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Nothing Like New News.
well back again for the 4th tour in iraq. If you need to you can get intouch of me here now that i have global satellite internet. I havent been on in a wile. Hit me up let me know ur all doing.

Not Hap-e
Today wasn't a very pleasant day for me,,I found out that last night my best friend was raped by two gang members fucking crypts or some shite, at a party. I am sick to my stomach over this,, people never fail to prove how low down pieces of shite they are. So many fucking people in this society just make me sick,,it's no wonder I feel the way i do about certain things and people,, I don't really know what to say about this other than that I am furious. Thank you to one of my brothers and my sister for being there for me to talk to me about this,,I really appreciate you. This fucking sucks,,I feel sick,I can't do anything about it either. I can't wait until those two pieces of shite get what they have in store for them,,karmas a bitch. Liebe an alle meine guten weissen Brüder und Schwestern

~ Nothing
Struggling every single day of our lives to make it, and to be happy, we slowly wear ourselves down. All of lifes tests and torments, beating us with the smallest of whips, removing only a cell at a time, unnoticed. We need not shed blood, become bruised, or show any other physical signs of lifes abuse to prove that it's happening. In our minds, and our souls, we hide the growing scars of needless emotional wounding and punishment. When they told you that you could do better, be better than you are, dispite the fact that deep down you knew you were doing everything you possibly could, it left a mark, and it grew from there. A small scratch, barely existant, growing over the many years of added bumps and bruises, for lack of having time to heal properly, is now a growing abyss. Abyss. Swallowing and consuming everything good that tries to enter, or even happens upon you by mistake. Beyond the point of being able to reach out and cry for help, you let it fester, let it take over.

Nothing Better To Do
im here and been stressing out over family . my husband has been great and all . just wanted to let ya'll know how i been . hugssssssssss my fufriends! im just depressed and got put on meds yesterday to see if they help . for right now all i can say is im here and thats all .

Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes
Change.... Current mood: peaceful Category: Life Yes it's that time again... I'm feeling something!! Well let me begin by saying hello.. I hope all is awesome in your life right now and as a result.. SMILES SMILES SMILES!!! That's my wish for you!! I am once again chillin in my room and having that sudden urge to get some thoughts that are going on in my head out on paper, so to speak, for a my own benefit and also to share a little piece of me with all of you. I kept a journal for many years and no longer do so... I guess you could say that these ideas, thoughts, or whatever of mine have pretty much built up to this point over a long period of time and something, usually a personal situation or experience, triggers a sudden urge in me to spill my thoughts.. the final piece of my mental puzzle is in place! Anywho here we go... Someone once said to me, about 6 years ago, " Keith, If nothing changes nothing changes " and I can remember just like

Nothing Special
I had knee surgery the day before thanksgiving and will be off work until no earlier than the first week of January. Sitting in this house, raining outside, bored out of my mind. So, I thought to myself, why not write a boring blog for people to read or ignore. And here it is. However, I really have been able to keep up with old episodes of ER. Which it turns out, has become one of the things I really look forward to. From 10am to noon, that is what I do. Anyhow, I hope everyone has a great holiday and remember me, sitting here bored, day after day. I will write more soon, count on it. Boring or not.

Nothing In General
Looking through the melting glass As time chooses how fast to pass. I wonder why were even here I'm overwhelmed with sudden fear. I try to speak but only mumble The walls around me start to crumble I look down and close my eyes I cant tell the truth from the lies Is this real or just a dream The voice inside me starts to scream The screaming peaks then fades away Tomorrows just another day.

Nothing
She lies on the bed ..pills by her head.. thinking of the days when he made her smile he left her alone ..never came home no one around to help her now this is her choice .. this is her how this life of pain is almost over now the darkness seeps into her view the world turns gray this is her choice ..this is her day M.A.S

Not Here For A While
hey there to all my FU friends. just letting you all know im not going to be around for a while. work calls and ill be away until June or even till October. will try to stop in and say hello to the ones that ill miss the most during that time. (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) hope you all dont miss me too much.

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!

Not Having A Good Day
Well I got hit by a truck today and Just got out of the hospital.....Just kidding!!! Got to love Special Effects!!! Enjoy I put alof of work in this. feel free to comment, good , bad or indifferant!! Guy not having a good DayUploaded by bigdawg691

Nothing There
The arbitrary begining fading into the endless night. The unlinited dawn turning into the forgotten life. The sound of severed hands clapping over the death of a beloved tyrant. Justice served and a hero lost to the winds. The defeted villian that had a crushing victory over nothing. The ruler of a kingdom long past and destined to rise again. Perseverance over all. Reverance unto nothing. What is done is not to be. What is to be is not done. Unheard are the screams of billions that died long ago. To listen and not hear. To speak and say nothing. Visions of visions. Light blends and bends into the heart of the wandering soul. Taunted by darkness and holding ground. Truthful lies told to no one. A heart held in vain. Love lost before it was ever found. The quiet hold no secrets, yet the secrets are there. Waiting for the one who will never come. More than everything and nothing, and less than you and I. Somewhere in the void is a light and a path to somewhere beautiful and ugly all at o

Nothing More Than Feelings
So I have had a couple nights of little to no sleep. With many thoughts clawing at the back of my head. A few shed tears. My feelings...silly damn things...are so easily hurt. I have something to say. It may require a moment of your time to read, but that moment is worth it, I believe. I have never set out to intentionally harm anyone. I have never deliberately stolen the affection of anyone from another. I have not willingly seduced another to my bed, who did not ask to be invited. Or belonged to someone else. I have loved and loved deeply, a total of 4 men in my lifetime. I have lusted more than my share. Not that anyone has a limit you know...but my point is this, I am not after anything that belongs to anyone. I am incorrigible..I am flirtatious...I am impetuous...I am kind, gentle, and caring. I am sensitive and extremely passionate. I have issues, most odd...in an OCD type of way...others very personal. I don't betray confidences...as I fully expect my confidences be kept

Nothing Is As It Seems
Who are you to say If i'm right or wrong and who are you to say If I belong For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do Who are you to talk behind my back And who are you to say If my morals lack For you don't walk in my shoes or see life the way I do So don't try to make me see your light Or play games with my life For we are all one in the same Even though we all have different names So don't play with me Just let me be I'll live my life The way I see and all I ask of you Is let me be For you don't walk in my shoes Or see life the way I do I must be free To feel the breeze will you understand as I take your hand That I love you now But tomarrows

Nothingness
Five Finger Death Punch- The Bleeding v1 i remember when all the games began remember every little lie and every last goodbye promises you broke, words you choked on and i never walked away its still a mystery to me pre-chorus well i'm so empty im better off without you and youre better off without me well your so unclean im better off without you and youre better off without me chorus the lying the bleeding the screaming was tearing me apart the hatred (deceiving) the beatings its over v2 paint the mirrors black to forget you i still picture your face and the way u used to taste roses in a glass dead and wilted to you this all was nothing everything to you is nothing pc well youre so filthy im better off without you and youre better off without me well im so ugly youre better off without me and im better off alone c. the lying the bleeding the screaming was tearing me apart the hatred the beatings (disaster) its over as wicked a

Nothing Changes...it's All Lies
Disarm you with a smile Cut you like you want me too Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you The killer in me is the killer in you My love - I send a smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone The Years burn...burn! Hush now dont cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye Youre lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over...or has it just begun? Theres a place I like to hide A doorway that I run to in the night Relax child, you were there But only didnt realize it and you were scared Its a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the tears And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly, you hear and see This magic new dimens

Nothing...
Thought for the day! I love this - I hope you do to. An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. 'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.' The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers o

Not Here To Be Used
I am not here to be used..so if I am just another point to you..etc..please delete me. I am interested in friends/friendships.. not interested in making you higher on the fubar ladder..not interested in making you popular for the day.

Nothing To Fear
will you miss me when i am gone away? will you remember how it used to be? noth think of the sickly mass that i turned out to be? not remeber the pain, just all the love in my eyes? even when i am gone it will still be there.... REALIZE... that even in death, i will live on in memories that u have, in our favorite songs. it wont be an end.. but a beginning for you a new chapter on life, so please dont be blue.. i was blessed to have you, so close to me... and you will be in my heart for eternity. please just smile, love, and dont shed a tear.. coz you Angel will be watching over you you have nothing to fear ...

Nothing
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.

Nothing More.....nothing Less....
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. look at youlooking up at meyou're looking up at me...inviting me to come downcome down with youfor an everlasting embracesetting the pace that makes

No Thank You
Short and sweet is what I am, but not talking about me here. This blog is short, but not so sure about the sweet part. Anyway, to the point... Am not liking the length people go to in order to become popular. The lies and such just irk the hell out of me. But it's your game and all the best to you, however, don't try and feed me your line of bullshit 'nough said

"nothing"
"dont believe every thing you here, because every thing you here is not true.." "Life is to short and misserable,to be unhappy" "don't take things for granted,you just may not have or see that person or thing again" the point is: "live life to the fullest and have no regrets, and look back once just to say i'm done or i have done that.."

Nothingness
What is Love? I'll tell you what it is, it's something for fools. Fools think they are in love, they chase after it like once they have it thier life will mean something. They catch it and they are no better for having it. They hold it to tight and it slipes through their fingers like sand. Then washes away...If they are one of the lucy ones they will not hurt because of it but the mojority of US will. Yes I am one of those fools of which I speak...I was the child that lost the love from her father when he pasted.....the child whose Mother

Nothing In Return!!
Everyday I rate all of my friends and I get nothing in return. I will be cleaning out my friends and fans lists over the next couple days. It's time to cut out all the users on this site.

Nothingness!
HE IS ALWAYS IN MY MIND, WONDERING WHAT HE IS DOING, WONDERING IS HE OK, HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I ALWAYS IN HIS MIND, AM I IN HIS HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, WILL I MEET HIM ONEDAY, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE UP CLOSE, WILL I HOLD HIM ONEDAY, WILL HE TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, WILL WE LAUGH AND PLAY TOGETHER, NEVER WANTING IT TO END, HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK, LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES, EYES MEETING AS IF IN A DREAM, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I IN HIS MIND ALWAYS. Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything.

Nothing To Do With The Fu
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne

Nothing Better To Do
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears withtheir tedious diatribes about how hard things werewhen they were growing up; what with walkingtwenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphillBOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myselfthat when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was goingto lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about howhard I had it and how easy they've got it!But now that I'm pushing the ripe old age of 40, I can't help but look aroundand notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy!I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia!And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't knowhow good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet.If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the

Nothing
It would be so easy just to shut down right now & just walk away from everything, & not caring one way or another about things. Holding back not telling people off. Keeping the tongue in check not screaming out things that shouldn't be said. Not sitting crying & moaning. Trying to keep the head up. Praying for everybody else, because nothing left to pray for self, for nothing seems to work. Trying to stir up the joy & faith inside. Trying to keep emotions in check & not let the heart wander aimlessly off track. Working on keeping the promises in front as well as the prize at the end of the race. Watching as more & more gets taken & nothing can be done. What more needs to leave, or to be stripped? Is this a joke? Is it funny to dump dung on one? How much more will be dumped? The tunnel is long & never ending. No longer know which is up or down. The light ends up being a tease of another lamp hanging from a wooden beam shining, but still not enough to show if going further into the abyss

Nothing To Fear
i dont fear death.. runnin the streets till my final breath.. brushing up on ya girlfriends breasts.. i aint afraid of a fight.. have u waking up in the hospital starrin at the lights.. many sleepless nights.. twisted corrupted n down rite not given a fuck.. so your guns buck.. better hope i die.. cause im coming back blazing n thats no lie.. you will regret the day you crossed me.. im coming back eventually.. hoses in my chest. ive seen i.c.u. eating through an i.v. tube.. what can you do to me thats not already been done son.. pain is a friend to me.. by my side and in my head constantly.. so come n do your worst.. your momma be following your body in the hurst.. my lifes been cursed since birth.. so think twice .. take ya friends advice.. sit down n STFU.. before you get busted up.. go ahead n call the PoPo.. aint scurred to go.. they gonna have to taze me.. cause pepper spray wont stop me.. i dont need to see.. just to kick a lifeless body.. i just wanna say remember this.. realize

Notice Anything Different?
I am changing my last name back to my dad's last name. Some of you know that i never got along with my mom's husband. I want him completely out of my life. I have been wanting to change my last name for the past year. And now that i have my dad back in my life, I really wanna go back to his last name. Let me know what you think.

Notice
Notice: Before yall read the blogs under "stories" please note, if you have read em, read this anyways. 1. I'm not crazy. 2. I did not go through ANY of what is mentioned. 3. Its just stories that I made up, its called entertainment!!! 4. Yes I know they might seem deep, but its what I came up w/. 5. Dont see me any different then yall did before yall read em, I'm still the same person.

No Title, Just Read It!
okay my pretty night wedding at the place where my sweetie and i meet has become a VERY cheap ordeal. no, it's not a JP ordeal, but at the moment it might as well be. there'll be no dancing, no really big celebration . . .no pretty dress. . .no being the day's shinning star. i will be just another person, someone who will go basically unnoticed on what SHOULD be my big day. My SISTER will be prettier and better dressed ON MY WEDDING DAY than I will be. because we are SOOO BROKE and the economy sucks so we're having toubles getting new jobs. it feels like i'll be forgotten on my own wedding day because i'll not be special enough or pretty enough. no special dress for me . . .no aisle for me to walk down towards to my love. i know i sound like a drama queen, but it's like getting my dreams flushed down the toilet and fate laughing at me for wanting ONE SINGLE day to be special. hell my future step daughter will look prettier than me thanks to the capabilities of her grandmother.

Not In Her Storm
Not In Her Storm I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rain And it is always I fight for the welcome change When it rains it pours on this heart of mine So, I take the storms I feel to her each time. But I know she has lived under her own pouring rain Yet under her water her heart still doesn't change She can walk away from what hangs overhead And, not in her storm, are words left unsaid. Not in her storm have I ever felt alone Her storm ends, so I, may find my way home It's for me that she pushes away her own rain So, that I may find comfort in calling her name. She lives in this world for the sake of another's heart God, how she eases the miles when worlds apart And she never wanders when your world falls through Not ever in her storm would she do this to you. She has wings that I know not only I can see Cause only an angel could find strength to carry me It's the way that the eyes can surely view How her heart's written so clearly in wha

Notions
The day you were born can affect your personality according to the Celts, who likened us to a particular animal according to our birthdays. Date of Birth: December 24 – January 20 Animal: Stag Gaelic Name: Damh (Approximate pronunciation: Dav) Ruling Planet: The Sun Key Words: Independence, Majesty, Integrity, Pride Gift Quality or Ability: Sensitivity to other worlds, shape shifting, initiation, journeying Birthstone: Crystal Compatibility: Harmonious relations with the signs of adder and salmon. Will also relate well to the signs of seal, otter and goose. Difficulties may be expected in relation to all other signs. Date of Birth: January 21 – February 17 Animal: Crane Gaelic Name: Corr (Approximate pronunciation: Corr) Ruling Planet: Uranus Key Words: Secret Knowledge, Eccentric, Patient Gift Quality or Ability: Crane people are unusually clever people with specialized skills and talents, with a progressive outlook on life. Sense of the evolving spirit. S

Notihng Else Matters!!!!!!
love one love two Love one love two its dont matter, love is love no matter what or whom it is. taken by heart taken by soul taken from it all its all love, no matter whatever comes of it love is love and i love you for you and who you have become in my place i call my LIFE Taken with love taken with life im all here and im all there always remember that, i care i love and i always WILL care and LOVE you and i will always trust u for whom u are and what u mean to me MY LOVE Nothing else matter anymore i see life i see things that i havent ever seen before... sitting and thinking and thinking i wont give up on things that i know in my heart are true and mean the world to me and others dont like it then oh well i dont need the lil petty ass bullshit no ways.... My poem above has many meanings and many thoughts into it. When its thought about because love one love two is all parts of life and makeing things work all for the greater good and taken

Notice
NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thubms down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and

Notice To All
Ok everyone, if for some reason, I have accidentally pissed you off, I feel like I should be told about it, so I know what I did wrong because I'm sure if you pissed me off then you would want to be told too by me and get it worked out, so if I end up doing this on accident or whatnot just let me know either by shoutbox or private message, ok? Thanks! :-D

Notice Me!!!
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song's my sorry At night I pray That soon your face will fade away And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby

Not In San Fran
why do u womem show your selfs off and then say if u ask you ask u get blocked, don't understand this if you don't want us to check u out why tell everybody . I don't live in San f. not sure how to change it to Savannah Ga. Well since on here there's relatively few things to get one on here for their birthday... if anyone was considering ever getting me a blast (even just a one day) i would so appreciate getting it before friday, i wanna see if i can just blast the hell out of my birthday Tickers also very welcome and if you have REALLY fucking deep pockets i'd love a happy hour lol (i know i'm dreaming but i have to try) so anyone that can spare 7.50 for little old me, please consider doing it this week so i can run my blasts on friday much love ~~Sin (reposting this cause it fell off my page due to excessive blog posts today)

Notice Me
lmao... my confession to codependency... my greatest obstacle to being who i know i am a strong independent woman capable of anything and everything Its not all on you my love I would never wish that amount of pressure We work so hard just to make it survive one day we'll know happiness what it feels to be truly okay until then don't stop holding on trusting me being you my everything my motivation to be a better woman and i promise we'll make it Artist SiteMore Videos Music Video:RUNNING (by No Doubt)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone I won't let you. know how fragile sensitive I am. I won't tell you my history right away. you don't care yet anyway. You will never see how much i heave in pain. after walking away. from you. with a smile I may not have the answers. what u need

Notice To My New Friends
Okay can drama become any bigger than it already is in my life! Holy %$#!@ Doesn't look like he is coming home any time soon, and NOW I my friend is SUDDENLY in love with me! What the hell have I done to cause this??? Any answers please. Happens on a regular basis! not that it bothers me alot just all of the sudden once my husband is gone they appear from no where. I miss you all and If at all I manage to get a computer I will write ya all! hugs! Tinker Bell Hello my sexy friends i have a few things to say to you all and any one who comes by my profile.... It seems some people like to use names on me that no one is permitted to use on me. Dont ever call me trashy names! Your comments will not be returned. Please i am asking that people respect me as i would respect you. Ok, second i am now getting on here through my cell. So its rather difficult to answer comments and such. Please if you like, refer to my myspaced link. Ty my adoring friends. :-* So I suppose you

No Time For Nasty People!!!
Life is good for me. It is what it is. All is not prefect but it’s not suppose to be. I can sit and complain about all the things that are not right with my life, or I can sit and count my blessings for all that is right with my life. Counting my blessings is a lot more fun than counting my trials. With all the struggles and trials I may face in my life, it does not compare with what others face on a daily and hourly base. If you have never seen the movie human trafficking , I encourage you to look at it. Once you have seen this movie, you will never see the world the same again. You will never be the same again and you will hold your tongue before you grumble or complain about your life. Yes, my life is good. I am not a parent that lives in turmoil wondering where is my child. Yes my life is good, I am not held enslaved and beaten and forced to have sex all day long without any protection, while the world look on not caring. And the people that come, don’t care tha

No Time Limit Auction
NO TIME LIMIT AUCTION I've decided to host a No Time Limit Auction. What this means is you decide when it's over for you. When you see a bid you like just accept in the comments. I will be taking entries daily with no limit on how many are entered. There will be a 10K entry fee. Just keep a few things in mind... **All pics entered must be SFW. Send your pic link, what you are offering and your entry fee to me by private message. **I will not repost bulletins for entries. You are responsible for promoting yourself. I do ask that you do repost bulletins promoting the auction as a whole. **I will not be held responsible for any unpaid bids. This will be solely between you and the bidder. **NO DRAMA!!!!!!! Need I say more?!? **Check your bids often. You don't want to miss out on a great bid because you forgot about your entry. **And the main thing to remember is this: HAVE FUN!!! Too many people stressing out lately...let it go and have some fun. Now lets get th

Notice To All Friends & Fans: Moving
Hello my friends, Well today, Kate and I finally got good news, we got approved to move into another mobile home park that'll be a lot quieter than the one we are living in now, so as of tomorrow probably, we won't be online much so if you have our cell phone number, feel free to call us there or text message me otherwise, we'll be back online in at the most two days, so i'll miss you all for those two days and will be thinking of ya too.

Not In A Very Good Mood
Not a very good day at all, I found out when my dad stopped over today that my uncle is in ICU at Munson Hospital in Traverse City after my aunt found him unconscious and he had a massive stroke on Monday night so needless to say I am worried about him and my aunt plus worried about my dad who just had outpatient heart catheterization surgery to put a stint for an artery that was 90% percent blocked so it is a very trying time here that's for sure! I swear, after what I just found out, I will no longer be in any fricking contest again here, I was in a MUMM where this person was offering an auto 11 bling for free to be given away to someone that can come up with the reason or somebody nominated someone else to get that free auto-11 bling, in the MUMM it says they wasn't going to give it out till 8pm PST here and come to find out, that person that posted the MUMM which I voted on and gave her my reason for it, well, let's just say that the person already has given the auto 11 bling out

No Title Necessary
heels click across a busy intersection... it may look like love, but instead reeks of a drunken stupor. don't make eye contact with the homeless man, or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck. screams of the pretty drunks across the street echo over the police cruisers, honking horns from impatient cab drivers drown out the bustle of the area. and i came HERE for peace of mind? the buildings have a colonial charm about them, so textured and garish against a tranquil night sky, the view of the stars marred by city haze and blinding orange streetlights. There are trees lining the streets, but planted by men and left for dead. The cracked marble is like home, a tarnished version of perfection, while steam and funk from the sewer systems waft above it into the air. There's art on the walls, some student projects most likely, but they emanate sex and rage like a third-rate pornographic fantasy. But I'm content to sit in the cold, sipping on my long-chilled c

No Title Yet
I didnt fall for u i wasnt tripped didnt drift didnt slip i didnt accidently feel emotions based on the sensation of your lips the vast oceans in your hips this bliss was written in sanskirt before our first glance first dance our first kiss before we were born and dead and gone no time soon god willing our love will live on a silhouette of your perfect frame whispered my name across time divinely designating your mine your perfect imperfections cherished i live to hear the sweet melodies of your voice my soul is convinced not because you seduced you see love is a choice and as our darks become grays every second of everyday the scent of our love shall remain new through ups ,downs highs ,lows because my heart depends on it love it a choice and ill always choose you

Not Just Kucinich Has Seen Ufo's
We could have alien origins, say scientists who sent fossilized microscopic life-forms into space and back inside an artificial meteorite. The researchers attached the baseball-size rock to the outside of the European Space Agency's Foton M3 spacecraft to test whether biological material could survive the round-trip journey. Sculpted from stone from the Orkney Islands in northern Scotland, the rock contained fossilized microbes and the molecular signatures of microbes. The unmanned spacecraft was launched by rocket from Kazakhstan's Baikonur Cosmodrome carrying 43 experiments. The craft landed in Kazakhstan on September 26 after orbiting the planet for 12 days. "In the bit of rock we got back, some biological compounds have survived," said project leader John Parnell from the University of Aberdeen in Scotland. Preliminary findings suggest that it's possible simple organisms could arrive via meteorites, he said. The research also suggests that living microbes would likely have survi

Not Just A Dream
You make me melt Making my heart explode My eyes are stucked on you Enchanted by your moves Your hair frames you face Hiding your cat-like eyes Glancing quietly to the world Seeing everything as a dream Lips are talking to me Making soft, sweet words Forming music notes inside my ears That make my mind turn over The touch by your body Causing my skin to pimple Shivers cut through my anatomy Blood is stilled, paralyzing me Then you walk away My eyes follow your gliding Seeing you slowly fade away Disappearing in magic smog I follow you, try to find you But no matter where I go Youre gone, left me behind Waking me up in my bed It was a dream, but not just a dream You were here, I know for sure Everything was real, your touch, smell I will find you, I search for you...my love

Not Just Another Guy
I was talking to a friend the other day, who has, and found if a man says their not like the rest of them then 99.9% of the time their worse. I know that line works I've had it used on me more then once, and have fallen for it once or twice Here's the thing just because you don't cheat or play the field doesn't mean your better then the rest. Because you can still be just as bad if not worse, because whether or not you look at something one way the other person might not see it that way. Just because in your head you have justified what you have done or what you're doing. In a lot of ways this might not be so true, but even when you aren't like the rest and are as truthful as it gets that truth can hurt, and you might get us to see it you're way for awhile. For once I'd like to see a man realize that what they say and what they do are two different things I've seen way to many men rationalize a situation to the point that they weren't dating some one when they really were, or saying t

Not Knowing Where To Turn
Today is valentines day, and honestly I have never been a fan. Most of the time I am single but I thought this year would be different, boy was I wrong. I got a text message yesterday from Kortnie, a girl whom I had met through Jerry who was my boyfriend. The text stated that he had been cheating on me, and I felt my heart shatter at the slightest idea of that. He called so I questioned him about it, an immeadiately he got defensive after telling me that it was not true. Then before I knew it he was saying that he would rather end our relationship tghen deal "with this shit" as he put it. And just like that I wasted another year of my life because before I knew it we had hung up and it was over. You see I have not had the best luck with males, there has been only one guy in my past that did not cheat on me, but he abused me verbally and physically. I never really shared this with anyone and now I am sharing this with all of fubar, sheesh what the hell am I thinking?! I guess I just nee

Not Looking For Love - Just Having Some Fun
I'm not looking for love on the internet. I'm just here cause I'm bored and want to meet some new friends to chat with and maybe play some pool with. Too many wierdos out there and not enough normal people.

Not Letting This Friday The 13th Get Me Down
Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook Music Video:HATE ME (by Blue October)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video: Paradise City by (Guns N Roses) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Not Mine
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances,

Not My Day, Is It?
My sister has this friend. This friend was my friend before hers. I liked this friend for 4 yrs and SHE TOLD HIM TODAY! GAWD! I cant face him again. Ugh! I feel dumb! Can nething else go wrong? BTW this guy likes her friend and he has for a while... he is like in love with her (which is fine by me). I could have just died!!! I can think he is cute in my head... now he knows!!! UGH! BTW I hope he doesnt read this :x

Not Much To Say!
Say people, I know I don't post to other peoples blogs and I notice them all of the time. Also, I don't say much in general, but that doesn't mean I have nothing to say. To be honest with everyone in site, I hate talking about myself, world events, the weather, and don't ask me to comment about other people. Well, that is all for now, any comments, and I might reply.

Not Much Time..!!
I keep telling myself that I don't have very much more time left. Keep repeating it to myself, over and over again. "Not much time left" "Not much time left". Will I be able to hold on untill it's over. Have faith I tell myself and everything will work out right. Sometimes it's so hard. At times I just want it to hurry and be over with. That I can't take it any more. "Not much time left" "Not much time Left". I can hear the clock ticking it's time away. It's coming closer. As the days go by, I know the end is almost near. And I scream to my self. "Not much time left." "Not much time Left. I know it's almost at an end. As I breath a sigh of relief cause summer vacation is almost over and the kids are going back to school......

Not Mine
Those quiet days of Yore Where have those quiet days of yesterday gone? Lost in the shuffle and bustle of today.. I am caught in the crosswinds, blown far from known waters. Where is the eye of the hurricane? That quiet point where all is still..... Somewhere In the middle as I recall. Is that all? No there's more... A dull roar.... Clashing and crashing the walls come down.. I have no fear of the things others hold dear. Things that seem so important and so dire.. I care only because I desire to be gentle. As I shatter the Illusions they cling to like life itself.. Why do I discard what I have known so easily while others only let slip a little peice at a time? Because after being shattered one or twice it becomes simple.. Easier to let go of what one never had for long.... Fragile is what describes it best.... Such a word......to mean so much...apply to so many things and moments. Existence hangs on a thread.. Trouble

Not Made Of Stone
I want to love you but I have to hate you, You poison my mind with affection, You kill me with your love, You suffocate me with your ribbons and lace, Stab a knife through my back while you hold me, Caressing my arm and leaving cuts, I’m bleeding for you, Bleeding for you, I can’t think without you interrupting, I can’t sleep without you being there, I can’t dream without you making it into a enchanting nightmare, I can’t, I can’t, I can’t, I want to hate you but I love you, Burning in my heart, Burn, burn, burn, You’ve stole away my soul, And you left the shell, Emptiness, I’m sick with this condition, You my one and only addiction, You are this affliction, And my contradiction, I love to hate and hate to love, I hate to hate and love to love, I want to hate but I have to love, I want to love but I have to hate, Why do you tease me like this? Why do you love me? Can’t you just turn around and tell me to fuck off, Just leave me, T

Not Mine
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY SOMEONE I ONCE LOVED AND STILL HAVE MUCH LOVE FOR ONE LOVE ONE LIFE SO WE LIVE REDEYEDBANDIT -MY INTERNAL WARRIOR- -WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT -THE RUNNING -THE STRETCHING -THE CARTERS -THE WEAPONS -THE PATH -THE JOURNEY -THE RULES -THE LEARNING -THE FEAR -THE FOCUS -THE ACHES -THE PAINS -THE CONTACT SPARING -THE BREAKS -THE SPRAINS -THE TRAILS AND ERRORS -THE RANKS -THE BELTS -THE SPIRITUAL GROWTH -THE SCIENCE OF BREATH -THE TEST -THE TECHNICS -THE FORMS -THE STANCES -THE FLOW -THE RYTHIM -THE INTERNAL ANSWERS -THE HERBS -THE HEALING -THE QUIET METITATIONS -THE TRUTH -REVEALED -THROUGH DAILY DETICATIONS -THE LOVE FOR THE ARTS -THE SWEAT ON YOUR SHIRT -THE MIND -THE BODY -THE SPIRIT -AT WORK -THE FEELINGS OF FAILURE -THE HOPES TO SUCEEED -THE BATTLE -THE QUESTIONS -LIKE SHOULD I SMOKE WEED -THE WATER -THE THURST -THE CLEANSING -THE BLESSINGS -THE FLASHES OF INSIGHT -THE TEACHINGS -THE LESSONS -THE GRAPLING AND LOCKING

Not Much Of A Blogger ...
Maik and I went to see a 30 dollar porno - better know as the IFL. It wasn't worth the sweaty drunk guy in front of us taking one dollar bets, on all his "homies". So there you have it. Ohio kicked Kentucky's ass in this one ... bad.

Not Much Of A Blogger
let's see i watch tv, movies, & some cartoons(still like some cartoons) i play video games i own a xbox 360(my gamertag is mouseman007) & i also own a NDS & on the NDS i like the yu-gi-oh card games for one reason it's a lot easier than magic:the gathering :) i collect the cards for the passwords on the cards that can be used in the game, i collect comics like the digital comics more need more external hard drives to collect more digital comics :D well that's all i can think of :) & see i did say i'm not much of a blogger :)

Not My Poem But Good
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred. Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it. Let no man pull you low enough to hate him."

Not New
Hello, just a little bit to start off. I am not new to the site.. I was a member for a while, but decided to start fresh since i hadnt logged in for so long.. Wow I'm so lost. If ya wanna get to know me just talk to me, I'm very laid back and talk to anyone. Feel free to request me as a friend/fan me or whatever it is you do, I do return favors, if i catch them, if I havent remind me please.

Not Necessarily The News
Study Confirms That Fox News Makes You Stupid A new survey of American voters shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. December 15, 2010

Not Original - But I Like It...
I like you because of who you are to me.. A true friend. Remember: "A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun! " I am Proud to be your Friend! Things I’ve learned from Friends: I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper. the closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned...that money doesn't buy class. I've learned that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. (IE your kids' laugh!) I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. ! I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? Really! I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.

Not Only Am I Perfect I'm Mexican Too!!
Sorry i do speak english but i just wanted to have people see this just to see if u guys can understand and comment on it!!! Arg me estoy cansando de esto, me llenan el My shoutbox de pura publicidad de gente que ni tengo en mi lista de amigos, que vote por el contest tal que rante que esto que lo otro, y ni que hablar del bullentin cada 5 minutos el mismo pinche bullentin de que vote por ella en tal lado arg como cansa y aburre estar leyendo eso. Y lo que mas cansa y aburre es estar leyendo eso de que quieren subir no se cuantos puntos asi que se vote y se rante su perfil y fotos, pero si ellas ranteando y comentando tambien suben, pero noooooo quieren de la manera mas facil -.- arg ya la verdad cansa. En fin eso era, ahhhh ya me siento mejor, a ver quienes entienden y me comentan si tengo razon o no (hahaha igual solo 3 o 4 personas entraran como siempre hahahahah)

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card

No Tomorrow
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u, whether theyre a friend, bf, gf, whatever just remember it maybe be the last time u hear from them

Not On Do To Surgery!
Sorry to all my friends and fans and family members out there! Im not ignoring you all or neglecting you! I recently as in Friday August 31 under went and unexpected or actually rather more quickly schedule than expected hysterectomy. I came home on the second which was a Sunday and Im doing good still lots of pain. But Im doing good! Its been exactly one week to day since I had it and every one keeps telling me that Im pushing it because Im back up on my feet and runnin here and there as i usually did picking up my god daughter and playing with her like nothing happened. Though I am very much feeling it to day and kind of regreting it. I guess its relaxation tomorow like my hubby has asked me kindly to do since I came home from the hospital on Sunday (the 2nd). So far he hasnt made me and keeps telling me he dont want to have to make me cause he know im not one to sit still but he will if he has to...LOL He will to! Thats why I love him he takes care of me he was there throu

Not Online Anymore
Um yeah so look i dont have the net anymore. so i wont be on...dont think im mad at you...its not that..i dont have my phone on right now...but when i get it on.,..some of u have my number so u can call or i will call you.....umm im sorry for this,....but i have to go. Love you all Jessi

Not On Today Till Later
Hello All, I just wanted everyone to know way ahead of time that I am getting married on April 5, 2008. I have a lot to do still before the wedding, so I may not be on all the time. The weekend of the wedding I won't be on at all, but I will be on shortly after...I will be uploading pictures after the wedding so I can share them with you all...Please pass this along to all of the fu-family...thanks.. Hey everyone...I just wanted to tell you all quickly that I won't be on much today...I am getting married in April and I have to go for my wedding dress today...I am hoping to make it on later, but until then...love ya guys and have a great day...

Not On Fubar As Much:(
Am not going to be on fubar as much as I have seemed to gotten addicted to this site and am on it way to much.I will be on maybe once or twice a week just to check friend requests and messages.If anyone really needs to get in touch with me I will be checking my yahoo email at least once a day..fantasiablondie2000..I am getting back into my fitness and since spring is right around the corner I will be doing more outdoor things and not on the computer as much..I do love my fubar friends but need to get my life back..LOL..anyway much love to all and lots of kisses to all my friends.Will add more pics from time to time and post profile comments to some of my fav people on here...Later everyone...Tammy

Not Ok
I had forgotten how much love really hurts. By the time I realized I had fallen, it was already too late. It's over and he's gone. The Three Stages of Mending a Broken Heart by: Dorothy Thompson You’ve been dumped. Short of throwing yourself off the nearest bridge, you resort to hiding in your bed for days, comforted only by the fact that at least you have a year’s supply of Moonpies by your bedside and your answering machine is on the alert in the hopeful case that your once loved one might call and beg to have you back. Only, that call never comes and that box of Moonpies? It’s a constant reminder that the emptier it gets, the more bloated you are. But, you don’t care. You wish the earth would open you up and swallow you whole. Sound familiar? Cases like this happens everyday. Falling in love has its risks and you’ve just experienced it first hand. You want your life back but don’t know the first thing about how to get out of that blac

Not On Much Anymore
Bear w/me people I am trying I split the sheets w/Hubby soo not on much till I can get Internet going again and I am moving packing and all soo yeah sun and mon the library is closed so wont be on those days and will try for the rest of them...ok ty ty ty lots of love Cindy

Not Prefect,
I am not a perfect person,And I don't try to be.I am just another imprisoned soul,That is longing to be set free.I don't want to be in this place anymore,I don't want to shed anymore tears.I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,This has gone on for too many years.I don't want to show my emotions,Or to tell you how I feel.I just want to know the difference,Between what is fake and what is real.I'm just another lost soul,That is waiting to be found.I'm just another liability,That you don't want around.I'm just falling through the air,And I'm about to hit the ground.But I don't expect anyone to catch me,Because no one wants me around.No one really cares about me,They just ignore me everyday.No one really cares enough,To even ask me if I'm okay.

No Truer Words Have Ever Been Spoken…
White Boy Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. You have Miss Black Suwannee County. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you woul

Not Real
Not Real ---------------- You and I can occupy The same space and same time But togetherness is still an illusion The real distance is in our minds And our hearts aren’t far behind Each passing day just leads to more confusion But it doesn’t matter I’m not real And I’m not allowed to feel Don’t you dig too deep You’ll ruin everything I can talk & talk But not say a word It doesn’t matter what you heard ‘Cause it’s obvious that you’re not listening So let’s just smile Crack some jokes Share a drink, a couple smokes It don’t mean nothin’ but the nothin’ that it is I won’t allow, I won’t pretend That we’re anything but friends The kind of friends who keep it strictly biz I won’t confide in you I won’t expect you to Be anything that I might really need No expectations of Amazing, perfect love Here we are, just us, ‘as is’, no guarantees Now I’m not real, don’t even care That you seem so unawa

Not Ready To Come Back.
Hi anyone who reads this....I'm sorry if I have not been here on Fubar much these past few mo's. I found myself with few friends...the ones who remain true have stopped by..."Bearhugs" "Darlin Mother" "Curt" and a few others...Thank you so much for being a true friend. I found myself spending a lot of money on such silly things on this site....I rated and rated until I was blue...never to get the favor returned..the old rate me..I'll rate you trick grew old....yes there were a few that would drop a rate here and there....Bearhugs never let me down ((((HUG)))) I hope I can get my mojo up to come back here...but right now its gone....with working and such...I have little time for rating up.... Take Care my fu-buds..... xoxo ~ Tracy

Not Really Sure Blog Lol
My God chose Not to smile on me, He put this beauty, Way across the sea.A picture and a look, Of her nothing I could ever touch. If I could just see her once, For my heart it would mean so much.If she would only show her wings, And fly just once to me. My heart would glow so bright, For all the world to see.She is my little angel, With a devilish smile.I wish my God would smile at me,And take away all these miles. Long before the suns light, She had begun to shine. Her words touched my soul, Now only a matter of time.

Not Really A Blog.
I want you to know that you are the reason why I wake up and I'm still breathing the reason why I'm so in love and not dreaming I've been through hell and you've been the only angel to my demon, you became the missin piece plus the bandage to a heart that was always bleeding you give the word love a meaning and I know it's real when you tell me you love me your love I actually feel there not just words said back and forth there words that we both deserve I promise to keep you happy as Long as I can I'll forever love you and forever be your man I made mistakes in the past but I can fix em cuz i know our love will last in life we need a chance and I have mine now and I'll do anything it takes for us to stand and never fall we both had our guards up but yet let eachother climb those walls I'll never stop loving you cuz your my everything my life and one day were gonna get married

Not Sure On This
Ive Been in the hospital for at least four days in pain now oh wait they release me while Im still in pain :( No one knows whats going on all they know is acid is tearing my stomach and oh wait heres more it gets better It Might be my gollblatter but My DaMN Gi wont tell me anything yet this really sucks I dont know what the fuck to think about this its just scares me damn it.. anyways leave a comment im outtie

Not So Sure
here i am again with my exciting life... thought that i found and had eveything that i needed in life....turns out that i was so wrong...FUCK YOU!!! once again two of the most important people in my life have been lying and keeping secrets from me...FUCK YOU!!! and what i have for both of you is a big fuck you... ive been fucked over too many times by the ones that i love...and i say now....FUCK YOU!!!!this is the end... i love my kids and only my two beautiful children.... i can have acquaintences and that is is....FUCK YOU!!! and you all wonder why i am so cold inside, why i wont let you in FUCK YOU!!! i thought that i have been done dirty before....but this i believe may beat all FUCK YOU!!! just sitting here thinking about all the things going on un my life right now, no real comment on anything , just confused to say the least, im in the middle of a divorce, i know it is what is best for the wife and i, but everytime i spend time with my kids, i feel like maybe we are

Not So Seriously Now ..
Sharon lost her husband almost four years ago and still hasn't gotten out of her mourning stage. Her daughter is constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sharon says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies,"Mom ! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. Their first night there, she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties, he in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks, "Why the black panties?" She replies, "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning." He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She's standing there with the black panties on, and he is in his birthday suit........except that on his erection he has a black condom. She looks

Not So Special
So Ive been a little depressed lately and until today I didnt know why. Then it hit me. Im turning 27 this year and havent really done anything with my life. I mean Ive got a job and a house and two great kids but i feel like I havent accomplished anything. I guess Ive realized that the dreams I had when I was younger are far beyond my reach now and its really affecting me. i dont know why this is all in my head all of a sudden but I wish it would get out! I'm hoping that writing this all down will help. Does anyone else feel like they havent accomplished anything that they have wanted to in life?

Not So Sure......
Mike's at work :(. I hate him working graveyards. It's not snowing out, but it's damn cold. He won't be home til 5am and I hate sleeping alone. Cadence and Nevan both crawled into bed with me last time. I'll bet all three of them will be in there tonight since D's not feeling so hot. They have a hard time when Daddy's gone, too. Okay, well, that was more of a sob story than anything. Sorry! LOL At least he's not deployed, just gone for the night. I should count my blessings. What the hell? Where is everyone tonight? Gosh, looks like I'm the only one without a babysitter tonight! I'm bored. is 5 months old today!! I can't believe it. She's still in 3 month clothing, so she hasn't grown too much. She has such a BIG attitude!!!!!!

6 Not So Interesting Things:p
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I call Reeses Pieces "my medicine":o} I take them for all sorts of ailments! Makes me feel better anyway:P 2. I scratch when Im bored..bad habit! 3. I would soooo get freaky with Spongebob and Patrick lol ....Im j/p...or am I?? 4. Ive had a family member on the "Jerry Springer Show"..Thats says enough:P lol 5. My favorite thing in the world to do is play jokes on my Mother..she is soooooo gulible :^D 6. Toothpaste has many uses outside of the bathroom..thats all Im saying cause every single one of my family members has a LC account!..But Im sure most of you know that already...pervs lol :P Ive tagged... 1. bigling40

Not Sure
Not too sure what a blog is or who looks at it. I'm blonde,blue eyes,5'5", I live in upstate ny,,So if your near that area or if your not feel free to chat with me. I'm new to Cherry so if you have any tips or lounges let me know. Thanks You have a sexual IQ of 119 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Not Safe For Work
subject: NSFW Flagging Abuse post date: 2006-11-24 08:51:59 Cherries: Most of you are smart enough to use common sense here, but for the those of you who need more clarification. 1. DON'T Maliciously flag photos or you will be deleted. We have a NO tolerance policy. If you see an excessive amount of photos that you think need moderation, please report to a bouncer first before going on a flagging campaign. 2. DON'T Flag a photo of a person in their bathing suit or underwear if you can see their face clearly. If you there is ANY nudity, please flag. This means see through garments. If the person is looking REALLY slutty, please flag. Use your common sense here. 3. DON'T take it personal if one of your photos is flagged. The NSFW policy was designed to target Main photos and public areas. When your photo is flagged, it means you can NOT use it as a main photo. Pleas focus your flagging attention to the public areas. Ass, crotch, cleavage shots without a face should

Not Sure
The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel ,

Not-so Daily Things
Maybe we'll live and learn; maybe we'll crash and burn; maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return; maybe we'll never find; maybe we won't survive; maybe we'll grow, we never know-baby yooou and I. We're just ordinary people. we don't know which way to go, cos we're ordinary people.... maybe we should take it slow One of the few things I like from John Legend. Hope he becomes the next Face Aint this some horrible shit? I want my own music on for the trackz and not the rim jobs I have to select from. + (to make it even worse) the tracks I wanna put on here are nowhere to be found on the available search engine. If anyone can help me put up "Dutty Wine" by Tony Matterhorn or "Love & Affection" by Wayne Wonder that would be a BIG help Other than that, Cherry Tap is runnin kinda smooth. ---------------------cos I'm Rick james, bitch! Its not really a rant or anything, I'm just looking at the cliche attempts at winning "perfect lover of the year" awards. Sex on the b

Not-so Vitriolic Valentine
I know most, if not all, who read my blogs regularly are expecting a vitrolic monlogue about the treachery of love and the heart for the holiday. In an effort though to deal with my own thoughts, some of them deeply private. I thought perhaps I would first present my honest thoughts of the evening. I promise though that during my show, and perhaps even in a blog (no promises though) I will reward those of you who take the time to follow my words with a vitriolic demonstration. For now, enjoy a deeply personal look into my heart and mind. InduKitty A single bell tolls and my ears perk up. No note as expected, but rather simply an arrival. The time flies. Without ryhme or reason I find myself without words. I find myself without action. Desires that were once so easy to express are caught back, unable to be expressed. Even with all that the world that so often vexes me has, for a time at least, faded away and I find rest. Too soon my restless spirit bids m

Not Sure !!
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Not So Much A Blog
As u all probably dont know I love writing short stories when I'm bored keep in mind pretty much 98% of my stories have nothing to do with me it's just things i think of writing about so...Enjoy. But if u dont...Ill try better next time then for you :D Critism is much loved just as well as praise right then? Read on literate people read on!!!! Once upon a time a girl. With all her problems she accumalated she started to disappear. Her and her parents never saw eye-to-eye, her boyfriend aways wanted more and better things, her and her school work could never co-operate, her job was so unappreciating for such hard work. One day she couldn't talk to anyone about all of her problems and issues because people were uncaring and only thought about themselves. While people didn't listen, she couldn't be heard. She started to run away from her problems. She ran away from home leaving her family without a word of goodbye, leaving her boyfriend without a good bye kiss, her friends without

A Not So Funny Parallel
I had bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and

Not Stupid~
so last night around 11:30 at night i was woke up by my daughter having a seizure...so up i go and get the meds to inject her with to help her come out of the seizure...but had to call 911 because she couldnt come out of the seizure...so the mets and fire rescue come here and because this is a monthly thing they know shelbie and were very wonderful with her and she finally came out of the seizure... i am very tired today with no sleep ... but you know the thing that just makes me smile so very much is all that is "wrong" with my little girl you would never know it... she smiles all the time and laughs and is a miracle.... so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then

Not Sure
Someday you'll notice me... Someday you'll realize who has caught you everytime you've fallin... Someday you'll turn around an see whose always had your back... Someday you'll realize whose always been there when times get tough... Someday you'll not mistake my kindness as a weakness... Someday you'll realize whose love has always been sincere... Someday you'll realize who has helped dry your every tear... Someday you'll realize the love in my kiss... Someday you'll realize the safety in my embrace... Someday you'll understand when I'm no longer there... Someday... you'll notice me! JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW, I WROTE THIS A FEW DAYS AFTER I BROKE IT OFF WITH MY EX...... How do you tell the one you love you would do anything for them, even move back to be with them? How do you fix what you have done wrong? How can you change your life for one person when you never get it in return? Will things ever be different? Will you ever love again? When you fi

Not Sure
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Not Settling
So I have made a decision that I am no longer going to just settle in my life any more.. This goes for every aspect of my life but most importantly in relationships.. See I have been settling for a while and I am just done doing it.. If I flirt with you it doesnt mean I like you like that necessarily.. If I like you like that I will tell you I am intersted and that means you are not only very beautiful but that we have talked at least enough for me to find some qualities that I like.. But under no circumstance will I settle.. And I wont feel like I am not a priority.. That is a way of settling too.. And there will be no more settling at all..

The Not So Dark Side
its blackness over whelming, could it be, surley there was some mistake, on a day like today, never, but alas the sky was black and it poured its mighty waters, yet at the sight of rain i was rejoycing, for a miracal had on this day, rain, fantastic rain that covered its ground....rain sweet sweet rain, my birthday was today, and for the first time ever it stormed, i was happy to see such a sight, the rain taking over a hot miserable day... the humiliation, it was painstaking to hear those words, bt what was worse i didnt hear them directly. i saw them online through a friend...she has a bf, why wasnt i told and what did i do not to be told the truth im honest i know things but again i was left in the shadows....then i became awsome....er lol blood blood what a mess, oh well it was for good i think...i was working out and working on my arms and back and some how i fell backwards and cut my toes i laughed it off and went to make a samich upon doing so i cut my finger a little it was cra

Not Sure What To Title This
I got a really bad phone call this morning. Telling me that a friend that i have been friends with for almost 20 yrs.(im 26 met them in grade school) Was killed. Ah...... im.......im not sure what to say or do at the moment. Im still in shock about it. Here i am almost 27 and it finally dawns on me just how precious our time here really is. You would think me being a military daughter and having to deal with death of my brother (yrs ago)and family and friends that i would have come to that conclusion sooner. But i guess it just takes time and certain things for reality to set in. I dont know i really dont. Since august of last year it seems that everytime i turn around someone in my life is being taken away from me permanently. And i want to say it aint fair and pitch a fit about it and kick and scream. But if i were to do that it wouldnt bring them back and it wouldnt make me feel any better. And everyone would think that i was a freaking loon. I had talked to this friend a few days a

Not Sure
Sometimes I just want to up and purchase a one way ticket out of the state of Texas and get away from everyone. I am seriously thinking of doing so, and just leaving. Right now I hate my boss, not happy with my own life, so what the hell, just up and get away from it all! Seems like everytime I turn around there's something new going on. So who cares anymore. Yeah I'm talking out of my ass. I have been drinking tonight, and all night all I can think about is leaving Texas and never looking back. I don't care who's here and who's not, why should I? They wouldn't.

Not Sure
i'm not sure who reads these things . but oh well i'm just going to say it.. i am someone of thier word for the most part ... i dont lie about who i am or what i am... eariler today someone said some things that i didnt say and it made me lose someone i care about. to that person i will say this one thing i believe in is things have a way of showing them and itself... people will see who and what you are!!!! what you did was wrong !!!! i'm a nice and easy going guy!!! but why would you want to fuck with someone like that is just fucked up!!!!and you will get yours !! it will come back around you will see!!!!!! to the one i lost! i am not that kinda of guy nor will i EVER BE!!! I DO NOT MESS AROUND!!!!i love you!!!and i dont say that to just anyone!!!i want and wanted you.. i hope in time you will see that! this is just killin me!!! i will not ask you to trust nor believe me . but please i will ask for the chance to prove myself to you!!! i do love you and i am REALLY HURT

Not-so-random Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Adam Birthday: February 26th. Birthplace: Lowell, MA Current Location: Work Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Bald, but strawberry/sandy blonde normally Height: 5'8" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Irish/Polish/Seminole/French-Canadian/English/German/Austrian/Russian. Full blooded American baby! The Shoes You Wore Today: Harley-Davidson boots Your Weakness: Im a sucker for a pretty face and a mischievous spirit. Your Fears: Failure Your Perfect Pizza: Not terribly picky. No anchovies or olives though. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Gotcha Your Best Physical Feature: Shoulders Your Bedtime: Typically 11 Your Most Missed Memory: Sailing up the coast of Europe Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Whatever Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee Do you Swear: What the hell kind of fucking question

Not So Easy..
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Patricia 2. A four letter word: Piss 3. A boy's name: Patrick 4. A girl's name: Paula 5. An occupation: Pimp 6. A colour: Purple 7. Something you wear: Pants 8. A food: Pasta 9. Something found in the bathroom: Plunger 10. A place: Paris 11. A reason for being late: Passed out 12. Something you shout: Piss Off 13. A movie title: Platoon 14. Something you drink: Prune Juice 15. A musical group: Primus 16. An animal: Panda 17. A street name: Pennsylvania Ave. 18. A type of car: Prius 19. The title

Not So Deep Thoughts
The rain falls slow and hollow an almost happy feeling looks me in the eye and runs to hide I could smile but the tears will bleed and the stiches on my heart my tear torn apart by the thought of getting you back vs. the thought of never really having you those dreams i had seemed so tastefully real the cottoncandy dreams coming into play I had your heart you had my we walked alone in a deep dark forest full of secrete emotions we walked the shores of forign worlds we walked the edge of insane we wonderd near and far only to find the love we were looking for was right there in our heart we wonderd to the edge of reason we strolled the walk ways of devine perfection we looked up @ the moon and said I could do better wetouched the sky so fast and then we found what we feared we found doubt we found hesitation we found a false

Not Sure...
I've read an heard news from several sources about the DREAM act & AZ law. It firghtens me para mis amigos/as, who aren't documented. Even more so for the undocumented youth..who are only trying to achieve a dream. I always read stuff on-line or in the newspaper, watch youtube vids. i receive emails from friends and family about the activism that is taking place in their city, school, etc. Sometimes i feel I could do more where I am but i don't know anyone. My neighbor, Leantra, call her LeeLee, took me to this place Teatro Luna. from behind the scenes to writing to acting, all latinas...but attempting to make it all a mix of both brown ad black theatre. My Regionite mami, Rosi, told me about this place...that is probably next person i know out here. Charlin is always busy with work or graduate school, I never talk to her anymore. oh, I'm missing my point. In these hard times for the People of the Sun, i wish I had my friends closer to me than I had before. On another no

Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!

Not So Strong
"You're so strong" they say, "I couldn't get out of bed" they say They tell you, "I don't know how you are living day to day" They think that I am coping - this smile that masks my grief They think that I am coping - and it's met with great relief But you can't see inside me and you can't read my mind And you can't fill a hole that a child leaves behind I have moments when everything feels like it will be okay But I need you to know that I don't always feel that way It's been fourteen years and many years stretch long ahead And sometimes when I'm smiling, inside I'm feeling dead You ask me if I a "better", as though recovering from some disease But I have lost a son and gained a pain that will not ease How would you feel if your child had been taken away? In a matter of years, would you really feel okay? His life was cut short, but my love still lingers on And for the rest of my life he remains my son The time you have with your children you will never regret And thoug

Not Tonight
How can I turn back time? How can I just forget? You ask me to quit loving you. Am I something you regret? You tell me you don't want to hurt me, That its better if I stopped caring. How can you tell me this, When you know with you there is no forgetting? I cant just tell my bruised heart, Quit loving him that much. I cant just act like I don't care, If I ever again feel your touch. How can I stop loving you? How do I erase what we had? How do I tell my heart not to break, When things start going bad? How do I stop dreaming, About you making love to me? How do I forget your smile? I just cant, don't you see? Explain to me what I must do, To forget this love I feel. For how can I lie to my heart By saying my love isn't real? The way my heart loves you, It has never loved before. The way my body craves you, Right down to my very core. If I ever asked my heart to quit Loving your eyes, lips, and hands, It will break into a million pieces. Why c

Not Too Happy
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Not To Much Longer
after this blog i will not be on the internet untill i am once and for all out of the navy tomorrow is my last day and then i will be at home in NC this weekend to start a family with my beatiful wife i love her and i miss her and i will see her tomorrow i only have 35 days left till i'm able to leave this ship and go home for goodthank god that day is coming now i only have 17 days until i get off restriction and as soon as i get off at 2359 on the 18th of march i will be going on leave at 0001 on the 19th of march only 2 min. after i'm off and i will be on leave for 18 days so i get some well deserved rest and relaxation yeah

Not To Sure What Will Go Here
I've got the blues. The search for the Goddess is slow. What I have learned so far is that She's Celtic/Druid and Her name, as given to me, is Dilneag. (Anyone who knows of Her or knows of a lead, message me, please? Thanks in advance!) Work has also been the pits. I have to put up with rudeness and disrespect only because this individual will at least show up most of the time and will at least do the bare minimum amount of work required. I had at one time enjoyed teamwork; this one is not a team player. Nor am I able to quit all that easily. I really can't afford to right now. And I've noticed something as of late; I'd be assured about something as being or told something will be and then found it was the opposite, all along. So...... Now, I've got the blues. I'm coming to the conclusion that I may be going insane. Yeah...I know...if you think you're going insane, you're not. It could be because I'm in the process of going through menopause (though I've been looking fo

Not Trying To Tempt Anyone..but...
LAYERED LEMON DESSERT 1 cup flour 1/2 cup soft butter 1/3 cup ground almonds (optional) 2 tbsps sugar 8 oz. pkg. cream cheese 1/2 cup icing sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1 cup dream whip 7.5 oz. pkg. lemon pie filling 2 egg yolks 1/3 cup water 2 cups boiling water 1/4 cup sliced almonds (optional) (1) Mix flour, butter, almonds and sugar together until mixture forms a ball and is well combined. Press into an 8" glass pan. Bake at 350f for 15-20 minutes until golden. 'COOL' (2) Beat cheese, icing sugar and vanilla together until smooth. Fold in 1/2 the whipped cream. Spread over COOLED crust. Refridgerate. (3) Prepare pie filling according to directions (omitting butter) Cool to luke warm, stirring occasionally. Spread over cheese layer. Refridgerate until cold. (4) Spread remaining whipped cream over lemon layer. Refridgerate. Garnish with sliced almonds, just before serving.

Not Too Bored... Really!
Well... first blog. Yay for me! I'm at work right now, with a nasty little headache, and miserably avoiding all the stuff I have to get done. It's been a rough week, and all I really want is to get some rest. I have a quiz tonight at school, and I didn't even open a book... *yawns* that class is too boring. Well, I wanted to take some time to thank all of you who have welcomed me to cherry tap. Everyone has been great so far... and you're all so cute!!! :-) I'll have to update more later on. See ya! My first blog entry! Yayyyyy!

Not Too Sure
Well so far today i haven't really done too much...If i'm doing this blog right now i'm obviously pretty BORED...I did some "gardening" this afternoon repotted some plants for my dragon tank and one for my scorpion, Spike. I also put my Hyacinthe flower in a pot so i can keep it inside for awhile!! Smells sooo pretty! oh and i put a humming bird feeder up, hopefully that will take our cats mind off the dragon lol. I've been downing energy driks all day too!! loves it! and getting hella baked too...Some sad news, this morning one of my fish died, his name was Sushi and he was pretty cool...The female i had in the tank killed him, damn her!!! But at least my shark and other fish are good.OMG i found a teacup yorkie today for only $650, i'm trying to work something out to get one!! Anyways this was a long and pointless blog entry, who ever actually reads these damn things anyways lol... peace

Not That Good For My First Blog
This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via private message,please no nsfw pics,they will not be used 1st Prize: a 1 months VIP & a 3 day Fubar blast 2nd

Not Too Bright
Late 1989, Australia) A rather impressionable student of kung fu listened with rapt attention when his instructor dramatically informed the class, "Now that you have reached this level in your training, you can kill wild animals with your bare hands!" The martial arts trainee took the statement as gospel, and headed to the Melbourne zoo to test his mettle with the wildest animal of all: the lion. In the dead of night, he slipped into the zoo, leapt into the lion enclosure, and engaged a suitable king of the jungle in combat. He would probably have lost a one-on-one fight, but he never got to try. His naive fight plan didn't account for the enthusiasm of the lion's pride for a tender intruder; nor did it give sufficient weight to the possibility that his instructor didn't know what the hell he was talking about. Zoo employees found his remains -- two arms and hands -- the following morning, with shreds of red fur grasped tightly in his fingers.

Not The Same
Well I admit that I have been a little jealous about some things that have been going on up on Fubar for some stupid reason...I wrote a mumm that a lot of people commented, voted on and did some unnecessary investigation. I never mentioned names and i dont know why some people when they saw who i was talking about said the person's name on the mumm in their comment...there was no need 2 do that..I also thank everybody for their input but there was no need 2 say what u said 2 my man by leaving him a comment on his page or whatever..Some people also were putting into context that he was cheating with this woman but i never even said about how i thought he was cheating with her, all i said was that i didnt like that fact of noting underneath my pic.So i dont know why some people try 2 escalade a situation 2 a whole different situation.So right now I am woman enough 2 apologize 2 my man.I know i apologized about it B4 but there is nothing better than a Public Apology>>> Baby I'm sorry for

Not The End
Not The End Drenched in defeat, I just can't win Can you make this rain, rain go away If I just let go-- If I just give in -- Won't have to drown another day Droplets of moments poured into years Each day more trying than the last Burdened by guilt, consumed by fear Shackled by shame and tragic past Tormented by time I see no reason or rhyme For me to stay around Wonder how this world would be Without the likes of me Bringin' it down This is So Hard No one told me this would be So damn hard Such agony I try So Hard This is kiling me But I've come So damn far This is not the end of me The sun will surely rise again It's never let me down The rain is gonna come again But I'm not gonna drown If I keep on marching on my way Into the horizon Every new day starts the same old way The sun is always risin' Every day's a brand new start To live and learn and

Not There Yet
things look a diffent now your not the same as i sit here forgeting about the blunt blunt buring look at u and thinking just maybe i should be around when things go wrong and maybe it best just to go but something holds me the there like a glue unsure of what to happen next looking at u make me so crazy but i cant go and i know everyone see evey little move we make so even a longer run but when i look at you i dont know if that matter and i wonder if u know or dont know? but i cant be the fool theres not talking i grab my shoes and start to walk and u know things will never be the same who the hell made u my boss who the heel told u u can run me they were worng u might get more from me but do u really at the end look at everyhting upside down like i do do u realy want to be in a life that everyone looks at u for everyhting becuz i know i ddont but i cant stop the things ppl want i am here and your just a small part of my game so now u know where i am and maybe u will see me jus

Nott Furr You
i tend to cling like shrink wrapp n most gurls can't handle that they don't want a nice mann like me they want sumone willing to flush'em so eagerly I'm sorry but i can't do that why would i treat love like i do crap they act like they want sumthin so very tru when in turn they want anythin but that from you wanting to be found under my shoe means that I'm nott meant for you i treat my gurl like i do myself as if they compare to no one else either I'm to emotionally deep or they're shallow as this puddle at my feet (or they’re as shallow as this puddle i weep(not surr what fitts best)) i try, i try, n i tried a little harder i dive, i dive, n dove a little farther the more effort i put out the more you want to scream n shout if i treat you like you don't exist you put out in an instance sumthin bout this is so very twist'd looking at me like there's sumthin missing when it wasn't there from the start i can't replace your missing (vacant) heart

Not Tonight- A Poem
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w

Not Talking
i donot do nothing right but they are not talking to me. do they want me leave forever and i not who left, i'm not bad person but i think some people think so and thats not fair. i wish people said what they mean and not throw lil but lil in there. u what i donot care what they thing i know the truth and that all that matter. and donot like this then piss off

Not That Anyone But Me Cares, Lol
Softly for anyone who knows how it feels to cry and so i cry just a littlebegging to end it all oncejust to bleed a littleand let it all come undoneand i pray just a littleto a god i'm not sure i believebecause all i have is a littlehole where i think a heart is supposed to beand it hurts so much sometimesto know that i seem to always failand that noone will ever see me crybecause i hide the real tears so welland i have to wonder sometimeswhy i can't just let it all goand just move on with the lifethat i cannot seem to outgrowand so i let my tears flowsilently as the weight covers meand i just want to die every daythat i cry myself to sleep softly Nijah Redlin Hope is such a strange thingSo fragile, and prone to getting lost and brokenAnd yet it perseveres, pulling itself back togetherDespite the oddsDespite the hurtDespite the all consuming desire to just give up, give in, lay down and let the waves comeHope remainsIt shines in the darkness, painful in it's radianceBeautiful in

Not The Same
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message...

...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)

Not Up My Alley But Exit Left
What some people would do to wreck themselves to ever having a relationship or to get laid. And that's hardly an easy thing to do especially for women on the getting laid part. But what is the point in being with someone who wants to stay lonely and miserable. It's worse than being a fool at heart. Like this woman with her insane demands to win a cruise trip with her.... and with her parents. The horror.http://www.drunkenstepfather.com/index.php/2010/12/06/the-worst-internet-auction-ever-of-the-day

Not Using Stash Anymore!
I really am saddened to learn that with all the changes made on Fubar within the last year, that not only did I lose a "One in a million" profile skin that fit my life forever, but I also lost quite a lot of jokes from my Stash Folder.

Not What You Think!
Yea, it could be seen as sad that this site is my only outlet. But I see it as a good way to meet people and make a connection. You could be totally alone or reach out a touch someone(even if it is through the internet) at least you not really alone cause someone knows you. I think places like this is a good thing for people that have a hard time connecting with others. Maybe it's a safty thing. Your there but yet no one can touch or really hurt you or you just don't get out much. Think about it ! For the ones who really reads the blogs. To read my frist one is a insight to me. Like everyone, there's two sides. Not all of us accepts it. Feel sorry for them cuz the only way to know ones self in to know both sides. And always find one person that you let in the side that you hide to the whole so you know that that side is known. If you understand this then you are like the pebble that starts the ripples in the pond. Moving in all directions. tagfantasy.com there are people that you ju

Not Well
Went back to doctors yesterday and I have got mumps :( Been given more pain killers and just been told to rest. My little 2 year old is sick at the moment :( She has got a really bad cough and was sick this morning :( She has got a temp as well so going to call doctor and get him out to see her. I hate it when my kids are ill :( For the past 2 days I have been feeling ill. Still not better today and feel like shit. I feel so hot and dizzy and all I want to do is sleep.

Not What I Left Behind
i find that thangs are diffrent and im not even home yet. i hate talking to people online or the phone. every day fells the same and i try to better my self but feels as if im falling to do so , over and over agine. I read the news to stay up on shit at home and i find all is in a downward spin. then being here my friends are die for people who dont even care any more. all was great when the war started, but now everyonr is board with the idea. then you guys say you your with the troops but your not into the war, that is the dumbest shit i have ever heard, if theres no wars theres no us. IF you guys really cared about us and for are lives you would be here, putting your ass on the line every day. some of you dont get this its 24/7 here when were up and when where sleepin. well i guess im just going on about shit sorry

Not What U Were Expecting
when i'm expecting something to go one way and it goes another i am always unhappy with the results. Even if the result on its own would be considered positive. I reached for a cream soda, someone had switched one of the bottles in the 6 pack, i opened and drank it, not seeing it wasn't cream soda. It tasted terrible. Turned out to be black cherry soda. I love black cherry soda, but not when i'm expecting a cream soda. i am not trying to make a moral statement or some philosophical revelation. but the moral to the story is, live without expectation and you'll be disappointed less often.

Not What I Wanted
I want to cry,My life has spun around,My dropping tears,Are the only sound.Killing me in my dreams awake,My life is at stake.To crawl in a corner,And shut myself out,Lately my life,Has been filled with doubt.Ignoring my thoughts,And regretting my past,I hide under the covers,How much longer will this hurt last?Swimming in fears,Forever forgotten,I hate myself,This is not what I wanted.

Not What You Think
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..." Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....

Not Your Ordinary Hustler.....
Every day i'm hustlin like Rick Ross/ haterz try to get in my way but get hip-tossed/ im a slick boss who's lookin 4 that thick floss.....i leave people with mixed thoughts.........if you aint feelin me then get lost/ blizzle 06

Not Yet....
well, i didnt know what i'd say if u ever came to me asking me if i was doing well... I cant just come out with a smile and say that everything is fine, but i also cant say i'm going through hell... i cant tell you that, somedays are good and somedays are bad... some memories rush through me, some happy some sad.. sometimes i cry and try so hard to forget... it's getting better.. but i'm not over it yet. That i have to stop myself from saying your name and try to push you out of my mind. that i lay in bed sometimes at night and here ur voice from time to time. or that everyday i whisper i love you, or that ur always in my head... tho i am doing much better, I'm not over it yet.

Nouriish
Remember that saying, "It takes less muscles to smile than it does to frown."? Well, since that is true, would it be safe to say that it takes less thinking to smile and to frown? Sort of this theory.....to be mad or frown, do younot have to something that caused you to feel that way.therefore it goes to say you must be thinking about it. Now with smiling,....you do not even have to really think about a smile ...haven't you ever sat, and all of a sudden noticed that you are smiling, even though nobody is around you at the time? Did not take any thought at all, or if it did, it did not take half as much energy and thinking of the frown someone else had caused. And to think.you are the one resonsible for that GREAT SMILE on your face. So, when think of conserving energy.what are ya gonna do....BUT SMILE I have found that when you least look for the things you want, the quicker they come to you... Although, I found out how easily they can pass you by. This is because you are s

Nov 27
A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. And she brought forth a man-child, who was to rule all nations with an iron rod: and her son was taken up to god, and to his throne. And there were given to the woman two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the desert unto her place. And the serpent cast out of his mouth after the woman, water as it were a river: that he might cause her to be carried away by the river. And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the river, which the dragon cast out of his mouth.

November Scorpio
NOVEMBER-You are trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Your name is... David aka Yah Your kiss is... breath taking Your hugs are... friendly Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight Your touch is... heart warming Your smell is... refreshing BETCHA BY GOLLY WOW PrinceSingingfool.com

November 2006
here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can Have you ever wandered what life would be like if we didnt have to sleep? If we didnt sleep just think of how good our technology would be, how much more time we would have, and how much more fun we could have. Now dont get me wrong i love to sleep but some nights like to night i just cant calm down so i cant sleep. Have you ever wandered why when you have some thing of signifigant value like a gold wach money,a girlfriend, or a boyfrined that you dont ever relise how much th

November
Man!! so far, it's been kinda crazy, i mean monday was aite, but goin to class and having to liftweights for football and run 100's on the football field which was not dat bad cuz it was cold outside. I feel like walkin outside naked at times but dat's just me aite.. it's supposed to snow here soon plus football has been gud with the record of 6-1 in conference and 6-2 overrall, we have two games here left and if we win both, we go to playoffs while it's snowing outside somewhere up north n montana which is freakin cold u know... otherwise... I had to get a new battery for my car because when the driver side tire popped out, it took along the battery and my crusie control too which pretty much sux for real... but i'm gettin da work done on so it's been lookin real gud in my opinion. I have been gettin over a sore throat sickness that got to my tonsils and made me not be able to eat nothing but just yogurt, wha's up with dat but today i'm finally gettin over it so that's goo

November 27, 2006
i type this because my emotions are running wild. day started with anticipation, was expecting a phone call for an interview for a job in lincoln, ne, so i couldn't wait till the appointed time (which was 3:30pm)it was a nice day, so i put up some christmas lights, getting ready for the season. Time comes, have the interview. I am thinking the interview went well, i remembered all the interview points from my personal development classes in college, so i kept driving about skill and other bullshit you do at interviews, reinforce skills, experience, yada yada, i think i scored in an unexpected way cause the guy who was interviewing me, was not a lincoln native himself, also, and when asked what i liked about the city, was its outstanding network of bike paths, over 75 miles on 8 trails, i think they could hear the passion in my voice, i love it there! but i gotta hang out a little longer, have to do it again, but this time bone up on the company more, hell, i've submitted so many resum

Novel Introduction...untitled
Their parents jaws dropped, and Thomas' mouth clamped shut. He decided that she needed her space in order to calm down. She was the spitting image of him. He was erily silent. He decided that if she needed her space, she would get it, and his wife would not intrude. Just then, Michelle exclaimed, "She's not going anywhere! I love her! Why would she do this to me? Daniel! What did you say to that impatient girl?" She was going into hysterics, and crying, which is what Daniel anticipated. Daniel then stated, "Mother, dear, " "It is your fault you goddamned bitch! If you wouldn't have made her believe that the rape was her fault this never would have happened! You are the reason that she cant stand living in this house! How dare you not believe her and treat her with disdain! She wasn't ready for sex, and you just want her to open up her legs, acting like the common slut you are! If you don't talk to her and calm her down, I will not come home, no matte

November 19th
On the day of November 19th 2002, was the day I placed my Grandfather to his final resting place here on this world. For those that know me, he was the only one in my family that accepted me for being me. The only one that I could do no wrong to and saw me do no wrong. This day following that day that year has been a terribly sad yet important day to me. I will need all my friends around to help me out please. No matter what I do or say, KEEP ME TALKING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I will let you know now, I will try to close up into myself, but DO NOT let me please!!!!!!!! You were an Angel And so much more to me When I was but A child You were my Grandfather And a Father to me for a while I loved you so very much And still do to this day Never a day goes by That I do not think of you You held me together years back Before you were taken from me I remember that day so well As if it were but yesterday Instead of five years ago I thought of you like a dad For that

November 3
Yesterday would have been my father's 63rd birthday. If you know me from here than you know how hard of a day it was for me. I got extremely drunk. I cried, but in all I loved the man that my father was and who he raised me to be! So if your my friend and you read this show me some love. In the words of my daddy. CHEERS!

"november"
COSMIC PEACE A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon Find more videos like this on We Unite Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial. Music, vocals & dance images - Julia - SiriSat Video Edited & Produced by Derek Gee - FeedTheFire for "We Unite" Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1. A new video remix version of a song from my album "Celestial - Sirisat" SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix" Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire Wreckless Beats aka Zircon for "WE UNITE" Find more videos like this on We Unite In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production. Please show him your appreciation.. Thank you friends! ♥ November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.

Novels - That Will Probably Never Be Finished
Disclaimer: When I write this stuff, I'm just trying to get the important things down. I'm not worrying too terribly much about description or transitions. I'm concentrating on getting the plot and some character development down. Seeing as how I have writing ADD, I only have the very beginning down. I have written out a general idea of how the plot will progress, but that is omitted for now. Any and all feedback, positive or negative, is greatly appreciated. “I know you’re probably against the idea, but at least consider it.” “You’re starting a revolution. I’m not going to destroy my nation.” “It’s not a revolution.” “You’re changing the government.” “No, I’m making a new nation.” “But you’ll still be taking the land.” “Frank, it’s just dirt.” “It’s dirt that people shed their blood for.” “Theirs and the blood of others, but look at how this dirt is being used.” “The ideals of our country are what matters.”

November 11th
The poppy is the recognized symbol of remembrance for war dead in Canada, the countries of the British Commonwealth, and the United States. The flower owes its significance to the poem In Flanders Fields, written by Major (later Lieutenant-Colonel) John McCrae, a doctor with the Canadian Army Medical Corps, in the midst of the Second Battle of Ypres, in Belgium, in May 1915. The poppy references in the first and last stanzas of the most widely read and oft-quoted poem of the war contributed to the flower's status as an emblem of remembrance and a symbol of new growth amidst the devastation of war. This song below is such a touching song for those soldiers that has fallen in war

November 2008 Auctions
We have both been up for auction, but now is your chance to own us both, 2 for the price of 1, ya cant beat that! Have lots to offer, and will add more if the price is right. Fubucks & Cash bid welcomed. Thank you all for your support. Starting bid is 250k. Bulletin Brought To You By: ♥¶HØÊÑ‡X ♥R/£ GF & FµWîƒè tº Jè®bèå®♥@ fubar and Jè®bèå®419~R/£ ßF & FµHµ$båñd †º ¶hºèñî× & Greeter of Dirty Deeds Radio@ fubar Place your bids to own me. If I get to expensive, please rate the pic. Person with the most rates

November 2011 Update
So my depression meds were not working and I had an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist and he started me on Abilify. I was on 2mg for a week, then 5mg for a week and finally 7.5mg is what I'm taking now. I can tell a HUGE improvement in my mood, although it was making me more of a bitch then normal but thank goodness that has leveled off and I'm just back to the regular bitch ;)

November
I can say all the thanks i need to right here hmmmm. Iam thankful for my friends and family couldnt ask for better. Iam thankful for medication that help keep the retards at bay. Iam thankful for my soon to be ex wife for showing me how much of a dirty little fat cunt she really is. Iam thankful for all the assholes and dickheads in the world for ruining all the good girls for the good guys (sarcastic). Iam thankful for all the blind girls hurt by all the previous that they are too afraid or too bitter to realize whats in front of them. iam thankful for being able to Hate people because it drives me to be better then the rest.. Iam thankful for Pain the kind you cant see to help me keep and stay level headed and humble. Iam thankful for knives because they help me protect the ones i love. I am thankful for Guns because everyday they help weed out the idiots in the world that infest this world like rats.. Iam thankful for everything that has been taken from me so i realize what i have i

No Vip For Me For 24 To 48 Hrs Or More
Well all, I won't have VIP status for 24 to 48 hours or more because of a mess somebody decided to create thanks to a Shoppers direct discount thing thru Classmates.com here that I had gotten free for 30 days and then after that get charged $10.06 or some crap like that so I had to call them up and raise hell with them, telling them that I didn't want it but anyways, that's why when I renewed or tried to renew my girlfriends VIP and mine, only hers went thru with the Credit card company so until I get the money to renew it again for my girlfriend and I here which may take 24 to 48 hrs to do unless somebody buys me one. Otherwise I have to wait of course. I just wish we could buy VIPs with our fuBucks but I understand though that BabyJ's trying to make money to improve the site of course too.

Novitafurnituredesign
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Nov. 21st -- My Birthday!
Alright!!! Yup, today I turned 20, congradulations Entice. It's actually more excitting for me to turn 20 then 21. Why? Well where I come from you're 20th Birthday is way excitting. You party for a week straight. Starting with the night before. What did I do last night?! I got crunk, haha, seriously I was crazy drunk from Tequila, which is a girls best friend. Tonight i'm going to get even more drunk. BUT, Tonight I get to take pictures. Can't wait to show off the love.

Nov 24th
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Nov The First Week
http://dragcave.net/incubators/incubator_Necrosous.png Order in for del tinne swords. Got a grail for my cooking at Southmarch. Moot was terrible but it looks like our Hocktide will be a camping event and have equestrian activides. I made a new drink and my amori negray was a hit. Will pay bills this week and try to get the computers upgraded.

Now
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Nowadays
Getting Shorted Retail | Miami, FL, USA | (At our store, we sell individual tea bags for fifty cents each. Free hot tap water and a foam cup come with each bag sold. One customer, a man in his thirties, has been coming in and buying a single bag of tea every Sunday for two years, but he never takes the water or the cup.) Customer: “I’d like a refund of $50 please.” Me: “We don’t sell anything that expensive.” Customer: “Well, I bought 100 of those herbal mixes and they haven’t done a d*** thing.” Me: “You mean the tea you buy every week?” Customer: “No, the herbal mixes in the little yellow packets.” Me: “Yes, that’s tea.” Customer: “You mean it won’t make my man parts larger?” Me: “No, it’s a beverage.” Customer: “Oh. Never mind, then.” (He leaves, disappointed. I never saw him again.) _____________________________________

Now And Then
NOW AND THEN Trusting and believing. Believing and trusting. Where will it all lead? It cuts the soul like a knife, and leaves you there to bleed. Days go on and the wounds will heal, still you can’t distinguish what is fake and what is real. The joy turns to bitterness. The love turns to hate. We both know this is not our fate, so lets pick up the pieces and try again. Not just trusting and believing, now and then. Written by, Michael Coburn

No Way Out?!
No Way Out?! By RennyWorks™ Like a lifer looking for his parole My sins have captured my soul Like a flash of light being lost in the Black Hole The hope of repentance mixed with too many "I'm sorry" Doesn't fare well for a man in control Like the fish floppin' in the boat knowing his days are close at hand I flounder through life from a little boy to now a grown man My life is like a checkerboard jumpin' around trying to be king and avoiding pitfalls of being captured in this mire, this mess, of flesh that I desire, Why can it not be like chess where I can deliberately plan my moves to maximize my best [by passing this test] God only knows I should read and study my Bible It is the fulcrum to the balance of my existence Instead I do the opposite and place myself in precarious positions becoming more and more liable When the very nature of my resolution is the allocution of my deeds, my sins, my transgression, and all could be avoided by the mere resista

Now All The Tears Are Dry
NOW ALL THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IS GONE NOW ALL THE TEARS ARE DRY NOW ALL THE PAINS IS GONE NOW ALL THE WORDS IS SAID NOW ALL THE LIPS ARE SEALED NOW ALL THE HOT ARE COLD NOW ALL THE CLOUDS IS CLEARED NOW ALL THE AIR ARE BREATHED NOW ALL THE WALKS ARE TAKE NOW ALL THE RAINS HAS FALL NOW ALL THE SEAS ARE CROSSED NOW ALL WHAT INSIDE THE HEART ARE TALKED NOW AND THEN AND AFTER I STILL MISS YOU AROUND

Now Can I Heal?
Now, Can I Heal? Wednesday, December 8, 2004 A spark begins down deep within, A raging fire is soon to begin. No time to think, no time to react The fire consumes all in it's path. Seconds have passed, the destruction is great None could have seen what would come in the wake Of the pressures and tasks heaped up to the skies Jammed all together these reasons are why. No time to think, I shove all aside, Just shoving it all to the back of my mind Depression will settle, consuming my soul Will I be left wondering, or dead in some hole? If I don't face this and take it head on To my anger, and rage will I be a pawn So face it I must, though the tears will then flow I'll be crumbled and broken, with no where to go. Lost in the night, alone in the dark Try as I might, I can't light the spark. The hope burns away, the fire burns bright 'Till not even ash is left in this night Despair now deceives me, the lies ringing true. Chained to my sorrows, who can I tu

Now Hiring!
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Now Hiring!!
Come Join Our Team!! Stinkeye Radio is currently looking to fill the following positions: DJs - No experience needed, we will train you! Must be outgoing and like music! Advertisement - Must be outgoing, A people person, and willing to advertise online and in public! Lounge Greeter - You must have or get FuBar, Just greet people as they enter the lounge! Security - Experience prefered! If interested please go to stinkeyeradio.com and fill out the application or contact me!

Now Hiring!!!--need That Country/southern Rock Vibe!!
center> WANT TO WORK FOR THE BEST COUNTRY LOUNGE ON FUBAR--WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!! WE ARE NOW HIRING!! BEEN LOOKING FOR A FAMILY OF FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM?!?! WE GOT WHAT YOU WANT!!! NEED THAT COUNTRY MUSIC/SOUTHERN ROCK VIBE IN YOUR LIFE COPPERHEADS HAS EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR

Now...i'm Likin This...
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angel of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!You are an Angel of Beauty75%Angel of Light63%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!63%You are an innocent Angel63%You are an Angel of Pain56%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Now I Know The Rules
No. 1 Girly-Girl: Give her unexpected gentle hugs from behind and kiss her neck. RollerGirl: When she's unsuspecting, sneak up behind her blind spot, swing to her side & hip check her into the row of barstools knocking her on her ass. And watch out for her deadly right hook. No. 2 GG: Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. RG: Hit her as hard as you can on the shoulder, then say, "Ok, now hit me!" Bruises are beautiful...a sign of affection. No. 3 GG: When standing, wrap your arms around her. RG: Get low, and quick, bend those knees...say, "come on, show me whatcha got" & try to wrestle each other down. Don't let her win. If she wins, she'll quickly lose interest - a rollergirl needs challenges. No. 4 GG: Cuddle with her. RG: Slap her ass & she'll slap yours. No. 5 GG: Don't force her to do anything. RG: BUHWAHAHAHAHA! Yeah right like you have a shot at this anyway. No. 6 GG: Write little love notes. RG: Buy her a pack of Swiss bearings and a bo

Now I Remember Why I Shop Online
I stop by today at Fred Myers(krogers for those outside of NW).. I decide to pick up my expansion to Civilization 4. They are one of the last places to carry PC games, since EB Games, and Software ETC.. choose to only carry like 4 pc games now.. I grab the box and wiat inline behind some bozo asking questions of the clerk regarding co-ax cables(as if they will know lol). The guy behind me goes. "Is that a game?" I'm thinking "Oh boy does this guy live on another planet" "Uhm.. yes it is" The guy then proceeds to lecture me on the ways we should devote our time to Jesus. Now, I am not even buying Grand Theft Auto or my usual shoot em up and kill everyone in sight, but a strategy game.. "why thank you kind weirdo" Now I proceed to buy some groceries, but its Senior Citizen 10% off day, so I am dodging people getting off of the senior citizen bus, and proceeding to bargain shop everything. This just made my day, assaulted by people with Go-Go Ultra X Electric Scoot

Now I Am Out!
Ok..Now I am out of comments for the day...I am sooo begging for everyone to help me out here..Please!!..:( Click the pic and comment..even if you can only spare one..I would appreciate it greatly and will always give love back..:) OOO..and don't forget to share this pic too...:)

Now I've Got A Problem
Well, I'm running into a dilemna here, I only have room for one more pic or I'll be at capacity so either I have to delete pics which I don't want to do or get a VIP for me so I can have more room for pics here, wish I had someone buy me one that's for sure here but I don't know if that'll happen or not unless of course I buy it myself which I could.

Now I Think I Know
I kept my heart closed and walls up for several years. 2 of the men on my team were married and I know what the job did to the wives when we had work to do.They were usually together glued to the news hoping and dreading to see what was happening in the world not knowing where we were or what we were doing. I couldn't bring myself to put anyone through that so I stayed to myself until my time was over. Today is a new day. Yesterday is history. The most important thing you should know and believe is that no matter what you are not alone.I've led men to hell.Time to follow the heart.

Now Lowriders 80's Lounge
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Now Life Is Really Sucking Big
Well had to renew my welfare yesterday. Reported the 125 that a friends of mine is putting into my account from her navy pay. They are taking the full 125 out of my check. This money is what was allowing me to get close to paying rent still had to borrow a few dollars from friends or home I got enough out of recycling. But no I am going to be short of rent again. So may be looking at an eviction in the near future. Hope something comes up to help but right now my depression is beating my anti-depression medicen.

Nowlive
*Note: You may need to press the "detach" button to listen to the player! Happy birthday Jessica Mellott 9/27!! You can click here to listen to thetest broadcast. Sorry it's choppy. I'm going to look into that.!My show appears on nowlive to the left of Adrianne Curry's faceThe chat room explodes on the test broadcast. Here's intern Hristomir to bake me a potato.Update: Chantelle may not make it for September 30 based on possible recording schedule conflicts. WCRB extends its thanks to Chantelle for offering to appear.New fubar lounge created:Statements made from the

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Now Out Of My Mind Thoughts By Nero240
I have a question for you , why are you here ? to make friends to meet people or just to have a place to be ? I'm here because I like to be around people who are diffrent it would bore me to tears id we all were the same , some people are extroverts and other are introverts , personally I fall in the middle , but I come here to say hi and have a great day coz thats my hope for everyone , not to say that " don't add a person who is only in it for their own glory because maybe they have a problem that they are truly afriad to talk about. I'm old and remember alot of things but I try to live by a few things I have heard first is the Desderata google it if you are courious about what it says and the old saying from star trek the needs of the many out weigh the needs of the few or the one the last one is that through others do you discover self , so to the ego people out there don't tell me not to add some one because maybe that person needs to talk to an old balding fat man o

No Words
He sees her walk in. Notices her right away. Not tall, long curly dark hair. Big dark eyes. Thick lips colored a deep red. Wearing a pair of tight jeans that hugged her big round luscious bottom which caused a stirring in his jeans. Black top short leather black jacket. When she walked by him her perfume intoxicated more then the alcohol he was drinking. She sat at the end of the bar and ordered some kind of green drink in a martini glass. He called the bartender over and told him the next drink for the lady at the end of the bar is from him. The bartender walked over to her and gave her the message. she downed her drink and wrote him a note and sent it back to the bartender. the note was asking him to come over and join her. He smiled tucked the note in his pocket. Downed the rest of his drink and went over to her. She smiled what an wicked smile he thought. which he loved. He sat next to her ordered a drink and they started talking. Drinks were flowing. The

Now Recruiting
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Now Read This> Emergency Alert
I will make this blog entry short and sweet because i really don't have the time to make it long. Any staff that wants to be staff in the lounge needs to do there part to help make the lounge. If not then you can be replaced. The lounge has ben dead for the last few nights and i have no said anything. The things that strikes me the wrong way is i pay for a server so everyone can enjoy having music when they come in. If no one comes in it is a waste to pay for the stream. People have ben occupied by other things and i understand that. People have a life and i understand that too. Either you wanna help or you dont.

Now This Is Annoying
woww--the alert box here used to be one of my fave places on earth--i would be soooo happy when someone gave me a user comment, photo comment--u know--all the wonderful stuff-- but now- got 500+ friends here--the alert page fills up every 30 or so seconds with someone posting a blog--or multiple blog entries--obscuring all the stuff we love the lostcherry for----sorry--just had to say that well==ok--not a dirty video--but a rare performance snippet of my 8/8/2006 rock show doing my 2004 song "Dogpark". here's the link---just push 'play video' http://www.playgroundz.net/artists/music/bands/192/video.php love ya's as i said in the last thread--getting messages here used to be the best ting ever--now someone makes a mumm or a stash with a million things--that means my message counter goes to a million--i think a million ppl love me --i get happy--then i see someone posted a million stashes--i get some stupid url--then i delete them all--another half million things are there.

Now That The Smoke's Gone
Hear I lay still and breathless just like always still I want some more mirrors sideways who cares what's behind just like always still your passenger chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces these and other lucky witnesses now to calm me take me around again drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees anything I'm your passenger I'm your passenger drop these down and put them on me nice cool seats there to cushion your knees now to calm me take me around again just don't pull over this time would you please drive faster roll the windows down this cool night air is curious let the whole world look in who cares who sees what tonight roll these misty windows down to catch my breath again and then go and go and go just drive me home then back again here I lay just like always don't let me go take me to the edge A new day approaches and the silence of the early morning are the o

Now _that's_ Funny!
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to 5 really important Questions: Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. And when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know! Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pa

Now That I Am Back Lol
Well I am single again....Which is a good thing for me..So I am placing this on a dating site and would like feedback....come on family and friends let me know what you think, and if there is anything I should change...I want to date again but not scare anyone off...lol So here is my information...let me know what you all think.. I am a single mother, kinda shy, until I get to know you, then you can't shut me up or so my friends say lol...I am looking for female and male friendships and dating around my town of Virginia MN. Not that I do not enjoy IMing, but I want to get out and enjoy life with friends. I am very upfront, maybe to blunt, but I try not to hurt other's, but if I do, I make amends as soon as possible but I am not a mind reader, so I expect you to tell me, so I can do what I can to make amends, if it is important. In other words, you will alway know where you stand with me. I am nonjudgmenal and supportive to my friends. I am always open to two way converstatio

Now This Is Total Class !!!
April 15, 2007 FORT WORTH, Texas (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. didn't seem to mind that Kyle Busch rear-ended him and essentially ruined his chance to win the Samsung 500 on Sunday. Sitting around the garage after finally giving up on repair efforts, Earnhardt was asked by a friend on Busch's crew if he would drive Busch's car. Turns out the crew had Busch's car ready to go again, but couldn't find him. NASCAR rules permit such moves, and Earnhardt agreed. The gesture allowed Busch to finish one spot ahead of Jimmie Johnson in 37th. Earnhardt finished 36th. Busch earned three points thanks to Earnhardt, although he did drop two spots in the points standings to seventh with 856, 280 behind leader Jeff Gordon. ``I could tell that it was a real nice car before we had the accident. Smooth steering, just smooth,'' Earnhardt said. Busch went immediately to the garage when he slammed into the back of Earnhardt, who had hit the brakes trying to avoid a spinning Tony Stewart in

Now, This Is A Teacher!
10 Reasons It Doesn’t Pay To Be “The Computer Guy” May 02nd 2007 by Shaun Boyd I only met my brother’s ex-girlfriend’s family once — the year they invited our family over to share Thanksgiving dinner. Since we were basically a group of strangers looking to make a good first impression, the table conversation was nothing more than friendly idle chitchat. When I asked our hostess for more mashed potatoes, she took the opportunity to ask me about myself while dishing out my second helping — “So Shaun, what do you do for a living?” Hesitantly, I responded: “I work in computer support.” The transition to silence was immediate. All eyes suddenly turned to me, raised eyebrows all around. If you hadn’t heard my response, judging from everyone’s reaction you might think I said something outrageous like I was a male stripper or a gynecologist — but I knew the awkward silence would soon be broken by an overwhelming outpouring of computer questions.

Now This Is Some Drama,lol!
Now Im not one for drama but I think this is really messed up and quit childish.... My Uncle has been on fubar for awhile now and was actually the one who told me about fubar and it being a cool place to meet ppl and chat.He has advised me today that he has deleted his account bc of some stupid stuff.What happened was he posted a bulletin about how ratings are suppose to go and if ppl are always suppose to rate "10's" or rate as you feel the pic should be rated.He got some ignorant replys and I mean ignorant.One person said"just bc of this I will rate all your pic a 1." Another person completly cursed him out bc of it.Come on now ppl,we are all adults and just bc someone posted a question about how ratings are doesnt mean you have to act like a complete jerk.It was a simple question.I now have second thoughts about how ppl really are on here.I myself have gotten some ratings on pics that werent a 10 but it doesnt bother me.I also have another person who is on my friends list who g

Now That's Ambition!
Now that's ambition! A CEO (and member of Forbes 400!) throwing a party takes his executives on a tour of his opulent mansion. In the back of the property, the CEO has the largest swimming pool any of them has ever seen. The huge pool, however, is filled with hungry alligators. The CEO says to his executives "I think an executive should be measured by courage. Courage is what made me CEO. So this is my challenge to each of you: if anyone has enough courage to dive into the pool, swim through those alligators, and make it to the other side, I will give that person anything they desire. My job, my money, my house, anything!" Everyone laughs at the outrageous offer and proceeds to follow the CEO on the tour of the estate. Suddenly, they hear a loud splash. Everyone turns around and sees the CFO (Chief Financial Officer) in the pool, swimming for his life. He dodges the alligators left and right and makes it to the edge of the pool with seconds to spare. He pulls himself out just

Now Taking Soulmate Applications
here is an older poem that I wrote about my commitment to the partner I've always been searching for, and never found, I was 18 and 12 years later Im still searching for you. My Grasp You are the breath that decays itself slowly within my unforgiving lips - I am the touch that fullfills you completely with only mere fingertips - You are the warmth that quenches my thirst to be loved and content - I am the one who loves you more and to the farthest extent - You are the thought that intrudes the deepest cracks of my exposed heart - I am with you always and our love will never ever part - You are the taste that provides my passion with hope and desire - I am the reason your sadness withers and begins to expire - You are the concern within my stomach that drains me of my strength - I make a promise to cherish our love and I will go to any length - Copyright ©1993 Jason Lusk 'evilteddybear'

Now Thats Hot!!wow
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Now That Is Hot Lol
Don't know where this came from or who wrote it but it was sent to a friend who sent it to me...had to post it. enjoy lol A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I slowly filled you. As a gasp broke the kiss,

"now That "
DEAR GOD KNOW THAT I AM GONE IN PEACE LOOKING AT THE ONES SITTING AT MY GRAVE WITH A ROSE CRYING SAYING GOOD BYE,THANKING YOU AT THE SAME TIME FOR FINELY GIVING MY PEACE . STILL ASKING YOU THO FOR THING TO CHANGE DOWN THERE ON THAT CRICKED WORLD AS I KEEP SEEING LITTLE ONES DIEING AN CRYING HEARING THEM FEELING THERE PAIN WISHING THERE WAS MORE I COULD DO TO HELP THEM SO I JUST PRAY TO YOU IN THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE IN HEAVEN MY THUG ANGEL WINGS ARE WIDE OPEN KNOW FINELY GOT A PLACE TO SIT DOWN TO UNWINE ,KNOWING EVERYTHING IS OK . KNOWING THEY KNOW THIS THUG ANGEL IS THERE BYE THERE SIDE ,GIVING THE LITTLE ONES THAT PASS AWAY A HUG A KISS AS THEY WALK THROUGH THE GOLD GATES HEAR IN HEAVEN ,KNOWING THAT MY PAIN WAS TO SPREAD MORE SMILES THIN TEARS WHEN I WAS DOWN THERE ,KNOWING THAT YOUR STILL FEELING EVERY ONES PAIN AN RAIN HEARING THEM CRY DOWN THERE . THANKING YOU HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY PEACE I BEEN PRAYING FOR SO LONG THAT YOU FINELY GAVE ME AMEN. FUNNY ON HOW TIMES GOS B

Now This Is Fucked Up
Apparently a known terrorist has now declared the suspected Ft Hood shooter a hero. Please do not let this war spill on to our lands again. America has bled enough. We have lost over 5,000 American lives some old some young to this movement. We have fought. we have not faltered, we have not tired and we have not failed. I supported President Bush when he sent us, and I still support that decision today. Those of you who do not support us don't really know the truth or see the bigger picture. enough for now im getting pissed with the communist news network (CNN) According to dept of state, America is the number one country for sex slave trading. This leads me to tell everyone in America, GO BUY A GUN. Protect your own. If you are a member of this growing trend how bout this...go fuck yourself and leave innocent ppl to fuck as they please.

Now That's A Puzzle
A blonde called her boyfriend and said, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure it out or how to get it started." Her boyfriend asked, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde said, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decided... to go over and help with the puzzle. She let him in and showed him where she had the puzzle spread all over the table. He studied the pieces for a moment, looked at the box, then turned to her and said, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He took her hand and said, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of hot chocolate and then............," he sighed, ..... "Let's put all of these frosted flakes back into the box."

Now This Is Comedy
So I am walking by the store and I am just attacked by some people. They are like you have bags under your eyes here is some cream. It feels like this. Hey you right there you look ugly here's some cream it will fix everything. Your dog ran away here have some cream. Anything bad in the world can be solved by cream. Then I am staying here like what the heck is goin on. Now let's talk about macdonlds. I am ready to for the menu to say of this is fat free. So you mean that item is gone. Every time you Go to macdonlds. Your just like should i save a year of my life or eat macdonlds. I am tried so this is all I am doing today

Now U Can See My True Side!
My worst fear in life is that I will finally break, that there won't be any more smiles that I can fake. That everyone will finally see the chaos that rages within and the downward spiral will finally begin. I've worn this imaginary armor for far to long, I've portrayed this illusion beyond when the real smiles were gone. I do it for the world I don't need your sympatric hands; I do it for myself I may be broken but my soul still stands. I've fought the wars of life and love and my battle rages on, I'll wear my mask of courage long after it's really gone. I have fallen to my knees but you've never seen me fall, I've cried tears of pain even though they were tears you never saw. I've trekked the never ending mountain and I'm still driving on, Even if it's with unsure feet like a new born learning fawn. My worst fear in life is that I will finally break, when I can't hide it all and I run out of smiles I can fake. Who are you to judge my way? You are not the go

Now U Know Everything
I JUST GOT THIS IN THE MAIL First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for its crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. I like building computers occasionally and started building a new one in February 2005. I also was working on some of my older computers. They were full of dust so on one of my trips to the computer store I bought a 3 pack of DUST OFF.

Now What To Think?
Like a wild wolf ravenous for raw flesh. Bone rending satisfaction as mouths filled with razors leave jagged trails of excrutiating erotic agony. The hunger insatiable, voracious, unappeased. Tricklings lapped lovingly from my lips. The taste lingering reminiscing of feasts yet to come. Prey unhunted, delicacy not yet palleteable. Your luscious ambrosial nape nuzzled notoriously by my life leeching lips. A molevolent anger fleeting images of freedom. Timed bliss never enduring. Peace leaves in its wake agony. Another pill for a moment of pleasure. Why don't good feelings come without a cost? They do but i don't know if I could take the feeling of such loss a second time. Will you join me on this journey? Dare I leave? Questions and uncertainty cost more than life itself. Live, love, lament, lost and left. So begins another epic sojourn into a greater existence. Dare I seek utopia once more? I think i've wandered into a new world without knowing. Experience has readied me this time

Now We Are Getting Somewhere...
I was called by a CPS worker today...my son Tristan is FINALLY BEING TAKEN TO THE DOCTORS....SOMETHING THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE 2 FREAKING WEEKS AGO...NOW TELL ME THAT IS NOT FUCKED UP?????..TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I MEAN..I AM NOT SAYING ANYMORE...HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE SOOOOOOOOO SMART BE SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING STUPID???....LOL.....IF THESE PEOPLE WERE THAT CONCERNED ABOUT MY SON HE SHOULD HAVE SEEN A DOCTOR 2 WEEKS AGO WHEN THE WHOLE CRAP WAS STARTED...I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE...WISE AND WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!

Now We Start To Learn
Only 52% of the vote ... that's what Obama got. Almost half of this country DID NOT VOTE FOR HIM, including myself. I did not vote on race, I actually researched both parties policies and voted for the MAN that mostly clearly represented MY VIEW. Yes my view, NOT the view of the BIASED media. And what the hell ... they want a friggin holiday ... April 15th .. Obama day???? What, he's better than the other 43 Presidents that came before him? I think not. He is just a man. And it totally OFFENDS me as a person who believes in the HOLY TRINITY, that he is being called "messiah". We already have a President's day which, when he is actually President, I will include him in this holiday. This "proclamation" is just absurd. I know he thinks his likeness should be to Martin Luther King, Jr. but ... MLK, Jr. was a clergyman, a Baptist Minister who believed in God, who did more for EVERY race of mankind than anyone else has in history. When Obama stops hating groups of people, I may fe

"now You Might Know What It's Like"
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No Your Worth
The Twenty Pound Note A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a twenty pound note. In the room of two hundred people, he asked, "Who would like this twenty pound note?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this twenty pound note to one of you but first, let me do this". He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it? Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth twenty pounds. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as

No You Didn't!!
Sooo,I ventured out to the store this evening,I needed stuff. I am standing in the good old Wally World (Wal-Mart)trying to decide if the cardboard tampons or the plastic ones are better(not really plastic is good).There he is,walking right up to me like it was last year.nice grin on his face. He puts his hand up to my face,tells me I am more beautiful than I was last year and he misses me. Ok,so what I am thinking in my head is "FUCK YOU!! NO YOU DIDN'T JUST PUT YOUR FUCKING HAND ON MY FACE! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? HELL YES I LOOK BETTER THAN LAST YEAR AND YOU CAN GO BACK TO YOUR 20yr old knocked up not by you,CHILD-RAPING PRISON BITCH!" But,I politely say "Thanks,you look the same as always." I got the plastic tampons. I love plastic :)

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