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I don't know.. I think I'm in some kinda wierd bored / lonely mood thing.. hoping for some kinda social interaction somewhere.. and so came back around these parts but.. to have an actual conversation around here.. its like a lot of work with a fair amount of rejection built in.. that somehow leads me into a worse place then where I started from... and I kinda remember that feeling?

It's also the case that folks I used to be given to talking to.. I don't really see around.. OR.. idk... 

But that's the thing.. the canyon between.. not talking to anyone and.. having conversations.. and I'm not sure I'm motivated enough to try and cross the canyon.. 

There was a time when I really liked this site... when dinnoasours still walked the earth, I guess?

Ehh.. I guess I'm just in a mood.