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Poems
I never thought I'd ever hold handsI don't hold hands anymoreThe memory of holding handsMy friend dies as I can't save himIt's my job and I failI can't believe I was such a failureHe looks in my eyes As he fades awayI tell him he's not aloneI hold him closeHolding his hand tightbecause I failed at my jobI get the body bagSlide his tags in his teethand attach one to his bootMy friend he died I'll never hold hands againThe last one died I failed himI can't hold hands again Copyright

A Poem From My Daughter Lexi...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f

Poem
Will this ever lasting torture ever end!! The heat melts my flesh like I'm cheese sitting on a slice of toast under the grill, the weather man promised me rain and thunder! He lied he must of took me for a fool!! I cast a curse upon him! The day has dragged like the dead cowboys corpse tied to the horse. I cleaned and scrubbed my floors like Cinderella yet more scrubbing is required and there are no ugly sisters to help me. All these light sources are putting a strain on my eyes, The TV gives me bright light, the monitor gives me bright light and the sun burns my retinas. The caffeine flows though my system as if it was my blood, my eyes still close with tiredness, My arms are becoming heavy as my body fails and falls asleep, my fingers are unable to move from key to key of my blood stained keyboard….. Now I sleep

Poems
Never look back. Never turn back. There's nothing left for the forgotten one. For the one I love. The one I've always tried to save but only ended up hurting. I've pushed you away with no reason for you to return. I now only have one purpose in life, Not to help but to hide. Hide from the world I once knew. Then I will have helped you. I live life alone hoping that one day you'll forgive me and my wrongs done to you. Maybe then my soul will be set free. Free to go to the happy place I once knew. A place when I was with you. Until then you'll remain in my heart. Forever and always.

**poem**
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."

Poem For Lost Ones
My dearest dearest friendYou came into my life unexpected and little broken yourselfAt first we didn’t pay much attention to each otherBut as time went by, We fell in love with our friendship….We could talk for hours and no matter whether we were close or farI always knew u were THEREWe had so many plans, built bridges and dreamsWe always had each other’s backsAnd we knew were specialTime went by to quickThere was still so much to doBut now it’s time to say goodbyeThe tears born in my eyesAnd intense heartacheWill surely last a long time stillBut I have to let go Cause not even to most sincere prayers will bring you back to me nowMy dearest dearest friendI hope you found your happy place nowAnd one day, when we meet againWe will remember all we had And I pray that we will fall in love…..All over againGonna miss u xxxxxxxxx

Poem #1
When you are downI tend to frownWhen you're feeling blueI say I do tooSometimes words can't showHow my love continues to growThese are words from the heartCupid really shot me with a dartI hate when you tearplease don't fear my dearDon't give up, whatever you doJust remember.........I Love You

Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. I saw her from afar, her dark skin and smoky eyes; for those moments between breath times does fly. For I figured she would lose me in the fight; for I am one among many and wish as i might. She spoke as in code and I would not despair; I had

Poem-i Wrote In 96'
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her. "For Me" Love is, Love was Love will always be, For Me. Love is taken, Love is stolen, Love can be the most painful thing. Love leads you to loneliness, and loneliness is a terrible thing. Loneliness is emptyness, not knowing who you are, or what you will be. By far lonliness is the worst thing ,

Poem
You’ve bought out the worst in me, I’m now my worst enemyI can’t seem to be happy and every time I am you break meYou’ve brought tears to my eyes so many timesI said I was done more than onceIt’s a shame how I keep playing your gamesWishing and waiting for what I have dreamedWanting that perfect life with someone I love but also can trustFalling apart and breaking down slowly Drifting away like a long lost memory

Poems
This just a poem. I wrote this a while back. We all go thru breakups. ITs sorta part of life. lol They can be rough but we all get past these things and move on. I guess my point is not matter what happens in life. It will always get better!!!

Poems
i was here for you every minute every second of the day to pick you up when you were down and to make you feel wanted and loved... all i wanted in return was you to love me and be honest... i was only good enough for you when it was convenient for you... im not a picture you put up on a shelf to collect dust and only take down when you want to look at when you want.... i am a person with feelings and a wonderful heart... i want to be loved and spoiled and treated like a princess or a woman you truely want... i want to feel your kiss your touch... but i guess i only wanted to much..... You're always in my heart, Always on my mind, No matter how deep the water, You, I always find. My memories are darkening, You're getting more unclear, I've fallen into a tunnel, But I am not to fear. Very soon we'll be as one, Together as we once had been, Filling our memory boxes, For another year of being unseen. Friend: that one special person who make

Poems
Its all because of you,I'm never sad and blue,You've brightened up my day'sIn you own special way.How can I get you to understand,That I love you more than I can,How can I get you to see,Your the only girl for me,Its all because of you,My dreams came true,Your everything Ive wished for,and I could never wish for more.I cant describe how much I care,But when you need me I will be there,To wipe your tears when you are sad,To make you happy when you are mad,Nobody is as special as you are to me,Now I hope you are beginning to see,Just how much I care for you,And all my feeling will always be true There is a tear embedded in my heartA lonely tear so cold and so darkA tear is embedded and taken holdA lonely tear fills my poor empty soulThere is a tear no one can seeA lonely tear sobs in deep miseryA tear with no hope for tomorrowA lonely tear consumed in hopeless sorrowThere is a tear inside my tortured chestA lonely tear longing for a gentle caressA tear is shed for someone to holdA lonely

Poems
Edgar Allan Poe. . . Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -Only this, and nothing more.'Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrowFrom my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtainThrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -This it is, a

Poems
the chaotic day to day rush plunges me into a rapid flowing stream from which i have yet to return the joys and sorrows of everyday life fill my heart with a continious ache tears flood my eyes and fall like rain from sorrows i would like to abstain joy and laughter id like more to gain for the pleasures of life and love should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy yet you insist on causing grief through strife caring not the hearts you crush you sacrifice all for your delight of pain i wish

Poems
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain,"

A Poem I Made For Our Military
Just a little something for our military now and past. I stand beside my brothers, both here and afar.If one of them falls, my heart is broke. It matters not, if I knew their name. My life is lessened, by the loss that is felt. From their passing, the loss is delt. I give you my word, for my brothers they are. Be they man or woman, they are all one in the same. I loved each of them, even if I didnt know their name.I give you this poem, from my heart it is true.And I give my life, For the Red, White, and Blue.

Poem
I cant see the lightto take flightTo get away from this sadnessthat intertwines with my madnessHow can we say we are happybut inside we want to cry?How can someone who has everythingstill want to die?Longing to feel the warmth of the sunto be in the group having the funWiping the tear from our eyelooking at the clouds in the skyHoping the dark ones fades awayso please stay and be a friendhelp me,my mind & soul to mend

Poem
At one point you was there,we was close, it felt rear,no reasons left why, was it something you washolding back, but did not tell me or wanted to confide.In me is left a gap, from time spent apart what aselapsed, why was there nomessage or word, we only had to talk, could of healedwith spoken words.Now there is no chance, your gone, no way to right this wrong,you have found what you arelooking for, you have found your destination, were do I belong. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam

Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl...

Poems
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss...... Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away. I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid

The Poem
Ok, Iknow I screwed this up the first blog go figure. But anyhow. This is a short poem I found in my wallet today. I isn't long but I remember my grandma gave it to me when I deployed to Iraq, I kept it for the whole deployment and then some. God and the Soldier All men adore In the time of trouble And no more: For when war is over And all things righted God is neglected The old soldiers sighted. I have no clue what this entails but I have had it in my wallet for almost 6 years now.

Poems
Beginning Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find. Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game. The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day. Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found. Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor. Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen. On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide. Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound. One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all. Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy. Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end, Yet I'm just starting to begin!

Poem For Ladies
text 414-793-6169 but I have to get a pic of you to be sure your a woman. Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise.Kissing tongues tangle, making you ache, No longer can you wait, for me to take. Laying you back, you plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard,Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. You Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet I stand firm, with no reservation,Taunting you, teasing you, grin on my face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, I grant relief, Knowing now you must have peace. Penetrating with my pride,Charging, I thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon my chest,To brace us both, you do my best, Not to scream loud like before,When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if I'm hurting you,I ease mo-men-tar-ily,Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas,Whimpering your at my mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch

Poem For You.....
You're an Angel that nobody can see,Still an Angel is what you are to meAn angel from heaven is what you areIn my sky you're definably a heavenly starYou're an angel with beauty & graceYou're kind & sweet, you have an angel faceYou have very graceful angel wingsHappiness and joy are just some things that an angel can giveIn my heart & mind is where you're livingYou have hair as soft as the white cloudsA guardian angel is what Ive gotten. Your eyes are like sapphires that shine bright.When everything is dark, you give me light.You're an angel that gives me a reason to live, You're an angel that teaches me to give. You're an angel that teaches me the right things to say. You're my angel & Ill always care.You're my angel & you know Ill always be there.

Poems
He sat at his dinning room table looking at the blood on his hands in the dim light of the streetlight coming through the back window. Tears ran down his face slowly, pink trails creasing the blood that covered his face as well. What did he do? Where did her go? Whose blood was this, his, or worse yet someone else? Soft weeping gave way to loud sobs as he buried his face into his hands again. Looking through his bloody fingers, he could see that the clock on the wall read three am in its red digital glow amid the darkness of the room. The red, he thought, looked like the color of blood. This brought a new wave of sobbing muffled by his bloody palms. "Shut yer fuckin’ hole," pierced the darkness coming from the living room. Randle did not need to look through his fingers to know who it was. He knew it was the old man, the one who always insulted him, the one who always laughed at him, the one who always made fun of him. The one who calls himself Daddy.

Poem
even if you say you hate me, i will always love you... even if you push me off a cliff, i will come back just to say i love you... even if you tell me to burn in hell, my heart will burn eternally just for you... no matter what, i will always love you!

Poem 1
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free

Poem 2
Remember these words, for they are the one thing that will never fadeA future, no matter how dark or bleak, can always be remadeRemember my smile, for when I showed it, it was trueWhen hope shined in my eyes, before the blackness broke throughI did smile once, so long agoWhen I was innocent, and just didn't knowWhen the future was bright, alive with hopes and dreamsNow it's all I can do, as I feel the knife slip through my ribs, not to screamAlways for the heart it goes, seeking that mortal fleshPain, pleasure, hope, loss...all enmeshedWhen that dies, all hope is lost...or is it?

Poem 3
Hope lost, and nothing left to gainThis anguish and hatred inside, is driving me insaneI want to die, more than anything else in this worldBlack sails on the ship of death unfurledSailing these bloody seas, Satan at my sideLaughing painfully, as I realize that everyone has liedLove is bullshit, no one wants it or even caresAs once again, my heart, begins to tearBloody and broken, it no longer wants to beatPain in my chest, hurts so bad, as it knocks me off my feetWhat has happened to this world, why is it so cold and darkIt must be me, my soul, Satan left his markI am his, have always been, and always will beNever again, will I be free

Poem 4
Ponderings I woke up last night, screaming in painNightmares again, hope lost, nothing to gainNever seeing, never trying, never wanting to careSeeing things, seeing people, that aren't really thereHave I gone crazy? or is it simply those things I wish to beHoping against everything, that one day my soul will be freeFree to be a father, to love my children, to find hopeOr will I just end up hanging on a gibbet from the end of a ropeMy children scream in the darkness, begging, calling my nameIgniting that flickering candle, turning it into raging flamesThe darkness beckons, calling me forward, as my loved ones fight to keep me hereLooking into that blackness, knowing the face of fearI look behind me, searching, longing, where is that tiny light?The one bright thing in the darkness, giving me the strength to fightI see their faces, their smiles, their tears as they watch me die insideI see everyone accusing me, why, "We thought you were happy", why have you lied?Smiling through the tears

Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on

Poems By Me
You left me once and did me wrong a m illion times, but still I want you to be mine. Proof that love is blind. In my heart you will never find another that will consume my heart and mind. I need you by my side. My tears could drown me. My fears surround me. No matter what I do, I can't put my past behind me. You've shown me heaven only to take it away without warning. Take this pain away. I never meant to betray, the one thing that you've trusted me with. Your love is a gift. I admit I was too childish to to recognize it when you were mine. A love that can not be defined. It was the sweetest surrender. Our last kiss I remember. Reminise, I can't. The wounds are too fresh. I was blessed. A beautiful mess. Twisted by the hand of time. Just one more time? No one gets it right the first time. The last time, plays over and over like a movie on repeat in my mind. I can't pause and rewind. You can't give a map to a blind man, then condemn him for not getting to your heart on time. It's hard t

The Poems...
I ask my myself nightly, Why Not? Why not just not come tomorrow? Why not just not pay my loans? Why not just kill myself? Is there something I am keeping myself here for? Is there a reason for any of this? Becursed with a foolish heart that still believes in Love. Love. Love. The word upon which our life hinged. Finally unhinged. Finally undone. Final stop. All passengers must disembark. Wakey wakey… Time to die. Hey all. I have to leave now. You have all been so nice. You all treated me far better than I ever deserved. As it seems though, I have not reciprocated anything back. In fact, it seems I took advantage of all. I am not a good friend. I am not even a good human. Perhaps if I give my energy and chemicals back to the universe they can recycle me into something useful. Maybe a nice plant of some sort. I tried my best, but as usual this was not even CLOSE to good enough. Remember, sympathy comes between Shit and Syphilis. That is where I now be

Poems I Found And Liked
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more? this one touches my heart it actually means something to me

Poems
Love Like A RoseCategory: Writing and PoetryLike the thorns prick, sometimes you wound my heartLike the red bulb, so is the blood from my heartLike the leaves on the stem, I hope you never leave meLike the green of the stem, your love for me I so envyLike the rose blossoms, each day my love blossoms for youLike the sweet smell of a rose, so are you just as sweetLike the red of the bulb, so is my passion for youBut like every rose, roses eventually wilt and dieJeremy

Poem
how can someone write about a love when there are no words to explain, its' hard to go each day and not have the person you love to be with you it's hard to be happy knowing you have to wait to see them and when you do you only get a certain ammount of time i cry almost everyday to help ease the pain i feel from missing you and being alone to go to bed and reach for the one you love and they are not there just a space like the distance between us my heart has a cloud over it and when you come around the sun starts to shine through but when i have to say bye again the thunder and rain begin to pour over my heart. my lonely nights will someday end,but right now my pain is great with love you will have hurt,if loveing was always being happy then it wouldn't be love. because you will always miss it when it's gone my tears seem to ease my pain from not having you here to hold. so my eyes grow weary from the fallen tears through my eyes pour the rain from the storm over my

Poems
I am trapped in a cage of razor & fence, Justify my actions on the art of self defence, Protect my emotions from morbid mutilation, Battling myself like a rebelion to a nation, Defeating my enemies with needles & smoke, While in the mirror it's my throat those things choke, Thought it my destany to live by the game, But there living or dieing is one & the same, A twin sided coin no win, no loose, Just ramblings of fear that destroy & confuse, Thought myself smart, had it all figured out, Dreams of being top dog a god with out doubt, Unlimited youth & energy year after year, It was easy to see as long as I stayed out of the mirror, For all my cons & deciet all I fool is myself, Hiding behind power, control, & material wealth, I turn hallow inside & say fuck all the rest, Spend year apon year convincing myself I knew what's best, Many people tell me tell me to open my eyes, I view them as fakes, enemies, & spies, It is truely me against the world, Those who truely l

Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
You say you loved me, and you still do, but we can't be together me and you. You say "I love you always" in a different way I need to find myself you said that day. You said you'll love me always and will be there for me but something isn't right with me you see... You said please forgive me for hurting you it is something I never wanted to do please understand maybe in time I tried to fight this and keep you as mine. I don't want to keep you on a string I just need to do this, I have to, for me.. Please understand I do love you I do but not in the way that I use to.. I want to be able to still be your friend if you will have me until the end If you can't i will understand but its not what I want, cause I will tell you again "That I still love you, and will always to the end" Hearts get broken every day, people walk from our lives, but I do not want to leave you not now not ever I want to help you now and forever... You had always told me, you would never leave and now I know and I

Poem...kinda Stupid Oh Well.lol
I see that smile in my dreams I feel those hands on my sleeves I feel your breath on my neck I feel your body overlaps It's a dream nothing more It cant be real as it has been befor I want it to be I cant help but wish That you are my prince And im waiting for this.... i feel your skin on my skin and your kiss upon my lips the heat of our bodys close as darkness forms the movements are without a laps as we show our love will last. as we dance cheek to cheek as the angels fall asleep the singing in our hearts is herd through the darkness we diverge walking through this thing called life hand in hand for all time.

Poems
she closed her sore eyes and asked "why am I here?" ... then in the blind distance a voice came through clear he said "I came not to judge or own any of your fears... I came to be the one you need to simply soak up your tears. I'll be gone again soon but at this moment, my dear I am yours... I too am here" miss her

Poems
I AM A LOST SOUL THAT TRAVELS THE HWYS OF THE COUNTRY SIDE LOST AND EMPTY SINCE YOU LEFT AND I HAVE LOST YOU. THE HWY IS MY PRISON NOW AND WILL BE UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY LAST BREATH. THE HWY GOD HAS GOTTEN HIS CLAWS INTO ME AND WONT LET GO. I TRAVEL ALONE IN THE DARKNESS NEVER STAYING IN ONE PLACE AND NEVER GETTING ATTACHED TO ANYONE OR ANYTHING . I AM THE JUST A LOST SOUL TRAVELING THE LONG NEVER ENDING HWY NEVER TO KNOW HOW LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN WITH YOU . MY LIFE IS ON THE ROAD NOW BUT MY HEART IS NOT WITH ME IT IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE WITH YOU

Poems
"EQUALITY" By: Matthew Pennison I know I will be blissful during the rest of my days I will be happy and not because of wealth or fame My quest for knowledge and equality will suffice my humanly hunger For me there is no need to sit back and wonder Havent people seen enough devastation? Don't they believe enough of their time has been wasted? How long will it be before they see the truth and face it? I

Poems
I've come to realize that no matter how nice i am and treat everyone with respect i never get it back sometimes,if you've needed something and if i had enough to go around i shared if you was hungry and i was eating I've shared more then the last bite. every time you had someone new come around i set in the back and played my part I've never played and broken your heart on purpose. no matter how many times i was there for anyone to fall back on,gave them my shoulder to cry on,my ear to listen to what makes them ill. I've made some more friends and lost quite a few even though we got bad blood don't mean i wont be there for you if your hurt and need a helping hand or got you back against the wall in a fight facing all odds ill still come help you out and ride it out if you needed a ride and i had transportation i came and helped you out I've turned alot of wrenches and busted all my knuckles and lost alot of skin but i got you back rolling and wanted nothing. No matter how

Poems
"I came to you the hour I was in pain Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain. I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend, I knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life, You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife. When home wasn't home to me no more, You opened up your heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past I'd blown." Just when my troubles were gone, and I came to you as a friend, the past was just too much, and the door was kicked in. Not into the friendship, but into life. I had been blown back so far; it felt as if our friendship never had a start. And now as I sit and ponder, I try to figure out, how the friendship fell apar

Poems (mine)
Love is fate. Fate is love. But fate keeps us apart. But love will pushes me on. Hold on hold on. I wont be gone. Time will tell. But for now its hell. I know we just met.I know you have fear.I know you just cant think clear.But you must know.I am here.You push me away.Thats all to clear.But have no fear.I will be here.Open your eyes.Dry your tears.Im here for years.Thats all to clear.For your first kiss.I have no fears.I have you on my mind.I wish you were here.I know you love me.Thats all to clear.We just have some fears.Oh please oh please.I just want you here. I want you.I need you.Say you want me too.Tell me I’m yours.Tell me nothing else matter.Let your pain go.I want you.I need you.Is this to much to ask.Will you be mine.This is killing me.I love you.I need you.I miss you.I want you.

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you

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Yanno ive always been a down to earth kinda girl, never shallow, always honest and perky, played hard but safe, and always tried to see whats the real person under those eyes. Spent most of my life sad but with some happy. Ive always done the right thing because thats how its suppose to be. Ive never used someone just for my benefit. And ive never cheated on someone. Seems ive always done the "right thing". But it gets me down that i look around and everyone else (almost) has more or has achieved what they have for playing hard and dirty. Always finding an easy way out or the easy way to obtain anything. It makes me feel stupid to work sooo hard for something i could easily get with a smile or a flirt, just by give a "lil" of my time to someone. i dnt know am i rambling? or does this make sooo much sense? or am i just taking pity on myself? seems its soo much easier to do what everyones doing and just follow the flow. But im getting tired of doing the "right thing". sometimes i just wa

Poems
Sitting on my steps, I take a drag of my cigarette, and as the smoke fills my lungs I reflect on my day. I've had a rather unproductive one. I've had a rather unproductive life. I expel the smoke along with my loathing and then draw in a heavy breath. My eyes begin to well up, my throat begins to swell. I know what is coming and it's been quite some time since I last felt this way. I let the tears fall. I let the tears run down my cheeks. And when I flick off the ashes I watch as the embers fade in the wind. That's how I feel. In between sobs my tears claim my breath, dripping from my lips and extinguishing my cigarette. What a lovely ending. Such a beautiful way to end my day. I remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but you and me music, country roads, and future dreams. I miss you, I wish you could see although you are here, I miss you and me. I remember when you said how happy I made you and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase you say without think

Poems
Back Up From The Fall For some people, falling is easy.I never really was one of those people.I always stood strong and a never missed a step.I was once unmovable.Until I met you.You threw me around like I couldn't believe.You drung me out in the rain and had me tripping over my feet.You made falling easy.And so I fell.The problem was that I couldn't fall forever.I've hit the bottom without a splash.Now I'm faced with a new problem.My legs are broken from the fall.Getting up seems impossible.But my hope drives me to do the impossible.I will stand again.I will get back up from this fall. Back From The Darkside. I went from good to bad. I ruined my white shirt.I took my clean soul and threw it in the dirt.I gave up on trying and didnt really care of defeat.I took a walk on the wild side and tripped over my feet.Then a mighty hand smacked me in the face.He asked me what I was doing in this dark place.When only silence left my mouth.I knew without a doubt.That it was all wrong.It

Poems Written For Me
WHEN YOU GAVE ALL YOU HAD & DONE ALL YOU COULD, AN UNGRATEFUL FAMILY CAN MAKE YOU ENDURE HE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD. FEELING UNAPPRECIATED YET YOU CONSTANTLY GIVE, KNOWING THE LOVE FOR YOUR KIDS IS YOUR REASON TO LIVE. ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD SEEING THE PROGRESS YOU HAVE BUILT, ADMITTING YOU HAD IT ROUGH WITHOUT A LOT OF REGRET & VERY LITTLE GUILT. THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO OR EVEN THINK OF, IS TO BE HAT PARENT WHO WILL BUY A CHILD'S LOVE. AGAINST FAMILY MEMBERS MY PARENTING TAKES A BACKSEAT, FIGHTING FOR THE LOVE OF YOUR CHILD YOU CAN NO LONGER COMPETE. DOING ALL THAT YOU CAN DO ONLY WHAT YOU COULD, HOLDING BACK TEARS ENDURING THE PAIN OF PARENTHOOD. THANKS LYNDA!

A Poem Caused By A Broken Heart
You Will Be Cut The sun rises from east to west never knowing where its gonna end up next.The clouds in the sky move slowly up high.The movements of the ocean are clam an steady always perpared an ready.Wish i could say the same aobut life but I cant cause life is like a double edge knife cutting into you with both sides.An the faster you struggle to take it out the faster you start to lose your breath an slouch.Sitting alone on your couch trying to bring words of pain up out of your mouth.But the harder you try to speak the less you start to see.Next thing you know you cant hear an all you smell is fear.Then comes these tears cause your trying so hard to fight back the Fears Of Life.An all of a sudden you stop fighting an give up just let go of everything including life.An all because of that double edge knife.Thanx for reading my poems yallz plz leave me some comments if you like em!!! Thanx yallz by Sane aka TravisBe Eazy Yallz

Poems By Twitchy
My mind feels like pieces from different puzzles mashed togetherFeelings change more often then the weatherthoughts racein and changingsadness and madness , my feelings are exchangingjust trien to make it to tomorrowAnyone have some sanity I can borrow?False appearance that i'm fine but inside i'm brokenMy past is left unspokenMemories from the past haunt meWho would want me?I'm unsureFuture is a blurWhy am I still hereI want to disappearFeeling breathlessPeople seem to care lessStareing at these pills wondering how many I could swallowLet the bottle of vodka followI'm feeling hollow Demons are haunting meMy thoughts are taunting meWhen will this changeWish I could pause everything and rearrangeMy dreams seem strangeFeel like a dead man walkingDeath at the front door knockingYou think i'm just talkingI can't reveal my pastHow much longer can I lastThings are wrong with me that keeps me unhappyI can't mention them so things remain crappyWill I ever get to be happyYou think I have it mad

A Poem For Bryan
I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bareDo I have to go through life knowing your not thereplease some one explain to me why he had to goare there any reasons I really need to knowI sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared the talks the laughter of every one you caredI am told the pain will ease in timeand I will think of him without a tearbut that will be impossible as I need to have him hereHe was my very world to me my ever guiding starJust kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are

Poems
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs? I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s

Poems
I was Sitting Here Thinking And Was Wondering Can Someone Really Care To Much For Someone? I Used To Think So Sometimes You Can't Help Who You Care And Love Your Not Supposed To When You Love Someone You Love Them And What You Feel In Your Heart Shouldn't Die. I Believe If You Want Something Bad Enough You Should Fight For It And Not Give Up Cause Once You Do The Other Person May Feel You Given Up On Them As Well. To Me Love Isn't Just Something You Feel It's The Things You Do And Say To A Person That Makes Them Feel Wanted And Needed. I Realized I Can't Give Up Easily Cause It Might Pass Me By Knowing The Person You Think About Is Always There In Your Heart. I Believe People Can Love Again But Are To Scared To Because Of Getting Hurt But I Try And Look At The Positive Things In Life And The Future Cause There Is Someone Out There Who Will Treat You With Love, Honesty, Respect And Be Loyal To So Don't Give Up On The Person Who Has Showed You All Those Things Because You May Not

Poem
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you

A Poem That Gives You Goose Bumps...
A drunk man in an OldsmobileThey said had run the lightThat caused the six-car pileupOn 109 that night.When broken bodies lay about"And blood was everywhere,""The sirens screamed out eulogies,"For death was in the air."A mother,t=#@^^$ inside her car,"Was heard above the noise;Her plaintive plea near split the air:"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"She fought to loose her pinned hands;"She struggled to get free,"But mangled metal held her fastIn grim captivity.Her frightened eyes then focused"On where the back seat once had been,"But all she saw was broken glass andTwo children's seats crushed in.Her twins were nowhere to be seen;"She did not hear them cry, ""And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ""Oh, God, don't let them die! "Then firemen came and cut her loose, ""But when they searched the back, ""They found therein no little boys, "But the seat belts were intact.They thought the woman had gone mad"And was traveling alone, ""But when they turned to question her, "They discovered

Poems By Me
This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see. Still beaten soul and furious heart,bloodlust for ages and cold steel hand. Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending. Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it. Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end. Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest. This is war, this is hate, and bodies like landmines to the mind litter this land, from hatred Of di

Poems
"Walk a little slower please,"Said a child so small."I'm following in your footstepsAnd I don't want to fall.Sometimes your steps are very fast,Sometimes they're hard to see.So walk a little slower please,For you are leading me.Someday when I'm all grown up,You're what I want to be.Then I will have a little child,Who will want to follow me.And I would want to lead just right,And know that I was true.So walk a little slower please,For I must follow you."This one was on one of my daughter's projects they did in her daycare classroom. I thought it was pretty so I figured I'd share it with everyone. :)

A Poem
I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend Read more: http://www.metrolyrics.com/second-chance-lyrics-shinedown.html#ixzz0pNpYpJ6v

Poems
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love? Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is

Poems
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i cry these silent tears i put a smile on my face, like makeup, a normal routine. Hoping this time you will look into my eyes and see the pain that i hide. Why is it you say you love me but you ignore me. If this is love i want no part of it. Must i hide inside with these tears i cry? Will i mess up your perfect little world? When will you open your eyes and see the door and let me out? Cant you hear me screaming banging on the door? The key is in plain sight cant you see it, just look into my eyes! I guess i must move on hoping the next will use the key to unlock the

Poem 1
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an

Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday

A Poem
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years

Poem For Me
I FOUND A GIFT FOR YOU TODAY.IT'S JUST A ROSE YOU MIGHT SAY.AH, BUT TAKE A LITTLE CLOSER PEEK.IT'S WORTH MORE THAN GOLD AS OTHERS SEEK.THE FRAGRANCE OF THIS LITTLE FLOWERIT HAS SUCH AN AWESOME POWER.IT HAS THE POWER TO CALM THE SENSES.AND TEAR DOWN ALL THOSE DIVIDING FENCES.THE FLOWER YOU NOW HOLD IN YOUR HANDIS JUST A ROSE TO THE COMMON MAN.BUT IF YOU LOOK REAL CLOSE YOU WILL SEEHOW MUCH GOD LOVES BOTH YOU AND ME.ITS DELICATE BEAUTY IS A WONDER TO SEE.PETALS SO SMOOTH IT AMAZES ME.HOW GOD COULD CREATE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.SO FRAGILE AND SOFT LIKE A BUTTERFLY'S WING.HE CREATED THIS ROSE

Poems And Writings
chorus these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but know body knows.... he feels so empty feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....the razor meets the skin... blood begins to pour... a secret of life... and how it is no more.... with all the things on earth.... the tears still seem to fall... its a never ending cycle... he just wants to be warm.....chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....all these thoughts running throu his head.... how woiuld it be if i was dead... BANG BANG... and now he knows... no body hears it... no body knows.... his cry for help is now long gone... chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....by: David Scott Fentress sometimes it seems like i can n

Poem
_______________~Puppet~_________________Am I not just a puppet for your personal amusement?A doll for you to laugh and sneer at when tired of all others? A puppet... with torn clothes that long to be renewed, my painted face.. faded and scratched from all the days of being toyed with. My strings are rather dull, but still not able to break under my own free will. I wait in the dark corner of my mind and await for the next person that I must amuse, then be placed back in the darkness, and wait again. Such a life I have come a costume to though, after all what else must a Jester to do? A wait for the kings orders and then entertain untill send to the gallows, or upon my own death. So I wait, in my corner until my king, my master comes and fetches me. And I still think....Will someone ever cut my stings? Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it

Poems
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again. We have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot.

A Poem I Found & Liked
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!

Poem 1
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending. "What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my

Poem
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside.

Poems
Light in the End Am I lovedDoes anyone careThese are my feelingsI'm afraid to shareWhat's this life forDoes anyone knowPlease tell me quickBefore I let goI guess no one heard meI wasn't loud enoughMy silent cry for helpWas taken as a bluffMy feet are getting tiredMy chest begins to acheMy mind is overwhelmedMy legs begin to shakeMy bodies getting weakerAs my spirit begins to tearI find myself holdingPill forms of despairThe decision I have madeI soon to regretAs the poison in my bodyBegins to take effect"You don't have to do this"I hear the voice quite clear"I've been there beforeSo for you I am here"Everything goes darkAs I am about to pass outI remember the voiceAnd what the message was aboutA few hours laterAs I open my eyesMy family and friendsCame as a surpriseMy Family brought loveAs my friends gave me hopeWhat I thought was the endHad turned into hopeAfter so much darknessI can feel the dim lightIt's going to take some timeTo adjust my poor sight

Poem
My name's sky I'm three,My eyes are swollen.I can't see,I must be stupid.I must be bad,What else could have made my daddy so mad?I wish i were better i wish i weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.I can't do wrong i can't speak at all or else i am lockup all day long.When i am awake i am all alone.The house is dark my folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home.I'll try and be nice,so maybe i will just get one whipping tonight.I just heard a car,my daddy's back from charlies bar.I hear him curse.My name's called,I press myself***gaist the wall.I try to hide from his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping calls me ugly words,He says it's my fault that he suffers at work.he slaps and hits me and yells at me more,I finally get free and run to the door.He's already locked it and i start to crawl,He takes me and throws me agaist the hard wall.I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues with more bad words spoke

Poems From The Inner Woman
Kokain3ON EDGE I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PAINMAKE YOU FEEL AT EASE & SANEI'M POISONOUS AT HEART..CALL ME**KOKAIN3**TROUBLES CEASE TO EXIST WHEN I'M AROUNDYOU FEEL LIKE FLYING UNTIL YOU'VE COME DOWNI'LL HAVE YOU IN MY CONTROL ASK JOHN DOEMY ATTRACTION IS VENOMOUS YOU'LL YEARN FOR MO'**INFAMOUS KOKAIN3**COME TRY ME I FAITHFULLY PROMISE I GOT THAT HOOKTASTING ME TIL THE LAST DROP FOR ME YOU'LL LOOKMY POTION IS SPITEFUL I'LL TAKE ALL FEARS AWAYUNTIL I GOT YOUR SOUL..WITH ME YOU'LL STAYI'M YOUR FRIEND WITH MANY PLANS FOR YOUSNIFF..SMOKE..SHOOT..COME TO ME AND SAY I DOTIME TO COME HOME TO A DELIGHTFUL EUPHORIA I'VE GOT IN STOREI'LL HAVE YOU ON BENDED KNEE WORSHIPING & ACHING FOR MOREI'VE GOT YOU WHERE I WANT YOU SO LET'S CONTINUE THIS GAME THAT I PLAYSELLING ALL YOUR POSSESSIONS UNTIL YOU'VE GOT A DOSE OF MY NECTAR FOR THE DAYI WON'T HURT YOU MY FRIEND I WANT YOU TO WANT ME MORE AND MOREA KNOWN REPUTATION OF GETTING YOU SPRUNG..IT'S I (KOKAIN3)THAT YOU ADOREONE..TWO..KOKAIN3'S COMING FOR YOUTHREE..

Poems Of Mine.
I see you in the darkness. I sit and wait for my chance. Giggle giggle Sooner or later I'll have you. In my bed in my arms. You'll never know it. Blade kisses your neck. Trickle of blood. Mouth starts to salvate. Trickle trickle. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later I'll have you. Duct tape streched and ready. Rope by my side. Giggle giggle. Sooner or later.

Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,

Poems By Jason Aka Dj Blades
LostI have seen eternityI am the king of timeI am off the Edge of SanityMy living ain't no crimeA soldier of existencechosen to beProtector of the earthI'll last eternallyI awake into another spherereborn into the neverwhereAll alone in this spaceThere's no love nor disgraceMy body aches, I tremble with fearThe sky, the last I saw is no longer clearWater and ice cover the groundI can face reality, the world has drownedI try to move but I am caged in iceFloating bodies looking for their paradiseBut the truth is no longer fantasyin this world I am the only man to be. Chorus: I AM LOST, I WAS NEVER CREATEDI AM LOST, lIFE IS DEVASTATED We melt away and I feel the mudthat once was land for allthe sea of ice that used to bethe home of humanityMy soul is frozen, longing for fireI barely believe I see this sightAll I can face is eternal night.The sun awakes and shine on all the remainsThe ice that encaged my bodynow flows in strainsSoon I can move, and walk awayWhat the future

Poems
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?

Poems
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"

Poems
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all...

Poems
Every 15 MinutesThe sound of the heart monitor steadily beeping,A teen laying in a room barely alive,Families in shambles praying to God,A school laying in wait wondering why.One dead three hanging on,Every 15 minutes somebody dies, Drinking and driving could have killed them all.A little sister clueless,Not understanding why she cant see her brother.A late call in the middle of the night, Made to and unexpecting parent,The Grim Reaper has claimed another life.Two dead, two hanging on.The cuffs being put on one.Every 15 minutes a family loses a member.Every 15 minutes a school loses a student.Every 15 minutes a someone loses a friend.Every 15 minutes…. -Cassie Hart "UNITED" The beat of my heart flows along with the music, the music of the horses breathing, the horses pounding hoof beats, and the horses' heart beat as we as one united being gallop across the open land. I hear the gushing of the rivers and waterfalls; I hear the whispering of the trees deep in the forest, I hear

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

Poem
Fingers stroking So much time passed Touching the tiny mound of flesh A monotonous rhythm Each breath restrained The petite fold of skin Retracted from the glistening dot Beaconing sensitivity Controlling moments with Simple thoughts Rub forward then back Calculating the pressure Minute but agony producing No more control Release Hot daggers of pleasure racing down an arched spine The taste of blood from a bitten lip Clinching contractions of delight Moaning, neck twisting, distorted Convulsive ecstasy searing tension Beyond the limit Becoming darkness Awakening Coated in warm sweat The slippery sexual moisture Abundantly flowing Filling the air With the fragrance Of fulfillment

Poems
i give her my will, my essence, my love and my freedom she is mine and i will protect her no matter what she has my heart, my soul, my caring side, and everything else i love her and i know she loves me back

Poems And Quotes By Dly (dlo73) Please Rate And Comment
The Dream My heart acheswanting your touchThe sound of you voiceas it lulls me to sleepThe scent you give offwhen your in my armsThe look you give me andi just melt to the groundThe taste of your lipsas they tangle with mineWith my dreams on the lineI know you are all mine July 29th 2009 Time Time passes so slowly

Poems Written In The Summer Of 2010, Inspired By Someone Who Will Hold A Permenent Place In My Heart
Feeling completely loved is something oh so new.I didnt know this was possible, then again I didnt know you.Your all ive ever wanted and all i ever needed in this life to surviveBeing without you isnt an option, theres no way I could possibly get by.

Poems
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and The clock is ticking And I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny

Poem
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared.

Poems Written By Me
layin here waiting for your return my heart mind and soul race and yearn your words charm your sexxi face it all makes me leave this placeanother world u&i our own time zone so fullfilled and high i know ur the one i have waited for im so happy i opened that door i love u more every min dat pass byour world our love together till we die hes the reason i wake the air that i breathehis words charm smile trust i believe he warms my heart like noone beforehe makes my soul and mind think and soreour bodies are mortal but our love is moredevine immortal true and purehe has brought life back into my soulwith him beside me i feel completely wholekneeling beside you until neededmy limits fears cravings being completedas you push me to strive it throughmy accomplishments i owe to youso complete and warm insidewith you my feelings ill neva hideso honored you call me yoursinside me a fire stirsthank you Sir for choosing mei owe my all to you for not letting me stay freei love you more than you wil

Poems
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo

A Poem Wrote For Me
I have had my head turned, its not like I have never been burned. But your eyes captivate my mind, you can be so very gentle and kind. When the mood strikes you for some awesome sex, upon my head you put that wonderful hex. Your beauty is a sensuous sight to see, and many a men would like to be me. Be that as it may, my will has been taken by you and my soul cries out for your touch and it is always new. So here we are standing oh so close, of you I can not get a big enough dose. I am a very lucky man for sure, for your caress there is nothing I would not endure. Our togetherness is something to see...

Poems
Laying alone staring at the night sky. Wrapped in a blanket trying to keep warm, wishing you were here. Your arms holding me tight, our bodies pressed together, Our lips locked in a passionate kiss. Your voice comforts me when I feel lost. The love you give me keeps me warm on cold nights. The memories you have etched keep me company when I am alone. You are forever in my heart. Red, orange, yellow, green are the colors that I see as I look all around. What am i looking at? Nothing but the...trees As the leavs change from green and fall off the trees they cover the ground in a rainbow of colors

Poems
It's the ressurrection, my rebirth, it's time for me to shine. I'm back from the dead, and it's time to take back what's mine. It's been a long time coming, but I'm finally awake. Now there are many walls that I need to break. The walls of negativety, I'm tearing it down. Because I'm done making myself look like a clown. Time to get down to business and put my talent to work. I will know in the future what all of it will be worth. Now, onto the wall of fake friends. I trusted them too much, but they will fall in the end. You know who you are, so I'm talking to you. Because what goes around will come back around, and it'll come back on you. Now onto the walls of self-doubt. Time to get a heavy sledge-hammer to show what I'm all about. It's time for me to let it all go. I'm being reborn and it's time for me to grow. I'm leaving the past behind, and it's long overdue. It's time for my resurrection and my soul to be renewed.

Poems I Like
XanaduKubla KhanIn Xanadu did Kubla KhanA stately pleasure-dome decree:Where Alph, the sacred river, ranThrough caverns measureless to manDown to a sunless sea.So twice five miles of fertile groundWith walls and towers were girdled round:And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;And here were forests ancient as the hills,Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slantedDown the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!A savage place! as holy and enchantedAs e'er beneath a waning moon was hauntedBy woman wailing for her demon-lover!And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,A mighty fountain momently was forced:Amid whose swift half-intermitted burstHuge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail:And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and everIt flung up momently the sacred river.Five miles meandering with a mazy

Poems
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. THERE IS A DISCIPLINE IN A SOLDIER YOU CAN SEE IT WHEN HE WALKS, THERE IS HONOR IN A SOLDIER YOU HEAR IT WHEN HE TALKS THERE IS COURAGE IN A SOLDIER THAT HE WILL NOT COMPROMISE. THERE IS SOMETHING IN A SOLDIER THAT MAKES HIM STAND APART, THERE IS STRENGTH IN A SOLDIER THAT BEATS FROM HIS HEART. A SOLDIER ISN'T A TITLE ANY MAN CAN BE HIRED TO DO A SOLDIER IS THE SOUL OF THAT MAN B

Poems
Searching for completion of my soulVoyaging through shallow watersBy the valleys of rosesGuided by a warm breezeTheres an amazing creature Hair of a ravens wing flowing in the breezeEyes gleaming in the sky of blueSurrounded by spirituality and lusterA love for spirits as wild as mineOne embrace places us togetherHappiness erupting in the lusterI no longer voyage through the shallow watersFor love made land for a home

A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere

Poems By Hyia
For Just A Taste Of You I need to take you in my strong arms let me hold you oh so close and tight our sighs rising high into the heavens rocking wrapped up in sweet delight You know I'll never ever let you go I yearn to kiss your lush warm lips till we melt blissful in love's wild fire in a dance eternal, joined at the hip I want you to know my heart's pure voice hear me pour out my feelings for you to shout them at the boundless sky so strong, so deep, so clear so true love's feast calls us to this moment no reason needed, for what we do I have a gnawing hunger in my soul always aching for just a taste of you

Poems
CLOSE You can close your eyes from things, things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart on things you don't want to feel. SOMEDAY Someday you'll cry for me, like i cried for you, Someday you'll miss me like i missed you, Someday you'll need me like i needed you, Someday you'll love me but i won't love you MISSING YOU miss your arms around me miss seeing you missing you just being with you i never did stop loving you can't stop thinking about you wish you didn't go miss you beng next to you in your arms . you never left my heart. 2010

Poem
Now I realize too late Maybe it was just fate Why couldn't I see What you really need I am the one that could have been Why was I so blind to see? We were there, just you and me Now alone I sit Missing the fire that we lit That flame is now blown out Never to burn again without a doubt So I sit here thinking of you and I I just ask the stars, why? oh why? There is nothing to do Its time to get over you. So I say good bye to all we had This is just too sad I wish I didn't have to go through that door I realize that you want me no more.

Poems
Wild fantasies The likeness blows my mind, From it I cannot hide I want a pint of this weakness Because looking at her makes me so meek Dreaming of her last night, Looking at her eyes this morning, Same flavor but not boring, Thought I would never taste the forbidden apple.. Sweeter than a cucumber, tastier than cream, To shift I may, no longer sitting on the fence. Her sweet lips..Sweeter than wine, Her curvy body so perfect it makes me blind. Touch so soft ..Aloft

Poems I Wrote Many Yrs Ago
I couldn't turn my back onyou I had t be a man So I left to serve my country Survive the best I can. Now here I sit in a rice field Trying to stay alive A NV camp close to our sights A stranger at my side.

Poems I Love
Such beautiful eyes Such beautiful eyesI tell myself not to lookWhen you walk on byBut i take a peekJust to remind myself whyEvery time you turn the cornerIll be there watchingLooking into those beautiful eyesEvery time you leave the houseIll be on the other side of the streetIm your shadowEven when its darkYour all alone nowWalking down an empty roadSuch beautiful eyesEven when death is in sightSuch beautiful eyesEven when life is no longer insideNow i walk down

Poem 1
What were you to me? Everything that I thought you could be. The only one who was ever there The only one that I knew even cared And never again will I ever know That thing that you made me feel And now I am so cold We had it all... We had each other I know I will never fall For anyone like this again Debating if I called your name Would you be there time and time again You always told me not to doubt myself And now I am stuck in this bottomless hell And never again will I ever know That thing that you made me feel And now I am so cold Loving never knowing how You felt or how you could pretend And I know I will never be the same Cause you fucked my mind up In your stupid game. We had it all We had each other I know I will never fall For anyone like this again

Poems
Don't take the fact that I am injured as a weakness \If you had been put in my situations \Numerous times you'd be dead \I know your worried but I am worried about all of you \I appreciate your thoughts and prayers \I am greatful of the tears you've cried \But I am not the one who has died \It's not the first time life has tried and been denied \How many times should I have died \This life is still a mystery to me \I've looked in every direction \Trying to find the answer \I havent had any luck \I know that I am here for my family and my freinds \But I just can't tell where a lesson begins or it ends \I am not Mr Glass and I am not Unbreakable \But sometimes I feel like my life is untakable This boredom that leads to anger That rattles my brain and Drives me insane \I feel no love There is no love to feel Pushes me to the breaking point What the hell is my deal \Pain and hate Rush through my veins Mind and pride are gone But my body remains \Friends; Or so they say What's with these g

Poems
I don’t know what to say,I don’t know how to say itI wake each morning feeling like I am aloneI know I’m not but, its hard not to feel it He is out there, waitingLooking for meBut where is he?That I don’t know. All I know is that he is out there….Out there somewhere,Waiting, and looking for meSomewhere…. I can feel his collar around my neck,I can feel his control of my bodyI can feel him and his powerI know I will belong to him Where are you Master?Where are you now?When will I know you?When? I can hear your voice,I can feel your control,I know you care for me,I know I will serve you fully Time does passTime passes slowlyTime, time, time….Why does it take so much time? When I first saw you I was not sure,I didn’t know who you where,I didn’t know you where for meI didn’t know I was for youI just didn’t know…. My mind is a blur of memoriesMemories that I tried to forgetMemories you need to know aboutMemor

Poems
A wonder of you, a whispered word or two She looks at me with a smile I feel but it is so? Does she love me truly? So much that I feel compressed expressions lacking frame of mind Yet my mind I would have you know! and not only a part of this puzzle! Truly how can this be? Yet here we are! I feel it in this blackness inside that moment before the day’s last ending breath I feel her love upon my heart in this I am left With all that is left of me I would run How to cross this precipice of time and space? How can I help you fully understand? I think yet my mind moves to thoughts Falling into this I have been made again I find that before I was truly alone yet never by oneself Doubts overshadowed by sense of truth and love Stars look down one each from above The brightest star only seen between her eyes Eyes look through me deeply to see that as if mirrored one’s own Insecurities’ shown Shown and discarded taken back as the tide washed away with the bru

Poems
Written in April 2012. This was supposed to be another form poem called a Rondou. Not quite sure how well it turned out as a form poem, but I like this poem a lot in general. Written after being broken up with by my boyfriend of three years.

Poems
I love to listen to you talk, as you open up to me, expressing what your feeling, and everything you see. I love they way you listen, and how i know you understand, everything I'm mumbling, and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice, and tell what or not to do, You always make me fell better, and help me pursue. I love the way you help me, Whether is night or day, your always there, every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile, and make me glow with delight, You take away my fears, and make everything alright. I love everything about you, And you'll always be my Friend, I guess what i cant accept, Is that i will love you forever and always till the end.

Poems
Never Enough Everything I do seems to never be enougheverything I say seems to fade awayeverything I am is never enougheverything I'm not is what they make of medo I or should I even carewhat these people even say or thinkwhy does the world consist around themwhat makes them better

A Poem By Ir
I would tell you a million times your beautiful and loved I would say it a million times if you would believe just the one Yes, I would trade a million, for just the single one I know the ways you have been broken, seen you have to mend I know I'll see it happen probably again Yes, I've seen it happen and likely will again I will never hold you or feel your sweet kiss I will never know nights of passion or days of unending bliss Yes, I will not know you or the power of your kiss I will always love you despite all of this I will always love you forever till the end Yes, I will always love you even after my own end

A Poem By A Friend
He is a friend when in need A good friend indeed With cartoons and funnies Charm that flows like honey He is Johnplanedude Not the least bit rude Always good for a laugh and a smile A friend that will last more than a little while Always ready for fun and good times I'm proud to say he's a friend of mine

Poems I Have Written
Gone FishingA young man once asked a fisherman can you teach me how to fish?Said the man, "Why, yes I can, if that is what you wish."He set the boy to digging, after every stormand told him "Come back and see me, when you've found the perfect worm.After weeks of shoveling, and blisters on his handhe still had not found one cause he didn't understand.He wasn't searching for a worm, or some other piscine dish, but learning to be patient; you need that when you fish.He came back to the jetty with a full bait pail,and set it down at the mans feet as he began to wail.The fisher glanced down at his feet and said "I guess this will do. Get yourself a rod from the shed, and bring one for me too."The man waited patiently to see the ones he chose and asked him quite intensely, "What made you pick out those?"The young man answered testily, "I want to catch big fish, so I got the largest ones I found, to help me with my wish.""It's not about the size of pole, or quantity of bait,it's about your pa

Poems
Tears of pain and sorrow, Not wanting to wake up to see tomorrow, Waiting for death to come, To fill the happiness of some, Lost is the love and vigor for life, Pain cutting through me like a knife, Dreams lost once more, Wanting to leave this life forevermore, Happiness and bliss are just figments, Of a life never to be had, Tragedy and pain rule again, My heart lost and broken full of despair, Wishing I could disappear into thin air. Darkness closing in, The demon struggles to be released, Pain, misery, and agony is all that's left within, Making him stronger by the minute, Look deep within the cold, glossy eyes, And find certain death within, The flames of hatred and bitterness, Burns deep within your soul, Feasting on your fear and dispair, Drowning his thirst with your blood,

Poem For Baby Ray Ray
I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day When I have the chance to sit and think I stare ahead and never stop to blink My heart is loudly crying out for you My soul is crying out for love so true I don't know how I've made it this long I don't know how I've stayed so strong I guess I am waiting for the day When all of my pain will go away It's been so hard without you by my side Losing you took away so much of my pride You are part of me, a piece of my soul And until you find me, I will never be whole I am so sorry that I let you go And hope one day that you will know That all I wanted was the best for you

Poems
PainPain pain go away!Please do not come back another day.Tears falling down my faceoh how I wish for Her warm embrace.Wonder if she cares about me.Wonder if this is suppose to be.How can she stand there and break my heartHow did we allow us to grow so far apart?My dreams of us being happy might not come trueall I am feeling is down and blue.Pain pain go awaybring me back to another daywhere she loved me andwe thought we were meant to be.I will not stop loving you that much is truebut I will be stronger in timeand not feel so blue.you will always be in my hearteven when we are apart.One day I will have that warm embraceand tears will stop flowing down my face.

Poem I Saw Today...powerful
One by One, they pass by my cage, Too old, too worn, too broken, no way. Way past his time, he can't run and play. Then they shake their heads slowly and go on their way. A little old man, arthritic and sore, It seems I am not wanted anymore. I once had a home, I once had a bed, A place that was warm, and where I was fed. Now my muzzle is gray, and my eyes slowly fail. Who wants a dog so old and so frail? My family decided I didn't belong, I got in their way, my attitude was wrong. Whatever excuse they made in their head, Can't justify how they left me for dead. Now I sit in this cage, where day after day, The younger dogs get adopted away. When I had almost come to the end of my rope, You saw my face, and I finally had hope. You saw thru the gray, and the legs bent with age, And felt I still had life beyond this cage. You took me home, gave me food and a bed, And shared your own pillow with my poor tired head. We snuggle and play, and you talk to me low, You

Poems
i have this shell around me it keeps me safe but hiding from everyone but now im coming out of the shell leaving it behind being my self again showing who i really am to everyone and i have one sweet person

Poems
I know where I stand,I know where I standI...KNOW...WHERE...I...STANDWell...Where do you stand? My chest is heaving as I'm breathing- heavy thoughts out -and I scream my anger to skies, my pain, this shits inside my brain and I swear I can't take the strain.A never ending rain drowning me, slain. Shift the lane and see- the derranged mess that got up -to take over the rest. Vestibule is no longer a word where the personalities revolve faster as the door keeps spinning and each new grinning face is at a different pace and each one is laced with the knowledge of being able to see right through you. I'm standing here with my head in my hands- these tears are falling -but they flow with the viscosity of blood and its a flood each time the knife falls to my skin. If you were where I stood, then things would be good, but like the hangman- you wear a hood -to disguise how you never wanted to care that deeply for a friend you thought was mentally abused. You're unable to tell me where yo

Poems
The fortunes that be the fortunes that told you are the one i behold pull you close hold you tight i think of you every night so i say with good grace yu are the one in my heart felt place i think of no other to be true than to think of only you your my star bright in the sky your the one with no reason to ask why you cannot bebeat when im with you the love i feel amazes me and fills me too so hold on tight and close to your heart for we will never be apart heaven nor hell can tear us away true love is here and its here to stay so close your eyes and prepare your lips for i will give you a loving kiss :* im not that great at writting poems not real fancy or anything they just come right off the top of my head

Poems (:
Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted

Poems & Romance, Words Of Passion
After a long and weary day I come home to a cold and empty house to take a warm relaxing shower. As I finish I dry off and get dressed in my pajamas, only to walk over and lay down in my bed all alone. I try to find solace in the thought that alone my life is uncomplicated, no worries, no one to answer to. With that I stretch out and lay my head gently upon my pillow. Slowly my eyes begin to close and I drift off to a deep sleep, where in my mind I am greeted with the sight of a room softly lit by candles. I can hear some soft romantic music playing in the background. The scent of Jasmine is in the air. I can hear a voice that seems to be the voice of an angel it is soothing and warming like soft shivers down my spine. I close my eyes to try and picture the face that goes hand and hand with the voice of my mystery woman. While my eyes are closed I can feel a soft and gentle touch that caresses my face and then runs through my hair. I can feel her fingers run across my lips delicate

Poems Or Life Sayings
The heights by great men reached and kept Were not attained by sudden flight, But they, while their companions slept, Were toiling upward in the night. Standing on what too long we bore With shoulders bent and downcast eyes, We may discern–unseen before– A path to higher destinies. Nor deem the irrevocable Past, As wholly wasted, wholly vain, If, rising on its wrecks, at last To something nobler we attain. – Longfellow

Poem For Our Military-love And Much Support And Respect
For our MilitaryA beautiful poem written by razin hell FOB CHRISTINA TRC https://fubar.com/14318016I am sharing with his permission" Unicorns and ducks"Here's a story of a manlets say his name is johnwho had hopes and dreamsof being somebody when he was younghe grew up in a small townand went to its schoolwas a b average studentand never acted like a foolhis own grandfather had served

Poems I Wrote
I need to build my walls again, I need to build them high. This time they won't be weak, But strong and to the sky. This little old heart of mine, It can't take it any more. So it's time to lock it tight, With a key and a bolt on the door. I have sat and racked my brains out, Not just today, but weeks on end, Makes me wonder if things really are true, About friends until the end. Well, now I will leave you wondering,

Poems?
It's been a rough year, there have been times when I barely made it through. But I don't regret the decision I made by leaving you. You broke my heart and blamed it all on me. Why would you cut that deep and act like you deserve to be free? You tied me up for years and made me feel like shit. It makes me so fuckin angry just thinking about it. I don't cry over you, and I never will... I just know what to accept and how to feel. I've never felt better than I do at the end of this year. The further forward I move, the clearer I see what I used to fear. I'll just keep beating it into submission to continue my new journey. It's getting easier to push away what hurt me. So go on thinking you made the right choices in life. You couldn't make any man happy by being a good wife. You don't know the first thing about being a strong woman. You'll never take a second to wonder what happened in that moment. I'll be free to be the man I'm supposed to be. I don't care what anyone bel

Poems And Meanings
Dear Lord I'm praying you wrap your arms around those in need of a hug ,So tight they feel your presence,As you comfort them in there time of pain as they feel they are surrounded by darkness, Surrounded them with light so bright,They see your shadow beside them,Let there

Poems
This is for every woman that cries herself to sleep that lies alone in bed at night that stays awake, unable to sleep This is for every woman that is scared of being hurt again that has been left behind, heartbroken that needs to be given something to believe in This is for every woman that needs to feel wanted that wants to feel desirable that feels like no one even cares This is for every woman that has loved another freely that shows how much she cares that accepts others for who they are You are beautiful. Everything will be okay if you can believe in yourself. But most of all, please love yourself.

Poerty
Is this your smile or the sunshine I see trough the trees. Is this a dream or can it be that I am seeing for the very first time, was that thunder or was that my heart beating for you. Is this a mircle! These two hearts beating in perfect harmony we find weeds and turn them into roses we walk in a desert and the rain falls we find a place where the clouds live, we play, we sing, we live but most important we have a deep love for each other and the sun will always shine through. you inspire me in every way! My, dearest Mark I will stand by you untill all the stars have fell out of the sky and the oceans have all ran dry forever and a day

Poerty
I'm glad I'm a woman, yes I am, yes I am. I don't live off of Budweiser, Beer Nuts and Spam. I don't brag to my buddies about my erections. I won't drive to Hell before I ask for directions. I don't get wasted at parties, and act like a clown. And I know how to put that damned toilet seat down! I won't grab your hooters, I won't pinch your butt. My belt buckle's not hidden beneath my beer gut. And I don't go around "readjusting" my crotch, or yell like Tarzan when my headboard gets a notch. I don't belch in public, I don't scratch my behind. I'm a woman you see-I'm just not that kind! I'm glad I'm a woman, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have body hair like shag carpeting. It doesn't grow from my ears or cover my back. When I lean over you can't see 3 inches of crack. And what's on my head doesn't leave with my comb. I'll never buy a toupee to cover my dome. Or have a few hairs pulled from over the side. I'm a woman, you know-I've got far too much pride! A

Poerty
12-20-2004 A Child Found, A Child Lost I lay awake Watching for daybreak All I can do is think While this paper is still blank What would you have been? Where can I begin? We did all we could do Then one day it was true There you where, a baby Growing inside me Then the day came When nothing would be the same For I lost you And nothing I could do I have to go on But my love is not gone We will never be apart Forever in my heart 7-23-2002 My World You will never understand What you have done The joy you have brought The hope you have restored The life you will make greater How much you mean to me You are my world There are not words to explain The way I feel The love I have The hope and faith I have The joy I feel How much you mean to me You are my world You have brought a lot to my life You restored the things that I had lost You except things others didn't You help

Poerty
Satan's HollowNocturne arises, dusk has comeStarry lumanesenceLucifer's face shines in the western skyThe nook awaits amidst the black twisted treeFive chairs 'round the circle stand for theeThe horned skull there gazing into the nightMoonlight filters through the gnarled graspQuietude in darkened corner, course the breezeThe Shadowy form ignites the hellflameThe muse dances and echoes among the garden leavesThe sounds of creatures great and smallTo prance about and feel the thrallThe scent of jasmine afloat in the crisp airThe eeriness increases thereBegins the world created afreshWhispering thoughts inspiring haunted breathThe Noctuar

Poesia,y Pintura
CASITAS NUEVAS Voy caminando por la calle de mi vida En mi pasado de casitas viejas, tengo una historia recordada apenas. En cada una escribí un momento, una niña feliz, una mujer con tiempo, de enamorarme cada día nuevo. Viví mi madurez y mi madrazgo, un hijo que responde al sortilegio de trascender el tiempo y el espacio, un hombre que renueva cada noche la juventud eterna del deseo, de las gloriosas noches de lujuria de las tristezas grises de la muerte. Voy caminando por la calle vieja dejando atrás mis casitas viejas. Mirando puertas de casitas nuevas busco la que se abra deslumbrante para encontrar mis días y mis noches nuevas. BEATRIZ OJEDA CUERPO A CUERPO Cuando tardas en llegar tengo los ojos dormidos tengo las lágrimas tristes entre mis cuentos de libros. Siento la puerta cerrarse, cuento tus pasos de amores, los que llegan a mi lecho para calmar mis temores. Miro tus ojos alegres me encie

Poe's Thoughts, Because I Kick Ass.
Alls these people wishing I was dead From all the fucked up thoughts running through my head Paranoid thoughts I was to shread Suicidal thoughts hanging over my bed I no longer feel alive I no longer feel dead Drugs after drugs Night after night Man these drugs are out of sight It could be acid It could be shrooms Alls I know is that the fucking room moves I hear screaming in my head Makes me wish I was dead Homicidal thoughts racing through my head Holy shit I want you dead GOD DAMNIT BITCH QUIT SCREAMING IN MY MOTHER FUCKING HEAD SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RAGGIEDY ASS CUNT Click click Bang bang I wonder who's dead.

Poetry Corner
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said he ran the light Had caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere The sirens screamed out down the road For death was in the air A mother trapped inside her car Was heard above the noise her plea split the air " Oh, God please spare my boys!" She fought to free her hands But mangled metal held her fast Her frightened eyes then focused On where the backseat once had been But all she saw was broken glass And two children's seats crushed in Her twins were nowhere to be seen She did not hear them cry She prayed they had been thrown free " Oh, gods dont let them die!" She cryed into the night The fireman came to cut her loose When he searched the backseat There were no bodies to be seen The seat belts were intact They thought the woman had gone mad And was travling alone But when they turned to question her They discovered she was gone Police saw her runnin

Poetry And Lyrics...
It is living inside of me like any virus Stop me if you've heard this all before I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in So smile and flirt "Wouldn't you like to stay the night?" "Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?" Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean Blowing kisses to the drowning mass Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways Let me greet you with open arms A knife held in each hand Perhaps then you'd get the point Perhaps you'd understand Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke I'd love to watch you die Choke Oh how I tire of circles Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines At least then I'd see just where I'm headed And where I've come from The buzzing flies await The feeding maggots behind All my life I've been ascending Only to be eaten alive The clouds of the night sky Open up like neon thighs Eating the shit off your shoes I am your whore And I'll be b

Poetry
The shepherd loved his little lamb, And gave it tender care, And followed it with his loving eyes. As it wandered here and there, And as he sat by his gazing flock-Who so meekily his voice obeyed, he pondered sadly his little lamb;as again it would stray. The little lamb had a loving heart, And adored his shephered true, But would turn aside and seek his own way as lambs will often do. With his gentle voice the shepherd called to his loved and straying lamb come back little one for you are not safe unless you are where I am. But still the lamb would soon forget, And unthinkingly wander away, And not really noticing what he did, From the shepherd's side would stray. Until one day the shepherd kind, took his rod in hand, What he then did seemed so cruel that the lamb could not understand. for with one sharp and well aimed blow down the rod so swiftly came; that it broke the leg of the little lamb, And left it crippled and lame. Then the little lamb wi

{poetry Madness
Written:By Blossom_Rose Sitting Here Thinking Of You Hoping One Day We Will Meet, There Will Be No Modern Technology It Will Be So Unique. You Will Be Holding MY Hand And I'll Be Thinking Ain't Love Grand Look Here World It's Just Me And My Man What A Wonderful Plan Yeah Just Me And My Man Listen Up World We're Off To WonderLand Yo I Don't Care Who See's Us They'll Be Just Wishing They Could Be Us You'll Reach out and Touch My Heart It Will Melt In your Hand and We'll Take a Stand There's No If's And's Or Maybe's Just Me And My Baby I Love you And You Love Me What a Call OF Destiny Written By :Blossom_Rose This Poem Is Being Published Right Along With The Other One And All The Rest Are Already Published mommy johnny brought a gun to school he told his friends that it was cool and then he pulled the trigger back it shot with a great crack mommy i was a good girl i did what i was told i went to school i got straight A's i even got the gold! but mommy when i went t

Poetry
Even though our time is gonna be hard Even though our lives will change Even though we'll be so far apart Even though times will be rough Together we'll get through Just me and you Even though your leaving Even though we'll be 2 worlds apart Even though I'll miss you And you'll miss me Together we'll get through Just me and you Listen to me Listen to me baby Cause I know Together we'll get through Just dont forget I love you

Poetry
Broken promises and tattered dreams, Fallen angels with sindged wings.. Can't you see? It seems you were once just like me... Doomed as an outcast of all society, As it felt that you would be alone for all eternity.. Now that we've met one another, Perhaps we could bless eachother with the presence of a passionate love.. So blissful and yet care free of anyones judgement foreseen unto you and me, We shall forever live on always happily.. Shining brightly in the reflection of their eyes, From the ones who could not be.. By: Chris DickenWritten: 9-11-04 As you laid there dying, Not a thought of greif crossed my mind.. For I knew that you would carry on to a much better place, Although inside my heart and soul I was crying.. I felt as if a piece of me had died, Even though I held our memories fond and your love in my heart with pride inside me... I carried on without you, Always thinking about you.. As I knew you were keeping watch over me, From above.. Consistently sending me signs of y

Poetry Tell Me What You Think.
Feeling so much pain inside and out wanting people to just understand even times I scream and shout I feel noone holds my hand anger takes a hold of me me fighting with all my might why can't the demons let me be I have no energy left to fight The times I feel i need someone the most have my back is what they should do instead it is a "ME" roast how about walk ONE day in my shoes? I will make it I know I can alone if I have to I will prove I never RAN and get stronger through and through Elizabeth 11/30/06 Helpless is who Iam Freedom is what I need Trapped and I feel damned I cut and I bleed Is there an out? Will I ever be free? My life is full of doubt Not too many options I see Hanging by a thread Slipping down the hole I feel good seeing red Hurting me is my goal Being stuck inside my head Begging to get out Hearing all the things it said Then you wonder why I shout? All of me is slowly dieing But so

Poetry
I ask you to beat me I like it fast I need to want, ache, moan, scream, soar ... Only when he uses power Do I pant, ask, urge, lust, worship ... Tell him Death would pound her knife On bare skin, it's like boiling blood But it could smear like honey ... I lie languidly, weak, drunk, asleep Chaining my eternity to my top For his love cools like a flood But my dream is never true ...

Poetry
CALVIN I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK HE WAS ONE OF A KIND I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME ~J.S.O.~ I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU..... YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND YOU STAY ON MY MIND TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE W

Poetry
She doesn't need a tera to show her beatuy or diamounds nor pearls, She wears her vuales and morals as a tera, Her heart carries percious gems that shine thru the darkest night, Like stars spakling, Just a modern day princess No need for diamounds or pearls My riches lay in the deepest of my soul, Noone can touch that written by: Helen Agulilar

Poetry
alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare shit gets hard u try and act tough ur home life is rough lock ur self inside ur room droplets fall like bombs and go kaboom i guess its time to bring out ur lil friend its time to just let the pain begina and let everything else end alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare ur lover dumped ur and ur really sad ur best friend fucked her and ur fucking mad thinkin ima kill that guy or maybe its my time to die pull out ur butterfly with old blood stains renimissing all ur old forgotin pain alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death sh

Poetry And Writings
Have you ever felt so strongly about a person, thing, or idea just after a short period of time yet you still are in the dark? Have you ever had a short glimpse into someone's eyes and in that instance you can see and feel their soul? Have you ever thought you were amongst a love so strong that it could tear you apart just with one touch? Have you ever leaped into your future so quickly that it fell on you without warning? Have you ever fanticized about an idea of love that the real thing passed you by? Have things beyond your control ever blinded you from feeling anything...anything at all? Have you ever been so lonely that you tremble with joy at the idea that someone shows interest? Have you ever been so scared of your own footsteps that you would rather stand still then take a leap of faith? Have you ever felt a drop of passion land on your shoulder? Have your tears ever been so thick that you feel like you are in a caccoon and no one can see you? Have

Poetry And Writing
The eve the moon died I mourned and I cried For the loss of it's beautiful light The stars shined fierce Could not wane, could not pierce The gloom of that moonless night Who could have thought That I would be so wrought As that satellite sank into the sea When a fortnight had past I was amazing and yet aghast As she appeared once again to me. How can I express These thoughts of unrest I choke and I drown Cast ever and always down Into this pit where I fall No one to hear me call Broken here I lie To myself, don't know why I can't shake this shame No one else to blame Saved for no another Just the keeper of my brother Put me upon the alter A repent for the falter With the dawn comes the sun Kiss the flames, and I'm done. The sun drowns in the sea and stains the sky crimson As moonlight now becomes the light to rule the evening Skeletal remains lie black and charred amongst the ashes Slowly the inferno is resurected from pyramid stacked bodies Impaled

Poetry
The Feelings That I Have For You Can Not Be Said Or Felt So True Until I Gaze Into Those Deep Brown Eyes And See My Feelings From Inside With you I Feel There Are No Chains My Soul Is Free To Soar Again And Leave Behind That Karmic Debt That I once Had Before We Met. I Feel Our Souls Are Intertwined My Feelings Clear To Read Your Mind How Can I Tell You How I Feel And Show You That Those Thoughts Are Real I See Us In My Dreams At Night Talking By The Candlelight While Holding You In My Arms So Tight To Kiss Your Lips And Say Goodnight So Why Then If The Feelings True Can I Not Say That I Love You. The Feel of your skin against my hands Makes me quiver with anticipation I need to have all of you Bring you to the edge That spiritual union of two souls lost in each others body The things I would do to you can't be explained You'll have to wait and see, and trust It is all about you My greatest joy would be taking you there To that point, no thoughts in

Poetry
Sunrise To be uplifted To feel inspired Chase the moon, The hearts desires When storm clouds gloom I'll dance in raindrops See the majesty Of the mountain tops To laugh, to dream, to hope and cry And do it all, no questions why Arms and mind open Embrace the world in And with the rise of the sun Each day, chase life again Wraped in a familiarity No sleep Overdrive mentality I want to.... In the sands of the beach, edge of the waves Stretch my mind and spirit Or....cool grass on bare skin And by the licking tongue of fire to the limit Release Become

Poetry By Me
Hopelessly sinking down in to a hole, wondering what has happened to my soul. So scared and alone, lost and shaken, chilled to the bone. Living nightmares that never seem to fade away, fears and scars concealed from those I cherish most, terrified to share what bothers me the most. Endlessly searching for what I never seem to find, constantly wondering what is always hidden in the back of my mind. Never truly knowing what I feel in my soul, tired of the lies that help me stay in control. Afraid to loose it all and fade away, trying so hard to live for another day. Memories that haunt a troubled mind, shoved away to deal with at another time. Flooding over in to what was once a happy soul. Now I am left drowning striving to regain control. Lost and broken from within, torn and scattered fighting not to give in. Praying I find a way to escape my pain and fears. Hoping to find peace and a place where I don’t have to hide my tears. Where my soul is free to soar, and my feelings

Poetry By Me
Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together ***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you kn

Poetry
Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly and internally It’s all I have and the best I can be A true dear friend There to help her make it in the end Hold Me until i fear no more Hold Me just because Hold Me when i fall Hold Me until i stop crying Hold Me

The Poetslounge
This is a little something I wrote while in college... LOVE LOVE is the color of a Purple BMW M6 racing down I-71... LOVE taste like Hawaiian Sundae ice cream on a Cool spring day... LOVE sounds like my Children playing freeze tag together without fighting... LOVE feels like my Children hugging me just because they want to... LOVE smells like British Sterling colonge on the one I let get away... CHILDREN LEARN WHAT THEY LIVE-UNKNOWN AUTHOR IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH CRITICISM, THEY LEARN TO CONDEMN... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH HOSTILITY, THEY LEARN TO FIGHT... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH RIDICULE, THEY LEARN TO BE SHY... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH SHAME, THEY LEARN TO FEEL GUILTY... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH TOLERANCE, THEY LEARN TO BE PATIENT... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH ENCOURAGEMENT, THEY LEARN CONFIDENCE... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH PRAISE, THEY LEARN TO APPRECIATE... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH FAIRNESS, THEY LEARN JUSTICE... IF CHILDREN LIVE WITH SECURTIY, THEY LEARN TO HAVE

Poetry... By Me
They hit us hard, We hit are knees harder. They took the two from us, We took two from them. They made us cry, We made them cry harder. They will take and take, but they will never take my freedom away from me. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com Fire by gas. Sex by marriage. Blood by pain. Sleep by work. Hate by hater. Love by hearts. Hidden feelings by open dreams. Fights by liars. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com I think about what has happend to us. One nation that is divide by misguidens and mistrust. How can we fight a good fight with hate. How can we betray the laws of the world and spill blood. Do you think about us, one nation divided by mistrust. Copyrighted from www.poetry.com

Poetry
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

The Poetslounge2
"NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER THAT YOU HAVE..TO DO WHAT YOU WANT".. Life is what you make it..Love is what you feel..Peace is what you have..Happiness is a combination of all of these..for one cannot survive without the others.. "NEVER LET SOMEONES OPINION OF YOU DETERMINE YOUR DESTINY" If you stand for nothing..you`ll take anything Stand up for what you believe in...no matter how Unconventional it may be.

Poetry
How Dare You ... How dare you look at me the way you do, with wide, gleaming eyes filled with wantoness and shadowed dark with subtle beckoning. How dare you move the way you do, all smooth muscle and taut sinew. How dare you lure my senses, smelling of sweet earth, rain and cloves. How dare you make me hunger, with bitten, bruised lips, placing the taste of your need into my mouth. How dare you bind and gird yourself with metal and leather, making soft unyeilding flesh swell and strain within it's confines. How dare you offer yourself to me, like a jewel laid upon a velvet cloth, the radiant essence of your loins, spilling forth like treasure from it's coffers. How dare you think that I control you, take you, possess you. When it is you who overpowers me, wielding your body like a weapon, weakening me and in your final stroke bringing me to my knees. falling into the swirling abyss that is desire overtaken and overcome, all reality falling away fingers stretch

Poetry ¢¾
the scars that no one sees the scars she always leaves the way she cries her self to sleep the feelings far too deep yet you dont give a fuck and youve made that pretty clear none of us were good enough so daddy wasn't there and it all gets shoved in my face i hate you more and more each day because the more i learn, the more im sick and ive got nothing left to say i wish you wouldnt call and i wish youd just leave me alone im not good enough for anyone no, im just a little stone you can dig with your little shoe farther into the ground the less you care the more i cry nobody understands how could they, when i cant even find myself lost in my minds demands i have no more control and nothing left to hold onto im to the point where i hate waking up and i have nothing else to do im selfish, and im wrong but who could blame the girl for wishing her dad would be there for her but hes only fucked up her entire world while you sit there emptying bottles do you

Poetry
"Those Seeds" Once my grandma told me, a story about her life. How she became a woman, and how she became a wife. She said it wasn't easy, and times weren't always good. She might regret a few things, but she did the best she could. She told me that the best thing, you could give your child, was to teach them independence, so they could go the mile. Now that I'm a mother, I think about what she said. And I never will forget, those seeds planted in my head. A. Pilley © 2005 All Rights Reserved "Glistening Waters" At the edge of the glistening waters, she sits, and gazes at the simple beauty. Each small wave sparkling, as the breeze moves.... each and every glistening rainbow of light. She thinks then, if she were a glimmering, starry eyed, soft undulation of water, would she glisten so bright with brilliance? The radiance of a thousand stars, the wonder of a million souls. Would she, if only for a moment; shine as luminous as thee? A. Pill

Poetry
At night when i close my eyes I see you, your there beside me, my dreams come true, you smile as you take me in your embrace, I pray I never wake up from this place magic with your hands makes my body quiver On the verge of climax my, my body shivers I wrap around it and hold on tight you pull my hair this feels so right Your manhood fills me with such extacy As we become one i cry don't let go of me We soar high where only lovers dare go I beg faster faster, then plead go slow Take me completely I want to be part of you Fill me the way only you can do I scream you name like candy on my lips As I come to, I grin treasure my secret trips when i think of the past tears start to flow, i've tried to set you free but my heart won't let you go, i've tried to forget all that we shared, i've even tried to pretend i never cared, my heart doesn't play the fool, deep down under all the deception it knows it loves you Your words hit me like blood splattered in my face My

Poetry
i am a girl that will love you for who you are, i am a girl who will want to fix your fav meal to see you smile, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to do and enjoy it, i am a girl who would hold you just to keep you close, i am a girl who will tickle you just to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shoppin, i am a girl who doesnt care how much money you have or what car you drive, i am a girl tha thinks your hott even when your all hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say "have a great day" i am a girl that would bring you your lunch when your too busy to get your won, i am a girl that doesnt care what other people think of you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return. these are my treasures kept apart, cradled in velvet in my heart graven

Poetry
I remember back then when i couldn't tell the truth but now i can say i am a true man. it was sad when i told my friends i had a 9 to 5 job, but in reality my job was going to the grocery market packing bags. I finally told my friends what i was doing to help my mother to help around, i told them i pack bags, and from that day to my friends i bacame the man. when my father wasn't around i used to not obey my mother because i refused to listen to her due to my father not being around. my pops left home when i was 9 or 10years old, i cried, lie, and sold my own soul. My brother and sister was trying to be a role model by trying to protect me, but i was in the fast to death lane trying to sell that crack,also cutting school to chill with my dudes acting rude. my parents found out and i was grounded and stripped of my activities i normally do. through all my years,sweat,blood, and tears working from 12yrs and up i still became a true man and never gave up. I love my son as well as my wife

Poetry
Fait Accompli | Mar 7 2006 1:36pm Charcoal silk whispers tenderly, Skin caressed by it's cool gossamer threads, Emerald eyes closing in graceful pleasure, Her heart beats in expected revelry. Charcoal threads tighten convulsively, A moment of fear races through her mind, Nude and vulnerable she lies in wait, Silence, deafening, breathing unsteady. She feels his warmth, with its silent plea, Whispers in the darknenss as shadows fall, The sweet smell of jasmine dances to her, A cold breeze, she shivers uncomfortably. A promise of trust and love given free, Silver glinting as candlelight flickers, Titilating the pale ivory flesh, Leaving striations that become rosy. Ensiform steel caresses gently, As memories are lovingly replaced, Tears well up and are quickly kissed away, Her fears are now conquered, fait accompli. The blade reaching deeper leaving a line of deep ruby. A cry of suprise, her eyes seek his, Seeing love staring back, accepting fate, T

Poetic Writings Of Summer Fry
It's hard to imagine Life without This angel by our side I wonder if she sees our love Does she know how much we've ried God, it's so hard To let go of This woman we love so much We know she's still with us In the spiritual sense But we long for one more touch Her hands have dried so many tears We sure could use them now We're all trying to be strong But sometimes we don't know how This woman meant the entire world To each person in this place And I know I'd give my very last breath For one more look at her smiling face My grandma was an angel On loan from above She gave us pearls of wisdom And disciplined us with love Her memories we'll all cherish They are locked within our hearts And we'll continue to smile through each day Though our world just fell apart My grandma's singing with angels now And though her body didnt give her the chance I know when I meet her there on high I'll get to see Grandma dance. ~Summer R. Fry 11/18/2003 In loving memory o

Poetry & Prose
I am the wild wind blowing let loose upon the plains over, around mountains rolling sea and land alike My breath exudes and flows through Every whiff an puff finds a course all its own No need to wish for it I know I'll find my way to every open space and from there which to spy There is no place you have been that I cannot follow chances are, thats one i have already been Over sands and waves blowing all trace away of souls long passed but now contained herein So many days ive wandered many trips taken as well stumbled down darkened roads skirted the gates of hell after all that ive done i felt empty inside devoid of self worth severely lacking in pride I Dont want to be Nothing without you I just want to be Something under your shoe I was becoming nothing drifting on winds of remorse for things never done making all things worse needing guidance that you promised me help me find my way to what i know i can be ______

Poetry
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you it’s beauty On the days you’re feeling blue. If I could I’d build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the Sea But all these things I’m finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A friend that’s always there Somewhere deep in the forest of greens, The fairy spins his webs from dreams And the wizards cast their solemn spells, There quietly about the magick dwells Its beyond the mirrored images or so it would seem, Though its above and below and in the spaces in-between. But you'll never really see the old truths here beheld Or feel the forgotten pain of an old tree felled You'll never really see if you cant find your way The path is clear now but wont be someday So then you'll be

Poetry
Reflections, Just a lie painted with the resemblence of the person I long to be. She is not my mirror image. Not but a shell, a fragment of who I really am. Just a false apparition who appears when reality is to sour. When I see her in the shattered image of myself. I long for green eyes to see me. for olive skin to embrace me. How could I bring her here? How could she teach me to smile? Could she ever understand who she really is, deep in this abyss? Two sides of the same mirror. Silvers and blacks, melding into one image that never made any sense to those who surround her. There was once one, who knew her who bore her spirit, who shared my indifference. Who created her and I as a whole Identity. Who understood. He left with the whispers of the fall. taking the binds that held her and I as one. shattering the looking glass and leaving us to seperate the realities. I am left to wander the darkenss which engulfs the rooms which he once filled.

Poetry
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my d

Poetry
I breathe. I am. I taste blood. Once I come back, there's no hope to stop me. Prophecy. Malignancy. Kindred, she and I. The pulse, the bait. The rampant desire. Fire back in my eyes. Unscripted and raw. I draw from this soil. From your sickness. Scream so I know you're still with me. To each their own. No preaching here. Just blood and sand. Skin under my nails. A rift, a smile, a scent. A tie. It's all coming together. insufficient, ill-advised, tarnished, beaten, fear-filled eyes.

Poetry By Me
Born from motes of light stuff, dust from stars in space, given form and focus, a place, a name and face, we erupt into this body, from energy (or soul), full of life's intentions, both new and aeons old. With all our newest methods, we still wander seeking grace, enshrouded from our purpose, questioning our place. So we seek the answers inwards, in our vast subconscious lakes, For all our search remaining, mysterious; opaque. The firelight will change you across the gulf of night, It moves within your vision, It casts a secret light. By the time that it is morning, you wont recall a thing except a dream of dancing figures twisting in a ring. Awake from dusk to dawn again, a sacrifice of rest, give yourself to the ancient ones, the darkness knows the best. Dance and sing, an endless world of mystery. Dance in a ring, shapeshifting your history. What shines the light of harvest time; our sacred moon's embrace, Her glowing kiss, and silvery

Poetry
People don't know exactly what it is about me They don't understand what I want to be Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do But one person does and that person is you You are the only person I know that is always by my side You helped me through hard times when I almost cried When I felt alone with out any hope You gave me a smile and the strength to cope You've been there for me more than I can say You're my guardian angel in your own special way You can take everything bad and turn it to good Just because if it was you, you know that I would If there ever was a shadow covering my light I could count on you to help me see right You're the only person who truly knows me You're the only person who respects what they see Up somewhere in the distance I see a man so old all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold. As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold, Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold Family ca

Poetry
Poetry Current mood: amused Category: Writing and Poetry Ok so years ago I fancied myself the poet having written 79 horrible little poems that I should never torment anyone with. All that writing with in the span of one summer in 1994. That being said I did write one that I was proud of and seems may be lost forever. I tried logging on to poetry.com today to see if I had ever infact submitted it alas no "symphony of Sorrow". However to my suprise I did find another poem atached to my e-mail adress and log on this one being copywritten this year! Though I do not remember this one I am including it here. The Pain of Love With love there is pain pain that is thicker than bones and flesh you can't touch it or see it the only thing you can see is the expressionon my face as the tears run down my face as the expressions run through my mind anger, sorrow, and pain as I sit there with you in my arms hoping, wishing, and praying Sean Williams Copyright

Poetry My Passion
I've been out of here for sometime due to fucked shit happening in life, hubby playing I like u I take it back wars and its driving me insane. Wish I could just get things right so I'm sorry havn't been on and off and hopes to get it back to gether again now. Sorry for incoveince people. Have great days I look down on the treasure the peace that I have found Oh my gosh he likes me tender and enjoys the same firm ground Tonight I want to please you from your toes up to your eyes You make my inner nympho fucking grateful for that So thank you for coming to my house and apart of my life I even have permission to keep the friendship that I found

Poetry
Its now a year that you've been gone. In my heart your memory goes on. Not an hour goes by that you're not missed. Its been too long since my forehead you kissed. I think about you everyday, Still waiting for time to take my heartache away. 53 is much too young. You were only on life's middle rung. Why you had to leave me is still a mystery, But your life will always be part of my history. Honesty, Integrity, Honor and Family... These are all things you taught me. Daily I struggle with making the right choice, I really miss the sound of your voice... Telling me your ideas, opinions and such, God, I never imagined I could miss someone so much. You taught me how to love by loving me unconditionally, Now that you are gone, I wonder if anyone loves me for me. You showed me how to trust, over and over again, Never allowing myself to turn my back on a friend. I'm struggling, Dad, with my everyday life. Most days I'm not sure I can handle the

Poetry
Without a name, unspoken, untold My lips will give no token My heart is broken Braced and framed In my deepest shame Love lost, to blame I cradle in my arms My only hope for sunshine These sands, this grain Filtering through my hands Broken shards Duck taped and stapled I see all these faces Smiling and laughing But the words that they speak Are very lacking Not in skill Nor in vigor But happiness And content I see those same happy faces Turn upside down In unsatisfaction Their frowns keep falling When tears hit the ground Though I want to hold them And tell them its all right I know its better not to Because they are lost in the night All they need is a little love But they look in the wrong places Sex Drugs And Alcohol Are their only embraces (( Wow, I wrote this one years ago )) Born from the cradle of crimson, whispering in the shadows of the dark room sanctuary he's consumed. Alone, inert in the vanity of the abusive heaven within

Poetry
Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as

Poetry
Caught between the strings of life Cutting deep like a jagged knife Listening to the sounds of a beautiful melody Thinking as if it were only yesterday Knowing it must have only been lies You hear the thoughts as the child cries Weeping deep and sighing low Is it a friend or just another foe? Thinking of the others as if on judgment day If only I knew of the strongest way Carry me through the strings of time Playing as if it were only mine Written by: JJ 073002 SOULS Swishing with blood, dripping from an open sore The days doom at the edge of a sword Souls escape in the mist of the night Only to see, the darkest of skies With the cutting edge of a jagged knife Ready to take my one and only life Souls are searching in every corner By night mist and over the shoulder The blood draining from a broken heart The soul is seeking out every tart To bind them to the souls of hate Why must it always en

Poetry
Dark Night My movements make no sound, My footsteps quick and light. I glide on down the darkened street, Accompanied by the night. Passing mortal strangers, Who look the other way. I'm intoxicated by their scent, These creatures are my prey. I stop beneath a street lamp, Where they can see my face. Seeing my unnatural skin, They soon quicken their pace. Their cowardess amuses me, Those eyes so full of fear. I throw my head back and laugh, For all of them to hear. Stepping form the light, I'm hidden by the dark. Continuing along my path, I reach a lonely park. Sitting on a wooden bench, A girl cries silently. Her face is streaked with salty tears, She fails to notice me. Her body shakes with sobs, But still I hear her beating heart, Within her chest it throbs. Slowly I approach her, Until I'm by her side. Admiring her tender cheeks, I see her tears have d

Poetry
Rags to riches, riches to rags, money means nothing All we need is the love we have for each other Chances are we will anger many people Help me to love again, I am so lost Empty is my heart Love is not easy Life is too short for anger Only with you do I feel whole The visions of us together occupy my dreams Every night I remember more about why I love you So much pain and hatred have followed us Bringing us down, pushing us apart Remind yourself why we love each other If you can’t remember, I will remind you After all that we have been through Nothing could change my heart again My self esteem easily shattered love myself? I have tried I thought I did but it only takes A little thing to destroy my confidence And it takes much more to build it up again Leave everything behind because it does not compare Over welmed by the feelings that I wish we shared Violent emotions when I think of what I have lost Ecstasy, my only wish is to be Wit

Poetry
Okay this is just cause I'm fucking pissed off Rather Die Take me away from all of this. Can I find a far-off place? In the darkness away from wandering souls I don't want be tormented with hate. I want to hear the cries of physical pain. Tell me of a life better without fear. Don't let me fall in a horrid pattern. Can we bear to see our lives scorned? What we have become when consumed with hate? I want you to hear my emotional pain! Crying in me is the darkness I now breathe. Can it hear our thoughts? Can it smell our fears? Is it just our selves that will darken and seize? I don't understand the state I'm in you see? I can see you digging my grave. Or could it be digging yours? © Velvet Moon In the spirit of the holiday I suppose. Vampire You unleash the obscurity with in me. With those piercing eyes of nauseating lust; Your lips so moist and red with tra

Poetry In Motion
Well, this was send to me from an ex. I not one for lets say, flattery but this one gives me to much credit. Lmao, just jokes... I thought I would share it considering some thought was put into it and I enjoyed it. I took the time to wait for you, I took the time to spare. I took the time to understand you, But still you showed no care I told you once I loved you, And from then many more. I told you once I'd wait for you, Even still you chose to be a whore. I guess now I have nothin' to say, No more choices on my behalf. I guess I'm back as I once was, Just a friend to make you laugh. But still I know you won't change, And you'll never see me as a friend. So just go with the flow, let time pass, Because it's no use to pretend. But you know I'll always remember, All the times we had shared. All the drinkin' times and the cries we had, All the times our minds had bared. You'll be a part of me lifelong, You'll be in my heart forever. But now

Poetry
I saw you on a hilltop the setting sun painting beams of light across the sky and along your every curve A cool breeze rising from the ocean below teased and tousled your hair spirits danced through each silky strand You looked so wild, so beautiful a young mustang on the open meadow untamed, unencumbered your beauty radiating with passion in the sensual moment you were one with the waning sun and the wind they brought you pleasure and exhilarated your senses I could see the joy overflow from your being You ran your fingers through your hair slowly slid your hands along your body to delight in the energy flowing through you The sight of you aroused me beyond belief I could smell the passion in your soul I had to be closer but a shifting wind betrayed my presence In surprise you bolted away I couldn't let you slip away I wanted you so I gave chase I knew not if your flight was of fright or play but as I got closer the flames of desire grew inside But yo

Poetry
It Comes In the night it comes when the light fades and the sands of sleep weight eyelids beckoning sleep Malevolent... Foreboding... I can feel its presence on the edge of sanity In my mind it comes as conscious slips away pulling me into its grasp binding me Gripping... Choking... Paralyzed and washed with fear I struggle to move but a little For my soul it comes when terror lays claim waiting in shadow insidiously Frightening... Terrifying... Evil beyond all imagining clutched within its grasp For my life it has come when I will no longer resist and give myself over surrendering hope Desperately... Silently... Reality is evident around me nightmarishly surreal and warped Near the light you are there Just beyond my futile grasp unaware of my helpless plight out of reach Grasping... Twitching... Mustering only a forlorn moan My voice as frozen as my limbs I can see you there now even through closed eyelids In the world t

Poetry....
Instinct..... On one side of the river, I can see my other self It is the same me but... It is not who I am suppose to be Everyone is happy Everyone is glad But when I look at her, She is very sad. On the other side of the river, I am who I am suppose to be I am happy and glad Just to be me... But if I had one chance to do it again To take back the pain And the guilt I once had, I don't think I would give up what I already have. Because no matter what you do no matter where you go, you have to watch out for you. On the other side of the river, All is in the past. You have to decide how the time will last! TRUE LOVE Everyday is a special day for me. My hopes and dreams may come and go. My truest love may have been. But in this life I will not miss the greatest thing of all.... watching my children grow strong and tall. They are the light that shines on my path. They are the butter on my bread. Without them I will not be who I am. But I am not pe

Poetry
My dreams Are wrapped in silver strands of hair, Lost in brown-sugar brown. Wordless eyes watch, As a poet drones half-hearted words. While green blankets of clothes, Pillow my restless day dreams, Of soft masculine hands, Against the red- goose flesh of my Uncertainty. Tender hungry kisses, Laced with age. Made rough with salt and pepper seasoned facial hair; The Sweetest Sandpaper. The Smell of half stale cigarettes While the noble hook nose presses Into heated, Pulsing Flesh of an Arched neck. Kaki colors and brown tie shoes. Eyes I want to see your eyes, That is all I am wanting right now. The slant of the spine under my, fingers Soft gentle smiles in dim lights And his hands; Soft, tend

Poetry
I wondered ... how the spinning particles know their dance; how the singer sings of the unsung; how the the writer names the unnamed; how the painter reveals the unseen; how the sculptor moves his hands. Then I leaned ... into my pain, and felt myself, weightless, spinning.

Poetic Darkness's Bloggy Thingy
that I wrote awhile ago.... On those cold lonely nights I hunger for your touch. I know that one day you'll be there, But tonight I'm alone, With just my imagination, Memories of you, And the recorded sound of your voice, Playing over and over in my mind. For tonight that will have to do. But what will happen When that turns into Not enough? When I long for your touch So much it hurts? I think to myself, Just a little longer. Then your touch will be mine. Just a few more months. That's all. But when you long for something or someone, This much, A few months seems like eternity. But I have to keep telling myself, I can do it. I have to. If not for me, Then for you. So I can wait a few more months. I've already waited this many years, To be with someone like you. What's a few more months?

Poetry
Out with the old....In with the new. Out with the ones that chose to be untrue. In to the ones that wish to not part... And the one that won the key to unlock my heart. Â© Tanya Lanea Carson 2006 Why am I always confuzed, Why am I never satisfied..even when when things go my way? I fight for things that mean a lot to me... But when I finally get what I want....there is some kind of emptiness... I can't explain it.... Maybe it is because I have been let down so much in the past.... That I am used to it... I hope that this phase ends... So that I don't lose what is most important... Tanya Lanea Carson This poem is dedicated to my piece of crap ex. That is all I have to say.....

A Poets Mind Iz Neva Empty
stud love (At night) Lying on my bed My thoughts quickly turn to you Your touch Your kiss Your taste Your smell All for me to explore An image of you appears in my mind Walking towards my bed You are the epitome of beauty In your sexy red lingerie Your splendor all for me… Your lips Your eyes Your Breasts Your curves So inviting to the stud you adore You crawl on top of me Kissing me from head to toe Doing it just the way I like Putting a curl in my toe I pick you Lay you down on your back Kiss slowly down your body Your ears Your Mouth Your neck Your navel And stop where you like most Playfully, I open your legs And kiss that beautify smile Into you I slowly creep Engulfed by your rich aroma Tantalized by your pure sweet taste Leaning in closer I lick around your aroused clit Tease you with every stroke One strong The next weak One long The next short I plunge my finger in Until I hear you m

Poetry
Twisting turning, Mind is burning, Unanswered confusion, Is this my delusion, Split into madness, Falling through sadness, Why when thing were great, Would you throw me to this fate? Lies, through living decite, Has warped my view complete, Blackened truth in its whole, Sardistict destruction of my soul, Sucked in blindly from that first kiss, Your venomous teeth, my heart did miss, Your bite took me out with a single blast, One more strike that good guys finish last, One good thing that I know and can clearly see, Is that love is not a requirment to have serenity.

Poetry All Mine
LOVE Crystal water colors in my heart, shine and twinkle and break apart. The moon over virgo does rise, but changes constant like the tides. Fragile and beating, warm but still bleeding. Hold me up but tie me down. I've given a gift, make the kill clean and swift. Then burn and scatter the ashes. This is more a rant then a poem. I keep hearing from women about the father of my child. Saying hes tried to play then using this site. What am I supposed to do about it hes supposed to be in jail for the things he was accused of so I havnt seen him in person scine november. Im trying to be single mom for a 3 yr old that dont understand why she had a daddy but doesnt any more. I dont want her to grow up thinking she was bad thats why hes not here. His own screw ups and behavior are whats parted us. For those women on here who have talked to him in messages and or phone calls please I hate to say it but dont beleive most any thing he has to say. I lived with him for almost 4 year

Poetic To The End...
Cow constitution tuxedoed dog blackmans bowtie dutchmans clog bald headed blondie aggrivated violins hazing of the newbie chewing on onions Shrimp fried mushrooms wedding cakes on the fall having sex in my room hauling off a paul mall looking in the mirror at the eyes inside my head thinking is this normal living in a shed? Your a sick sick bastard I hate you with a passion Mixed and cut, twisted and burnt I look sane on the outside, but inside I'm hurt Mixed up emotions floating through my mind Hoping to one day, any day find A place where I'm happy, contented and safe A place where noone stares no need to strafe I've seen this place, I've been there before I've lost it al now, Be your bitch no more. Looking all about me seeing none but pain holding all my feelings, battling the reigns Of terror, hate, and rage uncontrolled My inner thoughts my feelings, all covered in mold It hurts to think that she may die The thought is selve brings tears to

Poetry
True friends are there for you when no one else gives a damn. True Friends there to put the pieces of your broken heart back together. True Friends will hold you when you cry and say nothing at all. True Friends will give you advice when you ask for ir and ONLY WHEN YOU ASK FOR IT!! A true friend WILL NEVER EVER TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU ARE STUCKL ON STUPID!! A true friend will never ever go off on a perspective boyfriend/girlfriend with out you asking them to. A true friend will always have your best intrests at heart. A true friend will never ever choose sides between you and another one of there friends. True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you an

Poetry
Fondled feet step onto the floor Each shoes dirty but loved is placed next to her She raps each blister and scar Her shoe forms perfectly to her tired foot making it new The ribbons fall into place and that foot is ready As a pattern the other shoe flies on gracefuly Standing she stretches her long muscular legs She pulls her long brown locks up into a tight bun Finally ready she looks up at her pale reclection all around her Tights and leotard formed to her bones She closes her eyes and the musics play in her mind Step Turn Balance Each move flows into place Each step is not heard Sweat drips off her brow and to the floor Dancing this dance is easier than breathing She lands her last move and places herself in the middle of the floor Opening her eyes again she sees herself in the mirrors She smiles as she sees who she is A dancer Trust starts you You must have an open mind And have trust in oneself first Without this nothing can be built For trus

Poetry
Life they say has many turns roads to take us to lessons we must learn Lessons who make us who we are meant to be the person who stands before you that you cannot see What does it really mean to be seen to be understood deeply, soulfully and pristeen To be understood is my main goal to be loved deeply from within someones soul My soul is exposed, wounded and bruised You had repaired it once but now it feels abused Abused not intentionally and I hold no regret I only wish i had the strength within to forget To forget what you had shown me and the experience we had for now knowing love again has once again left me sad Sad for i feel it will never come my way again and knowing what i have to offer is burried deeper within pieces of my heart lay scattered never to be whole The world I had come to know was a lie and tore my soul then out of the blue again you entered my life by suprise was it coinsidence or was it because the greater power is wise eyes they say ar

Poetry
I feel myself slipping deeper and deeper, To the point where nothing matters. I close my eyes and all I see Is the darkness that engulfs me. As black as night, Empty, nothing in sight. What brings on this state of mind? For that, I have no courage to find. I hear the voice whisper,"Get it over with. Just do it!" But, for my wrist I cannot slit, Cause I have no courage deep inside, To make that nagging voice subside. I pop some pills to feel better, But still it doesn't matter. I close my eyes and see his face, Taking over what once was empty space. No longer as black as night, His face is clearly in my sight. All I can do is cry, Frequently, I ask the question "why?" I hear the voice reply, "Get it over with. Just do it!" But, for the brick wall I cannot hit, Cause I have no courage deep inside, To make the replying voice subside. I go to a shrink, For him to tell me how I think. Why I see all these brutal images, Why I go through all these different stages. But my heart is s

Poetry
What Else are you to do? Your heart Breaks The tears Fall What else are you to do?? He sits there and laughs Knowing he has hurt you What else are you to do?? Living on with every moment And yet still feeling lost What else are you to do?? Learning how to cope But still wanting that love What else are you to do?? You can't take it You kill the man you love What else are you to do?? You kill yourself To be with him What else are you to do?? For the first time you kiss him But he pushes you away What else are you to do?? Dieing for him And yet him still not wanting you What else are you to do?? Crying yourself to sleep while dead Wishing you could have you life back What else are you to do?? Waking up from a bad dream Kissing the ground Smiling; knowing that you are happy That's what you are to do!!!!

Poetic
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Poetry
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed! everyone rate my new pics please. I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she look

Poetry
My Feelings For You I'm sitting here feeling kinda blue Wishing that I was there with you I know I can't be with you all the time but I'd really love it if I could. You're everything I want everything I need, you complete me. Without you there'd be no reason to go on alone, because you fill my heart with happinesss and joy You make me feel loved Without you I'd be miserable, Not caring about anything, Without you I'd lose my way, and be forever lost for you guide me through the good times as well as the bad. You're my knight in shining armor my prince on a white horse coming to rescue me You're always there for me no matter what even when I am difficult to deal with You're a friend as well as a lover You always know when I am feeling down And when to hold me close or when to let me be You truly know me, the real me and all my moods, whether they be good or bad You're truly my soulmate And I want to be with you forever and always I love you @}~~~

Poetry-erotic-internet
In The Shadows In the shadows, emotion provides Moonlight - illumination for a larger world (Population: 2) Side by side Split - apart Reuniting Despite jealous daytime gods Lips touch mine in the shadows Touches flow across the stream Data bubbles caress my nerve endings Like a million tiny kisses Vibrating neuron pathways A fiery display of colored lights The firmament of my skull My flesh grows insubstantial and seeks The Maestro of this interplay His spacious reach a sanctuary And release in this corporeal prison I am putty, a doll, in his arms My shadow Maestro Conductor in this symphony Of passion play "Every woman" the conduit For his extraordinary power Calling forth primal urges with modern alchemical implements Joining across the ages Past and Present Pain and Love Side by side Split - apart Reuniting In the shadows

Poetry For All My New Friends.
Just a poem I wrote that i thought i would share with all my new friends here on CherryTap. I hope you all like it. Is Anybody There? As I sit here watching, waiting and thinking. I wonder, Is anybody there? As I look towards the stars, the Southern Cross shinning in all its glory, the full moon lighting up the hills. I wonder, Is anybody there? As I talk to you, our conversations lasting for hours, about the important thins in life, money, football and of course girls. I wonder, Is anybody there? As i go to sleed each night, my prayers going out to the ones I love. I wonder, Is anybody there?

Poetry
I walk into the room to see you lying on the couch in nothing but a ribbon and bow. I smell your sexy cologne from the moment I walked in the room. Without saying a word I dropped to my knees and begin to stare into your eyes. Without breaking the stare I start to untie and remove the ribbon and bow. My eyes are telling you that I want you; your eyes are telling me that the flames inside you are growing stronger and you can’t take it anymore. Without taken your eyes off me you begin to remove my clothes. You seductively tell me to lie on my back as you remove my blue lace thong. My legs are sticking str8 up in the air so that you won’t have any complications in removing them. Just as you get them to my ankles you immediately see my juices as they begin to flow. Your mouth begins to water as mine waters more. You then ask "Can I taste you" I reply as long as I can taste you while you taste me. I then slide down of you face as I take you big juicy dick into my mouth. As I begin to co

Poetry
You amaze me. So many ways Every day. You amaze me. The way you show respect The way you are with the girls The sound of your voice and How it makes me smile. You amaze me. The way I long to feel your arms The way my skin longs for your touch The smile that never seems to end You amaze me You keep your word You are thoughtful and giving You amaze me So many ways Every day You amaze me 080908 Candi Fox Dark and deep and ever sinking. Torn and tattered it's ceased its beating. Broken, shattered and torn apart. Blood splattered everywhere, life empty and filled with despair. Hope gone, Light dim. Darkness grows never ceasing, the candle light flickers and begins to fade. Love is just a fable and not for the faint of heart, only jump in if you want to be scattered to the four winds. Its worse than a vampire they just suck your blood , love takes your soul and rips it apart. No its not for the feint of heart. Maybe if you are among the living dead and

Poetry
BEFORE I WRITE WHATS ON UR MIND I WILL SAY THIS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS THE ONLY MAN ON MY FAMILY LIST AND THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL EVER BE THERE WHEN WE FIRST MET I HAD A HARD TIME TRUSTING GUYS, BUT THAN U CAME ALONG AND SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET TO MY SURPRISE I NEVER KNEW THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE AT A YOUNG AGE, BUT I GREW CLOSE TO U AND PUT UP WITH THE GAMES THAT U PLAYED I TOLD U HOW I FELT AND U AGREED NOT TO HURT ME ANYMORE FOR U SAID U WANTED TO KEEP OUR FAMILY WHOLE, BUT EVERYTIME THAT U MAKE ME A PROMISE U BREAK IT AND EVERYONE ASKS ME HOW CAN U BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THATS NOT IN LOVE WITH U AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THEM I WANT TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND TIRED OF CRYING AND TIRED OF WONDERING WHEN U WILL KEEP THE PROMISES U MAKE IM TORN AND IT HURTS I WANT TO LOVE U AS MUCH AS I DO I WANT TO BE WITH U FOR ETERNITY, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND CRYING WHEN U SAY U LOVE ME IM STUPID ENOUGH THAT I BELIEVE U THAN WHEN I GO TO DO SOMETHING

Poetry
What if...... If this was my last night on earth, would you really care? If I slept and did not awake would you mourn my loss? If I died today, would you care for my kids as if they were your own? If I got sick, would you care for me? If you need me, would you ever tell me? If you really want me, would you tell me so? If you were mad at me, would you lie and tell me that you're not? If you promise me something, would you keep your word? If I cried within the night, would you dry my tears? If I need protecting, would you fight for me? If I had a bad dream, would you comfort me? If you really love me, would you ever leave me?

Poetry
Twisted thoughts of lust and risk I drive the feelings In hopes to only taste your kiss Feeling you around my waist Your hair draped across me I grip your hips and crave your taste The growing hopes that we will touch We talk of desire And the grasp of us will be too much I stroke your hair and kiss your face I long for you As each moment I dare not waste There in the sunset's gaze I hold you tight In the eyes of eternal days If only I could see your face If only I could touch your lips If only I could watch your eyes I'd hold your hand as we slept If only I could stroke your hair If only I could hold you tight If only I could see your dreams To know I was there like you're in mine If only I could walk with you If only I could talk to you If only I could be with you I'd never be sad again But I can't Because I don't know who you are And I wouldn't know what to say. Your children sleep, you lie aware My phantom hand runs through your hair I lo

Poetry
I am not yet awake I'm not fully asleep I feel because I can Yet I don't want to Numb from my toes up Tingling from my head down I am a walking oxymoron! In a room With no way out No window or door That I have found. Stuck in here No candle, no light Left alone With only my fright. I see nothing Hear only breath Feel emotions Hear only death. Dreaming maybe? Waking, asleep Walking, running Alone I weep. Finally waking From my nightmares Was it real? Was it? Yeah I know I write some dark shit, but I'm really not feeling that way. A little down, maybe... Here I am With no one around me And nothing to make me Smile. Ever. I sit here In darkness, no candle To light my life, to light Up the night. A crappy pseudo-haiku created just now by yours truly. And no, I don't really feel that way ;)

Poetry By Me Lol
Never A sinking feeling fills your heart Anger and confusion takes over Pain so intense you cry out in anguish Tears blur your vision as the heartache fills your soul It wasnt suppose to hurt this bad It wasnt suppose to matter You knew from the start it wasnt meant to be Could never happen,Could never matter So why does it hurt Why does it matter You said you were strong that you can deal You build walls that remove your chance to be hurt But those walls were lowered in a blink of an eye And you were left naked to the pain Rejection feeds ur doubts making you question everything Regret shows in your eyes as you lash out Why did you have to fall for him You should have protected yourself You should have never lowered those walls Free You sit alone among flickering candles Their glow reflects off your still frame You tilt your head back as the feelings wash over you Conviction fills your soul You know what you must do You know has to be

Poetically Speaking
Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze. I only meant to love you Not to cause you pain To be the one you’d cling to Your sunshine after the rain I know my words have stung you I feel I’ve scared your heart I’ve cried myself to sleep Because we’re still apart My greatest wish is to be with you For your love my soul does yearn We both have make mistakes We still have things to learn F

Poetry?
What is Love? Is it Sex on the beach? No, that's lust. Is it spending every penny on the other? No, that's just showing off. Is it buying a card for no reason, just to let them know you care? No, that's how you show it. Is it putting someone else before yourself without even realizing it? I'm not sure, but that's usualy what happens. Love is hard to define, an you don't know what it is unless you're in it. But nothing is better if you can find it. All I can say is if you are lucky enough to find it, never let it go. It'll never work they say how can one person love two? for them i feel sorry that their hearts are so small love is not bound by a body nor is it bound by a number my heart can accept all no matter their choices in life i love two one male, one female the three of us love each other and live in harmony our children will grow and learn to be open our life will be lived rather than be be told we will have no regrets for

Poetry I Like
the lord is all that i need for nothing he allows me to chill and keeps me from being heated and allows me to breathe easy he guides my life so that i can represent and give shout outs in his name and even thought i walk through the hood of death i dont back down for you have my back the fact that you have me covered allows me to chill he provides me with back up in front of my player- HATERS and i know that i am a baller and that life will be phat i fall back in the Lord's crib for the rest of my life (credit: http://boldcontemplations.blogspot.com/) AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS by Portia Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I fall in. I am lost ... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes me forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in the same

Poetry
A Trusting Heart As I sit here and think what an I getting into, I wonder if this is some thing I should go through. With all the hurt i had in the past, could this be the one that realy last. I haven't begun to open and speak my heart, but i am slowly piece by piece part by part. someone to love can be hard to find, but to find true love can realy make you blind. My heart it's self is very tender, but for you in time it will surrender. My heart has been open only for a few, but for someone to love me , the time is due. I know your heart is where it will be. and i know someday soon you will want to be with me. Someone to love me and sweep me off my feet, That is and obstical that will soon be beat Life in it's self isn't easy at all, with you the one that I love, I don't want to fall But befor i go any further, i would like to know, if your the 1 to be with , or should i just go? You are kind, caring and understaing from the start, but befor

Poetry
Do you ever wonder why you focus on the future? I mean, I know you're clear that it's an escape from the present But, just entertain the possibility, if only for a second that it is more than high hopes, wants and unfulfilled wishes that makes you dream about hugs and kisses with someone I know you don't really know In this sea full of sharks and fishes I believe you're of the variety that is tame and, not because your game is lame but, because you've at least progressed to where you know how to give and when to take You still live with some of your mistakes but you don't want to go back You know you don't need that So, what is it I'm trying to say? When you're not in the here and now, when you're contemplating next steps Do you really take a look around to understand who you're with? It's not your dreams I'm trying to steal, it's just I really wonder if you know they're not real I'm the first to live in the land of faith but if that state takes you to a place o

Poetry
In life we have things that cause us pain Love, hate, and feelings of great disdain We hurt from dusk til dawn Thinking we can't hold on Pain in your chest, pain in my heart Pain in their head, tearing us apart It kills me to think of how it will hurt Making us feel we are less than dirt The throb of pain makes one cry Putting us through this, we don't know why Sometimes it just happens that way And there is nothing any of us can say Look over there, can you see what I do? They are going through this pain too We are not as alone as we may believe There are people out there who will deceive If you look around you will know There are others who will not show The pain they hide, just like you and me But open your eyes and you will see You really don't cry alone, there are those Who look around make sure no one else knows We hide our pain from those who might see That we might be as weak and they seem to be We don't want them to know of our plight Of the silent tears that fall every

Poetry
For 18 years I hated love No one would dear look at me Or even trust me, maybe it was The fact that I was ugly Brown skinned midget with J.Lo's ass Friendly, kind, and funny and I still had class For 18 years I hated love All that time I couldn't trust her She carried the same estrogen as my mother So I couldn't even look her in the face And tell her I loved her Man, 18 crazy years Let's go to my freshman year That's when my identity started to appear Actually I started my sophomore year When I actually met her She actually addressed me the day She started roasting my hair She told everyone in class she had A crush on me and loved to stare The look on her face, I knew she wished we Were a pair I had nothing to waste; all I had was time to spare Next thing I know she's making love To my associates Cupid misfired, that was mad inappropriate For 18 years I hated love On year 18 I met her she was Half Costa Rican black It was long distance, I must have be despe

Poetry Corner
This poem is not about the same woman. Let me say that from the start. This one is about another woman I met, and I think a lot of you an relate to this peice. Hope you enjoy the 2nd installment. Time II (Scorn Again) I can close my eyes and envision you Not the real you A surreal you But unlike you Your memory is forever unchanged the same as it was before Something that I can count on To show up when the rains come For our hearts are two worlds apart Like the Barren Straights You as one content Me as the other And your man as the ocean And for this our souls are separated By time My mind fantasizes about one day When our worlds are no longer worlds away And the ocean no more The space between us Thus hand and hand Woman to man And a future unknown But I have grown To face what is And what is not Just a faded dream So it seems this is the way It was meant to be A life and a space left empty But a friendship born Time has made me scorned again

Poetry
Bleeding hearts are torn apart. Crying tears of crimson red. But this I say nevermore. No I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say nevermore. I am pain. I am hate. I am anger. I am not your soul mate. You look at me with loving eyes. Your heart cries. I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say nevermore. You search the dark and find my black heart. You cry out her name but I tell you its all in vain. She is gone, dead to this world. Crying tears of blood I wait as you fall for my bait. Once you can finally see my face it is to late. You are now my prey, my food for the night. I'll send you to her and make it right. I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say Nevermore. Ok as you can see I am an aspiring writer and I would appreciate any comments on my writing.

Poetry...
SUN WAKES IN HABIT AT BRISKFUL MORN HEART RECOGNIZES EARTH CONCIENSENESS YET. I STAY ASLEEP IN SO MANY WAYS EVEN WHEN THE SUN GOES OUT RAY BY RAY SOMEONE.PLEASE SOMEONE, BEING, FORCE SHOW JUSTICE. WAKE ME. FOR MY SUN HAS SET A THOUSAND LIGHTS BURNING ME TO SUICIDE WRETCHED SOUL TORTURING MY INSIDES RIVERBANKS, FILLED WITH RUNNING LILLY PADS I WANT TO RUN WITH THEM. AWAY FROM A SOUL GONE MAD CHORUS: FUGITIVE I AM TO MY OWN SOULS MIND ENSLAVED I AM TO BURNING LIGHTS IM GOIN BLIND I NEED A RESOLUTION TO ABOLISH MY INSANITY INFERIOR I AM.INFERIOR I STAND INFERIOR I AM TO THIS INFERIOR LAND BRUTAL INTAMACY HEATING UP EMOITONS HOW I WISH I COULD KILL THEM(HOW I WISH I COULD) POLLAND BLOWING IN THE WINDWITH A FLIRTATIOUS SWIRL AND A LONELY GIRL WANTS TO BLOW WITH THEM CHORUS Copyright ©2006

Poetry
I remember a time when you used to be there! You said you'd never go away! Why do uyou do things that hurt people Just make it stop and come back! I sit and pray youll come home come back to us Maybe we still can be a happy family Just make it stop and come back Chourus I was once daddies little girl Now what i am is just some stupid ass girl You said youd never leave But look at you now You lying piece of shit Why odnt you just make it stop Come back How come i never hear your voice How come i never smell you or feel you Why do you do the things you do Just make it stop and come back Now i sit all alone, on my bed No one understands, No one can come along and take your place They just wont understand Just make it stop and come back. Chorus When will you come back I just want you back You Just come back! said you'd never leave But where are you Now You are my life You are my soul, my ambition You are alwayz there for me Well i'm here

Poetry
Once again it all falls apart. and, of course he makes it my fault. Christmas for us is not a good time reminds me of deceptions, I lose my mind. My breakdowns are frequent, I'm a blubbering mess. i can't handle it, all of this stress. I cry everyday, because wounds won't heal. I cry in my sleep, wishing i couldn't feel. And my only light, though the darkness we make, is acting so happy is being so fake. how naive can i be? thinking it true how stupid am i i know what to do. everyday i lose a piece. my heart is crashing, I'm lost and I'm weak. my soul is burning, my mind is yearning... But who am i really... theres nothing to see. nothing to tell, nothing to do. I'm lost, cornered. sick of you. Leslie Prince SinfulVampress If you don't know me, you likely won't get this, but the jist of it is that 2 years ago my bf and I went on a 'break' and he started dating someone who i wasn't, ahem, fond of, and the stress became too much for me to han

Poetry
So it's my only day off til next sunday and I'm sitting here doing ABSOLUTELY 100% NOTHING. It's incredible...and I've actually caught a lot of shit for it today...and I almost felt bad till I read my horoscope for the day.... This is what I have actually been doing all day! This morn an innocent life was taken with no fear she fell fast into a sleeping death leaving only thoughts of what the life might have been. This afternoon the father became a victim of death while the plane fell he prayed for his still born child Leaving only the mother to mourn. This evening the mother took one last look at life raised her gun and cried her last tear Leaving only the memories of what was once happiness. I wrote this along time ago...but I really like it. ~Jess If silence is deadly you're killin me here all I want is to scream to shatter the fears my anger is building caressing my soul HELLO Do you get it? really it hurts. I hate feeling like I'm

Poetry In Motion
I look. Headlights and torch beams scouring, searching. Reading the map, could the compass be wrong? I have lost my direction, my footing has slipped. Companion show me the way. I have searched high and low, have dug trenches and climbed hills, swam seas, and still the searchlight is but pencil thin. A tiny white light far off, so close, touchable, yet almost gone.

The Poetic Downside
How beautiful simple moments are . . . To take you - enfold you in my arms so that two are distinguishable only in the moments they part to breathe Transcending time as memories eclipse reality with every beat of impassioned heart The gentle subtle hints of vanilla caress your lips and I am found wanting that taste with every breath and each time my eyes fall upon beautiful form I find the need to hold you again November 18, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr. Red lines of desire . . . Close your eyes baby feel my breath tempting and teasing your body your neck face Can you feel the beat of your heart quicken with anticipation the words I whisper in your ear as you lean closer waiting needing my embrace as I long for yours Just breathe baby as I take you in my arms holding your innocence and beauty inviting the devil within you to ravish me completely with fingernails against my spine digging my flesh red

Poetry
razor blade, sharpened edge cut it deep ok? say goodbye to misery writing letters in your head thoughts ever haunting echo'd shadows of the past holding on to something nothing in your grasp dreams of eternal love broken, whithered memory extacy of unknown lust lost, forgotten desperate need pour crimson dreams enslaved reality thoughts of the end for ever lingering hit the vein be sure this time deep enough for one last crime

Poetry
Seep deep into every crevice of my head, Fill it with thoughts of us screwing in bed, I see you sucking me, enjoying me, engulfing my imaginaton! This lustful, sinful thought is what I call mental masturbation Taking my brain to heights and all the nerve endings tingle I'm excitingly back to the days when I am single Mental Masturbation makes my head spin, Mental masturbation is a totally unnoticable sin, So I pretend to sit at my desk at work, But the truth is mental masturbation is drivng me beserk No one knows, I'm 900 miles away In a lustful fantasy land reliving our Rendezvous from the other day. Sweet Mental Masturbation My Love!! The weight of the world lies on my head, At night, I just think and toss in my bed. The problems, the sadness, this is not how it is suppose to be, A void so deep, the bottom is impossible to see. I yearn for the passion, that spark I once knew. that feeling of completeness that intensity known by few, A t

Poetry
This is a bit of free verse I wrote after breaking up with my ex-fiancee. SMASHED A pumpkin smashed in the street; Bleeding, pulsating, still beating; The anguish of your tracks stinging. The seeds of love squashed. It’s core pounded to mush. It’s face carved in your image By the sharp blade of betrayal. Lonely and broken; Fodder for the unfaithful; Rotting, stinking, dying. I wrote this a few years ago for my ex-fiancee and it was later published in a poetry anthology, but I wanted to share it with my friends here at CherryTAP: FOR MY LOVE Your eyes, like sapphires, sparkle silently In the dead of night, yet say so much. Your ruby lips, so full and rich, Make me quiver, longing for your touch. Your body, sleek and sexy, Like a jaguar springs to my loins A burning fire that fills me with passion And desire for our bodies, as one, to be joined. Your flaxen hair, like dappled sunlight shines, Reflecting its beauty to the far corners of my soul. An

Poetry And What Not
I sit in darkness, Missing you, Wanting you. I'm haunted by your face. The softness of your kiss, Still remains on my lips. The falsehood of our love, A knife in my heart. The falling away, A knife in my back. The blood from these wounds, Flowing as tears from my eyes. The memory of you, And the thought of loss, Brings unending pain to my soul. So I turn my back to you, To dwell in the shadows, And bleed my sorrow away. Caress my heart Before you rip it out Nurse my addiction Ease my pain Life teeters Sways in your breeze Fall to my knees Taste the rain Death beckons Stares silently Seductive eyes Penetrate my brain Love is a cycle Pick me up Let me fall No longer sane I'm trying to find the reason, Why this world's so cold. The mask I throw on daily, Is beginning to grow old. I've hid my face for far too long, I fear it might be lost. I want to end the sadness, No matter what the cost. I'm hanging by a single thread, Should I cut the stra

Poetry
The eyes of an ageless wonder Weary through years of pain Blaze my trail uncaring Sinner in every way Pray for me mindless sheep Seek salvation for my soul Nothing can help me now I'm internally cold Everything is grey now Surviving by grit & sense An outsider looking in Holding together my life Pieces of my heart Left everywhere I stumble Nothing left for me But to face the world alone Just say she was someone So far form home Whose life was so lonesome She died all alone Who dreamed pretty dreams That never came true Oh why was she born So black and blue?

Poetry
Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Hover cars and techno tones Refuge holes and human bones New pets, marks, fish, and cheers Pictures, art, food, and beers Robots watch our little kids Ruined math and screwed up grids Computer games and viruses Extinct and dying irises No sun, moon, stars, or grain The future holds so many pains Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass Wars with weapons undefined Guns, bazookas, born in mind Songs with curses new and old Porno art that’s over-sold Living on the moon is great A million new verbs to conjugate No water, soil, land, or love No God, worship, friends, or dove Dumber dogs and smarter cats Annoying birds and fatter rats Looking through the seeing glass I see the light of what will pass The future’s going to be great But let’s think of the rest With all the problems now, you think The future is the best? Now there’s wars and angry gangs T

Poet-try
I havent been feeling like doing much lately. I guess i figured that if i just start writing thn something will magically appear from the keyboard that I havent been able to find on my own. I don't really think I'll be able to hold a job, ever. I realized this finally after 2 years of proof, It shouldn't be this way but I don't see the light where I become this hugh impact player on the world seen. Fuck it, even the neighborhood scene, I just want to do what I want to do all the time. If that conflicts with your interests then we can part ways. I have submilinally trained myself for whatever the fuck it is that I do. It's not anyones perfect picture of what life should be, but it seems to work for me. My arrogance is going to be what ultimately forces me to the challenge that I won't be able to overcome. It's just at this point you have to keep fighting. The trampoline that I have under me is made of dental floss and cardboard. I'm 300 feet up and juggling fire, but it's f

Poetry
rolling darkness A black existence. Where sky meets earth on the terrible horizon. Stretching out for centuries. Extending on and on in mingled, primordial shades of dimness. Mists mixing with air mixing with sky. And here I sit, so trivial. A fleck of sand in a wasteland of shattered glass. So disappointed. Wholly unmindful of the wonders of the world. Far too weary from regret. I peer out, through rust scented screen, out into the great, abyssal world below. And all at once, as the whistling wind and cooling rain blow in upon me I hear the howling moan. It burrows deep into my heart. A promise carried within the ungodly sound, an oath of suffering. And grief is abruptly summoned by this night. And with it, the uninvited monster of woe. Limitless, this beast, but with a soft, melodic whisper. It begs for me to relent. Implores that I would yield to it’s enticing request. The world opens it’s infinitely vast mouth and the mist below me presents itself with a loving vow. A prom

Poetry Or Some Shit
Warning this is a REALLY Fucked up story squeamish should not proceed.Please leave comments with your thoughts. Kidnapped Harem(Chapter 1) By The Master Nine inch nails is playing in the background and the drum's Boom Pssh Boom Pssh is drowning out the screams. Intentionally he plays this when he calls to mating his harem. All 5 neighborhood women Kidnapped and bound in his soundproofed basement. Only he can hear the screams when he violates them in various ways while they're tied up in several positions. The oldest is 45 she has her arms shackled to the wall and her feet bound to the floor so she is forced to lean over with her now reddened ass in the air. He masturbates to the squealing everytime he smacks her ass with his cattle prod. SMACK (EEEEEE) Smack(EEEEEE) "Squeal Bitch Squeal" He exclaims after each sharp torture he inflicts on her naked bottom. "Leave her alone you Sick Fuck" shouts his newest acquisition he refers to as Tori. She appears to be 19 or 20 to him but to be hon

Poetry
both feel the same happy near each other yet sad at the same time two lovers dreams shattered by two years time, if they could only realize two years is no great distance, they could be happy together pushing everyone away, he wonders why no one likes him little does he realize that it is his fault he loved her, but he pushed her she wasn't ready to be in a relationship he became angry and blamed her slowly he pushed her away all he wants at this point is for her to be happy yet still he causes more pain. he suddenly realizes what he has done yet it cannot be undone Torn between two worlds Torn between descisions Torn between love and hate Torn between two lives Suddenly he is in the middle Of nowhere with no options Two people can be seen in the Distance Two people with whom he is Very close Suddenly they both vanish to be replaced with nothingess Now he has no clue as to who he is Now he has no one to turn to Life seems meaningless No love to l

Poetry
You ever feel like nothing around you is real and that no one really cares. It makes me wonder why should I try. I am just like everyone eles and deserve to be treated the same. I have a heart and I have feelings when something hurts I cry. People make me feel so empty inside. Makes me think don't try and you wont cry. I wish the pain would just pass me by. I can give and give but what good does that do cause in the end my tears just fall like the rain till I am more empty inside. At the end of the day I just feel so dead inside. People come and go in and out of your life they say that they are your friends and that you matter but where are they when you need them. When you need their shoulder or just someone to tell you that you will make it through and that the pain with go away. Where are they when you are dying inside? When you are drowneding on all those tears that you are holding in? The expect you to be there for them at the drop of a hat but can never make the time for you

Poetry I've Found
With rivers flowing down her cheeks and thunder cursing through her veins. With never ending heartache and continuously building pain. Running thorugh the streets, screaming in the park, "I know you never loved. Without me you're better off". Of course he never loved me, I'm but a useless screwed up kid. But I'm not sure what I'll do without him, he was my reason to live. He got away with more than anyone, scared me more then ever before. But I made just one simple mistake, our relationships no more. I always knew this was bound to happen. I was only chasing a dream. Nothing's ever right for me, This is just another scene. I'm sitting in my room and I think of what you said, "I don't care what you did goodbye", I knew he never cared. All those nights wasted, all that credit that I burned. I should have been more careful, you're just anopther lesson to learn. Babe my heart is bleeding, you promised not to hurt me. You said you hated fighting, I was right, I'm not

Poetry From My Heart
wish id known 0 Comments Journal Entry by kittycelt about 2 hours ago wish id known how your leaving would change me wish id known your leaving would make me see wish id known your leaving would make me strong then id have known your leaving wasnt wrong. if i had known how strong i was if i had known it was all because if i had known that all my love would never have been enough, i would have never tried to fight i would have let leave my sight i would never have let you break my heart and i never would have caused these scars. i am stronger now than i thought i could be i am stronger now than you could ever see i am stronger now than ever at your knee and i found out that someone could love me. so im setting you free from me so im letting you release me cloudscelt is no gone forever more because you walked out the door. im better now without you im better now i dont need you so im better now thou i love you still even though im moving on i always will. thank you for loving me long

Poetic Ramblings
Change...shit...it's exciting...yet frightening. And it's a shame how some people, out of fear, seem to cling to this mindset of...embrace the old...screw the new. But as for this lonely poet...I'm ready. Ready to adopt a new philosophy. Ready to change my current direction cuz quite possibly there's nothing for me where it's headed. Ready to take steps along this new road that to my peers...just appears to be dreaded. Ready to pour out my heart and soul creating something better than Keith and if you don't like it...Fuck you...that's right, I said it. I'm ready for my world to revolve around ME. I'm tired of you How do you respond to that? Family is supposed to have your back But no matter how far I back track I can't justify her saying those words to me. From my brother...maybe cuz since he was a baby he's been in my shadow following in my foosteps and when he didn't, it was deemed failure? just cuz he didn't follow in my success? Shit...years down the road an

Poetry
by Marjorie Pickthall When the first dark had fallen around them And the leaves were weary of praise, In the clear silence Beauty found them And shewed them all her ways. In the high noon of the heavenly garden Where the angels sunned with the birds, Beauty, before their hearts could harden, Had taught them heavenly words. When they fled in the burning weather And nothing dawned but a dream, Beauty fasted their hands together And cooled them at her stream. And when day wearied and night grew stronger, And they slept as the beautiful must, Then she bided a little longer, And blossomed from their dust.

Poetry
Goodbye, goodbye again So weighed down Drowning in my sins I go down to the altar I genuflect the deities there I was told I was a star Where is the light? Where is the light I was supposed to shine? Are all stars as obscure as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again Nightmares wait For me to come to bed I go down to the water I wash the blood off there I was told I was great What happened to me here? What happened to me here That stole me away into fear? Are the great as lost as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodbye, goodbye again For the last kiss on your fiery skin I go down to the fire I burn my iniquities there I was told I was beautiful What happened to my visage? What happened to my visage? I was supposed to be this wonderful image. Is all beauty as horrid as this? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again One more kiss You give my flesh and then We go down to our dreams

Poetry
I wear mine to hide what's within me. I found people prefer the painted smile, And glittering gemstone eyes. Some days it wore thin. And people saw past that pretty face. I found happiness once... And when I removed the mask to show the world Friends turned from me. Only happy when I'm not...truly. There were days when it cracked. And people got an ugly little taste. So I built this mask to hide what's within me. Made of metal. It has a lock with no key. Once in place there will be only a painted smile. Glistening gemstone eyes. I found happiness once... But I was forsaken by the world. By the ones that meant so much to me. Once in place it will all be done. No one will know. Not until I am gone within. Dust...blown away with the wind. Only a mask to remember me. Lost in a world I built myself I'll hold it on my shoulders A place for everyone else Keep you safe as I can Down in the darkness I will stay To hold you in the light. Lost in my world, Wandering

Poetry
It took a while for the sun to rise today I'm wondering if it will be the day That I will see you again You never used to disappear like you have now had the courage to always speak your mind something changed along the way Walked a path where flowers become windswept tried to remember your face in a memory To only see you once again It would be the best gift to man to finally know where I went wrong here only questions, never an answer The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to forget I want to go on but somehow i'm left with a face that burns in my heart These are my confessions I hope they serve you well and reach your ears wherever you truly are i'd sing them forever and always If I thought that they would make you return I wonder though, would it make a difference? to have the answers now. The night turns to day and seasons change along the way but your face remains the same I want to fo

Poetry
Shudder from your touch. These emotions They are just Too Much I feel the urge: The fire and heat. I need your kiss: Delicious and sweet. Shiver down my spine From the way you Simply say 'You're mine.' author:unknown Dream Lover by Nina She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet. Come Back To Me by Shirley I suddenly feel so sad and alone You've carved your name in my heart We've just said hello and goodby

Poetry
The time of the Ancient Ones is coming to an end my children. This planet was once swimming with those of us whom would die a glorious death to be reborn or re-awakened knowing that of our former selves and lives. To incorporate our prior knowledge to the present and encompass our very livelihood. But as the centuries have passed, we have forgotten how to remember. Forgotten to pay the respects due to the elder Ancient Ones and our ways. They have changed the rituals, the music, and the dance..... As for this old dragon, the last of his kind on this old world; we are tired. We wish for the slumber of the ages. We wish and hope for the music to stop and the dance to cease and be no more..... ok, we'll start with a slow breast message. licking and sucking gently...working my way down u'r stomach and tickling u'r belly button with my tongue then i'll continue downward licking the skin between there and just the top of u'r pussy...teasing u as i run my tongue around the very outer li

Poetry 2
If ever there was no nose My life would be real hell I would not stop and sniff the rose Because I could not smell. John walked the two mile journey home with pride swelling in his chest. He hadn't felt this good since he first began college. The sun felt great beaming down on his back with joy. He held his hands casually in his pockets as he walked along, gravel crunching underfoot as he made his way towards the great white beach house. For a man of 25, someone would think that John lived alone and on his own. This wasn't the case. Naturally, his parents being over-protective, offered him free room and board during his college years as long has he graduated with a major in medicine. He soulfully agreed. His feet found a change in the underfoot tone as he exchanged different types of earth. His feet were now scuffing against smooth concrete up the walkway to the enormous beach house. He didn't realize, but a small grin had overcome his gentle face. Dimples cornered the soft pink

Poetry
i drown in the thoughts of togetherness for us to be as one then i snap back into reality and realize.... whats done is done. i cannot hold you close to me cant keep you by my side i've finally come to terms with this although countless times i've cried. i do not want to push you away but i cannot keep you near for when i think of the love thats passed my eyes fill up with tears. i want nothing more then to have you back and to let my feelings show but its time for me to forget your love and let what once was.... go. hold me tonight and never let me go, i want to melt in your arms, i love you so.for just one moment i dont want to feel lifes pain, i want to remember in life what i have gained. when you hold me in your arms all i feel is warmth. a soft golden touch and i am no longer torn. your magic and your love just lifts my life so i can feel protected for just one night. i know you cant be here all the time for me, dear, so just hold me for tonight so i have no

Poetry
Your broken heart and silent tears Can never replace the one lost dear. Why this happened no one knows The hurt and the sadness in your eyes show. Put on a brave face you think you must, Even for those in whom you trust. Never letting the pain come through, Though it would be alright for you to do. Destiny and fate had other plans, Another time you will walk hand in hand. Know that for now she is where she should be, She'll be back again to take place in our family. The Air and The Blood With evry beat of our hearts Cruelty and Fate have kept us aprt Ages of pain through time descend With evry moment wish the hurting would end For a moment I see You Smile on Your face At last You have come to me Through time and space I reach out to touch You And then You are gone With a breath and a beat My heart carries on. Each day I miss You More than the last Til someone brings You to me Out of the past Now that I have found You Ill never let go My love

Poetry
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an a

Poetry And Rhymes
Pitter Patter, the rain drops Seem never to end. When you think it’s all finish, Pitter Patter, you hear it again. The blessings God gave us, Straight from the heavens above. Glorifying us with showers Expressing his love. They seem like tears Which sometimes gently washes away? All our sorrows, all our fears. And after, a brighter day. Then comes the sunlight Beaming through the sky, Makes us give more thanks To the almighty on high. As in the beginning, he made The heavens and earth Man also in his true image We were created And now give birth To a beautiful day With sun and rain Life’s precious commodity We must all maintain. Written by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool

Poetry
How can I tell you when tears fall and words scar my broken heart? How can I deny you when all's lost and you're there lost and alone? How can I continue when our love and shared dreams just aren't enough? Metallic shine silver Embossed symbolic pride Motherland incarnate Flawless, precious. Dulled luster fades Engraving withered, gone Balding near extinction Broken, dying. Two sides come together Night into day, black to white Merged, unstoppable Both priceless. Silence hovers over as a cement weight ready to obliviate, blessed escape release. Tension stifles as a smoke filled wind unbearable, caustic, then clarity. Fury burns as kerosene volitile, explosive smothered.

Poetry Of Assorts If It Is Marked Nsfw Then Don't Read While At Work...
Sitting here alone. Feeling miserable and not sure why. Wishing I wasn't alone, Knowing he will be home later. This knowledge doesn't help me know. Sigh, i'm sitting here alone. I open my eyes and look around warily. Once again all I see is fog. I walk slowly in the direction in which I am needing to go. As I step further into the fog, I start to feel the slightest of touch. I can feel the despair, heartache, and other emotions of those who reach out and touch me but, I cannot see them. As I continue walking the weight of the fog grows to such a dense that, silent tears start to fall down my face. After a few minutes I reach my destination and when I enter that place, at least for a little while I have been released from the fog. I sit inside with the all the curtains closed, and the lights turn on. This is an attempt to simulate the sunlight in my mind. Try so hard to be cheerful but, it doesn't ever seem to last. Unless, I am curled up with a loved one. I go outside

Poetry And Writing
yes, i am strange, but seriously... still life... did you actually read it? let me know- why? why not? do you think you learned anything about me? what is it? do you think you know what is mine, what is hers, what we share? have you ever looked into someones refrigerator and tried to figure out who they are? do i need more therapy? if these were painted on canvas would you stand and read them? do you think i stood in my kitchen and wrote all this stuff down? or do you think i made it up? when you look at your space what do you see of yourself? what do our possesions tell people about us? how well do you have to know someone to know what belongs to them and what doesn't? if someone found your wallet or bag, what would they think of you? if someone broke into your house, would they find you? if your housecleaner or one night stand needed a snack and rifled your kitchen, what would they learn about you? if someone ran out of toilet paper

Poetry
If I Can Stop IF I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. - Emily Dickinson Your Porn Star Name Is... Spanky BottomsWhat's Your Porn Star Name?

Poetry
SEVENTY-FIVE YEARS Ladies and Gentlemen: We are gathered here to join in the celebration of the year… Most commonly marked by the presentation of diamonds. This by the way is what we wanted to do for you today; but thought that Ford, Chrysler or GM would do just as well. I guess in our wee little minds The only way that we can comprehend time Beyond that redundant tick, tick, ticky Of our classic Mickey… Mouse clock Is to reach for the oldest thing we think we see Because the wisdom of time is truly the greatest mystery It’s strange how most of the tie we don’t understand But wee too have seen it slip through our hands Leaving us with what could have been And remembrance of all those days when Yeah it was good way back then No doubts and I remembers for a dear old friend But this is now and the challenge of today Is to figure how As time keeps slipping away How do you remain so spry? And keep that delightful twinkle in your eye The pessimi

Poetry
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Poetry At Its Best
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07 To be sure of Love Love is being patient Love is being Kind Love is being happy Having a clear but conscious mind Love is sharing special moments Love is taking a walk with the one you love Love is being able to say NO and Yes when appropriate Love is mainly being yourself to the One you LOVE Love is all of the above and more As we should all give our upmost To the one we adore, when we

Poetry
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I whisper like a lover in

Poetry
The Air and The Blood With evry beat of our hearts Cruelty and Fate have kept us aprt Ages of pain through time descend With evry moment wish the hurting would end For a moment I see You Smile on Your face At last You have come to me Through time and space I reach out to touch You And then You are gone With a breath and a beat My heart carries on. Each day I miss You More than the last Til someone brings You to me Out of the past Now that I have found You Ill never let go My love to You You will always know You are the Air And the Blood to me And together we will stay for all Eternity For Rayne I Love You Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics The touch of your hand as it caressess my skin, Adds fuel to the fire of passion burning within. To give in to this need, In my heart it is wrong, Still the desire within me grows ever so strong. Your touch , it is burning now, setting me on fire,there's no turning back as you take me hi

Poetry
"Patience will not stand the test of time. It is eating us alive as we breathe. Sparing no soul as it chews us up into nothing." The years I’m keeping So, ever-fleeting By and by Goes my time Ages of freedom Moments so trapped The years I’m keeping Falling off track To learn is to know That these years come and go Leaving only traces And distant faces From the only ages We will never be again Falling through spaces in time Bewilderment in hues of blackened confusion Perplexed eyes staring into a million emotions Searching on a plateau of weariness Unforgotten flashes of endless time Flames scorching a forever torn heart Frozen feeling dancing in the wind Contradiction running on emptiness Gone

Poetry
If dreams could come true, I'd be there with you. If nightmares are real, I'd never know how you feel. If my heart was a safe, Only you would hold the key. If my tears started to fall, Its cause your not here with me. If my feet lead me away, Your hands guide me back. If my body's cold at night, Its cause your arms they lack. Led in her warm bath, Thinking about life. In such an awful mess, Not sure how she has got here. She had planned this night, Down to every little detail. To the messages she left people, To say her sorry's and good byes. She looks at her red arms, Watching the blood flow from her, Taking her life from her, Fading and withering like a flower. Like the rose she used to be, Its reached the end of its life. She was feeling to weak to think, Closing her eyes, listening to music. To songs that were her life, Sad, happy, love, death, and emptiness. Visions of her children in her head, Tears streaming down her face. They would be fine sh

Poetry
A simple child That lightly draws its breath, And feels its life in every limb, What should it know of death? I met a little cottage girl: She was eight years old, she said; Her hair was thick with many a curl That clustered round her head. She has a rustic, woodland air, And she was wildly clad; Her eyes were fair, and very fair; --Her beauty made me glad. "Sisters and brothers, little maid, How many may you be?" "How many? Seven in all," she said, And wondering looked at me. "And where are they? I pray you tell." She answered, "Seven are we; And two of us at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea. "Two of us in the churchyard lie, My sister and my brother; And, in the churchyard cottage, I Dwell near them with my mother." "You say that two at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea, Yet ye are seven!-I pray you tell, Sweet maid, how this may be?" Then did the little maid reply, "Seven boys and girls are we; Two of us in the Churchyard lie, B

Poetry - Look
I look from these spheres of sight, catching a glimpse of the tranquil light, miles apart from the life ive seen, images of pain and self loathing, pictures of hate and inner turmoil, a life on the run from my own shadows, afraid to aproach and shaken by desire, alone in this breading ground of ill repute, judged by the ignorant and stoned by society, held in contempt for my repented sins, never forgiven yet always forgotten, i stand alone on this shelf of madness, no-one 2 gaze at the wonder within, with war and destruction in every heart, i long for your eyes to seek my warmth, to open your heart and breath me life, to see me for me and not a ghost, open your eyes for you will see!

Poetry
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan. What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE PART II (JUST WARMING UP!) What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs. What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes. What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Be

Poetry
I dont know what it is, but I distrust myself when I start to like a girl a lot. It makes me nervous I dont say the right things or perhaps I start to examine evaluate compute what I am saying. If I say, "Do you think it's going to rain?" and she says, "I dont know," I start thinking: Does she really like me? In other words I get a little creepy. A friend of mine once said, "It's twenty times better to be friends with someone than it is to be in love with them." I think he's right and besides its raining somewhere, programming flowers and keeping snails happy. That's all taken care of. BUT if a girl likes me a lot and starts getting real nervous and suddenly begins asking me funny questions and looks sad if I give the wrong answers and she says things like, "Do you think it's going to rain?" And I say, "It beats me," and she says, "Oh," and looks a little sad at the clear blue California sky, I think Thank God, i

Poetry
My Poetry This is my place of darkness. Where there is nothing but silence through-out the room. I love the smell of the room it smells like a crypt of black clouds through-out the room. It maybe creepy or scary yet blurry because of all the smoke. It's so cold like a basement cellar I hear faded darkside music of gothic realms of mysterious force of darkness. Where I see outside the dark tinted window where I see falling rose petals over a grave. Which could be kind of spooky at times but once you get use to it your doing just fine. Where I see this go on and on again you'll see the smoke once again. And you will feel like your tripping my friend. Don't get scared trust your doing fine. I cant believe what I am seeing a ghost raising from the grave. So let the haunting begin. So off I go to see this ghost and I didn't even get close so back inside I go again and I dont even know how this story began? By: William Allen Wish the darkness could take me away, like a ghost sayi

Poetry And Quotage
Who so loves believes the impossible. Elizabeth Barrett Browning A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. Ingrid Bergman Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together. Oprah Winfrey A computer once beat me at chess, but it was no match for me at kick boxing. Emo Philips Evelyn Hope I. Beautiful Evelyn Hope is dead! Sit and watch by her side an hour. That is her book-shelf, this her bed; She plucked that piece of geranium-flower, Beginning to die too, in the glass; Little has yet been changed, I think: The shutters are shut, no light may pass Save two long rays thro' the hinge's chink. II. Sixteen years old, when she died! Perhaps she had scarcely heard my name; It was not her time to love; beside, Her life had many a hope and aim, Duties enough and little cares, And now was quiet, now astir, Till God's hand beckoned unawares,--- And t

Poetry
well this one i wrote for a friend while he was in iraq--he asked me to help him describe in words his love for his wife--he told me how he felt and i came up with this poem --hope you like it as much as his wife did! Separation The days are short and the nights are long since I have been gone. My love for you is still growing strong even though I am alone. I left willing to take on all now I feel weak and ready to fall but the love and courage you send will help me make it to the end. Our hands will meet again real soon and our hearts will sing a sweet tune. Then our minds will be at rest for we have passed this trying test. The test of separation and time and I thank GOD he made you mine. Dennis Ray Ankrom Copyright ©2007 Dennis Ray Ankrom Well here is my first one let me know what ya think--I will ost a new one every other day-- "A Lover'S Wish" May are love bind us Like a lock with no key. May are hearts join In joyous praise of one another.

Poetry
the frame of my void sharp and jagged. a picturesque scene of broken glass. and a heart-warming dissolve of perfection. sane reality holds fast. my wounds transpire in a hidden fortress. forged inside a calm lake of ice. below the numb of cold a battle rages. only in lies and self sacrifice. this placid place of anger and hate. fires rage and thoughts are twisted. shadows fill corners and light flees. but never knowing this existed. no longer a marionette. only yours in loving death. there in wake will lie a beauty. a putrid heart to beat newly. a melancholy shadow risen. a forgotten soul to do what's bidden. blood to be spilled and avenged. a tortured puppet makes amends. decay of wasted matyrs you find. are all that shes left behind. at her hands they did cry. as she runs rampant they all die. the lies remebered as she woke. wind me up the dollie spoke. i've been tossed. like a rag doll. that no one wants. i'm lost. with nowhere to run. a

Poetry By Me
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03 Someone else is watching Every time you look away Someone else is lonely Wishing I could stay Someone else holds me Whenever I need to cry Someone else just knows- He never asks me why Someone else is not afraid To tell me how he feels Someone else shows me The love you won't reveal Someone else is watching My whole world fall apart Someone else is stronger He won't let you break my heart. as09-17-01 Your breath on my skin The warmth of your

Poetry
yet another, for all to enjoy..... “If Ever . . .” If ever I wanted to understand, this would be that time. For it would offer me resolve, when my heart is so torn in design. If ever I wished for different circumstances, this would be the moment. For deep within all that has happened, my mind is broken into fragments. If ever I wanted to have had more time, to visually apply my plans, this would be it. Since time has snuck up on me and doused my visual fire, without a blinking forfeit. If ever my beliefs were at their all time lowest, even non-existent, it is now. For searching within this soul of mine, has offered no solace for my vows. To be the best father, the best friend, the best helper, the best provider. I’ve fallen short here, my body weakens more and more, deficient in advisor. If ever I did not seek for more, then this has become my new goal. For within the sins inside this temple, lies a wrong, that takes all control. If ever I could fight myse

Poetry
DESTINED TO A LIFE OF LONELINESS TO WANDER FOR ALL ETERNITY IN THE BLACK VOID OF NIGHT THIS ONCE LOVEFUL HEART CLOAKED IN DARKNESS AND SORROW COMES ALIVE WITH YOUR PRESENCE THE DARKNESS ROLLS AWAY SORROW IS DROWNED BY JOY MY HEART, ONCE AGAIN, IS FILLED WITH LOVE THE LIGHT IN THE DARK YOU ARE MY SAVIOR, MY LOVE, THE ONE, WHO HAS SET THIS SOUL FREE FOREVER IN YOUR DEBT I OFFER YOU IMMORTALITY, YOU REFUSE IT POWER, I OFFER YOU, AGAIN YOU TURN IT DOWN ON MY KNEES, I OFFER YOU THE ONE THING LEFT TO GIVE MYSELF--HEART, BODY, MIND AND SOUL LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES I GIVE TO YOU THIS VAMPIRESS' ETERNAL OATH, "WITH THESE WORDS, ON THIS NIGHT, OUT OF THE SHADOWS YOU CAME, SETTING ME FREE, I GIVE YOU MY HEART, SOUL, MIND AND BODY TO DO AS YOU WISH. NOW WITH A KISS I BIND MY HEART TO YOURS, FOREVER BEING INDEBTED TO YOU. You came in from the shadows Into my little world Like a thief in the night You stole my heart and soul In your eyes I get lost Your arms shelter me from my nightmares Though

Poetry
I dont Understand Why when it takes so little to be a nice person, so many are cruel and hurtful. I dont understand Why when it just so much easier and releaving to tell the truth people still fill the need to tell lies and hide things I dont understand Why if you love someone you cant just tell them and hope and pray they feel the same. I dont understand Why some people who have more than others feel the need to flaunt their wealth, but when it comes to helping someone they cant even lift a finger I dont understand Why we have the need to fight for things and let things get so out of hand til we forget the reason we were fighting in the first place. I dont understand Why when someone is sick all of a sudden people who havent come to visit them or even talked to them in years suddenly remember they have a friend I dont understand Why loving seems to be so hard, but hate and judgement come so easily Well these are just a few things I dont understand, and they a

Poetry
I hate you more for promising to hang out For telling me you like me and wanna go out for making dates with me Then not showing up claiming you forgot having something "come up" Just tell the truth believe i what you say stand up for what you feel. Stop making things up and stop trying to be a nice guy by not admiting to your feelings. Be a nice guy and an adult by being honest cause please it hurts more when you say yes then back out then if you say no. FUCKING BITCHES Throw, Sleep, Blow, Hide, Jump Kiss, Fly, Splunk, Spit, Drink Run, Fuck, Urinate, Act, Inhale Cut, Whisper, Ponder, Rattle, Defenestrate. So we have simple verbs, We have complex verbs. Heck we even have cave jumping throwing people out of windows verbs. Body functions and functioning bodies. But even with al those verbs we’ve seemed to forget how to love, breathe, be and simply live. Bring me your life. Give me your thoughts. You are a value greater then gold. More precious then gems

Poetry
We give We take Everyday it makes No difference why We live For life We die No tomorrow No lies, only sorrow I’m scared for tomorrow No chance to remember No chance to forget What’s the point We die For life We try Always horror I live in horror Always horror I don’t sleep No one to trust Take a life For survival No body stops No body care No time Still in horror no time For sorrow No time till tomorrow I remember the horrors Just no chance to forgive No time to forget One day to sleep Before the last night I get I’m supposed to remember All I do is forget The lives that I took Give my life for tomorrow No tomorrow Only sorrow My life is horror The world feels like it's storming and everyone is ignoring !peace! all my life was warning for every single morning with life sets a new gap and trying hard feels like a trap peace is impossible with dictators that talk all crap time has struck us way too soon

Poetry, Prose & Lyrics
Cold and hard like Winter steel, Tempered by a planet sunken, sallow, Oh jaded, wasted youth, they tsk, Knowing eyes rolling in bovine heads As they down their shots of Apathy - with just a splash of Fear. Pools of liquid night, her eyes Swallow the light, the false platitudes. Beneath the din and clamor of the quickening World, Spirits call weakly to her assailed ears, Entreating, weeping. Her hands tied by a world that will not listen, She cries in silence perfect, deep. Slipping sleeping through Reality's cracks, She comforts forgotten angels Who, keening, claw at blackened, twisted wings. Oh irony! She must escape her body To truly feel, to be felt - To hear the rough and raw tattoo Of the drums that keep the Universal Beat. Shedding flesh and bone and blood - The shrieking, clutching, burning World, She slips, ethereal, mysterious, Darkly glittering and soft To realms apart - Outcast no more. You're a faith disease, Divine crisis of soul. In an Age of Lie

Poetry
i have some of these on Myspace as well, but for those who don't know me over there, i figured i'd just throw up a few for you all to read. hope you enjoy. "Kitten" A kitten kicks a ball of yarn Fur as dark as an autumn night The yarn is frail, falling apart The kitten paws it with delight Eyes like onyx, this kitten purrs The yarn is strewn across the floor A patch of white like a harvest moon The yarn rolls through another door Back and forth goes the fragile yarn It's coming undone bit by bit Will the kitten grow bored and leave? Or will it take the yarn with it? this is one of my most recent poems. for any poetry fans out there, i'd love to know what you think. leave me some love. :) i always return the favor. "The Blade" Soft moonlight shines down upon glowing runes An enchanted sword rests on the white sand Waves roll by in meditative whispers Tempered steel glows like a fiery brand The left is etched with a twisting snake Wh