the girl and god i wanted her cause she looked so freakin hot. I held her back and told her she needed to leave me and my friend alone and then after that she punched me in the face and 3 bouncers carried her ass out and banned her from the place for life. Co

2 My X Hubby Keon...
As i lay here in ma bed all these thoughts bout u racin through my head i cant belive this is tha end baby we've been outta love 4 so long yooh n i both kno ive never done yooh wrong but now our relationship is like a sad love song through thik n thin i was always there n babe yooh kno yooh werent always fair yooh fukked me up n i didnt even care but now...those thought of love we no longer share tha thought of lovin yooh is so very rare babe i wish yooh all tha best but now i need to rest good bye keon!!!

My Xmas List (not That I'll Get Anything Off Of It Lol)
things I wish I got for xmas : 1. eyebrow pierceing 2.a tattoo 3.a new computer prefered a laptop 4. stuff from victoria secret 5.stuff with dolphins 6. fairy stuff 7. different kinds of shot glass's to go with my collection 8.snow lol 9. music cd's 10. dvd's 11. a wii 12. nice warm fuzzy boots 13. Criss angel stuff 14. The Girls next door dvd's and whole bunch more stuff lol

My X-mas Wish
My Chistmas wish..is to be really loved by someone--totally and honestly-someone who really does love me for me.Someone that will show me the love back.Its always been my dream.Maybe one day that dream will come true.I can only dream.

My X - Mas List And New Years Wish List
MY X - MAS LIST and New Years wish list 1. A job 2. To see CARLY I love you but munch 3. To get past my past and the effects it still has on me. 4. To find Love or at least happenes 5. for every one who does realy care to have a happy hoildays.

My X Mas List I Never Will Get
So many presents, so little time Santa wont be coming By my house this year Cause I tried to drown my sister And I pierced my ear Oh mama made it perfectly clear Santa dont like bad boys Especially Jewish ones Skanif-kanof and Lego blocks Are what I desire So, whyd I have to set The pizza guys hair on fire I told him I was sorry, Im a liar So, no toys for me I dont deserve em I couldnt wait for a big wheel As the holiday neared But then I told my grandma That she had a beard (speaking) Dear Santa, I know what my problem is Why I cant be good Its a fear of intimacy You see, my whole life Whenever Ive met someone really great like you and, I keep feeling Im getting too close to them Something inside me Makes me want to screw it up So in a weird way The reason Im so bad is because I love you so much Santa Rock em, Sock em robots Is what I was hopin for But then I made a death threat To Vice President Gore Oh Santa wont be knockin on my

My X-mas Present For 08
My x husband decided to give me a present this year for christmas......I guess u can call it a pre post holiday present....I am off to court again...So my Christmas presents to my children will be put off this year.....So that I can pay an attorney fee. My son is now 16 1/2. 1 and a half more years till he is 18......math done correctly....now my x's wife I guess needs more money...so they are taking me to court for 2 things... 1) child support. 2) to remove my visitation lets go over them. 1) Its not that I mind paying child support for my son.....So noone get upset telling me I should pay. But he does make over 2x's I do...and his wife works...and my son works.....Not to mention I am helping with my daughters expenses...till she gets her medical assitance certificate to work. Not her bills and such but her insurence for car and medical.....Which he has not lifted a finger to help......... 2) He thinks that I should not see my son as much so my son can work.....Ok...My

My Xmas Wish List Item
http://www.amazon.com/Hand-Held-Personal-Massager-Attachments/dp/B000K8ALI8/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=hpc&qid=1229679568&sr=8-1 the offer is to anyone who may want to spoil me this xmas with the above will get 20 NSFW pics of me using it when it arrives..... serious offer. any takers?

My Xmas/bday Wishlist
Ok so, this is my list of things I want for my bday. this does not mean u people who love me are restricted to just this list. if u ever find anything u think will make me giggle, laugh, shake my head and smile or is just plain funny to someone go ahead. I love gag gifts(its what I usually give anyway). So do not feel apprehensive if u get me something not on the following list. Gift Cards(just so its easier) Footie Pajamas(preferably the kind with the ass flap in the back, i think it could be fun)(I've heard they can be found at walmart) Pay for my first Tattoo Digital camcorder/Camera Massage (professional or a friend w/e) Funny hats (I have a big head so...keep that in mind Concealed Handgun license Ipod A kilt(yea i want one...i dont know sizes for em....do ur best. and yes I will wear it.) Buffy the Vamp Slayer seasons 5-7 Angel Seasons 5 novelty Tshirts(XL) movies, movies, movies a big holder for the above movies Cool weapons External hard drive/Printer that is c

My X's
y o u a r e [ ] 5'2 and under [ ] 5'3 - 5'5" [x] 5'6 - 6'0 [ ] 6'1 - 6'3 [ ] 6'4 and taller [ ] you dont know n a t u r a l l y [] blonde [ ] redhead [ ]brunette [ ] dirty blonde [x] dark brown [ ] black [ ] kind of both blond n red [ ] kind of both brunette and black [ ] kind of both brunette and red [ ] kind of both brunette and blonde [ ] purple. e y e s []blue-eyed [ ] brown-eyed [ ] green-eyed [x] hazel eyed [ ] dark eyed [ ] gold/gray-eyed [ ] silver/gray- eyed [ ] blue/green-eyed [ ] blue/gray-eyed [ ] I DONT KNOW [x] glasses [ ] contacts [ ] neither [ ] both h a i r . [x] short hair [ ] medium hair [ ] long hair [ ] shaved [ ] shaggy y o u r f a v o r i t e c o l o r s [x] red [] hot pink [ ] yellow [x] black [ ] green [x] neon green [ ] blue [ ] white [x]turquoise [ ] silver [x] purple [ ] brown [ ] orange [ ] gray [x] maroon [ ] gold [x] deep purple [x] blood red d o n e / a t t e m p t e d [ ]

My "x" Should Read This.should Read How I Feel
i just wanna break down and get on my knees and beg him back into my life but it sickens me to know anyone can have this much power over me,how just talking to him for a minute brings everything i ever felt for him back in a second.Sometimes i wonder if he knows the power he holds over me,if he knows how far i would go for him,if he knows the love i truely have for him.When we meant it was like "damn this man is gonna be mine one day" and when it happened i kept my joy to myself, i kept my feelings to myself in fear he would reject me ,in fear he would say it wasnt like that for him but that wasnt the case instead he said he was in love with me that i was what he wanted.His love is all i ever wanted and without him in my life,i am able to move on able to find someone who loves me as much as i love him but im so afraid i'll never find it,im afraid he's already passed me up.I shouldnt feel this way,i shouldnt want someone who doesnt want me but i cant help it.I wish that one day he reads

My X's Bull Shit
Ok kids. I am going to be a DAD soon! My X's has been fucking my life over and over agen!! braking up with me asking back and then more of the same!!! She just tolled me it is her body missing with her and she is takeing it out on me!! If so how shoud i feal abut that? Thake it and try to deal or move on and just be a weekend dad. right now i dont like eather of them but I AM THE DAD and i know i have to do the right thing! It is just killing me can some one help me out with some info??? thanks

My Xsites Information
Hey, I am an attractive 22 year-old horny girl! I don’t really know what’s the most important about me. I have no boyfriend and I am willing to have a mutually beneficial encounter with the right guy who's willing to help out with today, so if you think we can arrange something just chat with me and we can discuss expectations. I am open to an adult time and something ongoing if we click. Not looking for a relationship or boyfriend. Just open to some hot fun with one guy, so if this is you lets talk. I will not send nude pictures. I am just looking for a mutual agreement. If you would like to see me tonight and can help me out with some hot fun just have a chat if we are both online: http://myxsites.info

My Xxx Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual? I LIKE IT ROUGH BUT WIT A BIT OF SENSUAL :) How often do you like to have sex? DEPENDS WIT WHO lolz Is sex a top priority for you? NAH Do you have sex face to face with your partner? YEA...BUT WIT GURLZ ITZ USUALLY FACE 2 CLIT lmao How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a stranger? THAT WUZ ONCE How do you feel about one night stands? IVE HAD THEM... How many one night stands have you had? UM 2 I THINK What's your favorite position? GUY ON TOP OF ME...OR 69 WITA GURL...lolz Where's your favorite place to have sex? BED...FLOOR...COUCH Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? LOVE FUCKING...haha Have you ever watched porn while having sex? NAH How long do you usually fore-play before doing the deed? DEPENDS ON THE GUY Do you get off first or do they? AGAIN...DEPENDS ON THE GUY Do you like kissing during sex? FUCK YEA Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)? UM...A THICK

My Xxx Thoughts For The Day.. This Is What I Need Right Now...
Well Im gonna say we kick back and have a few drinks.. Maybe Ill light up a nice joint. Id then excuese myself to go use the little girls room.. Id bring my bag with me and change into my fishnet thigh highs, my red and black lace pantoes with attaching garter belt.. And my red and black corset.. Oh, and I cant forget about my 6 1/2 inch black heels.. I open the door and see you looking all sexy sitting in your chair.. You get up when you see me come out... I walk towards you and put my clevage right in your face.. You sit back down in the chair and I bend down and trace your lips slowly with my tongue and start to kiss you.. I feel your hands run down the front of my chest.. down my neck, over my top, feeling you push them together, getting me so excited.. I stand up and slightly pull my top down just a little, teasing you..Placing my hands over my nipples, squeezing my tits together.. Pulling on my nipple rings right in front of you.. I lean forward and you put your mouth on my nippl

My Xxx Nsfw
Just to be clear - I have a series of photos of my gorgeous wife, her girlfriend and I in my NSFW folder. I wish Fubar had a way to flag access by individual friends as there are many I would love to provide access to those folders. Instead I have to restrict access only to "family". So, if you want access, you must ask me. They are very NSFW and XXX. I will however use discretion in allowing people to look. Bi-women and lesbians will love them.

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My Yahoo
An explanation... Yes I have Yahoo, No I can't use it! You see; it went like this.... XP prompted me to download and install the new security updates, so like a good little microsoft slave I dutifully fucked up my system once again!! Bill Gates has a sick sense of humour!! It started with his lovely little twist on the license backups for mediaplayer11 (which thank god I rolled back before it voided too many mp3 downloads!) I should have known the new updates would screw up, after that little fiasco! Lets see to date programs screwed.... Msn Yahoo Bittorrent Opennap Utatane Nero All my program defaults up the spout. So now after removing all the damn updates, I'm trying to get things sorted but something is still not right..... I can see I'll be spending a few hours in my registry tomorrow! If you don't see me all day send in a search party, I've got a feeling it's messy in there! ARGHHHHHH!!!

My Yahoo
Hey all my friends and fans....I had to open a new yahoo account to get away from someone. So here is my new yahoo ID....TwinkleBug97116. If you have me on your list as angelday70 please remove me and add me with the new one ok. I am useing the new one just for my Cherrytap friends ONLY!!! HUGS!! Angel

My Yahoo Group
wow...in just a few days the group has grown fairly well. As of this morning there are 230 members. A bunch of new members joined from the Ace of Hearts swingers club group on yahoo too. I want to get back to writing my stories. I have been so involved with Cherry Tap and other community sites and now the Yahoo group I need to take the time to write. More stories to come very soon. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ms_cleavage/ 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

My Yahoo Got Hacked
some fucker whos convinced im a fake took my old yahoo account, anyone who has the name on their list take it off if i can get it back ill let you all know k thanks Beth Yepsen: ok. but if you prove you're real you can have it beth Yepsen: you think im a fake? beth Yepsen: well if you knew me youd know my cam doesnt work on yahoo it freezes me up Beth Yepsen: i just wanna see that you're real beth Yepsen: my cam doesnt work on yahoo it locks me up beth Yepsen: im real who the fuck are you? Beth Yepsen: ok take a sign pic beth Yepsen: i have 2 on my cherrytap account Beth Yepsen: i mean take one for me beth Yepsen: if you really want the name that bad fuck it i have nothing to prove to a punk bitch like you Beth Yepsen: final answer? beth Yepsen: yeah fuck you Beth Yepsen: you wont take a sign pic for your name? beth Yepsen: nope i have nothing to prove to a punk ass bitch like you

My Yahoo Msn
am allways happy to have friends if you have my space am on it badoo yahoo 360 flixster and i got msn messenger and yahoo messenger here we go if you want to be my friend at msn add me its smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk and my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com add me today thankyou derek look forward to talking to you in yahoo or msn derek

My Yahoo Info
for anyone that wants it my nick on yahoo messanger is gandalf122872 feel free to add me to your list and message me anytime i am always up for a chat or whatever else.remember if ya add me and decide ya rather not talk there is always the delet button but i am a nice guy and just ouit to chat and have fun. ladies i ain't gonna perv on ya yes i will flirt sorry its my nature i only perv on those who know i am just joking around and on those who like it LOLtalk to ya soon whoever adds me

My Yahoo Account!!!! Read
If you have me on your yahoo account DO NOT OPEN ANYTHING FROM IT IT WAS STOLEN THIS MORNING!! I have three other accounts so they can't get them if you want my other account name just yell at me and I'll give you a request thanx, reck

My Yahoo
SO SOME BITCH IN CONN STATE I GUESS CLAIMED THAT SHE LOVED ME. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HOLLA AT HER SHE HAD A GUY HACK MY YAHOO. NOW MY YAHOO ACCOUNT IS GONE. I HATE TO BE EVIL BUT HERE IS HER NUMBER.508-738-4499 HER NAME IS STACEY.

My Yahoo Id
I have had the same yahoo ID since about 2000' While I was chatting with a friend on yahoo last night, a message came up disconnecting me. Said it was "Due to being logged onto another PC." WTF?! I double checked my cell phone.. noting, not connected. So as a result, I have been HACKED. I can not log into my yahoo account. I can't check my yahoo mail. I can't log into ANYTHING associated with yahoo. I checked my yahoo public profile.. Everything looks fine there. Nothing is or had been changed. So WHY would someone just randomly HACK into my account?? I don't get it.. So I sent an email to Yahoo, havent heard anything back yet. Who knows if I will the way yahoo is. So if you already have my Yahoo ID and you get an IM from me, PLEASE let me know, or even ask the person questions that you know I would only know... Then you can always email me here on Fubar... Nice start to a weekend huh?!

My Yahoo
for all my friend on here that i talk to on my yahoo msgr. i wont be on yahoo prolly till after the new year. i got alot of traveling and workin to do throughout the holidays. so please bear with me and i will be back before you know it. for those of you i chat with on here if you dont have my yahoo id and would like to chat there with me in the future just add me my id is jstewart71982. i love yall leave me comments please so i will know whats up

My Yahoo Screen Name.
I just wanted to let everyone know, that my yahoo screen name got hacked, and I don't know who did it, I can't get on my myspace anymore because that was my e-mail to sign on with. my new screen name is screaming_eagles_babe101@yahoo.com If it messed with anyone elses phone or e-mails, i am truely sorry. But I had nothing to do with it. Everyone have a Merry Christmas. ~Ambur~

My Yard
that was the yard with the boulder in the back silence all around green leaves all around me noone knows where i am while i sit on my branch wind through my hair creaking of the rope the smell of rubber getting dizzy the smell of peaches the fuzz on my hands the juices in my mouth running down my chin my hands are getting sticky rolling down the hill making mud pies in soda bottle caps layin on my rock. that was the yard with the boulders in the back silence all around

My Yahoo
I see that if the mumms change for the worst im gonna give most of the mummers my yahoo......I can see myself not spending as much time here as i enjoy.....because i see that one bad apple spoils it for the rest of us........... wesleyalexander34@yahoo.com *for those of you that have it...you know how to get in touch.......i do enjoy yahoo conferences......... Supe

My Yahoo Pingbox
Hello :) Now when I am signed into yahoo you can come to my page and chat with me on yahoo from there. You do not need to have my screen name or give me yours. You just need to enter a name...preferably your fubar name into the box (so that I know who I'm talking to) and then we can chat. It is only viewable to me and you. Hope to talk to you soon! The box is located in the "about me" section of my page.

My Yahoo First Love"those Were The Days" A Repost
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] While I was reviewing my page , I came across to my previous blogs, those first attempts of writing blogs, when I was very new here in 360, and haven’t much friends on my list then, and found this one , unique and funny, so I decided to post it again , and add some more to that oh! whew! wow!....it seems to be a brokenheart week".........oh yahoo! what have you done? cupids here in yahoo seems to be very naughty..... lol..making everybody fall in love, then, just leaving them...oh,internet relationship, is so complicated, exciting, and distracting too...i received some comments from last blogs from men who believes that we women also break thier hearts... well i didnt say that we dont, we do break hearts too, thats true....... but i read so many women falling in love here then the men they just disappeared without goodbye... hey men! be man enough to at least say goodbye, so women will not hope and keep waiting for you". you know .... yahoo is a n

My Yahoo Gangs"
looking at this picture, i remember my vacation to the Philippines last year, i really had a good time with my family, and i had chance to really go around, and one of the most memorable was a date and night out with my yahoo 360 gang , i t was a blast, we stayed in a hotel, went to comedy bar to the malls and had one night of laughter and fun'... missing them so much, coz am not as much on line as i used to be.. but i will be meeting them again this coming July when i visit Philippines again!

My Yahoo Groups
Hey Everyone , I'd personally like to invite you to join our other groups.http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ablondeandblackcock4funhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/interracialhotspotcrosscountryhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/thebiggirlsnextdoorhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlpartygirlshttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/imphamouzphreakmob/http://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlcandyshophttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/foxynylafanclubhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlbibitcheshttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlplaygroundhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/midwestmodelzhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlbigbootybytcheshttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/309swingershttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/stlinterracialhttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/bbwfriendsandluvershttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/king_royalty

My 12 Year Old Son Short Story
Short Story--By Gregory Lee Robinson JR Once upon a time there was this bear cub name Jose, He had a father name Joseph and a mother name Jesicca. They played games and catched their food together. Then one stormy night Jose father got sick and they needed some food and mother bear had to take care of father bear. Jose went and started looking for food on his own. Jose got lost on his way looking for food he started to get tired and hungry then it started raining and he got very wet and got really sick. Jose tried to find his way home but he got very weak from being sick, wet and cold, he fell upon the ground and he couldn't see anything but pitch black, he woke up and found himself in a very sunny and beautiful flowery place with a white castle ahead of him. He went up to the castle gate and the guards with wings let him in. When he went in he was lead down a beautiful hallway, he was let into a very big beautiful room in this room he saw a golden throne, on that golden throne

My 3 Year Old Daughter
I just spent 2 days in a hospital with my daughter.... She is very sick, she had an asthma attack on Friday and her father took her to emergency room, they then admitted her...As of right now, she is still very sick.... however she has came around and her lungs have finally opened..... It was horrible having to leave her last night, mite i add that she is almost an hour away from me.....I had to return home due to my 2 other children having to go to school today.....It was very hard for me to sleep last night without her......I miss her so very much and hope she will come home today.....I unsuccessfully tried for 2 days to get her moved to a closer hospital......Please, if you read this, Pray for my baby and my family....Talk to everyone soon...... Much cherry love, DONNA

Myyearbook Is The Shit!!
Hey! If you haven't already, you should check out www.myYearbook.com. myYearbook has a ton of features that other sites don't have, like flirting and bullying and lockers we can use to share files with each other and all our friends. Plus, if we each invite a few people, we get a free t-shirt or thong! Make sure you click my link (Join myYearbook) so I get credit for you. :)

My Yearly Physical
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated And it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and Sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew Eating right could be so easy.

My 7 Year Old Is Infatuated With Dale Jr
Danielle is in Luv with Dale Jr. We were watching the Dale movie and they were showing Dale Jr when he was little and she couldnt take her eyes off of him and when I said he was a cute little kid wasnt he turned like 10 shades of red and shook her barbie at me in that little 7 year old Quit It MOM kinda way and she always talks about Dale Jr this and Dale Jr that it is hilarious when she sees him on tv its all eyes on him she'll stop talking in mid sentence if shes talking it is soooo cute. I honestly cant wait to take her to her first Bristol race.... We all Like different drivers it should be VERY VERY interesting!!!!!

Myyearbook Battles.....please Go & Vote!
I got a new profile at MyYearbook.com and have a photo and video battle going on...go vote if ya want! http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2787126 http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2800827 MyYearbook home page: www.myyearbook.com/rejenalee69

Myyearbook
Slyparadox: I am number 21 in NJ on Myyearbook and I don't even do much on their anymore :D I am so gonna make this site my bitch, and I'm gonna be like "YEAH TAKE IT ALL!!" and the site's gonna be like, "FUCK YEA, I LOVE IT!!!" Slyparadox: I have lost my mind. hahaha twosilvergods: HAHA twosilvergods: that's okay twosilvergods: the best ideas are made while insane twosilvergods: sometimes Slyparadox: well that whole "summer of sam" wasn't a good idea twosilvergods: yeah twosilvergods: not at all

My 1 Year Anniversary On Fubar
Wow, looking back I can't believe I've been here on Fubar a year now(well technically it's tomorrow Dec. 2nd). It's been a crazy year. A lot of ups and downs, amongst learning experiences. I survived though and i'm thankful I did. There were many times I thought about deleting my account to have some of the many wonderful friends i've met, come to me and tell me how much i've meant to them and how much they appreciated me. That alone was reason enough to stay. I came here to meet new friends and that I have done. In fact two of my best friends i've met here...Omallesygold and devil man....I love you guys you have been there for me 100% and I will always be there for the both of you on the site and off. The guys in my family are amazing and i'm thankful they are in my life. Over the next week or so I will be going by your sites and telling you why I think you are so special to me. I really want to say thanks to those that didn't bail on me when my life seemed upside down.

My Yearning Mouth
With precision your thighs adjust accommodating my chiseled jaw; no movement is necessary. You respond however in thrusts that fire me as your hips move involuntarily in time with my yearning mouth. Fingernails in my hair maybe imagined for I am lost. Too dreamy to think rationally or to worry about consequences. Yes, people will be hurt but the pleasure is too perfect.

My 4 Year Old..
Ok so you've seen the pepto bismol commercials with various people attempting to sing the "nausea heartbearn indigestion upset stomach diarrheaaa" well there's on particular commerical my kids and I find really funny where one lady is saying diarheaaa and is all crazy about it.. To make a long story short... we went to the mall today... and the video store... My 4 year old WOULD NOT... stop saying DIARHEEAAAAA lmao as loud as she could and as often... DAMN THE TV!!!!

My Year Monument To Easter
As a point of ethics, I do not celebrate Easter. Christmas. Thanksgiving. Or really, any other holiday, come to mention it. Mostly out of ethics, but also because I simply don't find any of these days more special than the next, or the last. They simply are. But, my point of ethics is; I am not a hypocrite. Easter and Xmas are Xian holidays (as well we know), and as I am a nihilist, or an out and out athiest for those who cannot process nihilism, it would be inappropriate for me to celebrate these holidays in any context. It would be h y p o c r i t i c a l for me to celebrate them, and I do my best to not be a hypocrite. Also, I have a minute speck of respect for these religious blokes, and I'm not going to hinder their fun, I'm going to sit off to the side, smoking cigarettes and watching Captain Kangaroo. Nonetheless, I can feel quite festive, and this is one of those moments, so here are some Easter tidings from Bill Hicks and Eddie Izzard. -ahem- But, not in that order.

My Yearly Love Horoscope
Leo You idealize having a close relationship and spending time laughing, spending time in the moonlight and romanticizing until the wee hours of the morning. You have been going through a lot of changes in your love life, and not so sure you can deal with the ups and downs that you have experienced in relationships in the past. You may want to enhance your playfulness and creativity by exploring cultural experiences where you can enjoy beauty with your partner. Excitement in your love life and enjoying the high life is very appealing to you now. All these fun and creative activities will help you and your partner to strengthen your communication. Being spiritually connected with another helps you to feel the equal energy of sharing. Your intense desire for feeling connected to your love and taking it to the next step will trigger a need to explore whether your dreams are being reciprocated. Discussions of partnerships and marriage are likely and, through these talks, you gain n

My Yearly Horoscope
Leo Dramatic, dynamic and compassionate Leo starts the year working hard to discover new ways to express practical ideals by connecting to inner wisdom. You will realize how everything you do in your life affects the entire world on some level. Feeling a need to change and re-evaluate your personal values and all that you hold sacred has been a regular exercise for you, both personally and financially. Deep and profound changes and blessings await you as you freely give your energy to help others and take a hard look at your personal values in relationship to your resources. Some of the blocks you may have been feeling in your personal life and not knowing which direction to go will be lifted. By the spring, you will be feeling more grounded and secure, and a little more compassionate and tolerant of others. Comfort, relaxation and being mindful are all very important factors that inspire you to live a healthy life. You enjoy nature, so consider gardening to maintain your sunny

My Yearbook Quiz
Which Goddess do you most embody? (girls only) Artemis Report this image You are a loner and would rather die than except someone might be better than you. Once every blue moon, you find love, but watch out! Others very close to you will get jealous and try to seperate you from love.