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This Is The Type Of Girl That I Am
......I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl you can tell your secrets to and they will still stay secrets... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even

This Moment - One Word
You ever wonder if someone can actually become damned? I no longer wonder... This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic. I can no longer stand to breath. I hate the fact that I exist. For a while now, I've laid off blogging and tried to keep a more positive outlook on my future, and the events emcompassed in it. However, it just seems to me, that no matter how much investment I place in myself, no matter how I try to make things better for myself and the ones that I care about that I cannot get from out under lackluster weekend style friends, and associates who would just as soon strip mine me for every valued piece of Phreze they can take, without having to do the laundry that comes with such an undertakin

This Is Going To Be Sick
just wanted to say thanks to all u guys and gals who took the time to comment my pics and comment them.. i will show some love back just give me a little time.. k thanks agine b2thej i was on my myspace and my favorite band CARNIFEX is looking for a new guitarist so i sent the a message telling them about me and how long ive played and they send me a inavation to san diego to tryout in a week.. so i cant wait and i hope i get it... wish me luck

This Marine
THIS MARINE WANTS THIS TO ROLL OVER THE U.S. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marine, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right to talk of your peace. To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people

This One Was Published
Our nation is heeding, Maybe the nation is bleeding, But our flag is still leading, May all fifty stars, Be seen from mars, May the stripes, Symbolize we will put up a fight, Day or night, May the terrorists be caught, After we have fought, May the noble men try with all there might, In this battle we must fight, All hail to the red white and blue, May our nation pull through, with our red white and blue, May say our nation has once again came through And yet the American flag has still flew, Ao let us all say it together all hail to the red white and blue.

This One Is Crappy In My Opinion
Love never sees eye to eye, there is no such thing as perfect love, true love hurts and all your do is cry, sometimes you feel you have had enough. When you love someone or something, you have to let it go eventually, without cause so it may seem, love is measured in the hottest degree. When I look at love it seems so cleche, same thing in each relationship, just in a completely different way, someone will say the wrong thing and the other will flip. Some say they can never love again, they say their heart has been broke, usually its the women, they hate it when true love is spoke. Look at love from every direction, dont try to be someone else, know when to show affection, and most of all be yourself.

This Is Bull Shit
my husband posted a bulliten today about fubar and he is sorry about it...he got his priviliges taken away such as commenting and bullitens...like i said he is sorry for it all and he wanted everyone to know...love jenn here is my husband HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)@ fubar ok...now its time i speak up.. they said this site wouls never come to be like myspace but it is with all of this kiddy shit they r doing... i read a bulliten last night and it was talking about how the bouncer checks r very annoying and it is true...i tried to contact baby jesus last night and today as well and he still has not answered me...if they work with us a little bit it could make this site more enjoible like it was back when i started but no...they wont even work with us so my next thing is to find out how many people r behind me on this...i say we stop bying VIP's and Blasts and Happy Hours , And scrolls...i am done with putting money in there

This Is Why I Dont Have Many Friends That Are Girls!
I dont have many friends that are girls because 90% of them are dumb asses. I never go out I stay at home with my kid everyday of my life. If you know me you know that I dont do drugs I rarely drink and that I have my kid everywhere I go. I might have a free night a few times a year. Despite this dumb ass bitches still feel the need to talk about me. I dont purposely see another girls man but if I do why get mad at me? Im not your babys daddy, Im not the one who has broke your trust, Im not commited to you in any way.If you cant keep your man at home thats your problem, maybe you should spend less time talkin bout me and more time tryin to please your man. Why does girls always get mad at the other girl and their man gets away with it? They will hate me whether I really did it or not for the rest of my life so how could they go on lovin their man? Half the girls in this town hate me and Im glad they do cause I live in reality and they clearly dont. If you got a man you dont trust guess

This Is Not Right
(THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE!!!!! by the way...im not rascist for putting this up...) -You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist

This Will Touch Your Heart & Soul, Pls Repost
This Touched my Heart, see if it touches yours I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear." Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to m

This Is All New To Me
Have you ever fought hard to live, but you know you’re gonna die. Holding on to the cold hard truth, with tears streaming down your eyes. Living past the pain and strife, wanting nothing more than a chance at life, But the life you once remembered has given way to pain. Wanting to live more life in a single day, than most do in the parade That they call their simple lives when they can’t find their way back home. Clutch my hand if you can, please believe in who I am, Don’t let go a single day, for if you do I am damned. I want to hold the truth, the belief that I’m not a joke To see the end inside my mind, so I can go back home. So I can go back home. So I can go back home. I sit here at home, confused and alone, my pain wanders away for a time. It allows me to see the beauty around me, but then it comes back crashing so hard, to freeze my soul again. Should I stay in this land, or should I die by my hand and take control of the pain the only way I can.

This Will Give You Chills!!!!!!!!
My aunt passed away this morning, so I'm sorry to say I won't be around much this week. Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSE-BUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writi

This Is Gonna Be A Painful One To Write....
This is probably going to be the hardest blog I'll ever have to write.... so please, bear with me if its lengthy. Its important to me, and I feel I need to get this out, so I can just get on with my life. Back in May, I met someone. He came to my page, "stalked me", as we used to say, and I started talking to him. Well, daily, our friendship grew stronger and stronger. I was well aware of the fact that he had a girlfriend, and tried to help him out in any "situations" that he was unsure how to deal with. He would tell me things that she supposedly did, or things that she said, screen shots, you name it. I've seen A LOT. Back in this time period, I was living in California, and the shit hit the fan out there. Everything that went wrong, did, and I finally had to get out of there for my well being, as well as to take care of my mom and sister, out here in Florida. This person I met back in May, we'll call him Mr. Doe to make things easier, knew about everything that was happening

This Is Cute
If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal you favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i say that i like you [ I really do more than you could underst

This Is Crazy,but Pretty Much True
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For September 28,2007 Some of your more peculiar habits are causing your family to roll their eyes a bit, but try to hold your ground. You do (almost) everything for a good reason and if they can't see it, you just need to explain again.

This And That
I hope you enjoy this one guys.... Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together Man: Oh Baby, you can take every in

This Trips Me The Fuck Out!
this site is very difficult for a new person to navigate!!! im a bit dazed and confused!?! if i dont answer messages and shit, that would be the reason why.....*scratches head and tries to figure out how i got to "buzzed" in a 24 hour period* anyway.....i guess the more you use it, the more it becomes "user friendly"? HA!

This Makes Sense
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sc3DPH5TXFM CHECK IT OUT!!!! (Pick your birthday month and read it. Then repost with whatever you are.) JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. N

This Is For My Family And Friends
I have this best family and friends... Louis, Howard and my sister in law mean so much to me and i love them with all of my heart... Kathy you are my bestfriend and you are like a sister to me and i would do anything for you and your 2 kids.... I am so glad we are bestfriends now and we are geting close.... You are there for me and you are really good to me when i need someone to talk to you are there for me... I love you guys so much... My brother howard is in the amry and i miss him so much but i am so proud of him.. PROUD ARMY SISTER... I love you and miss you howard... Louis you are a great brother and i love you with all of my heart and i am here for you no matter what happens... Amanda you are the bestsister in law and i love you very much and i am here for you to no matter what...

This Is Not A Blog .
Violence is what you breed Racism is what you breed Hate is what you breed What do you expect me to be ? Peace brother, fuck you bastard I dont need your false friendship Freedom is a bunch of shit This is world of shit Misery is what we see Murder is what we see Ignorance is what we see What do you expect me to be ?

This Isn't Real.
(I'm still new to this, bear with me.) I've been an avid user of the web for about 9 years now and have learned a lot. I know the ropes and reigns and some personas are extremely easy to read. By that, I mean that if you're going to talk to me then use some respect. I am a grown woman and expect to be treated as such. I've had guys on here tell me after friending me - one day later - that I'm the one and the only one they think about. This is after exchanging a few brief lines. Once the "I'm bored" and then following cheesey lines about what I'm wearing and wishing I was there to keep them warm in bed, etc., ensue I tend to not talk much to that person any more. I don't like being rude, but you'll learn eventually (if this applies to you) that I'm not some idiotic internet whore. Yes, I'm blonde, but as I've observed with some of you brunette men, you're quite pathetic and ignorant. Hmm... Did that come off as rude? I won't be rude to you unless you disrespect me or

This Chick Is Freakin Awesome
★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (♡FU BAD B*TCH♡) ~C•W•O•F~ PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY@ fubar this my good friend angel baby, plz go show her some luv, she always helps out friends in need, you will luv her, for the guy that read this , she has some hot ass pics, she is one sexy biotch, hugs to angel baby, ty so much my peeps

This Is Life. My Life.
I felt like dying. I felt closer to death than any other moment before. I could see the sudden flashbacks of my sister almost falling off a cliff into rocks. Closer to death as if he stood over me, as if he stood among us waiting for his moment. As if he reached in and yanked out my soul and crushed it before my eyes. It was as though I died yesterday. I felt the energy slip through my fingertips and drain my body lifeless. Life ceased for a few moments as I processed what was happening. It couldn't be happening, could it? This really couldn't be going on, could it? Why me, why now? I've thought about this constantly for the past year. . .Yet now that it's here I've never felt so unprepared. So scared. I smacked her hard. My hand was numb, and I felt as though my lungs caved in. But I still yelled, I told her to knock it off and put the knife away. She held it at her left wrist, just standing there. As if she was waiting for us to leave before she did anything. I couldn't believ

This Isn,t Right!
I DON,T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON HERE, BUT I KNOW I SPENT HOURS UPON HOURS DOING MY STASH!!!!! AND IT IS NOW MONDAY AND I WAS TOLD ON SAT THAT IT WAS A GLITCH IN THE SYSTEM AND THEY WERE WORKING ON IT FROM FUBAR SUPPORT LOUNGE. NOW I AM HEARING THAT THEY HAVE CUT IT ON PURPOSE AND THAT WE ARE GOIN TO STAY AT 2,000 I DON,T KNOW WHAT TO THINK BECAUSE THEY DID NOT BOTHER TO ANSWER MY EMAIL OR POST A BULLETIN ON IT SO..... I DO NOT THINK THIS IS RIGHT AT ALL! I HAVE CHANGED MY NAME AND I ENCOURAGE YOU ALL TO DO THE SAME UNTILL THIS ISSUE GETS RESOLVED IT JUST IS NOT RIGHT!!!!

This Is It
Free Glitter Text Maker Comments & Layouts I want to thank all of my friends who helped me in this contest...It was a very hard fight but with the help of all of you we did it! I could not have done it without each and every one of you. You have no idea what it means to me that all of you took time to help me like you did...And extra special thanks to the ones who stressed right with me during it lol....and I must say that The Mafia and the Pitbulls know how to kick ass!! They helped me pull ahead the last half of the day when i was losing by almost 2000!!!! I owe all of you bigtime!! And another HUGE thank you to Hot Momma and LilBamaGirl for stick by me from beginning to end in this! I wish i could sit here and individually thank each and every one of you who helped me but the list would be huge!! But None of you went unnoticed and it meant alot to me and I love you all!!!! Free Glitter Text Maker Comments & Layouts Make sure you go show the awesome hostess of this con

This Is Alil Info To Rate A Tag I Have For My Lounge This Is Not Cool
imikimi - Customize Your World · xXPARKSXx rated your photo a '2' ON MY TAG FOR MY LOUNGE AND HE IS 18 THE OTHER WAS 27 MALE NAME LAMB AS THE 18 YR OLD WELL SAD FOR THEM MAYBE A TASTE OF IRAQ WOULD BENFIT THEM .

This Bullshit Country
Thank you Bladewalker! I cannot believe that I read this tonight. It is absolutely offensive. I am a practicing pagan and is this how we are to be treated? The "land of the free" has become what our ancestors fought so hard against.. a communistic state. There is supposed to be seperation of church and state but that is unlikely when everyone in office is being lead by their member by the church. I am insulted! are we to be burned at the stake next? funny how our laws state Harm none and all the government does is kill... seems we know who the evil power really is. This is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US. Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on. Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout...... My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin

This Is For All You Girls 30 Years And Over...
This is for all you girls 30 years and over... And for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's... AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!... This was a monologue by Andy Rooney from the CBS show, 60 Minutes Andy Rooney said: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera

This Is Important.
National Wolf Awareness Week, October 14-20, 2007 is a time to dispel misconceptions about wolves and to teach about the important role these predators play in maintaining healthy ecosystems. It takes place the 3rd week of October every year. The wolf is a striking symbol of wild nature, yet it has long been shrouded by myth and superstition. Earlier this century, wolves were methodically exterminated from nearly all of their historic range. National Wolf Awareness Week encourages conservation efforts not only for wolves, but for all wild species. Lot's of special events going on.. check for one in your area.. Here's a link for a list and for more info.. More Info here!! So a guy post this as a mumm... I replied.. see reply.. Then he gets in my shoutbox.. Tries to talk idiot to me and I don't speak idiot.. Then he blocks me (I guess?) leaves me a profile comment... In which he CALLS ME STUPID... LMAO.. WOW...I'm impressed...I laughed..

This Is Funny As Hell
After every flight, pilots fill out a form, called a gripe sheet which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some maintenance complaints submitted by pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, the airline these came from is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. Pilot: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. Engineers: Almost replaced left inside main tire. Pilot: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. Engineers: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. Pilot: Something loose in cockpit. Engineers: Something tightened in cockpit. Pilot: Dead bugs on windshield. Engineers: Live bugs on back-order. Pilot: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent. Engineers: Canno

This Is What Im Talking About
Does anyone want to rub my head? If you do all you have to do is send me 10,000 fubucks or whatever u can handle and ill send u a pic saying that you RUBBED MY HEAD. In doin this your day will become full of happiness and luck. So if you want to RUB MY HEAD you are more then welcome too. Oct 14, 2007 6:05 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: RE: No Subject Body: LMFAO! Eric...where you think you're going to watch Kyleigh? You are not going to be taking her from me until someone makes me have to share her with you. You were not here...you didn't do a thing...you have been off being you. I wont allow her @ your house. I do not feel that is a safe environment that I'd want my child to be in. So as for her being around there? She wont be if I can help it. You know how I feel about ur house. I'm sorry Eric. I do not feel comfortable allowing her there. You don't have to worry about babysitting for Kyleigh. I'll have all that taken care of. You wanna see her? Yeah...you wi

This Is For My Fellow Citizens Of Traverse City, Mi.
Ok, this is for my fellow citizens of Traverse City, MI. that are on my list, on November 6th, 2007, BATA(Bay Area Transportation Authority) is asking voter to vote yes on a renewal mileage of .35 mills to keep BATA buses rolling, because if we don't pass this milleage BATA will seize operations and their will be no public transportation for any kids, anyone that is a senior citizen or disabled especially if they are in a wheelchair here too, so if you are a registered voter or an absentee voter, I strongly urge you to vote YES come November 6th, please and thank you

This Charade
In the fall of '03, I was attending college for the first time. Even though I was more in touch with myself and my emotions than when I was 16, I still had not reached the level at which I have now. I did, however, have my feelings and felt the need to express them through writing. This is what I was feeling at the time. This Charade Smiling even though she's hurting She must hide what she doesn't want him to see Like the feelings she keeps inside her And the person he makes her want to be She trembles underneath him While she's staring at the ceiling But the only thing she can think of Is this nothingness that she's feeling She wants his heart so badly Because nothing makes her feel so good But she knows it's wishful thinking And she'd stop feeling if she could She knows he sees right through her So there's not much point to this charade But she won't let herself be hurt by him And she'll never let him know she's afraid Yet if she were brave enough she'd

This Is What A Woman Really Wants
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end She can hear the water dripping off in the distance. It's annoying but not what's keeping her awake. Lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling that she cannot see in the darkness, there is only one thought. Her heart hurts. Pressed for specifics, she couldn't tell you why. Things have been good recently. Work, school, and the kids

This Is Me
Cool Flash Toys at REVOLUTIONMYSPACE.com This is Me - Grant (Hab) My name is Grant. You know me as Hab. The name Hab comes from the nickname of my favorite Hockey Team, the Montreal Canadiens. I am Canadian. Note the difference in spelling as Canadiens is the French version. I am a sports fanatic unlike some others. I have a vast collection of Sports Autographs that fills every inch of my living room. I was born August 31st, 1960, in a very small Northwestern Ontario town called Beardmore. Mom was Finn and Swede. Dad was French Canadian and Scottish. When asked, I call myself French. Actually, French Canadian. Both were born in Canada. When I was 3 years old my parents moved to a City called Port Arthur, Ontario. It was next to another City called Fort William and in 1970 the two amalgamated into Thunder Bay, Ontario. I grew up playing baseball and hockey, and actually was very good at both. I also took Karate for about 6 years until Highschool. A week before I was to go for my

This Is My Life...
I am a single mother of 2 children. I am looking for someone to spend what little extra time that I have with. I'm sick of all the bull with trying to go out to meet people. Just looking for someone to treat me good, respect me, and will put that dang toilet seat down! lol. It would also be nice to bring me roses and possibly cook dinner at least once in a while... lol. I know that's pushing it, but at least the roses would be nice... lol. We're both adults here so why play games? Let's call a spade a spade. So man to woman, tell me what you think... I am a real woman and not a door mat for you. I have never been married. I'm not really sure what it is that I'm looking for. I have just about giving up hope that there is someone out there for me. So with that said... I figured that I would go with something like this... By chance... The next best thing happens to read this (ok, a great guy willing to treat me good and my children) (The best thing in life right now is my children, so h

This Crap Isn't Going To Fly With Me
Ok, I am going to stop this non-sense before it even gets started, if people are going to make a friend request, either rate my profile or one of my pics and fan me and then make a friend request, please. I just had some guy by the ID of Mr Romance Himself, send me a friend request, never rated my profile or anything like that, he just checks me out and then makes a friend request like he's gonna get on my list just that! LMAO Oh hell no, that isn't happening now or ever, if you want on my list do what I would rather have you do up in this blog above or don't bother, ok? Damn!

This Is An Eye Opener
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For October 21,2007 If you're looking for a little romance, you're about as hot as can be -- so get out there and meet people. If you're covered as far as love goes, you may want to check back in with sweetie and recommit.

This Is All About Me
NAME: NIKKE LOU DAZZLED THE WORLD:24TH MARCH 1971 HAIR BROWN BUT BLOND AT THE MOMENT (CHANGES ALL THE TIME DEPENDING ON MOOD LOOKS THROUGH: GREEN EYES STAR SINGH: ARIES (THE RAMPANT RAM NEED I SAY MORE) SEX: YES PLEASE( FEMAIL) HEIGHT 5FT1 SIZE PETTITE SIZE 8 FAVORITE FOOD:ITALIAN FAVORITE SPORT CELTIC AND LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL TEAM FAVORITE DRINK VODKA AND COKE DO I SMOKE: MMM TRYING TO STOP AT THE MOMENT SINGLE: NO GETTING MARRIED KIDS YES ONE GIRL AND POSSIBLE MORE BEST MATES: CHELLE MARIE PAULINE LISA JESSE LAST TIME I CRYED: LAST WEEK WHEN I FOUND OUT I HAD NO MONEY IN THE BANK FAVORITE COULOUR GREEN PINK FAVORITE POSITION JUST A SEX MANIAC SO ALL DO I TELL LIES : NOPE UNLESS ITS FOR A GOOD REASON AM I A GOOD MATE: YES BUT A BAD ENEMY SO CROSS ME AND ITS GAME OVER FOR U WELL WHAT CAN I SAY IM NIKKIE LOU IAM THE ONE AND ONLY BONDAGE PRINCESS I LIVE TO LAUGH I HAVE A BEAUTIFULL DAUGHTER AND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS

This Song Made Me Cry!
I was sitting here last night and had the TV turned on the music channel. This song came on and I had to get up to see who the Artist was and the name of the song. It hit really close to home and I honestly sat here with tears streaming down my face listening to this song. I just wanted to share it because it really does fit my life right now. Hope ya'll like it.

This Is Rather Confusing
You know what is really sad is, ever since joining when it was CherryTap and now it being Fubar, I only know other than my girlfriend of course, I only know two people that live in Traverse City, MI. that is on my friends list and/or family list, that's pretty damn sad! What is wrong with this picture, huh? I can't be that scary looking and last time I checked I couldn't bite at all but I know it's pretty damn sad when there is other people that live in Traverse City, MI. and not many in this town want to be around me, that's sad and pathetic and it shouldn't matter if I'm working or not, I do have a right to have friends in this town and for those that I thought were friends that I think aren't on here, they need a damn wakeup call because I know full well, I wouldn't just make them feel like they've been shoved into a closet and left there. that's for sure.

This Is Getting Lame
Two of the photos I have up someone marked as NSFW. One is of my back and the other is of my chest and abs. I guess I just don't see what the big deal is. I've seen topless women on here (not that I'm complaining about it) whos stuff hasn't been marked. CHeck out my photos and let me know if these "racy" pics are really worth being marked NSFW. Someone hacked my yahoo password and has been talking to friends on ym list. If you talk to someone on MYS14 it's NOT me. I've activated another account I have so if you want it let me know.

This Is How I Want It
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your to

This Is The Meaning Of Love
Someone who makes you feel good about living, Who brings out the you who is joyful and giving This is the meaning of love. Something that gives you a chance to be strong, Or trust in another to help you along This is the meaning of love. Somewhere that you feel like you've been forever, A place where you're growing and learning together. This is the meaning of love. All that I am, ALl that I see, All that I dream and I do Are better and brighter And filled with more meaning Because of my feelings for you.

This Site Sucks Right Now
why are people so judgemental on this thing. its getting old really fast. you rate people and they dont rate you back you add people as friends they dont except. ok i know i aint the most attractive person on here but i aint that bad. people need to lay off and grow up. i have a man, i aint looking for anything but friends on here so if that is you add me or rate me.

This World Really Does Suck!
well then, other them being high on life because of a new found love... working myself to death it seems or letting them work me to death, everything has pretty much gone in a downward spiral for the last 5 yrs and until recently i didn't think i would be even wanting to try to have a relationship........i mean why should i? liars, cheaters, abusers.............HUMMMMMMMM work sucks, i mean other then loving my job.....but it has its moments...... i am in love with someone that is across the country and am wanting to move soon to be close to him.....just in case your reading this.......you might want to realize just how serious i am......lol i do love you baby.....not gonna stop now...... will post again when i am not at work.......lol

This Is True
An army to take care of business that should have been taken care of right from the start. And when you start an army, when you go out to do what no one else can do. The first thing you do is you look to your blood. You look to your buddies. You look to your friends. You look to the KLIQ."

This & That
My daughter will be 12 tomorrow. She was a Halloween baby, born at 1:33 p.m. How in the hell is it possible for her to be 12 already? Where have the years gone? My youngest turned 9 on the 1st of this month. I can't believe that my "baby" is halfway to being considered an adult. *sniffles* I'm feeling old tonight. (I'm not picking on those of you who are my age or older, simply stating that time is going so fast.) :P I'm going to try to be around some tomorrow. Masokyst has his Happy Hour and I want to at least be around for that. Tomorrow evening, I'll be pretty scarce, though. Have a safe holiday everyone. Be nice to the little kiddies. hehe For those of you who are near me... thought I'd let you know where I'll be this weekend. Come down and say hi if you're in the area. Karas is my best friend's daughter... hard to believe she's all grown up now. :) I'm off to spend time with the kiddo for her birthday. Have a great night! If you want (

This And That
for the last few years I didn't have a real good imagie of myself as far as my body and personality was. I just got out of a divorce which was mentally abusive...how i've learned time will heal and a person can grow. I've lost 40lbs since last July and i'm pretty happy about that...while there are areas that i need to work on there's other parts where i'm glad they are how they are now. I love my chest even as i have lost weight it's still there...i also like my butt...i'm curvier now but not blobby as much...now i just want to tighten things up. I'm not looking to be some size 8...i like my curves now and i've had some people notice how i look better so that makes me feel better. summer is coming up so i need to start working on my arms more. Like i was taught last summer...you have a beuatiful body why hide in black...your shoulders are great (thanks E)...i've even heard how my legs are just fine the way they are. Its just good to finally feel comfortable in my own skin and co

This Is Going To Be The Funiest Night At Work
Last night was kinda boring ya know....Dead as a door nail and quiet as a mouse....But when I was walkin the floors last night lookin for time orders I saw a dude wearing an Ozzy Shirt then I started singing Mr. Crowley like 5 times....When I sang the song for the 5th time I was passing a old couple and they told me that I do worship the devil and I said no I dont I just like Ozzy's music....They tell me that Rock & Roll is the devil's music...Come on now were not like living in the 50's anymore....But other than that it was fun I think they both got scared of that song...One of my all time favorite Ozzy tunes along with Crazy Train =)....Anyways, it was a fun night after all....Just had to ignore their stupid ass drama bull shit =)....Lata people I dont know really where to start....Hmmm Lets say that my job is fun and easy going....Some people bitch and complain about their job....Boo fuckin whoooo get my drift....I never complain about my job at all....I just take it hour by hour an

This Is Me
dear stalkers..... it's kind of creepy that your always on my shoutbox.... even before i log in to my fubar account..... also.... try acting like a normal person and not a stalker/psychopath if you want to get to know me... thanx......flesh MY COMPUTER WON'T LET ME INSTALL ACTIVE X AND I KEEP TRYING TO CHANGE MY FILES TO JPG BUT IT WON'T LET ME! A LITTLE HELP....

This Is So Sad
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Rig

This Life...song By Me
This life of mine has no time I stand before the black depths I sigh as I begin to cry And take the fateful dive May I have peace before the storm Or will raging winds sweet it away I find this life is no longer mine I must leave it all behind I strive to break through the storm As I stand on the cliff looking down To the black depths far below Dreading taking that final step I twist around only to fall down So I let the blackness surround me Drowning me as I try to let go Of the past thats no longer mine What will I find beyond the dark Maby peace I hope for love Pray my dreams wont ever fade Into the gray nothingness of tomorrow This storm will pass with my past Ive nothing left to say And if I see tomorrows sun I dread the days still to come As I dive into the darkness I know My soul will rise aboe all the storms And it'll fly away back to the day When time was mine for a while Even though now its nolonger mine I know there will be a time Wh

This Is How I Feel
Cop provisions feed my addictions mistakes I made then I opened up the holes and they crawled in, Now when it's time for the feed they won't let me forget, They ride upon my back and they'll fuck me with their need, My invisible enemies all my monkeys Their coming they're coming their coming they're coming to take me away. Disgusted with my position so submissive I am the only way we get away is give in sharpen up the razors stab the needles into pipes to kill cravings so sick of this in me can't stand the want to need can't get free always got a grip on me There's no use to fight this wrenching tourniquet of deprivation obedience subservience leads to substance Give it to me, give it to me Leave my motivation to chemical dependency no room for patience Don't want it need it come on right now [Chorus voice 2] Everything I've become now is everything I didn't want to be Every time I try to run away I fall on my face they drag me back Every time I try to

This Is The Perfect Femal
Kyz™@ fubar THIS BLOG WAS POSTED BY A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND I SO HAD TO ASK IF I COULD HAVE IT SO GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE, THIS IS AWESOME....HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID....GIGGLES You know I see all these graphics and bulletins about the "perfect guy" one who will do this and that and blah blah fucking blah.. so I think its time we post one about the "perfect woman" and just like all those perfect guy ones where the bar is set way too high and no one man will ever reach the perfection that is described in the buletins and graphics mine will be very unattainble as well. I do note however that I'm not looking for ALL of these traits in females..just certain ones.. I'll leave you to guess what ones I'm talking about I want a girl who never asks me what her ass looks fat in, if you have a fat ass you know it. You don't need me to shatter your fragile self esteem by confirming the fact nor boost up said self esteem by lying to you and saying no. I want a girl who will ex

This Morning
Rising again why? To meet the dawn of the day How did my life come to this now An empty future filled with memories Face in the dirt again another day just eats away at me Because I don't belong here No, I don't belong here It just eats away And I feel as it's tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away Tell me why I should try tonight Was going to kill myself today But instead I've found a better way Through you This cant last forever If I killed myself today then I won't find a better way and I won't. This can't last forever, no It just eats away and I feel as its tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away tell me why i should try tonight you'll hear me now Shut up you don't know a fucking thing About what I have seen Another day will pass I put this kn

This How I Am Feeling To Night
i really falt dond to night caus i could not help a goos friend have all been there and help me so damn much and everthing i am really down caus i did not w what to say are anything to her but i was there fro here and i allwe will me..

This And That
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone i let so many people down lately that i feel like i should just stop and never get out of bed to try and make things right i let people i love down cause of this and that.. i let people down just by being around i let people down by not leaving i let people down by being on this planet. i feel at times everyone would be better off if they had never meet me... that peoples lives would be better if i happen to never be seen again.. that people would not even remem

This Is How I Want It
This is all you need to know! 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on top…and why not unless on top? So they can stimulate their clit by grindin’ on our pelvic bones, which really does nothin’ for them, so the key is to eat pussy first! Make her cum a few times, numb her up, then hammer away or soft and slow with a lot of vaginal teasin’ with your meat thermometer to build it all up in the end, however you like! Now, once you are in between her legs, don't just fuckin' dive in there like a pig goin’ to the trough, take your time! I know that pussy is damned near irresistible, but don't act like it is! Lick her inner thighs, kiss them, kiss around her pussy lips, kiss the lips, etc. etc. Finally, once you've got your tongue on her clit, this is what you do! (you can use your hands to spread apart her lips if you want, that’s all preference! Its easier to make them cum with their lips spread so you can have easier access to their clit!) Roll the tip and somewhat flat par

This Is Wassup!!!
I tell you what love is....its giving a 100% of yourself and getting 100% back....Its not having to ask someone something more then once...because if you have to ask them more then once, then they didn't want to do it in the first place. Its never having to wonder about what the other person doing....Its never feeling like you along even when the person is right beside you. I have finally found Love....And I am very happy...So please...if you know me from back in the day...or you had thought about me today and decided to see how i'm doing. Well I'm doing just fine....I'm finally happy for once in my life...So if you looking for more then just friends...keep on going....because I really don't want to hear anything you have to say.....Just be happy for a brother....thank you..... My dreams are no doubt rated (R) material. I dreamed I was at your bed side. You didn't hear me come in and you were fast asleep. I just stood there for the longest looking at you. I pulled bac

This " Girl " Is Soo Stupid, And Make A Diva L O L
READ please the blog of this little SUCKFACE girl Bouncer, admin and staff, READ please.... "You accused my friend Lil Miss 420 Juggelette 4 Life of stealign others pictures, I DO NOT THINK you are going to get away with this we are reporting you for harrassment on FuBar you and your name and your IP will no long be allowed to makea name on fubar youw ill have to go to the library to even log into fubar and I highly doubt they even let this site on thier computers so you are fucked, leave my girl alone, she dont need to steal pictures, those are all HER and no one else so GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU NASTY CRACK WHORE CUNT!!!!!!!!!!! Get a fuckign life and leave the innocent alone you fake ass bitch, you are the one prolly stealing pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We will be sending a screen shot of that comment to baby jesus and letting him know about you TAT TATATATATAT BYE SUCKA"

This Is A Must See
please help me in wlcomeing my very dear freind 'mikadragon'..she is the best she is a very wonderful person mikadragon@ fubar this is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you.. this is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you.. THIS MOTHERFUCKER KILLED THIS LITTLE FOR NO RESON.HER STEPPDAD BROKE BOTH OF HER LEGS AND HIT HER SO HARD IT KILLED HER .AND HER REAL DAD WAS AT WAR AND DIDNT MAKE IT HOME TO SAY GOOD BYE TO HER ,HE GOT HOME IN TIME TO PUT HIS LITTLE GIRL IN THE GROUND.THIS IS THE SADESS THING I HAVE EVER SEEN PLEASE PASS THIS ON

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

This Just Makes Me Sick
i posted a mumm tonight and i am used to the nasty comments. i can deal with them but not with a picture that i came across. someone had a picture of an aborted baby on someones hand. it made me so mad. i lost a baby girl at 8 months 2 years ago and i know i may be over reacting but seeing that killed me. it made me cry.... i really hate people sometimes!!! and i think the worst part of it all is what was written under the pic, if only my mother had loved me. FUCK HIM! SORRY HAD TO VENT!

This Is Me
I am not famous or even very well known. But I am who I am. I am me and me alone. I do not pretend to be more than who I am inside. I do not put up a false front and the real me I do not hide. I say what I feel and I think what I say. What I stand for right now I will stand for every day. Those who really know me can always be sure that my friendship is true and that my love is pure. No matter what life brings I know what I will do. I will be honest with others and to myself I will always be true.

This Is One Of The Funniest I've Ever Read...enjoy
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an I

This Life
This life is a rollercoaster- makes you scream and laugh out loud at the same time. Everything is moving too fast, and I'm losing control... ... closing my eyes, catching pieces of dreams colored like butterflies. This life's not as it seems- there's a snake in every field a secret behind every smile. This life's a cocktail of mixed emotions- bitter- sweet with sugar and salt. Skeletons in the closets dance to the symphony on replay, written with lies. This life is a merry-go-round - makes you sick right from the beginning. I shiver, left out in the rain; broken inside, for just being myself.

This Is My Life
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

This Is Funny
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you have n't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll

This Is Me..woohooo
Reason's Why Cookie Dough is Better than Men.... 1. It's enjoyable hard or soft. 2. It makes a mess too, but it tastes better. 3. It doesn't mind if you take your anger out on it. 4. You always want to swallow. 5. It won't complain if you share it with friends. 6. It's "quick and convenient". 7. You can enjoy it more than once. 8. It comes already protectively wrapped. 9. You can make it as large as you want. 10. If you don't finish it you can save it for later. 11. It's easier to get the kind you want. 12. You can comparison shop. 13. It's easier to find in a grocery store. 14. You can put it away when you've had enough. 15. You know yours has never been eaten before. 16. It won't complain if you chew on it. 17. It comes chocolate flavoured. 18. You always know when to get rid of it. 19. You can return it--satisfaction is guaranteed. 20. It's always ready to go.

This Is About Me
well it is thanksgiving day and i am stuck in west virginia without my family this year...i really knew how to get home..i dont have a car or any money right now so i am stuck until i dont know when..

This Is The Real Me
Today is the day that I feel like I am on air, because I am in love for the first time in a long time. I am in a bad situation and want out but I also have feelings for someone that I have grown close too. He knows who he is. we have known eachother for almost a year now and that during that time we have fallen for eachother. But there is one thing, he is married to someone else. So I am waiting Patiently for him. I love him and i always will

This Is Me
if you want to know what kind of guy i am this is me To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that loves it when she talks in "that voice". To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would

This Is 4 A Prick
THIS IS FOR A PRICK....(WRITTEN IN MAY'06) What are you doing to me? You know I care for you, but these feelings get fucked up when you don't care. Don't tell me different...I know, You don't talk to me, No yelling, no caring, no trust... Yeah, I can be a playa too... Do you care? Not at all! I have too many other guys who want me... I want them all!! But, at least, I have my pick of the crop-You lost yours!! Why am I treated like shit? Who knows-only YOU. If you don't like me/tell me/don't play/fuck it-get it over with!!!! I am what I am...I don't play or am a faker! If you really know me...YOU would know!!

This Shit Is Crazy
Check out this video: 2PAC-Dear Mamma I rarely come on here and use this site...I dunno i guess i just dont get into it like some people.. For me i think there is too much going on at one time! and i cant seem to do anything.. i dunno.. blah.. maybe one day ill get the hang of it.. until then.. Fuck. lol What Mandy Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia an

This Is Good, Hahaha!
I was pulled over for blowing a stop sign (read my other blog to get the history. Please rate and comment that one as well)I went to court yesterday. I have NOTHING but 40 hours of community service to serve over the next MONTH!!! For a DRIVEING AFTER SUSPENSION and that stop-sign ticket!!!! Do I have a rabbit's foot and a horse-shoe up my ass or what???? "I kill communists for fun, but for a green card, I'm gonna carve him up REAL nice!!! - Tony Montana "Scarface" motherfuckers!!!!! I am in Ohio....Akron to be exact....(CRACKron from what others here call it), I get ready for work, am in full uniform....manager of a Wendy's n shit (trust me, NOT where I am about to plop my ass into forever), and I decide to ride up to the store before work and grab some "brew" that way I don't have to run again the next day....I get up there, get my shit, and I am "zoomin'" to work cuz I am a couple minutes late....I get to a stop sign to turn right, but I do a "California Stop AKA/NOT stop ALL th

This World Mordred
Many years in the aftermath of nuclear holocost the earth still lay baren, void of life, but through the ashes of caos and bloodstained streets arose a strange new world. A savage world of soecery and superscience.A world in many ways parallel the world of Aurthorian legend, so we will call this world Mordred. The people of this world for the most part are a humble and innocent people struggeling in everyday life to survive but, a small few have begun to mutate and form a new higharchy of cannibals, sorcerers and demonic creatures that randomly attack and slay the innocents then return to their subterrainian kingdom taking bodies for food and the living to farm as cattle and slaves.For this reason the people of Mordred live in constant fear of their everchanging environment and huddle in masses in order to try and survive the brutal onslaught of attacks waged against them.Among these people is a man; simple of mind; barren of deep or provoking thought. A man that others see as a life

This Is Me...
deep and random questions. (Finally one for adults)A completly random list of questions ranging from simple to deepWhats your name?:Jason Age?:32 Hometown?:Ozark Current town you live in?:Nixa How many differnt places have you lived?:not many Your heritage?:German Height?:6'3" Weight?:185 lbs. Do you own your home or rent?:own What kinda of car do you have?:Santa Fe Whats you religion?:Christian Why?:b/c it's what i believe Are your parents still together?:yes How long have/were they married?:34 years How many brothers and sisters do you have?:1 Any kids of your own?:not yet Plan on having any more?:i'd make a great father Are you close to your family?:yes Who do you feel the closest too?:mom Any crazy relatives?:a couple cousins are out there Whats the most important thing your family has taught you?:respect everyone...never judge What bill do you hate paying the most?:mortgage How often do you clean your house?:once a week So what do you do for a living?:teach And how long have you b

This Is To All The Stalkers
here are the 12 FUCK YOU's of Myspace and Fubar..... lol this is tooooo funny and the bottom goes out to someone who is noone special lmao Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON MYSPACE and Fubar. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE and Fubar IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DUMB ASS. Fuck You number TWO There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace and Fubar Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Fuck You number THREE To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number FOUR Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FIVE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still re

This Is For Sgt Danny That Calls Me And Kage Mom And Pop
imikimi - Customize Your World AS OF THIS FRI AT 0500 FRI SGT DANNY WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A LONG TIME . I HAVE GROWN TO CARE ALOT FOR HIM HE IS A AWSOME YOUNG MAN THAT HAS COME INTO MY LIFE SINCE I LOST A SON , PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS ALL OUR LOVE FROM ALL AT DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES CHERIE (MOM ) KAGE (POP) DEB LANEY EMMIT PAYNEJA01 ALL OF US HUN GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU SAFE

This Bitch's Blog
omfg!! this site is even scarier than MySpace!!! and apparently it's actually censored, so I really, really don't see why people come here. do not rejoice however, for you are not free of my retardedness just yet: when i get used to the eerie mess that is my homepage, i shall start reposting my Yahoo!360 blogs here like i do in MySpace and Multiply. yay!! (...?) meanwhile, here's my 360 page http://360.yahoo.com/tlazolteotl.immortal and my multiply and myspace pages if you seriously have no life. http://myspace.com/1ts_just_me http://tlazolteotl.multiply.com oh, and there WILL be porn, i promise =P ....omg does this site even accept html???

This Is Me
Fuck Fuck Fuck I feel like bashing someone's head in. So sick of getting caught up with people and their bullshit. So badly I want to go to their level and let them see how much of a bitch I truly can be. One of these days someone is gonna push me to far and I am gonna beat them till they can't get up...done it once before don't want to go there again but damn...what is with you people get over yourselfs, get a fuckin job, a life and stop fuckin with people's emotions. I am an honest and loving person but fuck this shit is boring me You know, I don't care how old you are, sometimes we just slip up and make stupid mistakes or get caught up in stupid drama. I am so thankful that I have common sense to realize that it is just not worth it. The drama I mean LOL. I found myself in a situation not too long ago and realized I did it all myself. I could have easily stayed out of it but hey we make mistakes and it is done and over and I learned a valuable lesson Well my life is full of love and

This Is How I Feel About You!!
True Love is so wonderful in many ways. I realize now that Love is wildly misunderstood although highly a desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causing the eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker. The hours I spend with you, I look upon your beauty and smell a sort of perfumed garden and fall in love over and over.

This One Is Mine
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. actually i dont know how this got start but it appears that two woman on here jumped on one because she asked a question. i read a mumm that laid it out somewhat until it got totally out of hand. a guy coming to the defense of the one girl. whether he was out of control he did supply some proof that the two woman double teamed and ganged up on the one. these two seemed to enjoy their cruelty. see for your self in this mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=250589 i then made a statement to the two "what's the matter with you". that being the only statement. soon after that i was hit with 1 and 2's ratings when i check it was someone on one of the woman's friend list. tha

This Time Of Year
Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm sp ot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart " building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into

This One Makes Me Cry
Let's see if you send it back. We all know or knew someone like this!! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.. His glasses went flyi ng, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys ar

This Is Me
The Honorable Paul S. Sarbanes 309 Hart Senate Office Building Washington DC, 20510  Dear Senator Sarbanes,  As a native Marylander and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance.  I have contacted the Immigration and Naturalization Service in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you.  My reasons for wishing to change my status from U.S.Citizen to illegal  alien stem from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which  you voted.  If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, what I need to do  to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years.  I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process 

This Is For A Friend
I'm running a contest for cuttest couple. for those who do not have pictures together send them to me and i can dothem together in photoshop. it will go by ratings and comment. I will have the top 3 couple. I will not enter myself in this. the #1 winner will get a vip. #2 ticker # 3 every fubar drink there is yes even rootbeer lol . taking pics from tonight to the 6th contest will start when i have the first 50 people or on the 6th. Will run till the 12th. Info needed: Name military-non military age location How to win- have your friends rate/comment your picture they may also rate/comment others. nothing negative on any one's pictures. nothing sexual either. i will add the number of comments to the number of rates. only 1 comment aloud from each person. This is just for fun no hard feeling to the ones who don't top the first 3. The others will get a gift from the gift box or a free tag It will be up to you. You can send your info to me in a message on here or to my personal ema

This Is By Far The Hottest Song I Have Ever Heard
i jus heard this tune for the first time today.IT IS THE HOTTEST SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!!PRETTY KOOL TUNE..CHECK IT OUT.IT ROCKS!!! jose nunez-bilingual (you fucking me makes me )bilingual

This Is So True
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong a

This Is What I Dont Understand
vote for me( 23 days late) and friend capt. america too!!!! most comments wins...be creative...be dirty...say whatever...i dont know what i win...i just dont like to lose. thanks carrie... your not in my family.....post the most comments....and you will be!!!! click on the pict....to vote SO SINCE FUBAR IS A FANTASY SITE FOR ME...I HAVE SEVERAL MEN THAT I HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT...ALL THE TIME....... (COOL GUY).....COOL GUY IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN I EVER MET...YES...JUST MET HIM THIS WEEK....IVE HAVE NEVER MET A MAN THAT TURNS ME ON SOOO MUCH JUST BY THE WAY HE WALKS...I HAD THE PLEASURE OF HAVING DINNER WITH THIS MAN.....HE IS HIGHLY INTELLEGENT....EXTREMELY TALENTED...AND IN ANOTHER LIFE.....HE WOULD MAKE THIS CRAZY BITCH HAPPY....I'VE NEVER MET SOMEONE THATS SOO HAPPY WITH LIFE...I FEEL TRULY HONORED TO HANG WITH HIM...AND I HOPE I GET TO AGAIN(I LEFT OUT ALL THE DIRTY DETAILS...BUT THERE WERE SOME)/ (THE TOUGH GUY)....TOUGH GUY IS A MAN WHO IVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT TIME ON TH

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
Subject: The "Stutterin'" Cat A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become,asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'Fuck,' the rottweiler ate him" ahahaha tell me that isn't funny lmao:) To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card whe

This Just In.....
Hello friends, This is the spot where I am going to put my daily ponderings and mindless drivel. I will try and keep it light and fun, but hey sometimes I get bent just like everyone else. TODAY'S QUOTES: 1. Got any gum?...Joe Walsh 2. Did you see the size of that chicken?...Unknown 3. Mom! The meat loaf! Fuck!...Will Ferrell 4.And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all? It's very difficult trying to read the situation. And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions? Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". Just for a second, just to see how it feels. Or, ouch, ouch you're on my hair...Vince Vaughn -----------

This Week
Thinking I am done with Fubar. Good luck to all of you. I know I wasted way too much time screwing around here instead of stuff I should be doing. Hopefully you won't make the same mistakes I did. Happy Holidays and good luck to all. I am deleting my account soon.

This Is My Last Time On Fubar For A While
this is my last time on fubar for a while i need a break from this I am Graduating soon Plus i have a business to run for those who truely know who i am and what i am about they know where to reach me and for those who still want to reach me you can do on Yahoo or MSN hit me up Nyck404 I just need a break. This is an Alternative to deleting my account. which I worked hard to rank up in i just need to focus on other things in my life. I appreciate all my friends and love the comments that are left. Thank you very much and god bless..

This Is Me
There's something about me that people don't often understand. Is it my morals and beliefsand that I have my feet planted on firm land? My mind is always turning with thoughts and concerns of others. Maybe I care too much about the people around me or whom I encounter in life. It seems I lose friends more quickly than keeping them. But maybe that is my destiny and my task at hand. Maybe I was put here to be a short memory in one person's life in order to fulfill that one piece that was missing. Maybe I'm here for guidance of others. Maybe I'm a leaning post for yet others. If I make a difference in your life, I thank you for allowing me that opportunity. If I made sense in my words to you or perhaps I loved you as a friend should when no one else could. Maybe my words that flow from my fingertips to the keyboard struck a chord with you once or maybe my sweet voice as it sang to you through the thick air made you complete at that lonely hour you felt. The passion in my soul is meant to

This Is How I Feel
I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone. What am I to do When my heart says leave But my feet won't move And today is our anniver

This Is How Im Feeling Lately
Rain, rain on my face It hasn't stopped raining for days My world is a flood Slowly I become one with the mud But if I can't swim after forty days and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves Lift me up so high that I cannot fall Lift me up Lift me up when I'm falling Lift me up I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up I need you to hold me Lift me up Keep me from drowning again Downpour on my soul Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control Dark sky all around I can't feel my feet touching the ground Calm the storms that drench my eyes Dry the streams still flowing Cast down all the waves of sin And guilt that overthrow me Lift me up when I'm falling Lift me up I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up I need you to hold me Lift me up Keep me from drowning again

This Shit Is Fucking Crazy!
Glitter Graphics It was 11:21 pm when i got the worst phonecall of my life, it was from my mother who never called me. She said my sister was dead, all i can remember is that the 2 words Ashton and Dead just didnt fit together quite right to me. This little girl who i never ever saw enough was gone, i was so close to her. She loved me and spoke very highly of me, she always had, since she was old enough to talk. yet i wasnt there for her enough, and the reality of it is that she really didnt even know me all that well. this was the most painful and tramatic thing ive ever gone through in my life and still hurts. the pain is never ending. i wish it was me, i really do i wish she would have gotten to see the things i did, gotten to have kids, graduate highschool, get married but she cant and she never will. January 14 of 08 she wouls have been 21. but she never made it to 19. and its not fair, nothin can ever bring her back. and for the first time today, im balling my eyes out. i

This Is How I Feel About It.
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

This Mist
i was drunk....so work with me. Death, the lord of shadows....creeping in the night. Stalker of soul...stealing for delight. Blood splatered hills, cuts so deep.see his grin, chills' that creep. no hiding no escape, turn the corner, he is there, your wounds gaping. Cries unheard, screams not bothered...he takes your life, and thus there after your soul is his. no more games. no more running, tis the end. Music soothes the troubled soul, No matter how hurt No matter how much pain it endures. Music is an inspirational tool, Healing the heart, as well as the mind. No matter how deep the wound, No matter how long Music calms the savage beast within The mood of the melody, The very thought of its rhythm warms the body. Open heart and open mind, Open soul and spirit. Music can turn the most terrifying of people, Transforming their entire being inside out. Closed eyes, opened minds united to witness The very essence of its power. Music works miracles. It changes unfaithful a

This Place
i'm getting irritated at how this site is and the way some people are here there are too many me me's here, ie people who only think of themselves etc and don't return the goodwill gestures others do for them. like most of my what i'll call normal friends and a few v.i.p's i will vote and comment on most new pics i see that they have put up etc. But there are some people who think that are too important to return rates/votes/comments.

This Is An Outrage!!!
As the wife to a Viet Nam Vet, I found this to be an OUTRAGE! Please keep this reposted! A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed during Vietnam The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat. In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW in Ho Lo Prison the "Hanoi Hilton." Dragged from a stinking cesspit of a cell, cleaned, fed, and dressed in clean PJ's, he was ordered to describe for a visiting American "Peace Activi

This Year In Review
2007 is quickly fading away and 2008 is upon us....time to look back at all thats happened.... Hillary Clinton announced her candicy for presdent. Our Troops are still over in iraq...no surprise. The Simpsons Movie hits the Theaters and grosses Very High. WWE Superstar Chris Beniot is found dead in is Atlanta Georgia Home as well as his wife and child. WWE Champ John Cena suffers a torn Pectoral muscle and is forced to drop the title. D-Generation X Reunites, Triple H and HBK run rampant over the WWE We lost some major Players on my side My Father Carl "pops" Kinter Dies Jan.9 2007 of a Stroke at the age of 50. My Grandmother Irene Edwina Zondlewski dies of many medical reasons on jan 31 2007 at the age of 73. Cousin Andy Benner Dies in His Home in Texas due to a heart attack this past november at the age of 53. Friend Steve "mercedes" Gallant Dies in his sleep this past July at the age 0f 38. (More to come)

This Christmas
As Christmas day approaches ever so fast, whilst we sit down and enjoy our Christmas Meal and tuck in to our Turkey, take a minute to remember those who because of not fault of their own cant be with their familes to enjoy the christmas festivities Military Personnel from all countries, those overseas and ones based at home Doctors and Nurses who give their time to save the lives of others Paramedics and Ambulance drivers Fire Fighters Policemen Ones we4 dont think about but doing important jobs like people who man the power stations to make sure we all have Heat and fuel at Christmas The Homeless who maybe becuase of no fault of their own are on the streets at Christmas. Those ill who spend Christmas in Hospital. Those who dont want to celebrate Christmas because they have lost someone close to them. But most of all remember the servicemen who cant be with us, that have given their live to make this place a better and safer place.

This Is Me, Not You
just because im different doesnt mean i changed why are looks so important to you? now that you stare at me strang do i scare you? do i make you cring? with all the fire and pitchforks out you hunt me like a witch do you have less respect? do you want me to beg ? for your smile and approval and give you my arm and leg do i frighten your family? even the elder or two or do i make you jealous? because you could never be you dont harrasse me for my hair or my shoes or cloths because that only makes you look stupid and letting everyone know you cant live outside cant except people for them always worried about a facade and the square box you live in you dont have to accept it ... what is, me and my style but i dont give a fuck while giving you the finger with a smile

This Is It
I have had a house for a bout a yer and a half and now I am going on base because the people that I bought the house from left me with abpout 15 thousand in repairs this sucks but base is better and easier for me to get so I will get out

This Alwyas Happens
Why is it that a good girl like me comes around, once in a lifetime, and everytime just because I ain't ugly or whatever the guys think that I'm like other females. I'M NOT!!!! So damn stop acting like I am just like them other girls that like to play with people's emotions. I am about ready to give up on relationships period and just be single because every single time, I fall for some stupid bullshit some silly nigga pulls and likewise I get hurt. So can someone tell me why in the hell someone always has to hurt someone like me? I mean yeah, I can be a bitch at times if you cross me the wrong way, but damn. A bitch got feelings too! I honest to God don't know if I can go through getting hurt by another guy anymore.

This Could Happen To You
Last night was the annual work Christmas party. Considering I wasn't exactly sure if I really wanted to go, the night turned out suprisingly well, until the drive home. My sister, her friend Dennis, and I left about 11:45pm heading back to Ozark to drop Dennis off at home for the night. We get to his house around 12:30am or so, and talk with him and his brother until maybe 1:45am. At this point, we decide we need to start making our way home. We are driving down 105 from Ozark, going towards Skipperville. We get to Noah's Ark Daycare, where we see a red car across our lane sideways, partially in our lane and partially off the side of the road. I'm not exactly sure what he had done previously to get himself in that position, but when we were coming upon him, he was still moving and sliding between the pavement and grass. At this point, is where our vehicles impacted. My side of my sister's truck had the biggest point of impact, and it happened so fast, I honestly don't recall what side

This Guy Really Rocks
Hi friends , I have a new friend and hes so nice and a excellent rater. He's medic cowboy99 Yall go show him some love cause hes real cool . bigoo.ws heres the link to his profile.... cowboy_medic99.. Black Room Family Member@ fubar

This Is Me Baby! Take It Or Leave It, I Could Care Less! :)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you fill this out and send to me in a privet message and i'll do the same for you.... Name: Jamey Rae Birthdate: 7/12 Birthplace: Canton, Ohio Current Location: Canton, Ohio Eye Co

This N That
You would think by now, I would know my way around, I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground. How many more lonely years, must meander by, until I learn the lesson, it does no good to cry. What manner of iron will, must some people possess, to be always looking forward, to never accept regress. Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand, they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land. Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine, I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time. But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside, and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide. So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past, it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that our love didn't last. No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you, for the part of me that's still alive, believes you love me too. Maybe there will come a day, when that p

This Is Bullcrap
Well This Is My Final GoodBye To My Friends OF Fubar I HAVE HAD MANY GREAT FRIENDS Here And I Will Miss You All But For Those of you who would like to stay in contact with me please send me a private message or shout and i will be happy to give u my yahoo screen name

This Will Make You Cry
this will make you cry. > >A Billion /newer version for 2007 > > >The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual >manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending >YOUR tax money. > >A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising >agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in >one of its releases. > > >A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. > >B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. > >C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. > >D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. > >E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate >our government is spending it. > >While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New >Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . > >Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress >for $250 BILLION to rebuild New O

This Is Me
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

This Is Who I Am
THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM....I AM A BISEXUAL FEMALE FROM LAKELAND FLORIDA. I AM 19....MY BIRTHDAY IS JANUARY 17TH....I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 2.....MY LIFE IS BASED ON TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD...AT 13 I WAS GANG RAPED BY 15 GUYS...ALTHO THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AND I STILL DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN....I KNOW THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENED IT SCREWED MY ENTIRE LIFE UP...BUT I AM COPING WITH IT ALL..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES (FLASHBACKS)FROM THAT EVENT....I NOW AM TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FORGET...BUT HOW CAN I FORGET SOMETHING SO TRAUMATIC???? NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I GO THROUGH....NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME.... I WAS RAISED IN A VERY STRICT OLD FASHIONED FAMILY....WHEN I WAS RAPED I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO....MY GREATEST FEAR WAS MEN....I COULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND MY NEPHEW...AT THE TIME HE WAS ONLY 3.....I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH T.V. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I SAW A MAN I WOULD PANIC....MY VIRGINITY WAS STOLEN FROM ME....TAKEN IN A BRUTAL WAY....I ALMOST DIED FROM THE BEATINGS.THEY DRUGGED ME UP

This Is Me, This Is Who I Am
There is something that many of you might not know about me. I am huge supporter of breast cancer research and awareness. In 1998 I lost my aunt Caroline and my aunt Catherine to breast cancer. Both had been in remission for a long time. With in 24 hours of going to the Doctors after finding a lump they passed away. Recently a friend that many of you dont know found a lump during a self exam. She went to the Doctors on Friday and they are running some tests they wont have the results until next week. And there is Melissa's friend Morgan. Following are some unknown statistics about breast cancer. Despite the prevailing opinion that young women don't get breast cancer, the reality is that they can and they do. In fact, one in every 227 women between the ages of 30 and 40 will be diagnosed with breast cancer within the next 10 years1 . Following are some additional facts about breast cancer in young women: Breast cancer is the leading cause of cancer death in young women

This And That...........
Krista, I just want you to know that you are a wonderful friend. I wish you all the happiness and love your heart can hold. You are an amazing person. I hope that Mike continues to treat you like a queen because you deserve it. No matter what, keep your head up sis'. I will always be here for you and I hope we can see each other soon. *HUGS* I am so tired of my friend Krista( who is white) getting criticized because she is friends with me and I'm (black). That CRAP is really starting to piss me off!!! I love her because she is a good peron, not because of her color. We are there for each other. None of these things have anything to do with color. Why can't people understand? What others think is not going to stop us from being friends. Krista is my "sister from another mother" for life. That won't change. People might as well......GET OVER IT!!!! If your man is not honest, kick him to the curb. Don't go around asking questions about what he's doing with someone. You are se

This Might Offend...
so....first off my dad is a southern baptist minister. i have been raised in the church for my whole entire life... and i'm sorry but after a while it gets a little old... and no you're not better than me just because you have a penis...oh wow GOD placed you in charge of me and to submit to you??? ha fuck you!!!! just sitting in church today (cause i said i would go with my mum) i almost lost my mind...when i left i felt like going somewhere and doing the most horrible things possible....scenes from fight club came to mind.... anyways...what the guy speaking said disturbed the shit out of me that i almost broke down into tears... "could you imagine what it would be like to have all of greenwood christian???" YES AND IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE!!!! omg!!!! like in V for Vendetta I can see it going down....people being arrested for the pettiest of things just because a book written by men and put together by men told you it was wrong!! AHHHHH!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! can anyo

This Merry Christmas.........
Yeah this christmas mars is supposed to be brighter than the brightest star or something in the night sky you can read in this article (http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071220/ap_on_sc/mars_rudolph) but i liked the revamped song they had there.....lmao here it is Mars is a red-tinged planet With a very shiny glow And if you look to see it You will find the moon in tow. All of the other Yuletides Santa would have at his side The shiny nose of Rudolph Acting as his big sleigh's guide But this very Christmas Eve Santa came to say: "Rudolph, now with Mars so bright, You can stay at home tonight." Then all the reindeer teased him. And they shouted out with glee: "Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Outsourced to astronomy."

This Scares Me
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. Hi s father returned to Kenya. His < /B> mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. H

This Infuriates Me!!!!!!!! If You Are Offended Then Deal With It
Can anyone explain this to me, WE as americans go out and defend this nation against all enemies Foreign and Domestic!!!!! We go on the line to protect this country and everything it represents. The chance to do what you want when you want, the opportunity to sit in your home with literally no fears as to what will happen. But yet these FUCKERS have to gull to protest us. They talk about god loves all. Well then back him up and Love us to for what we do. Support us as we lay our lives on the line to protect you and your family. Without us Evil will triumph, And he last time I checked GOD had cast out those who did wrong from the heavens, He decides whether they will enter the gates, SO if this be the case then all should be allowed in, Not outcasted, So by following his rule we as Men and women go out and assist in the process of eliminating the bad. protecting those Who make the choices to love on another. WE are warriors! I dont need your respect, But I do need your support! We all d

This Year, I Will...
... Lose the rest of my baby weight, and then some. I will NOT sleep with my baby daddy, no matter how phenominal the sex is. I will stop putting out on the first date - maybe then I'll get a second. I will begin going to dance practice again (I was a competitive Irish dancer [damn good one, too]for 16 years, until I broke my foot during a performance). I will get a job that will secure my financial future. I will not go into debt, as I just paid off 15k of it. I will not run my car into the ground. lol I will continue smoking the reefer, because I'm much more fun when I'm stoned. I will potty train my son. I will buy a new camera and start my own side business. And most importantly, I will make sure to include my son in every decision I make regarding my future, as he IS my future... and I wouldn't have it any other way.

This Will Make You Cry
Sent by: Andrea/mypt/*d.t.s.*{+10}S.S. PoisBR-Eva6ft{v4v}(AR){REV}fam />These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOT

This Sums It All Up...
t doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint an

This Sux ..and Not In A Good Way
Hi all..they reset our profile for some unknown reason and we were at level 21 and were reset to 1.. no body knows why, maybe a glitch.. but all our rateings went poof.. IF you folks get a chance to RE-RATE our photos we would really be greatfull... Paul & Sondra

This Sucks
you know whats crazy is you keep changen your screen name so you can check up on me well guess what i am getten married and yet doing my own thing i have a very well known auto shop and i sell music and shit for cars lets see what else oh my kids will have nothing to do with you incase you havent noticed also you are a hater im asking you to leave me alone or atleast tell me somthing why your stalken me i mean either way you need to be with him and leave me and my family alone for sure you will not now nor ever have this again you hated on my familia and on that note be glad i was in prison for sure but anyway im better then you and im tired of you sweaten my page i have four screen names of yours blocked but its all good so do me a favor phuck off and live your oh so happy life cuz im super happy more then i was with you for sure your a loser and as much as i hate to say it a low life theifing bop feel that and whats crazy is you are tellin people that you are going to have me jumpe

This Touched Me
you stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restauran

This Is Funny...
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear P. Niss, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workpl

This Is Apparently My Fault.ok I Accept That But:
It is clear to me now that this site can cause many problems.Even though I detest games I see that I may have created a few problems myself. I know I have been upfront on this end or so I thought.I am not here to hurt anyone,I came here to have fun and unwind.I get into comment wars,I flirt I buy many gifts and it is according to my mood when I buy them.That I am guilty of. I have said in a few of blogs my interest or attraction in one man (still no secret)I have also expressed in another blog my interest for someone else (No secret)I also said both have qualities in them that I admire (once again no secret).I am friends with both of these gentlemen and if I lose there friendship over this just because I feel this for one and feel this for another I would rather remain only friends.I know that a person can not have there cake and ice cream too but I can not help but to like both of them and I do not know either of them that well to know anything or if it would ever go anywhere.It is

This Saturday The 12th ….
Hey just wanted invite all my local fubar friends out to see my band! If your into live music and up for a fun night out … we are at Sonoma’s Bar & Grill in Columbia this Saturday January the 12th from 10 till 2! Hope to see ya there! Thanks, DM Sonoma's Bar & Grille 7284 Cradlerock Way Columbia, MD 21045 Phone: 410-381-7220

This Is So True
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! THIS WAS IN A TAMPA NEWSPAPER Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone..............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American cit

This Girl!
Ok so girls i need some help i like this girl and i thi nk she likes me how do i know for sure? she just broke up with her boyfriend and she says she wants to take it slow what does that mean in girl terms? also we talk all the time like day and night! So some help would be great!thanks

This Is True.
This is so true!! The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the he

This Will Stop Today !!
The games we play have wore thin on me.I have been cleaning with pinesol and bleach and maybe it has affected me. This goes out to anyone that feels they need to go to peoples page and see what I am doing or what they are doing. I have written this before but apparently it didn't do the trick. I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN,I AM HERE TO COMMUNICATE AND IF ANYTHING ELSE COMES MY WAY THEN I AM BLESSED. I have had it with others coming to my page to see what a friend of mine is doing but when my friends go to his I will not tolerate it.I ask someone to have trust in our friendship and what may could be after I figured all of this out.I have been honest and upfront from the beginning over all of this so how dare you or anyone coming to my page have the nerve to do so. I will not play this game and the game is now over.You can continue playing if you feel you need too.I am not here to hurt feelings or sound like a person I feel I am not.This Internet is showing me many aspects of life,a li

This Is The Funniest...
...thing i have read in a long time... ok first of all let me point out that i am not political at all... i used to be in the navy, not to obey a president, but to serve the people... so whoever is president i could give two fucks... I am voting, but if the guy i vote for wins i'm not going to be all "ha! in your face"... I really don't care... but for someone to say that because his father is muslim, Obama is going to potentially destroy us americans is ludacris... who the hell cares where he came from... he wants to be president, he's qualified to do the job... let him do it... if he starts to get crazy in office then there are enough of us americans that we can and will beat the living shit out of him... but just to pick up from his a heritage a stupid idea that he will erase us "infidels" because of it is the most retarded mother fucking thing i have ever heard... and seriously, no offense brittany, but most people are blind to their surroundings... if you watch the normal news

This Kitten Wants To Be Played With
Hello Boys! I'm naughty Taryn. A hot older babe who is absolutely cock crazy and crazy for YOU. I love to fuck older men and younger guys alike. I'm a 40-ish woman in her prime. Some might call me a mature Mommy or MILF. I have sexual experience that younger gals just don't have and I get off on it and with you. I know how to please a man. I know how to be your submissive whore. OR I can take control and give you exactly what you've been craving. I'll make your cock and balls ache for me. I'm gonna take you to a new level of pleasure. Think you can handle a REAL kinky lady? I'd like to see you try. I bet you have some naughty fantasies that make your dick nice and stiff, and I want to hear them, so let's get down and dirty together.

This Is My Last Blog.....
I just wanted to let you know about something that has been bugging me for some time now. Well for for the short story. I am struggling very very very hard. I am feeling like I am working to struggle. I cant even put food in my house as of right now. I dont want my son to go even i night without something to eat or feeling full. I have gone several times without eating. I have been feeling very suicidal because I feel so hopeless. I have even though of letting Nicks dad take him at least I know he will be fed. That alone the thought of not having my son because I cant do what I got to do as a mother hurts and is killing me. Also The thought that I am worthless and that I cant feed my son is killing me. I am about to snap. I just dont know why I am here if I have NO ONE to turn to. I have no family that cares I have not true friends that care. So that leaves me to wonder why am I here?? My son go go live with his dad and at least I will know that he will have food in his tummy and as fo

This Guy Is Mean
this guy came on the other day talking stuff about my pic and he said im a ho just like every other girl on fu. I forgot to block him and he started in on me again tonight. :( Ten afer he said wa he did he blocked me. Heres his link Satan@ fubar

This Touched My Heart
Yesterday I had a very touching mail from a guy called Satyr, who felt really bad cos he couldnt do any rating during Stevens Happy Hour, but he send a song he sung and said the next one he would dedicate to steven which is down below and it truely touched my heart The guy is only 485 points from levelling up, so if you could send him some fu love and show what he did was awesome I would appreciate it Thanks Dave Satyr©™~Daddy and Fu-Hubby to ♥Wet Dreams♥@ fubar

This Life Of Mine
It is Thursday and that means only one more day of school and work! Well, I will probably working all weekend because I have so much to get done but that is okay because I took a lot of time off around Christmas. Yesterday afternoon I went to meet with the Dean of the high school to discuss Anthony's attendance. We decided to make him go to Saturday school to make up every time he skips school. It is a class where they have to do work for like 3 hours and can't talk to anyone. It just might stop him from skipping his classes! We also discussed him going to another school or doing independent study. She said sometimes kids do better with that. I am trying to make an appointment to talk to his school counselor next. Doing everything we can to get him on the right track. Yesterday I talked to my son about being nice to us and his brother. He actually was pleasant to be around yesterday. I think there is hope! I know there is. I went out to dinner last night with my pa

This Sensation
Lately, among everything else in my life, I've had this new sensation. Can't really say if it's a good sensation or bad one, but it is unlike anything I've ever felt before. And perhaps it is the most terrifying feeling ever. It's the feeling of uncertainty. Yes, I've felt this before, but never for such a long period of time. It's like I wake up and I'm not even sure if I'm still alive. It's like I'm looking for my keys or my cell phone and I'm not even sure I really lost them. I feel like every little thought requires another thought just to make sure that is what I'm really thinking. I feel like I'm having an idenity crisis. Like I dont know who I am and I just want to wake up and be the old me. My dreams at night have been more vivid and dramatic. This is the second night in a row that I've woken up and thought I was at home....really at home...hearing my mom and dad downstairs. And I open my eyes and I realize I'm certainly not at home. I'm in my dorm room at school 6 hours away f

This Life Of Mine 1
Monday afternoon already and I have been procrastinating what I am supposed to do for work. Not really good since I need to get some important things done like....1099's! There is a deadline. My boys actually did chores today without me having to ask over and over again. This positive reinforcement that we are doing might be working after all? They are off from school because of MLK day. I wonder if 9/11 will ever become an official holiday? I really need to stop playing on fubar and get busy! I was hoping to talk to Martin but missed him this morning. Our schedules can be a little crazy being that we are 11 hours apart! Well, I am going to make a list of stuff I need to get done. That is a good idea. Then check them off when I do them. Enjoy your day everyone. Kisses and hugs Martin. Miss you. Ciao~

This Pride Of Mine
Is it my absurd pride, Which countenanced you to take off and run? Is it my rainbow pride, Which made you flee to the searing sun? I beg of you Stop! Think twice A little pride is better than nice. That is a saying plausibly far from wise! If your love could fall once more out of the sky This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea I tell no lie and I speak no lies This pride of mine, I’ll give to another for free For years and years I have chewed over on my pride Crying out inside beclouded tears Our love went down with a dingy backslide But! But! This pride of mine was too blind to see Sometimes it draws out the beauty in me Sometimes it sheds out the ugly in me Like leaves falling off once a blossoming tree This pride of mine Needs to resign This pride of mine Isn’t sweeter than wine But! But! If your love could fall once more out of the sky This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea I promise to be humble, humble and humble For u

This Life Of Mine 2
I am so glad the kids went to school today. Since it was cold and raining all day, there was a bunch of kids in my house all day playing Xbox loudly! There was still about 4 or 5 of Anthony's friends here at 7:00pm! For some reason they think they need to have the tv on LOUD or they won't win at their game! I wonder why they can't ever here us when we ask them a question? The ipods on their ears loud and the tv turned way up! They will be def by the age of 40, if not sooner. It is raining again today and I am feeling a bit down. Why? I think just thinking about everything that has happened and Anthony finally telling me that Yes, he did cut school that Friday that I kept asking him if he cut. I had a hard time falling asleep because I couldn't stop thinking about it. I asked him why he lies to us all the time. He said it is so he won't get in trouble. I told him by him lying to us that it makes us never believe him even if he was telling the truth and that it affects m

This Life Of Mine 3
Oh this day has just been perfect. I feel energetic and got things accomplished for work and got to talk to my love for a long time today and catch up. You put a smile on my face and in my heart. I am not looking forward to tomorrow but Peter found out today that we will not be going in front of a judge but just the probation officer. He talked with her today and she said he will have to do many things and also be on probation. So at least we know what to expect tomorrow. It will make is a little easier. Of course I will still be nervous but that is easy to deal with. Anthony not having an attitude with this probation officer would be a good thing. Peter is going to talk with him tonight and lay down some more rules for him. That he has to show us his homework that he has completed or he gets something taken away until he decided to start showing us. This class is real helpful. He went to it 2 times and I will go next time. I have been reading the work book that come

This Life Of Mine 4
I am a little tired this morning. I had a hard time falling asleep last night. Actually I was falling asleep and then Peter decided he was horny last night so he somehow persuaded me to have sex (doesn't take much persuasion!) So then I was wide awake and then had a hard time falling asleep after because then I started thinking about today. I hate it when my mind won't shut off. I had lots of dreams about sex last night. I was working for my sister-in-law who opened up a restaurant and I was like her business partner or something? I was in love with 2 men. One of them looked like Johnny Dep and the other looked like....someone I was talking to yesterday! ;) I was having sex with the one brother and then in the end of my dream, I was having sex with the other. At some point there was a band playing in the restaurant and I was watching a woman dance and there were video cameras there and they kept showing shots from below, up her skirt. You could kind of see her pussy. I was

This Time In My Life
This time in my life Starting over again at this time in my life was not someting I ever thought I would have to do I thought i had found love that would last to the end of time but here I am looking at the faces of strangers hoping to find in their eyes the light that would tell me that we are meant to be together A kind loving face with a smile that would erase the troubles of the day soft warm arms in which to lose all track of time as the world passes by We each have our pasts things we have done the lives we have lived and lessons learned but the past is gone and cannot be changed This time in my life is a time for a fresh start new beginings to a new life new love and a new forever

This Is What I Ask
To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other g

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs...
Ok I got this off a new friends blog, I am suppose to post it now on mine :P ~~~~~~~~~ If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

This Life Of Mine 5
I am so glad it is Friday and this week is over with. I had a lot to do this week with work and got it all accomplished and then on top of it had the court date with anthony yesterday. It turned out to be that it wasn't court Thank God! It was the probation department and we went and discussed his punishment for his "big" crime he did with the officer. She actually kind of laughed that he got arrested for stealing a soda. I am sure the kids that she is assigned to have done a lot worse! She called him a "big time criminal". I laughed. It was evident that we did not belong there. You should have seen the people that were in there for probation! Scary!!!! They were looking at us and probably wondering why we were there! We didn't look like meth heads or criminals. LOL She said that actually what they assigned him before was worse than what she was going to make him do. She said that was a bit extreme. He has to do 30 hours of community service. Attend a clas

This Is Important Family
Boy oh boy where do I start? I so wanted this family to be laid back and not a demanding family but I really feel it is so wrong of people thinking about themselves. I dont know how to say this but its like this I want a family that is there to back each other NOT thinking of only themselves.......And I have been seeing that alot lately.....lets see so and so needs to 50,000 comments to win a hh (um hello we are so not a bombing family) So and so needs 1,000,000 points to level in 2 weeks (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). Yes I will ask the family to help another member in a contest but hey the best news out of it is that I can do it....ITS MY FAMILY.....I have posted a blog before about bulletins and guess what the same crap is happening not going to change I take it I DONT want to kick out anyone in the family for NOT helping cuz of the rules is help when you can but I notice that there is only like 6 of us actually doing anything. We have a few members that are silent members and I know when t

This Life Of Mine 6
For a Saturday it has been kind of rough. For some reason which I do not know why, my neck was hurting really bad all night and all day today. I don't think I did anything to hurt it? It must be tension. Tension from my son and the thing from last week. It was a nice day. Well.....not raining at least. It has been very cold and rainy for a long time and today there was a break. It actually got quite warm for winter. I think it was 59 degrees! I had the moon roof open on my car today to let in fresh air while I was driving. The moon roof on my car is huge. The back seat has a moon roof too. Peter and I went to Home Depot to look at tile for the kid's bathroom. That is where the pain in my neck really started to hurt. We picked out a tile and bought it. It is a neutral color so it should be fine. We also looked at cabinets and sinks but we decided to get the floor in first and then worry about that. There are other stores I would like to check first before buying

This Life Of Mine 7
You know, I might need to stop putting foreign countries as my place of residence. I change it all the time. I do state in my profile that I live all over the world.....in my mind but my home is California. I am guessing that 90% of Fubar members don't read profiles. I am one that DOES read profiles. It doesn't mean I won't forget what I read 20 minutes later but at least I read them! So I pick a Country that sounds like a place I would want to visit or be at in that moment. I have not had any trouble but a few misconceptions of people thinking I am actually in Sweden or Christmas Island, lol. Now that I have chosen Greece as my next destination, I get Turk sending me a private message telling me to go on msn. How does he even know I have msn? Turkish men are kind of.....scary. I don't mean to offend any of you but they have always been pushy and saying disgusting things to me. I have added them on my profile in the past and then had to block them. Needless to say,

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It is almost 9pm. I ended up working most of the day on boring Quickbooks. I opened up my package from work and saw that the disk was in there so I figured I needed to get things done. I ended up working 7 hours! Ugh. I was watching The L Word but Peter went to bring our spoiled daughter dinner so I am waiting to finish watching it when he returns (that is the fantastic thing about Tivo!). I am a little sick of drama on fubar lately. If it isn't solving the worlds problems, it is having a woman stalk me because she thinks I am in some kind of competition with her. I am not in competition with anyone. I also got a bit pissed off tonight too. Don't ask to see my fucking pictures anymore people. It isn't going to happen. I am about to take them all off of here. Why do I owe you anything? I don't. I really don't like to feel lie I am being made fun of. Not cool at all. I guess my tits must be small? Funny. The folder says "Martin's special folder" for a reaso

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It's not easy having 5 people in your family and only one bathroom! Taking showers and using the restroom are not that easy and it is only the second day of dealing with it and already I am about to scream. Peter got a total of 4 or 5 tiles laid down yesterday. I didn't complain because as I was working on my computer, I could hear him cussing up a storm every time he put one down. I guess they shifted? I did however ask him last night when he might be done with the tile so we can put the toilet back in and he growled at me saying it is going to be a while. Oh no! I am going to lovingly push him very hard to finish it! ;) My son had a doctor appointment this morning and I learned a lot about him in 15 minutes. He told the doctor that he sometimes puts the pill back in the bottle when I leave the room. So that is why some days he doesn't do so hot at school! He also informed us that he rarely eats his sandwich! Kids! We are going to stop making them a lunch if they

This Bothers Me
Ok from my understanding everyone on this site SHOULD be atleast 18 am I correct? Then someone please explain to me why it is we have silly little simple minded imbreds that like to rate pictures that show anything at all as NSFW? I just dont get it at all I really believe there are more children OR virgins on this site or perhaps little boys that need to grow some balls or little girls that havent yet let go of mommys skirt then we think.... I for one believe if you cant handle a little skin you are in the WRONG place!

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I have a big headache this morning. :( I had one last night and it was still there when I woke up. I thought by me having my coffee this morning that it would help and it did a little. Coffee is a cure all! ;) I wish I could just curl up in bed with someone but he is far far away. I went to a class last night that my husband has attended for the last 2 weeks without me because I couldn't go. It is Parent Outreach Program and put on by the local Police Station for parents with strong willed children and teens that are getting into trouble with grades, alcohol and/or drugs. It is once a week for 10 weeks and each week they cover a new subject. Last night it was about drugs and alcohol. We are put into groups the first week and you stick with your group throughout the entire program. You discuss problems and solutions with these parents and the Officers teach the class. There are 2 of them. They also ask people to read out loud certain paragraphs from the book they give

This Is An Emergency - Please Read
Please Read this and go to the link ~ It contains info on a baby who was murdered and the father is being looked for. The mother was one of our own fubar members :( This is a repost of her bulletin. I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html

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Gosh I am tired. I have been working all day and trying to put out fires with work. Ugh! Wish there were more competent people at work. My idiot step sister is supposed to give me....wait, let me rephrase that. My idiot step sister HAS to give me a bunch of stuff for work that I have to work on and have been waiting forever to get from her. She has to give me stuff from back in October, that is how behind she is. So irritating. I found out today that she is not going to work tomorrow. WHAT? So apparently she is going to drop all of this stuff off tomorrow here at the house. I will try to refrain from chocking her. Or at least not leave marks. ;) So if I do not get everything done tomorrow which is pretty impossible, I will have to work most of the weekend. Not fun. I have a meeting on Monday that I have to have all of this stuff done for. I just want to kick her in the ass. I am going to have to have a big chat with my Dad about her. It just isn't right that she p

This Weekend
My sister, her husband and 2 friends will be here in a few hours. First thing in the morning we will be headed downtown for a full day of Mardi Gras parades and such. Tomorrow night, we head back to my house to grill out in honor of my husbands b-day. (It's actually today, but they are getting here too late to grill tonight) After we eat....WE DRINK! My alcholic sister (LOL) has made up a few drinking games over the years so this is sure to be an eventful evening. But then, it always is when u get us together! lmao!!! Hopefully we won't be too hung over to get back up Sunday and go to more Mardi Gras parades. For those of u that didn't know, Mardi Gras started here in Mobile. And it is freaking awesome! Scott has been bringing me down here to them since 1998. Now that we live here, I can go to as many as I want! I love it! I will be sure to post pics of some of our drunkin stupid acts that I am sure will be caught on film. So I am off to party all fuckin weekend. Happy Mardi Gras every

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Holy Fuck! I have been working all day fixing the mistakes that someone else made. Not my idea of fun. My eyes are going crossed from staring at numbers all day. I think I need to do one or 2 more accounts and then be done for the day and pick it back up tomorrow fresh. Fresh eyes does wonders. I really want to strangle the person that made these mistakes. How incompetent can one person be? Yes by the way...I am perfect! LAMO HAHAHAHA It is Friday and usually I don't work a whole lot on Friday. I think I need a stiff drink. Or a stiff something! Hmmm....Martin, why do you have to be so far away? Peter has been sick so I haven't been getting anything from him. :( Damn damn damn. I certainly am not going to kiss him and take the chance of getting sick. I think I just might meet my meeting Monday if I get all of this shit for work done. I am crossing my fingers. Well,back to work. Enjoy your weekend everyone. Kiss and love Martin! Ciao baby!

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I just realized I missed my physical therapy appointment yesterday. Damn it. I can't believe I did that. Now it is going to be hard to get in to see her. They are not happy when patients miss appointments. It is a waste of their time. I was working so hard that I just forgot. I got a lot done yesterday but still have quite a bit to do today. i really don't want to work both Saturday and Sunday so I m hoping I can get it done today. Peter will be working on the bathroom anyway. He finished laying the tile and needs to grout it today and put texture on the walls. We want our bathroom back to ourselves! I felt bad because he has been sick all week and tried working on it while he was sick. There may be some crooked tiles, I am afraid to look. LOL Anthony is at a class today that he has to take for part of his probation. I hope he learns something. He has also been sick and has not gone to school for 2 days so when he goes back to school Monday, we are going to have

This Is Me
okay so heres the deal. i am so sick of the drama, it is pointless and only makes you look childish. i have been called a hater and apparently people think i talk about others behind their back. i find this funny because my friends who know me will tell you that i hate on no one and if i have something to say about someone i have no problems saying it to them personally. i have also gotten from someone that the lounge i co own trashes other lounges and people in them. this is also funny seeing how our lounge is full of pervs and we mostly talk about sex. again the people who know me will tell you that if anyone brings bullshit into a lounge that im the co owner of i will jump their ass. i do not put up with it, that is what yahoo and shoutbox is for. some people need to realize this is a web site, not reality. when things get to be too much step away from the computer and focus on your real life. to the people who understand that FUBAR is just a place to meet friends and have fun, i th

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The people in my house were a little grumpy last night to say the least. Now Christopher is sick and Anthony is still sick but I am making him go to school because he missed 2 days of school last week and can't afford to miss anymore! Everyone is sick around me, I am crossing my fingers that I don't get it. I have been pretty healthy all winter and it has been nice. I do however need to start a healthier lifestyle of exercise and eating right. Maybe it was all the junk food I have been eating all winter that has kept me from getting sick? lol I am so glad that a lot of the work is behind me and now I can attend to my house that has been neglected lately. My kids don't seem to know how to pick up after themselves and it is time they learn. Unfortunately I think I have gone behind them for so many years picking up after them that it will be a hard for them to break the habit of leaving a mess. Maybe I will go on strike and do nothing around here and see if they notice? Hmm

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Gosh I am so procrastinating right now. I need to fill out a Cal Osha report and I hate filling it out every year! They give it to me January 31 and expect the report filled out and posted on Feb. 1st! I have not had time to fill it out.....yeah, that is my excuse! (not me just dreading filling it out ;), lol) I will do it in a few minutes. I have not felt the greatest today. I have been surrounded by sick people for weeks and last night at the class I went to, I was sitting between 2 men that coughed all night! One of them was my husband. I had a yelling match with my son last night which led me to tears and that probably didn't help. I actually took something this morning and it is supposed to prevent colds or at least make them better, Zicam or something like that? It was a lozenge you have to dissolve on your tongue and then not drink anything for 15 minutes. It was supposed to be cherry flavored but it was nasty! I do have to say that I do feel better.

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It took me long enough! Or should I say....it took my cellphone company long enough? I finally changed my sms texting plan to be unlimited for my whole family. Now we can text anyone we want as many times as we want for $35.00 a month! Before I was paying for separate plans and it was limited. Now I don't have to worry about my kids going over by 10,000 texts and it costing $1,000 extra a month, lol! Also, I have finally hit old. Do you know why? I have been having a hard time reading anything with my contacts in because my contacts are for distance and reading as you know, is up close. I had to break down and buy reading glasses today!!! They are cute though. They are pink. I will have to take a picture with me wearing them....maybe naked? lol Kisses Martin! ~ciao baby~ Finally a day without sick kids at home. Yipppeeee! I need a quiet day for once. Time to run a couple of errands and time to maybe exercise. I said maybe! I thought I was coming down with

This Is 1 Of My Short Stories That I Had To Get Out Of My Head After Having 1 Of Those Dreams.
I was woken up out of a dead sleep by a dream that I was having this is what came to my mind. I had to get this so I grabbed the nearest pen(marker) before I lost this. The devil came to me one night as I was contemplating my life's past, present, and possible future. True to form she told me she would give me what I wanted most if I gave something that she wanted. This perked my curiousity so I agreed. "I want your soul," she replied. "Not mine to give." I told her. "It belongs to the father in heaven." "I want your body." She said now showing less restraint in the tone of her voice. "Nor does my body belong to me but the earth from which it was sculpted." A small smirk raises from my lips while saying this. Getting aggrivated she commands that I should give her my mind. "Give me all of those fabulous thoughts you have." She snickers when saying this. "My mind is not my own for it wonders where it may may and only comes back to tell me a story or two." The smirk

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I hope I don't offend anyone that reads this and it is not meant for any of my friends. I have come to the conclusion that Fubar is for lonely and somewhat pathetic people. I have come across a lot of men that all they want to do is get off to your pictures and somehow think that if you leave a nice comment on one of their pictures like "cute" or any kind of compliment at all, that you are all of the sudden wanting to either fuck them or are in love with them! Get a clue! I can tease with the best of them, just know that it is just that....teasing. Also, I know the same goes for the women. I know that if men give most of these ladies a compliment, they think they are in love with them! Then, they come stalking anyone that comes into your profile. I have had trouble with 2 different women. Not trouble really, just more annoyance than anything. I thought I got rid of one of the stalkers but....she came into my profile again last night. They are freaks! Just because the guy s

This A*hole
I have no idea whats up with this guy, he's totally thinking I'm another person, I've NEVER been mean to anyone, I was giving him a heads up thats all. He says his eyes arent that good so he rated me a 1. Evidently thats so fucking bastard go get your eyes checked This guy: http://www.fubar.com/user/1553495 His message to me: It's Not Your Picture that I didn't like it's YOU I don't like ! I have been in a Lounge with Yopu, & Your a DISGRACE === '~*DJ Loyal*~ *Owner Of The Grotto* DJ For IN10SITY Radio & RL Wife to Ryan' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-08 13:50:12'.. > > You dont HAVE to do it, but it's customary here to rate everyone 10's. Some people have folders just for downraters to disgrace them. If you don't like it, don't rate it

This Is Who I Am
I have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that he was given, This angel won't make the same mistakes he made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for him, This fallen angel know what he has to do to be forgiven.

This On Is All About Me .
WILL AS YOU WILL THIS IS NOT ONE OF MY PEOMS . I NO I HAVE NOT BEEN MYSELF FOR ABOUT THE LAST TWO MONTHS . BUT HERE GOES . ON FEBRUARY 8TH 2008 . MOST OF YOU KNEW THAT I WAS TO BE HAVEING SURGERY THAT DAY . WILL THEY REMOVED A LUMP FROM MY RIGHT BREAST . . THEY HAD TO SEND THE LUMP AWAY BECAUSE IT DARK IN COLOR AND THEY SENT IT AWAY TO HAVE TEST DONE ON IT AND THEY SHOULD ALL BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF FEBRUARY . THE FIRST SURGERY WAS ON BUT ABOUT 12:30 AM ON FEBRUARY 9TH I HAD TO GO BACK TO THE HOSP. BECAUSE THE SPOT WHERE THE SURGERY WAS BROKE OPEN SO THEY HAD TO DO SURGERY AGAIN TO CLOSE IT BACK UP .. SO I AM LITTLE SORE . BUT PLZ JUST KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAY BECAUSE IT MY BE IBC AND FOR THE ONES THAT DOES NOT NO WHAT IBC IS IT iNFLAMMTORY BREAST CANCER . SO I GUESS I CAN SAY THIS MUCH I DO NOT WANT NO ONE TO THINK OF ME ANY DIFF. THEN WHAT I HAVE BEEN I AM FIGHTER AND I WILL FIGHT WHA

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Damn, I am hurting all over! It sucks to not be 25 anymore!!! We went to a wedding yesterday and it was at a country club with a beautiful golf course. The wedding was inside being that it is February and chances are, it is going to be either cold or raining. Where we sat for the ceremony was over looking the golf course and just beautiful. The ceremony was short and to the point. I am not fond of wedding ceremonies that drag on....blah blah blah! The day was absolutely beautiful and sunny and warm for a winter day! The reception was above where the ceremony was and we had names of where we were supposed to sit. We were sitting at a fun table. After the dinner and cake, the dancing started! I danced the whole night and boy do I feel it today! I guess the 6 or 7 Vodka drinks didn't help the situation today either! At least I didn't dance on the table top! I did however try to get my brother-in-law to dance who was not wanting to. How did I get him to dance? I went behi

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OMG, I can barely walk! I can't believe that dancing all night has caused me to feel like I am 85 years old! I get up and am hunched over and my left knee won't straighten out all the way. It feels like the muscle behind m knee is pulled tight. They videotaped everyone dancing and they had the camera on me a few times. I can just imagine what I looked like after a few drinks. I hope that it isn't too embarrassing. I am just wonder what tomorrow is going to be like because it is always worse the second day. Oh Boy, I might as well stay in bed! I hope you have a safe flight home Martin. Kiss Ciao

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This is a Monday I thought I would be able to sleep in but no......a kid called for Christopher early this morning 2 times! I am tired and sore and in need of some strong coffee! This is how lazy I am being....I called my daughter's cell phone from my bed and asked her to run to Starbucks and get me a latte since I am too sore to get out of bed and make it myself! That is pretty bad! I don't think I slept very well since I kept having nightmares and having to wake myself up out of them. One of the nightmares was Peter crashed on a bike and was dead. Not a good dream to have. It was devastating. I woke myself up and was breathing really fast and hard because in my dream I was crying hard. The kids are out of school today. They get off this Monday and next Monday. Luckily it is a Holiday for Peter and I next Monday too. I think he is planning on taking the boys to the cabin. I am not going tis time. They can have their trip and I will have my quiet house to myself excep

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It is a beautiful morning. It has been rather warm for days now and I love it! I think it was 68 degrees yesterday! It feels like Spring already. It might be short lived but I will enjoy it while it lasts. I had a lot of fun over the weekend dancing up a storm at a wedding. I am able to walk with less limp today. I can not believe that dancing can cause that much pain afterwards. Apparently my brain still thinks I am young and my body knows I am not! Tonight is our parent class and I am looking forward to it. They have such good advise with dealing with strong willed teens. I can say that Anthony is really trying to improve. He has been avoiding the friends that like to get into trouble and hanging out more with his girlfriend and his friends that are good kids. So nice to see. One of his friends called last night and I heard him say that he was at his girlfriends house. So he is avoiding someone for what ever reason. I am just glad. I feel bad for his friend Jorda

This Is All You Get
HERE IT IS MY GIRLFRIEND SAYS I'M TEASE ;) I WAS CITY BOY TURNED INTO A COUNTRY BOY MY FIANCE WANTS TO SUCK MY TONGUE OUT OF MY MOUTH I'M GETTING MARRIED IN JUNE I'M MOVING TO WYOMING THEN TOO IM A SEXY BEAST AND MY FIANCE WANTS TO SCREW MY BRAINS OUT ;) I'VE LOST 26 POUNDS IN 3 WEEKS I HAVE 6 KIDS I WAS MARRIED 14 YEARS WENDY'S PIE IS MY FAVORITE YOU'RE IT: SHADY CHAINS 301 THE BIG MIKE BIG BEN SEXY SANDY SASSY PANTS ALICE FREAKY GURL 2007 DEVIL BEAUTIFUL ANGEL 22

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Yesterday was a beautiful day, sunny and warm. Today is overcast. Where did my sun go? I had dreams early in the morning that when I awoke, I thought that it was stuff that really happened. It was about friends and just talking to them and things that really could have happened. Are those dreams about the future and when you are in that moment you think to yourself "deja vu"? I wonder? I have so much cleaning to do. Since my knees have been hurting really bad from my dancing queen moves that I have not been doing any form of cleaning since! My kids don't seem to know how to clean up after themselves. They say they do but really, they don't and then blame each other. Hal Sparks is hilarious!!! I am listening to him on the radio. I love him. He is singing karaoke on the radio. LMAO Keep on Loving You is the song. I listen to Radio Alice in the morning, a station in S.F. with Sarah and No Name. Love them! Well, should get my butt in gear and stop rambling on ab

This Island Of Me
My tears they fall Like the lonely rain Alone in my head Tormented by my pain Behind the facade of a smile I hide my intense sorrow My own daily torture of What will come tomorrow? Incoherently I travel on this train called life A cavity replacing my soul The product of my strife I am my own island isolated yet not free I wonder how I became This island of me Copyright ©2008 Waynette M Redwing I wrote this about 5 years ago when I was going through a very tough time and had completely lost who I was due to the situation I was in.

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Happy Valentines Day everyone! I hope you all have someone to cuddle up to tonight or at least a stuffed teddy bear. I usually don't care too much about this day. But being on Fubar has made me realize how many people that don't have a valentine and it made me appreciate mine even more! I would rather receive chocolate over roses. Or pink roses over red. I am not into tradition. Surprises me on a Tuesday when it is raining instead of doing something you are supposed because it is a Holiday. I did get up this morning and find my card in front of the espresso machine. Apparently he knows that is a place I go to first when I wake up. I wonder why? lol It was really cute this morning. My son Anthony (the 15 yr. old) got up with his Dad and they went to the store so they could buy cards. He bought one for his girlfriend. Then he was all ready for school early! He also was dressed in a nice shirt with a collar, something he hasn't done in a long time! I was impresse

This Page Is Gone By The End Of The Week No Repreves Ty
yes this is the Real flirt (aka)mystic dark angel and yes im moving on down the road lol you see i have two pages and a lounge that i am dealing with and i can no longer deal with all 3 one has to go so hey being that my lounge and leveling family is on the Mystic dark angel account this is the account marked for the recycle bin,but it is not right to leave with out first letting my friends know so this is it, those of you that care and want to remain friends can hit link at bottom of this blog,those of you that don't can stay and be deleted with account,and if you didn't even bother to read the this then oh well you could have cared less about me and that means i could care even more less about you so stay and be gone lol...... Hey all sorry but on saterday easter day at midnight this page is history it has drawn the dead mans hand for those of you that want to remain my friends you need to come to the mystic dark angels page in friends list and join i would love to have a

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Dancing Queen, this song is in my head. I love ABBA! I used to love singing their songs when I was a kid. Muriel's Wedding is one of my favorite all time movies! LOVE IT. It is Friday and a 3 day weekend, wooo hooo! So glad. I think Peter is going to the cabin tomorrow? My boys have informed me that they don't want to go so that quiet weekend looks like it might not happen. I am afraid that they are getting older and wanting to be with their friends and girlfriends is more important than being with Dad at the cabin. Oh well. I can't blame them. Last night was not the Valentines I was expecting. Peter came home empty handed and that kind of upset me. He "forgot" to stop by and get me something on his way home. So those pretty lacy black panties I was wearing....yeah, those he didn't get to see! I was not happy. He was not going to get his Valentines either! I took them off, put on my pajama bottoms, laid the lace panties on the bed and when he walked back in I tol

This Is One By My Sis
This is one by my sis. Current mood: mellow One Woman By: Kimberly Colton I admittedly was feeling WEAK one day When my God spoke to me in his own quiet way His voice rang clear as I felt his words say "One Woman" Raped, kicked, degraded and used Looking for love but often abused Broken battered defeated and wronged Left feeling powerless and alone His words again flowed through me as a gentle breeze And his overwhelming grace granted me the words' meaning "One Woman" again I felt his voice say, One woman tasted forbidden fruit indugled her mate and forever changed the destiny of man. One woman cut the locks of Samson's blessed mane and made the strongest man weak. One woman danced a dance of seduction and left John the baptist without his head. One woman's name became synomynous for whore throughout times ancient and modern as the word Jezebel still carries its own dark meaning One woman and Satan One woman was a virgin, visited by a messenger of good

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I think my knees are finally getting a little better. It has been a week since I was disco dancing the night away! lol I can't believe they hurt after a week still! I wonder what I was doing while I was dancing? Usually just sore for a couple of days but never this long! Note to self: Don't drink and dance! We went to Costco a little while ago and spent almost $400!!!! That place is very hard to come out of without spending at least $200, usually more. We bought a lot of meat though and we shrink wrapped it to freeze it. But OUCH! I am not sure where the money went to? I did manage to pick out some very pretty pink roses that I was supposed to get the other day! Sad that I had to buy them for myself but damn it, I deserve them! ;) Right? I think Peter is not leaving for the cabin until the morning and just going up there and turning around Monday to come back. Hopefully the boys go with him. They complain about going but love it once they are there. I need a quiet

This Place
What can I say. This site is more than I could have ever imagained. Never found one place whre you can meet such a wide variety of people. Here you can talk to individuals from her in the US or as far away as you can imagaine. You can get your heart shattered one day, and the next met someoen who makes you fel like your flying. I have met a wide variety of men on hre. Well not actually in person that is. Some have become wonderful friends I hope to have for the rest of my life, and others I never want to think of again. But all in all , as many times as I have wanted to leave, I dotn think I could. Always been a terribly shy girl. Yes I know some of you will find that very hard to believe lol. But it is very true. Never would let anyone take a picture, or if they did wouldn't smile. So terribly self conscious and insecure. Unfortunately these insecurities made me lose a very special friend I had here. I sometimes put up a false front of this flirty, naughty girl.

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I am getting really frustrated with my computer at the moment. I bought the computer in November and of course they always come with a virus protection with a limited time, usually 3 months. The one mine came with is McAfee which is ok. I was looking into a better one from Panda or another brand and was doing some research on them the other day. I thought by going so long without any protection was not a good thing and I have been meaning to ask Martin which one I should download and keep forgetting to ask him so I just renewed my subscription to McAfee. I know, I know....I should have done a different one but my computer has been acting funny this morning. My mouse is lagging behind and really irritating! I thought it was just Fubar but it wasn't. It was lagging with everything I was doing. Ugh! It drives me crazy! Peter left for the cabin early this morning. I woke up and he was gone, he left something behind though......Christopher! I thought I was going to have a

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Oh my gosh! I thought it was going to be a day of relaxing today and so far it has been a little crazy. My son that stayed home from the cabin decided to be rather hyper today. He then got a phone call from one of Anthony's friends saying that they saw his bike at McDonald's by the skate park. What??? Last week, Christopher rode his bike to school and when it was time to leave, there was a stray dog in the bike area and they had all the bikes locked up in there and kids couldn't get to them because of this dog. He was told that he could get his bike the next day so he walked home. The next day he asked the office if he could have his bike and they told him they didn't have it. They said it must be in the MP room. So we figured we would ask the custodian on Tuesday to get it for us when he goes back to school. Yesterday Christopher told me that he had a feeling his bike was stolen. I told him to not worry. Then he gets this phone call today saying that it is his bike

This Place Is In Ter S Tin!
i have always heard that candy was dandy - but that sex won't rot your teeth - if that is true then how come i have no teeth - fatman002 ok i git the nsfw thing - what i do not git is why u post nsfw pics on the FU then mark them private - isn't this supposed to be happy hour 24/7/365 - why post if you don't want to show - call me crazy (please) - fatman002 this is my second day on the FU. so far it is interestin - only time will tell though - heard this place rawks - got and invite - took it and seen a lot of people - what i want to know is - why call it fubar - i was in the military and this place dont seem to be fd up beyond all recgntn - seems like a cool place to me - am i wrong or are there a lot of people here that dont appreciate fat people call me crazy if yu want (works for me) but i like being big, fat, large, obese - i like my body - so what's up with you haters fatman002

This Is Funny!!
Ed, Ted and their wives went out camping one weekend. Ed and Ted slept in one tent while the wives used the other. At about three in the morning, Ted woke up and yelled, "Wow, unbelievable!" Which woke Ed. "What's going on?" said Ed. "I've got to go to the other tent and find my wife." said Ted. "How come?" said Ed. "To have sex! I just woke up with the biggest hard-on I've ever had in my life!" said Ted After a pause, Ed said, "Do you want me to come with you?" "Hell, no! Why would I want you to do that?" said Ted. "Because that's my dick you're holding," said Ed.

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Monday here. I went to bed late because I was watching Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime. Big Brother started last week and it is usually on in the summer but with the writers strike that went on for over 3 months, they decided throw this together real fast....at least that is what I think. Anyway, every night the uncensored show is on Showtime. It can be either really boring to watch or like last night, "can't take your eyes off the train wreck" good! The night before, Peter and I were watching the show and they were all happy and loving each other and all getting naked in the hot tub. Last night, I turned it on and they were screaming at each other calling each other fucking cunts and ganging up on the one girl. It was so funny. Especially the gay guy on the show. He was the one that was screaming the most obscenities. He said last night that "she needs a dick up her ass more then I do!" This season it is about the hot, young and beautiful people minus 2 of them on the

*this* Is What "nuwaubu & Nuwaubians" Are *really* About!
Decode the movie and the video. What do they know that you dont know? What are they showing you that you dont know? They have to show you, make you get use to or comfortable with. Then they do it. Everything is by choice and volunteering whether you are aware of it or not. Madonna - 4 Minutes Apocalypse (Greek: Ἀποκάλυψις Apokálypsis; "lifting of the veil"), is a term applied to the disclosure to certain privileged persons of something hidden from the majority of humankind.

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I had two meetings this morning, one at 9:15 and one at 9:30 and 15 miles away from each other so really impossible for me to make both of them. I opted to send the stuff needed for the work meeting to work with Peter and have him give it to my Dad so they could have it if they needed it. I then went to my meeting at the high school for Anthony. It was a meeting about his tardiness and absenteeism problem! It was kind of a pointless meeting but they called anthony in there and we talked to the vise principal and he told him to stop going to his locker between classes and just carry his books so he won't be late for class anymore! Anthony is doing a lot better so I am happy as can be about that. The vise principal told Anthony that he has had good behavior lately and he thanked him for that. Anthony said "your welcome". kind of funny. I just hope this good attitude is here to stay and not temporary. We still have 5 classes left of our Parent classes for teenagers! One is

This Is Real Shit!!!
Liar, Liar.... It's just a sad shame !! Why do people feel the need to hide behind something that is nothing more than a figment of their imagination?? LMAO!! Quite humorous if you ask me!! The thought of what is going to happen is just so sad because of the unsuspecting being whose life willl be crushed, changed, etc. A word of advice folks.... If you cannot speak the truth and be who YOU REALLY ARE whether it's in person or online... then you really should keep your lips together because you never know when what you say comes back to bite you!! Then thats when you'll find yourself living your greatest fear... alone!

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I just went out and looked at the moon. I tried to take some pictures of it but it looks like a dot on my camera, lol It is a beautiful sight! There are stars out with the moon also. Very pretty. I have just finished working for the day. I worked all day long and all evening long! ugh! I got a lot done though so that is really good. Peter is in the kitchen making dinner and it smells really good. I am starving! He is making grilled chicken with vegetables and pesto sauce with noodles. It smells so good. I got a deal on an X-Box game today. I picked up Christopher after school and for all of his A's he has been getting, I told him I would buy him a new game. I went to Best Buy and he picked out Dirt which is a race game. It is a $50 game and when I went up to the cash register, they have new computers to check you out. Some how the $50 game came up a $20 game! Woo hoo. lol I like that price. Well, it's dinner time! Kisses Martin ~~ciao~~

This Sucks
So the last month or so has been pretty shitty, mid January my grandma on my dads say passed away from cancer and then this past Sunday, Feb 17th, my grandma on my moms side passed away. So yeah, its been pretty rough and crappy. They both lived far from me, one in California and the other in Virginia, and I hadn't seen either of them for a few years, but they were my grandmas and now I'll not be able to see them again. I didn't realize how hard I would take their deaths until they died. Anyway, it just sucks and I wanted to say something about them. Rest in peace grandmas, love you!

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Just when I think Winter is over....it gets cold again and is raining. :( I am really ready for Spring to come. It was nice having a week of almost 70 degree temps. I will stop my bitching now. Oh no, I just realized my poor dog is outside. I just let her in. Thankfully she was a bit sheltered from the rain. She was acting naughty earlier so I threw her butt outside. It wasn't raining then. Maybe she will learn to not behave bad? Nah. My son is home sick today. Says he thinks he has Mono. Hmm? He said it has been going around school. Unfortunately, there isn't anything you can do about mono. It sucks. I got it 2 years ago in the summer. What did I get it from? I am pretty sure I got it from the nail salon because she cut my toe. About 6 weeks later I get really sick and the doctor tested me for Mono and sure as shit, I had it. I was shocked to say the least. 40 years old with Mono (the kissing disease!). Unfortunately the older you are, the worse it hits you

This Life Of Mine 32
I am very tired this morning. My alarm went off and I just wanted to smash it into pieces. I had a hard time falling asleep. I was burning up. why? Let me tell you. I had one of the best nights of sex last night! It started out with me getting this patent black leather jacket in the mail yesterday. I ordered it online. It is a $200.00 jacket that I got for $56.00 from a store I always order from. I guess they put it on clearance because it is no longer winter season in the stores. Lucky me. So I put it on and came out and showed Peter. He said that it would look great if I had some fishnet stalking on underneath it and some black leather boots on. Ba bing! Great idea for some more pictures. No, I didn't do any pictures last night but the thought of doing them turned me on. STOP READING NOW IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OFFENDED!!!!!! sex. Going to bed, Peter was rubbing my lower back and ass and having my ass rubbed always turns me on. Lightly scratching my back and ass also tu

This & That
It is so funny how someone can type something and how one who reads it see it. So often these days people are more willing to see the negative side of things than any other way. I try to be a positive person always seeing the good. At times I have found this very hard on this site. This refering to my earlier account, which I deleted. I started this one out with no pic, it was great. I got so tired of guys thinking they can shout me and think they will be getting a cam show, and then leave without saying goodbye because they don't get what they want. BooHoo, like I care for some perve. I'm not here for that, I'm here to kick back and relax. After all what else if there to do after you daughter goes to bed. I'm just gonna start blocking the ones that do this. I have added a few of you guys from my old account onto this one. You are the ones that have not perved me out....some are very good friends, that I care lots about. Some are just really good mummers I missed. And w

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Good morning. I have been watching the news and they are talking about a major storm coming! They are talking winds of 50 mph and rain and snow. They say expect power outages all over and to prepare for it. I guess it is going to hit us this afternoon and go through tomorrow afternoon? I hope we don't lose power like the last time. That was not any fun at all. Peter and I went out to dinner last night. We were surprised to see a new menu and found out that it was a new owner. The restaurant is the best one in the city and has always had really good food. Now it has an Asian flare to the food and they have a wonderful new chef as well. When the food came out, it was beautiful in the way they presented it. It looked like something right out of a magazine. They bought the restaurant back in November but kept the old menu through the holidays as to gradually let customers get used to the fact that there was a new owner. Last night was only the 3rd day of the new menu. We

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It is raining like mad and I am sitting here playing on fubar while listening to 3 young boys be quite obnoxious in the other room with the X-box. Now, one of them has said they are hungry and has gone in my cupboards and his brother is telling him how rude it is to go in someone's cupboards for food! I do find it rude to just get up and help yourself without asking. It is funny because the kids is telling my son that we don't have any food. Good, walk to your house in the rain and eat your own damn food! Now Chris is telling this kid to get out of our stuff. Apparently we don't have enough CRAP to his liking! Can you tell I am getting annoyed? I have asked them to settle down but it seems to be pointless. I am glad that kids like being at our house but sometimes it would be nice for them to go play on the freeway.....oops, I mean at their house! I am about to scream listening to these kids. I am not going to be able to handle this tomorrow if this storm continues

This About Says It All....
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father

This Is How I Live My Life
There is nothin i hate more than stupid people.. And no im not calling anybody stupid or fake... this is just the way i am...I also hate fake people.. Please dont tell me what i want to hear tell me the truth.. Im a big boy and can handle it... Life is to short for playing games.. i love making new friends and will talk to anybody.. I will not lie to you.. if i say it i mean it.. thats me.. I expect the same kind of respect... .. So if you are here to make friends look me up.. If you are here for other things like dating .. please be sincere..

This Is It
The Adventures of a Virgin. My mother and sister are in town. I'm loving having some San Antonians around, but they're seriously cramping my blogger-dater lifestyle. It'd be hard to go out on a date and bring the fam along. So, to keep things interesting around here, I decided to post an entry I wrote in another blog-land, a long, long time ago and far far away. Here you go: I decided I'd write about my original adventure. My first adventure as a virgin. I'd also like to say that although this one girl in particular will be the subject of this posting, she's not important or significant at all. she's basically as insignificant as adventures can be which is the reason I'm writing about her. It's also just a funny story. I was a late bloomer in the self-confidence department. I didn't think I was good looking until I was about thirteen years old. I didn't think I was smart until I was fifteen years old, which is also the age that I thought maybe it was possible that a girl

This Is What People Have Been Telling Me
so yeah i went to this party on saturday and everyone was saying i look like Johnny Depp so i went to this site and entered my photo and just enough it said i looked like Johnny Depp so tell me what you think lol here is the morphing tell me the truth thanks guys lol MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Family tree chart

This Is New To Me
You are a "Truly Special" friend of mine and I wanted you to know how much our friendship means to me. Please click on the "Click Here To Get The Code" button at the bottom of this message, and send this to everyone that is "Truly Special" to you and let them know how you feel!if you recieve:-----------------1 - 3 ( Awww, a couple people really care about you! )4 - 6 ( Damn, you are loved aren't you! )7 - 12 ( WOW! Your friends absolutly adore you!!! )Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

This Bottle
You look at life from the inside of your bottle How must I have looked? A blurry picture of what might be As you slowly drown in your bottle You called out to me from inside The sound echoing in my head I was but a sinking raft for you Full of holes What must have you been thinking? As you started to go under again I thought she was the one brought to save me But I failed you I wasn’t strong enough to get us both out So I left you there Treading Getting tired Going under You alone In your bottle That you would have That you could have Never given up for me

This Will Make You Think
This will give you chills... Body: AFTER A FEW OF THE USUAL SUNDAY EVENING HYMNS, THE CHURCH'S PASTOR SLOWLY STOOD UP, WALKED OVER TO THE PULPIT AND, BEFORE HE GAVE HIS SERMON FOR THE EVENING, HE BRIEFLY INTRODUCED A GUEST MINISTER WHO WAS IN THE SERVICE THAT EVENING. IN THE INTRODUCTION, THE PASTOR TOLD THE CONGREGATION THAT THE GUEST MINISTER WAS ONE OF HIS DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THAT HE WANTED HIM TO HAVE A FEW MOMENTS TO GREET THE CHURCH AND SHARE WHATEVER HE FELT WOULD BE APPROPRIATE FOR THE SERVICE. WITH THAT, AN ELDERLY MAN STEPPED UP TO THE PULPIT AND BEGAN TO SPEAK. 'A FATHER, HIS SON, AND A FRIEND OF HIS SON WERE SAILING OFF THE PACIFIC COAST ,' HE BEGAN. 'WHEN A FAST APPROACHING STORM BLOCKED ANY ATTEMPT TO GET BACK TO THE SHORE. THE WAVES WERE SO HIGH, THAT EVEN THOUGH THE FATHER WAS AN EXPERIENCED SAILOR, HE COULD NOT KEEP THE BOAT UPRIGHT AND THE THREE WERE SWEPT INTO THE OCEAN AS THE BOAT CAPSIZED.' THE OLD MAN HESITATED FOR

This Was Written For Me
As I stand tap tap tapping @ your hotel room door,I find myself thinking back to the first time I saw you on a silly lil website called FUBAR.A vision of beauty w/long blonde hair,the kinda hair that makes me wanna pull you close just so I can smell its bouquet.Amazing blue eyes that have this exotic appeal to them.the kind of eyes that make me melt when I think of their sparkle,and a mouth that I could kiss forever.After chatting for months online the day has arrived when we finally get to meet.I hear u call out,"Just a second",from the other side of the door and the sound of your voice makes my heart skip a beat.Moments later the door opens and we stand face to face for the first time,both of us smiling like school kids on the last day of class.I enter your suite carrying my massage table and a duffle bag,and let them drop so I can squeeze you hello.as we hug I breathe in your scent,ahhh the scent of a woman,and find myself intoxicated for a moment,by the lovely smell and the feel of

This Is Life
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misund

This Is Me
I am not famous or even very well-known. But I am who I am. I am me and me alone. I do not pretend to be more than who I am inside. I do not put up a false front and the real me I do not hide. I say what I feel and I think what I say. What I stand for right now I will stand for every day. Those who really know me can always be sure that my friendship is true and that my love is pure. No matter what life brings I know what I will do. I will be honest with others and to myself I will always be true.

This Is Who I Am
☆PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN.... FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, SELF RESPECTING, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, HARD WORKING, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, DEFIANT, RISK TAKER, STRONG WILLED, UNMISTAKABLE, HEARTBREAKER, PBR DRINKER, POET, SELF SATURATED, BIG HEARTED, NIGHT OWL, CHAIN SMOKER, DEDICATED, OFTEN UNDERESTIMATED, PAINTER, WILD TURKEY DRINKER, POOL PLAYER, TATTOOED, PISSED OFF PATRIOT, READY FOR A FAMILY, DOG LOVING, PIERCED, MARIJUANA SMOKER, BOOK LOVER, KNIFE COLLECTOR, MEAT EATER, HYPER ACTIVE, BOOT WEARING, UNSATISFIED, HUNTER, UNRESTRAINED, OCCASIONALLY FUNNY, MOVIE LOVER, TREE CLIMBING, DISK GOLF PLAYER, IRRITATED BY IGNORANCE, GOOD LISTENER, HONORABLE, GREEN EY

This Is Y I Cry At Night
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

This Is Our Youth.... How Pathetic!
The following was a shoutbox that I received on March 18, 2008. This girl was 19 years old. This is what irks me about young ppl today... they think you owe them something. SpadedRose: hey there i think your geogous, and if you send me a friend request and 5,000 fubucks ill add u to my family soo u can see my naughtie lil pics ->SpadedRose: ty for the compliment... I appreciate it... but I'm not sending you fubucks just to see a couple of naughty pix. I'm sorry... SpadedRose: fine dick See how being polite and honest is rewarded? She calls ME a dick yet she whores herself out for fake money.... LMAO. Classic!

This Made Me Laugh!
Get the code at www.winterrowd.com Never Argue with a Woman One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading" "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "For reading a book," she replies, "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her again, "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading" "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write yo

This Is Awesome
I would like to change my background and layout. How do I do that. I can't find the area I need to go to to make the changes. Anyone have the answers? Please let me know. Thank you. Hugs, Wild Angel I have added a bunch of new pictures to my site, since my friend Kat1114 gave me a VIP for the month. Don't be shy and come and rate them. I would love to get my overall rating up from a 10.07 to something higher. It's been there forever...lol So if you can and would like, please rate them 11s....wish I could afford a Auto 11 to get it done myself....Help a friend if you can. Hugs, Wild Angel To all my dear friends, I won't be on much because my motherboard is messed up and I can't afford another computer right now. Only on when I am at my friends house. I have not left you and you can still rate and fan me as well as ask for my friendship. I will be back as soon as I can. I am going to miss you all lots. Hugs and kisses, Trish

This Ones For Her :)
Lately i have been feeling really REALLY depressed. My grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer, and she goes to kemo every monday. I cry every day. Shes my star, my world. I love her with out a doubt. Her and my Grandpa both have been there for me, more then anyone else in my life. I am going to fall apart if my grandma dies. I know that i have to stay strong for her sake and mine, beacuse i mean im only human, and im very fragile. I can break at any moment. I think about her everyday, and ive been spending most of my time at their house, just helping her and loving her and cherishing each moment with her. Shes as beautiful as ever, every time i look at her. She glows. :) She means the world to me. the other night i just cried myself to sleep. Adn some times i feel very alone and afraid. I dont know what i would do with out her. I mean holidays and every day wont be the same, i wouldnt be able to walk into their house.i would always look over to the hall where my grandma walks, and

This&that
I'm not posting a salute photo. Why not? 2 reasons: a) My digital camera is broken. b) I'm me and the people I know on here already know me IRL, so why the hell would I need to 'prove myself' to strangers? Seriously. If I was going to impersonate someone I'd impersonate someone that was at least somewhat photogenic. I'm sick of the stupid Fubar support spam, "POST A SALUTE TO LEVEL UP", every fucking day.... ugh. Of course they don't reply to my return messages.

This Is Love...
This is love... I was always yours to have you were always mine, We have loved each other in and out of time When the first stone looked up at the blazing sun And the first tree struggled up from the forest floor, I had always loved you more You freed your braids,gave your hair to the breeze It hummed like a hive of honey bees I reached in the mass for the sweet honey comb there God how i loved your hair You saw me bludgeoned by circumstance Lost,injured,hurt by chance I screamed to the heavens Loudly screamed Trying to change our nightmares into dreams The sun has come The mists are gone We see in the distance our long way home I was yours to have and you were always mine We loved each other.. In and out In and out In and out ...of time! ************************************************* I never thought that i could meet soeone like you! You are my friend You are my smile You are my everything You are a breathtaking reflection of God's heart for me Of how he persued me,and loved me

This Could Be Fun
I am going to steal an old idea. I want to see what kind of questions would get asked when a guy posts one of these. I know what the women get. Here it goes: You can ask me one question. It can be anything at all. I will answer all questions and I will be totally honest with my answers. There are no questions I wont answer, but some may be answered through PM's. BUT, if you ask me one, I get to ask you one and you have to answer honestly. Lets have fun!!

This One's A Lil Different
Skin chilled by cooling rain Body loosened by languored kisses Flesh exposed by eager fingers Breath expelled by erratic measures Heartbeat intensified by inhibitions released Mind dazed by deliberate intentions Hands fevered by fire from without Marrow scorched by sparks from within Spirit obsessed by orgasmic connection Life renewed by rampant emotion Soul captivated by cathartic expression Existence empowered by erotic conclusion

This Who I Am
written by a guy To all women, written by a guy: ?We don't care if you talk to other guys. ?We don't care if you're friends with other guys. ?But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. ?It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. ?We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. ?Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ?Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. ?Don't tell us we're wrong. ?We'll stop trying to convince you. ?The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ?Yeah, you can quote me. ?Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expec

This Reminds Me Of My Beloved Korky... May He Always Rest In Peace!!!!
Hope you like this, I think this is so true. God Bless everyone. "Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's

This Is Me
Dear reader, this is my poem So I do what I want I can write a poem to make you smile Or one to spark a thought Poems are how I speak When my lips won't make a sound Don't know how I'll be remembered When they put me in the ground I'm not made for greatness I'm not one to be heard But I can listen to what your saying And make good on my word I know I've hurt some people And I have broken trust I'm hoping time will fix the scars Time turns us all to dust I don't know how I'll be remembered Guess that is up to you My my times not close to being over And I've still got much to do You see, dear reader, I've got this friend Little pieces of her died So I don't need to be remembered If I've made her happy somewhere inside

This Is What I Want
Give me passion, give me heat. I want to feel you next to me. I want love, I need fire. Are you the one that I desire? I can’t breathe when you talk to me... I’m going out of my mind. I’ve looked at love from both sides now From give and take, and still somehow It’s loves illusions I recall I really don’t know love at all... Show me. Hold me. Touch me. Kiss me. I pray you never let me go. Be my happily ever after. Your name must be written on the clouds, Everywhere I look you are found. Can you find your happiness with me Am I the girl in you dreams All it takes is one step.... Let’s dream together tonight.

This Is Why I Havent Been On Fubar Much
I have pulled a muscle in my neck therefore i have been in a lot of pain and barely able to move my neck and not sleeping well at night cause of it,I am on painkillers and anti inflamatorys for 10 days once i feel better and i am not in pain then you will probably see me around more

This Is Funny Shit
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for w

This Is..........
SASATANSSEED: get a fucking life you peice of shit grow the fuck up you want a net whore go else where read a fucking profile loser!!!!!!!!!! SATANSSEED: want to show me your sweet pussy? OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOW I SEE A RELIGEOUS FUCKING ASSHOLE THIS COMMENT WAS LEFT ON A PIC OF PRAYING HANDS WITH THE AMERICAN FLAG IT WAS DOWNRATED TO A 1 ALONG WITH ANOTHER OF AN EAGLE FLYING THROUGH THE FLAG WITH A RIBBON TO HONOR THOSE WHO HAVE DIED SERVING US I WILL NOT BE SPOKEN TO THIS WAY OR HAVE MY FRIENDS THAT STAND UP FOR ME DOWN RATED OR HAVE SOMTHING WE BOTH AND MOST AMERICANS BELEIVE IN IF YOU CANT RESPECT ME OR OUR COUNRTY STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE!MOST OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE KNOW IM VERY BLUNT AND OUTSPOKEN BUT I STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELEIVE IN AND I CANT STAND LOSERS SUCH AS THIS PIECE OF SHIT THAT CAME TO ME TODAY THANKS MERCI ->emmawilson32: MY ABOUT ME DOES NOT ONLY GO FOR MEN IT GOES FOR THE HO'S OF FU AS WELL ->emmawilson32: I GUESS YOU ARE NOT SMART ENOUGH TO READ ->

This Calling
Yaaaaaaaaoooowwwww I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out No secret deception, for these would tear this down I'll note the past, spread the pain (spread the pain) Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear (and I hear) this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear

This Is My Mind
So this is my mind, these are my thoughts as i go through this time. My dad died on the weekend. He was 49, he left behind myselfa younger brother and a new wife and 5 month old baby. I hated him. I still do... i can never confront him now about my childhood about what he did. He ruined me, he stole my dreams and happiness. I hope he burns forever. My childrens father died just over a year ago. His family wanted nothing to do with the children, now they want to take over. I was fine with them having relationship with them, seeing them every so often but the random dropbys and the telling me how to run my life! now its that my new boyfriend is spending time with the kids! WTF!! this is just getting to me... every little thing is commented on, critisied! When does a single mum of two get time to study? To improve provide a better life for her children. What am i meant to do? I just want to give up...

This Guy Rated My Default Pic Which Is For Autism A 5
Just thought I would share this guy with everyone how can someone rate my profile pic a 5 its not my ugly mug its a supporting autism pic well this guy did it WhosDW

This Is Still America Right??
Want to OWN me? Click the picture... Auction goes until the end of the month.. Auction Over!! Ty 2 all that bid and showed me love!! The winner was....with a Bid of 600K...... FU-KING JONLEE74 London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year -old boy charged

This World
In the beginning we were born as one, Now look at the ugliness that we have done. So many years nothing has changed, Killing each other what a terrible shame. There’s so much in this world to enjoy, Taking life for granted like it's a toy. I look around and what do I see, This beautiful world crying in front of me. Why must we have such wholesome greed, God gave us all we need. Across the waters that flow so deep, It's our pride that we can't keep. Why is it that we can't get along, Put away that sad song. Think about what a boring life it would be, If everyone looked just like me. All born and will surely die, Let us put this hatred aside. Pick up the pieces and move on, Haven’t we all done enough wrong.

This Is So True
I can remember the very first time I cried How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside All of my memories - good and bad - that's past Didn't even take the time to realize Starin' at the cracks in the walls Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end Still I curl up right under the bed Cuz its takin' over my head all over again Do you even know who you are? I guess I'm tryin' to find A borrowed dream or a superstar? I want to be a star Is life good to you or is it bad? I can't tell anymore Do you even know what you have? Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight How the birds will sing as I count the rings around my eyes Constantly pushing the world I know aside I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to try I'm lookin' for a way to become The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen Oh, nothin' is ever enough Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem Do you even know who you are? I'm still tryin' to find A borrowe

This Is My Way To Say Thanks Too Whoever Helps
i know who my real friends are thanks sandy my favorite bouncer your a sweety nite your awsome /and all the others who care enough to help me when they can sincerly thanks michael others boat man/no more friends@ fubar

This And That
When passion flows and gives way to light who holds your heart so close and tight? Then darkness for no cause creeps nearer you who holds you close and stays it threw? When the pieces of yourself try to rip apart and sorrow fills your heart who lays with you threw the night? Who loves you? Who makes it alright? When day breaks and the nightmare ends who's eyes will you look to? For to many long days and endless nights I have felt the sting of loneliness. A lover I plead. I long for the day when my lover will come. I fight the feeling to go numb. I cry myself to sleep at night. Selfish wishes fill my sight. The hurt of a not so distant past keeps the memory of betrayal fresh and new. It makes me only want to run to you. Take my pain from my heart. Hold me close in your arms don't let me fall apart I ask so much of a precious one......I shutter at the thought. I find my questions answered in a beautiful soul. My only fear is that it wont last becaus

This Little Mind Of Mine!
By yours truly Mary Along came a spider And sat down beside her And frightened the poor girl away. But what if that spider was afraid he might bite her So tickled fear up her leg? She looked down at her skirt Afraid it would hurt And her heart knew there'd be hell to pay. ------------- Mama, papa forgive me Out of sight, out of mind Out of time to decide Do we run? should I hide For the rest of my life Can we fly? do we stay? We could lose we could fail And the more minutes take To make planer, or mistakes 30 minutes, the blink of the night 30 minutes to alter our lifes 30 minutes to make up my mind 30 minutes to finally decide 30 minutes to whisper your name 30 minutes to shelter the blame 30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies 30 minutes to finally decide Carousels in the sky That we shape with our eyes Under shade silhouettes casting Shapes crying rain Can we fly do I stay We could lose, we could fail Either way, options change Chances fail,

This Is For You....
THIS IS A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO RATED PICS, STASH, RATED, FANNED AND ADDED ME, SENT ME BLING, SENT ME FUBUCKS, TOOK SCREEN SHOTS, PIMPED ME OUT IN YOUR SHOUT BOXES, MADE BULLY'S AND SENT YOUR FRIENDS TO MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR A SUCCESS... Compliment Comments at CommentBlast.com SUPERFLYCHICKEN.COM Yeah I know it's generic :( but I can't do the pretty ones...AGain, thank you all so much...

This Is Super Hot!!
Just do it! Stay Up! Rise above! Moves me! When I grow up I want to be famous I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies. When I grow up I wanna see the world, drive nice cars, I wanna have groupies(or Boobies is my unclean version). When I grow up I wanna be on tv, People know me, be on magazines. When I grow up fresh and clean, number one chick when I step out on the scene. (Chorus from the Pussycat dolls) What a catchy tune~ I wish my non-talented ass would be noticed and made famous over night! I work real hard, have dedication, I'm a good roll model. I don't have an eating disorder, get arrested for drunk driving, fight in public with my best friends or shove an 8-ball up my nose to enjoy a night out dancing.. So who's D**K do I gotta suck to get my foot in the door??(you know who you all are) Well even if I can't be a star, or on T.V I know I will always be admired on fubar!!!!! XOXO to all my Jons and hooka's! Touch the Darkness · 'RÊMÊR ~ ØW... rated your photo an

This Will Take Forever!!
You should try it....You might just get to the end!! http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html So...I'm thinking that when my Feo gets home from work...that I'll be able to get out of the house...considering that I am stuck here all day, every day...Doing nothing but cleaning and cooking...I thought that I could go to the gym...and work out for a little while...relieve some stress, ya know...Well...FUCK NO! James decided that he was going to go play his stupid fucking game of "WARHAMMER"...And leave me here at the house...with absolutly nothing to do!!

This Is Life
HAHAH man I cant belive it Im going to be a happy man very soon here but as of right now im just like fuck im getting over a buzz and life rocks sometimes its little moments like this in life thats good this is nothing that u know not of but what has not been...... life is dark as is the cold space i can never escape and never will be able to escape for the darkness controls all and is always but never there hiding behind your soul

This Is The End
long since the day ends along the narrow path blinding love spotless in the air the day will come when this is the end my hands are colder an empty mind silently broken another thought tingles my senses all for today gone tomorrow for this is the end

This Is Me
The very FEW people that I let into my lil online world here need to know this: I'm a real ass fukin woman. If you have any doubts, plz just send me a msg and I will very nicely say goodbye. I am single and don't answer to no one. I am a struggling single mother trying to live a life and make a life and Fubar is my escape where I can "drink" and have some laughs with the very few cool ass people that I meet on here. I am a therapist to many and I thrive on helping those select few that I choose to help. Again, if you have something to ask, say, whatever, hit me up and I'll be glad to explain or answer whatever you have doubts about. The therapist is on duty...I'll collect the fee at the end of life.

This Is A Good One
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. 'I'd like to be six again,' she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her fav orite candy, M&M's . What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed e

This Is True
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT TO SAY..IM SO BLAH...I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON YET I GET BITCHED AT FOR IT..I JUST WANT TO TRY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT..IM NOT TRYIN TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY..LAST NIGHT i WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK..THATS WHAT SEEMS TO HAPPEN ONCE A WEEK NOW..I JUST HIT THE GUTTERS AND WANT TO DRINK,BUT THATS STOPPING TODAY...IM DONE DRINKIN...I JUST WANT TO FLIPPIN ME HAPPY =[ Im sooo over nick!!!!!!I found someone new,he is the greatest,honestly..he knows who he is..he is sweet,makes me smile,makes me laugh,lights up my day!!! Thank you babe!! Come home soon!!!! Do you know her favorite color is pink or that she's afraid of spiders? Do you know she can't sleep without at least two pillows or that when someone mentions you her eyes sparkle & face lights up like Christmas. Do you know her favorite song or at least her favorite band? Did you know she hates arguing, but that she's good at it. She loves the way you look at her, but hates t

This Site Sucks......
This site is so fucked up. I just uploaded some pics, I knew that one was NSFW, just one! Before I could mark it I got a message from the assholes in charge telling me it was. No FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE!!!! Give a person fucking time to do something. This is suppose to be a adult type site, but you do something wrong and the little fucking babies whine. Grow the fuck up!!! Grow a set of fucking balls move out of your parents basement and into the real fucking world!! It takes time for someone to mark something, don't get all OMG thats NSFW!!! All though the photo does not show anything and I mean anything at all, but I keep forgetting that humans are fucking idiots!!! So as of this day on all my pics are locked to friends only, not that anybody rates them anyways. Show kiss my ass, and fuck your mother, assholes!!!!!

This Is Love
Many,many years ago on a bus in Minnesota a pretty woman was on her way to Arizona, An army soldier seeing that the young woman was being harassed by three sailors, he proceeded to sit down next to her and sparked up a conversation as if they were best friends. They kept in touch for years though just letters a few hours on a bus started a relationship that would last a lifetime. The next time they met when he was on leave and they married. After seven children I was born. When my dad was 45 he died leaving my mom to raise us by her self. She never dated or remarried. Before she died at the age of 83 I asked her why she never dated or remarried. She said simply “ how could I am still in love with him and he is my husband no one else would do.” What a man to model my life by. In her eyes he was perfect. That the type love I am searching for, Undying and unlimited.

This Is Me...
I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl. I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food. I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper. I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos. I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off. I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone. In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy. I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should. I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney. Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it. I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone. I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone. I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

This Is How It Is
I logged on today to see I've been called a liar...Just because theres this one female that is really into me...but just because I talk to her doesn't make me ANYONES bf....I belive you can have stronge feeling for someone by talking to them on here or over the phone but you can be in love with someone untill you meet them in person....just because 2 people get along online or over the phone doesn't mean theyd get along in person..I mean if and trust me...love is a feeling that has to devolped over time and probilly longer than a week or 2....I came out here to fun and meet new people and make new friends and see what happens from there....am I looking for the right one ?, yes...but when i find her i wanna take my time and get to know her and not feel smuddered... Im sorry I have hurt anyone feelings with this but this is the way it is

This Could Save Your Life ! Please Read And Repost !
The following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives ~Erica Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are mos

This Life
mirage might be coming sooner then I think it is as I sit here in this place, I see so many unkown faces, I become scared, I feel so alone in this crowded Place, (Its so crazy)Why do I feel this way? Just because your gone, will I ever understand? will you ever be there again? I guess I never should have never pushed you away

This Is What Love Looks Like
When I say I love you, this is what I am telling you... I will always protect you and protect your heart. I will always stand beside you no matter what. I will not leave you for bad finances, poor health, or heartache. I will do my level best to make you as happy as I possibly can, each and every day. I will always be on your side, no matter who it is that is opposing you, including family. I will do my level best to honour you and your family every day. I will never say things to you to hurt you on purpose. I will never take the confidences that you have entrusted to me and hurt you with them. I will hold and protect your heart as if it were my very own, because, in fact, it is. I will rejoice with you in your success and mourn with you at the failures life brings. I will make your welfare and happiness my priority each day. I will believe you and I will believe IN you every single day. I will understand when you have a bad day and I will love you through it. I wil

This Is Me.....
I Live: For the blessings God gave me ... My Family I Work: to hard for to little. I Talk: way too much most of the time. I'm use: To being loved. I Wish: I had more money :) I Enjoy: every moment. I Look: for the positives. I Find: people are basically good. but there's a few that backstabb*L* I Smell: like raiseberries,and charlie I Hide: from in-laws I don't like and creepy friends*L* I Pray: my babies grow up to be happy and love there life I Walk: the line.when I ain't falling down*L* I Write: my passions I See: through people. I Sing: when I am happy I Can: do anything I want to if I try I Watch: the world through untainted eyes. I Yearn: for more time I Daydream: about a home and yard lol of my own I Want: it all. I Cry: every once in a while I Hurt: nobody if i can help it. I Read: very little I Love: life, the whole package. I Sometimes: act like a child . I Fear: spiders ...totally scary. I Hope: My children live a life of fortune.and h

This Crazy Thing Called Love....
Isn't love and romance the craziest thing in the world? We spend a life time looking for the real thing. Only to find that the real thing is just our imagination. At least that is what I feel at this point. I won’t say that I don’t believe true and lasting love doesn’t exist. I know that it does. It just seems harder for some people to find. I genuinely love many people in my life. There are even a few men in my life that I could easily fall in love with. But I hold back from that because I know that they aren’t looking for that with me. They are looking the world over for the "perfect" woman. And I definitely don’t fit that. I am far from perfect. But I am honest, faithful and very loving towards those that I love. I have had many failed relationships in my life. Some failed due to failings on my part and some due to their failings. Then of course there are a few relationships that I didn’t realize what I had until it was too late and I let them go. How do you know that you have found

This Man
The man below is a very generous man he has a selfless heart and is kind to all...Go show him mad fulove :) Also he is trying to get spotlight so any thing you can donate to him would be great :) LoneWolf {H&L Bombers Founder}}@ fubar

This Month
So, ok. My first blog. Too bad it has to be a bad one. Here is the deal, I am a sweet person, but I do have some standards. There is one at the top of my list too. I DO NOT MESS WITH MARRIED OR TAKEN MEN. I do not care if it is just the internet. You probably have a woman that loves you very much and it would hurt her to know you are messing around on the net looking for someone to do why she is at work. Who cares if we live nearby. I understand some people are miserable in their marriages. Well, if it is that damn bad, get out of it. I don't play games like that. I have been hurt plenty of times to know how it feels. Being the good lil' wifey or girlfriend sucks when your man is messing around. So, if you are taken.....DON'T HIT ON ME! Friendships only. I am an excellent friend to all those who really know me. Thanks for taking the time to read this lil bit a BS I had to post since some people can not take a hint and back off. Well, today, marks exactly one year since the queen of

This Is Me...
An article I stole off a website... Emetophobia is, quite simply, the fear of vomiting. For most people, vomiting is a natural occurrence, but some regard it as something that invokes great fear and distress. It can lead to anti-social behavior, high stress and obsessive-compulsive habits. For most people, vomiting causes discomfort, but for the Emetophobics (or Emets), it is beyond the point of discomfort; it is a source of great anxiety. Many Emets would rather lose a limb than be sick; some say they would even rather die. Many Emets know the cause of their fear. It is generally triggered by some event in the person's childhood. Some event happens that teaches the person to have fear or anxiety associated with vomiting. Many times it is a traumatic event, or even displeasure from a parent when the person vomits. (Parents with emetophobia often contribute to their children's fear) There are a few behaviors that are common to nearly all Emets. They include limiting a diet (

This Song I Heard For The First Time When I Was 16 Or 17 And Is Still My Fav Of All Time Still Looking For The Girl That Can Make That Kind Of Man Out
MY FAV SONG OF ALL TIME THIS SONG IS ME!!!!!!!! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats h

This Is Where I Need To Be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hh4eW0K1iwI&feature=user My heart burns ,my soul yearns, my mind turns; Is this love I feel? So afraid to open my eyes; To afraid to see what some one might steal from Me, what I feel deep inside. My heart burns with this feeling I'm to afraid to see. I feel it in my soul, it burns in my mind, so afraid that it will be stolen from deep inside. Do I open my eyes? Will you be there? Or will you only be imaginary?. thank you Phoenix Xx

This Is The Real Me!!
HERE ARE SOME RANDOM THIGS JUST MY FAVORITE STUFF!!!GRATEFUL DEAD*TIE DYE*BIRKENSTOCK*JACK DANIELS*MUSIC*CLASSIC ROCK*1969*WOODSTOCK*MY KIDS*MY MAN*HEMP WEAR*SUBLIME*STEVE MILLER BAND*INSENCE*HIPPIES*PEACE*LOVE*HAPPINESS*MARIJUANA*CHEVY VAN*1960 VW BUG* FISHING*CAMPING*HUNTING*WEST VIRGINIA*CHILAXIN*LYNARD SKYNARD*BOB MARLEY*CARS*DRIVING FAST*CHILDREN*FUN*HILARIOUS*BAD TEMPER*GREAT TIMES*FOOD*PJS*LOVE LIFE*MISSING PEOPLE*NIRVANA*PINK FLOYD*MY PHONE*MY BIG SISTER*MY 4 LITTLE BROTHERS*MY DAD*MY STEP MOM*MY MOM*MY STEP DAD*MY GRANDMAS*DADDYS GIRL*DAVID ALLEN COE*JANIS JOPLIN*JIMMY HEDRIX*BOB DYLAN*MY BROTHER IN LAW*MY NEICE*MY NEPHEW*AND THESE ARE JUST SOME OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE AND THINGS!!!!!

This Is Fucked All Up
A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are perman

This Is Some Fucked Up Bs, Ladies Beware
A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are perman

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everything = 11... 1. new york city=11 letters same with all of these....afghanistan,george w bush,twin towers,and a terrorist leader RASMIN YESUB...IS THAT CRAZY OR WHAT?here is some more flight 11 had 92 passengers 9+2=11 and flight 77 had 65 passengers 6+5=11...all of the four planes had 254 passengers together 2+5+4=11...wtf is that...oh some more september 9/11 9+1+1=11. it equals to our emergency number 911.september 11th is the 254 day of the year 2+5+4=11 and madrids bombing was 911 days after 911 happend here...get this jet fuel burns at only 1800 degrees steel can only melt at 3000 degrees but,c4 can burn 3000 degrees...there was c4 in the towers and some one herd a fireman say "pull it"after he did it collapsed it was rigged and the planes that hit had extra fuel tanks on them.the wtc #7 was 2 blcoks away and it feel to the ground at 5:00 pm,after every thing else...EXPLAIN HOW ALL OF THIS IS A LIE..... best hoops ever!!!!!

This Is Meee
1. Full Name: Jolene Hughes 2. Nicknames: Cupcake 3. Birthday: 17th April 4. Place of Birth: hospital 5. Zodiac Sign: Aries 6. Male or Female: female 7. Grade: duno 8. College: Coleg Morgannwg 9. Occupation: student 10. Residence: Trehafod 11.MSN screenie : sexii_cupcake __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Color: brown 13. Hair Length: shoulder length 14. Eye color: blue 16. Height: 5ft 2inchs 17. Braces?: i did 18. Glasses?: nw an gen 19. Piercings: yep 20. Tattoos: no 21. Righty or Lefty: righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: umm duno cnt remember 23. First Award: fuk knws 24. First Sport You Joined: duno 25. First pet: dog 26. First Real Vacation: cnt rmber 27. First Concert: boyzone haha 28. First Love: duno ___ Favorites___ 29. Movies: umm theres a few 30. TV programme: desperate housewives 31. Color: pink black white 32. Rapper: eminem 33. Band: avenged sevenfold 34. Song Right Now: 36. Sweet: lollipops 37. Sport to Pla

This Is How The World Is
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