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This Is One Of My Favorite Songs
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the l

This Is Me
Hey everyone! I don't know if anyone is interested in this, (I don't have tits and well.. that's about it.) but I thought I would make it a little easier to get to know me (or about me, if for some reason you feel the need to.) First off, I'm in the Navy, divorced twice, have 3 amazing boys, and I am a nerd. (... and a sudden vaccum is created by the outgoing rush of whatever women had stopped by.) I read too much and my jokes are really funny if you have the right sense of humor. Currently single, not really looking for a girlfriend, (but am always taking applications...) but if I were, my experiences have taught me that I want someone with intelligence and a great sense of humor. (And it's always good if they have low standards, but to date me, I think you have to have them.) Redheads have always been a weakness of mine, but I never figured out why (they always get me in trouble). I love the Princess Bride, no it's not a chick flick. I'm a big movie and comic book buff. One

This Is My First Blog!!
Has anyone else tried to get something so perfect that you have fucked it up? And don't really know what you did! Well if you have, will you please tell me what you did and how you fixed it? Maybe someone has had the same problem as me and maybe it'll help me to fix mine. Thanks!

This Week Is......
this week has been pretty interesting... i woke up yesterday and found out that i had to go to the damn dentist! they pulled my wisdom teeth..... and now im in paiN! today was good b/c my best friend Jorge, and my friend Oscar came over.... played some xbox.... chilled it was a chill-axe day!

This Day
5 May 07 - Saturday 1813 Søren Kierkegaard Denmark, philosopher (founded Existentialism) 1818 Karl Marx philosopher (Communist Manifesto, Das Kapital) 1883 Charles Bender only American Indian in baseball's Hall of Fame 1899 Freeman Gosden Richmond VA, radio actor (Amos-Amos 'n' Andy) 1900 Spencer Tracy actor (Guess Who's Coming to Dinner) 1908 Rex [Reginald Carey] Harrison Huyton Lancashire England, actor (My Fair Lady, Doctor Dolittle, Cleopatra) 1940 Eric Burdon Walker-on-Tyne England, rock singer (Animals) 1942 Tammy Wynette Redbay AL, country singer (Stand by your Man) 1943 Michael Palin Sheffield Yorkshire England, comedian (Monty Python, Fish Called Wanda) 1948 Bill Ward Birmingham England, heavy metal drummer (Black Sabbath) 1953 Billy Burnette Memphis TN, rock guitarist (Fleetwood Mac) 1961 Hiro Hase wrestler (NJPW) 1976 Sage Stallone Sylvester's son/actor (Rocky V) 1382 Battle of Beverhoutsveld - population beats drunken army 1504 Anton of Burgundy t

This Is Me, Like It Or Not.....
Yeah so when it's all said and done you look like your fine on the outside but it's just not true. Your life and household has been turned upside down by outside forces that you thought that you could trust. Your heart is breaking cause you know it will never go back to the way it once was. That my not have been all smiles and giggles but at least you knew it was real and that you where loved. But as you move on with your life you begin to look back and wonder where it all went wrong and how you could have fixed or at least stoped it. You begin to run the senarioy through your head over and over again and telling yourself you could have fixed it. But you begin to realize that it all would have worked out the same, nothing was going to change. You were helpless and there was nothing you could have done to forseen it. So as you lay your head down at night just remember things are the way they are for a damn good reason and it will all be ok in the end. You may not be in control of your l

This Is So Hard
This is my first blog but i had to get some shit off my chest. 4 years ago on Christmas i lost my son to a rare condition and i have no idea 4 years after to deal with it. I have tried to move on but every time this time of the year comes around i cant help but think about it and go into a very deep depression and i have people telling me that they know how i feel? Then i get madd and ask them "Have you ever lost a child?" and 98% of the time its no so how the fuck how can they know how i feel if they dont know the heartbreak and loss that i have had 2002 was the worst year of my life #1 I had to put my grandmother in the ground (the most important person in my life ) on my birthday #2 My baby boy passes on Christmas day #3 I had to have a funeral for my baby boy on new year eve, all my most favorite holidays and now they are all ruined. The only question i have to the lord is what did i do to deserve this pain?

This Site
my husband and i just got our first apartment. we are moving in tomarrow and i probably won't be on here for a while cuz we will have no internet... so if u wanna talk just drop a line or two and i will get back as soon as i can this site is wierd but then again i am too...lol... i am a mother of 1 and am married to a wonderful man who loves me dearly..so if u think i am going to get on here and cheat then u are wrong...but i wouln't mind a few g friends?

This Is B I G !
Ok everyone the moment we've al been waiting for Your Listening To: DJ TECNOIMAC ™ ® "TECNOTWURL" COPYRIGHT® 2001 BMI Records Inc. BlatherSwitch Productions All Rights Reserved TECNOTWURL.mp3 Your Listening To: DJ TECNOIMAC ™ ® "Shut Up & Fuck Me" COPYRIGHT® 2001 BMI Records Inc. BlatherSwitch Productions All Rights Reserved ShutUp.mp3 REPOST REPOST I am always thinking of cool things to do and since I am a musician DIVINE TELEMETRY is my band. I'm sure there would be great response to a background theme song with CherryTap Lyrics and cool voiceovers in the foreground telling ppl about the site and or just plain music and lyrics to a big band progressive rock beat 4/4 count...... don't worry it won't sound like a lounge lizard elevator music.... Lot'sa brass and strings to a lead synthesizer, and hard driving beat. Think it over, send me some lyrics you would want to hear, suggestions, and this is for real and it's for us, all of us :o) post repli

This Is How Life Is....
ABORTO Mami, mantenme protegido, mami, mantenme calientito, cuidame con cuidado, mami, ayudame a formarme, yo tengo hoy 2 semanas, y el regalo que me dieron fue un par de ojos marron claro, para algun dia poder ver. Yo forme mis manos y piernas y una nariz de perrito, y al final de mis piernas hay algo que le llaman dedos, para algun dia poder caminar, yo estoy mirando alante de mi vida, a reir, a prender, a hablar, a jugar con peluches y jugetes, estoy ansioso en saber a donde iremos hoy, en un carro, en un tren a un sitio muy lejos, mami, porque estas acostada siendo jalada en 4 ruedas? Mami, esto usualmente no pasa. Que extrano esto se siente, BANG? Nos fuimos por una puerta, la gente esta vestida de verde, mami, si te hacen dano por favor suerta un grito, mami, que esta pasando, estoy empezando a llora,. Mami, por favor ven rapido me estan forsando a morir, ellos me estan jalando aparte, primero mis manos, despues mis piernas,

This Saddens Me...
Granted I dont have over a 1000 friends but you know what the many friends that I do have seem like the only reason they are on my list was to get cherry points. That doesnt sit too well because I thought my friends where there to supoport me and vice versa. Only a few of my friends showed that they werent my friend just for the points..others well...want support in things they are doing and I give that support but thats as far as it goes they say they will return the love but when the time comes they just ignore me like I hadnt said or done anything. But for those who will read this and either leave and not do anything or those that will show me that they are my friend because they want to be here is the link to the contest that I am currently in ..all the support I can get will be greatly appreciated and of course returned. When I joined this site I thought it was full of good people..and yes there is ALOT of good people but there is also a bunch of selfish people that only care abou

This Iz Da Bizniss
THE ASSHOLE COULDNT EVEN BREAK UP WITH ME ON THE PHONE, HE HAS TO DO IT ON THE PC! HE IS NOT IN TOWN, EVEN IF HE WAS, HE WOULDNT DO IT IN PERSON, THE LOSER!!! I AM SO SICK OF LOSERS!!! GGGgggrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Marina's Convo with a Loser/Mom's Ex Current mood: amused Okay this is a conversation between me and my moms dead beat EX. Today I will be playing the part of MYSELF but I am labeled as QEEEN KRISTIE. Enjoy! I sure did. WHOOOP!!! Shawn Cross played Himself. ENJOY ALL. This isn't me on a bad day, Im actually really happy. I've been waiting to do this for such a long time. My mom didn't understand why I never liked him and now she does. WHOOOHOOO!!!! NOTE: This guy stutters on the computer... when he's mad.... uhm yeah nuff said. This is Kristie's daughter Marina, I wanna make that clear right now. I got her message before she did cause it was sent on my computer. Im very different from her, cause I'll tell you whats up. I don't give a shit how it makes you feel,

This Is My Life
Ok now most of you already know everything about me and what has been going on in my life over the last several weeks. For those that don't I am going to lay it out on the line for you. I have written in my blogs about things I have done that were stupid and foolish and I didn't deserve forgiveness. Well I got it and we have moved on with our lives. Well someone needs to grow up and move on with her own life and leave me alone. It is not going to be pretty if I ever run into her and I will be honest about that. You are going to go around and tell people that you are going to have my son taken away from me. Know I heard that you are going to take me to court and try to get custody of my son. Let me tell you something right to the point, you are not his mother and you are not his father. I am his father and if you think that a court in this country will even grant you temp. custody you are smoking something. As far as talking shit about me, I must be the most important thing i

This Touches My Heart!
My story starts in 1991 when I was 19 years old. I met a wonderful man named Gary and finally in 1993 we decided to start a family. I got pregnant and 7 weeks later had a miscarriage. It was tough, but I thought, "Okay, this is just something that happens." The first miscarriage was such a scare that we waited another 3 years before trying again. Again, after 7 weeks, another miscarriage. The doctors said it's just something that happens. After my 5th loss, we decided it was time to see a specialist. I've had every test imaginable and everything came back good. So is this just something that happens? We continued trying all the way up to 2005. That is when I suffered my 8th and last miscarriage. I think that was the worst one. At my age then (33), I knew that there was probably no hope left. We decided for my well-being to stop trying. God has kept me sane and I don't blame anyone, I just can't understand why. I do believe that time helps heal wounds, and mine are gradually healing d

This Is My Reality
You tell false words, you speak lies, and you are full of deciet. You see that it hurts but you still do it because you can. You look at me with a blank expression and dont know why, and you never have. You just stand there as confused as I am. Yes, what goes around comes around but im not that type baby. Everyday I hurt becuase of what came my way, but I keep prayin that you will help make it dissapear. I am not your mother and ill never be her so take those shades off your eyes and see the real me in the flesh. Im not your ex or you peace of pussy, Im not the girl at work and im not the one on the corner. I am the woman in your bed, the woman in your kitchen, the woman in your heart and I am strong. There is never an explination and I have accepted that because I had no other choice, or maybe I just choose to hurt myself through you. Maybe im that blind to think you have changed overnight, maybe u are after other things, and u just look me in the eyes and say its different.

This Year...wow
well its monday night and i am worn out..i just am tired to the point of going crazy. i cant to leave for my vacation to NC in feb. !!!!!!! something to look forward to anyway. well i will be back tomorrow love you guys. 06' was a crazy year for me...work, getting shot, all the hospital stays, dealing with psycho women, watching my son grow so big! 2007 is going to be much better! well they say that what does not kill you makes you stronger...it is true i am much stronger mentally than i was a year ago, i really know what i want for the first time in a long time. anyway i hope you all can share this year with me and make it the best ever!

This Is A Good Start For My First Blog....;-)
A man walks into a psychiatrist's office wearing only underwear made of Saran Wrap. The psychiatrist says, "Well...I can clearly see your nuts." Juli -- [noun]:An erotic popsicle 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

This Is 100% True
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Kiss
I don't want another heartbreak I don't need another turn to cry, no I don't want to learn the hard way Baby hello, oh no, goodbye But you got me like a rocket Shooting straight across the sky It' s the way you love me It's a feeling like this It's centrifugal motion It's perpetual bliss It's that pivotal moment It's, ah, impossible This kiss, this kiss Unstoppable This kiss, this kiss Cinderella said to Snow White "How does love get so off course All I wanted was a white knight With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse Ride me off into the sunset Baby I'm forever yours" It's the way you love me It's a feeling like this It's centrifugal motion It's perpetual bliss It's that pivotal moment It's, ah unthinkable This kiss, this kiss Unsinkable This kiss, this kiss You can kiss me in the moonlight On the rooftop under the sky, oh You can kiss me with the windows open While the rain comes pouring inside, oh Kiss me in sweet slow motion Let's let e

This Is Fucked Up!!
I went to see my ex-husbands son today at the juvenile facility he is locked up in. That is how my day started. We still consider each other mother and son. It was a good visit till he tried to get in between me and his fathers relationship since the divorce. He wants us back together and when he brought it up, I didn't tell him what he wanted/hoped to hear. Other than that, the visit went well. While visiting with my stepson we noticed the baby had an absence seizure. I decided to go to my ex-husbands house to be with the baby and watch the Colts game there. Things were going ok there. We didn't fight once.......for a change. While I was there, my daughter was here at home with 2 of her friends. No big deal, that was fine. I had agreed to have my ex take one of her friends home after the game around 10:30pm. I had forgotten the time because I was watching the post game. My daughter called me at 10:40pm reminding me of what I was to do. Since I had forgotten, the girls wanted me

This Is Messed Up
jus a quick note to let everyone know i'm back now i guess its over the damage has been done in the battles of the heart its hard to know who's won my heart is slowly breaking i feel so empty inside i walk away the loser all my feelings i will hide you always said that you would love me no matter what it turned out to be one big lie how could i be so stupid now i sit and cry overnight card games,fishing,and coming home late too many times i've felt alone something isnt right you wont touch me and you shower twice a day why do you feel so dirty what are you trying to wash away now im left here and you are gone you took nothing but the blame with no more lies or secrets now this time i will set you free

This Is What I Want
hello everyone. thank you for viewing my page. i love bbws and ssbbws. i am looking to make friends on here and maybe meet some girls in my area. i live in southern california. i run several karaoke shows and can carry a tune. i am very happy go lucky for the most part and very playful. if you are interested please leave me a message and we can chat.

This Pisses Me Off!!!
IF UR GONNA BAD MOUTH SOMEON AND OR RATE THEM LOW ON PURPOSE AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO LET THEM KNOW WHO U ARE AND Y U MAY JUST BE BEIN AN ASS OR U MAY HAVE SOME GOOD SUGGESTIONS DONT BE SCARED AND DO IT ANONYMUS !!!THAT JUST SHOW HOW CHILDISH AND ASHAMED YOU ARE OR THAT YOU HAVE SOMETHIN AGAINST THE PERSON. it pisses me off to no end to see guys with a great girl or vice versa treat their other half wether dating or married like shit.. If ur gonna be that way and not respct their wishes what the hells the point? As for the other half if they wanna treat u that way u deserve so much better. Noone deserves to be taken advantage of like that..if u wanna stay out and for lack of better words be a ho stay single. Dont drag the other person through it with u physically and emotionally. Remember karma is a bitch!!!

This Is My Life... Deal With It!
ahhh... so all i want to do is scream now... so i had physical therapy this morning... and my therapist told me that because it was so close inbetween pregnancies that more than likely my muscles didnt have time to fully heal... so basically i kind of did this to myself... but kind of not... so she showed me a bunch of different things to help strenghten my hip muscles and to also releave the pain and inflamtion... then on top of that i found out that i have a lot of tension in my upper to middle back... mainly because my milk is drying up.... so that was just another thing i wanted to hear... NOT! so then everything was fine and then my dad started to say how bla bla bla and how he "knows" everything... god i hate him right now... anyways i went to my doctor appt at 1 and found out that there is one of two things wrong with my wrist... either a its broken and healed funny so they might haveta rebreak it or do surgery to fix it... or it could just be a cyst... which didnt so

This One Guy
I met this guy his name is well lets just call him R.....Well its crazy because one day i was talking to my really good friend named Nancy.. I was here on Cherry tap and I saw this guy that lived not to far....Well come to find out it her cuzin.....Well I think he is just soooo sexy....hehe...He is just omg words cant decribe what he looks like or how he made me feel when i saw his picture...i know its wierd....Well she wanted me to stop over after i got off work and what do you effing know...He was there, wow i looked like shit cause i had just gotten off work...I ran home and washed my hair and got dressed....I fell crazy he just sent tingles to my tummy...hehe...well thats all i shall reveal for now.....:P ~Dayna~

This Is Real Life
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do

This And That...
On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol It seems I got myself a new dog...showed up out of nowhere last friday when I got home from work I was letting the Pablo and Flurry out to the backyard and this dog that looked just like Flurry came in the yard thru a gap on the fence, she is almost all white with some light tan....looks like it has part husky on her...as soon as I have a picture I will put it on the album...

This And That!
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This "crush" Thing Should Be Stopped
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me-- bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?-- DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i

This Is New And Awesome!!!!
Okay I had never heard of this until today but I am sure glad I did...This is an awesome site!!! I love it. My favorite band in the whole entire world, Red Eye Gravy is like MY WORLD... If ya like music u should check them out. They can be found on youtube.com Search RED EYE GRAVY.... If ya wanna know ANYTHING dont hesitate to ask....

This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC

This Is Important To Me!
Best Morph Contest! Just click the rabbit Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that. What Song Should You Strip To?

This Shit Hurts!!!!
Today is the fourth day without my 16 month old son Danjer. My wife is an extreme case of bipolar schizophrenea, topped off with heavy anxiety. Not only that, she quit taking her meds a couple of months ago. I cant lie, Im glad she is gone, but she took my son. I cant find them anywhere, and its killing me!!! The only reason she had for taking him was to "make me hurt as bad as I made her hurt". Im not the best husband, father on the planet, but I was pretty damn good!!! Im the only one who ever took care of my son, while she laid around being a hypochondriac upset with the world. Im also the only one that worked. She stole everything of value from me, including my last twelve dollars. I dont care though, she can have it all, I just want Danjer back. Ive been so sick since hes been gone, I cant eat, or sleep. I cant concentrate on anything cause I miss him so bad. Goddamn this fucking hurts. Every minute I miss of his life is a minute of his life I have missed. Hes growing up so fast,

This Pleasure Of Mine
This Pleasure Of Mine To what do I owe this pleasure of mine Which stands alone in frozen time Nerves on end, they bend like steel Exhausting gasps, could this be real The tender touch of moistened lips The gentle sway of curvy hips Like oceans waves of thunderous roar Bodies crash , still wanting more Her beauty impailed on phallic pleasure Feelings intense, too much to measure Lust unchained by rise and fall Holding to some, yet wanting all Faster we travel through passion’s quest Paced by the fall of rising breasts Closer, yet closer, the end is near Quivering flesh, the sounds I hear Collapse to me, a soul so fine Tis what do I owe, this pleasure of mine

This Is About Me And My Thoughts
what is going on here?? I post comments, I rate, but all but a few return the favor. All I see in the repeat ads for lounges, ways to make fubucks during happy hours. Where's the fun, the connection, the finding each other. Very few read my bulletins, my comments get messages in return, but then I reply to the messages and they are ignored. I have said it before, and I will say it again, we are losing the point of this site, which is to make friends, make connections, have fun. let's come together again, send fun comments, read each other's comments, bulletins, and enjoy each other. I can write this because I know few will read it and none will repost it, but at least I have said my piece. OK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created. We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another. But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, m

This Is What I Said All Of It,,,,this Is The Truth
2007-02-05 08:21:46 #45 of 129 yeah we dont see all the good things that we have done there, like turn the infastructure of the country to shit, like no running water, or electricity, or the 655,000 plus iraqis that are dead and the children that are left behind that will someday seek vengence against us....yeah your right...all the good, really if you ask me saddam had his boot heel on all the right people in Iraq..sorry but its true, and i dont think it was worth one ounce of american blood, i mean look at all the multiple amputees that are coming home from there....for what...get gas under 2 dollars a gallon, so i dont feel like im filling my tank with blood and maybe i will agree with you.... its a pile of shit, and many soldiers are in agreement, and if they are not then they dont have the mental capacity to understand it....i mean the entire world is against us on this one, so try to make look good if you must, but its complete shit....and i guess iran next...wow, we really

This Person Is Not Minisin!
Only reason I can come on here is because I forgot to signoff at work! That will never happen again. I have to do this before this weirdo gets back on line. I am going to delete my account but my nickname is still minisin not the # bullshit. Friends they deleted all of you I have to start over Fucking asshole!

Thisngs On My Mind
I reached out for your hand You didn't seem to care; You can only reach so far When no one else is there. Others also reached for you Hoping to make you see; That we're just as important As he will ever be. We wish we could reach further But we are only so strong; We hoped your eyes would open So that you'd see you're wrong. It hurts to have to reach far When you once were so near; It's hard shouting out for you With our voices you don't hear. We wish you'd extend your hand And sense the friendship there; Knowing what our memories mean Showing us you still care. We realize you don't reach back Instead his hands with yours; You can't handle both the worlds So you close common doors. We're done reaching for the past You are now on your own; We hope he is all worth it, Without him you're alone. An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this

This Just In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Apparently I am a douche bag. I am not meant to walk around and have thoughts or feelings. I am not meant to be human and have flaws. I am not the perfect person you want me to be. I never will be. Save yourselves from me and my amazing ability to destroy anything that has ever meant anything to me. Watch in amazement as I sabotage everything I ever have going for me. I am obviously meant to be alone for the rest of my pathetic existence. Go ahead, everyone, pass me by, please. I want you all to do the favor and walk right by me. Don't smile, nod or even wave, cause apparently that gives me the perfect opportunity to destroy even the calmest of friendships. I am self-destructive when it comes to all things(minus the physical cutting shit). Welcome to my life, please leave before you get hurt. I am tired of always being the one who "causes the pain". I am forgetful, self-reliant(to a unhealthy point), and apparently self-centered. All I have wanted to do was help people, but all

This Is My Thoughts And Things I Ask For Help ..ty
hey yall this is hawt hell child if there are any of you on my list that has reddog on your list and you havent commented bombed him so he can make 25000 to get his one month blast plz do so he helsp everyone out here on the tap and even if he aint on your list look him up and comment on him...he is one of the coolest people on the tap...and io know there are some people on his list that hasnt helped him out as he has helped you out and he has told me to mention as he did in his blog..if you aint helping like he has helped you then you get deleted...so if you value his freindship for those of you that are on his list than i suggest u start dropping bombs like it was going out of style...and for those of you that arent plz help a cool and awesome guy out u can get to his comment contest pic through his blog called a lil somethin...ok ty for your time....hawt hell child...and reddog this is my first one so i am not sure if it is right so plz ...do not look down on m

This World
Here in Birmingham a woman left her 3 yr old son with her 9 yr old son. The house caught fire and the 9yr old tried to pull the 3yr old out of the blaze. She was charged with manslaughter for the death of the 3yr old. What I somtimes don't get is this, all of these ppl out there are having kids left and right while others can't have any. I am one of those who can't have any. I am blessed to be the mother of 3 children because of parents like her, but look at all the children who suffer because of these idiots out there who do the craziest shit. I have been a foster parent for 5 yrs and I have seen children that have been hurt so badly that there is no hope of changing them or helping them. It brings tears to my eyes to think that a woman who carried a child in her womb for 9 months and brought a precious gift into the world could do this. Things have a way of working out for the good in the end, but damn. I hate to see these children hurt like this.

This Is For My Friend Sugarsweetsara
She has commented bombed so many people in there contest's and now that she has entered her first contest she is not feeling the love no more from here friends. I have tried to help her out but am currently unable to she was in first and now she is behind and really needs all the help she can get. I know I am asking a lot but I would really appreciate it if you could help her out for me. I know she will also thank you. Here is her link if you can help her get back to the top. Thank you in advance. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=309425&albumid=206585&i=665893214

This Site..
This site why do alot of people on this site find me ugly dont like my clothes or my looks what is wrong with me?? All my pics are real im sorry if im ugly to you and you call me names and make in front of me you know TATTOO GIRL and also COLD AND LONELY AND ALSO a real good close frind to me who I cherish a ton miss Danielle are the only ones who i knowe pretty good soo far but also treat me with respect with all the other friends i have made .. I have made a ton of friends where women and men and what sux is some women in her 40 and 50's gotta pic on me and call me names and her man is 20 years younger then her man whats up with that scrathes head hmm lol lol.. the close few friends I made as soon as I was on this site wana know why im leavin or want to leave well its all a good reason right?? How can any 1 deal with this bad low self esteem put down stress here?? thank you all for bein a great true friend to me please dont ever stop I need yea all in my life...@}

This Slavegirls Thoughts & Heart
Deep within this slave, There lies a secret place, Treasured and protected, Once lost without a trace. Hidden well within this girl, Cold and lonely and scared, Once beat a trembling heart, Aching for a secret to be shared. She jumped at every shadow, Wanting, needing to break free, From the trappings of a life, Unable to breathe, unable to be. One day a light began to shine, Curling around this slaves heart, Illuminating long hidden desires, Pounding fear once more to start. Afraid to trust, afraid to love, shaking and scared to death, A fire began to burn, A need growing with every breath. A word, a touch so gentle, A firm and guiding hand, Molding an eager slave, hajira heart, beginning to understand. Each day the light grew brighter, The slave becoming kajira true, A glow surrounding her heart, Reveling in feelings brand new. Today, la kajira shines, And Your love was just the start... Each heartbeat is for You, My Master, My Love...my Heart... slavery is not about

This Is My First Public Poem. Check It Out.
THE KISS Just the thought of the kiss evokes the butterfly army They invade your senses Your mind Your body They weaken your knees Soften your heart Your hands get all sweaty Your words fall apart When your lips finally touch It's like an EXPLOSION! All sense of time is instantly frozen The kiss becomes more than just lips and flesh Body and soul collide Intertwine and mesh Time stops The earth becomes motionless You'd stay there forever Locked in a kiss

This Is My Blog
1. When drunk, I: forget my problems 2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep meaning thoughts: not really. i'm more into singing skynyrd at the top of my lungs at 2 a.m. along w/ my friends. 3. Do you Cry? haha. funny. 4. Do you get Angry? only if someone tries to take my keys. 5. Do you Vomit? no. 6. After 7 beers you are? feeling good 7. After 1 shot of 151 you are? wishing there was something stronger to drink 8. Your favorite drink is? Jack and Coke or Walk Me Down 9. Tequila does what to you? love me some Patron. tequila makes me a happy, fun person. 10. Whiskey makes you? my fav. whiskey makes me drunk. and i like being drunk. 11. Who do you drink with? whoever's picking up the tab. 12. Vodka makes you? dont drink it. 13. Do you smoke when you drink? Yes. 14. On the rocks or straight up? Straight up 15. Do you Pass Out? no. but i try to go to sleep with a good buzz. best sleep ever. 16. Do you drink girly drinks? if the

This Was Posted On Lc By Folautum... Couldn't Agree More!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. T

This Is Only A Survey
there is a guy by the name markymark that is easy going and have lot of fun if you like. (he is looking for someone that is going to be more then a friend and a good fuck.) here is his information on cherrytap it is nick_lee76@company.com yahoo leeman278@yahoo.com msn leeman278@yahoo.com THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE MEN OUT THERE. IF YOU SAW TWO WOMEN MAKING OUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO? LEAVE OR WATCH for all those ladies out there here is a single male that is looking to have some fun. hit him up. nick_lee76@company.com

This And That
Sorry, I just had to save this for posterity! It comes to my Blog by way of the Mumms, as written by Vonnie. This just sounded a little too familiar, funny as it is *snicker*! Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. (Kenny, baby, this does not pertain to you in the least! Love u ;-P) 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next

This Is For The Woman
Ladies Only ... Which Movie Star Are You? This is kind of fun! Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Don't read ahead please! Well ~ A team of researchers got together and analyzed the personalities of movie stars. The gathered info has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take long. Number your paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that most describes you at this point in your life , and then add up the points that correspond with your answers. Send this to all of your friends ( including person who sent it to you) with your star's name in the subject line. Now . Don't look ahead or you will ruin the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Roller blading in the park d) Rock Concert e) Have dinner & see a movie f) Dinner at home with a loved one 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll b) Alte

This Crazy Place We Call Life...
Related acronyms There are a number of slang army acronyms that are related to FUBAR. A somewhat standard group includes: * BOHICA - Bend Over, Here It Comes Again * JANFU - Joint Army/Navy F'-Up * SNAFU - Situation Normal: All F'ed Up * TARFU - Things Are Really F'ed Up Others include the following:[citation needed] * BEIFT - Behold, Every Indicator Forebodes Trouble; pronounced "beefed" * CF - Cluster F * CHAOS - Chief Has Arrived On Scene * FISHDO - Fuck It, Shit Happens, Drive On * FUGAZI - Fucked Up, Got Ambushed, Zipped In; refers to out-of-control situation such as a chaotic jungle warfare combat environment * FUBB - Fucked Up Beyond Belief * FUBER - Fucked Up Beyond Economic Repair * FUMTU - Fucked Up More Than Usual * FUNDY - Fucked Up, Not Dead Yet; on British medical charts[3] * GFU - General F Up * GMFU - Grand/General Military F Up (see Sloan Ranger's Handbook) * JAAFU or JAAFFU - Joint Army-Air Force F-Up; the use of JANFU combined with a radical

This Day In History
I love history.. and sometimes I have just got to know what happen on a certain day On February 25: 1793 1st cabinet meeting (At George Washington's home) 1857 1st perforated US postage stamps delivered to the government 1859 First use of "insanity plea" to prove innocence 1862 Paper currency (greenbacks) introduced in US by President Abraham Lincoln 1868 House of Representatives vote 126 to 47, to impeach President Andrew Johnson 1919 Oregon is 1st state to tax gasoline (1¢ per gallon) 1961 Explorer (10) fails to reach Earth orbit 1962 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site 1979 Highest price ever paid for a pig, $42,500, Stamford TX 1991 US, barracks in Dhahran Saudi Arabia, hit by SCUD missile, kills 28 1996 Cuba downs 2 US planes

This Site Pisses Me Off
I cannot win lately.Between the Damn cat,thee Dog an Insorboardinated teenages,I cannot sleep.Not even on a 100mg.Trazadone.When I do sleep,everything functions around CherryTap + the Covenant.I'm Addicted to this Place,that is for sure.I have been Addicted to many things through out the ages it seems.But first lets address the situation of the purpose of this perticular blog.After many months of haveing the most fucked up computer in the house.It is finally running at 100 % .I know longer get booted for trying to excess extensive profiles.Now my problem is the error messages that constantly appear if I rate things to fast.Or I'll be in the middle of rateing stuff an I must log back in.This even accured when CherryTap was my home page.I cannot rate more than 20 things of 1 friend without being asked to logg out an log back in.When I first arrived here,when it was the LostCherry I was labeled a staulker by BabyJesus.I could not rate anyone past 5 pictures.There was some sort of Covenant

This Time
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"...

This Is Just So Wrong!!!
You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for left since it will be "redistributed" to the activists while you are so peacefully staying out of the "fray". Check history, it is full of nations/empires that disappeared when its citizens

This Marine Wants This To Roll All Over The Usa
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protes

This Is My First Time...
A lot of people say that there favorite musician or artist is the best but specifically who do u think is the best repost this blog and leave a comment to who you think is the best musician THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I POSTED A BLOG ON HERE BUT IM PRETTY SURE YOU DONE IT PLENTY OF TIMES NOT JUST A BLOG EITHER ADD ME AND TELL ME

This Evening
So this evening Jo and I decide to take the boys out for a walk towards Shanklin because they look like they need to burn up some of their energy and because the weather has been getting a lot nicer last couple of days. The esplanade is just two minutes walk and we head past the pier and onto the beach. Beyond the pier, the beach is unlit and with a low tide, there’s a huge expanse of sand leading to where the waves are breaking onto the shore and it’s just possible to see the waves in the darkness. A couple miles away you can see the lights of three or four ships. They are crossing the bay on their way around the Isle of Wight to or from Portsmouth or Southampton. In the darkness the clear night sky is filled with stars. Nice to see them again after all the cloudy weather we’ve had in the last month or so. The boys just want to run on the beach and so we’re all racing each other to see who can get to the next ramp or breakwater. Sammy tries to stay in front of me because he

This Time Of The Year...
well, i am having such a good time in my life right now, im happy, im almost done with my finals, spring break is next week two whole weeks off, that makes me so happy.. but the thing is, on the 30th of this month, it will be the anniversary of my Dad's passing, so im worried. im so happy right now, i dont want to be depressed again... so im going to try my hardest, but that seems like its not what i should do... i want to be happy and i know my Dad would want me to be too.. but the thing is.. i dont want it to seem like im not mourning him... oh damnit... i just dont know what to do..

This Fn Day
Before I Write this Down, I Have To Say How I Feel Isn't Because Of Any One On Here, That Might Have Made Things A Little Worse But I Had A Really Shitty Day Before That. I also have to say I havent Felt Like This In A Long Time. I see the world in a bird's eye view and boom, a giant flash of light taking billions of lives My rage is thundering through my veins i can hear it in my ears and I can see it so clear Rainforests and beautiful landscapes, burning to the ground and all around i see the death of every thing I havent been this angry in over 2 years, My temper, My Darkside the darkness that creeps through my mind has been unleashed, has been released. God Help Me Find My Center, My Peace Agian. This has probably been one of the worst days ive ever had in the Corps. I have to say the incompetance of some people is so supprising that I think they should be shot. I'll say as much as I had some legal documents that were supposed to be sent to me and because of some

This One's For You Anna Nicole, R.i.p.
Anna Nicole Smith November 28th, 1967- February 8th, 2007 Last month's tragic event reminds me of a story.................. I remember the moment as if it were only yesterday. I was in 10th grade and had just arrived home from school with my good friend Mike. We made our way to my room, presumably, to watch some random wrestling tapes, bein' the cool dudes that we were. As I entered my room I noticed something was definitely askew. My bed was missing?! Where would I sleep? How would I gather rest for the next day's big math test? Oh yeah, I was already on a highway to GED by this point in my school career and considering I went to school on this day odds were high I wouldn't be goin' on the next. But where the fuck was my bed? Apparently, for some odd reason my Mom decided to surprise me with a new bed, instead of the ragged twin bed I had been sleeping on. How that took priority over tryin' to encourage me not to drop outta school is still a myst

This Is How I Am :/
If there are any people close to the Lima area, contact me for an opportunity. I have started a porn business, and I only have 3 women. At first I thought this would be enough. However, demand has skyrocketed and I need more women. Message me on here if you are close, or willing to travel. There are requirements. Please take a little time out of your day and help my friend she is the biggest sweetheart in the world, and never asks for anything so I am asking for her....thanks....I love you all http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=333192&albumid=597150&i=532332928 some1 please enlighten me....why is it that women always say that they want a nice understanding faithful honest man.....but then when they have that they dump us our cheat on us our continuously lie to us? Hell the last girlfriend I had actually dumped me for being too good. She said I was perfect I treated her and her daughter like goddesses. I even gave up my dream job to get a better paying job for them, I had t

This Place
I'm new to this place and actually just stumbled onto it by accident. I'm slowly figuring it out so be patient with me. Read a bit about me if you want. I really are a bit lost at this time so who knows where I'll land if I do such a thing.

This Blog Is Filled With Sadness
Damn... today is a sad day. Every time I talk to Corey, I get sad. It's been almost 2 years, you'd think I'd have learned to move on... but no... apparently I haven't. Sometimes I think I hate him, sometimes I never want to talk to him again... but in the end, I still love him. Yeah... still. He loved me... The only guy who ever has... and I pushed him away. I pushed away the guy who asked me to marry him. When I watched him walk away, I knew... I knew things would never be completely whole again... My heart would never be the same again... and I would never be completely there 100%. People walk away from me now and part of my trust goes too. You walk away once and I'll never completely trust you, there's no reason for me too. So keep doing it... you figure it out. I don't think I am all that bad of a person... I will love you with every ounce of my being, but if you don't feel the same, why should I care? Why should I? You obviously don't have anything investe

This Weekend!!!!
You all see that fine ass sexy man down there?!?!?!?! That there be my man, my bitch, my PIMP, my male best friend, that there be my Vin (be jealous be very jealous hehehehe!!!)!!!! He is home for the next 2 weeks so you all know whats poppin this weekend, can you say PARTY!!!!!!!!! I shall return in one piece in a few day with hella pix to show off, but for now me and Tiya gotta get our sexy on so peAce and have a sefe and kick ass weekend everybody! Ciao'!

This Seriously Made My Day
are you a man? well i guess looking at the woman you have in turkey i can see why you would think every other woman would look like a man NOT! hold up erkan i just need to scratch my balls:)) freak aww he thought i was funny... and guess coming from turkey that makes him some kind of sit down comedian

This Says It All
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than >needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same

This Is So True!
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the p

This Is Definately Nsfw
Q. Why do men become smarter during sex? A. Because they are plugged into a genius Q. Why don't women blink during sex? A. They don't have enough time Q. Why does it take 1 Million sperm to fertilize one egg? A. Because they don't ask for directions Q. Why do men snore when they lie on their backs? A. Because their balls fall over their butts and they vapor lock. (You're laughing, aren't you!?!) Q. Why were men given larger brains than dogs? A. So they won't hump women's legs at parties Q. Why did God make man before woman? A. You need a rough draft before the final copy Q. How many men does it take to put a toilet seat down? A. Don't know....it's never happened (come on we laugh at your blonde jokes) Q. Why did God put men on earth? A. Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn or fix the car A father and his son go into the grocery store and come upon the comdom aisle. The son asks his father why there are so many different boxes of condoms. The fa

This Stuff Is Bananas!
I feel your breath on my neck as I lean back in my chair wishing for the world you were right next to me. That I could be in your arms. I look over and you sit there never looking at me. Never touching me. Never telling me how much you need me. Is it as painful for you as it is me. Do you feel our love being torn apart by your silence. If I close my eyes I can feel the blood running down my arms. Wondering if it would get your attention. My heart filled with hope you would hold me then. My body trembles with the memory of that feeling. My heart stops as I see the reason for your silence The red marks on your chest and the aftermath on my torso. I wanted you to say something...anything. You didn't even scream...just looked at me. The pain of your silence will haunt my heart forever my love. I know that I have not put in a blog yet but I dont like to babble on about nothing. But here is a vent... My husband joined the Army shortly after we got marrie

This Is How I Live Life
If You're Going Through Hell Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Says I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to you That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my last match Felt a hundred different demons Breathing fire down my back And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, yeah But the good news Is there's angels everywhere out on the street Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your

This Just Might Piss You Off!
/////////////////////////// Publisher ==> TheCEOGuy /////////////////////////// --- 2007 WAKE UP CALL! --- Are you a LOSER. Yes or NO? It's a real question. It's a serious question. It's a hard question for most. It's one that actually pisses you off, I bet! ........ Check your temperature. If you get pissed when someone asks you that question... WELL...YOU JUST ANSWERED IT! Losers respond to that question emotionally and immediately go on the DEFENSIVE trying to prove that they are NOT FAILURES. Oooooh! That's another word. Failure! Which can actually be a real world slang definition for LOSER. Check your temperature again. You pissed yet? ( --- smile --- ) Dictionary Definition ------ LOSER -------- 1. The opposite of winner. REAL WORLD DEFINITION ------- LOSER ------- 1. The opposite of winner. 2. An unpopular person. 3. A TALKER. Not a DOER. 4. A "wanna-bee". 5. Someone who alway

This Was My Life. This Was My Fate.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th

This Past Week , Mr Chows Drunk, Truth, And Cassie.
Okay, trying to catch up on my activities. I need to blog this for future use (as in book) Went to Mr. Chows last week on Wednesday. Brittany wanted to introduce her new boy friend to her porn friends. Porno Dan and Angelica Sin. But they flaked. It figures, most porn people (not all) are flakes. Didn’t matter they missed out on a lot. Especially all the great food We did get to sit upstairs in the Rockstar room. Only reserved for the true superstars with power and money. No celebrity this night. We met a few friends and had a great time eating and drinking. I think the whole meal with drinks came out to over $2000.00 Sorry no pictures of Brittany's boy friend yet. All I can say he is a very powerful person in the banking industry. The paparazzi were after Brittany, snapping photos at her. I kept bothering them by asking what kind of camera they had. I became the paparazzi stalker and they were running away from me telling me to leave them

This Is My Mind
Fallen but Not Forgotten Standing in silence, amongst the graves Hanging at half-staff Old Glory waves The gun salutes slice through the mid-day As those who've gathered, bow heads to pray. The bugle sounds a sad somber tune For the lives of Soldier's lost too soon Men and women who answered the call Serving their country, giving their all. Caskets draped in the red, white and blue Honoring our Heroes brave and true Courageous souls willing to defend Their beloved nation to the end… Fallen Heroes Everyday I read the list "Fallen Hero's" of America With every new day, a new name. A new pain for an American. Their families' hurt just begun. Struggling with the questions: "Why? How?" Hoping, "Please don't let this be true". With a little hope left, they continue believing. Until the belief is taken away. As a mother kneels at a grave. No greater loss than when a mother buries her child. No greater loss; without good-byes or sweet "I love you's". T

This Time, It's Personal
My portfolio is almost done! yay.... My Portfolio | My Main Stem Home Page Blah! I'm with this girl... and her girl... because I just wanted a chance to be with someone I thought I cared about at the time. Or maybe I just wanted so bad for someone to want me too.. even if I had to share. I do like her... I did like her... but I knew she was still in love with her ex. And she wanted to date me and her ex (who lives in another state) at the same time... at the same time...I don't love her, but it just felt so good to be wanted again... However, when things get bad here, when I need her, she doesn't have time for me. It's like I'm her girlfriend when it's convenient for her. Since I'm here, then I'm just the "physical" girlfriend. I don't want to be that... I have more feelings and emotions than that. I have every reason to leave.. I should just leave. I miss being held, being comforted, being wanted... all I want is that feeling again... guess, it is better to be

This And That
Today is one of those days where I am so bored I can barely stand to breathe.Everything I have touched has turned to shit. ~waits~ I just to see what else will go haywire. Hopes the rest of you are having a better day then myself.

This Is Beautiful
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi

This Shit Cracks Me Up
y is it guys on here and in person even, think they r gods gift to woman and like think weve never seen a cock pix b4.and why do they see a girls pix and think there "hot" then automaticaly think they have more "naughty pix"as if any girl who has any respect for themselves is just gonna show her naughty pix to just anyone especialy after just 2 min of talkin to that person. heres my thing.... if u cant take a min of ur online time to totaly read my profile and see what im about then dont even waste my time. dont look at my pix and say oh ur hot heres my cock pix (specialy if ur a hairy beast)cause i wont be impressed... its a pix i can see pix anywhere. id be way more impressed and interested if u took the time to get to know me. ya i flirt but its flirting, that dont mean im gonna fuck any guy that waves there cock pix at me.

This Is Bull Snatch
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet. I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits... I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT was about. Now we've learned, (Some of you may have already known...so excuse

This Is Remarkable!
THIS IS QUITE REMARKABLE, PLEASE DON'T CHEAT! In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: A. Apple B. Banana C. Strawberry D. Peach E. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches E. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you woul

This Sucks
hey everybody just got a lounge set up everybody is welcome to come hang out meet some new people and just listen to some tunes and have a good time http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8701" go to the link above and joins the party lol man having this crappy cold is a pain in the ass Hello to all my friends Im writing this blog to say I am sorry if I led anybody on and hurt them I am huge cherry tap fan and love all the people I have met on here Ive made some really good friends that are fun to talk to.But my biggest thing is the jealousy of some of my fans I will tell you if I want more yes I am single and looking but Im not looking for a relationship from ct if it happens thats awesome if not its not going to break me I do have a crush on someone right now thats because shes awesome and I do really like her and if something comes from it that would rock lol but if not Im ok with just being her friend I try to show everybody equal luving and I am truely sorry if anybody feels neglect

This Isnt A Story.. It Is What I Want To Find
WHAT I REALLY WANT... I want to feel safe. I want to feel that although my partner may not always like me, he will ALWAYS love me and I him. And I will love him no matter what. I want us to have the freedom to be ourselves. I want us to be able to look into each other’s eyes and see love there. In the midst of the most heated argument, I still want to know the love is there, always waiting. I want him to look in my heart and find home. I want him to relax in my arms and KNOW he is home and safe. I want him to always want to return to me. He may not always be with me, but I want him to want to be.......to want to be with me. I want to share life with him. The good, the bad, the indifferent. His bed, oh, how I do want to share his bed. I want to face mornings (and nights) in the shadow of his slow, peaceful breathing. I want him to awaken to me, I want to be his dream. I want to awaken to him, as my reality. I want to love and be loved. I want ou

This From A Very Good Friend
About Me: click to close (last updated:January 7, 2008 @ 3:13 am) Kind hearted guy who likes to help others. Looking for friends on this site. If you like to meet new people on the net like I do, than add me to your list. Hope to meet you soon. Jet why does some peoples think they better then other i feel a few of my friends on my list think they better the me - Get Your Own

...this Is, A Blog. Duh :p
Okay, don't get me wrong people, I -do- love this place. I wouldn't be on here so much, if I didn't. I've met some good people, some that are less than stellar and then of course ..those who really make me wonder about the worlds overall IQ, which seems to be slipping into the negative numbers. Now, onto my next rant. Points. I'm not in this, or on this site, for points. Their nice, you get them as time goes on, you get neat and nifty extras, for incentive to remain. Excellent idea, as a whole. But the people on here, that ask, if not beg me to fan/add/rate/whatever just for more points..? Idiocy. Pure and simple. And before start pointing things out? Yes. I do have a huge stash But, it is for my own entertainment purposes. Not for people to get more points. The reason for this huge stash? You Tube only allows me to have 500 favorites. I have, at last count, 1200 plus and the list is growing. And of course its for my friends to listen to their (and my) favorite music, wh

This Is Me Gypsy Agent Get To Know Me !! You Can't Have Any Fun If Your 2 Good
Gypsy-Agent-69 Says... Hello My Name Is Steve. And it really is such a honor to meet you. I am a Romanian Gypsy & Part Greek.. I have black hair & blue eyes. Right now I am single and looking. I work for Microsoft Computers. Microsoft gave me the name Gypsy_Agent. Because I am in the Security Department.. What I'm Into I Like Computers Cars Sports. Dancing Music. Fine Food. Also wine tasting. White Zinfandel is my favorite wine. OK To tell you the truth it gets me horny LoL. My Dreams To meet a real nice down to earth women. Who is not into playing games and likes to laugh and have fun. The KEY-WORLD HERE IS Fun ! It's good to be serious when it calls for it. Also I am attracted to being in good shape women who has a fun and open personalty.. A women to me with a personalty can go a long way in life. Think about this when your looks runs out what do you have left ?.

This Lonley Road......
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak She does her duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life She meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

This Blog Is About My Interests...odd As They May Be! ;)
My favorite anime is getting a new release!!! YES! Finally, it is coming! See the origins of the world's sexiest female agent Aika Sumeragi from her early teen years...should be interesting. http://www.aika-sumeragi.jp/ Hope to see her kick some more butt!

This Is Me
well this is me my name is kristie i am a wife mother sister and daughter who has lost her way i am 33 years old and have been married for 13 years i also have 3 wonderful children charles 12years old, kristopher 8 years old, and kendra 4 years old and for the last 4 months i have been having a affair i do not know why i am doing it or any thing i guess it was nice for somebody to think i was pretty and also sexy cause i did not feel that way before but now i do. all me and my husband do is fight and argue almost all the time so can any body help me and tell me what i need to do.

This Is Just Me...
ok this is just me and i aint to good at stuff like this but i am gonna try... i am 29 not married yet but attached...my girl is on here too....twoshy. we have been with eachother for almost three years and i wanna marry her...just dont know when we will maybe september. i work at a plant in west virginia...its an ok job...could be worse and it has been worse so i aint bitchin. i work long hours...12 hour shifts and its midnights so that could be alot better but its not so thats the way it goes. its a dogs life...lol. i like sports...football i am a raiders fan, hockey, baseball and wwe wrestling...john cena kicks ass. i like weed but cant do it cause of my job which sucks for me...lol. i am into movies, video games and music...i like to dance and not no two stepping shit...i like hip hop and rap. i am an 80's diehard music fan but i like all kinds of music. i am a quite guy but i get to know ya and i dont stay quiet for long. i like to laugh and mellow people are the ones that

This Says It All
Time passes Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do . Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would

This Ain't No Dang Rodeo
Two cowboys are out on the range talking about their favorite sex positions. One says "I think I enjoy the rodeo position the best." "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," says the other cowboy. "What is i t?" "Well, it's where you get your girlfriend on all fours, mount her from behind, and reach around and cup her breasts in your hands. Then you whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's,' and then try to hold on for 8 seconds."

This Site.!!
First off I wana say im here to make friends ok not for points or money or what ever like alot of you are ok. im here tryin to get along with every one and get to know some in the process ok. when I put a sign on my profile and it says GIRLS ONLY it dont mean all guys take a look at me and try to add your self to my list ok. I sure dont appreciate some 1 who steals from me either like pics I dont steal from none of you I respect you all soo why take from me fare is fare right?? Now onto another matter we all have pics of course and yes I have pics and kinky ones too ok. and for some reason they seem to delete and boot my pics but its ok to have sum woman showin off her puss and sum guy showin off his tool or a couple flat out havin sex whats up with that??.. thats not fare at all your gunna pick on me but you wont do nothin to them why?? think about it this is happening to all of us everyday ok. and it has to stop some where. Thank you for your time your frien

This Could Be You???
a All you hear about is horror stories about internet relationships. You never hear too many success stories. Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. > > My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. > > Unfortunately :( we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A n

This Is How It Started..
i admit!!!i'm an internet addict..i stay up late just browsing the net & chatting with someone.. i never thought i would meet friends that are as kind, thoughtful & as cool as what i have now..it's hard to find friends in the net that also share your interests and i'm so glad i had the priviledge of meeting such cool people like MS. EVE, MS. NIMFA, TON, TIN, ZAIYEN, ANNA, CATE, AYAN, KRIS, CARMILINA, RUFFA & many more that im that i'm having trouble counting.. we talk about what anything under the sun.. one time TON & TIN said that they would send me two pocketbooks (which i didn't believe at first..) i mean, who would send a package to someone that you hardly even know..but when i saw their pictures holding that two pocketbooks, i was so happy..not only because of the gift but because they really consider me as a friend 4 sending me that gift.. & for that i'm really thankful..it's really the thought that counts..they are my "cyber best friends"!! and im really lucky for having them

This Is Your Day..revel In It. Happy Mother's Day Ladies
You give my heart a voice A comfortable feeling..like when you were a child and you walked hand in hand with your mother, soft and warm and safe, this delicate yet strong guide thru life. A spiritual cardigan i wear proudly and treasure deeply, a melody of pure happiness i sing, a revelation reached by our blood union , a richness unreserved. You offer me words of great encouragement , that give me confidence time and time again. You know only deep devotion, throughout the many sacrifices and pain, it is endless and unselfish , patient and forgiving when all others turn away. You have eased my journey with the soft grace of your smile, your love inspired learning naturally, even at times carrying me, and at others, stepping back to set me free. You are the wall that tests my height, the force to test my strength, the chains i sometimes challenge within the fences you erect. Even though i know that they are only there to shelter and protect. Without you i would have be

This Is For My Daddy
Daddy, I Love You Daddy, I love you For all that you do. I'll kiss you and hug you 'Cause you love me, too. You feed me and need me To teach you to play. So smile 'cause I love you On this Father's Day.

This Is Who I Am If You Dont Like It Fuck You!~!~!
people are really starting to piss me off!!!! im srry im not the person you want me to be wait no im not get over ureself and realize imma be who the fuck I want to be and ure not gunna change that no matter how much you bitch about it i could really give a fuck less!!!!! wut really pisses me off is my fuckin family cant except that im Bi yes im BISEXUAL get over it im sure if my mother can except it you can too itz not like im out 2 fuck every girl I see and another thing YES I DO SMOKE POT wippdy fuckin doo I must headed in the wrong direction if you took ure nose outof the air for 2 secondz you'd see that i do have dreamz and im going to follow through with them and who the hell are you to judge me you may be my family but you barely fuckin kno me you dont kno the first thing about me and if you wanna bitch bout this bitch bout it 2 me cuz my mom does not need anything else 2 worry bout shez been through enough this month let alone this year you may not see it but shit like this bot

This One Time At Gay Camp.
Got to work this morning to find out that the pool flooded last night. I now have 6,800 gallons of muddy water to clear up. This is no fun. So far, I dumped 5 gallons of bleach in it and 2 bags of pool shock. I am getting ready to dump a couple thousand gallons of water out of it to see if that helps. Since I am the pool operator, this is my primary job today. Damn this sucks. Wish me luck with this. LOL. Ok. Memorial Day Weekend is damn near hear and I can't wait for it to be over. This place is getting crazy. The only thing i have left to rent out is tent sites. Unfortunatly, most of the queens that want to make reservations don't want to sleep in a tent. I honestly wish that more cute bi guys would come here. I would be happier if some straight boys would come out and enjoy the place. But for some reason, they won't. I guess they think that if they come out here, the guys that are here will rape them or something. Hell, they only need to stay long enough for me to h

This Isnt One I Did But Plz Rate
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

This Is Funny
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get

This Is His Jail Record You And Get To It If You Know The Site For The Mairon County Jail. If You Want The Site I Will Get It For Yoy.
Active Inmate Details - GONZALEZ, LUIS Information PIN: A0105206 Booking #: 0700007612 Location: EC219B Name: GONZALEZ, LUIS MIGUEL Sex: M Race: W Height: 510 Weight: 135 Hair: BLK Eyes: BRO DOB: 5/24/1973 Booking Date: 5/12/2007 4:11:00 AM Charges Code Desc OBTS Bond $ Release Case # Charge # 1 784.041-1 BATTERY | FELONY BATT RESULT FROM BODILY HARM/DISABILITY 4201118149 $10,000.00 07023945 Court Case # Bond Type: SURETY Bond #: 1 Other Desc: FEL BATTERY Court Date: 5/13/2007 Pictures The Marion County Sheriff's Office updates this information regularly, however this information can change quickly. Therefore, the Marion County Sheriff's Office does not expressly or by implication warrant that the information or data accessed by the user is accurate or correct. The Sheriff is not liable for any loss, cost, damage or expense arising directly or indirectly in connection wi

This Life Of Mine
Do any one think a person that had has some trouble in his or her life should have that held against them for the rest of there life? In my city and other cities there are people like myself that has made mistakes in there life and have tried to get past them but the city has been holding it against use and it is wrong in my eyes. I just wish people would look at what I am doing with my life instead of what i did in the past before they judge me. I have a beautiful son that I am raising to be the best he can be and I am trying to do what it takes to go to school and get a good job, but every one hold my past against me, what do I have to do to get ahead and get people to understand that is who I was not who I am.

This Is My Life (my Story)
"Hate It Or Love It" [50 Cent] Ya, let's take em back Uh huh Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girl Confusion occurs comin up in the cold world Daddy ain't around probably out commitin felonies My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody I wanna live good, so shit I sell dope for a fo-finger ring One of them gold ropes NaNa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dope Tossed and turned in my sleep that night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bike Different day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hood I'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't

This Week
Hi all I am sorry that I haven't been around more.... been very busy this year with kid's schedules and all. I have finally gotten a little break, as this week is Fall Break....... after today they are out til next Monday. I have had to work on my car with hubby, when he was on vacation! That was loads of fun, NOT LOL! I will be getting on here as much as I can. My youngest son, Kyle is doing so well. He is now in a regular pre-k class, instead of a special ed class, so he is going half a day, so by the time I take him to school, get home, clean a little, I have to go pick him back up. I will find out today how well he is doing in class....... I have a Parent-Teacher Conference today at 2:10 for Kyle, then Andrew's is at 4:45....... I will let you know how they both are doing. I hope you all have been well, Take care, Hugs~ Jilly Hi all I hope your Thanksgiving was a good and safe one! We had a great day! We ended up having it here at my house. I made turkey, stuffing, gravy, rolls, sw

This Would Make Me Happy...
It would make me really happy if i can get some pic comments... rates are ok but i like comments because i like reading what different people say... if you could please comment my pics i would be really happy and would really appreciate it!!!! K Thanx!!

This Is Me
I cannot wait for February 2nd. I'm goin to see ya dead homie Blaze live at the Norva in Noroflk, VA. So anybody goin look for me and say wuddup! the majority of my time will probably be spent upstairs on the left balcony right next to the stage. But I will also be grabbing a drink or 2 at the bar and I will beo utside alot smoking. So yea, hit me up! It stands for.... DRUNKEN GUITAQR HERO 3 GET TOGETHER SATURDAY!!! a couple friend just chillin, kickin acouple back and playin GH3 on the PS3 on a 65 inch HDTV!!! WOOOO!!!! Fun times... That is all for now. lol. just had ot let that out. Iight last night was friday, I was hoping to have had some company over but that didn't fall through and I don't think it's ever going to fall through, but this isn't a, "my life sux" blog entry. So anyways, since my plans didnt fall through like I wished, I still had a lot of fun last night with my new found friends from Richmond, played some drinkin' games, makin jokes, ghost riding everything (lol kris

This Thing
Well now, Since this is my first blog post I just want to say hey to everyone. It's really good to have good people in your life. Sometimes when things just are not looking so great, God extends his hands to help again in our times of need. Here's a little poem I wrote a while back ago. Love is special you want to hold onto forever Whether it be your family, child or lover You never want it to sever Oh the things you can discover No matter how you try it will never go away Something that will never die Thoughts fill your head day by day No matter how much you fight, piss & moan & cry Memories of wonderful times The fun the laughs the love the shine It's hard to look back & not cry when it's out of reach It’s just something you never want to breach When times are tough, you’re there no matter what Nothing else matters than making sure they are safe You do what you need to make sure it’s enough In your heart, head & body, their pain c

This Should Really Make You Think
A guy wrote this on his Myspace. It should make u think... I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... Because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... Nobody can measure up to that... And its not fair... Because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... Deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... Realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook

This Tickles Me Shitless
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

This Is What Love Is Truly About....
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh...I see the f***-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

This Is So Much Better!
I thought that it was fun to have a myspace i found a bunch of friends that i have not seen but this is soo much better I love that you rate photos and can do more thing as you get high in the levels. The Mumms are fun to read and there is a shout box so no downloading a im. I think that it is funn thanks CherryTap

This Is My Life
Ok, so as many of you already know, I was recently an extra in a film being shot here in Providence called 27 Dresses, starring James Marsden of X-Men fame and Katherine Heigl (Grey's Anatomy). I had a bit of embarrasment over X-Men underwear mentioned in a previous blog (we'll get to more on that later, lol). So anyway, I was notified that they would be needing extras again for a Goth club scene and I was quick to respond that I would be available any time they needed me. As it turns out, I guess my extra status the first time got bumped up to featured extra since you saw me clearly in several shots. They told me I could only participate again if I could drastically change my appearance. I laughed to myself as I thought of that concept. ME? Drastically change my appearance, that's just sooooo unlike me. LOL. So I bleached my hair, had my hawk up, wore my contacts, put the piercings back in, did the goth makeup and went all out. Apparently it worked seeing as how Heat

This Is How I Want My Pussy Licked
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you can use your hands to spread our lips apart if you want...it's all about preference...but for future info it's easier to make us cum w/our lips spread. So you have easier acces

This Is A Tear Jerker
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be us

This And That
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This Is Me
My name is kendra, I am 21 years old and i live in plain city, ohio, a small ass suburb of columbus. I have 3 kids a 4 year old girl, a 2 year girl, and a 7 month old boy. they are the loves of my life. I'm in a relationship with my kis's father, but i dont know how long it will last...there are some major trust issues. I am a very strong person, inside and out, so dont fuck with me. On the other hand i can be your best friend, if i think our being real with me. So that's me sumed up in a few sentences. Thanks for reading.

This Is What Happens Wen Your Bored....
Name : Jade Nick Name : ummm JD or jaydee (sounds the same) Birthdate : 04-04-1984 Birthplace : camperdown, sydney, NSW, Australia Current Location : Concord, Sydney, NSW, Australia Eye Color : Blue Hair Color : umm brownish.... Height : lol.. i dnt know, i think like 5'5 Piercings : just my ears... Tatoos : nope... Boyfriend/Girlfriend : nope... Vehicle : not at the moment... had a accident... Overused Phrase : OMG (oh my god) FAVORITES Food : thai,italian, mexican Pub/Disc/Restaurant : Disco... lol.... CLUB! Candy : starburst Number : 4 Color : turqiouse Animal : puppy dog Drink : lemon, lime and bitters.... or vodka and raspberry, red wine and coffee Body Part on Opposite sex : shoulders.... i like 'em broad Perfume : issy miyake, dolce n gabbana TV Show : sex and the city, will and grace, that 70's show, house., brothers and sisters, family guy, sienfield Music Album : dnt have a fav! Movie : 2 many 2 name....comedy's are my fav!

This Is It
I am leaving the Patriotic Bombers since they are no longer a bombing family and work only on giveaways. I have no hard feelings with anyone there and hope we can all remain friends. Good luck to all of you guys!

This Is Beautiful It I Was On Love(i Have This On Myspace)
This is beautiful if I was in LOVE ..> This is beautiful if I was in Love Breathless Thought our time together has been brief your charm and passion have set my captive soul free, and I am... Breathless With every smile, every laugh you erase dark days of a bitter past and I am... Breathless With every word you speak, this tattered heart skips yet another beat and i am... Breathless By day my thoughts are filled with you, my dreams at night are in full bloom, and I am.. Breathless You say "I love you" and we were meant to be, my once guarded heart you now hold the key and i am.... Breathless Fate has brought us close together, and destiny now is ours forever You took away my pain and sorrow, turned it to joy for a better tomorrow, and I am.... breathless

This Is So Funny
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while you

This Bitch
i am a single mom of 4 kids i love to be outside why its summer i like to swim and go to pools i love to have fun without my kids sometimes but most of the time where i am my kids will be ...... my name is kristin i am 27 i have short hair now thats its summer i have baby blue eyes i am 5'4 i am about 130lb..

This Is Who I Am
'Áµ®º®å~Rîddlèz kîttý~Wîkkèd Måñîå'$ ßå®tèñdè®~Mîñd_ßèñdè®'$ ¢hèw tºý~§èlèñè$ $µgå®' October 6/7 U of W @ River Falls October 27-28 U of M @ Crookston *Home Show* November 3 U of Nebraska @ Lincon November 17/18 ND State U @ Fargo? December 1/2 U of W @ River Falls Febuary 9/10 U of M Crookston *Home Show* Febuary 16/17 U of W @ Madison Febuary 23 U of Nebraska @ Lincon March 1 Western Regional @ SD State U March 8/9 U of W @ River Falls Mrch 29/30 Western Semi-Finals @ West texas A&M April 12 Hunt Seat Regional @ U of W @ Madison April 13 Hunt Seat Zones @ U of W @ Madison May 8-11 IHSA Nationals Los Angeles, Califonia!!!! Here I am, for all to behold. You and I will either get along or avoid each other. love is gained, love is lost, love can grow forever it never stays the same. You cnaaccept me for who I am, or not. If there's something that you want to change about me, let me know.

This Is So Exciting
i am so happy because i am going to be a father for the first time and i can't wait because i love my fionce alot and i know that she will be a great mother and i know that i will be a great father so i just can't wait to see what it will be like to be a father and have a family of my own...

This Is Beautiful Try Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

This Is Me
On a tour to Flordia, the Pope took a couple of days off to visit the coast for some sightseeing. He was cruising along the beach in his car when there was a frantic commotion just off the shore. A helpless man, wearing a maize and blue Michigan jersey, was struggling frantically to free himself from the jaws of a 25-foot shark. As the Pope watched horrified, a speedboat came racing up with three men wearing scarlet and gray Ohio State jerseys. One quickly fired a harpoon into the sharks side. The other two reached out and pulled the bleeding semiconsciouse Wolverine from the water. Then usling long clubs, the three beat the shark to death and hauled it, too, into the boat. Immediately the Pope shouted and summoned them to the beach. "I give you my blessing for your brave actions." he told them. "I heard that there were some bitter hatreds between Wolverines and Buckeyes, but now I have seen with my own eyes that is not true." As the Pope drove off, the harpooner asked

This Is America
Like me, you may've received this article several times. I hope that you, as I did, will read it through carefully this time. ...I am not ignorant. I am not racist. I have taught and respected students from many lands. But, our country has changed a lot since the 1980's, and we are losing our national identity. And, we are in danger of losing Christmas!!! ...I recommend serious letters to our elected officials. Just tell 'em you don't want to skip Christmas! --Sincerely, Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone- "YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !! THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER: If we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? "Think about it All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.

This Is My Real Life!!!
For those that don't know me... I have a very painful, and debilitating disease called LUPUS!!!! I take 10 different medications to take down some of the pain levels I am always in.... I have been diagnosed with this disease for the past 4 years of my life.... It attacks your nervous system, bones, joints and skin.... And most of all it EATS BADLY away at your IMMUNE system..... This CT site is soo awesome.. And I have such awesome friends I have met on here!!! .. So I just wrote this tonight.... I do write alot of journals.. And figured I would start writing them online....... Step into my world for a little while and see that the GIRL behind the smiling pics..... She is a girl painfully hurting on the inside and outside... Just trying to live every day t othe best that I can now.... :) =================================================== How I am feeling today.. Can you hear me?? Can you feel what I am feeling?? Can you hear my Whispers in the nightime..... Through all my pa

This Week In
This past week has been..okay.nothing special..but nothing horrible well.actually..I found out that my boss more than likely doesnt wanna tell me that her boss practically hates me so I figure..lol why stay where people dont like me..bkuz of what i do (do good in their b'ness) whatever...haha so ima just leave that..as of July15th I wont be there at (walk in comfort) what else ohh..canada day...man was that slow :P had to work on freakin canada day! anywayz ohh ive also decided im going on tribal journey's as well, that'll be fun, my birthday is on july 31st and well obviously there isnt gonna be a celebration of anything haha..yay I turn 20 :P no more of these teenage years :( ohh well..anywayz..thats been my life this past week..decisions have been made!

This Is Why Life Sucks
Over the last months Julie has been telling me that she wanted me to stay here because she loved me and didn't want to lose me from her life completely. Well she lied... She is moving out of here and in with someone, don't know who, she won't tell me. She sent a text at 11 pm after she thought I would be in bed and told me she "isn't coming home". That was it... So I called her and she told me she is going to move and that she would leave her stuff her til I could go. Whatever... I am through with it all. Goodbye to those that I talk to on here I probably won't be back except to get my pictures. Ok the last blog I did was a rough one for me. I was entering into a state of depression that brought me to the edge of suicide. I hated everything in my life and I was about to end it all when something amazing happened. But I will get to that in a minute... To sum up what has happened since the last blog... I went to court for a restraining order charge that was placed on me by my ex that

This Is Something Good
= YOU EITHER TEACH PEOPLE TO TO TREAT YOU WITH DIGNITY AND RESPECT, OR YOU DON'T = YOU SHAPE OTHERS BEHAVIOR WHEN YOU TEACH THEM WHAT THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH AND WHAT THEY CANNOT. = HATE, ANGER AND RESENTMENT ARE DESTRUCTIVE. = UGLY EMOTIONS CHANGE WHO YOU ARE. = YOU'LL NEVER GET WHAT YOU DON'T ASK FOR. = BELIEVE THAT YOU DESERVE WHAT IT IS THAT YOU WANT. = TALK IS CHEAP. = MEASURE YOURSELF AND OTHERS BASED ON RESULTS- NOT INTENTIONS,OR WORDS. = YOU EITHER GET IT OR YOU DON'T. = YOU CREATE YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE. = YOU CANNOT DODGE RESPONSIBILITY FOR HOW AND WHY YOUR LIFE IS THE WAY IT IS. = YOU WILL NEVER FIX A PROBLEM BY BLAMING SOMEONE ELSE. = EVERY CHOICE YOU MAKE- INCLUDING THE THOUGHTS YOU THINK, HAS CONSEQUENCES. = IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PLAN, YOU'LL BE USED AS A STEPPING STONE FOR THOSE WHO DO. = IF YOU DON'T REQUIRE MUCH OF YOURSELF, YOUR LIFE WILL BE OF POOR QUALITY. = WE TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO TREAT US. = THE SAME PAIN THAT BURDENS YOU N

This Is Crazy But I Want To See What Happens.
I know this may be lame or crazy but I want to give it a shot. I just started getting into collecting coke reward caps. Im curious who is willing to help me here. If anyone has these spare caps and are not using it can you email the codes to dal112772@hotmail.com. or just put it in my blog. I will repay you back with a gift of some sort. Thanks guys appreciate it.

This For My New Sister
out of the blue you came to me,you made a friend in me with just a climps into your very soul,we openned up to one another,and we found each other through the pain we have share in our travels,strange bonds are made with a sense of purpose,we may come from different streets,but all our roads will someday cross,,nicole you are the very best,,you have so much to give to this crazy world,it people like you that makes me believe in the way we struggle to survive this crazy world,,will always love you for that sis,,, hope you get to read this,,DAMIEN

This Is Who I Want To Be When I Get Old (my Favorite Poem)
When I Am An Old Woman I shall wear purple With a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me, And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves And satin sandals, and say we've no money for butter. I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired And gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells And run my stick along the public railings And make up for the sobriety of my youth. I shall go out in my slippers in the rain And pick the flowers in other people's gardens. And learn to spit! You can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat And eat three pounds of sausages at a go Or only bread and a pickle for a week And hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes. But now we must have clothes that keep us dry And pay our rent and not swear in the street And set a good example for the children. We will have friends to dinner and read the papers. But maybe I ought to practice a little NOW? So people who know me are not too shocked and s

This Is Why U Should Support Our Troops
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.... ...to listen to his son whine about being bored. ....to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. ...to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ....to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower.

This Zombie Girl Is Sooooooooo Bored!!!!! :o
oooooh Lordey this Zombie girl is actually bored..... It's pouring rain out and and thundering... lol.. And no one to play with...... All the civilians are hiding inside their house, and place of work.........I haven't been bored in a loooooooong time... lol... Anyone wanna play with me???..... I promise I will only take a small bite out of you.... hahahahah... It'll just be a little painful.... LOL...... And I will make sure I will eat your brains last...... Oooooooooh I could go play outside right now in the pouring rain.... I mean I am a rotting corpse and smell like rotting, bacterial eating flesh.... Lmao!!!!.... But that would mean I need a human brain as MY SPONGE to wash myself down with...... LOL...... And I would just need a tad bit of human blood too use as my soap..... hahaha...... What's a Zombie girl to do on a wet, pouring, thunderous day.........I don't feel like going back underground from which I came... The grave is really soggy and muddy, ge

This Zombie Girl Is Off To Bed!!! Zzzzzzzz
I have been up for just about 48 hours now... lol. I am a true Zombie... I really wanted to stick by my friend Angel and help her to win her contest!! :0)... Alas the contest is over now.. And I must Zombie flop under the deadened earth once again..... lol....... ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... It is now 1:30 in the afternoon.... lol... Goodnight all.... heheehe... :0) HOT MySpace Comments & HOT MySpace Layouts

This Is A Good One
im feelin like i may need to take a break from all this..... i dont know what ill do ,i may change my mind in the morning.... if you dont hear from me for while its not because i dont like you ... I just need life outside this is all and dont really have it...at all....My yahoo is metalron67@sbcglobal.net or my other messenger is metalron67@msn.com i may try to get on these some in the near future...i dont really do so to much right now but theres people on here i really care about and wanna stay in touch with...you know who you are... good bye 4 now but not forever..... (dreaming bout you!) 1st place: Wikid One 40693 2nd place: Fubar Fred 37628 3rd place: Stephie 26329 Runners up Aleana: 9873 Butterfliez:9172 Robert: 8269 Thanks again to every one...Check out my sticky bulleton and be sure to show these people in it sum Fubar love... Awesome folks .... i have 25 11s left...its worth 25 times 50 worth 1250 during hh ...first person to post a comment in this

This Is Me!
The paradox of our time is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life, but not life to our years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space, but not inner space

This And That
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some glue my heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even there my heart now as an empty space my heart needs u to fill that place my heart feels the friendship will never be replaced my heart wants you to still keep me safe my heart knew this friendship would grow into something more my heart knew you were going to shut that door my heart told me to let you know how i really feel my heart told me if he lets go then its not actually real my heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friend my heart never told me my world would come to an end my heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for good my heart thought u would of understood my heart now misses all fun we have had together my heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forever my heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gone my

This Is Me
WELL MY FRIEND BABYGURL TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE AND I THOUGHT ID CHECKIT OUT....IM GLAD I DID!!! IVE NEVER FELT SO WELCOME WOW IM SPEACHLESS WELL LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT ME: IM ENGAGED TO GET MARRIED ON AUG THE 12TH 2007 TO MY BEST FRIEND JOSHUA( HIS PIC IS IN MY PIC ALBULM) I HAVE THREE CHILDREN AND A SASSY ATTITUDE. I LOVE ALL THINGS AND HAVE A VERY OPEN MIND AND VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD. IF YOU DONT WANT MY OPINION DONT ASK! I HAVE HOBBIES AND WORKING ON A COLLEGE DEGREE IN BUSINESS AND IM A STAY AT HOME MOTHER AND SOON TO BE WIFE IM HERE TO FIND FREINDS NOT A LOVER UNLESS YOU ARE FEMALE THEM ILL SHARE WITH MY MAN HE LOVES THAT ABOUT ME!!!!! WELL IF I HAVE LEFT ANYTHING OUT AND YOU WANT TO KNOW THEN ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK BY THE WAY " I LOVE TO FLIRT!!!!"

This Person Needs Help
i am writing this bulletin in the hopes that someone will be able to help me. i am not doing this for pity or attention, but i need help. about a month ago some friends of mine bought me and my 2 sons(ages4 and 5) bus tickets to come to new york from ohio. they needed help getting ready for their newborn and they promised me that they would send me home as soon as i wasn't really needed around here anymore. for the last week and a half, they have threatened to throw me and my two boys out on the street with no where to go and no money. they have told me for the last week that they are trying to save up the money to send us home, and then they lay a guilt trip on me because i am costing them money everyday i am here. they just got done telling me today that they don't have the money to send us home and that they aren't really even trying to get the money. i am stuck in a state 500 miles from home with no job and no friends. under normal circumstances i would never in a million years co

This Goes With The Poem
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

This Is Me
Reasons why you fall for that special guy: He kissess our forehead. He gets that cute side smile when he looks only at you. when he slips his hand in yours he always squeezes them. He sings your favorite songs to you even though he has a horrible voice....and knows it. He has a pet name for you and uses in front of his family and friends. When his lips touch yours he holds u tighter and makes it feel like he's never gonna let you go. when he's driving he grabs a strand of your hair and just plays with it. Your the first person he comes to when he has a problem. he takes you out in the middle of night to somewhere dark and you lay on the hood of his car looking at stars and talking about anything and everything. He's always there for you even when you dont ask him to be. He has that twinkle in his eye when ever he looks at you. He will pull his car over when ur guy's "song" comes on the radio and get you out of the car just to dance with you. He takes you to see your fa

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This Is A Kick Ass Joke For Rea
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and then fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative, you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.

This Is A Guy Everyone Needs On Their List!!!!
YOU KNOW IM SICK FED UP OF THE BULLSHIT BULETINS N BLOGS, IF YA GOT BEEF WITH SOMEOME TAKE IT TO THEM DO NOT MAKE IT PUBLIC IVE READ SO MANY BULLSHIT BULLETINS BOUT SONNY.... SONNY IS THE SWEETEST GUY I KNOW (SIDES MA BABE) IF YA GOT A BEEF WITH HIM THEN TAKE IT TO HIM DO NOT MAKE A BULLETIN BOUT IT SONNY I LUV YA HUN N I ONLY STARTED TALKING TO YA THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THAT I TRUST N SONNY YOU 1 OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!SONNY DO NOT EVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE CAUSE Y0U ARE 1 OF THE TRUEST PEOPLE ON THIS SITE N IF YA DUN LIKE WHO IM FRIENDS WITH DELETE ME!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE I AINT GUNNA CHANGE I AM WHO I AM SO NEENER NEENER YA DUN LIKE IT THEN STFU n STEP OFF!!!!!!!!

This Is America!
Why we import everything????? AIN'T IT THE TRUTH!!?" Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am . While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet(MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV(MADE IN INDONESIA), and then wonder

This Is What I Want In A Man
• Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her ass/waist/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

This And That
Ain't it the truth At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. A

2007. This Was Funny Had To Post It
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse

This Is 1 Of My Faves,
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch you when you are sleeping You belong with me Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming But is this burning an eternal flame Eternal Flame by the Bangles (First off this is NOT written by me) La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da There comes a time, in every mans life When he

This Is Very Sad.....a Must See!!
grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talk,turn up the volume!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bi

This Is So True
PDOGG@ fubar Myspace Graphics DEAR MGT. ,I THE PENIS,REQUEST A PAY RAISE DUE 2 THE FOLLOWING REASONS..1)I DO PHYSICAL LABOR. 2)I WORK @GREAT DEPTHS 3)I PLUNGE HEAD FIRST INTO EVERYTHING I DO 4)I WORK WEEKENDS & HOLIDAYS 5)I WORK IN DAMP ENVIRONMENT 6)I WORK IN DARK AREAS W/POOR VENTILATION 7)I WORK IN HIGH TEMPS.8) AND MY WORK EXPOSES ME 2 DISEASE....DEAR PENIS,,,YOUR REQUEST HAS BEEN DENIED 4 THE FOLLOWING REASONS,,,1)U DONT WORK 8 HRS STRAIGHT 2)U WORK IN SHORT SPURTS &FALL ASLEEP AFTER EACH BRIEF WORK PERIOD 3)U DONT STAY IN UR DESIGNATED AREA AND UR FREQUENTLY FOUND IN OTHER LOCATIONS.4)U DONT TAKE INITIATIVE & MUST BE STIMULATED 2 START WORKING. 5)U LEAVE UR WORK PLACE MESSEY AT THE END OF UR SHIFT.6)U ARE UNABLE 2 WORK OVERTIME OR DOUBLE SHIFT,7)U SOMETIMES LEAVE UR DESIGNATED WORK AREA BEFORE COMPLETING THE ASSIGNED TASK.8) U HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY BEEN SEEN ENTERING & EXCTING THE WORK PLACE WITH 2 SUSPICIOUS BAGS....THANKS MGT.

This Awesome Guy Needs 7k To Level
My good friend scott ditto needs 7K to level... Can all of you show him some mad love? I am very sure he will give you lots back! sditto3@ fubar ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Co-Founder of BOMBERS R US Cheerleader Squad ~Member of the Syndicate~ Please sign@ fubar

This Is Sad But Sweet
grab a tissue if you have a heart you will shed some tears when you listen to the little girl talks,turn up the volume!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and b

This Is Who I Am
On feeling less than whole "He is a God" "He has a huge cock...he's an amazing lover" "He has the most kissable lips in the world" "He is so beautiful" "He is an amazing lover...left me juicy" What does this all matter to me? Why would it matter at all; even a little bit? Why is it that I want to be "he?" I'm feeling second best...maybe not even "second" just not "first." Why do I need to be first? I can be the most devoted...feel like I am the most devoted; but I get in my own way, and I let "feeling less than whole" take away my power..soon I'm less than zero. {pardon the cliche} I want to let go... but I'm afraid -- don't trust I'll be caught. {I have my reasons -- I've been dropped before; it killed me once - literally} Sometimes I yell -- yell at the world -- yell at you. I'm sorry, and its more than just regret. I've taken control of my inner energy; I've gained so much control -- still I'm feeling less than whole. So much of my life revolves around my art,

This Aussie Girl Needs Some Mad Comment Love
Hey everyone, I hope your Monday is going well. An Aussie guy needs mad commenting love if you all dont mind. He's still trying to finish this contest and need some comments.... Just click on her arm picture to get to the commenting area. Listen to the Ghost Rider!!! hehe. This contest pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

This Is Sum Funny Shyt!!!!
He said .. . . I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said . . . You wear pants don't you? He said . . ..... Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said . That's a good idea - you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart! He said . .. What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said . .....Turn sideways and look in the mirror! He said . . How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? She said .. We don't know; it has never happened. He said . . Why is it difficult to find women who are sensitive, caring and Good- looking? She said ...... . They already have boyfriends. She said...What do you call a women who knows where her husband is every night? He said . . . A widow. He said . .. . Why are married women heavier than single women? She said . . . Single women come home, see what's in the fridge and go to bed. Married women come home, see what's in bed and

This Is How It Should Be Done.
This is all you need to know! 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top…and why not unless on top? So they can stimulate their clit by grindin’ on our pelvic bones, which really does nothin’ for them, so the key is to eat pussy first! Make her cum a few times, numb her up, then hammer away or soft and slow with a lot of vaginal teasin’ with your meat thermometer to build it all up in the end, however you like! Now, once you are in between her legs, don't just fuckin' dive in there like a pig goin’ to the trough, take your time! I know that pussy is damned near irresistible, but don't act like it is! Lick her inner thighs, kiss them, kiss around her pussy lips, kiss the lips, etc. etc. Finally, once you've got your tongue on her clit, this is what you do! (you can use your hands to spread apart her lips if you want, that’s all preference! Its easier to make them cum with their lips spread so you can have easier access to their clit!) Roll the tip and somew

This Is My Life
Birthday Calculator 3 July 1972 Your date of conception was on or about 11 October 1971 which was a Monday. You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Cancer. Your Life path number is 11. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441501.5. The golden number for 1972 is 16. The epact number for 1972 is 14. The year 1972 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1972 and ending 2/2/1973. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergen

This One Is For The Military And Beyond... This Guy Need 8.2 To Level
Take two: This one's for the Army.. And Beyond... :-) Only 8.2K needed and he is leveled... Please come help out my Military friend. He has been stuck at his level for ahwile and would really like to move upwards... here is his profile link: midnightblue898@ fubar Listen to the Ghost Rider This leveling pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ . ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶

This Is What I Write. Deal With It!!
Once upon a time ago, I was told by one of the few remaining true Druids (you know who you are) in our happy little world that I would come into great power. However, it wouldn't happen until I needed it. Well, tonight was that time. Our son, Jackson, woke around midnight, screaming as if he had seen the most horiffying thing ever dreamed in the darkest dreams of the most twisted minds. When April went to retrieve him and comfort him, she, too, felt the same terror he did. She immediately left the room and called on me. I quickly armed myself with what little I had, entered the room, and shut the door behind me. Immediately, every hair on my body stood on end. I could not just see the darkness in the room, the shadows, the almost hidden places, but I could also feel it. Trying to reach inside me. Trying to touch my thoughts, to twist them and turn them against me. So, without a moment's hesitation, I began casting a circle about me. With that done, I began to battle this.... thing. Thi

This Sucks
so basically me and the certain "person" got together. turns out he's not the dude i knew. He just used me. he doesnt love his gf , i mean u can tell... but now im left alone and hurt and it isnt fair. I guess i learned my lesson in this situation it just sucks to know that i have to see him when he works with me. Its uncomfortable already and all he wants to be is friends and i dont. Im so annoyed i need a hug from a good guy!!! Im willing to try new thing's and be my self in certain situations. I have never cheated on a bf and ive gotten cheated on a couple of times. But it starts with this, Ive been on a personal strike from men for a while trying to find a good man you know. I work with this guy and ive been into him since i first started working there. He's smart, sweet, dedicated fun and funny everything that i want in a real man.He has a gf and so i kept my distance. Until a couple of week's ago. i saw his myspace and added him. We sent emails to one another but on friendly term

This Week Coming Up
OK as you all know i mentioned in my previous blog that on 11/24/07 or 24/11/07 Australia votes for an new prime minister of the country well Australia Voted and Decided Mr Kevin Rudd is Now the 26th Australian Prime Minister of Australia and John Howard Is now No Longer Prime Minister Of Australia after 11 and a 1/2 years as Australian Prime Minister from Bruce. Hey everybody this Thursday 22/5/08 or 5/22/08 Sydney Australia time i will be in the cinema watching the release of Indiana Jones & The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skullso i won't be online on fubar for the morning just giving my friends a early warning incase they are wondering why hasn't he(Bruce) answered me yet so here's your answer people and as soon as the movie is over iwill return later to get back to you from Bruce. This week coming up is now going to back to normal for sydney because the 21 leaders who attended the apec meeting in sydney australia is now officially over until the next one in a different place don't wh

This Doesnt Surprise Me...sex Test Results
You have a sexual IQ of 160 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

This Feeling I Have Inside
I am an Optical Illusion... You can perceive me many different ways,but you will never figure me out. When you think you have, I will have changed. I'm deep, I consume your mind. I'm also quiet and suttle, someone you can lose yourself in. I'm soothing yet confusing, I appear to be moving, yet are still. I am an Optical Illusion. By: Lucky to be Irish This feeling I have inside, What is it? When you look into my eyes... my stomach tightens, my heart races, my mind tries not to fumble and I feel... I am not sure how I feel! Is this wasted time? Am I looking for something that isn't there? Are you meeting me half way? Oh, what is it that I feel?!?!?!? I wonder... How do I make you feel? When I look into your eyes, What does it do to you? To be honest with you, it makes me scared! I have opened up to you little by little... I am fearful of what you could learn! The things my mouth will tell without m

This Is The Maid--
A guy dials his home and a strange woman answers. The guy says, "Who is this?" "This is the maid," answers the woman. "We don't have a maid," says the man. The woman says, "I was hired this morning by the woman of the house." The man says, "Well, this is her husband. Is she there?" The woman replies, "She is upstairs in the bed room with someone who I figured was her husband." The guy is fuming and says to the maid, "Listen, would you like to make 50,000?" The maid asks, "What will I have to do?" The man tells her, "I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the Bitch and the jerk she's with." The maid puts the phone down; the man hears footsteps and then two gun shots. The maid comes back to the phone, "What do I do with the bodies?" The man says, "Throw them in the swimming pool." Puzzled, the maid answers, "But you don't have a pool." A long pause and the man asks, "Oops..! Is th

This Is Me
I hate the way you look at me With Love and so much trust The Demon inside waits for your soul I am the one who takes control You don’t know Love I am Satan The Devil from within I am destined to live alone Love none but my own Days I wish you were real To hold my heart close But your just inside me Alone I am to walk this Earth The End 20081021 Jason M. Christilaw Funny how the papers so bright I often wonder if Jim felt the same I live to write I write to live Hold me sweetheart Difficult to find my groove Two weeks six days I fear my self I wanted this I wanted you The pen bleeds I bleed You and my heart in contempt Fuck this is hard tonight I want to fall Most of my writings hold meaning Tonight I feel nothing And yet I write To you Whatever your name is Who ever you are tonight And who am I Where the fuck am I going Don’t love me I can’t Not tonight This is shit Hate me tonight as I do FUCK ME Fuck this

This Is For A Very Special Person..they Know Who They R
I LIVE FOR THOSE WHO LOVE ME, WHOSE HEARTS ARE KIND AND TRUE... FOR THE BRIGHT HOPES LEFT BEHIND ME, AND THE GOOD THAT I CAN DO. A FRIEND IS A SOLACE IN GRIEF AND IN JOY A MERRY COMPANION If nobody cared just a little about you and nobody cared about me, and we stood alone, in the battle of life, What a dreary old world this would be Life is sweet, just because of friends we have made and the things which in common we share. We want to live on, not because of ourselves, but because of the people who care. It is doing and giving for somebody else on which all of life's splendor depends. The joy of this world, when you've summed it all up, is found in the making of friends. We always think that our lives will be perfect, especially when we bring a newborn child into the world But sometimes...."God" has different plans for us... Sometimes God gives us an angel and doesn't tell us. Until afterw

This Is For Everyone...
OLD PEOPLE We love to see life Feel the glow of the sun, To feel the earth beneath our feet, see the water in rivers and streams run. We love to be with family We enjoy our friends, BUT What do we do? How do we feel? When they don't want us. Old people. We don't walk as fast, see as good, or hear as well as we did. We do talk about the past they feel, too much. We helped shape our world, Gave life to our children. We gave ideas and ideals to live by, and gave them a chance to grow. They depended on us as babies. Needed us as children. Tolerated us as young adults. They forgot us when they became adults. Old people become old because.... They are pushed back, overlooked ~ forgotten. WHY? They answer, you have done your part. Now it's our turn... FOR WHAT??? We are forced to grow old The world is only for the young NO WAY~NEVER~NOT ME I will fight, stay active and young at

This Is Why I'm Hot
This Is Why I'm Hot (CHORUS) this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why,this is why, im hot this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot, im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not this is this is why, this is why, this is why im hot (VERSE) this is why im hot, i dont gotta rap i can sell a mill sayin nothin on a track i represent new york, i got it on my back niggas say that we lost it so imma bring it back i love da dirty dirty, cuz niggas show me love the ladies start to bounce as soon as i hit da club but in da midwest, they love to take it slow so when i hit they bitch i watch them get it on da flo and if you need it hifey i take it to da bay cristo to sac-town, they do it everyday compton to hollywood, soon as i hit LA im in dat lo-lo, i do it da cali way and when i hit da shat, people say that im fly they love da way i dress,

This Moment - One Word
You ever wonder if someone can actually become damned? I no longer wonder... What I am is an emotionally mangled, mentally damaged POS who's life would be worth more if he simply could function on a level with other human beings. I wish that I could be normal. Not Cyrano or Quasimodo. A regular person, with regular thoughts, logical feelings and healthy coping mechanisms. Fat fucking chance of that happening. This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic.

This Is Going To Be Sick
just wanted to say thanks to all u guys and gals who took the time to comment my pics and comment them.. i will show some love back just give me a little time.. k thanks agine b2thej i was on my myspace and my favorite band CARNIFEX is looking for a new guitarist so i sent the a message telling them about me and how long ive played and they send me a inavation to san diego to tryout in a week.. so i cant wait and i hope i get it... wish me luck

This Is All New To Me
Have you ever fought hard to live, but you know you’re gonna die. Holding on to the cold hard truth, with tears streaming down your eyes. Living past the pain and strife, wanting nothing more than a chance at life, But the life you once remembered has given way to pain. Wanting to live more life in a single day, than most do in the parade That they call their simple lives when they can’t find their way back home. Clutch my hand if you can, please believe in who I am, Don’t let go a single day, for if you do I am damned. I want to hold the truth, the belief that I’m not a joke To see the end inside my mind, so I can go back home. So I can go back home. So I can go back home. I sit here at home, confused and alone, my pain wanders away for a time. It allows me to see the beauty around me, but then it comes back crashing so hard, to freeze my soul again. Should I stay in this land, or should I die by my hand and take control of the pain the only way

This Will Give You Chills!!!!!!!!
My aunt passed away this morning, so I'm sorry to say I won't be around much this week. Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSE-BUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writi

This Trips Me The Fuck Out!
this site is very difficult for a new person to navigate!!! im a bit dazed and confused!?! if i dont answer messages and shit, that would be the reason why.....*scratches head and tries to figure out how i got to "buzzed" in a 24 hour period* anyway.....i guess the more you use it, the more it becomes "user friendly"? HA!

This Makes Sense
(Pick your birthday month and read it. Then repost with whatever you are.) JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt

This Is For My Family And Friends
I have this best family and friends... Louis, Howard and my sister in law mean so much to me and i love them with all of my heart... Kathy you are my bestfriend and you are like a sister to me and i would do anything for you and your 2 kids.... I am so glad we are bestfriends now and we are geting close.... You are there for me and you are really good to me when i need someone to talk to you are there for me... I love you guys so much... My brother howard is in the amry and i miss him so much but i am so proud of him.. PROUD ARMY SISTER... I love you and miss you howard... Louis you are a great brother and i love you with all of my heart and i am here for you no matter what happens... Amanda you are the bestsister in law and i love you very much and i am here for you to no matter what...

This Is Not A Blog .
Violence is what you breed Racism is what you breed Hate is what you breed What do you expect me to be ? Peace brother, fuck you bastard I dont need your false friendship Freedom is a bunch of shit This is world of shit Misery is what we see Murder is what we see Ignorance is what we see What do you expect me to be ?

This Is Alil Info To Rate A Tag I Have For My Lounge This Is Not Cool
imikimi - Customize Your World · xXPARKSXx rated your photo a '2' ON MY TAG FOR MY LOUNGE AND HE IS 18 THE OTHER WAS 27 MALE NAME LAMB AS THE 18 YR OLD WELL SAD FOR THEM MAYBE A TASTE OF IRAQ WOULD BENFIT THEM .

This Is Important.
National Wolf Awareness Week, October 14-20, 2007 is a time to dispel misconceptions about wolves and to teach about the important role these predators play in maintaining healthy ecosystems. It takes place the 3rd week of October every year. The wolf is a striking symbol of wild nature, yet it has long been shrouded by myth and superstition. Earlier this century, wolves were methodically exterminated from nearly all of their historic range. National Wolf Awareness Week encourages conservation efforts not only for wolves, but for all wild species. Lot's of special events going on.. check for one in your area.. Here's a link for a list and for more info.. More Info here!! Clicky my piccy to bid. You Get.. and I added this stuff as extras.. Make them a Skin for their page their choice of Background and Colors. Make them 2 tags of their choice/description. 2 salutes sfw/nsfw (their choice, within reason,my decision) Top Friend for 1 month H

This Is For My Fellow Citizens Of Traverse City, Mi.
Ok, this is for my fellow citizens of Traverse City, MI. that are on my list, on November 6th, 2007, BATA(Bay Area Transportation Authority) is asking voter to vote yes on a renewal mileage of .35 mills to keep BATA buses rolling, because if we don't pass this milleage BATA will seize operations and their will be no public transportation for any kids, anyone that is a senior citizen or disabled especially if they are in a wheelchair here too, so if you are a registered voter or an absentee voter, I strongly urge you to vote YES come November 6th, please and thank you

This Is What A Woman Really Wants
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end She can hear the water dripping off in the distance. It's annoying but not what's keeping her awake. Lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling that she cannot see in the darkness, there is only one thought. Her heart hurts. Pressed for specifics, she couldn't tell you why. Things have been good recently. Work, school, and the kids

This Is My Life...
I am a single mother of 2 children. I am looking for someone to spend what little extra time that I have with. I'm sick of all the bull with trying to go out to meet people. Just looking for someone to treat me good, respect me, and will put that dang toilet seat down! lol. It would also be nice to bring me roses and possibly cook dinner at least once in a while... lol. I know that's pushing it, but at least the roses would be nice... lol. We're both adults here so why play games? Let's call a spade a spade. So man to woman, tell me what you think... I am a real woman and not a door mat for you. I have never been married. I'm not really sure what it is that I'm looking for. I have just about giving up hope that there is someone out there for me. So with that said... I figured that I would go with something like this... By chance... The next best thing happens to read this (ok, a great guy willing to treat me good and my children) (The best thing in life right now is my children, so h

This Crap Isn't Going To Fly With Me
Ok, I am going to stop this non-sense before it even gets started, if people are going to make a friend request, either rate my profile or one of my pics and fan me and then make a friend request, please. I just had some guy by the ID of Mr Romance Himself, send me a friend request, never rated my profile or anything like that, he just checks me out and then makes a friend request like he's gonna get on my list just that! LMAO Oh hell no, that isn't happening now or ever, if you want on my list do what I would rather have you do up in this blog above or don't bother, ok? Damn!

This Is All About Me
NAME: NIKKE LOU DAZZLED THE WORLD:24TH MARCH 1971 HAIR BROWN BUT BLOND AT THE MOMENT (CHANGES ALL THE TIME DEPENDING ON MOOD LOOKS THROUGH: GREEN EYES STAR SINGH: ARIES (THE RAMPANT RAM NEED I SAY MORE) SEX: YES PLEASE( FEMAIL) HEIGHT 5FT1 SIZE PETTITE SIZE 8 FAVORITE FOOD:ITALIAN FAVORITE SPORT CELTIC AND LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL TEAM FAVORITE DRINK VODKA AND COKE DO I SMOKE: MMM TRYING TO STOP AT THE MOMENT SINGLE: NO GETTING MARRIED KIDS YES ONE GIRL AND POSSIBLE MORE BEST MATES: CHELLE MARIE PAULINE LISA JESSE LAST TIME I CRYED: LAST WEEK WHEN I FOUND OUT I HAD NO MONEY IN THE BANK FAVORITE COULOUR GREEN PINK FAVORITE POSITION JUST A SEX MANIAC SO ALL DO I TELL LIES : NOPE UNLESS ITS FOR A GOOD REASON AM I A GOOD MATE: YES BUT A BAD ENEMY SO CROSS ME AND ITS GAME OVER FOR U WELL WHAT CAN I SAY IM NIKKIE LOU IAM THE ONE AND ONLY BONDAGE PRINCESS I LIVE TO LAUGH I HAVE A BEAUTIFULL DAUGHTER AND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS

This Is Rather Confusing
You know what is really sad is, ever since joining when it was CherryTap and now it being Fubar, I only know other than my girlfriend of course, I only know two people that live in Traverse City, MI. that is on my friends list and/or family list, that's pretty damn sad! What is wrong with this picture, huh? I can't be that scary looking and last time I checked I couldn't bite at all but I know it's pretty damn sad when there is other people that live in Traverse City, MI. and not many in this town want to be around me, that's sad and pathetic and it shouldn't matter if I'm working or not, I do have a right to have friends in this town and for those that I thought were friends that I think aren't on here, they need a damn wakeup call because I know full well, I wouldn't just make them feel like they've been shoved into a closet and left there. that's for sure.

This Is The Meaning Of Love
Someone who makes you feel good about living, Who brings out the you who is joyful and giving This is the meaning of love. Something that gives you a chance to be strong, Or trust in another to help you along This is the meaning of love. Somewhere that you feel like you've been forever, A place where you're growing and learning together. This is the meaning of love. All that I am, ALl that I see, All that I dream and I do Are better and brighter And filled with more meaning Because of my feelings for you.

This And That
for the last few years I didn't have a real good imagie of myself as far as my body and personality was. I just got out of a divorce which was mentally abusive...how i've learned time will heal and a person can grow. I've lost 40lbs since last July and i'm pretty happy about that...while there are areas that i need to work on there's other parts where i'm glad they are how they are now. I love my chest even as i have lost weight it's still there...i also like my butt...i'm curvier now but not blobby as much...now i just want to tighten things up. I'm not looking to be some size 8...i like my curves now and i've had some people notice how i look better so that makes me feel better. summer is coming up so i need to start working on my arms more. Like i was taught last summer...you have a beuatiful body why hide in black...your shoulders are great (thanks E)...i've even heard how my legs are just fine the way they are. Its just good to finally feel comfortable in my own skin and co

This Is Me
dear stalkers..... it's kind of creepy that your always on my shoutbox.... even before i log in to my fubar account..... also.... try acting like a normal person and not a stalker/psychopath if you want to get to know me... thanx......flesh MY COMPUTER WON'T LET ME INSTALL ACTIVE X AND I KEEP TRYING TO CHANGE MY FILES TO JPG BUT IT WON'T LET ME! A LITTLE HELP....

This Is How I Feel
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies all my monkeys Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away. Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Give it to me, give it to me Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience Don't want it need it come on right now [Chorus voice 2] Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try to

This Morning
Rising again why? To meet the dawn of the day How did my life come to this now An empty future filled with memories Face in the dirt again another day just eats away at me Because I don't belong here No, I don't belong here It just eats away And I feel as it's tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away Tell me why I should try tonight Was going to kill myself today But instead I've found a better way Through you This cant last forever If I killed myself today then I won't find a better way and I won't. This can't last forever, no It just eats away and I feel as its tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away tell me why i should try tonight you'll hear me now Shut up you don't know a fucking thing About what I have seen Another day will pass I put this kn

This Is How I Want It
This is all you need to know! 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top…and why not unless on top? So they can stimulate their clit by grindin’ on our pelvic bones, which really does nothin’ for them, so the key is to eat pussy first! Make her cum a few times, numb her up, then hammer away or soft and slow with a lot of vaginal teasin’ with your meat thermometer to build it all up in the end, however you like! Now, once you are in between her legs, don't just fuckin' dive in there like a pig goin’ to the trough, take your time! I know that pussy is damned near irresistible, but don't act like it is! Lick her inner thighs, kiss them, kiss around her pussy lips, kiss the lips, etc. etc. Finally, once you've got your tongue on her clit, this is what you do! (you can use your hands to spread apart her lips if you want, that’s all preference! Its easier to make them cum with their lips spread so you can have easier access to their clit!) Roll the tip and somew

This " Girl " Is Soo Stupid, And Make A Diva L O L
Bouncer, admin and staff, READ please.... "You accused my friend Lil Miss 420 Juggelette 4 Life of stealign others pictures, I DO NOT THINK you are going to get away with this we are reporting you for harrassment on FuBar you and your name and your IP will no long be allowed to makea name on fubar youw ill have to go to the library to even log into fubar and I highly doubt they even let this site on thier computers so you are fucked, leave my girl alone, she dont need to steal pictures, those are all HER and no one else so GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU NASTY CRACK WHORE CUNT!!!!!!!!!!! Get a fuckign life and leave the innocent alone you fake ass bitch, you are the one prolly stealing pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We will be sending a screen shot of that comment to baby jesus and letting him know about you TAT TATATATATAT BYE SUCKA" READ please the blog of this little SUCKFACE girl

This Is Funny
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you have n't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll

This Is The Real Me
Today is the day that I feel like I am on air, because I am in love for the first time in a long time. I am in a bad situation and want out but I also have feelings for someone that I have grown close too. He knows who he is. we have known eachother for almost a year now and that during that time we have fallen for eachother. But there is one thing, he is married to someone else. So I am waiting Patiently for him. I love him and i always will

This Shit Is Crazy
Check out this video: 2PAC-Dear Mamma I rarely come on here and use this site...I dunno i guess i just dont get into it like some people.. For me i think there is too much going on at one time! and i cant seem to do anything.. i dunno.. blah.. maybe one day ill get the hang of it.. until then.. Fuck. lol What Mandy Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia an

This Is To All The Stalkers
here are the 12 FUCK YOU's of Myspace and Fubar..... lol this is tooooo funny and the bottom goes out to someone who is noone special lmao Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON MYSPACE and Fubar. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE and Fubar IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DUMB ASS. Fuck You number TWO There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace and Fubar Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Fuck You number THREE To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number FOUR Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FIVE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still re

This Is For Sgt Danny That Calls Me And Kage Mom And Pop
imikimi - Customize Your World AS OF THIS FRI AT 0500 FRI SGT DANNY WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A LONG TIME . I HAVE GROWN TO CARE ALOT FOR HIM HE IS A AWSOME YOUNG MAN THAT HAS COME INTO MY LIFE SINCE I LOST A SON , PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS ALL OUR LOVE FROM ALL AT DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES CHERIE (MOM ) KAGE (POP) DEB LANEY EMMIT PAYNEJA01 ALL OF US HUN GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU SAFE

This Bitch's Blog
omfg!! this site is even scarier than MySpace!!! and apparently it's actually censored, so I really, really don't see why people come here. do not rejoice however, for you are not free of my retardedness just yet: when i get used to the eerie mess that is my homepage, i shall start reposting my Yahoo!360 blogs here like i do in MySpace and Multiply. yay!! (...?) meanwhile, here's my 360 page http://360.yahoo.com/tlazolteotl.immortal and my multiply and myspace pages if you seriously have no life. http://myspace.com/1ts_just_me http://tlazolteotl.multiply.com oh, and there WILL be porn, i promise =P ....omg does this site even accept html???

This One Is Mine
Damn baby Just don't understand what went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you... As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room Cause, we couldn't be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that's your favorite excuse Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you Listen and don't trip I think i need a bottle with a genie in it Here's my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I'll take yours and fill it up Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Makin' love all day, have us a ba

This Is For A Friend
I'm running a contest for cuttest couple. for those who do not have pictures together send them to me and i can dothem together in photoshop. it will go by ratings and comment. I will have the top 3 couple. I will not enter myself in this. the #1 winner will get a vip. #2 ticker # 3 every fubar drink there is yes even rootbeer lol . taking pics from tonight to the 6th contest will start when i have the first 50 people or on the 6th. Will run till the 12th. Info needed: Name military-non military age location How to win- have your friends rate/comment your picture they may also rate/comment others. nothing negative on any one's pictures. nothing sexual either. i will add the number of comments to the number of rates. only 1 comment aloud from each person. This is just for fun no hard feeling to the ones who don't top the first 3. The others will get a gift from the gift box or a free tag It will be up to you. You can send your info to me in a message on here or to my personal ema

This Is By Far The Hottest Song I Have Ever Heard
i jus heard this tune for the first time today.IT IS THE HOTTEST SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!!PRETTY KOOL TUNE..CHECK IT OUT.IT ROCKS!!! jose nunez-bilingual (you fucking me makes me )bilingual

This Is So True
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong a

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
Subject: The "Stutterin'" Cat A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become,asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'Fuck,' the rottweiler ate him" ahahaha tell me that isn't funny lmao:) To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card whe

This Just In.....
Hello friends, This is the spot where I am going to put my daily ponderings and mindless drivel. I will try and keep it light and fun, but hey sometimes I get bent just like everyone else. TODAY'S QUOTES: 1. Got any gum?...Joe Walsh 2. Did you see the size of that chicken?...Unknown 3. Mom! The meat loaf! Fuck!...Will Ferrell 4.And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation. And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions? Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". Just for a second, just to see how it feels. Or, ouch, ouch you're on my hair...Vince Vaughn -----------

This Is How I Feel
I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone. What am I to do When my heart says leave But my feet won't move And today is our anniver

This Shit Is Fucking Crazy!
Glitter Graphics It was 11:21 pm when i got the worst phonecall of my life, it was from my mother who never called me. She said my sister was dead, all i can remember is that the 2 words Ashton and Dead just didnt fit together quite right to me. This little girl who i never ever saw enough was gone, i was so close to her. She loved me and spoke very highly of me, she always had, since she was old enough to talk. yet i wasnt there for her enough, and the reality of it is that she really didnt even know me all that well. this was the most painful and tramatic thing ive ever gone through in my life and still hurts. the pain is never ending. i wish it was me, i really do i wish she would have gotten to see the things i did, gotten to have kids, graduate highschool, get married but she cant and she never will. January 14 of 08 she wouls have been 21. but she never made it to 19. and its not fair, nothin can ever bring her back. and for the first time today, im balling my eyes out. i

This Is An Outrage!!!
As the wife to a Viet Nam Vet, I found this to be an OUTRAGE! Please keep this reposted! A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed during Vietnam The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat. In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW in Ho Lo Prison the "Hanoi Hilton." Dragged from a stinking cesspit of a cell, cleaned, fed, and dressed in clean PJ's, he was ordered to describe for a visiting American "Peace Activi

This Year In Review
2007 is quickly fading away and 2008 is upon us....time to look back at all thats happened.... Hillary Clinton announced her candicy for presdent. Our Troops are still over in iraq...no surprise. The Simpsons Movie hits the Theaters and grosses Very High. WWE Superstar Chris Beniot is found dead in is Atlanta Georgia Home as well as his wife and child. WWE Champ John Cena suffers a torn Pectoral muscle and is forced to drop the title. D-Generation X Reunites, Triple H and HBK run rampant over the WWE We lost some major Players on my side My Father Carl "pops" Kinter Dies Jan.9 2007 of a Stroke at the age of 50. My Grandmother Irene Edwina Zondlewski dies of many medical reasons on jan 31 2007 at the age of 73. Cousin Andy Benner Dies in His Home in Texas due to a heart attack this past november at the age of 53. Friend Steve "mercedes" Gallant Dies in his sleep this past July at the age 0f 38. (More to come)

This Christmas
As Christmas day approaches ever so fast, whilst we sit down and enjoy our Christmas Meal and tuck in to our Turkey, take a minute to remember those who because of not fault of their own cant be with their familes to enjoy the christmas festivities Military Personnel from all countries, those overseas and ones based at home Doctors and Nurses who give their time to save the lives of others Paramedics and Ambulance drivers Fire Fighters Policemen Ones we4 dont think about but doing important jobs like people who man the power stations to make sure we all have Heat and fuel at Christmas The Homeless who maybe becuase of no fault of their own are on the streets at Christmas. Those ill who spend Christmas in Hospital. Those who dont want to celebrate Christmas because they have lost someone close to them. But most of all remember the servicemen who cant be with us, that have given their live to make this place a better and safer place.

This Could Happen To You
Last night was the annual work Christmas party. Considering I wasn't exactly sure if I really wanted to go, the night turned out suprisingly well, until the drive home. My sister, her friend Dennis, and I left about 11:45pm heading back to Ozark to drop Dennis off at home for the night. We get to his house around 12:30am or so, and talk with him and his brother until maybe 1:45am. At this point, we decide we need to start making our way home. We are driving down 105 from Ozark, going towards Skipperville. We get to Noah's Ark Daycare, where we see a red car across our lane sideways, partially in our lane and partially off the side of the road. I'm not exactly sure what he had done previously to get himself in that position, but when we were coming upon him, he was still moving and sliding between the pavement and grass. At this point, is where our vehicles impacted. My side of my sister's truck had the biggest point of impact, and it happened so fast, I honestly don't recall what side

This Guy Really Rocks
Hi friends , I have a new friend and hes so nice and a excellent rater. He's medic cowboy99 Yall go show him some love cause hes real cool . bigoo.ws heres the link to his profile.... cowboy_medic99.. Black Room Family Member@ fubar

This N That
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a day, when that p

This Will Make You Cry
this will make you cry. > >A Billion /newer version for 2007 > > >The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual >manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending >YOUR tax money. > >A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising >agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in >one of its releases. > > >A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. > >B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. > >C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. > >D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. > >E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate >our government is spending it. > >While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New >Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . > >Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress >for $250 BILLION to rebuild New O

This Is Me
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

This Is Who I Am
THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM....I AM A BISEXUAL FEMALE FROM LAKELAND FLORIDA. I AM 19....MY BIRTHDAY IS JANUARY 17TH....I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 2.....MY LIFE IS BASED ON TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD...AT 13 I WAS GANG RAPED BY 15 GUYS...ALTHO THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AND I STILL DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN....I KNOW THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENED IT SCREWED MY ENTIRE LIFE UP...BUT I AM COPING WITH IT ALL..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES (FLASHBACKS)FROM THAT EVENT....I NOW AM TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FORGET...BUT HOW CAN I FORGET SOMETHING SO TRAUMATIC???? NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I GO THROUGH....NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME.... I WAS RAISED IN A VERY STRICT OLD FASHIONED FAMILY....WHEN I WAS RAPED I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO....MY GREATEST FEAR WAS MEN....I COULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND MY NEPHEW...AT THE TIME HE WAS ONLY 3.....I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH T.V. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I SAW A MAN I WOULD PANIC....MY VIRGINITY WAS STOLEN FROM ME....TAKEN IN A BRUTAL WAY....I ALMOST DIED FROM THE BEATINGS.THEY DRUGGED ME UP

This Might Offend...
so....first off my dad is a southern baptist minister. i have been raised in the church for my whole entire life... and i'm sorry but after a while it gets a little old... and no you're not better than me just because you have a penis...oh wow GOD placed you in charge of me and to submit to you??? ha fuck you!!!! just sitting in church today (cause i said i would go with my mum) i almost lost my mind...when i left i felt like going somewhere and doing the most horrible things possible....scenes from fight club came to mind.... anyways...what the guy speaking said disturbed the shit out of me that i almost broke down into tears... "could you imagine what it would be like to have all of greenwood christian???" YES AND IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE!!!! omg!!!! like in V for Vendetta I can see it going down....people being arrested for the pettiest of things just because a book written by men and put together by men told you it was wrong!! AHHHHH!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! can anyo

This Merry Christmas.........
Yeah this christmas mars is supposed to be brighter than the brightest star or something in the night sky you can read in this article (http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071220/ap_on_sc/mars_rudolph) but i liked the revamped song they had there.....lmao here it is Mars is a red-tinged planet With a very shiny glow And if you look to see it You will find the moon in tow. All of the other Yuletides Santa would have at his side The shiny nose of Rudolph Acting as his big sleigh's guide But this very Christmas Eve Santa came to say: "Rudolph, now with Mars so bright, You can stay at home tonight." Then all the reindeer teased him. And they shouted out with glee: "Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Outsourced to astronomy."

This Year, I Will...
... Lose the rest of my baby weight, and then some. I will NOT sleep with my baby daddy, no matter how phenominal the sex is. I will stop putting out on the first date - maybe then I'll get a second. I will begin going to dance practice again (I was a competitive Irish dancer [damn good one, too]for 16 years, until I broke my foot during a performance). I will get a job that will secure my financial future. I will not go into debt, as I just paid off 15k of it. I will not run my car into the ground. lol I will continue smoking the reefer, because I'm much more fun when I'm stoned. I will potty train my son. I will buy a new camera and start my own side business. And most importantly, I will make sure to include my son in every decision I make regarding my future, as he IS my future... and I wouldn't have it any other way.

This Will Make You Cry
Sent by: Andrea/mypt/*d.t.s.*{+10}S.S. PoisBR-Eva6ft{v4v}(AR){REV}fam />These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOT

This Sums It All Up...
t doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint an

This Sux ..and Not In A Good Way
Hi all..they reset our profile for some unknown reason and we were at level 21 and were reset to 1.. no body knows why, maybe a glitch.. but all our rateings went poof.. IF you folks get a chance to RE-RATE our photos we would really be greatfull... Paul & Sondra

This Sucks
well lets see sence i posted last blogg i havent had any prollums with that crazy duranged psyco stalker she has left me alone i think but who cares i hope she gets what she deserves for sure if you are now married {fresh start} why would you hunt me down i aint really sure what the deal is there but i have moved on i will be married soon and just wanna be left alone by you you tell people i beat you up hell im no woman beater but i sure should have off rips you make me sick for sum the shit you have done off tops but anyway like i said you stole from all my friends even tried to him a family member up your no good and i wish i would have listened to your ex and your family i would have been better off for sheezy im sorry if yall who read thinks im trippin she is off tops a christmas loonatic but anyway my day is going great so far so yall take it ez and have a awsome day for sure peace you know whats crazy is you keep changen your screen name so you can check up on me well guess what

This Is Funny...
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workpl

This Saturday The 12th ….
Hey just wanted invite all my local fubar friends out to see my band! If your into live music and up for a fun night out … we are at Sonoma’s Bar & Grill in Columbia this Saturday January the 12th from 10 till 2! Hope to see ya there! Thanks, DM Sonoma's Bar & Grille 7284 Cradlerock Way Columbia, MD 21045 Phone: 410-381-7220

This Is So True
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American cit

This Girl!
Ok so girls i need some help i like this girl and i thi nk she likes me how do i know for sure? she just broke up with her boyfriend and she says she wants to take it slow what does that mean in girl terms? also we talk all the time like day and night! So some help would be great!thanks

This Is True.
This is so true!! The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the he

This Kitten Wants To Be Played With
Hello Boys! I'm naughty Taryn. A hot older babe who is absolutely cock crazy and crazy for YOU. I love to fuck older men and younger guys alike. I'm a 40-ish woman in her prime. Some might call me a mature Mommy or MILF. I have sexual experience that younger gals just don't have and I get off on it and with you. I know how to please a man. I know how to be your submissive whore. OR I can take control and give you exactly what you've been craving. I'll make your cock and balls ache for me. I'm gonna take you to a new level of pleasure. Think you can handle a REAL kinky lady? I'd like to see you try. I bet you have some naughty fantasies that make your dick nice and stiff, and I want to hear them, so let's get down and dirty together.

This Is My Last Blog.....
I just wanted to let you know about something that has been bugging me for some time now. Well for for the short story. I am struggling very very very hard. I am feeling like I am working to struggle. I cant even put food in my house as of right now. I dont want my son to go even i night without something to eat or feeling full. I have gone several times without eating. I have been feeling very suicidal because I feel so hopeless. I have even though of letting Nicks dad take him at least I know he will be fed. That alone the thought of not having my son because I cant do what I got to do as a mother hurts and is killing me. Also The thought that I am worthless and that I cant feed my son is killing me. I am about to snap. I just dont know why I am here if I have NO ONE to turn to. I have no family that cares I have not true friends that care. So that leaves me to wonder why am I here?? My son go go live with his dad and at least I will know that he will have food in his tummy and as fo

This Touched My Heart
Yesterday I had a very touching mail from a guy called Satyr, who felt really bad cos he couldnt do any rating during Stevens Happy Hour, but he send a song he sung and said the next one he would dedicate to steven which is down below and it truely touched my heart The guy is only 485 points from levelling up, so if you could send him some fu love and show what he did was awesome I would appreciate it Thanks Dave Satyr©™~Daddy and Fu-Hubby to ♥Wet Dreams♥@ fubar

This Sensation
Lately, among everything else in my life, I've had this new sensation. Can't really say if it's a good sensation or bad one, but it is unlike anything I've ever felt before. And perhaps it is the most terrifying feeling ever. It's the feeling of uncertainty. Yes, I've felt this before, but never for such a long period of time. It's like I wake up and I'm not even sure if I'm still alive. It's like I'm looking for my keys or my cell phone and I'm not even sure I really lost them. I feel like every little thought requires another thought just to make sure that is what I'm really thinking. I feel like I'm having an idenity crisis. Like I dont know who I am and I just want to wake up and be the old me. My dreams at night have been more vivid and dramatic. This is the second night in a row that I've woken up and thought I was at home....really at home...hearing my mom and dad downstairs. And I open my eyes and I realize I'm certainly not at home. I'm in my dorm room at school 6 hours away f

This Pride Of Mine
Is it my absurd pride, Which countenanced you to take off and run? Is it my rainbow pride, Which made you flee to the searing sun? I beg of you Stop! Think twice A little pride is better than nice. That is a saying plausibly far from wise! If your love could fall once more out of the sky This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea I tell no lie and I speak no lies This pride of mine, I’ll give to another for free For years and years I have chewed over on my pride Crying out inside beclouded tears Our love went down with a dingy backslide But! But! This pride of mine was too blind to see Sometimes it draws out the beauty in me Sometimes it sheds out the ugly in me Like leaves falling off once a blossoming tree This pride of mine Needs to resign This pride of mine Isn’t sweeter than wine But! But! If your love could fall once more out of the sky This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea I promise to be humble, humble and humble F

This Time In My Life
This time in my life Starting over again at this time in my life was not someting I ever thought I would have to do I thought i had found love that would last to the end of time but here I am looking at the faces of strangers hoping to find in their eyes the light that would tell me that we are meant to be together A kind loving face with a smile that would erase the troubles of the day soft warm arms in which to lose all track of time as the world passes by We each have our pasts things we have done the lives we have lived and lessons learned but the past is gone and cannot be changed This time in my life is a time for a fresh start new beginings to a new life new love and a new forever

This Is What I Ask
To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other g

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs...
Ok I got this off a new friends blog, I am suppose to post it now on mine :P ~~~~~~~~~ If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

This Bothers Me
Ok from my understanding everyone on this site SHOULD be atleast 18 am I correct? Then someone please explain to me why it is we have silly little simple minded imbreds that like to rate pictures that show anything at all as NSFW? I just dont get it at all I really believe there are more children OR virgins on this site or perhaps little boys that need to grow some balls or little girls that havent yet let go of mommys skirt then we think.... I for one believe if you cant handle a little skin you are in the WRONG place!

This Is An Emergency - Please Read
Please Read this and go to the link ~ It contains info on a baby who was murdered and the father is being looked for. The mother was one of our own fubar members :( This is a repost of her bulletin. I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html

This Is 1 Of My Short Stories That I Had To Get Out Of My Head After Having 1 Of Those Dreams.
I was woken up out of a dead sleep by a dream that I was having this is what came to my mind. I had to get this so I grabbed the nearest pen(marker) before I lost this. The devil came to me one night as I was contemplating my life's past, present, and possible future. True to form she told me she would give me what I wanted most if I gave something that she wanted. This perked my curiousity so I agreed. "I want your soul," she replied. "Not mine to give." I told her. "It belongs to the father in heaven." "I want your body." She said now showing less restraint in the tone of her voice. "Nor does my body belong to me but the earth from which it was sculpted." A small smirk raises from my lips while saying this. Getting aggrivated she commands that I should give her my mind. "Give me all of those fabulous thoughts you have." She snickers when saying this. "My mind is not my own for it wonders where it may may and only comes back to tell me a story or two." The smirk

This A*hole
I have no idea whats up with this guy, he's totally thinking I'm another person, I've NEVER been mean to anyone, I was giving him a heads up thats all. He says his eyes arent that good so he rated me a 1. Evidently thats so fucking bastard go get your eyes checked This guy: http://www.fubar.com/user/1553495 His message to me: It's Not Your Picture that I didn't like it's YOU I don't like ! I have been in a Lounge with Yopu, & Your a DISGRACE === '~*DJ Loyal*~ *Owner Of The Grotto* DJ For IN10SITY Radio & RL Wife to Ryan' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-08 13:50:12'.. > > You dont HAVE to do it, but it's customary here to rate everyone 10's. Some people have folders just for downraters to disgrace them. If you don't like it, don't rate it

This Is Who I Am
I have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that he was given, This angel won't make the same mistakes he made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for him, This fallen angel know what he has to do to be forgiven.

This On Is All About Me .
WILL AS YOU WILL THIS IS NOT ONE OF MY PEOMS . I NO I HAVE NOT BEEN MYSELF FOR ABOUT THE LAST TWO MONTHS . BUT HERE GOES . ON FEBRUARY 8TH 2008 . MOST OF YOU KNEW THAT I WAS TO BE HAVEING SURGERY THAT DAY . WILL THEY REMOVED A LUMP FROM MY RIGHT BREAST . . THEY HAD TO SEND THE LUMP AWAY BECAUSE IT DARK IN COLOR AND THEY SENT IT AWAY TO HAVE TEST DONE ON IT AND THEY SHOULD ALL BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF FEBRUARY . THE FIRST SURGERY WAS ON BUT ABOUT 12:30 AM ON FEBRUARY 9TH I HAD TO GO BACK TO THE HOSP. BECAUSE THE SPOT WHERE THE SURGERY WAS BROKE OPEN SO THEY HAD TO DO SURGERY AGAIN TO CLOSE IT BACK UP .. SO I AM LITTLE SORE . BUT PLZ JUST KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAY BECAUSE IT MY BE IBC AND FOR THE ONES THAT DOES NOT NO WHAT IBC IS IT iNFLAMMTORY BREAST CANCER . SO I GUESS I CAN SAY THIS MUCH I DO NOT WANT NO ONE TO THINK OF ME ANY DIFF. THEN WHAT I HAVE BEEN I AM FIGHTER AND I WILL FIGHT WHA

This Is All You Get
HERE IT IS MY GIRLFRIEND SAYS I'M TEASE ;) I WAS CITY BOY TURNED INTO A COUNTRY BOY MY FIANCE WANTS TO SUCK MY TONGUE OUT OF MY MOUTH I'M GETTING MARRIED IN JUNE I'M MOVING TO WYOMING THEN TOO IM A SEXY BEAST AND MY FIANCE WANTS TO SCREW MY BRAINS OUT ;) I'VE LOST 26 POUNDS IN 3 WEEKS I HAVE 6 KIDS I WAS MARRIED 14 YEARS WENDY'S PIE IS MY FAVORITE YOU'RE IT: SHADY CHAINS 301 THE BIG MIKE BIG BEN SEXY SANDY SASSY PANTS ALICE FREAKY GURL 2007 DEVIL BEAUTIFUL ANGEL 22

This Island Of Me
My tears they fall Like the lonely rain Alone in my head Tormented by my pain Behind the facade of a smile I hide my intense sorrow My own daily torture of What will come tomorrow? Incoherently I travel on this train called life A cavity replacing my soul The product of my strife I am my own island isolated yet not free I wonder how I became This island of me Copyright ©2008 Waynette M Redwing I wrote this about 5 years ago when I was going through a very tough time and had completely lost who I was due to the situation I was in.

This Is One By My Sis
This is one by my sis. Current mood: mellow One Woman By: Kimberly Colton I admittedly was feeling WEAK one day When my God spoke to me in his own quiet way His voice rang clear as I felt his words say "One Woman" Raped, kicked, degraded and used Looking for love but often abused Broken battered defeated and wronged Left feeling powerless and alone His words again flowed through me as a gentle breeze And his overwhelming grace granted me the words' meaning "One Woman" again I felt his voice say, One woman tasted forbidden fruit indugled her mate and forever changed the destiny of man. One woman cut the locks of Samson's blessed mane and made the strongest man weak. One woman danced a dance of seduction and left John the baptist without his head. One woman's name became synomynous for whore throughout times ancient and modern as the word Jezebel still carries its own dark meaning One woman and Satan One woman was a virgin, visited by a messenger of good

This Place
What can I say. This site is more than I could have ever imagained. Never found one place whre you can meet such a wide variety of people. Here you can talk to individuals from her in the US or as far away as you can imagaine. You can get your heart shattered one day, and the next met someoen who makes you fel like your flying. I have met a wide variety of men on hre. Well not actually in person that is. Some have become wonderful friends I hope to have for the rest of my life, and others I never want to think of again. But all in all , as many times as I have wanted to leave, I dotn think I could. Always been a terribly shy girl. Yes I know some of you will find that very hard to believe lol. But it is very true. Never would let anyone take a picture, or if they did wouldn't smile. So terribly self conscious and insecure. Unfortunately these insecurities made me lose a very special friend I had here. I sometimes put up a false front of this flirty, naughty girl.

This Is Real Shit!!!
Liar, Liar.... It's just a sad shame !! Why do people feel the need to hide behind something that is nothing more than a figment of their imagination?? LMAO!! Quite humorous if you ask me!! The thought of what is going to happen is just so sad because of the unsuspecting being whose life willl be crushed, changed, etc. A word of advice folks.... If you cannot speak the truth and be who YOU REALLY ARE whether it's in person or online... then you really should keep your lips together because you never know when what you say comes back to bite you!! Then thats when you'll find yourself living your greatest fear... alone!

This About Says It All....
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father

This Is It
The Adventures of a Virgin. My mother and sister are in town. I'm loving having some San Antonians around, but they're seriously cramping my blogger-dater lifestyle. It'd be hard to go out on a date and bring the fam along. So, to keep things interesting around here, I decided to post an entry I wrote in another blog-land, a long, long time ago and far far away. Here you go: I decided I'd write about my original adventure. My first adventure as a virgin. I'd also like to say that although this one girl in particular will be the subject of this posting, she's not important or significant at all. she's basically as insignificant as adventures can be which is the reason I'm writing about her. It's also just a funny story. I was a late bloomer in the self-confidence department. I didn't think I was good looking until I was about thirteen years old. I didn't think I was smart until I was fifteen years old, which is also the age that I thought maybe it was possible that a girl

This Is What People Have Been Telling Me
so yeah i went to this party on saturday and everyone was saying i look like Johnny Depp so i went to this site and entered my photo and just enough it said i looked like Johnny Depp so tell me what you think lol here is the morphing tell me the truth thanks guys lol MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Family tree chart

This Is New To Me
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

This Bottle
You look at life from the inside of your bottle How must I have looked? A blurry picture of what might be As you slowly drown in your bottle You called out to me from inside The sound echoing in my head I was but a sinking raft for you Full of holes What must have you been thinking? As you started to go under again I thought she was the one brought to save me But I failed you I wasn’t strong enough to get us both out So I left you there Treading Getting tired Going under You alone In your bottle That you would have That you could have Never given up for me

This Will Make You Think
This will give you chills... Body: AFTER A FEW OF THE USUAL SUNDAY EVENING HYMNS, THE CHURCH'S PASTOR SLOWLY STOOD UP, WALKED OVER TO THE PULPIT AND, BEFORE HE GAVE HIS SERMON FOR THE EVENING, HE BRIEFLY INTRODUCED A GUEST MINISTER WHO WAS IN THE SERVICE THAT EVENING. IN THE INTRODUCTION, THE PASTOR TOLD THE CONGREGATION THAT THE GUEST MINISTER WAS ONE OF HIS DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THAT HE WANTED HIM TO HAVE A FEW MOMENTS TO GREET THE CHURCH AND SHARE WHATEVER HE FELT WOULD BE APPROPRIATE FOR THE SERVICE. WITH THAT, AN ELDERLY MAN STEPPED UP TO THE PULPIT AND BEGAN TO SPEAK. 'A FATHER, HIS SON, AND A FRIEND OF HIS SON WERE SAILING OFF THE PACIFIC COAST ,' HE BEGAN. 'WHEN A FAST APPROACHING STORM BLOCKED ANY ATTEMPT TO GET BACK TO THE SHORE. THE WAVES WERE SO HIGH, THAT EVEN THOUGH THE FATHER WAS AN EXPERIENCED SAILOR, HE COULD NOT KEEP THE BOAT UPRIGHT AND THE THREE WERE SWEPT INTO THE OCEAN AS THE BOAT CAPSIZED.' THE OLD MAN HESITATED FOR

This Was Written For Me
As I stand tap tap tapping @ your hotel room door,I find myself thinking back to the first time I saw you on a silly lil website called FUBAR.A vision of beauty w/long blonde hair,the kinda hair that makes me wanna pull you close just so I can smell its bouquet.Amazing blue eyes that have this exotic appeal to them.the kind of eyes that make me melt when I think of their sparkle,and a mouth that I could kiss forever.After chatting for months online the day has arrived when we finally get to meet.I hear u call out,"Just a second",from the other side of the door and the sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat.Moments later the door opens and we stand face to face for the first time,both of us smiling like school kids on the last day of class.I enter your suite carrying my massage table and a duffle bag,and let them drop so I can squeeze you hello.as we hug I breathe in your scent,ahhh the scent of a woman,and find myself intoxicated for a moment,by the lovely smell and the feel of

This Is Who I Am
☆PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN.... FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, SELF RESPECTING, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, HARD WORKING, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, DEFIANT, RISK TAKER, STRONG WILLED, UNMISTAKABLE, HEARTBREAKER, PBR DRINKER, POET, SELF SATURATED, BIG HEARTED, NIGHT OWL, CHAIN SMOKER, DEDICATED, OFTEN UNDERESTIMATED, PAINTER, WILD TURKEY DRINKER, POOL PLAYER, TATTOOED, PISSED OFF PATRIOT, READY FOR A FAMILY, DOG LOVING, PIERCED, MARIJUANA SMOKER, BOOK LOVER, KNIFE COLLECTOR, MEAT EATER, HYPER ACTIVE, BOOT WEARING, UNSATISFIED, HUNTER, UNRESTRAINED, OCCASIONALLY FUNNY, MOVIE LOVER, TREE CLIMBING, DISK GOLF PLAYER, IRRITATED BY IGNORANCE, GOOD LISTENER, HONORABLE, GREEN EY

This Is Awesome
I would like to change my background and layout. How do I do that. I can't find the area I need to go to to make the changes. Anyone have the answers? Please let me know. Thank you. Hugs, Wild Angel I have added a bunch of new pictures to my site, since my friend Kat1114 gave me a VIP for the month. Don't be shy and come and rate them. I would love to get my overall rating up from a 10.07 to something higher. It's been there forever...lol So if you can and would like, please rate them 11s....wish I could afford a Auto 11 to get it done myself....Help a friend if you can. Hugs, Wild Angel To all my dear friends, I won't be on much because my motherboard is messed up and I can't afford another computer right now. Only on when I am at my friends house. I have not left you and you can still rate and fan me as well as ask for my friendship. I will be back as soon as I can. I am going to miss you all lots. Hugs and kisses, Trish

This Is Love...
This is love... I was always yours to have you were always mine, We have loved each other in and out of time When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun And the first tree struggled up from the forest floor, I had always loved you more You freed your braids,gave your hair to the breeze It hummed like a hive of honey bees I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb there God how i loved your hair You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance Lost,injured,hurt by chance I screamed to the heavens Loudly screamed Trying to change our nightmares into dreams The sun has come The mists are gone We see in the distance our long way home I was yours to have and you were always mine We loved each other.. In and out In and out In and out ...of time! ************************************************* I never thought that i could meet soeone like you! You are my friend You are my smile You are my everything You are a breathtaking reflection of God's heart for me Of how he persued me,and loved me

This Reminds Me Of My Beloved Korky... May He Always Rest In Peace!!!!
Hope you like this, I think this is so true. God Bless everyone. "Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's

This Is What I Want
Give me passion, give me heat. I want to feel you next to me. I want love, I need fire. Are you the one that I desire? I can’t breathe when you talk to me... I’m going out of my mind. I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s loves illusions I recall I really don’t know love at all... Show me. Hold me. Touch me. Kiss me. I pray you never let me go. Be my happily ever after. Your name must be written on the clouds, Everywhere I look you are found. Can you find your happiness with me Am I the girl in you dreams All it takes is one step.... Let’s dream together tonight.

This Is Why I Havent Been On Fubar Much
I have pulled a muscle in my neck therefore i have been in a lot of pain and barely able to move my neck and not sleeping well at night cause of it,I am on painkillers and anti inflamatorys for 10 days once i feel better and i am not in pain then you will probably see me around more

This Is Funny Shit
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for w

This World
In the beginning we were born as one, Now look at the ugliness that we have done. So many years nothing has changed, Killing each other what a terrible shame. There’s so much in this world to enjoy, Taking life for granted like it's a toy. I look around and what do I see, This beautiful world crying in front of me. Why must we have such wholesome greed, God gave us all we need. Across the waters that flow so deep, It's our pride that we can't keep. Why is it that we can't get along, Put away that sad song. Think about what a boring life it would be, If everyone looked just like me. All born and will surely die, Let us put this hatred aside. Pick up the pieces and move on, Haven’t we all done enough wrong.

This Little Mind Of Mine!
By yours truly Mary Along came a spider And sat down beside her And frightened the poor girl away. But what if that spider was afraid he might bite her So tickled fear up her leg? She looked down at her skirt Afraid it would hurt And her heart knew there'd be hell to pay. ------------- Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I

This Is Super Hot!!
Just do it! Stay Up! Rise above! Moves me! When I grow up I want to be famous I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies. When I grow up I wanna see the world, drive nice cars, I wanna have groupies(or Boobies is my unclean version). When I grow up I wanna be on tv, People know me, be on magazines. When I grow up fresh and clean, number one chick when I step out on the scene. (Chorus from the Pussycat dolls) What a catchy tune~ I wish my non-talented ass would be noticed and made famous over night! I work real hard, have dedication, I'm a good roll model. I don't have an eating disorder, get arrested for drunk driving, fight in public with my best friends or shove an 8-ball up my nose to enjoy a night out dancing.. So who's D**K do I gotta suck to get my foot in the door??(you know who you all are) Well even if I can't be a star, or on T.V I know I will always be admired on fubar!!!!! XOXO to all my Jons and hooka's! Touch the Darkness · 'RÊMÊR ~ ØW... rated your photo

This Will Take Forever!!
You should try it....You might just get to the end!! http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html So...I'm thinking that when my Feo gets home from work...that I'll be able to get out of the house...considering that I am stuck here all day, every day...Doing nothing but cleaning and cooking...I thought that I could go to the gym...and work out for a little while...relieve some stress, ya know...Well...FUCK NO! James decided that he was going to go play his stupid fucking game of "WARHAMMER"...And leave me here at the house...with absolutly nothing to do!!

This Is Life
HAHAH man I cant belive it Im going to be a happy man very soon here but as of right now im just like fuck im getting over a buzz and life rocks sometimes its little moments like this in life thats good this is nothing that u know not of but what has not been...... life is dark as is the cold space i can never escape and never will be able to escape for the darkness controls all and is always but never there hiding behind your soul

This Is The End
long since the day ends along the narrow path blinding love spotless in the air the day will come when this is the end my hands are colder an empty mind silently broken another thought tingles my senses all for today gone tomorrow for this is the end

This Is A Good One
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. 'I'd like to be six again,' she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her fav orite candy, M&M's . What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed e

This Is Me...
I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl. I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food. I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper. I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos. I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off. I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone. In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy. I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should. I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney. Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it. I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone. I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone. I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

This Life
mirage might be coming sooner then I think it is as I sit here in this place, I see so many unkown faces, I become scared, I feel so alone in this crowded Place, (Its so crazy)Why do I feel this way? Just because your gone, will I ever understand? will you ever be there again? I guess I never should have never pushed you away