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In Memory Of Those Lost
I wrote this all those years ago, that fateful day after September 11, 2001. I want to post it in memory of those that we lost, to those that still suffer today, and for those that WILL NEVER FORGET!

In Memory Of 9/11
On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this e-mail on to others! REMEMBER! LIGHTS ON.....9/11 %3

In Memory Of My Grandmother
My grandmother will be gone a yr on the 25th of Sept..for all of you that dont know i moved back to this shit hole town Lawton/Ft Sill to take care of her...this is my tribute to the greatest and most stubborn woman iv ever met...Now you guys know where i get it from lol .

In Memory Of My Brother
TODAY Is the Anniversary of my Brothers death. Today marks 30 years ..It doesnt seem that long to me at all ..seems just like yesterday..they say Time heals all wounds , well mine still ache inside for my brother..he was my best friend.my brother was very loved by all ..i seen him last on my parents anniversary and for me I always felt sad because i didnt get to tell him goodbye and for a long time I guess I pretended that he was just away , sometimes its easier that way. my parents just celebrated their 49th anniversary and I hope and pray God will let them see many more but I know they are excited to reach their 50th..I asked them if they wanted to have their vows renewed again in the church with a full mass but they told me no its okay that a reception would be fine..I will tell you this I know why they decided not to .you see my parents always have mass said for my brother every year to honor him and on their 39th anniversary me and my brother were their at my parents side and I m

In Memory Of My Aunt Mavorning 'morning" Schoberg~jewell
When I am gone, release me, let me go... I have so many things to see and do. You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears... Be happy that we had so many years. I gave to you my love. You can only guess how much you gave to me in happiness. I thank you for the love you each have shown, But now it is time I traveled on alone. So grieve for me if grieve you must. Then let your grief be comforted with trust. It is only for awhile that we must part So bless the memories within your heart. I won't be far away. For life goes on. So if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see me or touch me I'll hear... And if you listen with your heart you'll hear... All of my love around you soft and clear. And then, when you must come this way alone I'll greet you with a smile and say "Welcome Home"

In Memory
well what can i say it is alot harder than i ever imagined to get life in order im sat here thinking of my gorgeous son and wishing i could cry and scream i would give my life to hold him one more time smell his gorgeous baby smell see his beautiful smile see him pull tongues at me one time or just to sit there watching him sleeping i feel so alone i have no one to turn to no one to care how i feel no one who will ever understand how i feel it is 11.30 at night and all i want to do is to go and sit by his grave i wish someone would just sit there and listen to me let me just talk but there is no one i know i sound self centred and and atention seeker well guys since last being on my special little baby boy died i miss him so much and wish i could just hold him one more time the only thing i can be thankful for is he is no longer suffering and went very peacfully in my arms not a day goes by when i dont shed a tear for him and everyone tells me it gets easier my only question is when?

In Memory Of
To all my friend's... I will be on here now and then but there has been a double death in my family so i will not be on as much as i have been... First was my nephew he was 25 years old and was killed last friday by an IED in Iraq... Second was my baby sister she was 43 years old and the mother of Bradly... She oded and died saturday morning... so you see it has not been a good week for me and i need time to take care of my family... I'm sorry for not letting you all know before and wish you all my best wishes and good well... Thank you all for being my friends and please pray for my family that they will come through this... again thank you all

"in Memory Of"
As most of you who have stopped by my page have noticed I write poetry to express emotions. Well this blog isn't poetry but a expression I still have to say. Many of you have asked if I'm okay and all. Yes I am........ just this last month has been emotionally hard for me. So if I have please forgive me for my coldness. As I truely do not mean to hurt anyone of you!!! Now to explain why.......... Feb 17th of 2004 I lost my father...... a man I love and miss dearly......... this week is the anniversary of my mothers death the 14th of March. She passed away in 1997. I miss both my parents very much and when this time of year rolls around I'm on a emotional roller coaster. So please for give me. I do love you all and you all have meant the world to me. Thank you for being my friends!!!!!

In Memory Of.....
THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY "AWESOME" DAUGHTER "SHYANNA"...LITTLE SOMETHING I DO EACH YEAR IN KEEPIN HIS MEMORY ALIVE... TROY WAS NOT ONLY AN AMAZING AWESOME GUY...HE WAS MY HUSBAND...THE LOVE OF MY LIFE...MY BEST FRIEND & FATHER OF OUR PRECIOUS DAUGHTER SHYANNA...SHARED 17 WONDERFUL YEARS WITH HIM...TAUGHT ME ALOT BOUT LIFE..LIKE SIMPLY BEING MYSELF...NOT TO JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER..TAKE A LOOKSIE INSIDE...JUST MIGHT BE AN AMAZIN PERSON THERE WAITIN FOR YOU...TO LOVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL...ALWAYS BE HONEST WITH EVERYONE...NEVER SWEAT OVER "STUFF" IT WILL ALL WORK ITSELF OUT EVENTUALLY...PUT FAMILY AND FRIENDS FIRST FOREMOST IN YOUR LIFE...MATERIALS THINGS DON'T COUNT MUCH...ITS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE...DON'T BE AFRAID OF LIFE...STICK YOUR HAND OUT TO THOSE IN NEED...THE FEELIN YOU GET IN YOUR HEART FROM IT..IS ALL THE THANKS YOU NEED...TAUGHT ME "BIKERS" ARE THE MOST AWESOME FOLKS YOU'LL MEET...RIDEN A "hARLEY" OUT ON THE OPEN ROAD IS AN AWESOME FEELIN OF BEING FR

In Memory Of Alexandra
Please keep Blazndog in your thoughts & blessings His son’s family was in a car accident and his baby granddaughter’s life was unfortunately taken from them on March 15th, 2008. blazndogDeepest Sympathy Her Journey Don’t think of her as gone away. Her Journey has just begun Life holds so many faucets- This earth is only one Just think of her as resting From the sorrows and the tears In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years Think how she must be wishing That we could know today How nothing but our sadness Can really pass away And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched… For nothing loved is ever lost And she was loved so much. Warmest Hugs & Sympathy sent to you Blazndog from your friends. Blessings to you & your family. (repost of original by '~Dream~' on '2008-03-18 00:50:55')

In Memory Of My Dad!
TEARS IN HEAVEN In Love Memory of Dad! He Only Takes The Best God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around him And whispered, "Come with Me." With tear filled eyes We watched him suffer and fade away Although we loved him deeply We coud not make him stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands put to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best. My Dad was healed in Jesus's name.

In Memory Of... Jo-rod
Seven years tomorrow still feels like yesterday,I seen that big pretty smile. I know you're in a way better place doesn't stop me from hating the fucker who got u killed. He got away with killin you even added on to his family. Family no one to carry on your name he took that option from you. Just know you are missed and loved.

In Memory Of Someone Very Special
IT HAS BEEN 21 YEARS SINCE THE LORD TOOK YOU HOME I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE GONE. EVERYDAY WITHOUT YOU IS STILL HARD TO FACE. I LONG TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY CHILDREN, MY LIFE AND MY FAITH. I FIND COMFORT IN KNOWING THAT WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN. THE TIME WILL COME FOR ME TO JOIN YOU IN HEAVEN. PLEASE DADDY, KEEP A PLACE FOR ME IN HEAVEN AND IN YOUR HEART. FOR THERE SHALL BE A TIME WHEN WE ARE NO LONGER APART. Written by me, 11 years ago, I just changed the years since hes been gone. RIP DADDY, 1-24-1920 THRU 6-17-87 I LOVE AND MISS YOU !!

In Memory Of Children We Love
From: NicoleDate: Sep 16, 2008 12:34 PMbr />THIS IS SOMETHING HER MOTHER WANTS IN MEMORY OF HER BABY GIRL.. -Turn your sound on too !YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her

In Memorium: A Message From A Daughter To Her Mother Who Passed Away 7 Years Ago Today (10/2/01)
(This is a poem that my friend asked me to post in honor of her mom who died on October 2, 2001. It is her message to her beloved mother!) ~ ROCK ME TO SLEEP ~ Backward, turn backward, O time in your flight, make me a child again, just for tonight. Mother, come back from the echoless shore, Take me again to your heart as of yore; Kiss from my forehead, the furrows of care, smooth the few silver threads out of my hair. Over my slumbers, your loving watch keep; Rock me to sleep, Mother - Rock me to sleep! Over my heart, in the days that are flown, no love like mother-love ever has shone; No other worship, abides and endures faithful, unselfish and patient like yours; None like a mother, can charm away pain from the sick soul and the world weary brain. Slumber's soft calm, o'er my heavy lids creep; Rock me to sleep, Mother - Rock me to sleep! Mother, dear Mother, the days have been long since I last listened to your lullaby song; Since then, an

In Memory Of Kevin Timothy Miller
Well, it's been a little over a month now since my co-worker/good friend Kevin killed himself, and I'm the one that walked in and found him. He had left me a note in my friends door, which i didn't read untill after i found him. It said you never have to worry about seeing me again, by the time you read this I'll done be gone, and he was. He put a shotgun down his throat, and blew his brains out. I hope someday these last images of him will leave my head, because they are driving me crazy sometimes. Just having a bad day today, because after work, I went to another friend of mines, that live right across the street from the apts he lived in, and I really didn't think it would bother me, but I guess i was wrong cause here I sit thinking about him, bummed out. Anyway, Here's to you Kevin, I wish I could of gave you the Love you needed from me, or you could of accepted the friendship Love I had to offer. I'll never forget you Buddy! imikimi - Customize Your World Thanks for

In Memory Of....
NICOLE JEAN HOARD.. "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME?" I ASK JESUS, AND JESUS SAID,"THIS MUCH..." THEN HE STRETCHED OUT HIS ARMS AND DIED. TAKE TIME TO THINK..... IT IS THE SECRET OF PERPETUAL YOUTH TAKE TIME TO READ.... IT IS THE FOUNTAIN OF WISDOM TAKE TIME TO PRAY.... IT IS THE POWER ON EARTH TAKE TIME TO LOVE& BE LOVED.. IT IS GOD GIVEN PRIVILEGE TAKE TIME TO BE FRIENDLY... IT IS THE RAOD TO HAPPINESS TAKE TIME TO LAUGH.... IT IS THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL TAKE TIME TO GIVE... IT IS TOO SHORT A DAY TO BE SELFISH. TAKE TIME TO WORK.... IT IS THE PRICE OF SUCCESS TAKE TIME TO DO CHARITY... IT IS THE KEY TO HEAVEN. IN THE MEMORY OF.. NICOLE JEAN HOARD. DATE OF BIRTH AUG 9TH, 1990 IN SALINA KS. DATE OF DEATH AUG 07,CONCORDIA KS.. SHE HAD A SHORT LIFE.. BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US.. REST IN PEACE.. BABE GURL..

In Memory Of 2bears
Months have passed now, nearly 3 - since Andy has left us. I still sit here and wish I could have stopped what happened somehow - although I know I could not. I wish he would have let us know how much he hurt inside or what was going on in his head but that would have put us on alert and he did not want us to stop him. He was bound and determined to leave and no one could have done a thing. I only hope and pray every single day that he is in a better place now, at peace, happy and being that silly goof that he always was. I miss you Andy, I love you. Some time has passed now since we lost a truly wonderful person. Some of you knew him as 2Bears, others knew him as Andy. He was both my brother and my friend. Andy was someone with many talents and gifts, he could make anyone laugh and could make the most serious of things out to be funny. There was rarely a dull moment in his presence. He was artistic and musically inclined, creative, witty, comical, silly, generous, caring, intellige

In Memory Of Jessie Aka Dark Rider
R.I.P Jessie 12/7/83 - 2/19/09 We lost a very good and reliable friend. We will miss you so much. Your family and friends are in our prayers. Click on his profile to leave a comment if you like. His Brother Drake will handle his account. I'm sure he will need some friends throughout his grieving period. dark rider of the eternal flame@Nosferatu's Haven@ fubar This bully is brought to you by: Flash Player Codes by mailboxdrive.com THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I tol

In Memory Of
i just lost 2 very important pple in my life first was my grandma wallace, and second was my sis in law roxy both died of a form of cancer, my grandma had brain cancer and roxy had hodgkins limphoma , both died on the same day, june 16 2009,

In Memory Of 9/11 Let Us Not Forget
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!

In Memoriam By Proud American ~rip Jacob I Will Always Love You!~
when you we to say goodbye, we always think of the past, these memories we soon cherish because time seems to go by so fast. I hope I left you with good memories, filled with laughter and love, I'll take these memories with me, as I go to heaven above. Though I must leave you, tears please do not shed, remember the good times we shared, filled with laughter and love instead. Before I leave you, I just want you to know, Ididnt want to say "Goodbye", It was just my time to go.

In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve

In Memory Of 911
September 11th 2001 I Remember September 11th 2001 Like It Was Yesturday. I was in 9th grade just sitting in Math Class. My teacher got a call in the class room telling her to turn on the TV. Everyone was goofing off like stupid teenagers do before class starts. Until we heard a big explosion over the television and then everyone stopped. We all sat there not understanding really what was going on, Until our teacher started crying

In Memory Of My Adopted Mom
The day I lost you my life changed forever.. there isn't a day that pass where i don think about you wishing you was still here with me.. i miss your laugh,your hugs, your smile,your voice.. i miss everything.... if i could bring you back i would and i know that is selfish of me... my world seems so dark and grey now that your are not here with me anymore... until we meet again Fly high my guradian angel... In lovin memory of - my squirt aka Mysti Aug 14,1966 - Oct 25,2017

In Michigan Now
Hey guys i spent three weeks in tennessee and now im in Michigan, woohoo!! I love it here, people are so friendly and welcoming. And after four days of being here im finally getting settled in. Expecting snow tomorrow, cant wait to see that:)

In Momery Of The Nine Firefighter Line Of Duty Deaths
CHARLESTON, S.C. - To many of his fellow firefighters, Capt. Billy Hutchinson was more than just a veteran fire captain with three decades of service under his belt ...he was also their barber. When he wasn't on duty or playing golf, Hutchinson, 48, worked a side job trimming hair at a barber shop in the Charleston area, Fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. He would even set up a chair at the fire station to give haircuts to co-workers dropping by during their shifts. Hutchinson was known for working at a slow, deliberate pace that earned him the nickname "Lightning." But Thomas said Hutchinson tackled his assignments head-on, from making sure his firefighters were trained to raising money for children's charities. Despite his soft-spoken demeanor, Capt. Mike Benke had a quiet confidence and leadership abilities that were never questioned by Charleston firefighters. With nearly three decades at the department, Benke, 49, would fill in for battalion chiefs when they took vacation.

1 In 8 Motorsports
Throughout my racing career, I've always tried to help other organizations that can benefit from my racing. 1 in 8 Motorsports, the greatest foundation I've seen yet, supports the National Breast Cancer Foundation. Their efforts stretch to a large audience around the world. Over the last year, 1 in 8 has successfully auctioned off a few choppers, built by different builders around the US. The bikes were a huge success and raised a lot of money for awareness. I support all of 1 in 8's efforts at all of my races, and attend events they hold as a guest speaker. They are currently looking for new builders to build a bike for their auction. This event gives HUGE PR to the builders, as well as a big write off! Give me a shout if you're interested or check them out! 1 in 8 Motorsports. Best Wishes, Amanda Hennessy Hennessy Racing Inc.

In My Head
christopher -- [noun]:A new position involving a machete 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com ha that's great when did this happen? man now I'm one step closer to deleting my myspace

In My Dreams
To My Dearest One, As I lay here tonight I wonder where you could be. I hope you are doing well Wherever you might be. As where to you are, It is not here with me. I lay here and wonder Who you are and where you have been. I wonder at when I may be able to see you again. I know it will be soon For as I lay here to sleep, I know that you will be there There as always in My Dreams

In My Head (don't Read This Crap! You Will Get Offended!)
For you girls out there, here is a little guide to help you understand men by the comments they make. Category 1: Men that say you are hot or sexy. Not the type that read profiles. Always jumps into the most nude pic you got and dump a "Hot" before jerking off. Would you ever sleep with this guy you can be sure he will come before he gets his pants off. Category 2: Men that say you are amazing, awesome, stunning, or wow. A nice but slightly retarded guy. Someone that will follow your every step and do whatever you tell him... if he gets it. However, you might need to tell him to close the mouth once in a while unless you want people to stare. Having sex means you do the work. Category 3: Men that say your are georgeous or beautiful. This is the a fishing type that throw around generous comments to see what surface. Sometimes use foreign language to sound more interesting. Not very picky. Could easily do with miss Godzilla as long as the lights are turned off in the be

In My Own Words
THE DEATH SLICING AT THE SOUL SEVERING SKIN FROM BONE AND TURNING HEAVENLY TEMPLES, INTO HELLS ASHES... WILL NO LONGER DRINK THE VIRGIN VENOM OF THE NEW CHILD BUT WILL LAUGH AT OUR BLOOD-SOAKED SKELETONS AND CALL THEM TO BE HERS... LOVE ME..... DEPRESSION IS CONTAGEOUS..... ~RYDIA~

In My Life
Tomorrow is the one year anniversary since my heart surgery. In the last year I don't think I've done much to really improve my health like I wanted, which is very disappointing. Although I did move to Kingston, so I'm very happy about that. I need to stop being such a lazy ass and do some cardio and other exercises. I was bike riding on a regular basis during the summer, but I need to do something else with winter now here. Otherwise I'm going to put on some weight and I really don't want that to happen. Meh.. I hope tomorrow goes well. I know on Nov 1st I wasn't having a good day since that was the anniversary of my first, not as severe, surgery and that was when I went into cardiac arrest. That still freaks me out, but at least I'm still here. I HATE BEING SICK!! Stupid cold. :( I've had so many blogs and only use one, which is private. Should I even bother opening a public blog or will it just go to waste like the others?

In My Own Opinion
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

In My Mind
Hey right now i feel very happy why my baby make all this funny things here on cherry with the tests and stuff i like that and enjoy the times we spend here and i will enjoy the future with here i am sure she was for a long time just in my dreams and the i really saw her on camfrog ...hehe i did smile so much as i realized it thats the girl i sendet a e-mail before 2 years on yahoo but she didnt response at this time and i ever dreamed from her and then... boah it made me saying OMG hahaha i am so happy that i found you Tawnya i really are you are my sunshine and my heart beat i never will miss you ...baby you are my soulmate Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Ar

In My Head
Beyond what I know is real is infinate panic ideas that seem to vanish the minute my fingers slide around them and in the mean time, I'm left with unanswered questions and unattainable foundations. It's ever present, the malignant hole, that only gets bigger as the space between the understated denial flounders for meaning and acceptance. Is she real or just a version of something I saw on the shelf of another yesterday? An animated shadow of what could have been a glorious glimmering star, now just a waning amatureish dullness that has been rewarded in pieces of unhindered existance, groundless bottom. I've followed the footsteps set forth in front but in efforts I see that I've only started to go backwards into the depths of something that can only be described in short sylables Like the ooh's and ahh's but never more. Bound to this truth that in reality only begins in a lie weaved for posterities sake, it's become a rather tireless chore to emanci

In My Mind It All Makes Sense Anyway
Ok, I am getting married in 5 weeks. I bought my dress 5 weeks ago. When the day arrives I will be 5 months pregnant. So the ? is...will the damn thing fit?? LMAO. I am stressed like crazy. I have 4 weeks of school left until break so if I want to maintain my 4.0 I still have to stay focussed on school. But then I have a 2 year old who always wants to "help mommy with her homework!!" lol. I am tired all the time from this pregnancy, Mel and I only see each other on weekends. He gets off work just in time for me to leave for class. And as all this goes on, I plan a wedding that takes place 180 miles away from where I live 2 days before Christmas!!! I feel like I am losin' my friggin mind. Then, when I think I can not take anymore and I'm ready to cry...I walk in to school one rainy afternoon last week. I stop to talk to someone who was waiting for the elevator. Just as we concluded our conversation this girl who is real uptight and kind of snotty comes bursting through the door out of t

In My Words
Hey guys a little info about me.. I am 20 years young, love to party hang out and just laugh.. im very outgoing and love to get into a little trouble every now and then >) A little devilish. i am a very hard worker, at STIHL great place.. and love the beach!! want to know more?.. you know what to do.. muah***

In My Head
HOBO WARS!!! like an online game, community seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up! http://www.hobowars.com/signup.php?ref=972366 thanks, ]V[assacre Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) T

In My Boxs
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue so many of them so y is it so hard to git what you want you evan got dum ones some one anser without a conscious please i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

In My Mind
If my week hasn't been fucked up enough from bullshit liars to working my ass off to just being down right lonely today has topped it off for me. Ok so i went out to dinner with my family. We were there eating and something told me to look up and low and behold i do and i see Samanthas sperm donor walk in. And to top it off he was with his wife who he was seperated from when i got pregnant and was the reason he has never wanted anything to do with her cause he didnt want the wife to know that while they were seperated he knocked a girl up.. Well After a YEAR A FUCKING YEAR HE SEE'S HIS DAUGHTER FROM A DISTANCE. He had my duaghters half brother and sister whom she will never know cause of him with him too. It really hit me hard cause i didnt realize till tonight how much my duaghter actually looks like this man. It breaks my heart no not cause i want to be with him but because she has siblings she will never know. He kept looking over at my daughter everytime his wife would leave th

In My So Called Life
Have you ever had someone that was your reason for getting up in the morning? The one who the sun rose and set for? The one you rushed home from work or school for? The one reason for existence? The one that you always couldnt wait to hold tight at night? I used to. I thought I was prepared for her to move out. I was wrong. I sit here and dazedly stare around a house devoid of her possessions. At the mirror she used to sit at while she brushed her hair and applied her makeup, the same mirror that she would look through at me with those loving eyes as I gazed upon her with awe, that this ravaging beauty, getting more amazing every moment, could ever love a beast like me. I was, no... am, so in love with her. When she pleaded with me to let her go, I performed the one act of kindness I could, and set her free. Now I feel as if I have crushed my own heart and sold my soul. The tears stream down my face, tears that just won't stop. I am so alone. Ive never felt quite thi

In My Words
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever.. My Life was empty, & I needed a guide, I needed an angel to sit by my side. Then i found you. You looked Up at me & gave me your smile.. Your eyes Were so Blue, You Gave me Hope, that the world Could Have Joy... all because I found you. Now.. as I sit here & hold You in my arms.. I know that i must keep you safe & warm. I know that heaven shined Down from the Sky So blue............ Because In that Instant ... Joey..... I found you.

In My Mind
1. Chuck Norris’ tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. 2. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. 3. Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs. 4. The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain. 5. Chuck Norris defines love as the reluctance to murder. If you’re still alive, it’s because Chuck Norris loves you. 6. Chuck Norris isn’t hung like a horse. Horses are hung like Chuck Norris. 7. If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can’t see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death. 8. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother’s womb. 9. There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris. 10. Chuck Norris can win a game of Monopoly without owning any property. 11. There is no theory of evolution, just a list of creatures Chuck Norris allows to live. Chuck Norris 12. In fine print on the

In My Heart
I had dreams for me and dreams for you. They were suppost to be dreams we reached together. New cars, a home,a trip to Rome. Diamonds and gold, but most of all a love that was to never grow old. Now my heart is broken and my dreams shattered, and it only seems to me that to you it doesn't matter. You left me cold and in the dark and the only thing there seems do, is make a brand new start. A life without you now is hard, but maybe someday, I will see that some dreams aren't meant to be. Just because you said you loved me. Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me? I think back on all my past relati

In My Head
The thoughts are here in my head What they mean is left to be said They come on out simple and true How do I tell if they’re for me or for you Here they are and it’s part of me Something for the people to see They come like a flash out of nowhere But feeling they have and thoughts that care Went I am happy the stories are good When I am sad they say what they should When I am angry I try not to write But when I’m lonely it only seems right Nothing but thoughts trapped inside of me With no-one to share but the paper you see So I will write for no-one to see My life, my feelings and the soul in me The rest you’ll now if you’re here to see What’s going on inside of me The thoughts are mine and I will share Must get them out to make room in there Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/04/07

In My Heart
When the world is cruel And it's too hard to live Just look at the angels on earth And the strength that they give Your little angel Is always in your heart They're holding your hand And will never part Just keep up hope And all will be okay For they will walk to you And love you again someday Every angel have a setback That just makes them stronger Yours is going through one now That will just make her stronger Just never give up And never give in She has a long life ahead And a battle to win This was the thoughts that ran through my head about a special little angel that's going through a struggle right now. Everyone that reads this, pray for Allyssa and her family. They all mean the world to me and I love them all very very much

In My Head
A great vortex in my head Pain ripping thru my veins Fire, reaching from my soul A pleasure to feel loves desire Dream of beauty in the fields of fantasia The dark warrior Finds his shining light But the wind in my ear speaks to me of and endless fear that has now forever sealed my fate I lived for love and all it brought was pain and now my love I shall die in vain. I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tear

In My Own Words !
LIFE THERE ARE MOMENTS IN YOUR LIFE THAT MAKE YOU AND SET THE COURSE OF WHO YOU ARE GOING TO BE..... SOMETIMES THEY ARE LITTLE SUBLTE MOMENTS AND SOMETIMES THEY ARE BIG MOMENTS YOU NEVER SAW COMING... NO ONE ASKS FOR THEIR LIFE TO CHANGE, BUT IT DOES. ITS WHAT YOU DO AFTERWARDS THAT COUNTS.. I Will Never Accept To Take Someone's Mistake On Me ,,, If You Been Hurt By Some One Blame them Not Me PLEASE ... If a Man Beats a Woman Then He Is Not a Man ,, He Is a Chicken Dont Make Anyone Priority In your Life If You Are Just An Option In Their Life We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in Women Should be treated like glass and diamonds ... easy to break and a value to have Trust is big treasure if you find it in some one then be sure you are rich person Smile is the key for every one's heart... with it y

In My Dreams
When I close my eyes I see your face When I close my eyes I feel your touch When I close my eyes I feel you lips When I close my eyes I feel you arms around me When I close my eyes I feel your body When I close my eyes I see you next to me When I close my eyes I feel what I want When I close my eyes I see what want When I open my eyes it all goes away I never want to open my I want close my eyes forever.

In My Eyes
Many years ago a family was broken by sickness, for weeks she watched her dad draw ragged breathes as he lies slowly dying from this wretched disease, days in the hospital slowly go by, she felt as though this nightmare would never end; yet hope is what she clung to. Pain filled tears falling, her eyes watching the sorrowless suffering,bending her head to his she said: Daddy your my angel, and I wish you won't go and leave me here feeling so alone, I never want to loose you , please stay here with me , please don't go. Days go by as doctors work to save his life, yet sadly they say theres no more we can do, your fathers not gonna pull through. Her heart screamed, as she cried, for at the moment her world collapsed. As pain tore at her upon the final day, she knew the time had come to say goodbye, tears came to her eyes as she bent to him and said: Daddy your my angel, please take your last breathe and leave this place, I was you little girl and I forever will be, i

In My 1st Auction
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In My Darkness
To all my friends I just wanted to leave this note letting you all know i have not forgot you guys just on vacation and will be back to leaving you all comments when i get back much love to you all and blessed be DARK_ANGEL I forsee no hope of light for happiness i will forever be in this dark place, no sign of life anywhere close to being what other call happiness, what is this thing they all speak of? is it that wonderful? will i ever see the light or am i searching for something that does not exist? i will forever be in my dark place

In My World...
When I get to your room...you opened the door and pulled me inside...kissing me so passionately...you took my breath away ( I so love kissing with you )...you kicked the door shut and walked us backwards to the bed...still kissing & undressing as we walked... We lay on the bed touching...kissing... almost in a frenzy...because it has been so long since we have been able to be together...You start to move down on my body and I stop you...telling you it's your turn for pleasure...I tell you to lay on your back as I get my wrists restraints and put them on you...arms outstretched...I take a pillow and ask you to lift your butt up and I put it under you...raising your ass...just enough for better access...I lay on top of your body, rubbing my mound against your hard cock...I kiss your tender lips putting my tongue inside your mouth...our tongues dance to the rhythm of our passion... I sit up still rubbing my mound on your cock...feeling my juices flowing out onto your hard shaft...

In My Shell Too Long
i realized something about my self this week... i shut my emotions off for years and crawled in to a shell... now i cant even connect any more w ppl i care for my closest friend sees this, and now a man i THOUGHT would be able to help me break out of this pattern... i even managed to run him off now... why even let myself hope when all i ever do any more is cry??? it would just b easier if i watched him fukn stab me through the heart instead of letting myself hope as i had.. i really thought he was different , guess not. i am sry...i wish things would have worked out differently, but i honestly believed when u said u wanted something different in your life... said if its worth haveing it needs to be worked at and its not easy... well i tried and guess what i still sit here crying...go figure

In My Mind
unstoppable thoughts enter my head of some over girl sprawled out on your bed, the screams so loud blood drips from the vein draining my life going insane rip my face only to hide the fear not even able to shed a single tear although my trust is still there my past creeps up always to scare.

In My Life
Goodbye Junior hello Senior! Start my last year of High School! I almost became a father (false alarm). My friends and I have many things going on, jumping over the wall to the pool after it closes lol umm, alcohol and illegal substances could have been the cause for one of my friends sitting on the diving board on a chair (many years later, the pool scene with Cameron in the movie “Ferris Beuller’s Day Off” reminds me of this, lol). The Lords are official (my gang I am the first and last leader, two in between me) formed to prevent other punks from coming into our neighborhood causing trouble. Only two of us actually had a nick name, mine was Ace and David’s was JC (because he looked like some of the pictures of Jesus). We are also nickname the insiders (a real biker gang in the area, The Outsiders saw us and our colors and their leader said They were the Outsiders so we were the insiders) this happened at the carnival, which I later worked at for a week and almost joine

In My Dreams....
You call to me...I hear your voice I close my eyes to shut out this world Upon my mind I see your face You are near I can feel your spirit in me Yet so far from me I cannot reach I cannot hold you...I cannot find you Please,oh pleasee let this night be The night my love shall come to me My eyes search upon the midnight sky I long to see your shadow cross the moon To come for me,to end my longing soon Consummate my destiny Set my passion free In my dreams,pleasures we share Sentiments are truly rare As close to profound as we can dare In my dreams,we share each day Facing obstacles thrown our way Together,forever comes what may In my dreams,our love is true Eternally binding me with you Something found by very few In my dreams....I am always with u.... DO U BELIEVE DREAMS CAN COME TRUE?

In My Head
Dark side of me. I see Her, an I am not afraid. She wants to cause pain and anguish, to cut, slash, burn, to make them bleed. Them that a horried and cruel, uncooth, the bain to others, She judges with no mercy and no forgiveness, for Her heart is cold stone. In the darkness of me, She stands. To embrace Her, know that She is there, and yet I keep Her in check. For if I should let Her loss again, She shall consum me. Do not be fooled by Her beauty. Be warned, She carries a sword unlike any other. It cares not of innocence, an cuts all It touches. She holds this blade like a Lover. Guards my very soul, as a mother does a new born. Be forwarned. It comes to us all. Makes no difference of our skin. Weather we're female or male. Good health or bad. Some pass with easy. Some do in the extreme. For the one left behide. Healing feels like a crime. To move on with daily life. When life has left them. Where do we go, does it just end. The pain is so

In My Dreams
I've yearned to feel your touch, That I've felt a thousand times in my dreams, Your face is always a blur, But yet I see your eyes gaze upon me, Your words whisper softly to me, Yet I don't understand a word, Come from my dreams, And stand before me, I want to feel your touch for real, I want to see your face, Just to caress it with my fingertips, To feel your gaze upon me, Will be a dream come true, I stand before you, Always with open arms, Just so I can wrap you within my embrace, You are tall, dark and handsome, You are all I've ever wanted, Only if I could pull you from my dreams, I would keep you forever.

In My Mind
Isnt it funny how we always persue the ones we cant have. And yet we know we cant have them but we still hold hoping maybe someday we can be with them.And most of the time the ones we are waiting for dont even really know we is it that I always fall for the one that i cant possibly ever be with. i want to just stop myself from ever falling in love again, then i would save myself from the hurt and pain that always comes with fallin in love. cuz I dont think I will ever find a man that will ever see me for who i am, and love me for that same reason. maybe I am just destined for loneliness. they say that we are all put on this earth for a reason, and I wonder what possible reason i could have for being here. Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i kn

In My Mind
never want to see your face again This has got to end You said you'd love me forever This will be never I'm not a stepping stone Nor your dog who needs a bone You played with my heart Till you ripped it apart I'm to skinny you say well others seem to like me this way I'm sorry I'm not fat And certainly not a tramp I know who I am And I certainly don't want you as my MAN c@ Michelle L. Wagner 2-18-09 I'm in the middle of a dark tunnel No way out Don't know which way to go The darkness eats away my mind Someone shine a light towards my way Feel as if froze in time Wanting to relinquish the pain Insurpassible desires Nothing to gain Respect is earned Children disrespect ~ Always getting burned~ Some wonder where things come from This I will tell you I write what I see How I feel and what I believe in They say a mind is beautiful thing to waste I try not to waste mine Many things have

In My World
In my world there is no place to hide. In my world it is dark and cold. In my world there is hatred and rage, then love. In my world I am hurt and scared. In my world I wish I had the key. If I had the key, I could lock the doors and keep out the dark, cold, hatred and rage out. Then maybe in my world i would be scared or hurt. Then maybe in my world everything will be bright and warm; Filled with love and happiness; Then there would be no need to hide. In my world everything is starting to fall into place. In my world there is love and peace. In my world I am happy and brave. In my world it's bright and warm. In my world I have no need to hide. In my world I hold the key for now I am strong.

In My Minds Eye
Given within seven depths of time, Listen to me now by using your mind. Give me the attention your eyes can't find, Let go of the weight burying you alive. Grasp ahold of the one thing you can't deny, And face the fears you keep lying inside. ~BJC

In My Heart
Mind froze in confusion Each breath toxic to my soul Tears flowing from glass eyes As life drains from the very core ...... Of my heart ...... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Please God send me back Where I can find a new beginning Erase the words that cut and bruise Strip me of the pain of betrayal, that aches ...... Within my heart ..... Let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall never love nor hold another ...... In My Heart ...... Frozen in this tomb of unhappiness Unable to break the shackles that bind My mind twists and turns, never fully resting Images dance with a smirk, again and again ...... Tearing at my heart ..... Please let me sleep, the peaceful sleep Please take the very breath I breathe If love was meant to hurt this way I shall ne

In My Head
Destroyer of my soul Binder of my heart I will take it allpain.. misery.. darkness..light.. hope.. love..Everything sent my wayDemolish me I will still standI will hold your shadows when they wear me downI will still standAlways here Never letting goBound are weDrift slowly awayBut you will seeForever the light Showing you the way Back to that placeYou hold it allI will not break When all seems shatteredLook again Still here the sparkFor you ... I see the spark maybe its muted to some but in my head and my heart its shines incandesent lost in the tribulations dysphoria lost but not gone hidden well disguised to all select few allowed behind the facade but i see i see illumination vehemence benevolence fervor inumerable things to behold veiled to most but i see.........

In My Head
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside Deep inside Deep inside of my head I just can't last as these feelings pass Once again I hide the pain inside The smile wears thin and the lies begin To bring me down again Deep Inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside my head When I run I run so far away from you I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again And all my faith I put in you This time you take it all away In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing

In My Own Dream
In my own dream I see her beside the stars In my own dream I wish I can touch that smile In my own dream She enter my heart She Put hope in my life She makes me dream every night About the kiss from those lips And the touch from her fingertips In my own dream I woke up a thousand times What I will do if she will be in my arms How I will breath What I will say In my own dreams All those things are in my mind In my own dream She is always around Every night every dream In my own dream Am still searching for her in my life In my own dream I wish she will be one day in my arm I wish she will be around To make this heart beat again To make this life a live again In my own dream I love you even if you are just a dream In my own dream Those the words inside my mind I say it and I hope it will be true one day

In My Head
Joke time!A man traveling by plane and in urgent need to use the mens room is nervously tapping his foot on the floor of the aircraft. Each time he tried the mensroom door, it was "OCCUPIED". The stewardess, aware of his predicament suggested that he go ahead and use the ladies room, but cautioned him against using any of the buttons inside. The buttons were marked "WW, WA, PP and ATR". Making the mistake that so many men make in disregarding the importance of what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons anyway. He carefully pressed the first button marked "WW" and immedately warm water sprayed all over his entire bottom. He thought, "WOW, the women really have it made!". Still curious, he pressed the button marked "WA" and a gentle breeze of warm air quickly dried his hind quarters. He thought that was out of this world! The button marked "PP" yielded a large powder puff which delicately applied a soft talc to his rear. Well, naturall

In My Mind
Dance life to the end; So many have muttered, live life to the fullest. So much to see, so much to do, so many not free. No time to count wilted flowers, in a garden that will produce more. Every breath till the last, is more precious than of ones desires. A shame of shallow material things, some wrap their being around. How long you live will be to short, regardless of the days in age. There is no guarantee of tomorrow. Memories will be left behind, for those that remain. Smiles in the shedding of frowns. I say, no tissues, no tears, dance with metill the end. Remember me for now, i say for those. You should have known me. You can get a copy of my book In My Mind here:

In My Mind
Today when I woke at 8:A.M. I thought I was in a different home than my apartment. I thought for the first few minutes that I was in a home I lived in when I was a child. I was relieved when I reliazed I was in my apartment. The home I refer to was a dangerous house for me for that is where I was sexually, psychically, and mentally abused has a child by my brother and a next door nieghbor. Nightmares haunt me to this very day.

Inmyruns
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In My Own Words
If you can see a life without me, Then let me leave it now. If your future is without me. Then I release you from your vow. If your world would be much brighter, Than the one we have today. Then know I truly love you. And I'll gently slip away.

The Inner Working Of A Created Character
When you take the time to look at my pictures, who do you see? I am so many things some really some not so real I wonder what comes out though the photos...Or I am simple another cherry point to you, do you look at me at all...lol wow this sounds wow more than what I wanted it to sound like..lol...today i was talking to someone on yahoo who does not really know me and yet based on a couple of times online and some picture exhanges he claims that he does, so it got me to think about what do you really see when you look at my profile, no matter where on the net is posted, or do you even see me, I am instead just a character in your cyber world? mmmmm food for thought until next time... slurps or licks KREAM

Inner Peace
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago from an astrologist predictions. Read your sign. Then ,forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k

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Inner Thoughts
This ont is called "The Dirty Glass" By Dropkick Murphys. Enjoy. Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share [Chorus] Darcy, Darcy darling dear, You left me dying, crying there In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer I fell for you my darling dear You shut me off and you showed me the door But you always came crawling back begging me for more I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass (Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor) You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID Well you bit off more than you could chew the first

In Need Of Help
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The Inner Me
WHY CANT PEOPLE IN ENGLAND DO THE SURVEYS TO GAIN EXTRA POINTS OR HAVE SOME PRODUCTS WE COULD TRY OUT I HAVE MANY OCCASIONS RECIEVED A NOTE SAYING COMPLETING THIS SURVEY YOU WILL GET FU POINTS BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FILLING IN THE SURVEY TO FIND WE CANT COMPLETE IT BECAUSE WE ARE NOT IN LIVE IN AMERICA I FIND US ENGLISH PEOPLE ARE LOSING OUT WHY CANT THERE BE A INTERNATIONAL SURVEY FOR THE WHOLE WORLD I FIND WHEN I HAVE TO FILL IN THE DETAILS OF WHERE IM FROM I CANT COMPLETE IT AS YOU HAVE TO BE FROM AMERICA TO GAIN THESE POINTS WHICH I FIND VERY UNFAIR PLEASE CAN SOMETHING BE DONE ABOUT THIS BABY JESUS OR WHOEVER RUNS FUBAR THANK YOU FOR READING MY BLOG As I sit here and I'm thinking, thoughts are running through my mind, so many things I wanted to say to you, but the words were so hard to find. I knew you were always there, to catch me when I fell, after all you were my father, you loved me I could tell. Most people only knew your outside, with your

The Inner Being
1 WE ARE DISCOVERING AGAIN THAT WE LIVE IN A DEEPLY MYSTERY WORLD, FULL OF SUDDEN COINCIDENCES AND SYNCHRONISTIC ENCOUNTERS THAT SEEM DESTINED. 2 AS MORE OF US AWAKEN TO THIS MYSTERY, WE WILL CREATE A COMPLETELY NEW WORLD VIEW-REDEFINING THE UNIVERSE AS ENERGENTIC AND SACRED. 3 WE WILL DISCOVER THAT EVERYTHING AROUND US, ALL MATTER, CONSISTS OF AND STEMS FROM A DIVINE ENERGY THAT WE ARE BEGINNING TO SEE AND UNDERSTAND. 4 FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE, WE CAN SEE THAT HUMANS HAVE ALWAYS FELT INSECURE AND DISCONNECTED FROM THIS SACRED SOURCE, AND HAVE TRIED TO TAKE ENERGY BY DOMINATING EACH OTHER. THIS STRUGGLE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL HUMAN CONFLICT. 5 THE ONLY SOLUTION IS TO CULTIVATE A PERSONAL RECONNECTION WITH THE DIVINE, A MYSTICAL TRANSFORMATION THAT FILLS US WITH UNLIMITED ENERGY AND LOVE, EXTENDS OUR PERCEPTION OF BEAUTY AND LIFTS US INTO A HIGHER-SELF AWARENESS. 6 IN THIS AWARENESS WE CAN RELEASE OUR OWN PATTERN OF CONTROLLING, AND DISCOVER A SPECIFIC TRU

Inner Thoughts
You scored as Panda.. You Are The Panda. Feeling fat cause you're big you can't help but keep eating. Since you cannot chase prey you eat bamboo all day. Until there isn't room for more you get lazy. You're so cute and cuddley but you don't feel that way all the time. Keep up the work of eating less!Wolf88%Panda.88%Bat!81%Kitty Cat!81%Tiger.75%Koala75%Monkey!63%Alligator!56%Horse.38%Snake.25%Polar Bear.

Inner Peace From Dr Phil (lol)
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So I looked around my house to find all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before I left the house this morning I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel!!!!

In Need
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.

In Need Of Help.
i Need help. I'm having really bad luck right now. I am losing the place that I am staying in. I need to find a place within the next couple days or I will be on the streets. Can anyone help me?

In New Hampshire.
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In Need Of Help
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Inner Ranting
by Jo 2/07 Passions burning from deep within nothing can stop it's flame. Hoping that one day someone will share this because the loss of such desire would be ashame. Does someone feel this same existance this feeling of helplessness waiting for love to come alive. Yes for I am not alone in this quest there are many out there who stand the test. The wanting to be touched ~ held ~ kissed or even just a warm soft body by your side that is missed. I feel as though I'm bleeding from within my very essence wearing thin. In time it would be nice before the clock ticks that final tick and there is nothing left but what I missed. For that chance to come where two hearts feel the same sincere fire in more than just words. To be touched in a way that makes your whole world shiver with desire's delight causing you to quiver. It exists in my mind, but I need something more. For there are lovers everywhere who must have what I want. The waiting causes bad choices to be made

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In Need Of A Winch
the tires of my life are spinning, the tread clutching at a surface too slippery to provide purchase.....the turbulant tide of life is coming in, edging closer and closer to my precarious position, threatening to usurp my fragile grip...... I'm uncertain which direction to turn my wheel, praying for a sense, a hint, the proverbial beam of light to guide my way.....my sense of determination and independence insist i keep searching, and sheer pride prevents me from taking the offer of a winch, even as it stands ready, offering support, a line of salvation to steadier ground..... Will my own stubborness and desperate hope be enough to fuel my recovery to normalcy, or will it act as a trip line instead, crippling my efforts and ending my struggle in futility? I am lost, I am weary....I wish I had some of the answers instead of only tired cliches....keep your chin up...never give in....look to the future.... i am so weary of the disappointing monotony of life...I buckle down, put all my

The Inner Thoughts 0f Little O
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™ Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming ho

Inner Universe
Ok, so during lent I'm going to have to go completely vegetarian, almost vegan. The Orthodox lent is more strict than eating for Passover. Thankfully I have vegetarian friends that can help me out with all of this before lent begins. The cool thing is I have my handy dandy Ecclesiastical Calendar to keep track of this stuff now. I thought Ben's eyes were going to pop out of his head last night when he heard I was going to follow lent. Hehehehehe. He doesn't eat anything except meat and a bit of bread or pasta here and there. He'd starve. I am meeting with my priest today to go over the vast array of books I've been through over the years. spiritually/religiously speaking. This should be really interesting. Paralyzer by Finger Eleven hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It's been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I a

In Need!
Hey everyone, as most of you know I have been under the waeather lately due to surgery ad a mishap. I am behind on my giveaway for my fu-bombers family contest. My VIP expires tommorrow and I really need to keep one because I love to make things for my friends and I can't upload them without it, and smiles for you needs her comments. If everyone could please help me out, I would reall appreciate it!...Love you all!! ps: I have a blast running my good friend June bought it to help cheer me up, I'd really like to see it if anyone could get a screen shot of it I'd love it. thanks again to you all!! link to giveaway;

Inner Thoughts
They say, the way to your soul is through your eyes. Well, what if you could see through people’s eyes. If they were say, glass? Well well welll, now wouldnt that be interesting? To know what people are really thinking of you. To know what they really think of how you look. How you sound. The things you say. Every movement you do, what their thought or opinion is on it. I think i would rather choose not to be able to see or hear what you say or think. Because you know what? I say i do not care. But do i really not care? I think i do. I actually think everyone does. Now, im sure you are thinking wow, i dont want to hear all the negative things they will say about me. There it is. Right there. Why do our minds immediately go to the negative? What if they were saying nice things? Of course they arent though. Maybe some nice, but there is always negatives. But listen to me all of you who have been judged or been stabbed in the back with words that were used to hurt you. Who are they to j

In Need
I just need someone to help me get my mind off of someone that I been apart from. The relationship is long over but I am still needing someone to help me fill that gap. And someone that has a insatiable taste for sex too.... I may never find it here but its just worth getting out of my system.

Inner Spirit
What's your inner spirit?WolfYou are faithful and cautious. You tend to run with a group of others and like to have others around you. You are brave and also gentle.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Inner Workings Of Me.
What has the world come to? How can someone sit by and allow another person who is reaching out with all they've got to kill themselves? They didn't lift a finger to help, they didn't call the police, or a hotline. They didn't try anything. I understand that it wouldn't have benefited them because the person that I am talking about is a leech to society and humanity. Life is unfair, it seems that the good ones get taken away leaving the vile unspeakable human beings to rot in their own mutilated and collective stews. I know that I should never wish someone dead to take the place of someone that passes, but in this instance I cannot bring myself to form that calloused view of wanting the living to stay that way. This woman sat by and allowed a friend to die. Someone that she professed to love she basically handed a loaded gun, helped him hold it up and pull the trigger. This woman is supposedly someone that helps people every day, saves their life when needed, but she failed to help Jes

In Need Of A Few Referrals
I would like to work a deal out....for each referral you send my way, I would be more than happy to bomb you the next time I run a bomb. Please send me a private message to receive credit for your referral. Thanks !!

In Need Of Our Support
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)

In Need Of Fu Hubby
Ok so I have a fu hubby but i'm feeling tossed aside like trash lately.. So i'm going to look for a new one.. You don't have to buy me everything under the sun.. I just want someone who is going to be around and make me smile say nice things.. Not disown me, discard me like a piece of trash.. so if anyone is interested please let me know.

Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Today i was out in the blistering scorching sun watching over the tub of water with boats in it as the kids happily played in the cold water a little boy all of 4 walks over to me stands at my feet looking up at me i look down and he says "pick me up!" i reply "pick me up please" i bend down hoist the child up and onto my hip he lays his head on my shoulder giving me a cuddle as i stand there holding the boy conversing with him i ask " how bout i throw you in the water?" he promptly says "no!!"

Inner Thirst Poem
Inner Thirst Circling around the fireAttempting to welcome it inThe cold around me slowing my paceLooking for wood to feed the fireLooking for company to feed my soulThere are many ways to go hungryI have a thirstIt’s not like easily quenchedBut when you taste it is like warm blanket on a cold dayOr your favorite dessert on your birthdayThe excitement that comes the day before ChristmasSociety tells us as we get older there is not Santa ClauseThat Puff The Magic Dragon doesn’t existTo get on with our lives, perusing “worldly” thingsA job, a career, a familyThe pursuit should be in magic and fairiesThe myths tell us how elusive these things are and I couldn’t agree moreI find myself berating my own actions in attempts to better myself in the futureAll the while my vision taking away from the forestFailing to see the sprites inviting me to danceThe inner garden that was paved overThe professional athlete more concerned with ratingsForgetting his love for

Innocence
You killed my mind and ravaged my soul Never thought twice of what you stole How could you take what was not yours And leave me with no open doors Laying awake tortured at night A restlessness I can not fight My life is now a tragic mess Because I said no and you heard yes

Innocent
she looks at me and with her eyes says shes is innocent i dont belive broken hearts have filled the days of our lives the only thing that has kept us together is a ring what does a ring mean bonding till death parts us if your souls are empty the ring is broke in half we made the choice as innocent children not realizing the bonds we were about to make i hope im innocent i hope i can be forgiven i hope your innocence reenters our lives your ring is frail and so it shall stay until the days of innocence roll back our way

Innocent Contest Ideas Lmao
Hey All, I know you Tappers are all going to be honest here. Aren't you? The new contest to see who can have the most innocent looking photo begins Monday. Now if anyone has any suggestions on what exactly they would like to see for innocence I would really like for you to share those. This is a twist to the world of tapping but, we all know that innocence is not all white and lace. So sling me some post back on this before I get to innocent and end up in a wedding gown of the proverbial virginal white. Thank Ya All and Your All Just So Sweet and Kind. XxOo Blessings Be TT

Innocent Princess Needs Our Help
Please stop by and leave a rate for 2 blogs that are here SOLELY for the support of others who might need it. My blog is to support and tell the stories of people who have been touched by pregnancy and infant loss as well as infertility. http://cherrytap.com/blog/1273 and my friend PoeticAngel has dedicated her blog to domestic violence awareness and survivors as well as the memory of her friend that died at the hands of her abuser. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044 Please stop by and show us some love! let us know that there are people out here touched by these issues and that support what we are doing here. Poetic's blog contains a cell number for support if you would like it and you can write to me in a direct email at: innocentprncss00@yahoo.com Feel free to come to us looking for support or advice. Angie~~innocentprncss

Innocence
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, > > > >He says its my fault > > > >He suffers a

Innovative Health Tips
In relation to baking, we all have another way of going over it. Some individuals follow a recipe exactly while others take a recipe and make it their own. As long as the end result turns out incredibly tasty, what does it matter? Experimenting and finding new ingredients and ways of baking is all part of people having their very own preferences and creativity. Plus, it is the way that new recipes are put into publication. There's one thing which is, in my opinion, incredibly hard to screw up - a chocolate cake recipe. There is not a chocolate cake recipe around the world that has not turned into something which I've considered to be terrible. Sure, many of them could use some enhancement, but chocolate is my weakness. So long as it turns out fluffy and moist, I'm in heaven.It doesn't matter what cookbook you read, you will find a chocolate cake recipe, or several, which will tempt you beyond belief. You will see different toppings, ingredients or icings that will be proposed. It is po

Innocenece
“Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence.That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence.” “I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't.”

Innocent Fun
It was a Friday afternoon and I was sitting on the couchwatching TV when the doorbell rang when I answered it, it was my brothersfriend derrick he said him and my brother were supposed to hang out today I toldhim he got called in to work for a few hours but he’s welcome to wait, he saysok and comes inside I tell him he can play some video games while he waits I gottago check my laundry upstairs I’ll be back in a few, so I go upstairs and put myclothes in the dryer and change into a skirt and a sexy halter top n heels I goback down stairs and ask derrick if he can help me with something he says sureif he can so I tell him I need his male opinion on an outfit for my date I havetonight I go around in front of him and ask if what I have on looks ok he doesn’tanswer right away so I turn around and ask is it to short? He still doesn’t answerso I say hello earth to derrick is this outfit ok he finally answer uh yea itsgreat so I say thanks but before I walk away I say

In N.y.c.
Well as some of you know I have been going through some major health problems lately. I have gone through so many test and minor opperations over the past few months only yo find out that I have partial kidney failure do to the fact that I was born with a birth defect where I was born with 2 uriters going from each kidney to my bladder (the normal kidney only has 1 from each) and the one extra uriter got blocked and backed up and just shut down. So now here on Monday October 22, 2007 I am to have surgery to remove it. I'm worried about it and afraid a little bit. The opperation will last for about 3 hours and will be at Cleveland Clinic. So if I'm not here you know where I will be I would love to chat with everyone while I'm on the way to recovery so if you want I can give you my cell and my yahoo IM so I can still chat with you all. Can't wait to come back will only have access to the internet for 2 more days after today. I wish you all the best, Chris Hi all I'll be in New Yor

I Noticed Something..
The NON FAMILY FRIENDS I have also had the pleasure of meeting is very cool too So I'm on my page, and I'm looking here and there at blogs.. and I'm noticing all the FU-BOMBER friends I've made and I wanted to say THANK YOU to all my new friends, this is more fun than a little bit.. And, My Dear Sweet new Friend, sleazyrider420 is unavailable, and I miss him. :P Also, I can definitely see why HALLOWEEN is one of the BEST HOLIDAYS of the YEAR! Lovin ALL the Jack-0-Lanterns!

In Our Hearts
In Our Hearts We thought of you with love today. But that is nothing new. We thought about you yesterday. And the days before that too. We think of you in silence. We often speak your name. Now all we have are memories. And your picture in a frame. Your memory is our keepsake. With which we'll never part. God has you in his keeping. We have you in our hearts.

Inportant Everyone Read This
well I love helping people out and stuff. and lastnight I was laying in bed and I thought to myself maybe I should make another cherry tap account but have it be for giving people advice cus well Im not getting anything on Yahoo LOL and I get alot on here. and I know theres people out there who want advice from someone who understands and someone whos been threw it all like me. I was also think to see if I can add a chatroom to my page dont know if it will work but I can try LOL. who think this would be a good idea ??????? My Aol.. doesnt seem to be able to work as fast with this site as it does with other sites so If I dont leave you any comments please dont take it personal it has nothing to do with you. Its my stupid AOL. LOL If we are talking on the shoutbox thing lol and I disappear its mainly cus my aol stopped responding and I either had to reboot aol or my whole computer. well thats all for now... Peace.

$125.00 In Prizes Up For Grabs!
This is a Comment and Rate Contest RULES 1. You must have a salute to Enter 2. You must obtain a minimum of 75,000 points to win (rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point) 3. Contest will run for 3 weeks, the person with the most overall points will win, providing the minimum of 75K has been met 4. Absolutily NO DRAMA 5. All entrants must rate fan and add me 6. Contest will open once I have received atleast 10 entries, I will notify all entrants 24 hours prior to the start of the contest There will be only one winner and this person will receive 1 Happy Hour 25 fu-bling credits and A custom Sticky Bulletin posted 24 hours prior to your Happy Hour announcing your HH Total cash Value $125.00 (Winner must notify me 2 days before their scheduled HH to allow time for me to make and post bulletin) To enter send me the link to the picture you wish to use, I will send you confirmation that I received your entry and upon notification of the start of the contest I will send you the

In Purple
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and Im lying like a child in your arms Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fal

Inquiring Minds!
One morning as I was getting off work and heading home I had to pull over the truck and look to my left in complete amazement as the cloud formations were rolling in such symphonic structure and rhythm. Fortunately, I have been raised to where I generally travel with my camera.... Check out the series of 4 new photos I have added to my photo gallery and let me know what you think.... More soon. K In accordance with the news this morning, Madrid has made restrictions on the models that they must be, at minimum, a certain weight. Some of the other modelling agencies are following this trend and getting a more "American" type of gal versus some anorexic thing, "which is sending the wrong message to teenagers". What are your thoughts on the matter???? Just curious...

Inquiring Minds
Concordia University is actually re-locating to the old Schlumberger facility just down the road from me, quite literally! This is what they had to say on the first page of their webpage announcing this change: "The Board of Regents of Concordia University took a visionary step of faith on May 13, 2005, deciding to relocate its main campus. The new site was selected the following year and put under contract in July 2006. Closing on the property will take place in early 2007. Formerly owned by Schlumberger, an oil services company, the property was developed in 1987 as a research facility. The company closed the site several years ago and moved most of its research activities to Cambridge, England. The original Schlumberger site consists of approximately 440 acres of land divided into four lots. Nearly 250 acres of Lot 2 comprise a protected nature preserve. In addition, six buildings are located on Lot 2 consisting of 195,000 square feet of usable space. Most of Concordia

Inquiring Minds Ii
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Inquisition
Every so often we meet someone that leaves an imprint in our memories. Something special about them that we couldn't let go...emotions and feelings for them staying in The back of our minds and hearts.These people are fortunate enough to stay with us even after they are gone.Things happened that cause the relationship to go astray.Since starting this dating 'journey' I've had the painful 'pleasure' to come across 3 unique men that have left said imprint on me...on my life.There's no going back to them...No do-overs...I cannot undo the things I've done or said...It is what it is..and now ill always remember them.It's not completly hopeless...I've learned immensely from these men..things that prepare me to be a stronger,smarter woman in future relationships. Learning more about me - the good and the bad.I've learned that I give my heart away to easily...I'm too eager for something more to be there..That I put too much trust and faith in their nonchalant sweet talking...That I get attache

Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING}

In Recent Adventures In Love!? I Sit Trapped In This Cell, Waiting For The Right Moment. Deserving Your Love I Do, So Insearch Is Where It Leaves Me.
In recent adventures in love!? I Sit trapped in this cell, waiting for the right moment. Deserving your love I Do, so insearch is where it leaves me.

In Regards To My Life
IN REGARDS TO MY LIFE AND MY EX ( yes i got dumped Tuesday night by someone I loved dearly) OKAY...THIS IS WHERE I GET SERIOUS. AND I MAY THROW A COUPLE CLICHES OUT, BUT PLEASE FORGIVE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS.... I JUST NEED TO SAY THEM, BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEONE WILL READ THIS: I ALWAYS THOUGHT PEOPLE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON. THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS YOU A SIGN REASSURING YOU THAT YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH IN LIFE. I THINK SOMEWHERE I FUCKED UP. I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE, AND AT ONE TIME WAS IN FULL CONTROL OF THAT AND MY LIFE. I DO NOT LIKE WHO I HAVE BECOME. I DO NOT LIKE THE REASONS I HAVE BECOME THIS. I DO NOT LIKE THAT THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INTO THIS. ALL THIS, AND LIFE HAS BECOME QUITE CONFUSING TO ME. I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN A POOL BUT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, AND WAS ONCE A MARATHON SWIMMER. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING FROM AN AIRPLANE AND I FORGOT MY PARACHUTE, BUT WAS ONCE A WORLD CLASS SKYDIVER. THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS I DONT KNOW HOW

In Rememberance (9-11 Tribute)
What I am saying is I listen to the radio here everyday at work... 1 station woo woo... I am in Naknek Alaska... not much to choose from but at least it is Public Radio... So anyway one of the many topics today (09-11-07) Was this "How long do we remember and take moments of mourning for the 9-11 attack?" OMG! I couldn't believe it... I say how long do we remember July 4, 1776? or December 7, 1942 or the last weekend of May? or January 15 or any other day that commerates when a Nation changes it's view and way it interacts within it's own borders or the world. I will remember the Horror I witnessed On this day 6 years ago... I will remember it until I have no memory, until I die. I will always mourn for the victims and thier families. And I say that is how long "we" as a nation should observe the memory of this day... until "we" The United States of America has no memory for we have all died... Remember until there are no more Americans (present and future) Now I realiz

In Remembrance
My favorite relative, my uncle Edgel, passed away early this morning. He had melanoma several years ago, which metasticized into his brain. The tumors were inoperable, and although they tried radiation, chemo, gamma knife, and surgery, the cancer spread into his lungs and liver. He has been in a coma for nearly two weeks. He had a "No Heroic Measures" will, and therefore has had no nutrition, nor fluids of any kind. It is just the sheer Harper ruggedness that kept him going this long. There was a song written by an acquaintance of mine and recorded by Pine Mountain Railroad called "Beyond The Rain". He wanted me to sing it at his funeral, and his widow has asked me to do "Amazing Grace" with my guitar as well. It is going to be so difficult, but I will get through it with his help. He will be sorely missed!

In Retrospect..my Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no other...to some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given

In Russia Today.......
have been on Cherrytap quite a bit of late, due to my arm injury, and i have noticed that the "sexygirlblond" (i think using girl in her name is pushing it) women has spent maybe $1000 on happy hours on the last week, i admit i did visit her page, and listen to her voice message, and quite a voice message it is to, if you get hot listening to OAP's talking dirty (thinking of you there Rev) drop by and listen. Quite what makes people spend so much money is alien to me, sure the site need it to run or should that be, "the site needs it to return a tidy profit"....... not sure, still this site will never get a penny of my hard earned $$$$$$$, i am far to much of a free loader for that to happen. What makes some granny want to become a Cherrytap god ? what motivates the top cherrys to spend there time and money gaining such lofty heights ? answers on a postcard Doddy PO Box 101 Russia This women CLAIMS she is 33.…….LMFAO, I personally think she getting her age and IQ mixe

Insanity Is Only Soul Deep...
You think you know me, I don't even know myself A long time ago, put away on some shelf Broken promises and dreams of which I consist Leaving me to wonder if I even exist - RKE You just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles Til there's no beginning, no end Never really getting anywhere Cause you just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles -RKE Life's a one-way ticket To the end of the line There's no going back Except in your mind You're wasting time along the way Dwelling on what's been The past will be your enemy Til you're begging death to be your friend ~RKE

Insane Rambling
It's Thanksgiving day not a sound to be heard. My roommates away in her room, so unheard. I sit in my room my whole body aches. My throat is so scrathy and my head pounds away. The turkey's in the oven it smells oh so great, potatoes are boiled and we even have cake! Her friends coming over to eat with us to, and then they will leave and I'll be here so blue.... My Thanksgiving day is spent so alone, my reasons to be thankful are miles from home. I called them today, the volume so loud. They all say hello and I can barely hear, Happy Thanksgiving my dear.... S haha after I re-read this it sounds kinda funny like some Dr Suess shit hehe. Last night I felt so amazingly beautiful. I cannot express how much without sounding completely vain hehe. Everything was perfect last night, the weather, the moon, the sky, the air, me, my friend, everything. I may never see perfection in this way again..... me I must really be out of my mind today but here we go.....Joey don't rea

Insanity Of Sex Laws!!!!
Reading Lolita in Tehran I came across one of the laws that said “if a man has sex with a chicken it is unclean to eat for his family and for families next to him, but if a family lives a given number of houses away they can eat the chicken This got me thinking, Iran isn’t the only place where silly sex laws abound. We have enough of them to keep you laughing and cool right here. In Minnesota they love fish…well, some do. However, there are some limits: it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. And in Alexandria, MN no man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions or sardines on his breath. If his wife requests, he must brush his teeth. I don’t think a simple brush will take care of this. This might take some industrial strength mouthwash. Minnesota is not the only place in the Midwest with some strange sex laws. I know we can get excited (am I understating it?) when we have an orgasm. But in Connorsville, Wis

The Insanity Has Erupted
I read this today in the Milwaukee paper... West Bend - Police Capt. Toby Netko looks pretty good for a guy who has just been sentenced to the hellfires of eternal damnation. "They already damned me to hell," noted Netko, in what is really just an aside. He is standing in a parking lot just west of Main St. while eight people who normally inhabit what must be a very unique corner of Kansas picket a military funeral taking place at St. Frances Cabrini here. "I told them not to scream at the cars." Now, for the most part, the itinerant members of Topeka's notorious Westboro Baptist Church are singing at them - albeit quite loudly. Sara Phelps, a 25-year-old woman who holds two signs, one in each arm, unquestionably has the loudest voice. One of her signs says, "Thank God for Dead Soldiers." The other reads, "Semper Fi Semper Fags." Behind her, at the corner of Hawthorne and Main, is a local business, the Lynear Hearing Aid Center, and what is coming out of her

Insanely Magik Manik Pixie
I just want to blow off here. I've had a insanely bad day today. And I woke up and felt reasonably decent and didn't know it was gonna end up like this. Most the time blogging I don't have shit to say, my significant other is driving me batty. I can't take this male pms shit. And then continually turning it all around like its me that has the problem ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH! It's aggarvating and infuriating. Men blah. Everything I say right now is wrong and dumb. All cause one day he wakes up and the world isn't right. I love this guy with ALL my heart and that's the ONLY reason I put up with this crap. Cause 99% of the time he is a very nice and good guy. But this 1% time really sux. But you can't judge anyone on what they're like that lil. You have to take a lot into consideration. I was chipper, I was reasonable, I was nice. I just need to count to 10 here take a deep breath a face the rest of this HORRIBLE night. Thanks for listening my grand lil blog. If not for blog

Insatiable Curiosity
if I remember to smile as I go to sleep, I will signify that overall Thursday, May 3rd 2007 was a good day to be alive! some times I feel that there is so little connection to good and desirable people that it starts to dry me up inside! Tonight is one of those nights, the world around me seems to make so little sense and seems to be so totally NOT about me that I wonder where the rocket I arrived on was sent from! If you've ever gone through the starkness of savage Friday night loneliness, this blod entry is dedicated to you! I am a fanatic Baseball fan and a fan and a loyal listener to ESPN RADIO's Morning Drive Time Show, Mike and Mike in the Morning! Towards the end of the program, a fascinating discussion came up on the legal problems of Professional Football, Baseball and Basketball! The hosts spent most of the Football portion of their analysis centering upon the Cincinnatti Bengals. 9 Bengals STARTERS are currently contending with legal diffic

Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Insane
Hello friends and fans. I think maybe it's time to say goodbye to CT. Haven't been here long and know VERY few people here personally. But it seems that someone, has decided that sticking thier nose in my personal life is thier #1 priority. I came here because it was refered to me as a fun site. I came here with the only intention of making friends and meeting new people. Certainly don't need the drama. Have enough of my own. But I guess some people feel the need to start problems with people they don't even know, and I'm sure whoever you are know that YES, I'm speaking of you. First, it started a week or so ago with peple bashing my profile pic and other pics and reporting them as NSFW. #! the bikini top pic i had on my profile was certainly no worse, and far better than many profile pics i have seen on here by far. 2nd, i had a real shitty pic of me in a bikini top with a shirt over it in Hemps contest. But wow, it was disqualified because it was concidered inappropriate or NS

Insanity
There are some point in life where people has been driven to a limited insanity where they can't deal with things anymore. I guess Im one of them but struggling to get through with life and I keep on crying because I know I ain't happy but for once I have moved on with alot of bullshit, and no.. sorry doesn't cut it from those who are apologetic because its too late to hear from them. I lost alot of friendship because of an ex and I hate to say it.. don't fall for the one you love that are controlling and jealous about every little things, because it isn't good for a relationship. I guess I am happy of being single because I can get away from the drama and the bullshit and the fucking fights. I mean I don't really know what goes next in my path but I do know that I am going to see someone great in my life but so forth nothing and I don't give a two shit about it. Ahh I think thats it for now.. so shoo shoo for later.

Insaneblog's
Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart. Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2 I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and th

Insanity Of Man And Woman
Im sorry that I forget I am sorry that I cant read your mind I am sorry that I dont live up to your expectations I am sorry that I dont live up to your standards I am sorry that I cant seem to do things right Okay, admittedly I am not a morning person, hell there are days I am not a morning, afternoon or evening person... But, let me point out a few basic facts about mornings: Natural Disasters: The majority of natural disasters occur in the mornings, the tunguska blast at 7:40 AM on June 30, 1908, Krakatoa on August 27, the volcano entered the final cataclysmic stage of its eruption. Four enormous explosions took place at 5:30 a.m., 6:42 a.m., 8:20 a.m., and 10:02 a.m., the last of which was worst and loudest. Each was accompanied by very large tsunamis believed to have been over 30 meters (100 ft) high in places. The christmas tsunami of 2004, the San Francisco earthquake at 5:12 AM - April 18, 1906 The New Madrid earthquakes of 1811 and 1812.... Not to mention

The Insanity.
I find myself in a world of confusion. Basic common sense is not a valued commodity anymore. People do and say things that make no sense or fall into a constant sick cycle of contradictory statements in which they have no explanation on why they do it (even when the contradictions are placed in view for their complete observation). And people say I have issues. ~Angel~

Insane Ramblings(try Not To Pay Them Any Mind. Xd)
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real

Insane Clown Posse
"Bugz On My Nutz" [Shaggy 2 Dope] Well, I don't understand the phenomenom We fucking these hoes that look like spallala Rich boys think that is shitty But I like fucking crackheads with one tit And I do it at the drop of a dime And I get the scabies almost every time So let's talk about my nutsac I don't front, Jack, I got bugs on my ballzac [Violent J] Well I'm Violent J and I ain't no bitch I'm always quick to tell you when my nuts itch Cuz bitch if I'm itching when I come home Drop a brick in a sock swing it on your dome You didn't think nothing of it, just let me stick it Probably should of known cuz I thought I heard crickets In your neden, but I ain't sayin nuttin though I ain't sayin nuttin till I'm done nuttin, ho And know I'm like bitch how can this be Tryin to sleep and my nuts get up and watch TV Then try to walk to the store and get a 40 How'd these bugs get on me [Shaggy 2 Dope] Somebody asked me how I got scabies Probably that homeless fat r

Insane Stuff
1. Grab some boxes of condoms and put them in other peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go the to clock isle, and set all the alarm clocks to go off within 5 minutes of each other. 3. Move the Wet Floor signs to a carpeted area. 4. Hide in the clothes racks, and wait until someone walks by, then wiggle the hangers and say in a strange voice, "Buy me Buy me". 5. Impersonate a Walmart employee and give people directions to the wrong Isle. 6. Go into the changing room and put on a moo moo, then come back out and ask someone if this moo moo makes your ass look to fat. 7. Go into the changing rooms wait for 10 minutes then yell, "WHERES THE TOLIET PAPER?" 9. Bring a bra up to a walmart employee and ask if they have it in a size smaller then an A-Cup. 10. Go into the toy isle, and locate the loudest toys they got, and press as many buttons as you can within a minute and walk away. 20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity > 1. At lunchtime, sit in

Insane Chris
"Through the wind and through the trees my beauty walked with ease. Though the walk was taunting verily she kept on walking. Through the fog and through the rain. She would not stop to wait and see. My beauty would not stop until she reaches me." It's a poem for a crush type thing. What do you think? God, how do I feel like a failure. As you may or may not be aware of, I am a screenwriter who has never sold anything is his pathetic life and most likely never will. Although the scripts are good but Hollywood would rather do crappy remakes of movies that never needed to be remade or destroy classic cartoons like UNDERDOG with staff writers. Crap like HOT ROD gets made but my good movies are ignored. Some unknown is out to make me a failure. I'm almost 40 years old and still living with my parents, I never had a girlfriend, steady or otherwise and I must be insane. For anyone sane that is going on 40, unemployed with no hope of a career or a personal life would have ended their o

The Insanity
the fair was awesome had a great time the concert. I am going to the fair tonight. Yeah for Me. I am kind of hoping some friends will show up. and hang out. Get to see the concert and do all the fun stuff.

The Insane Ramblings Of A Mad Canadian
Am I the only one that thinks its so insincere that people sit there ahd hit the "I'M BORED" Button and rate your photo without every looking at who they are rating? I look at profiles, either through looking at the scrolling list at the top, or through the friends and comments of those I talk to on here. I cannot even comprhend rating a photo without looking at the profile first? Maybe I am just not normal. This site is after, about self promotion. For most, its all about the points and the ranks and all that other fun stuff that sucks the life out of what makes these kind of sites fun. Maybe I am just not into Attention Whores that are only interested in seeing how many people they can get to rate/comment/add them? I know when I look at a profile, I take the time to rate it at least, check out the pic they are using for the default pic and rate that, and then fan them if I feel like it. Hell.. I will even add them as friends.. which I guess puts me into the somewhat insinc

Insane Clown Posse
PLEACE GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS!!!! NOT down wit the posse if you don't give comments!!!!! Insane Clown Posse (commonly known as ICP) is an American rap duo originally from Wayne, Michigan but formed in the Detroit neighborhood of Delray. ICP consists of Violent J (Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (Joseph Utsler). The duo was originally part of a larger group known as Inner City Posse, which broke up in 1992. Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope usually appear in full black and white "evil clown" makeup, reminiscent of that worn by the Seventies rock band KISS. The duo has earned one platinum album (technically two, seeing as how the Ringmaster went gold twice on two different labels) and two and a half gold albums[1] They also have starred in their own feature film and formed their own wrestling federation JCW, Juggalo Championship Wrestling. ICP has a dedicated following of fans, known as Juggalos and/or Juggalettes. ICP began in the late 1980s, when a small group of gangsta rappers kno

Insane Say I
Creeping like seeping sewage through my brain, I am in danger of the fall into the shadow call that has left reticulated scars of my sin etched for all to see upon my skin. Never the victor, never to win. Yet I must refrain from the distain of my insane self and I sit in feign acceptence again and again through the passage of the days. Here laughing, screaming, yelling, foretelling of troubling times when dancing llamas eat cobalt limes. Ignore the rhymes of the demon spider monkey as he coughs and chokes after numerous tokes from a pipe shaped like a gun. 'Ooo' I say what fun, pull the trigger and run to the embrace of a bosum. Bewildering bracers of bronze being brandished by a bellowing, brash barbarian

The Insanity
First of all just so everyone knows ahead of time and dont need to ask I am not okay. I dont know how to explain it but all i know is it is happening again my mind is racing a million miles a second and i cant stop it long enough to form a thought of my own the only things i seem to capable of doing at the moment is write my story I wonder how i stopped my mind from racing last time I cant seem to remember I guess I just have too much running through my mind again and without sleep please expect me to be very grumpy and not very talkative for awhile i apologize in advance for the things i say and do in the future i just have way to much happening upstairs again and it is giving me a headache from hell. but for now im getting off here and am going to make another attempt to get some sleep g'nite all. I call this insanity. am i wrong?

Insane A Khaotic Mind
Seeing as this is my first blog, i thought i might as well give you an insight in to my mind/life as of now. I love my wife, but she's been treating me like I'm just her play toy, it seems like all I'm here for is for her to get hugs, kisses and sex and if she's not treating me like that she's treating me like a damn 5 year old. I'm tired of it, but even though I've told her that, It doesn't seem to matter to her. It seems that all that matters to her is that i do what she asks and then just sit there compliantly and not say anything but if i do say something she gets pissed at me. I'm tired of it, but like i said, i love her and i love her so much and i don't want to screw up what i do have, because i haven't had a lot growing up, or even since I've started dating, and i don't want to lose what i have now, but I'm getting so fed up with it. I guess thats all for now.

Insanity Vents
IT FEELS LIKE MY FUCKING MIND IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE ALL THESE FEELINGS & EMOTIONS I KEEP BOTTLE'D UP INSIDE. I COULD FUCKING KILL SOMETHING RIGHT NOW. THIS AREA SUCKS THE PEOPLE HERE SUCK. THEY TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT & DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOUR OUT COLD. SHIT GAS IS SO EXPENSIVE RISING UP TO 6 DOLLARS IN THE NEXT 4 MONTHS. ITS BULLSHIT. IM SO PISSED OFF AT THIS PLACE

Insanity In My Shout Box? Noooo Lol
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal- The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair, and now... the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (Y A THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and

Insanity Anyone?
So like...I was told to come here, that it is fun. I have kids, I am 28...my youngest child was born in April 2008...I also have 5 step kids. I live in Florida, I was born and raised in NYC. So I am a yankee with a southern drawl...been down south for 10 years now. Still got some yankee qualities, but I am plain ol country now. I got 5 tattoos, I love sci fi, I read, I write poetry, I love rock and country music....I love my kids, my man, my family... Umm anyway like I was saying, NEW HERE how the heck do you use this place, HOW do you make it fun, which lounge should I even go too? Heck I dont even drink IRL....mainly because I am an ex smoker, so cant really drink. Hmmmmmmmmmm oh yeah and I have a pyscho lab who thinks she is a 10lb lap dog, and a 10 lb pomeranian who thinks he is a 60lb rotti.

Insanity
I've learned so much and even though I'm not all that old I've come to understand so much. There is a few questions that I can't seem to get answered though. For instance, is love really suppose to be so hard and painful? Because if so then that is the worlds biggest load of BS. Seriously, love is suppose to make the pain go away not cause it. God, life is so random, chaotic, insane, unstable, and frankly I don't like it that way. WHY CAN'T IT BE ORGANIZED? Sorry, my yelling moment is over with. Seriously though it's just growing to be old when curve balls keep coming at you and you're worn out from the hits you've taken before. Still though life goes on and we all must continue about it. Just remember, no matter how many times love has hurt you in the past it's not something to give up on.

Insane Ramblings Of Me
the days go by and i feel the better part of my die.heart turned cold,no tears to cry.the person i was faded till there was nothing left to see.there is no evidence of the person i used to be.when everything is taken away and your left with cold reality.living in it everyday.there are no promises of a better tomorrow.each and everyday your memory leaves lingering sorrow.what do you do when everything you thought falls apart?all the love you had is no longer in your heart.the world seems to turn black and the happiness you felt is no more.what do you have left when you forget what there is to live for? bird shit blues a bird shit on me today.on my black top.and honestly?i couldnt give to shits.cause if i was a bird and could take a dump in mid-air,in glorious flight,without a fucking care of any human insecurities that my follow,then shit,i'd do it too.i mean humans shit on each other all the time,and its the intent that makes it vile.but a bird,is just taking a shit.because...hey natur

Insanity
natediggity009: what does fap mean anyways?unknown: masturbatenatediggity009: ok but why?unknown: why masturbate?natediggity009: why does fap mean masterbate?unknown: idkunknown: i think it is something someone on fubar came up with cause masturbate is NSFW and therefor cannot be used in a lot of mummsnatediggity009: all i can come up with is finger anal penetrationunknown: that is kinda hot tho....LOLnatediggity009: lolunknown: did I say that out loud? natediggity009: not what im thinking of when someone says masterbate thoughunknown lol!natediggity009: so if i asked someone if they wanted to watch me masterbate im sure they would be shocked if all they saw was me sticking a finger in my assnatediggity009: just sayinunknown: lmfao!natediggity009: fubar people are wierdunknown: that explains why I fit rit in huh?natediggity009: nobody should fit in with themunknown: hahaunknown: The onomatopoeic representation of masturbation. Often used to suggest that something is attractive.unknown:

The Insane Genius Ramblings
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of

Insanity And Beyond...
Is it right or wrong to live in a world of chaos, mayhem and anarchy, whereby we outstretch the strict boundaries of society or would we be deemed as a misfit, unfit to belong in society, is the question.

An Insert Of A Story I Am Writing.
Cynthia had never done this before. She had second thoughts. Rob was the only man she had been with it. Then she remembered how she felt at lunch. Fuck it. I need some action and Chris is hot. Chris was looking for some action. He spanned the room, when he saw a pair of sexy legs in a skirt. Licking his lips and ordering a drink, Chris walked over to sexy legs. Cynthia turned when she felt a tap on the shoulder. Chris immediately noticed her large breasts. Damn what he could do with that. He noticed her face and smiled. Oh hell yes. It is Cynthia. He has wanted that piece of ass for a long time. Cynthia decided to be aggressive tonight. She asked Chris to dance. They were getting hot and heavy on the dance floor. Their bodies molded together and sweating, Cynthia could feel his cock getting hard. She was grinding against him and turned her ass to him. Rubbing her ass all up on his crotch, she takes his hands and places them on her thighs. He decides to slide his hand under her skir

In Search Of Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~

In Search Of You!
I need frenz...ole biker whos computer illiterate and lookin for fender bunny. Someone to show me some ropes*wink*..Add me as your Friend,Fan, Family...Lookin forward too our future. And another thing to all you polititions, "Let Those Who Ride Decide!"

< Insert Funny Remark Here >
My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from. While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal. Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.

In Search Of...............
Just a quick testament, I am new to this site, so call me virgin or what you will! I love to meet new people and especially women, i am single in search of that right one, not that fake one i will give you a hundred percent if you return the favor so let's get to know each other!

*insert Witty Blog Title Here*
I ran out of Cymbalta (antidepressant) a little over a week ago, and yet I've been feeling better without it. I'm on Zoloft, Lithium, and Xanax though, and Zoloft acts as an antidepressant. Now I can't remember why I was placed on Cymbalta in the first place. The Xanax helps with my Anxiety problem. Being "bipolar" (supposedly), I'm also on Lithium as the mood stabilizer. It doesn't do much for depression, but it's supposed to keep my moods from getting too manic (and manic does not mean "happy".) In fact, most of my manic episodes have been what is known as "dysphoric" feeling a lot of irritability and rage. The problem with Lithium is that it is a very old drug and can cause many problems, especially with the kidneys. i have to keep it monitored, despite the fact i have no insurance and the tests will probably cost at least $200 out of pocket. My grandmother annoys me with her constant worrying over my money problems, despite the fact that I have not yet gone under $200 in my bank

The Insecurity Of The World Is It Spreading?
Why does a beautiful girl go on a website half naked and tell people to rate me, add me, fan me? Are we so insecure, and self centered we need to be told that we are important? I don’t get it cause don’t people realize that when you go online your going to get nothing but fake people? If you’re lucky you can find a person who is on the site for friends. I have found that there are so many people on here who are your best friends until they reach the level they wanted, then your lucky if they say hi once a month. It reminds me of high school? What is people big deal with being accepted, I have been an outcast my whole life and im more successful than half the people in the popular cliques in my high school, there either drunken college jocks, or pregnant ex cheerleaders, with dead end husbands, and no future. So here is my question to all of you. Does being a popular person with lots of adoring fans, really get you further in life than someone without them? My opinion ratings

In Search Of Lounge Staff
CLICK ON BOTTOM PIC TO ENTER If you cant hear music please click here to load a external player of your choice. In need of staff who can spend a few hours a day in lounge contact me @ http://fubar.com/user/2156373 or the owner @ http://fubar.com/user/2171939

Insert Creative Blog Name Here
Pink Floyd 'Time' Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun. So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older, Shorter of breath and one day closer to death. Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time. Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way The time is gone, the song is over, Thought I'd something more to say. I'm sitting here listening to music, and I hear some

In Search To Be Free
I seem so lostin my search to be freemaybe i’ve got what i wantright here infront of mewhen your eyes are close shutit’s all too hard to seenever happy with the dayalways searching for some wayto scream what i have to saybut it’s so hard to speakwhen your mouth is always fullso hard to walk with your lipswrapped around my feetalways looking for the last dimechasing so hard that dollar billsuch a waste of timetrying to make it realliving in a dream of worldof my own choosingnot realizing im the only one losingso much life infront of mesurrounds me everywherehere is love,here are friendslaughter just over theregood times,bad times,seldom seenin my search to be freeperhaps i need to seewhat standing in my siteright here staring back at mein my search to be free.

Insecure Women
Ok I don't usually write blogs but this shit is starting to get out of hand with women spreading lies about me. This I what I have to say on that subject: GROW UP CHILDREN!! Jealously is unbecoming of anyone, but spreading lies about me ends up only making you look bad. I have had a few different guys come to me and trash me or block me because women tell them I am talking nasty to them or cussing them out in their shoutbox. Now if some stupid bitch tells you this about me, you can be 100% sure they are FULL OF SHIT!!!! If any women tell you this ask for screen shot proof of the conversations and then send them to me and let me know. I don't start drama with anyone on here. I take a lot of shit from a lot of ppl but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! I give WAYYYYYYYY more than I receive. I don't do it to try and take your man, or the guy you THINK is your man. I am the kind of girl who spoils her friends. The one who is here to listen to them bitch about the women who screw them over (which I have a

Insecurities
I know i am one of the most insecure people you will ever meet. i know i am young and can be stupid and lazy and down right immature at times. i have been hurt many times in the past and that you must understand. i know youve been hurt alot too. its ok.......in life there are many many trying times, trials, mistakes, love and heart break. you are suppose to learn from those failures and mistakes. some dont, in my case i havent. for that i am sorry. i may not be perfect or even close to it. but i try to make you happy. i want to talk to you and tell you how i feel and why im insecure but you let your walls up and block me out. you let your pain seep into our love. i know of your insecurities and im here telling you there is nothing to fear. yes IM YOUNG, but honey if i wasnt sure about being with you then i wouldnt have given you the chance to show me you can love me like that. you make me feel like a woman. im not ashamed of my body when im with you, i smile for no reason when im aroun

In Shock
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Insight To My Mind
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say

Inside My Head
Well on Christmas Mike purposed to me...I said yes. We don't have a date yet but there it is. I'm engaged. A mother of a friend of mine who was KIA is making a video;however, she is looking for pictures of soldiers, their families, and well pictures of more then just one soldier, unit pictures. If you have any and are willing to let me let her use them please send me a message ASAP! Thank you. Heather Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't been on in a long time. I've been busy with school and my free time is spent with Michael. Speaking of which I figured you can get guess from the pictures..but he is my boyfriend. But if any of you want to stay in contact more often let me know. Or email me lizzy_one@yahoo.com school is going good. My professor told me there is NO WAY I can fail the class...always a good thing huh? Anyways talk to you later. Thanks

Inside A Lunatic's Mind...
well I know it's been a while. But I been so busy graduating and the likes. Now just trying to get a few things here and there going. Once I do, I can come around here and spend more time getting smoe cherries and the likes. I know sooo naughty to say. But you all have fun and try to stay out of trouble. Ok I am about to make a confession...are you sitting down? Good....just had to say something that's been on my mind for a while and I can't hold it in any long? *breaths* here goes... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Well actually I'm in this God annoying class thinking about anything else but this damn place. I am counting down the days...oh baby 30 days left. And I am outta here *does snoopy dance* So now I just have to have all my good loyal friends to contribute to the Cynical Villain Graduation Fund.... Evil Grin!!! Oh well back to class.... my ass can't sleep cause my roomies decide that they want to be up half the night listenin to something stupid on th

Inside The Angel's Mind
I've seen this post quite a few times, usually once a month. Firstly, I find it hard to believe that gas station attendants wouldn't notice someone affixing hypodermic needles to gas station pumps. Secondly, it's a hoax that started out as a terror chain email. When these emails started out originally, it was from a Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville Police Dept in Florida. There is no Jacksonville Police Department. Jacksonville is served by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. There is no Captain Abraham Sands employed by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. A new version of the Capt. Sands/pump needles email is circulating. It is identical to the original except that someone changed all references to Jacksonville, Florida to Buffalo, New York. Needless to say, there is no Capt. Sands in Buffalo or Jacksonville. Now there are newer versions now stating anybody saying anything but just giving the warning and having the same amount of cases (usually 16 or 17). O

In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we

Insight
Just a few thoughts by me, I'm open to feedback as well. After reading Sigmund Freud's Basic Theories, I'm very supporting of the Oedipal Complex, the urge to be the best because of the love, and yes, even sexual desire for the mother figure, personally I grew up without a real one, so this is new to me. But what drives the human brain to this? is this Id? The basic instincts of all humans? I know it isn't the SuperEgo, for thats the creation of society, and Incestial thoughts are frowned upon by society, and as far as the Ego goes, there is no consciousness to these yearnings, therefore that only leaves the Id. Are all humans PROGRAMMED to feel sexual desires towards their mother without knowing it, so as to be a more stable adult further on? What happens when the mother figure is not present? as such is my case, many problems can occur, I've always had trouble fitting in, trouble enjoying myself, medical problems, mental problems, I've been through them all, only to hit a po

Inside My Silly Little Head
bored and yeah! working on some art stuff. it's crap but whatever. i could have gotten laid tonight. but i'm such a damn self righteous prude its ridiculous! damn me and my morals. damn this vagina!!! grrr! what an uneventful day. wow, you'd figure a day off would be exciting. ha! been doing artwork most of the night. designed some stuff for the comic and what not. did my cleaning earlier today. blah. what the hell i have nothing funny to write!?

The Insight Of Jenn
Ok, so as I write this, I am very drunk. Don't ask me why I'm doing so well but I am. Its taking a while to get all the words right, but I'm going to post this before I sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day. Matt and I have a lot planned. There are things we need to do and things we really want to do. As for tonight.. we wanted to relax and drink a little vodka. Sadly, vodka always kicks my butt. But its worth it in the end. We always act a fool and forget the stress of the week. In Matt's case, it couldn't have came any sooner. Poor thing has been going through so much lately and there isn't anything I can do about it but try and help him through each day. The weekend never seems to come fast enough. So, He is passed out, by the way, and I'm almost the same so I need to go. ~j I have a few links to some really unusual sites that sell just about anything you are looking for.. ModernArtisans My favorites here are the.. "Jazz Collection" Cast Stone Garden P

Inside Out
... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.. In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation. In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in f

Inside My Mind
Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob. I'll repeat that, in case you missed it. HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!! I was shocked I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

Insight On Me!!
Angels are beautful like the morning bluming of a bright red rose with dripping dew soaking up its petals... Angels are sweeter than the honey that a bumblebee has just made fresh and it makes your mouth tingle every time you have a taste... Angels are like the sunset seen from atop Everest- its the most stunning thing you'll ever see but it only comes once in a life time on a rare occasion.. These are the types of things you have to grasp on to and hold forever... So wat is an angel??? Maybe you.......... I am looking to make some friends, maybe it'd end up being more. I'm NOT into PLAYING GAMES.I am a little I guess you could say "picky" about what I want in life (but that's a good thing) I like to take my time getting to know someone before rushing into anything.How many of us rush into something because of looks and then find out we don't even like the person that we are now with cause we didn't take the time to find out what they were like in the first place? We

Inside Of Me
at the blacklight in seattle... Fabulous Fetish Friday hosted and produced by General Bec.... last act - me and 3 other sexy ladies had a food fight on stage... in heels, took each others clothes off, 9 cans of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, me and a girl writhing on the floor, licking the sweetness off eachother... where were you? 1st act - super sexy goth girl in a corset gets a massive flogging. yes, a real flogging. 2nd act - pvc, gas mask, big knives, miltary bitches fighting with the spy girls, military girls beating on the spy man... me in pvc and gas mask, topless, drenched in water, hot knife play and hair pulling. the other spy lost her pvc dress and got quite a nasty spanking, then they made her work the pole... the pole that was occupied by the pole dancers in between shows. 3rd act - sexy girl covered in hot wax and burning candles... where were you? NEXT FRIDAY @ Blacklight Vixen's Playpen Produced by General Bec and Georgia Myles Next Fabulous

Inside My Head
I thought I knew you But now I know I didn't You said you loved me Did you say it while you fucked him You led me on again Just like time after time You fucked with my heart And screwed up my mind For the pain thats inside It takes time to heal But what it is that I know Is your the cause for how I feel I can't take no more Or the bullshit you bring You hurt me again Its you to blame I tried not to react I tried to not feel the pain But its you that I feel Deep inside my veins The torment I suffer What will become I won't fall for you I fell for it once

Inside The Mind Of Yours Truly
The Dream, good job, nice house,car, husband/wife, kids, general prosperity. Everybody wants it, a good handful achieve it. The American dream; instilled in our minds early on in life. Other countries model themselves for it, while others want to destroy it. How did this idea become so highly regarded that some people are willing to do anything to have it? No matter what the cost, some of us try so hard to get to that "American Dream" that they can almost taste it, while in the same breath envy those with it already. So how can a person be upset with another who has that "Dream" or are really close to obtaining it? Envious of where they are and where they are headed. To that question I answer, everybody has a choice no matter how difficult it is, to find a path to thier "American Dream". To be envious of another person's ladder climb to that "Dream" seems in my opinion a little shameful and unfair because you have the choice to get to where you want to be. If you really want somethin

Insidemymindyou'llneverfind
you ask me why i say these things i tell you that you'll never understand you think that i'm just lying but i'm telling the truth deeper than you'll ever know my tears you'll never see nor taste my fears you'll never get to know i'm not your amusement, your doll to enjoy i'm human and i have a heart you want to tear me apart but i laugh i want to fall to the ground but i stand my sheild is made of iron, your weapons but of glass i fear you not, i never have you fear me now, you always will (c)malice in wonderland, 2007

Inside My Mind
In the event of my demise, left with much to say/ Got me wearin' these disguises, even 'til my last days/ Dear Mama all I ever wanted was to hear your praise/ Knowin' that I desperately tried to change/ But maybe I've been cursed since my birth/ Been consumed by puttin' dollar signs behind my worth/ Livin' even worse, 'cause bein' who I am repeatedly hurts/ As I'm movin' from last to first/ Hopefully you'll forgive me, but enemies leave me reasons/ To remain the last one breathin', forever schemin'/ No longer dreamin', seein' them eternally sleepin'/ Continuously at battle with my inner demons/ Comtemplating whether or not to brandish my guns/ Wishin' to change the past, but what's done is done/ Guessin' that I'm destined to to be the Lord's prodigal son/ So I write this letter, to be read by my Loved Ones. Hook: 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept my mind on pace while I ran these streets/ MY LIFE 'Cause this is my Ghetto Mindstate/ kept myself out of place as I try to live

Inside This Crazy Mind!!
Well as most of you should know that I just got 2 reverse madisons to add to the original one that i had ... but what most people dont know is why i get pierced .... I had someone ask me ... Nicole ... Why do you enjoy getting piercings and do you think you will take them out any time soon ... I sat there for a minute and thought of why I like getting pierced ... and had come to the conclusion of this... I have gotten pierced for many many many different reasons ... first and foremost ... I had the normal little girl ear piercings that most people had ...Then I wanted to be part of a trend... my first non-traditional piercing was of course the navel ... EVERYONE started to get them not just the people who enjoyed being pierced but nearly every girl i knew that was a little older then me was getting had or seriously wanted their navel pierced ... so with the convincing of my mom when I was 15 I went down to Nothing Shocking in Fullerton on April 28 2000 and got pierced ... I completely

In Sickness And In Health
***This blog was taken from my other site http://www.minti.com/members/monyq83/ join up if youre a parent and add me to your friends list!*** Well our house is full of germs at the moment... Weve been in and out of doctors surgeries that much that Im starting to wonder if I could just pitch a tent in their waiting room and pay for rent with my medicare card. Harley has a middle ear infection, they all have a cough, nathen's is so bad that he has been coughing for over an hour non stop and i had to move him out to the loungeroom. the dr said that if it doesnt clear up with this lot of antibiotics were gonna have him tested for asthma as his sperm donor is asthmatic. great! anyway hes finally fallen asleep, so im gonna go get some shut eye before work tomorrow. uh... today. gnite all!

Inside My Head
well i guess since ive never posted a blog on here before i will write one and tell my feelings and frustrations out right now. and maybe it will help to get things out of my head, lol. so its funny how you think you know and can trust and respect someone then you find out one little thing and your perspective on that person totally changes. well that has happened to me last night but not just by one person, but by 2 or 3. namely my roomates. but anyways the story behind this is that last night i found out about my roomates that have been talking shit about me behind my back and i guess its been happeneing all year long. and its all crap too, something about how i never take showers when they all are around becuase i think its easier when i am alone instead. so they think i am a gross person and never take showers, i mean what the hell is that about? and they have been blaming everything on me. i just dont get it. then the other one that i liked the most, or at least thought i did,

Inside My Loud Head
"¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾ ¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾ ¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾ ¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾ ¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾ ¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾ ¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢

Inside A Mind Of It's Own..
Now shall I travel my path while weak, Not knowing for what it is that I seek. So shall a light shine through, For my knowing what I am to do... Give my strength to send out, Clearing my mind of any doubt. So shall I now kneel down to fate, Allow me lift that lowered gate. Grasp my hand in giving to me, For what I need..you shall see. Touch within that sacrifice of which is endless, Let it be a gift of a 'wanting'then a 'needing'at rest... Then look back to 'why' our path's did cross, These two cross-path's do not stand for loss... {within the desire comes the faith and within the faith stands the ability} 3-26-07 Flowing as gentle as the wind in calm Is how you fall to where you belong The 'knowing'and believing in how you feel Does keep one's eye's open to what is real....

Inside The World Of Snakecharmer
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp

The Inside Of Me
subsides calum nervies high love brought forth calaberation so defing this hour of own essence. What of this i have done. Rapied down let so quickly down lay. Unlike common since bestrod upon standers of inner self. Riverly yet as I shame in shadows. My stomice trimbles. feeling only confedence rampageing in my chest. To much water to soon? why stage when knowing dances tose of mine tapping. why must stages excist. why may I not dance. Othis complacation. will sun lay before pearls. why dose cooling rain dance with entergetive lighting such as thy self .Becking hard to hide among glass skies. Foretay hiding weeking spirts. smoke and mirrors make for ugly stains. One midnight is ok to accept alow that to be what it it is to be. Yet bring forth right, I will not. Marage if you be, pitty I will sing and sing only for you. For stains can only have darken your heart bittered your soul. Find before me descrace me. siverly broken your own name of potential honner only a man may obtain. So

..inside My Head...
If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? When man discovered milk came from cows, what did he THINK he was doing? Who puts those "Thin Ice" signs out there? How old are you before it can be said you died of old age? If someone owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way to the center of the earth? Do penguins have knees? Does a two-humped camel store more water than a one-humped camel? If you fart and burp at the same time, would it make a vacuum in your tummy? Can you cry underwater? You know the signs on restaurant doors? No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service? what if someone goes in with No Pants? Would the restaurant still have to serve them? If a doctor suddenly died while doing surgery, would the other doctors work on the doctor or the patient? Why do we say we're head over heels when we're happy? Isn't that the way we normally are? Why do sleeping pills have warning labels that state :'Caution: May Cause Drowsiness? How can Da

Inside My Mind
i went out to the midnight showing of Harry Potter with my best friend that has been in england for the past 6 months. And just like i thought she wants to move there. i knew she would. I know how she is with english blokes.. i'm the same way. after i go to NY i'm gonna open a savings account and start saving my money so i can go to England and visit her. I miss her so much. Plus i'v always wanted to go to England and that would be my perfect chance to. she was all for it. So plans are going for now... She says English blokes are crazy for american girls... I'm like alright!! lets go!! lol I love english blokes... the accents i drool... its entrancing I love it so much... its so memorizing... i get weak at the knees over it.. so she said that she can introduce me to alot of hot english blokes.. including her boyfriend's friends in the navy... i'm like ohhhhhh not only enlish but a man in uniform as well... whats not to love... I have a feeling that what happened to her will

Inside My Head...
In Flames Studio Diary - Episode 1Add to My Profile | More Videos In Flames Studio Diary - Episode TwoAdd to My Profile | More Videos I made this promo video for PiaPale of Compulsory Skin. I love Compulsory Skin! She is so amazing. She writes, sings mixes, does everything herself! My brother and I think she sounds/is in a way like a female Trent Reznor... Even more amazing is she has been making her own music since she was like 11. You can also see other video's I have made on youtube. www.youtube.com/love2reznor www.myspace.com/compulsoryskin www.soundclick.com/compulsoryskin Current Mood: Hurt, Sad, & Gloomy. My confession: Because I'm diluted, perfectly flawed. I shall live by passion & not by law. And I'm insecure I need aggression to feed the spiders of perception. and I'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers. A cannibal in the new church of cancer. But I'm nothing special I'm not unique. I have many secrets & I eat the weak. And I'm at an end. I'm at an

Inside Of Myself
SOMETIMES WE MUST GO THROUGH EXPERIENCES NO MATTER HOW THEY MAKE US FEEL WE MUST EMBRACE THEM LEARN FROM EVERYTHING SOMETIMES THE OUTCOME WASN'T OUR INTENTION WE MAKE DECISIONS AND THOSE CHOICES WE MAKE HAVE AN EFFECT ON OUR LIVES I NEVER DO SOMETHING WITH THE INTENT OF HURTING NOT MYSELF OR ANYONE ELSE SOME THINGS THOUGH ARE JUST MEANT TO HAPPEN AND THEY DO NOT ALWAYS ENDING WITH EVERYONE SMILING "YOU ARE THE CREATION OF YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE" WHY NOT, WE MAKE OUR DECISIONS AND NEVER TO OFTEN DO SO WHILE BEING COMPLETELY BLIND TO THE POSSIBLE OUTCOME I CANNOT SAY THAT I HAVE NEVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE I CANNOT SAY I WILL NEVER HURT SOMEONE AGAIN I KNOW THAT MY LOVE IS TRUE I KNOW THAT IN MY HEART IT SOUNDED PERFECT I KNOW THAT I AM FAR FROM PERFECT MYSELF I KNOW THAT I WANTED TO BELIEVE IN US CAN YOU LOVE TWO PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME I CAN MAYBE NOT EVERYONE CAN BUT I CAN WE CONNECT WITH EVERYONE DIFFERENTLY WE ARE DRAWN TO ONE AN

Inside St@rstruck
I used to believe the goal of life was to get through it and get ahead with the least amount of pain and adversity now I look at things differently and keep a quote by Henry Miller "Life has no other principle to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate, or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such." Now I have the most beautiful things in life, extensions of my heart that live outside of me my daughter, and my son. Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a s

Inside My Dark Mind
Mood: depressed, sick, itchy and tired Location: Aunt Sharon's In pawtucket Listening to: My mom, aunt sharon, and wally play cribbage Status: clothed, scrubs from work on bottom, and grey T-shirt Title: events of the weekend + more... ;) Dear Journal, I miss belial, my tygg leketey! its norwegian for something. Figure it out! lol Weekend was interesting. -Thursday: Worked from 630 am to 230 pm. then took bus to mandy and heather's. Kittie was there. :) took 1/2 naked porno like pics for fun lol Kittie was director and producer, as well as photographer. As well as Noel. -Friday: Talked to belial for the 1st time since he went to iraq.

Inside Us All
When I'm all alone And no ones else is there Waiting by the phone To remind me I'm still here When the shadows paint the scenes Where spotlights used to fall And I'm left wondering Is it really worth it all? There's a peace inside us all Let it be your friend It will help you carry on in the end There's a peace inside us all Life can hold you down When you're not looking up Can't you hear the sound? Hearts beating out loud Although the names change Inside we're all the same Why can't we tear down these walls? To show the scars we're covering There's a peace There's a peace inside us all Let it be Oh, can't it be your friend?

Inside Of A Dream
"Catch My Heart" Tonight, the starlight flows into my window I'm watching the wheels turning round Tomorrow sleeps in the same old lonely places Just an empty dream filled with yesterday's faces Can you tell me, where are my memories ? I was a dream on fire I was a dream on fire, burning for you I wanna dream on forever with you boy, But I feel so blue. Catch my heart ! Catch my heart ! Don't you leave me here, so alone Catch my heart ! Never, never, never, never, never Catch my heart ! Oh, I can feel it falling down to the ground Catch my heart. Too long, too strong I'd trade all this madness For your company When fortune and fame meet, They ask their price and you pay Success is the name of the game But where are my memories ? "Hellbound" Starlight Now it's the time Now I will try To realise my desire To strike back Tonight I'm prepared for this time To kill demons of crime I will fight Fight for my right For many years

Inside Us All
Where does innocence go We all start out innocent Then somewhere along the way Our innocence is lost In it's place mistrust and doubt So where does it go This innocence we lost Why di we lose this Is there some unwritten law That innocence may only be for the children To be lost on Our journey t9 audlthood If so who wrote this law Why does this person or being have this right in Our lives making Us lose faith in One another Not seeing the beauty around Us Cause this would mean slowing down Taking time to open Our eyes to Nature Understanding how pretty a rose cn be if left to bloom Or taking pleasure in watching a child grow Learning new things How the little things mean the most in life Without them we have absolutely nothing The most expensive gifts cost nothing Cause time love and smiles are worth nothing at all Till theyare

Insider
I only need 250,000 to go to Insider and really would love to level before my birthday which is the 13th of this month. So please leave me some love. Thanks so much. Big pimping gifts to all who help the most :) Lucy

Inside...
Now... I am whispering in your ear, slowly pressing my face against yours, Telling you how much I missed you today, You began to stand up, But , I stop you, Saying please stay, You saying baby ,I'm not going anywhere, A smile came upon my face, All you wanted to do was embrace me in your arms, Me melting into your arms, Your warm embrace,is what I've longed for all day, Being away from you, All I could think of, Was your tender kiss, Your strong arms, In which I've missed, Your eyes gazing into mine, your fingertips,gliding across my soft skin, again, whispering in your ear, w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n,w-h-e-n.....

Insight Is Mine
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com Last night I held her so close to me This was one of those hugs You would call an embrace One of those hugs where you massage her back Yea that one Can you feel the love in that I know Just hearing about it You can feel the love in the words It vibrates fr

An Insider's Perspective
So maybe the last one was a bit too political to wet the appetites of your average person. I understand, I also sometimes find it hard to be able to separate normal conversation from what I'm used to here. So here's a look into living conditions here.... First and foremost there are rules governing everything, EVERYTHING! No alcohol, no porn, no gambling, no sex, no "war trophies" (which covers just about any trinket you may want to bring home), wear eye pro at all time (sunglasses), no running with a battle buddy, and the list goes on. I live in an area about 10x4 and in that area I have all my clothes, all my entertainment, my work area, my gear (bulletproof vest, ammo, weapon, night vision gear, 240B (machine gun), and misc other issued gear), and my bed. Cramped huh? My area is considered roomy. If you thought your college dorm was bad imagine sharing a normal sized room with three other guys. One of which is an Iraqi (which equates to unpleasant and exotic smells) who wor

Insights And Observations
Socrates said "know thyself" Let us add: "Be thyself" which is much more difficult to do because we often are what others want us to be The way to impress people is not by telling them how wonderful you are If you want to impress people you need to listen to how wonderful they are Give your children more of your presence instead of more presents

Inside This Head And Heart Of Mine
So, ladies, what is that makes you do some of the things you do? Why do you find the perfect guy, the one who is delivering everything you could want in a relationship, and is everything you could want asa partner, start signing love letters with his last name instead of yours, then bail a week later, claiming no need to be in a relationship at all? I get ever so tired of pouring out all of who i am into a relationship, get to the point where things are comfortable, functional and healthy, only to have my partner get freaked out that its GOING RIGHT, and bail. Why do you have to do that to guys? Why cant you just stay with it when its good, and not have to start feeling like "theres better out there, I just know it, cause my tarot deck told me so!" Fuck the tarot, what does you heart, mind and soul have to say? And, if departure causes you so much pain, why cant you own up to it, and say "i was wrong, We are good together, and regardless of what my tarot deck says, im staying pu

Insight To Me
My ex, who broke up with me on christmas, calls me tonight to ask advise about his new girlfriend. This is the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with. 18 months, he just dumps me. So he wants my advise because evry last thing he ever did to me is being done to him and now he knows how I felt. Never seeing him, him not returnig calls, never going out. Is Karma a bitch? Or is it that justice does indeed come around? Ok so I'm going to be as nice as I can, because I really like this website. Lately I've been getting a few nasty people who think that just because they're on FUBAR I automaticly have to rate them a 10. I know that the point of Fubar is to make friends. I also know that not EVRY1 will be my friend and I'm fine with that. If I rate your picture lower than a 10 it's not because I'm a bitch or want to offend you, it's because that what I felt you deserved based on the picture that came up in the ratings game. Dont be offended, evry1 has different ideas of what attracti

Inside Mayokos Mind.....bahahaha!!!! :)
Heya guys!I just wanted to see if anyone would actually want to own me....so here goes! 1.Rate all my pictures and my profile(10's ofcourse lol) 2.Fan me 3.Add me 4.Leave me profile comments everyday until bidding ends. 5.Bidding starts at 5,000 fubucks 6.Bid for me in this blog 7.Rate this blog :) *You MUST private message me to let me know you have done 1 and 2 so I can keep tabs on who does what. *You can be a guy or a girl *winks* *The winner must be able to buy me a 7 day blast or 1 Happy Hour. *11's are always better than 10's :) *Bidding starts right now and will end next Friday at 6p.m. GOOD LUCK!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Inside The Heart Of The Vampire
You know so many people look and laugh at others because of our differences and thats what makes a unique family. But when you start pulling that family apart and tearing it down to little peices its takes its toll on everyone, You have back stabbers, and two-faced bitches. Liars and i hate to use this word but CUNTS. Everyone in this "industry" is a fucking back stabber no matter what the situation. No one can keep their words straight, and they think that they are better than others. and to be honest Im sick of it Im sick of being told what to do when to do it and who and whom not i can associate with. Its not fun, I fight for the right to do what i want within the limits of UCMJ so I will be damned if anyone will tell me different, all this crap is petty and un called for... I dont agree with any of it. how a once family can be turned into "enemies" is harsh and cruel. Its beyond what i would want to call "family" you never can get rid of family, and thats what we use to be

Inside Of Me
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Inside My Mind
Well here's a quick breif and I'll bring you right into the present. So I've had a lot of bad shit happen lately. Start back in '08 my friend died after an accident on his Harely. He had severe brain damage and wasn't going to make it, he died 10-20-08, the day after his accident. I got the call when I was in my night classes for college. Then as I believe I have posted my dogs death already on here. She was a great dog and she was pretty much my world, she got hit by a car and passed 10-22-08, just two days after my friend Jeremy passed. July 2009 came around my grandmother had cancer was getting treatment and she ended up not making it either, she passed just a couple weeks before my 20th bday. My grandpa told me at the funeral not to cry because I needed to be strong for the cousin's so I've to this day never cried. If it wasn't for her cosigning for my loans I wouldn't have been able to go to college. She had a big heart she helped me. I seen her almost every single day for two ye

Insight
I know just how you feel, the pain and emptiness is related to all aspects of your life. Having your heart broke assures us that we did indeed love. Trying to put things back together is very difficult it’s like putting together a puzzle with out having all of the pieces. The ones missing are the hardest to define, was it yourself, your missing or the combination of the two of you. Is it that the soul is bruised or just died a little more this time? While feeling that you may never recover or you don’t want to because you don’t want to loose what little of them you have left. I was scared of the emptiness and thought I would be alone if I did this, but it only made room for me to love me again. Only when you find yourself and love yourself can you begin to truly love others in your life with the passion you may only remember. Surround yourself with friends and family that will let you be your natural self and let you heal in your own time. I as always will be here for you as

Insider Thank You Blog
Once again you all took me by surprise. Seems to be the way you all work...lol I want to thank everyone that helped me level to Insider tonight. I was at work but took a break just in time to see what you all were up to. You always know how to make me speechless. Not an easy thing to do...just ask anyone who knows me. Show these awesome people lots of love and respect. They give so much to others without ever asking or expecting anything in return. THEY ARE COMPLETE AWESOMENESS!!! (In no particular order) Kat1114" Owner of Farscapecat & ♥Bebe♥ & Co Owner of AMANDA.@ fubar ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned by Kat and Sarcastk1; fu-owner of BooBoo & Gary (again!)@ fubar Anna~Shadow Leveler~Fu Engaged to Teddy Bear Beer Hunter~@ fubar ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar Tennisgirl1987 - Club F.A.R. Member, Shadow Leveler, Fu-Single@ fubar Vanessa { Shadow Leveler }@ fubar G®

Inside The Mind Of Mindcrime Miller
Hello everyone =) My name is Sasha, i'm 19, and i'm from Mechanicsburg, PA. I currently live w/ one of my older brothers, and my mother. Plus our 4 cats (oldest to youngest) Mitzi, Mimi, Punky, and the newest of the bunch, my little kitten Smokers. I love to have a good time indoors and out. I love sports (football, hockey, baseball, rugby, anything that is a "contact" sport) I've been playing MGSA softball for 14years now as a 3rd base-girl. I love animals (especially the Wolf) and I enjoy every minute i have with my pets (or "family" as i call them) I am currently working towards becoming a carpenter (or if someone wants to hire me as their secretary that works as well!) I have 5 tattoos (left thigh, back, wrists and chest), and nine piercings (ears, eyebrow, tongue, nips) If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

Inside The Mind Of A Madman
I sit here comparing notes on "what I want to be when I grow up" from when I was a kid, and find myself notching yet another one from the list. Life's been an interesting ride so far, with so much accomplished, it'll be a fun challenge moving on to the other things on my list. Checking em off as I go: Comedian/Actor/Stuntman- back from 95-97, I was in CUTV's "Fright Night Friday," playing the leader of a psychotic, but extremely stupid biker gang. Most have no idea how much forethought goes into making stupid believable, and being amateurs playing with pyrotechnic effects had it's own rush. The cult following the show had gave me a taste of what fame is like, and it's fun. Vocalist/Bassist- notched this one off with several projects I was part of after my first go at college. Played live at a party when I was with the "International Department of Population Control," stirring up a decent mosh pit that destroyed quite a few "parent's belongings." Glad I wasn't the one to explain w

Inside
They say that everything happens for a reason right? Have you thought about what you have been through in life? Have you tried to turn the negative into a positive? Most people who know me, don't really know ME for me...they don't understand me. They think I may have issues or that I'm crazy, when in all honesty it's the opposite. I mean everyone gets down at times about life. Shit, I've lost a child and a brother to death way too soon on top of being used for sex all my life. BUT...I don't let that get me down. I'm older now and I have children I need to raise into great men. I think about what I've been through adn I alter my lifestyle and life in general to turn everything I do into a positive thing. I smile more, I laugh more, I allow a few more close people into my life and I love more. I am a helper by nature. I help others when I see them in need and I think my only flaw at times is I tend to forget myself and my needs at that time until when I'm done helping others, I'm still a

2009 - Insightful Musings
By the time we reach adulthood, many of us have had the good fortune to have at least one best friend. If we have moved around or changed our life situation repeatedly, we may be lucky enough to have had several. The best friend relationship is often our earliest intimate peer relationship, and it can be a source of great warmth and connection throughout our lives. The details of best friendship change as we grow up and grow older, but the heart of it remains the same. Our best friends are a warm refuge in which we feel free to be fully ourselves, to share our deepest secrets, to rest when we are tired, to celebrate when we are happy—a place in which we feel utterly welcome to give and receive that most precious of all gifts, love. Most intimate relationships hit bumps from time to time, and one of the hallmarks of an enduring best friendship is its ability to ride out the turbulence and remain intact even as it faces changes. Our best friends are those who manage to love us th

Inside The Mind Of An Imbecile
Curiosity also fucked the cat, different kinda cat granted but fucked it was just the same. Does a cat know it has 9 lives? and is it more careful on the last one? how about if a cat only has 1 life and it thinks it has 9 is it more reckless? Why is it that when we don't really know how to describe what something taste like automatically it taste like chicken? You ever wish, even if just briefly, that our ancestors didn't wipe out the buffalo so you could taste one? probably taste like chicken. I think blind folks should have seeing eye parrots, but only if it talks. Dislexic folks see love as evol. People who work for the waste management office talk trash for a living. If you work for a hospital, Can you call in sick? and if you do, do they make you bring in an excuse from a doctor? Who in their right mind thought some one would eat something called shit on a shingle? what kind of marketing is that? What organ in the body puts corn back together? I r

Inside
I open my eyes and see your face do I belong here next to you in this place I know how I feel I felt it for so long when I am near you you make me strong I can tell you anything my love I confessed words escape me now I feel so blessed I hid for so long now I accept fate I know the risks and still open the gate I can not ignore it I give you my heart and wait for you to say lets start For once I am sure that what I am doing is right I dwelled in darkness and you showed me the light I was so scared to tell you how I feel now I know it was shared our hearts did reveal so I ignore my brain chase away the fear I can not wait soon I will be near When at last I am there and can hold you I will share my soul and you will know these words be true I make it my goal and solemnly vow to make you smile no matter the how So I open myself to you and share my love, my heart my compassion, my soul I give these freely to you to do as you

Inside My Head
"If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad; I thought of all that we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yester

Insight
Just Friends by Diane Blue We enjoy each others companybut for the most part, we avoid it.We pretend there is nothing there.We're just friends.Every time we meet, it's awkward at first.We check our guard and put up the walls.We're just friends that's all.We call each other on the phone,and always have a good excuse for doing so.Do friends need an excuse?You remind me that "We must be careful","We can't go there", you say.The rules have been set,and we live by them.We sit and talk for hours,two sets of blue eyes interlockedand neither turns away.I hang on your every word.Your simple presence in a room,gives my life a purpose.Add your voice and a smile,and I melt away.The thought of you touching memakes my body scream out with yearning.But we're just friends, right?Why do I feel it's more?Are we in self-inflicted denial?Our past hurts have made us so afraid,We'd rather be lonely than to take that chance again.I wish I could tell you how I really feel inside.That I'd be willin

The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- http://www.ksdk.com/video/default.aspx?aid=108549 )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k

Inside Bludgeon
My Mom and Dad jst left a few minutes ago heading for the hospital, she'll be having her surgery at 1:00pm. She left her phone with me in case mine gets turned off(Im kinda running late on the bill and it can get turned off at anytime) and in case anyone calls for her while she's in the hospital.

Insights
Where The Cycle End It seems there is a great deal of discussion on the idea of Drama and how people should interact about it and with it. There does seem to be a cycle that can be simply put as offender-offendee, but it is not that simple. In a dynamic and interconnected world, such as the current media-saturated culture and especially the overly connected world of the Internet, any agitation between two people will have propagating consequences that make ripples in a pond seem like "child's play". The biggest question is exactly how do we react to all these frictions. The main focus here is when someone is slighted and needs to find solace and comfort in others. It should not be difficult to see that the degree of trauma created by the slight will increase the amount and need for comfort. A simple verbal bashing may only require a few comments of support for the "victim" and maybe even a verbal retort to the "perpetrator". Yet, it is the second action that causes all t

In Sickness And In Hell
It's funny... I will be completely honest and say there have been a few times over the course of my life where I considered the extinction of my existence; but what teenager hasn't, right? One way or another, I am still here regardless so all that is water under the bridge.What stopped me from giving in to that abyss of frustrated angst? Well, simply put: I kind of enjoy life, even if i don't do much with it. I take some measure of enjoyment from simply going through the daily motions of "being" and many things which encompass that. I love music, I love books and video games, I appreciate what few friends I have -- death always seemed like a really boring way out of life's troubles, more or less.Also, It just seems pretty asshole-ish of a thing to do. Even now, just being sick as shit, I hate that people worry over me, my mother especially. That was always the other thing that kept me around: not wanting to put the few people who care about me through that bullshit. I don't think I'm t

Inside The Twisted World Of A Forgotten Princess
Dear Mother,Once I ran to youTo wipe away my tearsAnd to Silence my fears.Dear Mother, Once I ran to youDear Mother,Now i run from youFrom the painFrom the tears that pour like the rainDear Mother,Now I run from youDear Mother,What has gone wrong?Nothing seems to be strongDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Your not the woman i use to knowYour not my momDear Mother,When does the yelling calm?Dear Mother,Once I ran to youNow I run from youDear Mother.

Inside The Inner Mind Of The †drummer From Hell†©
Well, appanrently, I'm a "horrible person" to some. Well, those who actually took the time to get to know me, know damn well, that I'm one to care, ALOT about the one's that deserve it. Well, one seems to think that after pushing me away, I didn't care, and when I tried to care, they didn't want it, THEN, made me out to be a cold-hearted, piece of shit stalker.I AM NOT A STALKER!! I do not stalk, I care not to stalk. I deserve to know why I'm getting treated wrong, for someone else's wrong doings. NEWS FLASH! When someone tells you one thing, then does the complete opposite, your credibilty, is pretty much FUCKED! But, lying about me, portraying me to be something I'm not, and then accusing me of things, is not the way to go about it. If you really wanna sit there, and make yourself out to be a victim of an abusive person, when someone else that actually is like that, your chances at sympathy, are slim. YOU made the choices you made. YOU chose to go down that road. YOU were fully aware

Insights Of The Blind
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if

An Insite
The Color Code Definitely Blue Congratulations, April, you are a BLUE personality. The Core Motivation that drives you through life is "Intimacy". It is important to note that this does not mean sexual intimacy. BLUES need connection - the sharing of rich, deep emotions that bind people together. As a BLUE, you will often sacrifice a great deal of time, effort, and/or personal convenience to develop and maintain meaningful relationships throughout your life. BLUES seek opportunities to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated, especially by their partner. Everything you do as a BLUE has to be quality-based, or you won't do it at all. You are incredibly loyal to friends, employers, employees, and above all to your significant other. Whatever or whomever you commit to is your sole (and soul) focus. As a BLUE, you love to serve and will give freely of yourself in order to nurture the lives of others. BLUES have distinct preferences and are the most co

Insightful..
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU

Inside The Mind Of The Crazy Hyena
You know i have never understood the reasoning behind the head games that some women like to play. But what gets me the most is when a woman bitches about not being able to find a man that would love her for who she is, be loyal and treat her right but at the same time all she dates is trash, men that want nothing to do with being a commited individual unless it's simply long enough to get some tail the bounce.

Insight
To conceptualize an idea… to even cognize of the subject… all one need to do, is think thereupon it. Thinking is holding the light of the consciousness upon the subject of the thinking. Concentration is the ‘steady holding’ of that light of consciousness upon the subject of the thinking. Some lights of consciousness are brighter than others. And the ability of each individual to hold their attention upon any one subject is as diverse as there are stars in our galaxy. This does not make any one human better or worse than another human, in reference to their relationship to one another as a whole. However, this does cause a mental obstacle within the thought process of the thinking mind, when one seeks to see and/or know what dwells within the peripheral experience of the thought. When man (humankind) looks at something they are projecting the light of consciousness upon what they are looking at; whether that sight is taking place within/from the thought, emotio

Insight
Today was much like most other days, it started out with goals to achieve, appointments to keep, places to go and people to see. Naturally nothing went according to plan. Everyone has their own perspective of what's important. No one bother to even try to understand someone elses point of view because they're so wrapped up in their own problems. We live in a time of great personal suffering, often at the hand of those around us. It has become a regular pattern, a routine, an occurance that is expected. For me today was very much like days I've become used to except for one minor difference, one thing went right today. Just one thing but it caught my attention and then I started thinking about it

Inside The Mind Of Boon
Before you start giving me shit about this not being a MUMM or the fact that it would actually make a terrible MUMM aside from being troll fodder, the title is actually rhetorical. I already know the answer. This blog is simply me explaining how I came to it because some of y'all have been wondering as of late. Unlike some I work at a job that doesn't allow me to "do the Fu" while on the clock. I'm not tucked away in a cubicle with a computer to multi-task on or anything like that. I also work some pretty long hours during the warmer months. In Georgia that can be anytime between March and November depending on how sadistic Mother Nature and the boss decide to be. With that being said my off time is extremely limited and therefore extremely valuable to me. I prefer to do things that allow me to relax and have fun. While Fu USED to be such place, it has become less and less fun due to less and less social interaction. Short of a VERY small handful of people that show up in my SB mostly

"insomnia"
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT." THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLE

Insomniac
Okay, so its 10pm, Friday night... and i've been up for about 3 days now. I can't sleep. No matter what I try to do, even laying in bed watching stupid cartoons like Dora the Explorer and shit like that doesn't even bore me! LMAO...I don't know what i think i'm gonna miss, but i wish i could at least take a nap. yeah well... so my mom and my sister left for valley forge today to go to the one 9ball tornament i've been looking forward to going to since january, but i cant go because "my licence is suspended" ... stupid reason for me not to be able to enter a 9ball tornament, but my mom was the one paying for it all, so my spoiled little 15 yr. old sister gets to get instead. ...dumb bitch, lmao... oh well. i get to be lazy all weekend and lay in bed and watch tv and snuggle with my puppy and comfy pillows and goose down blanket. :) suites me just fine i guess. lmao, this after noon i went to take a bubble bath in my parents jacoozi, i filled it up, turned on the jets and just re

Insomniac Dreams
Traveler Current mood: pensive Category: Writing and Poetry Tapestries hanging over the Blue Ridge Mountains...these puffy cotton balls spotting the canvas of these wondrous textures of Land and Sky. The Aztec pyramids...the Virgin of Guadalupe...the Zona Romantica in Puerto Vallarta...the rainy season in Cuernavaca...Kissed like no Other in the Zocolo. Vast Mexico City. Desert and Sea. The Ruins in NYC. Rubble and construction. Lady Liberty. The Hudson. Midtown Manhattan in front of Central Park. Times Square buzzing with the Masses. City lights like constellations over the Big Apple from the Empire State Building. The hip Vibe electrifying the Village. Hollywood Boulevard. Reseda. Sand and Surf. Venice Beach...fish tacos and friends from the Midwest. Los Angeles is Plastic. The coast of Maine at Thunder Cove...shattering waves thundering through the Rock like quakes...the tears and laughter of that Apostolic Church when Sister Jeffers preached and sang. May

Insomnia
Sometimes I feel like all the thoughts running through my head will never make sense. Just when I think I've got things figured out my mind fills up again, spending so many sleepless nights thoughts racing eachother ready to fight.A puzzel I'll never complete all these thoughts seem to compete.. first one starts in slow and just when I think I might drift off these damn thoughts seem to grow. And now as its 4 am, I spend another night awake and waiting for my mind to break and the thoughts to come again.. it's coming soon I know it is.. chaotically broken.. thats all it is.

Insomnia
I now have red paint all over myself, but the shelf looks pretty. I've been busy all day, and my brenda is sitting in my lap.all is well. I had a dream of you last night darling. It was wonderful. I miss you so much. PLease visit again. I love you xoxoxoxoxo forever yours, Stacie I'm sorry If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry... my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not white enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short for you. I'm sorry.. If i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't a

Insomnia 2
so, i go the "Dr." about my sleeplessness...just what i need another f*ckin disorder...like the last 44 years haven't been full of nothing but disorder. my one solace is he says and i quote"it's ok...you're fixable" HA i almost peed myself. i like him. so, while i am at the pharmacy waiting anxiously for my DRUGS hehehe...I see this book by Dr. Gregg Jacobs. I have been in therapy for insomnia and anxiety and panic attacks for like a year(once a month...hmmm) and was seeing no real improvement. Luckily, I decided to take some action and got this book. I thought it sounded like it could help me. My sleeping still needs improvement, but I have broken through the intense anxiety and depression that was engulfing my life. I feel so different but,I only get sleep when IT comes to me. I am hoping that with this new medication and at least getting some sleep here and there will be a big improvement...we'll see

Insomni-psycho...
Insomni-psych: Going insane from needing to sleep and being unable too. Well hey, at least there's a plus. I was bored and checked out fubar. Now, I haven't quite gotten the hang of it, but bear with me as I start out. We'll see how it goes.

Insomniac And Can't Sleep
I am warm and cold at the same time. What should I do? I feel like throwing up and my body is sore. I am also very tired. I have a huge headache and do not know what to do. Please help me if you read this. Give me some advice. thanks. What am I doing wrong that I wanna stay up all night? How can I just sleep? I am always tired, but for some reason my body does not wanna let me sleep. I try to watch tv and listen to music for this, but it does not always work. i am very confused right now as to how I am supposed to go about treating this. I realized I was an insomniac when I started college. I started to stay up a long time every night after about a few months of being here. What do you do if you think you are an insomniac?

Insombnia Blows
boring sex survey... 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? …hell no, I don't know where they've been and im not exactly 100% sure where ive been…btw can you look at this rash for me? 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Wake up to a bj and blow just as you get that first morning stretch in…oh my god… 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? the open side, so if Dracula ever comes through the window I can tangle the girl in the blankets and RUN 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? …is this some sorta sneaky way of telln what kind of girl you like to go down on? Cause if a girl tastes like any of those you might have a problem. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Nah, I like to tag the side of my buddy's car. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes…but we wont speak of this any further 7. Shower or bath? Shower, too hard to scr

Insomniac Files
i lie awake contemplating my day and days to come sleep deprived the world is a haze i cant quite get a grip on reality or slip into the dream realm my mind is turned to mush unable to think or comprehend what is going on around me the silence is deafening creaks and ticks snap me back as i slowly start to drift away i would give anything for sleep at this moment i wold sell my soul just for a dream of whatever my mind is pondering hopefully soon it will end and i will be able to drift into the realm of the unknown until then i will try to wrap my brains around the happenings of the world around me

Insomniac
BEEN UP FOR TWO DAYS NOW. IM TIRED AND I CANT SLEEP. CANT EVEN GET MY BRAIN TO SLOW DOWN LONG ENOUGH TO CLOSE MY EYES. MY BODY HURTS AND MY EYES STING. IM GOING TO START SEEING THINGS THAT ARNT THERE SOON. HALUCINATIONS ARE ONLY FUN IF UR TRIPPIN! I NEED HIM TO LAY NEXT TO ME AND HOLD ME TO CALM MY BRAIN SO I CAN SLEEP......... WHO IS HE?

Insomniacs Dream
My fiance has done posted pics of our son up which leaves me relatively short of "new" material for the time being. I'll probably post some of those pics of my son, and other of her and I, but right now I am spending more time tinkering with Recording musick! I'd also like to post a music player up here soon, hopefully show anyone who views this that I have a diverse taste for music. I get hooked by melodies. Even the songs I write have to have a catchy melody somewhere or I scrap it. So I guess I'm just saying that much more is coming. I'd like to give my profile a makeover but I'm not sure how to do that here. If anyone can help me out with that. It would be mucho appreciated! I wish the music player would just play from an uploaded playlist from my PC that would be easier. Who knows one daay my player may have my songs if I build the courage. Well see ya for now.

Insomnia
here it is 530 am and i am wide awake longing to be touched by u. i toss and turn seeking some type of relief and the only thing in my grasp is a pillow. i took the pillow and pressed it between my legs in hopes for some comfort but it didnt work. i finally place my hands on my inner thigh and caressed it gently only to find that this felt really good and it was causing my juices to begin to flow but i remembered what i said, "i was gonna save it for u" so i moved my hand away. as i lay here i couldnt control that strong erge to touch myself it just got stronger and stronger so i did. i placed my hand between my legs only to find that i was soaking wet, nice and slippery. it felt especially sensitive since i had shaved. i couldnt stop playing in my juices and tasting it mmmmmmmmmmmm i taste good. i slowly rubbed my finger over my clit causing it to swell with pleasure. all i could think about while i was doing this was u licking my pussy. u do that soooo well. i cant get enough of u. i

Insomniac
I've counted sheep with no sucess, Tossed and turned, but had no rest. Fling side to side, front to back, The dance of the INSOMNIAC. Sleeping pills make me feel lousy, and warm milk doesn't make me drowsy. Late night strolls just aren't for me, and nothing good is in T.V. So I'll concede the useless fight, and once again stay up all night. My plight though, won't drive me berserk, tomorrow, I'll just sleep at work.

Insomnia Is Such A Whore
There is far too much crap going on in my life to let me sleep without worrying about it. I'm not even sure what to think about anymore. What makes it even worse is that I'm starting to have nightmares again. Not the kind of nightmares where something is chasing you down a dark alleyway or anything like that but the ones where friends die or I fall in love and the girl calls me a worthless piece of shit and I'm wasting my time (FYI: that's the most recent one) Regardless my brain is being racked by all this crap and it keeps me awake. I mean who would really want to sleep with all this going on. I guess I could hope that I get

Inspiration
The smell in the air was fresh and He was on my mind Memories of the past where all he left behind I let it not get to me the sound of his goodbye But his voice was trapped within me and it darked up the sky A Feeling of entrapment was also present too My heart began to break but the sky was getting blue The suddenly the phone rang and he was on the line I asked him why he left me but he didn't reply. I thought the past when we laught and cried the time we spent together I knew had suddenly died. Author: Sharon Walz Chattanooga, Tn It's summer time and I am at peace down where the wild thistle grow The breeze playfully tugging at my hair while I cast my rod into the swirling water down by thecreek where the wild thistle grow Lazily watching the clouds go by, while the kids play in the measow chasin the ducks, screams of laughter echoing in the place where the wild thistle grow It's times like these I am at my most happy Just the

Inspired
Alright yeah I'm ranting, if you dont wanna read it leave now!!! I'm sick to death of trying to make everyone around me happy. Trying to say just the right thing so no one gets their feelings hurt... You know what FUCK YOU!!! There are only 2 people in this world I need to make happy & those people would be my son & myself. Recently a friend of mine encouraged me to stand up for myself, & you know what he was right... I do need to stand up for myself & quit letting people walk all over me. I'm no longer the fuckin doormat. If I hurt your feelings sorry about your luck, get over it, its not the end of the world. I promise life will go on... if you're lucky. Ok & now I'm done... Thank you come again You: you came so quickly into my life and turned everything upside down for once i felt i was alive not like any moment i could drown you made everything feel so right your words always true my days were full and bright as abruptly as you came you are now gone

Inspiration
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense.Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how oldhe was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowingwhen to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm andthat life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned butoverbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-oldboy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to a

Inspiration
this was just posted by this woman!!! we can all learn from this!!! go by her page & show sum luv!!! mcl Dear friends, The message I bring today is one of love and positivity and I would like to share some of my favourite quotes and philosophies that I endeavour to live by. :) "Be the change you want to see in the world" - Gandhi "When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace." - Jimi Hendrix "People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do

Inspirational/motivational
....... A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality Quality Vs. Quantity We live in an age of quantity. The media shapes us with the notion that larger, faster, and more are often synonymous with better. We are told that we need to find more time, more possessions, and more love to be truly happy. A smaller quantity

Inspiration
Relief, Peace, well-being, joy and better relations with others will be possible if we practice mindfulness in our everyday life. I am convinced that everybody can practice mindfulness, even politicians, political parties, even the Congress. This is a body that holds the responsibility for knowing the nation's situation well, and knowledge of this kind requires the practice of looking deeply. If our elected officials are not calm enough, do not have enough concentration, how can they see things deeply? To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem. To meditate means to observe. Your smile proves it. It proves that you are being gentle with yourself, that the sun of awareness is shining in you, that you have control of your situation. You are yourself, and you have acquired some peace. These Eight words the Rede fulfill: "An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will" "And It Harm None, Do As Ye Will" or "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law, Love is the Law, Love under Wi

Inspirational Quotes
Inspiration and genius--one and the same. Victor Hugo Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings. Ralph Blum To find what you seek in the road of life, the best proverb of all is that which says: "Leave no stone unturned." Edward Bulwer Lytton Every artist was first an amateur. Ralph Waldo Emerson No great man ever compains of want of opportunities. Ralph Waldo Emerson Men do less than they ought, unless they do all they can. Thomas Carlyle Let thy words be few. Ecclesiastes 5:2 from Words of Wisdom Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true. Leon J. Suenes The power of imagination makes us infinite. John Muir First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do. Epictetus Never let the fear of striking out get in your way. George Herman "Babe" Ruth

Inspirational Christmas Story.....get Your Kleenex
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah , who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but," the old woman beg